Femme

fatale
Poems
By c
Dean

Femme
fatale
Poems
By c
dean
List of free Erotic Poetry Books by
Gamahucher Press by colin leslie dean
Australias leading erotic poet free for
download
http://www.scribd.com/doc/35520015/List-ofErotic-Poetry-Books-by-Gamahucher-Press
Gamahucher press west geelong Victoria Australia
2016

Indexpreface p.4
Amore la mal incantare
p.6
Femmes Belles Fatales
p.22
HUNGERS UNHOLY
p.53
La belle dames sans
merci
p.74
Vespiary
p.98
ANEKANTAVADA P.129

Preface
That female with allure to lure thee
with the sex of she to entrap enchant
mesmerize hypnotize thee turn thee
into rampant animality with that sex
of she to lie down in the deep pools
of the sexuality of she to have thy
veins sucked dry to have thy flesh
blanched pallid white like ast some
corpse of the tomb to kiss those lips
of she ast some madman upon the
blossoming open lips of she to feel
the tongue of she licking thy
pulsating throat hissing viper-like
along thy quivering flesh that
quickens thy blood molten steel to
have thee chained naked writhing in

the coiling arms of she that thee

should taste the aloes and myrrh
upon the unfurled lips of she like
some poison that burns thy soul and
catapults thee into paroxysms of
delight in the snake eyes light of that
she to have thy flesh drained of thy
hot desire and up into the unfolded
lips of she be sucked to have she
tear thy flesh with the kissing bites
of she oh oh to expire ast the moth in
the golden flame in the opened mouth
of those flesh folded lips with hot
desire panting ast some hungry beast
upon the hot kisses of she ast into
that abyss that mouth of sex glide
thee to fade into the ravishing
ecstasy of a dream

Preface
Love thy voracious ever hungry fiend
Oh Love thy flatterer thy seducer Love
the feeder of hearts and emotions Thy
harpy Thy witch Love whose beauty is
nourished by the tears that are cried
over thou and for thou Oh Love thy
sadist Thy relisher of pain Love who
incarnates in all drugs Thy poppy pod
coca bean cannabis plant tobacco hops
grape and peyote are thou avatars Oh
Love whose nutrients are thy acolytes
of addicts Love with thy poet
propagandists Thy maker of myths
Thy seducer Love with thy sweet tunes
soothing tones that lonely heats long to
hear Love who enchants with thy smile
and promises of bliss Oh Love thou
hast the world believing thy lies Thy
beguile Thy enchantress O Love thou
reign supreme in the dark nights of the
lovelorns dreams The world is

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enslaved to love runs on love The

world is your harvest It cries out for
love It groans for love The world is
awash with prey Empty souls in search
of mates kow tow at your feet Sink
your talons into their bleeding hearts
Gorge yourself on their love Throw
back your head and laugh as your lips
shimmer with their warm red blood
Glee in the dull glazed eyes of your
love addicts Hear them groan for more
sigh for cry for more. Oh Love hear
them beg for you sing out for you Oh
Love give me bliss give me bliss Hear
you love junkies sing Oh Love around
your ears their plaint doth ring Love Oh
Love watch us throng Love Oh Love
hear my song

By candle light one blackened night

As shadows to the wall did dance
Prostrate I lay languid I say hidden from human sight
My thoughts do race as I did trace

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Lost in melancholys trance
Memories deep to disturb my sleep
Pains delights lurid frights
Dreams desires hidden fires from my conscious sights
Loves longings through my mind thronging
Temptations desires imaginations fires
Into me screws lascivious views
Thrust pound swarm swallows me up as in them I drown
Loud silence burns my ears
Deafening my mind hears
Birds sing hear their everywhere
Through halls under bed overhead in the air
Melodies loud as whispers hard as cats whiskers
Caress sooth rough as silk over my mind oozze
Through window streak at the midnight hour
Blazing sun rays cool my heated brow
A yellow light bright burning eye cat-like
Hangs in the sky black jet ice-like
Piece by piece it seems
The room is flooded with my dreams
Sounds flutter shapes shudder bat-like in the night
Blurring scenes burning greens
Burnt reds emerald threads
To my left and right gash my sight
My lurid memories life's biographies
In the dark flash and spark
Lily shadows
Life's sorrows
O'er floors ripple
Down wall trickle
Wet scents I sense
In the dark swan-like float
Round my head
In my bed

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Upon the night my boat
Rolled through darkly mists
A scented shroud smelling of hyacinths
Sweet sighs languid cries to my ears float by
To the door a knock did roar
Gold bright cold light o'er the floor quivered
Fish-like jelly-like my soul shivered
The door flung wide and at its side Love snake-like did slide
Perfumes sweet on the air did hang rose ylang about her feet in her hair
A smile on her lips did part to beguile my throbbing heart
With a start in my breast from her breath the stink of blood did flood
and into the room glide
Her body white like moonlight shone forth five bright colored lights
Her eyes black onyx crystal gems glowed with lewd fires
Her eyes cow-like burned me with desires
Her hair as black as bees cascaded to her knees
Her fingers waxen hued so heavenly thin about them blood soft did
clot
Her lips full blooded rosy red o'er which her tongue slips
Down shoulders drape on the floor scrape clung a red crimson cape
Hearts jet black arabesque woven curled round from front to back
With a velvety sheen lustrous gleam web-like it encased she
Her breasts heaves fish-belly white a translucent light
Succulent tips large cherry pips blue veined spike from those full
round tits
Betwixt those orbs hangs some baub tear-like with a green glowing
light
O'er her heart it lays on that deathly white
Strange shapes with human face flow round within the teary shape
Cries and sighs mournful moan painful groan
Human sprites in the greeny light caught my sight
About her feet myriad creatures creep
Warty toads green lacquer like semen spotted
Bloated spiders hairy sliders

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Slimy slugs many legged bugs scurried and o'er the floor trotted
Turquoise snails oozed o'er her feet shimmering with their cold slick
trails
Dragonflies like maple leafs butterflies with crows beaks
Enameled wings coral feet hornet stings around her head wings
Bejeweled forms solid light float like bubbles in the blacken night
Around her the creatures swarmed huddled and kept her warm
To my ears I hear from the creatures that leer
Human voices whisper soft languid tunes
Love blandishment to her their lovelorn muse
All the while the horde adored her
Her eyes explored me implored me
Orbs black hue
Frozen dew
Cold like ice
Round and shiney like those of mice
At me did stare
Languid snare
My blood did warm in the heat of her cold cold stare
"Come my love languidly said Love"
Oh such sound such magical resound
Melody sweet soft as babies feet
Enchant bewitch silken tones
Encase my mind in a musical sheet
Sooth caress me chocolate smooth to passion groans
Tap tap tapity tap run the creatures feet like the drips from dripping
taps
"Come my love to thy Love"
"Oh sweet Love thy voice beguiles"
"Come my love my sweet sweet dove"
"Oh sweet Love thy eyes sweet smiles"
"Cum my love in my heavenly glove"
"Oh sweet Love thy voice beguiles
Enchants my soul Oh devour me my Love"

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"Come my love cum in thy Love
Spurt thy seed pour out thy soul into me thy sticky froth that whitey
cream fill my velvety seam"
Flap flap flappity flap went the wings and on my face did slap
Flap flap flappity flap went the wings as from her voice sweet words
she sings
O'er the floor she glides to me
O'er the floor she comes to me
O'er the floor surrounded in a creatures sea
O'er the bed astride me
My cock did pre-cum drool as her twat she impaled on my tool
"Cum my love in thy Love"
She languidly said
As o'er my face her hair she spread
About my chest and o'er the bed
Butterfly wings and dragon flies
Waft up the air caress my face as doth her hair
"Cum my love in thy Love
On my lips those poppy lips
Sip long and deep
Drink up my drug and join me in a dreamless sleep"
Her arse she screwed and wiggled as her tits jiggled
Her tongue on my lips did strum as her tits ooozzed odoriforous
colostrum
From her pores perfumes did pour
As at my feet a thousand paws did claw
"Come my love in your Love"
Shadows pranced lilting tones danced
O'er my face rippled
Down my cock her cunny cream trickled
As on my tool her twat slurped and chewed
I did hump
I do thrust
I did thump

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I do gust
I do pump
My cock I ground
Pound
The sound
Ram
Slam
Up down
In around
Heave
Groan
She doth moan
Bang
Bang
Jab
Jab
At her cunt I do stab
"Come my love for your Love"
O'er me she whispered sweet blandishments
Smooth croon sweet swoon
Though out the room
Oh so heavenly so delightfully
My lips she kissed cold like ice
Her lips did cut like broken glass but oh so nice
Oh that voice did melt my mind dissolve my soul
"Oh tell me more tell me more
Fill my empty hole for evermore
Tell me what I long to hear
Oh give me more my lovely dear"
The blood did drip from my lacerated lip
The pain did cut me to the qwick
But Oh those words did fill my soul
Ease my wounds and give resolve
I longed those words to hear

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Those very words with my lovelorn ear
"Oh come my love to your Love"
The night turned into a swirl
The burning sun red tear like stars
Did furl and curl
Sounds scents colors went
Through my mind o'er the floor they did shine
"Oh bend nearer thy lips
Thy sweet lips this way"
She languidly did say
As her arse rocked and tits sway
Candle flicker flashing light
Speckling bright trickled down tits
Sweaty oily o'er hips dripping from turgid nipples tips
Oh those jet black eyes that arch and smile and do tell
The joys in the depths of that liquid hell
Oh that jet black hair snake-like o'er her face so fair
Snakelets hanging wildly o'er her mouths lair
"Come my love to thy Love"
Eats into my mind
"Come my love to thy love"
"Oh Oh how sublime
Calm me restore me
Dry up my woes
Give me love oh my Love in my death throws"
Reclining back hair flung back
Nails into thighs did dig
Whimpers and sighs like a stuffed pig
Echo though her lips turned black
Her perfumes sweet turn to rancid butters stink
Dark dusty air hung about her greasy hair
Slime and moldy from some butcher sink
Garlands of skulls about her neck clang
As from her face withered her teeth did hang

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On this charred blackened waste
Dangled men impaled about her shriveled waist
Beads of skulls on her head did rest about her neck and o'er her chest
From her ears hung blood filled bowls
Severed hands of men hold up their hearts ripped from them
As in the greeny borb tear shaped orb do moan their moanfull souls
While fish pissy smells do waft from her cunt I do tell
The lyres voice
"Come my love for thy Love"
Angelic voice
"Come thy love in thy Love"
Did melt my soul burn up my resolve
In the void between us
I strained my arms about her cast
In the void between us
Her lips I clasped
To those lips that others have prest
I clutched as to each other we rubbed our breasts
Sucked our breaths
Heaved our chests
Eyes to eyes
While in my fright to my sight
My eyes did see a horrid she
A hideous form from which the loathsome creatures did flee
My ears did hear what they longed to hear
Love oh love to wash away all my fear
In dark Loves loving say
My own salvation I do see
I shudder for I do pray
Into me I melt with thee
A calm doth flow o'er me
As dissolved away is my pain
Her words do remove and away
All misery and woe from my brain

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I struggled in loveless nights and ye
Sweet passions storm up from love which now can be
Light rays began to curl star beams to furl
My bed upon span within the nights sea
O'er me the night did whirl a Maelstrom did swirl
Heaving bed boiling night hissing light
Down around a vortex did surround
Bubble-like on the walls of night down we did spin round
The light did froth and o'er me did foam
Streak the abyss roar and hiss
The moons sunny rays whirled and swirled
Sucked in they churled and curled
Ram
Thrust
Jab
Into her cunt I do slam
Whirling plunging around we did spin
"Cum in your Love my love"
Circling on the walls of night with the frothing light we did skim
Stab
Groan
Moan
Her hair flowed out span about
Caught creatures noises
On the bubbles of light
Lingering voices
On the black wall of night
Oh God
Fucking hell
I spurt my wod
Up that clam-like shell
As boils my spoof
I heave and groan in her sea of fire
My mind glows cock grows

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Thick spurts the white flame
Heated with desire
Deep within her sweaty frame
Her eyes like starry nights
Voice like summer nights
Flashed around in the void resound
Arms outspread
I clasped her head
Raven hair o'er the bed
Disorder streams in the air
Fell here there every where
Flashing white caught my sight
As silver light streaked the night
Her face gay with laughter loud
Haughty and proud
Loathsome shape transformed into an angel formed
As on my cock her cunt doth suck
My spoof from me to she
Straw-like up my shaft
My spoof shoots like pee
While hideous forms maldeformed smiled and laughed
My spoof rose her face did glow
Withered face transformed to a rose
Hot-flushed cheeks
Flowering lips
As she speaks
She rolls her hips
"Cum my love in your Love"
Mist red filled the abyss
Clung to us like a hot wet kiss
Circled round and warm like bliss
Head tossed back Love did swoon and howl at the moon
Red sparks flickering flash flashed from her eyes
Flickered out turned dull and glazed with her sighs

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As she sucked my cock with the muscles of her thighs
Drank up my spoof to fill her insides
Poppy pods did sprout from the tips of her hair
Blood red buds that did drip spoofy sap into the air
Marijuana hops from her hair spread
O'er the bed hashish from her hair bled
My mind dissolved into a warm red sea
While she sucked my spoof from me
Creatures laughed with wild glee
The void did spin sweet odors sweep
The wall of night spiraled down to some purple haze
Into a darkness I fell a dreamless sleep

