A Prayer for Owen Meany Overview
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Chapter 3 Quotes
and one way for her to get her power back is to humiliate
them in turn. It made [Owen] furious when I suggested that anything
was an “accident”—especially anything that had happened to
him; on the subject of predestination, Owen Meany would
accuse Calvin of bad faith. There were no accidents; there was
“Your friend is most original,” Dan Needham said, with the a reason for that baseball—just as there was a reason for Owen
greatest respect. “Don’t you see, Johnny? If he could, he being small, and a reason for his voice. In Owen’s opinion, he had
would cut off his hands for you—that’s how it makes him feel, to INTERRUPTED AN ANGEL, he had DISTURBED AN ANGEL
have touched that baseball bat, to have swung that bat with AT WORK, he had UPSET THE SCHEME OF THINGS.
those results. It’s how we all feel—you and me and Owen. We’ve
lost a part of ourselves.” And Dan picked up the wrecked
armadillo and began to experiment with it on my night table, Related Characters: Owen Meany, John Wheelwright
trying—as I had tried—to find a position that allowed the beast (speaker), John’s Mother / Tabitha Wheelwright
to stand, or even to lie down, with any semblance of comfort or
dignity; it was quite impossible… Related Themes:
Related Characters: Mrs. Hoyt, John Wheelwright Tabitha’s funeral to witness the grief of the most superior of
(speaker) them all, Harriet, and to testify that even she and hers were
not immune to the strict standards of morality that have
Related Themes: governed their lives for so long. Conceiving an illegitimate
child had been a considered a great sin in Puritanical New
Page Number: 131 England societies since the days of The Scarlet Letter.
Explanation and Analysis Decades later, most of these women remain opposed to
allowing women any more autonomy over their bodies and
When John thinks back to Tabitha’s funeral, he reflects on their sexuality. They are still obsessed with dictating what
the people there who would die in the years afterward, like women like Tabitha should wear—if not a red letter A on her
Mrs. Hoyt’s son. After Tabitha’s accidental death, the town chest, then certainly not a white dress on her wedding day.
is marked by a large number of deaths related to the Tabitha refused to play by their rules, and she died for it,
Vietnam War. In a way, these deaths are even more tragic they think. John himself does not believe this to be true, and
than Tabitha’s because they could have been prevented by the book portrays Tabitha as a wonderful, strong-willed
the nation not expending its soldiers in such an unwise and woman who had more conviction and self-respect than the
unwinnable war. Mrs. Hoyt told John that it was right to man she had an affair with, and who certainly didn’t deserve
question the war and criticize the government if necessary, to die. When Tabitha wore red, it was on her own terms.
but most Americans found it unacceptable to challenge However, growing up in a community that demanded such
their leaders. In a way, their faith in their country was like modesty and subservience from its women still gave Tabitha
Owen’s faith in God; they needed to believe that their damaging notions about her sexuality. She was so
suffering had a purpose. The soldiers’ deaths were part of concerned about keeping her singing career within strict
some unknowable design for the greater good, not to be moral bounds that she invited her pastor to approve her
questioned or called meaningless. If they accepted that performance, leading them into their affair. Her sexuality
their sons were sacrificed for nothing, then their grief and was given so much scrutiny that she hated to be seen
rage would be overpowering. The difference is, Americans wearing her red dress. Men leered at her, and women
are not as helpless to change their government’s ways as judged her. She couldn’t win, and can’t even escape society’s
they are to change the will of God, and a government of men judgment after her death.
and women is infinitely more flawed than God’s judgment.
People should not neglect the power they have to influence
their mortal leaders and protect lives. Chapter 4 Quotes
Barb Wiggin looked at Owen as if she were revising her
opinion of how “cute” he was, and the rector observed Owen
All those same crones, as black and hunchbacked as crows with a detachment that was wholly out of character for an ex-
gathered around some roadkill—they came to the service pilot. The Rev. Mr. Wiggin, such a veteran of Christmas
as if to say: We acknowledge, O God, that Tabby Wheelwright pageants, looked at Owen Meany with profound respect—as if
was not allowed to get off scot-free. he’d seen the Christ Child come and go, but never before had
Getting off “scot-free” was a cardinal crime in New Hampshire. he encountered a little Lord Jesus who was so perfect for the
And by the birdy alertness visible in the darting eyes of my part.
grandmother’s crones, I could tell that—in their view—my
mother had not escaped her just reward.
Related Characters: John Wheelwright (speaker), Rev.
Dudley Wiggin, Owen Meany, Barb Wiggin
Related Characters: John Wheelwright (speaker), John’s
Grandmother / Harriet Wheelwright, John’s Mother / Related Themes:
Tabitha Wheelwright
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Related Themes:
Explanation and Analysis
Page Number: 132 This passage shows the Wiggins changing their opinion of
Owen, who has been cast in their pageant. Even from a
Explanation and Analysis young age, Owen shows the world that he is more
The elderly women of Gravesend’s traditional elite attend formidable than he may appear. His diminutive size and his
piercing, childlike voice cause people to underestimate him, that Owen insists on practicing the repetitive, ridiculous
to his immense frustration—he can’t stand people taking slam-dunk shot, and is a faithful accomplice to Owen at the
him lightly. Most superficial misconceptions about Owen climactic moment of Owen’s heroic sacrifice. He never
are quickly corrected, though, as he is a master of eclipsing outgrows his “Joseph” role, though, even when Owen
others’ expectations. The effect he can wield upon people is Meany is gone. He follows Owen’s posthumous instructions
remarkable, and from this point on John begins to liken him to go to Canada, and spends the rest of his life praying for
to Jesus Christ himself—whom Owen is about to play in the Owen to come back. He never prays to be given a purpose
Christmas pageant. Owen’s innate understanding of human in his own life.
nature is unparalleled, and once he reaches the age in which
he can put his understanding to use, he becomes a powerful
force to be reckoned with, compensating for his delicate Sexual stereotypes did not fall, [Amanda] liked to say, from
appearance with a fearless way of carrying himself and a
the clear blue sky; books were the major influences upon
commanding way of speaking.
children—and books that had boys being boys, and girls being
girls, were among the worst offenders! Tom Sawyer and
Huckleberry Finn, for example; they were an education in
Chapter 5 Quotes condescension to women—all by themselves, they created
“He sounds a little sicker than I had in mind,” Dan told me sexual stereotypes! Wuthering Heights, for example: how that
on our way back to town. “I may have to play the Ghost of book taught a woman to submit to a man made Amanda
Christmas Yet to Come myself. Or maybe—if Owen’s too Dowling “see red,” as she would say.
sick—maybe you can take the part.”
But I was just a Joseph; I felt that Owen Meany had already Related Characters: John Wheelwright, Amanda and
chosen me for the only part I could play. Arthur Dowling (speaker)
Chapter 6 Quotes
“YOU CAN’T TAKE A MIRACLE AND JUST SHOW IT!” Related Themes:
[Owen] said indignantly. “YOU CAN’T PROVE A
MIRACLE—YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE IT! IF THE RED SEA Page Number: 283
ACTUALLY PARTED, IT DIDN’T LOOK LIKE THAT,” he said. “IT Explanation and Analysis
DIDN’T LOOK LIKE ANYTHING—IT’S NOT A PICTURE
ANYONE CAN EVEN IMAGINE!” Similarly to Owen’s principled declaration that “YOU CAN’T
PROVE A MIRACLE—YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE IT,” he
and John think that it is necessary to believe in the miracle
Related Characters: Owen Meany of the resurrection in order to truly be a Christian.
Christmas is secondary, because while no one still living
Related Themes: witnessed the birth of Jesus, countless other births take
place every day; it is a routine part of life. It is therefore
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easier to believe that a holy child could be born than to
Explanation and Analysis believe that a person could come back from the dead, which
will never happen in most people’s lifetimes, no matter how
Owen objects to biblical films that try to recreate
hard they may pray. People have no proof at all that the
miraculous events—most notably “The Ten
resurrection could have occurred, let alone that it is
Commandments” starring Charlton Heston. Owen doesn’t
promised to all of God’s faithful, and even the elder John
believe in making a miracle appear so convincing on screen
himself is still struck with doubt. He has seen Owen
that it could be real. In the first place, he doesn’t think that
Meany’s miraculous martyrdom, but he has not seen Owen
people should need to witness any miracle in order to
come back to life, despite addressing prayer after prayer to
bolster their faith: “YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE IT!” In
God asking Him to “please give [Owen] back!” The fact that
the second place, he doesn’t want humans to have the
John doesn’t give up on his prayers—“I shall keep asking
arrogance to think they could actually envision a miracle:
You” is the final line of the book—suggests that he still
“IT’S NOT A PICTURE ANYONE CAN EVEN IMAGINE!”
believes God can give Owen back. He still believes in the
Ironically, Owen in earlier chapters seemed to care very
resurrection. He may hate Christmas, to the horror of his
much about trying to direct as faithful a scene of the
fellow parishioners, but he has not given up on Easter.
Nativity as possible. He wanted the portrayal of Jesus’s
miraculous birth to be true to his vision of it, down to the
costumes and the music. Of course, he allowed his own ego
to interfere in his design, and the show was an utter In both classes, Pastor Merrill preached his doubt-is-the-
disaster. Perhaps from this failure he learned that humans essence-of-and-not-the-opposite-of-faith philosophy; it
cannot presume to visualize or depict a miracle. Yet John was a point of view that interested Owen more than it had once
himself seems to violate Owen’s principles when he says interested him. The apparent secret was “belief without
that he became a Christian only after witnessing Owen’s miracles”; a faith that needed a miracle was not a faith at all.
miracle, and he depicts this miracle in the writing of the Don’t ask for proof—that was Mr. Merrill’s routine message.
book itself. Human faith is impossibly flawed; it struggles to “BUT EVERYONE NEEDS A LITTLE PROOF,” said Owen
take root in the absence of proof. Meany.
“Faith itself is a miracle, Owen,” said Pastor Merrill. “The first
miracle that I believe in is my own faith itself.”
Anyone can be sentimental about the Nativity; any fool can
feel like a Christian at Christmas. But Easter is the main
event; if you don’t believe in the resurrection, you’re not a Related Characters: Rev. Lewis Merrill, Owen Meany
believer. (speaker)
“IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE IN EASTER,” Owen Meany said. Related Themes:
“DON’T KID YOURSELF—DON’T CALL YOURSELF A
CHRISTIAN.” Page Number: 314
already shown himself to be susceptible to the temptation possibly be an instrument of God—such an idea is only a
of reenacting a miracle like the Nativity, and perhaps he delusion that the mad believe. But incredulous as John is, or
cannot live up to his own lofty standards for faith. He may pretends to be, he never truly quits on Owen and the shot.
also be playing devil’s advocate against Merrill’s ideas for Owen sees the shot as the ultimate exercise of faith—he
the sake of argument, exaggerating his skepticism. Ironically, doesn’t yet know exactly why it’s so important to master,
Merrill is the one who has already lost his faith after but he has a gut feeling that God wants him to learn it. Every
witnessing what he believes to have been an act of divine time Owen listens to his intuition and practices the shot, he
retribution for a wicked prayer of his. He took Tabitha’s is practicing his faith. Even after he has the recurring dream
death as proof that God had heard his prayer and turned his that finally illustrates how he will use the shot to save many
back on him, while Owen took Tabitha’s death as proof that lives, practicing the shot still means keeping faith in God’s
God had chosen him to be his servant. Both Merrill and plan. God never gives John a clear sense of why the shot
Owen tend to interpret events as “proof” of God’s will more matters, but John always manages to keep his faith in Owen
readily than they will admit to doing. Indeed, Merrill later and Owen’s connection to God.
believes that a divine message comes to him from a dummy
that John plants in the church flowerbeds. It’s almost an
elitist way of thinking, for the preacher to proclaim that the
According to The New York Times, a new poll has revealed
faithful should not live their lives expecting to hear the word
that most Americans believe that President Reagan is
of God, because God will not speak to most people—but he
lying; what they should be asked is, Do they care?”
speaks to Merrill.
John does not pretend that his faith comes from anything
Related Characters: John Wheelwright (speaker)
other than witnessing what he believes to be a true miracle
in Owen’s death, and he doesn’t doubt what he saw pr what
Related Themes:
it meant, even when others—even Merrill—would try to
convince him that he did not see a true miracle or find true Page Number: 377
faith. The book itself is a testimony to the miracle he saw,
the proof that flawed humans crave despite themselves. Explanation and Analysis
As an adult, John frequently criticizes the American people
for failing to pay enough attention to their leaders’ vices. As
Chapter 7 Quotes long as their own lives aren’t affected, they don’t mind what
“IF WE CAN DO IT IN UNDER FOUR SECONDS, WE their government does to other people. The majority of
CAN DO IT IN UNDER THREE,” he said. “IT JUST TAKES A Americans aren’t interested in rigorously defending ethics
LITTLE MORE FAITH.” and principles when they can just live their own lives in
peace and convince themselves that the president knows
“It takes more practice,” I told him irritably.
what’s best. A country’s unwillingness to challenge the
“FAITH TAKES PRACTICE,” said Owen Meany. government creates disastrous situations like the Vietnam
War, when most Americans continued to support the
Related Characters: John Wheelwright, Owen Meany government’s war, stubbornly denying the idea that the
(speaker) nation’s leaders could ever make such a mistake. John
himself used to be one such uncaring American, avoiding
Related Themes: anti-war protests and rallies because he didn’t like the type
of people who were the biggest activists. He later says that
Page Number: 346-347 he believed their vocal activism only hurt their cause, but he
would rather believe that than believe that he didn’t do
Explanation and Analysis
enough to prevent Owen Meany’s death at the hands of a
As John and Owen gradually approach the end of their psychopath whom the raging war drew into violence.
senior year, facing the possibility of going two separate Perhaps his later resentment of his indifferent countrymen
ways, John is losing patience with Owen’s quest to master is an outgrowth of self-hatred.
their trick basketball shot. Owen finally tells John that he
believes himself to be an instrument of God, which John
thinks is preposterous. He doesn’t think that anyone could
Related Themes:
John was baptized into the Congregational Church, confirmed John switched churches frequently throughout his life. The
in the Episcopalian Church, attended nondenominational numerous changes from one church to another suggest that John
church as a teenager, and then joined the Anglican Church did not have a strong individual will, and was content to go where
after moving from the United States to Canada twenty years others took him. He seems to have found a stubbornness later in
ago. When he dies, he would like to be buried in America, in his life, or perhaps he’s just clinging to the last place Owen pointed him,
home state of New Hampshire, but he wants his services as Irving later reveals that Owen told John to go to Canada.
performed in the Anglican Church before his body is taken
back to the United States.
However, despite John’s strong personal ties to the Anglican John’s faith is more flawed than many other believers’. Calling it a
Church, he acknowledges that he sometimes skips Sunday “church-rummage faith” suggests that it is worn and battered rather
services, and is far from being especially pious. He says he has a than polished and pristine, like old furniture donated to raise money
“church-rummage faith—the kind that needs patching up every at a church rummage sale. It is not perfect—but it can still be put to
weekend.” His limited faith only exists because of Owen Meany. good use.
John recalls how as children, he and his peers would take Irving shows the natural cruelty of humans through the actions of
advantage of Owen’s miniature size to entertain themselves uninhibited children. They amuse themselves with Owen’s body
during Sunday school. Owen was such a small child that his legs against his will. The notion of children easily lifting one of their own
didn’t hang over the edge of his chair, but stuck straight out. above their heads seems surreal, introducing the idea that Owen is
John and the rest of the class “couldn’t resist” lifting up the tiny somehow holy or separate from others.
Owen like an infant and passing him over their heads. They
thought his weightlessness was miraculous.
Owen’s unusually slight stature was a great contrast to his Owen’s survival as such a frail and delicate-looking child born to
family’s business, which was mining granite in the local quarry. such a rough livelihood was always rather miraculous. He was
It seemed absurd that he could come from a family who ran always so fundamentally ill-suited to the life he lived, first in the
such a rough and dangerous operation as granite mining. He quarry and later in the army, that his premature death seemed
looked very pale and fragile—“the color of a gravestone” or “a almost inevitable. After all, he was born “the color of a gravestone.”
pearl,” with nearly translucent skin and visible blue veins. His
stunted size and apparent fragility, among other things,
suggested that he was born prematurely.
The children’s Sunday school teacher was named Mrs. Walker, The opportunity for silent spiritual contemplation was valuable, but
and she frequently left the classroom while ordering the class the children were too young to appreciate it. Perhaps the only one
to think silently about the Bible in her absence. John thinks she who would have enjoyed it would have been Owen, but the others
was probably addicted to smoking, and had to take smoke prevented him from doing so.
breaks. While she was gone, the class would grab Owen and
pass him overhead around the room, never dropping him.
Owen’s tie would often become untucked from his trousers, The children justified their harassment of Owen by arguing that
and his loose change and baseball cards sometimes fell out of they never dropped him or abused their power for profit—only
his pockets, but he wasn’t injured or stolen from, only subject to inconvenienced him for their amusement.
his classmates’ manhandling. He was annoyed by this
treatment, especially when his baseball cards became
disorganized—he was a baseball fanatic, and kept his cards in a
specific order.
While Owen loved baseball, he was not a good player. He was Owen’s love of baseball is rather tragic, given his physical
too small to swing at a ball without falling down, but he was handicaps. However, the game is not wholly rigged against him, and
frequently inserted into games as a pinch hitter because he he is still able to help his team in many instances. Like most young
could always gain a base on balls. His strike zone was so small athletes who dream of individual heroics, Owen is not a selfless
that the pitchers rarely managed to aim any strikes there, so he team player—he has his pride, and he won’t relinquish his dream of
always walked. The coach told him not to swing, which Owen making a big hit, even when he can help his team more by standing
hated, but which was somewhat less humiliating than falling still.
down on his own feet whenever he tried to hit. Pitchers hated
missing his strike zone every time, so they would sometimes hit
him with the ball when he refused to swing.
Owen was fast, so he was inserted as a pinch runner, too. But Owen was also not one to stay silent about his grievances and
he was afraid of the baseball, and rarely caught it, and his hand injustices. His voice makes his passionate complaints ring out so
was too small to throw it. However, his unique voice made his curiously that his peers are tempted to egg him on. The fact that his
complaints entertaining to listen to. John now believes Owen’s voice sounds like it was made to perfectly captivate children will
voice motivated the Sunday school class to mess with later seem to be divine design.
him—they liked to listen to him protest. John also now believes
that Owen’s voice was “not entirely of this world.”
“PUT ME DOWN! YOU ASSHOLES!” Owen would shout in his Owen was willing to protest as forcefully as his voice would allow,
falsetto voice. But the class ignored him, and would resort to but his body always betrayed him. He is only one small figure
tickling him to pry him away from his chair. Whenever Mrs. against the will of many, a powerless position that he and John later
Walker came back into the room and found Owen up in the air, find themselves in when they are in the minority of the country
she would scold him for leaving his seat. John found this opposed to the Vietnam War and other governmental failures.
extremely stupid of her, to imagine that Owen could possibly Owen forgave his classmates their faults, however.
have lifted himself up. But Owen never blamed his classmates
or told the teacher what was going on, only stoically endured
the teacher’s scolding. He wasn’t a snitch, but a juvenile martyr.
John identifies himself as a Wheelwright, one of the local John is descended from a prestigious and wealthy line of New
families whose names still carried weight at the time. His type Englanders, the closest thing to an aristocratic legacy in America.
of family was not typically sympathetic to Owen’s type of His proud grandmother looked down on the working-class Meany
family, the Meanys. John’s family was matriarchal because his family. Ancestry and money meant a great deal to her, and she
grandfather died young, leaving his grandmother to run the viewed the poor Irish-Catholic Meanys as her inferiors. However,
family. John’s grandmother rose to the challenge “grandly,” he she would later come to care for Owen and support his ambition to
recalls. She was descended from John Adams, and she was improve himself.
born a Bates; her family came over on the Mayflower. She
always carried herself with the gravity of her three extremely
dignified names. Her first name was Harriet, but everyone
called her Mrs. Wheelwright. She wrongly associated the
Meany family with George Meany, an influential labor union
leader whom she frowned upon.
The Wheelwright family lived in Gravesend, New Hampshire, a The Wheelwrights and families like them were not the first men and
town bought by John’s namesake, Rev. John Wheelwright, from women to inhabit the land of Gravesend, despite their haughty
an Indian sagamore in 1638. A sagamore was the name for an attitudes. The land belonged to the Native tribes of New England
Indian chief, although in John’s lifetime the word had lost its first, but the settlers who followed them did not even give them the
history, and was merely the name for a lake and his neighbor’s dignity of remembering the term for their most powerful warrior
dog. Ignorantly naming the pet Sagamore was a sign of and leader.
disrespect—as karma, the innocent dog was eventually struck
and killed by a diaper truck.
The Rev. John Wheelwright presumably named his town after John’s ancestor and namesake was an ambitious and unscrupulous
the Gravesend in England. He graduated from Cambridge, man, not a leader with a strong ethical code. He wouldn’t have felt
where he earned a reputation as a vicious soccer player who any shame or remorse for extorting as much as he could from a tribe
tripped his competitors and played dirty. He bought the land of people who were outgunned and powerless to stop him from
for Gravesend from a local sagamore named Watahantowet. making his own rules. Watahantowet couldn’t stop Wheelwright
Watahantowet signed the deed with his totem, which was an from taking his land, but he could make the loss into a powerful
armless man. No one knew why he chose an armless man for statement.
his totem—whether he was indicating the loss he felt in giving
up all his land, his frustration at not being able to write, or his
wish for peace.
Among the eminent names of Gravesend’s founding families, The prestige of John’s family name would be theoretically lessened
“Meany” is nowhere to be found, but Wheelwright is foremost. by his illegitimate birth, but his mother doesn’t allow anyone to
Wheelwright was John’s mother’s name, and she never gave it slander him for being born out of wedlock. She carries off her
up. John kept her name as well, since he never knew who his pregnancy by an unknown man with unimpeachable dignity.
father was. His mother had been waiting until he was the right
age to tell him who his father was, but she unexpectedly died
before he was old enough.
While New Hampshire is known as the Granite State, its The Meanys are contending with a doomed enterprise, forced to
biggest business was originally lumber. John’s uncle, Alfred expend a great deal of effort for rarely valuable returns. The granite
Eastman, was in the lumber business. He married John’s aunt, industry has less history and dignity than the lumber industry,
Martha. Owen Meany’s family was in the granite business. which Martha Wheelwright happily marries into.
Harriet Wheelwright believed that lumber was a clean business
and granite was dirty. Lumber was certainly more lucrative than
granite. The granite quarry in Gravesend was mostly out of
good granite when the Meanys took it over, and it was
extremely difficult to get any remaining good granite out of the
ground without cracking it.
Owen read the book History of Gravesend when he was very Owen has more historical consciousness that John does. John
young, and told John that it was full of Wheelwrights. John was doesn’t initially feel the need to understand his place in history,
born in the Wheelwright house after his mother became taking a comfortable and sheltered existence for granted. John’s
pregnant with a man she met on the Boston & Maine Railroad. mother never had to worry about how to support herself or her son,
Other than this fact, his mother never spoke a word of the and had the freedom to pursue her hobby of singing rather than
baby’s father, not even to her family. As a young woman, she going to school, finding a job, or getting married for the sake of
decided not to go to college, but to stay home and care for her financial security. Her lack of ambition was frowned upon in her
dying father while taking weekly singing lessons in Boston. Her family, but they never withheld their support.
mother was distracted by her father’s illness, and the leader of
her church choir, the Rev. Lewis Merrill, vouched for her talent,
so she was allowed to skip the college degree her older sister,
Martha, had earned.
John’s mother took the train to Boston once a week and stayed John’s mother was apparently gifted with real talent, but her idea of
overnight for an early morning singing lesson with a teacher following her calling is merely taking once-weekly lessons on top of
who normally only saw professionals. Martha disapproved of her normal performances in the church choir. She doesn’t seem
her sister’s frivolous path in life, although she was jealous of especially interested in launching a real career, and doesn’t wish to
her natural gift for singing and her beauty. At the time, going to leave behind her small-town life for a full-time artistic pursuit in the
Boston meant visiting a “city of sin,” and John’s mother had to city.
stay in a chaperoned women’s hotel while she was there. But
she still managed to have an affair on the train there.
John occasionally resented his mother’s weekly absences. As a young child, John naturally wanted to be the constant center of
John’s mother only canceled her trips when he was seriously ill his mother’s attention, but she kept this one personal pilgrimage for
or injured, until she stopped going altogether when he was ten herself. Finding a partner perhaps gave her enough adult
and she married John’s stepfather. companionship and happiness that she didn’t need to take time
away to herself.
John was born in his grandmother Harriet’s grand old brick John enjoys antagonizing Owen to elicit his cries of protest, but his
house. The house included a secret passageway to a separate grandmother finds the sound of Owen’s distress terrifying and
basement. John purposefully scared Owen down there, and unnatural rather than amusing. His voice has an ominous side to it.
Owen’s peculiar voice made his fear very memorable. Harriet
was very disturbed by Owen’s shrieks from the
passageway—she told John his singular voice could have raised
the dead.
John explains that Harriet, while snobbish, was also generous John’s grandmother was a large figure in his life, being a more
and noble. When her longtime maid, Lydia, had to have her leg enduring presence than his own mother. While she had certain class
amputated for a tumor, Harriet replaced her with two prejudices, she had a good heart and was generous to all who
maids—one for herself and one for Lydia. Lydia joined her needed it, from her former maid, Lydia, to her grandson’s poor
former mistress for tea every afternoon and played cards with friend, Owen.
the guests she used to serve; she even began to talk like
Harriet, and was mistaken for her by visitors. When Harriet
grew older and began losing her memory, she never forgot the
disturbing sound of Owen’s piercing voice.
Owen’s working-class Irish family came to New Hampshire The Meanys were outsiders in Gravesend, especially compared to
from Boston. The local kids could swim in one of the Meanys’ the Wheelwrights, who are descended from the town’s founder. The
granite quarries if they went in the water one at a time, with a local children at least didn’t seem to care where their playmates
thick rope around their waists. It was very deep, cold water, and came from, and enjoyed the thrill of swimming in deeper water that
not safe to swim in freely. Once Owen untied himself and swam was not the tame, familiar beach or pool. They only like the thrill
away to give his friends at the end of the rope a scare. They when there’s no real danger, however—they’re not brave enough to
were too frozen with terror to jump in and look for him, and he risk their lives to try and save their friend.
accused them of being uncaring: “YOU LET ME DIE.”
