Gabriel Benton I-Search Final
Gabriel Benton I-Search Final
Gabriel Benton
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English 12
I-Search Paper
Introduction:
My senior capstone project was a career exploration rather than a passion project.
Throughout my life, I have been immersed in numerous different leadership experiences. I feel
that I am called to pursue my talent of leadership as a career, which is why my career exploration
was on a Camp Director for a Young Life camp. At the beginning of my project, I wanted to find
out more information about leadership and study what it means to be a leader, as well as how to
become a Camp Director the most effective way possible. Throughout my research, I stayed true
to those inquiries and obtained much incredible information. Additionally, I shadowed Clayton
Schultz as he led Young Life campaigners, getting hands-on experience and insight on being a
Young Life leader. This project was a long process, but through it all, I found information that
will stick with me through the years and give me confidence in pursuing this career.
What I Knew:
I have been immersed in leadership my entire life. In first grade, I joined the Cub Scouts,
later joining the Boy Scouts in middle school and getting my Eagle Scout at 16 years old. The
Scouts have done the most for me in learning leadership. One of the core values of being a Boy
Scout, and especially an Eagle Scout, is how to be an effective servant leader. Because of this, I
immersed myself in hands-on leadership situations for years. Even after I got my Eagle Scout, I
went on to become the highest attainable youth staff position, the Senior Patrol Leader, in the
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Boy Scouts of America’s National Youth Leadership Training (NYLT). This experience, and my
years staffing before Senior Patrol Leader, put me in countless stressful situations that taught me
how to get a group of people organized to achieve a similar goal under high-stress situations, no
matter what the case may be. Not only that, but the Scouts, and NYLT in particular, exposed the
two most important things I think are necessary to be an effective leader. The first and most
important is to be a servant leader. Instead of being a boss telling everyone what to do, it is vital
to only ask of people things you are willing to do yourself and prove it to them. Second,
people to get even the simplest tasks done. Other communication skills such as conflict
resolution (E.A.R. Method), how to properly teach someone something (E.D.G.E. Method), and
effective presentation skills are all also key parts of the communication aspect. If you master
these two aspects first, many of the other more complex aspects of leadership will fall into place.
I have had many other leadership positions in my short 18 years on this planet, and I have just
always felt at home being the one to inspire and lead the people I am around. These experiences
and my skill for it is the reason I have chosen to go down the leadership path. I have also been
involved with Young Life almost all of my high school career, so I am familiar with the way it
works. It changed my life forever, and the thought that I can do that for even one of the kids that
I want to learn three main things during the duration of this project. I want to learn the
most efficient and cost-effective way to become a Young Life Camp Director first and foremost,
how to lead a camp physically, spiritually, emotionally, and what any downsides are. Other
leading questions could be: What exactly will I be in charge of? What kind of people will I be
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working with and who will I have to delegate leadership duties with? Is it a steady career, and
will I have to move a lot? How much will I get paid annually, and exactly what benefits are
there? Is it a good job to have when married with kids? Will I get to travel?
Learning how to get the job in a way other people may not think of could be very
beneficial down the road. What kind of college should I go to and what should I major in? Also,
I want to figure out what the application process looks like and how soon I can apply after
college, and if there are any internships I could utilize. As for the three leadership aspects, I
have experience leading people physically, and somewhat emotionally, but spiritually is a vital
point of leadership for a Young Life camp that I am not yet confident in. For downsides, from the
research I have done already, it seems like a great job that has full benefits and is reliable. I am
aware that it is probably a very competitive position, but that is not going to stop me from trying.
Everything has a downside, however, so I would like to uncover any worms under the rock and
make sure there aren’t any significant downsides that would drive me away from this career.
The big “why” I want to do this job is because I feel like it is what God is calling me to
do. Originally, I wanted to do an ROTC program in college and fly for the Air Force or Marines.
I needed a 26 on the ACT to even qualify for the scholarship, and after taking it multiple times, it
just did not happen. I figured that ROTC and being a pilot wasn’t what God wants me to do.