As her eyes did leer at me dull and glazed

"Come my love to your Love"
She did languidly say
As into her cunt me she sucked up into she
"Oh such bliss take me away
Love me devour me I say
With thy love love me I pray"
Into the green baub I awoke
Grotesque things did grope and choke
Gaping mouths groanful sighs
Twisted limbs lusterless eyes
Spread about the baub through out
Loves' addicts in strange heavens in dull hells
Groaned these words of which I will tell
"Love they love is a living hell
But Love without thy love is worst than hell"
Within the baub imprisoned in thought
In my memories for ever caught

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I peer I leer on the surface bright
Goggled eyed gleery eyed
Looking out I shout
"Love Oh Love let me out
Love Oh Love for thou I lout"
In the greenish light hellish night
What catches my sight
What do I view but YOU

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Femmes Belles
Fatales
Poems
By c
Dean

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Femmes Belles
Fatales
Poems
By c
dean
List of free Erotic Poetry Books by
Gamahucher Press by colin leslie dean
Australias leading erotic poet free for
download
http://www.scribd.com/doc/35520015/List-ofErotic-Poetry-Books-by-Gamahucher-Press
Gamahucher press west geelong Victoria Australia
2016

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PrefaceEnervated riddled with

ennui and impuissance vapid all the
creative juices dried up drained away
the urge to create but no inspirations
fire no flame to feed the desire no
fires of desire naught but dull
embers with no glow decadent
imitative naught but cliques
hackneyed phrases borrowings the
same old tied ideas reused recycled
cribbing others works oh the tragedy
the urge to sing but no song but the
repetitions of old tunes naught but a
husk no life inside empty Enervated
riddled with ennui and impuissance
vapid a withered flower petal in
decay I say I decadent like
Hellenistic and Roman decadence
Imitative borrowing

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In my room with the green parrot by

the side of I flickering with the
feeblest of candle light that shuts
out the suns glowing light perpetual
night both day and night I bathe in
languor and idleness in this room
with aromas of cynicism and
indifference where the air and the
perfumed ambiance be that of
dreaming soaking into the rooms
flesh the silence of the grave the soul
of I riddled with ennui and
impuissance like flesh eaten away
with syphilitic rust
In this room of gloom of I where
ast sayeth the sage
Backgrounds were the specters of
superstition

The haggard phantoms of dreams

The terror of night

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Remorse that leaps out and falls back

noiselessly

Obscure fantasies that obscure the day

And all the soul in its deepest depths and

innermost caverns conceals of darkness

deformity and horror move together

confusingly
Oh languish I in my room of gloom and
doeth sigh asts sayeth the poet
life is a dream in the night a fear among

Fears

A naked runner lost in a storm of spears

And
all the worlds a dream or doubt
Tie our senses to a wing

Who is it that pulls the string

Ast sayeth the poetess

O world that holds me by the wings

How shall my soul escape your snares

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In this lassitude where eyes of fire stare

at I fromst the rooms gloom like cats eyes
gleams caught by the light
Where ast sayeth the poet

round me an army of shadows muster

And weave a veil of darkness for my

head.

I look in the moonlights magic mirror

And doubt the worlds existence and my

own

I am a dream and you its shadow pale

Oh laying languid lolling enervated soul

drained of its ripening juice

We live while we see the sun

Where life and dreams are one

Ast sayeth the poet
Who says the world is but a mood

In the eternal thought of God

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No more than a fiction a phantasm of

the mind of we that take we for the real
but all be a hallucinations of the mind
projected ast sayeth Kant upon the
noumenon with the sage sayeth I
Who says the world is but a mood

In the eternal thought of God

I know it real though it seem

The phantom of a haschisch dream

In that insomnia which is God

Oh nay
all the worlds a dream or doubt
Tie our senses to a wing

Who is it that pulls the string

Oh these dreams that be the world

float before the eyes of I and fly fast
paced and in the mind of I trace out
thoughts that long to fly trace out songs
that I long to sigh
But ast sayeth the poetess

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Though in that cage of words wild

thoughts

Were pent

Like prisoned birds that some sweet

accident

Might yet release to sing again and fly

Oh that these words might find their
wing and scurry fromst the mind of I
like black butterflies upon the wind
that give voice to the thoughts of I
Again ast sayeth the poetess
O words of all my songs black

butterflies

Wild words of all the wayward songs I

sing
Oh but this torpid ennui this deadening
impuissance sucks the imagination dry
drains the soul of I of imaginings
originality that I pillage and crib the
thoughts of more lofty minds than I

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and fill the words of I with the ideas

of these so into the green parrots eyes
doeth look I reading Symons and
Viereck HD and Custance for good
measure
And the advice of Hafeez taking

seest thou this little berry this green pill

T is made of dreams

Eat thou twill harm thee notand

thine shall be

Houris unnumbered ere thou wakest

again

Upon my pillaged and hackneyed work

shall try I to sing and sigh that beauty
that beguiles I
shall I make a scented bouquet of
scents with dewy tinctures of images
fromst imagists distilled and blent with
the decaying fires of the desire of I to

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make a decadent work that in the cheap

bazaar of life the vulgar shall sing with
naught understanding HAHAHA may the
sugary nectar of the distilled essence of
the bouquet of I rot their ears with
decay with the decaying decadence of
my work their ears with the
sweetmeats of my songs that fills the
ears of the vulgar with bitterness
who canst taste the honey of the limpid
mellifluous verse of I like clear water
running oer gems and pearls priceless
be these songs of femmes belles fatales
HAHAHA throw back I the head of I
and at the vulgar bend the arse of I and
do fart for they canst tell fetidness
fromst aromas of ravishment HAHAHA
laugh I ast for saeth Hafeez
How shall a man blind from his mothers
womb

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Buy with shut eyes a maiden for his bed

Down the long line of loveliness in bloom

The sightless dotard all is vain is led

What to I that the vulgar be deaf to
loveliness what to I that to dusts
oblivion this work of decay and
decadence be tossed for tis the joy of
creating that be the goal who cares not
I that naught hear the words beauty
HAHAHA laugh I and the green pill
doth swallow
Out of the dim flickering shadows of
the room of I of gloom like mist
congealing into drops of light weaving
patterns of light like dew upon spider
webs see I see I forms flickering
shimmering luculent translucent forms

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solidifying into light see I see I The

Dance of the Daughters of Herodias
congeal into light on platters of gold do
carry that head Beardsleydraw that
onto the floor bled to the ground
dripping rubies that shatter into a
million lights of coagulated blood each
Smiling as innocently as if she carried

A wet red quartered melon on a dish

their cunts lips tinted with powdered
butterfly wings that glints colors like
iridescent scales
with the light mist curling bout their
cunts folded flesh swirling thru their
pubes of hair night black gold dust
speckled hair ruffled by the perfumed

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air which curls and twirls in hidden

places splashing their odors like roses
petals in a wavering light upon the
rooms gloomy shadows flickering in
muffled light all warm to the eyes of I
ast lovers kiss on blushing cheek their
cunts lips upon their thighs porcelainwhite kiss the cunts sticky that open
burst ast some hothouse bloom
They dance, the daughters of
Herodias,

Everywhere in the world, and I behold

Their rosy-petalled feet upon the air
Falling and falling in a cadence soft
As thoughts of beauty sleeping.

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Round which the mists of the scent of

sex swirl round their amber cats-claw
clits like clouds round the mount of the
gods
those amber clits that quiver to the
mists kiss like jelly tits to the tongues
touch
I couldst lick the tint with the tongues
tip off I fromst those petaled lips
folded like roses cut in marble pink that
float in the air
like neath waters crystalline clear ast
glass
they hover sticky wet like fruit about to
fall to plough along those velvet slits

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with the tongues tip of I warmed by

the heat of folds of flesh along each
side
crimson lips of fiery desire randy wet
that throb and pulsate with each hearts
beat at the sight of that bloodied head
and beat out fromst those lips cadenced
rhythms poetic
They dance, the daughters of
Herodias,

With their eternal, white, unfaltering feet,

And always, when they dance, for their
delight,

Always a man's head falls because of

them

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oh those lips translucent pink ast some

newly painted flag or new dyed curtains
that hang fluttering in the breeze lips
hanging unfurled perfumed and swaying
that clit amber foam-flecked flower thee
be honey sweet scented to my lips those
honey petaled lips bursting blooms
garden of flowers blossoms in spring
that beckon to my trembling lips and
flash gleaming light to my eyes fromst
the heated passions fires of each who
dances with her feet the soul of I in
rapture like those spirits heaven ward
to their gods those lips fluttering pink

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splashes of light that beat out rhythms

of their desire with
beauty audible
beauty touchable
beauty tasteable
ah out of the shadows formed fromst
congealed beads of light Gersuind takes
shape midst falling rose petals that
upon the air no sound doth make
You smile upon me and your mouth
Half opens like a great red flower

Athirsting in the hot sun's drouth

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Oh those lips upon that ripening mouth

which the eyes of I dazzle upon that
full outline of their shadows moving
butterfly-like across the pink flesh of
her thighs oh those lips opening like a
Japanese fan of water silk midst mist
of the scent of silk thru which a
rainbow of colors washes oer that
succulent flesh like slices of ripe fruit
their shadows crossing oer the surface
of that aqueous pool shimmering ast a
full moon translucent bright with silver
light oh sweet small breasted with the
soul of a whore those

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Black meres-the eyes, beneath your

lashes

Dream, by life's fitful tide unstirred,

Save when some quick priapic word

Floods them with phantom lightning
flashes

Whereof the thunder is not heard.

A thousand years of sick desire

Crouch like a beast that snarling lies,

Stung by some taunt to mortal ire,
In the abysses of those eyes!
oh sweet small breasted girl with the
soul of a whore thy cunts hole be full
like the moons full face that reflects the
shadows of thy full fleshed lips that
seem to be full fleshed cymbals

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trembling with thy passions fires

beating out the pulses of thy hearts
passions with the moon in thy hole and
honey upon thy lips shapely pulpy flesh
such ample flesh in those folds curves
thy clit a bright lily the arrow point of
loves shafts float oer thy hole the
image of the moon reflecting the
pulsations of pleasure in thy cunts pink
fleshy folds
oh sweet small breasted girl with the
soul of a whore
Your spirit quails not, neither squirms,
And yet your body is a bower

Where unclean wishes crawl like worms.

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while oer thy cunts hole thy lips flutter

like dragon kites pink across the face of
an autumnal moon
Yet when I gazed upon you, child,
All bounds from us I fain had flung,

And bathed with healing tears and mild,

Your head so pitifully young.

But you, not knowing, would have smiled

And love's white roses smirched with
dust,

Seeing each nerve in you defiled

Is vibrant with some nameless lustYet
wouldst drink I fromst the pink
porphyry cup in the garden of thy cunt
like a flower embossed on Japanese
silk

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but
then out of the shadows twilight glow
didst flow vivid phantasms of dreams
vivid images of women now seen round
the head of I didst they go flittering in
and out of the shadows they didst flow
formed out of light congealed lace work
of forms like light beads upon spider
webs of silk
intolerable woman where s the name
For your insane complexity of shame
Vampire white bloodless creature of the
night

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Whose lust of blood has blanched her

chill veins
White
oh find I thy cunts lips succulent like
ripe fruit that suck the veins of I and
drain the flesh of I to some empty husk
thru the mist of the scent of sex seeth
I the form of a rose engraved upon thy
flesh like lips of plum blossom pinkish
hued like dyed with the fruits juice een
though thee
have sucked a mans heart from his
breast

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And drained his life-blood from him vein

by vein
And seen his eyes grow brighter for his
pain
And his lips sigh her name with his last
breath
As the man swoons ecstatically on
death
yet
oh the eyes of I seek thru the sex
scented mist like some diver neath pink
crystalline sea the pulpy folds of that
cunt of thee the eyes of I fluttering

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unto those lips of heated flames like

orange moths round a golden candle
flame to pluck those lips which send
pink ripples thru the mist upon which
thy cunts lips float like chrysanthemum
blooms upon the moons silvery light
that I couldst lick that moons silvery
light fromst thy lips ast cats darting
tongue doth the milks white froth oh thy
cunt seems rose blossom and thy lips
all rouged oer to glow like blood-red
flames those devouring cunt delights
with its scent of sex that clit of thee a
spark of amber flame that the tongue of

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I bee-like licks the scented honey

fromst and round thy cunts hole sips the
moon-like hole as thy cunt quivers with
rapture ast a water-lilly agitated by a
breeze
then past the eyes of I didst slide she
of which didst I sigh
Life of an hundred victims throbs
In thy enchantments fierce, uncouth,

And through thy rose-red passion sobs

The pallid wraith of ruined youth.
Within thy bosom's labyrinth

Has not the monster had his fill?

Why slay this stainless Hyacinth?

Are there not men to do thy will?
yet

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the eyes of I didst hover oer that cunt

of thee tinted with amber and chrysolite
lips unfurled like the throat of
amaryllis kissed by the breath of I thy
clit the form of the tongue of lilies
immersed in pink mist of the scent of
sex that swirls with the ripples fromst
thy lust pulsating into prismatic
patterns of pink and amber light that
stir and waver oer the tongues tip of
I
yet een though

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And men shall shun thee as the pest

That see thy blood-red mouth-and
know,

And though thou beat thine arid breast

Yet neither milk nor song shall flow.
The asp of unassuaged desire

Within thy famished flanks must dwell,

Doomed to endure till all things tire,

In an eternal songless hell.