John reflects that he partially took pleasure from manhandling From a young age, Owen had a strong sense of spirituality. His
Owen during Sunday school because he was resentful that dislike for religion’s sacred objects and rituals is ironic given his own
Owen had a much stronger religious faith than he did. Owen passion for symbolic objects and rituals like writing in his diary and
disliked dogmatic, ritualized worship, but he strongly believed practicing his and John’s basketball shot.
in God’s will and in personally communicating with God.
Owen took everything very seriously, and was insulted by Owen later develops a strong sense of sarcasm, but he does not kid
jokes. He read the whole Bible, and was a brilliant student. John around. He has a maturity and an intellect beyond his years. He is
was not a strong student, and he wouldn’t have been admitted conscious of the gulf between his background and means and the
to the town’s private school, Gravesend Academy, if his mother pedigree of most of the students who attend Gravesend Academy.
hadn’t married a man on the faculty. Owen was a natural The best education doesn’t always go to those who most deserve it,
candidate for admission, and would have gotten a full but to those who can afford to pay for it.
scholarship for tuition, but he was worried about paying for
things like the expensive formal uniforms and supplies. He
came from a working-class family, and was wary of going to
school with the rich. John’s mother promises to take care of
everything for him, but Owen worries about how he will get to
school, because his parents can’t drive him.
Mrs. Meany can’t take Owen to school because she never goes Owen’s mother is quite a sad case—she won’t leave her house or
outdoors, and never even opens the windows; Owen says she’s even let any air inside. Presumably she was once more capable of
allergic to dust. She also wears headphones to muffle the noise engaging with the outside world, to have met a husband and started
from the quarry. Mr. Meany runs the family’s errands and a family, but something seems to have deeply traumatized her.
drives Owen to Sunday school. He doesn’t want Owen to go to
the academy.
Gravesend Academy was an extremely old institution, founded Gravesend Academy is nearly as old as the country itself. John’s
in 1781. John’s mother secretly visited Owen’s parents to mother wants the best for Owen just like she does for her own son,
convince them to allow Owen to go there—Owen could smell so she uses her position as a Gravesend native to explain to Owen’s
her perfume after she left. His mother doesn’t wear perfume, parents, newcomers to the area, why the school would be so
or even look out the window at the world. John suspects that beneficial for their son.
her withdrawal is related to the Catholics’ “UNSPEAKABLE
OUTRAGE” that Owen won’t tell him about.
Owen and John were eleven when John’s mother died. It was On the day of the fateful baseball game, nothing seemed amiss. It
summer, and they were growing bored with baseball. Their was such an unremarkable game that the whole team—even the
team was badly losing the game, and the coach, Mr. Chickering, coach—felt bored and wished for it to end. For once in this story,
was bored, too. The game was almost over, and he told Owen there were no omens to hint at the tragedy to come. Death came
he could bat for John if John came to bat. John’s mother had from out of nowhere, on a beautiful day, during a children’s game of
just arrived to pick them up. She was looking off at the stands “America’s pastime.” The innocence of the children involved was
to see who else was sitting there. There were two outs in the brutally shattered.
inning when Harry Hoyt walked and Buzzy Thurston hit a
grounder that should have been an out. Owen came up and the
coach told him to swing away and end the game.
After letting the first two pitches go, Owen hit the third ball John saw his mother die, but he did not have to see her gruesome
foul, and it struck John’s mother in the head, killing her almost wound or her final expression. The kind and empathetic coach
instantly. Mr. Chickering reached her first; he closed her eyes protected the remaining innocence of mother and son by shielding
and rearranged her splayed legs to preserve her dignity. He the body from indecent exposure and the boy from a worse sight.
took off his jacket and threw it over John’s face before John The police chief can’t seem to accept that the death was an
could see his mother’s face. John was initially angry, but he unpreventable freak accident, as if he is unable to believe that such
quickly changed his mind and didn’t want to take the jacket a horror could happen in the town he is supposed to keep safe.
off—he stayed under it, hiding, in Mr. Chickering’s lap, while the
Chief of Police looked for the baseball that had killed his
mother. Chief Ben Pike was obsessed with taking the
“instrument of death” into police custody.
Owen fled the game after apologizing to John for hitting the After hitting the ball that killed John’s mother, Owen has to go home
ball, and everyone later assumed he took the fatal ball from the and face what he’s done. People assume he took the ball because he
scene. He was a big collector of things like his baseball cards. collected special objects and because they couldn’t imagine anyone
But John ominously says that he had no idea, at the time, who else taking it. But someone else there would have also had a
else had been there and could have taken the ball. personal reason for keeping the ball—John’s real father.
Tabitha mostly dressed modestly, never exposing much flesh or John’s mother dresses like a man’s ideal woman: not immodest, but
wearing dresses tight around the hips, but she liked to wear pleasing to the male gaze. Such a woman doesn’t flaunt her
things that flattered her ample chest and small waist. John sexuality, but she is still sexy, and men enjoy looking at her and
wonders if she was a flirt, or if she just discarded her inhibitions fantasizing about her. John thinks about his mother in the
on the train, since she met both of her lovers there. Owen tells traditionally misogynistic way that men often think about
him he’s being absurd, and nothing happens to his mother on women—suspecting that they are secretly promiscuous and
trains. The story behind his mother’s first liaison on the train is unworthy. Owen corrects him, not allowing Tabitha’s dignified
her own secret to keep, but she readily tells John the story of memory to be insulted.
how she met his stepfather, Dan Needham, on the same train.
Dan loves telling the story with equal enthusiasm, and John
badly wishes Dan were his real father.
The Wheelwrights and Lydia were eating dinner one evening Tabitha’s judgment seems to be so sound in the case of her future
after Tabitha returned from her weekly overnight stay in husband that readers have to wonder what could have gone wrong
Boston when Tabitha announced that she had met another man before. Why did she have such an unwise first love affair with a man
on the train. At first they all assumed she meant that she was who wouldn’t marry her?
pregnant again, with a different man. But she realized what
they were thinking and corrected herself, saying she had just
met a man whom she really liked. Harriet and Lydia are
skeptical that she could already know how strongly she felt
about this man, but Tabitha is sure.
Harriet is horrified to hear that the man Tabitha met is an actor. Harriet has snobbish expectations for a man worthy of marrying
Tabitha explains that he was coming to town to interview for a into her pedigreed family. She is satisfied to learn that he also has a
job teaching drama at the academy, which is somewhat more respectable—that is, traditionally wealthy—background, but any
acceptable to her mother. He also graduated from Harvard, idea she may have entertained of Dan as a refined and aristocratic
which pleases Harriet. When she learns that his name is Daniel type is quickly corrected by his down-to-earth, unassuming nature.
Needham, a fine old New England name, she finally relaxes. Just
then, Dan himself arrives at the house.
All of Tabitha’s past dates were young men who didn’t have a Dan shows a rare understanding of how children think, and he is
clue about what to do with a six-year-old. Dan was unlike the prepared to be a dedicated father to John from the start. He is not
other men because he was gawky and far from handsome; he an aloof man who expects absolute obedience from children, but a
also knew just how to kindle John’s curiosity with a mysterious loving and compassionate figure who will later fill in for the absence
package. John peeks into the package when he isn’t supposed of John’s mother. John and Owen are thrilled with the alien creature
to, and finds a terrifying creature inside: a stuffed armadillo. he gives them to play with.
Dan brought it to the academy as a dramatic prop, and he gave
it to John as a present. John and Owen both loved it, and liked
to scare each other with it.
John’s cousin Hester was more drawn to her father’s robust Hester’s father was a towering figure in her life, and she wanted to
role model, and disdained the constraints of womanhood. Being be as tough as him. If most implicit social messages at the time
constantly disparaged by her brothers for being a girl must suggested that females were weaker than males, then Hester
have also formed her attitude about gender, but Noah and wanted to avoid acting like a female should, or at least prove that a
Simon refuse to believe they pushed their sister to become female could act however she wanted to. But her family refused to
such a radical feminist later in life. Instead they blame Hester’s allow her to be anything but an inferior.
ambition to defy propriety and scandalize her family as much as
possible on an innate “overdose of sexual aggression and family
animosity.”
John now sees the societal forces at work in Hester’s later From his future perspective, John hints that Hester has become a
sexual rebellion, observing that she must have been affected by sexual radical, although he doesn’t go into detail. Ironically, he is the
being constantly told that her sexuality was a detriment and a one who first harbored inappropriate sexual thoughts about Hester.
punishment, like when her brothers repeatedly forced her and He allowed her brothers to tie them up and make them kiss because
John to kiss whenever John lost a race. John eventually started he enjoyed it.
to lose on purpose, and even got a hard-on.
Even after John tells Owen about how “physically damaging John and Owen are both only children, and Owen seems to envy
and psychologically upsetting” his visits to his cousins are, John’s close relationship with his cousins. The two friends are as
Owen seems to be jealous of John having fun with his cousins. close as brothers, and Owen hates to be left out and left alone. He is
He wants John to invite him up to Sawyer Depot, where the also insecure about his small size and worries that John might enjoy
Eastmans live, but John fears that his cousins would absolutely playing with his normal-sized cousins more than he likes playing
destroy Owen. Owen is hurt that John would think him too with Owen. But John doesn’t mind Owen’s size—he only wants to
wimpy to keep up with his cousins, but John insists that they’re protect him from the Eastmans’ savage contests, where even an
simply too wild. Owen asks John if he can meet his cousins ordinary boy risks moderate injury.
when they come to Gravesend for Thanksgiving, but John says
his grandmother gets upset having so many kids in the house.
To make Owen feel better, John invites him to stay the night,
which Owen does so frequently that he keeps a toothbrush and
pajamas at the Wheelwrights’.
Owen becomes very attached to John’s stuffed armadillo, and It makes Owen feel better to be entrusted with the care of the
asks if he can take care of it when John is with his rough armadillo while John is away with the Eastmans. The beloved
cousins. John agrees that Owen should take the armadillo to creature is a comfort to him when he feels bad that he can’t join
protect it. Over Thanksgiving, Owen comes over to the them.
Wheelwrights’ to finally meet John’s cousins.
When Owen arrives, he is reluctant to announce himself and Owen is more self-conscious about his voice in this moment, when
give a bad first impression with his freak voice. So he waits he wants to impress children who are older than him, than he is
quietly to be noticed by John and the Eastmans, who are throughout the rest of the book. Of course, being Owen, he still finds
naturally making as much of a ruckus as one can possibly make it impossible to make an ordinary, inconspicuous entrance. He
in an old attic. They finally spot him when the sun blazing strikes John and his cousins as a creature not of this world, come to
through the attic skylight strikes him from above and judge them.
illuminates him like a descending angel, posed with his arms
clasped behind his back like an armless Watahantowet. His
face is blood red from his bitterly cold bike ride down the hill.
He looks so inhuman that Hester screams, startling Owen into
screaming back at her in his singular, high-pitched voice.
The Eastmans are so unsettled that they don’t think of harming John may be used to Owen’s strange voice and appearance, but his
Owen, as John had feared. They don’t want Owen to catch cold cousins are not, and they restrain their wildest impulses in the
outside, so they decide to play a game indoors where Hester presence of this exceptional boy, who is at once so delicate and so
hides inside a dark closet and someone has to find her. Simon self-assured. They try to be considerate of Owen by coming up with
goes inside, and she yanks his “doink” to get back at him for a game to play inside, but he’s still not used to the Eastmans’
ruining her blouse. Owen goes next, and Hester grabs him and signature rough treatment—including rather inappropriate groping.
tickles him. But he’s so surprised—and scared she’s going to He accidentally pees himself and thinks that he blew his chance at
yank his “doink”—that he wets his pants. Poor Owen fitting in with the older Eastmans, but they thankfully seem to
immediately sprints out of the house and launches himself on recognize that their antics are too extreme for everyone to handle.
his bike to ride home. Instead of making fun of him, John’s
cousins feel bad about frightening him.
John and Tabitha drive after Owen, and find him pushing his Owen is very embarrassed and worried about telling his parents
bike up the hill, wet and cold and embarrassed. He’s stubborn what happened. He would rather go back and face the Eastmans
but anxious about getting in trouble with his dad, who is mad at again than face his father. John’s mother, on the other hand, is very
Owen for struggling to outgrow his pants-wetting. John’s understanding and doesn’t make Owen feel ashamed of himself at
mother promises to wash and dry Owen’s clothes, and give him all. Owen’s feelings of disappointment and frustration boil over and
a bath and some of John’s old clothes to wear. In the car, Owen he finally reveals why he wanted to visit the wild Eastman
says he’s upset he didn’t make a good impression on the household so badly—he never gets to go anywhere, period. He’s not
Eastmans to win an invitation to Sawyer Depot. John explains as jealous of the people John spends his time with as he is of the
again that he thought his cousins were too rough for traveling John gets to do, even if it’s just going upstate. Owen’s
Owen—which they just proved, he thinks—but Owen shouts parents stay in their own little world.
that he doesn’t care what they would do to him. He just wants
to ride on a train, and see the mountains. He only gets out of his
house when he goes to school, church, or John’s house.
Owen stays the night at John’s, and remarks how it’s difficult to Owen has really become a part of John’s family, sleeping at the
go to sleep without the armadillo, now that he’s gotten used to Wheelwrights’, wearing John’s clothes, sharing custody of the
it. John would think back to this moment, and to the earlier creature Dan gave John, befriending the Eastmans, etc. He may
image of Owen struggling to ride his bike up the hill, at a later even love the Wheelwrights more than his own family, who never
date, on the night his mother died. He knew that he and Owen show him such love and affection. His closeness with the
would be thinking about the same things while trying to fall Wheelwrights’ makes his fatal swing even worse, knowing that he’s
asleep after that awful tragedy: Tabitha, Dan, and Dan’s inflicted the worst kind of pain on the people he loves most. But
armadillo. And he knew what poor Owen must have looked like their love also allows him to remain part of the family even after the
while riding his bike home alone after the fateful baseball accident, which is extraordinary.
game, preparing to face his parents and tell them what he had
done.
The morning after Tabitha died, Owen deposits a few big boxes John is puzzled about why Owen has left him all his baseball cards,
at their door. The boxes contain Owen’s entire baseball card but Dan wisely understands the offering. When words fail to
collection, his most prized possession. Dan says that Owen capture the enormity of feeling, Owen frequently turns to symbols
gave the beloved cards to John as a gesture of apology, trust, to express himself. The baseball cards are not meant to be
and love, and that Owen surely wishes for John to return the equivalent to the value of Tabitha’s life, of course, but Owen has so
cards to him as a gesture of forgiveness. John needs to give the little to call his own in life that the cards are especially precious.
cards back, and give Owen a prized possession of his own. John
gives him the armadillo. The boys exchange these objects
because they cannot yet express their feelings about the
tragedy.
Owen returns the armadillo to John after removing its front Owen takes the opportunity to add a further layer of symbolism to
claws so that it can no longer hold itself upright. John is quite his exchange of meaningful objects. He identifies with the armless
upset that Owen has mutilated the animal, until Dan explains totem of the sagamore Watahantowet, who was also both robbed of
that the amputation is a symbol of how Owen feels, having his agency and unwillingly responsible for taking life away from his
accidentally killed Tabitha with his own two hands and ripped people by signing away so much of their land to the white settlers.
John’s mother away from him. He and John have lost a part of
themselves with Tabitha’s death, and he would cut off his hands
to bring her back. John realizes that the armadillo also
resembles Watahantowet’s armless totem. Owen told him
that Watanhantowet believed that animals had souls, along
with rivers, rocks, trees, and other living and non-living natural
things. Giving up his land therefore cost him more than the
buyer could have imagined.
John steps back into the present: January 1987, where he’s From John’s hostility towards everything American, readers can
walking his dog in the snow in Toronto. He tries to avoid assume that his past life in America likely includes terrible memories
American news and television, as well as other Americans in that he has yet to fully reveal.
Toronto, but even Canada’s news features too much coverage
of American politics, and he finds it difficult to look away.
In recent news, President Ronald Reagan is militantly John’s anger over the mistakes and misbehavior of American
determined to prevent the Soviet Union from establishing a presidents in the Cold War suggests that the trauma in his past is
“beachhead” in Central America from which to spread tied to the long, violent conflict between American democracy and
Communism in the Western Hemisphere. John criticizes Soviet communism. The importance of remembering history is
Americans and their leaders for forgetting recent history: for something John often emphasizes.
example, the massive antiwar demonstrations in the late 1960s
following the disastrous escalation of the war earlier in the
decade, under Presidents Kennedy and Johnson.
Owen had strong doubts all along about the rationale behind The Vietnam War (1955–1977) was a long, ugly conflict between
going to war in Vietnam. He questioned whether America was Western democratic forces, primarily America, and Soviet
supporting the right Vietnamese leaders in the lead-up to war: Union–supported communist forces in Vietnam, Laos, and
“[NGO DINH] DIEM IS A CATHOLIC […] WHAT’S A Cambodia. The region was formerly a colony of France that gained
CATHOLIC DOING AS PRESIDENT OF A COUNTRY OF its independence after WWII. The newly independent countries had
BUDDHISTS?” He questioned the dubious authority on which to choose their governments, and became caught between the
the United States went to war: “DOES THAT MEAN THE different models of the United States and the Soviet Union. In
PRESIDENT CAN DECLARE A WAR WITHOUT DECLARING Vietnam, the U.S. supported President Ngo Dinh Diem, who was
IT?” And he quickly perceived the fatal strategic flaw at the unpopular with the people. His regime collapsed and civil war broke
heart of the war: “THERE’S NO END TO THIS […] THERE’S NO out. America intervened without officially declaring war.
GOOD WAY TO END IT.”
John asks if people today remember the Tet Offensive, a fierce America fought with the South Vietnamese pro-democratic forces
North Vietnamese offensive during the Vietnamese New Year against the North Vietnamese pro-communist forces, also known as
celebration in January 1968 that struck a heavy blow to morale the Viet Cong. The American military continued to fight even when
late in the war. Later that year Robert Kennedy was the war was hopeless. The Viet Cong would hide among civilian
assassinated, and Richard Nixon was elected. Over 500,000 populations, and American soldiers would target innocent
American soldiers were still in Vietnam a year later. Over Vietnamese civilians in frustration. The worst civilian massacre was
30,000 Canadian soldiers served, too, and a similar number of in My Lai, a name which came to symbolize horrific war crimes.
Americans moved to Canada during the war, including John. In John is unable to forget the war’s terrible toll of American and
1971, Lt. William Calley was convicted of premeditated murder Vietnamese lives.
in the My Lai massacre of Vietnamese civilians, and John was
applying for Canadian citizenship.
John and Owen liked to play dress-up with the dummy and Tabitha is faithful to her puritanical New England heritage,
Tabitha’s clothes. She was practical, and only made clothes in abstaining from anything that could be seen as overly frivolous or
black and white, easy to mix and match. The one dress Tabitha flashy. The only colorful dress in her wardrobe is justified by its
owned that she never wore or put on the dummy was a red pattern and the extreme circumstances (later revealed to be false,
dress she brought home to copy into white and black, and then however) of how it fell into her hands. She can’t bring herself to just
was unable to return when the store had a fire. Dan suggested get rid of it, however.
donating it to his costume collection, but Tabitha thought that
the dress would be wasted.
Dan became the director for both the students at the Tabitha’s discomfort with acting compared to her passion for
Gravesend Academy and the members of the town’s amateur singing corresponds with her reluctance to draw too much attention
theatre company, the Gravesend Players. Tabitha loved to sing to her body. The attention is on her voice when she sings.
but was too shy to act—she only acted in one of Dan’s plays as a
gesture of love for him, when she was the star of the play Angel
Street. She wore the red dress once during a rehearsal, but
appeared very uncomfortable in it.
One night, Owen was sleeping over at the Wheelwrights’ when The fact that Owen was sick with a fever and that there was a
he woke up feeling very ill with a fever. He went to Tabitha’s lifelike dummy standing next to Tabitha’s bed makes John, and the
bedroom, and came back to John’s room to tell him he saw an reader, skeptical that Owen really saw an angel in Tabitha’s room.
angel by Tabitha’s bed. John thought Owen must have seen the His belief that the angel was an ominous figure of death rather than
dummy, but Owen insisted it was on the other side of the bed. a comforting figure of protection is surprising, since many children
Tabitha gave him an aspirin for his fever and he stayed in bed are taught that good angels are watching over them.
with her in case the angel came back—he suspected he had
seen not a guardian angel at her bedside, but the Angel of
Death.
Later that same night, Harriet came into Tabitha’s room to Still feverish, this time Owen is definitely mistaken in believing that
scold her for leaving the light and the water on in the bathroom an angel has come to Tabitha’s room. The second “angel sighting”
when getting Owen’s aspirin. Owen woke up and mistook incident serves to cast doubt on the first, although Owen still
Harriet for another deadly angel, letting out such a terrible manages to fit it into his theory of omens by suggesting that
scream that he awoke the household and the whole Harriet’s scream was like the mythological wail of a banshee,
neighborhood. Harriet cried out in response, and Lydia foretelling Tabitha’s death. Owen dubiously mixes religion with
shrieked in pain from leaping out of bed and crashing into her pagan myth in this questionable theory of events.
dresser. Owen would frequently recall Harriet “wailing like a
banshee,” which Dan later told John referred to a female spirit
in Irish folklore whose wailing foreshadowed a loved one’s
death.
Although Tabitha and Dan were clearly in love from the start, Tabitha’s instincts about Dan were so clearly correct that her
she waited four years to agree to marry him. The rest of her hesitation to marry him is baffling to people. Why did she leap into
family and the town didn’t understand why she insisted on such a bad choice and hold back from such a good one? Her motives
waiting so long, especially because she had already been in were a mystery to everyone else who was already convinced that
such a hasty affair when she became pregnant with John. John her judgment was correct in Dan’s case.
thinks that maybe she waited to prove the town wrong about
her impulsive judgment, but everyone was quite impatient with
her by the time she finally agreed to marry Dan—everyone
adored him so much.
Harriet frequently prodded Tabitha about her surprising Tabitha keeps her feelings about her marriage to herself like she kept
hesitation to marry Dan, which Tabitha insisted was not based her details about her lover to herself. Either she’s always this
on any specific obstacle but just “to be sure.” During their four- intensely secretive about love, or the two secrets are connected. By
year courtship, Tabitha gradually started bringing John to the the time she is ready to get married, she has left both her old church
Episcopal Church and gradually stopped going to her singing and her old singing ambition behind, suggesting that perhaps the
lessons. Dan would never have insisted on either change, but two things are connected to her first secret.
she chose to end her old routine. John wondered if Tabitha’s
singing teacher could have been her lover, but Owen insisted
that it wouldn’t have made sense for her to keep seeing him.
John worried that maybe he was the problem—that Dan John fears that he and his secret paternity could be getting in the
wouldn’t marry Tabitha until she told him who John’s father way of Tabitha and Dan’s blissful marriage, but Owen reassures him
was—but Owen argued that Dan would never have forced that he isn’t the reason—Dan would never have a problem with
Tabitha to tell him anything she didn’t want to. Dan’s family John and would never pressure Tabitha to reveal John’s father.
wasn’t the reason for their wait, either—while they certainly
didn’t approve of Tabitha being an unwed mother, Dan didn’t
get along with them and wouldn’t have listened to them.
Wiggin had a pilot’s cocky confidence and lack of doubt in his Wiggin preaches as if God is an invisible but certifiable fact, like the
preaching, while Merrill was “full of doubt” in a relatable way temperature and wind speed he measured from the cockpit in
that endeared him to his congregation. Merrill preached that midair. But many people fear flying in a plane because they can’t
faith required clearing the high hurdle of believing in God quite believe that unseen forces will keep them in the air, and many
without any certain evidence that He exists. To Merrill, doubt people also find it very difficult to believe in a God that can’t be
was not the opposite of faith, but the essence of faith. Wiggin seen. Merrill’s sermons about the natural doubts people feel are
believed absolutely—fearlessly—and he wanted to impart the extremely relatable.
fear of God into his congregation. Merrill was so popular that
members of other churches would regularly miss their own
services to hear him preach.
Owen disapproved of what he considered to be Merrill’s overly Owen, who has no doubt in God’s existence, believing himself to be
intellectual approach to faith, arguing, “IF HE’S GOT SO MUCH living proof of divine intention, disagrees with Merrill. But people
DOUBT, HE’S IN THE WRONG BUSINESS.” But people liked born into ordinary bodies, who don’t find themselves at the center of
the boyishly handsome Merrill, who had an endearing mild freak accidents, aren’t as sure that God is watching over them. They
stutter. The town also sympathized with Merrill because of his like Merrill’s empathy for their flawed faith and they like his deeply
unfortunate family—his wife was a native Californian who human, imperfect life.
failed to acclimate to New England, suffering from endless
colds. His children were also sickly, and they were dull and
disrespectful.
Wiggin was comparatively robust and healthy, with a tendency New England traditionally prefers a bit more humility from its
to smirk. He was a bomber pilot in WWII. His wife, Barb, was a church leaders than this couple has, who used to command the
former stewardess with a manner as brash as his own, and their skies. Tabitha doesn’t mind the Wiggins, although Dan doesn’t seem
kids were great, bulky athletes. John didn’t really understand to be a big fan of them, as Irving will later show in greater detail. It’s
why they had to leave Merrill’s church for Wiggin’s, but Tabitha not clear therefore why Dan would have been the reason for the
implied that Dan cared more about which church they went to switch. Splitting the ceremony between two reverends also seems
than she did. They were married in a neutral, rather unusual. Tabitha can’t seem to shake her old church. She
nondenominational church at Gravesend Academy. Merrill and can’t leave her past behind, as the occasion of her wedding is still
Wiggin shared the service, which was very well attended. In shadowed by her past transgression.
retrospect, John reflects that much of the town may have
wanted to see his “fallen” mother finally making herself
“respectable,” many thinking to themselves, “Tabby
Wheelwright has some nerve to wear white.”
For a wedding present, Owen made the couple an abiding Owen doesn’t have much to work with—he doesn’t have money to
memento cut from his father’s finest granite: a brick-shaped buy Tabitha and Dan anything—but he uses what he does have
marker that he designed and polished himself, engraved with available, granite, and spends days perfecting it for a heartfelt
the month and year of the wedding—July 1952. He was very wedding present. Unfortunately, it’s a bit morbid, like a gravestone.
proud of his work.
