Under the Veil

A Journey into Mediumship

 Under the Veil
A Journey into Mediumship
Brigid Curran

Making A Change
2015
Copyright © 2015 Brigid Curran

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2015

First Printing: 2015

ISBN 978-0-473-33692-9

Making A Change Auckland, New Zealand

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Artwork, Kelly Lowe, K Lowe Art, http://kloweart.weebly.com/

 Authors Note

This book is purely the experience and the opinion of the author.

Everyone has different experiences where Spirituality is

concerned. There is no right or wrong way when you are working

with your belief system. The author is in no way responsible for

the effects that come from the exercises. Although the author and

publisher have made every effort to ensure that the information in

this book was correct at printing. The author and publisher do not

assume and hereby disclaim any liability to any party for any loss,

damage, or disruption caused by errors or omissions, whether such

errors or omissions result from negligence, accident, or any other

cause.
 Contents

1.Acknowledgments and Dedications ..................................................... 8

2.Preface ............................................................................................................ 9
3.Introduction ............................................................................................... 10
4. In the Beginning ....................................................................................... 14
5.Awareness ................................................................................................... 20
6.Circle ............................................................................................................. 24
7.Evidence ....................................................................................................... 31
8.My Childhood ............................................................................................. 39
9. Coming Out ................................................................................................. 43
10.Spirituality, Guides, God, Energy ....................................................... 47
11.Readings ................................................................................................... 54
12.The Afterlife ............................................................................................. 58
13.Split Souls.................................................................................................. 63
14.Soul Mates ................................................................................................. 68
15.Twin Flames ............................................................................................. 70
16.Healing ....................................................................................................... 73
17.Mediumship ............................................................................................. 81
18.Exercises .................................................................................................... 87
19.Who are my Guides ................................................................................ 91
20.General Information ............................................................................. 99
21.Glossary .................................................................................................. 101
22.References ............................................................................................. 102
 Acknowledgments and Dedications
This book is dedicated to Betty Perry. One of my memories of

Betty was when I was around 11 years old. I found a bird, which

had been hurt, I had been taking care of it until it could fly again.

Months later I received a certificate from the S.P.C.A (Society for

the protection of animals) acknowledging what I had done. I asked

Betty, "How did they know this?" She replied, "God knows when

you do kind things." Betty created the magic for me, and I bet she

is smiling, knowing that I am now doing what she once loved

herself.

I would like to thank my clients who play a huge part in my

learnings, as every reading I give I learn more about myself.

To Kelly for her brilliant artwork, just one simple email to her with

my vision and she created the cover in a matter of a day!

To Eilis, through thick and thin, from the age of four, we remain

good friends.
 Preface
This book is about Mediumship and my journey into it. I did not

know anything about Mediumship. It was not until I was an adult

that I understood what it was all about. I was told that you were

born with this gift, and this was confirmed by books I have read

which talk about Mediums who can see dead people and also

communicate with them. I struggled to believe in Mediumship.

Unless I can feel it and see it, it is not real. Or that is what I

thought.

Religion to me was an escapism. We learnt about angels, saints,

and were told mystical stories. Were they true? I never thought

about that; I just enjoyed the whole magical process. I never

actually questioned if what I was told was true or false.

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 Introduction
When I was growing up, I did not know anything about

Spirituality, not in a metaphysical sense. We were brought up as

Catholics, but not traditional Catholics. We went to Catholic

Schools, church on Sundays, and I do recall my First Holy

Communion. I recall it being like a party, with my Aunty Doreen

doing my hair. We would then attend an hour-long church service.

We would all line up and walk towards the altar, looking like mini

brides and grooms, to receive our first holy communion. The

Host, which was likened to a piece of dried bread, was placed on

your tongue by the Priest. Then you were given a sip of wine.

After the ceremony, you receive a medal and then there is a party.

So you can see why I enjoyed the mystical side of Catholicism.

I started school at the age of five, where most of the teachers were

nuns, there were only a couple of 'normal teachers' or lay teachers,

teachers who were not Catholics. If we were not being educated

by nuns, we were going to funerals, to sing in the choir. I loved

funerals! Any excuse to get off school. I left school at 16 where I

started working. The stories, songs and prayers we learnt became

a distant memory. I did not miss the Catholic upbringing, nor did
I ever feel I was scarred by the experiences. Maybe it was due to

my lack of maturity that I never had the depth to think about the

teachings of 'The Bible'. In fact, my whole family stopped going

to church once I left school. I guess there was no point as we all

had our lives to live. So that, I thought, would be the end of any

spiritual experiences.

I would still hold onto my memories, though. The first time I

recall the magic of Spirit was in class, I would have been around

seven years old, when a nun asked the class to turn around and

look at my Aura. It was then we learnt about the different colours

that can surround our heads. She went on to explain why all the

photos of the Saints had a white light around their heads, as this

was the light of God, their Aura.

I use to pray to Jesus, mainly if I wanted something, like a bike or

something else trivial. I would barter with him, that if I received

these items I would be nicer to people and would go to church on

a more regular basis. These promises were soon forgotten by the

following next morning.

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Every week we would line up to go to Confession. We would see

the Priest, in what can only be described as a stand-alone wardrobe

with a curtain between us. We would then tell him all our sins for

that week. This was in confidence, even though he knew us all

personally! I am sure he would have talked about some of our sins

over a whiskey with his fellow Priests. He would then, on behalf

of God, abolish our sins by giving us a penance of ten Our Fathers

and six Hail Marys, depending on how severe the crime was. I

would sit next to my best friend Eilis, and we would have to think

hard about what we did that week that would make the Priest

happy. I am sure the Priest just thought all children were sinful in

his eyes, and if we did not turn up that week, we would be

questioned by him as to why we did not go to confession. So to

keep the peace we often made up sins. Not that we were perfect

children, we were just children. I can recall saying things like,

hitting my brother or not doing what I was told. Once forgiven, I

would come out of the confessional box with my punishment and

Eilis, and I would wonder around the church, looking at the

pictures on the wall, these images are called the stations of the

cross. 14 images were placed around the church depicting the day
Jesus was crucified. When I think about it, they were quite

gruesome. At the time, I never thought about it. While we would

walk around the church saying our penance, we would hold rosary

beads. I still have rosary beads. I sometimes use them when doing

readings. Eilis, my friend, had to be more of an angel than me, as

the priest always visited their house. Being an Irish Catholic

family, Eilis had to do the Catholic thing, once she left school,

she dropped the faith and went pagan for a while. Now she is one

of nature's earth children. I think most of my friends, once they

left school, did not go back to the church.

Being brought up in a Catholic environment taught me a lot about the

Angels, Saints, God, Jesus and everything else mystical about Heaven.

And that is what Heaven and Hell were to me, a magical, mystical

place where there were saints and sinners, magical fairies and wishes

came true only if you were good, though! Not such a bad thing really.

I loved the stories, never understood the Bible, but the pomp and

ceremony that surrounded events, like Easter and Christmas brought

magic into your life. I was too young ever to think that there was more

to it, until many many years later.

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 In the Beginning
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and Earth. This is the first

verse of the first chapter in the Book of Genesis, a book we regularly

read at school. We studied it, read scriptures from it, but today that is

about all I recall from the Bible. I think motel and hotel owners have

even stopped placing the Bible inside the bedside table drawer. That

was a novelty, always seeing a Bible in the drawer of a motel or hotel.

I do recall staying in Wellington once, and a Priest would come

around and sprinkle holy water on the door of each motel room. The

Priest would walk by holding an Aspergillum. An Aspergillum is a

standing vessel with a tapering lid. The top of the lid has holes in it

this is where the (holy water) comes out. Doing this, I guess, allowed

the motel owners to be vigilant in the protection around their motel

and the people staying, as parts of Wellington were on a fault-line

and having the motel blessed was their way of protecting it from an

earthquake. Although that explanation did not reassure my son when

we were staying there!

The last visit to a Church was when I was 17. It was Christmas

Eve. I was with my friend Rosemary and we full of the 'Christmas

Spirit'. Ok, we were a little drunk. We decided to go to Midnight

Mass. Rosemary was a regular church goer, so it was a case of

having to. We ended up at the church, in our drunken states, with

woks on our heads, as we felt it appropriate to wear hats on this

festive occasion, singing our hearts out. I think the Priest and

most of the congregation were full of the 'Spirit of Christmas' too

as no one took any notice of us. I rarely go to church now, unless

it is a wedding or funeral, but it does feel like home when I do

enter one. The rituals and smells all come flooding back.

I would later learn that being a Catholic, or having the

background, made a lot of sense when I was introduced to

Mediumship.

When I was around 10 or 11 years old, my mother had a friend,

Betty, she was a lovely lady, she was one of those family friends

you called Aunty until you realise they are in fact just a friend of

your mothers. Betty would often visit, with her son Alan. Alan

had Down Syndrome and my sister, Bronwyn, had Rett

Syndrome. Mum and Betty met going to the IHC together

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(Intellectually Handicapped School), as it was called back in the

'60s. Betty was very much into mediumship, she spent a lot of

time practising it and was involved in circles, (you will read more

about circles later). She had an Indian Chief as her guide and on

occasion she would find a feather in her house. I was fascinated

by these stories, but even then I did not realise what she was

involved in. Betty went to Mediums for readings, and my mum

would go along too.

