"2 Moons" - Chapter 25

New Semester
New Environment
New Friends
New School
and New Boyfriend!!!
They are all in one here on this campus.

Today is the first day of the new semester. P'Pha drives me to school. At first,
he's acting like he's going to
have a breakfast with me, but finally he has to leave for his class. He complained
a lot since there are
small traffic inside the campus on the first day of the new semester. I walk into
my building and the first
group of friends I see is The Fairy Angels. I don't have to look for them because
they were flying to me.
Specially the big fairy with a ridiculously large bow on his head (The Fairy Number
1)
"E-Bitch Yo"... Yeph that's me. They fly to me and almost treat me like a baby
angel. "Wow! You are really
the center of attention here. Everyone is looking at you."
"Of course... E-Fatty. Because of me pushing him down from the stand that day. He
wouldn't have the day
like today. Am I right?" E-Mon acts proudly on her previous work. And right after
that he grabs my shirt
and pull me to him. "Confess! Who's driving that white Audi?" He whispers.
How can he see that? "What's wrong with that car?"
"Spit it out. Don't make me bug you more." His nosey power is getting stronger and
stronger.
"Nothing to worry." Actually, I'm kind of shy. P'Pha is a type of boyfriend that I
should be proud to
announce it out loud, but the true is I'm so freaking shy to admit it.
You can say that I'm not ready to be teased by my friends.
"What? E-Yo. Have you already been taken? You should wait for a while to more fan
club first." Number
two is teaching me.
"What are you guys talking about? Fan club? Shut up."
"Just wait and see. We'll see them around soon." Number one predicts.
"Right. So when E-Yo rejects them, they can come to talk to me instead." E-Mon
smily speaks with hopes.
"Wait a minute. What if it's a female fan club?"
"Then you take it. E-fatty."
"E-Mon... You bitch!..."
"What? Do you want a fight? Come on in. You bitch" E-Mon and Number 1 is starting
to fight, but then he
think of something and ask me "Wait a minute. Is that Ming driving in the White
Audi?"
I do not answer that (again). I sit right next to other friends and we look through
the new sheets and
books we are going to learn today.
"E-Yo.... Why are you always be the one who can have all those Moons? How many of
them already?
There is also a rumor saying that the sophomore Campus Moon is also dating you. Now
freshman
Campus Moon. We suppose to have the Star next to the Moon, but now we have 2 Moons
on the sky.
What did you do to deserve this? E-Yo" Mon complains and tease me by pulling my
cheeks.
"Ouch!"
"Hurt? But that's not the same hurt I feel inside."
"Cut it out!!!" I try to stop Number 1 from touching my crotch whenever I was
defended-less.
"Traveling package. Small and convenience."
"Fuck you."
"Stop that. This is the only first day. Take a good care of him. He's the public
property of our major now."
Thank you Number 3 for helping me.

After the first lecture in the morning, all I can say right now is that I'm so
fucked up. I cannot understand
what Professor said, I cannot note it up, and everything goes and moves so fast. I
can concentrate on the
first hour, but after that I'm dead... Completely dead. So is this what University
Lecture is like? Fucked
Fucked I'm so dead.
Only three hours of classes, I can realize that this is so different from the High
School. I did understand
many of the lecture, but here if your mind has been away for a few minutes, you can
be completely lost.
During the break, I sit relaxingly and sip my Pink Milk at the cafeteria right
after those lectures and starts
playing with my phone. I text to P'Pha asking "How's your morning?" and he replies
"Hungry" and so on
so on.
"Do I have to be pretty everyday?" Number 1 starts to complain. "They are all
looking at E-Yo. Why can't
you just give me some of your aura? How can I have the skin like you?"
"Bitch! Lotion VVV is his secret. Remember? The healthy skin Moon award." Number 2
tries to mock up
the commercial.
"I think you need to bath into the tub ob that lotion instead of just putting it on
your skin." Mon speaks
sarcastically to Number 1.
"E-Mon. You rather talk to yourself about that. We are not that different."
Good. They fight 24/7-nonstop. But I'm kind of get used to it now. Sometimes they
make me laugh too.
They are funny.
"Right... E-Yo. One of my engineering friend asks for your phone number. Do you
want me to give it
away?" Number 3 asks me after chatting with friends on his phone.
"Wait a minute. Guy or Girl?"
"Guy kha, E-Mon"
I'm shaking my head. While E-Mon is being happy from guessing it correctly. "See?
Told you that E-Yo is
a guy magnet."
I can understand P'Pha a little bit more. Maybe P'Pha is right. I look up from my
phone and look around. I
can feel that people are looking right at me.
I keep drinking my Pink Milk to hide my shyness. And my phone starts to ring.
It's P'Pha. It must be his break now.

