Bergen Belsen 1945 A Medical Student S Diary
Bergen Belsen 1945 A Medical Student S Diary
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Michael John Hargrave
BERGEN-BELSEN 1945
A Medical Student’s Journal
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Foreword
In early May 1945, six Dakotas set off from an airfield near Cirencester and
crossed the Channel, heading for Celle in Germany. Their cargo was 95 medical
students, recruited hastily from six London medical schools — among them
21-year-old Michael Hargrave, midway through his studies at the Westminster
Hospital. The initial purpose of the exercise had been to assist starving civilians
in Holland, but there was a change of plan and the students were sent instead as
emergency back-up to assist in the care of survivors at the recently liberated
Bergen-Belsen concentration camp. The wartime experiences of these young men
had been confined to the Home Front — completing their matriculation and
Higher School Certificates and then starting their training at medical school. The
four weeks they spent at the camp tested both their medical skills and their per-
sonal stamina to an unimaginable degree.
The camp at Bergen-Belsen presented a humanitarian disaster of colossal pro-
portions. Its history within the Nazi camp system was somewhat unusual — it had
been a so-called ‘exchange camp’ where inmates were held with a view to pos-
sible exchange for German prisoners of war. But, by April 1945, its population
had risen considerably as the Nazis moved thousands of camp survivors out of
camps in Poland and sent them west — either by cattle truck or on foot. The camp
commandant, Josef Kramer, notoriously failed to provide for the needs of his
suddenly hopelessly overcrowded camp and the German Army surrendered the
camp to the British under a special truce, some three weeks ahead of the actual
German capitulation.
When the British arrived on 15 April, the first and most urgent task was to bury
the bodies of some 10,000 camp inmates who had died. The Army medical
authorities were then faced with the massive task of saving those they could
whilst at the same time preventing the spread of disease. An evacuation plan was
drawn up which would eventually see the inmates of Camp 1 cleaned, disinfected
and transferred from the camp. But, before this could happen, each hut had to be
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cleared and disinfected and became a temporary hospital — albeit in very primi-
tive conditions.
Bespectacled and, in a team photograph, looking as though he is scarcely out
of school, Hargrave was put in charge of Hut 210. In his diary, Hargrave provides
a detailed account of how this place was gradually transformed into a temporary
hospital, pending the full evacuation of Camp 1. The students turned their hands
to all kinds of tasks, from hosing down the huts with creosol to making straw-
filled mattresses. Systems were established and nursing accommodation of sorts
was sectioned off within the hut. Hargrave is punctilious in describing the various
ailments he treated, providing drawings of particular surgical cases, such as a cyst
on an eyelid or tuberculous glands in the neck. The medical students soon became
experts in the particular diseases of the camp — diarrhoea, typhus and severe
malnutrition, as well as terrible sores, boils and gangrenous conditions — and
were able to make crucial interventions, for example persuading the Army Blood
Transfusion Service to stop giving transfusions to patients with severe oedema.
(Typhus weakened the heart and the patients could not take the treatment.)
Hargrave muses over the causes of the diarrhoea — was it mechanical or infec-
tive? And what were the implications for further liberations of camps in the Far
East? We have the impression of a youthful, enquiring man, slightly frustrated at
times to be missing the Victory celebrations in Britain, but totally focussed on the
needs of his patients.
We also get occasional glimpses of some of the wider protagonists in this
story: Dr Meiklejohn, the nutrition expert, gives them a talk about the challenges
the medical services faced on their arrival and there are subsequent briefings from
Colonel Johnston, the Senior Medical Officer in charge of the camp, and from
Brigadier Glyn-Hughes, Deputy Director of Medical Services.
The reader is aware that the conditions were appalling, but Hargrave concen-
trates mainly on the medical detail and on the vital organisational challenges
which ultimately saved many hundreds of lives. Diagrams provide a useful record
of the layout of various huts and facilities including the Human Laundry, where,
at 17 separate tables, four-strong teams of German nurses worked simultaneously
on one patient, washing them and powdering them with the now-banned pesticide
DDT. Not everyone had the necessary training for the task and at one point
Hargrave admonishes himself for not being there when an untrained nurse made
a fatal mistake. Again, Hargrave does not labour the point, and we also learn that
several of the medics contracted the diseases they were trying to treat — ‘several
chaps down with diarrhoea and vomiting’.
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As Hargrave got to know some of his patients, the word ‘Auschwitz’ appears
in several reported conversations. But the full facts of what we now call the
Holocaust had yet to be fully understood. He teaches a young Polish survivor —
Zosia Wisniowksa — to speak English — a useful move as ward rounds are made
much more effective when language barriers are overcome. Hargrave seems a
little smitten by Zosia and she gives him her address in Krakow, although whether
they remained in touch is not known.
Hargrave’s account is one of several held by the Documents and Sound
Section at the Imperial War Museum (IWM). After the Bergen-Belsen Information
Centre itself, ours is the richest collection of material on the liberation and relief
operation at the camp, with no fewer than nine collections of private papers
deposited by former medical student volunteers. With the increased interest in
IWM as a resource for medical history, these diaries and letters have been used a
great deal by scholars and more ‘popular’ writers alike, keen to better understand
how the British military authorities dealt with this major human catastrophe.
Michael Hargrave’s account was one of the very first of the medical students’
records to be deposited in the IWM’s archive, being presented in 1968 prior to his
untimely death at the age of 50. As a result, his diary has been particularly widely
used, perhaps most notably by the historian Ben Shephard, whose book After
Daybreak: The Liberation of Belsen 1945 (Pimlico, London, 2006) remains the
most detailed recent work on the relief of the camp. To have Michael Hargrave’s
informative and vivid account published is an invaluable addition to the literature
on this subject.
Suzanne Bardgett
Head of Research
Imperial War Museum
London, June 2013
Amnesty International UK
When the young Michael Hargrave arrived in Belsen he found himself faced with
unspeakable horrors. He and his fellow students provided basic medical care as
the world was only just beginning to comprehend the crimes inflicted in Nazi
concentration camps. As international outrage grew, so too did momentum for a
global human rights agenda to say ‘never again’. In 1948 the Universal
Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR) was adopted. It was the first document to
agree common, global terms for what we know to be right and just.
Amnesty International is rooted in the UDHR. We believe in the power of
ordinary people to make extraordinary change, just as Michael Hargrave and his
comrades did at Bergen-Belsen. And we find, over and again, that the act of bear-
ing witness to atrocities and injustice is invaluable on the path to understanding
and changing for the better. Michael bore meticulous witness in his journal and,
even in publication nearly 70 years later, it still has much to teach us today.
Amnesty International’s vision is of a world where everyone enjoys all our
human rights. In pursuit of this we undertake research and action focussed on
preventing and ending grave abuses. You can find out more and take action your-
self at www.amnesty.org.uk.
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Michael Hargrave was born in Simla, India, where his father, a decorated First
World War pilot, was posted while serving in the Royal Air Force. He was the
eldest of two boys and was educated at Harcourt Preparatory School at Weyhill,
and then attended St Edward’s School, Oxford. In 1942, after leaving school, he
went to King’s College London University and then to Westminster Hospital to
undertake his clinical training to become a doctor.
In April 1945, Michael, 21 years old and in his fourth year of medical school,
responded to a notice: ‘please sign below’. At first, he and the 95 volunteers were
not told what they were signing up for, but they were later informed they were
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being sent to Holland to assist starving civilians. On the day of departure, how-
ever, the medical students learnt that their destination had been changed: they
were now bound for the recently liberated Bergen-Belsen concentration camp in
north-western Germany.
With no doctors available, the camp was in dire need of medical assistance
and, to this end, the medical students had been drafted in to help. During his
month-long experience at the camp, Michael kept a journal for his mother, and it
is this which is published in its entirety here. It gives a clear insight into the hor-
rendous conditions under which the prisoners were living and the tireless attempts
made by the British troops and medical students to try and help these unfortunate
people. The diary provides many detailed descriptions of diseases encountered
within the camp, and these are interspersed amongst more ‘light-hearted’ entries
recounting the minutiae of day-to-day life.
Upon returning from Bergen-Belsen, Michael qualified as a doctor in January
1947 and worked for a year as a houseman at Westminster Hospital. In 1948, he
married a nurse from the hospital, Joy Thompson, and, after two years of National
Service in the RAF in Kenya, he returned to the UK to become a general practi-
tioner (GP) in Wootton Bassett. He worked there for 24 years but sadly, in 1974,
he was diagnosed with a brain tumour and died at the age of 50. He is survived
by his wife and two children. In 1953, both his children developed polio. David,
his son, recovered fully, but his daughter Sally, aged nine months, was admitted
to an isolation hospital for two months and then spent a further three months in
hospital; she was left with a paralysed right leg. She had several operations over
the next few years and the first birthday she was able to celebrate at home was
her fourth birthday. In adult life she became a successful shorthand typist, while
David followed in his father’s footsteps and became a GP in Portland, Dorset.
Diseases at Bergen-Belsen
Epidemic Typhus
Typhus is a disease caused by the Rickettsia prowazeki bacteria. It occurs in over-
crowded and unhygienic conditions as found in army camps or jails. As such, it
is often called ‘jail fever’. An infected person is bitten by a louse which sucks his
blood and the louse becomes infected in turn. When a louse bites it defecates at
the same time and the bacteria is excreted in its faeces. It is the scratching of the
area of the bite that allows bacteria to penetrate the skin and be rubbed into open
wounds, causing the infection to spread to another person.
Following an incubation period of 7–14 days, the onset of illness is abrupt with
symptoms of prostration, severe headache, high fever, cough, photophobia, red-
ness of the conjunctiva and severe muscular pain. A rash appears on the fifth day,
mainly on the trunk. Confusion and coma are common. Untreated disease can
prove to be fatal in up to 40% of cases. Today, treatment is administered in the
form of doxycycline tablets.
At Bergen-Belsen there was a severe outbreak of typhus in February and
March 1945 and it is estimated that 20,000–30,000 people died from typhus,
typhoid, tuberculosis and dysentery.
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Acknowledgements
I would like to take this opportunity to thank Mr Phillip Barlow, Senior Library
Assistant at the Chelsea and Westminster Hospital, who earlier this year read my
father’s journal and encouraged me to consider having it published. I would also
like to thank him for producing the valuable and informative glossary.
I am most grateful to Suzanne Bardgett, Head of Research at the Imperial War
Museum, for writing a most interesting and detailed foreword to this journal.
I would like to thank Getty Images, the Imperial War Museum and the Press
Association for granting licences for me to publish their images which I have
used in this book. I am also extremely grateful to the Evening News/Associated
Newspapers and Evening Standard/Independent for granting permission free of
charge to publish the newspaper cuttings which my father collected along the
way. Thank you.
A very big thank you must go to Imperial College Press for agreeing to publish
this journal. The staff have been extremely supportive in guiding me through the
process and special thanks must go to Alice Oven, Tasha D’Cruz, Roberta
Cucuzza, Dominic Graham and Tom Stottor for all their work in helping to
collate the book.
Poliomyelitis was one of the most feared childhood illnesses of the twentieth
century. It was not until 1955, when the first injectable Salk vaccine was
introduced in the UK, and 1957, when the oral Sabin vaccine drops given on
sugar lumps became available, that the disease was finally conquered. The Rotary
Club PolioPlus campaign in conjunction with The Bill & Melinda Gates
Foundation has virtually eradicated this disease around the world. It is their vision
that polio will be entirely eradicated in the near future. Unfortunately, the
vaccinations came a year or two too late for my family as my sister and I were
affected by polio in 1953. If my father were still alive now I know he would have
supported this cause. I would like to thank Dr Keith Barnard Jones, the UK lead
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in the PolioPlus campaign, for his enthusiastic support in the promotion of this
publication.
The appalling abuse of human rights in Belsen during the Second World War
shocked the entire world and it is my belief that the protection and defence of
human rights is of great importance to prevent such colossal abuse from recurring.
For this reason I have always been an admirer of the work of Amnesty
International and I would like to thank Nicky Parker and Maggie Paterson from
Amnesty International UK for their help and support in promoting the book.
For the above reasons I am pleased to donate all royalties from this book to be
shared equally between Amnesty International and the Rotary Club PolioPlus
campaign.
My final thanks must go to my mother for giving permission to allow my
father’s journal to be published. I hope she will be pleased with the completed book.
Dr David B. Hargrave
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MAY 1945.
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M.J. Hargrave,
V(estminster Hospital,
Lmdon.
there - and as there was no new notice up did not expect to l eave . However
George ' oom{~rk phoned up the Red Cross at Lowndes street and they said that we
Just before lunch we were told that we were going to be photographed for
a ?ress Agency so we had to get into all our equipment and then followed some
very faked photographs of me shaking hands with the Dean - supposed to be saying
good-bye .