Going to Psychics was something my mother did. As a young

woman, my Aunty Doreen would take mum to see the Gypsies at

the local fair, and they would get readings done. Coming from a

small town of Raetihi most of the Gypsies would have been just

local ladies dressed up. But back in the 1950s it was illegal to

work as a Medium. They were probably treated the same as

Prostitutes, and looked upon as soliciting for money! The

readings were all a bit of fun and never taken seriously.

When my Aunty and mother moved to Auckland, they continued

to visit Mediums. Knowing they could have been arrested the

Medium would cagily open the door and would ask if they

worked for the police, once it was confirmed that they did not

they would then go inside and have a reading.

So although we were all Catholics we were looking to see what

else was out there. We never really thought about the

contradictions of being a Catholic and dealing with the Occult, as

it was called back then. Going to a Medium was looked upon as

just a bit of fun. No thought was ever put into the whys or where

of how it all happened

As I mentioned earlier, my first taste of Mediumship was through

our family friend Betty. She regularly went to Mediums, and she

would also hold meetings at her home. Betty introduced Mum to

a Medium, who lived in South Auckland. I will point out that

Mum is still a skeptic even though she goes to Mediums. Mum

went into her home and the first thing the woman said to her was,

"Well you can take that sore neck with you." Mum was surprised

as she did have one but did not let on. The women then asked her

to get Betty back as she had a message for her. Mum never found

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out what that message was. And all Mum recalls of the reading,

which was over 40 years ago, is confirmation of a sore neck. So

whatever went on that day, remains a mystery, as I am sure my

mother got told some things! As she continued to go and see her.

I was around 19 or 20 when I went to see the same woman. She

told me I would meet two men, one would have a ring on his

finger and be involved in boats, I would marry him. I did meet

two men, one was involved in Greenpeace and lived on a yacht.

The other, whom I later married, worked on towing boats.

Although I went to a medium, I never really thought about how it

all happens. I guess it was like going to see a Counsellor. You

paid your money, and you came out with insight into your life. I

did know that if I had a question about my life, I would contact

this woman in South Auckland, and I did so for many years. She

was always accurate as to what the future held for me. She never

talked about guides or angels, she just simply chatted to me, I

never thought about where the information was coming from. I

just thought she could read my mind and magically knew about

the future.

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 Awareness
I met the man, as described by the Medium, we married and had

children. Spirituality was a term I never used, or even

contemplated. If someone asked what religion I was, I would say

Catholic, regardless of the fact I never went to church, except

when the children were baptised. Huh? You are thinking,

Thought you said you stopped going to Church. Yes, we had the

children Baptised as we felt it gave them a sense of belonging to

something. Having them Baptised, to me, meant they could enter

the church of God and be welcomed. I loved the pomp and

ceremony of them getting dressed in white, having them blessed

and named. Having God Parents, all of that gave me a sense of

doing the right thing, and giving them a sense of who they are and

somewhere they belonged should they need to look outside of

themselves. How naive was I to think that a ceremony like that

would give them an identity!. I do not regret it, as I enjoyed the

process However my children have never stepped into a Church.

I got my first a set of Tarot cards; the Rider Waite set, .at Victoria

Park Market. Victoria Park Market was a great place back in the
1970s they had Fortune Tellers, batik clothes, and the smell of

incense use to waft through the air. It was a vibrant place.

When my first son was little I decided to do a Tarot course,

mainly for a hobby to meet people. It was an opportunity for my

son to go into a crèche and for me to have time out. I recall going

to our local Community Center to learn Tarot. I had all the books,

but even then I did not think anything other than I was learning

about Tarot cards. Even in the 1990s some people were not happy

with us learning Tarot, I recall stepping out of the center to a few

angry people not happy with what we were learning. It was the

Devil's work, and we were delving into the occult. I am not sure

if I was any good at the cards as no one ever actually said

anything. I went, learnt something, and then I would go home and

put them away. The only time the cards would come out was

when there was a party. My friends would ask me to get my cards,

and I would give them a reading, still not sure of what I was doing.

There were a couple of times I used the cards and I did wonder

why they were so accurate. I stopped using the books to explain

the cards, as it became too complicated, and I could never

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remember what each card meant. I learnt the layout, Celtic Cross,

past, present and future. I would get the person to give me ten

cards I would lay them out in a cross and then just say the first

thing that came into my mind.

One time I was giving my friend's boyfriend a card reading. I did

not know him very well, but through the cards I recall telling him

that he was going away, and everyone would be sad about that. I

assumed because he was Australian he would be going back

home. I asked him if he had plans to do this, and his answer was

'no'. We left it at that, and I did not think about it anymore, until

a few months later we heard that he had drowned. My husband

then reminded me of the card reading. The next reading I recall

was another friend and her boyfriend. She asked if I would give

him a reading. I did, and he was so amazed that he questioned me

as to how I knew 'this stuff' as he had not told anyone. I started

to think the combination of the Tarot Cards and wine worked very

well. Never once did I think I was getting information from any

other source.
I did not play with my cards much after that. They would be put

away after I had my second son, as time and parties were few

then. One night, heavily pregnant, I woke to the feeling of

someone sitting on the bed. Half asleep I looked at the end of the

bed and saw nothing, dismissing it as a dream I fell back asleep.

Shortly after I felt a weight on my bed, like someone sitting on

the bed. I kicked my legs under the blankets to see if I could kick

whatever it was off my bed, then woke fully with a jolt when I

felt the solid form. I saw a shadow sitting on my bed as quick as

it arrived it disappeared. I recall telling my friend about this and

we agreed it must have been the baby coming to "check me out"

before his arrival.

I did not have any further events like that when the children were

little, so reading tarot cards just became a hobby, not to be taken

seriously.

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 Circle
I was bored with my job, and so I decided to study psychology,

through the psychology I learnt Hypnosis, this was opening up a

whole new world to me. I had never known much about meditation

until I got into Hypnotherapy. Hypnosis was an excellent tool to

help me relax. It was then I knew I was beginning my journey into

Spirituality.

I learnt about Spirit, in 2008, when I was invited to go to a circle.

A circle is where a group of Spiritual people meet up and sit in a

circle and communicate with Spirit. These groups are usually run

by a Medium. I went with trepidation as I was not into anything

airy-fairy and certainly did not want to go to something where there

would be a bunch of weirdos doing strange things. But I went

along, mainly as I was interested in doing meditation. I arrived at

the hall, to be pleasantly surprised to see that the people were pretty

normal. In fact, they were all very lovely, and some are still friends

today. The woman running the group was very much a no

nonsense lady and I liked that, as I was too. Being the professional

she picked up immediately that I was a skeptic and took this as her

challenge.
I would go to this circle every week. The medium would conduct a

meditation and then she would go around the circle asking people

what they saw. Meaning, what visions did they receive in

meditation.

You would hear things like people sailing away in boats, under

waterfalls, flying in the air, walking through rose gardens, talking

to their dead relatives. I use to hate it when she would come to me

as every week it felt like it was the same dialogue.

Her: " Did you get anything?"

Me: "No."

Her: "I think you did."

Me: " Well you are the psychic. You tell me."

Her: " You are under a veil, and you are not ready yet, so just keep

trying. One day you will open up."

Open up! Open up to what? I never 'saw' anything for months. It

did not bother me as I enjoyed going, as the people were lovely,

and it was nice just to be quiet for a couple of hours.

During the circle, you learnt about Spirituality, Spirit, Guides and

how to communicate with your loved ones who had passed. This

was done by doing the meditations and seeing if you could feel

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anything. On the odd occasion I could feel a draft at my feet when

we were in meditation. I was told this was Spirit walking around.

One particular evening, I did feel that draft again but this time I felt

a whoosh go by and saw a priest, all dressed up in the robes they

wear, I vividly saw the cross on the back of the robe. When I

opened my eyes, the Medium said a friend of hers, who was also a

medium had just passed away. Then several people confirmed they

saw what I saw. The ladies name was Mary Lane. I mention this

as she crops up on a couple of occasions during my journey.

During my development, we would do various exercises. We

would bring photos in of people who had passed, and then we

would try and connect with our Guides who would then tell us who

was the person was and something about them. I took a photo of

Betty. I thought she would love to be part of a circle. The person

who was giving me the reading did ok. She 'got' that it was an aunt

or someone who you would call aunty, I was impressed. But that

was all she got. Most of the sessions were about meditation and

talking about what you saw.

One day the Medium decided to crank it up a notch, and we all

gathered around this table and put our hands on it, she blasted out

a song, and we had to sing it over and over again, with our hands

on the table, eventually the table started to move. The top of the

table started to ripple, and the legs moved from one end of the room

to other, with us still holding on to the table. This was called

physical mediumship. That blew my mind, and I wish I had

recorded it as no one believed me. We were told that doing that

was the lowest form of mediumship and not to do it unless with an

experienced medium. I guess you could attract all sorts of

problems if you could not control it. But it was a lot of fun.

I also recall we had to stare at someone's face, for such a long time,

to the point your eyes got sore. Eventually, their face would distort

and change into the face of a dead person,

a face that was often recognised by someone else in the group.

This was called Transfiguration. This physical Mediumship was

very popular in the 20th Century where Séances were all the go.

That too was interesting. I was starting to see that the two worlds

between life and death were starting to come together.

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Every week, we would practise communicating with our Guides,

but I never really got anything. I think I guessed well, but never felt

it as much as everyone else did.

However, I enjoyed, it, it allowed me to get my cards out again and

start using them. It also allowed me to be a lot more open to what

could be.

It was when I started going to circle that I started a journal; I would

write down what happened that night and any messages I received.

So although I was not getting anything, I enjoyed getting the mini-

readings from the other people.

