Phenomenal Perfectionism and The Actualization of The Potential Self
Phenomenal Perfectionism and The Actualization of The Potential Self
Introduction
The Axioms
Information as Order Potential
The Action-Observation Cycle
The Fractaline Timeline
Prioritizing the Objective Hierarchy
Actualizing the Potential Self
The Intractability of Perfection
Origins and Mechanism of External Objectives
Moments of Clarity and Conscious Awareness
Trance States and the Creation of Unconscious Memories
The Singularity of Consciousness and Nonlinearity of Reincarnation
Introduction
Nothing fantastic is meant by the use of the word phenomenal. In this context it
refers to anything which can be directly experienced by an individual. The word
perfectionism is not used in the neurotic sense, instead it represents our continual
striving towards an ideal state. Putting these two concepts together we arrive at
Phenomenal Perfectionism, the attempt to realize an ideal state using only
information gathered from our direct personal experience.
Often, we view our lives in reverse, identifying ourselves with past accomplishments
and failures. In taking this view, there is no room for change and an individual
becomes confined by their past choices and outcomes. A slightly better view looks to
the present moment for sanctuary from an anxious mind fixated on the past.
While it's true that bliss can be found in the present moment, a continuous search for
meaning this way quickly devolves into an unsustainable search for immediate
happiness. Awareness of the present moment is critical for self determination, but the
present shouldn't completely occupy our minds. The past should serve only as a
guide to choices ahead. It does not define us. And the future is more than a sequence
of events waiting to be revealed. In actuality, it is your true self.
Since trying to understand our purpose directly seems to yield little insight, an
indirect approach might prove to be more fruitful. What if we inquire instead into
the function of human consciousness? In other words, can we define exactly the
problem human consciousness arose to solve? A modern view of the universe suggests
that instead of a single future we have a multitude of potential futures branching off
from every moment. This is the labyrinth the human mind has arisen to navigate.
Our minds are probability engines facilitating the individual agency of consciousness.
With perfect knowledge of all past events, perfect wisdom of agency, and a perfect
understanding of the problem our mind exists to solve, making choices in life would
be an effortless task. Obviously, attainment of this kind of perfection is impossible
for us to achieve. But if this is the case, what benefit can this framework possibly
bring us? Surprisingly, we will find that in examining the ways we fail to achieve
perfection we can develop a deeper understanding into the meaning of life we are
searching for so desperately.
The Axioms
The human mind is
An information engine
Producing action
Define universal order as the information stored external to an individual. Just like a
book, information is stored in the universe via the arrangement of physical objects at
many levels. Similarly, define order potential as the information stored within the
individual. Internally, information is stored in our mind in the form of memories.
These memories are then used as inputs to selected heuristics to evaluate available
decisions. This process of evaluation is what allows consciousness to select an action.
The Action-Observation Cycle
The mind without pause
Collecting information
To propose action
Living things utilize energy and universal order to create internal information called
order potential using the process of observation. Living things also utilize energy and
order potential to create external information using the process of action. These two
activities alternate so rapidly they seem simultaneous, so we will assume for the sake
of simplicity that they are distinct components of the action-observation cycle.
Define a single step of this cycle as a moment.
With every action there results in a change to the universal order. In actuality, an
action is a conversion of information stored as ordered potential within the mind
into universal order outside the individual. The goal of every action is to change the
state of an internal objective. Similarly, observation, which is the reverse of action,
utilizes energy to convert external universal order into order potential within the
individual. The goal of every observation is to increase the knowledge, wisdom, and
understanding within the individual.
The Fractaline Timeline
Unearth your true self
Search along each isochron
Strata in the rocks
One moment is attainable from another if there exists a sequence of actions which
would bring an individual from that moment to the other. An isochron is the set of
all moments which occur at the same time across your timeline. The set of all
attainable moments from the present moment is your potential self. A fragmentation
point occurs in time whenever a decision is made. The fractaline timeline formed by
this fragmentation is the collection of all possible experiences which could be had
given all possible fragmentation points.
Whenever a decision is possible, under the current known state of arrangements,
consciousness moves into both possible states and at that point all communication
ceases between the two since order potential cannot contain both outcomes. It is this
ceasing of communication that causes the personal time interpretation of the
multiverse. The illusion of time is simply due to the fragmentation of the timeline. It
is not possible for information to pass between two present times across a
fragmentation point due to the fact that an event and the negation of that event
cannot coincide in a single location in spacetime.
This inability for information to travel along the isochron is itself the fragmentation.
The individual must become aware that they are not only the self they perceive in
present time, but also every manifestation of self across fragmentation points. Self
actualization takes on a new meaning under this framework of consciousness. We not
only need to actualize from the present moment along a single path, but must
attempt to actualize the entire potential self across all possible fragmentation points.
