Little Dorrit by Charles Dickens
Little Dorrit by Charles Dickens
Poverty
CHAPTER ONE
Home
It was a hot August day, and the city of Marseille lay burning in the
sun.
'For no very good reason, I must say,' said Arthur. 'But since we have
come from the East, the health officials are afraid we might be sick.'
'I am sick now!' said Mr Meagles, but with a playful smile on his face.
'When I came here, I was as well as I have ever been in my life. But shut up
here, I have been waking up, night after night, saying, "Now I am sick, now
they will keep me here!"'
'Well, Mr Meagles, say no more about it, now it's over,' said a cheerful
woman.
It was Mrs Meagles who spoke. Like her husband, she was healthy
and bright, with a pleasant, homely English face.
'Now, Pet, my dear,' said Mr Meagles, 'go with your mother and get
ready for the boat. The health officials are coming to let us out at last.'
Arthur Clennam, a serious, dark man of forty, watched as Mrs
Meagles and Pet crossed the hot yard and disappeared through a white
archway.
'I don't belong anywhere,' said Arthur. 'I was sent away to the other
end of the world with my father before I was twenty, and kept there until his
death a year ago. I have always worked at a job I hated. I am the only child
of a hard father and a hard mother. Punishment and terror - nothing gentle
anywhere - that was my childhood.'
Arthur, with his serious smile, shook his head. 'Enough about me.
Here is the boat!'
The boat was filled with officials, and as it landed, they came up the
steps. All the travellers came together in the yard, and then names were
called and papers were produced and signed. Finally, everything was done
and the travellers were free to go.
'I always begin to forgive a place as soon as I have left it behind,' said
Mr Meagles. 'I expect a prisoner begins to forgive a prison after he is let
out.'
***
He went up to the door and knocked. There was a slow step on the
stone floor inside, and the door was opened by an old man, bent and dried,
but with sharp eyes.
'Ah, Mr Arthur?' he said, without any feeling. 'You are here at last?
Come in.'
'You've grown stronger,' said the old man, looking at him and shaking
his head, 'but you aren't as fine-looking as your father, in my opinion. Nor
your mother, either.'
'Same as she always is now. Hasn't been out of her room fifteen times
in fifteen years, Arthur.'
Mr Flintwinch was a short, bald man, and his head and body were
bent to one side. Just like the house, he too seemed to be sliding down
sideways.
Arthur followed him upstairs, into a dark bedroom, where his mother
sat on a black sofa, in widow's clothes. She gave him one glassy kiss, and
touched his hand with her cold fingers. There was a fire in the fireplace, and
the room was airless.
'My world is now this narrow room, Arthur,' she replied. Her hard
voice reminded Arthur of his frightened, cold childhood. 'I can't walk now. I
haven't been outside this room for years.' She looked towards one corner of
the room, where a chair on wheels stood in front of a desk. 'But I am able to
carry out my business duties. I am glad of that. It is a bad night. Is it
snowing?'
'All seasons are the same to me,' she said. 'I know nothing of summer
and winter, shut up here.' On her little table lay two or three books, a pair of
glasses, and an old gold watch.
'I see that you received the watch I sent you,' said Arthur. 'My father
was very worried about it. He wanted me to send it to you as soon as
possible. But he only told me about it just before he died.'
'No talk about business today,' said Mrs Clennam. 'Affery, it is nine
o'clock.'
An old woman came forward from a dark corner of the room, and
Arthur saw that there was a young girl sitting there, too. He did not know
the girl, but he remembered the woman well. It was Mrs Affery Flintwinch,
his mother's old servant. Affery brought a plate of bread and butter, and a
glass of hot water and sugar. Mrs Clennam ate her supper and then read
aloud from her book for a few minutes. As she read, the years fell away
from her son, and all the dark horrors of his childhood bedtimes seemed to
swallow him up. She shut the book and was still for a time.
'Good night, Arthur,' she said. He touched her hand and left the room.
Affery collected sheets and blankets and Arthur carried them upstairs
to the top of the house. Up and up they climbed, through the airless smell of
the old house, to a large bedroom. It was full of ugly, broken old furniture:
old chairs, an old table, and an old bed. Arthur opened the long, low
window and looked out at the forest of chimneys, and the red sky.
'She's awful hard, your mother,' Affery said. 'And he's a hard one, too,
my husband Mr Flintwinch. He tells her what he thinks sometimes. It
makes me shake from head to foot when I hear him talk to her like that.
Don't you be afraid of them like me, Arthur.'
'Affery, who was that girl in my mother's room just now?' said Arthur.
'Yes, there was a girl, I saw her near you - she was almost hidden in
the dark corner.'
***
At nine the next morning, Mrs Clennam sat in her chair on wheels.
Old Mr Flintwinch pushed it across the room to her desk, and then he left
the room in his sideways manner. Mrs Clennam opened a drawer in her
desk. She took out some papers and began to read.
She shook her head. 'I shall never be better,' she replied.
'Your father has been dead for more than a year, Arthur. I have been
waiting to speak to you ever since.'
'There was a lot to do before I could leave,' Arthur said. 'And when I
did leave, I travelled a little, to rest. Mother, for some years now, our
business has been less and less successful. I am sorry to cause you
disappointment, but I have decided to leave. I have worked for the business
for half my life, and I've never before done anything against your wishes. I
ask you to remember that.'
Mrs Clennam waited. 'Have you finished, Arthur?'
Mrs Clennam took her hands from the desk and looked at the fire.
At the word 'suspected', Mrs Clennam turned her eyes on her son with
a fierce frown, and then looked back at the fire.
'-whether you suspected that there was some secret that caused trouble
in Father's mind - that made him feel guilty?'
Again, Arthur paused, but his mother said nothing. 'Is it possible,
Mother,' he whispered, putting his hand nervously on her desk, 'is it
possible that Father had done something wrong to somebody?'
Arthur stopped, hoping that his mother would speak. Mrs Clennam
looked at him angrily, but gave him no reply.
Old Mr Flintwinch came across the room and stood beside Mrs
Clennam. 'You suspect your own father, Arthur?' he said. 'You have no right
to suspect him of any wrongdoing.'
'My son is leaving the business, Jeremiah,' said Mrs Clennam. 'You
will now be my partner in the business and we shall swim - or drown - with
it.'
The old man looked at Arthur, his eyes shining. 'Thank you, Mrs
Clennam. I will never leave you. And Affery will never leave you, either.
Now, twelve o'clock. Time for your lunch.'
Mr Flintwinch rang the bell, and the girl Arthur had seen the night
before appeared with Mrs Clennam's lunch. Arthur now had the chance to
look at her. She was about twenty-two, wearing a plain, shabby dress. She
was so little and shy that she looked like a child, but there was too much
anxiety in her face for a young girl.
***
It was so dull and dark at Mrs Clennam's house that after a few days,
Arthur told his mother that he was going to stay at a hotel nearby. For a
fortnight, he came every day to go through business papers and books with
his mother and her new business partner. He saw Little Dorrit every day,
sitting in a corner, her head bent over her sewing, her hands working
quickly and busily. She worked almost every day from eight o'clock in the
morning until eight o'clock in the evening, and was given lunch in the
middle of the day. Arthur noticed that she always wanted to eat alone. She
said that she was too busy to eat in the kitchen with Mrs Flintwinch.
As he watched Little Dorrit day after day, Arthur became curious
about her. He began to wonder if she was connected with his father's secret.
He decided to find out about Little Dorrit, and learn more of her story.
CHAPTER TWO
Not far from London Bridge, behind high walls with fierce iron spikes
on the top, stood the Marshalsea Prison. Twenty-three years before, Mr
William Dorrit had passed through its gates for the first time when his
business failed and he lost all his money. Most prisoners left the Marshalsea
after a few months, but Mr Dorrit was unable to pay his debts, and lived
year after year in the prison, until the other prisoners began to call him 'the
Father of the Marshalsea'.
Mr Dorrit's wife, his daughter Fanny, and his son Tip had come to live
in the prison with him, and his younger daughter, Amy, was born there. But
when Amy was only eight years old, her mother died.
Fanny became a wild girl, and Tip lazy; he went from job to job,
saying that he was tired of everything, and at last became a debtor at the
prison himself. But something in Amy, patient and serious, made her want
to be useful for the family. She knew well that her father, who was so
broken that he was the Father of the Marshalsea, could be no father to his
own children. And so she learned to sew and began to go out to work. This
Child of the Marshalsea grew into a woman, with no friend to help her, and
soon became the head of the fallen Dorrit family.
***
This, then, was the life of Amy, known to all as Little Dorrit, who was
now going home from Mrs Clennam's house on a dull September evening,
watched from a distance by Arthur Clennam. She walked through the
darkening streets and across London Bridge, then turned in through the
heavy wooden gate of the Marshalsea.
Arthur stood in the street outside, and waited to ask someone what the
place was. A few people had already walked past him, too busy to stop,
when an old man came slowly along the street and stopped to go through
the gate. He was dirtily and poorly dressed in an old coat, once blue, which
reached to his ankles and buttoned to his chin. He wore a broken old hat
over a confusion of grey hair; and his trousers were so long and loose, and
his shoes so large, that he moved slowly along like an elephant.
The old man stopped and looked at Arthur with weak grey eyes.
'Anyone can go in,' said the old man, adding plainly, 'but not everyone
can go out.'
'May I ask you one more question?' said Arthur. 'Do you know the
name Dorrit here?'
'My name, sir,' replied the old man, most unexpectedly, 'is Dorrit.'
Arthur took off his hat. 'May I just say a few words? I was not
expecting this at all. I have recently come home after many years abroad. I
have seen at my mother's - Mrs Clennam's - a young woman working, who
is spoken of only as Little Dorrit. I have felt sincerely interested in her, and
have wanted very much to know something more about her. I saw her go in
at that gate, not a minute before you came.'
'Then you must come with me,' said the old man, in a weak and
trembling voice. 'The young woman whom you saw go in here is my
brother's child, Amy. My brother is William Dorrit; I am Frederick. I am a
musician at a theatre and I help my brother as much as I can.'
He went through the gate and across the yard, and Arthur walked with
him.
'My brother,' said the old man, 'has been here many years. Please say
nothing about my niece working for your mother.'
The night was now dark, and the prison lamps in the yard and the
candles in the prison windows did not seem to make it lighter. A few people
stood about, talking quietly, but most of the prisoners were inside.
Frederick Dorrit turned in at one of the doors, went up the stairs, and
paused for a moment before opening a door on the second floor. At once,
Arthur saw Little Dorrit, and at once he understood why she always ate her
dinner alone at his mother's house. She had brought the meat home and was
warming it over the fire for her father. Her father, wearing an old grey gown
and a black cap, sat at the table waiting for his supper. There was a clean
cloth on the table, with a knife, fork and spoon, salt, and a glass on it.
'I have great respect for your daughter,' said Arthur, unsure what to
say. 'That is why I wanted to meet you.'
But Mr Dorrit accepted the visitor easily. 'Mr Clennam, you are
welcome, sir. Please sit down.' His voice was soft but proud. 'I have
welcomed many gentlemen to these walls. Perhaps my daughter Amy has
mentioned that I am the Father of this place. You know, I am sure, that my
daughter Amy was born here. A good girl, sir, a dear girl; for many years a
comfort and support to me. Amy, my dear, put the dish on the table. Will
you join me, sir?'
Little Dorrit filled her father's glass with water, put his supper on the
table, and sat down beside him while he ate. The way she looked at her
father, half proud of him, half ashamed of him, all loving, went deep into
Arthur's heart.