On the 20th April 2009, a few months after joining the circle, I had

my breakthrough. I was doing Meditation, not expecting much.

Immediately I felt my father-in-law, Howard beside me. I loved

Howard. He was like the old fashioned father, a great granddad to

the boys. He taught them the good stuff like building and

gardening. He loved his shed, and he loved the boys. It made sense

he would come to visit. As he stood beside me, I then saw myself

inside a large crystal pyramid. We were all in sitting in it; I looked

up, and I saw a flash of my father and sister. Then I saw Jesus

Christ. Yes the big JC himself. He came over to me, took my

hand, and we walked through this garden. He told me to touch the

flowers. As I touched the flowers, he asked me how they felt. I

said they felt real. He then said, "Believe in your heart for what

you see and feel is real and do not let anyone tell you otherwise.

Be comfortable with Jesus who is the Spirit." Then he took me back

into the circle, and he left.

I jolted back to reality and opened my eyes to see the eyes of the

Medium on me. The group then went around talking about the

visions they had seen in their meditations. While this was

happening, I kept saying to myself, I cannot tell them this, as they

will think I have made it up.

As I was creating a story in my head to tell them, or an edited

version of it, it came to my turn. I looked at the Medium, who said,

"I think you need to tell us". But I was afraid to tell the group what

I had seen as I knew they would not believe me. After some

coaxing from the Medium, I told the story of the vision I had just

experienced. There was silence for a little while when someone in

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the group said. "You have to be a Catholic. Only Catholics get

visions like that, I'm a Catholic and got a similar one."

That was the evening the veil was lifted.

 Evidence
Shortly after that evening, things started to change for me, in the

Spiritual sense. I became more aware of my surroundings, I asked

a lot of questions and demanded answers. When I say I demanded

answers, I would talk to myself asking questions about, “Why me?

Why can I not see anything all the time and where is this leading

me? My circle of friends changed, as my belief system changed. I

had nothing in common with them anymore. I was attracting more

spiritual people; they would stay in my life for a period then they

would move on. I continued going to group until one day the

Medium invited me to a psychic fair to do readings. I was horrified,

scared and certainly not ready. I remember calling my friends up

and asking them to come along and visit me as I did not want to

feel like an idiot sitting there all alone. The medium who ran the

circle was running the fair so I knew that I would be quiet as most

people would want to go to her. She had invited a few other people,

and that is where I learnt about the different modalities like Reiki,

Energy Healing, the list goes on and on. I did not quite understand

what it was all about, but it made for an interesting day. My friends

turned up to support me, but much to my surprise, I had people

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come to see me and they appeared happy when they left. This fair

opened the door to another fair. It was during a psychic fair that

Mary Lane's name comes up again. I was standing at my table

waiting for someone to come to me when this dear old lady walked

into the hall. She struggled to walk and had the aid of a friend and

a walking frame. I do not know what made me look at her, but when

I did, I noticed the fair organiser pointing to me. The women slowly

made her way over to me. As she sat down in front of me, she said,

“I use to go to a lady called Mary Lane, and now I feel I need to go

to you”. I thought WOW, how does Mary know me, as I had never

met her before, and I only felt her when she passed. I gave the

woman a reading, and she became a regular client. The more fairs

I did, the stronger my confidence became.

I started to do readings at home on a regular basis and soon had a

small client base. I started off with just asking for donations. For

some reason, I got it into my head that I now had a gift and as a gift

I should give it away, so I did not charge. This was not a clever

decision as I was very drained, and the types of people who came

to see me were the types that sucked the life out of you. They would

phone me day and night wanting advice. One day a person phoned
me and wanted to book in. For the first time, I was asked me how

much I charged. Before I could think about it, a figure came out of

my mouth. This is how I price myself now; Spirit gives me the

value. She turned up, and when she sat down, she said. “Do you

know Mary Lane”? I said, “No, but I have heard of her.” She

continued telling me what a lovely person she was and that she

lived just up the road from where I live. I could not believe that I

lived in the same street! Did Mary take a liking to me in the circle

or something!

After a few months, I became confident in my readings. Still using

the Rider-Waite deck, I would easily give readings and people

seemed to be pleased. Giving readings started to work in my

favour as I was finding I too was being protected. That intention

of giving readings and connecting with my guides also allowed my

guides to protect me. My concentration span does not last long

enough to do a meditation so I found that I would get my insight

when I would tune in to give a reading.

I had been separated from my husband a few years now and wanted

to meet someone special. Online dating was quite new, and I only

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knew about it as my ex-husband had met his partner there. So I

figured if it worked for him it would for me. I started talking to a

guy called Mike. He seemed very nice. We met, and it all seemed

fine, we then met a few times, and I guess his expectation was to

have sex. He texted me saying that when he comes over this is what

he would like. I told him that was not going to be the case and do

not come over. He said he was on his way. I phoned him to tell him

that I was no longer interested, and he yelled and screamed into the

phone at me saying something about women using him and playing

games. Totally different to the man I had met. I was terrified as I

did not want him turning up. I got a text from him to say he would

be at my place in 10 minutes. I went outside as I heard a lot of

commotion. Outside there were fire engines and police cars. I soon

found out that there had been a huge gas leak, and they have

blocked the street off, so no vehicles could come in or near the area.

I laughed, as when I went back to my house one of the police cars

had parked outside my place. So if Mike drove by he would see the

police car and think it was for him. Another 'Wow' moment. The

second attempt to online dating, (yes that did not put me off). I was

to meet a man in the city. As I got to the road that leads on to the
motorway on-ramp, I noticed a car ahead had broken down and

had blocked the way. I turned the car back and tried another road

only to find that road was also blocked by a truck and trailer. I

literally could not get out of my area. I phoned the man to say I

cannot make it, and he yelled and told me I was just a player.

Another save for me.

The final attempt, to my blind dating, was when I met a local man.

He was a funeral director, lovely person. We hit it off and saw each

other for about a month. All was going very well. One day he

invited me to the funeral home for a drink after work. I went along,

and we started talking about Mediumship. He asked me to take a

look at the person he had laid out for the funeral and see if I picked

up anything. I thought this would be a good test. I described the

man's sister and a few other details. The Funeral Director brought

out a photo that was to go on the coffin and it was a photo of the

sister I had described. I went to circle that night, and when I walked

in the door, the Medium said. “I know what you did today, and you

should not do that” I was told off for being disrespectful.

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One day my funeral director friend came to visit me. For whatever

reason, I offered him a reading. He agreed. As I was doing the

reading, it suddenly came to me that he was married. I asked him if

this was correct, and he agreed with a shocked look on his face.

“How did you know?” he asked. “ I didn't. “The cards told me,” I

said to him, most upset. That was the end of that; I would leave

love to fate.

Spiritual Churches are run in a similar way to a traditional church.

You go along, sing, pray, but instead of a Priest talking you listen

to a Medium, who will channel messages. This is called Platform.

Platform is when a Medium is invited to deliver messages at a

Spiritual Center. When I was invited to my first platform at a

Spiritual Center, I was extremely nervous, to the point of feeling

ill. When I arrived I was supported by people, most of which were

Mediums, who encouraged me to step up on the platform and do

my best. I stood up, not feeling sure if I was going to be successful,

but I asked my guides to come through and before I knew it, I was

channelling messages. Later that evening a Gentleman came up to

me. He was a very experienced Medium and had been around for
years. He asked me how long I had been doing platform. When he

found out, it was my first time he said I looked like I had been doing

it forever. I was to meet him again at a Spiritual event where he

gave me a message and said that I was an old soul who had ignored

her spirituality in the past; this was my final life path, and that is

why it was second nature to me. I had been fast-tracked. I found

this very helpful, as it explained why I had picked up the reigns of

Mediumship so quickly.

Things moved pretty rapidly, in regards to my spirituality. Every

month felt like years of experience. I still continued doing my day

job until one day I was having a talk to myself and asked the

question. “Why do I not see Spirit like other Mediums?”

I was working as a Property Manager so went off to a property to

take some photos as the property was vacant, and tenants were

required. I stood at the property and just snapped away with my

camera. Later I uploaded the photos to my computer. As soon as

the photos were uploaded, I saw a face hit me on the screen; it gave

me such a fright! I called my friend who had come with me to take

the photos and asked her if there had been anyone on that property;

she confirmed that it was just us.

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 I sent the photo off to a friend who was very spiritual and a Reiki

Master, he came back and said there were a lot of orbs in that photo

and felt it was on sacred land. This was the most amazing thing

that had happened to me as just that day I had asked myself, “Why

can't I see spirits?”.

It was at this moment that I knew that if I asked questions,

regarding my spirituality, I would get the answers.

Helensville
Property where photo of Spirit was taken. 2009 Copyright Brigid Curran
 My Childhood
I phoned my mother to tell her about my spiritual journey; I said I

had been thinking of selling my business and dedicating my time

fully to this journey. I do not think she understood what I meant by

that but commented that it did not surprise her that I was, as she put

it, 'that way'.

When I was a baby my mother took me to school to pick up my

brother. One of the nuns came over and looked into the pram and

said, “You watch that one, she is going to be special.”

As we talked more about my childhood, I brought up our old family

home and said to mum that, when we lived in the house next to the

cemetery, I use to see things, but I thought that was what everyone

did. Mum was confused and said, “We never lived next to a

cemetery.” We did, however, live next to a house where a child had

been run down on that driveway. It started to occur to me that

perhaps, I had a vivid imagination, or I was experiencing the

afterlife.

I did not have a lot of experiences, but as an adult I started to

understand why I was the type of child I was.

