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Over the years we’ve counseled hundreds
of couples who are grappling with the
aftermath of marital infidelity. While the
details may vary, the pain is very real in
every situation.
This resource includes input from
numerous marriage and family therapists
who have accumulated years of
counseling experience with couples
through Focus on the Family’s counseling
service and Hope Restored
marriage intensives.
We hope that after you’ve read this
information you won’t hesitate to follow
up by visiting Focus on the Family’s
Counseling Services and Referrals page or
HopeRestored.com. We’re here for you
and your spouse as you seek answers and
pursue healing for your difficult situation.
May God grant you His wisdom and
strength for the road ahead.
-Dr. Greg Smalley, Psy.D.
-Erin Smalley BSN, MS
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Sarah and Josh never dreamt that infidelity
would be a part of their story. Josh was a
successful dentist in their small Midwestern
town. Sarah had recently begun staying at
home with their infant daughter, Mia. Since
Mia’s birth, both Josh and Sarah noticed that
there was more distance in their relationship.
Sarah was home alone taking care of their
baby. With Josh at work, Sarah often sought
out support from girlfriends in her church’s
moms’ group. Meanwhile, Josh had an
occasional lunch with his buddies, but he
really missed the connection he and Sarah
had enjoyed earlier in their relationship.
When the manager of his dental office After all, he believed that he would never act
moved on to another job, Josh interviewed on those feelings. However, it wasn’t long
several new applicants. He hired a very before Sophia and Josh began to cross
qualified and vivacious woman named physical lines that he knew were not okay.
Sophia. She seemed like a perfect fit, often Eventually, he found himself involved in a
arriving at the office early in the morning full-blown sexual affair with Sophia—
and frequently staying late, as well, to help something he never thought he was
with anything that needed doing in the busy capable of.
office. Josh valued her strong work ethic and One night as he was driving home from the
would often express his appreciation to her office, he called Sophia and told her that he
verbally. Sophia loved this unsolicited affir- wanted to end their relationship.
mation from her boss.
The conversation continued as he pulled his
As the months went by, their conversations car into the garage at home. Sarah walked
began to expand to deeper topics about their into to the garage and could hear the
families, their favorite things in life, and the conversation over the car stereo system. She
challenges they faced. Josh and Sarah stood motionless, overwhelmed with both
discovered they had a lot in common. nausea and anger as she realized her husband
Often, they would run out to grab lunch or was trying to break up with another woman.
coffee, just to shoot the breeze. However, Words can hardly express the heart-
soon Josh realized that he was enjoying his wrenching shock and pain of discovering
time with Sophia in much the same way he infidelity in your marriage.
did with Sarah before their daughter
was born. It is an extremely difficult, emotionally
traumatizing event. Perhaps your story is very
Josh contemplated telling Sarah about his different from Josh and Sarah’s.
deepening friendship with his assistant,
but he didn’t want to burden her with There are many types of affairs and betrayals,
the information. but in almost every case, the pain is very real
and the path to recovery can seem daunting.
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• “Why did this happen?” • “Will she cheat again?”
• “Is our marriage over?” • “How can I ever forgive him?”
• “Can I ever trust my spouse again?” • “How do I begin to heal?”
• “Do I know everything—or are more • “How long will it take before we can feel
revelations coming?” normal again?”
• “Who is this person I am married to?”
Whether you recently confessed to having an extramarital affair, or you were on the other
end of the confession and are currently reeling from shock and devastation—we want to
meet you with understanding and help amid this overwhelming pain.
Approximately 30-60% of all married individuals
in the United States will engage in infidelity at
some point during their marriage.1
According to current statistics, approximately Although you may feel hopeless in this
30-60% of all married individuals in the moment, you need to know that there is
United States will engage in infidelity at hope—and a way through this. While it will
some point during their marriage.1 Of course, take willingness, repentance, and
these are not just numbers on a spreadsheet; intentionality, your marriage can be set on an
they are real husbands and wives facing entirely new and better path by responding
unspeakable pain and confusion. You never decisively and well to this unwanted trial.
dreamed you would find yourself in their
shoes, and you certainly don’t want to be just
another statistic.
An affair is a betrayal of trust involving another person,
which violates the promise of marriage to be faithful in
your affections and actions.
