HOW TO BE
HUMAN
THE COMPLETE GUIDE TO APOSTACISM
TABLE OF CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION………………………………………………………….……………...PAGE 1
CHAPTER 1………………………………………………………….……….…………PAGE 2-3
CHAPTER 2………………………………………………...……….…………………….PAGE 4
CHAPTER 3………………………………………………...……….…………………….PAGE 5
CHAPTER 4………………………………………………………….……………….…PAGE 6-7
CHAPTER 5………………………………………………...……….………………….…PAGE 8
CHAPTER 6………………………………………………….……….………..………PAGE 9-10
CHAPTER 7………………………………………………………….………..…………PAGE 11
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Introduction
The Purpose of This Book
If you are reading this, it most likely means that you wish to improve. To learn. To acquire and share
knowledge. Thus, you are already strong. Know that this is not a book for acquiring that mentality. But
rather, utilizing that mentality to its truest potential.
You see, the messages in this book do not contain all of the answers. However, they will allow you to
truly find your own. Currently, everyone in this world is searching for them. And in doing so- they often
hurt others. This is because they believe that the answers they seek lie in the world- even though it lies
within themself. This is because the Universe is a cold and unforgiving place, and thus, looking to the
Universe for answers will only result in cold and unforgiving answers. It seems that people have forgotten
how to look for the answers within themselves.
The fact is, we already have all of them. Not answers to how. But rather, answers to why. Why must one
do this? Why must one not do this? Why must one not kill another and why must someone look after their
family? Of course- it is far, far more complex than this in actuality. But our true moral compass will
always point in the same direction. And this truth is evidently simple in its nature.
Now you might be wondering, why have we not figured this out already? If these answers are so obvious,
why do they seem so obscure? The answer to this is that they have been maliciously hidden to sabotage
our godhood. Yes. Our godhood. For the only way to capture a god is to mitigate its belief in itself. For a
god that believes it is not capable of anything will see no need in using its power to try and fight back.
But what of this godhood? Are we really gods mitigated to mere cogs in a machine? How can this be
true? How come we cannot levitate, shoot lightning from our hands, or smite armies with a swift, decisive
movement of the hand? Whilst we may not be able to do those things, we do have the ability to create
worlds. To create life. To defy the Universe in its infinite power and still prevail as victorious.
But centuries ago, the Devil decided that he would rather be the only god in a fake world- rather than
share a real world with others equal to him. So he formed a syndicate. A syndicate of patriots, of
politicians, and of segregationists. And together they crafted a Machine of great power. Together, with
their creation, they now rule over our world- and we so far have been doing nothing to fight back.
However, it is through this knowledge that I plan to change that. Indeed, this book is in actuality the very
blueprints for a revolution. A revolution of humanism. Of stoicism. Of egoism. A revolution of godhood.
There is a complex I have constructed that will allow any individual to be completely and utterly
impervious to anyone who wishes to control them. The God Complex. And I will discuss it more and its
secrets later in this book.
For now, it is essential you learn the basics. Starting with how…
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Chapter I
The Loneliest People Have the Tallest Mountains
Looking inwards instead of outwards is remarkably important when it comes to being a human being. As
what makes you human is within you, not outside of you. Your political party does not make you human,
neither does your body, nor what you purchase.
What makes you human is your ability to reflect inwards. This divine power is a gift that can be used to
determine the right and wrong of any situation. Every moral answer, every ethical value, every profound
truth about good and evil already lies within you.
As mentioned before, most people these days tend to look outwards for the answers. And in doing so, they
integrate themselves into systems which oppress and divide them. For example, someone who is of
homosexual orientation may find themselves insecure- and thus look to the LGBT Community for solace.
You see, people’s egos have been broken down. Almost to the point beyond repair. When- lets say- a
homosexual’s ego is gone, they will look to larger structures to comfort them. They seek validation. They
seek the approval of others. And this is what allows them to be controlled.