Since I have always been involved in leadership, and Young Life has a special place in
my heart, I feel like this career path is the best for me. Plus, I wanted to get a bachelor’s in
Outdoor Leadership at Colorado Christian University anyway, which fits the criteria for this job
perfectly. So, with this career path in my headlights, I want to learn about this job from every
angle so that I am confident in my ability to do this job effectively and confidently if and when I
What I Learned:
Over the course of this project, I read articles, evaluated studies, watched videos, read
books, talked with mentors, and looked at many different opinions on leadership to try and
looked into three main things: the best way to become a Young Life Camp Director, how to lead
people physically, emotionally, and spiritually, and what any downsides might be. I feel I
researched everything I originally wanted to extremely well, except for looking at the downsides.
I believe my main research results were broken down into four categories: how to lead
physically, spiritually, and emotionally, what it means to be a Young Life Camp Director and
what I need to do to get there, basic leadership statistics I need to keep in mind, and information
My research on physical, emotional, and spiritual leadership was by far the most
prevalent thing I researched. Physical leadership seemed to be the type of leadership with the
most information that I could find. I read about president Lincoln’s physical (and emotional)
communication is with information from the Center for Creative Leadership. The main concept I
learned about in the book was that "the foundation of Abraham Lincoln's leadership style was an
unshakable commitment to the rights of the individual" (Phillips 3). Phillips also described how
many people have tried and failed to define the true meaning of leadership, so rather than trying
to learn about it in textbooks, we should look at significant leaders from history, such as Gandhi,
Lenin, Franklin Roosevelt, and Lincoln. Interestingly enough, all these leaders faced some kind
of trauma growing up and were faced with a hard task in their time of leadership. For Lincoln, he
had to reunite the country in a time of unmatched divide before that time and inevitable civil war,
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all while the Union had almost no military. Many thoughts of Lincoln as unequipped for the job,
but he pulled it off due to his outstanding leadership style, which is broken down in this book.
The two parts of this book that were especially relevant to physical leadership were: Part I: Get
Out of the Office and Circulate Among the Troops, and Part II: Build Strong Alliances. Part I was
especially interesting because it talks about how "... Lincoln spent 75 percent of his time meeting
with people" (Phillips 16). Lincoln spent more time out of the White House than in it, meeting
soldiers on the field and wounded in the hospital, as well as allowing ordinary people to just
walk in and meet with him. It helped people view him in a positive manner and as very
trustworthy - rather than a boss who sits on his high horse all day commanding everyone what to
do. Part II talked about how Lincoln got to know his subordinates personally so that he could
know who he would rely on and so they could know how he would react to any situation and act
accordingly - removing delay and inactivity. “‘... a good manager needs to listen at least as much
as he needs to talk. Too many people fail to realize that real communication goes in both
directions” (Phillips 28). The Center for Creative Leadership website’s main point seemed to be,
"Communication is a core leadership function and a key characteristic of a good leader. Effective
communication and effective leadership are closely intertwined. Leaders need to be skilled
and sometimes on a global scale” (www.ccl.org). While their website talked about a lot, the main
thing I picked up on was their three main facts about what good communication in leaders looks
like. Number one: "authenticity counts - a lot." Be down to earth and a normal person when
talking to people. Don’t use a corporate voice and let people see you for what you really are.
Number two: "visibility is a form of communication." Just like Lincoln, be visible to your team
and don’t just hide behind emails and phone calls. Go out and get dirty with the tasks you assign.