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We realize that pornography, neglect, abuse, and other damaging circumstances are also
betrayals of trust in marriage.
But for the purpose of this article, we are limiting our definition of infidelity to
a sexual or emotional encounter or relationship that happens between a married person
and someone who is not that person’s spouse.
• The unfaithfulness might be romantic or sexual—involving physical contact
that expresses romance, physical attraction, or sexual desire (e.g. holding
hands, hugging, kissing, intercourse).
• The betrayal might be emotional—an intense bond “between two people that
mimics the closeness and emotional intimacy” of a marriage relationship.2
• The infidelity might be online—a cyber affair with sexual or emotional un-
dertones carried out “via chat, webcam, email, text, social media, or other
forms of communication.”3
In the wake of discovering or revealing an common struggles that occur in the aftermath
extramarital affair, you’re likely feeling of infidelity.
uncertain about how to proceed and what you The good news is this: marriage counselors
should do next. We want to encourage you by have found that couples who choose to
providing the important information you need recover from and rebuild after infidelity often
in order to care for yourself, your spouse, and end up with stronger, more loving, and
ultimately, your marriage. Every person and mutually understanding relationships than
relationship is unique. Even so, there are what they had experienced previously.4
several practical guidelines to consider for
Whether you are the betrayer or the be- Take your time.
trayed, there are several important things to
try and bear in mind immediately after the If you are the offending spouse, admitting
affair comes to light: the exact nature of what happened without
concealing critical facts is important.
However, a fuller picture of the essential
Do not make any quick decisions about details will take some time and guidance to
ending your marriage. prepare. Tell the truth, but don’t rush into the
intimate details immediately. Minimizations,
Begin the process of healing your heart— omissions, and unnecessarily graphic
identifying your emotions and grieving the information can do additional harm.
impact of the affair. Be truthful, be patient, and seek guidance
on how to appropriately engage in
full disclosure.
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Give each other individual space. Seek Support.
The revelation of an affair can be very Surround yourself with those who make you
traumatic and intense. You might find feel the safest, such as a same-sex friend or a
yourself acting in unfamiliar ways due to trusted family member. You can also seek the
the heightened sensitivities involved. support of a counselor or a pastor. Be aware
This can include wide-ranging emotions that deep pain and anger commonly
(fear, anger, insecurity, etc.) as well as experienced by the offended spouse can
physical symptoms and loss of sleep. create the risk of a “rebound” affair of his or
So, make every effort not to neglect your her own. Likewise, the intensity of the
physical health. Take a time-out when disclosure may motivate the offending
you need to de-escalate emotions. spouse to return to the affair partner for
escape or comfort. Be careful of these
pitfalls, and guard against them. The key is
to find people who can walk with you
through the healing process and remain
unbiased, supporting you with whatever
you need.
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If you find yourself in Sarah’s shoes and have recently learned that your spouse has been un-
faithful, we want to offer you some guidance on how to proceed:
Practice self-care. Learning about your spouse’s infidelity has undoubtedly resulted in great
emotional trauma.
As a result of this you may be experiencing:
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Therefore, it is essential to pace and take care of yourself in the following areas:
• Make sure you are eating nutritious food • Spend time with the Lord expressing
several times per day. your pain and emotion.
• Sleep whenever you can—see your physi- • Immerse yourself in God’s Word—
cian if you are having great difficulty seeking His guidance, leading,
sleeping. and truth.
• Exercise whenever possible as a form of • Connect with nature and the beauty
healthy stress relief. of God’s creation (art, music, hiking,
• Stop several times per day to concentrate walking, etc.) to meditate upon and
on taking deep, soothing breaths to calm breathe in His presence during
your heart rate or clear your racing mind. troubled times.
• Identify your painful emotions— • Seek to learn about affair recovery.
put words to how you are feeling. • Take periodic breaks from marriage-
• Seek the support of a counselor, maintenance issues.
pastor, or mentor—someone who is • Continue to seek life-giving hobbies
advocating for you and who can help and activities.
you process your emotions.
• Journal or write out your emotions.