Long I to gaze upon thy cunt pink
and crimson lips bursting lilac bloom
midst sex scented mist that washes oer
thy marble thighs of soft spongy flesh
that spatters tinkling light that whorls
and pirouettes within the aqeousness of
thy cunts hole

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And then saw I out of the shadows

gliding towards I
A witch-woman [who]dwells in the palmgrove's heat

That is pale at the ghastly face of

Death,

But a red robe wraps her from head to

feet,

And through red, red lips comes her

fevered

Breath
where the flickering light spread oer
the flesh of the cunt of she and
multiplied into waterlillies that danced
in the aqueous hole of she to reflect
upon the flesh of the thighs of she into

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patterns of flowery blooms to flow

down as a waterfall of light to bubble
and splash oer the mouths lips of I
running down chin to drip like a
thousand stars within the pink mist the
scent of sex
yet though
Her kisses burn where they close and
cling

Like pain of longing or fire of hell,

And he that thrills with their adder-sting

For them is ready his soul to sell.
I do long to place the mouth of I oer
that honeycomb cunt and for eternity
kiss those burning folds of ripe lust

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filled flesh those honeyed folds that

hold the Sufis purple juice be the cup of
life for I
Oh oh
What is it that sings a sleepy tune in my

head

Some faint old forgotten moon that is dead

I will arise for the dreams are about my bed

Yet
life is a dream in the night a fear among

Fears

A naked runner lost in a storm of spears

isbn9781876347104
Colin leslie dean

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HUNGERS
UNHOLY
POEM BY
C DEAN
GAMAHUCHER PRESS WEST GEELONG
VICTORIA AUSTRALIA
2001

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PREFACE
Love that emotion that urge insipid without the
relish of madness. Lust love those desires that
bring out our animal. Lust love two sides of the
same emotion. To desire. To love. To lust with
hungers unholy. To scourge bite scratch in the
frenzy

of

insatiable

unassuagable

passion.

To

mutilate to kill our love in the paroxysm of desire.

To ravish our love in death. Oh that sublime that
divine

that urge to devour to feed to hunger for

our loves flesh. To merge to absorb to entomb our

love in ourselves. Oh that heavenly madness human
to animal lost in the intoxication drunk in the
desire of our love To desire love lust in hungers
delirium. To desire love lust in hungers unholy.

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Mourning in the morning

I cry out loud
Blot out the sun blot it black
Black out the sun turn it back
Encase me in nights velvety shroud
In fold upon fold of darkly night
Shut out the suns ghastly light
Pale passionless at me with a cold stare
My love in the gloom with out a care
"How art thou now"
Eyelash dead on a dead white cheek
Tears dried on a face so meek
Milky-like lurid white
Ashen white fish-belly-like
Eyes dull glare with the glitter of death
Jet-like pearls like her lustrous black curls
Glassy beads luster black shimmering seeds
As her soul floods forth as she bleeds
Her pores pours forth a luscious breath
Lush scent heaven sent
Juicy fresh succulent
Oh my love but that I could devour thee if I could
Lick round and suck thy blood gorged hood

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Thy lips puffy swollen bloody drips

Scarlet red besmeared in thy menstrual blood
Sisters each to thy mouths sweet folds
Pouting smirking pulsing but oh so cold
"How art thou now"
Blot out the sun blot it black
Turn my sorrows back
Blot out the sun blot it black
Black out the sun turn it back
Give me a piece of peace
Oh my love come back
Ah the sun has turned to black
And the bat black night has grown
I languish here all alone
Midst nights black pall
Nights envelope enveloping like Hades hot hell
Thy eyes doth stare with a vapid pall
"How art thou now"
On they red bed of eiderdown
The night moves with a breeze
Trembling birds shiver and stir the dancing leaves
The mouse is ripped by the owl
Oer the floors soft pad spiders feet doth pad
A scream cry a moan
The bat sucks it prey

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I groan for thee and pray

Lying languid on thy bed
In deaths embrace
Thy fallen lash on thy pallid face
Naked cooling o'er satin sheets yellow spread
Pillows silky black fluffy billows
Oh divine sublime
Thy beauty in death
Quickens my breath
Candles flicker shadows quiver
Reds blacks light and shade
Encase thy form
An angel divinely made
Causes passions in me to storm
My blood doth flow at this beauteous Caravaggio
Hot larva pulses in my veins
The melody of hell in them dwells
In the lurid light red half light
The shuddering roar of the sea
Doth in me seethe
The yearning in my veins
Burns like hates eyes for thee
I know the anguish and the pain
The snake as its prey doth flee
My heart my love beats with infinite desire

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Thy face doth pale like a faded fire

Thy face doth pale white waning life
Thy tears on eyes like fire to wood feed my breath and swells
my blood
My pulse sings out poisonous melody
At thy mouth that venomous flower
A coal hole burnt in some red tapestry
"How art thou now"
Lolling languid on thy bed death-like spread shroud encased in
the black hair of thy head
Lilies wilt blood spilt
Lines red trace webs o'er thy quilt
Look at me let me see
Life ebb from thee
Look at me let me see
Life flows in me
Laying o'er thee I feed my soul on thee
Lick thee with my rose-like tongue
Lids to lips thy eyelids with my mouth I kiss
Suck they neck with a snake like hiss
Stretch thy throat pallid white like some slaughtered goat
That I may nibble with my teeth thy cold veins sheath
That I may dab those tender lips with lips
Oh that poisonous-petaled mouth
Oh pale love

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"How art thou now"

My sweet crushed dove
My nerves quiver and convulse
My blood dances sings and doth pulse
Teeth pinch fingers clinch
Lips tear lips
Caresses flay
Oh such delight such bliss
My mouth reddens at thy mouth with hot kiss
Thy perfume stings me thrills me
To suck thy feet
Press my neck with thy lily white feet
"How art thou now"
Night rises quite and pale
No sun in the room but the fires amber glare
The fire flares and doth roar
Fiery sparks fireflies sputter across the floor
The spider chews its fly
The moth to the fire flies
Sputters groans and sighs
Flickering light spatter across the blood red bed
Shadows dance bats wings prance
O'er ebony walls
Black arabesqued shawls
From crimson canopies falls

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Like blood red tears

Dripping in the night
That tears the light
Red amber like soft and bright
Reflecting refracting
Shimmering glimmering
In thy cold eyes
A fly cries
A moth dies
My love stares
Her eyes mirroring the fires glare
"How art thou now"
My loves eyes drip blood-like tears
Strange pangs strike pang as quavering notes strike in my throat
Semitones of pleasure oh blissful moans
My loves eyes sparkle with her tears
Strange pound my soul her tears have bound
My loves eyes languid with her tears
Her eyes full upon mine glow and stare
Her eyes full upon mine glow and glare
Her eyes full upon mine scorch my mind
Her face full of death and sad sound
Her hair full of death lay around
Her bed full of blood unassuaged desires
Her lips full red waning fires

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Lips upon lips eyes upon eyes

"How art thou now"
My kisses serpent hiss across her hair
Her eyes full upon mine eyes to eyes
Enchant smile bewitch beguile
Her eyes full upon mine darkly spells
In deathly sleep her prey I tell
She reaches out and compels
Clutches me of me devours with passions fires hot desires
Lurid thoughts lewd thoughts hot from demonic hells
Strange desires veins upon veins I long to divide
Curtains red velvety spread
Curled and furled swirled and churled
Wind through the room blood red gloom
Shadows candle light danced a thousand lights around her bed
sparkling bright
Liquid light crystal bright candle light
A thousand eyes flickering to my sighs
Lilies white violets black like night
Littered around decaying on the ground
Rose petals dropped into blood pools plopped
Plop plop ploppity plop beat to the quite sound of the night
Plop plop ploppity plop beat to the sighs of the night
Spiders roaches black broaches
Scurried around to their prey hurried

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Plop plop ploppity plop

Blood pounded in my ears
Plop plop ploppity plop
Beat my heart it would not quell
Plop plop ploppity plop
Beat my heart my blest heart I can tell
Ah my love sweet nymph from hell
"How art thou now"
The beating sounds ploppity plop beats in my mind would not
stop
Ah my love
Plop plop ploppity plop
Oh my love
Plop plop ploppity plop
Staring glaring
Would that I could melt into thee
Devour thee drink thee up thy passions sea
Running my tongue o'er thy milky breasts
Down thy mouth with out no breath
Crushing crushing our chests to chests
Dizzy light headed my love bedded
Tingling limbs in her mouth my tongue swims
Lashing teeth frantic kisses to her breasts belly thighs rocking
pelvis oh how I sigh
Teeth to teeth brutal kiss

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Lips soft stabbing kiss

Ohhhhhhhhh Ahhhhhhhhh bliss
The widow black eats its mate
The mantis green googled eyes reflecting light its mate ate
Lick suck those dove white feet
Plop plop ploppity plop
Suckling tits
Ploppity plop
Turgid pips
Plop plop plopity plop
Tongue into belly button snake-like slips
Swirls round down to the black curls on her mound
Lick laps those blood red flaps
Rubies bright red light bee-like studded in those labia' tight
"How art thou now"
Tongue slithers slavers up that crimson slit
Turns around up down
In out round about that jeweled hole
Flickity flick o'er that pink hoods clit
Flickity flick o'er that pink hoods slit
Munch munch on that mushy bowl
That gaping wound that does not heal
That gaping wound silky soft to my feel
The soul of her blood into my soul doth flood
The music of the roses doth clash and fall

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Resound through my mind and the red dark hall

Plop plop ploppity plop
My pulses beat
Shadows float o'er her tiny feet
My mind spins begins to real
Ear hums foreheads thrums
Swirling twirling
Warm and cuddly my body feels
Chocolatey smooth
Like her wet sticky grove
I am cumming my sweet
My heart for thou doth beat
I tremble from head to feet
O'er thou the bed this hour
Thou and I devour
Oh my sweet languid cold on our bed
My heart doth beat with a hot warm breath
Thou art a flower blossom dark black and red
Deathly white with the stare of death
"How art thou now"
The night room doth spin as I swoon
Ecstasy's tunes surge through my gloom
The night is black
Quite thou stares back
The spider bloated hangs in eaves

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The mantis bloated lolls on leaves

Plop plop plopity plop
"How art thou now"
Ploppity plop
The night folds in curtains to the wind
Plop plop ploppity plop
Candles flicker
Fires glitter
The room like a tomb
Still as her blood doth spill
A hush red blush as I cum with a rush
My fluids spray
Up out and away
Into a liquids shimmering spray
I cum my pulse beats
The blood hot and my body heats
The fires of lust o'er thou expire
I crush as I clasp thou and gush
Spray a spray flower-like with my orgasmic rush
Shimmering beads liquid seeds
Fire-like petals rain down float around
Liquid light glistening bright
Plop plop ploppity plop
How art thou now
Lust dissipates expires

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Satiated desires
Warm cuddly fires
I encase thee tight
Still quite the night
Enfolds us incase us in its deathly vice
Ploppity plop
The cricket chirps rats on blood slurp
Plop plop plopity plop
The winds through halls run
Around curtains candle flames hum
How art thou now
I look into thy eyes
Memories flash by
In thy deathly stare
In that deathly stare
In that sea of black I see
Thee smiling at me
Reflecting me back
Laughing gay
Bathed in the moons ray
Thy eyes glitter
As roses violets the room litter
Perfumes sweet and indolent
Thy fannies musk so insolent
Wafts through rooms

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As o'er us peacock plumes

Sway to our breaths our lovers tunes
On thy hair frangipani and myrrh
Sweet opium's of delight
Of my veins rouse and stir
Thy dark eyes windows of thy soul
Spurt forth heavenly flames
As o'er my chest and down thy thighs cascades thy black dark
mane
How art thou now
Nightingales sing
Heavenly tunes around our ears ring
O'er bed we languidly lay blithe and gay
As from 'Evil flowers' I sing this lay
"I love a pale beauty languid and forlorn
Red pouting lips, a rose midst snow freshly born
An ashen white beauty-set with limpid black pools
Darkly shinning fiery lurid jet pearls
A pallid pale beauty framed in luxuriant black hair
And tendrils falling wildly with frangipani on the air"
How art thou now
Aromas sweet waft from thy breast
A subtle air mingling with thy hair
Gently my hands caress
Thy fannies sweet entrance

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Oer thy lips they doth prance

With our eyes we glance
Oh my love thou doth entrance
With thy head held back
The bliss we kiss
Intoxicated with a poetic aphrodisiac
We suck our breaths merge our souls
The room spins lights around our heads revolve
Thou art I I art thou
Two beings into one the moon merged with the sun
Times stops eternity in a kiss oh oh the bliss
How art thou now
Oh my love my sweet sweet dove
In the moons rays thou shine like the sun
Chandeliers flames light up thy eyes
Thy locks full of insolence
Thy eyes full of innocence
Oh bliss to languorous climes of cloves and frankincense
Forests aromatic our souls do go
The room with love and life aglow
We swoon
Under the moon
In our dark red womb
Desires untold
We float within the room