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And number three: "Listening is a powerful skill." It is just as important to listen as well as to
give advice, if not more so. People need to feel heard. By listening, you get an idea of how they
For my emotional leadership research, I looked into the difference between emotional
leadership and emotional intelligence, the six different leadership styles, a Ted Talk on how
conductors lead, and a Ted Talk on motivation. Emotional Leadership was defined as “a process
or skill to perceive, assess, and manage the emotions of oneself, of others, and of groups”
authoritative (visionary) leader, the coaching leader, the affiliative leader, the democratic leader,
the pacesetting leader, and the coercive leader (www.intranet.ecu.edu.au). This was just one
websites’ opinion, but I found it useful to start using and comparing with other websites and
opinions. The first Ted Talk I watched, Lead Like the Great Conductors by Itay Talgam, had an
incredible approach to leadership I have not previously thought about. Itay Talgam mentions in
his talk that when he mentions joy in the workplace to senior leadership, many of them get
uncomfortable or angry. When conductors lead an orchestra, they can get very emotional with
the music, lots of times with overwhelming joy. Talgam mentions that the conductor’s joy comes
from “enabling other people’s stories to be heard at the same time" (Talgam). One conductor, in
particular, Kleiber, can be a very controlling conductor, but also conducts by just sitting back and
enjoying what the soloist or orchestra is doing. He is enabling soloists to create beautiful music
without continuously controlling their beat and mood, and enjoying the work the people do in his
orchestra individually. I think this style of leadership is different than many of the main ones we
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follow today, and it is beautiful in nature. “Control is no longer a zero-sum game. You have this
control you have this control. And you put it all together, in partnership, brings about the best
music” (Talgam). The next Ted Talk, The Puzzle of Motivation, mentions the Candle Problem:
people are given a box of thumbtacks, matches, and a candle. Individuals are told to put the
candle on the wall in a way that the wax from the candle does not drip on the table. It is a
challenge to see how people solve problems when given a simple task. Using this challenge, Sam
Glucksburg conducted an experiment to see the power of incentives. He timed his participants to
see who solved the problem faster; one group was to establish averages for how long it takes
people to figure out the problem, and the other group got rewards. Top 25% of everyone’s time,
that person gets $5. The fastest person out of everyone gets $20. The group that had incentives
took 3.5 minutes longer. Glucksburg did the same experiment, but took the thumbtacks out of the
box, making it much easier to figure out. The incentive group kicked the norm group’s butt;
“if-then rewards work really well for those sort of tasks, where there is a simple set of rules, and
a clear destination to go to. Rewards, by their very nature, narrow our focus, concentrate the
mind, that’s why they work in so many cases.” This study and Ted Talk pretty much summarizes
that trying to reward people for problems that require more creativity and fewer guidelines leads
to poor performance, so rather than incentives we should motivate people with doing work that is
intrinsic and that they care about. All of these sources have given me a thorough and inquisitive
take on what it means to be an effective emotional leader, and I am very grateful I was able to
leadership. This is a less common type of leadership, so it was harder to find material on it. I
only researched the topic from one website. According to www.cru.org, “We march to the beat of
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a different drummer. A spiritual leader is always a person being lead before he or she is a leader”
(www.cru.org). A person who is a leader has a very important job and must be experienced to be
effective, but an effective spiritual leader is so much more. They are a follower of something
much greater than anything found on Earth. Additionally, www.cru.org discussed our
responsibility to lead as a shepherd. “The primary duties of a shepherd are to lead, feed and meet
the needs of the sheep. When we stop caring for people we relinquish the right to lead”
(www.cru.org). As a Christian, I am called to lead for a purpose greater than myself, which I feel
The second main topic I researched was what it means to be a Young Life Camp Director
and what I need to do to get there. Overall, I did not do as much research around this as the
leadership styles, but I found a bunch of incredible information. First of all, I looked at the
requirements for becoming a Young Life Camp Director. I learned about the 9 responsibilities:
Expectations, and Camp or Job Specific Working Conditions," the qualifications: "Education
(bachelor’s), Young Life experience, 3-5 years general management and supervisory experience,
disciplines," the benefits: "medical, dental, vision, paid leave, 401k (up to 4%), pension
contributions, health club, etc," and some other important keynotes (www.younglife.org). I was
also curious to see the basic starting rate for a Young Life Camp Director. According to
glassdoor.com, “The typical Young Life Area Director salary is $46,660. Area Director salaries
at Young Life can range from $31,733 - $68,490” (www.glassdoor.com). This information was
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extremely valuable in giving me a clear outline of what to expect from this job, and how I need
After researching my end goal position, I looked into what I have to do to get there. I
have known since I applied for colleges in October that I wanted to end up at Colorado Christian
University, majoring in Outdoor Leadership. It just so happens that this degree at this college
seems to be the perfect fit for this job, so I researched the Outdoor Industry at CCU and some
requirements that go into getting that degree. In reviewing the general Outdoor Leadership
department at CCU, I learned their key values: "Character formation, Leadership development,
(www.ccu.edu). I also learned that I pay the same amount whether I take 12 or 18 credit hours, so
I can take all the classes and cool electives I want. The website also mentioned some of the
things I can do with that major: Outdoor/wilderness guide, challenge course instructor, camp
staff, entrepreneurial ventures, and graduate studies. Diving further into the website, I found
more information specifically for the Outdoor Leadership program as my major rather than a
minor. On the website, they mentioned: "According to the Outdoor Industry Association, outdoor
recreation generates $646 billion in consumer spending and 6.1 million direct jobs”
(www.catalog.ccu.edu). This section of the website also went over all of the graduation
requirements with this as my major, as well as a list of every possible class I can take to fulfill
this major. Both of these websites were very informative on what I will be going into when I go
In order to get more information and sources to get a better understanding of leadership, I
researched polls, data, opinions, etc. I researched one website’s six different leadership styles,
including “the authoritative (visionary) leader, the coaching leader, the affiliative leader, the
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democratic leader, the pacesetting leader, and the coercive leader” to compare with other
that was created by Mark Murphy, who has created many leadership criteria, including some
books that are New York Times Best Sellers. According to him, there are 4 leadership styles:
fourteen-question quiz, I got diplomat. Diplomat style leaders tend to be kind, social, and giving.