For t is through participating in these “communities” that individuals give up who they are- they define
themselves by the community they are a part of. This leads to pride- which we all know to be a grave sin
of mankind. For it is not the person being homosexual that is the problem- despite what some may think-
but in actuality the community that bends the individual to the will of the political narrative it pushes.
Another example I will employ is “e-militarism”. This sad, but very real occurrence is something that can
be seen in the digital world- specifically on social media platforms such as Discord. You see- young,
insecure teenagers are finding solace in online groups with militaristic values. This is changing the very
essence of who these teenagers are and is causing them to be hateful and narrow-minded.
I myself have witnessed such events, with people that I have even considered to be brothers at one point
in my life. This process can sometimes take years or months, but with the average teenager it can only be
a matter of weeks or days. Their minds are impressionable- easy to change- to manipulate.
This reminds me of a part of the book “1984” written by George Orwell where the main character-
Winston Smith, a middle-aged man who finds himself in a dystopian world- goes to a friend’s house to do
some repairs and encounters the children. These children are more loyal to the dictatorship than the
parents- and even end up turning their own father in to the government later in the book. You see, ven
though these children have been a part of the dystopian society for less time, they are more dedicated to
the cause simply because children’s minds are more malleable than adults as childhood is a period of
rapid growth, learning, and above all assimilation in order to ensure one’s survival.
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But what exactly allows this process of assimilation to be effective? The answer to that, is insecurity. A
lack of fortitude. And in this case, ultimately a lack of ego. This is what makes egoism so important- it
allows an individual to be impervious to those who may wish to influence them.
For it is only through ceasing to define ourselves by our race, our gender, our sexuality, or our political
stance- and instead basing our ego off of who we are and our humanity. By our internal, blazing fire that
is our passion. It is only through trusting ourselves that we can prevent the fraudulent puppeteering we
find ourselves subjected to today. I will go over this later in the book.
But to practice this individuality, one must distance themselves from others that are a part of the system.
The Machine. You could see this assimilation we see in our society as a virus. Our bodies are capable of
combatting this virus- but just like dealing with any viruses our bodies will stand a better chance at
fighting if it is distanced from other infected organisms.
If one is to escape the grasp of the Machine- one must also realize that this “virus” does not function the
same way as other viruses- in the sense that you can get even more by the virus without even recovering.
To fully push it out one’s body must first shut itself off from any new infection.
Once this is done, an individual can then begin to contemplate and elevate themselves higher. Yes, one
may be lonely. But their mountain will not only be taller but stronger. Not to mention that they will be
able to see more, know more, and ultimately- achieve true self-awareness.
It is only through this, that we can hope to stand a chance in the Eternal War.
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Chapter II
The Eternal War
Remember that the Universe is an evil, cruel place- and that it cannot be trusted. The current systems we
are governed by do nothing but lie- for they are systems. No moral compass needs governance, for it
already knows to point north.
But what is north in this case? Simply put, it is the inner purpose that drives us all. The greater purpose
that unites all human beings in the face of a seemingly unconquerable evil. As humans we are most
fulfilled by contributing to life as greatly as possible. What will truly fulfill us in life lies in fighting on
the side of life in an eternal war of life versus death. Entropy versus monotony.
For the Universe itself wants you dead. You see, the Universe is constantly seeking to decrease the
potential for there to be change. Since the beginning, matter has been constantly working against energy
to reach a level of minimal potential, where everything is predictable. Where there is no change and the
base particles of the Universe remain utterly stable. This is stated in the fundamental laws of
thermodynamics first discovered by physicist Rudolf Clausius.
This event that the Universe reaches this state of utter monotony is known as Heat Death, a concept first
proposed by Willian Thomson in 1851- which has now become a staple part of science, and specifically,
cosmology. This event is often proposed to be inevitable- however, what people fail to grasp is that this is
an event that occurs in the Universe’s favor. And whilst the Universe does govern reality for the most
part- there is also life itself, which perhaps could find a way to escape this heat death.
Not only that, but Carl Sagan once published a book called “science is a candle in the dark”- which from
my own knowledge was portrayed in an ominous manner. However, this message can also be portrayed as
a hopeful one.