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In our arms to heaven we hold

Birds sing colors scents musical sound doth resound
Our hearts beat and blood pound
Boils our passion a raging storm
Unassuaged desires our caress inspires
Lanterns flicker passions kindle into flames
The moonbeams dance as we dance loves games
"How art thou now"
Kisses as hot as ice is not
Gay waltz in loves embrace
Our veins shiver like a viol strings quiver
Sighs float high
Musical flowers
Evaporate like sun showers
Love doves croon
The nightingale sings to its mate
Wattle golden bright floats through out the room
Swans black float in loves embrace on an emerald lake
Loves tears fall from limpid eyes
How art thou now
The night is filled with loves sighs
Arms cast round in out legs bound
Prey to prey eyes devouring
Prey to prey eyes fireing
Our teeth mark out passions prize

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Heated groins grind out loves tune

We bite scratch writhe and clutch under the rays of the moon
Oh my beloved tiger
Give me thy breasts
That I may suck from its turgid nipples
Loves sweet juice
Drink up thy soul
And into me dissolve
Oh my beloved tiger
I hunger for the sound of thy cries
Animal-like drink my blood to the sounds of my sighs
I crave the frenzy of thy desires
Oer thighs round nipples run thy nailsRazor blades cold like ice but oh so niceOer neck eyelids white draw thy teeth
Across nipples like a sharp cold knife
Oer my lips clasp thy lips like a moist hot vice
In the night animal-like bite
Send through my brain the rapture of pain
Bite my lips suck my breath
Claw scratch and on my back blood do fleck
With nails into buttocks teeth into neck
Oh my beloved send me to passions death
That orgasmic gush
Superlative rush

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Swallow me up melt into me

Loves flames burn me bright
Kiss me lick me clasp me tight
Cats to cats mating fight
Widow with its mate in loves throws clasps and bites
"How art thou now"
Writhing o'er bed sliding
Groaning sighing
Chests to chests face to feet
That I could drink thee up and of thee eat
Devour thee consume and thou in me entomb
Thy eyes and loving tears
Feeds my need my teeth tears
Mouth fastens onto eyelid teeth onto vein
Neck stretched out I bite around
Oh my love thy sighs of pain
My ears hum and groin pound
My loves begins to cum
Violent thrash
In her orgasmic delight she becomes gorgon-like
Spasms might convulsed in the half light
Ohhhhhhh my love I cum with such delight
Thy eyes animal-like ahhhhhhhh what fright
Burning bright mesmerize my sight
"How art thou now"

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Listen hear here she cums

Thy jugular pounds with thy orgasmic sounds
My blood doth boil
We shudder quiver convulse palpitate
Erotic rage delirium paroxysm
Hellish fires burning sparks ambrosial desires
Ohhhhhhhhh God she cums I cum we cum
Into they pulsing vein I bite
Blood spurts shoots squirts
A rose red flame to a prodigious height
Thy blood into my mouth fills
O'er my lips it spills
Down neck o'er bed
O'er floor it drips hot and red
Web-like it doth spread
Enameled pools wash around stools
Circling around Jewell like shimmering it cools
To my mind sprout roses red
Lush growths succulent
Blossoming up round my head
Clutching in hot embrace mouth to mouth I catch her breath
Eyes to eyes I watch her unto death
Lips to lips she bites and our blood
Creamy smooth gooey hot and fluidly
Down our throats doth flood

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Eyes to eyes I watch her life fly

Mouth to mouth I catch her last sigh
Oh my love in thy deaths throw
Thy beauty sublime divine
Pallid dark dark stare as drip drip drip thy life goes
"How art thou now"
The moon doth wane and morning dawns
Oh my love come back
That I can love thee evermore
Oh my love come back
That I can devour thee some more
"How art thou now"
"How art thou now"
Blot out the sun blot it black
Black out the sun turn it back
"How art thou now"
Oh fuck fucking hell
"How art thou now"
Not to bad Doc I will tell

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LA BELLE DAMES SANS

MERCI:
A MALES SEXUAL ODDESSY

BY
C DEAN

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LA BELLE DAMES SANS

MERCI:
A MALES SEXUAL ODDESSY
BY
C DEAN

GAMAHUCHER PRESS 2002

GEELONG VICTORIA AUSTRALIA
FRONT PAGE: MEDUSA BY CARRAVAGIO
INSIDE FRONT PAGE PURPLE-BEARDED ORCHID

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PREFACE
To live in an insipid world a bland soulless world. To live in a world
where the poet can find no one to sing the poets songs. To be a fertile
seed thrown on barren land. To live in an anal retentive world.

museless world. A tight arse world of repressed desires and atrophied

instinctive drives. To live in a world where eroticism has dried up in the
conformist and commodified world of regimented and socially acceptable
sexuality. To live in a museless world. A world where women do not
excite do not tease do not inspire do not feed the imagination do not rise
the boiling sap. A world where women have ceased to be women animal
clawing voracious devouring alluring exciting inspirations food. An
insipid world where women do not transport one to exalted heights of
lustful frenzy. A bland world where women do not make a man feel a
man. Oh to escape the bland-land to the realm of dreams. The realm of
the imagination. To dream dreams. To find food to inspire to find dreams
of desire. Oh to dream those dreams those dark unconscious animal
instinctive dreams of dark eroticism. Oh to the land of dreams where the
primal women the cave girl inhabits. To the land of dreams to be
transported and submerged in the primal female. To be uplifted in rapt
awfulness at her terrifying eroticism. To shudder at her femaleness. To be
intoxicated into blissful awe. To be griped by quivering sensations at her
horrendous appetite. To be possessed and absorbed by her lasciviousness.
Oh to tremor in her gaze to quake at her smile to gasp at her menacing
passion. Oh to be devoured to be absorbed in her femaleness. To be
enveloped in her merciless fires Oh the bliss. Oh to dream. Oh the
excruciating pleasure the awe-inspiring quakfullness of her quenched
wrath.

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Oh soulless world insipid world

DIRGE

Thy vapid air doth blight my life

Oh wake-land the bland-land
Thy land of waking dead

Oh wake-land the death-land

No fertile seed grows on thy barren land
No Muse inspires
No passions fires stillborn desires
No Muse doth burn across my eyes
No sap ascends the limpid root
Insipid world
My heart explodes with tears
No arteries surge
No molten lead flows in the limpid flesh
The blood is cold
No Muse to tease the fires
To light desires

Lusts sporty games

To inflame the passions in its maddening flames

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Oh

Morpheus give me thy

poppy stained lips HYMN

TO MORPHEUS
That I may through slip
Into thy realm of dreams
Through spider-webs of fantasies to find my Muse
Oh dead in sleep deep in sleep
Sleepest I to shun awake
To sleep to hide away
Sleep the soul entwining
My shriek of flesh
Awake in madness pinning

My flaccid flesh
Without a Muse calcined and dying

Oh sweet Morpheus

through my veins

Surge hot and warm thy rush to

Lull to sleep to sleep away my pain

Shut out the blight

Oh weary blight
Oh long and tedious blight
The wake-land dames are but shudders of despair

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No lair to lure in their lack-LUSTerless hair

Ohh sleep behind

eyelids shut in thy dream-land me ensnare

Into thy black river of dreams

Thy magic dream-work

whirls and streams
Ooh sweet Morpheus link arm with arms
Rap me curl me shroud me in thy charms
I loose myself in thy lethal sleep
As through my brain thy tonic seeps

Mind rapture swirls

twirls Ahhh my delight
Frothy light spins spirals warm cuddly bright

OoHH sweet Morpheus the bliss the kiss

the exquisiteness

Has my quivering mind to warm chocolate turned as

Psychopomp into deep sleep we creep
On thy feathered wings across the Styx
Oer that poisonous deep we sweep
Down
\
Down in its depths we plunge

Ohh sleep on thy feathery wings down

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Down
\

The cries of light fades

Down
Down
\
\
\
\
Down

Into the black-land of shades

The dream-land the life-land
Passions fires life-giving desires
Down
\
\
Down

In the arms of a tree sat I

THE NETHERWORLD

Naked I where no clothes sit I

Her the women-headed bird
Psychopomp feathery guide of the aviary herd
Flukering flukering before my eye
Her eyes have all the seaming of a demons that are dreaming
Beneath animals smells waft up on the citys cocoon of light
Yolk-yellow light burning bright cuts the night like a knife

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Pheromones saturate the air as the metropolis moans

The moon a banana slips thru concrete stalagmites
As the city roars like drain-pipes
Amber windows like anemones clutched to towering concrete tight
Down below
In the fluorescent glow
In the needy show
In the ant-like life below
Street lights burn like fire-flies bright
Buildings slanted amber eyed polyps look down to view
Cafs glittering in their ice-cubes of light
Telegraph poles like molten pistils red
From which birds dripped to glow in pools of molybdenite
Midst churning traffic car beasts swarm with their amber eyes
Their horns glaring with stabbing bite
As they crawl the streets to melt in alley ways
Stumbling walking women men fumbled the bye-ways
Out of their hopeless caves to be some one elses dream
In search of dreams down musky tunnels
Moths fly out of their chattering mouths
Painted on pale faces like shimmering scars
Women like birds cormorants in high heels
Flutter smiles at men like pigs in tails
Drunked mugged by whore
Sprawled in door
Down her leg piss runs like lemonade
Mingled with gelatinous vomit dogs lap unafraid
Down subterranean streets people flow
As amber light

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Flashes
Splashes
From eyes lusty bright
The psychopomp takes I
Flukering flukering before my eye
Her eyes have all the seaming of a demons that are dreaming
With the hoards to glide
Down the chasms
The deep fathoms
Musky places
Fleshy places
To flesh out hidden caves
Flesh-pots gathering soul-dust
Animal appetites
Binding arms
Dreams entwining
Greedy charms
Down
\
\
Down teeth-like decaying steps
Down decaying steps-like teeth
Down steps-like decaying teeth
Down decaying teeth-like steps

\
\
Down
\

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The Psychopomp did I guide

By bye-ways and alley-ways
Thru the cities labyrinthine entrails
Along gutters thru drains clogged with congealed semen strains
Out of the citys pores custard-like
From the subterranean world below
Ooozy gooy it doth phosphoresant glow
Thru side-walk cracks chaste white in the lewd night

Ohhhh Ill follow thee to make a heaven of hell

To die upon the hand I love so well

Down
\
Down
\
Down
\
Swallowed up in the citys gut
Into the seething pit
Down into its digestive fires
Hot flameing desires

Down
\
\
Down

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Down into

THE-DISCO-UNDERGROUND
Migraine-like beat beat beat the disco beat heavy pounding beat the disco
beat

Down down from the-disco-underground

Music flowed as the hordes let themselves go
Amorous appetites beat with the disco beat
Multitudes swarmed insect-like too the whirling coloured lights
Down down into the-disco-underground
Beaver-like the gaping O into the bottomless pit they do go
Dumb-Glutton-like the pink red O into the gloom the flesh-red womb
Manic hordes to the disco beat jumpin humpin with the disco heat
Down down into the-disco-underground
Muff driven the hordes mettle-like into the minge do leak
Mantraps pulsed and beat to the disco beat
Down down in the-disco-underground
Acorns throbbed and beat throbbed and beat doth my manly meat
Music to a 4-4 beat
Down down in the-disco -underground

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Ecstasy grazed the music fuked raged

Alluring cunts those bearded bells do ring to a 4-4 beat make my bellend sing
Past a thrice-headed dog we sped with honey-cakes we fed
Down into the room the musk heated womb
Mirror balls reflecting red satin surrounds
Velvet tufted curtains hang down
Black decor in the room abound
Gargoyles on walls looking around
Flashing flickering splattered light
Danced oer the hordes up down to left to right
Sarracenia Cephalotus munched in the heat
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
Beautiful women with out mercy
Spread to my view figs pulsating and hairy
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
Graced with flowers jewelry decked
Pandora sits with her lovely box
Oh that source of all mans woes
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
La-Grand-Odalisque Eurydice languid lay enclosed by tuberose
Give them me the mouth the eyes the brow
Let them once absorb me! One look now
On that face a lovers promise doth erase
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat

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Pounding pounding the syncopating feet

In high-heeled shoe
Sits Persephone the maiden in view
Of pomegranate seeds she does chew
Queen of the realm who a wing footed lad flurries around
Apple tittied girlies in candles flames burn boys eyes stuck on pin-prick
tips
Hear them pop in the flickering heat
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
To the 4-4 beat
Maenads whirl
Dance around in rapture spin and twirl
Their hair swirls black ringlety curls
Spinning twirling
Spinning swirling
Black muffs show neath panties sheer
Wet spots gleam in the panties seam
As up their thighs their tunics pleated furl
Spinning spinning to the 4-4 beat ringing
Round round circling round
In out up down
To the beat their tities jiggling around
To the 4-4 beat they pound the ground
Goat-legged men throng around
Drinking piss each with erections long and round
Ogelled the Maenads with lascivious sound
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat

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Pounding pounding the syncopating feet

A Goat hoofed Pan on a mushroom headed stand entices the birds with
his piping hand
Women winged or bird-bodied do sing
Luring my mind my unblocked ears do ring
Sweet sounds did enchant me back from the bland-lands death
Up welled my blood surged in my tools breadth
They carry my soul from the bland-lands morbid breath
Oh give me thy feathery necks that I may drain HYMN