Little Dorrit looked down, and put her hand anxiously on her father's
arm. Mr Dorrit's voice was still soft, but it became more hesitant. 'It is
generally - ha - money. And it is - it is often - hem - acceptable. Yes, very
acceptable. Only last month, a gentleman visited me and offered me - ahem
- two guineas.'
Arthur was wondering what to say when a bell began to ring and
footsteps came up to the door. A pretty woman and a young man stood
there.
'Mr Clennam, this is Fanny, my older daughter, and my son, Tip,' said
Mr Dorrit. 'The bell is a signal for visitors to leave the prison, and so they
have come to say good night.'
Little Dorrit opened a drawer and brought out two little piles of
clothes, which she gave to her brother and sister.
While they were talking, Arthur stood up and looked around the
room. Although it was small and poorly furnished, it was neat and even
comfortable. Everything in it was shabby but clean.
The bell went on ringing, and Fanny hurried out of the room. 'Now,
Mr Clennam,' said Frederick as he followed her, 'we must go quickly, sir, or
we will be locked inside.'
Little Dorrit had left the room after the others, and Arthur now turned
to the Father of the Marshalsea and put something into his hand.
But Arthur had gone downstairs with great speed. He saw Little
Dorrit by the gate.
'Please forgive me,' he said, 'for speaking to you here. Please forgive
me for coming here at all! I followed you tonight because I want to help
you and your family in some way. I could not speak to you at my mother's
house.'
Little Dorrit looked a little afraid. 'You are very good, sir. But I... I
wish you hadn't followed me. Mrs Clennam has been very kind to give me
work, and I don't want to have a secret from her.'
Little Dorrit was trembling and anxious. The bell stopped ringing.
'You must go, sir. The gate will be locked!' And she turned away to go back
to her father.
That night, as Arthur tried to sleep, he wondered if his mother had a
reason for helping Little Dorrit. Perhaps something she or his father had
done had made William Dorrit fall so low. Was this the secret that had made
his father feel guilty?
***
The next day, Arthur went again to the Marshalsea Prison and walked
up and down outside the tall walls, waiting for the gate to open. Little
Dorrit soon appeared, in her usual plain dress and with her usual shy
manner.
'Will you allow me to walk with you this morning?' asked Arthur. 'I
can speak to you as we walk.'
The morning was windy, and the streets were miserably muddy, but
no rain fell as they walked. Little Dorrit seemed so young in Arthur's eyes
that at times he thought of her almost as a child.
'You spoke so sincerely last night, sir, and I found afterwards that you
had been so generous to my father. I want to thank you, and I want to say to
you...' She hesitated and trembled, and tears rose in her eyes.
'That I hope you will not misunderstand my father. Don't judge him,
sir, as you would judge others outside the gates. He has been there so long!'
'I will never judge him unfairly, believe me,' Arthur promised. 'May I
ask you a little more about your father? Does he owe money to many
people? Do you know who is the most important of his creditors?'
'I used to hear long ago of Mr Tite Barnacle,' Little Dorrit said, after
some thought. 'He's very important in the Circumlocution Office.'
Little Dorrit could not stop her tears, full of love and kindness, from
falling. 'He would hate to know that I earn a little money! Such a good,
good father!'
'Well, we will hope for him. You told me last night of a friend you
have?'
Arthur took down the address, and gave his own address to Little
Dorrit.
'Mr Plornish is one friend,' he said. 'And please believe that you have
another friend now, too.'
They walked back through the miserable, muddy streets, past crowds
of dirty, shabby people. There was nothing pleasant about it at all. But to
Arthur, it seemed a special walk, with that thin, careful little creature beside
him.
CHAPTER THREE
The Circumlocution Office
A few days after his conversation with Little Dorrit, Arthur found
himself at the Circumlocution Office for the fifth time that week, asking for
Mr Tite Barnacle. Mr Tite Barnacle was the head of this great office. Arthur
had already spent one morning waiting for Mr Barnacle in a hallway, one in
a waiting room, one in a small office, and one in a cold passage. On the fifth
day, Mr Tite Barnacle was not busy; this time, he was absent. However, his
son, Barnacle Junior, was available.
The young gentleman was standing in front of the fire in his father's
office. It was a comfortable room, with a thick carpet and a leather-covered
desk.
'Thank you,' said Arthur. 'I met a debtor in the Marshalsea Prison: Mr
Dorrit. He has been there many years, and I wish to help him, if possible. I
want to ask your father if he is one of Mr Dorrit's creditors.'
'I say! You must apply to the proper office here,' said Barnacle Junior.
Arthur was sent from one office to the next, and finally given a pile of
papers to take away with him. He took the papers miserably and walked
slowly down the long stone passage that led out of the Circumlocution
Office.
'Mr Clennam!' said Mr Meagles when he saw Arthur, and his face
slowly became more cheerful. 'I am glad to see you.'
'I am pleased to see you, too. How is Mrs Meagles? And your
daughter?'
'They are as well as possible. I only wish you had found me in a better
temper. Come and take a walk in the park with us, and I will tell you about
this friend of mine. He is Daniel Doyce, an engineer and an inventor.'
The man was short and square, with grey hair and deep lines in his
face.
Doyce smiled. 'I should not have come here at all. I know of a
hundred other people who have had the same experience, and I ought to
have realized that this would happen. But I am very grateful to Mr Meagles
here. He has supported me many times, in many ways.'
Arthur looked around for the home of Mr Plornish, and saw the name
on a sign above a gateway. It was the last house in the yard, as Little Dorrit
had described it. Arthur said goodbye to Doyce and Meagles, and knocked
at Mr Plornish's house. A fresh-faced, sandy-haired man of about thirty
opened the door.
'Mr Plornish, I have come to talk to you about the Dorrit family,' said
Arthur. 'Miss Dorrit told me you helped her.'
'Mr Clennam, is it?' said Mr Plornish. 'Yes, she's talked about you.
Come in, sir.'
Mr Plornish led the way into a small, dark front room, and when they
were sitting down, Arthur began to speak. 'I know that Miss Dorrit's brother
is now a prisoner in the Marshalsea. I would like to pay his debts so that he
can be released, but I want this to be a secret. Could you arrange it for me,
and tell him that his debt has been paid by someone that you cannot name?
Say that it is a friend who hopes that for his sister, if for no one else, he will
use his freedom wisely.'
'And if you can think how I could be useful to Miss Dorrit, in any
way, I would be very grateful to you.'
***
After he had spent several more days at the Circumlocution Office,
Arthur Clennam realized that William Dorrit's case was indeed a hopeless
one. There was no way he could see of helping the Father of the Marshalsea
to freedom. He thought about this one evening as he sat in his hotel in
Covent Garden. Then he began to think about his own life, and all he had
missed. He had a warm and sympathetic heart, and he felt sad to think about
his life of loneliness.
'An unhappy childhood; long, lonely years abroad; and now home to
England,' he said sadly to himself. 'What have I found?'
Just then, there was a gentle knock at his door, and it opened softly. A
voice said quietly, 'Mr Clennam, it is me, Little Dorrit.' The words seemed
to answer his question.
Arthur stood up and looked at her with his serious smile. 'My poor
child! It is late and I have no fire - and it is so cold.' He made her sit in the
chair nearest the fire, then brought wood and heaped it on. Soon, the fire
was burning bright.
'I always think of you as Little Dorrit,' said Arthur. 'May I call you
that?'
'Thank you, sir. I like it better than any name,' she said. 'I have come
to tell you, sir, that my brother is free. Mr Plornish says that I can never
know who paid his debts, and never thank the generous gentleman.'
'He would probably need no thanks,' said Arthur. 'He would probably
be thankful that he had been able to help Little Dorrit a little, because she
deserves it so much.'
Little Dorrit was trembling. 'If I knew him, and I might, I would tell
him that he is very, very kind. If I knew him, I would go on my knees to
thank him.'
'Thank you, but I am not hungry,' she said. 'There was another thing I
wanted to say. You wrote my father a note, saying you are coming to visit
him tomorrow. Please, Mr Clennam, don't let him ask for money. Don't give
it to him. You will be able to think better of him, if you don't.'
Arthur saw tears shining in her anxious eyes. 'If that is what you
wish,' he said.
And then, Little Dorrit was suddenly anxious to leave and return to
her father.
***
One Saturday morning not long after this, Arthur set out for
Twickenham, where Mr Meagles lived. Mr Meagles had invited Arthur to
come and stay with him and his family for the night, and as the weather was
fine and dry, Arthur decided to walk.
'How do you do, Mr Doyce,' called Arthur, catching up with him. 'I'm
glad to see you.'
'Ha! Mr Clennam!' said Doyce. 'I hope we're going to the same place?'
'Not at the moment,' he replied. 'I had one when I first went into it, but
he has been dead for some years now. I didn't want to find another partner
for a while, but there's more to do now and I can't manage everything. I'm
hoping to talk about it this weekend with my friend and protector Mr
Meagles.'
The Meagles's home was a pretty brick house by the river, with
handsome trees all around it in a beautiful garden. As soon as Doyce rang
the bell at the gate, Mr Meagles came out, followed closely by Mrs Meagles
and Pet.
'Here we are, you see,' said Mr Meagles, 'in our own home. Not like
Marseille, eh? We are delighted to see you, Mr Clennam, delighted.'
'I have not had such a pleasant greeting since we last walked up and
down looking at the Mediterranean,' said Arthur. Then, remembering what
Little Dorrit had said to him in his own room, he added, 'Except once.'
Mr Meagles led the way into the house. 'Come! You've had a long
walk. You'll be glad to get your boots off.'
The house was as pretty inside as it was outside; and perfectly well
arranged and comfortable. The day passed pleasantly, and dinner that
evening was very enjoyable indeed. They had so many places and people to
talk about, and they were all so easy and cheerful together. After dinner,
they had some games, and Pet played the piano, but when the others went
up to their rooms, Arthur waited to speak to Mr Meagles.
'I like the idea!' said Mr Meagles cheerfully. 'I will investigate. You
would need to guide him, you know. But you can be perfectly sure of one
thing: Daniel Doyce is as honest as the sun. Now good night, and sleep
well.'
CHAPTER FOUR
John's father, Mr Chivery, knew about his son's love for Little Dorrit,
and so he looked after Mr Dorrit very well. Whenever Mr Dorrit came into
the jailers' room, Mr Chivery allowed Mr Dorrit to sit in his armchair and
read his newspaper. The Father of the Marshalsea, of course, was too proud
to see that a jailer's son was in love with his daughter. But he always gladly
agreed to sit in Mr Chivery's chair, and he accepted the presents that Young
John brought for him.
Young John knew that Little Dorrit liked to walk on the Iron Bridge
not far from the Marshalsea. So one Sunday after dinner, he dressed himself
neatly in his best clothes, and went to find her there. She was standing
looking down at the river, deep in thought. Young John watched her for a
long time, and then walked on until he came near her.
When he said, 'Miss Dorrit!' she was surprised, and fell back from
him, with an expression in her face of fear, and something like dislike. It
made his heart fall. She had often avoided him before, but Young John had
hoped that that was because she was shy, or because she knew of his
feelings for her. Now, that quick look had said, 'You! I would rather see
anyone else on earth than you!'
She said, in her soft little voice, 'Oh, Mr John, is it you?' But she felt
what her face had shown, and he felt it; and they stood looking at one
another, confused.
'Miss Dorrit, I know that your family is far above mine. I know that
my position as the son of a jailer is very low, but I have for a long time -
ages - wished to say something to you. May I say it? I didn't intend to upset
you today. I would throw myself in the river if it would make you happy for
a moment! So I can't say any more unless you allow me to speak.'
Little Dorrit was trembling. 'If you please, John,' she said quietly, 'if
you please - no, don't say any more.'