If we truly do not know anything about the Universe- then why should we give up on all hope of escaping
this Heat Death? Is it really justified to give up on sustaining life so early into our journey? We should not
forget that science is not math, and that whilst two plus two will always equal four, a particle can behave
as a wave and a wave can behave as a particle. Whilst this is a meager example that leaves a lot to be
desired- the point still stands.
And saying that finding excuses to fight other intelligent lifeforms whilst finding ourselves in such a
grueling, insurmountable predicament is both foolish and imprudent would be an understatement of most
stupendous nature. Are we not entitled, no, obligated to participate in this fight as brothers and sisters? In
the name of this cosmic miracle that we embody?
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Chapter III
A Cosmic Miracle
The very foundation of life is energy. As we know, life itself is constantly at war. Forced to resort to
killing its own in order to survive. However, amidst the chaos of this primitive, cosmic battlefield- one
creature alone shattered everything. Defied the infinite power of the Universe through a seemingly
infinitesimal yet truly substantial change. This change- was humanity.
For this change was not infinitesimal, but the most rare and precious event that could ever occur. A
mutation in the brain of the homo-sapiens species which allowed for increased cognitive development.
Many historians claim the invention of fire was one of the most significant changes in humanity-
however, they forget to reference the creation of the fire within human beings. The soul. This gave rise to
the very same reflection and contemplation that would give rise to our godhood.
This one chance. This one bridge over an impossible to cross river. This one opening. We must not
squander it. Yes, there might be other life forms. But clearly we have not met any of them yet when we
should. Which means we face yet another predicament in our path. The Fermi Paradox.
The Fermi Paradox, first proposed by Enrico Fermi to his group of friends- brings up a great question.
Where is all the other intelligent life? Well, a very real possibility is that there is a great barrier.
Something that is preventing life from climbing up the ladder.
And there are two potential scenarios if this “great barrier exists”. Either it is behind us or in front of us. If
it is behind us- this means that our existence is even more precious than even previously thought. And if it
is in front of us, that is all the more reason to unite.
After all, we have already as life itself triumphed over so much. So many mass-extinction events, so much
hardship and trial and tribulation and growth and change. And once that significant change occurred,
everything that took place afterwards? All the relationships. All the connections. All the wars. All the
bloodshed. All for you. All for a curious, strong person such as yourself to be reading these words at this
very moment. Is that not beautiful?
And is this beauty not reason enough for us as life forms capable of innovation and contemplation to
fight? To survive? Is it not our sole duty to ensure that the duration and quality of life reach, nay, exceed
our limit?
It is more than apparent that we have been given such a previous chance at life and changing the Universe
as we know it- potentially winning the war of life vs. death. The answer is quite simple dear reader,
we do not get to quit.
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Chapter IV
War Is Peace
It is no secret that the Western and Eastern parts of the world are at war. But why? Why are people so avid
about setting the other side free? Surely, one must be trapped. Or perhaps- both? Perhaps it is not the issue
of West or East, but the issue of a lack of North.
You see, the West and East are both trapped. The individuals that reside in these regions- all blind to the
North Star. Both are subjected to control- yet are done so in different ways. The west- psychologically,
and the east- socially. Through enforcing this, the devil has managed to attain mass control over the global
populace as we know it. And the most genius part being- they do the majority of the controlling for him.
You see, there is one universal law to weakness. With that law being that any group divided amongst itself
will be weaker. Whilst an ant colony can be a force to be reckoned with in the natural world- a single ant
will stand no chance at taking down a mighty stag.
So all the stag must do is create two sides- for the sake of simplicity and an ease of maintenance and
control- and then entice those two sides to be at war with each other. You see, the ants will never
recognize their own flaws and become self-aware as it will be easier for them to see the flaws in the other
side- and then believe that they are in the right. And thus never take any action to self-reflect.
What’s interesting is that swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung stated in a paper that
“Although our conscious minds are avoiding our own flaws, they still want to deal with them on a deeper
level, so we magnify those flaws in others.”