SIRENS
My red libation from thy veins
Inspirations food thy blood doth assuage my pain

Aieeeeeeeee the pain I suffered is to naught

Ohhhhhhh the pleasure ist to much to bear
Sing on sing on this frenzy chant crazing my mind
Rising up from its depths my torpid blood
On thy sing playing semitones on my nerves

Aieeeeeeeee what pleasures rake my soul

Thy sing looses my mind to sweep the world
Moaning moaning aieeeeeeeeee
From pain I have suffered into bliss
My flesh doth stab the surging viper pre-cum oooz
Erecting beating throbbing aieeeeeeeeeeeeee
Crystalline light silver-white drips from my tool
Deeper deeper the knives of burning desire
Thy sing is searing my flesh

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Digging the vitals in my heart

Aieeeeeeeeeee my heart bursts into tears

Give me blood thy marrows juice
My sap ascends my limbs
Thy sings draw from my soul frenzied hymns

Aieeeeeeeeeee writhing is my mind aieeeeeeeeeeee the bliss

To drink thy blood rouse up my dreams
To sleepest ye spurning wakings day
Entwining my soul in madnessess fire

OOO

so drunk in sleep to assuage my pain

Thy sing doth my mind do sting

Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
Harpies Keries flurry around
Screeched and screamed then whirling down
With silletto beaks pluck out the eyes of boys their toys
Talons ripped and clawed to the 4-4 sound
Covered in blood their prey do surround
My shadow goose-bumped as oer it they flew
My arteries surged full as on their flesh I do view
Ohhhh life begins to flow
As dark appetites show
Inspirations fire as up well desire
Carnivorous eyes do sear my skin
Salivating mouths slimy dribbling lascivious spit
Smile as blood twittering tongues lick round
Lust sparks my flesh

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Desires inspires
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
Down stair thru

O down into the musky air

Into the bottomless pit a girls lair

My psychopomp did I guide
Flukering flukering before my eye
Her eyes have all the seaming of a demons that are dreaming
Up wells my blood as down down into the cunny smells
In the dim red light blood-red light
Flickering flashing mirror ball light
Vamps alluring float by
Languid like the cadence of carnivorous plants
Eyes scare-like on their lips lacsivious sighs
Red from spilt blood, a mortal flower to men
Adorable detestable
Round about the frenzied dance
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
My cock throbbs and turgid grew
Around the vamps we go thru
Their noses quivering animal-like
At my pre-cumy odor
Cunny cream oozed with their ardor
Closing around flower-like
Around me insect-like
Carnivorous plant-like
Laniary showed

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Fang glowed

Aieeeeeee into my neck thy cuspids sink

HYMN TO

VAMPAIR
Drink up my blood
Out stretch my throat that thou may kiss all round
Knife-like bite my throat in twain
Dab dab thy sweet lips in my viens
Redden thy lips with my blood
Fasten on my throat thy mouth

Aieeeeeee sweet kiss

Suck long and deep thy sucking revives my life
Sends thru my veins raptures sighs
Pierce my throat with thy inhuman breath
And mix my mortality with thy life

Aieeeeeeee my nerves quiver shiver at thy sucking kiss

Drink my blood as wine
Thy bite sends up desires
Thy kissess upon my neck torture me with pleasures pain
Pinch tear with thy kissess
Delight enduring when past kissess hast no sting

Aieeeeee the ache

The smart of fleshy senses

Aieeeee kiss around dab thy fangs on my lily-white throat

Surge turgid my veins swollen pulsate drink up my blood
Drunked become Aieeeee the rapture the pain
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet

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Cock tumescent throbs to the 4-4 beat

Blue veins gush around
Knob acorn-tipped flushed
Up my cock rushed
Spurts and splushes
Semen sticky licky to the 4-4 beat
As in my neck the kisses stab
Sucks up my blood
And into me pour passions fires heated desires
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the women sigh
As up sprays my sprog sticky and white phospheresing in the twat
coloured light
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee as down it splays gooooy from air to hair
Drips on lips down face runs tongues lasciviously lick
Lap cat-like lap the sticky froth to the 4-4 beat
Vixens squat oer glass table tops and piss in beer pots
Bulging panties sheer as air do cover bushy twat hair
Amber eyes peer in the light cat-like
Leering gleering hot and searing
Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
Luv juice gleams on thighs and pussy seams
Runs down legs and flows oer the chairs in streams
Muffs and quims sards and cynds in the room do spin
Beavers black fury in chairs languid lay
Fur pies pussies snatch cowries tails no merkin to be found
Figs buttered buns and crumpets do abound
Clam-like slits shimmering pink clits
Meaty lips puffy which from gleet doth seep

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Pink-red cracks in the red gloom deep

Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet

a face appears fish-smelly fish-belly white

From oust the cunts those circle that entwine

Its horror and its beauty are divine
No mirror need I to gaze on thy face

HYMN TO

MEDUSA
In horror beauty I see that doth not erase
I quiver at thy awefullness
I shudder at thy horrid grace
At thy face I shiver like centipedes crawling under my skin
Oh the excruciating pleasure quench my lust in thy merciless face.
Submerge me in thy ineffable wrath
Look at me grace me with thy look
Oh thy face glued am I upon thy face thy face
Oozing blood-line from thy gash congealed rubies adorn thy jewels curse
Snakes ringlet-like coil round black cascade down
Hiss and kiss lighted phosphorous tipped
Around thy face bush-like black curly surround
Black-bearded beast horrendous beauty on thou I doth feast
Black-bearded orchid entrancing horror
Thy mouth like some burning hole
Thy O some fresh wound

Thy yawn gaping yawn fit to swallow all men whole

In that Red O flesh-red hole

O those shinny red-labs on a chalk-white face

Blood engorged turgid and swollen

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Blood bloated swelling red-pepper lips

On those lips pouting foam froths
The blood still fresh from the souls of men
Eyes stare glare like the eyes of a corpse
Of monstrous sins speak of wild fantasies torturous spasms
Oer thy victims face thy eyes burn out a frenzied chant to craze the mind

O look on me smile at me
With thy Gaping O

Oh the beauty of thy face

Look at me that I may see the beauty of horror in thy O

O thy lily born of death

Thou daughter of the tomb
Ghost of death with angle face
To lurk neath thy eye-lids black
To hide twixt those swollen lips red
To live in ecstasies of violent dreams

O to suck my life at thy lips

feed my soul

The yearning burns in my veins

Runs like heated fire to fill my brain

O thy daughter of death

Thy musky stare

gives life to my breath

That I may pluck my pleasure from thy lips

Blood rushes in my veins pulses out lust melody to the world
Thy mouth gaping that I may stab my sword right up to my jewels hilt
The kiss of thy mouth wet like kissing under sea

O daughter of death
My blood runs hot with lust and my breath the sound there of

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Lust feeds my breath

Lust made of thy face

O look upon me
O give me thy lips that I may rage within
Look upon me and burn my soul with thy death-like stare
Lust burns at thy death-like eyes and of my skin doth creep
Thy face divine O to plunge in and drown my self in desire
To feast in thy fires and satiate my desires
Raging delights shots through my limb
The blood boils OOOOOO Hold not I
Thrusting up
Thrusting down

OOOOOOOOOO thy lips grip me like deaths vice

Thrust inward
Thrust out wards OOOOOOOO hold me twixt those lips and clasp me
tight
Oer thy eyelids lurks corruptions stench
Thy smile hold twicts it my soul
Sweet beauty
The burning yearning in my veins I know
The fires of desire
Lust fills me
Oer thou shines lust fires
Love loathed of love doth lust inspire
Love loathed of love lust burns as the heated hells of fire

O my heaven in hell
Come kiss my bell-end with thy kiss raptures surge the swollen vein

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OOOO thy stare I look

into thy gaping O

OOOOOOO the bliss

Down
Down
Into the-disco-underground

OOOOOOOOO
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
Beat beat beat the disco beat
Her eyes have all the seaming of a demons that are dreaming
Flukering flukering before my eye
Spoof mixed with cunny cream slick
Grunts groans arses show twats glow
Musky scent piss scents
Beer pots spoofy froth oer flow and onto titties plop
Eieeeeeeeeeeeeeee the world spins
Down down into the-discounderground
Down into the realm sewers
Her eyes have all the dreaming of a demons that are seaming
Pounding pounding feet syncopating the
Flukering flukering before my I
Beat beat beat the beat disco
My mind reals Eieeeeeeeeeeeeee
Morpheus thru my veins seeps
My mind burns boils froth
Pleasures ache

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Spoof from ears flows

From nose my brain explodes
Darkness closes in
Nights shroud my mind clouds
Dulled surface of my brain black ice black spotted with milk
Deap dreams my soul steels

OOOOOOOOO to sleep and in this realm my mind to keap

Soul my deep steels dreams
Beat beat disco beat the beat
Exstacy mind thru seeps
Seeps mind ecatacy thru
OOOOOH

Deep the-disco-underground
Fluckering I my fluckering before
Red womb tomb
Into my mind dissolves
Light tear doth tear the light red-gloomy night of
Down
Underground
Down
Disco beat beat beat the beat
Pounding feet pounding syncopating the
Beat pounding disco feet scncopating
Oh mind aches my Eeee

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Me absorbs in wombs .
Hot glow fluids flows
Me dissovles me

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VESPIARY:

FEMME FATALES
97

POEMS
BY

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VESPIARY:
FEMME FATALES

POEMS

BY

C DEAN
GAMAHUCHER PRESS 2003
GEELONG WEST VICTORIA AUSTRALIA
FRONT COVER PICTURE SIN BY FRANZ C VON STUCK
INSIDE COVER PICTURE DETAIL THE THREE GORGONS
FROM G. KLIMT
THE BEETHOVEN FRIEZE: THE HOSTIL POWERS

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PREFACE
That gash that gaping hole that velvety crack that wet fount
dribbling ambrosia that unstitched wound carnivorous mouth Oh
that femme fatale. Into thou suck me up That hairy slit that deep
fissure opens my mind. That mouth of harlots insatiable one in
thou I slither wiggle crawl in deliriums of paroxysmal bliss love
despair disgust lascivious lust rage through my soul Oh thou
femme fatale unquenchable urges surge in my mind madness
ecstasies flow from thou oozing flesh . Fevers ferment in thy
mucus. Dribbling spit I rage with life. My spongy flesh quivers
my pores open with mouths to lick thy sweat to lap up thy
odoriferous ooze. In thy flesh my entrails boil Oh femme fatale
Oh adored one my groin heaves swells squirms beneath thy
gaze Pain rakes my mind Oh such delight devour me suck me up
into thy soul drink my blood absorb my soul in thy gaping
mouth Rescue me from this living death this lifeless inert
pestilential pit this nothingness this emptiness of the soul Oh

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FEMME FATALE madness glints my eyes laughter rives in me

look down on me eat me whole crush me in thy lips I animal
howl Ahh that crack laughs at me Oh mother of harlots fecund
my soul within thy hole fury passions madness ecstasies
Ahhhhh look at me Hear my plea Rescue me

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THE HUM OF SEX SHAKES THE NEST

HYMN OF THE
GODDESSES
I am she Innana men clamour for me
I am she Ishtar men bar up for me
I am she Astarte men pray for me
I am she Aphrodite from the beginning of time to eternity
men are enthralled by me
I am she whom men look back at deaths door for a last
glimpse of me
I am she who soothes I am bliss I am insatiable happiness
I am mens dreams in the scent of my cunt their honour doth
deliquesce
I am she whose feet are in the hearts of men
I am she who sucks her life force from them
Come! I am delight Come! I am desire! Come I will set thee
on fire!
Spurt thy seed squirt thy sap my food I hungrily lap
I howl I bite I turn men into swine who I entice
Enchain entrap with their balls with their lust like vice
Men to animal form I transform as pleasures price
For their human souls I offer paradise

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Oh my soul take to paradise give me bliss

For fucks sake take away this
Animal-like I howl dribbling spit
My guts turn tight Oh fuck release me from this
Gash hole slash unstitched wound habits hold
Oh give my fix gleaming thighs cunts odors
To drool my blood turns
For thy crack my vein burns
Oh my beauty black-bearded-beast black eyed insect
Fevers ferment in my mucus pool
Ahh the ache skin crawls insect-like
Blurred shrunken tumescent face
To die to leave this bodies quakes
Oh dark beauty give me my hit
Place oer me thy dripping slit
Let me dream give me bliss
Take away this

NIGHT FLOWER

Oh dark beauty of the starless night,

Who's steel grey eyes flash with light,
Bend o'er me thy heaving chest
That I may suck from it's copper-tipped fruit
The henbane that is sweet milk to my breast.
Let it's poisons burn up my pulsing veins;
Such that my flesh doth crawl with pain.

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Oh! dark flower of the starless night,

Night bloom who's kiss is a venomous bite,
Bend o'er me they panting chest
That I may hear it's dead heart beat,
It's icy rhythms do my body heat,
As quivers surg from head to feet.

Oh! dark lady of the starless night,

Dark bloom fragrent to my sight,

Bend o'er me thy passionless breast

That I - Intangled in thy baneful black hairMay breeth in it's sweet noxious air.