"Holy Mango. E-Yo's husband is calling."

I shhh to Number 1 before walking away to talk on the phone.
"Krub?"
"Hey you... My boyfriend"
Clearly he's been crazy about his new status.
"How's the lecture?"
"Tough. Not easy at all."
"Hey... This is only the beginning."
"I have to go back and study them again."
"What's the subject? Fundamental of Biology?"
"Yep... Bio1"
"Super simple. Your boyfriend is good at this subject. I can be your tutor."
Right! I forgot that he's a med student. Basic Biology is crazily simple for him.
So happy. I love my boyfriend.
I must have been happy with my new status too.
"Is there anyone coming around you?"
"Nah. Are you crazy?"
"I don't know. Just checking." I start to look around again and try to hide from
those Computer Science
guys, but instead there are guys from Physics looking right at me. Are you kidding
me? Am I a Guy
Magnet?
"Nah. Don't you worry. I'm only a simple guy."
"Not important. Like everyone else. But only me and my heart that have already been
given all to you."

That's the song I sang for him...

"Ai P'Pha!"
"Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha... I have to get some lunch now. I'll see you in the evening na
krub."
"I have a meeting with Sophomore after class."
"I can wait."

P'Pha hangs up. I feel so happy with our relationship status. I don't feel any
uncertainty like I use to be
before. Now everything is so bright and clear.
"Hey You." I look up and see a guy (Not sure what's his major) standing in front of
me and handing me his
phone. "A friend of mine is really like you. Can he has your phone number?"
I'm kind of surprise and awkward. Never had a stranger (Specially a guy) asking for
a phone number like
this. In the past, it was more like "Ai fuck Yo... Give me your phone number. I'll
text you so we can start
the online game tonight." or something like that.
I can tell that he's shy because his friends are cheering on the background. I know
right away what type
of friend he wants me to be.
"I'm sorry. I'm taken."
Don't think of me as a girl who rejects a guy and walks away. Not like that. I just
simply say it with a little
bit strange feeling showing on my face. Well... I never thought this would happened
to me. I'm not sure
how much of that guys is disappointed because I don't even turn to look at him.
Right! My life has to change from an ugly nerd to becomes the third most handsome
freshman on this
campus.
That's it for my first day at school. So tired and I just want to scream.
Now, I'm sitting here in the meeting and listening to P'P' Sophomore teaching us
about how to dress the uniform properly, how to survive in the lecture,
compliments and congratulates me from being the second runner up Campus
Moons and the other 3 sashes, and other things. I also keep checking on my
phone because I don't want P'Pha to wait for me that long.
"Ok. That's all for today. Concentrating in classes and don't make any trouble.
Ok?"
Right after the meeting is done. E-Mon starts to run a new plan for today. "Let's
get some ice cream."
"Err.r.r.. I..." I'm about to say no, but too late. They've already pushed me to go
along with them. While we are about to walk to the ice cream store, I plan to give
P'Pha a call.
"Holy Shit"
"Oh my Goodness"
"Holy Moly"
"No way"
Those four fairies shout those out simultaneously, so I have to look up and see
what's going on with them.
Ah! I see! Yep. No wonder why they all shout out like that.

The sophomore Campus Moon and the freshman Campus Moon are standing right there
waiting
for some one in front of science building.

And that "someone" is me….

"E-Bitch Yo... You Bitch... How can you eat two of them in the same time? The top
rank of each school
year." Number 1 is crying out loud.
I don't know what to answer that. Only wave and say good bye to them "I'll join you
guys next time na."
"Good. Go. Leave us."
"After making decision, please let me know, so I can take the other one."
Oh come on. "Later guys."