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I did not learn about the occult; I only knew what we saw at the

movies or on the television. One night my friends and I were

camping outside in a tent. Mum had been listening to the news and

heard that there had been an escape from the then local mental

institute, Oakley, now Carrington Technical Institute. We had the

option to come inside or camp out in the garage, which had a secure

door to it. We chose the garage. There we were about six of us

sitting in a circle trying to call in spirits. My friend, Eilis, decided

that we should try and call her dad since he had died years prior. So

we did. We did the usual “Is there anyone there? If you can hear us

send us a sign.” We did this a couple of times and as we said, “Give

us a sign” a broom came flying through the garage window. We

screamed and ran inside, with my brother laughing hysterically

behind us.

The other memory I had was a little more real, in the sense that we

lived next to an old house that had been empty for a while. Tenants

moved in and from that day on I would hear a baby cry. When we

got to meet the neighbours I asked them where the baby was. They

said they did not have one, but they too had heard a baby crying and
thought it was coming from our place. They soon left that house

and it was bulldozed down. Later we learnt that a baby had died in

that house.

I was extremely shy as a child. I was happy in my company, and

would happily converse with myself. I was comfortable with

friendships with much older people as I was interested in their

stories, I had a handful of close friends growing up, and some who

remain friends today. But I never had a lot of friends. Although I

would converse with myself I never saw dead people, nor did I see

them walking the streets, nor did ghosts come and talk to me. I just

liked talking to myself; I found it comforting to talk through things

with myself. I felt I was a lucky child, meaning that I always felt

protected. Children get into mischief, but I never got hurt although

I put myself in some silly situations sometimes. So perhaps I did

have Spirit around me.

I was extremely sensitive as a child and this use to embarrass my

mother as she was a very sociable women. I can remember being

enrolled in college, I was 12, and I had to have an interview with

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the principal. I hardly spoke a word to her and to this day I can see

my mother striding ahead telling me how embarrassed she was that

I would not speak to her. My eyes use to well up in all sorts of

situations, and as I got into my teenage years of 13 and 14, I did not

want to be around. I felt I did not fit into this world. But now

looking back, I can see that I was simply sensitive to the energies

around me.

Once I started dating, working and living away from home, I settled

into the life of friends, boys, work, weekends and parties. Again

when I think back on the things I did, I was surely protected, as I

hung around with some real idiots!!

 Coming Out
I continued going to circle as so much was starting to happen that

I needed the support. One night I came home, and when I walked

into the house, I felt ill. I looked over at my Rider-Waite cards,

which were sitting on a shelf near the door, as I got closer to them,

I started to feel sicker. I picked up the cards, and they felt strange.

I had the strong feeling my guides were telling me not to use them

again. I wrapped them up and put them away in my drawer as I

knew one day I would gift them to someone, and that did happen.

I felt uncomfortable doing readings without my cards as they were

like a comfort blanket as people loved looking at the pictures, and

I hated people looking at me! Although I no longer read cards,

meaning the interpretations from the book, I liked to have them

there to confirm what I was actually saying. That weekend I went

to a psychic fair and met a lovely lady, her name was Dwariko von

Sommaruga. She, along with her friend Catherine Cook had

created a New Zealand version of Alchemy Cards. Dwariko gave

me a reading, and I fell in love with the cards. I still use them today.

Dwariko guided me with the cards, telling me that my journey

would be in spiritual counselling. I left on a high, as these cards

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were just beautiful. Dwariko passed away six months after me

seeing her, so the cards are extra special to me.

I started to get tired of working, in the traditional sense, I had

studied psychology and hypnosis, but I really enjoyed doing

mediumship. One day I said out loud, “I cannot do both, working

in property management and readings” as I felt they did not work

in alignment. One was positive, and one was negative. Shortly

after a man phoned to get hypnosis, to stop smoking. When he

arrived, I asked him if he would prefer a reading instead. He agreed

and, well, through the miracle of the universe, he ended up buying

my business.

My business background helped me in creating the website,

marketing and promoting myself at a professional level. I started

doing readings at home and at fairs. I stopped going to circle as I

became busy with my readings, and I felt I had learnt all I needed

from that group.

It did not take me long before I got bored just doing readings plus

I was not earning enough to make a living. I realised I needed to

find something to give me a mental and financial boost. Again

almost immediately I was offered a short-term contract that

allowed me to work and do my spiritual work. By this time, I had

a network of lovely spiritual people around me so decided to start

up fairs myself. I found a lovely hall in Dairy Flat and that became

our regular place to run fairs. My name soon got out, and I could

not run the fairs and do my spiritual work, so I let the organising of

fairs go and went back to doing fairs that other people organised. It

was a lot less hassle, and it allowed me more time to learn about

the direction I was going in.

I have two brothers, and both of them did not take it lightly that I

was doing this type of work. I think they felt I was going through

some personal crisis. The relationship between my brothers and I

have never been the same since I started working within my

spirituality. They just wanted me to have a 'normal' job. But I was

too into the work I was doing and stopping it would feel like I had

lost part of myself. My family changed a lot. Those who did not

understand it thought I was nuts. Poor thing, her husband has left

her, and she thinks she can talk to dead people!. Others thought

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that I was just a mind reader and that it was some party trick. So I

found it easier to disconnect myself from my family and just

concentrate on my work.

The days, months and years would go by, and my belief system

constantly changed. I started to believe that there was a much

bigger source out there.

My lessons became stronger and faster, the more spiritual work I

did.
 Spirituality, Guides, God, Energy

We are so captivated by and entangled in our subjective

consciousness that we have forgotten the age-old fact that God
speaks chiefly through dreams and visions. William Blake 1757-1827

Spirituality and Religion are quite different, in my opinion. I have

previously talked about my religion now let me share how

Spirituality works for me.

Spirituality is my belief system; I believe that there is a higher

power that supports me and guides me. I have confidence in the

feelings I receive that the guidance I am given is accurate as when

I follow it, opportunities and the “good stuff” happen for me.

When I get in my way and try to force things to happen, I usually

get stuck, get into conflict and mess up. Guides are the force

behind my decisions. God represents everything good. But saying

that I do believe in Jesus Christ, fictional or otherwise. I saw him

in a vision, and that is all the proof I need. I do feel the presence

of guides and feel their protection. Some of the people I have

developed, or have given readings to have incredible looking

guides, they could be Indian Chiefs to Animals to even Aliens, I

guess guides go into alignment with your personal belief system. I

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am black and white, so my guides feel very “normal.” I have felt

a Nun as a guide. I remember I was doing a healing - that is when

you place your hands on someone's shoulders and send energy - I

opened my eyes and saw my hands change into bony old fingers.

The person who I had placed my hands on also felt them too and

said she thought there were two lots of hands on her. I could see

that the guide coming through was a Nun.

When I talk about feeling protected, I do feel like there is a shield

around me, albeit invisible. It feels pretty real. The guides come

in when I do reading. “Come in” means I simply ask for protection,

guidance and direction for my client. Then I can give the reading

knowing that the words I give are guided and not my own. The

way I know this is I rarely remember all my readings. I only recall

some information as it is information for me to take on board. A

lesson I need to learn. That is why I love giving readings, as I am

always learning.

I talk to myself all the time, although I have an expectation that my

guides are hearing it. I often talk to family members who have

passed, although they are not very helpful. However they weren't

when they were alive, so I guess you do not change, just because
you die. Sometimes I can feel the presence of my guides,

sometimes it is very subtle. I can count on one hand when I have

felt them strongly. Most times it is subtle but if I listen and follow

my guidance the opportunities are huge.

The first real visual I had was when my mother was not home, and

my brother received a call to say she was in the hospital. We did

the usual checks with the hospitals, and no one had seen or heard

of her. I yelled out and said. “Where is she!” Next thing a movie

screen drops down, right in front of me, with a movie of my mother

walking with a shopping trundler. Next a clock comes up showing

me a time of 11am. I wait till 11am and phone her. She answers

the phone, oblivious to the fact that the whole family was out

looking for her. The call, my brother, had received, turned out to

be for the wrong person.

The second time, I was worried about going into surgery. When I

went to leave to go to the hospital, I yelled out, again, “ You sort

this out as I do not have a clue anymore!” At that, I got the Beatles

song, Let it Be, “Mother Mary comforts you, speaking words of

wisdom, let it be”. That song played over and over in my head

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right until I went to the theatre. When I woke up, I saw my father

and my sister sitting on my bed, (both have passed) I had never felt

so comfortable.

Sometimes I am proven wrong too. I was doing platform one night,

and someone asked me if I saw Auras, I said 'no'. As I commenced

doing Mediumship, I noticed a woman sitting at the back, and she

was glowing in pink. I had to laugh and point it out to the audience,

telling them never to say never as you will be proven wrong. This

beautiful pink aura was all around her head. As I connected with

her, I soon realised the reason for that was her brother had just died,

and he was sending her love.

So you do not have to have a bolt of lightening to have proof. Just

know, if you are feeling protected, or life is going smoothly, you

are following your guidance.

Albert Einstein proved scientifically that energy becomes matter

and matter becomes energy according to the change in the

frequency of vibration. The human energy field is seen as varying

layers of coloured lights around the body. As the particles of one

energy field pulsate and dance farther apart at a higher frequency,

they intermingle with the particles of the other person and other

living matter including the Earth. You may sense or feel a familiar

presence in a crowded room. Then you see a friend. When I began

to feel energy fields, I became skeptical and confused. Were they

really there? Did they have any meaning?