'No, if you please. Never. You are so generous, and I know I can trust
you not to say any more to me.'
'You can trust me,' said Young John, bravely. He was miserable, but
her word was more than a law to him.
'Thank you, John,' said Little Dorrit. 'I hope you will have a good wife
one day, and be a happy man.'
As she said these words, poor Young John burst into tears.
'Goodbye, Miss Dorrit!' And he turned away and went home through
the back streets, his great hat pulled down over his eyes, and the black
collar of his purple coat turned up around his neck.
***
'I wish you would smarten yourself up a little, Frederick,' said the
Father of the Marshalsea. 'You don't look after yourself enough. You must
come and walk in the yard with me more regularly.'
The brother sighed again. 'Yes, William. But I am not like you.'
'Young John was looking very smart today, Chivery,' said Mr Dorrit.
'I wish the boy didn't spend his money on clothes. It only brings him
trouble,' said Mr Chivery crossly.
'How does it bring him trouble?' asked the Father.
Mr Dorrit watched Frederick walk slowly through the door and down
the steps. Then he turned and went across the yard again, past prisoners
who had no coat, no shoes, and no hope, and up the stairs to his own poor,
shabby room. There, the table was laid for his supper, and his old grey
gown was ready by the fire. His daughter was waiting for him. He sat down,
but as he stared into the fire he began to feel uneasy.
Little Dorrit put her arm around his shoulders, but she did not look in
his face while he spoke.
For a little while there was a dead silence and stillness in the room.
Mr Dorrit's supper was cooking on the fire, and Little Dorrit moved to put it
on the table. They sat in their usual seats and began to eat. They did not
look at each other, but Little Dorrit could feel her father's growing anxiety.
He put down his knife and fork with a noise, bit at his bread angrily, and
then at last pushed his plate away.
'What does it matter if I eat or not?' he asked, standing up. 'It doesn't
matter if my life ends now, or next week, or next year. What am I worth to
anyone? A poor prisoner, fed on kindness.'
'Amy!' he went on, trembling violently and looking at her wildly. 'I
wish you could see me as your mother saw me. I was young, I was good-
looking, I was independent. I was, child! If you could see me in those days,
you would be proud!'
'Dear Father.' She held his arm, and persuaded him to sit down again,
but he went on in the same wild way.
'I do have some respect here. Go out and ask who is the most
important person in the place. They'll say it's your father.' And he burst into
tears of pity for himself, and at last let her put her arms around him. 'Oh
Amy, my poor, motherless child! You would have married a gentleman, and
we would have ridden our own horses, side by side. You would have loved
me more, I know.'
'You are the dearest, kindest father,' said Little Dorrit. She comforted
him with her loving words, and slowly he became quieter. She heated his
supper again and was happy to see him eat and drink. She talked to him
about the new shirts she was going to sew for him, and about the new shoes
he needed. (He never once thought of her dress or her shoes.)
'My love, you have had a difficult, hard life here,' he said. 'No friends,
no time for yourself, and many duties, I am afraid.'
Little Dorrit never left her father all that night. She sat by the fire as
he slept. When morning came, she went down the stairs and across the
empty yard to her own room, high up in the roof. She opened the window
and looked at the sky. She thought of the sun rising on rolling rivers and
wide seas, on rich fields and great forests. And then she looked down into
the prison, where her father had lived for twenty-three years. The spikes on
the high gates had never looked so sharp and cruel, or the yard so small and
dark.
CHAPTER FIVE
Do Not Forget
'If I had looked high and low, Mr Clennam, I don't believe I would
have found a better business partner,' said Doyce.
'My name's Pancks,' he said, with his hat pushed back on his ears. His
black eyes were sharp and he was biting the fingers of his right hand. 'I
collect the weekly rents from Bleeding-Heart Yard for Mr Casby. May I
come in?'
Arthur nodded, and Mr Pancks took his hat off and came across the
room.
'I've met a young lady sewing at Mr Casby's house. I believe that she
also does some work for your mother.' Pancks paused to bite his fingers
again. 'I have heard the name Dorrit before, and I want to find out about her
family. I think I might be able to help them. I can't say any more than that
for now.'
After a little thought, Arthur decided to tell Pancks about the Father
of the Marshalsea and the long years he had spent in prison because he
could not pay his debts. He told Pancks about his attempts to help Mr
Dorrit, and about the Barnacles at the Circumlocution Office.
'Now, since I have told you as much as I know, could I please ask that
you tell me anything you learn about the Dorrit family?' asked Arthur.
***
Little Dorrit had finished a long day's work in Mrs Clennam's room
and was putting away all her sewing, neat and tidy, before going home.
Pancks had been visiting, and Mrs Clennam watched Little Dorrit and then
said, slowly and thoughtfully, 'What do you know about that man, Little
Dorrit?'
'I don't know anything about him, madam,' she said. 'Only that I have
seen him here a few times, and at Mr Casby's house, and he has spoken to
me.'
Little Dorrit got up to go, but as she stopped by Mrs Clennam's chair
to say good night, Mrs Clennam put out her hand and laid it on her arm.
'Tell me, Little Dorrit,' she said. 'Have you many friends?'
'I believe I was your friend when you had no other. Is that right?'
'Yes, madam. Many times, without the work you gave me, we would
have had nothing,' said Little Dorrit.
'Has it been very difficult for you?' asked Mrs Clennam. She picked
up her husband's watch, which always lay on her table, and turned it over
and over in her hands, deep in thought.
'Sometimes it has been hard to live,' said Little Dorrit in her soft
voice, 'but I think not harder than many people find it.'
'Well said!' replied Mrs Clennam quickly. 'You are a good, thoughtful
girl.'
Affery had come into the room at that moment, and she was
astonished to see Mrs Clennam put her hands on Little Dorrit's shoulders
and gently kiss her on the forehead, with a gentleness which Affery had not
thought Mrs Clennam could show.
'Now go, Little Dorrit,' said Mrs Clennam, 'or you will be late, poor
child.'
Affery followed Little Dorrit downstairs to let her out, and stepped
outside the open door. It was a rainy, thundery evening, and she watched the
clouds flying fast across the sky. Affery was afraid of storms, but she also
hated the house and its strange darkness, so she did not hurry back inside.
She was deciding whether to go in or stay out when a violent rush of wind
blew the door closed, shutting her out.
'What shall I do now?' cried Affery. 'Mrs Clennam's all alone inside,
and can't come down to open it.'
She pulled her apron over her head to keep the rain off, and ran crying
around in front of the house. She was bending down to look through the
keyhole when she suddenly heard someone behind her. She screamed, and
looked around. A tall man was standing there. He was dressed like a
traveller, wearing a thick, long cloak, and a tall hat. He had a long nose and
a black moustache. He laughed at Affery's sudden cry, and as he laughed,
his moustache went up under his nose, and his nose came down over his
moustache.
'The wind has blown the door shut and I can't get in!' cried Affery.
'Hah! Indeed!' said the gentleman. 'Do you know the name of
Clennam around here?'
'Of course I do!' cried Affery. 'She's here in this house! And she's all
alone in her room, and can't walk. And my husband's out, and can't help.
What can I do now?'
The gentleman stood back and looked at the house. His eyes rested on
the long, narrow window near the door. 'Now, madam, shall I open the door
for you?'
'I'll make a suggestion, then. I've just arrived on the boat from France.'
He showed Affery his cloak and his boots, which were very wet, and Affery
noticed that he was shaking with cold. 'I wanted to see Mrs Clennam within
office hours, but I am late because of the bad weather. I'll open the door, if
you will make sure Mrs Clennam will see me tonight.'
Affery was glad to agree to this suggestion, and the gentleman took
off his cloak and gave it to Affery. He ran to the house and jumped up, and
in a minute, he had opened the window and climbed in. He had strange and
frightening eyes, and Affery suddenly thought that if he went straight
upstairs to murder Mrs Clennam, she could not prevent him. But after a
moment, he appeared at the front door.
'Now, my dear madam,' the stranger said, as he took back his cloak. 'If
you could... What ever is that noise?'
It was the strangest of sounds. A tremble, and a low, heavy noise, then
the sound of something light falling.
'I don't know what it is,' said Affery fearfully, 'but I've heard it many
times.'
'My name is Rigaud,' said the visitor, 'and I need to see Mrs Clennam.'
'Have you not heard about me from Paris?' asked the visitor.
'I should like to see Mrs Clennam tonight for a few minutes,' said
Rigaud, his moustache going up and his nose coming down in that most
terrible of smiles.
Affery took the letter upstairs to Mrs Clennam, and Mr Flintwinch lit
two more candles while Rigaud waited. Then he took the visitor up to Mrs
Clennam's room.
'Excuse me for noticing it, but that's a very beautiful watch. May I?'
he said, taking it in his hand. 'A gentleman's watch. I have often seen these
in Holland and Belgium. Now, are these the letters D.N.F? They are
difficult to read.'
'The letters are not the first letters of any name,' said Mrs Clennam,
coldly. 'They stand, I believe, for Do Not Forget!'
'And naturally,' said Mr Rigaud, putting the watch back on the table
and sitting down again, 'you do not forget.'
'No, sir, I do not forget,' replied Mrs Clennam in her strong, deliberate
voice. 'One does not forget, living a life as dull as mine has been these
years. I neither forget nor wish to forget.'
She put her hand on the watch and moved it to the exact place on her
little table where it always sat. Mr Rigaud listened to her, thoughtfully
touching his moustache.
'Mr Flintwinch will give you your fifty pounds tomorrow. I hope your
stay in this city will be pleasant,' said Mrs Clennam, with her frozen smile.
'I love an old house,' he said, putting his long cloak on. He stopped to
look at a painting on the wall. 'Who is this, Mr Flintwinch?'
'Yes, Mr Rigaud.'
'I can't say. I don't know,' said Mr Flintwinch. 'There are secrets in all
families.'
'Secrets? So there are! You are right,' cried Mr Rigaud. And he threw
back his head and burst into laughter.
'My dear sir!' Rigaud took Mr Flintwinch by the collar with both
hands. 'I will collect my money, you have the word of a gentleman. You
shall see me again!'
But Mr Rigaud did not appear the next day. Mr Flintwinch went to
look for him at the hotel where he had been staying, and found that he had
paid his bill early that morning and gone back to France. But Mr Flintwinch
had a feeling that Mr Rigaud would keep his promise, and would return.
CHAPTER SIX
'There, sir!' he cried, pointing at it. 'That man's your Father of the
Marshalsea! He is heir to a great fortune, which has been waiting for him
untouched for many years. He inherited a great house with land that had
once been owned by the Dorrits of Dorset. Mr Dorrit just needs to sign a
few papers, and he will be free - and extremely rich!'
'When I first heard the name Dorrit, it meant something to me,' said
Pancks. 'So I started to visit Mr Dorrit in the Marshalsea. When I learned
about his family history, I was then able to make my own investigations.'
'Do the Dorrits know anything about this?' asked Arthur, smiling and
shaking Pancks's hand.
'Not yet. I have only today heard from the bank and the lawyers,' said
Pancks, biting his fingers. 'But Miss Amy Dorrit will be working at Mr
Casby's house this morning, and I can now permit you to bring this news to
the family in the way you think best. The sooner the better.'
Arthur, of course, decided to go at once to Mr Casby's house, and he
was shown upstairs by a servant to the small room where Little Dorrit was
sewing. When she saw the look on his face, she dropped her work.
They stood at the window, and her eyes, full of light, were fixed on
his face. 'Dear Little Dorrit! Your father can be free within this week. We
must go and tell him.'
Little Dorrit's face was pale, and her heart was beating fast.
