Lyssin (Hydrophobinum) Acute, Rabies

“I’m so angry, I feel like they are tormenting me”

MAD: Anger & Craziness
Feeling of Torture by someone you’re dependant on
Rage = Remorse
Trigger for rage is great fear
Most Terrified, very primal fears
Emotionally driven, impulsive
Jealousy, Knives

Choking, difficulty swallowing, Saliva

Water, Running Water, Glistening Objects

History of rabies vaccines or animal bite

Aggravated by the sun, light
General aggravation from running water [glistening objects too] (fear, irritability, urge for urine, urge for
stool, etc.)
Hypersensitive, odors, light, noise, wind
Excessive saliva or spitting
Easily choking, difficulty swallowing
Aversion to water
Convulsions, worse from light, from liquids, from trying to swallow, from running water

Deeply Phobic, Profound Intense Fear

Fear of being eaten, ripped limb from limb
Important quality of fears, very primal, a magnetic fear, all these eyes looking at you
Fear of dogs, animals, wolves, water, claustrophobia, agoraphobia, Fear of dark (but less than Bell.)

Case – can’t close a window, just ajar

Can’t change anything
Very sensitive to light and noise, bad headache
Wild feeling in him
Has to hide in the closet
Lyssin – the disease plus the animal
All about attack and defense
The rabies is the ooc feeling
And extreme sensitivity to change- because inner feeling is out of control
Anything is perceived as ooc
Walking in one direction with some unclear purpose – the purpose to – the purpose to find a purpose

It’s calls from others things they don’t want to do – because they are so unpredictable

Themes
Choking, difficulty swallowing, Saliva
Water, Running Water, Glistening Objects

General
History of rabies vaccines in patient or family
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History of animal bite, especially from immunized animals

General aggravation from glistening objects (goes with fear of water)
General aggravation from hearing or seeing running water (fear, irritability, urge for urine, etc.)
Convulsions, worse from light, from liquids, from trying to swallow, from running water
Aggravated by the sun
Hypersensitive to all stimulation – odors, light, noise
Sensitive to wind or being fanned

Head
Headache on hearing running water
Photophobia; sensitive to glistening objects
Excessive saliva with frequent need to spit it out
Choking sensation on swallowing pills, or even water
Early teeth

Other
Opisthotonos (an arching in back of neck and /or entire body)
Right hip pain
Keloids (lumpy looking scars), wounds heal too quickly

Abdomen/Urinary
Craves: Chocolate, Tobacco, “Strange Things” when pregnant
Aversion: water
Urging for stool on hearing running water
Diarrhea
Urge for urination, or involuntary urination on hearing running water
Urinary tract infections
Excessive sexual energy
Dyspareunia (painful sex), Vaginitis

Case
Kid, 9
Mother, passive as a pea pod
Kid freaks out like he’s being tortured, screaming “I hate you” at Eric
“I’m not going back there” in waiting room

19 Girl, mother brings her in

Living with mother
Anxiety attacks, gets dizzy, stomach upset, panics, can’t leave the house, shaking, has to be home, like
drunk not in control of myself
Okay if with mom or walking dog
Initially sick from weed, around that time nauseated with boyfriend, anxious around him, reminded me of
my dad
Then boyfriend broke up with me,
My friends set my boyfriend up with someone else
I felt stabbed in the back
I wanted to beat her up
Fear of getting sezeres, afraid go crazy like grandma
Because my step mom is evil, I couldn’t speak back
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Felt sad when her stepmom said agoraphobia is no excuse

I have dreams of breaking into my old house to get my dog, they gave away
Dreams of worms and snakes all over ceiling falling down
I’m freaked if I see a snake
I had a dream a snake attacked me and I stomped on it
I had dream that I was bit by a dog on my wrist
If I’m home alone in the house, I grab all these knives and surround myself with them and turn all the
lights on
She was expelled from school for caring a knife
She spits a lot always has