Owen playfully refused to give Hester her panties back for the Owen denies Hester the simple relief a boy takes for granted, of
rest of the party. She was mildly angry, with a hint of quickly and inconspicuously peeing. He insists on holding onto the
flirtatiousness. A summer storm descended on the backyard evidence of her transgression. She doesn’t make a big protest, but
party, providing an ominous early end to the festivities. The she is reminded of yet another male privilege that society prevents
judgmental attendees in the group probably thought the storm her from seizing for herself. And when the rain turns her dress
was “what that Tabby Wheelwright deserve[d]—her in her transparent, she is shamed in front of the entire party while Owen
white dress.” It even began to hail while Tabitha and Dan were has his fun. She is judged for what she is not wearing just as Tabitha
leaving. Tabitha told Owen to come along so they could drop is judged for what she wore—a white dress, traditionally symbolic of
him off at his house. When she stepped out of the car to make virginity. The old conservatives at the party believe that the
room for him, a hailstone struck her in the head, another omen. rain—and maybe even the hailstone that strikes her—are divine
Owen drove off with Hester’s panties still in his grasp. When signs. And of course, Owen is forever associated with Tabitha’s bad
she ran outside after him, the rain soaked her dress, showing omens.
the whole party that she wasn’t wearing underwear.
Back in the present, Coach Chickering is dying of Alzheimer’s. Tabitha’s tragic death would have a long-lasting effect on many
He occasionally remembers John and says things like “Owen’s Gravesend residents, like poor Mr. Chickering. The premature death
batting for you, Johnny!” and “You don’t want to see her, of a young woman at the prime of her life prefigured the senseless
Johnny.” At Tabitha’s funeral, he cried openly, mourning both deaths of many young people that would later occur during the
Tabitha and his team, which mostly disbanded after the tragic Vietnam War. Tabitha dies at a baseball game, that favorite
accident. Sitting with him was John’s teammate Harry American pastime, and America would utterly lose its way during
Hoyt—the boy who had walked before Owen came to bat. the war, unable to stop playing an unwinnable game.
Harry would enlist in the Navy after graduating from the town’s
public high school, to the great dismay of his mother, a widow.
He would then go to Vietnam, where he would die of a
venomous snake bite while peeing under a tree outside a
brothel.
After Harry died, his mother became politically opposed to the While Harry had willingly enlisted in the military, the fact that he
war, and offered to help other local boys avoid the draft and died for the sake of such a dubious war enraged his mother. Unable
escape her son’s fate. Her employer, the local Gas Works, fired to go back and save her son, Mrs. Hoyt wanted to save all the other
her, and her home was vandalized. She was compelled to move boys who might not have known what they were getting themselves
away. At Tabitha’s funeral, she didn’t sit with her son and the into—or how to get themselves out of it.
rest of the team—unlike her son, Mrs. Hoyt “was never a team
player.”
Buzzy Thurston was not present at Tabitha’s funeral—although In John’s mind, the teammates who allowed Owen to come up to
he “should have been,” since he was the player who brought bat are accountable, in part, for what happened to his mother. It’s
Owen up to bat when he should have been out on an easy not rational, but he still holds it against them, as anger helps him
grounder. But John admits maybe he just didn’t see Buzzy, forget his grief. He is also angry at the self-righteous townspeople
since the church was so full, as packed as it had been for who gather like buzzards to reap their satisfaction at his mother’s
Tabitha’s wedding. The same people who had witnessed Tabitha death, feeling like her transgression was finally punished.
walking down the aisle in her white dress were back “to
acknowledge, O God, that Tabby Wheelwright was not allowed
to get off scot-free.”
God did not allow Buzzy “to get off scot-free, either,” one could Buzzy, like Tabitha, died at the prime of his life; he was perfectly
say. If Buzzy was judged for reaching base and allowing Owen healthy but was forced to throw his health away in order to escape a
to come up to the plate when he should have gotten out, he tour of duty that would likely have destroyed his body or his soul.
received his punishment when he later died. Buzzy was in His self-sabotage saved him from Vietnam, but couldn’t save his life.
perfect shape before he was called to appear before the draft
board, but he was so desperate to receive an exemption that he
poisoned himself for two weeks straight before his physical. He
binged on drugs and alcohol so heavily that he got himself
declared psychologically unfit to serve. However, his plan
worked only too well, and he became addicted to his drugs and
alcohol. He crashed his car and died while he was high. Mrs.
Hoyt argued that he was yet another tragic casualty of the war.
Chief Pike was also at Tabitha’s funeral, still on the lookout for The Gravesend Chief of Police is still searching in vain for a way to
the stolen ball. Pike stared at Owen throughout the whole restore order and bring closure to this tragic case. But there was no
funeral, suspecting him of possessing the ball. Just like at the sense in this death, and there would be little sense in the deaths to
wedding, Wiggin and Merrill shared the service. When it came come. The only way to avoid hopeless despair, the book suggests, is
time for the ending hymn, a song about resurrection, John to have some kind of faith.
knew that Owen would sing it at the top of his lungs, being
extremely fond of the song. For once, John dreaded the sound
of Owen’s voice.
When the mourners proceed to the cemetery, John notices The world does not stop turning when a loved one dies; people
several people holding their ears. He doesn’t understand why continue to live as they have always done. Most of the grieving
until he hears it for himself—the sound of children nearby members of John’s family can’t bear it at first, but they will move on
playing baseball. After the funeral, the Wheelwrights and eventually. John, as an adult, seems unable to move on from his
Eastmans return to Harriet’s house, where Aunt Martha and trauma.
Dan each invite John to move in with them. John decides to
stay with Dan, who has already legally adopted him.
John and Hester walk into the cemetery to find Owen praying Owen is intently praying; whether he prays for his own sake or
over Tabitha’s grave. When John calls his name, Owen thinks Tabitha’s, no one knows. He surely wants answers from God about
God is speaking to him. When John and Hester tell Owen that what this terrible death at his own hands could mean. He seems to
Dan has gone back to his apartment in the Gravesend Academy want to make things right for Tabitha’s family, sparing them as
dormitory for the night, Owen declares that Dan shouldn’t be much pain as he can.
left alone with Tabitha’s dressmaking dummy, her double. Mr.
Meany drives them over to the dormitory and Owen leaves his
flashlight illuminating Tabitha’s grave, knowing that she hated
the darkness. Dan, who is drinking whiskey, makes no protest
when Owen carries the dummy in the red dress away.
Owen says he’ll keep the dummy with him, since Dan, John, and While Owen may seem to have only the most helpful of intentions,
Harriet shouldn’t have it around to look at. Hester points out John perceives an element of self-interest in his preoccupation with
that he really shouldn’t be looking at it, either, but Owen the dummy. Taking the armadillo claws and the dummy are actions
ignores her. John marvels at how Owen once again manages to with their own private motives for Owen as much as they are meant
orchestrate events exactly as he wants to, easing the to help Tabitha’s family grieve. But in John’s later experience, he
Wheelwrights’ grief while making off with what he wanted for finds that Owen’s secretive actions usually do turn out to help other
himself—first the armadillo claws, now the dummy. As it turns people, especially John himself.
out, the dummy would later have a purpose, proving Owen’s
gift for foresight yet again. But at the time, John thought Owen
just wanted the dummy to protect him from the forces he
disturbed with his supposed “angel” sighting.
In the present, it is February 1987, and John believes in angels Like Mr. Meany, John doesn’t doubt Owen any longer. Today he
now. He is upset that he wasn’t elected—or even knows that angels really can visit. His belief is strong, and he thinks
nominated—for any of the parish offices at Grace Church-on- he deserves an appointment to a parish office at his church for the
the-Hill. He feels he should have at least been recognized for strength of his convictions. However, a church is about more than
his longstanding devotion with a courtesy nomination for individual belief—it’s about community, and John evidently
something. He recognizes that his fellow parishioners were struggles with that. The new rector of Grace Church isn’t as tolerant
probably well-intentioned in granting him a break, but still of John’s eccentricities and anti-social tendencies.
takes the gesture as an insult. He reminisces about the golden
years when Canon Campbell was alive, and rector of Grace
Church. He finds the new Canon Mackie to be warm and kind, if
long-winded, but doesn’t have the same special bond with him
as he did with Canon Campbell.
John also struggles to sincerely proclaim the language of the John believes in the power of the words one speaks—perhaps a
Nicene Creed and the general confession. Canon Campbell lesson he learned from Owen. Other people are content to repeat
used to talk him through the words and their meaning, but what they ought to say, but becoming too caught up in pinning
Canon Mackie tends to brush him off by saying he worries too down the exact meaning of certain words can keep one from seeing
much about “mere words.” The only part of the service that the big picture or taking concrete action. John can recognize the
really speaks to John is the verse from Psalms that says, “Leave danger of his unresolved anger, even when he’s caught up in it.
off from wrath, and let go displeasure: fret not thyself, else
shalt thou be moved to do evil.” He admits that he has been
“moved to do evil” by anger in the past.
Dan is busy rehearsing with the Gravesend Players for their Owen resented the limited roles that he was sorted into based on
annual production of A Christmas Car
Carol
ol. Dan wanted Owen to his unusual appearance. Ironically, his new part in the Christmas
play Tiny Tim, but Owen refused to play another “cute” pageant will be more dependent on his size than ever.
part—he is already forced to play the Announcing Angel in the
Wiggins’ Christmas pageant every year, havng the perfect size
and delicate appearance to be suspended in the air above the
stage to declare Jesus’s birth.
Owen also complains that whoever plays Joseph, Jesus’s Owen has a long list of complaints about the Wiggins’ annual
father, always smirks obnoxiously throughout the show, while Christmas pageant. His faith is so strong that he thinks he knows
Mary, Jesus’s mother, is always played by the prettiest girl in better than the pastor what the scene of the Nativity should look
the church: “WHAT DOES PRETTY HAVE TO DO WITH IT?” like.
He also hates the Wiggins’ insistence that the Baby Jesus
should never cry, requiring an assembly line of adults to swap
out fussy babies for calm ones throughout the show. Owen
believes in taking things seriously, and hates that his voice
always wins laughter rather than respect when he plays the
Announcing Angel.
Once, Mr. Brinker-Smith brought Ginger into his biology class Nursing a child is not a seductive act—it’s the primary biological
to demonstrate nursing in mammals—an “eye-opening” function of a woman’s breasts—but many men cannot separate
illustration that Owen and John are extremely sad to have their lust from an innocent action. If they’re not shaming women
missed. During Christmas break, they often linger around the into hiding themselves away when they have to nurse, they’re lining
Brinker-Smiths’ apartment in the hopes of being invited in for a up for a view. Owen, who hates that his body makes him the target
similar “scientific demonstration.” They even volunteer to help of unwanted attention and physical exploitation, should understand
Ginger on a trip to the grocery store, but after all their work how a woman in that position would feel.
pushing the stroller and carrying the groceries, Ginger does
not reward them with a glimpse of her breasts.
Owen and John let themselves into the students’ rooms and go Again, Owen and John feel entitled to ogle the female body at will. If
through all their belongings. Owen looks through each boy’s they can’t see enough of the body to please them, the picture is too
things methodically and lies on each bed to try and get an idea “wholesome.” They feel ashamed if the pictures aren’t clear or well-
of what each boy is like. John and Owen learn where the staged, suggesting that the woman isn’t pleased to be
students keep their dirty magazines or pictures, and are photographed. They dream of women happily willing to expose
dissatisfied to find that most of the pictures are either themselves for the sake of fulfilling male lust.
“disturbingly unclear” or “disappointingly wholesome.” The truly
nude photos are usually creepy-looking, featuring grim-faced
women with censored nipples.
Owen is preoccupied with determining whether or not an Owen wants to understand what other, older boys are like. He
occupant is “happy.” He imagines that the presence of any kind wants to understand how people think out of a general curiosity, but
of hard-core pictures proves that the boy must be he also wants to understand who he could one day become. He’s
unhappy—“HOW CAN YOU BE HAPPY IF YOU SPEND ALL searching for reasons to attend Gravesend or not, his family’s
YOUR TIME THINKING ABOUT DOING IT?” John thinks that prejudices warring with John’s family’s admiration for the school.
the rooms are probably less illuminating than Owen believes He wouldn’t have a dorm room himself, but perhaps he wants to
them to be, given that they are only the boys’ temporary know who he’ll be studying with.
homes. The same sports and movie stars are found in every
room, as are the same tokens of home. Owen thinks that the
transitory nature and homesickness evident in the boarders’
rooms proves the boarding system “EVIL.”
At the first rehearsal for the Christmas pageant, Owen After exerting his influence on John’s family, Owen starts to take
instigates another religious rebellion. He begins by refusing to charge of larger affairs. He turns the Christmas pageant completely
play the Announcing Angel anymore, and proceeds to cast the upside down, giving new directions left and right. As soon as he gets
play himself. He chooses John to play Joseph, which John isn’t on a roll, everyone has to go along with what he’s already set in
happy about—he considers Joseph to be an “uninspiring” part, motion.
being merely “that guy along for the ride.” As Joseph, John is
told to pick the girl to play Mary, a choice he is extremely
reluctant to make. Owen saves John by suggesting that Mary
Beth Baird play Mary because of her name. Mary Beth is far
from the prettiest—she is timid and gawky, a “lump of a
girl”—but no one can rudely deny her the role once she is
offered it.
Barb Wiggin is quite angry that Owen is upending all of her Taking his revenge for always being conscripted into playing the
plans for the pageant. He doesn’t make it easy for her to find a Announcing Angel, Owen tells the rest of the children exactly why
new Announcing Angel—he warns the rest of the class that the they shouldn’t want to play the crucial part. The boy who has the
harness can turn you to face the wrong way and cut into your opposite of the Wiggins’ idea of a perfect body for the role become
skin, and you have to wait a long time in the dark above the Owen’s replacement.
stage and memorize a long speech. Poor overweight Harold
Crosby falls over in his chair from dread, which Rev. Wiggin
mistakes for eagerness to volunteer. He names him to be the
new angel.
Finally, Owen brings up the Christ Child and the ridiculous One would have thought that Owen would hate nothing more than
spectacle of the adults handing the babies on and off the stage. to play an infant because of his exceptionally small size. However,
He offers to take the place of the baby in the manger, since he the chance to play Jesus Christ himself evidently outweighs the
can fit in the crib. The rest of the children love this idea—Mary humiliation of calling more attention to his childlike body.
Beth wants to lift him up onstage like they do in class. Barb
reevaluates how “cute” she used to find Owen, while Rev.
Wiggin appears to recognize in the masterful Owen “a little
Lord Jesus.”
Owen continues to get his way in subsequent rehearsals for Owen’s resemblance to Jesus Christ is not just physical, but
the pageant, scrapping the confining crib for a bed of hay, behavioral. He leads the other children and even the adults in his
where he will be more comfortable—and more visible. He even design for the show. He seems to want to be worshipped, while also
rearranges the order of the music. Mary Beth wants to caress being set apart from the others.
Owen like a loving mother, but he refuses.
When Mary Beth bows over Owen, he raises his hand over her Just when the whole scene is looking its most ridiculous, Owen pulls
head in a blessing. The image they make is so holy that the off a miracle: a truly holy Nativity. Without saying a word, he leaves
whole stage freezes in awe for a long moment before the choir everyone stunned and speechless. John starts referring to him in the
begins to sing the final carol. Barb wants to rehearse one more text using names for Jesus, like the “Prince of Peace.”
time, but the “Prince of Peace” declares, “I THINK WE’VE GOT
IT RIGHT.”
Back in the present in Toronto, John reflects on how he prefers John has become a very solitary man, who prefers his own inner
attending weekday services to Sunday worship. On weekdays, thoughts and reflections to the words and presence of others. His
he has the church practically all to himself, and doesn’t have to negative attitude towards most people makes the reader question:
listen to the sermons delivered on Sundays. John finds people to whom is he really telling this story?
who attend Sunday services reluctantly to be a great
distraction. How can one pray while surrounded by so many
petulant, unhappy people? The crowded, miserable atmosphere
of the church on Sundays invites cynical, ungenerous thoughts.
In contrast, the weekday services are peaceful.
Back in the Christmas season of 1953, the evenings seem very With both Owen and Dan, John is surrounded by theater directors.
long without Tabitha. Dan complains bitterly about how his He has no interest in running the show himself. Between all the
amateurs are making a mess of A Christmas Car
Carol
ol. Harriet’s rehearsals for the two Christmas plays, it’s impossible to forget the
neighbor Mr. Fish, who plays Scrooge, always complains about looming holiday without Tabitha, which surely doesn’t help
the ghosts. The worst is the Ghost of Christmas Future, played everyone’s attitudes. The two plays are supposed to be hopeful
by the mailman, Mr. Morrison. He is insulted to be cast as a stories—Christ is born and Scrooge embraces the generous
character without any speaking lines, and doesn’t take the role Christmas spirit—but the mood evoked is bleak.
seriously. None of the ghosts are scary, which undermines the
effect of the story.
Years ago, Mr. Fish had a dog named Sagamore. One In this book, a harmless game is never just a harmless game,
September day, he convinced Owen and John to play football especially when Owen is involved. The football incident
with him. The boys only liked to see Sagamore lunge after the foreshadows the baseball incident to come.
football and try to fit it in his mouth, so they always dropped
Mr. Fish’s passes. A young couple with a new baby who lived on
the street would always complain about the noisy game, which
the boys and Mr. Fish always ignored.
Owen was the one who found the words: “I AM THE Owen speaks over Sagamore’s grave with a tone of considerable
RESURRECTION AND THE LIFE […] WHOSOEVER LIVETH gravity. Given that the deceased dog was probably not a
AND BELIEVETH IN ME SHALL NEVER DIE.” Owen would “believer”—his owner certainly wasn’t—Owen’s words are not
preside over all the town’s rituals. particularly relevant, but he is compelling nonetheless. He speaks as
if he is Jesus: “I am the Resurrection…”
In the Christmas of 1953, John says he was mostly unaware of Most of Owen’s designs only become apparent to John in hindsight,
Owen’s orchestrations. He couldn’t tell if the Meanys sometimes many years later. That Christmas, John notes the
celebrated Christmas—they had no decorations except for a Meanys’ battered crèche. In retrospect, one could say that the blind
battered wooden crèche, where Mary’s eyes and one of Mary represents the blindness of most Americans, Joseph and his
Joseph’s hands were missing, and the baby Jesus himself was missing hand represent John and his future loss (both physical and
nowhere to be found. In Owen’s room, the dummy stands at psychological), and the absent Jesus represents the loss of Owen
the head of his bed, close enough for him to touch. John Meany.
imagines that Owen must be keeping other things out of
sight—his baseball cards, the fatal baseball, the armadillo’s
claws, and the missing baby Jesus.
Mr. Meany is pleasant whenever John stops by with Owen, but Owen’s parents, especially his mother, continue to act cryptically
Mrs. Meany only stares into the distance, or into the fireplace. around their son. Owen hasn’t told them about what he’s doing in
When John mentions that Owen is playing Jesus in the the Christmas pageant, and they seem especially shocked to hear
pageant, Owen hits him—his parents don’t know about his role. that he’s playing the Baby Jesus—even when one takes into account
John says that Owen is both the star and the director of the the fact that it’s an unusual role for just about any child Owen’s age.
show, making Owen hit him again. Mrs. Meany stares at Owen
with a strange, confused look of shock and resentment.
Outside, John asks Owen if he said anything wrong, but Owen
doesn’t explain.
John goes back inside to get his hat. In Owen’s room, he finds Evidently, Mrs. Meany can move from her perch by the window, and
Mrs. Meany sitting on Owen’s bed, staring at Tabitha’s dummy. she can speak. She can’t look at John, however. The experience of
Without looking at John, she says, “I’m sorry about your poor crossing under a bridge as a rare express train is going over provides
mother.” Walking down the hill later, Owen and John pass another example of John and Owen’s separate ways of thinking:
under the railroad trestle bridge just as The Flying Yankee, the John believes—or used to believe—in chance, while Owen believes in
express train from Portland, Maine, to Boston, thunders holy design.
overhead. The boys are thrilled to watch the speeding train
cross over their heads for the first time. John believes it is a
great coincidence of timing, but Owen doesn’t believe in
coincidences—he believes that everything happens by design.
Unlike Ethel, Germaine makes a great target for John and If Owen and John take pleasure in terrorizing Germaine, one would
Owen to scare, and they frequently do. She is superstitious, and sympathize with her hostility towards the boy whom she doesn’t
Owen’s size and voice disturbs her. Once, Harriet asks whether work for. Owen doesn’t believe that his voice should be treated; it
the Meanys have ever tried to fix Owen’s voice. John says that should be left as God gave it.
Tabitha suggested Owen visit her voice teacher for a
consultation, but Owen would never go. He thinks his voice has
a purpose, or a reason for being the way it is—he thinks it
comes from God.
Germaine, overhearing, counters that Owen’s voice comes Germaine claims that Owen’s voice has a more diabolical origin. It
from the Devil. Harriet says both ideas are nonsense—Owen’s frightens her—but the voice of God is often frightening to people in
voice surely comes from the granite dust. She then asks religious stories. Tabitha trusted Owen enough to give him the name
whether Owen ever kept the information about Tabitha’s voice of her voice teacher, which she kept from her family.
teacher. John lies and says no, wanting to explore this
information privately.
One afternoon when John and Owen are exploring a room on The young voyeurs finally see more than they were looking for.
the second floor of the dorm, they hear another master key Apparently the temptation of an entirely empty residence hall is
unlocking the door. John rushes into the closet while Owen irresistible to everyone. The couple seem to be trying to recapture
hides under the bed. Mr. Brinker-Smith and Mrs. Brinker-Smith their youth and escape the responsibilities of their children for a
enter, laughing that it is finally “Nap time!” They live on the first while.
floor, making their visit to the second floor unexpected, and the
boys realize that the couple is following the same mission that
they are—to stop in every room. They would have sex in every
bed in the building.
After that afternoon, the boys decide to return to playing at Surprisingly, Owen and John, once so eager to see a woman in the
Harriet’s house. They’re there on the day when Mr. Morrison, nude, make no effort to stake out the next room and witness the
the mailman, tells Harriet to tell Dan that he’s quitting the couple in action again. They really were too young to see sex
show. Owen tries to talk him into staying on, explaining why the firsthand. They have glimpsed the future, however, and it was rather
Ghost of Christmas Future is such an important part even with frightening.
no lines. But Mr. Morrison isn’t convinced that simply acting
like he knows the future is scary.
Dan is initially skeptical, but Owen convinces him to let him Owen naturally has a very unsettling presence due to his
rehearse that afternoon and test the reactions of the cast. John extraordinary maturity for his age and his size. When he
already knows what Owen’s test will prove—he can see how purposefully plays up his disconcerting aura, he is terrifying. He is
unsettled Owen has made Harriet and the maids. Indeed, Dan like the angels of God who people find frightening, like Tabitha’s
reports that night that Owen was a stunning success, striking supposed angel.
terror into everyone, even Mr. Fish as Scrooge, who screamed
when he saw Owen’s face under the ghostly hood. Dan even
heard that Mr. Early’s daughter wet her pants. Mr. Fish comes
by the house after dinner, and they worry that Owen might be
too scary.
Mr. Fish is leaving just as Owen arrives at the door, and he In this one brief scene, Owen is called both “the Devil” and “the little
steps out just as Owen is reaching to ring the bell. The Lord Jesus.” To outsiders, his true nature is somewhat ambiguous,
unexpected sight of Owen sends him jumping backward into but John never doubts Owen’s humanity and friendship.
the hall. “Speak of the Devil,” Dan says. Mr. Fish starts humming
a Christmas carol to himself “as the little Lord Jesus stepped
inside.”
Mr. Morrison would surely also wish for Owen’s presence to be Owen continues to keep his roles a secret from his parents. He
somewhat diminished—he is upset to hear what a terrific splash doesn’t seem to long for their praise like another child might—he is
Owen has made in the part. John wonders if Owen’s parents remarkably self-sufficient for an eleven-year-old. But adults like Dan
know about his impressive performance. Dan asks Owen if he and Tabitha can still perceive in him an unfulfilled need for love and
would like to invite his parents to the show, but Owen insists affection.
they wouldn’t enjoy it. “Anything you say, Owen,” Dan tells him.
Like Tabitha, he understands that Owen is not shown affection
at home.
That Sunday, the day of the church Christmas pageant, Owen Owen seems to care more for Tabitha and even Harriet than he
arrives at Harriet’s house layered in winter clothes, including a cares for his own parents, whether Harriet is aware of his esteem or
“lucky” scarf that Tabitha once gave him after she learned that not. She has expressed only her objections to Owen’s voice thus far,
he didn’t own one. He coughs horribly while he and John walk leaving Tabitha and Dan to be the fond and affectionate ones. Her
to the church. Owen is very disappointed that Harriet isn’t aloofness towards Owen is seemingly no worse than whatever
coming to the pageant, being too worried that she could slip treatment he receives at home, though.
and fall on the icy pavement. They run into Mr. Fish on the way
there, who doesn’t normally go to church but wants to see
Owen’s performance. Dan joins them, and they arrive at Christ
Church.
The Wiggins are outside the church with the Merrills. Barb The Merrills’ shocked reaction to Owen as the Christ Child reminds
hurries Owen inside to be wrapped in his swaddling clothes the reader that it really is an unusual role for Owen to play, despite
while the Merrills look scandalized to hear that Owen is playing his air of cool nonchalance about volunteering for it. He acts as if he
the Christ Child. Owen is very picky about how Barb swaddles was simply meant to play the part, but not everyone can see it.
him—he finally insists that she wrap him in his scarf, then the
cotton swaddling cloth on top.
When Owen is finally wrapped to his satisfaction, Barb has to Getting ready for his part requires Owen to make himself helpless.
carry him over to the manger, since his legs are bound too To prove his faith, he has to surrender to the will of someone greater
tightly together. She wipes his running nose with a than himself. Barb is surely not the person he imagined putting his
handkerchief, and makes him blow. Then she pinches Owen’s faith in, and she cruelly takes advantage of his powerless position.
cheeks, which she says are too pale, and kisses him on the She leaves him with an erection, an extremely inappropriate look for
mouth to make him flush. Owen is furious; the last person to a newborn Christ. But the experience is humbling to Owen, perhaps
kiss him was Tabitha. When Barb lays him in the manger, it reminding him that he isn’t really Jesus.
becomes apparent to her and John that Owen has an erection,
visible through his tightly swaddled clothes. Owen is angry and
humiliated, and Barb finally has her revenge.