The best way to observe universal energy is to simply relax and

gaze out into the blue sky. You will see tiny globules making

squiggly patterns against the sky. They may be tiny white balls,

black spots, they appear for a second or two and leave a slight trail

mark.

We, as a society, have changed, and I often hear words like,

'sensing', 'energy', 'holistic', 'good vibes', 'bad vibes', 'bad and good

energy' in everyday life. This is showing me how open we are as a

society in embracing that there is another force, bigger than what

we can explain, let alone describe. It is all about trusting your

instincts.

So no matter what your “Religious” practice is you can connect to

a higher vibration.

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Through such practices as meditation and prayer, you can reach

states of expanded consciousness which open up your sensory

perception. Ancient Indians call it 'Prana', Chinese, have 'Yin and

Yan' and Jewish 'Kabbalah', just like the Christian religious

paintings portraying Jesus and the crew surrounded by fields of

light.

In 1911, D William Kilner reported his studies of the Human

Energy Field through coloured screens and filters. He described a

growing mist around the whole body in three zones which he called

Aura. Kilner found that the appearances changed from person to

person depending on age, mental ability and health.

Angels see the steps we need to take in times ahead and are
capable of connecting us more quickly to our divine origins. All
we need to do is open our hearts and extend our hands. Then we
too can fly upon the wings of angels- Unknown

It is amazing what you can see when you are a creative visualiser.

It is difficult to see beyond where you are at this moment, but it is

even more of a challenge to figure out how to get there. At the

onset of my Spiritual journey, I learned to visualise, to see

something in my mind and accept it as my reality.

We are all Spiritual people having human experiences and it is our

human selves that hold us back. Understanding that another source

is out there and seeing the proof soon trains your mind to forget

what it has been conditioned to think. I firmly believe in keeping it

simple, I know there is more out there than I could ever imagine,

and I could go on a quest to find out more, but then that takes away

the simplicity of it for me. Life is meant to be simple; we make it

complicated.

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 Readings

I have talked about readings, giving readings. Readings are

information that you receive, just like any creative person, singer,

writer, artist is often “given” the information, channeled from

somewhere. When I do a reading for a client, this is channeled, I

sometimes use my lovely cards, as I mentioned earlier, as a visual for

my clients. The first thing I do is ask my guides to come in and guide

me; then I ask the client for their name and birthday. This allows the

guides and the client's loved ones to hear the voice and dial-up. I liken

it to dialing up the number to talk. Sometimes clients will try and be

negative and will not talk as they like to test. The guides can still work

with this, but why would you want to waste their time, your time and

my time doing this? Make your appointment with a Medium a pleasant

one, treat it as having a session with a loved one and you will get so

much more out of it.

Now and then the guides will sit me down and will give me information,

I just write and write until I stop.

This is a communication they gave me for a reading I was asked to at a

Spiritual Center. It was at a time where a lot of people were feeling like

they were in limbo.

As a spiritual person I am given 'Readings' to pass on. This was a

channeled message written for a talk I was invited to give at a Spiritual

Center.

The following readings, or any readings are chanelled, they are never

edited as they are given directly from Spirit and to edit means you are

putting your own personal slant on it.

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20 July 2014 Communication with Guides
Thank you for showing up, we know that the past few weeks feels like a
time of limbo for some people. There is energy of change around us.
There has been talk about changes. What are we as your guides doing
when you are feeling lost, flat or just uninspired?

Whilst living in a human existence your Souls are ever evolving. We

are all affected by the current environment, tragedies locally and
internationally, energies and personalities of those that we connect with
on a daily basis. You are all ever evolving and as guides we have to
accommodate that.
We know you struggle with change, we feel the disconnection, we hear
you say you have no direction, no inspiration and basically feel like you
are unsupported. We know this can last a day, or maybe weeks, months
or years but as your guides, time has no meaning. We are constantly
moving you forward guiding you to new opportunities and new
learnings. We understand that you like to feel the security of knowing
who we are, where we have come from and our intentions for you. That
is fine but understand we are your guides and whatever the situations
we will assist you.

We have seen your belief system, we can see the core of you. When you
are feeling rattled or challenged in your belief we know the core of you
is still intact. It is just your ego that has attached itself to the
challenges. That is fine, you are allowed to do this as you are having
a human experience. Forgive yourself. You are human.
When you are feeling lost, disjointed or sad, embrace it and know that
we are working behind the scenes to move you into a different
vibration, where you will continue learning and growing. Know that
you are always protected, the path you are on is the path you should be
on at this moment in time. But be ready for change, to be moved and
guided onto another journey. For whatever reasons, do not allow your
ego to drive your journey because that is when conflict, heartache and
all those other negative emotions come to be.

Live the truth of the universe by believing in the truth of Spirit. When
you incorporate this belief into every aspect of your being and every
part of your life, remind yourself that you are perfect and unique
representation of us- your holy spirit and you will find that you will be
equipped to handle anything.

No matter what appears before you today, know that there is a greater
truth and understanding and you are given this because you are ready
to be moved to a higher vibration. Show up and keep showing up, that
is how we know you care.

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This is one I love. Do it if you like.

Close your eyes and let's have a moment.

Think about a time when you were the happiest in your life.

How was your health during this time?

How did you look at the world and yourself?
Chances are you felt fantastic both about yourself and life in general.
Think about yourself now.
Are you happy?
How is your health?
Are your relationships strong and loving?
How do you feel about your friends and family?
How is your career and financial situation?
How do you feel about yourself and the world you are in?

Open your eyes and think about this.

How you feel right now is your present. If you maintain this you have
an insight into your future. So checking in.............Are you Ok?
Remember laughter enhances your immunity. You have the ability to
create.
 The Afterlife

What happens when you die? Is there a light leading you to your loved

ones? Or is that just in the movies?

As a Medium, I have spoken to many who have passed, and the stories

seem to go into alignment with stories I hear and read. Yes, there is a

light. Sometimes you will see it, sometimes you won’t. What is that

light? I like to think of it as the door to everlasting happiness. We

often, if you are spiritual, talk about the light. When we are talking

about people who are living their passion who are truly happy, they

live in the light.

Another terminology is “the light went on” when you connect with a

person, and they have also connected with themselves. I see this a lot

when I am doing a reading, and you see “the light go on” when the

person gets what their purpose is, or gets the answer to something they

have been pondering for some time. This can be a magical time.

I have the honour to talk to people who have passed over. One I recall,

as it was so sad and so funny at the same time, some would say

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morbid. I will share the story so that you might understand that it is

not a sad story. It is a story of learning.

I am fortunate as a Medium to receive the answers to my questions.

One way or another the answer will come. This particular day my

question was, “Is there a light when you pass and what happens when

you pass”? I have heard stories from people who have told me that

they have had near death experiences, where they have gone outside

of their body during an operation and watched over themselves,

enabling them to describe the whole scenario to an amazed surgeon

after they recover. I have also heard that people have had the pull to

what appears to be a light where they can see their family, maybe a

mother or father, and when they are just about to walk through the

light they wake up. This usually happens when a traumatic event has

occurred, and your soul leaves your body for a while. Who makes the

decision as to whether you stay or continue? I recall after my operation

waking up to see my father and my sister sitting on my bed. I felt a

sense of contentment. Then the surgeon came in and told me that

during the operation something strange happened. It was like she was

being guided to where she needed to go.

I was talking to a lady and while we were talking I felt the presence

of a passed one, a young man, who had a very playful energy. This

man came through all excited to see his friend and wanted to share his

story with us both. He too was a spiritual man and had a lot of

questions that he wanted to be answered. He continues to tell me

about his passing. One evening he decided to kill himself. He wanted

to see if there was a light when you pass. Now you can imagine, no

one in their right mind would do this and yes he had been drinking,

amongst other things. He continues to tell me his story.

“I was in the garage and decided to get into my car and start the

engine. The carbon monoxide was going to send me to sleep, and I

would then know if there was such a thing as a white light.” I will add

here, this was back in the day before emission controls on cars. Thank

goodness it would be a difficult task to do today! “As I was sitting in

the car, and being very conscious of what I was feeling, I saw a light.

I thought, WOW there is a light. Then I realised it was not a light at

all; it was the light to the garage. Someone had walked in and caught

me, and now they were going to save me. I panicked as I knew then if

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I was to be saved I might have brain damage, and that was not the

plan. Next thing I know I am here, in the afterlife. I did not see the

white light as I panicked, but through the panic I felt peace. I also

realise that was part of my journey as now I give guidance in the

afterlife about suicide and passing, so I am now a teacher.”

I thanked him for his story, but then I recalled that he had a friend who

had killed himself, so where is he? He responded with, “Oh no, he has

to come back. He shot himself. You are NOT to kill yourself because

your life becomes too difficult. You have to work through these things.

His soul will return to learn that”.

I found it interesting that here is a soul who did kill himself, but

because his intentions were of wanting to know something, he would

not have to come back and learn. I guess he was doing his learnings

in the afterlife. And who is to know that could have been in his

blueprint?
 Split Souls

I read that a friend of mine, Pete, had died suddenly at home (aged

51), as stated in the death notice. I had not seen him since I was in

my twenties, so I had wondered what had happened to him.

Something told me he had taken his life. I soon dismissed this

incident and did not give it another thought until months later

when I had a dream, a vivid dream.

I found myself walking up a hill behind a man in red shorts. I

looked up and saw my friend Pete, the way he looked in his

twenties (when I knew him) -curly hair, moustache, cute smile.