I quickly walk away from them to see these both gentlemen, who seems to have very
small (or almost
none) chat to each others. Ai Ming waved to me, while P'Pha gives me a little
smile.
"What are you guys doing? Exploding my building by appearing here in the same
time?" I'm not kidding. I
can feel the dynamic around here because people around here starts to talk about us
louder.
"We have a plan together." P'Pha doesn't care about my complains.
"I didn't plan with you, but I'll go with you guys. Where ever you go." Ai Ming
purposes and concludes.
"What do you mean?"
Ming bend down to whisper and that make P'Pha
curious. "P'Pha said you are his boyfriend now. Is it
true?"
I don't know what to answer that "Err..r."
"If he wants to be my friend's boyfriend, he needs my
approval too."
"Fuck. Messing with him?" I complain.
"I don't care. He make you wait for a long time. We
both keeps looking at him for several years. He cannot
just take you easily like this. He doesn't deserve it. I
don't care. Let me give him some tough time." He
seems really mad. We stop whispering and he ask
P'Pha "Yo said ok and I can go with you both."
Wait a minute. I didn't say that.

"Ok. Up to you." P'Pha shrugs his shoulders again and take my backpack. He does
that in front of people
who's watching right at us.
"You are going with me" Ai Ming asks me. Shit! Two cars.
"Ok"
P'Pha look at me like waiting for my answer.
"P'Pha. I'll go with Ming na."
With that cold face. He walks right to me and pat my head a little ...
"Whatever you want..."
Do you know how people look at us?
Forget about the others. Let's talk about my Fairy Angel friends. They are already
shipping this as a "Love
Triangle" story that these two campus moons are fighting for me.
It's totally Ai Ming's fault. What the fuck are you doing? Where is your KitKat
now? Do you have too much
available time to cause me troubles?

"First test... He passes."

"What the fuck is that test you are talking about?" I start to complain again while
I'm in the car that the
White Audi is following us.
"He let you decide and if you choose friend, he's ok and not jealous of me. He
passes."
"Ai fuck Ming. Passing or not that's my boyfriend you are talking about."
"Shut up. I'm so envy you right now. Having a boyfriend."
Yes. I'm so proud. "Of course."
"Wait until I get one of my own."
"Why?"
"I'll take him everywhere with me 24-7."
"Soon, right?"
"Hrrr... P'Kit is not like you." Why the fuck are you comparing him to me? "He
complains, mean mouth,
and stubborn. It's not gonna be that soon."
"How are you holding up? Giving up, maybe?"
"No way."
Right. If you know that then you should spend your time getting him. Not messing
with P'Pha here.
We come to have dinner at the mall.
"Curry for dinner?" Ai Ming is trying to complain. While his target doesn't care
about him at all, but keep
poking those chopsticks on my face. "Oh Come on. Give me a break. P'Pha. I'm here
too. You know?"
"Why are you here then?"

Ouch! That hurts.

"I'm kidding."
P'Pha knows how to give him a hard time too. The way he's playing and kidding with
you like this shows
that he cares about Ming. But he has to keep the cold look on his face and his
personality. And that's it.
But he's totally different when he's with me alone. Am I lucky or what? To be the
only one that can see the
other side of him.
"By the way, where is P'Kit now krub?"
"Why are you always ask for Kit, but not Beam?" P'Pha's curious. Damn. I forgot
he's a genius.
"Oh well.."
P'Pha smirks and says "He went to buy some stationaries. He loses his Pencil Box
and complains all
day."
And I can feel that Ai Ming is so disappointed right now. He must want to help
P'Kit picking those
stationaries.
"Don't worry. He went with Ai Beam"
Not helping. My friend is still upset.
"Ok"
Now it's my turn to become the third wheel here. Because P'Pha starts shooting
questions to Ai Ming.
"What's wrong with you? Ai Ming"
"Krub?" Ming jumps up a little. "Nothing krub. Curry is here. Let's eat."
Finally my clam curry is here. I start digging right away. Too hungry to keep my
look. Until I look up and
see P'Pha looking right at me. That make me hardly to swallow now.
"Keep going. I'm just worried that you are gonna choked from eating too fast."
"I'm hungry."
"Want mine?"
"Gonna make me fat."
He laughs softly, while Ming is making some sort of annoyed plus envious on us.
You make your own decision to follow us. Suck it up, Ai Ming.

