ESL Student Narratives and Insights
ESL Student Narratives and Insights
Inside this
issue:
From the Editors 2
Looking Back 4
and Looking For-
ward
Thinking about 5
the Future
Turning Points 6
Past, Present, 10
and Future
The Key to 14
College Success
With no possessions, no warning, and no time to think, he glanced back in the direction
of his home, his family, and anything else he had known. Meanwhile, the nervous and restless
group was getting ready to depart. They whistled to him once again, his last opportunity to
say yes to the vague promise of a better life. He took one more glance back and headed for
the boat. Without saying good-bye to his family or telling them where he was headed, he
made what had to be one of the toughest and bravest decisions a person can make, especially
someone who is technically a child. He got in the boat with just the clothes on his back.
Twenty years later, I still remember that essay and more importantly the moving story
of the young man who wrote it. However, it is just one of many such narratives that I have
heard or read throughout the years. Hearing such stories brings our students lives into sharper
focus, gives them another dimension, and makes them more than just another name on a class
roster. These stories remind us of how many barriers ESL students overcome, not just in their
academic lives, but in their personal ones. Such insights into students lives help renew our appreciation for their hard work and
diligence, making us want to work just a little bit harder to help them achieve their goal - that vague and tenuous promise of a
better life.
I hope that these unique glimpses will move you and inspire you. I hope they will bring a better understanding of the ESL
students we serve. I hope that by publishing these writings, we are able to share just a little of the privilege and joy that all ESL
instructors share and the very real affection and admiration we develop for our students.
I borrowed the book and looked at the cover. An old European painting depicted a woman looking through a large
window, giving her back to the reader. It was as if she were observing the world from her safe little niche while leaving it out-
side, undisturbed. On top of the image, skinny black letters outlined the authors name: Virginia Woolf. I turned the book over
and I was able to give that name a face. She was a beautiful, confident, sad woman. She must be free, I thought.
I sat on a bench and enjoyed the warm Italian sun that is only that pleasant in the first weeks of May. I felt its gentle
rays on my face and I closed my eyes, letting it melt the ice I felt inside sometimes, during those difficult high school years. A
tantalizing aroma of berries and citrus fruit coming from a nearby market inundated my senses, temporarily placating the tor-
ments of my spirit. My mouth was salivating in response to the pungent fragrance that was somehow refresh-
ing and enticing at the same time. I just sat there, relishing a rare moment of peace and pure elation, with my
book waiting on my knees. I opened it and started reading the first page. Then, I got up and returned it to the
librarian.
I knew I was going to love it and I wanted to make it mine, scribble words on it, underline it, read it
over and over again, and take it with me to whatever place I would call home. It will become a nice comple-
ment to my very own room. The nearby bookstore had a copy for a thousand lire - the equivalent of one dol-
lar or so. What a bargain for such a treasure, I thought. I started reading it as soon as I got on my train. home.
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The train left the station, but I did not even notice, lost as I was in those precious words bringing me back into the reality of a
person who contributed, in a way, to so many of my
privileges. The book was so easy to read but so full of
wisdom and truths I had yet to discover, and yet I felt
they had always been mine. Every word I read paint-
ed the portrait of the woman I wanted to be one day:
a woman who would see the world and put it on pa-
per and canvas in her own little room. The conductor
came and asked for my ticket, and so I looked up and
out the window, distractedly handing it to him. I real-
ized I was in motion only as I watched the curves of
yellowish-green hills and valleys sliding away like the
fluid line of an artist sketching the contour of a woman.
For the first time, it felt like I knew where I was going,
or rather, where I would always be.
That day, sitting on that bench warmed up by a shy, tender sun, I knew I would always have a place on this Earth where the
world would make sense. All these wild things, my numerous incorporeal friends, are sitting on my shelves now as I am writing, and
they are turning my humble room into a tiny fortress that no one can ever penetrate or destroy. And it
all started with a small little book that cost less than a dollar.
From my Journal
Pascal Andre - ESL 095 - Prof. John Hills
truck, Chevrolet 1986. preferred to stay with my father. My mother was a housewife, and she
I used two pillows to was close to my elementary teacher who always reported my attitude
when I was in class.
reach the pedals.
When I was twelve years old, I started to drive my fathers truck
without a drivers license. It was a pick-up truck, Chevrolet 1986. I used
two pillows to reach the pedals; I spent all my vacation time driving
across the countryside buying lemons from the farmers which they used to
make a kind of oil in my father factory. I was so excited because I was
the only one my age who could drive and had that privilege in the city.
First, one way to prepare for the future is to save money. Most people save money from their
jobs, so they can use this money for any situation or emergency. Also, they use this money as an
investment to start their own business. Therefore, saving money is a great support for the future.