However, Owen miraculously recovers his composure and Owen overcomes his early adversity just as the newborn Jesus did,
controls his erection. As Barb mans the controls that raise and summoning an innate dignity that transforms the scene into his
lower Harold the angel above the stage, Owen gives her such a sovereign ground. He shatters the composure of a grown woman,
withering glare that she freezes. Harold suffers a terribly jerky and announces his own birth when the tongue-tied angel falters.
descent, and predictably forgets his lines in fear. Owen
prompts him from below. Mary Beth kneels and lays her head
heavily in Owen’s lap, overcome.
Owen abruptly sits up in the hay and points into the crowd, Owen’s reaction to seeing his parents is just as puzzling as their
yelling, “WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING HERE? YOU reaction to watching him. He breaks character—or does he?—and
SHOULDN’T BE HERE!” He is talking to his parents, but the screams at his parents to leave. He shamelessly spurns the
audience can’t tell who he means, so some of them get up to traditional principle of theater that “the show must go on”
leave along with Mr. Meany and Mrs. Meany. Owen tells John regardless of what happens, forcing the show to go along with him
to get him out of there, so he and Mary Beth carry him down instead. John and Mary Beth end up carrying him out, after all, and
the center aisle and out of the church. They exit in a leave him lying helpless in his parents’ laps in an unsettling image—a
spontaneous procession with the rest of the cast following grotesque reflection of the Christ child with Mary and Joseph.
behind as the choir sings. John and Mary Beth deposit Owen in
the cab of the granite truck, lying across his parents’ laps. Even
the snowplow makes way for Owen as they drive home.
Back in the present in Toronto, it is now February. John This dark image of what was supposed to be a festive religious
remarks on his church’s communion services, expressing his celebration colors John’s future experience of religious customs. He
preference for a lightly attended communion, where people is quick to perceive human flaws in sacred rites. Even pregnancy is
don’t have to stand in line like a herd about to feed. He wants too human for his sanctified ideas.
communion to be a sacred event, not spoiled by Canon
Mackie’s jokes. He manages to find fault in the two wine
servers—the Rev. Katherine Keeling shouldn’t serve the wine
when she’s heavily pregnant, and the Rev. Mr. Larkin pulls the
cup back too quickly and doesn’t wipe the rim of the cup closely
enough.
Nonetheless, John expresses his admiration for Rev. Keeling, Despite his objections to her pregnancies, John respects Katherine
who is his favorite person to talk to in the church now that Keeling’s keen mind and kind manner. Her clerical peers have less
Canon Campbell is gone. The other reverends aren’t as willing patience for John’s spiritual conflict, being more concerned with
to talk to him at length—one unsympathetic reverend, who is meeting the critical material needs of the less fortunate of God’s
heavily involved in volunteer projects for the city’s most needy, children. John thinks that his spiritual suffering is just as agonizing.
says John’s worries are all merely in his mind. John thinks this
doesn’t make them less painful to him.
Mackie believes that John lives in the past, and even John John does seem to be living in the past—most of the book itself is
himself wonders if his fondness for Canon Campbell is part of about his memories. He’s clearly spent years thinking about his
his inability to let go of the past. He imagines that if Campbell childhood and its repercussions on the rest of his life. Perhaps this
were still alive today, he might be as frustrated with John’s written account is his attempt to put history to rest for good, so that
stubbornness as Mackie is. Mackie points out that John’s he can make the most of what life still has to offer. He needs to
recent speech about Christmas at the Parish Council move on from his own story to re-engage with the rest of the world.
meeting—in which he said that he found Christmas If he can’t even understand what Christmas means to other people,
depressing—surely also hurt his candidacy. The church greatly he’s very alienated.
relies on Christmas for the success of its missions and its
general livelihood, but John can’t see past his own bitter history
with Christmas.
After the Christmas of 1953, the old idyllic vision of Christ’s Owen gave many blessings to John, but one of the things he took
birth was replaced by the memory of Owen Meany angrily from him may have been the comfort of an uplifting holiday like
banishing his parents from church, then lying stiffly swaddled Christmas. Perhaps Tabitha’s death had already taken that from
across their laps like a mortally wounded patient laid out on a him, but Owen’s astonishing behavior during the Christmas pageant
stretcher. “How can you like Christmas after that?” John asks. made John’s memories of the holiday even more harrowing.
Outside the church after Owen’s departure, the rest of the
children have no idea what to do—fleeing the freezing cold,
they push their way back into the church. People are exiting
early, confused and disturbed by what they just witnessed.
Mr. Fish is impressed by the drama of the Nativity—he thinks Mr. Fish, unfamiliar with the real Nativity story, mistakes Owen’s
Owen’s improvisations are part of the biblical account. When shocking interruption for actual events. John is rather jealously
John goes to gather his and Owen’s clothes, he finds Mary Beth possessive of his understanding of Owen—he doesn’t want to share
weeping on top of Owen’s things. She is distraught to think that Owen with a girl (who is implied to be struggling with her own
Owen now hates her. Her hysterics make John furious—she feelings).
imagines that she has a special understanding with Owen, but
John knows that what she really has is an unconscious desire to
“take him home and lie on top of him.”
Dan tells Barb that he doesn’t want to have to tell the Vestry Barb surrenders her quarrel with Owen so quickly that she appears
members the story of how she left Harold hanging twenty feet even more contemptible. She did have a fair cause to be angry with
about a concrete floor. He tells her that she will not give Owen Owen—his outrageous outburst and spontaneous exit utterly
any ultimatums—Owen is welcome in the church anytime, derailed the program, and he showed little regard for the success of
without her permission, and if the rector wants to talk about the show he had insisted on taking over. Her fury with Owen was far
Owen, he can talk to Dan. Barb quickly becomes eager to too personal, but someone probably should have held Owen
please, helping Harold get into cleaner clothes just before his accountable for his rudeness.
mother arrives.
John wishes he was back at Sawyer Depot for Christmas Eve. John goes to see A Christmas Carol on Christmas Eve, the night
This year, he and Dan are going to the final production of A when the story is supposed to take place. The real world and the
Christmas Car
Carol
ol, then the cast party—planning to occupy them world of the play will collide tonight, as Owen will be visited by a
for as much time as possible, so they won’t grieve Tabitha’s vision of the future just as Scrooge is visited by the various ghosts.
absence. Harriet almost refuses to join them at the show, since Harriet’s concern for Lydia nearly prevents her from going out, and
Lydia is sick and she doesn’t want to leave her alone with only her foreboding will be proven right.
Germaine for company. But she finally agrees to go, and John
escorts her to the performance, where she makes her usual
regal entrance.
John goes backstage to see Owen, who is so feverish that he Owen looks even worse after his recent impassioned outburst. He is
barely needs his makeup to look ghastly. On his makeup table, juggling so many roles—Christ Child, Ghost of the Future, his
he has traced his name in baby powder. He refuses to explain parents’ son, the child he no longer is—that he perhaps writes his
why he evicted his parents from church the other night, only name down to try and remember who he is.
referencing the old unspeakable “RELIGIOUS PERSECUTION.”
From backstage, John looks out into the audience. Mr. John observes the world from an unfamiliar perspective, looking out
Morrison is there, as is Rev. Merrill and his family. It occurs to invisibly from behind the scenes. A powerful instinct abruptly rises
John that many of the same people in the crowd must have also in him as he takes in this new perspective—an instinct that Owen
been watching the baseball game the day Tabitha was killed. would call heaven-sent. Despite Tabitha’s account of meeting a man
Mr. Chickering is there, and Chief Pike. John remembers his on the train, he suddenly suspects that his father is one of
mother had been waving to somebody in the bleachers before Gravesend’s familiar faces.
she died—the last person she ever saw. He imagines that she
must have been waving at his father. With this idea in mind, he
searches the crowd for people who were present at the game.
John watches the audience until Owen comes on stage, and he Owen’s effect upon the audience is more terrifying than ever.
sees their faces transformed by fear. Owen’s cough is not However, in an ironic reversal, he gets a dose of his own medicine
humanizing, but a death rattle. When he points to the grave and tastes the overpowering fear of the future that he inspires in his
engraved with Scrooge’s name, he suddenly faints. He regains audience. His “vision” of his gravestone is so clearly a parallel of the
consciousness by jumping to his feet and screaming, then plot of the play that it’s easy to dismiss what he saw as a harmless
backing off the stage. Dan and John find him sobbing over his delusion. He even had the engraving of his name in his mind before
makeup table, burning with fever. Rev. Merrill comes backstage he went out on stage.
to try and help, and Owen tells him he saw his own name on the
grave. Dan hugs Owen and tells him he’s just hallucinating the
same story as Scrooge’s grave. John points out that Owen
wrote his name on the table earlier, making it easier to imagine.
Merrill drives Owen home and drops John off at Harriet’s Owen refuses to be comforted by the rational explanations offered
house. He seems to believe that Owen had an upsetting by everyone else. He firmly believes in the truth of what he saw.
“vision,” but not the type of prophetic vision that Owen thinks Even Merrill, a man of faith who might be familiar with spiritual
he saw. John feels upset to be missing the cast party at Dan’s visions, refutes Owen’s story, but Owen doesn’t listen. John returns
apartment. Harriet’s house is silent. Then John hears Germaine home to find Germaine hiding in the secret passageway and Lydia
whispering in the secret passageway, praying to herself. dead. The ominous mood of the night found its fated victim.
Germaine tells him that Lydia died in her bed while Germaine
was reading to her. While Germaine was sitting with the body,
she had grown spooked, and fled into the secret passageway.
Harriet imagines that Owen had somehow foreseen Lydia’s Everyone tries to rationalize the events of the night differently,
death and mistaken it for his own. Germaine agrees, saying that believing in certain fateful connections and dismissing the rest as
she and Lydia thought they heard a scream right before she coincidence. Like in the case of Tabitha’s death, everyone has their
died. Dan protests, saying that Owen was simply feverish and own particular system of order that they want to fit the unsettling
prone to an overactive imagination. Germaine is so beside occurrences into, to make them less disturbing.
herself that she is put to bed in John’s room. John wants to call
Owen, but he has to wait for Germaine to fall asleep.
As Germaine tosses and turns, John begins to imagine climbing After his secondhand experiences of condoms, passionate sex, and
into her bed and taking advantage of her distraught state. He erections, John finally feels the stirrings of his own desires. Like
says that he believes her about hearing Owen’s scream, and Owen’s on-stage hard-on, John’s desire strikes at an inappropriate
takes her hand between the beds. But she is soon asleep, and moment, and he feels deeply ashamed. John thinks he and his
he is left with his shame. He imagines that his lust comes from father must be uniquely connected by a terrible lust, but he doesn’t
his unknown father, and wants to find him even more, in order realize he’s far from alone.
to discover in that man what sins he himself might one day be
capable of.
John and Owen didn’t know what would be on TV—they were The town movie theatres run either Tarzan films that indulge
only familiar with the films shown in town, mostly Tarzan people’s fantasies of living an uncivilized existence, or biblical films
movies or biblical epics. Owen found the biblical epics that remind them about proper religious values. Ironically, the
“SACRILEGIOUS.” When the TV comes, Harriet watches it all conservative citizens of Gravesend enjoy both types of films equally.
day long, but her passion is born from contempt—commenting
on the trashy shows on TV gives her endless energy and
purpose.
Harriet and Owen both appreciate one show, at least—The Criticizing everything on TV makes Harriet feel happily superior to
Liberace Show, featuring the flamboyant piano prodigy Liberace. everybody else, and even John can’t help feeling superior to her and
John cannot understand their love for such a kitschy Owen in their love for Liberace, a campy popular pianist.
performer, whose attention to his costumes surpassed his Homophobia was especially strong at this time, and many of
attention to his music. Liberace is rumored to be gay, but he Liberace’s fans would have been horrified if he were gay.
fiercely denies the rumors and successfully sues a newspaper
for libel, much to Owen and Harriet’s delight.
John complains to Dan about feeling left out of this ridiculous John doesn’t understand why Harriet and Owen like Liberace.
phenomenon. Dan is a good listener, patient and devoted to Thankfully, he has Dan for a stepfather, an understanding man who
children. He may not have initially planned to teach at has great empathy for everyone from children to the elderly. John,
Gravesend Academy until his retirement, but losing Tabitha led who tends to be more judgmental of people, could use some of
him to dedicate himself to the education of “the whole boy,” Dan’s compassion. Dan understands that Harriet has little left to
which is what Gravesend Academy sought to promote in its take happiness from now that both her daughter and her closest
pupils. Unlike many of his fellow faculty members, he actually companion are gone.
believes that it’s harder to be a teenager than an adult, and is
sympathetic to the problems of the adolescents in his care. He
also believes it’s hard to be elderly. He tells John to have more
empathy for Harriet, who has suffered many losses.
Martha and Alfred Eastman also believe in the saving graces of Martha and Alfred have certain fixed notions about who needs the
a private education, and they have high hopes that sending benefits of a private school education: namely, boys. Even after
Noah and Simon to Gravesend Academy will save them from watching all three of their children grow up wild, they still insist on
the dangers of growing up in rural, uncivilized society—mainly denying what’s before their eyes and pretending that Hester is
driving drunk and having unprotected sex out of sheer inherently different from her brothers.
boredom. Noah and Simon have wild natures, and they need
the heavy workload and strict, numbing routine of Gravesend
Academy to wear them down. They are less worried about
civilizing Hester.
While the boys all prepare to go to the academy, Hester has Hester doesn’t want the life that her parents are stubbornly raising
only the public high school to look forward to. She becomes her for—a life in which she doesn’t need a strong education because
angry that her parents won’t give her the same educational she will marry someone to support herself instead of pursuing her
opportunities—or the same chance to be saved—as her own goals.
brothers.
Owen and Harriet bond over their love for Liberace and their Harriet finally returns the respect that Owen has always had for her.
disdain for everything else, and Harriet becomes a champion Exchanging scornful comments on the low quality of TV shows—all
for Owen’s studies at the academy. When Owen protests that except for Liberace—reveals them to have similar tastes and
his parents can’t afford the kind of clothes boys have to wear to intellects. Like Tabitha, she wants Owen to transcend his low origin
the academy, Harriet promises to take him shopping. Owen has and limited means and fulfill his full potential at Gravesend
no problem earning admission and a full scholarship with his Academy. Meanwhile, the rightful Wheelwright heir can’t get into
stellar grades, but John has to repeat a year of school before the Academy without an extra year of school. Owen proves his
the academy will admit him. Owen could have skipped a grade, loyalty as a friend and follows John.
but instead he faithfully decides to stay behind with John and
help him with his homework—as he promised Tabitha he would.
“I’LL NEVER LEAVE YOU,” he tells John.
Back in the present, Liberace has just died at age sixty-seven, From the present, John reports the news of Liberace’s death. Irving
allegedly of AIDS. He reversed his former public opposition to perhaps interjects this fact here to show how much the world has
homosexuality before he died, but never admitted to being gay. changed since Owen and Harriet first loved the star.
Owen has become disenchanted with Christmas pageantry, Owen once wanted to stage a perfected scene of the Nativity,
and religious pageantry in general, after the disastrous pageant complete with him at the center in his rightful place. The resulting
of the year before. He denounces the Catholic adoration of disaster soured his feelings towards pageantry, especially Catholic
“OBJECTS” that manifests in biblical films and in representation. His animosity towards Catholicism has only
representations like statues. He especially hates the statue of worsened since his confrontation with his parents at the Christmas
Mary Magdalene erected near the playground of St. Michael’s pageant. He identifies Catholicism with the statue of Mary
parochial school, the school Owen would have attended if his Magdalene, which looms large in his mind.
parents had not switched religions. Mary Magdalene, posed in
a stone archway, makes a tempting target for balls and pucks,
but the nuns living nearby keep an eye out for troublemakers.
Owen is afraid of nuns. Ironically for such an unusual boy, he Owen seems to find nuns more unnatural than priests, for whatever
thinks they are “UNNATURAL”—but he and John can’t resist reason. Both priests and nuns are required to be celibate, but Owen
throwing chestnuts at the statue every fall, or covering its feet seems to find a woman’s choice to forgo a family for a closer
with tadpoles in the spring. The nuns give chase if they see relationship with God more unnatural than a man’s. The nuns don’t
them, but Owen and John can outrun the “penguins.” In the even get the authority and the respect that priests do, since only
spring of 1957, Owen is especially keen on vandalizing the men can lead and preach in Catholicism. For someone like Owen,
statue. He and John had seen the movie The Ten who loves being an authority, perhaps it’s unthinkable to make such
Commandments just before Easter, which Owen found to be a a sacrifice without gaining anything. His objection to the material
terrible time for such a release—showing the story of Moses representation of miracles and saints leads him to vandalism.
during the time dedicated to Jesus. Moreover, he hated seeing
the parting of the Red Sea on screen: “YOU CAN’T TAKE A
MIRACLE AND JUST SHOW IT.”
Owen and John continue trying to solve the mystery of John’s The idea that the boys could identify John’s father by remembering
father by watching the crowds at Dan’s shows and searching who was at the baseball game is fanciful, but they take their
their memories for who was at the baseball game. They decide deliberations seriously. Perhaps their latest quest is yet another
that Mrs. Merrill never would have gone to a game, not being a search for meaning in that terrible accident—they want to believe
fan of baseball, and Rev. Merrill wouldn’t have gone without his that some illuminating revelation can be born from such a random
wife. They agree that they would have remembered the tragedy. Finding a father in the same moment John lost a mother
Wiggins making a spectacle of themselves if they had been would be apt. Or perhaps the boys just take comfort from returning
there. Owen cautions John not to forget the likelihood that if to the moments before they lost their innocence.
his mother had thought his father would be a good influence,
she wouldn’t have kept his identity secret. He should be
prepared for disappointment.
Hester is determined to scandalize her family to punish them Hester wants to act as un-ladylike as possible in protest of how
for denying her the same freedoms and opportunities as her gender norms have crippled her freedom. Her parents return to the
brothers. In 1957, the Eastmans stay home for Christmas tactic of keeping her at home where they can try and keep an eye on
instead of returning to the Caribbean after Hester became her. Perhaps they can tell that inviting boys over would be an
involved with a native boatman the previous year. They still invitation for trouble.
don’t invite John and Owen to Sawyer Depot, to the boys’
regret. They’re both fifteen, and slightly in love with Hester.
Back in the present year, it’s Palm Sunday. John always finds the John finds the Easter holiday to be more trying than the Christmas
week before Easter to be exhausting—he worries that Jesus holiday, although he seems to find the Christmas holiday trying as
couldn’t possibly have come back to life after all that he well lately. Owen made Christmas more like Easter, acting more like
suffered before his death. Christmas is a much easier story to a tortured martyr than a bringer of peace and light. John’s
swallow, being more believable and more upbeat than the saga experience should have shown him that the miracle of peace on
of Jesus’s death and rebirth. But the Resurrection is the central earth—the miracle promised by Christ’s birth—is nearly as
miracle to Christianity, and faith in it is necessary to be a impossible to have true faith in in as the miracle of the resurrection.
Christian.
After the Palm Sunday service, John heads to the dining hall of John judges the outfits of the girls at the boarding school, thinking
The Bishop Strachan School, where he teaches. He reflects on that they don’t know how to dress themselves. He (rather naively
the clothes that the boarders—all girls—are wearing on the and self-centeredly) imagines that they must think about him as
weekend. He thinks that the girls dress badly when they aren’t much as he thinks about them, and dress with him in mind.
wearing their uniforms; he thinks they must prefer not having
to worry about what to wear most of the time. He wonders if
they dress with him in mind on Sundays, since he is frequently
the only man who comes to the boarders’ lunch on Sundays.
Rev. Katherine Keeling, the headmistress, oversees the meal. John can’t even stop from thinking critically about Rev. Keeling, an
John thinks she is fantastic, but finds her too thin. He sees her accomplished adult woman who surely knows how to take care of
not eating at lunch, but admits that her clerical collar makes her herself. John’s thoughts about the girls and women he is
look more underweight than she really is. He says she’s his surrounded by are not sexual in nature, but they are paternalistic
closest friend now that Canon Campbell has died. The previous and patronizing. He thinks it is his place to tell the women in his life
principal of Bishop Strachan, Old Teddybear Kilgour, hired how they should dress and eat. Kilgour trusted him not to take
John on Campbell’s recommendation twenty years ago. John advantage of the young, impressionable female students he would
teases Katherine by asking her if she would have hired him at be teaching, and he has not betrayed that trust, but he has not shed
that age—a young, single American man applying to teach at an his lifelong sexist tendencies.
all-girls school. Kilgour trusted John to take his faculty
responsibilities seriously, and not become involved with any
students.
A week later, on Easter Sunday, the weather has miraculously Easter dawns bright and warm, a promising sign of hope and
changed from cold and rainy to humid and summery. John rebirth. Though the details of Owen’s death are not yet revealed,
compares the change in weather to walking into the bright light John is still clearly associating him with Christ, and hoping for
from inside the dark tomb where Jesus’s body once lay. John Owen’s own resurrection.
thinks of Owen when he says to Katherine, “He is risen.”
In the summer of 1958, Owen and John turn sixteen and get Owen and John are officially no longer children, but well on their
their drivers licenses. Owen gets his license first, because he way to adulthood. No longer dependent on parents to drive them
had already learned to drive on the quarry roads in his father’s around, they can seize their own autonomy. Owen is also no longer
trucks. Dan teaches John to drive that summer in the mornings the tiny, pitiable figure struggling to pedal his bicycle up a steep hill,
before his daily rehearsals for Julius Caesar
Caesar. but now a young man driving himself.
In the evenings, Owen drives Mr. Meany’s tomato-red pickup Owen and John don’t get particularly far with their new
truck down to the boardwalk at Hampton Beach with John. privileges—they’re still peering out from the truck at a world out of
They drive along the strip and look at girls until a cop pulls them their reach, like the children sneaking into the high schoolers’ dorm
over and tell them to look on foot. But if the girls rarely look rooms and watching the adult audiences of Dan’s shows.
back at Owen and John when they are driving, they stare and
laugh at them when they’re walking, due to Owen’s size. Owen
also gets hassled by the other guys around. So he and John
leave the boardwalk and head back to Gravesend, or sit on the
deserted beach or harbor.
The boardwalk girls may have ignored them, but John notices Now that he’s a teenager, Owen’s exceptional maturity is less
that women find Owen attractive. He has a confidence borne unsettling and more compelling. His self-assured attitude is
from earning his way in the world, and from being in command impressive to his peers, normal teenagers in the grips of adolescent
of himself and others. Girls want to touch him, like Mary Beth uncertainties and insecurities. In the pampered town of Gravesend,
all those years ago. Then he develops muscles from his hard few can match his rough image. Unfortunately, neither he nor John
labor in the quarries with Mr. Meany, and starts smoking a pack have matured past objectifying the women they know and speaking
a day. The work and the cigarettes give his face a gaunt, adult of them as if boys are entitled to their favors.
quality. He and John still discuss breasts, but they compare
their classmates’ chests now. They despair that the girls their
age all want to date older boys, but await their eighteenth
birthdays, when they’ll get their classmates back and the
younger girls, too.
Gravesend students embrace The Voice as a new Owen has never hesitated to speak the blunt truth, and his
institution—Owen is their voice, speaking up for their causes, newspaper editorials are no different. Believing that God had a
asserting their dignity in an environment where they are purpose for giving him his voice, he seems to have realized that such
belittled by the adults. He can also criticize the student body, a gift was meant to be used, not muted. He’s not interested in
however, for failing to be open-minded or self-aware, or for pandering or pleasing a crowd, but in voicing his principles.
bullying. He even speaks out against drinking and drugs,
showing a fearlessness towards his peers’ judgment.
That spring, Owen dares to invite Hester to the senior ball as a Owen steps in where John cannot—or will not—and claims Hester
freshman. He had sent her every issue of The Grave, and she for himself. Hester has made herself sexier to male eyes than ever, as
loved the irreverence. She has lost a substantial amount of John notes her weight loss and thinks that her body is so naturally
weight, and mastered a subtle aura of danger and maturity for perfect that it should be observed bare in the wilderness. John’s
her age. She dresses well, although John thinks “her body hopeless preoccupation with Hester’s body seems to get in the way
belonged in the jungle, covered only essentially.” She wears a of a deeper understanding of her character.
fitted, short, plunging black dress to the dance, and Owen
wears an elegant tuxedo Harriet had bought for him. Unlike the
other boys, who have to escort their dates straight to the
visitors’ dorms, Owen gets to drive Hester back to Harriet’s
house.
Other boys brag about their sexual escapades, but Owen does At last, Owen is respectful enough of a woman not to announce
not. Noah and Simon assume Hester had slept with what he’s seen and thinks of her body. He even criticizes his peers
him—“Hester fucks everybody!” Simon claims—but the couple who speak of their dates in this way. Perhaps he finds such locker-
never say how they spend their evening. After the dance, The room talk acceptable in the abstract, as a boy’s harmless fantasy,
Voice denounces both the crass bragging of boys claiming to but objectionable in reference to real relationships.
have taken advantage of their dates, and the chaperones’ rapid
policing of any forms of affection.
Over the summer, John gives tours of the school while Owen John gets another boost from his family connections in the form of a
returns to the quarries. Owen doesn’t talk about Hester, but he nice job at the school, while Owen must return to his family’s tough
is able to score some dates for him and John. They are able to labor in the quarries. Dealing with the rough quarrymen, perhaps,
walk the boardwalk after Owen holds his own in a few fights gives him the backbone to take on much larger boys in scuffles on
with the punks and earns a reputation as “a mean little fucker.” the boardwalk. Hester’s neglect by her parents continues, and
That fall, Noah and Simon start college in California, while perhaps she takes her revenge by dating the boy who took her
Hester unhappily starts at the state university, where her mother’s sister from her.
parents can pay resident tuition. Owen’s cool reputation
increases further from dating a college girl.
Back in the present, it’s May, and former U.S. senator Gary Hart John thinks that matters of sexuality are so much less important to
has dropped out of the running for president after being found ethical and moral standards than critical breaches that lead to true
in a hotel with a model. John thinks that Hart will surely be harm. However, the rabid attention Americans pay to sensational
back—“remember Nixon?” John criticizes Americans for caring sex scandals is grossly disproportionate to their weak response to
more about sexual infidelity than Constitutional violations like transgressions like lying to the country and violating the
the Iran-Contra affair. Toronto is rejoicing in the sunshine, but Constitution.