I'm a fast consumer and the first one to get my dish. So I finished early. While
I'm waiting, I decide to go to
the bathroom, which is not far from the restaurant.
After finishing my business, I'm walking out to to wash my hand and have to step
back a little.
It's him. The guy that asked me for a phone number in the cafeteria at lunch. He's
leaning on the wall
staring at me.
"Hey." I'm shocked a little.
"Such a coincident." He smily speak.
"Right. See you later."
I don't know what to make my face toward him. Even though the guy that have been
refused by me is his
friend, I'm still having a strange feeling about him. I try not to look at him and
walk away, but he stop me
by catching my shoulders.
"Slow down. We can be friends. No need to run away."
This is getting awkward and spooky. I turn back to him and get his hand out of my
shoulders. He raises
his hand up to the air like showing the giving up sign.
"Sorry if I offended you."
I walk away real fast. He's a good looking guy, but somehow he spooks me. After I
walk out of the
bathroom, I see another guy with angry face waiting for me outside.
"Who's that?"
Cold voice as usual. I'm worried. He might see the whole thing.
"What?"
"Him" P'Pha doesn't care to mention the guy who just walked out of the bathroom and
smiled at me and
P'Pha before walking away. "Who is he?"
"I don't know him."
"How can you talk to him?"
"I don't know him, he came to ask for my phone number at lunch and accidentally see
him here." I tell the
story. P'Pha makes a serious and curious face. Now he becomes quiet.

"Did you give it to him?"

"Nope."
"What did you tell him?"

Why are you so curious? I shake my head to him and walk away, but P'Pha grabs my
hand.
"Please."
What a crazy day? "I told him that I cannot give it to him. I'm taken."
He becomes happy obviously. "And he doesn't give up."
"I don't know. Forget about him. Let's go to see Ai Ming. I don't want to listen to
him complaining."

P'Pha grabs my shoulder and we walk back to the restaurant. He doen't care about
those ladies that look
at us. Before we get into the restaurant, P'Pha stops me.
"Yo. I know that you telling me the truth."
I look at him and listen to him.

"But I cannot stop being possessive... Do you understand me?"

I don't know what to say.
I never thought of this word before. Not even having a relationship with him like
this. Importantly P'Pha is
the one who's being possessive.

"If I'm acting moody to you. Please forgive me."

I smile. I smile because of what he said.

"Don't worry." I pat on his shoulder "Just believe in what I say."

TBC*
"2 Moons" - Chapter 26 (Part of KIT)

At the mall after the school

"Fuck! Why do I have to date with a friend right after school like
this? Ai Kit. You need a date. Seriously." Ai Beam complains,
complains, and complains. I just asked him to give me a ride to
buy some stationaries, but he complains like I'm taking his
whole lifetime. Forgive me if I'm taking one or two hours of your
date with Nong Fha. It shouldn't cause you any trouble. I'm
sure.
I hate to come to the mall alone. Beside I'm the only one in our
group that cannot do anything alone. I need a friend or a date.
Now I have no one, and that's why you are here with me, Ai
Beam.
"Nope I don't want to look for one now." I answer why testing these blue pens for
my lectures.
"Of course, because now you have a Campus Moon offering you a service like this."
Ai Beam teases me
and laugh about this joke. But when I'm not reacting anything, so he can see
something's wrong
happening to me.
It's weird since the sweet talk between him and his ex-girlfriend on
the last couple days.
Strange feeling that I cannot explain. After he explains everything to
me and I think about it. Then I feel strange.
He's telling me the truth. Instead of believing him, I feel even more
strange. I feel like I don't want to believe him. He seems like a
professional player and no way he'll stop being one.
"What the fuck is going on with you? Look at your face right now."
Beam pokes me with a pen. "Talk to me... Spilt it out."
"Nothing." I reply immediately. Always nosey. Yeah. We are the
same because we are friends.
"I don't believe you. We are friends since forever. I can clearly see
that something's bothering you."
"Nothing really. I'm done here. Do you want anything?"
"Fuck you. Ai Kit. Don't change the subject. Spit it out now." Ai Beam comes to
lock my neck with his arm.
Stop it, Ai Beam. So many people and so many girls around here. "Are you saying or
not? If not, then you
have to go back home alone."
"Ai Beam. Let me go."
"Spit it"
"Let me go first. I cannot breath."

"P'Kit" someone is calling my name. I cough right after Ai Beam let me go. And here
he is. The trouble in
my head is standing right there.

The new Campus Moon.