After lunch we piled into taxis with all our equipment and drove off to
Lcwndes street - still rather doubtful if it wa s r eally true that we were off at
la~ t. These doubts were soon dispelled wh en we arr ived and found about 80
After waiting for about half an hour we went ups ta irs and collected our
passports, military permits and cards bea ring our rank if we we re captured .
e were then told that we were not going to Holland at all - but the.t we
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were going to Belsen Concentration Camp, thmt the Camp had been liberated for
10 days and that all they h .d succeeded in doing was to sepa rate the living from
the ci.ead; - this was the fir st news we ha d been given about going to Belsen but
we were all so excited about going, after a month of waiting , that we did not
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6.30 train and that we would be flying over the next morning; so
we hung around sitting on the steps of the nearby houses until about
Derek ells and I joined a long queue and eventually got some
tea which was ·not worth drinking, and then went baok to the platform
to find that Lionel Garstin had got hold of a late edition of the
in it
Evening News, with a photograph/of us taken that morning outside
Westminster • .
Got on the train and we all se t ied down to read, the journey
passed quite quickly and the weather got progressively worse, until
when we arrived at Cirenoester it was raining, dark, and very oold,
- all our baggage got mixed up, blankets got extrePlely we - but
eventually we all managed to get aboard the lorries whioh were going
to take us to the Transit Camp.
whioh oontained 12 wooden beds with palliases and a stove whioh was
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ent down to the Cookhouse, which was about 400 yards away
but seemed muoh further, .to bah a meal whioh was very welcome - the ·
time was about 10.30, we were told that the N.A.A.FH. would open
at llo'olook till 11.30 for us and that we were free to use the
Offioers Mesa.
e were also told that we would have to ~et up at 4.30 the next
everything over us which we could lay hands on, and settled down to
to keep warm. e went out to have a wash and found that the was h
iron shed which had no door and windows with no glass in them.
After a very skimpy was h , had breakfast. Came back to the hut,
the Airport.
hoped, had ab~ut a 15 minute journey and then arrived at Down Aphny
Aerodrome, drove onto the Airs~rip and dismounted, we were then split
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parties - I was in No.2. After about half an hour we got onto our
lorries in parties and were driven off to our pl~es which were
Dakotas. We loaded all our luggage on board and then waited. Af'ter
the Dakota and warming up the Engines. The rumour then came round
9 'o'olook and the sun was getting up nioely. So I got out my gloves
whioh had got soaked the night before and tried to dry them on the
hungry - but did not want to dig into our ntlons as we thought we
would need those on the journey. We were told that a N.A .A.F.I.
van would be ooming round at about 12 o'olook.
.
But just as the N.A.A.F.I. van oame into Sight: another lorry
. came up and we were all told to pile into it and leave our baggage
behind.
'We ~ere driven off to the CustODl8 Office, where we had our pass-
. . ·-th~ *e-nt·; linti)'.' the next room where there was a .A.A. F
serving tea .and sandJ.'iohes t whioh we gobbled up. 'Ie were all very
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t hessun was shining over here there were storms on the Continent, and
they were taking no chanoes as they had lost 2 Dakotas from th1S
Airport; within the last week; we all felt flattered about their oare
for our sa~ety but rather depressed about the thought that we were
lost during movement sand then went back to the Transit (Rover) Camp
in the lorries.- Got baok about 2 o'clock - ' several people went off
into Cirencester - but I stayed and had a look round the Camp.
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looked quite nioe, it was set in the middle o~ a small wood and had
concrete paths.
Eventually found that the of~icers t wash-house had hot water and
so I wander ed down and had a shave. Came back and started to re-
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It now ·started 1;0 snow again - went down and had some tea at
the cookhouse, lounged around until 7 o'olock, then had supper and
went into the N.A.A.F.I. - had beer, bought some sheelaoes and razor
blades and a180 some oranges and went back to the hut, to find
Ken Easton and Arthur Baines busy trying to get the fire going; they
had 3 attempts and failed, so then Dick Jenkins and David Bowle~
Spent the rest of the evening talking and went to bed at aboot
10 o'olock feeling extremely cold and none too hopeful of our chanoes
We were woken up at 4.30 a.m. by the oook, who sounded much too
cheer~l, found that the fire whioh we had banked up the night before
Russel Barton was late but we all got aboard safely and started off.
We got to the A.irport at about 6.30 and the weather looked good.
After a brief delay we weee driven to our Aircraft and got our luggage
aboar·d . .1tter we had got it all aboard safely we were told that
we were in t he wrong aircraft - so we put all our kit baok onto the
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aboard. - In our plane the pilot was already waiting and our gear
was quiokly stowed away - we were told to put on our Mae West life
jaokets and got into marvellous padded seats -(this was a transport
taxi - got faster and faster and t hen we were off the ground.
e did a climbing turn until we were about 1000 feet off t he ground
from the sunj " e oarried on flying for about an hour - with no
that the fields, which even at that time, 7 .30 a.m., looked green,
quite suddenly turned white and we realized that there was frost
on the ground.
black cloud and the aircraft began to pump about a bit. ' e carried
on flying through this for about 15 minutes and then, the door at
the front end of the aircraft opened and one of the crew poked his
head through and said that they had reoeived a wireless message to
return, as the weather ahead was so bad. This was very disappointing
but there was nothing we oould do about it, we learnt arte~al"ds that
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Army offioer that if we left it ve would have to go through the Customs again
of.ficers mess. Of the 6 Aircraft. "!'Wo had landed at Croyden. 2 had got
across the English Channel, 1 had turned back and landed at Down Ap~rand
1 had not taken off at all. . After quite a good lunch we took of.f again and
. The sun was well out and the .countryside looked very nice - it took us
about 15 - 20 minutes to fly back to DOwn Aphny - when we arrived the lorries
were there and they took us to have tea and sandwiches a~gain in the Refreshments
Back at the Canp we heard that one plane had landed at Brussels and that
the other plane was missing and nothing had been heard from it.
Back at the Camp I got the fire going after several unsuccess.ful attempts
- had supper and then went round to the N.A.A.F.I. for half-an-hour.
Stoked up the fire and went to bed at 9.30 as I was feeling very tired.
e were woken up at 5 o'clock - found that the fire was out - had break-
fast with -the usual baked beans - packed up all our kit, we were. getting rather
good at packing by this time, and scr~bled onto the lorries to leave the Camp
about 6 0 'clock.
On the way to the Airport we all admired the Army MOtor-cyolist who guided
the convoy of' six lorries - he was riding an open motor-oycle and only wearing
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scarves etc. and still we were cold, but he never ~06ked cold and had a red,
BlakBhill Faren was, about 10 miles further on than Down Apbny - i.e.
about 20 miles from the Transit Camp and when we arrived we realized that it
Glider pilots.
After a short delay we drove onto the Airstrip and there we saw the huge
ffiamilcar Gliders we had all hear4 so much about. They all looked extremely
flimsy and we were very glad that we were not Airborne troops.
We dismounted from our lorries and had a roll call taken. We were all
present and the MOvement Control officer said that we were due to fly at
12 .0 'clock as the Dakotas, in which we were to fly over, had to oome from
Croydon and had not arrived yet.
So we got back on our lorries and were dri~en · off to the Sergeant's less
- here we sat around and had tea until about 11.30 and then To~ Crisp from
U.C.R - who had been a Captain in the Army and had the }l;C. and Africa Star -
said that as we had the rank of Red Cross Officers we were entitled to go in
the Officers Mes8, and as he had the M.C. and Africa Star his words carried
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some weight.
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e all moved into the officers -mess and sat around in armchairs asking
every R.C.A.F. pilot we saw what were the chanoes of taking off to-day- they
We had a good lunch in their mltas and then after lunoh a 'phone message
oame through saying that they w.~ very sorry but the "Mads were sorubbed for
to-day".
So we wandered out and got onto our lorries and were just about to move off
when an offioer came up and said that it was O.K. and we would be flying at
2 o'clook.
Wild exoitement, and we drove onto the Airstrip again to find our planes
all lined up with their engines running and the pilots at the oontrols.
e got off the lorries and began to get hold of our kit and move off
towards the planes when the Movement Control Offioer dashed up and said that
the we~ther had got worse on the other side and we werQ again "scrubbed".
Drove baok to the Rover Camp feeling very ~epressed and we were certainly
not cheered up at the sight of the Camp, which we were beginning to hate.
Had tea and then had a shave - found that an R.A.F. convoy bound for the
we had to-wait on the Airfield for more than half-an-hour we were not going
that day.
·e did not really expect to go to-morrow, as one of the pilots had said
that the weather might continue as it was for a week.
ent to ~bed at 9.30 as we were feeling very tired, all the others were
Still no news of the missing plane, but it was thought that it had landed
safle ly
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e were woken up at 3.0 .m. this morning. we all had the laugh on
Ronnie Citrine. who, ieoiding that we were not going to-day, had only got into
at 4.30 a.m. Got to Blakehill Faren at about 5.15 and were told that the
weather was quite suitable and that we would be flying at 6 o'olook.
Packed all our kit into the plane and then got in - we had to rearrange
the tit along the middle .of the plane under the pilot~ guidance - then the
engines warmed up, a '.A.A.F. Nursing Orderly climbed in - the door was shut
and bolted and we taxied onto the runaway - waited there for about 5 minutes
and then took off to beoome Airborne at 6.30 a.m.
go to the front of the airoraft while we took off, so t hat we each had a
window to look out of.
e orossed England, whioh did not look very interesting as ,.t was still
asleep, and the sun had not yet risen and then in about an hour we sighted
the English Channel; ' we had been told pr~viously that it took about -IO minutes
to fly the ohannel, 80 we carefully timed it, and it 4id - we did not know
where we croBsed the Coast on either side - but the Navigator said that we
were heading towards Brussels. , so we presumed that we were flying over Belgium
- we were flying low about 1000 feet- 80 we .oould see the oountryside well -
oooasionally we saw groups of bomb oraters, but not very many of these.
We passeA Lille and soon came within sight of Brussels - we did a half
cirole over Brussels Airport and then headed towards our d~stination - CelI e
in Germany.
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waterways and also haw very much more regular the countryside was compared
wi th England. We then oame withinEsight of the Rhine, whioh had only been
orossed by our troops a short time previously - we could not see much aotivity,
though we oould see several blown up bridge$ and several bridges which we had
built. The Rhine had many bomb and shell oraters on ita banks. We crossed
it at asel.
Now we were into Germany - the countryside did not look any different to
that of Belgium - but we did see Autobahmen. Gradually the countryside began
to get more wooded - we had passed over the Dortmund-Ems Canal but I did not
see it.
MOre flying - it was beginning to get a bit boring by now, and then the .
navigator popped his head round the door and said that we would be landing at
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round t he Perimeter - we ciroled and t hen landed - our ears buzzing and
When we got out of t he plane the first thing that struok me was that
~veryone without exception was arme4 and looked very gr1m~ and also the .
tremendous number of aircraft on the Airfield which was much smaller than
Blakehill Faren.
e unloaded all our kit and oolleoted near the Hangars. Here we found
all the others and we had our All ied Military Permits stamped with the date
of our arrival.
As there was no telephonic oommunioation with Belsen Camp a dispatch
rider was sent off to ask for lorries to come and fetch us. - the Camp was 18
miles awa y _ The time was now about iO.30 a.m. - at 2.30p.m., after we had
been waiting 8U the Airport for 4 hours, the lorries arrived and we drove off
through Cel le . ~ o Belsen Concentration Camp.
e did not see many Germans en route as it was mostly through open
oountry, but we did notice that the roads were appallingly ba~, and that
Germany looked muoh bleaker than England - the oolourB were not so rich.
e were shawn our barraoks and told that tea would be ready in the
Off icers Mess at 5 otclock. Began to get unpacked - we each had separate
rooms (though in some cases two shared one room) and eaoh room had a bed,
wash basin, fire, table axd chair and wardrobe.
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Finished unpaoking~ made my bed up and then went down to tlJ.e Jfess to
·have tea. The Mess was a brick building with inlaid wooden beams, rather
like our Tudor houses. Inside it was divided into 2 main rooms~ I big room
whioh was our mess, and 1 smaller room which was the regular Army Officers '
Mess. and in between them was the kitchen. e had a good tea with white
bread, margarine and jam and we were waited 'On by Hungarian Army waiters.
After tea I went off with Lionel Garstin to the "Roundhouse"~ which was
the Banquet - cum-Dance Hall of ·the Camp, to find a bed for him. e found
2 marvellous spring beds and then had a look round the Danoe Hall •.
Marvellous place about 75 yards long and 20 yards wide all panelled in
light oak - with a musicians gallery and huge chandeliers from the ceiling.
German Army generals. The tables in the hall were littered with glasses and
bottles - all empty as both the lib~rating Tommies and the S.S. Guards before
t hey left had drunk all they could. So we decided that we would examine the
place more thoroughly to-morrow night and went .back to our blook (L.2) and
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ent down to the Mess and had a hot supper I and there we met Derek We1ls
and George 'o odwark, who had got across the channel on Monday, and had spent
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27 hours in Brussels, and then flown on to Cel Ie . Also Eric Wimmer, whose
pilot had taken them straight on to Cel l e - flying at 11,000 feet. They were
all so cold that they put on greatooats, huddled together and had to go up
After supper we sat around in our rooms and talked and then turned into
bed to sleep our first night in Germany. e were told that we were going
to start work to~orrow, so far all we had learnt was that we were each going
I was woken up at 7.0 a.m. and then went down to the Mess to have break-
fast (baco., porridge and tea). Notioed that all the walls of the German
School of Tropical Medicine and who was 1m charge of the Medioal side of our
work, gave us a talk about the Concentrat'ion Camp and our work.