We walked together into, what can only be described as a hobbit-

like cave with hospital beds. I noticed crutches and hospital

equipment by this bed. We talked and not knowing how Pete had

died; I asked him what had happened. He said, “I found life just

too difficult and as a result of what I did, I have to come back.

Please do not be sad as I will see you again.”

Next thing I have that feeling of falling back into my bed as if

someone has dropped me from the clouds. The months went by,

and I forgot about this dream.

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One day I was having a conversation with a man, his name was

Paul. He was so familiar to me – his build, mannerism, smile - but

we had only just met. As we were talking he said something to me

that jolted my memory back to Pete. I asked where he was from

and when his birthday was. They were the same as my friend Pete.

Coincidence, maybe. I asked if he had connections to the area

Pete lived in, and he did. Although he did not know Pete, he knew

of the name.

This chance meeting turned out to be a whirlwind of events for

me. I had a friendship with this person. It appeared he had a split

personality. One minute loving and caring, and the next moody,

angry, and depressed. I did not need this in my life, so I

endeavoured to end the friendship. Every time I would ignore him,

I would get pulled back again to reconnect. After a very erratic

year with him I decided I would just ignore my intuition, and him,

as he was driving me mad. Simple right? Wrong!!! When you

work with Spirit, you have lessons to learn so that these messages

and lessons can be imparted onto others.

One evening, my guides asked if I would go and see Paul. I had

not seen Paul for a while, so I ignored this strong feeling. Then the

feeling to connect became very strong. I felt I was being carried

to his house. Like a mad woman, I found myself knocking on his

door. The front door, back door, window. I started to fear the

worst. He finally answered. He came to the door and asked me in.

He seemed smaller, almost childlike. He looked soul destroyed.

We sat and talked, and he explained how he was in his car and felt

like driving into a wall and ending his life. He went on to say that

life had become too difficult, and he had thought about suicide a

few times, but instead he had the strength to seek out the help of a

counselor. At this point I knew I was talking to Pete.

Had Pete come back to work through his suicide and used Paul to

connect with me?

Later that night I meditated on this situation and my guides

explained that when someone takes their life, they have to live that

life again to learn the lessons and to move through. Because I had

a connection with this person, and I was on a learning journey, my

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guides thought it would be wonderful for Pete to relive his journey

with me.

After that meeting with Paul, I never saw him again. I felt this

story was unfinished, so I invited Paul for coffee to see what

changes had occurred in his life. When he arrived, he was not the

person I knew. There was no resemblance in his appearance to

Pete. In fact, he was a complete stranger to me. That part of the

lesson had been learnt and not only had Pete healed, but Paul had

also healed too.

While writing about this, I asked my guides if I would ever get

concrete proof that Pete did commit suicide. I received

confirmation from Pete's brother. Here is an excerpt from his

email to me:

“Mother told me Peter had taken sleeping pills after drinking too

much and unfortunately accidentally passed away during the

night. The official verdict was suicide. She confirmed that Peter

had had a deep depression for several years prior to the event and

was on some very strong anti-depressants.”

Receiving confirmation was important to me as I am always

the skeptic.

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 Soul Mates

Previously I talked about split souls and how when two souls are

going through a similar journey the souls may be split so that both

parties can 'enjoy' the lessons learnt.

I did not know Paul, but I knew Peter, I had been dealing with clients

who had people pass through suicide, so I was asking the questions as

to what happens. When you are working with Spirit and ask a

question, it is likely you will receive an answer via an experience. I

later found out Pete had committed suicide and then connecting with

Paul I learnt that your soul must heal, and Suicide is not an option.

I often have clients come to see me about meeting their soul mates.

In my experience as a medium, I am not sure if meeting your soulmate

is a wonderful thing as the soulmates I have come across have lessons

to learn off each other. My understanding of Soulmate, unlike a Twin

Flame and Split Soul, is that the other person is also aware that they

are your soulmate. Where are Split Soul is there for a healing purpose,

as in the case of Paul changing once he healed and the catalyst that

brings a Twin Flame together to deal with unfinished healing.

A soul mate is two people who are connected soul to soul, that missing

piece. You can have many soul mates. You could have a relationship

soulmate, a spiritual soulmate, a soulmate as a pet. But I firmly

believe a soulmate is a missing bit or link to your soul.

We are souls in human bodies. How many times have you connected

with a complete stranger? How many times have you said your

friends are more family than your birth family? We are simply soul

connecting with souls. Some stay some leave.

I do feel that the soulmate journey is not as high energy as the twin

flame journey.
 Twin Flames

When you are on your spiritual path, you are learning all the time.

People come into your life to show you parts of themselves, regardless

of whether you are aware of this. Often they are mirrors reflecting

what we are missing about ourselves. Some leave an impact; some

do not. I learnt about twin flames in quite a brutal manner, I thought.

I was having a conversation with a friend based on missed

opportunities. My life has not been an easy one, and when I look

back, I often wonder if I did not have the depth I have today would I

be so affected by it. The conversation continued on about how we

would have conducted our lives differently with relationships, money

and family. There was no rhyme nor reason as to why we were

reminiscing about our losses; it was just that sort of day. My friend is

not a spiritual person, so our conversation was quite different which

was interesting. His were more what he lost materialistically, where

mine was quite different, it was hard to explain, but it felt like I had

lost my sense of true contentment and happiness.

When we got home, I started to feel quite miserable and started to cry.

It was one of those moments where it felt good to cry, but you had no

real reason to be crying like that. The next day I had pulled myself
together and got into my day. Still feeling shell shocked as to why I

was so upset. I opened up my computer and fell upon Twin Flames.

I read that a twin flame can be a person who connects with you and is

the catalyst for you to make a change. I had completed writing a book

based on cycalic events that occur every 7-years. My book.

Transform your Psyche, had dealt with everything I had gone

through. But the more I read about twin flames, the more I realised

that although I had dealt with my past by acknowledging why it had

to happen. I had not had a jolly good cry about it.

What had happened was I made a connection with a person who was

going to instigate my healing, unbeknown to him. What I had been

experiencing was that feeling of broken dreams and lost opportunities.

I was mulling over my past and become lost in wishing that I had

acted or chosen differently. I had never acknowledged and grieved

my losses. But I was also fearful of the future and because I was busy

doing my spiritual work I had overlooked my own healing.

A twin flame is an energetic energy that has come into your life,

holding that mirror up to allow you to look within yourself. My friend

was the twin flame, the catalyst for me to do this.

 Healing

We often hear the words “healing”, or “I am a healer”. I

mentioned earlier in the book that the traditional hands-on healing

is usually done at a Spiritual Center where some music is played,

and people will come and sit in chairs and healers will stand

behind them and place their hands on their shoulders. That is the

basic explanation. I am sure there are variants to that. What the

healers are doing is basically tapping into your energy field and

correcting your aura or energy (both are the same to me).

Your Aura or energy field can be photographed too. There is a

special camera that was developed by a Russian couple, Semyon

and Valentino Kirlean. This camera is able to take photos of your

Aura. However, your aura changes and so the photograph is

merely a reflection of where your energy is on that particular day.

I recall just before my sister passed away her Aura went very dark,

a murky brown colour. That is when we knew it was time to say

good bye. Our Aura is a reflection of how we feel, where our

energy is at. I am sure you have said at some time. “I just get a
bad vibe or energy off that person” or vice versa, you are

immediately attracted to someone's energy.

So when you sit in a Spiritual Center, the Healers are asking Spirit

to make the Aura brighter, take away any darkness, illness and

balance your mind, body and spirit. You do not have to go to a

Spiritual Center to get healed. There are many types of Healers

out there, but most of all you have the ability to heal. Every

helpful thing you do or kind word you say is healing somebody.

A developed healer can “tune in” to connect with their higher self,

that energy or God spirit that we spoke about earlier. Once they

draw on that energy, they can assist with helping the person heal.

Obviously it is important that both participants, the healer and the

client, both are accepting of this type of healing.

I guess the 'the laying of the hands' as done at the centers, came

from the Christian era when Jesus would lay hands and heal.

There are examples in the Bible, and many older Healers like to

follow that traditional way of laying the hands on a person. In

fact, it is a natural thing to take someone's hand when they need

help, with an intention to make them feel better. That is Healing.

We heal with our actions, be it with our hands, or our words. So

without realising it, when you do a nice deed for someone to help

them out, you are in fact healing.

Healing can be done anywhere, as God is everywhere right? You

can self-heal too. By setting the intention, laying your hand over

the area that you feel needs healing and saying a prayer or asking

for help, if you are not the type who likes to pray. Meditation is

also a great way to heal and guided meditations where there is a

voice to help you mediate is helpful for those who cannot stay still

for long. There are many meditations on the internet. Just go

through and select your favourites. Do it on a regular basis and

you will soon get used to just relaxing instantaneously. You can

give healing to animals, the same way. Sitting quietly with them

and as you are stroking them, asking the higher power to heal

whatever may be troubling them.

A friend of mine came over one day and saw that I had a new old

cat. She was a rescue cat and was not very well. She had heart
problems, but she was not ready to be put down, so we took her

in. My friend gave her some healing, and before you know, it this

cat's energy had increased from this placid little bundle that would

sleep all the time to this lively cat that would run up and down the

stairs. I contacted her later to thank her but said,” I actually

preferred the cat when she was quiet!”

Healing, done with the right intention cannot hurt you, there are

so many myths about people picking up bad energy, or being

attacked and feeling sick I do not believe this as you are protected

all the time, regardless of whether you remember to ask for

protection. Healing makes you feel calm like you are floating. It

is a lovely feeling, and you feel warm inside, much the same way

you would feel if you were mediating or connecting with your

Guides.