Embrace managing your own emotions Seek God’s truth about who you are.
even when they are overwhelming. Go to the source of Truth and ask Him what
You may be shocked when your deep pain is true about you as a person, as a spouse,
emerges. However, let your painful emotions and as His child. You may be experiencing
matter to you—like feeling betrayed, reject- feelings of inadequacy and not being good
ed, worthless, unloved, disrespected, failed, enough—especially sexually. The offended
etc. Attempt to make healthy choices around spouse’s self-worth can take a hit in the
managing those emotions. You may wake of an affair—so make sure you’re
experience disillusionment, rage, anger, grief, turning toward God for your answers.
devastation, and depression. A professional
counselor can help you with healthy coping
mechanisms and tools.
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Ask questions that you desire to know Be honest about how you feel.
the answer to. After a period of caring for and attending to
Often the offended spouse has many your own heart, be willing to express to your
questions about the affair. However, be spouse how much you are hurting. Be as
very honest with yourself—are you honest as you can about the feelings of
someone who does well with lots of abandonment, worthlessness, betrayal, fear,
information, or will it only cause you and doubt you are experiencing. By sharing
further hurt? Before asking your spouse for openly and honestly, you will help keep the
details, you might prayerfully consider lines of communication open between you
whether knowing specific information and your spouse. However, remember that
would be helpful or hurtful. It’s up to you. unchecked venting and rage directed toward
If you do desire to know the answer to your spouse will only cause further harm.
anything specific, go ahead and ask your Speaking the truth in love (Ephesians 4:15)
spouse. Often, hearing the true details may is critical, even if love is the last thing you’re
help with the process of beginning to feeling toward your spouse in the moment.
rebuild your marriage. However, make Seek help from a licensed Christian counselor
sure that you don’t dwell on negative in this process, as it is important to have
images of what went on in the relationship, someone to validate your pain and advocate
because those images may be seared in for you.
your mind and cause further harm. Seek
outside, objective guidance about your list
of questions before asking them to your
spouse. This can be a helpful and protective
safeguard against unnecessary
graphic details. Own how your behavior may have led to
difficulties in your marriage.
Although you are in no way responsible for
your spouse’s choice to have an affair, it is
important to look at how you may have
influenced the marital system. In fact, it can
Request total transparency and honesty. be empowering for you to consider how you
may have played a role in the previous
You cannot control how your spouse con-
emotional climate or challenges that existed
ducts himself or herself; however, you cer-
in your marriage. For example, an offended
tainly can request total transparency and
spouse may recognize that he or she had
honesty. You may want to seek permission
withdrawn his or her affections or was
to have access to his or her call history,
extremely critical of his or her partner,
email, text messages, and social media
thereby gaining insight into how he or she
accounts. You might also ask to make a
may have influenced the overall relationship.
plan for handling potential and unexpected
Again, engaging in this form of healthy
contacts from the other person. Seek
self-reflection is not the same as owning your
guidance in ensuring that the initial
spouse’s choice to act out.
recovery plan and accountability check-in
points for your spouse are healthy for your
own recovery and mindset.
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Find others that you feel safe with who Seek to forgive your spouse.
can support you and encourage you. Forgiveness will be a process and a journey.
Surround yourself with friends who can walk It likely will not come quickly or easily.
with you through this challenging time. Study what forgiveness is and what it is not.
Join a support group or meet with a mentor Choosing to extend forgiveness to your
who can provide a safe space for you to spouse does not mean that you will
process your feelings. Be vigilant against immediately forget the pain and devastation
your own vulnerability to a subsequent brought on by their unfaithfulness.
“rebound” affair in response or reaction to However, it is more about the state of your
the pain and vulnerability you’re feeling. own heart. At some point, you will want to
communicate your forgiveness to your
spouse. This could be done in a variety of
ways, such as writing a letter, recording a
Listen to your spouse’s heart video, or having a face-to-face conversation.
and emotions. Understand that God calls us to forgive, but
Try to be as compassionate as possible and also know that forgiveness, reconciliation,
attempt to understand how he or she arrived and restoration are three distinct and
where he or she did. Be there to support long-term processes on the road to recovery.
when you can; however, your job is not to
own your spouse’s emotions or actions.
Allow him or her to own his or her own
behavior and the impact and pain his or her
choices have caused while being as caring as
you can. Be vigilant not to “return evil for
evil” with your words or actions, or to allow
stress to escalate into physical violence or
unproductive shouting matches.