"I'll see you at the cashier." Instead of greeting I decided to walk away from him.
It's rude and weird, I
know, but this is because of him.
"Hey. Ai Kit. Sawadee Ai Campus Moon" Beam start greeting. Ai Ming wai him and Ai
Beam run after me.
"Fuck! Are you a couple now?"
I just want to slam this basket on Ai Beam's head right now.
"P'..."
"How much krub?"
The cashier keeps looking at Ai Ming instead of working and telling me the price,
so I have to ask her
again. She's terrible because she hasn't even scanned those barcodes yet. So I have
to stand still
listening to Ai Ming calling me.

"What's wrong? Why don't you reply my message?"

He just get right into the point. His soft and begging voice makes the cashier look
back and forward
between him and me.

"I'm in a hurry. Can you be a little faster please." I told her.

I don't know what he's thinking. Ai Ming grabs something and put them on the
counter and say "All
together krub."
Because of this I have to start talking to him "What the fuck is this? I'm not
paying for these."
"I'm paying. Don't worry." Ai Ming speaks "Finally you are talking to me.
Seriously, What's going on with
you in the past few days?"
I sigh heavily.
"Did I do something wrong? Please tell me. I'm so stupid and clueless when it is
about you."
And that stunts me a little. I don't know what to say because I don't even know
what I'm thinking.
I hate my feeling right now too. Normally I always speak or say it out. I like to
be very straight-forward. But
when it comes to this, it is stuck and I cannot say it out.
"1037 baht in total kha."
Are you kidding me? I calculated them and they shouldn't be more expensive than 400
baht. I'm a bit
shocked before taking cash out of my wallet. But...
Ai Ming's Platinum Card is already there on the counter.
"You have to pay for your stuffs back to me later." Ai Ming says "So after this,
buy me a cup of Starbuck,
Ok?"
Unbelievable and he said that he's stupid. He tricks me. So now I have to buy him a
cup of coffee. Fuck!
"I'll pay you back right now."
I'm trying to pay him back with cash, but he grabs the back and walks away. Hey! I
have to use those
pens tonight. I cannot leave them with him. I sigh deeply before following him
unwillingly. At that moment,
I cannot see Ai Beam around.
In the Starbuck, I feel like I want to disappear. The coffee is good, but the guy
sitting right in front of me is
making my coffee a little bit bitter. He's the one to ask me for a cup of coffee,
but he hasn't touched it at
all. Only sitting there and staring at me.
I feel so awkward and no idea what to do. I feel so uncomfortable.
"Can you tell me now why haven't you replied my message?"
I sip coffee a little before answer.
"Busy"
"Busy?"
"Right"
"Really?" His eyes look sad "Busy or don't want to talk to me anymore?"
Fuck! Why do I have to feel guilty? Why does he have to make that sad face in front
of me? It's not a big
deal. It's just a message.
"Am I annoying you?"
He shouldn't be the one to be sad because of me. He can just only smile and people
will line up to date
him. Why me?
"Let me be honest with you." I think I should say it.
"Krub?"
“Err...r.."
"Wait a second" Ai Ming makes a hand sign
to stop me. "I need to get ready before you
break my heart."
What the fuck? He drinks up his coffee and
takes a very deep breath.
"What do you think I'm going to say?" I'm
curious.

"Go away from me. I will never like you.

You are an asshole player. You are fake
liar and never be sincere to anyone."

What the fuck? He speaks it out emotionally.