Case
Kid 5
Persistant and yelling and bossy all the time
Tells his mom she’s lying all the time
He’s throwing a fit while in the room
Born w/bruises on forehead, screamed since then
He bit instead of nurse
Had failure to thrive
Only nurse with mom alone in bed (jealous)
O – he contradicts everything she says, and he’s kicking
Ear infections at 3, antibiotics all his life
He kick and screams, bites
Sleep only in his mother bed
Fluid in ears
Loves milk
Never wants to go camping
Can be gentle and caring with friends
Fear of dark
Fear of monsters in closet
Loves sweet, hates fish
History of night terrors
History of abuse by sister who held hand over his mouth
Hard time trusting
Tries to threaten and intimidate his mom
Tried Belladonna, responded, then quit working
Follow up
Nightmares, things chase him and try to get him, sits up and screams and cries, dives into parents bed
Thinks everyone picks on him
When mad he goes and gets a knife
If he thinks others are beating him up
Run away from home for an hour, have to call police
Doesn’t like bathes
Gets mad and stays mad for hours
Threatens to burn down the house

Lyssin (200c)
Like Tasmanian devil for 2 days afterwards, grinding teeth
Huge aggravation, screamed constantly
Since then he’s been lovey-dovey
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Case
Did well on alcohol remedy for some time
Went into new state
Horrible cramps, a lot of heavy menses
Worse case of herpes lately
Hurt by boyfriend who was trying to protect his sister, felt he was choosen her over me
It feels like she’s purposely trying to be hurtful
Sense of intentional hurtful
Nager is violent feeling
If they step on my foot I want tohit them w/o even thinking
Grings up left-over feeling with ex-husband, he used to intentially tormenting me
I’m basically kindand gentle
It tears me apart
I feel like he betrayed me
I’m apologetic if I hurt someone
Lately eyes are very sensitive to light
I want ot speed up and get away in car if they come on with bright on her
This stroblight effect of lights that drives me crazy
Hates seeing lights thru trees
What really makes me angry in son’s coach he berates the kids
I want to protect the kids
He sucks the spirit out of them
My ex, raped me and kicked me, I had to stay
I felt zapped every month, but had to stay
Felt really trapped
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Laurie Dack

Sensitivity to being left

For all this strong girl, and seemingly independent
She had Awful time at overtime camp
Real fear of Family leaving her
Being left
Line of sensitivity there at being left, at family leaving her, at putting her out
The only place she flips out is with the family!!
This is the POINT of interest!

Type of Anger
It feels to me – it’s quite impulsive anger
Comes out, very impulsive, can’t control
Just what she has to do
But, she’s so dependent on family
It’s a vicious circle
Then she flips out at family
Then works hard making up for doing things – because so dependent on family
Flips out and feels like – this may be actual cause for parents to leave
Mom gets fed up with her
Energy w/mom is there
When she turns away from me (this is hard for E)
In wild animal – your position is a given – it’s not an issue of them leaving you…
All about getting your prey and protecting yourself
That’s your pattern
Little ones (wild mammals) are not worried about older ones leaving them
This cycle has complexity that is something else
In mammal world
It’s a given, parents taking care of themselves
In herds – they might sacrifice to be part of the group (but that’s not Emily’s case)

Look at Complexity of what she is doing

She is pushing away exactly the people she depends on
It’s compulsive, she can’t help herself
If she could help it she wouldn’t do it
It’s touching her at her sensitivity spot
It’s compromising everything she needs
It’s pushing mother to ninth degree
Mom pushed to thought perhaps – “what have we gotten ourselves into?”
She’s withdrawing – mom is
SRP – that she’s (E) fine outside – no one every complains about her
But at home – she’s compromising that

Complexity
Destroying the thing you’re dependant on
Like Lyssin
Snakes – are more cunning, more thoughtful, feeling the need for revenge
She doesn’t even complain about parents
Mom loves him more than me – this would be snake
Girls in class getting more than me – this is snake
She’s so lucky – she gets this… (also snake)
But she doesn’t say that

It’s not about her “controlling” it outside the home… it’s about being “impulsive” inside the home
Inside home is her sensitivity
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Quite impulsive and quite a circle she’s creating for herself

Testing – you didn’t get as a kid
Are you really there for me?
Perhaps Mag-Nit could fit
Or higher up – Row 2 – separation state could maybe do this
A Calc or a snake could do this …
It’s focused on the very structure she’s dependant on
Impulsive
Quite immediate remorse
Parents – say remorse hollow – behavior stays the same
But they are basing this on the fact that her behavior stays the same
Beyond her control – what happens
It builds up and has to come out …impulsive (not snake)
Snakes – have to plan it – they hit you right where it counts – say “you’re a terrible mother”

Her reaction to being startled?