(THE Belsen Concentrati~n Camp) in whioh the conditions were extremely bad.
There are at th~s moment about "27000 people in Camp I whQ are very badly
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The light ~k-Aok which were the first and only troops in the Camp
had established oookhouses in the Camp and the-y produced food - put it into
bins and then took the bins round and left them outside each hut - but that
there was no-one inside the huts to see that the food was fairly distributed
and that at the moment the fit people were getting all the food and the ill
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Our job was to see that the food was fairly distributed inside the huts
and to give any medical attention Vie could to the inmates . Drugs in limited
quantities could be obtained from Woodwark and Wells who had set up a
e all olambered onto the lorries which were going to take us to the
Camp and -drove along an extremely bad road for about 1 mile until we came to
Camp I.
Here on the Main Gates was a_red notice warning everyone that there was
Typhus in the Camp and another notice saying "Speed lim1t clOm.p.m. - ' Dust
Spreads Typhus".
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We drove just inside the gates and then stopped. We then dismounted
and joined a queue in order to' be D. D.Td. While waiting we looked around the
part of the Camp we could see. We had not been told that this was the
administrative area of the Camp and therefore clean and so' at our first sight
, e were then sprayed and walked along the main road through the Camp
until we came to the Camp Office. Here a Red Cross Woman Secretary
(Mrs Crossthwai te )allotted huts to us.
I was allotted Hut I Laager I ( Men) - located the hut on the map of the
I n~v began to see the Concentration Camp proper, the first thing that
struck me was the amazing bleakness of the Camp - t he huts had once been
painted red - but this had faded to an indiscriminate pink - and otherwise
there was no colour at all in the C,amp, everything was grey or slaty brown.
The next thing was the dust, this was everywhere and even as you walked you
left clouds of dust behind you.
Then the Internees - they looked thin ,brown and dirty and they shuffled
along in a purposeless sort of way, dressed in their blue and white striped
slave clothing. They were not in the least interested in anything and took
Found my hut after some difficulty, but on going inside with Russell
Barton who was also sharing the hut. we found that it was comparatively olean
- that it oontained 3-tier bunks and that all the men inside it seemed oapable
of walking, and therefore oapable ot getting their own food and eating it.
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So we reported back to the 01'1'ice and we we re~. told to try Hut 224
Laager I ( omen). e 1'ound by looking at the map that this was right at
t he other end 01' the Camp. e set 01'1' towards it and noticed another striking
thing about the Camp - t he amel I - this was a hot~ humid smell mixed up with
the smell 01' burning boots, dirty clothing and 1'aeces and once smelt was never
1'orgottenl
Another thing was the very tall barbed wire 1'ences about 15 1'eet hi gh
and the huge atch Towers, strun~ along the 1'ences at about 200 yards interv%le
and rising to a height of about 40 feet and then between the I: atch Towers were -
intensity - we 1'ound Hut 224, which was painted t he usual pink colour with the
Red Cross which t he Germans had had the nerve to paint on each hut.
e went into the hut and were almost knocked back by the smell, but we
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The sight that met us was shocking - there were no beds whatsoever and
in t his one room there were about 200 people lying an the floor.
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cases t hey wore a few battered rags and in some cases th,y wore no cl-o thes
at all.
They were all huddled together one next to the other. In many cases
1 blanket having to oover 3 people. The floor was covered in faeces and
soaked in urine and the .people lying on the floor were in just the same
state - as they all had extremely severe di~rrhoea and were all too weak to
move.
Next tQ ea ch person was a tin can or old mug and various small 'pieces of
bread which they were oarefully hoarding up - this latter lying on the ~loor
and when they felt like it they took a bite out of it - irrespective of
what it had been l ying in. Their hair, hands, faces and feet were all
covered in a mixture of dry faeces and dirt. At leas. f of them had hacking
coughs and the other twere just lying. Here and there a dead person oould
be seen lying between two living ones, who took no notice of her at all and
just went on eating, coughing or just lying, and these were all women whose
e had a look at one or two patients and they were quite literally just
a mas s of skin and bones, with sunke.n eyes which had a oompletely vaoant look.
They all had bites and severe scabies and some had terrible ulcers and
We left them and went back to the other end of the room, followed by
1IJeak cries, or at least whines of "Herr Doktor. Herr Doktor", here we met a
student from U. O.H. who said that he and another stude~t had the Hut and we.e
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able to cope with i t all right - we doubted this, but at that moment an
Artillery Cookhouse Captain came up and said that th~re were no students in
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either Hut 222 or 210, so I went to 210 and Russell Barton to 222.
ent to Hut 210 and to my relief found t hat on Monday it had been cleaned
out by the Hungarians and equfq:ped with double tier bunks. There was a young
Polish woman dootor in oharge of it and under her were 6 polish women nurses.
Found that one of the nurses spoke quite good English and so I explained
that Bill Clarke from Barts. and I were t he doctors in charge of this hut .
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Then got t he nurse and the Polish woman doctor r~ show us round.
The floor of the hut was clean and the hut was divided up into seven rooms
in one of t hese lived t he doctor and nurses and the others were divided up
into wards, and t hese wards were used for Typhus , post Typhus and Advanced
Tuberoulosis. She had all her patients fairly well seperated into these
There were about 40 people to each room and they were lying, 2 to a bunk
i.e. 4 people to each double tiered bunk which was hopeless overcrowding.
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andfhat every single one, including the doctor, had either had TJPhus or was ·
having it now.
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ent round one ward putting a G on the bed of eaoh patient who ought to
have Gluoose Solution with Vitwmins. Asked for a list of all the patients
in the hut - with their age and nationality by to-morrow morning. . Then went
In the afternoon went to the offioe and indented for 2 dead to be taken
oould get some Glucose Solution - found that they had run out of Glucose, but
Came back to 210 to find that the Cookhouse Captain had left some
By this time it was about 5.30 so made out my returns for the hut,
Total. 260 )
Siok = 240) from Polish dootor and Nurse.
Dead = 2 )
and handed them in to Mrs Crossthwaite - then hitohed a lift baok to Camp II·
that more Gluoose should be produoed the next day, that the Opium oonsumption
ent up to L.2. and then with Ronnie Citrine and Russell Barton went to
Came back and talked until 11 0 'olock and then went to bed •.
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After breakfast there was another Conferenoe '- nothing new was deoided upon
Hungarian soldiers from outside t he offioe and marohed off down to 210. They
told me that there had been 2 deaths during the night - one of t hem had been a
Typhus case.
They ha d the list of patients ready and so I asked the Polish woman dootor
to oome round with me and explain what eaoh patient had. First of all set the
2 Hungarians to work washing all the floors.
The Polish doctor seemed quite competent - knew all her patients by name
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and the diagnosis in each case. Saw 18 cases of aotive Typhus .Whioh had rashel
and many more, who she said had Typhus and though all I could see was that
they had a fever I had to take h~~ .word for it, as since she had been in the
Camp, she had treated I'I8ny hundreds of cases of Typhus and had also had th.e
There were many oases of Oed~ma in patients who had no other signs of
Cardia8 failure and who appeared to be able to eat alright - diarrhoea was
prevalent everywhere and I had to tell her that she oould only give ~ Tablet
In the Tuberole Ward, ~he tuberoulosis was very advanced, they all had
very bad coughs, and several had quite bad Haemoptysis - they were all very
thin and emaoiated but whether this wa.s due to Tuberculo/iis or starvation I
could not tell, there was nothing we could do for them except to give them
Qpium to relieve both their cough and t heir diarrhoea - neit her of whioh it
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lunoh. At lunoh Mr . de Gree£e (our Welfare O££ice;) said that some different
a£ter breakfast and only 5 people were there waiting to go t o Camp I . as all
the rest had hitohed- hiked, so it was deoided that we would all ' hitoh' to
A£ter lunch I went down to Kitchen H whioh was the invalid kitchen and
collected a large 8 gallon oan o£ Gluoose and vitamin mixture . en.t baok to
the hut and gave out the Gluoose to about 204 patients - so £ar t hey seemed to
have tolerated yesterda~ glucose quite well , though one or two had vomited it .
The people who ha.d Typhus did not like it as it was too sweet £or them and t hey
kept on asking for "Lemon" but we had no lemon £lavouring o£ any sort in the
Camp.
Went round the war ds loo~ing at some o£ the cases . There was 1 gtDl who
had a sore throat, in£lamed £auces, sore mouth and lips and pain in the ears .
Could not see any membrane anywher e, so diagnosed pharyngitis , but thought that
it might be diphtheria . Gave her lOgr ~spirin as she had a slight £ever, and
until the- next morning - told the nurse to see that she drank plenty o£ water
and tea.
I enquired into the £ood situation and found that t hey all liked potatoes
and tea. but they did not like the brawn bread, unless they had something to
spread on it; per;onally I don't blame them' .as each loaf weighed about a ton
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Came baok to the Camp and had supper. After ~upper an R.A. M.C.
good and muoh appreciated. He was interrupted in the middle to say that
the Germans opposite the 21st Army Group had surrendered - all very pleased.
e were then told that ther.e would be a salute fired by the Ack-Ack to-morrow
morning at 8 o'olook. Sat around in the .Mess until about 11.30 and then
by a lorry and on the oart are about eight German Prisoners of War - they are
dressed in proteotive Anti-gas olothing and their job is to go r9und the Camp,
under the orders of armed -British Guards, and calling at eaoh hut oolleot all
the dead and then take them away in the cart to be buried elsewhere -- now with
These men have repla oed the S.S. men who had to do the oarting and burying
of the dead at the bayonet point, when we first liberated the Camp.
question of white bread, and Meicklejohn said that he would see what could be
done about it, - it was decided that more glucose wouid be p~oduced to- day
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Got up to the Camp and realized just how cold -it was. ent to 210 after
first collecting 2 Hungies - told them to fetoh water - then asked the nurses
and doctor if they had hea rd t~e G~ire - they had, and when I told them
that the Germans in the North had surrendered, they just were not interested,
I deoided that there was not enough work for me to do in 210 and that
they would be able to manage on their own as the Polish doctor was quite com-
petent.
So I went up to the Offioe and asked Mrs Crossthwaite if there were way
huts without any students in them. She said that there were plenty and told
me to try 211. Went dawn there but found that 211 was being cleaned out,
preparatory to being made into a Hospital - so went backand was given Hut 217 .
Y, ent and ha d a look at it and deoided that I was definitely needed there.
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217 was a smaller hut t han-the others - 3Oydsx7yda but it contained
about 460 women. I walked in and it was easily the most crowded hut I had
yet seen. The first thing I did wa s to yell above the din and ask if anyone
spoke English; fortunately one of the fairly fit people spoke quite reasonable
English - told her that I wanted a list of all .the very siok people by after
with people, lying, sitting and standing all round the walls and also in the
centre of the Hut, most of the people who were very siok, were lying opposite
the door and al ong the right wall of the hut. They were lying in roughly
three rows, but they were all packed together head to foot so that there was
The amazing thing about the Hut was the people who were fit, there must
have been at least 200 fit, almost fat, well people in the hut, and yet they
were content to stay there in the hut, living in those filthy, stuffy 'ont '
ditions, rather than move into some of the huts which were olean and half
empty. The sick were arra~ged in 3 main groups according to the diagram.
Decided that there was nothing to be done until after lunoh when I would be
able to get drugs and bandages from the di8pensa~y and gluoose from the
kitchen.
After lunch I oollected these and made my way down to the Hut.
Collected the glucose and then started to give it out .- 1 cupfulc to eaoh
person - had heard at lunoh that about~ of the people to whom I had given
Gluoose yesterday had vomited it, so I Wa s not too happy about giving it ~ut
to-day - -but the patients seemed to like it and as there was no other form
of fluid food available and they could not eat bread, there was nothing else
for it.
After this I went round all those who had very severe diarrhoea and
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gave them 2 opium tablet each, and then gave out aspirin to those who had
post-Typhus joints, pains and headaches etc., as I considered it more
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Gave 2 Vitamins each to the 98 worst sick, Opium to 50. and Aspirin
15 gr. to 20 people.
Captain Peters - the R.A. M.C. Captain who was in charge of evacuating the
worst huts. came round and had a look at t he hut. He said that next to 216.
which was George Woodwark's hut which had already had 200 sick evacuated, and
was still the first priority hut to have 100 more evacuated, mine was the
worst hu~ and he would take 90 of my worst cases to-morrow.
thiazole and then 1 gramme 2 hourly for 8 hours, told my interpreter - nurse,
who was called Raja, to see that she drank plenty of water - did some dressing
of various ulcers and bedsores and what appeared to be two discharging sinuses
communicating with the hip joint - thought that they were probably Tuberculous.
Opened a Breast abscess withoa razor blade heated in a flame and then
cooled in alcohol. Made a quick 2 inch incision and then packed it with
flavine gauze - no anaesthetic and patient must have been in great agony - but
she lid not yell and before I left the hut all the pain from the abs?ess had
gone and she was feeling much better. Opened a boil on the forearm 1naa
similar way - there is anot~er woman who has a large absoess under her jaw
which w~ll have to be opened soon, but as it is ~ot ready yet and she is one
of the ones to be evacuated to-morrow. I left it. hoping that they will do it
It was n~1 about 6 o'clock and I thought that as 216 was just ne~ to mine and
was the worst hut in the camp I would go across and look at it.'