John remembers that Owen hated the spring—it meant school
was almost over, and he would be going back to the quarries.
Owen had written a bunch of essays over the summer about Owen doesn’t want a headmaster beholden to outside interests,
the ongoing search for a new headmaster, urging the Search who won’t put the best interests of his students first. For the
Committee to find someone committed to serving the faculty students, the selection of a new headmaster is like the election of a
and the students rather than the alumni and the trustees, who new president—they’re powerless, too young to vote for the person
prioritize fundraising above education. Dan argues to the who will rule over the next four years of their lives. Owen tries to
faculty that Owen really loves Gravesend Academy, and his reclaim the students’ lost power and assert their will in the decision.
constructive critique is better than blind devotion. Owen’s However, the fact that he hasn’t outgrown his bias against the
petition against fish on Fridays is less defensible—he protests Catholics doesn’t help his case to add his voice to the adults’. Again,
against only fish being served in the cafeteria on Fridays for the he is more preoccupied with nuns’ sexuality than priests’.
sake of Catholics who don’t eat meat that day. He wins his case,
but it seems more frivolous—and more personal—than his
other campaigns. He still calls nuns “penguins,” and often asks,
“DO YOU THINK THEY’RE ALL LESBIANS?”
Owen and John have plenty of time to practice over Christmas, Another Christmas passes in Gravesend, exiled from Sawyer Depot.
as the Eastmans continue to not invite them up to Sawyer Perhaps the idea of having John and Owen over is simply too
Depot. John thinks Martha doesn’t want to encourage Owen’s painful for Aunt Martha, still grieving her sister. Perhaps having
relationship with Hester—that’s what Hester says, at least, but three young adults home for the holidays is enough trouble without
John also thinks she could be making it up to prejudice Owen adding two more. Owen and John are left to be each other’s family.
against her mother. John also has to spend his vacation writing John’s difficulty with his high school English papers is surprising
two late term papers, with Owen’s generous aid. He struggles given that he becomes an English teacher in the present, but in
so much with spelling and other schoolwork that he is enrolled hindsight he suspects he had undiagnosed dyslexia.
in a remedial course and sent to see the school psychiatrist. At
the time he was in high school, learning disabilities like dyslexia
weren’t widely understood, and students’ academic difficulties
were thought to result from stupidity or psychological issues.
The school psychiatrist, Dr. Dolder, believes that John’s studies Dolder hunts for evidence to support his hypothesis of trauma
are hampered by his past and ongoing psychological traumas, rather than actually listening to his patient. He has a fixed idea of
no matter how much John insists that he loves Owen and what the problem must be and refuses to hear otherwise.
forgives him for the accident, and loves his stepfather and
grandmother and doesn’t mind living in two places. Dolder
wants John to bring a baseball to his next session, and bring
Owen, too, but John refuses.
Back in the present, John buys a newspaper about Reagan’s People frequently choose not to hear what they don’t want to hear.
illegal support for the Nicaraguan contras. He considers again Americans cannot bear to think that their president—the man they
that the sexual misconduct of politicians is so insignificant chose to represent themselves—is truly corrupt and dishonest. They
compared to the immorality of the president who acts above would rather believe that he is acting with the right intentions and
the law and runs guns to terrorists, but Americans only care that their country is righteous no matter what.
enough to be outraged by sexual transgressions.
John is teaching his senior girls Thomas Hardy’s Tess of the Of course, sexual abuses and abuses of power frequently go hand in
d’Urbervilles, a nineteenth-century novel about a young woman hand. Tess’s vulnerability to sexual exploitation is symptomatic of a
who was seduced, or raped, and suffered a tragic end. He urges larger imbalance of power where the rich and aristocratic live
them to pay attention to the meaning of Hardy’s text, but the without fear of being held accountable for their actions. People
girls only want to know if they can have class outside don’t like to think that they could be living in such a society.
tomorrow.
The rest of the Gravesend boys, including John, are “an Aside from Owen, the other students find the theories of secular
atheistic mob,” taken with secular writers like Jack Kerouac, writers to be more original and compelling than Christian writers,
Allen Ginsberg, Sartre, and Camus rather than with Tolstoy, whose ideas seem more familiar on first glance. Merrill makes the
Graham Greene, Joyce, or Dostoevski. Merrill counters the case that keeping faith is not childish—it is supremely challenging.
boys with Kierkegaard, who said that faith “is the greatest and Owen accuses his classmates of being caught up by the secular
most difficult of all things.” Owen defends Merrill’s ideas to the writers’ style and craft rather than evaluating the merits of their
rest of the class: “JUST BECAUSE A BUNCH OF ATHEISTS conclusions. Of course, Owen is never above making a statement
ARE BETTER WRITERS THAN THE GUYS WHO WROTE THE with his own style to counter theirs.
BIBLE DOESN’T NECESSARILY MAKE THEM RIGHT!” The
Voice tells the school to just hire Merrill as the new minister
instead of searching for someone else, and they do.
Back in the present, John runs into the mother of a girl in his John’s memory is far from perfect, especially for a man who thinks
Grade 12 English class. While he’s talking to her, he thinks of other people forget too easily. He forgot what it was like to be a
giving a pop quiz on Tess to his class, since he’s sure they haven’t teenager reading such a difficult book for the first time, fighting to
been reading it very carefully. Then he remembers that he and wade through the writing while also trying to endure so many other
Owen first read the book in Mr. Early’s tenth grade class, when trials of growing up.
the book shouldn’t have been assigned to them so young. John
has even been trying to convince his colleagues to teach it in
Grade 13 instead of Grade 12. He struggled mightily when he
read it for the first time. “I can’t read this!” he screamed to
Owen.
Owen was willing to even read the book aloud to him if that Owen is deeply devoted to John—for the long term, not just the
would help, but John refused. Owen says he can either do all of short term. He recognizes John’s reluctance to take charge of his
John’s homework for him, or he can teach him how to do it. He own life, and tries to guide him towards a rewarding path to follow.
wants John to succeed “AFTER I’M GONE,” or at least after However, by continually helping John find his way, Owen prevents
high school. He questions John on his plans for the him from finally becoming self-sufficient and taking control of his
future—work? College? What major? Owen says he’s going to own future. Judging from where John finds himself today, he looks
study Geology, and he suggests that John study English. John to have followed Owen’s advice exactly.
protests that reading books is difficult, and he hates it, but
Owen helps him see that the books are not the problem—the
reading is. In the present, he feels terrible for thinking of giving
his girls a nasty quiz after remembering how much help he
needed.
Owen predicted the trustees would pick White, also being The trustees in charge of the private institution choose someone
businessmen. They like decision-makers, and don’t care about who makes decisions quickly—rashly, even, as future events will
his lack of educational background. Owen even suggested that show. White is not a thoughtful and open-minded leader, but a bully.
White’s admission policy in Lake Forest had excluded black and
Jewish students. He tried to say all this in a column, but Mr.
Early cut it for its potential for libel. Dan suggested he try to
find proof of White’s school’s exclusionary policies, but Owen
can only find hearsay.
Back in the present, John continues to follow the Iran-contra Like the American president who disregards the principles of the
affair in the Canadian newspapers. He vows not to talk about it Constitution and the wealthy Buchanans who ruin Gatsby in The
and confirm his reputation as the obsessed American, but one Great Gatsb
Gatsbyy, Randy White is “careless” and destructive. America
of his students brings it up in class in order to distract him from has failed to learn its lesson from the past, allowing such people to
the day’s lesson about F. Scott Fitzgerald’s The GrGreat
eat Gatsby
Gatsby. spread their damage without restraint and even electing them to
With great self-restraint, John manages to resist her obvious positions of greater power.
attempt to get him off topic and disguise the fact that she
hasn’t done the reading. To himself, he thinks that the Reagan
administration is filled with the same kinds of “careless people”
who destroy lives in The Gr
Great
eat Gatsby
Gatsby.
One of John’s fellow teachers also tries to prompt him into a Dishonest and ruinous people dislike the “concrete” because they
political rant, but he restrains himself to another line from prefer to make up their own rules and practice their own self-serving
Gatsby—saying that the Reagan administration demonstrated logic rather than face the truth of their actions. Reading books like
“an urban distaste for the concrete.” He remembers when The Great Gatsb
Gatsbyy can help people to recognize these flaws in their
Owen taught him how to read better by showing him how to society. By teaching John to read and write critically, Owen helped
write a complete term paper, and also by making a cheat sheet him to see the truth and share it with others.
for him to place over the page he was reading in order to help
him keep his place on the page. Owen even encouraged John to
learn how to type, since it was easier for him to notice a
typewritten misspelling than one in his own handwriting.
Back in Toronto in May, Reagan cites his diary as proof he didn’t Reagan tries to use his own informal record as proof against
bring up aid for the contras with the King of Saudi Arabia. wrongdoing. The diary of an accused liar doesn’t inspire much trust,
Harriet gave Owen a diary for Christmas in 1960—he called though. Owen also kept a diary, which he would never have lied in.
her his “BENEFACTOR.” That fall, Owen had been busy White does away with the school traditions that don’t suit him, and
protesting Randy White’s first decisions as headmaster—to the school lets him do this. Owen is the only one who speaks up and
build himself a new house on campus, to move the morning objects to measures like making student dismissal subject to the
assembly from Hurd’s Church to the Great Hall in the Main judgment of a small, select committee rather than based on a
Academy Building, to abolish the Latin requirement, and to faculty vote.
change the school’s dismissal policy from a faculty-wide vote to
the vote of an Executive Committee. Many of these initial
changes are popular, or neutral, in the eyes of the students and
faculty. Owen protests that changing the dismissal policy
created an oligarchy, but the school is more preoccupied with
the upcoming national election.
Owen organizes a mock election for the student body, and he is Owen appears to have grown out of his personal prejudice against
a big JFK supporter, to John’s surprise—John F. Kennedy is Catholics as he considers the nation’s fate—as Kennedy himself
Catholic. JFK wins the student election in a landslide, although would famously say, “Ask not what your country can do for you—ask
most of the students are too young to vote in the real what you can do for your country.” Owen can put his private grudge
election—the voting age was still twenty-one, at the time. with Catholicism aside for the good of the nation. However, his
Randy White begins to talk back to The Voice during the grudge with White worsens.
morning assemblies, and he personally replaces Mr. Early as
the newspaper advisor. Dan and John warn Owen to be careful.
After receiving the diary for Christmas, Owen begins to write Owen needs to express his feelings in writing, like John will later do
in it every night. He writes furiously the night after President though this book. A Prayer for Owen Meany is strongly yet subtly
Kennedy’s inauguration in January 1961. He is impressed with reminiscent of a diary at times, as John records the present date and
Kennedy’s famous inaugural speech, which he would go on to the events of the day. Of course, diaries are theoretically private,
regularly quote to John: “ASK NOT WHAT YOUR COUNTRY while John seems to be writing for an audience. Owen’s wish to be
CAN DO FOR YOU—ASK WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR YOUR useful “without being used” explains a great deal about his noble
COUNTRY.” Owen wants to “BE OF USE WITHOUT BEING actions yet bitter attitude.
USED”; he believes Kennedy is “A KIND OF SAVIOR.”
That fall, John only applies to the University of New John is still reluctant to take an adventurous approach to life,
Hampshire, while Owen applies to Harvard and Yale. The preferring the path of least resistance. Even Owen, with all of his
University of New Hampshire gives Owen an Honor Society vast potential, seems to be at risk of getting trapped in a
Scholarship before he even applies, but he won’t go there rut—sticking by John’s side and staying in New Hampshire instead
unless it’s to be with Hester and John. John won’t ask Owen to of striking out on his own. True adulthood is closer than ever, and
turn down an Ivy League school for him, and he is becoming a suddenly they don’t want to leave childhood behind.
good student in English and History by himself—he tells Owen
he can finally fend for himself. But Owen won’t rule out going to
state school to see more of Hester, and his parents.
After their disagreement, Owen and John finally manage to Owen is never satisfied when it comes to how perfectly they can
make the basketball shot in under four seconds. Owen make the shot. He frames their quest as a matter of faith, strangely
immediately wants to try for three seconds, to John’s irritation. enough, for what appears to be an athletic endeavor. As their lives
“FAITH TAKES PRACTICE,” Owen says. That fall, he and John prepare to possibly diverge, he and John begin to experience friction.
begin to quarrel for the first time. They can’t agree on where to Trying to do everything together can’t work forever when they’re
go now that they have the senior privilege of taking the train to fundamentally different people. John is more eager to conform with
Boston once a week. John is happy going along with the boys others, even if their values are questionable.
who buy booze with fake IDs, get drunk, and go to a strip club.
He doesn’t mind drinking, and he hasn’t lost his virginity yet,
despite going on dates with Caroline O’Day and Lorna Pike.
Owen doesn’t drink, and he won’t make fake draft cards Unlike John, Owen sticks to his values. John always goes along with
anymore, having become self-righteous and law-abiding after Owen, so he ends up acting out Owen’s morals—and even Owen
taking Kennedy’s speech to heart. So he and John have to can apparently be persuaded to visit a strip club. While he objects to
endure their trips to Boston completely sober, even the shows the degrading displays that the other men encourage, the woman on
at the strip club that are “only watchable to the blind stage is portrayed as repulsive and grotesque, with little empathy for
drunk”—otherwise the performances are clearly her humanity. Owen does make them leave, but only to pursue
“DISGUSTING” and “DEGRADING.” Owen makes them leave another woman—Tabitha.
the strip club and walk around a nicer part of town, which is a
new sight to him. John doesn’t realize that Owen purposefully
wants to go to the upscale boutique where Tabitha once bought
her infamous red dress.
Next Owen takes John to the office of Tabitha’s singing teacher, Owen and John continue to track down Tabitha’s secret life,
Graham McSwiney, who gave Owen an appointment to have everything she never told her mother or sister about. They don’t
his voice analyzed. They wait outside for the previous lesson to know what Dan knew. John wonders what else Tabitha could have
finish while John absorbs the fact that his mother was a very been lying about. He and Owen already suspected that the man on
convincing liar. McSwiney eagerly examines Owen’s Adam’s the train was in fact a familiar Gravesend resident, so the revelation
apple, or larynx. When a normal person like John swallows, of another secret isn’t a total shock. The anatomical explanation of
yawns, or screams, his Adam’s apple moves up and down. Owen’s unusual voice doesn’t really mean anything to Owen, who
Owen’s Adam’s apple doesn’t move—he has a fixed larynx, stuck only cares for the divine justification.
in the position of “a permanent scream.” McSwiney advises him
to consider seeing a throat doctor for surgery.
Owen refuses, saying, “IF GOD GAVE ME THIS VOICE, HE Owen refuses to pursue the possibility of changing his voice. If he’ll
HAD A REASON.” John asks McSwiney why Owen’s voice hasn’t never have a deepened adult voice, he’ll never sound perfectly
changed with puberty, and McSwiney says he can’t explain normal, anyway. One would think that speaking in a perpetual
why—he can only say that it likely won’t change in the future. scream might be painful, but Owen doesn’t say anything about this.
Owen introduces John as Tabitha’s son, and shows McSwiney He trusted God’s will to provide for him, just as Tabitha seemed to
her picture. He explains that he got her the gig when the believe that she would be discovered if it was meant to be. She
supper club asked him for good singers to perform. It wasn’t a didn’t actively pursue a singing career, but hoped nonetheless that
serious gig, but she still thought she could be “discovered” her talent would be noticed.
singing there, despite McSwiney’s advice that nobody got
discovered in Boston, especially in such a little joint. She
wouldn’t sing under her real name out of shyness or
provincialism.
McSwiney thought Tabitha was charming, but careless and McSwiney usually trains serious artists, but Tabitha was mostly a
unambitious—she preferred simple, popular songs and didn’t hobbyist with a dream she wasn’t really committed to. Her modest
practice. Her voice was pretty, but she wouldn’t train it to be life in the small town of Gravesend truly suited her, even if she
strong. She wanted to be “wholly out of character—but only longed for a little adventure every now and then. McSwiney found
once a week.” The club was named The Orange Grove, and her her attractive, but wasn’t her lover. He says that nobody would have
accompanist was a gay black man named Buster taken advantage of her at her gig. The world of potential fathers
Freebody—another made-up name. McSwiney says he isn’t seems larger than ever, but Owen doesn’t lose faith that John will
John’s father—he once tried to make a pass at Tabitha, but she find him.
turned him down. Owen says once again that God will tell John
who his father is. McSwiney reassures them that nothing bad
would have happened to Tabitha at The Orange Club.
In 1961, John and Owen still scanned the audiences at Dan’s Even after learning about Tabitha’s secret singing gig in Boston,
shows to find John’s father. Now they imagine that his father John and Owen still believe that her lover lived in Gravesend. They
must have been to see his mother sing at The Orange Grove. think the performances at the club are related to the affair, however.
Owen wants to pull off a Hamlet
Hamlet-like scheme of staging a play Owen wants another opportunity to stage a show, even after the
set at a club called The Orange Grove, and seeing how the disaster that was the Christmas pageant. But John rejects the idea,
audience members react. But they don’t want to tell Dan about saying that he doesn’t want to hurt Dan. John is likely also scared by
Tabitha’s secret life in case he doesn’t already know, and John the chance to finally discover the truth about his father, unwilling to
doesn’t want him to be hurt by his curiosity about his biological risk disappointment or rejection.
father. John and Owen have this discussion on New Year’s Eve,
at Hester’s apartment in Durham. It’s only two o’clock in the
afternoon and Hester is already passed out from drinking.
Owen wants to go to the gym and practice their basketball Another New Year’s Eve means another bout of binge-drinking for
shot, but John doesn’t want to. He asks Owen why Hester Hester. Her rage at being denied so many opportunities in life for
drinks so much, and Owen says Hester is “AHEAD OF HER reasons outside of her control anticipates the rage of a generation
TIME”—he believes, without knowing why, that the next drafted into war.
generation or two will be angry and callous.
Back in the present, it’s June in Toronto. John bought a copy of John thinks that Americans have disturbingly short attention spans.
The New York Times after talking to a car full of ignorant They don’t care to dwell for too long on difficult problems, preferring
American tourists. He thinks that Americans became bored to turn away from crises that don’t have a simple answer. Matters of
with hearing about Vietnam before America left Vietnam; they sexual indecency, like the senator’s sex scandal, are black-and-white
became bored with hearing about Watergate before the issues for most Americans, for better or for worse. In the case of
investigation was even finished; and they’ll be soon bored with sexual misconduct, it’s usually easy to denounce the wrongdoing
Iran, Nicaragua, and the Persian Gulf, too, if they’re not already. and call for the guilty party to step down. This isn’t always the case
The phenomenon is as familiar to John as Hester’s inevitable for complicated problems like war.
bouts of puking on New Year’s Eve. She puked in 1963, when
there were 16,300 U.S. military personnel in Vietnam; she
puked in 1964, when 23,300 Americans were there; and in
1965, when there were 184,300 Americans in Vietnam.
On January 1, 1962, Owen wrote in his diary, “I know I am As another year dawns, Owen recommits himself to following God’s
God’s instrument.” John still didn’t understand the extent to will. This new year promises to be the most transformative of any he
which Owen believed God was guiding his life, which would has faced before, as he and John prepare to leave Gravesend and
later explain why Owen reacted as passively he did to the crises their intertwined lives behind for an uncertain future. Owen trusts
of that year. One day John and Owen were hanging around the that God will lead him down the right path. As bright as he is, he
editorial offices of the school newspaper, of which Owen was doesn’t express many concrete ambitions for the future, waiting to
now the editor-in-chief, when a fellow senior named Larry Lish see where God will take him (or assuming that he already knows his
told them that JFK was sleeping with Marilyn Monroe. Larry own future).
was the son of the movie producer Herb Lish, and he was
“Gravesend’s most cynical and decadent student.” He would get
a girl pregnant every now and then, and his mother would fly
her to Sweden for an abortion.
Larry was undeniably witty, but students and teachers secretly Larry is a foil to Owen—a boy who is equally clever with his words,
hated him—never outright, though, because his parents were but who comes from a drastically different background. Unlike
too powerful. His father threw him parties in Beverly Hills, and Owen, who is from working-class origins and seems painfully
his mother threw him parties on Fifth Avenue. The Lishes were unworldly at times, Larry has traveled all over the world. And unlike
divorced, and they competed for Larry’s attention with Owen’s parents, who rarely show him affection, Larry’s parents
“excessive partying and expensive sex.” Larry’s mother told him lavish their son with attention.
about JFK and Marilyn Monroe, which Owen calls “A TRULY
TASTELESS LIE.” Larry says that Owen can ask his mother
himself when she visits next weekend.
Owen is very disturbed all week by this rumor—he idolizes JFK, Owen is horrified to think that the president might really be
and John says he wasn’t “sophisticated enough to separate cheating on his wife with Marilyn Monroe. Owen took so much
public and private morality.” Today, John says, an affair between inspiration from Kennedy’s inaugural speech—in which he called for
JFK and Marilyn Monroe would seem only moderately immoral Americans to place the good of their country over their personal
compared to “the willful secrecy and deception, and the interests—that he would feel greatly betrayed if Kennedy valued his
unlawful policies” of the Reagan administration. Owen, personal lusts over the greater virtues of staying faithful to his wife
however, was very upset back then. “IF KENNEDY CAN and providing the country with an exemplary role model. John is
RATIONALIZE ADULTERY, WHAT ELSE CAN HE more cynical, thinking that infidelity is hardly as outrageous a
RATIONALIZE?” he wonders. He blames Kennedy’s loose transgression as other presidential dishonesties. But Owen sees an
morals on his Catholicism—“IF CATHOLICS CAN CONFESS affair as the start of a greater moral collapse.
ANYTHING, THEY CAN FORGIVE THEMSELVES
ANYTHING, TOO!”
Owen doesn’t believe the president is above the law—the Owen thinks that Kennedy’s position gives him a greater
president is supposed to set the example for upholding the law. responsibility to lead an upstanding life. He doesn’t believe that
He also objects to Secretary of Defense Robert McNamara’s leaders should lie or conceal their intentions. The people should be
draft program that would draft an outsize proportion of able to have faith in their government not to deceive them,
minorities, high-school dropouts, and men from low-income especially about the sacrifices they may be asked to make.
families. McNamara pitched the draft as “an opportunity” for
“the poor of America,” but Owen sees through the unjust policy.
Larry’s mother, Mitzy Lish, was an attractive older Mitzy comes from the rarified world of New York society, alien to the
woman—sexier than Hester, even, whose “early-blooming boys who rarely even venture into Boston. She is a caricature of the
eroticism” was diluted by her carelessness and heavy drinking. shallow society type who has nothing to do but gossip and tear
Mitzy spent her days drinking coffee, smoking, doing her down others for her amusement. Own and John never fail to rate
makeup or her hair, shopping, lunching with a friend or a lover, the relative attractiveness of every woman they meet, judging the
going to the movies, and gathering gossip. She never worked, or women against each other.
even cooked. Larry told everyone all about his mother—he
thought she was a joke. But John and Owen are very
intimidated by her, and feel very provincial in her presence.
As promised, Larry brings Mitzy to confirm the rumor about Mitzy is a bully in the vein of Barb. A snob from a rich and worldly
JFK and Marilyn Monroe. She seems to enjoy Owen’s distress lifestyle who looks down on others, she is the type of person whom
at the news; like Barb, she bullied young men. To her and her Owen was most reluctant to encounter at an exclusive school like
son, Owen seems laughably naïve and unworldly to be so upset Gravesend. However, Mitzy is also the product of her society, which
by an affair. Mitzy asks Owen, “If Marilyn Monroe wanted to teaches that women have little value outside of their attractiveness.
sleep with you, would you let her?” Owen says he wouldn’t do it She spends a large part of every day on her beauty, conforming to
if he were the president—especially not if he were married. In this ideal. Owen and John themselves judge her looks.
disbelief, Mitzy says, “This is the future?” For Owen is the
school’s valedictorian as well as the paper’s editor-in-chief.
But Owen won’t stand to be bullied or taken lightly—he says to Owen never stands down—he gave Barb Wiggin a look that could
Mitzy, “IF YOU WANTED TO SLEEP WITH ME…WHAT THE kill when she tried to humiliate him at the pageant, and now he uses
HELL…I SUPPOSE I’D TRY IT.” Then he walks away. Larry his words to cut down Mitzy Lish. He insults her by implying that
makes no effort to defend his mother, but Mitzy reports Owen she would be promiscuous enough to sleep with him, but he
to Randy White. Owen tries to defend himself to White, but it’s wouldn’t really want to sleep with her. He calls her easy and ugly at
hard for him and John to put into words exactly what kind of once, two grave insults to a woman in Mitzy’s society.
sexual bullying Mitzy had taunted him with. Owen refuses to
tell White about the JFK rumor that made him so upset, in case
the rumor spreads. He wants to protect the president.
Mitzy apparently told White that Owen said something anti- Mitzy has such a large ego and feels so deeply insulted by Owen’s
Semitic to her, but Owen hadn’t even known she was Jewish. In snub that she wants to punish Owen beyond the bounds of his
a faculty meeting, White says that such disrespect to school indirect insult. Since propositioning a woman is not technically
parents cannot be tolerated, but Mr. Early and Dan argue that against school rules, she lies and tells the headmaster that Owen
Owen broke no rules by propositioning Mitzy. White wants used anti-Semitic language. White also wants the opportunity to
Owen expelled, but Dan says he should be put on probation, at take Owen down, but lacks proof. Ironically, the real bias of many
most. White wants Owen punished for being anti-Semitic, but faculty members helps Owen’s overall case, and Mitzy’s plan
Mitzy never explained what he could have said to her that was backfires.
related to her religion. White himself—as well as a good
number of the WASPy Gravesend faculty—is known to be anti-
Semitic himself, and Owenias not indicted for his supposed
“discrimination.”
Back in Toronto in July, John is still waiting to be invited to John feels anger against the timeless failure to hold people in power
Georgian Bay, and still raging at The New York Times. Congress accountable for their actions. The most powerful always face the
is more concerned with lecturing the president’s lackey against least consequences.
blind devotion to the president’s agenda than with
reprimanding the president himself. Whenever Owen got wind
of such a bunch of bullshit, he would echo Harriet and declare:
“THAT’S MADE FOR TELEVISION.”