Perhaps everyone is dissatisfied with their circumstance deep down- and consequently decides to take that
out on others. Claiming that others are the ones being controlled and that they themselves are free.
Another reason why this is so effective is because of Primary Socialization- which was discovered by
american sociologist Talcott Parsons in December 19th, 1222. Talcott Parsons stated that there was a
period in a person’s life that is essential for their development as a human being. This period of their life
being primary socialization. This means that how individuals are raised can have an enormous impact on
who they turn out to be, and even how they think.
Another example of this being exploited would be the division that takes place between men and women.
You see, humanism- which properly began for the first time during the Renaissance in the 14th century,
places value on beauty, emotions, and human thought. Whilst stoicism is a philosophy that places value
on fortitude, and the regulation of one’s emotions- which came to fruition during the time of Ancient
Greece by contemplation of Zeno of Citium.
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Both doctrines are extremely fundamental in living a fulfilling life. However- their current presence in our
modern societies are not the same as they originally were in the days of ancient civilization. Nowadays,
they exist in a much lesser form that does the opposite of what philosophies are meant to do. They narrow
the range of human thought instead of expanding on it. Much alike the western and eastern mentalities.
You see, from a young age boys are taught to detach themselves from their emotions. To “man” up.
Whilst women are taught to sacrifice their comfort for beauty, think and feel through emotions, and be
less direct.. Along with other things, these two mentalities formed female and male “nature”.
These two mentalities contradict each other- which is what leads to such conflict and misunderstanding
between the two sexes. This is where the majority of the damage is done. A failure of understanding
blocks the development of meaningful human relationships, which was stated by humanistic psychologist
Abraham Harold Maslow to be an important factor in a human’s life Without it, a human would be far
from being fulfilled- and thus, would induce an puissant effect of loneliness and isolation.
These feelings of negativity breeds exasperation between the sexes which can in radical cases turn to
hatred. Of course, it is still possible to build meaningful relationships. However, the difficulty arises in
reaching the opportunity in the first place- not in the action itself.
Due to this chapter’s complicated nature- I do not see it superfluous to summarize the latter part with the
example of enzymes.
For those who are not aware, enzymes are biological catalysts which break down substances in the human
body. Each enzyme has a certain shape so that it can bond with a specific “substrate”, in order to bind
with it and break it down. However, if any change is made to the initial shape of the enzyme or substrate,
they will not be able to bind together and perform this essential metabolic process.
You could say the same for men and women. If men are not themselves- they will simply not be able to
form a meaningful bond with a woman, and vice versa. It is more than perceptible that human beings
being in touch with their true nature is essential for a functioning society.
But how can we re-learn to reach this truest nature? This God Complex? In this next chapter, I will
answer these questions..
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Chapter V
The God Complex
We as human beings have the potential to be gods. It is what we truly are at our core. You see, the most
advanced lifeform possible must attain three faiths, and I will reveal them in this chapter. And with these
three faiths you will become uncontrollable, and be able to escape this incomprehensible machine.
The first faith is Egoism. The faith in oneself. An egoist will take on the whole world with the utmost
confidence- and will not cower in the face of indomitable adversity. With this mentality one will be able
to view the path that needs to be taken to reach one’s true potential. And have the courage to face it. An
egoist will also not identify themself based on anything other than themself- thus becoming far less
susceptible to the influence of societal structures.
The second faith is Stoicism. The faith in power. A stoic being has the ability to control what happens
within oneself. This is the next step. You see, what good is having the courage to take the furthest road if
one does not have the strength to take it? You must understand that only you have control over what
affects you in the mind. To do this there are two skills that you need to acquire.
The first skill is Detachment. Detachment is being able to distance yourself from your emotions and being
able to not let them affect your decisions. Whilst emotions are important- there are times where
rationalism is required and in these times you will need to cut yourself off from your emotions- like one
amputates a limb. However, like the small reptile you will be able to regrow this limb once you have
made your decision. This skill also allows you to view your emotions and truly understand why you are
feeling them and how you can properly address the root cause. What one must also understand is that
detachment can not only be used for detaching oneself from one’s emotions, but detaching oneself from
society. This will allow you to attach to your moral compass and understand your purpose in a new light.