Carbon or sensitive to loud sudden noises
Might be an animal quality – very sensitive
Not a snake – they don’t experience loud noises, they feel it or spider
They experience it inside – they don’t scream, they can feel it – interpret it as an attack
That is their survival mechanism – they experience sound inside them
All taken in a possible attack …

Thing with this case

The parents are focusing on behavior – great – what you want
Questioning technique
Tell me what you observe.
Takes out their interpretation
Father focused on how he deals with it
What he does…vs. what he observes
Mother is better vehicle for that
This is a real problem, I’m having a really hard time with this girl
Mother is accessing hard time – hard to feel love for girl
Tell me what you observe.
Go into their delusion of what they see
What you actually want to hear is …not how they cope… they go for it
It’s like what?
What’s like having a kid doing this once a day.
How do you observe this?

Great insurance policy

Even if info from mother is not useful
Allows her to let it out
What is this like for you. To have this child…

One of hardest times for her, E

When dad got upset at her
Mad rage that scares her
Never saw him like that
Tell about scary.
How do you experience scary?
Not “what was it like?”
A big aspect of fear – which takes her to rage

Get the temper tantrums

Get basic picture of tantrum
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It’s sudden
It’s unexpected – kid doesn’t plan
Extent of it – it’s flailing, kicking, screaming, uncontrollable, unconsolable
Where is sensitivity – when does it happen
Sensitivity for her – mom take ipod away…not very helpful – not useful to you – doesn’t have much energy there
Dropping that…
She doesn’t feel hard done by
She likes friends, everything she does …swimming, etc.
Think in different way
It only happens at home, brings up issue that “people leave me”
Then I’ll be Homeless and hungry
Very basic – survival
Mag is a real thought – foaming at mouth, mad explosive quality
With mags they generally want to please mom and dad
Mag-Nit is feeling so confined in that family situation that I explode
I don’t mean to – I just have to get out – but I need the family

When he gets mad at me – it scares me

Very basic – not – “wow I should change my behavior..”
No reflective quality is not there
Suggests impulsivity – an angry aspect, explosion that just happens
It’s not calculated, not reflective on (many would, Mags would, other animals)
They would think – “look I’m exploding at Mom, making her mad, risking that she might leave me…”
Just explodes
Basically cannot monitor her behavior
If you take it away and I scream I get it back …

The picture of someone who is dependent on the family

Doing what needed for food and drink
A perversion of that
That diseased creature – explosive towards person dependent on –

She’s doing exactly what she’s sensitive to

Not about being smart or school
This relationship is what it is all about
In case taking – do everything I could about family
What is a family.
Pictures about family.
Being kicked out – dog quality of wanting to stay in
A twisted aspect – enraged at people who are feeding you

On taking my ipod – it’s AS IF you’re completely beating me

You’re denying me food or drink

Sensitivity to FIRE – Lyssin – it’s like that fire inside them

This raging energy inside them

Response to being hurt or being denied is this ANGER

The sadness is not there – just an explosion of anger

Lyssin
They are very nice people usually
Great, animated, fun-loving
A lot of good energy and they blow up
Stram – like also,
Might be Stram if she said “then the sun goes down and it all changes, then I’m phoning home”
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“When I’m at home, scary, something will get me”

It’s possible
Lyssin better – they may not be there, they may cast me out

Why not Snake?

I’m unfortunate
I’m hated by everyone
Victim? No, you can get victim from any animal – victim aggressor
Snake is: I’m just completely helpless
All I’ve got is this venom
And I have to plan – camouflage big, essential they are hidden
A mask, deception, forked tongue, sarcasm, mockery, appear one thing, underneath another thing
Snakes can’t been seen…
Have to hide
Well placed, then I will come back at you – the bite back
Lash out
A fast reaction – the speed is something help you differentiate which snake
Has to be fast
Well placed – KEY (E’s is not well placed)
Missing – from E – overall feeling of unfortunate
She isn’t about betrayal –
If betrayal she would be saying “that girl doing to me”, “mother liking brother more then me”
“You are giving that to Jimmy” – that starts the fit
Triggered by that –
“You will like someone else more than me” –
“I don’t get my due in life”

