1.
Questions
I remember you so Elvis Prestley-thin
And ever about the army (now I know
The whys of that), and I remember remembering you:
Before breasts, before European wigs, when
The etc. of your sexuality was a secret,
And you babysat me, and we danced to Aretha,
And you taught me scream for the joy of a
A song on the radio (Romeo requests this from
His grave!), and I cant call you, whats
your new legal name? Is it in the phone book?
Are you that official? Ive heard youre
Dead, call me collect please. Im on my own,
And Uncle Rachel if you were hear tonight Id
Id sing to you: Pretty Woman walking down
The street of dreams, and you could tell me
That story again where godl is spun out of straw.
2. Answers
News of your old death, first I danced in the shower with
clothes on, cracked my green head against a corner gave you a
bloody birth in my mind, gave myself a satisfying scar,
watched an Anne Lennox video where she had a red towel on
her head, I mirrored her, white towel to stop the bleeding
inside my own nest of a skull, then I screamed and screamed,
but the police never came, snow fell from constellations,
everything was on fire, fast forward, tumbling and I stupidly
read the Song of Solomon for comfort, my filled up with
blood, I strapped a big bandage around my head, Im a poor
mans Wilford Owen, Im my own damnation, youre dead.
I wont sing at the funeral that took place without me, the
sun will hear my confessions, my naked body on a rooftop,
cruel cock crowing as if another ordinary morning and it is,
I did survive, I, someone shows up to make sure Im not in a
coma. Im not, not with all these memories, I touch myself as
if Im still loved. Uncle Rachel, does Death look sexy without
a fig leaf?