Healing can be done for anyone, regardless of whether you know

them or not. You can send healing to your friends overseas or to

someone you know who needs help. In fact, send it to those who

have hurt and upset you. Then you both will feel better. Often
people prefer to go to a natural healer, rather than a traditional

medical person when they have come to a brick wall with their

wellness. Healing can assist. I enjoy healing and doing

meditations, although I struggle with settling my head, I do enjoy

the brief moment where I see the colours swirling around in my

head. As you know, we are surrounded by light. Focus your eyes

on something now, in a bit, you will see a glow of white around

it. I recall doing a course once, it was very boring for me, so I just

concentrated on the facilitator, who was very passionate about the

topic. The more she spoke, the brighter the light became. Try it

next them when you are at a lecture or show. Watch people in

their passion and you will see the glow of the light behind them.

Nothing is nicer than looking at colour through a prism. You only

need to walk into a church, and you see the golds and purples. It

is interesting that we talk about universal healing, one light, etc.

All the colours are universal too. Spiritual people often use

purples and golds. Our Auras are made up of many colours and as

our moods change so does the colour. We all know the saying 'I'm

in a dark mood'.
Colours have been with us since the beginning of time, and they

all have their own meaning. The shades will change and so will

the vibrancy. I recall banging my head one day, and as I took

myself to bed to recover, a huge ray of white light was beamed

through me, it was warming, healing and felt great!

We all know the basic colours, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue,

Indigo, Violet. The main colours on the colour chart. Each of these

colours represents where you are in your energy.

Blue is the universal healing colour, which makes sense. The sky

is blue ( and white), when you lay on the green grass and look up

at the sky, you immediately get a sense of peace. Blue enhances

your psychic abilities assisting you in your intuition.

Green, the colour of grass. As you lay on grass, you are feeling

your tensions go away. Green represents peace, with peace comes

growth and rejuvenation and health.

Red is passion, life and energy. It regenerates you. I often tell

people to wear red if you feel you need that extra power in that

meeting you are going into. Red will boost you into action.

Remembering that white is around us too, mix the red with white

and what do you have? Pink. Pink is lovely to see and receive,

that feeling of love. Pink can heal your heart.

Indigo, the wisdom, the mind, the desire to learn and understand.

When you are studying, put a lovely mauve scarf on, or wear

something mauve.. Just to remind you to rewind and relax. Mauve

embraces your Spirituality, protecting you while you go on your

journey of discovery.

Violet, is about courage, growth, strength, love beauty and fun,

innocence and purity.

Gold, that yellow ball of energy in the sun the power, the warmth

that penetrates us. It brings us laughter, fun, those lovely sunny

days where nothing matters, wonderful opportunities. It is the

highest of colours, the colour of life. It sharpens your intellect.

Yellow is about clarity, re focusing and truthful insight.

So when you are laying down and relaxing, close your eyes and

visualise the colours going through your body. Determine what

the most prominent colours are and you will soon start to

understand what you are lacking and what your true desire are.
 Mediumship

Human beings have attempted to contact spirits throughout most

of history. Shamans and witch doctors traditionally contacted

spirits, and the oracles of ancient Greece were often consulted for

advice. In the eighteenth century, Europe, Swedish scientist

Emanuel Swedenborg created controversy and accusations of

heresy when he rejected orthodox theology in favour of his

visions. He believed that spirits could actively help people and

that Mediumship proved the existence of life after death.

Swedenborg was a respected inventor and scientist, but at the age

of fifty-six he entered into a spiritual phase in which he

experienced dreams and visions. This culminated in a spiritual

awakening, and he claimed that his eyes had been opened so that

from then on, he could talk freely with spirits in the afterlife.

Why would anyone want to talk to someone who had passed?

Before I wrote this book I asked a few people, who are skeptics,

what do they know about Mediumship and what it mean to them.

Most thought it was a load of rubbish, but some said it would be

nice to talk to family again. Most of the clients I see just want to

make sure that those who have passed are doing ok. Are they
happy? I never thought much about Mediumship until I started to

develop. I never thought about what happened to the person when

they died. I knew they went up, not down and that they were still

around us, but I guess I just thought there was another country

where all the dead people hung out, and when I did a reading, I

would dial up and someone over there would call them to the line.

It is important to understand that mediumship is not a gift given

to a chosen one. It is not magic or is no way associated with

games you played with Ouija boards. Because someone can

connect it does not mean they are spiritually better than anyone

else.

There are two types of Mediumship. Mental Mediumship, and

Physical Mediumship, I mentioned Physical Mediumship earlier

where we were able to move the table. This is the manipulation

of energy where others can see it. Mental Mediumship relates to

the communication or channeling because it can be referred to as

Telepathy. Your five senses are not being used, but you can hear,

feel and see what Spirit are trying to communicate. You are

always in control, and you can influence what takes place. Your

voice does not change; you know you are in a totally different
state. Although I say I am in control, I do not have control of

what I am saying, so can find myself in a difficult situation where

I may have to talk about something that is uncomfortable.

However, I firmly believe that Spirit only gives you what you can

handle at the time.

Mental mediumship is more common and as the environment

changes the connection to Spirit is becoming easier. I am no

scientist but do feel as the energy around us changes, the easier it

is to connect. During my time as a teacher in Mediumship I have

seen people who have the ability to do automatic writing or

drawing, this is when they go into a slight trance, and their hands

are controlled. The end result can be an amazing story or picture.

There will always be skeptics and as long as a Medium can

produce evidence that usually changes the opinion of a skeptic. I

love it when I do a reading for a skeptic, and they are left

gobsmacked about the proof they have received.

I am often asked, “What is the difference between, Psychics,

Mediums, Clairvoyants?”
The word 'Psychic' is used to explain a lot of the abilities

explained here, where people commonly connect and through

their own extra-sensory perceptions they can read one's thoughts.

Psychics and Mediums work on different levels, psychic taps into

your energy and a Medium communicates with Spirit.

Clairvoyance means 'seeing, this is through the mind's eye', like

watching TV in your head, similar to the story about my mother

going missing and a picture screen being shown in front of me.

That was in my mind's eye. Because it is so vivid, you can explain

and describe what you are seeing.

Clairaudience means 'hearing' Spirits voice but not seeing them

Sometimes you may get songs in your head or music. This is quite

common, and if you have ever visited me, you will notice that I

often ask my guides to repeat or explain something they have said.

You will recall the Beatle's song, ''Let it Be” in my head when I

went into surgery.

Clairsentience. This is the most common, especially when you are

starting to tune in with your guides, that feeling of their presence.

At the beginning of my development I use to feel them at my legs,

when I was at circle, like a cold breeze. Most commonly is that

feeling of something over you, like a cobweb, or something

touching your head. Also when you are starting out giving

readings to clients, you can often feel the physical pain of the

person who has passed, like a heart problem or whatever ailment

they may have.

All or some of the above may occur when you are working with

Spirit. I try not to label what is happening, I just go with the flow

and allow my guidance to direct me in the reading.

Can Spirit see into the future? This I get asked this a lot. This is

where the Psychic intuition comes in. Spirit will assist with future

readings, and this is done when the client is truly stuck and needs

to move forward with something, so if it is for the good of the

client Spirit will assist you.

Another question I get asked, is”Can bad Spirits take over your

body?'. No. I sometimes see people who claim to be psychically

attacked. Spirit will not possess you as you are always in control.

What it means is that you are easily influenced by your connection

to Spirit. You can easily stop it. I think some people just like the

excitement of Spirit working within a person and they tend to go

overboard, rather than just shutting it down.

 Exercises

Before we start on some spiritual exercises, do something I wish

I had done. Start a journal of your journey. It will go so fast that

before you know it, you are walking in a spiritual path doing some

amazing things. It will be nice to look back and see when you had

your “light” moment.

Practicing is vital when you want to become a Medium. You do

have to dedicate time to it. I recommend going to a development

group because then you are forced to practice.

1. First introduce yourself to Spirit. Do not get all formal and

uncomfortable, be your natural self. Tell them why you want to

connect. Tell them your fears, hopes and expectations in regards

to your development. Why do you want to connect with them?

2. Have a regular place to go to them. For instance, a nice chair

that you sit on. This is your 'intention' chair. When you are coming

home, you can visualise that chair and say to your Guides, “I will

be home soon, I am going to sit in our place, and we are going to

chat.” You do not have to do this forever, but at the beginning it

is a great tool as it sets an intention with your Guides.

3. Make a play date. When you come home and you want to have

a chat. Light a candle or incense or play some nice music. Sit

quietly and speak to your guides.

4. Once you have got your place of intention, say a prayer. Some

people are formal; some are informal. I ask for protection around

me as I communicate, I ask for clarity in our communication and

empowerment. You will find your words.

5. Sit quietly for around ten minutes, with your eyes closed. If

you have music, that is fine. I do not use music I just sit quietly

and ask for a link.

6. If you struggle to clear your head, stare at something, like a

candle flame, a picture until your eyes get tired. Then close them.

7. You will then feel a warmth, or even the cobweb feeling or have

a knowing that something is with you, hold that link. Gently ask

for some insight.

8. When you feel it is over, then before you leave write what you

felt in your journal. Do not worry if you got nothing, or

something that did not make sense. Whatever you got write it

down.

9. If you maintain a link, remember to communicate. If you have

nothing to say or are at a loss for words, just look at what you see,

or feel. See if you can see if it is a male or female, what they are

wearing, what connection do they have with you.