'Shall I tell you more?' said Arthur, gently. 'Your father will be a rich
man. You are all now very wealthy. Bravest and best of children, my dear
Little Dorrit, you are now rewarded.'
'Father! Father!' was all she could say, before her eyes closed and she
fainted onto the sofa.
Mr Casby's servants came and took care of her, but her concern to get
to her father and to bring the news to him made her very quickly well again.
And so Little Dorrit came out of the house with Arthur and went in a
coach to the Marshalsea. It was a strangely unreal ride through the old dirty
streets and across the bridge. She felt that she was rising out of them into a
world of wealth. Arthur told her that her father would ride in his own coach,
a great and grand man, and she cried tears of happiness and innocent pride.
When Little Dorrit opened the door to her father's room, he was
sitting in his old grey gown, reading his newspaper in the sunlight by the
window. He turned around, surprised to see Little Dorrit was home, and
surprised again to see Arthur Clennam. As they came in, the look on both
their faces made his heart beat faster. He did not get up or speak, but quietly
put down his glasses and newspaper on the table beside him.
Little Dorrit sat down close to him. 'Father! I've been made so happy
this morning. Mr Clennam brought me such wonderful news about you.'
Tears rolled down her face.
Mr Dorrit put his hand to his heart, and looked at Arthur. 'Mr
Clennam? What surprise is waiting for me?'
'The wall is down,' said Arthur. 'Gone! Mr Dorrit, within a few days
you will be free, and very wealthy. I congratulate you with all my heart on
this change of fortune and the happy future ahead of you, into which you
will carry your daughter - the best of all riches.'
Mr Dorrit began to shake, and Little Dorrit put her arms around him.
'I shall see you as my poor mother saw you long ago!' she told him. 'My
dear, dear father.'
But Mr Dorrit could say nothing. Arthur and Little Dorrit helped him
into a comfortable chair and brought him a drink. Then, as Arthur explained
to him how Pancks had discovered the Dorrits' fortune, the Father of the
Marshalsea sat back in his chair and cried.
After a while, he stood up and began to move around the room. 'He
shall be - ha - Mr Pancks shall be generously rewarded, Mr Clennam,' said
the Father. 'Everyone shall be - ha - rewarded and repaid. I will pay you, my
dear sir, everything you have given me and my son. Chivery shall be
rewarded. Young John shall be rewarded.'
He stopped for a moment to kiss Little Dorrit. 'We must send for
Fanny and Tip. And for my brother.'
Little Dorrit was deeply anxious that her father should lie down and
calm himself, but for another half hour he could only walk around the room,
talking. At last, he lay down and slowly fell asleep, tears on his face. Little
Dorrit had been sitting by his side, and now, exhausted by her own feelings,
she dropped her head on his bed and fell asleep, too. Arthur got up quietly,
left the prison, and went out into the noisy streets.
***
The next few days were busy. Mr Dorrit met his lawyers, signed all
the papers, and complained greatly about the delay in his departure from the
Marshalsea. Many prisoners asked Mr Dorrit for a few pounds, and he gave
generously, although he always wrote first asking them to come and see him
in his room. He gave them a great deal of advice, and hoped that they would
remember the Father of the Marshalsea with respect.
At last, the day arrived when Mr Dorrit and his family were to leave
the prison for ever. As the clocks struck twelve o'clock, a coach was waiting
at the gate. Not one of the prisoners stayed indoors; not one of the jailers
was absent. All were wearing their best clothes. Near the gate stood Pancks,
and Young John, with his broken heart.
'My dear Frederick,' said Mr Dorrit to his brother, as they left the
room for the last time, 'give me your arm. I think we should go out together.
And if you could throw a little brightness on your usual manner -'
'William, William,' said Frederick, shaking his head, 'you do all that. I
don't know how. All forgotten!'
There were three cheers as the Father of the Marshalsea went through
the gate, and before the noise had died away, the family had climbed up into
the coach that was waiting outside. Then, and not before - 'Goodness!' cried
Miss Fanny. 'Where's Amy?'
They had expected to find her, as they always had done, quietly in the
right place at the right moment. This going away was, perhaps, the very first
thing in their family life that they had managed to do without her.
Miss Fanny looked out of the coach window into the prison, and her
face turned red with anger. 'Now, I do say, Father,' she cried, 'this is too bad.
That child Little Dorrit is being carried out in that ugly, old dress which I
begged her to change. And by that Mr Clennam, too! She is making us all
look foolish!'
Arthur appeared at the coach door, holding Little Dorrit in his arms.
'She has been forgotten,' he said, pity and blame in his voice. 'I ran up to her
room and found that she had fainted on the floor, dear child. She was going
to change her dress, and then it all became too much for her. Take care of
this poor, cold girl, Miss Dorrit.'
'Thank you, sir,' replied Fanny, bursting into tears. 'Dear Amy, open
your eyes, there's a love! Oh, Amy, I really am so annoyed and ashamed!
Why are they not driving on? Please, Father, do tell them to drive on.'
The coach door was shut at last, and the Dorrit family drove away
from the Marshalsea Prison.
PART TWO
Riches
CHAPTER ONE
On the Road
It was autumn, and darkness and night were rising up the highest
mountains of the Swiss Alps, and at last came to the walls of the great, old
castle. A line of horses walked slowly up the steep, narrow path, led at the
front by two guides who spoke to each other as they walked. There was no
talking among the riders - two grey-haired gentlemen, two young ladies,
and their brother - who were quietened by the sharp cold and the exhaustion
of the journey. At last, they arrived at the castle door, and hurried into the
building.
When they had seen their rooms, the Dorrit family came downstairs,
where a bright fire shone red and high. A stranger was sitting near the fire,
pulling at his black moustache. He had a long nose, and strange, frightening
eyes.
'Are you on your way to Italy, sir?' the stranger asked Mr Dorrit.
'Yes,' Mr Dorrit replied. 'We are visiting the castle just for tonight, and
return tomorrow to our hotel in Martigny. From there we continue to Italy.'
A servant came to tell them that dinner was ready, and the Dorrits
moved through into the dining room. As they passed the stranger, Little
Dorrit held her father's arm closely, trying to hide how much she trembled.
With that high nose, and those eyes that were too near it, he was particularly
disagreeable to her. He got up to follow them, and looked at the guest book,
which lay open on the table.
There he read:
William Dorrit
Frederick Dorrit
Miss Dorrit
Rigaud, Paris
***
The sun was warm as the travellers came down slowly from the
mountains and found themselves once more among the green fields, rocky
rivers, and little wooden houses of the Swiss countryside. When they
arrived at their hotel at Martigny, the hotel owner rushed out, hat in hand,
apologizing endlessly. He wished he had not allowed it, he said, but a very
important lady had begged him to let her and her son have their lunch in the
Dorrits' rooms. They had promised to be very quick, and their coach was
ready, but they had not yet gone.
'A thousand apologies!' the hotel owner said again. 'Please do not be
angry, sir. If you could possibly use another dining room for just five
minutes...' the man begged.
'No, sir,' said Mr Dorrit, full of heat. 'I will not go into your hotel. I
will leave without drinking or eating or stepping inside. You have insulted
me! How dare you?'
At that moment, a man came out into the yard with a lady. 'My
apologies,' said the rather heavy young gentleman. 'The lady - my mother -
is extremely anxious to avoid an argument.'
The lady came forward. 'Edmund, I hope you are explaining that it is
all my fault,' she said loudly. 'The hotel owner is not to blame!'
She walked slowly towards Mr Dorrit. 'I promised this man that we
would be gone before you came back, but I had no idea that you would
return so soon. I do apologize, and hope you will forgive the owner.'
The lady was Mrs Merdle, and her husband Mr Merdle was
extraordinarily rich. He was in everything, from banking to building, and he
turned all he touched to gold. All the best people in London - lawyers,
doctors, politicians, government officials - wanted to know Mr Merdle. Mr
Dorrit made a polite reply, and said that what he had first seen as an attack
on his dignity, he now recognized as an honour. Hearing this, the lady
smiled winningly.
'Yes, madam,' replied Mr Dorrit. 'We have just returned from a two-
day excursion into the mountains, and from here we continue to Italy.'
'My son and I are also going to Italy,' said the lady. 'Perhaps we will
have the pleasure of seeing you again there.'
Mrs Merdle's first husband had died a few years before, and Edmund
Sparkler was her only son. He showed so little intelligence that some people
said he had fallen out of a high window as a baby and landed on his head.
He had asked any number of unsuitable young ladies to marry him, and was
standing now staring at Miss Fanny Dorrit, as his mother tried to take his
arm. She almost had to pull him into their coach, and he continued to stare
back through the window until the coach disappeared.
***
As the family travelled on through Italy, Little Dorrit felt more and
more that her present life was like a dream. All that she saw was new and
wonderful, but it was not real. She felt that the pretty countries she saw
from the window of the coach might disappear at any moment; and that,
turning a corner, they might stop suddenly at the old Marshalsea gate.
They arrived at last in Venice, where they were to stay for some
months in a palace on the Grand Canal. To Little Dorrit, Venice was more
unreal than anywhere else, with its streets made of water, and the stillness
of the days and nights that was broken only by the sound of bells and the
cries of the gondoliers.
The family began a busy life, going here and there - but Little Dorrit
asked only to be left alone. It was strange to have no work, no one to care
for, nothing to plan. But strangest of all was the distance between her and
her father. When she tried to take care of him, as she always used to, he
reminded her that she was a lady now, who should behave with dignity. She
often wanted to put her arms around his neck, and tell him how she loved
him; but she knew that he would not like it, and that Fanny would be angry.
She spent a lot of time now with her uncle Frederick. He had begun to
visit art galleries, and spent hours looking at the pictures, wiping his old
blue nose. Little Dorrit had found him at a gallery one day, and after that
she often joined him. He carried a chair for her, from picture to picture. He
stood behind her, not speaking, but clearly happy to be with her.
Sometimes, Little Dorrit stepped into a gondola and went all over that
strange city in her quiet, scared, lost manner. She looked into other
gondolas, almost hoping to see the faces of the dear friends she loved.
But her favourite place was at the window of her own room, where in
the evenings she watched the sun going down, purple and red, shining on
the walls. She watched the stars appear, and she thought of the old prison.
The Dorrits had been in Venice for a month or two, when Mr Dorrit
sent for his youngest daughter.
'Amy!' he began. 'I feel that you don't - ha! - seem at home here. Why
is this?'
'You disappoint me. I - ha, hum - am not pleased with you. You need
to - hum - behave in the right way and do what someone in your position
should.'
'I'm sorry that you have not been pleased with me, dear Father,' said
Little Dorrit. 'I will try, more than ever, to fit into this new world around
me.'
'You - ha - continue to hurt me. There are some past events which I
wish - ha - to forget. You sister understands; your brother understands.
Everyone understands - ha, hum - except you. You, Amy - hum - constantly
remind me of the past. Though not in words.'
He looked down at Little Dorrit, who had put her hand on his arm.
Her head was down, and he could not see her face, but her touch was soft
and quiet, and there was only love in her sad little figure. He began to cry
quietly, then said he was a hopeless old fool even with all this wealth, and
took her in his arms. But his tears were soon dried.
With one remarkable exception, this was the only time, in his life of
freedom and fortune, when he spoke to his daughter Little Dorrit of the old
days.
***
Little Dorrit had been out with her sister one afternoon when, as they
came back to the hotel by gondola, she noticed that another gondola was
following them. Fanny opened the window near her, and watched as the
other boat came up beside them.
Little Dorrit was silent for a moment, and then she asked, 'Are you
going to encourage Mr Sparkler, Fanny?'