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George oodwark was there and sh~led me round and it certainly was the
worst. In many places whole gaps of the floor were missing and you squelched
dawn onto earth and God only knows what else - it was hopelessly overcrowded
-and faeces were even more abundant than in the other huts. George said that ·
they had pulled several bodies out from under what floorboards were left, and
I could quite well beHeve it. Was jolly glad to get out into the ? fresh
air again.
Came back to Camp II and had quite a good supper and some Hook which an
R..A.F. Padre had s.ent us. After supper a Polish band came and played to us
outside the Officers Mess - they were pretty awful but it was a spontaneous
gesture and was much appreciated. We are all beginning to get ve~y behind
hand with the" news and have very little idea what is happening in the war
except that we are doing well.
ent up to L.2. wrote a letter, still got my cold and so I went to bed
at about 10.30.
Total: 400 )
V.Sick: 98 ) obtained from my Interpreter~urse.
Sick = 198)
Dead = 2. )
nothing of any value came out of it. Went to the Camp and collected 2
Hungarians but found that I had -to sign for them - regular Trades Union
starting upJ __
Went to 217 - it was raining and the Camp looked even more hleak than
usual, it was also very cold. Got the 2 Hungies to fetch water and then
6Weep the exposed part of the floor of the hut, and after that wash it.
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started to clear the spaces in between t he sick but I found that this was a
Herculean task and well nigh impossible. as t hey were so close together, the
floor was so filthy and whatever dirty old rag or tin can which one took away
It really is amazing haw the fit will stay in 217 which is filthy rather
than go to 220 which is clean and almost empty, just across the way - just
suggested t hat they might . do so and they all almost fainted at the idea.
The Ambulances which were going to take away the sick did ~ot do sO~ as
there 'was no water in the "Human Laundry". Very great disappointment in the
Went round giving opium and aspirin to those who were very ill, and had-
a look at and dressed a woman who had gangrene of both her little toes
(L) dry with a clear, well-.mar.ked ' line of seperation and · (R) moist and line
of demarcation well marked &Sain - dressed both with dry dressings and gave
Breast abscess is draining well and is not giving her any pain. Opened
another boil with t he same teohnique.Dressed many uloers and bedsores with
Ung. Hyd. Anunon. Some of the people here are very. very ill.
2 hourly for 6 hours and then I gramme 4 hourly with fluids '\- +. The?
happily and her tonsils seem to be getting smaller. or is it just the eye of
faithJ
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with suocess in the Bengal Famine, and was made up of sugar, salt, flour,
oatmeal etc. - but there was too much sugar in it and they would not touoh it.
ent back and had l~noh a atter lunoh we all oomplainedto Meiklejohn about
the "Bengal Mixture" and told him that it was too sweet - as the sugar was the
thing whioh we were trying to get into them, it ~as thought that it might be
alright to reduoe the sugar by half and increase the amount of salt.
ent baok to the hut and oarried on doing the dressings,there were hosts
apparently not inflamed,lumps in the Axilla - could'nt think what they were ;
80 just put a dry dressing on them and gave them the usual Aspirin for their
pain.
About half way through the atternoon, an R.A. M.C. Captain came in and
photographed the hut, stayed and ohatted for a few minutes . ~arried on-with
the dressings, and then an American dootor, an English Army Nursing Sister and
a Red Cross nurse oame and had a look at the hut. Showed them round and made
a point of showing them all ·the worst oases I could - when we oame to the end
Found th at another woman had died - she was in a very bad way and I
expeoted her to die - advanoed T.B. I think.
Went baok to Camp II and almost ha d to walk baok;.as I was so late, but
these sinoe the day we got out here - they were a present from Captain inter-
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containing about 40 baths, each bath was in a tiled cubicle of its own and
completely private. The baths were built in and there were mirrors for
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There was a Dutchman in charge and he showed us in, clicked his heels a-nd.
ran our water for us - much singing, came back to bed after a good day~ work.
Returns from 217 .
Total 350 )
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ell : 200 ) my counting.
Very ill = 98)
dead =4 )
Rumour that we may have to move into tents.
MONDAY W
ay 7th.
to Camp I and collected 100 Tana~b in tablets from the dispensary - this was
a cure for diarrhoea acting on its T,a nnic Acid Content - reports about its
use were varied, some said it was no use and some said t hat it wa s good.
ent tOr 217 and f'ound that my Hungarians had not turned up, so went back
- stormed into the Hungarian Commande~s office - swore at him in English and
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Then did a ward round of my hut. On the whole they appeared much better
and in some cases the diarrhoea had stopped - though many cases still needed
Sought out Captain Peters and the light field Ambulance and found out that
they were willing to evacuate 100 sick cases after t hey had taken 100 sick
from 216. Was asked to mark those I wanted to have evacuated, so that only
those who were meant to go s hould get onto the stretoher., as they had found
that whenever they put a stretcher on the floor, all the fit people near it
Went round and marked them with Tb, Ec. and F. ( Enteric and Famine
following on the cardiac lesions of Typhus, but I could not see any distended
and was also burnt and so the patients again would not eat - If they have
any more disappointments with it they will not eat it even if it is well made.
Came b~k to my hut at 1.30 and found that the Ambulance ' peop~e were
already starting to evacuate the hut - had given orders to Raja before lunch
that all those who were marked must be stripped and so stripped of all clothes
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~hey were put ontQ stretchers, wrapped in b~ankets and then carried into the
Ambu1anoes to start a new life with no clothes or possessions of any kind, all
these being taken outside, when they had gone, and burnt.
From 217 they were taken to the 'Human Laundry' in Camp II.
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This oonsisted of 2 German stables equipped with tables and wit~ hot water
- there were 4 German purses to eaoh table and they washed the patients all
ov.er with soap and water and then their hair was clipped short and they were
sprayed with D.D.T. then wrapped in olean blankets, put into olean Ambulances
This "Human Laundry" was a pretty good trial for the patients as it is
ihen I got baok to my hut, I found that my. hut was almost oomp~ete1y
cleared. of siok and I set my Hungies to work to 'c lear the Hut of all their
clothing eto.
r had lost some very interesting oases and I was sorry to see them go
- but they will be better off in Camp II. There was one very interesting oase
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did not want ~o go but thought t hat it would be good policy to have it.
Found out that the majority of the Poles had been there in Belsen since
January and that before that they had been in Auschlfi t z, and t hat previous
Came back for supper and learnt that it was V-E dAy. Had Rum-punch to
celebrate it and then we had a sing ~song. 1 chap from U.C.H. red ted the
Total = 315. )
Sick = 15.) Includes those who slept in ,t he hut but did
Fit • 300 ) not stay there during the day.
Dead = None
TUESDAY !my 8th .
Up at 7.15, brea kfast as usual, and b1 cutting the after breakfast
Got quite a shock when I went into the Hut, as during the night from
absolutely nowhere the fit had managed to collect about 20 bunks and bring
them into the Hut - and t hey all looked as pleased as punch about it.
'Comfort s' arrived from the litchen - consisting of ct~ r ettes and tinneQ
food, . .... the distribution of both these and also the food, which arrived at
the same time. Really there was no need for me to do so because Rosa, the
blockleiter, was honest and had all the hut subdivided into seotions, in fact
she had it all taped.
Did a ward round but as nearly all my siok had gone -yestejday there was
Raja said that Zosia who was a sort of deputy-blockleiter, and was quite
pretty wanted to lea rn English. I was only too pleased to oblige, and so I
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wrote out about 100 ~glish words and Raja wrote out the Polish for them and
then I showed Zosia how to pronounce them and she v~t e in the pronounciation
a bove them phoenetically - she was keen to learn and picked it up quickly •
.
Had lunch, and after lunch set the Hungies on to rearranging the beds
which the internees had brought in and just put down anywhere. Managed to get
as invited to tea again and had Herrings on biscuit - all out of a tin
t hank heavens and some lukewarm tea. Carried on teachrng Zosia English still
by writing out the words and letting her learn them - finds the great~st
Got baok to the Camp and learnt that to-day was the official V-E day. .
~ 'e had Rock for dinner - then went into the other Officer's Mess where they
The Colonel and his officers from 102 ' Control Seotion and some
Royal Artillery officers, the Aok-Ack had fire. off anothe! Salute to-day,
oame in and joined us inua Sing-Song - agai~ Eskimo ~el l - had a Padre sitting
beside mell!
The Colonel gave a s hort speeoh and explained how he had been a P.O. •
you felt -that you on~y had to get vo the other side 01 the wire and you were
free, ,and asked us to try and see the internees point of view in their desire
Did not hear Churchill's speech - great pity as I should very much like
to have heavd it. e were all very ~orry that ' we were not able to oelebrate
More singing and then we all rolled into bed feeling very drunk.
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Total • 315
Fit --
300
Siok = 15
Dead = None
Collected my two Hungarians - the system of signing for them seems to hawe
fallen through and we just walk up and collect them now. . ent to 217.
There seemed to be quite a busy air about the place and I was told by
Rosa(the Blockleiter), that over 200 of the fit people in the · hut were going to
So I supervised the cleaning of the hut and the distribution of food and
cigarettes - more Comfort. (cigarettes and Tinned food) arrived for the inmates
picked up - she has learnt all the words that I wrote down for her yestenday,
and two days ago the only English word she could say was "please". Wrote out
some more words and also some Verbs and Sentences, was quite surprised at my
be sprayed with D.D.T. before going off to Camp It - damned silly as half of
them will collapse when they get there and only clog up Camp IV (which is
j I
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Set the Hungarians to work, completely clearing the hut of old bedding
I found that Rosa, Raja and Zosia and about 60 other ~ people had remained
behind - no reason exoept they thought that t hey would like to go to-morrow
instead of to-day .
Had no work to do that afternoon. 80 I oamtinued to give Zosia her English
lessons. She has learnt so quiokly that by speaking slowly and olearly I
oarry on a oonversation with her. Proudly showed off my teaohing results to
Ronnie Ci trine, who spea king in a normal way was completely unintelligible to
herl
Stayed and had tea with t hem ~d then went back to CampII. Got back a~
6.15 just in time to hear Co ~ onel Johnstone, who was i/c of No.32 o.c.s.
He said that he and his men when they first came into the Camp foun4
"A very great number of dazed. apathetic Human Soareorows wandering around the
Camp in a oompletely aimless fas hion, dressed in rags and some even without
rags - there were piles of dead everywhere right up to the front gat"e ." _
He sald that when they arrived in the Camp they asked the Polish ~ omen
dootors for an estimate ' of the number of siok people in the Camp who needed
Hospital at t ention and they said about 2000 - the figure as it st ands to-day is
17,000.
Conoentration Camp.
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It was deoided as soon as we came ~nto the camp that Camp I would have
to be evacuated into the Panzertruppenschule and so the top of the Panzer -
Sohule was divi~d into two (Camps II and III) Camp I being the Concentration
Camp.
The so-called fit people were to go into Camp III the standard of fitnes.s
being anyone who could clamber up the two steps onto a lorry with assistance
from a Tommy.
were at work rthrowing all the furniture from the barraoks out of the windows
and then putting in beds with palliases. They were only 2 buildings ahead
of the patients coming in. In this way a Hospital was built up in Camp II
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This original Soheme broke down - owing to the faot that the "fit" people
in Camp III were going down like flies and Camp III was rapidly beginning to
resemble Camp I.
So they had to stop evaouating siok from Camp I and evaouate them ins~ead
After that the standard of fitness was raised slightly and instead of
evaouating them into Camp III they oreaterl a new camp at the bottom end "of
the Panzer Schule - Camp IV and evaouated the fit people"into that.
He said that the major cl'i>me of the Ge~s was to "evacuate people from
other camps (Au~) into Belsen when they kn~ that Typhus. was already
raging in Belsen.
He also said that, although he had protested, 10 of the S.S. guards. who
had contracted Typhus, had been sent -from Cell~ to his Hospital
, - so he put
them in his largest male ward. walked into the middle of it, announoed that
The Rum Ration was started to-night and de "Greefe managed to bring baok
Learnt to-day from Raja that Zosia and her husband had run a resistanoe
movement in Poland, that they had been oaptured 2i years ago and sent to
Au~and there they had been seperated - she also has a boy aged 5.
i
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again - colleoted my Hungarians and set them to work clearing the remainder
.
of the inside of 217 and also olearing all the filth which had been chuoked
out of the window s • Decided that there was not enough work for me to do in
217, so I went up to Hut 197 .cd gave Dick Jenkins a hand, treating the sick
in his hut.
All the people in his hut were in treble tier bunks which was quite -a
help. He was still faced with the problem of diarrhoea - tri~d them on L
Tanalbin dosage of 5 Tablets Stat then 2 tablets 2 hourly for 8 hours and in
appearance and they had not had TyphUS. Could ' not see any lioe on them, but
aa they were willing to work and I had learnt from Tom Crisp that 217 was -going
to become part of the Hospital Area. They were a little doubtful about
nursing and so I told them to think it over.
After lunoh I gave Dick Jenkins a hand again, it waasextremely hot in the
hut and there was an overpowering smell of sweltering bodies and faeces; did
some dressings and treated more diarrhoea - one cas~ of cholecystitis and
1 case ,of recurrent appendicitis - several boils and one gangrene of the
lower:: lip- ? Cancrum Oris.