"Am I right?" He speaks and becomes sad again.
He cracks me a little.
"What? Stop laughing at me."
"But you are funny."
"So, am I right?"
"Partially."
Ming's stunted a little before saying "What's the right part? Please don't be the
first two sentences." He's
almost pray out loud in the Starbucks.
"Hrr.... You." I sigh "I... You have to stop and listen to me only, Ok?" I decide
to break him before I start
talking. "From the story that I heard from you that night. You told me that you
broke up with her because
of me... and during the date with her, don't you like or love her at all? I feel
sorry for her and sad. It makes
me think that if we are really dating. And you happen to have a very special
feeling to someone else. Am I
going to be..."
"Are you going to date me?" Ai Ming shout out loudly, so I have to use my hand to
shut him.
"Fuck. Ai Ming. I said don't speak." I start to regret now. I start to feel that
this is such a wrong decision.
But he keeps smiling widely.
"You are saying like you want to test me before we date."
"I never said that I will do that."
"But you are thinking about it. Thinking about me."
"Asshole."
"For several days."
"Shut up."
"Not reply my message because you keep thinking about this." Because you are
worried that I'm not
being sincere to you. Oh! Fuck! I'm so happy right now!"
"You should be sad." I'm complaining. "You said you are stupid when it is about me.
Now you can clearly
analyze my thought. Jerk!"
"At least you gave me a chance to prove myself, right?" He's acting out happily
like a fool instead of
thinking about it or taking it seriously. I sigh deeply and regrettably. This is
not really clear and helping
much.
It's true that more than half of what he analyze me is correct and I didn't want to
let him know.
It's because I don't want to be heartbroken.
"Ai Kit" Ai Beam walks right to me from nowhere. "Ready to go back home?"
"What? Err..r" I'm not really ready. He just appears in the middle of my
conversation. "Right now?"
"Yeah. You are done with your business, ain't you?"
What is bothering him now? I look at my friend and he's kind of mad and upset. I
stand up and grab my
coffee before leaving Starbucks.
"I can give P'Kit a ride krub." Ai Ming speaks and smiles to Ai Beam.
"No Thank you." Ai Beam replies. That shocks Ai Ming because he never see Ai Beam
in this mode. "He
came with me, so he has to leave with me."
"Don't you need to see Nong Fha?" I whisper to my friend.
"You said like you want to go back home with him."
"No."
"Then follow me."
"Fuck! What's wrong with you?"
Ai Beam pulls me out of that coffee shop and doesn't even let me speak anything to
Ai Ming.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you so upset? Or Nong Fha cancels your date?"
As soon as I arrive to my room, I start shoot him questions. Because on the way
back home, he didn't
even speak with me for a word. Only making that moody face and locking himself into
some thought in his
head.
After unlock my room, he walks right into my room. Well. that's ok. He came in the
wrong room a lot when
he was drunk.
He throws his back pack to a corner of the room. I cannot let those books spread
around like this. So I
decide to arrange his backpack for him.
"What's wrong?" I loose my necktie and cluelessly ask him.
"You..." He babbling a little before decides to ask me "I told you to find a date,
but never thought that you'll
get one this fast."
"What? What are you talking about?"
"I was listening to your conversation. I feel like you also have a feeling for him
more than 50%"
"Shut up. Are you crazy? I like girls. Girls with boobs."
"Oh really?"
I hate that sarcastic laugh. He never believe me.
"So what are you being mad about?"
"I listened to you guys in every sentences. At the beginning, Ai Ming is really
good, but when I hear that
story from you." He sighs "I don't want you to be hurt."

I blink looking at Ai Beam on my bed. He never say something like this to me.
Never.

"Thank you"
"Can't you see his face? Only one wink, ladies will line up for him. Even it won't
be that long line as
Phana, but trust me, he's dangerous." Wow never know that he's concerned about me
this much.
"What should I do then?"
I can be very smart for everyone, but not for myself. I'm so stupid and clueless.

Knock Knock Knock

Somebody knocks the door before Ai Beam gives me the answer. He makes a sign to
stop me from
getting the door. He wants to open it. But hey... Isn't this my room?
The one who come into my room is Phana. And the one behind him is ...

Ai Ming

"I see him sitting and waiting in front of your apartment, so I

decided to bring him up." Pha looks at me and Ai Beam back
and forward. "What the fuck is going on with you two?"
"Good that you are here." Beam speaks to Ai Pha "And you too."
Ai Ming also have a confusing face. But he sure looks at me a
lot.
"What? What's the matter?"

"I'm dating with Ai Kit"

Wh..Wha...What the fuck??!?!?

"What?" I start first.
"What the fuck is going on?" Ai Pha still doesn't believe that.
"..." Ai Ming stands there silently.
"Just a minute before you guys come in, right? Kit" Ai Beam turns to me. While I'm
still stunted and no
word.

He must be crazy.

"So I have to let you know that now two close friends of you are in the
relationship together. Hopefully this
is not shocking you too much." Ai Beam speaks to Ai Pha before turning to Ai Ming.
"For you, now, since
Kit is my boyfriend, you better get away from him."
"Fuck Beam..."
"P'Kit..." Ai Ming is so shocked and he turns to ask me "Is this true? You are
kidding, right? Because we
just had a talk a while ago."
I try to answer that this is not true, but Ai Beam pinches on my back hard.
"Fuck... Ouch!"

Ming doesn't even want to hear the answer. He walks out of the room and being so
mad.