How can this be accomplished if we can only view one tiny compartment wherein
information cannot pass to other areas of consciousness? In order to answer that
question we need to return to the present moment and examine our objectives and
priorities.
Prioritizing the
Objective Hierarchy
Ask of your actions
Are you taking me somewhere
That I want to go?
People often think of life in terms of goals they would like to accomplish. While it is
useful to think in this way, few people have fully examined their goals holistically by
placing them into a hierarchy describing their constraints and primary objectives. It
is a useful exercise to ask yourself, why do you take specific actions in certain
situations?
People also have different priorities from each other and we can represent this by
deprioritizing some priorities to zero that are associated with objectives that a
particular individual does not consider important. For convenience, we can assume
the priorities are weights that add up to one. Now that we have defined the timeline,
objectives, and priorities we have all the pieces we need to describe the calculation
behind how we evaluate our decisions and explore actualization.
Actualization of the
Potential Self
As you climb the tree
One thousand branches above
Yet all within reach
Self actualization is not the attainment of any particular state but is the
continuous movement toward states of higher actualization potential.
The Origin and Mechanism of
External Objectives
Somatic sequence
Along with the semantic
Form our memories
The sensory inputs experienced by our mind in addition to other perceptions such as
feelings, balance, orientation, and stress are called somatics. Our combined present
moment somatics are the somatic trace. The movement of somatic traces through
time is called the somatic sequence. We also experience single distinct thoughts in a
sequence and refer to the smallest unit of thought as a semantic trace and similarly
the chain of these semantics as the semantic sequence. Semantics are symbolic
interpretations of meaning imposed on somatic experience which exist as patterns of
neural activity in the brain. Semantics index of the entirety of our experience and it is
through them we retrieve traces from the somatic sequence. Similarly, somatics index
the semantic sequence allowing the recall of semantics based on remembered and
experienced somatics.
Somatic traces are encoded to semantics and semantics in turn are translated to
language. Language itself is stored as a somatic sequence since it involves visual,
auditory, and motor sensory experience. For example, you see a plant sitting on your
desk and think, "There is a plant sitting on my desk." You don't see the plant and
directly create the words, somewhere between the somatic trace and the language
used to describe it is the encoding of semantics. It's natural to think of semantics as
words, but they are not words. While many semantics easily suggest words, others are
subliminal in the sense that they do not directly index words. They may however be
connected strongly with other behaviors, modes of perception, or even particular
emotional states.
The chaining of semantics in the mind allow for complex control of the body and its
apparatus. It is also the control center of being and for that reason can cause the
entire system to involuntarily execute complex orders. The force which calls up
semantics in the mind is agency and the source of this agency is consciousness itself.
Herein lies the danger of releasing agency to an external operator. A control circuit
laid in place while in a hypnotic state can index semantics directly and in turn control
the mental apparatus of the individual.
The mechanism by which individuals are controlled are rogue circuits created within
our own minds. These circuits are implanted via posthypnotic suggestion (PHS) and
operate independently, manipulating our objective hierarchy, distorting our
knowledge of the world, and corrupting wisdom gained through our life experience.
These circuits subvert heuristics and the evaluation process and thereby influence the
choices we make with their ultimate goal being the actualization of an external
objective hierarchy at the cost of individual actualization potential.
Moments of Clarity and
Conscious Awareness
Cognitive bundles
Of which memories are made
Take inventory
The mind has the ability to build automated circuits which are triggered by semantic
cues. Upon close examination, the modern human mind is operating on autopilot
much of the time, with the controls handed over to implanted constructs operating
to fulfill their own agendas. If you are not aware of this fact or find this idea absurd,
you are likely under the control of a circuit right now. Contrary to the opinion of the
non-state theory of modern psychology, the hypnotic state is real and can be brought
about consciously or via external agency through a previously implanted
posthypnotic suggestion. While the mind is disengaged or otherwise occupied,
external agency can take control of the machinery of the human mind. Surprisingly,
all that is needed to regain this control is a complete awareness of the process of
evaluation, bringing to light these implanted circuits lurking in the darkness.
We have all experienced moments of clarity in our lives and it is in these rare
moments when we are fully in control of our actions. The deactivation of rogue
circuits is the ultimate goal of actualization in order to return the individual to a
state of pure agency. These rogue circuits are constructed from artificial memories
encoded directly to long term memory. They are activated via a posthypnotic
suggestion, which is in essence a hidden memory. One common way these hidden
memories are created is during a traumatic event. Because trauma itself is a hypnotic
state wherein an individual is focused intently on a somatic while semantic activation
is happening via an external agency.
All that is needed to retake control of your individual agency is to maintain complete
awareness of the process of evaluation. In other words, when one is observing the
somatic and semantic sequences directly, this is when the individual is maintaining
control of agency.