'I shall make him do what I want, my dear. I shall make him fetch and
carry for me.'
They climbed out of the gondola and walked up to the hotel, where
Mr Sparkler joined them.
'Good day, Mr Sparkler,' said Fanny. 'I do hope your mother is well.'
Turning politely to the hotel servants, Fanny asked whether her father
and brother were in. Then, hearing that they were both at home, she took
Mr Sparkler's arm and went with him upstairs to the Dorrits' grand rooms.
CHAPTER TWO
Daniel Doyce had been asked to go and work abroad for a while, and
before he went, Arthur went through the business papers with him.
'It's all in perfect order, Arthur. It couldn't be better.'
'Now, about the management of our money while you're away -'
began Arthur.
His partner stopped him. 'You will continue in all matters to make
decisions for both of us. I have perfect trust in you.'
With Doyce gone, Arthur's life had little variety. He worked every day
at Bleeding-Heart Yard. Mr and Mrs Meagles had gone abroad themselves,
travelling, and they had asked him to make sure their house was looked
after while they were away. So visits to their house in Twickenham, and to
his mother's home, were the only changes in his routine.
Dear Mr Clennam,
I write to you from my own room in Venice, hoping that you will be
glad to hear from me.
We are all quite well. You will be pleased, I am sure, to know that my
father's health is very good. He is very different indeed from what he used
to be. Fanny, too, is much changed. She gets kinder every day, and is so
patient. She has very quickly become used to our new fortunes: she is a
natural lady. But I have not been able to, and sometimes I think I never will.
We have been in many wonderful places, and have seen many
wonderful sights. But everything in my life is so strange, and I miss so
much I think all the time of home. I wish I knew - but I must ask you not to
write to me - how Mr Plornish is. I love so dearly the place where I was
poor, and where you were kind to me. Oh, so dearly!
And I must share one last thought with you: ever since I have been
away, I have been afraid that you may think of me in a new light, or a new
character. Please never think of me as the daughter of a rich person:
remember me only as the shabby little girl you helped so kindly. I hope that
you sometimes, in a quiet moment, have a thought for me.
Little Dorrit
Arthur had been working late a lot, and spending time in the waiting
rooms of the Circumlocution Office, trying again to interest people in
Doyce's invention. He was feeling tired and lonely, so on the day he
received Little Dorrit's letter, he visited Mr Plornish, to give him her news,
and then went to find Pancks, who was puffing and blowing in the yard.
'Come home with me and share my dinner,' said Arthur. 'I'm tired and
miserable tonight. Mr Doyce has gone to work abroad, and I am quite
alone.'
Pancks and Arthur had become friends since the Dorrits' departure
from London, and they often talked of Little Dorrit and her goodness. The
two men walked home to a dinner of bread and soup, served on a little table
in front of the fire.
'Yes, indeed. I've already done it,' said Pancks, looking wisely at
Arthur. 'Merdle is a man of enormous wealth. He has great influence with
the government. His bank is safe.'
'Well!' said Arthur, looking at Pancks and then at the fire. 'You
surprise me!'
'Don't say that, sir,' replied Pancks. 'It's what you ought to do yourself.
Is it you who manages the money in your business with Daniel Doyce?'
'Manage it better, sir. Reward him for his hard work and
disappointments. You can make a lot of money if you put some into
Merdle's bank. Go in and win!'
The two men spoke little more after this, but the next day Arthur
thought again and again about what Pancks had said. He thought how much
he would enjoy making Doyce a little wealthier. He thought about how he
saw or heard the name of Merdle everywhere. He began to think it was
interesting, too, that everyone seemed to trust this man.
***
One evening a few weeks later, Arthur left his rooms at about nine
o'clock and slowly walked in the direction of the cold home of his
childhood. He had turned into the steep, narrow street when a man walked
quickly up behind him and came past so close that Arthur was pushed
against the wall.
Arthur arrived at his mother's house, and was surprised to see the
same man there, looking up at his mother's window and laughing to
himself. He was a strange man, with a high nose and a black moustache,
and his eyes had a cruel, false expression. He wore a long, heavy cloak, and
he looked like a man who was travelling. The man went up to the door and
knocked at it.
'No! You again!' Affery cried out, as she unlocked the door.
'Me again, dear Mrs Flintwinch,' said the man. 'Open the door,
beautiful Mrs Flintwinch. Let me go upstairs and see the lady. And fetch Mr
Flintwinch; tell him that Rigaud has just arrived in England.'
The stranger walked inside, and Arthur, who had come up behind
him, followed him into the house.
'Tell me, Affery,' said Arthur, looking angrily at Rigaud from head to
foot, 'who is this gentleman?'
The voice of Mrs Clennam called from upstairs. 'Affery, let them both
come up. Arthur, come straight to me!'
'Arthur!' said Rigaud, taking off his hat. 'The son?' His nose went
down and his moustache went up, in an ugly smile.
Arthur did not answer. He went upstairs to his mother's room and
Rigaud followed him.
'Sir,' said Arthur, 'whoever you are, if this were my house, I would not
hesitate to put you outside it!'
'But it is not your house,' said his mother, without looking at him. 'The
gentleman came here before,' she went on, 'with a letter from a trusted agent
in Paris. I do not know why the gentleman has come again, but I'm sure he
will explain, when Mr Flintwinch returns, and I'm sure it will be a simple
business matter.'
'We shall see, madam,' said the man. As they talked, Arthur noticed
that Mrs Clennam's manner and voice were under control, but that she never
took her eyes off Rigaud's face, and listened carefully to every word he
said.
Mr Flintwinch knocked at the door and came into the room, and
Rigaud got up from his chair, laughing loudly. He wrapped his arms around
the old man.
The old servant stood in the dark with her apron thrown over her
head.
'But those are not all the secrets. I beg you to tell me more. Tell me
about that foreign man, Rigaud.'
'The first time he came here, he heard the noises himself, and he was
shaking,' said Affery.
'But what does he want, Affery?' said Arthur. 'What is the mystery
that surrounds this house?'
'I don't know! Don't ask me anything, Arthur. Go away!' Arthur went
out and Affery shut the door. As he looked up at the dark windows of his
mother's room, they seemed to repeat, 'Don't ask me anything. Go away!'
CHAPTER THREE
The Merdles
From Venice, the Dorrits travelled on to Rome, and soon after they
arrived there, they received a visit from Mrs Merdle.
'I'm delighted,' she said, 'to meet you once again, after our unfortunate
misunderstanding at Martigny. And I must thank Mr Dorrit for making my
son Edmund's stay in Venice so agreeable. I believe he was invited to your
hotel several times.'
'I was pleased,' said Mr Dorrit, 'to show how greatly I - with the rest
of the world - respect Mr Merdle's character. I have been - ha - disappointed
to hear from Mr Sparkler that Mr Merdle has no plans to come abroad.'
'Why indeed,' said Mrs Merdle. 'He's so very busy, and wanted by so
many people, I fear he cannot. He hasn't been able to get abroad for years.'
'I hope, however,' Mr Dorrit went on, 'that if I do not have the honour
of meeting Mr Merdle on this side of the Alps, I shall have that honour
when I return to England. I would be delighted to meet him.'
'Mr Merdle,' said Mrs Merdle, who had been looking admiringly at
Fanny, 'will, I'm sure, be just as delighted.'
News soon spread in Rome that Mr Sparkler now had a position in the
Circumlocution Office. The Barnacles, wanting to please Mr Merdle, had
given young Sparkler a job. Mrs Merdle received congratulations from her
friends in Rome. She hoped that Edmund would like the job, she said, but
really she did not know. It would keep him in town a lot, and he preferred
the country. But it was not a disagreeable position, and it was probably best
that he should have something to do.
Miss Fanny was now in a difficult position. It was widely known that
she was the lady whom Mr Sparkler admired. She could not decide whether
to get rid of him or whether to encourage him more, and she came home
one night anxious and upset from a party at Mrs Merdle's house, and went
to Little Dorrit's room.
'Things cannot go on the way they are,' she cried, walking around the
room.
'Sit down and let us talk,' said Little Dorrit. 'Tell me what you mean.'
'My dear,' said Fanny, kissing her, 'in spite of our money, we have
disadvantages in this world. We are newcomers into fashionable life.'
'No one would see that in you, Fanny,' said Little Dorrit.
'My dear child,' said Fanny, 'it's most kind of you to say so. But
although Father is very gentlemanly, he is in many small ways different
from other gentlemen of his fortune. Uncle Frederick is completely
unpresentable, and Edward spends far too much money, in a way that is
giving him a bad name. Therefore, I find myself trying to decide whether I
should carry the family through.'
'The Merdles are a very good connection,' Fanny told Little Dorrit.
'Mr Sparkler has now got an excellent position. And although he is not
clever, I doubt very much whether a clever husband would be suitable for
me.'
'Oh, my dear Fanny!' A kind of terror was coming over Little Dorrit,
as she began to understand her sister. 'You know that you have qualities to
make you the wife of a much better man than Mr Sparkler. If you loved
someone, Fanny, you would forget yourself.'
'Oh, indeed!' cried Fanny. 'Really? You know all about it, do you?
Well, I won't marry Mr Sparkler tonight, my dear, or tomorrow morning.
But I want a better position in society.' She began to walk around the room
again.
'My dear sister,' said Little Dorrit, anxiously, 'would you give yourself
an unhappy life, just to have a better position in society?'
'It wouldn't be an unhappy life, Amy. It's the life that I am fitted for.'
She gave a short laugh. 'Don't argue with me. I understand these matters
much better than you do. Now we have talked this over comfortably, we can
go to bed. You dear little creature, good night!'
One sunny afternoon, as Little Dorrit sat at the window, looking down
at the street, Fanny came into the room, and sat next to her.
The two sisters put their arms around each other and cried. It was the
last time Fanny showed her feelings about the marriage. From that hour, the
path she had chosen was before her and she walked it with her own proud
step.
***
Fanny and Mr Sparkler were married in the spring, as Mr Sparkler's
job at the Circumlocution Office was beginning soon. The night after their
wedding, when the newly-married couple had left for a holiday in Florence,
Little Dorrit sat in her room, feeling lonely. She wished that she could make
her father's supper and sit by him, quietly sewing. But that could no longer
happen. There was an Italian cook in the kitchen, and servants always
nearby.
'Oh no!' cried Little Dorrit, in alarm. 'I want to stay and take care of
you always.'
Mr Merdle was a quiet man, with a big head, and a rather uneasy
expression on his dull, red face. He was silent for a while, then he finally
said, 'I am glad to see you, sir.' He sat down, and passed his great hand over
his exhausted head. 'I hope you will have dinner with me today - and every
day during your stay in town.'
'Well, sir,' said Mr Merdle, 'if I can be of any use to you, please ask
me.'
'I did not dare - ha - to hope for your advice,' said Mr Dorrit. 'Though
I would of course have followed it.'
'Of course,' said Mr Dorrit. There was calm and silence in the room.
Mr Merdle passed his hand again and again over his forehead.
'My time is rather precious,' said the great man, suddenly getting up. 'I
must be moving toward the City. Can I take you anywhere, sir?'
After that, dinner invitations to Mr Dorrit came every hour of the day.
As the friend and relation by marriage of the famous Mr Merdle, everybody
wanted to know him. Mr Dorrit felt more and more that this connection had
brought him the position in society he deserved.
CHAPTER FOUR
A Wounded Mind
Mr Dorrit's time in London soon came to an end. After a last dinner at
Mr Merdle's, he said goodbye to Fanny and was then led from the house to
his coach by the great man himself. His heart was still full with pride from
this final honour when he arrived at his hotel. He was walking through the
hall with a calm sense of excellence when he saw something that stopped
him dead: young John Chivery, in his best clothes, with his tall hat under
his arm! Mr Dorrit stood, horrified, for a few moments.