Owen would say that about his bi-weekly sessions with Dr. Owen thinks his mandated psychiatric appointments are absurd.
Dolder—“MADE FOR TELEVISION.” He wouldn’t tell John He gives honest answers to the school psychiatrist, but doesn’t seem
what really happened in the sessions, however. He only says to take what the doctor says seriously. Dolder refers him to speak to
that he answers all of Dolder’s questions truthfully, without Merrill, which is surprising. Evidently Owen’s religious beliefs seem
humor. Dolder told him to talk to Rev. Merrill, so he has two disturbing to Dolder.
more sessions every week. Owen is already doing an
independent course of study with Merrill, pursuing his interest
in miracles and life after death.
Back to July in Toronto—John is getting his hair cut, and he tells John is somewhat absurdly disappointed when the Canadian
the barber he wants it as short as Colonel Oliver North’s hair. hairdresser doesn’t know who the American Colonel Oliver North is.
The barber has no clue what he’s talking about, and John His standards for humanity’s memory are rather unreasonable.
despairs at humanity’s short memory. Owen remembered
everything, he says.
In February 1962, the winter term was nearly over. Owen was Owen has always had his share of grievances, despite his noble
tired of getting up early in the dark, freezing mornings to go principles. He faced more obstacles in his life than most of his peers,
fulfill his scholarship job as a faculty waiter. It is so cold one having to work harder to make up for his small size and poor
morning that his pickup truck is dead, and he has to jump-start background, so his frustration at his circumstances is
the granite truck and roll it down the hill before it will start. understandable. The fortune of having Harriet as a benefactor and
When he finally gets to school in the big truck, another car is a bright, determined mind makes his struggles easy to forget, but
blocking him from parking in the school’s circular driveway and they’re real.
he can’t park out on the street because of snow-plow rules.
The car in the driveway is Dr. Dolder’s Volkswagen Beetle, Ironically, the school psychiatrist regularly acts irrationally by taking
which he leaves parked outside the Main Academy Building his car to go a short distance instead of simply walking, then
overnight whenever he’s been drinking at the Whites’ house. inevitably leaving the car when he drinks excessively. He seems like
He could have just walked across campus to begin with instead even more of a hypocrite when he interrogates the students about
of driving, but he loves to drive everywhere. He never drinks so their own issues. Owen hates hypocrisy as well as adults who abuse
much that he couldn’t get back behind the wheel, but he loves their power. When he sees an opportunity to undercut the power of
his car too much to risk it. Owen is sitting in his truck fuming men like Dolder and White, he takes it.
when he sees the basketball team walking towards the dining
hall. He calls them over, since he knows them from practicing
his shot.
When Dan gets White’s call and sees Owen’s car outside his White is determined to avoid what Owen has set him up for, what
dorm, he realizes who is probably behind the prank. White he fears most—public humiliation and appearing powerless in front
suspects Owen, too, without proof. Moving the car goes of his students. Yet his stubbornness makes the problem
disastrously, since the faculty are not as strong as the exponentially worse. He’s not smart enough to think of the solution
basketball players, and moving a car downstairs is harder than Dan does.
moving it upstairs. Teachers start dropping from injury left and
right. Dan thinks that they should have just ordered the more
capable students to move it back instead of moving it
themselves—then the students would also be liable for
damaging the car.
White refuses to cancel morning meetings or enlist the White is more humiliated than Owen could have dreamed of. He
students’ help; he climbs behind the wheel of the car and insists refused to listen to the other teachers, and ignored all reason. Like
the teachers push the car down the stairs while he steers. many bad leaders, he is unable to admit that he has made a
Instead of driving smoothly down the staircase, the car flips mistake, and ends up making a massive fool of himself.
and lands on its roof. White is trapped in the car while his back
spasms painfully from lifting the car single-handedly earlier. He
eventually has to be rescued by professionals with a blow
torch.
Back in Toronto in July, Katherine has invited John to her John is happy to get away from his obsession with current events.
island. He needs to get away from the newspapers—he hasn’t He reminds himself that the wrongdoers in the newspaper will one
been to church in a month, too preoccupied with the news. He day meet their due: woe unto them, God says. John can only find
remembers what Owen and Rev. Merrill used to say: “WOE satisfaction in the possibility of divine justice, since earthly justice is
UNTO THEM THAT CALL EVIL GOOD AND GOOD EVIL.” clearly lacking.
Dan protests that confiscating wallets is illegal, but White The school violated the students’ right to privacy by seizing their
insists he’s saving the school from the disgrace of having draft cards. Everyone in possession of one is then punished with
charges brought against its students for possessing illegal fake probation—a rather lenient sentence for carrying an illegal fake ID.
IDs. The student who produced and sold the IDs—Owen—will The majority rich, white male students of Gravesend students are
be brought before the Executive Committee, while everyone rarely subject to the full consequences of the law. The only student
possessing a draft card will be on probation for the whole not to receive such lenient treatment is Owen Meany. White’s
spring term. The Executive Committee “crucified” Owen, totalitarian seizure of the students’ wallets, combined with his
according to John. He is expelled. Old Archibald Thorndike blatantly unequal treatment of Owen, turns the school against him.
publicly condemns the decision, as well as “the Gestapo
methods” of confiscating the students’ wallets. Dan tells White
that he’s “the worst thing that ever happened to this school,”
and vows to resign, with other teachers, if White doesn’t leave.
Owen refuses to talk to anybody afterwards, until he calls Owen goes silent again, only wanting to apologize to Harriet for
Harriet to apologize for letting her down. She says that he spoiling her investment in his Gravesend education, but Harriet
didn’t let her down, and that she’s still proud of him, but he says loyally takes his side over the school’s. John and Dan fear what
that he’ll make her even more proud. He asks her to tell John Owen could be capable of doing without the former inhibition of
and Dan to be sure to come to the next morning assembly. school rules. Owen didn’t plan to wreck Dolder’s car last time, but
Worried about what he could be up to, John and Dan look for now he has intentionally destroyed the statue of Mary Magdalene.
him all night, but can’t find him. Finally they drive past St. For such a small person, Owen operates in grandiose gestures.
Michael’s School and realize that the statue of Mary
Magdalene is missing. They go to The Great Hall and find the
statue onstage. Owen has removed both her arms and her
head, welded her to the podium, and bolted her to the floor.
The janitor says that he isn’t telling Headmaster White, this
time.
John tells his friends to tell everyone to come to the meeting John and Dan want Owen’s message to be witnessed by as many
early, and Dan tells his friends on the faculty to come to the people at the school as possible. Owen is jeopardizing his future to
meeting, “If you only go to one more meeting for the rest of make this statement, so it clearly means a lot to him. St. Michael’s
your life.” Dan and John worry about what this latest vandalism Church would be right to be mad at Owen for his willful destruction
will mean for Owen’s college acceptances, and how the head of of their statue, but nevertheless Owen’s friends hope they’ll be
St. Michael’s will react. They go to see Rev. Merrill to ask him to merciful to him. Owen seems to know something about Merrill that
talk to the head of St. Michael’s on Owen’s behalf. They find makes him scorn the man.
Owen sitting behind Merrill’s desk, fiddling with the desk
drawers. When Merrill arrives, Owen retreats to his normal
chair and seems to sneer at Merrill.
Walking back to the Main Academy Building, Dan and John see Owen succeeds in exposing White as a terrible headmaster, more
Randy kissing his wife, Sam, goodbye. Randy expects to lead a concerned with grandstanding and abusing his power than running
triumphant morning assembly, believing that he’s finally gotten an enlightened educational institution. If The Voice couldn’t speak
the better of Owen. Little does he know that Owen will at graduation, nobody would. The school did not forget Owen and
eventually defeat him, and that what awaits him in The Great his message.
Hall is the least of his embarrassments to come. The faculty will
soon hand him a vote of “no confidence,” and the Board of
Trustees will choose not to renew his appointment as
headmaster. At commencement, the replacement valedictorian
will refuse to deliver his speech as the crowd raises banners for
Owen and chants his name, cheered by many of the faculty,
members of the Board of Trustees, and parents who objected
to the seizure of their sons’ wallets.
White is such a terrible man that he flouts the tradition among The gentlemen’s code among top private schools discourages
“good” schools like Gravesend Academy that headmasters headmasters from further damaging an expelled student’s chances
shouldn’t further jeopardize the college admissions of seniors at college admission—getting kicked out of school already hurts
they’ve expelled. White goes to the schools that had accepted their chances enough. But White maliciously leaks the reasons for
Owen and tells them about Owen’s record of selling fake draft Owen’s expulsion to the schools he was accepted to. Even Findley,
cards, as well as his “virulently antireligious” behavior. The who was the most wronged by Owen’s stunt, felt compelled to help
University of New Hampshire withdraws Owen’s scholarship, Owen rather than punish him. Owen’s gesture seemed to express so
while Yale asks him to defer for a year and find meaningful much anguish that he appears as much victim as villain to Findley.
employment while his employer reports to Yale on Owen’s
“character and commitment.” Harvard also wants Owen to
defer, but they specify that he will work for the Catholic
Church during that time. Father Findley kindly does not press
charges against Owen, and agrees to help his case with schools.
Findley apparently knew Owen’s family, and was very Findley seems familiar with the situation that turned the Meanys
sympathetic when he recognized who Owen’s parents were, away from Catholicism. He doesn’t hold it against Owen—rather, he
without saying why. Owen considers taking Harvard’s offer, seems to take pity on him because of it. His kindness evidently
even talking with Findley about it. But even though he seems to makes Owen reconsider his Catholic prejudice, but his parents
like Findley more than he expected to, he says he can’t accept would still never let him work for them, so Harvard is out of the
the deal because his parents would never understand it. He question. He decides to follow John once more.
says he wants to go to the University of New Hampshire with
John, anyway. He doesn’t have his scholarship anymore, but he
finds another one: he enlists in the Reserve Officers Training
Corps (ROTC).
Dan and John wonder how Owen passed the height and weight Ironically, Owen had the perfect grounds for exemption from
requirement. Owen proudly informs them that he only had to military service that other young men could only dream of, but he
be five feet tall and weigh one hundred pounds—which he sought desperately to pass the physical while they tried to fail. John
apparently reached by standing on his toes and eating lots of later connects Owen’s dream to his surprising desire to join the
bananas and ice cream. John says he didn’t know the details of military.
Owen’s recurring dream at this point—he would have been
more worried for Owen if he had.
When Rev. Merrill enters The Great Hall, he is struck with Merrill is much more observant and thoughtful than White. In
horror at the sight of the decapitated and amputated statue. Owen’s absence, the rest of the students speak up instead. Even
When White arrives, he is perfectly oblivious to the unusual Merrill finds the courage to speak up, even if he cannot find the
crowd or the figure onstage, mistaking it for Merrill leading a words to pray for Owen. The quiet auditorium recalls the original
prayer. Finally he realizes what he’s looking at, and he tries and Sunday school class, when Mrs. Walker would leave the children to
fails to pick the statue up. He tries to lecture the students on silently reflect on the Bible. Perhaps the boys from that class
the seriousness of crime, but they interrupt him to ask what the remember how they treated Owen then, and in the silence, they can
opening hymn is. Merrill climbs onstage and gives the all imagine Owen’s voice.
hymn—one of Owen’s favorites. After the hymn, Merrill says,
“Let us pray for Owen Meany.” He doesn’t say anything himself,
but lets the students pray silently, for as long as they wish.
White eventually says, “That’s enough,” but Merrill quietly Merrill holds the students in silent prayer until White relents and
replies, “I’ll say when it’s ‘enough.’” The students pray in silence leaves, once again powerless in his own auditorium. John feels that
until White has left the building—then Merrill says, “Amen.” his prayers back then lacked the force and the purpose he would
John regrets that he didn’t know how to pray better back then. have prayed with today. If he had known that Owen always believed
He wishes he could have prayed for Owen knowing what he he would die in the army, he could have prayed to change his fate.
knows now, such as what Owen wrote in his diary. He later saw
how Owen had written his name the way he saw it on Scrooge’s
grave: 1LT PAUL O. MEANY, JR. He wrote his name with an
army rank, and the date of his death, over and over in the diary,
even before he knew he would join the army. Owen later had an
even more specific vision of his death, which came to him in a
dream.
In the present day, Noah and Simon are married with their own Noah and Simon turned out just like Alfred, just as Alfred and
families, and they take care of their parents. Alfred has had two Martha always dreamed. Yet by denying their daughter the same
heart bypass operations, but he’s all right. Martha still wants to space to safely explore the world and reach her full potential, they
know who John’s father is, but all John confides, teasing her, is, created a child who saw home as a cage to escape instead of a
“Dan Needham is the best father a boy could have.” He and peaceful haven. Her fierce anger at her parents’ unjust treatment of
Noah and Simon still talk about Hester, and Alfred and Martha her created a hole that she could only fill with more anger.
still believe she will come home for Christmas someday. But
they never treated her the same way they treated the boys, and
that made her furious. She never stopped using other things
and people to fuel her fury.
Owen shared Hester’s sense of unfairness and injustice. He Owen and Hester are a good match, each full of disillusionment and
believed that God had designated him for a special role, and the bitterness. John doesn’t share their sense of grievance, but he isn’t
knowledge that he had a mission to fulfill stripped him of his particularly optimistic about the future, either. None of them know
fun. When the rumor of JFK and Marilyn Monroe destroyed his about the war to come at this point, but they have all witnessed the
idealism, he stopped doing anything for the fun of it. Hester ways in which power in the hands of the arrogant and oblivious can
was angry and indifferent to the world. While they spend the be utterly ruinous.
summer together, John can’t manage to have one successful
date, despite all his cousins’ efforts—he’s too timid and
awkward.
Back in July in Canada, John discovers that it is possible to buy John can never escape the outrageous news that obsesses him. He
newspapers on the coast a short distance from Katherine’s knows the news isn’t good for him, only raising his temper and
island, making it harder to resist following the news. making him cynical instead of open to God’s benevolence. His faith
Katherine’s large, friendly family help to take his mind off of in the goodness of others is frequently in doubt, which could be one
current events. Once John overhears Katherine’s husband tell reason why he has never had a serious relationship. But it’s also
her that John is a “nonpracticing homosexual,” which he says is possible that he has always felt afraid or ashamed of his own
not the same thing as being gay—“a nonpracticing homosexual sexuality, whether because of his father’s lust for women or because
doesn’t always know what he is.” John seems to agree, thinking he’s not entirely straight. Maybe he’s simply confused, or asexual.
to himself, “it means I don’t know what I am!”
One day in August, Simon had a minor injury while logging and Owen thinks of Marilyn as the embodiment of America
the boys had to take him to the ER. A man who was drinking a itself—extremely bright but extremely troubled, and vulnerable to
bottle of beer when he crashed his car is also in the ER with his being led astray. Her tragically premature end foretells a dark future
mouth all cut up from the glass. He tells them that Marilyn for the country. Owen himself fears being “USED UP.”
Monroe died of an overdose. John calls Owen that night, and
Owen says that Marilyn “WAS JUST LIKE OUR WHOLE
COUNTRY…VERY BEAUTIFUL, MAYBE A LITTLE STUPID,
MAYBE A LOT SMARTER THAN SHE SEEMED…I THINK SHE
WANTED TO BE GOOD…SHE WAS TRICKED, SHE GOT
USED, SHE WAS USED UP.”
Back in July in Canada, John is still reading the newspapers. John attributes the lack of public outcry over Reagan’s wrongs to
Owen believed that the most discouraging thing about the anti- Americans’ indifference to everything that does not threaten their
war protests was that most of the protesters were only own livelihoods. If there had been no mandatory draft forcing all
involved for selfish reasons—because the draft placed their young men to fight in Vietnam, the country wouldn’t have paid as
lives at stake. He thought that if young Americans weren’t much attention to the casualties and atrocities amassed in the war.
being unwillingly drafted to fight, they wouldn’t care what their Self-absorbed and self-interested, Americans are blind to the
country did. John thinks of the lack of uproar over Reagan’s suffering of others (or so John believes). They rarely live up to their
illegal and immoral actions in Nicaragua. Owen claimed, “THE national ideals, only deploying empty talk about moral principles
ONLY WAY YOU CAN GET AMERICANS TO NOTICE when it’s convenient.
ANYTHING IS TO TAX THEM OR DRAFT THEM OR KILL
THEM.” John sees a mink and thinks of Mitzy Lish. Larry Lish
has become a well-known reporter who writes with a self-
righteous, moralistic tone.
In the fall of 1962, John and Owen became freshmen at the On the surface, not much changes when John and Owen start
University of New Hampshire. They still lived at home. college. They haven’t moved out or gone their separate ways—but
Compared to the rigorous Gravesend Academy, they both the university is very different from the academy. Owen was used to
found the university to be easy. John took pride in finally getting special treatment for being the cleverest and most original
getting good grades, while Owen became lazy and only student. At college, professors have larger classes to teach, and they
maintained the grades he needed to stay in ROTC. John even don’t care for Owen’s unconventional voice. Owen seems lost, his
gets better grades on papers than Owen, whose professors ambition gone.
don’t indulge his eccentric style like the teachers at Gravesend
used to. College professors only care about their own subjects,
not about “the whole boy.”
A guy who wants to date Hester asks Owen how he knows Owen alludes to his mysterious knowledge of the future, which
there isn’t going to be a war, and Owen says there will be a war, seems arrogant to others. Other guys, jealous of Owen’s relationship
just not now. The guy calls Owen little, and Hester claims that with Hester, try to belittle him, but Hester defends his manhood,
Owen has “the biggest penis ever.” John thinks that she’s satisfying the curiosity of anyone who wondered if Owen’s “doink”
right—from what he glimpsed in the gym locker room, Owen’s was as tiny as the rest of him. After freshman year, they return to
“doink” is at least disproportionately large to his body. John and practicing the shot. John thinks of it as a token from their past, while
Owen spend the summer of 1963 practicing the shot again Owen thinks of it in terms of the future.
after they got rusty. They both work for Owen’s father that
summer—John in the monument shop, Owen in the quarries.
John is jealous of Owen’s tan and muscles, and suspects Owen John wants Owen’s tanned and toned physique, but he doesn’t
of interfering with his plan to grow his own muscles. Owen just seem to understand that Owen pays a high price in difficult and
says that if John wants to work in the quarries out of vanity, dangerous labor for his enviable build. Owen seems to be adept at
he’ll end up crushed beneath the granite. Whenever a customer every aspect of the granite trade, from the crude mining of the
comes to order a gravestone, Owen comes to take the order, heavy raw material to the sensitive emotional conversations and
because he is extremely considerate of the grieving family’s careful craftwork for gravestones. John rationalizes Owen’s vision of
wishes. Owen also handles difficult pieces of stonecutting on his own grave by attributing it to too much time spent carving
the diamond wheel, a large saw with an extremely sharp blade headstones.
studded with pieces of diamond. It’s more a scalpel than a saw.
John thinks that given how much time Owen spends working
on graves in the monument shop, it makes sense for him to
have a vision of his own gravestone.
John has another disappointing summer in terms of dates. He John implies that he has never lost his virginity or become special in
recalls, “I was twenty-one and I was still a Joseph; I was a any way—he is a “Joseph,” the man who didn’t father Mary’s child,
Joseph then, and I’m just a Joseph now.” the redundant and impotent bystander.
Back in Canada in July, John still can’t quit reading newspapers. John is captivated by the idea of a hole that could swallow the
He is fascinated by a story about black holes, which have the world, putting humanity out of its misery. It’s hard to believe that
potential to engulf entire galaxies. The black holes are two scientists could know about phenomena so far away from Earth, as
million light-years away from Earth. John thinks, “That is about utterly unreachable as the dead are from the living. John thinks that
as far away from Earth as Owen Meany is; that is about as far he would like to be far away from Earth. He’s not explicitly wishing
away from Earth as I would like to be.” JFK is probably about to be dead, but he hates being bound to what he sees as an awful
that far away now; he was assassinated one day in November, planet.
1963.
Owen says he’s been talking to Father Findley and working on Owen seems to repent for destroying the Catholic statue. He’s even
replacing the statue of Mary Magdalene that he vandalized. He willing to help make another one himself, despite his former dislike
wants Findley to get rid of the archway around the statue to for manmade objects that represent works of God. John feels hurt
make it a less tempting target for kids like him to aim at. John by Owen’s hesitation to confide in him, when he has shared his
imagines that Owen is talking about his dream to everyone but every fear and shame to Owen. Owen uses his military education to
him. In 1964, Owen tells John about the military’s activity in interpret the ambiguous news of the situation in Vietnam being
Vietnam: there’s a lot of turnover among the leading Generals, reported to the public. Signs point to a dangerously convoluted,
and President Johnson orders the withdrawal of American escalating conflict.
dependents from part of the country. The Tonkin Gulf
Resolution passes, allowing the president to declare war
without declaring it.
That summer, a new statue of Mary Magdalene is finally Two years after destroying the sacred statue, Owen replaces it with
installed at St. Michaels. Owen successfully got rid of the his own version. As always, he still gets his way. The new statue is
archway, leaving the statue alone on a pedestal. The statue is humbler than the previous one, not posed in an incongruous
no longer whitewashed, but a granite-gray color that Owen decorative archway and carved of gleaming white marble. This
says is more “NATURAL.” Its pedestal is shaped to look as if the statue is a testament to God’s power over death.
statue is rising from the grave. Owen says Father Findley is
pleased by it, while Hester thinks it’s disturbing—she’s fed up
with Owen’s preoccupation with death. John prefers the new
statue to the old.
Hester is having a tough year, as a college grad still living in her John doesn’t try to understand why Hester is staying in the same
college apartment in her college town, still working her college apartment and waitressing instead of pursuing a career. Like her
job as a waitress at a lobster restaurant. She doesn’t like driving parents, he doesn’t seem to have very high expectations for her, but
to work, especially since all she has is a car that was used even one would think that she would want to prove them all wrong
before her two brothers drove it, so Owen picks her up after instead of languishing in a dead-end job. She is heavily dependent
her shifts, which usually end late at night. The late nights on Owen, which also seems out of character for her.
contribute to Owen’s declining academics. He doesn’t take any
interest in his studies.
In the summer of 1964, John agrees to keep practicing the shot John uses Owen’s dedication to the shot to secure the right to work
if Owen will finally let him work in the quarries for the last in the quarry. Owen is dependent on John to pull off the shot, so he
month of the summer. For the first time they successfully make doesn’t have much choice, but it’s fair that if Owen can demand so
the shot in under three seconds, and then the goal becomes to much of John’s time for the shot, John can get the chance to work
always make it under three seconds. They practice at the on his muscles. Things have changed over the years since they first
outdoor court at St. Michael’s when the Gravesend Academy began practicing the shot—Owen is now friendly with the nuns he
gym is occupied. Sometimes Owen and the nuns wave to each used to recoil from, and he cleans the statue he used to vandalize.
other, to John’s shock, although Owen says the nuns still give
him the shivers. The statue of Mary Magdalene watches over
them. When they practice in the fall, Owen brushes snow off of
her.
Back in Canada in July, Katherine tells John to stop reading the Katherine can see that reading the newspapers is bad for John’s
newspapers. She points out that it’s been a long time since they faith, filling him with anger and despair. John once expected Canada
talked together about their respective beliefs, which they used to be filled with people like the residents of Gravesend—people
to spend hours discussing. John is ashamed to tell her how accustomed to a degree of isolation, with a tendency to be small-
many Sunday services he’s missed this summer. When he first minded and suspicious of outsiders—but the people he met in
moved to Canada, he thought it would be easy to be a Toronto were surprisingly kind and better informed about the war
Canadian—it would be just like living in a northern state like than many Americans.
Maine or Minnesota. But he discovers that Toronto is not as
snowy, or as provincial, as the small American towns he’s
familiar with. Canadians were polite and sympathetic to
Americans fleeing the draft or renouncing their country. They
also thought the Vietnam War was stupid and wrong.
In 1968, the Union of American Exiles was formed in Canada. The American exiles in Canada usually left America out of self-
They were not very radical compared to protesters in America, interest rather than as a principled statement. On the other hand,
including Hester, who rioted, getting herself arrested and her most people like Hester could afford to stay and riot because their
nose broken. Most of the American deserters in Canada were lives and freedoms were not at immediate risk like the people who
not radical, either, only guys who had been drafted or had could be arrested for desertion. Still, leaving America and its
enlisted and hated the service. Some claimed they deserted problems behind was not the only way to escape to the draft.
because the war was “insupportable,” but John suspects them Choosing exile had some public impact, testifying to people’s
of saying this as a politically acceptable excuse. He says that willingness to give up their families and homes, but other people
moving to Canada was not the best way to beat the made greater sacrifices to escape the war. John was one of them,
draft—there were other ways. Becoming Canadian did make a but he doesn’t pretend to have suffered too badly, either.
“very forceful political statement,” though; it was “resistance as
exile.” But John admits that he never suffered; he avoided death
in the war, and befriended many Canadians.
As John says, “we Wheelwrights have rarely suffered.” Schools John’s privilege continues to smooth his way, even in a new country.
in Canada were impressed by his degrees and his junior He recognizes that he is more fortunate than most, to have settled
teaching experience at Gravesend Academy, so he had no in so easily. He wanted to leave his old life behind and become a
trouble getting hired. He met Canon Campbell, who welcomed true Canadian, not continue to obsess over the war and the
him into the Anglican Church. He picked up helpful Western powers—including Canada—who supported it.
connections, as Wheelwrights are wont to do, and tried to
assimilate, thinking it would be easy. He refrained from
complaining about Canadian hypocrisy, unlike other American
expats who criticized Canada for profiting off the war by selling
hundreds of millions of dollars’ worth of ammunition and other
war supplies to the U.S. They said that Canada was making
more money, per capita, from exporting arms than any other
nation in the world.