Second, another way to prepare for the future is getting a great job. Some people often look
for jobs with high salaries because they want to have an economic balance. Moreover, these jobs
offer important experience and training, so they will be able to perform other jobs in the future.
A great job can be very helpful in the future.
Finally, one of the most important ways to be prepared for the future is to get a good educa-
tion. It provides valuable knowledge and practical skills to apply in our lives. Also, it takes and
shapes us to be successful people in life. If we get a degree in school, we will have countless op-
portunities to achieve our goals in the future.
In conclusion, the future can be unpredictable; therefore, we have to be prepared for it. I think these ways are the best options
to be prepared for the future.
The Future
Rodolfo Lozada - ESL 103 - Prof. Jo Rosa Rio
Some people believe that the best way to prepare for life in the future is learning how to work with others and being coop-
erative. Other people think and say that learning as an individual and being competitive is the best preparation for the future. I think
most people attend a college or university for many different reasons. These reasons are new experiences, career preparation, and
increased knowledge.
Nowadays, more and more people attend college or a university after graduating high school. There are many reasons for
them to lead them to apply right away to college or to the university for new experiences in life and increased knowledge. Most
people have different opinions that for people that attend college not only to prepare for a future job, but also to learn new experi-
ences for the future and going to college or to the university seems to be the best place for students to get knowledge needed for a
future career.
Others think that people should go directly to work after leaving school and earn their experiences in their job or in business.
Other people point of view is that students should work a part-time job and learn that earning money without having a career in life is
hard and it could be easy for them to have a better job if they have a career in life and their future could be easier.
All in all, I think that not only students should attend college to have a better future or a better job. Also, adult people should
attend a college or a university to have a career and have a better future for their family.
Page 6 ConnectionsTurning Points
When I was told by my mother that I would be leaving the Dominican Republic, I
was extremely sad. She also told me she would not be coming with me. I had to leave my
emotions to the side and realize that I was going to have to learn how to do my own
things. With my mother, I did not cook, work, clean, wash clothes or pay bills. She was the
one to make sure I made it to school on time and had everything that I needed to go to
school.
everything for me anymore. My father immediately made sure I got a job, in order to provide for myself and my mother back home.
My first job was with my father in a hotel. I learned how hard it was to earn my money. I had to get up at 6:00 am every morning,
even on weekends. I was not used to working at all, and now I would have to support myself and my mother. Days were very long
and I wished I was back home with my mother. I had to worry about buying and washing my own clothes. I also learned to cook sim-
ple things, like boiling eggs and plantains. My responsibilities were a lot; I provided for my
mother back home. I also helped my father with rent and gas, because he gave me a ride to
Now, I feel that because of this big change in my life; I have become the man that I
am, it is all for the better. I am more independent because, I learned how to provide for my-
self in many ways. I now drive. I also learned how to cook and I dont have to depend on
anyone to feed me. I learned many skills at work and I can work somewhere else, if I wanted
to. I learned how to divide my money, so it can last me. I can support myself and the people
that I love. Even though change was hard, I am happy about the changes in my life.
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When I came here to New Jersey things were done differently, it was not easy to learn a new language. It was hard at the
beginning. I could not get any job because I could not speak English. It was difficult for me to taste the good feeling of this country.
As soon as my daughter started helping me to
learn some new words, I looked for a job.
When I went to school everything changed. I
was able to find a better job. I have good job,
so now I can take care of my daughter and
myself. I can take her anywhere she wants to
go, and that makes me feel so happy. It hap-
pens now I am doing the same job I was doing
when I was in my country. I work with some
good and intelligent kids. I love them, and I
enjoy what I am doing because I love kids so
much.
Our family moved from China to the United States almost a year ago. It is a totally different country. We live in Livingston
in the state of New Jersey. It is a very quiet and safe place. The sky is blue, the air is fresh, and people are friendly. We live with
wild animals peacefully.
My daughter is eight years old and she is in the second grade of elementary school. After school, she finishes her homework
in half an hour, and the rest of time she can do anything she likes. She plays the piano, reads, and paints. She also does exercises
with her friends. My house is small but full of laughter and warmth. When she was in the first grade in China, she had to do lots of
homework until nine oclock in the evening. She was just like a slave, tired and unhappy. But we could do nothing. In China, teachers
only care about kids scores because their pay and promotion will be based on it. Children are the future of the country. But if they
are treated like machines without their own ideas, they only learn knowledge and know nothing about respect. I dont see any future
for them.
I was also considered to have no future because I was not a communist. No matter how hard I tried, they didnt believe me. I
had been teaching at a medical college for fifteen years, and I was still a lecturer. So I quit my job and moved to the U.S. I want to
be a doctor in this country, so I went to college again to study English first. The Professors here are good. Their teaching is very inter-
esting, and I learned a lot in the college. My classmates come from different countries, and they shared their own stories with me. Of
course, everything is tough from beginning. But it is a free country, so I think I can turn my dream into reality.