Went back to 217 at 5 o'clock and foun~ t~at they were willi~ to stay
providing that all 12 of them could stay on. I was not sure whether I would
be allowed to keep as mam:y as this ant told them so - so then they said that
they would leave. Laid it on th~ck about the noble.ess of nursing and the
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saving of life etc. and then left them to think it over for the night .
Came baok for supper and we had beer and rum: Afterwards I wex;tt up to
the Cinema and saw "Greenwich Village": f or a Garrison Cinema. the Germans had
certainly built a marvellous place - like a West End Cinema exoept that their
Came back to the mes s and found out from Tom Crisp that ! would be allowed
Hut returns = 12 fit people - t he other 50 had been evacuated during the
afternoon.
And so to .b ed.
Up 4 times during the night with diarrhoea. thought that I would have to
report sick for the day - but found that I was not feeling so bad when the
morning came .
At breakfast found that there were about 60 people who had had severe
the ones in 217 t~ work clearing t he small ' room (washroom), whioh was in a .
filthy state.
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Told Raja and Zosia and Co. that 12 of them would be allowed to stay on
in the hut - they all seemed quite pleased.
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]hen wen~ up to hut 197 to help Dick - found that the Tanalbin had not
had much effect upon the diar r hoea; possibly the, dosage ~as not high eno~gh,
. I
so stepped it up t o 3 tablets every 2 hour s .
Found several lice on one of the women, who I think has got ~
Typhus , but as yet I could not see any pete chiae . Dropped some
D.D. T . onto the lice and this killed them in about li minutes - gave her a
couple of handfulls of D. D.T . to rub into herself anq then sprinkle~ some on
, ent back to 217 and found ~hat Raja was still in bed complaining that
she had a "weak heart" and would I give her some "cor arnine" . I had refused
Came back to the hut after lunch , though really it ~as my afternoon off :
Collected a tin of D. D.T. and then threw handfuls of it allover the hut -
Raja came and s a id that she did not want to stay on and nurse but wanted
Camp III were ba d , I warned her a boi11i it , but she s·till wanted to go and so I
l et her go as she was very lazy and I do not think that she will like Camp III
very much - the trouble is that she can speak Eng li ~h and also she is taking
7 of the other nurses with her, so that now lam only left with 5 nurses to
Spent the rest of the afternoon teaching Zosia English , she still learns
quickly and can carryon quite a good convers'a tion. MY grammar ~. ia definitel y
not s o hot 1
Came back to Camp I I , laad our ' photographs taken by a Movie Cameraman who
de Greefe lecturing to us ••
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Brigadier Glynn-Hughe s R.A . M.C. S. M.O. 2nd Army came to dinner and after -
in Belsen, the Germans decided to pass on t he baby to us. and so they asked us
to take over the Camp. We agreed providing that we also had an Area round the
oamp and that the bridges over a nearby river were left intact.
This latter the Germans refused to do and so it was deoided to fight for
the bridges - but it was agreed that there should be no firing into or out of
the Area round the Camp which they were going to give up.
There was no actual fighting in the area. though t~e Germans did not completely
evacuate it .
It was agreed that all the Administrative Officers wer e t o ~ stay on in the
Camp and also the German guards J who would then be given safe transport back
charge of the Camp and they handed the Camp over t o us on April 13th at 1200
hours J leaving only administ. ative officers and introducing Wetarh!",.-a'Cft'tt Guards .
Br igadier Gl ynn- Hughes was the first man to enter the Camp. and he was
foll~ed by one battery of Antitank men. consisting of 120 men. in the Camp
were 4000 Hungarians. 400 German guards and 200 S . S . and they all behaved l ike
sheep to the British .
He found that Kram.r had stayed in 'the Camp. why he could not imagine. and
aoting on Or ders from Berlin had burnt all ~he reco r ds 2 days before .
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That evening there was a riot over a potato-dump. Some German guards
fired at internees who were trying to get hold of some of the potatoes.
would have 1 S.S. guard s hot for every Internee who was shot - there was no
Throughout the night, high rifle fire was used to oontrol the orowd - this
did not have much effect against some Russians but one burst of machine gun
The next morning he decided that a display of British force was indicated
80 he toured the Camp in a jeep, followed by tanks, armoured cars, and rnotor~
cyclists - the people in the Camp hardly bothered to look up as the Cavalcade
passed. What struck him most forcibly was the fact that neither Kramar nor
the German dootor who was responsible for the health in the Camp were in the
He made both Kramlr and the doctor bury bodies but all the time they
maintained an air of dumb insolenoe. The S.S. guards were made to bury the
There wa~ Typhus raging in Camp I. Inside the huts the conditions were
appallin~ - the dead and the living were lying together in the huts - he
never under any conditions gets less than 45 square feet living space. There
were piles of dead everywhere out in the open - these were the results of a
fortnight owing to the fact that the Crematori~ had broken down. omen were
The first page of Michael Hargrave’s original handwritten diary. The typewritten copy
printed in this book was later typed out by Michael’s secretary.
Michael Hargrave collected newspaper clippings for his diary upon return from Bergen-
Belsen. Copyright Evening Standard/Independent.
The medical students from Westminster Hospital before leaving for Belsen. Michael
Hargrave is shaking hands with G.H. McNab, the Dean of Westminster Hospital Medical
School. Photograph by Reg Speller/Fox Photos/Hulton Archive/Getty Images.
Westminster Hospital Medical School students ‘in battledress’. Photo credit Fox Photos
Ltd. The copyright owner of this photograph was not found although every effort was
made to trace them and obtain permission.
Group photograph of the British medical students from London medical schools who
participated in relief work at Bergen-Belsen. Brigadier H.L. Glen Hughes, Director of
Medical Services 2nd Army, is seated centre. Michael Hargrave is in the second row, ninth
from the right. ©Imperial War Museum (HU59497).
A general view of the squalor and filth in the camp at the point of its liberation by the
British Army. ©Imperial War Museum (BU 3764).
Women needing care in the hospital huts after the occupation of the Bergen-Belsen camp.
Photograph by Mondadori Portfolio via Getty Images.
Doctors
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and nurses faced the foulness
,
Report to Britain
on Belsen
I t doctors
has been established beyond doubt that German
in Belsen hor ror camp injected inmates with
a solt.tion of benzol and creosote to induce paralysis, as
an excuse to send their victims to the crematorium.
When our own doctors a n d l ' - - - - -- __ = ===
nurses now aproach the patients
with life-s'a ving injections the),
in terror, and beg not to
to the crematorium. I·
. Dr. W. R. Collis. a
working" .
!)l'!;'.'.!;)';:.'': .';~
world
forward
children .
.. The p roblem of
with the forsaken.
adults is immense. but
if not tackled will
~'ffo rts here a wasle
The only crematoria oven in the Bergen-Belsen camp, 15 April 1945. Photograph by
Galerie Bilderwelt/Getty Images.
Scene inside the cleansing station, nicknamed the ‘Human Laundry’, which was housed in
a former stable for cavalry horses at the newly established hospital for Belsen inmates. The
photograph shows some of the 60 tables, each staffed by two German doctors and two
German nurses, at which the sick were washed and deloused. ©Imperial War Museum
(BU 5474).
Women burying an inmate who was starved to death in the concentration camp. Photograph
by LAPI/Roger Viollet/Getty Images.
A German SS guard carrying an emaciated corpse over his shoulder to one of the mass
graves at Bergen-Belsen. ©Imperial War Museum (BU 4191).
German soldiers forced to load trucks with the dead bodies of the thousands of victims of
the camp for burial. AP Press/Press Association.
Women carrying bodies of prisoners to a communal grave. The hut in the background is
Hut 210, which Michael Hargrave was in charge of at the beginning of his month-long stay
at Bergen-Belsen. AP/Press Association.
SS guard women moving bodies of their victims from a truck into a communal grave under
surveillance of the Allies soldiers. Photograph by LAPI/Roger Viollet/Getty Images.
A crowd watching the burning of the last hut. Colonel Bird, Commandant of Bergen-
Belsen, gave the order for the last hut at Belsen to be burnt on 21 May 1945. A rifle salute
in honour of the dead was fired at the same time as a flame-thrower set fire to the last hut.
A German flag and portrait of Hitler went up in flames with the hut. AP/Press Association.
Board at the entrance of the burnt Bergen-Belsen camp to remind of the horrors perpe-
trated at the camp. Photograph by Keystone-France/Gamma-Keystone via Getty Images.
Thero were about 10.000 dead lying around in the open a~d the Tommies
killed about 1000 more by giving them chocolates and their mvn r ations - 17,000
people died during March. Since we ~.-have had the Camp j3,000 people ad died.
There was no Typhus' in Camp II Concentration Camp and the inhabitants were
f~irly fit - the first scheme was to turn out all the people from Camp It and
idllet them out and then. to evacuate Camp I in~o Camp II - at least the healthy
people. This was not done on account of the difficulty of finding billets
for the Camp II inmates. So the present scheme was put into operation an~
was wor~ng fairly well. Finally he ~- thanked us all ' for coming out. He ."d
that the death rate in Camp I had fallen from 000 to about 90-100 per day.
We asked him questions about the Camp and he s~id muoh the same as we
were find.ing out for ourselves, that there was 'h ard work with occasional
beatings - but no aotual atrooitiew, bar some cremating before the people were -
And so to bed. Ronnie Citrine rolled in tight after playing the piano
at 8. party the Officers were giving to t he men as a victory party - they had
Found out last night that Crisp was going to start converting 217 into
a; Hospital. Asked George oodwer. if he would like to join me in 217 &s 216
ent to, the Camp - got D.D.Td - collected- 3 Hungies and set them to
clearing everythigg out of the hut. Told the people in 217 - there were only
6 of them - that we were going to begin turning it into a Hospital • • They ~ll
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Decided that I would make the 2 nurses rooms into 1 big room. This was
easily done as the partition was only made up of wardrobes put together.
Then got the hut completely brushed out. . George then appeared and we
went off in search of a fimhose - got .one from 220 but found that it would
only reach as far as the door, so we went off to try and scrounge two more '
lengths. e saw some piles of hose lYing by a resevoir into which a German
fireman was pumping water, we waited until his back was turned and there wa s
no-one in sight and then we sneaked up and took two old lengths of hoae.
Then just as we were walking off we hearda shout of "laen! N1enZ" behind us
and the German fire~n dashed up, took our two lenghhs of old hose, went into
a hut and then came out with two bnnd new lengths. presen'lied them to us
lunoh • .
After lunch I hosed the hut down complet ely and got it quite clean as the
George turned up, after doing the dispensary, and started to organize the
making of the beds - boiling hot day. flies just beginning to come out, and the
Hungies did, not feel like working but kept them at it, while George hosed down
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and the floor - burnt the skip off my (R) hand as I did not realize until too
e got about 20 beds made and by keeping our Hungarians working over-time
managed to get all the beds into the Hut, including 10 beds for the Nurses.
e were told that we were going to get 4 more nurses. The German engineer
George and I came back fit to drop. Had supper with rum and beer.
pal1ias~s •
Obviously a hard da y~ work ahead of me to- morrow and so am turning in
ear ly to-night .
SUNDAY ~y 13th.
Camp early - to find that there was some miX7Up about the Hungarians and that
there was no labour available. ·a ited for half-an-hour and managed to grab
2 Hungies. ent to 217 and collected a bed from~ 2ao on the way.
'Organized' the 10 Hungies down there onto making beds and also the
slats for them. , e were very short of these later and needed about 500 by
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The making of beds and slats went on well and soon we had the hut com-
pletely equipped with beda, though as not all the beds had slats we stopped
the Hungies. turning out beds and transferred them to making and cresoling slats
I aanaged to get the door at the far end of the hut open - the day was
boiling hot and like this we got quite a good breeze going throughout the hut.
Our next headache was palliases - we got the covers from the
"quartermaster U and also some straw and set our Hungies to work on filling
palliases. Got about 10 palliases filled by lUnoh time a~d ~ of the beds now
had slats.
After lunoh carried on with making slats and getting the palliases filled.
Got blankets from the Q.M. and Zosia and co started to make up the beds - they
worked hard an'<i well all through the day.
The ambulances came up with the patients who had been taken mainly from
Hut 208 - gone through the Human Laundry at Camp I, been D.D.Td and had then
any urgent dressings. Some of the patients were in a very bad oondition.
but they were all very grateful and thankful to be on beds with palliases and
blankets instead of lying in all the filth on the floor of 208. There wa.s a
bit of difficulty because in many cases sisters had been separated as they
went through the "laundry" but we were all too busy to worry about that and
hoped that it would oome right in the end.
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packed up. so George and I went off to the Q.M. stores to colleot cups, plates,
knives, forks, spoons, bedpans etc. and also to try and scrounge some more
more stuff to come but as the Hungiea had gone we deoided that the rest could
Zosia, Rosa and Co invited us to tea - some butter had come from the
cookhouses and they were very pleased as it was the first butter they had had
for 3 years - the tea whioh was lukewarm was made of Grade III water - So
Back for supper and had 4 "!iota of rum, we l'were told that L1 and 1.2 were
needed for the internees and so we would either have to go under oanvas or
double up in 14 - put my name down for canvas - should be quite nice if the
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weather stays fine - proposed camping site is in a field by the Mess .