They are known for building deep, personal bonds with their employees and resolving conflicts
peacefully. A diplomat is ranked higher in feeling rather than challenging. In other words,
diplomat style leadership is focused on building personal relationships and making sure needs
are met rather than always forcing people to give 100% every day. The third source I researched
was a website that listed eight leadership qualities to motivate and inspire your team: “provide a
vision and a purpose, set clear goals, lead by example, encourage teamwork, be optimistic and
positive, give praise and rewards, communicate with the team, and empower team members”
(www.deakinco.com). These are all ideas that I have heard before, but it was beneficial for me to
see them all in one place. For my fourth source, I went over to Forbes and looked at a study
about What Employees Want From Leaders And Their Workplace Culture. They conducted a
study of 200,000 employees from around the world and their main findings were, “Without
deliberate and intentional efforts to improve workplace culture and leadership, companies face a
significant risk of increases in burnout, disengaged employees and declining business results”
(www.forbes.com). Some more findings were: "Only 45% of employees say they had a peak
moment at work in the past month, a full 79% of employees report suffering from mild,
moderate, or severe burnout, a surprising 54% of employees report that their leader actually
knows what they do at work, and only 51% of employees think their organization is great at
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listening to employees" (www.forbes.com). This study seems to point out that much of the
traditional "boss" style of running a place of work doesn't work as well as many might think. If I
become a Camp Director, I want to be a servant leader who leads like Abraham Lincoln and not
the leaders of these 200,000 employees in the study. I looked into another study by Forbes: The
Changing Face of Leadership: 10 New Research Findings All Leaders Need To Understand.
These ten findings were: "CEO concerns about talent, need for digital leadership skill, why
gender diversity improves profitability, develop leadership potential earlier, value Gen X more,
tech leaders are failing, senior leaders need greater alignment, HR needs developed skill in
people analytics, the 3 cultural shifts needed most, and do-it-yourself leadership growth doesn’t
cut it" (www.forbes.com). Each of these findings had more information on the website, but I feel
the information is summed up sufficiently with the basic ten findings. My last and final source
was one website's opinion about 8 Ways to Spot Leadership Potential In Your Employees. I
thought this would be a good source to look at because if I am trying to become a senior leader in
any field, I should know what people are looking for. Their eight ways were: "they show a higher
level of engagement, they are comfortable with failure, they have great communication skills,
they know when to listen, they don’t need to show off, they get the best out of others, they can
multitask, they know that education never stops" (www.zippia.com). These values are all things I
have seen before as well, but they reminded me of some things I have learned in the past that I
almost forgot about. I wanted to look at many different opinions, polls, and research findings so
that I could get some real, down-to-earth information about what actual people look for in
leaders. I could research leadership idealism all I wanted, but the only way true leadership can be
learned is through experience, which is why I was encouraged to research leadership through the
lens of real people and what they had to say about it.