'Ah! John!' he gasped at last, turning to the hotel servants. 'The young
man may come up! Let him follow me.'
Young John had expected Mr Dorrit to put his arms around him, and
his face was a picture of astonishment and horror.
'I beg you to forgive me, sir,' said Young John, moving away towards
the door.
Young John dropped into the chair nearest the door, and Mr Dorrit
walked up and down the room; rapidly at first, then more slowly. Then he
turned and asked: 'Why did you come here?'
'Only to say, sir, that I hope you are well, and only to ask if Miss Amy
is well?'
'It's nothing to me, sir. I know there is a distance between us, I'm sure.
I never thought you would take it badly,' said Young John, his voice
trembling.
Mr Dorrit was ashamed. He went back to the window and stood there
for a while with his forehead against the glass. When he turned at last, he
looked tired and ill.
'John, I'm very sorry that I was angry with you, but - ha - some
memories aren't happy, and - hum - you shouldn't have come. I would like
to send a little - hum - something, with you, to be divided among - ha, hum
- them. Will you take it?'
'I hope you'll - ha - forget what has happened, John,' said Mr Dorrit,
putting the cheque in John's hand.
'Don't speak of it, sir,' said John. But his words did not bring back the
colour to Mr Dorrit's face.
'And John,' said Mr Dorrit, 'I hope that you won't say to anyone in the
hotel that - hum - once I -'
'I promise you, sir,' said Young John. 'In my poor way, sir, I'm too
proud and honourable to talk about those things.'
But Mr Dorrit was not too proud and honourable to listen at the door,
to hear whether Young John went straight out or stayed to talk with anyone.
There was no doubt that he left the hotel at once and went away down the
street with a quick step. And Mr Dorrit was able to sit quietly alone, with
his face to the fire.
***
The next morning's sun saw Mr Dorrit on the dusty Dover road, and
the following day saw him at Calais. With the Channel between himself and
Young John Chivery, he began to feel safe, and to find that the foreign air
was lighter to breathe than the air of England.
It was late when Mr Dorrit's coach, on its last tired journey, arrived
several days later at the hotel in Rome. Leaving the servants to unload the
coach, Mr Dorrit went up the grand stairs slowly, feeling very tired, and
looked into several rooms until he saw a light. As he stopped at the open
door, he felt a pain in his heart. Surely it was not jealousy?
There were his brother and his daughter. Frederick was near the fire
and Little Dorrit was sitting at a table, sewing. Mr Dorrit had sat many
times, like his brother did now, in front of a fire far away, and she had sat
with him. But surely there was nothing to feel jealous of in the memory of
that old, miserable poverty?
'Do you know, Uncle, I think you're growing young again!' Little
Dorrit was saying. 'So cheerful, and so interested in everything.'
'My dear child - all you. You have done me so much good, looking
after me,' said her uncle. He looked up and saw Mr Dorrit standing in the
doorway. 'Ah! Why, here's your father, Amy! My dear William, welcome
back!'
With a cry of pleasure, Little Dorrit put her arms around her father
and kissed him again and again.
Her father was a little impatient. 'It appears you were not - ha -
expecting me. I began to think - ha, hum - to think I needed to apologize -
ha - for returning.'
'Dear Father, you shall have supper in a very few minutes,' said Little
Dorrit. 'You look tired.'
'You're wrong,' said Mr Dorrit, quickly. 'I'm not tired; I'm very much
fresher than I was when I went to England!'
He was almost angry, so Little Dorrit said no more, but stayed quietly
beside him, holding his arm. As Mr Dorrit stood like this, he fell into a
heavy sleep for just a few moments, then woke suddenly.
'Frederick,' he said, turning on his brother. 'I recommend you to go to
bed immediately. Ha. You should have been in bed long ago.'
'Well, well, I suppose I should,' said the old man. Mr Dorrit had fallen
asleep again before his brother left the room. His supper was brought, and
put on the table, and Little Dorrit sat at his side and poured out his drink for
him, for the first time since they had left the Marshalsea. She was afraid to
look at him much, but she noticed that twice he looked around him, and she
thought that he almost seemed surprised that they were not in the old prison
room. Both times, he put his hand to his head, and Little Dorrit thought that
perhaps he was trying to feel the old black cap which he had always worn in
the Marshalsea.
***
Over the next two days, Mr Dorrit fell asleep several times during
meals. On the evening of the second day, he and Little Dorrit were both
invited to Mrs Merdle's for dinner. Little Dorrit was dressed and ready
before her father appeared, looking very old and thin, and she went with
him with an anxious heart.
Mrs Merdle welcomed them with great honour. It was a grand dinner,
with many important guests. The table was long, and the meal was long,
and Little Dorrit lost sight of her father until a servant came to her with a
note from Mrs Merdle.
'Please come and speak to Mr Dorrit,' the note read. 'He's not well.'
Little Dorrit was hurrying to her father when he got up out of his chair
and called to her.
All the guests were now talking in confusion, and everyone stood up.
Mr Dorrit looked around him, and seeing so many faces, spoke to them.
Little Dorrit was not ashamed of him. She was pale and frightened,
but she only wanted to calm him and get him away. Her quiet voice was
heard gently begging him to leave the room with her.
Mrs Merdle, horrified, had managed to get the other guests out of the
room, and Little Dorrit was left alone with her father.
But no, he said he would never get up the stairs without Chivery.
Where was Chivery? Would no one fetch Chivery?
'Let's go and look for Mr Chivery,' she suggested, and so she got him
outside into a coach and home.
Back at the hotel, Little Dorrit and Frederick took Mr Dorrit upstairs
to his room and laid him down on his bed. His poor, wounded mind had
forgotten the dream that it had been living since the discovery of the
Dorrits' fortune, and it now knew of nothing except the Marshalsea.
The child who had done so much for him was never out of his mind.
He loved Little Dorrit in his old way. They were in prison again, and she
looked after him, and he needed her constantly. As for her, she bent over his
bed with her quiet face against his, and would have laid down her life to
make him better.
For ten days, Little Dorrit cared for him. Sometimes she was so
exhausted that for a few minutes she would sleep with her head beside his.
He became extremely weak, and then, quietly, quietly, he floated into rest.
Frederick and Little Dorrit, silent and sad together, stayed with the
body until midnight, and then Little Dorrit took her uncle to his room and
saw him lie down. She fell on her own bed, exhausted, and went into a deep
sleep.
The moon rose late that night. When it was high in the sky, it shone
through the window into the room where a life had just ended, and it shone
not on one but on two quiet figures. Frederick Dorrit had gone back into the
room and, kneeling on the floor, had bent his face over his brother's hand
and there taken his last breath. Both brothers lay still, removed from the
busy earth, and far beyond the judgements of this world; high above its
mists and confusions.
CHAPTER FIVE
Ruined
Mr Edmund Sparkler and his wife Fanny were now living in their
own house. It was a small, inconvenient house, but it was in a good area of
London. Fanny, when she heard about the deaths of her father and uncle,
had cried violently for twelve hours. Then she had got up to decide which
new black dresses she was going to wear.
One hot summer evening, about three months later, Fanny lay on the
sofa in her sitting room. She looked through the open window, over boxes
of flowers, across the narrow street, at the open window of the house
opposite. She was tired of that view. She looked at her husband, who was
standing at the other window. She was tired of that view, too.
'If you have anything to say, Edmund, why don't you say it?' said
Fanny, impatiently.
Mr Sparkler came across the room and stood by his wife's side.
'This day feels like the longest day ever,' said Fanny, yawning. 'I've
never experienced such a long day. Edmund, we must not be alone any
more. I really cannot, and will not, have another day like this.'
'Dearest Amy, yes!' cried Fanny. 'Poor little Amy will no doubt have
felt Father's loss deeply. I have felt it myself, terribly, of course, but she was
with him to the end, which I, unhappily, was not. Dear, dear Father! What a
gentleman he was!' There was a long, low knock on the door downstairs,
and a few moments later, a servant brought Mr Merdle into the room.
'I was out for a walk, and I thought I'd visit you,' he said, passing his
hand over his yellow forehead. 'I was going out to dinner with Mrs Merdle,
but I didn't want to eat, so Mrs Merdle went on in the coach.' He sat down
on the chair which Mr Sparkler had offered him.
'Thank you,' said Fanny. 'You don't often visit people. You're too busy
for that. But you must eat; you must not be ill!'
'Oh! I'm as well as I usually am,' replied Mr Merdle, and then became
silent again.
'I was just speaking about poor Father,' began Fanny. She felt she had
to continue the conversation. 'My brother has been ill, and that has delayed
arranging Father's fortune.'
'Yes, yes,' said Mr Merdle. 'There has been a delay.' He looked
exhausted. He passed his hand over his head again.
'Will you meet Mrs Merdle and take the coach home?' asked Fanny.
Conversation with Mr Merdle was so difficult!
'No,' he answered. 'I shall walk home, and leave Mrs Merdle to take
care of herself.' He looked closely at his hands.
There was then a long silence. Fanny, lying on her sofa, shut her eyes.
'Edmund,' said Fanny, 'open the wooden box on my little table, and
give Mr Merdle the tortoiseshell penknife.'
Mr Sparkler opened the box and gave Mr Merdle the penknife. The
famous visitor shook hands gently with Mrs Sparkler, and went out of the
room with Mr Sparkler. After a moment, Mrs Sparkler got up and went to
the window for a breath of air. She was sure that it was the longest day ever,
and she was tired of fools. Tears of annoyance filled her eyes, as she
watched the great Mr Merdle walk away down the street.
***
The news that Mr Merdle was dead spread through London with
surprising speed. At first, he was dead of all the diseases that had ever been
known. He had had a problem with his heart, some said, or water on his
chest, others thought. But by lunchtime, people were whispering all over
London that Mr Merdle had killed himself. Soon, everybody knew that he
had been found at the public baths shortly before midnight the night before,
a tortoiseshell penknife by his side.
As the day passed, the talk changed again. Mr Merdle had never had
any money of his own; he had spent other people's money - lots of it, and
without any care! By evening, everyone knew that the great Mr Merdle had
been a thief. The man who had been honoured by the great, who had
advised government officials, who had been invited to important dinners,
respected by all society, was simply the greatest thief who had ever cheated
the nation.
The next morning, Pancks rushed into Arthur's office. The talk of the
day before had become public: Mr Merdle's bank was broken. The usual
work of Arthur's office had stopped.
Arthur sat with his arms on the desk, his head buried in his hands.
Pancks stood at the door of the office. 'I persuaded you to do it, Mr
Clennam,' he said at last. 'I know it. Say anything you want. You can't say
more than I'm thinking myself.'
'Oh, Pancks, Pancks!' said Arthur. 'I have ruined Doyce! That honest,
tireless man, who has worked hard all his life; the man who in spite of so
much disappointment has kept such a good and hopeful nature; the man
who trusted me to be his partner. I intended to be so true and useful to him.
I have ruined him!'
Pancks held his head in his hands, and started tearing at his hair in a
cruel manner. 'Blame me!' he cried. 'Say, "You fool, you criminal!"'
'If we had never talked about Mr Merdle, it would have been so much
better for you, Pancks, and so much better for me.'
'Everything,' said Clennam, wiping away the tears that had been
silently dropping down his face. 'I must give up the management of the
business. I must save Doyce's name. The sooner the business goes out of
my hands, the better. I must keep nothing for myself. I must work to pay
him back as much as I can, for the rest of my life.'
'Is it not possible, sir, to wait for a while and see if things get better?'
asked Pancks.