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Captain Gluck (R.A. M. C. Captain in charge of the medical part of Camp I).
Went to 217 and much to my relief no dreadful crisis had arisen during
the night. Perhaps it was just as well that we only had 20 patients as it
Set 2 Hungarians making steps for the far door, as the original ones
had been used for firewood. Set 1 Hungy to sweeping the floor and the other
to cresoling stools.
George then arrived and so did the first patients, one 6f us supervised
the D.D.Ting of them and getting them into bed; Zosia and 00 worked marvels
In order to out down the work for the Nurses, George and I decided that
something had to be done about the diarrhoea sO"!j lWe went round giving out
We got all but nine beds filled by ltnoh time. Lost my pentorch by
dressing an axillary uloer while she was still on the stretcher and then
stretcher bearer••
After lunch the other 9 patients arrived, inoluding I dead woman,
probably she died of shock as she went through the "Laundry" - always surpr~
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e had now got our full quota of 70 patients well spaced in a hut that
once held 460 people under us and 900 under the Germansl
e now went round and had a look at the patients - they all looked
much thinner now that they were clean, but in some c~ses they looked more
healthy.
e then had to sit down and think out some system on which we were
going to run our Hospital. e decided that we would have 2 sheets for
each patient one at the foot of the bed with their name, age, c/o and
treatment, and then another on which we would record the results of our
examination.
the first thing to be done was to find those people who had hunger Oedema
ent round and found that we had over 40 cases of quite bad Oedema
and that 18 of these were urgent.
There was one Italian girl, aged 18 - very weak, po~t Typhus weakne~s
unable to walk or eat and who would certainly die if something was not done
tubes via the nasal route - could not get it down as it kinked (afterwards
found that David Bowler had the same trouble) and so I passed it ORally and
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Oedema - she did not like it and vomited hard, so we gave up the attemp~ on
her.
Had tea with Zosia and Co, quite enjopd it and then we drove back to
Camp II in a car which George had managed to wangle off an R.A.F. Padre, who
brought round 3 R.A.F. cars to hand over to the O.C. ~elsen Camp, but George
I managed to convince him that he did not want to give them to the O.C. Belsen
Camp but to the relief workers i.eo .the Medical Students and then 3 of them
grabbed the cars and drove off before he could f i nd out his mistake,
George grabbing one and driving a car for the first time in his l ife.
Our washing came back after supper and was given out, I towel and
several handkerchiefs were missing. Someone had gone into Dados and
Also told that we were going to move under canvas to-morraw morning.
Heard that Marlene Dietrio~ j had been to the Camp looking for her sis~
Got up early and started to pack up my room. Found that I had got a
could and t hen went and had breakfast - did not feel like eating mUch.
table and chair, to the ~ent; which I am sharing wi t h George ' oodwark. He
still had hi~ car and we transported several of the heavier things in this.
e heard that Arthur Baines, who had had a fever and headache the day
before, had gone to the German Hospital as a patient - it was thought that
it might be Typhus.
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been found out in his car racket and he was not · allowed to drive it out of
Camp II.
When we reached the Camp collected 2 Hungarians and then went to 217 .
Here we decided that we would content ourselves with filling in the form at
'.
There wa s much diarrhoea and also some very bad cases of Oedema.
alright .
one case of ? Rheumatic fever with 40 gr. Aspirin. law one case of quite
severe Cancrum Oris - t h~re was nothing we could do about it except give
After lunch - I did not feel like eating much - we carried on w~th our
ward round which was getting a bit boring as it all had to be done through
a woman who had a large abscess at the base of her (L) Index finger, to
Hut 209 where there was a minor Surgery of sorts. e had to wa it for
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about half an hour. in order to get a vaguely sterile knife and then while
he had expected. e felt a bit anno~~d after having waited for half an
hour to get a sterile knife , to get a blunt one given usl Dres sed it with
Gauze and Acriflavine; Zosia had come with us and was so pleased with the
car ride that George drove her all round the Camp whdoh pl eased her immensel~
increasing - did one more dres s ing and t hen we were invited to tea by Zosia ,
could not very well refuse ani 80 sat there while George ate hard, eating
e drove baok to t b.16 Camp and gave a lift to 2 Tommies ; half way to the
Camp the~etrol ran out, but luckily we managed to get a full can off a
passing jeep.
When we got back we found that ~ Internee women had t r ied to loot our
tent - they had emptied our kitbags onto the irass and were walking off with
our packs and haversacks when they were caught and driven off.
At supper we heard t hat Ronnie Citrine had lost all his kit except for
his greatcoat, all looted by the internees , including a gol d cigarette case
Ate I sardine at supper, finis hed rear ranging the tent and went to bed
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WEDNESDAY May 16th.
Was up durimg the Ddght with diarrhoea and vomiting. Got up for
breakfast but felt so awful that I did mot go to the camp - but sat outside
The trouble with this sort of diarrhoea is that while you have got it,
Camp II is now filled with internees who are turning what was once a
really beautiful camp into a cess-pit. ent up and had a look at 12, and
it really was a heart-breaking sight, all our gas masks 3 and tinhats which
we had had to putili .one room, as they were all being recalled, had been so
At ~unch I heard that 10,000 cigarettes had been looted from the
'Comforts' store in Camp I, the culprits have not been caught, but yesterday
they caught one man in the act of loot~g - he was taken to the Guardhouse
(after he had been . D. Td)and was then taken to Cell~- where he will appear
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Did not go to the hut at all to-day and ate very little but tried to
keep t he fluid intake up, felt thoroughly rotten in the afternoon but
fortunately I went to sleep for most of it.
In the evening went up to have a bath only to find that the water was
Came back to the tent, took 1 grain opium and some Magnesium Peroxide, ---
and went to bed early.
6.
10 o'clock Dr Meiklejohn came and saw me and said that there was not much to
. Got up at about 11 o'clook and sat in the sun, but it was so hot that
George came back at about 11.45 feeling awful and looking pretty rotten,
like me, he also had the queer feeling that after he had walked about 10
yards his legs were going to give way under him and it felt just as if we
had been in bed for about a month and then just got up. Having a rest did
not seem to help this terrible feeling of weakness.
At lunch heard that Arthur Baines was vmmiting every i of an hour and
that his temperature wa s beginning to rise, but that he was ttill not
dia,g nosed.
In the afternoon George and I both went to sleep and did not wake up
until about 6 o'clock. fuen we woke I was feeling much better and he was
about the same.
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Had supper and then sat in the tent all evening. Learnt that George's
very sorry for George. I had only seen his father once, and that was at
,
the Shrove Tuesday dinner at 'e stminster, but he struck me as being an
extremely nice man and must have been an equally nice father. Rotten luck
Had a good night and felt much better in the morning, so did George.
' e had been told at breakfast that all of Crisp's Hospital area in the
"Roundhouse" in Camp II, which had been equipped with beds and
, was ready to
become a Hospital.
When I got down to 217, found that the ambulance teams were already
evacuating Hut 213 which was just next to us. The rumour went round that
they were not taking patients unless they had been washed and.D.D.Td, so I
set the Nurses to work wa shing the patients, a job they did not like at all
as many of the patients had scabies. I went up to the main gate in order to
On the way up I watched them burning three of the huts in the men~
laager. They soaked them in petDol and oil and then set light to them -
clouds of black smoke rose up and then floated out over the German country-
side - luckily for us the wind was blowing away from Camp II. It took
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On the way back £rom the main ga~ e met George Woodwark and t hen together
we saw Crisp and explained to him that it was quite impossible . to get all the
patients washed by the time they were due to leave - he agreed and said that
he had never given the order that they should be washed anyway!
Went back to the hut and told the nurses that they could stop washing
the patient s , but that they all had to be sprayed with D~D.T. they quite
enjoyed this work and so our shares rose considerably.
e then saw the American Ambulance people and £ound out that our hut
would not be evacuated until the a£ternoon, so we had some time to have a
look round the patients - found that several of them had died, mostly those
that I had expected to die. including the Cancrum Oris. and that several
other patients were in 'Status Gravis'. Ge~rge and Russell Barton, who
had helped in my absence, had been trying to get them to drink protein
Hydrolytate, a Herculean task as the stuff smelt just like vomit, but the
I was then presented with the bombshell, which George had warned me
yesterday he thought was coming. Zosia and the rest of the nurses said
that when the patients went to Camp IV Hospital (Roundhouse) they did not
them for nursing. All t he other fit internees have quite a good time with
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no work to do and t hey just wander a round all day loot i ng and agitating to go
back to t heir countries - while t he nurses have to work hard and because
t hey are doing good work will probably be t he last people to go baok to their
countries.
The only difficulty was t hat t hey t hought that as soon as t hey got into
Poland.
Tried to explain to them why t hey would not be going back to Poland for
many month s as there were neither houses nor food nor Government i n Poland
situation about Poland to t hem; all about t he Curzon Line and t he 'Lublin
Poles' eto J t hey all wanted the London Govermment and would r at her die than ,
live on the wrong side of the Curzon Line as t hey hate t h e Russians just as
muoh as t he GermansJ ' saying t hat t hey got no better treatment at the hands
of t he Russians when they marched into Poland in 1939 than they did at the
hands of the Germans. They said all this after being in German Concentra~
After t hey had exp l ained all t his t o me (they all ~ived on the wrong .
aide of the Curzon Line) with many gesticulations and flas hing eyes J I had
At lunch George and I decided t hat I should go dawn to the Hut in order
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So went down to the Hut and learnt that the ambulances would be coming
to 217 in about half an hour. So I went and had a look at what I thought
It was a pile of boots, made up of the boots taken off the victims they
cremated. I don It know how many years it had taken the Germans to build
up this pile, but it was about 20 yards l&ng by about 5 yards across and
about 12 feet high - the shoes at the bottom were squashed as flat as paper
and so you can imagine how many thousands of pairs of shoes there were there,
and each pair of shoes ha~ once had an owner, and though the Germans may
have destroyed ~ll the reoords of the Ca~p, this pile of shoes and boots
bore mute but absolutely damn ing evidence of the number of people who had
died in this Camp before the ,British arrived, because we did not add the
, ~
shoes of the dead onto this pile. and yet we buried 13,000 people.
The ambulances then arrived and such was the speed at which they were
There was one woman, whom I did not evacuate, she was aged 18, she was
Comatose and obviously dying fast and when I examined her I found that she
On account of the fact that she was obviously going to die it seemed a
waste ~f time to take her to the "Roundhouse".
My next headache was getting the nurses paoked up and into the lorry
which was wa iting to take them to Camp IV, found that once the patients had
gone they ha~ all gone off for a walk except r Zosia so I told her to start
packing and went off in the lorry to find the others. Found them and took
them back to the hut - in all ~t took me about 2 hours to get 10 nurses
packed up, but eyentually all was ready and so leav~ng a notice nailed to
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t he door saying that there was one dying and Comatose woman in the hut, we
drove off saying good-bye to Hut 217 for 'the last time .
Was not quite sure what I wa s going to do with Zosia and Co but they were
on my hands now and I had to find them somewhere to sleep for the night .
Drove up to the "Roundhouse" and saw ~s Crossthwaite ' and she told me
to take them to the off ice in Camp II . Took tgem there and they told me that
I would have to take them to the office in Camp III - when I got there they said
that be~ore they could take them they would have to be registered. Just as
I was taking them off to be re gistered, the Army Major who was in charge of
Camp III said that they had stopped admitting people for the day and that I
and in the office I found a Major and a Captain, the MajQr told the Captain that
they could not take thel'll and that they must go to Camp IV - 'Ehe Major then left
to go riding and the Captain sai d it Was o. K. and he would fix them up for the
night in Camp II and then see that they were transferred to Camp TV in the
morning .
So We drove round to one of the German sta bles wh ich ha d been equipped with
beds and palliases and got them fixed up for the night . Then I said good- bye '
to them and thanked them for all the help' they had given me, and drove off back
I hope Zosia and Co get comfortable billets in Camp IV as they have worked
hard and are probably stuck here for many months and possibly for the Whole of
the winter .
I
After supper I went up to the Roundhouse to have a look round found that
they had converted the Banquet - cum - dance hall into a Ward and that it con-
tained about 200 beds and th~t all the rooms off the two flanking pas sages which
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wards. The two large semicircular rooms jutting out at the back of the
buildings, because they had such large windows and were so light, had been
Managed to locate most of the patients from 217 in wards 1 and 12 - they
were all very hungry but wer8 on spring beds with palliases and blankets.
They had been given brown bread and marzarine and they wanted the
biscuits which they had been having in the hut - still nothing has been dons
about getting them white bread and giving them brown bread is just a com-
of
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Someone had liberated about 100 fo~ntain pens from Dados and we drew
lots for t hem. I got a 'r aterman' whdiit will probably write with a bit of
I
ooaxing, if I can get hold of some i nk for it, which is scarce i n t hese parts
Cold this morning but t he sun wa s up - felt hearty and so had a sha~
After breakfast George and I went up to the Roundhouse (only about 400
yards away £tom t he mess) - gone are the days of having to ' hitch' transport
to Camp I.