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The final aspect of my research was time with my mentor. For my mentor hours, I did not
do the traditional interview where I ask them a bunch of questions. But rather, since leadership is
learned through experience, I shadowed Clay while he led Young Life campaigners. Young life
campaigners consist of setting up, mingling at first, then large group discussions where we
review what we covered last week and introduce a new lesson for this week. As the night goes
on, we split between large group and small group breakouts. We also always have some cool
activity that we do that relates to the lesson for that week. For example, on February 22, each
table had a 48 piece puzzle to solve, except the puzzle pieces were mixed up and each table had
to go find which table had the rest of their puzzle. The analogy was that we are trying to put the
puzzle pieces of our life together, but we have foreign pieces of the puzzle in our lives (sin), and
we need to go find the missing pieces (Jesus). It was a very cool analogy. I observed Clay as he
led these large group breakouts and learned a lot about the way he maneuvers a large group
versus a small group. Clay was not in my small group, so I took it upon myself to lead my small
group and initiate some of the questions. And after campaigners ended, I would sometimes talk
with Clay about the night and things I noticed, as well as key lessons he thought I should know.
Upon asking him the most important note or piece of advice that he can think of when it comes
to leadership, he told me “1 Corinthians 11:1,” and “my own leadership advice would be that you
must create the environment for people to thrive and become who they were made to be”
(Schultz). 1 Corinthians 11:1 states: “Follow my example, as I follow the example of Christ.”
Much of my research was based around leadership involving Jesus, and Clay was a wonderful
guide to what leadership with Christ looks like. If I do become a Camp Director for Young Life,
this will have to be something I have mastered, and I can’t think of anyone I would have rather
Finally, I talked to my CCU enrollment counselor, Maddi Hogan, about many of the
questions I still had before committing either this fall or next fall. I know for a fact that I will be
attending CCU eventually to get a major in Outdoor Leadership, I just had some questions I
needed to answer before I could make a real decision. To get these questions answered I had a
meeting with my counselor and my mom. Some questions included: if I go to Red Rocks first,
will I have to re-apply as a transfer student? How will I know if the classes I take at Red Rocks
will transfer over? What is the best way to complete the Outdoor Leadership major over 4 years?
Will my scholarships stay with me if I get my freshman and sophomore general education credits
done beforehand? Since I live relatively close to campus, can I live at home and save money on
room and board? She told me that if I have over 15 college credits already done, no matter how
long it takes for me to get it done, I will lose all the scholarships I have now and have to re-apply
as a transfer student. Maddi also sent me an email with the general education requirements for
Outdoor Leadership with which ones would be transferable from other schools, along with the
Outdoor program’s recommended course load to get the major done in 4 years. She also
mentioned that since I live within 50 miles of campus, I can stay at home and still attend, saving
me around $11,000 a year if I decide to do that. The only downside is that I will not get the
college campus experience, which is a key aspect of the CCU experience. We talked for about an
hour, and I counted this interview towards my mentorship hours because finding information
about CCU was a key point in my research. I think my mentorship hours have been extremely
productive in getting lots of questions answered, as well as getting hands-on experience with
My physical, emotional, and spiritual leadership research was the most successful part of
this project for me. Every week I had a goal of getting four to five sources, and I definitely met
that goal. All of this research was an incredible expansion to a lot of what I already knew, as well
as learning a lot more about how to lead people spiritually, which is an aspect that I am not as
familiar with. My familiarity with leadership is primarily through getting my Eagle Scout, three
years of staffing the Boy Scout’s National Youth Leadership Training, senior leadership positions
in my Boy Scout home troop, two-year wrestling captain, student leader through Young Life, two
years of Outdoor Lab high school leadership, being a Link Crew leader my junior year, and
more. It is these experiences that have driven me to pursue this career as a Camp Director for
Young Life, and my research around leadership has given me so much insightful information that
The second most important part of my project was shadowing Clay Shultz. He has been
my Young Life leader since I was a sophomore in high school, and he is one of if not the biggest
role model in my life. I have been watching him lead and learning from his wisdom for years,
and this project helped me push that learning process a step further. While shadowing Clay at
Young Life campaigners, I got to interact with him leading large group discussions and small
group discussions, comparing the differences and similarities between the two, as well as initiate
many questions in small and large group discussions. Additionally, asking and talking with Clay
afterward about his views on leadership and what comes to mind when thinking of leadership
was extremely beneficial. My time shadowing Clay and learning from his wisdom and
experience taught me lessons of leadership that I will remember for years to come, and my
research has given me extremely valuable insight on many things I haven’t thought of before
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when thinking of leadership. I am proud of all of the work I have put into this project, and I truly
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