If you recently revealed that you have engaged in an extramarital affair, whether voluntarily
or, like Josh, by being “caught,” here are some important guidelines on how to proceed:
End the affair completely and Own your choices and accept responsibility
permanently. for your unfaithfulness.
Cease all private meetings, phone calls, No excuses—you chose to be unfaithful.
texts, or social media contacts with the other Regardless of the state of your marriage when
person. Cut all ties—period. Be transparent you cheated, there is no room for excusing the
with your spouse about any chance meetings behavior. Do not blame the influence of
or any attempts on the part of the other others, a negative environment at home,
person to contact you—before your spouse or other factors that drove your temptations.
finds out about it on his or her own. Just own your choices.
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Take good care of your heart and Make choices to rebuild trust with your
practice good self-care. spouse, recognizing that you must allow
Separate your hurtful actions from who you your spouse as much time as he or she
are as a person. Your feelings matter, so needs to process the pain of trust
articulate them. Your spouse may or may not being broken.
be available to care about your pain due to Listen, listen, listen and keep talking with
the overwhelming nature of his or her own your spouse—no matter how long your
pain. Often the unfaithful spouse reports spouse needs to process. Everyone is
experiencing shame, guilt, embarrassment, different in how they need to travel through
depression, anxiety, or grief. Spend time the healing process—so even months and
caring for your heart and checking in with years later, be willing to listen and share
trusted advisors. Enlist wise, confidential about the affair without anger and blame.
people (specifically, safe relationships of the Willingly pursue couples counseling to aid in
same sex) to walk with you as you recover. this unfolding journey.
Make a plan to care well for yourself in every
arena—physically, mentally, emotionally,
and spiritually.
Commit to being faithful and trust-
worthy and line your behavior up with
this commitment.
Trust has clearly been broken within your
marriage due to the affair; therefore, do all
you can to rebuild it. Being consistent in
both what you say and what you do is
essential. Your spouse will be watching for
inconsistency. Choose to show him or her in
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a way that’s not defensive that you are
working at becoming trustworthy—
Demonstrate compassion and empathy moment-to-moment and choice-by-choice.
toward your spouse. Trust is never earned once and for all. This
is an opportunity to show your spouse that
Your spouse was likely devastated upon you are serious in this commitment through
hearing this news. Show up in a continued choices every day. You are not
compassionate and empathic manner. Make trying to convince your spouse to trust you;
every effort to deeply understand how your you are trying to be trustworthy. When you
actions have impacted your spouse. Imagine try too hard to convince, sometimes you be-
what it would be like for you to be on the come untrustworthy. For example, you
receiving end of this news and allow your might be tempted to hide certain infor-
heart to be touched. mation because you want your spouse to
In her research, Dr. Shirley Glass reported trust you. But the very act of concealing
that the single best indicator of whether a information is untrustworthy.
relationship can survive infidelity is how
much empathy the unfaithful partner shows
when the betrayed spouse gets emotional
about the pain caused by the affair.5
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Understand what led to the affair. Answer your spouse’s questions as openly
Were you searching to meet a need through and honestly as possible.
the affair? Was there infidelity in your family Although this may seem counterintuitive,
of origin? Do you have an addiction (sex, being open and honest about what happened
drugs, or alcohol) that resulted in making is essential. This will influence the rebuilding
other poor choices? Was there something of trust. If unspoken details emerge later, it
your marriage was lacking that you desired to can lead to further damage. Although fear and
see improved upon? (Of course, none of these shame might cause you to hold back, answer
situations excuse the affair or allow you to your spouse as directly as you can. In one
escape accepting responsibility.) If you need study of 1,083 betrayed husbands and wives,
help with this, you might invite a pastor, those offending spouses who were the most
counselor, mentor, or good friend to help you honest and forthright felt better emotionally
explore. and reconciled more completely.6 Don’t miss
your chance to be completely honest from
the beginning.
Important pieces of information
to include are:
• When the affair started
• How long it went on
• How it was kept a secret
• When it ended
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Seek wholehearted forgiveness.
