THE STORY OF MY LIFE

Hello every one! Good day my name is Kissie Leah Apas 16 years old
currently living in Purok 8 Dolo Bansalan Davao de Sur. My parents name is
Mr.Allan N.Apas and Mrs.Lina L. Apas and I have 2 brothers and I am a princess
in our family,and my older brother is Keyrth John Apas 18 years old, and my
younger brother is Khian Allen Apas 4 years old. Being a princess of my family it
was so fun, because their care a lot of me, my family is always there to support
and love me. When my mother give birth to me my father was so happy because
my father found out that their second baby was a princess, I can see how happy
my father that day. One day my mother told me that my father before was so
“Lasingero”.

The time come that I’m going to school I’m so excited because I know in
myself that I meet a lot of new friends in my kinder life was so fun because its my
first time to go to school, and I realize school was fun place, a fun place where I
can show how crazy I am, being with yourself happy is a gift from God. I’m so
thankful to my parents because being a parent is not easy. When I finish my kinder,
my parent is so happy I can see in their eyes, that my parents is so proud of me.
The time come that I need to go to school with a pride, cause I’m in grade1 that
time the feeling that I meet a new classmate was fun, and exciting but a little bit
afraid because I don’t know what to do in being a first timer grade 1 student. At
first I consider myself as a independent one, you know why my parent is busy to
their work , they don’t have enough time to sent me to school, but I know in my self
my parent hard work is for us to be able to eat and sent in school together with my
‘Baon’ fast forward when I was in grade 3,4,5,I got an award of being a honor
student. Here comes the time that I will going to be grade 6 student, When I’m in
grade 6 I’m so excited to go to school because I have my crush, my crush
motivates me a lot, that year I never expected that my mother is got pregnant, My
mother give birth another child a new prince in the family, when my brother is on
our house, I’m so excited because being a baby in the family was so fun and
happy, When I first look at in my brother, wow amazing my brother was cute its
looks like a Japanese the eyes and chicks was sp gifted. And now I’m in my high
school life, they say high school life was so enjoy and fun part of being a student,
Yes its true when I’m in grade7 I met a lot of people from different school, I study
in Marber National High School which is a public school, when I first entered into
the school I’m so nervous and afraid because it’s a big school and I don’t know
where to go, but then I meet my new friends my grade7 life was nice and enjoy
one, even though that I’m so “Dugyot” that time. When I finish my grade7 and now
I’m in the grade8 my life that time was so miserable because my father suffering
Lukemia which is cancer of the blood, it’s so hard for us because I’m to young
without a father my younger brother that time was only one years old, I feel like I’m
the unlucky person in the world because I lost my love of my life, it’s hard for us to
see my mother crying every night.

The presence of my father was gone the good vibes I can still remember
how happy I am when my father is going home from work, the smile on my face
can’t explain, the love of my father can’t replace anything, my father was the first
man who broke me and left us, I keep on praying to God that I day I want to meet
my father in the dream, I want to say to my father that I love you, because I never
say I Love You to my father when he is still existing, and I regret a lot.

My father died last November 11, 2015 that date is the date that I will never
forget in my mind in my heart and in my soul cause that day my father left us. I
don’t know what to do that time, I never really though where my life was going. I
always believe life took me where I wanted to go, I want to enjoy my existing until
the last day of my life. I know this is I want to do with my life being who I am and
for being crazy. And in my grade 9 days I continue my journey without a father its
so hard but you need to fight for it, I never show to everyone that im down, I always
head up to overcome the challenges where facing. And my mother decided to work
abroad for our own good. Because my mother can’t afford to sent us school, I know
in myself being a single mother with a 3 children is not that kind of easy, so my
mother work abroad and left us with a sadness and sorrow to her heart, because
being independent no mother no father in your in your side is the hardest part of
life I want to be positive influence in the lives of other children, life must go on, I
want to be able to stand up and show to other children that I’m strong. And It’s
okey to be yourself and stand up for what you believe in. The hard work of my
mother abroad was paid off because I am a honored student the hard work of my
mother is a gift to me. I care a lot to my studies us will us to my siblings. Seeing
my mother happy of what I’ve done is such a blessing. And now I am a senior high
school student or should I say a grade 11 student, and study in Saint Mary’s
College of Bansalan Inc. one of the private school here in Bansalan, Im so thankful
to my mother even though we are not rich, but so she can afford me to send me in
private school. Senior life can be exciting time but at the same time it can be a
challenging one.