10. Trust. Go into this trusting, as your guides are learning to trust

you too.
11. Once you get the connection you can ask those questions.

Like how did you die? What are they doing now? It is always

great to see what they do once they pass.

12. Another way to get information from your guides is asking a

question and watching for the answer. It could be a song on the

radio, a sign anything. This is now a time to keep your awareness

open.

13. Some of my clients play games to develop their intuition.

They will ask a question, and if the traffic light turns red, it is no

and green it means yes. Or they ask for parking places close to

venues.

14. Finally, if you can meditate do so. It helped me in the

beginning. Although I never got anything for ages, my biggest

breakthrough was when I was meditating. There are a lot of

meditations, guided or not, on YouTube. Find one you like and

stick to it for a while and you may be pleasantly surprised.

 Who are my Guides

If I had a dollar for every time I was asked this question. It is not

a simple answer, but I will do my best to give you an insight in

how it all works.

An exercise I use when teaching development is to learn who your

guides are. This can be done by meditation or simply doing the

following.

Find a place in your mind's eye where you can recall at any time.

It could be a park bench at a beach, or it could simply be your

couch. Visualise yourself sitting on it and as you are sitting there

you ask for one of your guides to come and sit beside you. This

does take practice but persevere. When you feel the presence of

someone beside you, look at their feet, slowly move up until you

can see the face. Once you have a description, then ask the

following questions.

“Who are you? What role do you play in my development and do

they have any advice for me?”

You may find they will say nothing. That is ok. Or you may find

it is a family member. Do this on a regular basis and you will soon

get to know who the big players are in your life in the Spirit

Realm.

Just remember to trust what you see. Never think you made it up.

Your Spirit Guides are simply that, Guides. They are here to

smooth the path you are on. They do not live your life by making

your decisions. They will guide you, and when you chose to take

another path, they are there to greet you when you meet up with

them again. The story I share is my personal experience with my

Guides. Everyone will have their experiences. There is no right

or wrong in Spirituality. It is what it is.

If you were close to a member of your family, and they pass, it

makes perfect sense they will be around you all the time, watching

over you and your family.

When I am working with Spirit it is like tuning in a radio; I get the

right frequency, and then I dial in. I simply ask for spirit to
connect with me. Doing this I am raising my vibration and spirit

is lowering their vibration so that we eventually meet in the

middle. Telepathy plays a part in it as I soon get a mental link.

My hearing is magnified, and I will start a conversation. When I

am taking a group, I will ask for all the guides to come in for the

group and stand by each person, this allows me to tune into them.

Guides can be ancient and often you may hear of people having

Indian guides, like mums friend Betty. I have a nun who works

closely with me in healing. I am aware that we have people like

this on the astral plane who are drawn to us to help us out. As with

China and Native American Indians, they do come from a spiritual

energy, so it does make sense they will come through in their

native clothes. However it does feel cliché when you do say, “ I

see a large native American Indian with all its feathers standing

by you,” but it happens. I guess one needs to experience or see it

to believe it. I just say, have an open mind.

As a medium, I have a group of guides who assist me. I do not get

too caught up in names as I am very much aware that the guides

change from time to time. I do believe you have your primary

guides who are with you from birth who stay with you till the end.

They make up part of who you are. Then you have the short term

guides who come for a purpose, be it for training or to assist in a

situation. I recall I was giving a friend a massage as he had put

his back out. I am nowhere near a massage therapist, but he

moaned incessantly that I thought it might be a good opportunity

to try out my healing skills. Before I started, I asked for a guide

to help me out. Next thing I am giving him this incredible

massage, whilst being instructed by this little Chinese Guide. He

was amusing telling me to push harder in certain places and work

harder when I did the massage. My friend was a big man, and I

could hear the guide saying,”Push harder, he is a big boy, you need

to push harder.” Once my guide was done my friend said it felt so

much better. My Chinese masseuse never returned.

Your primary guide is your best friend. That is what it feels like

to me. I talk to him all the time. Yes, my Guide is a man. I ask for

help, especially if driving in the rain. I ask for support if I am

going through tough times my Guide steps it up and becomes

more physical. When I was going through my cancer “stuff” I

felt so supported by my guide. I felt him with me every step of

the way, guiding me in what needs to be done. We have lots of

guides. I can only imagine hundreds of them and they working

behind the scenes directing us.

When I am working and doing readings, my guides become my

boss. They will guide me into what needs to be done, give me

advice and channel the information required for the client. Only

twice has the guide told me to stop the reading and ask the client

to leave. In both cases, they were men, sent by their partners.

They did not want to be there, and all they wanted to know is if

they were going to sell a house. I know this can be significant for

the client, and I am often guided on those decisions, but when a

client disrespects the reading and ignores everything else they are

being told, only wanting materialistic information, the guides lose

patience. So my guides can be quite harsh at times, not only with

my development group but with me.

But as they keep reminding me, humans can be difficult

sometimes.
I do recall doing a reading for my son. As he sat down in front of

me, a wall came down between us. It was my guide protecting

me from the emotions I would feel during the reading. I gave my

son a reading; then I felt the wall being removed and I looked at

my son who had tears in his eyes. I immediately turned into

'mummy' and wanted to know what happened. It was all good,

apparently. Till this day, I still do not know what was said.

I firmly believe you have your primary guide, some call them gate

keepers. They look out and protect you. I am sure mine is kept

busy. Then you have your teaching guides like the one who is

helping me write this book. I do remember my guide assisting

me in writing Transform your Psyche as my editor, Katrien, would

call me up and ask me about certain chapters and I did not have a

clue. It was not until I got the book from the printer that I read it

fully and thought, wow, that is interesting. If your guides have

something to say, and they want the Universe to know about it,

they will do everything in their power to make it happen.

So to answer the question, “Who is my guide?” Get to know the

feeling of the main guide as that energy does not change. Form a

partnership, a friendship and an alliance with them as they will

facilitate the other guides who will steer you on to the path you

should be on.

Before I sign off, something I learnt and has been helpful for my

clients. When you are feeling lost, in limbo and unsupported,

know you are not. Your guides are working behind the scene to

move you into the next phase. I liken it to the changing of the

guards. We feel a little unsupported until they get their act

together! Yes, I often get impatient with them too.

Keep your requests simple, ask for opportunities and watch the

magic.

I hope you enjoyed this taste of mediumship, please visit me

online and say hello.

Brigid
 General Information

It is difficult, to develop as a Medium on your own, as you need

the guidance of an experienced Medium. It is not impossible, but

it is nice to have the confirmation from someone that you are

doing it correctly.

I mention “circle” a lot in my development. There are two types

of development groups, open and closed. The open group is for

people who just need a bit of guidance and then they may go away

and try it on their own or with friends. The closed group is a group

of people who have been together for a while and are at the same

level, the energy of each of them is built up and when they get

together they can quickly tune in. It is important to be

comfortable in the group you are in. If you are not, then leave

and find one that you like. The person running it will never be

offended as they know that it is important to have an energy

connection.
Developing as a mediumship does require dedication. Some

develop quicker than others, that does not mean they are better, it

is just the way it is.

It is paramount to keep the dialogue with your Spirit going. I talk

to mine all the time. Sometimes out loud, sometimes in my head.

If I am stuck or confused and do not know what to do, I simply

ask them to bring an opportunity to me that will help me. This

always works.

The one thing that my clients usually forget in development is

communication. Often they get the connection, or they feel

something then they wait. Until I say, ”Have, you asked them

who they are, or what they want to say?” “Oh yeah, I forgot,”

they say. They get so excited about the connection; they forget

to actually communicate.

I know I said this before, but I cannot stress how important it is

to have a journal. It will assist you in your development. Write

down your thoughts, hopes and dreams and watch Spirit assist

you.
 Glossary

Aura is a field of subtle, luminous radiation surrounding a person

or object like the halo or aureola in religious art.

Circle a group of like minded people who meet on a regular basis

to learn about mediumship. Now called Development.

First Holy Communion is a Christian ceremony held in the

Latin Church tradition of the Catholic Church, as well as in many
parts of the Lutheran Church and Anglican Communion, although
other parts of these denominations traditionally allow reception
of Holy Communion after Confirmation

Guides are incorporeal beings that are assigned to us before we

are born that help nudge and guide us through life. They're
responsible for helping us

Mediumship is the practice of certain people—known as

mediums—to purportedly mediate communication between
spirits of the dead and living human beings.

Rett Syndrome is a neurodevelopmenal disorder that affects girls

almost exclusively. It is characterized by normal early growth and
development followed by a slowing of development, loss of
purposeful use of the hands, distinctive hand movements, slowed
brain and head growth, problems with walking, seizures, and
intellectual disability

Down Syndrome- is a naturally occurring chromosomal

arrangement that has always been a part of the human condition.
Down syndrome usually causes varying degrees of intellectual and
physical disability and associated medical issues.
 References

Cook, Catherine and von Sommaruga, Dwariko. Songs for the

Journey Home.

http://tarotjourney.co.nz/

Curran, Brigid. Transform your Psyche: Your Journal to Self-

Discovery.

http://www.brigidcurran.com

The History of Mediumship-

http://www.newworldencyclopedia.org/entry/Mediumship
List of books and workshops

Transform Your Psyche: Your Journal to Self-Discovery.

Discover the threads we bring through in to this life, once we

learn them we see we are not a result of our past. We are not a
result of the relationships we have had, nor are we a result of our
upbringing.

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