'Impossible, Pancks,' said Arthur. 'All last night I thought about what I
would do, and now I just have to do it.'
'I have a friend who is a lawyer, Mr Clennam. May I fetch him for
you?'
'If you can spare the time, Pancks, I would be most grateful.' With the
help of Pancks's lawyer friend, Arthur wrote to all his creditors, informing
them that his partner was innocent and that he, Arthur, was wholly to blame
for what had happened. He gave his small private savings to pay some of
the debts. But a few days later, the creditors' lawyers came to Arthur's office
to take him to the debtors' prison.
'Now, you know what the Marshalsea is,' said his lawyer. 'Small
rooms. Very crowded. You'd be much better in the King's Bench.'
'I would rather go to the Marshalsea,' said Arthur, 'than to any other
prison.'
When their coach arrived outside the high walls of the Marshalsea,
Mr Chivery was waiting at the gate, and Young John, too. They were
astonished to see who the new prisoner was.
'I don't remember, sir, that I was ever less glad to see you,' said Mr
Chivery, shaking hands with Arthur.
Arthur sat in the jailers' room by the gate, his eyes fixed on the floor,
until Young John touched him on the shoulder and said, 'You can come
now.'
Arthur got up and followed Young John, through the old door, up the
old stairs, and into the old room.
'I thought you'd like this room, so here it is for you,' said Young John,
and he turned and left.
When he was gone, Arthur thought of the good, gentle creature who
had spent so much time in this room. He wished with all his heart that he
could see her face, full of love and truth. He turned against the wall, and as
the tears rolled down his face, he cried, 'Oh, my Little Dorrit!'
CHAPTER SIX
A New Prisoner
The day was sunny, and the Marshalsea, with the hot sun shining on
it, was unusually quiet. Arthur dropped into the only armchair in the room,
and sat thinking. In the unnatural peace of the prison, his thoughts returned
constantly to Little Dorrit, and how much the dear creature had influenced
his better decisions.
'Excuse me for opening the door, sir, but I couldn't make you hear.'
Looking up, Arthur realized that it was late in the afternoon. He had
been thinking for hours.
'Your things have come,' said Mr Chivery. 'Young John will bring
them up for you now. Can I do anything for you?'
'Many thanks. Nothing.'
Mr Chivery went out and shut the door, and ten minutes later his son
carried Arthur's box of personal things into his room.
'I don't think I can shake your hand,' he said. 'No; I find I can't!'
Arthur looked at him, puzzled. 'Why are you angry with me?' he said.
'If I've done anything to offend you, I'm sorry.'
'I'd rather not talk about it, sir,' said Young John. But after a moment,
he said softly, 'The furniture in this room belongs to me. You're welcome to
it. And that little round table belonged to the great gentleman who recently
died.'
They were both silent. It was Young John again who spoke.
'The more reason you should eat, sir,' said John. 'I'm going to have tea
in my room. Please come and drink a cup with me.'
Arthur stood up and followed Young John to his room. It was Little
Dorrit's old room, now repainted, and more comfortably furnished, but
Arthur remembered it clearly from that day when the Dorrits had left the
prison forever, and he had lifted her unconscious body from the floor.
Young John looked hard at Arthur. 'I see you remember the room, Mr
Clennam?'
Young John began to make tea, while Arthur stood at the window.
The room spoke to him so sadly of Little Dorrit. He laid his hand on the
wall gently, and imagined that he touched her; he spoke her name in a low
voice. He looked out of the window at the spikes on the walls, and
imagined her in that distant land where she was rich and successful.
Young John put bread, butter, cold meat, and fresh vegetables on the
table, and poured the tea. Arthur tried to eat, but the meat sickened him and
the bread seemed to turn to sand in his mouth. He could only drink a cup of
tea.
'Truly,' said Arthur with a sad smile, 'I have no one to take care of
myself for.'
'Well, sir,' said Young John hotly. 'I am surprised that an honest
gentleman can give me an answer like that. Really and truly, I am
surprised!'
Young John stood up, and then sat down again, never taking his eyes
off Arthur.
'Why did I get you the room that you'd like best? Why did I give you
my furniture? Why did I carry up your things? Not because of your own
goodness, no, but because of someone else's goodness.'
'What is this, John? What can you mean?' cried Arthur. 'I tell you, I do
not understand.'
'What, John?'
'For whom?'
'You,' said Young John. And he touched Arthur lightly on the shoulder
and then sat down again, with a pale face, shaking his head.
Arthur was shocked. He looked at Young John and his hands dropped
at his sides: his whole appearance was of a man who has been woken from
sleep.
'Ah!' gasped Young John. 'I, mistaken, sir? No, Mr Clennam, don't tell
me that. It's nearly killed me with pain. Don't tell me that I'm mistaken.' He
wiped his eyes, as tears rolled down his face.
Arthur could not speak. At last, he went slowly back to his room, and
sat down in the old armchair, putting his head between his hands. Little
Dorrit loved him! Dear Little Dorrit! He had always called her 'child', and
had told her that he felt he was getting old. But perhaps she had not thought
of him as old. Was there something on his own side that he had quietened as
it rose in him? He took out her letter from his box and read it again. He
seemed to hear her voice in the words.
Had he whispered to himself that he must not think of her loving him;
that he must remember that the time had passed him by, and he was too
saddened and old?
Looking back at his own poor story, he saw that Little Dorrit was the
centre of his every interest. When she had left England, everything that was
good and pleasant in his life had gone, and beyond there was nothing but a
darkened sky. He thought of this as he lay down to sleep inside the grey
walls of the Marshalsea, and all night the thoughts went around his head.
Little Dorrit was in Arthur's mind constantly after this, but he was not
strong enough to guard against misery. He stayed inside his room and was
too depressed to make friends with the other prisoners, who did not trust
him. Night after night, unable to sleep, he sat at his window, watching the
lamps in the yard and looking upwards for the first sight of day. A burning
restlessness built up inside him, and a belief that he was going to break his
own heart and die in prison. He hated the prison so much that sometimes he
could hardly breathe, and he stood at the window, gasping. After a few
weeks, he developed a low, slow fever. He was responsible for the failure of
Doyce's business, and memories of his foolishness never left his mind.
Mr Plornish visited him, with a basket of food, but Arthur did not
want to see him, and wrote to ask him not to come again. Young John
looked in every day, but Arthur always pretended to be busy writing.
***
Painfully, he lifted his head and saw some wonderful flowers by the
teacup on his table: a handful of the most lovely flowers. Nothing had ever
appeared so beautiful to him. He took them up and smelled them, and lifted
them to his hot head. He wondered who had sent them. He tried to drink
some tea, but the smell of it was horrible.
He began to dream again, and in his dream, music was playing softly,
and the door of his room seemed to open to a light touch. After a moment's
pause, a quiet figure seemed to stand there, with a black cloak. It seemed to
drop the cloak on the floor, and then it seemed to be his Little Dorrit in her
old, shabby dress. It seemed to tremble, and to smile, and then to burst into
tears.
He tried to wake up properly, and cried out. And then she came
towards him, and with her tears dropping on him as the rain had dropped
upon the flowers, Little Dorrit knelt on the floor beside his chair.
Little Dorrit put a hand upon his head, and nursed him as she had
nursed her father when she was just a child.
When Arthur could speak, he said, 'You have really come to me? And
in this dress?'
'I hoped you would like me better in this dress. I've always kept it
near me to remind me,' she said softly. 'It was only yesterday evening that I
came to London with my brother. Then I heard that you were here. I was
thinking of you so anxiously, and it seemed so long until morning. Did you
think of me a little?'
'I have thought of you, Little Dorrit, every day, every hour, every
minute, since I have been here.'
He saw the bright delight of her face, and he felt ashamed. He, a
broken, poor, sick prisoner.
Little Dorrit unpacked a basket that she had brought with her. There
were cool drinks, pieces of chicken, and fruit. Then she sat next to him,
sewing a curtain for his window. She often looked up at him, as he lay back
in his chair watching her. Words could not express how dearly he loved her
now. She would not let him speak, but now and again she got up to give
him a drink.
The sun went down, and she was still there. She finished her work,
and put her hand on the arm of his chair.
He softly answered her. 'No, dear Little Dorrit. I must not hear of such
an idea. I can never accept it. I will never touch your fortune, never! I am
not desperate enough to carry you - so generous, so good - down with me.'
'Oh, don't tell me that I must not come back any more!' she cried.
'I am not brave enough to say that. But do not come again soon, do
not come often. You belong to much brighter and better places.'
Little Dorrit left Arthur and slowly crossed the yard. The gate shut
heavily and hopelessly behind her.
'She gave me a message for you.' Young John hesitated, and took a
deep breath.
'"Promise to take care of him, when I'm not there. Tell him that I send
him my undying love." That's what she said. There's my hand, sir, and I'll
stand by you forever!'
CHAPTER SEVEN
Unfinished Business
One evening, when the sun was low, Rigaud turned in at the gate of
the old house and knocked loudly at the door. Mr Flintwinch opened the
door and the two men went upstairs to Mrs Clennam's quiet room. The
window was wide open and Affery sat near it, sewing.
Affery threw her sewing down and stood up. 'No, I won't! I'll stay
here, and hear everything. I will.'
'Don't come near me!' cried Affery. 'I'll throw myself out of the
window! I'll scream!'
'I do, yes. I will stay to hear what I don't know. I turn against both of
you, and I won't be frightened any more, I won't! I'm here to serve Mr
Clennam when he has nothing left, and is ill and in prison and can't be here.'
'I am the softest and sweetest of gentlemen, but when people try to
play games with me, I become terribly angry. And when that happens,
feeding my anger is as important to me as money. Now, let me remind you
about our first two meetings.'
'Ah, but I want to. And it clears the way. The first time I came here, I
was able to look at one or two things in the house. They proved to me that I
had found the lady I was looking for. I told our dear Mr Flintwinch that I
would return. And return I did. The second time, I told you that I had
something to sell, which, if not bought, would put madam in a difficult
position. I asked for, I think, one thousand pounds. Will you correct me?'
Forced to speak, she replied, 'You asked for one thousand pounds.'
'Now I ask for two. That is the problem with delaying. So now,
madam, I am here for the last time. The last!'
'I tell you again, as I told you before, that we are not rich here, as you
suppose,' said Mrs Clennam. 'You told me that you have some papers, and I
wish to get those papers back from you. The papers might be worth some
money to me.'
'How much, then, madam? Tell me!' He turned on her suddenly with a
threatening movement of his hand, seeming to want to hit her.
'I cannot say how much they are worth until I know exactly what they
are.'
Rigaud got off the table and sat down near her sofa. 'Let me tell you a
little family history, then. A history of a strange marriage, and a strange
mother, and of revenge. Yes, yes? I think your heart is beating a little faster,
madam... So let me begin this little history. An uncle and his nephew live
here, in this house. The uncle is a strong-minded old gentleman; the nephew
is shy and frightened.'
Affery was trembling from head to foot. 'Yes, that's Arthur's father
and his uncle!' she cried out. 'Arthur's father couldn't even choose his own
wife - his uncle chose her!'
'Madam, I see that I interest you. Let us go on! The nephew does as
he is told. But one day the lady discovers a terrible secret about her
husband. Full of anger, full of jealousy, she plans her revenge. Because the
secret is that her husband has -'
Mrs Clennam was breathing harder, and her lips were trembling.
'Her husband has -' Rigaud went on. 'What does her husband have?
Say, then, madam!'
More than forty years had passed over the grey head of Mrs Clennam
since the time she was remembering. Forty years of suffering and anger.