We define cognitive bundles as the combined somatic and semantic trace held in the
mind in the present moment. Memories are sequences of cognitive bundles which
trigger each other in a cascade from one to the next. Memories, and therefore
cognitive bundles, can be recalled via a semantic index or can be activated while in a
somatic state similar to the one under which the memory was created. Normal
experiences are stored in short term memory and then moved to long term memory,
or consolidated, at a later time during a period of meditation or sleep.
Trance States and the Creation
of Unconscious Memories
Enter the trance state
Observe evaluation
Regain agency
Internal External
Meditation Television
Lucid Dreams Social Media
Prayer Reading
Chanting Hypnosis
Reverie Channeling
An experience had under a trance state is semantically encoded and stored directly to
long term memory using a process called consolidation. This is in stark contrast to
how long term memories are typically formed after an event. These experiences can
also immediately combine with existing memories. While it's bad enough that
subversive memories move directly to long term storage, the worst part is that some
of these memories may be covert and contain the semantic raw material to generate a
posthypnotic suggestion.
The memory of an experience created in a state of stress is hidden from the mind, it is
only the index of the original somatic state which activates the memory. The index
can also be blocked via a posthypnotic suggestion in a phenomenon known as
posthypnotic amnesia. The operator can simply tell the subject that they will not
remember and later on the subject does not remember even when questioned
regarding the events which took place under hypnosis. It is not the individual that
prevents the memory from being recalled, the mind simply does not retrieve the
information, much in the same way a traumatic memory is avoided. The amnesia of
the subject can be removed via a second posthypnotic suggestion in which a
command is given to remove the amnesia. After the removal, the subject is able to
remember the events which took place under hypnosis.
It is now understood that some memories are stored in our DNA through meta
information in the form of methylation. These memories are constructed in the very
wiring of the brain during its early development and are the cause of many universal
human fears and common phobias. It's fantastic to think, if our DNA is
extraterrestrial in origin does it mean we have memories from other planets? Is it
possible that DNA was sent into space purposely in order to colonize additional
planets with the buried instructions to build a sentient being? Or, is it simply the
design of the universe itself which allows for such a conscious entity? Faulty semantic
decoding of these prenatal genetic memories is also responsible for strange dreams,
irrational fears, and other enigmatic experiences. These underlying semantics then
become the foundation for new cognitive bundles as additional trauma is
reconsolidated into these ancient memories.
The ultimate goal of the individual is to enter a state of total awareness of evaluation
in order to extinguish the control of external objectives. External objectives have
origins that extend deep into human history in the unfulfilled objectives of
individuals. We must become aware of and remove these repressed objectives to take
control of our own destiny. We must move toward a state of increased actualization
potential and in turn toward universal actualization with which we are so
inextricably intertwined.
The Singularity of
Consciousness and
Nonlinearity of Reincarnation
Each isochron holds
A multiverse but is a
Singularity
You may be wondering, how are we expected to accept this as fact when only our
direct experience can be used when applying the phenomenal framework? You don't
need to accept this idea on faith alone. It is possible for each individual to directly
experience their singularity of consciousness. The everyday phenomena of déjà-vu is
a simple example of how we directly experience the isochron consciousness across our
alternate timelines. Many other experiences such as premonitions, synchronicity, out
of body experiences, and unexplained talents or abilities are further examples.
The idea that humans have a singular consciousness within the multiverse may seem
fantastic on the surface, but it is a widely held belief across many different cultures
and traditions. For most it's accepted on faith to be true and -- more importantly --
it's a required belief in order for there to be an afterlife. Unfortunately, the
many-worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics throws a monkey wrench into
this belief. If the universe splits in every moment for each possible event, what
becomes of our consciousness? The immediate thought is that it too must split apart
in every moment, however the reality of the many-worlds interpretation in actuality
is more complex than this commonly cited simplified view.
Imagine you're at home alone for the evening with the shades drawn. In one universe
you watch a movie and in another you read a book. Assuming no information
concerning the two events ever leaves your house, must the entire universe bifurcate
according to this choice? Occam's razor suggests not. It is only necessary for those
areas of the universe which contain information about the split to bifurcate. The
remainder of the universe remains intact and to external observers the two different
evenings you spent at home remain in superposition.
Two systems which share information are intrinsically linked while two systems
which share no information remain in mutual superposition to each other. In other
words, an entirely new universe is not created for each possible outcome of an event,
only the portion of spacetime which has lost or gained information due to the event
bifurcates. This is the concept of quantum decoherence. The bookkeeping our
consciousness would have to accomplish under this view is much more complex than
the simpler case requires. Again, Occam's razor suggests this is not the case. The most
parsimonious explanation is that consciousness is completely separate from
spacetime. While spacetime exists as a multiverse, consciousness is unfragmented
across both time and space and is only compartmentalized by the particular area it
inhabits.
Awareness is the key to discovering your singular consciousness. Open your mind to
allow impressions to flow across the isochron. Release yourself from the order
potential within your own mind. It is here you will find your true identity.