Ah! dark flower of the starless night,

Alluring black orchid with a musk-scented light,
Place o'er me thy voracious, black-bearded mouth,
Thy sweet dripping, pheromone-scented fount,
Enclose me in thy blooted blood red lips,
Crush me in thy libidinous embrace.
Oh! dark flower of the starless night,
Dissolve my soul in thy noxious musk,
Suck out my essence with all thy might,
Leave me an emptied, pallid lifeless husk
Oh! give me such bliss, oh such delight,
Oh! dark flower of the starless night.

Ah my cock doth turgid swell

The milky sap doth rise up

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Ah my ruby-tipped knob doth glow and throb

My balls so tight the spoof doth surge I do tell
Thy black serene insect eyes
Cold death-like fish-like eyes
Thru thy vicious aura they stir my veins and mesmerize
Kiss me thy lips
Give me my hit
My cells spasms those junk-hungry ectoplasms
Insects-like crawl under my skin
Ah give me thy mouth
That gaping hole that track mark black as coal
Ah in slams my syringe-like cock
Clutch tight kiss bite give me my fix
Thru my veins thy Poisson flows
Back of legs necks back
Slackening muscles spreading relaxing away from bones
Ohh in thy gash I on warm water float
Dissolving away
As thru tissues doth spread relaxing waves
Ahh thy mouth curls oer thy lips a sneer creeps
Ahh fear in me seeps what do I see Ahh look the sublime

HYMN TO MEDUSA
Its horror and its beauty are divine
No mirror need I to gaze on thy face
In horror beauty I see that doth not erase

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I quiver at thy awefullness

I shudder at thy horrid grace
At thy face I shiver like centipedes crawling under my skin
Oh the excruciating pleasure quench my lust in thy merciless face.
Submerge me in thy ineffable wrath
Look at me grace me with thy look
Oh thy face glued am I upon thy face thy face
Oozing blood-line from thy gash congealed rubies adorn thy jewels curse
Snakes ringlet-like coil round black cascade down
Hiss and kiss lighted phosphorous tipped
Around thy face bush-like black curly surround
Black-bearded beast horrendous beauty on thou I doth feast
Black-bearded orchid entrancing horror
Thy mouth like some burning hole
Thy O some fresh wound

Thy yawn gaping yawn fit to swallow all men whole

In that Red O flesh-red hole

O those shinny red-labs on a chalk-white face

Blood engorged turgid and swollen
Blood bloated swelling red-pepper lips
On those lips pouting foam froths
The blood still fresh from the souls of men
Eyes stare glare like the eyes of a corpse
Of monstrous sins speak of wild fantasies torturous spasms
Oer thy victims face thy eyes burn out a frenzied chant to craze the mind

O look on me smile at me
With thy Gaping O

Oh the beauty of thy face

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Look at me that I may see the beauty of horror in thy O

O thy lily born of death

Thou daughter of the tomb
Ghost of death with angle face
To lurk neath thy eye-lids black
To hide twixt those swollen lips red
To live in ecstasies of violent dreams

O to suck my life at thy lips

feed my soul

The yearning burns in my veins

Runs like heated fire to fill my brain

O thy daughter of death

Thy musky stare

gives life to my breath

That I may pluck my pleasure from thy lips

Blood rushes in my veins pulses out lust melody to the world
Thy mouth gaping that I may stab my sword right up to my jewels hilt
The kiss of thy mouth wet like kissing under sea

O daughter of death
My blood runs hot with lust and my breath the sound there of
Lust feeds my breath
Lust made of thy face

O look upon me
O give me thy lips that I may rage within
Look upon me and burn my soul with thy death-like stare
Lust burns at thy death-like eyes and of my skin doth creep
Thy face divine O to plunge in and drown my self in desire
To feast in thy fires and satiate my desires

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Raging delights shots through my limb

The blood boils OOOOOO Hold not I
Thrusting up
Thrusting down

OOOOOOOOOO thy lips grip me like deaths vice

Thrust inward
Thrust out wards OOOOOOOO hold me twixt those lips and clasp me
tight
Oer thy eyelids lurks corruptions stench
Thy smile hold twicts it my soul
Sweet beauty
The burning yearning in my veins I know
The fires of desire
Lust fills me
Oer thou shines lust fires
Love loathed of love doth lust inspire
Love loathed of love lust burns as the heated hells of fire

O my heaven in hell
Come kiss my bell-end with thy kiss raptures surge the swollen vein

OOOO thy stare I look

into thy gaping O

OOOOOOO the bliss

Her eyes have all the seaming of a demons that are dreaming
Flukering flukering before my eye
Spoof mixed with cunny cream slick
Grunts groans arses show twats glow
Musky scent piss scents
Beer pots spoofy froth oer flow and onto titties plop

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Eieeeeeeeeeeeeeee the world spins

Her eyes have all the dreaming of a demons that are seaming
Pounding pounding feet syncopating the
Flukering flukering before my I
Beat beat beat the beat disco
My mind reals Eieeeeeeeeeeeeee
Morpheus thru my veins seeps
My mind burns boils froth
Pleasures ache
Spoof from ears flows
From nose my brain explodes
Darkness closes in
Nights shroud my mind clouds
Dulled surface of my brain black ice black spotted with milk
Deap dreams my soul steels

OOOOOOOOO to sleep and in this realm my mind to keap

Soul my deep steels dreams
Beat beat disco beat the beat
Exstacy mind thru seeps
Seeps mind ecatacy thru
OOOOOH

Fluckering I my fluckering before

Red womb tomb
Into my mind dissolves
Light tear doth tear the light red-gloomy night of
Down
Down

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Oh mind aches my Eeee

Me absorbs in wombs .
Hot glow fluids flows
Me dissovles me

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Oh that little death the white light my heaving breath

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To my genitals blood doth rush

Sparks behind eyes explode
Legs twitch orgasams rush
Like of a hanged man when his neck doth crush
Neurons fire lightnings flash the brains pure pleasures
Colored syrups thru alabaster veins translucent streams of amber dreams
Thy gash a festering mouth
Swollen I slip my cock out
Spoof mucus slow drips as thy wound doth pout
Jasmine curls pink wet semens stink
Iridescent smells vibrate in odors pools
Green fluids cunny cream whorls
Oh the mind swirls
Oh sweet fix thou caress is bliss
YASMIN

Your mouth is as red as the buds of a vine.

Your arms are as fine as it's tendrils that Climb.
And the joyful bloom of your tremulous limbs,
Are like a mass of blossoms blowing in the wind.

Like luscious ivy, falls your succulent hair, Covering your face and
hiding your eyes.
Toppling down, curling around it leaves sweat scent on the air.
A wild vine creeping over thy breasts soft sighs.

Entwine me in those arms so tight,

My neck, my arms, my thighs my pretty sprite.
Caress me with thy leaf-like hand,
With thy shoot-like fingers send me mad.

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As a serpent doth clutch at it's helpless prey,

In thy tendril like arms devour me I pray.
Oh! my sweet-scented flower, crush me in thy bud-like breasts,
Suck from thy nectar dripping mouths my languishing breaths.
Oh! my sweet-scented vine while thou doth entwine
Let the fragrant thick floral juice from thy flower-like pores,
Wash over me and of my flesh absorbs

Ah amoeba-like enclose and of my protoplasm absorb

Thy cunts palpus palpitate my flesh
Oh sweet syrphids clutch thy scolex and on me suck
Sapremia thru my veins runs fervent hot
Soiled flesh into flames bursts like spring grass sweet and fresh
Oh thou insect-eyed my fluids into thou
Flesh to transparent jelly viscid
As from my husk thy cunt my mucus into thou
Ah nipples of waves trembling oer my skin
Colored crystals thru fermenting blood skim
Heartless hard sprite
Moon-green crystallized light
Silver-white crystalline light
Behind my eyelids flickering bright
On my sight thy eyes dead insect-like
Ahh I have memories of lust
Like obsessions holy word
Surge in my brain
As of my fluids thou doth drain
Memories flash green juices swirl
Whorls patterns of cunts thru the glycerin air twirl

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Into blank insect eyes I stare

Undreaming cold blank greedy glare
In blank insect eyes

FLUER DU MAL

I have the memories of a lurid dream where I do long to dwell

Floating through my mind and I will tell
It was but a nightmare pure reflections of hell.
Satan sat beside me stirring lust within me
Takes a women's shape voluptuously
And leads me on with constancy
Panting, gasping to a realm of desires and despondency.

Dazzled by a moon's lurid light

My gaze fell upon a sight enticing my desire and delight
Within a forest entangled vast and dark
Globes of light speckled

bright, dew drops glittering, sparkling

throughout a moonlit night

The moonbeams light with a silvery splash freckled tall trees knotty bark
Sparkled on leaves shimmering on a background of sombre green
And descended down into the forest with a glimmering sheen
Within the moon lit darkness of the forest's undergrowth
Lost in the shadows of curious trees
A women's form was touched by the fingers of graceful leaves
A luscious flower growing midst life's luxuriance
Lush bloom hidden in the gloom twict flowery exuberance

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The moon's silvery rays rained down upon her head

Streamed in glints around, and through her black tresses spread
Shimmered on her face, like snow, like a liquid metals glow
And vanished into sparks in coal-black eyes which, open wide, at me did
leer
Red orchids from amongst the boughs hung down in the tepid perfumed
bower
Mingled with her hair and sent sweet scent throughout her lair.
Pollen floated in the air, speckled her hair beneath the blossoms' golden
shower
Her heavy locks, dark as night, coiled down
Over her shoulders and round her breasts fair dome the raven-black
fleeces did foam.
Vast tendrils fragrant with frankincense

languid with desire and

indolence
Through a mesh of scattered hair her eyes did steal
Her eyelids slightly drooped and fluttered down
From between her lashes glittering

sidelong glances flashed like the

gleam of cold steal.

Her red rosy lips where curved in a smile that did not feel.
A smile that charmed with mild duress within the lips there lurked no
tenderness.
Like as a dazed day-fly to the candles flame wings
My soul was drawn to the sirens enchantings.

Through out the air round her cascading hair

And moist black-curly cleft so fair
Bees and butterflies fluttered in the humid air.
From her huge tumescent teats, red turgid spikes, nectar dripped

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From which the insects did hover around and greedily sip
Within her pouting lips the bees slipped
Drunk up loves-juice which from the cleft did drip.
Satiated and half asleep the moon washed bugs flurried around
Silver flashes in the gleaming gloom groaning and falling to the flowery
ground.

Within the bowers midst

From the heated earth rose a warm green mist.
Butterflies and bees littered the ground all round.
Acrid smells of death and decay
Of wilting insects dying in the silvern speckled gloom
Floated by and ascended to the moon.
Their buzzing moan and mournful groan, mellifluous songs to the sirens
ecstatic swoon,.
Hovered around the only sound midst narcissi, violet and the bright roses
bloom.

Oh deadly sprite I long for your sight

Rescue me from this waking sleep that thou might
To a bees fuzzy form transform this human shape
That I may be thy lover and round thee hover
Kissing thy red full lips I long to be my fate
Emeshed within thy hair for one eternal hour
Loving thee in thy ethereal bower
Oh deadly sprite from this wakefull hell
To the land of blissful dreams send me with thy
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Ah thou insect-eyed thy mouth opened wide

Darkest eyes thy mouth doth snap to my ecstatic sighs
Pink convulsions of wetty ectoplasmic flesh
Green mucus slime in my hair and on my breath
Thy lips palpate my quivering skin
Turgid pink-red-lips iridescent suck and on my flesh lasciviously licks
Liquefies flesh into thy protoplasm absorbed
Ohh my mind reels dissolved
As about my ears

HYMN TO THE SIRENS

Women winged or bird-bodied do sing
Luring my mind my unblocked ears do ring
Sweet sounds did enchant me back from the bland-lands death
Up welled my blood surged in my tools breadth
They carry my soul from the bland-lands morbid breath
Oh give me thy feathery necks that I may drain
My red libation from thy veins
Inspirations food thy blood doth assuage my pain

Aieeeeeeeee the pain I suffered is to naught

Ohhhhhhh the pleasure ist to much to bear
Sing on sing on this frenzy chant crazing my mind
Rising up from its depths my torpid blood

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On thy sing playing semitones on my nerves

Aieeeeeeeee what pleasures rake my soul

Thy sing looses my mind to sweep the world
Moaning moaning aieeeeeeeeee
From pain I have suffered into bliss
My flesh doth stab the surging viper pre-cum oooz
Erecting beating throbbing aieeeeeeeeeeeeee
Crystalline light silver-white drips from my tool
Deeper deeper the knives of burning desire
Thy sing is searing my flesh
Digging the vitals in my heart

Aieeeeeeeeeee my heart bursts into tears

Give me blood thy marrows juice
My sap ascends my limbs
Thy sings draw from my soul frenzied hymns

Aieeeeeeeeeee writhing is my mind aieeeeeeeeeeee the bliss

To drink thy blood rouse up my dreams
To sleepest ye spurning wakings day
Entwining my soul in madnessess fire

OOO

so drunk in sleep to assuage my pain

Thy sing doth my mind do sting

Beat beat beat the/disco/beat
Pounding pounding the syncopating feet
Harpies Keries flurry around
Screeched and screamed then whirling down
With stiletto beaks pluck out the eyes of boys their toys

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Talons ripped and clawed to the 4-4 sound

Covered in blood their prey do surround
My shadow goose-bumped as oer it they flew
My arteries surged full as on their flesh I do view
Ohhhh life begins to flow
As dark appetites show
Inspirations fire as up well desire
Carnivorous eyes do sear my skin
Salivating mouths slimy dribbling lascivious spit
Smile as blood twittering tongues lick round
Lust sparks my flesh
Desires inspires

Blood thickens fluids thin

Dizziness waves relaxing thru body spreads
My liquids into thou flow out
Brain to amoeboid mass melting face
Lurid sights memories bright
Memories across eyes do race

BELLADONNA
(FLOS INCANTARE)
On a hot summers day into a garden I did stray
My spirits where high and my mood happy and gay

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Neath the trees languid sway was a garden so fair

All around up and down where flowers everywhere
And the flowers sent sweet scent on the air.