Actually we all like this country. People here have dignity and equality. You are not punished because of the different opin-
ion. You dont worry about the food you eat and the air you breathe, so I think I made a right decision to immigrate to the United
States of America. It is the turning point of my life.
Finding Love
...and since the first
Kenia Diaz - ESL 105 - Prof. Patrizia Barroero
time that I saw him, I
fell in love. I told
my family about it As human beings, we are always seeking happiness. My whole life has been full of happy mo-
and they did not ments although I had to overcome many obstacles. There is more than one turning point in my life, but one
accept it. of the most important has been to move to New Jersey and to
make the decision to start a new life with someone who I
barely knew. This decision changed my whole life and this has been something that made
me a better person.
I moved to New Jersey from California five years ago. One of the reasons why I
consider this decision the most important turning point in my life is because I have never
been separated from my family. I am the older sister of five children and we have al-
ways been together. That is why making this decision was so difficult for me. On the other
hand, a year after my divorce from my sons father, I met someone in a social network
and since the first time that I saw him, I fell in love. I told my family about it and they did
not accept it. They thought it was dangerous to be in contact with someone that I had nev-
er met in person. Furthermore, the other problem was that this person lived across the
country. After a few months talking on the phone, making video calls, texting, e-mailing,
etc., I decided to meet him in person. So I traveled to New Jersey and a month later I
moved here. In short, I think that since the moment that I saw him, I felt that he was the
person I wanted to be with forever.
This decision changed my whole life. First, everything was amazing and I was very excited to begin a new life, but I had to
start out as a new person in a new city. I had to look for a job in a city that I did not know. Second, it was difficult as a mom because I
had my four-year old boy and he was at the time to begin school. I had no friends and no family to ask for help, so I was alone trying
to adjust to my new life. Most of the time I was home with my son all day and I only saw my lovely man at night. It was a moment that,
in retrospect, I started to think that maybe it was not the best decision. However, little by little and with a lot a patience, I started to
adapt to my new life. In the end, I think it was worth it because I am with someone that gives me all the happiness that I was looking
for. I feel blessed that I found someone that loves me and respects me for who I am.
Even though I was a single mom and I was having a hard time trusting people, he was very gentle and patient. As a result,
after a few months together, I decided to have my second child. It was one of the most memorable moments in my life. Also, he ac-
cepted my first son as his own child. He is an excellent father, so we have built a beautiful family, and since then we are trying to
maintain a relationship filled with love and respect. Although I am happy with my husband and my children, I miss my family in Cali-
fornia a lot. In addition, in my relationship, we have had to face some difficult moments, and we had to overcome our differences as a
couple. In conclusion, I would say that this has been one of the best decisions in my entire life.
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Drug Legalization
Stalin Acosta - ESL 105 - Prof. Andrea Crocco-Varela
Many people did it and they like it. Drugs have been used for many years. Some people use drugs for medical issues but
some people use them to please themselves. There are many kinds of drugs with a whole variety of effects. Some are used to ease
pain, alleviate our sickness or help us to continue living even if we have a congenital disease. Then there are drugs that are not al-
lowed to be consumed because they have side effects, or effects that are uncontrollable. People use those drugs anyway. Some of
those bad side effects are produced by low quality products. The Legalization seems as a good way to solve that part of the problem.
Drugs are usually connected to problems. We can see people who damage other individuals while they are on certain drugs.
That is the main reason why they are not legal. They could transform a calm person into a potential threat. In 1918, the U.S. prohibit-
ed the consumption of alcohol but, this measure did not stop drinkers who wished to consume. At this time, Al Capone entered in scene:
he flooded the streets with alcohol and sold it with high prices. Then, Capone controlled Chicago with the money he made in selling
alcohol. Later, in 1933 the law that prohibited the sale of alcohol was revoked. Many industries started and began to sell alcohol but
this time they had to reach certain averages of quality. They started to create quality drink. Today alcohol is a problem but not as big
as it was in those times. Nowadays we can find alcoholics who leave everything for drinking.
The problem is similar to that with illegal drugs. Even if they turn legal there will remain a problem: addicts. Drug Cartels will
get smaller or disappear. If drugs become legal they will also become cheaper and the probability of a person to get addicted to
them will become higher.
There is a bright side of this situation. If drugs become legal, medical science could progress faster. Right now treatments for
people who suffer cancer are treated with marijuana. This marijuana is planted, controlled and harvested under specific conditions and
with a high quality control.