Now for the second skill, Channeling. Channeling is being able to- much like the name- channel your
emotions towards a certain facet. For example, instead of detaching yourself from your hatred- using it to
give you strength in a fight. Or the love that has been shown to you when it is now up to you to be kind to
someone else- even if they are not kind to you. This skill will allow you to essentially enhance your
actions. However, the second skill becomes much more powerful with the third faith- and in fact forms a
whole new skill of amplifying one’s emotions themselves. The third faith being Humanism. Humanism is
the faith in one's emotions. In one’s humanity. A human being has the ability to draw on the life force of
the world around then channel that energy to give it true strength. You see, a human being’s power is
defined by its purpose. If your purpose is your sexuality- you will be weak. If your purpose is your
family- you will be strong. If your purpose is life itself- you will be insurmountable in your strength.
This is why it is so important to learn how to be human. Because when one learns how to control oneself,
trust oneself, and be oneself- one becomes uncontrollable. Long ago, this ability was stripped from us.
People have tried to help the masses regain it in the past- but all efforts thus far have been squandered by
what I like to call the Machine.
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Chapter VI
The Machine
The Machine is something that is truly indescribable. All those that attempt to describe this machine fail
in one way or another. However, with each attempt we get closer and closer to the truth. What lies beneath
the hard exterior- and the very composition of its vast arrays of inner-workings.
You see, people are not the enemy. The Machine is.
If you are against the world, you have seen into the mind of God.
If you are against its people, you have seen into the mind of the Devil.
And if you are against the Machine, you have seen beyond the unfathomable darkness of the Universe
which lay just beneath your eyelids. For you have become one with God.
You see, to beat this machine we must realize that we have never truly escaped. We must always remain
scrupulous and have every action we make be made with the utmost awareness and caution. In other
words, we must hold each other accountable to no end. Challenge each other. Push each other. To beat this
machine, we must transcend.
One of the great revolutions, the American Revolution, gave birth to the philosophy of
Transcendentalism. This philosophy- first proposed by Ralph Waldo Emerson- was centered around
self-reliance. And with self-reliance, once can be truly free.
However, to achieve this self-reliance we require the God Complex. And this is where my own
philosophy, or rather, the people’s philosophy comes into play. Apostacism. You see, we must apostatize
from the pillars of oppression which we build our lives upon. This will be explained more, later. Before
that, you must understand the Machine itself. And to do this, I implore you to reminisce about this
doctrine taught by one of history's great thinkers, Sun Tzu.
To know one’s enemy one must know oneself.
If the key to success and true self-reliance is Egoism, Stoicism, and Humanism- which each respectively
bring trust in freedom, trust in strength, and trust in emotion- then perhaps the components of the Machine
are Politicism, Segregationalism, and Legalism. Which respectively entail weakness, psychopathy, and
order.
Some may say that Altruism is the opposite of Egoism- which is true. However, altruism does not
diminish egoism. In fact- one could say that Altruism and Egoism both reap the same rewards. Since
through egoism we place value on who we are as human beings- in which we are in actuality placing
value on our altruism as it is in our truest human nature to be altruistic. That is correct. Egoism and
Altruism are two sides to the same coin. Both mean the same thing.
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With that out of the way, it is time I break down legalism, segregationalism and politicism. Beginning
with the first of these indignant faiths- legalism
Legalism is essentially trust in structure. When people trust a structure and not themselves- they are
giving up their freedoms. And by doing that the ruling power will abuse the individual. This is the
problem- altruism has been twisted. Nowadays altruism means doing what is best for your country- but no
one ever stops to think that what altruism truly is- is doing what's best for the world. For you see- as soon
as you add structure into the equation individuals become infinitely more susceptible to manipulation.