Wild-flowers, hyacinth, lilies so tall

Jasmines spread wide and rare blossoms covered all
Purples, whites, indigos and blue
spread across the lawn encompassing my view.
But what caught my eye and brought to my soul a soft sigh
Were roses whose leaves, like clotted blood, dangled in the breeze.

Then to my ear sweet sounds I did hear

Heavenly sounds which to my soul did bring bliss
In this garden in this wild beautiful wilderness
On the breath of the breeze mixed with the scent of the tress a ladies
voice was sent
Then to my eyes I spied mongst a bed of narcissi and bright violet

A lady did lay

mongst the flowers so gay
her thighs well splayed
and her coal-black hair flowing down round her copper tipped fruit so fair
.
Neath her curly jet mound
at the wide cleft I did stare
the petals, flower-like did pout, quivering in the sweet musky air.

As her blood-red lips smiled with glee

Her hips did stir with wild commotion

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her vine like arms beckoned with fiery emotion

and as her breasts did heave like the waves of the sea
her wide wild cold eyes snake-like stared at me.
Black pearls, enchanting me, in a milk-white face deathly and Oh! how
heavenly.

Oh! Give me such bliss. Oh! Such delight I thought I heard my lady hiss
Give me those lips and quench lusts burning fires with a sweet moist kiss.
Consent to my lust and lap up love-juices with slow languid licks
On my throbbing bud suck long and deep
Poke my honeyed mouth and awake me from my torpid sleep.

Loves-juices spread across my lips and down my throat did slip

Loves honeyed potion set my mind into motion
My heart did race the blood to my face
As the lady stared and clutched with cold embrace.

From the flowers mouths, so soft and delicate, on the air anguished cries
did fly
Tears came to my eyes with their sighs
Which floated by, and over the earth did glide.

The weary sounds from mournful breath

Hovered around like the scent of death.
The garden's smell became oppressive and dank
Like the odours from a rotting plank.

To my sight with woeful fright

The heavenly glade filled with mildew and mould

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The summer air became foul and cold

Henbane, belladonna, hemlock and dock strangled the blooms with their
deadly might.
Fungi, weeds, nettles, thistles and prickly peat spread thought out the
garden in a noxious heap.
Amongst the loathsome undergrowth languidly I did lay
Over come with sleep I longed to stay
My hair sprouted into a flowery bouquet
My fingers turned leaf-like
My toes to roots did spike
Mongst the wild weeds my feet rooted into the earth with them.
And out of the ground I grew a flower-like stem.
The lady with her long flowing hair
cold death like at us did stare.
With sweet tender hands she nursed us tenderly
All the flowers all lovers to she.
Her infants lost, in agonies, for eternity.

From flower to flower all day for every hour

She lovingly did tend each bloom till the night was set with the moon.
And the garden was encased in darkest gloom.
Each flower she would kiss and tenderly caress
Sooth our sighs and mournful tone,
Our melancholy woe and sorrowful groan.
Jealous she'd be of the kiss of the bee.
Chased away from us it would hurriedly flee.
Who rejoiced in its kiss our only glee.
Though out the days the suns hot rays

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She would quench our thirst as oer us she would squat and wee

Winter came and summer went

The season's cycles cycled round through out the years as nature meant.
The garden grew midst toadstools mandrakes and flowers new.
And the chorus of moans increased with woeful tones.
And the garden was tendered by that lady fair
All her lovers everywhere, lily hear violet there, nurslings for her loving
care.

Faces distort
Clam like cunts behind eyes flash
Tissues to slush
Liquefaction
Thru fading light thou insect eyes black cold stare in the viscous
air
Horrors across eyes rush

THE LEACH
Lasclivous blood bloated red slug,
Soft slimy - like a foul smelling bug
Glistening bright in oozy black sludge.

Slither in my curly hair,

Latch onto my vulva fair
Midst honey dew and perfumed air.

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Slip tween twin pouting lips,

Beneath that quivering tip,
O'er their mouth, thou slimy mouth do slip.

Send rippling through that wide chasm,

Rapturous wild pulsing spasms
Beyond the ken of men to fathom.

Clutch thy teeth on that pinky meat,

Slow languid lick, suck long and deep,
Absorb my noxious nectars scented heat.

Inflamed in voracious appetite

On my sappy sweet fannies sight.
What pleasures. Oh what delight!

Let my fluids honeyed-poisons through thee fly,

In searing pain retch out thy doleful cry.
May thou wither, putrefy, drop off and die.

Tissues to ooze
Cells melt
Thy mouth on my flesh glued
Rippling waves under veins as thru my ectoplasam hatch thy brood
Ohh to slush my entrails turn
Face into mush

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While thy foetuses sweet syrphids on my juices nectars feed

Oh quivering tones ecstatic moan
Pleasures pain sweet semitones
Slithering tongues hot warm palpate under flesh curl and rotate
Ahhh their kissing eats thru bone
Insects are in my veins

Her palpus are a quiver

Dribbling spit the mucus drips
Swaying mantis-like
Her black-jet eyes gazed cold as ice
To my beating heart thrumming heart thump thump thump pumping
heart
The brood did eat to its rhythmic beat
In joyful tune the nest did ring
Ohhhh to the beat I did sing

POISONOUS FLOW'RS

I love the girls who fuck you with a stare

Haughty proud aloof don't give a fuck and don't care
Who week after week wear their soiled underwear
Don't give a fuck about the odours on the air.

I love the girls who rant and rave

And of the cock and cunt do crave
Who will spread their legs at a whim
And don't care if it's a her or him.

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I love the girls who hump all day

Thirteen, fourteen times in myriad ways
Who don't care if their mensus flows
But shag and swive and anything goes

I love the girls who fuck in crowds or alone

Who fuck you with her or her with him
Up the rear or in her qwim
Up and down round about who let you dive in and
swim.

I love the girls who wank and fiddle all day through
Who prod and stretch their cunt lips to my view
Who shaft themselves with that or this
And let me watch take a pissss.

I love the girls who fart and swear

Don't give a fuck for what they wear
Don't give a fuck for him or her for me or you
So long as good head and on their muff you chew.

I love the girls who piss on love

No time for wine or those that whine
Who break the hearts of the lovelorn duds
And fuck only those that are not refined.

I love the girls that fuck on stairs

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Against a wall in a hall any place anywhere

Who don't care that they show their wares
As they ease their gusset to the side
Revealing lips hair as up them you do lick and slide.

I love the girls as cold as ice

Who make your groin feel warm and nice
Who fuck you silly with their fanny tight
Who gush and squirt then out of bed with bounding might
Leave you alone and languid in the night
To prowl streets like she cats for anyone in sight.

Ahhhh under skin insects crawl

Break thru the bliss
As oer me larval slaver and kiss
Scolex latch on clutch and suck
Thou insect eyes cold and dead
Watch as thy brood thru skin burst thru
Oer me they slither and crawl

HYMN TO VAMPAIR
Their noses quivering animal-like
At my pre-cumy odor
Cunny cream oozed with their ardor
Closing around flower-like

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Around me insect-like
Carnivorous plant-like
Laniary showed
Fang glowed

Aieeeeeee into my neck thy cuspids sink

Drink up my blood
Out stretch my throat that thou may kiss all round
Knife-like bite my throat in twain
Dab dab thy sweet lips in my veins
Redden thy lips with my blood
Fasten on my throat thy mouth

Aieeeeeee sweet kiss

Suck long and deep thy sucking revives my life
Sends thru my veins raptures sighs
Pierce my throat with thy inhuman breath
And mix my mortality with thy life

Aieeeeeeee my nerves quiver shiver at thy sucking kiss

Drink my blood as wine
Thy bite sends up desires
Thy kissess upon my neck torture me with pleasures pain
Pinch tear with thy kissess
Delight enduring when past kissess hast no sting

Aieeeeee the ache

The smart of fleshy senses

Aieeeee kiss around dab thy fangs on my lily-white throat

Surge turgid my veins swollen pulsate drink up my blood
Drunked become Aieeeee the rapture the pain

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Aieeeeeeee upwells flesh bubbles form burst forth

Ectoplasmic flesh raptures like fruit ripe skin
Aieeeeeeeeeeee pours forth thy brood congealed porridge-like
Oer me they swell of a soiled cunt flesh smell

Aieeeeeeeeeeee the bliss as on me they feed

Maggots suck Lavals to my flesh do stick
Aieeeeeeeee my body host to thy kissing brood
Bloated protoplasmic slugs thru my ectoplasm lick
Aieeeeeee slither slaver oer me gather
Surging boiling sliver swelling
Weaving in out thru my flesh
They swarm sway slugs upwelling
Slow swift all together all one measure
Palpus clang in on themselves
Slugs licking surging swelling
Pandemoniums mass on their host bloating twirling slurping curling
Thousand-cunt mouths suck
Labial lips dripping red swollen mucus bleed
Feed my lust on me feed
Aieeeeeeee beauteous swarm fill my need
Cells to liquids into thou drink me up
Aieeeeeeee the light fades dissolving
Me into thou thou and me
No I just thou
Oh how heavenly
Aieeeeeeeeeeee

ANEKANTAVADA
()
Poem by
C dean

ANEKANTAVADA
()

Poem by c
dean

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Preface
Ah in the woman in the man the unity of
things previously believed to be different the
unity of opposites into a singularity the
coniunctio e oh the oneness of things
believed previously to be different.
Heraclitus:
The road up and the road down are the
same thing. (Hippolytus, Refutations
9.10.3)
Oh for those insights of Tantric Hinduism
Buddhism, German mysticism, Taoism,
Zen and Sufism,
The law of Non-contradiction a fiction a
phantasm falsely applied to the universe
being a coincidentia oppositorum The law
of Non-contradiction a fiction a fiction
that keeps us all in a dream ah but some
have lurid dreams

Un Like Napoleon open I the

gates of the abysses and tangle
chaos
Some claim the most certain of
things be
1+1=2
Blah
1 number + 1 number = 1 number
1 number 2 + 1 number 3 = 1 number5
1 heap of salt +1 heap of salt= 1
heap of salt
Haha
open I the gates of the abysses and
tangle chaos
Aristotle's Metaphysics claims about the law of non-

contradiction some claim to be the most certain of laws

1. ontological: "It is impossible that the same thing belong

and not belong to the same thing at the same time and in
the same respect." (1005b19-20)

2. psychological: "No one can believe that the same thing

can (at the same time) be and not be." (1005b23-24)[21]

3. logical: "The most certain of all basic principles is that

contradictory propositions are not true simultaneously."