,
e were allotted wards 1 and 12 and in t hose we located about half our
acting in the s ame way as we had done in our ~ln Hospital - giving only
An R.A. M. C. Capta in from t he Army Blodd Transfusion Unit came round and
we pointed out our worst cases of. Oedema and working on the principle that
the cause of the Oedema was loss of plasma proteins due to malnutrition
plasma. There wa s one girl with diarrhoea with blood in her stools
her with wh ole blood. This took most of the morning - before we left for
lunch we had managed to get one bot tle a-piece i nto t he 3 people we were
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Came back after lunch and found that 2 of the people being transfused
with plasma were tolerating it well, but that the third was restless. By
slowing the drip down to one drop every 7 seconds she quietened down and
In the case of the whole blood transfusion, we had great diff iculty in
keeping the drip going - did not think that we were properly in a vein and
so I too¥ the neadle out and tried ,a gain - after that it 'went alright.
Carried on with the ward round doing any dres s ings which were needed,
then went round and had a look at the 3 Oedemas which were having plasma.
The plasma was not having the miraculous effect upon the Oedema which
I had hoped that it w ould have, but perhaps it is too early yet.
The transfusion people were going to. give them each a third bot t le but
persuaded them not to as all 3 of them had had Typhus and complained of weak
hearts and I was frightened that 3 pints would overload the heart.
I wa s not there, and one of t he ' Nurses' began pouring it down the throat of
ard 1 wh~re I was and tried to explain what had happened. When I got
there she was breathing with diff iculty and her breathing was very laboured
and bubbling - definitely Cyanosed. Listened to her chest and heard nothing
except bubbling vales right up to the Apices - there was nothing e v' ')jyl;
I could do f~r her except sit her up and hope that all the fluid would colleS
at the bases of her lungs and that any broncho pneumonia would be localize.
to the lower lobes, but she was too full of fluid and died about 10-15
minutes later. Felt extremely annoyed with the nurse, with the R.A. M.C.
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..
orderly for leaving the Gluoose with an untrained nurse, and with myself for
not being there, beoause it was an easily avoidable death and with so ~y
Came baok to mess and had dinner. After that we were eaoh given our
N.A.A.F.I. bottle of whisky (prioe 8/6) and the Panzer trousers to matoh our
and so promptly removed all t he tablets of' Sulphathiazole from that ward -
to the Roundhouse and George and I started on our usual morning ward round.
Hunted out the oases w hich ~ad 'been transfused and found t hat t he
double strength plasma had oonsiderably reduced t he Oedema but had not oom-
pletely got r i d of it. but t hat it had not done much good as f ar as the
general condition of t he patient was concerned.
e marked out more cases to be transfused with pla sma but t he trans-
fusion people wer e keen to tryout t h e 5% Casein Hydrolyzate whioh t hey had
~ ot with _t hem and so we set up two drips going as a clinica l tr i al. They
took t he Hydrolyzate muoh better t han t h e plasma and we gave t hem two
it ha d not had much eff eot upoa t he Oedema and a s no glucose was given at
t he same t ime I do not expect much result from i t as t hey will just burn up
t he Hydrolyzate as fuel.
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about t a king fresh mi l k and other fluids while they have diarrhoea - a
li B
"Belsen Fallaoy" whioh ha s probably killed as many people as the aotual
famine .
Saw one woman who had some very large cas eating g~s tuberculous
glands in the neck , with a long track under the jaw to ~n external opening
is incontinent of faece~ one of t hem has become a deep sloughing ulcer which
has ulcerat ed right t hrough Gluteus }~ ximus and now has its base formed by
t he Isch ial Tuberosity . Gave her t Morphine and t hen dressed her wound
with Sulphathi~ole cream and she has also t he beginnings of a Cancrum Oris .
There is another woman who I suspect has got Typhus as she has the
typically suffus ed look with -a high fever and quite bad dehydration with
headache. Gave her 15 grains Aspirin and told the nurse to see that she
drinks a l ot of water .
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Found a f ire screen down ·t here composed of 12 tiles, which I must see
my b~Dt for an hour - supper at seven, after supper wrote a letter to Daddy,
then went down to t he mess to have some whisky and corned beef amd so to bed.
much better, more ch~erful, much more interested in what was going on around
them - and they were all begizming to grumble about the food etc. which is
Had a look at the two cases which had been given the 5% I .V. Casein
Hydrolyzate, in neither case had it had any effect upon the Oedema, though
in both cases it had made them stromger aud more interested in things, and
in one case the diarrhoea 'had gone, but as she had alae had Mist Opie and
There was: another i~teresting case in Ward 12, young girl aged about
19 with unilateral Oedema of her right leg from the foot up to and inoluding
the right Labium Majus she had a history of sudden onset with pain in the
R. I . F. and the Oedema is now sub s idtin~ gradually. Made our diagnosis of
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In ard 1 there was a:;girl with multiple deep discharging ulcers down th~
inner s ide of her left leg, with mas s i ve OedeIr.8. of the foot. e werO lnot
sure what this was J so we showed it to Major Halker, the Army surgical
leg and flavine dressings - dres sed the leg and raised it on a box padded
with curtains - girl was only 15 so I gave her l5g . Aspirin and ~t .
Also decided to raise the foot of the girl with unilateral Oedema and
When I had finished doing dressings and dishing out tablets for
diarrhoea, pain, headache etc. I went down to the dispensary and "liberated"
my fi r e screen .
After lunch I rewrote sever al of the case sheets at the ends of the bede
and gave out any t ablets which were needed . e did not have any drips goiD@
to-day and I do not want any more Hydrolyzate as it is no use for the ·
Oedema - the only thing which touches the Oedema is double strength plasma
and several other people have had a 25% mortality from this - so I am rather
Chary about using it, n~vv~thelessJ I think that there are 2 cases which
The girl we transfused with whole blood is much better, her diar rhoea
is going bu-t she has got a bit of a fever now - don't know why . I think
that she is one girl that we have quite definitely sav«d from dying as in
the hut at one stage Vie had labelled her status gravis and now she is
asking for chocolates and cigarettes .
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The woman with the fever, which I think is Typhus, still has a roaring
Concentration Camp being burnt down. There was a large crowd there - the
hut (No. 47) was soaked in oil and in front of it was a large Nazi flag and
also a flag with Eitler's face painted upon it. Round the hut was a
railing made of white tape, on the left were two flame throwing Bren carrierl
next to them was a Union Jack all neatly curled up, at the top of a flag
pole and next to that a platform with microphone and loud speakers.
Troops . .-m arched down and formed a guard behind the platform, then a
section marched infraat of the platform and drew up there - they were the
Guard of Honour for the people who had died in Belsen Camp. The crowd then
made a semi-circle round the hut and waited for whoever was going to perform
sent a jet of flame over the hut - some of it dropping on the hut - amidst
cheers from the crowd the crew of the Bren carrier dashed towards the hut
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Brigadier Glynn Hughes turned up and then Colonel Bird mounted the
platform and made a short but good speech - He reviewed the history of
Belsen Camp since the British liberated it on April the 15th, he ended up
by saying 'that "as the British flag did not stand for bestiality or cruelty
and that was why the Union Jack had never flown over Belsen Camp - now as
the la st Hub was being burnt the Union Jack would fly for the first time".
Brigadier Glynn Hughes ' and 3 other Colonels then got into the flame-
throwers and fired them aiming at the Nazi flag and Hitler and as the hut
burst into flame the Union Hack floated owt from the top of the flag pole.
On the way back went roulld to have a look at the mortal remains of
Hut 217 - there it was a mass of ashes - almost felt quite sorry as I had
rather looked on it as home while I worked there and now it was no more,
with their small piece of board saying "1000 unknown people buried here",
"8000unknovTn people buried here,"and completely surrounding the Camp was the
pine for.est, which would soon grow over what remained of both Belsen
Concentration Camp and the thousands of its inmates who died there.
Passed by the pile of boots, which like the rest of the Camp was a
Betwee~ the administrative part of the Camp (which was still standing)
and the now extinct Concentration Camp a large hoarding had been erected
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etc. etc.
ent back to Camp II, had supper and bath and then went to bed early
down to breakfast in time to have some treacle. We are all feeling con-
tinually hungry despite the fact that we appear to get quite a lot to eat -
As it was my morning off and there was not much to do at the roundhouse
I decided that I would take the morning off; lounged around and tidied up
oonditions in Camp I.
Then feeling bored, (it was raining and so I could not iit out in the
sun). I wandered up to the Roundhouse and round George doing a round of the
patients and explaining what they had got to the Polish woman doctor from
Hut 210. She and another doctor were supposed to tide over the time when
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(Oedema .of right forearm followed an infected area on dorsum of right hand)
board cartons in order to pack up my glasses . Came back t o the tent and
getting very much better, only about 10 peopl e now have diarrhoea badly.
The Oedema of the legs is going down now that we have elevated them - made
a sloping incline with bandages wound round a wooden fram~/ork - this was
more comfortable than a wooden box and she was not likely to get pressure
The girl with the unilateral Oedema of t he right leg is n~1 much
better, ~d the Oedema of the leg is going down. Set another woman, who
had Anasar. a, going on a double strength plasma drip - she has already had
two bottles of 5% strength Casein Hydrolyzate and it did not even touch
etc . He said that some Edinburgh students wer e coming e~t ea~e~ards .
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someone can find a quick and reliable cure for diarrhoea there is no need
for any other form of treatment , as once you have stopped the diarrhoea the
patients regain both their appetite and their strength - over ~ of the
treatment which I have given at Belsen has gone towards trying to c~re
diarrhoea and as I have said be ~ore there must have been many hundreds of
deaths at Belsen Camp solely due to the exhaustion following diarr'h oea.
(1) Mechanical
(2 ) Infective
But it is not so easy just to look at a patient and decid e whether the
than a oourse of Sulphonamide, and t hen if it does not react to that treat-
ment switch onto the other one.
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If of course the diarrhoea is due to the rich foo~ which they are
because you want to get the food into them and yet you MUST stop the
answer.
Went to the films in the evening "Show Business", came back and had
Up at 9 otclock to-day and had an egg for breakfast also had diarrhoea
again. After breakfast I went up to the Roundhouse, and did a round of all
the patients. Nothing very much to report except that in 4 out of 5 cases
Gave one woman an I.V. Mercurial duiretic as she has Oedema of hands
Casein Hydrolyzate - but although t his appeared to make her stronger it did
Did some dressings in Ward I and decided that I would leave Ward 12
/until after lUnch.
At lunch we had the usual bully beef, we are all g etting fed up with it
After lunch carried on inard 12. The girl with the T. E. Glands
and a SinU8 "has now g ot 2 openings beneath her chin, one from some c "'. es ;~~ .i..::
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stopped by Sulphathiazole - the only disadvantage about her is that she does
not like having the nurse dress her Sinuses, and, so I have to do it each
Had to dress the leg of the girl with suppurative phlebitis - did not
foul ssmelling pus knocking around and so as there was no-one else to do it,
I had to; all her ulce~ look much cleaner but they are still discharging
pus hard. The Oedema is not going down because she will not keep her foot
up but bends her knee. Decided to give her one more chance and so I
dressed it with flavine gauze and told her to keep her leg straight.
Crisp came and told us that Professor Davidson had decided to stay on
at Belsen for another 2 days and that he would be doing a ward round at
5 0 'clook to see any oases of famine Oedema. ~ e told him that we had one
case and then we were told that he expected a proper case history and
continuation notes!
the questions while I wrote down the answers - just as well for us that
we had the interpreter as the woman was (a) Hungarian, £Qb ) Mad (c) could
(fortunately not one of Nephritis as she was the same woman to whom I had
given the Mercurial dieretic in the morning). Copied out her con-
tinuation notes to learn that Davidson wa s not coming round to-day atter
all.
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ent back to have suppe r , it has been raining all day and we are a l l
feeling depres~ed and dismal . After supper filled in some forms on disease
incidence, results of treatment of diar rhoea and Oedema, and the Value of
Zosia does not look so nice now that she has tried to make up, a s she did
her .
Most of t he women in Camp I seem to be get t ing t heir self- respeot baok
now that they are in decent clothe. , (every man, woman and child in the
province of Luneberg in ,which Belsen is situated has had to give up 1 suit
such an infernal mess of t his camp , and all t heir destruction is so wanton
as t hey destroy anyt~ing which is of no use to them at the pre sent moment ,
irrespeot~ve of the faot that they might want i t later, and they still
And so to bed.
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Noticed for the first time that nearly all the young gi rls (15 - 19)
who we had in our w· rds, wer e Italian. The rest we re mainly Poles and
Deciaed that we would leave most of the dressings until after lunch as
Professor Davidson was coming this morning and was going to gi ve a ward round.
umpteen Captains and they were given the ITard round and not us - most of our
Carried on with our private ward round and t hen went off to have some
lunoh . At lunch there was great excitement, about the dance whioh we were
going to hold this evening - as far as we could gather there was going to be
no shortage of drink .
After lunoh went round doing the dres sings . The girl with the Supp .
phlebitis sti~l would not keep her leg straight and so after I had dressed
her leg t made a splint and bandaged her leg down onto it which rather
shook her.
Vte are all beginning to feel bored with the life out here nmv because
We feel that our work has really be en dona and What is needed here now is a
oompetent nursing staff with about 10 doctors to go round and have a look at
the patients each day and tell the nurses what to do.