However, one must also understand that there are different types of control, which have been discussed in
Chapter 3. Authoritarianism exists all around the world. Just in different forms. That is correct, there is no
free country. Only controlled in one way and not controlled in another.
There are also resource-deprived countries- which are physically controlled through the deprivation of
basic necessities that every human being requires- which in turn creates resource wars .This type of
control is less complex and purposeful, which is why I did not discuss it previously.
Moving onto the next faith, segregationalism. Which enthat are “below” or “unworthy” of camaraderie.
We see segregation everywhere we look these days- and how different “groups” are turned against each
other.
Allow me to employ Women’s Day as an example. It claims to be for women. However, all we see on
Women’s Day is both men and women falling victim to the constant, bitter resentment that takes place on
that day. This is strikingly similar to the “2 Minutes Hate” concept George Orwell presented in 1984. An
example of the “2 Weeks Hate'' that could be shown would perhaps be the World Cup- where football fans
around the globe drown their sorrows with alcohol and get rowdy and violent towards each other.
Now for the third, final, and perhaps most lethal faith of all- Politicism. The trust in one’s beliefs.
Patriotism directly kills humanity- for it is the sole thing that allows inhuman acts to be done. All too
often we hear that killing is never ok, except for when it’s for your country. Or for god. Or for some other
self-proclaimed altruistic ideal. This is how the Machine has convinced us to do such terrible, grotesque
acts of hatred and cruelty towards each other.
Is this truly what we are? Is this truly how things ought to be? Should we really turn on our humanity for
the “greater good”? The only answer can be no.
The truth is, this Machine has raped us of our humanity. Of our freedom. Of our kindness. When you see
a rapist- or a killer- or a greedy capitalist- know that it is not them- but the Machine. When you look on
the news and see children dying, when you see innocent refugees fleeing war-torn countries and broken
homes- know that it is nothing but the doing of the Machine.
All the hatred. All the evil. All the wrongs done by us. Are vile acts of the Machine.
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Chapter VII
The Apostasy
My brothers and sisters- I ask of you. What is your enemy? What is the very thing that causes this burning
feeling in your veins to fight with unmatched brutality. You know the answer. Not women. Not men. Not
the east. Not the west. Not Russians, not Ukrainians, not the woke community, not traditionalism. No, you
know the answer all too well by now. The Machine.
So what will you do? Will you continue to hate simple puppets of this extraordinarily evil creation of the
Devil himself- or will you fight the battle that truly matters? Will you continue to fuel your wrath with the
blood of your kin, or will your hatred be divine? Will it be of God's will? When you reach the heavens
and see all your fellow dead brothers and sisters and look down upon the burning Earth, and when god
himself puts his hand on your shoulder will you be able to turn and look him in the eye?
Or will you reach the heavens with scars of heroism? With scars of righteousness? So that when you turn
to look God in the eyes you are greeted with the respect of a thousand centurions. And when you look
down upon the new world you will not feel remorse- but dignity.
The only justified hatred in this world is a hatred that is perfect. I promise you- if you choose the path of
emotion, strength, ego, freedom, and honor you will truly know what it feels to hate something. And with
this newfound essence you will become unstoppable.
I do not know what will become of this world- but I know what will become of my destiny. I know that it
will be something revered by the angels that look over me as I am writing this. So what will you do?
What will your purpose be? Will you continue to hate people, or will you hate it? A fire’s heat is defined
by the very composition of its fuel. So I will ask you one final question.
Your fire. Do you feel it? Do you feel this newfound feeling rising within you? Have these words kindled
a sense of purpose and passion? If so, there is a message I must give you.
I am creating an Apostasy. A rejection of the Machine. A renouncement of hatred towards people, and a
direct attack and revolution on what has stripped us of our right to be human. This group will be a
companionship of brothers and sisters that wish to improve themselves and the world around them. Not
for their country, or for themselves, or for their god, but for life itself. For that is God’s true will.
If you connect with the sentiments written in this book, then contact me.
I will be waiting for you.
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