(1011b13-14)

Blah
Deans glass half full and half
empty simultaneously

in reality a contradiction can exist

and be true thus the most certain of
things the law of non-contradiction
by reality is shown not to be true
truth
blah its about ast sayeth Foucualt
who has the power to tell you what
truth is is the point the validity of
experience, the very existence of
external reality is what the powers
tell you
2+2=5 if the powers say so ast
didst say Orwell 1+1=2 ast sayeth
the powers
But
1 number + 1 number = 1 number
1 number 2 + 1 number 3 = 1 number5

1 heap of salt +1 heap of salt= 1 heap of

salt
and ast sayeth the sophist truth is who
has the best argument on the day
opinions be neither true nor false it be the
cleverest with words who wins the day
Haha
Those who advocate the meaninglessness
of the universe end in paradox as the
logic/language they use to show this has no
authority as logic/language too are part of
the meaninglessness
But then
The rationalists logic/language if an
epistemic condition of truth reduces theirs
and all views to meaninglessness open I
the gates of the abysses and tangle chaos
open I the gates of the abysses and tangle
chaos

Is all our Life, then but a dream

Seen faintly in the golden gleam

Ast
sayeth Lewis Carroll Haha
open I the gates of the abysses and
tangle chaos
I like Sherwood Anderson am a
lover and have not found my thing to
love where in the room of I no
gadgets aloud pink walls and shades
of yellow dcor all scented with
ranunculus honey-suckle hyacinth
convolvulus and lily of the valley no
musk to be sensed the salon of I
more full of douceur de vivre than
Mme Deffand or Mme Geoffrin
or Mme de Stael more bon ton
than British beau monde like Hume
didst state the salon of I more
Athwart Time's dark resistless stream?

art de vivre than the English he

didst say
emeralds rubies sapphires and pearls
in bouquets of flowers in the
coiffures au Globe around the
necks sprinkled oer dresses of silk
with a soupcon de vert lined with a

soupir toffe et brode de lesprance

fans and ribbons gloves and muffs

fashioned out of silk wigs perfumed

by houppe de soie heads covered in
butterflies swarms of cupids each
out did out do the landscape sported
in the hair of the Duchesse de
Lauzun in crystal bowls studded
with diamonds lay around filled with
sorbets fruit glacs and fresh
raspberries jellies created with
expensive indigo in moulds dyed blue
and violet in moulds all around didst

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surround all odoriferous balls

powders soaps and pellets breaths
smelling of rose water mouth
washes and pastes of iris oh the
bon ton one ecstasy of the
perpetual satisfaction of endlessly
deferred desires each discussing not
the Enlightenment thinkers Voltaire
or Diderot or the Enyclopdistes or
Rousseau but the revolutionary
views of dean that destroys the
Enlightenment project in his
Mathematics ends in
Meaninglessness The
Absurdity of Reality
Contentless Thought Case study in
the Meaninglessness of all views
Godels Incompletness Theorem
ends in Absurdity or
Meaninglessness and then The

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Absurdity or Meaninglessness of
Mathematics and Science
but then
Haha
open I the gates of the abysses and
tangle chaos
into the room of I walked Love
the law of non-contradiction
contradicting
around the pallid white neck of she
lay like on new born snow lay a
necklace with rubies red that seemed
to look like an open wound ast if
the throat of she was cut a cunt
shaped broach lay twists the ample
breasts of she cunt shaped and dark
black like the abyss oer which
floated the shadow of I that seemed

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to be sucked into those bottomless

depths
those lips of she puffy folds of flesh
oh they couldst kiss Death upon
his pallid lips and to his pallid
cheeks bring the flush of roses red
ah she didst at I didst look and sigh
oh rubies round the neck of I be the
crushed hearts of lovers that thee
wants to be
in a persiflage of velvety sound she
didst languidly sigh
I am she Innana men clamour for me
I am she Ishtar men bar up for me
I am she Astarte men pray for me

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am

she

Aphrodite

from

the

beginning of time to eternity men are

enthralled by me
I am she whom men look back at death
door for a last glimpse of me
I am she who soothes I am bliss I am
insatiable happiness
I am mens dreams in the scent of my
cunt their honour doth deliquesce
I am she whose feet are in the hearts
of men
I am she who sucks her life force from
them

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Come! I am delight Come! I am

desire! Come I will set thee on fire!
Spurt thy seed squirt thy sap my
food I hungrily lap
I howl I bite I turn men into swine who I
entice
Enchain entrap with their balls with
their lust like vice
Men to animal form I transform as
pleasures price
For their human souls I offer paradise

Ast the breath of she didst mingle

with the perfumed air into vortexes
of scents whirling pirouettes rippling

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to the tunes of Jean-Philippe

Rameau didst sigh I

I love: a pale beauty languid and forlorn;

Red pouting lips, a

rose midst snow freshly born;

An

ashen

beauty- set with limpid black pools;

lurid jet pearls;

white

Darkly shinning fiery,

A pallid pale beauty

framed in luxuriant black hair;

And tendrils falling

wildly with frangipanni on the air.

With flesh of she translucent ast

porcelain she didts sigh oh lover that
I couldst bind thy lips to I and
curl thy hair into the mesh of I I
wouldst clasp the mouth of I oer
thine and suck thy soul into mine ast

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baby sucks the milk fromst mother

pap I would bite thy flesh till the
veins didst froth blood and suck up
that foam that the flesh of I
wouldst fromst pallid death white
might to pink flush of new born rose
glow
Oh those words of she didst
bringeth desires fires in I that I
didst sing to she with glee
Oh! Those pouting lips,
That

honey

running fount,
Bend o'er me
thy perfumed hips
That I may suck
from that scented mouth
That

sweet

Black

bearded

nectar that is wine to my lips.

beast, fragrant flower of the night

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Spread

well

those turgid petals to my sight,

Entwine me

in

those musky tendrils tight, but

That I may catlike lap that soft hooded bud.
Kiss me now this very hour
Do give me that rose-budded flower
glistening from dabbing in the lukewarm blood of
men.
Oh give me such bliss.
Give me those red pouting lips,
That I may languidly kiss
And suck from that honey-scented mouth
The sweet vapour that is thy soul
And into mine dissolve,
Wine into water, water into wine;
You into me and me into the divine.

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Oh the eyes of she to pins of dark

light beady black like the serpent
coiled to strike didst at I didst
glare neath what seemed to be
serpents-like hair she didst stare
thenst didst sigh
Oh thee lover to the bower of bliss
of I I wouldst taketh thee and lay
thy head in the lap of I and lick
round thy throat with slavering slimy
tongue of I and pluck upon thy veins
to fill the flesh of I with semitones
of pleasures bliss that the eyes fire
of I wouldst burn thy flesh and
roast thy limbs in the lusting fires
of I that I couldst scorch thee with
the breath of I and sear thy soul for
the delight of I that I couldst crush
thy soul in the tight grip of I ast
flowers be crushed oh that the

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stinging lips of I canst taste the

sweet wine that be thy blood
that we wouldst spend amorous
hours of lust fervent with insatiable
passions fires that burns thy flesh
up into golden flames high oh that
with the tremulous lips of I
wouldst I suck thy fluids fromst
thee and thy eye-lids to withered
flesh be ast flower petals lie lifeless
withered oh that I couldst feel thy
blood pulsing in thy veins and thy
flesh wax pallid ast thy blood I do
drain that to the ears of I do hear
I thy cries ast with bite with bite
with the teeth of I with each dab
dab of the lips of I thy cries be
sweet music to the soul of I

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oh with these desiring words of she

didst I into the eyes of she gaze
ast within the sweet scented
perfumes ambiance douceur de
vivre didst reign and into those cold
snake-like eyes I didst stare didst
sigh I
Your mouth is as red as the buds of a vine.

Your arms are as fine as it's tendrils that Climb.

And the joyful bloom of your tremulous limbs,
Are like a mass of blossoms blowing in the wind.
Like luscious ivy, falls your succulent hair, Covering your face
and hiding your eyes.

Toppling down, curling around it leaves sweat scent on the

air.

A wild vine creeping over thy breasts soft sighs.

Entwine me in those arms so tight,
My neck, my arms, my thighs my pretty sprite.
Caress me with thy leaf-like hand,

With thy shoot-like fingers send me mad.

As a serpent doth clutch at it's helpless prey,
In thy tendril like arms devour me I pray.

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Oh dark beauty of the starless night,

Who's steel grey eyes flash with light,

Bend o'er me thy heaving chest
That I may suck from it's copper-tipped fruit
The henbane that is sweet milk to my breast.
Let it's poisons burn up my pulsing veins;
Such that my flesh doth crawl with pain.
Oh! dark flower of the starless night,
Night bloom who's kiss is a venomous bite,
Bend o'er me they panting chest

That I may hear it's dead heart beat,

It's icy rhythms do my body heat,

As quivers surg from head to feet.

Oh! dark lady of the starless night,
Dark bloom fragent to my sight,

Bend o'er me thy passionless breast

That I - Intangled in thy baneful black hairMay breeth in it's sweet noxious air.
Ah! dark flower of the starless night,

Alluring black orchid with a musk-scented light,

Place o'er me thy voracious, black-bearded mouth,

Thy sweet dripping, pheromone-scented fount,
Enclose me in thy blooted blood red lips,

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Crush me in thy libidinous embrace.

Oh! dark flower of the starless night,

Dissolve my soul in thy noxious musk,

Suck out my essence with all thy might,
Leave me an emptied, pallid lifeless husk
Oh! give me such bliss, oh such delight,
Oh! dark flower of the starless night.

The light didst shift and Love

didst seem to shift one foot that in
some effect of parallax
,

around the white neck of she lay

like on new born snow lay a daisy
chain colored petals of many hues
that seemed to look like an nimbus
round the heads of saints a heart
shaped broach lay twists the ample
breasts of she heart shaped and
luculent red like the lips of new born
babe oer which floated the shadow
of I that seemed to glow fromst the

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warmth of that bottomless shape

twixt the ample breasts of she
those lips of she puffy folds of flesh
oh they couldst kiss Death upon
his pallid lips and to his pallid
cheeks bring the flush of roses red
ah she didst at I didst look and sigh
oh petals round the neck of I be
the hearts of lovers that thee wants
to be
in a persiflage of velvety sound she
didst languidly sigh
I be the breeze perfumed thru
the trees the breath of I be the
breath of life that oer flows the
earth I be love I am she who
soothes I am bliss I am satiable
happiness

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I am love in the arms of I is

peace for the weary heart in the
arms of I is comfort I am love
the breath of I fecunds the earth
I am the flame amidst thy
darkest nights the withered leaf
to life dost bursts fromst the
hearts warmth of I I am the
comfort
to
thy
unrelenting
wailings in the night I am love
the breath of my heart brings
music to the earth brings the
flowering blooms
brings the
perfume of spring
joyess
happiness is scented in my breath
the kiss of the lips of I taketh
away death I am love kiss the
lips of I and burst into a
plentitude of delight I am love in
the lips of I be the wine that

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maketh thy flesh immortal I am

love taketh the hands of I and to
thy anguish part and sayeth good
bye I am love reach out thy
hands to the hands of I and in
the loving touch of I burst into
joy light up in delight burn up thy
sorrows and kiss the lips of I
drown in joy in the flood of my
love dance to the melodies of my
loving heart and burst into song
into rapturous singing burst thee
in the love of I
Ah ah to the singing of she
that didst perfume the airs and
bringeth sweet smiles to all those
there that didst bringeth joy to the
eyes of all there to the singing of
she I didst throw back the head
of I a cry

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With shining eyes thee did say

"In faith and innocence I open unto you

a pink and purple posie"

I will pick one and crush it under my shoe.

Ast My eyes wouldst shine and my lips
wouldst smile

as thy tears welled up my heart

wouldst go wild.

Midst the douceur de vivre

Love didst at I look didst look
into the eyes of I with those
fathomless bottomless pools of
love and didst she sigh
Oh taketh the heart of I and
crush it if thee willst
water thy heart with the blood
of I if thee willst

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burn the heart of I to dust

with thy scorn if thee willst
Oh een with all these
torments still willst I love thee
Thee canst coil the heart of I
up tight in the hurtful words of
thee if thee willst
Thee canst tear out the heart
of I
Thee canst tear the soul of I
to pieces if thee willst
Yet
Een with these horrors willst
I still love thee like a flower in
my heart all thy weeds will
blossom forth in to perfumed
bloom I burn for thee
I am aflame with
unfathomable inexhaustible love

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for thee taketh the hand of I I

reach out for thee
Blah blah to the words of thee
that I willst say

Come to me sweet sylph

and whisper sweet nothings this chilly night.

Give me thy neck that I may bight
it's pulsing vein

and spew into it my morbid filth.

Clasp over my rotting mouth thy blood red
lips

that I may devour thy hapless soul.

Give me thy heart that I may suck out it's fire

and pour through it the dark blackness of my

viens.

But she Love didst in reply say

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Let I press the rose flower of my

lips
to thy indifferent lips and
breathe in the love of I fromst the
heart of I to melt thy frozen heart that
doth beat no more let I breathe in the
love of I to maketh thy heart bloom ast
a crimson flower let me breathe into
thy heart thru the dried withered lips of
thee and turn it into a beating thing full
of the wine of love let I take we to
our bower of bliss and place thy head
in the lap of I that I wouldst kiss thy
eye-lids till they fromst their withered
state burst into the soft-like petals of a
pink roses bloom let I smooth thy hairs
curls run the loving fingers of I oer
thy tormented brow breathe the love of
I upon thy cheeks and sooth thy
cracked heart let I into thy eyes with
the loving eyes of I warm thy soul
with the hearts warmth of I le

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Stop stop this bleating of thy bleeding

heart ast I didst say
With shining eyes thee did say
"In faith and innocence I open unto you
a pink and purple posie"
I will pick one and crush it under my shoe.
Ast My eyes wouldst shine and my lips wouldst
smile
as thy tears welled up my heart wouldst
go wild.

But but yet she didst begin to say

giveth I thy hands let the warm
touch of my flesh unfreeze the flesh
of thee le
Stop stop naught doth I want of
thy love for ast sayeth the sage poet

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Because thou hast made the thunder, and thy feet

Are as a rushing water when the skies

Break, but thy face as an exceeding heat
And flames of fire the eyelids of thine eyes;
Because thou art over all who are over us;
Because thy name is life and our name death;
Because thou art cruel and men are piteous,
And our hands labour and thine hand scattereth;
Lo, with hearts rent and knees made tremulous,
Lo, with ephemeral lips and casual breath,
At least we witness of thee ere we die
That these things are not otherwise, but thus;
That each man in his heart sigheth, and saith,
That all men even as I,
All we are against thee, against thee, O God most
high.

But Love coincidentia oppositorum a

parallax of emotion one then the other didst
shimmer at each blink of I
open I the gates of the abysses and tangle
chaos

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And this gray spirit yearning in desire

To follow knowledge like a sinking star,
Beyond the utmost bound of human thought.
Ulysses
By Alfred, Lord Tennyson
"What is your aim in philosophy?-To shew the fly the way
out of the fly-bottle." The fly bottle represents the
invisible barriers to our understanding. Wittgenstein

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