Hey there !!

Mujhe samjh ni aa rha where to start .I have so much to say and so much feelings to express!!
Bro I just want to say you mean a lot to [Link] the year 2024 I think the best memory is that you met
me .Although the year 2024 was the worst for me I experienced many awful situation but you are the
special person that made it the best year for me .The day you met me I remember hum dono late jaya
krte the but humari dosti os ke bhi baad start [Link] aik din tum last me bethi thi and you were saying
mujhe fever ho rha hy mujhe chakar aa rhe hai jabke tumne subha ka kuch khaya hi ni huwa tha I took
out your lunch box and made you finish it .From that day I don’t know how humne aik dosre ko janna
shorou kia and then slowly our friendship began .
In this year mei zindgi ke aik ese phase pe aa gai thi ke sab phoochte the tumhe kia ho gya hy?bcz I
was such a talkative school mei bhi sare teachers meri shikayat krte the keh me bohat bolti hou but I
started remaining silent . apni school life me bhi mene koi dost ni banaya jis se mei apni hr baat share
kr skou apni feelings ko express kr skou or mtlb mei sari baatei apne andr rkhti thi or even mama baba
ko bhi ni batati thi and the only thing I did is I remain silent and at night when no one was seeing I
used to cry ..But once you met me I thought she is someone special!!she is someone different!!Clg me
bhi from the first day me jab aai tab hi mere andr bohat andr bohat si changes aai mei kisi se itni jldi
friendly ni [Link] se log mere dost bane but at the end I felt that they are only using me .Is liye
mene sab se dosti khatam krdi end pe pe hum 4 dost bche the me,nabeeha ,manha,fatima farooq. I
know mwi topic se bohat hat gai hou but I am just telling you the journey towards the day you met
me. Ok…. acha phir manha or nabeeha ki kisi baat pe lrai ho gai or hum 2 pairs me alaga ho gai 1st year
ke end pe RNT me manha se bhi dosti km ho gai thi kio ke wo bus test deke chali jati thi or mtlb oos se
baat ni hoti thi pre board me bhi ni hoi baat kioke oos ki shifting ki kuch problems chl rhi thi is liye wo
zayada clg ni aati [Link] kafi time akele spend kia .I introduced me to myself Mene apni kuch bad
habits nikali that I notice everything ,I was so much sensitive hr choti choti baat pe rone lg jati
thi ,overthinking was my worst habit and I cant get rid of it mtlb yr hr waqt sochti rehti ese ni hoga to
kia hoga phir pata ni sochte sochte kaha se kaha chali jaati . First year ke result ke baad I thought ke
ab me relax ho jao gi but no I was wrong . ghr ki kuch problems start hoi mere se prha ni jaa rha tha
first year me ghr aati to 3 to 4 hours me phone use krti phir prhne bethti or time se free bhi ho jati thi
But now I was lagging behind in everything mene ahista ahista phone dekhna chor dia mei ghr aati
kpre change krti books nikalti or prhne beth jaati mene khana peena chor dia subha ka bus nashta krti
no luch khana bhi ni khati thi raat ko wese hi ni kuch khati mei mene sabse interaction khatam krdia
koi baat bhi krta to me ni bolti thi I felt and said to myself “bohat bolti thi na lo ab chup ho gai..”
And then people started saying ache marks aa gai hai is liye moun ni lgati and I felt separated from
everyone .Kuch teachers ne bhi notice kia bulate the apne pass and I ust said to them kuch ni huwa
mujhe kioke mei oon feelings ko express hi ni kr paati thinthat were killing me from inside and I know
I was ruining my life .andi was mentally upset from everything………
But jab aik insan se mili I started thinking no she cares!!no she is differnet!!she understands!!and that
was you . Mene ahista ahista apni feelings ko express kia for the first time I found a person in my life
that was right to understand me ,who was trustworthy with whom I can share anything .TUM mujhe
samjhati thi mujhe kuch na bhi kaho to tumhe pata chal jata tha and it means a lot to me. Mujhe ni
pata humari dosti aap, tum se ……..jan ,janeman tk kese phoanch gai .Phir beech me online classes hoi
koi din bhi aik dosre se baat kiye bgair ni guzarta tha