This girl has good thing going

If snake: parent might say …

E – feels we love Jimmy more than her – we find ourselves showering her with attention
We do everything to give her everything
Still she feels like …
She’ll take on Jimmy too (if snake, she would take on her brother, he’s competition)
She’ll take him down
Very cunning, make it look like its Jimmy’s fault, really doing well at setting him up
We’re yelling at Jimmy, we think maybe its E
The brother, the friends, has prettier dresses than me
I’m really hard done by (Laurie’s language)
Really unfortunate
They give it all to someone else nothing to me

Fear and Rage together – this is key – this is lyssin

Why not Spiders –

Territorial aspect
Enraged and angry – don’t generally explode
Impulsive anger – quick
CRUEL
A coldness
A cruelty – coldness, a detachment
A cutting edge
So are snakes – but more planning, comes out of blue, from behind (snakes)
If spider and bugged by brother – brother playing along, then they stick foot out to trip him
Pull it back really quickly and look innocent
See opportunity – instinctual, pull foot back in
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Triggered – by anything – just the opportunity – it just arises

The nervous system energy just vibrating, ready for it
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Case, 19 year old girl

“Then boyfriend broke up with me,
My friends set my boyfriend up with someone else
I felt stabbed in the back
I wanted to beat her up
Fear of getting seizures, afraid go crazy like grandma
Because my step mom is evil, I couldn’t speak back”
Case, Kid
Mother, passive as a pea pod
Kid freaks out like he’s being tortured, screaming “I hate you!” at Eric
“I’m not going back there!” in waiting room

Remorse
Make up very quickly
After rage, will make up with person they were angry at very quickly, because they feel they are
dependant on them
(snuggle up with mom after chasing kids with a fork)
Sympathy to
other tormented individuals
Very sympathetic to animals that are suffering, to any perceived tormented
Sense of injustice
Jealousy Strong
Knives
Military
Macho
Prone to knives and sharp objects (teeth like), in some states may mutilate themselves
Rubrics; Desire to cut or mutilate others; Impulse to stab his flesh
with knife he holds,
Injury, frenzy, causing him to injury himself
A Primitiveness
Emotionally driven, an impulsiveness
Not a lot of sophistication in rage
Destruction of property
Not pre-meditated
Not easily suppressed
When ever they feel attacked or tormented and can respond intensely
A feeling of

Torment
A series of chronic attacks,
a sort of torture or torment
by someone you’re
dependent on
(like in a wolf pack, the lesser dogs get mistreated by leader dogs,
but they don’t want to leave pack, a hierarchy in the pack)
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Feels people are being quite cruel in a vicious sort of a way

So devastated emotionally
“I just can’t take it”
Something going to get me, and it’s right here, someone in family turns on me, can be physical or sexual
abuse
In chronic, like everyone wants a piece of me, a real torture feeling
Tend to torment themselves
Rage
and aggressiveness
Most Rageful Remedy
You’re not tough enough, you’re dinner
Terrific violence
The energy of either running out escaping or fighting back tooth and nail
Out of the dog kingdom
Out of control aggression, a craziness to it
The rage is so intense they loose sight of who they are (time with Erin)

Out of desperation
The victim becomes violent
Mutilation theme, very animalistic, very much predatory
I have to be really tough back, or I’ll get even more injured if I don’t
Against power, authority, age, etc
Deeply Phobic
Profound Intense Fear
Most Terrified Remedy
Fear of being eaten,
ripped limb from limb
As practitioners, they may think you’re tormenting them, can be hard to work with some of these people
Refuses medicine
Important quality of fears,
very primal, a magnetic fear,
all these eyes looking at you
Fear is terrific
Fear of dogs, animals, wolves, water, claustrophobia, agoraphobia
Fear of dark (but less than Bell.)
Hyper-Vigilant
Hyper-vigilant, senses very acute, on the alert, ready all the time
Vietnam or Street Gangs
Anger
Craziness))
The word “mad”
implies both anger and craziness
Rage equals Remorse
Trigger for rage
is great fear
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