John says his experience followed the truism that no one is Eventually John realized that his idealized view of Canada was
more zealous than the convert, nobody more patriotic than the unsustainable. He had been learning from Mrs. Hoyt that America
immigrant. He wanted to believe the best of his new church and was not above criticism, and neither is any other country. Rationally,
new country, and not admit that they shared many of the same he shared protestors’ anti-war views, but he felt emotionally
flaws of his old ones. He looks down on protestors for having it alienated from activists who couldn’t understand Owen’s courage
so much easier than Owen and the soldiers who actually fought and sacrifice. Hester sang protest songs, but John thinks even she
and died. Hester was big on protests and hippie culture—she couldn’t understand what she was writing about, though they loved
had the grungy folk singer look and a pretty voice like her and lost the same person. John seems dead set against the idea that
mother (although not as pretty as Tabitha’s). Unlike Tabitha, a woman could understand Owen as well as he does. Hester can’t
Hester didn’t believe in learning to sing, but simply voiced what even take credit for her music; Owen wrote her lyrics for her.
was inside her. Owen helped her to write songs. Owen thought
that it was sad to go to Canada, causing Hester to scream at
him that going to Vietnam was a lot sadder. Owen said that he
didn’t want to die where it was cold; John later knew he
planned to die where it was warm.
In 1965, most Americans began to realize that the conflict in Even if the government and the military aren’t being upfront about
Vietnam was becoming problematic. The military began the situation, it’s becoming clear to those Americans paying
“BOMBING THE SHIT” out of North Vietnam, in Owen’s attention that the conflict is deteriorating. Their goals are vague and
translation of military-ese, then began to “SEARCH AND unfeasible in practice. The largely young, uneducated American
DESTROY, SEARCH AND DESTROY.” Owen observed that soldiers in Vietnam, like Harry Hoyt, will struggle to implement the
with no end to the relentless guerilla conflict in sight, it was impossible aims the military sets. Owen says he wants to protect
more like “DESTROY AND DESTROY.” John can’t imagine such clueless soldiers from dying in vain.
Harry Hoyt effectively searching and destroying “anything”;
Owen remarks, “HAS IT OCCURRED TO YOU THAT
VIETNAM IS FULL OF HARRY HOYTS?” Owen wants to go to
Vietnam “TO KEEP THE HARRY HOYTS FROM GETTING
THEIR HEADS BLOWN OFF.”
Owen responds to the professor’s doubts in him by giving up Owen may technically have been tall enough to get into the military,
smoking and taking up running. He’s in good shape by the time but he simply isn’t tall enough to clear the wall all recruits must face
he leaves for Basic Training the summer before senior year. in the Basic Training obstacle course. He cannot will away all of his
Nonetheless, he fails the obstacle course—he can’t get over the physical limitations. He is devastated to have his combat
wall. He still has the highest marks in academics and leadership, worthiness in doubt, but his friends are relieved.
but he won’t be ranked number one, and won’t have his choice
of a combat branch guaranteed. Owen is so upset by his failure
that John feels guilty for trying to undermine him—but he still
doesn’t want Owen to be assigned to a combat branch.
In the fall of 1965, the start of their senior year, protests As protests break out, Hester joins the cause, but John holds back,
against U.S. policy in Vietnam were getting underway. Hester reluctant to ally himself with the type of people who are most active
must have attended about half the protests across the country, in the movement. He thinks opposing the war is the smart thing to
John says. He’s typically undecided—he thinks the protestors do, and wonders why Owen is suddenly content to go along with
have a lot more sense than the supporters of U.S. policy, but he such a misguided institution as the military. After all, Owen is the
thinks that Hester’s crowd are “losers and jerks.” He doesn’t one so fond of quoting, “WOE UNTO THEM WHO CALL EVIL
understand why Owen, always quick to call bullshit, wants to go GOOD.”
to Vietnam so desperately. “Did he want to be a hero so badly
that he would have gone anywhere?” John wonders.
Owen is told in the fall that he is destined for the Adjunct Owen is officially spared from the fighting, but he is anything but
General’s Corps—not a combat branch. He tries to appeal the grateful. Mrs. Hoyt, having lost her son to a war she never believed
orders. Meanwhile, Harry Hoyt dies of a snake bite, and Mrs. in, is determined to make sure that other young men eligible to fight
Hoyt starts advertising free draft-counseling advice to young are fully informed about the conflict they’re facing. If they would
men in Gravesend and Durham, the university town. The rather not give their lives in such a short-sighted war, they should
university students are more receptive, nearing the end of their have a choice. Owen is well-informed and he has the choice to stay
college draft exemptions upon graduation. Although John is out of the war, but still he chooses to fight.
going to grad school, student deferments will end during his
first year for any students less than two years along, making
him eligible for the draft.
Everyone thinks Owen is crazy for chasing a combat-branch Owen struggles to explain himself properly to John. He says that he
assignment. John asks him why he wants to be a hero and go to knows he is meant to be a hero. All signs from the universe seem to
Vietnam, and Owen says that he doesn’t particularly want to point to the opposite conclusion—that he is not meant to go to
go—he just knows he will. He claims, “I DON’T WANT TO BE A Vietnam—but he refuses to relinquish this belief.
HERO…IT’S THAT I AM A HERO. I KNOW THAT’S WHAT I’M
SUPPOSED TO BE.”
While Owen and John argue, Hester is cooking dinner, which John is extremely critical of Hester’s cooking abilities for someone
John says is always carelessly prepared and unappetizing. who never helps in the kitchen himself. If he is sick of poor cooking,
Before Owen can explain how he “knows” what he knows, he could easily try to make something himself, but he is content to
Hester runs out of the room and shuts herself in the bathroom, sit back and criticize while a woman makes him dinner. Upset with
where they can hear her being sick even over the sound of the Owen, Hester runs out of the room and throws up—she is going
bath she runs to drown it out. She yells that she isn’t listening to crazy over Owen’s determination to die in the war. Owen doesn’t
Owen’s shit again. John says that if Owen is talking about his react to her hysterics, only continues talking to John.
“dream,” surely it’s only a dream. Owen says that Rev. Merrill
and Father Findley have told him the same thing. He tells John
again that John has no faith. He says he wouldn’t request a
combat assignment if he wasn’t serious.
John prompts Owen to explain the dream. Owen says he saves For the first time, Owen says he is meant to save children. He
Vietnamese children, not soldiers, in his dream—he wouldn’t go contradicts what he said earlier, when he told John he wanted to go
to such lengths just to save soldiers, he says. John says Owen is Vietnam in order to save the poor Harry Hoyts of the world.
being childish to believe he dreamed his destiny; Owen says his Apparently he wasn’t being wholly honest before—it has taken him
faith is more selective than John thinks it is. He gets his diary years to trust John with the content of his dream, and even now he
and reads from it an account of his vision—an edited version, withholds certain major facts. Perhaps John’s skepticism and lack of
John later realizes. Owen describes hearing the aftermath of faith have discouraged Owen from confiding in him—or it could be
an explosion, seeing pieces of debris in the air, and smelling the fact that John is in the dream as well.
smoke. Around him, children sit up and hold their ears. They
don’t speak English. When they look at Owen, it’s clear to him
that he saved them and that they’re scared for him.
John says again that it’s just a dream. He points out that John also thinks that Owen’s dream is just a natural, random dream
Owen’s touchy feelings about Catholicism are probably the rather than a special premonition. But Owen stubbornly ignores all
reason he imagines a nun as his personal Angel of Death. the sound reasons people try to use against him. Hester resorts to
Similarly, he dreams about saving Vietnamese children using violence to finally make Owen see reason. She would rather
someplace with palm trees because of the war. But Owen hurt him herself than see him die from a delusion. She always lost to
doesn’t budge an inch. When Hester comes out of the her brothers in fights, and she loses to Owen and John. She thinks
bathroom, she tries to beat sense into Owen, putting him in a that Owen doesn’t love her enough to stay alive for her sake.
headlock and punching him until John has to drag her off and
she attacks him too. They have to sit on her until she subsides.
She screams at Owen that he wouldn’t go to Vietnam if he
loved her, and kicks him out.
John and Owen go to the breakwater and Rye Harbor, then to Hester has pummeled Owen so badly that he needs to go to the
the ER so Owen can get stitches for his lip. At the hospital, John hospital, just as John feared she might do all those years ago when
realizes that Owen doesn’t have any insurance. He tells the Owen first met the Eastmans. Owen still protects Hester from
hospital to bill Harriet. When they get to Harriet’s house, she Harriet’s outrage. Conservative Harriet would have been
doesn’t believe that Owen could have fallen down the stairs or scandalized to learn that her granddaughter, not her grandson, was
gotten assaulted by delinquents at the beach, so Owen says throwing punches.
that John accidentally hurt him while roughhousing, unwilling
to tell Harriet that Hester attacked him.
Owen and John stay up watching a movie that reminds John of Owen, the prolific author of so many persuasive editorials, struggles
the Orange Grove. John asks Owen if he remembers the play to come up with a good story. He still made more of an effort to
they were going to write about the Lady in Red. Owen says he uncover John’s father than John himself did, and he warns John
started writing it a few times even after John didn’t want to do that he needs to pursue his own goals instead of waiting for
it, but he found that making up a story was harder than he everything to fall into place. Owen wanted to fulfill his vision of
thought. He urges John to learn to follow things through until saving Vietnamese children, so he tried to put himself in the best
the end, instead of giving up. John never even looked for Buster position to do so instead of just waiting for the opportunity to arise.
Freebody in the phone book, while Owen called up all the He also thinks God will show John his father, but John can still look
Freebodys to see if they knew him, and even called up all the for himself.
places offering live music to see if they’d heard of him. He spent
so much time making secret calls on the phone that Hester
thought he must be cheating on her.
The night before Gravesend Academy’s graduation, Owen Four years later, Owen finally delivers the speech he was meant to
recites his old valedictorian speech to the empty chairs lined up give, but no one hears it. He is crossing off the experiences he has
on the lawn. He won’t tell John what it says. They head up to always wanted to have as if he is preparing to die, even though he’s
Sawyer Depot for their vacation instead of someplace tropical. only going to Arizona for now. Owen’s supposed interest seeing the
Martha and Alfred are polite to Owen, but not warm. Noah is in war for himself is another reason for going to Vietnam that sounds
the Peace Corps, teaching Forest Management to Nigerians noble, like saving Harry Hoyt, but it seems more likely that he is still
instead of risking the draft. Simon has a draft deferment from trying to understand his own purpose in God’s plan.
all the skiing accidents that took their toll on his knees. Martha
and Alfred respect Owen’s decision to go to Vietnam, although
Martha questions the war’s morality. Owen impresses them by
giving a breakdown of the conflict and saying he would like to
see the situation for himself.
After spending a night with the Eastmans, John and Owen stay John and Owen camp out, making the most of their last summer
in the boathouse at Loveless Lake, then camp at Lake Francis. together. They stop in sight of Canada, giving John a glimpse of his
Before returning to Gravesend they drive up to the Canadian future. Owen is as far-sighted as ever. He reassures them with his
border and look at the other side of the border. Harriet hosts a singular authority that they have nothing to fear. Presumably he
small going-away party before Owen reports to his training for means they have nothing to fear for themselves, since he still
the administrative branch. Owen makes John and Hester stand believes he will die in the war. His belief is tested by the mundanity
in a circle with him, holding hands, and tells them, “DON’T BE of his army duties.
AFRAID.” In his letters later that summer, he sounds bored—he
says his work is mostly writing, like he used to do at Gravesend
Academy, not anything he learned in ROTC or Basic Training.
John starts grad school, and moves into Hester’s apartment John, who once had to repeat the ninth grade, is now happily getting
when her last roommate moves out. She seems to know a lot of a graduate degree. Hester’s faithfulness to Owen is surprising to
guys, but she never brings them back to the apartment or John, as is her tidiness. She can take good care of her living space,
spend the night at their places. John discovers that Hester is and even make the effort to clean up after John, but she won’t make
not actually a slob; she keeps the apartment very neat, and “it the same effort for herself. She seems to struggle with self-hatred, a
was only herself she treated carelessly.” Owen seems to really consequence of being forever treated as her brothers’ inferior. Owen
like his fort in Arizona, although he’s still gunning for a transfer finds himself doing the same work he did in his family’s business,
overseas. By December, he’s working as a casualty assistance dealing in death and grief.
officer, meeting with grieving families with his usual tact. When
bodies of Arizona servicemen came back to America from
Vietnam, Owen flies to California to collect the bodies and
escort them home.
John says he wants to keep being a student, and become a John voices his ambition to become a teacher, like Dan. Owen tells
teacher. Owen says he had better find the courage to do him he has to decide what to do before it’s too late, but John is still
something now, because courage won’t help him after his unwilling to take the drastic step of going into exile. He blames his
physical. John picks Thomas Hardy for his master’s thesis, but poor faith for his passivity—why take a risk when it could easily be
he doesn’t pick an alternative to Vietnam. He writes to Owen for nothing? When the world can take his mother away from him in
that he doesn’t understand what he means by showing an instant, all of his hopes could be undone just as swiftly. Yet Owen
courage—none of the options besides going to war require refuses to believe that everything must unfold in the same tragic
bravery. He says his lack of faith makes him feel that nothing he way.
decides to do will make any difference in the random chaos of
life. “What good does courage do—when what happens next is
up for grabs?” Owen tells him not to so be cynical.
John gets told to report to his pre-induction physical. He calls John calls Owen for answers, as he has always done, and Owen
Owen, who tells him not to report for anything until he gets takes charge, as he always does. He invites John to the shop that
there. Owen comes back as soon as he gets a leave, and he calls trades in death, where they will try to figure out how to save John’s
John when he’s at the monument shop, asking him to come life. Owen is a figure of both life and death, the newborn and the
over. At the shop, they each have a beer. John notices that the ghost. Like Hester, Owen would rather spill John’s blood than see
diamond wheel saw has a new blade. Owen says that he boiled him die in the war. John will have to sacrifice his finger to ensure his
the blade and wiped it with alcohol. He did the same thing to safety. This also means losing part of an arm, like Watahantowet’s
the wooden block below the saw. John finally realizes what totem.
Owen plans to do. He sees sterile bandages and a tourniquet
waiting. Owen explains that according to Army regulations, you
can’t be physically qualified to serve if you’re missing one joint
from your thumb or more than one joint from your index,
middle, or ring finger.
Owen says that the safest thing to do is to remove John’s Cutting off the finger John would use to shoot and kill is a powerful
trigger finger, and John agrees. John is terrified, however, as anti-war statement as well as an effective way to become ineligible
Owen shows him how to hold his hand on the cutting board. to fight. He also symbolically loses the ability to figuratively pull the
Owen tells John that this will take guts and faith, like looking trigger, in the sense of taking decisive action. John has never been
for his father. He reminds John of how his lust disturbs him, and good at that. Owen can see this in him, and he tells John to be more
how he thinks it comes from his father. Owen says that John’s like Tabitha, who fearlessly followed her own path.
father is probably cowardly, as well, another thing that John
dislikes in himself. He tells John that his mother was never
afraid.
John puts his finger on the chopping block, and Owen puts on Owen tells John that he can do anything if he believes he can; what
his safety goggles. He tells John to look him in the eyes so he he means here is that John must believe in Owen, and his
won’t get dizzy. The only thing John has to do is stay perfectly reassurance that John will come to no harm. John does trust Owen,
still. John says he can’t do it, but Owen tells him not to be and it is perhaps his first real leap of faith in life.
afraid; he can do anything he wants, if he believes he can. “I
LOVE YOU…NOTHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO
YOU—TRUST ME,” Owen says before he slices.
John’s students are impressed that he’s related to Hester, and Hester is famous even in Canada. She is eternally blunt about sex,
they always ask him for tickets to her Toronto shows. He goes and never lets John forget that she knows he’s a virgin. In Freudian
with them and brings them backstage to meet Hester, where imagery, having his finger cut off was like losing his “doink,” and he
she tells the girls to sleep with him if they want safe sex, says outright that he feels himself to be “neutered” by his past. The
because he’s a virgin. The girls giggle at her joke, never lust that once haunted him seems to have been extinguished by the
imagining that it’s the truth. John is a virgin, and Hester knows accumulated trauma of so much loss—his mother, his best friend,
it. He no longer has any interest in losing his virginity; what has his home.
happened to him has “simply neutered” him, he thinks.
Katherine’s husband is partially correct in that John just
doesn’t feel like “practicing” anything.
John thinks Owen would have scoffed at Hester’s music videos. John thinks he knows what Owen would say of Hester’s career, but
Hester wears lots of crucifixes—she likes them or she likes to even Owen had a weakness for popular music once. John doesn’t
mock them. John appreciates her song titles, at least, and he consider that Hester could be writing the music she does in full
believes that she has an equal right to interpret the silence that awareness of Owen’s distaste—she has no obligation to honor the
Owen left behind. Owen hasn’t left perfect silence behind him, preferences of a man who couldn’t put her first. She could also very
however. John heard from him one night at Harriet’s old house, well have chosen her career to spite him, as she chose to spite her
where John was staying with Dan. They were drinking and parents.
talking about Harriet’s last years in the house. They kept her at
home as long as they could, even convincing the grocery store
to make special deliveries for her. But she was going senile, and
she wouldn’t recognize the delivery boys.
Harriet also lost her hair and had to resort to wigs, which she Harriet ended up going into the nursing home that she swore she
would hide from her maids. Eventually she had to go into the would never move into, just like she bought the TV that she swore
seniors’ home. Dan says that her preserved jellies are still in the she would never get. In further irony, her unintentional legacy was to
secret passageway, and John goes to see them for himself. He leave a scare waiting for someone in the secret passageway, where
can’t find the light switch, and then Dan shuts the door on him. she always hated to hear Owen screaming.
He gropes for the light, and feels something awful to the
touch—one of Harriet’s old wigs. He steps backward, yelling,
and begins to lose his balance on top of the stairs.
John is saved from falling to his death by “a small, strong hand” Owen comes to rescue John from the place where John used to
that guides his hand to the light switch and pulls him forward. scare him (and where both of them would frighten the maids). Once
He hears Owen’s voice saying, “DON’T BE AFRAID. again, Owen assures him that he has nothing to fear. John’s drunken
NOTHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU.” When Dan state is a rational explanation for why he could have imagined
opens the door, he sees that the roots of John’s hair have Owen’s presence, but he has faith in what he witnessed.
turned white. The next morning, Dan is somewhat skeptical of
John’s claim to have felt and heard Owen. John points out that
Owen’s voice is unmistakable, but Dan only says that they were
very drunk.
Back in the present, it’s August and John is visiting Dan in A new school year looms, and John is happy to have his teaching to
Gravesend. Harriet left her house to Dan and John when she occupy him again. Dan wants John to finally let his decades-old
died, and Dan wants John to move back. John thinks of August wound heal and return home to America, to Gravesend. But on this
as their month to talk about teaching together, and he doesn’t question, John has refused to take Dan’s advice for once. He can’t
want to talk about moving back to America. He complains to forget what happened to Owen in this country.
Dan that his students fail to recognize wit in the works they
read; he believes they would see more of it if they could see the
work performed, like Dan does. Meanwhile, Dan tries to
convince him to forgive and forget, and come home already.
Even Owen wouldn’t blame the whole country for what
happened to him.
“There is too much forgetting,” John thinks. He tried to forget John feels like he is the only person who truly remembers what
who his father could be, only once calling Mr. McSwiney, who happened to Owen. If he forgets, what Owen did will lose most of its
also told him to forget about it. McSwiney told him again that meaning. John doesn’t take many stands, but he takes a stand on
Owen should go see a doctor—there wasn’t any good reason the miracle of Owen Meany. Even Merrill can’t bring himself to
not to fix his voice. In Owen’s case, there really was a reason. believe everything John describes.
John tried to tell Dan and Rev. Merrill about that reason, but
they didn’t fully believe him. “I believe you,” Dan said neutrally.
Merrill says that to believe the whole story “calls upon more
faith than I have.”
Merrill insists that it’s harder for him to believe in a supposed Merrill has always preached that faith should not depend on
miracle as someone who has been both filled with faith and miracles—it should be independent of earthly proof. Faith that
filled with doubt, as compared to John who hasn’t lost his needs miracles is not true faith. But John and Owen might say in
newfound faith yet. He also says that miracles shouldn’t cause return that believing in God’s influence on earth makes it natural to
faith; one has to already have faith to believe in true miracles. believe in the possibility of witnessing or experiencing a miracle.
He agrees that Owen was very gifted, and very emotional. He
believes that Owen experienced some disturbing visions, but
doesn’t believe that every instance of precognition can be
ascribed to God.
One day in the present August vacation, John lies down on the Owen is never gone from John’s life—he continues to appear in the
couch where Hester once laid down while John, Noah and most unexpected of places. He has been there all along, just waiting
Simon searched the house for Owen. He finds a baseball card for the moment to reveal himself.
under the couch cushions and realizes that Owen had been
lying under the couch cushions—under Hester—the whole time
they looked for him.
In the present, it’s September—time to go back to school. At a John refuses to consider the female teacher’s point of view on the
staff meeting, John again requested to teach Günter Grass’s book he wants to teach. To him, she is just an Amanda Dowling
book Cat and Mouse to his Grade 13 girls, but another English type, opposed to any book with a whiff of sexism, regardless of
teacher called the book “nasty,” saying, “The masturbation cultural value or artistic merit. Literary censorship is a slippery
scene alone is offensive to women.” He finds this female slope, but John could at least give greater consideration to a
teacher very disagreeable, and is looking forward to catching woman’s perspective on the harms of misogynistic literature on his
her off guard with his missing index finger. It’s not grotesque- young female students. Instead he waits to upset her with his finger,
looking, since Owen made the cleanest cut possible. The only just as he and Owen have always enjoyed upsetting girls.
thing wrong with the hand, and the only thing wrong with John,
is what’s missing: “Owen Meany is missing.”
At the end of the summer of 1967, Hester tells Owen she won’t Hester will do whatever it takes when it comes to making a life with
go to his funeral. She says she’ll do anything—get married, move Owen Meany, but she wants nothing to do with his death. If he
to Arizona, have his children—except go to his funeral. And she doesn’t love her enough to stay alive with her, she won’t eulogize
sticks to her word; she doesn’t go to his funeral. Owen never him. But Owen won’t give up on his mission for her sake, and he
asked her to marry him or move for him, saying it wouldn’t be won’t give her false hope. They don’t marry, and he continues
fair to her. Owen strikes a deal with a Major General at Fort arranging to go overseas.
Huachuca who is impressed with his body escort service: if he
stays as a body escort for eighteen more months, the Major
General will get him “a good job in Vietnam.” Hester questions
how Owen could possibly believe in such a thing as “a good job
in Vietnam.”
Hester and John attend an anti-war march in Washington fifty- John is critical of the protestors’ attitudes, but it’s not clear how else
thousand people strong. She questions why Owen didn’t also they were supposed to voice their opposition to a war they hated.
cut off his own finger and save himself, if he’s so smart. John Most young draftees and their peers weren’t even old enough to
leaves the march, and Hester stays and gets arrested. John vote. Powerless to change the government through the ballot, there
thinks that the protestors’ righteousness simply hardened the weren’t many other ways to get the attention of their leaders
attitudes of those who supported the war. Rather than “giving without being loud and impassioned.
aid and comfort to the enemy,” as Reagan later claimed the
protestors did, they gave fuel to the pro-war Americans.
Owen’s funeral was held in the summer of 1968, not long after It’s unclear what John wants from his country—he can’t stand the
Martin Luther King, Jr. had been assassinated and Hair had protestors, but can’t specify what opposition he would rather see.
opened on Broadway within the same month. John is sick of He’s certainly not an example of principled advocacy himself.
people who pretend to be radical but stand by as tragedy and Perhaps he belittles the protestors to ease his own guilt and self-
violence run riot. At the Meanys’ house, Mrs. Meany stares into loathing for not getting more involved in stopping the war before it
the dead ashes of the fireplace while Mr. Meany talks with was too late. Harriet has anonymously given the Meanys money to
John. He believes that the government has given them make up for the loss of Owen as a provider. In Owen’s room, John
$50,000, while John knows that the money came from Harriet. reviews the symbols of Owen’s life. The missing arms of the statue
John goes into Owen’s bedroom and sees that Owen attached have been fitted onto the dummy—perhaps even Owen found the
the severed arms from the statue of Mary Magdalene to armless torso too bleak, relentlessly reminding him of his fate.
Tabitha’s armless dummy. He sees that Owen never unpacked
his baseball cards after John gave them back to him. He sees
how withered the armadillo’s claws became. He doesn’t see the
fatal baseball.
Mr. Meany says the baseball was never there—he looked for it Shockingly, Owen never had the baseball, all along. The ball itself
in Owen’s room for years, and never found it. John unpacks was never symbolic to him—neither was the bat he hit it with. His
Owen’s duffel bag for his family. Inside is Owen’s diary, his copy own hands, guided by God, were always all that he held responsible
of St. Thomas Aquinas’s writings, and his Bible. Mr. Meany sits for Tabitha’s death. At this very moment, John discovers just why
down with John and tells him that Owen wasn’t born naturally. Owen so firmly believed himself bound to God’s will.
Mrs. Meany shouts at him to stop talking. Mr. Meany explains
that Owen had been a virgin birth, since he and Mrs. Meany
never had sex. Nobody ever believed them.
Mrs. Meany continues to order Mr. Meany to stop talking, and Mrs. Meany can’t stand to hear Mr. Meany telling their story to
John thinks that she’s perfectly crazy—possibly even mentally anybody else, after how badly it was always received in the past.
disabled. She might not have known what sex was, or might John doesn’t react outwardly, but inwardly he fiercely scorns the
have been lying all these years, or might have repressed or Meanys. He certainly doesn’t believe them. He thinks that Mrs.
forgotten the experience due to trauma or mental disability. Mr. Meany must be mentally handicapped, a plausible explanation for
Meany believed his wife had conceived Owen as a virgin, like her highly abnormal behavior. But John only sees her after “THE
Jesus’s mother Mary, but none of the Catholic priests believed UNSPEAKABLE OFFENSE,” which could have triggered this state.
him. Wherever he went, they accused him of blasphemy. His He can believe that her husband never slept with her if he says so,
parents told Owen when he was ten or eleven, around when he but he can’t believe she never had intercourse to conceive Owen. A
hit the fatal baseball. woman’s word is always doubted.
Owen didn’t see much of Hester that Christmas. Her refusal to Hester finally seems to have sent a message to Owen that he
attend his funeral seemed to have hurt him. She became more couldn’t simply ignore or shake off. Her great pain at his choice to
and more radically opposed to the war in 1968, and Owen die is valid, and at last he appears to understand the limits of what
didn’t try very hard to reconcile with her. John believes Owen she is willing to suffer for him. Perhaps Hester could never
wanted Hester to fall out of love with him before he died. In the understand that his love for God would always come before his love
monument shop, Mr. Meany shows John Owen’s gravestone, for her; perhaps she did, but needed to protect her heart. Owen
with his full name, dates of birth and death, and Latin wouldn’t have wanted her to go through worse pain, but he does
inscription for “forever.” John is surprised to see how well- seem unrealistically disappointed that her devotion isn’t absolute.
carved the headstone is, given Mr. Meany’s lack of carving skill. Owen’s headstone is proof that he always knew when he would die.