"Fuck Beam" I shout out to him. "What are you doing? This is not funny. Love
triangle game? Not funny."
"You look frustrated. I can help you."
"How? You are making this worst."
"A guy like him deserves to get a lesson. Do you think that only his ex-girlfriends
deserves to get hurt? He
must be breaking 10 or 20 people's heart because he's a player."
"But that's the past, isn't it?"
"Why are you taking his side?"
"I don't know why is this concerning you?"
"You are right. Why?" Beam grabs his back and leave the room. He shut the door
loudly.
Ai Pha looks at me while I'm being super mad and cannot speak anything.
"I just want to get my sheets back ..." He walks to grab the sheet on my desk
"And I meant to tell you about this for a long time ago, but never had a chance."
"What?"

"I think Ai Beam has secretly been in love

with you."

TBC*
"2 Moons" - Chapter 27

"I have to go to Beam's and Kit's apartment. I'll be

right back na."
P'Pha told me over the text. I sent him the Ok
Sticker, but that's like an hour ago. Until now he's not
back yet. I'm not waiting. Really. I'm just doing this
and that while he's away. Not really waiting. Or am I?
I'm rolling around the bed, reading the Manga while
waiting, playing with models, and seeing no sign of
him yet. Well. I should have been studying, because
it's the beginning of a new semester and have two
more month before the Midterm Examination. So,
yeah, I can relax a little.
But this relaxing time doesn't last that long. Because
now the trouble is knocking at my door.
Ai Ming. I have no idea where was him since we went for dinner today.
"Where were you?" I try to ask him, but he's not really listening to me, he walks
past through me into the
room and lay down on my bed.

Something wrong is happening.

"What the fuck is going on?" I ask him instantly "What's it? About P'Kit?"
"Ummm...m..."
"What's the matter?"
"I don't know what's matter anymore. I don't know what to feel."
"Talk to me." I pull his shirt to force him to sitting up. His face is now all sad
and not as handsome as he
was anymore.
"I went to see him at his apartment. P'Pha was there too."
"Ok."
"P'Beam said he's dating P'Kit."
"WHHAATTTTTTTT!?!?!?!" I cry out loud. I think it's loud enough that P'Pring from
the next door can hear.
"No way."
"I know. I'm so confused." Ai Ming drops his body on the bed again.
"They must be messing with you. They are friends."
"Fuck! Ai Yo. They are boyfriends." Ai Ming yells out loud. "Fuck! We talked
earlier and he made me feel
like he had a feeling for me. Or was I wrong? Ai Yo."
"Ai Ming. Calm down."
"Calm down? How can it? My heart is broken here."
"It's strange. Don't you think?"
"I don't know."
Yeah. I don't know too actually. I don't know what to do. All I can do is patting
on his back gently because
his face now is confused, sad, and frustration.
"It must be my bad karma." He mentions about Karma. "Dating with someone, but left
her for someone
else."
"Err.r..r."
"I'm so envy you and P'Pha right now." Ming pats on my head. "I'm leaving. Just
take my call, Ok?"
"Where are you going?"
"To drink."
"I'll go with you."
"That's ok. I'll go with my Engineering friend. They will eat you up. Ain't you
scared?" I was quiet after that
question. Still remember his friends from the competition night. They are kind of
scary for me.

And one more thing, P'Pha comes aback already.

"Ming. Are you ok?" P'Pha asks.

"I don't understand. But..." Ai Ming shrugs his shoulders. "Please take a good care
of my buddy here.
Oh... By the way, his weak point is on the thigh close to ..."
"Ai Ming. Shut the fuck up." I stop him.
"Bye krub."
Ai Ming pats on P'Pha's shoulder and runs out of the room. P'Pha looks stunted a
little bit before shutting
that door.
I blink and look at P'Pha. He's looking right at me curiously.
"What should I figure out first? Between how Ming knows about your weak point and
if he's right about
your weak point." P'Pha drops himself sitting right next to me.
"From the school camp. He locked and teased me." I turn my face away.
"Really? Only teasing?" He puts his face close to me.
"Yes. Really. Only teasing." I push his face away. He makes his face like he wants
to eat me.

"Why are you so scared of me? We are boyfriends. Remember?" P'Pha laughs.
"Look at your face now. Scary."
"Still shy in front of me?" P'Pha's making sniffing sound on my cheeks. Not kissing
but sniffing.
That even make my face getting blushed much more than kissing.
"P'Pha... Stop it."
"Clearly, you don't only have the weak point on the thighs."
"Where else?"
"Me. I'm your weak point."

