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‘AcREED To MEET afew hour afer the funeral Inthe Frome
aiden, bythe old Gothic rin. gothere fn.
odkad around, 219 one
checked my phone. Note no veces
‘They mat be snning lt, | hou nig pnt he stone wl
Ipat ayy phone ad tod mye Say ale.
‘The weather was quintessentially Apri. Not quite winter, not yet pig.
The tees were are, butthe ir was so The sky wa rey but the tip wee
popping. The ight was pale, but the indigo ak, trading through the pu
dens, owed.
“lw beaut I hough. And alo ow sd
‘Once upon atime, this was gong t be my forever home, Instead tha
proved oe ustanther if top,
‘When my wife and Il this place, in fer fr our sanity and physic
safety I wat sure when Td ever come ack. That wat Jamar 280. Now,
fieen mons later, here Twa, days afer woking to thyme sed cal
tnd then one shor, hearracing tal with Gunny: Hay. Grandpa gore.
‘The wind picked up, tuned colder Thasched my shoulder, rbbed my
as reget the thnnes of my white shit wished not changed aut of
‘my fneral suit I wished Thought to ring cot tuned my back othe
‘vind and so; loming behind me, the Gothic mn, which neal was no
‘mote Gothic than the Millennium Whel Some clever architect, ome bitof
stagecraft Like o mach around here, hough.
Trmoed from the stone wll a ell worden beach, Siting, checked
_my hae asin, peered up and dowa the garden pt,
Wher arth?
Apoter gst of wind. Funny, it reminded me of Grand, His wit do
smeanou, maybe. Orhit ey sent of moar. I ealled one pare shoot
Ing weekend yeas ago, A mate, just tying to male conversion, asked‘many tines ovr, taped tough mineelis,cudled AIDS patients, con-
soled war orphans, aye woking to brag peace to somenne somewhere,
‘nd I knew how desperately she would want~no, did want ~ peace between
het boys and between ut wo and Pa. And among the whole fy
For mot the Windom had been at war. There had been sf in out
ran, of and o, ging bck centres but hi was diferent. This war afl
see public upure, and itheatened to become imeparable, So, though Ed
flown hore specifically and solely fr Grandpa fame, while thee Td
kd fr thi secret meeting with my older brother, Wily and my father to
out the ate of thins
‘Tofnds way out
ButnoyTeaked ence mort my phone and once more up anddown the
fguden path and thought Maybe they've changed their minds. Maybe
theyre not gongto come,
Fora second {considered gvng up gong fora walkthrough the gt
dens by yoelf orheading back tothe hose wher el ny cuss were dike
{ng spd caring tories of Grandpa
“Then, aa, [aw them. Shoulder to shoulder, siding towards me, they
locked gm, almost menacing, More thy Teked tht aligned, My stom
‘ach droped. Nomaly hey be squnbling abot on hing or another, but
ow hey peared noc ~ in aga.
‘The thought occured: Hag on, are we meeting fos walk... or adel?
Tree from the wonden bench, made teratie tp tward them, ge &
‘weak smile They ddstsmile back. Now my hea eal started thashingin
any chest Deep breath, ald myselt
Apert fos ft, Twa fein a Kind of hypernarene, and a hagely oe
terse vulnerbiiy which TY expeinced a oer key moment ofmy fe
‘Walking behind my mothers coin
Going inte bate the fit ime.
Giving speech in the mide of pic aac
‘There nasthat ame sense of embarking on a quest and not knowing i
was upto il lo lly knowing the there was no turing back. Tat
Fe war inthe dls,
(OK, Munsy, thought picking up the pace, hee goes, Wish me ack
‘Wemetinthe mide ofthe path, Will? Par Hel
Harold
Panky tpi
We whee, formed alin, set off alang the gael pth ovr he itl i
covered one bide
"The way we snp flint this snchronows ligament, the way we word
Jey asmed the same messured paces and bed heads, ps the neames
fore graves how ould anyone nob reminded of Mums ane?
told myelfnott think about ta tothink instead abou the pleasing ranch
or fc, andthe way our words ew aay like wisps of nok on he
wind
‘Being Bish, being Windsor, we begin chang casally about the
weather. We compared note aout Grandpa funen. Hed planed tall,
Fimel, down othe tiniest deta we reminded each eter wit afl sis.
‘Smalltalk The sale. We touched on al secondary subjets and kept
tng fort get tothe primary one, wondering why is taking song
{nedale owen exh my ther and brother could appeal
locked around, Wed covered afi bi of tain, and were now smackin
‘the mile ofthe Royal Burial Ground, more wp sour ane in beds than
Prince Hamlet. Comet thnk oft... dda mye once ako be bared
hee? Hous before Fd gone of to war my pte eoretry id I needed o|
choose the pe where my remain shouldbe intone. Should the wrt Aap
pen Your Roya Highness Being am cet thing
‘There were several options. St George's Chapel? The Roya Vaultat Wind
sor here Grandpa was being sted at this moment?
‘No, Td chan this on, beens the gardens were lovely, and beczse it
seemed psc
‘Our fet alot on tp of Walls Simpson’ face, Ps launched int i=
lecture about this penonage over here, ht royal cousin ove hee ll the
nceeminent dukes and duchess, ods and lie, coer ring be-
reat the lawn, Allon student of bist, he ad lone of information
‘hare, and pat of me thought we might be thee fr hour and that here
right bestest athe end Merely he stopped, and we arid on long the
{pa around the edge ofthe lak, arin ata Bautlite patch of to-
aie
Twas there, as tt we gt dowm to business
[red to explain ey side of things wat’ at my bet For artes, Tas
stl newous, Shingo kep my emotions in check wilt siving tobe
fsoceinet and preie More, I@ vowed att let his encounter dvohe into
anther argument. But {quel covered that it wast upto me. Fe andWilly ad ther prs to ply and they come ready for a ght. very tine 1
ventured anew explanation, sated anew ine of thought one or bth of
them would cut me of Wily in parla didnt wantto hear anything Aer
|e shat me down sere times, he and T began sniping saying sone of the
same things wed sid for mons ~ yea, I gts heated that a nied his
ands, Enough
He stood between us, ooking up our Buh faces Pls, Boye — dol
ak fal ya ery,
‘His voie sounded py, fail I sounded, Tin being hones,
hoagh shout Gana,
Allatonce something shied inside of me, Hacked at Wily, relly ooked
shim, maybe rte fstimesnce we were boys Itok tall isi
‘owl, which ha alway bean his defen dealings with me; his laming
‘lds, more advanced than my own; his sous resemblance o Mummy,
which wa fading with time. Wik age In some ways he was my mime,
some way he was my opposite. My belved brother, my arch nemo hw
hed hat happened?
"ele mussely ted. wanted ogo home, and I aed wha compli
‘ted concept home had become. Or mayb aways was I gestured atthe
dens, the cy boon, the ation, anda: Wilh thir ws suposed Be
ou ham We wee going te hr the st of cur Bie
Yeu if Hara
Yeoh ou row wy.
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honey dent
"eaned back. could believe what Iwas heating, Iwas on thing 0
sages about who wav at aut or how things might have ben diferent, bt
foc him t lai total gnorance ofthe retons Fed the land af my ith
=the land fo which Tfought and been read to de ~my Mother Couey
‘Tha eaght phrase. To claim no knowledge of why my wife an {ook the