Generally, Internet is really good for students in getting the huge amount of knowledge in the world. Teachers have even
started giving assignments that require research on the Internet. Furthermore, it has been providing us with convenience of ad-
vertisement, shopping, and ordering food. With using internet, everyone just needs to stay at home and do quick clicks and then
he can get what he wants. On the other hand, there are still negative problems for some people who do not know how to use
effectively and depend on Internet too much.
Firstly, there is a strong argument that Internet also con-
tains negative impacts. It is evidenced that Internet makes men
become passive about problems. As an example, in communi-
cation, it is easier for everyone to show his emotion if he faces
anyone. However, through email, everyone always has a
question about the feelings of others. Although there are still a
lot of icons in email which help to show emotions, they are not
real. Besides that, today, many companies are equipped with
modern machines and technology so most employees have
their computer so that they could exchange documents or have
meetings whenever they want without leaving their desks. As
a result, people are lazier.
Then, too many parents want their children to have lots of information to study, so they encourage their children to use inter-
net. They dont know that their children are playing games online. In addition, many students are dependent on internet too much
in getting information. And in examinations, students who have smart phones can connect to Wifi and get the answers so they
dont need to storm their brains to answer the questions. Consequently, this causes the creativity and exploring of humans to de-
crease, which is very dangerous for the next generations.
Another problem is that many people use internet with bad aims; for
instance, to watch sex videos and links to everyone and propagate sensitive
political problems. Every single day, thousands of bad links are sent to every-
one in the world through social networks, such as Facebook, Twitter, and blogs.
Despite the laws issued to prevent everyone from watching that and keep using
internet safe, they still exist. Thus that creates many chances for young people to
get bad information. Also the danger of hackers is one of disadvantageous
points of the Internet because they damage computer systems to steal secret
information and introduce viruses that cause computer damage too. Neverthe-
less, it is impossible to solve this problem completely since as soon as a solution is
applied to destroy one hacker, immediately the new one appears. For this rea-
son, sometimes Internet is known as negative.
In closing, it is obvious that Internet includes both benefits and draw-
backs. Besides the benefit that Internet brings to human, it also brings negative
impact if men do not how to use it effectively. Especially, Internet limit mens
action and make people become passive if everyone always depend on it to
study and do business. And using Internet to show bad messages and introduce
viruses are bad ways that users do not feel safe when they access to Internet. Hence, everyone should learn to use Internet in
positive ways.
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Moving Forward
Isabel Vargas - CSS 101 - Prof. Marie Girault
When I registered at ECC to study for my education career it was a bit hard because of the Eng-
lish language and because I had finished school a long time ago. But, bit by bit, paying attention in my
classes, studying, reviewing my lectures, and doing my assignments, I was able to pass the first semester
with a satisfactory result.
Later, in the second semester, for me it was harder because I didnt know anything about the
course, CSS 101, and I didnt understand. I tried to focus during the class and understand the professor. I
tried to do my homework the best that I could and I wasnt able to complete it. Those were the times that I felt frustrated and sad,
and I couldnt sleep because I was worried about not finishing my assignments. Well, I tried to work with a classmate to be able to
help each other. So far I think its working well.
I also have a son who goes to college as well, and I asked for his assistance. I asked him if this class was important. He re-
sponded yes its important because it shows you how to transition into college and shows you how to use valuable resources that are
given to you. I took his advice and decided to look around on campus. I found a lot of neat things like the library and computer lab.
In this class I learned how a person could prepare himself or herself to continue a college level class. Also, this class can help
you develop your knowledge, how to respond in an interview for a job, how to follow a learning system from the moment the class
starts until the end. Also, it can show how to learn to manage your time, work, or parenting life. It shows you how to control stress and
motivates you to continue forward with different types of morals. This class shows how one can pass their challenges. For example, it
can show how one can learn the lectures and how to discover new things for one to benefit from.
A main point I learned is that its possible to be able to go to school having children, a job, and my own duties. I learned that
if you put your mind to it, you could overcome all your worst fears. For me everyday the class is more interesting because I want to
know more and have more knowledge about my career.
We also attended an orientation that was given by Newark Policeman from the Police
Academy. He gave us tips on how to be successful in school. Also he gave us tips on how to sign up to
the Police Academy. Also he showed us on the way to be an EMT practitioner. They also offered fi-
nancial aid and they offered jobs as a highway patrol. It was interesting and very good. The Police-
man was well prepared and was able to answer every question that was asked of him.
Furthermore, the course has taught me how to give adequate credit. When I matriculate in my major, this course will help me
to keep up with everyday challenges I may face at work and how to manage time to beat each challenge on time without procrasti-
nating.
If I had to advise a friend of mine on the CSS course, I would tell him or her that it is a compulsory course every college stu-
dent must take, and it will definitely put him or her on the right track. I would also tell him or her that the course shows you step by
step what path you need to take to find your way to succeed in life.
Andrea Crocco-Varela
Marie Girault
John Hills