One important key to seeking forgiveness is One word of caution is due, however.
to understand how the affair affected your The “whole truth” doesn’t mean giving out
spouse. Through empathizing with your unnecessarily graphic and detailed
spouse, allow the Lord to move your heart to descriptions. It’s possible to shield your
seek forgiveness wholeheartedly. Also spouse from unnecessary detail while
remember that asking for forgiveness doesn’t remaining completely honest. Giving too
mean your spouse needs to be ready or much specificity will only sear images into
willing to forgive you. Humbly ask, and then your spouse’s mind. Instead, you might say
let your spouse decide when, if, and how they something like, “I’m willing to give details,
will forgive. Be willing to fully accept his or but I don’t want to hurt you more. How much
her decision and position. Remember, do you want to know?” This question is better
forgiveness is never deserved and should not than trying to manage what is best for your
be demanded. It is not a simple, one-time spouse to know—which could lead to
event. And forgiveness doesn’t always mean inappropriate withholding. In general, give
reconciliation. The multifaceted relational categorical truths about emotional and
categories of forgiveness, reconciliation, and physical boundaries that were crossed, no
restoration unfold over time and matter how painful the truth.
through counseling.
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Commit to being fully transparent and Express gratitude toward your spouse.
open with your spouse. Recognize what your spouse is grappling
Offer your spouse full access to your call with. He or she must choose whether to work
history, texts, emails, and social media with you through this devastating betrayal
accounts. Some previous texts or emails may and break in trust. Hopefully, he or she will
be graphic and worth guarding against. But recognize your true repentance and choose to
from this point forward, commit to no more seek reconciliation. This is certainly what we
hiding and no more deceit. Your life must be encourage—we believe this reflects God’s
an open book for your spouse. You have bro- heart toward the truly repentant. If this path is
ken your partner’s trust; therefore, go to chosen, you are being shown one of the
great lengths to let him or her know where greatest acts of love—and it does not come
you are, who you are with, when your plans easily. Show your husband or wife great
change, and if you will be late. gratitude both in word and deed. Thank him
or her for choosing to engage in the hard
work of trusting you again and restoring
your marriage.
In the wake of an affair, the goal initially is to heal and recover from the shock and trauma.
But ultimately, your desire may be to build a “new” marriage—one that you both feel great about.
Set boundaries around how much time See a marriage counselor.
each day or week you are focusing on Pursue marriage counseling from a licensed
“affair talk.” Christian counselor who specializes in marital
After the initial revelation of the affair and therapy and is experienced in dealing with
the resultant aftershocks, make sure you are recovering from infidelity (call 1-800-A-
also spending agreed-upon, proactive time FAMILY for a local referral or visit
building your friendship and relationship. FocusOnTheFamily.com/counseling
Set daily limits on the amount of time you for information online).
invest discussing the affair.
Counseling will help you communicate
You certainly need to talk about it, but you through overwhelming emotions, assess
must also be intentional in creating contributing factors to the affair, and
opportunities to connect and build into your determine what you both desire to do to
“new” relationship. strengthen and build a “new” marriage
relationship. A marriage intensive could also
be helpful in your recovery process.
Visit the Hope Restored website or call toll-
free at 1-866-875-2915 for more information.
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Recognize the amount of time it takes to
recover from infidelity.
It is essential that you both recognize that From where you’re standing now as a couple,
there will be ups and downs throughout the the road ahead might look impossibly long.
healing journey. Depending on many factors, You certainly have your work cut out for you
18 months to two years is realistic; however, as you seek to rebuild the foundations of your
it can take longer for some couples and less marriage. But through prayer, commitment,
time for others. The important thing is to and the support of trusted friends and
recognize that it will more than likely be a counselors, we hope you can see a glimmer
“roller coaster” journey at times—with highs of light in the darkness. Eventually, you may
and lows and steps both forward and back- discover that as a result of this devastating
ward. Commit to walking the journey out pain, a stronger and more intimate marriage
with your spouse and the Lord, and one day, was built—one that you both can be deeply
you may realize that the obsessive thoughts, proud of and happier with on the other side.
intense grief, and anger over the affair have
become more distant.
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emotional_affair
https://www.verywellmind.com/marriage-affair-2303083
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Dr. Shirley Glass, Not Just Friends
The late Peggy Vaughan, a pioneer in the research surrounding affairs, documented some staggering numbers in “Help for Therapists
(and their clients) in Dealing with Affairs” (research).
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