We have not got enough time to examine each patient fully and yet there
hawe~er, and that is that all the patients are looking much better and are
stronger thoggh they are still phenomenally thin.
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7.30 when t he dance was due ~ begin. Actual ly it did not begi n until
8 o'clock .
of drink . wh ich was what ev~ r yone had come for anyway ,' we .di d not worry.
'i e had:-
Rum Punch with Bene dictine.
Gln and Lime.
Hock.
Chianti.
Lemonade and a Buffet.
I went to bed a bout twelve .o'clock but the party went on t i ll about
st arting to groan and so I ha stily pus hed a bucket towards him i nto which he
f of an hour later I Wa S ret ching my guts out int o the self same bucket.
and so I did not see him a l l day. I got up at 8 .30 and found to my sur-
prise that I had not got a hang-over a t all - Dick .Jenki ns on t h,e other hand
,..,.
st ayed in bed all morning as he had a sp lib t ing heada che.
Had a look at t he "cholin ised" dri p which Russell Barton and I ha d set
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Adrenal ine in 1 pint of plasma . It was Russell ' s idea , working on the
prinoiple that oholine was a stimulant to Kidney function and therefore tIle
Oedema woul d go down through the fluid being exoreted - her Oedema was
certainly less , but as it was impossible to keep any recor d of the Urinary
Volume, we had no proof that the b~nefit which she ha d got had not come from
the plasma, but as the other woman which I had got on singl e st r ength pl asma
was no better, there was circumstantial evidence that the choline was workitg .
Car ried on doing the ~essings - the girl whose' leg I s~linted has now
reduced her Oedema by half - but was beginning to get a sor e back as she was
unable to turn over with a splint .l on her leg , so I got a palliass half fill ei
with straw and put that behind her and thus got her sitting up after which
'e have only got about 3 cases of diarrhoea l eft now and we have put
these onto Nicotinio Aoid 300mgm daily , as many of the others say that they
The girl',with the unilateral Oedema of her r ight leg is now complete l y
better except sh e has ~ot a stiff knee, but this will go as with a little
ooaxing ahe can flex and extend it all right . In faot all the patients are
very much better and need nothing so much as good nurs ing .
After lunch carried on with any treatment and dressings which still
remained to be done. Got these finished fairly early and went back t o the
packing and also adjusting my equ ipment and then three of us started
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lounged around - heard that some Belgian medical students .had arrived and
that " ..:'!'.e re going to hand over to them to-morrow. Also that the ~igh
I had seen him but had had no· idea who he was.
George had still not come back from his jaunt to Berlin and I began to
wonder if he was going to get back at all to-night as it is a good 200 miles
to Berlin.
And so to bed.
last night and found out t hat he had not managed to get to Berlin as he had
been turned back by the Russians on the f a r side of the Elbe, but he had had
had the day off yesterday I should have it off to-day. I agreed and spent
the morning packing up some wine glasses which I had got off Russell Barton
and lounging around waiting for lunch - there was nothing else to do as it
After lunch I decided that rather t han be bored for the rest ' of the
diarrhoeas quite nicely and we now had only I case of really bad diarrhoea.
e did some dressings - about the only treatment which was now needed .
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We were told that we were going to hand over to the Belgian medioal
students at 4.30. Meanwhile some Army Nursing Sisters and a Major from the
29th British General Hospital had ar r ived and there were several blo~ups
between the nursing sisters and our chaps - the sisters tried to order them
around in their own wards and as we were still in charge they were told,
Then the Ilhtron wen:b round and started to critize ~ Hospital and
another chap blew up at her. It was a great pity t hat these people had not
seen th e conditions in Camp I and been8ble to compa re them with the Round-
house !
Tempers were beginn ing to run pret t y high when the Belgian students
arrived - I showed two of t hem round our wards and explained what each patient -
had got and when I had finished one of the students asked me where the tem-
perature charts were - I had to ca refully explain to them that we did not
Roundhou s e • Our work at Behen had now come to an end and in many ways we
were not sorry- The Light Ack-Ack had left a couple of days ago, going off
at about 8 o'clock in the morning with no-one to send them off. ~'le had not
realized that they were going until they had gone when it was too l a te. It
was a great pity be~ause they had done an immense amount of work for the
I In the evening went up to see a show at the cinema. called the "Barn
stormers". ,. -Geor ge and I took a lit t le internee boy in and he promptly lIIIilt
to sleep on my lap. Left half way through the show in order to listen to
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demonstrated a case of Typhus and then gave us a talk on how they had con-
SUNDAY ~y 27th.
Got, up so late this morning that both George and I missed breakfast.
found that the water was almost cold and that did not improve our already
frayed tempers. I s at out in the. sun for t he r est of the morning while
After lunoh we heard that Dr. MeiklejOhn was going into Cel Ie to arrange
George oodwark, Diok Jenkins and David Bowlen and myself decided to go
with him. Lionel Garstin, ~~iklejohn 's -driver, drove ·us in.
The road was extremely bad all the way and we lo~ked with interest at
the German oountryaide and civilians. One thing struck me forcibly, and
tha t was that all the Germans were laughing and happy, except when they
, saw
our truck and that soon wiped the smile ofrtheir f a ces .
Another thing wa s that all the German women and children were fair
haired and tha t a dark head wa s the exception - in Belsen I do not remember
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t he Hospital which had been used under t he Germans for poison gas experi-
ments - here Meiklejohn disappeared into the off ice and we s at and waited for
ball match and that we had better drive round while we wa ited for him .
t hem if there was anywhere whe r e we could get tea in Cel £a - they said no,
and our opinion of both Cel l ~ and t he R.A. F. dropped with a bang.
ent for a drive along t he Brunswick roa d and then drove back to the
Hos pital to pick up Meiklejohn; on the way back to Cel l a noticed that a ll
the German houses were different from one another and that they do not have
When we got back to t he Camp found that Russell Barten had made a raft
out of Duok boards and four beer barrels and was happily punting himse l f
going home to - morrow - bet George that we would and we had a bob on it .
ent to t he Cinema and saw "Flesh and Fantasy" . Good film but I had
t he Mess and f ound t hat another of our chaps wa s being taken off with Typhus
•e heard also t hat the Belgian students were completely lost up at the
group and one of the "Roundhouse " group standing on the front steps of the
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Made sure that we got up in time for breakfast this morning and had 2
eggs for breakfast - the se were got by Dick Jenkins and Ken Easton who used
to go out to the local ~ erman farmhouses and give 1 cigarette for 2 eggs -
the sun for the first part of the morning . No message had come through to
say that we wer e going to - day and as de Greeff ha d told us that we were on a
48 hours notice basis , many of our people de cided to hitch hike to Hanover
Half way through the morning Rus sell invited me to come out on his raft
with him - went on it and spent a t horoughly enjoyable morning punting round
e had a quic k lunch and t hen went out on the r aft a gain . RUB sell
noticed t hat one of t he barrels ~as coming l oose and so we put into port for
e were just putting out t o sea again, when George V' oodwa rk das hed up
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to the bank and sa id that a Dispatch rider had just come from Celle. to say
that the Aircraft were waiting at Cel l~ an d due to leave at 3 o'clock - the
time wa s now ten to t hree~ Tom Crisp answered t he message and managed to
po,ppone their leaving until 6 0 'clock . We were then told t hat transport
Went up to the tent to find George hastily pac king the remainder 'of his
kit - fort unately except for my blankets I was alrea dy packed up. Packed
up 3 of my big wine glasses and my panzer coat in my blankets , and was ready.
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with whisky , gin and any loot which we, decided that we could not get home .
- th~y were very grateful and were half tight by t he time we left .
v: e then <got into our equipment and waited for the transport. Talked
to a Lieut - Colonel wh o told us grisly stories about t he Oust oms • which male
our hair stand on end , as we we re all packed up to the necks wi th "liberat i '
stuff" • .
Then t he lorries came and we all piled onto t hem being 'extreme l y careful
of our kit . e moved off amid the envious stares of several Tommies . but
we had to wait half an hour. while one of the lorrie s picked up some of th ~
On the way down we sa.ng hard all the way reserving "Tipperary" until we
were actually passing t hr ough Celle and i t l ooks could have killed we would
On the Airst rip we found t hat the Dakotas were all lined up wa iting for
us and h~d been lined up since 3 o'clock . Secretly we were all very glad
There was no waiting on t he Ali! rport to - day , as they, were only too keen
to get us off , We bundled into the planes. waited 5 minutes wh ile t h?y ,
warmed up t h~ engines and taxied onto the runway . The engines roared. the
pitch rising highe r and higher and hi ghe r , until you felt sur e that some-
thing would g? bust , t hen slowly we began to move forwa.rds . Got faster and
fa.ster - bumped once or t wice t hen all the bumping stopped and we were
Airborne ll
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Ye circled Cell~ and then set cour se for home, feeling rather sorry
for the chaps who were still in Hanover and Hambe rg as they probably won It
for them .
e. passed over Hanover and noted all the damage whioh had been done to
the marshalling yards and surrounding districts. There was nothing else
to see after that, except t he Autobarns pointing like long white fingers
'''lie ran into several thunder storms - one of these just as we were
crossing the Rhine and then the next town we kDaw we were over was An~/erp,
away down there on our right . 1 e then flew parallel with t he coa st .
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and crossed the English coast at Deal and then landed at Croydon at ~{enty
N~'T came t he ordeal which we had all been dreading - the Customs . Ye
went in and were given all sorts of forms to fill up - had to hand in our
Allied Mi litary permits and heard over the loud speakers that we were to
hand in our uniforms to - morrow at 2 . 30 . _e then went into another room and
there wereour kit bags all laid out on table s . , e were asked to find them
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and t hen asked if we ha d any "wines s pirits or cig aret t es'to decla re.
I s a id t ha t I had half a bot t le of wh isky and t h e Cu stoms Off icer just said
Te Wer e then asked if •..we had any l ett e rs for anyon e in t his country.
I said no and t h en we were let out a n d clambered onto . B.L.A. Lorrie s which
home , thinking how much happier everyone in Ger many looked compared to the
Glossary
?: Question marks are used throughout the diary as shorthand for ‘possible’ or to
indicate an uncertain statistic.
B.L.A.: British Liberation Army, the original name given to the Army of
Occupation in Germany following the end of the war.
Battery: An artillery unit generally consisting of between 100 and 200 men and
between six and eight guns.
Blakehill Farm: Refers to RAF Blakehill Farm, an air base situated near
Cricklade, Wiltshire.
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Blockleiter: National Socialist (Nazi) party term given to those prisoners who
spoke for huts/blocks.
Bob: A shilling.
Colonel Bird: Colonel H.W. Bird, Commander 102 Control Section and Allied
Commandant of Belsen.
Curzon Line: The Curzon Line was a demarcation line proposed at the end of
the First World War between the new Polish republic and Soviet Russia. After the
Yalta Conference in 1945, the line was confirmed, with minor variations, as the
new post-war border between Poland and the Soviet Union, which saw large parts
of pre-war eastern Poland become part of the Soviet Union.
Dakotas: Name given to the RAF versions of the US Douglas C-47 Skytrain
transport aircraft.
Down Aphny: Refers to Down Ampney, the RAF air base located to the north-
east of Cricklade, Wiltshire.
Drugs and dosage: In the diary Michael Hargrave uses opium and aspirin for
diarrhoea and pain relief. In the diary he uses various dosage measurements
which translates as follows: Aspirin — 15 grains is equivalent to 900 mg (3 aspi-
rin tablets); Opium — ½ grain is equivalent to 30 mg of opium.
Flesh and Fantasy: 1943 anthology film starring Edward G. Robinson, Charles
Boyer and Barbara Stanwyck; directed by Julien Duvivier; distributed by
Universal Pictures.
Laager : Camp.
Light field ambulance: Name given to a mobile medical unit by the British
Army.
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Lublin Poles: Name given to the pro-Soviet government set up in Poland, which
first met in the town of Lublin. This was one of two competing Polish govern-
ments, with the other being the anti-Soviet government-in-exile in London.
Mae West life jacket: Name given to the first personal flotation device issued to
aircrew in the RAF. So-called because of the supposed resemblance the wearing
of this jacket gave to the torso of Mae West.
Russians march into Poland, 1939: The Soviet Union launched an invasion in
the east of Poland in September 1939, approximately two weeks after Germany
launched its invasion in the west.
S.S.: Schutzstafel, paramilitary organisation and military wing of the Nazi party.
Show Business: 1944 musical starring Eddie Cantor, George Murphy, Joan
Davis, Nancy Kelly and Constance Moore; directed by Edwin L. Marin; distrib-
uted by RKO Radio Pictures.
Tommies: Plural of ‘Tommy Atkins’, a colloquial term for a soldier in the British
Army.
V-E Day: Victory in Europe Day; the day that the German Instrument of
Surrender was signed by General Alfred Jodl at Reims.
(Waffen) S.S.: The armed, military formation of the SS, which paralleled the
structure of the German Army and served alongside it, but was never formally
part of it, instead remaining the armed wing of the Nazi party.
Wehrmacht: The unified armed forces of Germany between 1935 and 1945,
consisting of the army (Heer), navy (Kreigsmarine) and air force (Luftwaffe).