Mr. Meany says it’s all Owen’s work—he even inscribed the
exact date of death, six months before he died.
Rev. Merrill agrees with John that Mr. Meany is a “monster of Before Owen’s funeral, John talks with Merrill about everything he
superstition” and Mrs. Meany is likely mentally disabled, and he learned from the Meanys. Merrill already knew most of the story
shares John’s horror that they told Owen their belief when he from Owen, who could never bring himself to tell John about his
was still so young and impressionable. He says that Owen parents’ belief, perhaps out of fear of John’s scorn. Those who knew
talked to him and Father Findley about his parents’ ideas, pitied Owen and the burden his parents had unreasonably placed
causing them both to pity him. Owen didn’t believe he was upon him. Owen doesn’t necessarily agree with his parents, but he
Jesus, but he did challenge Merrill by asking him why he does believe in miracles, and doesn’t think another virgin birth is
couldn’t believe in another virgin birth. impossible.
Owen did believe that everything that happened to him had a Merrill, a man of faith by trade, has very little faith outside of the set
purpose, that he was picked by God. Merrill only believes that teachings of the Bible. He doesn’t have the strength of belief to
Owen was gifted with some “precognitive powers.” John is accept a new miracle that the Gospel hasn’t already blessed. A lot of
angry that Merrill would treat Owen like an intellectual Owen’s story can be intellectually rationalized, but the most
problem rather than acknowledging that his life was miraculous incredible parts seem like they could only be what Owen always
or extraordinary. Merrill warns him not to confuse his grief for believed them to be: God’s work. Merrill’s stubborn refusal to admit
Owen with real religious belief. John says that Merrill’s doubt any potential of divine intervention is startling given his profession.
has overwhelmed him, as Owen suspected. They sit without
speaking until John asks what Merrill will say about Owen at
his funeral. Merrill doesn’t reply, and John remembers his
silence in The Great Hall.
This was the first time Owen spoke to John from the beyond, John’s faith in Owen is secure enough that he does not need Owen
the second being when he saved John in the secret passageway to speak to him to know that he is there. Owen never told John who
this August. John thinks that Owen should understand by now his father was when he was alive, for his faith was so strong that he
that John knows he is there—even without seeing or hearing knew John would find out at exactly the right moment. Still Merrill
him. Owen promised John that God would tell him who his rejects the idea that God has anything to do with the miracle they
father was, and John isn’t surprised that God spoke to him in just experienced.
Owen’s voice. Merrill denies that God was working through
him; he suggests that he had finally found the courage to reveal
himself to John by using a voice not his own. He would rather
blame his subconscious than believe in divine intervention.
John asks if he’s a pastor or a psychologist.
Merrill then confesses that he has no faith at all—he lost it John was right all along—his father was at the baseball game, and
when Tabitha died. He had been at the game, Tabitha had his mother had been waving to him when she died. Like Owen,
waved to him, and he had prayed for her to drop dead. Seeing Merrill believes that he is the reason why Tabitha is dead. But while
her always filled him with guilt and self-disgust after their affair. Owen humbly believes that God fulfilled His unknowable, divine will
He believes that God listened to him when he asked for Tabitha through his hands, Merrill believes that God fulfilled his mortal
to die, and has not listened to him since. John thinks that wish.
Merrill is no different from Mr. Meany and Mrs. Meany—they
all used self-centered religion for their own ends.
Tabitha and Merrill had an affair after she asked him to come to Tabitha did lie about how she met John’s father, and it was just a
The Orange Grove and confirm that she was not doing sad story all along, a vulnerable young woman led off the moral path
anything dishonorable by singing at the supper club. John says by the man she had trusted to keep her on it. But she didn’t allow
it was a sincere affair—Merrill sincerely believed he was in love herself to be ruined by their affair, refusing to become a tragic
with Tabitha, who was sincerely innocent. But Merrill never Hester Prynne or Tess D’Urberville. Merrill would have preferred a
intended to leave his wife and children, and quickly felt heartbroken, pining young woman to match his own misery.
ashamed. Tabitha soon got over him, and didn’t trouble herself
with guilt or anguish over their affair. But Merrill wallowed in
guilt and remorse after being forced to accept that he would
never find the courage to abandon his miserable family for
Tabitha.
John finds his father to be an utter failure. He says sarcastically John is furiously disappointed in his father and angry for his
to Merrill, “How I wish I could help you restore your faith.” He mother’s sake that her lover was such a coward. Merrill’s faith is
feels “moved to do evil,” and he recalls how Owen warned him hollow, and he does not deserve to eulogize Owen.
that his father would disappoint him.
After John learns about Merrill, he doesn’t know what to tell The mystery of why Tabitha and John switched churches is finally
Dan. He asks Dan why he insisted that Tabitha change solved: it was to get away from Merrill. Perhaps Tabitha couldn’t
churches before getting married. Dan says he thought that leave Merrill’s church earlier without raising suspicions, or maybe
John had insisted on changing churches to be with Owen. Dan’s she didn’t mind still seeing him until meeting Dan made her ready
actually a Presbyterian. Tabitha lied to them. John asks Dan for a clean break. Maybe Merrill’s interference in her engagement
why he and Tabitha waited so long to get married. Dan says was the last straw that made her leave his church for good.
John’s father made Tabitha wait; he wanted her to be sure
about marrying Dan. Tabitha wanted John’s father never to
identify himself to John, and he wouldn’t promise her anything
if she didn’t wait to marry Dan. It took four years for him to
promise never to tell John the truth. Tabitha never wanted
John, or Dan, to know who John’s father was.
Dan says he doesn’t believe that John’s father was jealously It seems cruel of Merrill to have forced Tabitha to delay her
trying to derail their marriage—he truly wanted Tabitha to be marriage, but also unfair of Tabitha to prevent her son from ever
sure about her husband, and truly wanted his son to know who knowing his biological father. John has a right to know who his
he was one day. John asks him if he knew about The Orange father is, and Merrill has some paternal rights. Completely
Club, and “The Lady in Red,” and Buster Freebody. Dan says he disappointing dad or not, to decide that John should never know the
knew about all that, and went with Tabitha to Buster’s funeral. truth about Merrill doesn’t seem right.
John decides that Dan doesn’t need to know about Merrill
being John’s real father. He also thinks of a plan to restore
Merrill’s faith with a “miracle.”
John drives to Owen’s house and picks up his mother’s dummy, John goes back for the dummy, which the farsighted Owen may
still wearing her red dress. He places the dummy in the flower have kept exactly for a reason like this. He creates the illusion of
beds under the stained-glass windows of the church. In the Tabitha standing outside the church.
dusk, it looks like Tabitha is hovering above the flowers, her
missing head and feet consumed by shadows. He takes the
baseball and throws it through the stained-glass window, then
hides behind a tree.
Merrill comes outside, spots Tabitha’s dummy, and falls to his Merrill falls for the illusion completely, begging forgiveness for
knees, clutching the baseball to his heart. He drops the ball and breaking his promise to Tabitha and “telling” John that he is his
prays: “God—forgive me!...Tabby—forgive me, please!” He father. Merrill claims responsibility, refusing to attribute his outburst
covers his eyes with his hands and slumps to the ground, to Owen’s intervention, but perhaps he always believed
babbling to himself. John retrieves the dummy and the baseball unconsciously, for he certainly seemed primed to accept another
and drives to Rye Harbor, where he used to sit with Owen. He miraculous visitation. John finally puts the symbols of Tabitha’s
throws the baseball into the harbor, along with Mary death to rest.
Magdalene’s arms. He climbs out along the breakwater to
throw the dummy as far out into the ocean as he can, into the
deepest water. He hugs it for a moment, then throws it in the
sea.
In the margin of one page, Owen wrote, “THIRD DRAWER, Owen found where Merrill kept the ball in his desk, although it’s not
RIGHT-HAND SIDE.” He must have seen the baseball the day clear if he knew where it would be before he started opening
that he mounted the statue on the stage of The Great Hall, and drawers—a divine intuition—or if it’s something he wrote down to
sat behind Merrill’s desk. He knew then who John’s father was, remember after he happened to see it. He and John had already
but he knew that God would tell John himself—and he knew ruled Merrill out from being part of the ballgame’s audience, so it
that John would be let down. He wrote about John in the diary, seems more likely to be an “accidental” fated discovery than a
saying that cutting off his “BEST FRIEND’S FINGER” was “THE directed one. He tells John to go to Canada and break from the past,
HARDEST THING I EVER HAD TO DO.” He says that after he although John really only accomplishes one of these things.
dies, John should “MAKE A CLEAN BREAK FROM THE PAST”
and go to Canada.
John packs the diary with the rest of his things and heads to John prepares to follow Owen’s instructions immediately and head
Harriet’s house to pick up some photographs and clothes. He to Canada after the funeral. He wants to take Owen’s wedding gift
has breakfast in the rose garden with Harriet, and tells her with him, a connection to the memory of both his best friend and his
where he plans to go next. Then he goes to Dan’s apartment to mother. His words to Dan make it clear that he has no intention of
get the granite doorstep Owen carved as a wedding gift for him pursing a closer relationship with Merrill. The truth is finally out in
and Tabitha. He also tells Dan his plans, and says to him, “You’re the open, despite all that Tabitha did to hide it from him, but he still
the best father a boy ever had—and the only father I ever decides not to make Merrill a part of his life, agreeing with her
needed.” Then they go to Owen’s funeral. judgement.
Chief Pike stands at the door of the church as if he’s going to The residents of Gravesend assemble one last time to mourn the
frisk the mourners for the missing baseball. Coach Chickering loss of the singular Owen Meany. Everyone there has seen their lives
is there, and Buzzy Thurston’s parents, who recently buried transformed by the war, and many of their lives were also
their own son. Father Findley and Mrs. Hoyt are there; the transformed by Owen.
Wiggins are not. A unit of the New Hampshire National Guard
serves as Owen’s honor guard. Owen’s favorite professor of
Military Science from the University of New Hampshire is
there; he tells John that they were clearly wrong about Owen’s
suitability for combat.
Mrs. Walker is there, and Arthur and Amanda Downing. Larry The town comes together to mourn one of their own. Even the
O’Day and his daughter Caroline, John’s former girlfriend, are Sunday school teacher who thought Owen was a disturbance to the
there, with Maureen Early. Mr. Morrison is there. Randy classroom by putting himself into the air, even the girls whom he
White’s replacement as headmaster is there. The Brinker- frightened to the point of fainting and wetting their pants, and even
Smiths returned to England in opposition to the war, not the mailman whom he upstaged so memorably are there.
wanting their twins to be Americans. Even the Gravesend
Academy janitor is there.
Rev. Merrill starts to speak with a newly firm and forceful voice; John’s trick worked; Merrill is now more confident in his faith than
now that he has regained his faith, he preaches with “absolute he ever was before. He speaks movingly in Owen’s eulogy, expressing
belief in every word he uttered.” He reads multiple moving his grief and his faith in such poignant words that John himself will
passages from the Bible, and says, “Compared to Owen Meany, later repeat them, despite his disdain for his father’s weakness.
I am an amateur—in my faith.” He admits that he wonders at
times if God’s existence makes any difference to the world, and
when he feels most faithful, he is also full of hard questions to
ask God: “For example, I would like to ask God to give us back
Owen Meany…O God—I shall keep asking You!” Harriet cries at
this.
When Merrill is done, the honor guard folds Owen’s flag and The story has come full circle, with Owen’s funeral mirroring
hands it to Mr. Meany and Mrs. Meany. The recessional hymn is Tabitha’s, the life that was taken by Owen’s own hands and that
the same one played at Tabitha’s funeral. It’s another summer always haunted him. Once again, the world does not stop to grieve.
funeral, and they can still hear the children nearby playing Children continue playing baseball, safe in their innocence for
baseball. Merrill prays over Owen’s grave, and John listens another game, which is surely what Owen would have wanted. John
with careful attention, knowing that he is listening to his father prepares to take leave of his father, disgusted with Merrill’s
for the last time. What will they need of each other after this, hypocrisy in denying a true miracle and embracing a fake one.
when Merrill has his faith once more and John has Dan? John
thinks that Merrill is a fraud for ignoring the real miracle of
Owen Meany and finding God in a dummy. Owen would say,
“GOD WORKS IN STRANGE WAYS!”
As John is leaving the cemetery, a woman with three children Mary Beth Baird, who loved Owen once, is the one who makes
approaches him. At first he doesn’t recognize her, until she asks Owen’s loss real to John. Owen cast her and John as his “mother”
him if he remembers how they used to lift Owen up. It’s Mary and “father” in the Christmas pageant, acting as the miraculous
Beth Baird, who got pregnant in high school and dropped out to child who chose his parents. Like Mary, Mary Beth’s life was
marry the father, a dairy farmer. She asks John, “How could he changed by an unexpected pregnancy, and John is still a meek,
have been so light?” John can’t speak—he doesn’t want to hear celibate “Joseph.”
his own voice, only Owen’s. When Mary Beth speaks to him, he
knows Owen is gone.
John doesn’t hate Merrill, but he doesn’t care about him much. Merrill has shed all of his doubts in the wake of his “vision” of
He hasn’t seen him since Owen’s funeral. Dan says he’s a great Tabitha. Even though he always claimed that Owen’s visions
preacher now, without a trace of his former stutter. John couldn’t have possibly come from God, he readily believes that he
sometimes feels jealous of his father’s “absolute and could be sent such a divine message. John has seen such messages
unshakeable faith”; he wants to be tricked into forgetting his for himself, but he struggles with doubt over God’s role in people’s
doubt, too. John knows what real miracles are, but he despairs lives. How can God love humanity, but make his most loyal
at the many unanswerable questions his faith poses. How could supporter suffer so?
Owen have known what he did? If God was behind Owen’s
knowledge, that poses the terrible question: how could God
have let this happen to him?
Owen taught John to keep a diary, which is much less Without many new relationships or endeavors to fill his life, John’s
interesting than Owen’s own. One highlight is when a rock- diary revolves around the same people who influenced his early
music journalist stopped him for an interview about Hester’s years. He continues to talk about what happened after Owen died,
early years. John tells him to look up Owen Meany if he wants delaying the moment when he will finally have to recount the
to know who first influenced Hester. He also wrote about difficult story of Owen’s death. Owen’s parents have since lost
returning to Gravesend for Harriet’s funeral at the everything: Mrs. Meany is dead, and Mr. Meany’s company is
Congregational Church, performed by Merrill’s replacement. finished. Mrs. Meany’s death by immolation makes her another
At Harriet’s old house, he was shocked to see Mr. Meany in the symbolic victim of the Vietnam War, where people sacrificed
garden, reading the electric meter. His granite company was themselves in protest or died from bombs or napalm burns. It’s also
gone, and this was his new part-time job. Mrs. Meany had died an example of tragic irony, as people would burn the American flag
not long after her son; she died of complications from burns. to protest the war.
She had been sitting by the fireplace when a spark ignited the
American flag she wore like a shawl.
John sees Mr. Meany still wearing Owen’s medal, which Owen’s medal evidently means a great deal to Owen’s father, if he
survived when the flag burned. He thinks of Hardy’s quote can wear it even after everything the military took from his family.
about “living in a world where nothing bears out in practice The promised “American dream” fails to materialize for so many.
what it promises incipiently.” He thinks that he will never forget
how Owen died.
John thinks it’s a long way to go for a few days, but he agrees to Owen’s invitation for John to join him on a body escort mission is a
join Owen, who sounds agitated. He thinks Owen needs the bit unusual, but John is feeling useless where he is, and he can tell
company, since they haven’t seen each other since Christmas. that it would mean a lot to Owen if he came, even if he doesn’t know
“YOU’RE MY BEST FRIEND,” Owen tells him, and his voice why. Later he’ll know that Owen was secretly asking him to come
breaks a bit. When John lands in Phoenix, he notices the tall join him on his heroic mission, even though he had wanted to keep
palm trees at the airport. The only bathroom he can find is a John out if it in the past. Owen realized he couldn’t do it without
temporary restroom set up while the other one is out of order. John, and changed his mind.
It’s a dark, high-ceilinged room, an old storage closet of some
kind, with a large industrial sink and a small, high window.
John waits for Owen’s plane with the family of the fallen At the airport, John observes the fallen soldier’s family, who
soldier. An Army officer is standing with them, a local ROTC eventually show themselves to be greatly dysfunctional. Although
professor. The family is angry—they have been waiting for their their son is dead along with so many other tragically young soldiers,
son’s body for three days. The dead soldier’s sister is pregnant, it is difficult to feel much sympathy for these people, who are so
and very young. Her other brother is even younger than angry and unpleasant.
her—not more than fourteen or fifteen, very thin but so tall that
he looks like he could morph into a monster if he gained weight.
His anger already seems monstrous.
Owen writes in his diary on the plane to Phoenix. He thought Owen knows that the date of his death is imminent, but he doesn’t
he would die in Vietnam, but there’s no time left to get there. understand what’s going to happen anymore since he isn’t in
He’s wrong either about where or when he dies. He says that Vietnam and isn’t seemingly facing any threat of violence. He is
he didn’t like knowing about his death at first, but now he troubled by the fact that John hasn’t disappeared from his dream
doesn’t like not knowing: “GOD IS TESTING ME.” He doesn’t like he wanted him to. Apparently, Owen doesn’t get to choose how
understand why John is still in his dream after Owen kept him he dies—John is going to be there when he dies whether Owen
out of the war. He wanted to save John’s life by cutting off his wants him there or not. Owen can only choose to go ahead with the
finger, so bringing him to Arizona before the date of his death mission or back out, and bringing John to Arizona represents his
seems hypocritical. Owen can only have faith in God, who has commitment.
promised him that nothing bad would happen to John.
Owen wonders if the date—and everything else—was just a Briefly, Owen doubts that the mission he’s spent years preparing for
figment of his imagination. He wonders how there could is ever really going to happen—but then he sees the palm trees that
possibly be Vietnamese children in Arizona. He even asks God haunt his dreams. He needs some visual proof, too.
how, if he doesn’t actually save any children, He could have put
him through everything. He finally sees the palm trees as his
plane descends.
Owen interrupts, telling the boy he likes his bayonet sheath. Owen defuses the tension with his usual interpersonal expertise. He
The family is frozen by Owen’s voice. The boy calls Owen a twit knows just what to say to put the boy in his place and take
and asks him what’s wrong with his voice. Owen asks the boy command of the situation. His startling voice works in his favor in
what’s wrong with him—if he wants to dress up and play soldier, such circumstances.
he should know how to talk to an officer. The bully respects
being bullied.
In the major’s car, John and Owen can finally greet each other. Rawls, a dignified and capable veteran of the military who signed up
The major, whose name is Rawls, explains that the family of the to do his duty for his country as soon as he was old enough, is the
dead soldier is a mess. Rawls had earned a battlefield foil to this teenage boy who is bloodthirsty and unhinged. The boy
commission in Korea; he’d served the army for nineteen years, doesn’t want to serve for any particular values—he just wants to
after enlisting at eighteen. He is very cynical, and predicts that start fighting and killing people.
the soldier’s family is full of incest. The teen boy hangs around
the airport all day, watching the planes and talking to the
soldiers. He wants to fight like his brother, who was on his third
tour.
Rawls offers to find John and Owen dates or show them where Owen doesn’t seem to be as homophobic any more, or at least he
to buy porn while they’re in town, but Owen says they just want doesn’t immediately get defensive like so many men would. Owen
to hang out and relax. Rawls laughs and asks if they’re gay. hates to give anyone the satisfaction of playing into their jokes. At
“MAYBE WE ARE,” Owen says, and Rawls laughs more, calling the funeral home, Owen probably makes John look at the dead
him “the funniest little fucker in the Army.” At the funeral home, body to prepare him for the sight of Owen’s own dead body.
Owen introduces John as the Army’s “BODY EXPERT.” He
makes John look at the dead body after he identifies it. The
soldier died when he made a mistake refueling a helicopter.
Owen, John, and Rawls head to the family’s ongoing wake, Owen’s new esteem for Catholic funerals is shocking—perhaps he’s
which Rawls treats like a spectacle. Unexpectedly, Owen says coming to terms with the fact that he’s going to die surrounded by
that in his experience, the Catholics honor death best—they nuns, and he always taken comfort in rituals and symbols. Rawls’s
have “THE PROPER SOLEMNITY, THE PROPER SORT OF sexism is far from shocking.
RITUALS.” The family’s house is overflowing with people who
are sick of waiting three days for a funeral. Rawls says there’s
not a woman there he would sleep with, besides the pregnant
girl. Out of the whole family, she has made the most effort to be
nice to them. She looks liable to be beaten or assaulted by the
rest of her murderously crazy family.
Rawls tells Dick he had better not bring the rifle or the Despite the fact that Dick is clearly very troubled, the airport police
grenades to the airport. He’s not even sure if the bayonets or give him back his weapons anyway. Perhaps it’s too much hassle to
machetes are legal. Dick says sometimes the police confiscate actually take Dick or his weapons into custody, and they would
them and give them back on the same day. Rawls tells Owen rather just walk away. Owen tries to intervene, but he has to walk
that Dick is beyond saving, but Owen says, “IT’S NOT UP TO away, too.
US: WHO’S BEYOND SAVING.” Rawls says Owen is too good
for this world.
The next day, Owen writes in his diary about his fear for the Owen wonders what the years of war have done to the
future of kids like Dick who never learned real morality, who development of kids like Dick, who have acquired a taste for
only know a simplistic, antagonistic mindset: “THEY’RE SO vengeance and violence. They see the world in terms of black and
SURE THEY’RE RIGHT! THAT’S PRETTY SCARY.” He doesn’t white, us vs. them. Owen feels ready to die—he finally thinks they’re
tell John that he thinks he’s going to die tomorrow. When John ready to pull off the shot, or else it’s all in God’s hands now, anyway.
asks what they should do all day, Owen says, “LET’S JUST He wants to just enjoy his last day with John.
HAVE A GOOD TIME.” They try to find a gym to practice the
shot in, but there’s none nearby, and Owen finally says, “I’M
PRETTY SURE WE’VE PRACTICED THAT DUMB SHOT
ENOUGH.” They pass the day drinking beer by the pool and
remembering their childhood days.
Rawls drives John and Owen to the airport in the morning. He John thinks they have plenty of time left together, but Owen knows
waits with them for their flights, since he has nothing else to do. they don’t. When John is about to leave, Owen feels doubt, since he
John tells Owen, “We have plenty of time.” When only half an knows John is meant to be part of his death. But his doubt is gone
hour is left until John’s flight takes off, Owen begins to think his as soon as he sees the nuns with the Vietnamese orphans—in
dream might not come true after all. Just then, passengers Arizona, of all places.
begin disembarking a plane—nuns escorting Vietnamese
children. Catholic Relief Services frequently helped relocate
war orphans.
One of the nuns asks Owen to help take the boys to the Owen’s size puts the frightened children at ease. They’ve come to a
bathroom. He says he’d be happy to help, and John shows them brand-new country with a brand-new language, and normally
to the temporary men’s room. The anxious children stop crying, soldiers are threatening, but Owen is so small that they think of him
captivated by the sight of a soldier nearly their size. They pass as one of them, not a threat. It takes John a long time to figure out
Dick Jarvits on the way to the restroom. The children use the why the situation seems so familiar, but Owen knows.
unfamiliar bathroom, chattering to themselves. John suddenly
remembers Owen describing the Vietnamese-speaking
children from his dream. Owen already knows what’s about to
happen.
A nun who was waiting outside the bathroom ran to get Rawls, All of Dick’s weapons can’t save him from a real soldier who actually
who caught Dick running away from the men’s room. Dick knows how to use them. Owen’s weightlessness propels him up high,
draws his bayonet, but Rawls grabs Dick’s machete and breaks away from the children huddling below. He crams the grenade onto
Dick’s neck with it. Meanwhile, Owen soars toward the high the window ledge instead of into a basket, and hangs onto it instead
window. He stuffs the grenade into the windowsill and holds it of releasing it and dropping down.
in place to make sure it won’t roll back down into the room. He
ducks his head beneath the windowsill before the explosion.
The cement window ledge protects John and the children from Thanks to Owen’s angel-like intervention, John and the other
the grenade fragments. Only their eardrums are hurt. Owen children are safe. The nuns rush in after hearing the explosion. John
lands in the big industrial sink. A nun lifts him out of the sink is so disoriented from the blast that he doesn’t even look for
while another kneels on the floor. Together they rest his body Owen—or he doesn’t want to look. The nuns cradle Owen, who is
in their laps. The children surround them, crying, but Owen rapidly bleeding out even as he comforts the children around him.
reminds them not to be afraid. His arms are amputated below His arms were blown off when he held the grenade down to save the
his elbows. He tries to reach out to John, then realizes he has others. He has become a living embodiment of the symbolic armless
no arms. “REMEMBER WATAHANTOWET?” he asks calmly. totems throughout the book.
Owen tells the nun, “WHOSOEVER LIVETH AND BELIEVETH Owen quotes the Bible to the nuns, showing that he is at peace with
IN ME SHALL NEVER DIE.” Then he seems troubled, saying, dying because of his faith in God. He seems for one moment to feel
“I’M AWFULLY COLD…CAN’T YOU DO SOMETHING?” Then the agony of death, then it passes as his soul begins to leave his
Owen smiles again, and looks only at John. “YOU’RE GETTING body, rising into the air as he dreamed it. He seems happy to have
SMALLER, BUT I CAN STILL SEE YOU!” Those are his last his best friend at his side, after all.
words.
“I am always saying prayers for Owen Meany,” John says. He To this day, John prays for Owen, gone from this world so much
thinks about how he would have answered Mary Beth in the sooner than he deserved. All along, Owen was being raised up by
cemetery, if he hadn’t been speechless with grief. When they God—but if God can raise him up, God can put him back on Earth,
held Owen so lightly above their heads as children, they didn’t John believes. He has faith in Owen’s resurrection, and prays for it
know that there were other forces at work, forces they didn’t to come quickly.
have the faith to sense, that were raising Owen up, out of their
reach. “O God—please give him back! I shall keep asking You.”
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