'I forced my husband to tell me the woman's name and address, and I
went to see her. I accused her, and she fell at my feet, hiding her face,' Mrs
Clennam went on, burning with anger. 'She told me how young she was,
how difficult my husband's life had been, and how ashamed they both were.
And what did I ask? What was the punishment I asked from her? "You have
a child; I have none. You love that child; give him to me. He will believe
that he is my son, and everyone will believe that he is mine. His father will
promise never to see you again, and you will promise never to communicate
with either him or your son." That was all.'
She picked up the watch from the table, opened it, and looked at the
letters inside.
'They did not forget. If Arthur was a daily reminder to his father, and
if Arthur's absence was a daily pain to his mother, that was only fair. I
raised her lost, trembling boy in fear, and he paid the price for the wrongs
that were heavy on his head before he was even born. When Arthur's father
died, he sent this watch back to me, with its Do Not Forget.'
'It was not for the money, you fool.' Mrs Clennam moved in her chair,
and almost tried to stand up. 'At the end of his life, my husband's uncle, in a
moment of weakness, wrote a new will leaving some money to Arthur's
mother.'
Rigaud clapped his hands in her face. 'One thousand pounds was
supposed to go to Arthur's mother,' he said. 'Or, if she was dead, one
thousand pounds to the daughter of her patron, or, if he had none, to the
youngest niece of her patron. And that patron was Mr Frederick Dorrit!'
'That Frederick Dorrit!' said Mrs Clennam. 'He kept a house for
singers and players, when he was young and healthy. He raised that poor
girl, because she could sing, and then Arthur's father met her. So yes, I kept
that new will a secret, and kept it here with me in this house, for many
years. I did not bring it to light because it rewarded wrong-doing. It was a
moment of madness by my husband's uncle. When the will was at last
destroyed - as I thought - Frederick Dorrit had long been ruined. He had no
daughter. I had found the youngest niece, Little Dorrit, and what I did for
her was much better than money.'
'When you told me about that will, I advised you to destroy it, but no,
you wanted to keep it. You hid that paper away until we were expecting
Arthur home any day. He had not been back in this room ten minutes, when
he spoke of his father's watch. So I put the will in a box, locked it, and gave
it to my brother, who came here that night on his way to Antwerp. The next
day, you asked me to burn it, but my brother had already taken it with him.'
'Where I met him!' laughed Rigaud. 'So tired after his long journey
that he slept like a baby and never even noticed when I took the paper from
him!'
Mrs Clennam dropped her head in her hand. Her other hand pushed
hard on the table, and again she seemed almost ready to stand up.
'I do not have two thousand pounds to give you now,' she said to
Rigaud. 'What will you take for your silence?'
'My sweet lady,' said Rigaud. 'I have given a copy of the will to
another. If you delay until the Marshalsea gate is shut tonight, your son
Arthur will have read it.'
She put her two hands to her head, let out a loud cry, and pulled
herself to her feet. For a moment, her body shook, but then she stood
strong.
'Before I came here tonight, I gave a copy of the will to Miss Dorrit,
the little niece of Mr Frederick, who I met abroad. Unless someone takes it
back before the Marshalsea bell rings tonight, she will give it to your son!'
'Don't, don't! Where are you going? I'll keep your secret. Don't go out;
you'll fall dead in the street. Tell me where you've kept Arthur's poor
mother, and I'll nurse her.'
Mrs Clennam did not listen to her. 'Wait here until I come back!' she
said to Rigaud, and ran out of the house and then wildly through the gate
and into the street.
For a moment, the others stood still. Affery was the first to move. She
ran downstairs and outside, following Mrs Clennam. Next, Mr Flintwinch
went slowly to the door, in his sideways manner, without a word.
Rigaud was left alone. He sat by the window. 'You will get your
money,' he said to himself. 'You have lived a gentleman; you will die a
gentleman.'
CHAPTER EIGHT
The summer sun was going down behind the houses and the streets
were beginning to darken as a woman dressed in black, and with a pale,
wild face, walked through the streets. She moved rapidly, but was weak and
uncertain. People stopped to look at her as she rushed by. She crossed the
bridge, and arrived at last at the gate of the Marshalsea.
'Yes, she is,' said Mr Chivery. 'Can I ask your name, madam?'
'Mrs Clennam.'
She hesitated, then nodded, and he took her upstairs to a room where
she could wait. The room looked down into the darkening yard, where
prisoners were walking slowly around, talking to friends. The air was heavy
and hot, and from outside there was a rush of sounds. Mrs Clennam stood at
the window until she heard a soft word of surprise, and Little Dorrit stood
before her.
'Is it possible, Mrs Clennam? You are better -' said Little Dorrit. Then
she stopped, for there was neither happiness nor health in the face that
turned to her.
'I've come to collect some papers that were left with you,' said Mrs
Clennam, anxiously.
Little Dorrit took out the packet.
Frightened by her being there, like a picture that had come to life,
Little Dorrit answered, 'No.'
'Read them.'
Little Dorrit opened the packet, and stood by the window to read the
papers, crying out a few times in terror and astonishment. When she had
finished, she looked around at Mrs Clennam.
'I think so. I'm afraid so. But I feel so sorry, and so full of pity, that I
can't follow all I've read,' said Little Dorrit, trembling.
'I will give back what I owe you. Forgive me. Can you forgive me?'
Mrs Clennam knelt down.
'I can, and I do! I forgive you freely. Please get up; you are too old to
kneel. Let me help you.' Little Dorrit took Mrs Clennam's hands and helped
her to stand.
'I have something to ask,' said Mrs Clennam. 'I beg you not to tell
Arthur about this until I am dead.'
'I'm so sorry and my thoughts are confused,' said Little Dorrit. 'But if I
am sure that knowing this will do Mr Clennam no good, I will not tell him.'
'Thank you!' Mrs Clennam stood in the shadow, so Little Dorrit could
not see her face, but her voice was strong and broken at the same time.
'You will wonder, perhaps, why I am telling you this, and not him. I
was always hard with Arthur. He never loved me, but he always respected
me. I don't want to lose his respect, while I'm alive.' Her pride was very
strong, and the pain of it was sharp when she spoke.
The first warning bell began to ring in the yard below.
'I have something else to ask you!' cried Mrs Clennam. 'The man who
brought you this packet is waiting at my house. He has threatened that you
will tell Arthur everything if I don't pay him, but I do not have enough
money. Will you come and tell him that you already know the truth?'
Little Dorrit agreed, and they left the prison together. It was a long,
light summer evening and the sky was calm and beautiful. People sat at
their doors, playing with their children and enjoying the air. They had
arrived near the gate of Mrs Clennam's house when there was a sudden
noise like thunder.
In one quick moment, they saw the old house in front of them, with
Rigaud sitting at the open window upstairs. Another thundering sound, and
the house moved, opened apart in fifty places, and fell slowly into ruins, as
they watched. Deafened by the noise, covered with the dust, they hid their
faces in terror, and stood unable to move.
Then, they ran back from the gate and towards the main road, crying
and shouting. There, Mrs Clennam dropped to the ground; and from that
hour, she never moved a finger again, or spoke a single word for the rest of
her life. Affery had been looking for them at the prison, and she came up
now to help Mrs Clennam into a neighbour's house, and to look after her.
Affery had been right about her facts, and wrong about the reasons for
them. The noises in the old house had been the sounds of the building
weakening for years, and finally it had fallen. When the great storm of dust
cleared, and the summer night was calm again, people came to dig through
the ruins.
Rigaud had been killed by the falling bricks and wood. But Mr
Flintwinch was never found. Perhaps he had left the house before it fell.
Perhaps he had taken as much money as he could find and escaped from
London. Perhaps the reports that were heard many times of a bent, old
Englishman living in Amsterdam, who walked sideways and looked very
like Mr Flintwinch, were really true.
***
Arthur continued to lie very ill in the Marshalsea. Little Dorrit was
there every day, thinking for him, working for him, and watching him.
Outside the Marshalsea, she was looking after others, too: Fanny, who
always wanted comfort but was determined not to be comforted; and her
brother Edward, who was weak and proud and could do nothing for
himself.
When she stopped reading, Little Dorrit brought her chair closer to his
side.
'Have you been here many times when I have not seen you, Little
Dorrit?' he asked.
'Every day?'
'I think,' said Little Dorrit after hesitating, 'that I have been here at
least twice every day.'
'Dear Little Dorrit, we must learn to say goodbye again. You must
stop coming here and go back to your own life. We must follow our
different paths which lead so far apart. You haven't forgotten what we said
together when you came back?'
'Oh no, I haven't forgotten! But something has -' she hesitated. 'You
feel quite strong today, don't you? Do you feel strong enough to know what
a great fortune I've got?'
'I shall be very glad to know. No fortune can be too great for Little
Dorrit.'
'I've been so wanting to tell you.' She looked at him silently. There
was something happy and proud in her face, but he thought she might break
into tears in a moment. 'I must tell you about Fanny first,' she said. 'You will
be sorry to hear that poor Fanny has lost everything. She has nothing left
but her husband's income. All the money that Father gave her was in Mr
Merdle's bank, and it has all gone.'
Arthur was more sad than surprised. 'I had feared so, because of the
connection between her husband and Mr Merdle.'
'Yes, I am very sorry for poor Fanny. My poor brother, too, has lost
his money in the same way. But how much do you think my own great
fortune is?'
'I have nothing in the world! I am as poor as when I lived here! Father
put all his money in Mr Merdle's bank, and it has all gone. Now, my dearest
Arthur, you can share my fortune.' She looked up at him, and she felt his
tears on her face. 'We shall never say goodbye again! I never was rich
before, I never was proud before, I never was happy. I would rather spend
my life here with you, than have the greatest fortune ever. I love you dearly!
I wish Father could know my happiness, in this room where he suffered for
so many years.'
***
The autumn days went on. One morning, as Arthur listened for Little
Dorrit's light feet, he heard her coming, but not alone.
'Dear Arthur,' said her happy voice outside the door. 'You have a
visitor. May I bring someone in?'
'He's not poor; he's doing well. Doyce has been very successful
abroad. He's fallen on his feet. I tell you, you wouldn't believe it if you saw
the wonderful things he's doing over there. He doesn't need the
Circumlocution Office any more, he has managed without them!'
'What a load you take from my mind!' cried Arthur. 'What happiness
you give me!'
Doyce ran in from behind the door and caught Arthur with both
hands.
'I have two things to say, my dear Clennam,' said Doyce. 'First, not a
word more from you about the past. You made a mistake, and you will learn
from the failure. Every failure teaches a man something, and you are too
sensible a man not to learn from this one. Secondly, I'm sorry that you felt
your mistake so painfully. I've been travelling day and night to get home.
Mr Meagles and I put the business right again, and it needs you more than
ever. My dear Clennam, your old office is waiting for you. There is nothing
to keep you here half an hour longer!'
There was silence, which was not broken until Arthur had stood for
some time at the window, and Little Dorrit had gone to him.
'I can see that I made a mistake when I said that there is nothing to
keep you here half an hour longer,' said Doyce then. 'Am I right in thinking
that we need to organize a wedding?'
And so the day ended, and then the night, and the morning came, and
Little Dorrit, in a simple dress, came into the prison with the sunshine. The
poor prison room was a happy place that morning. Where in the world was
there a room so full of quiet happiness?
Afterwards, they paused for a moment, looking along the street in the
autumn morning sunshine. Then they went down the steps into a quiet life
of usefulness and happiness, to give a mother's care, in time, to Fanny's
children - and to their own, too - while that lady went into society every
day. They went down to be a nurse and friend to Tip, who was never
ashamed of the great demands he made on his sister. They went quietly
down to move along the noisy streets, happy and inseparable, through
sunshine and shade.
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