Okay. I'm giving you for this one. You totally are. I use the pillow to push his
face away and lay down. He
throws the pillow on the floor and crawls up to sleep right next to me. He opens up
his sheets that he just
gets them back from P'Kit. This is typical habit of Med Student. Studying all the
time.

"Study hard."
"If I'm lazy, how can I take care of you in the future."
"Wow. Are you serious?"
"I am serious. If I'm a poor doctor, I cannot take care of a rich kid like you for
sure."
I'm laughing out loud. He changes his position. Now he's sleeping on my belly and
continues to study.
"Hey... That's my belly. Not a pillow."
"Really? It's so fluffy. I thought it was the pillow."
"Ai..." I scratch P'Pha hair, while he's laughing non-stop. Well... I'm so happy
right now having him with
me right here.

But I'm also concerning about Ai ming too.

"P'Pha."
"Krub?"
"P'Beam and P'Kit. Are they really boyfriends?"
P'Pha puts down his sheets and turns to look at
me "I don't know."
"How...?"
"I felt weird. But I went to talk to Ai Beam before
coming back here."
"What did he say?"
Knock
P'Pha knocks on my head.
"If I tell you, then you'll tell your friend."
"Isn't that information I should tell Ai Ming?"
"Don't you worried." P'Pha comes close to my face again. Almost kissing me this
time. I can only blink to
him. "Everything is gonna be all right."
He looks at me like he's thinking about something.
"Is it true that you have a weak point on your thighs?"

Stop!!! Don't you dare to do some scientific experiment here on me. Not funny!
P'Pha starts to touch my legs. Suddenly I get the goosebumps and try to get away
from him, but really
cannot go anywhere. My bed is very small.

"Let me try."
"Ai... Can't you see? I'm getting the goosebumps here." I yell at him and hit his
head (not too hard) for two
or three times to stop him. But it's not working. He uses his fingers walking up.
"Fuck. Don't touch that!"
"Wow... It's up already. Ha Ha Ha." P'Pha laughs. This time he grabs my legs and
puts his face right next
to my face.
Why do you like to tease me on the bed this much? Since we went on the beach.
"Don't you want to do something else?"
I ask him because after he's done teasing me. He face down laying right next to me
and looking at me. To
be honest, if he's just a simple guy next door, I won't feel a thing. But here is
different, being so handsome
with that face of god. Perfect facial skin, perfect nose, and perfect eyebrows.
This is so envious being born with perfect appearances like this.
Not only him staring at me, now I'm staring back too. So we are kind of looking at
each others right now.
"Can I take you home?" P'Pha asks "I really want to bring you back to my room."
"Are you talking about these dolls?" I change the topic by pointing to those
stuffed animals on my bed.
P'Pha looks at them and swipes down those dolls to the floor.

"Ai P'Pha..." I cry "What are you doing?"

"I only need my doll here on the bed. Understand?"
"No"
"Deal." He concludes and puts his face closer to my face again.
If you want to keep doing this, why don't you kiss me already?
"Can I kiss you?"
After he ask, he kisses me immediately. It's not like kiss kiss. It's more like
"Joob" using his lips touching
my lips real fast. And then he repeats to do that again and again. Joob... Joob...
Joob... and Joob.
My heartbeat is raising up because of him doing that to me.

"Enough." I push him up to stop.

"Soft lips."
"Stop"
"Why?"
"This is not kissing. This is Joob." I teach him like he's a first grade kid.
"Why? Do you want a real kiss?"
Hey... I didn't say that.
"All right then..."
If he wants to kiss, then doesn't need to ask. My eyes are closed while he's
kissing me. It's a sweetest
kiss and melting me. Damn. He's a very good kisser.

Vibrate Vibrate Vibrate

My phone is ringing. I push P'Pha away to take the call, but he doesn't let me go.
Not even let my lips
free.
"Stop..." I say "Enough."
"Here." P'Pha uses his long arms to grab my phone from the desk and passes it to
me, then keeps on
kissing me. Are you kidding me? "Take the call." Yep. He's not stoping.
"Ah!" I cry when he starts to kiss my ear, so I can talk to the phone.
"Hel...Hello." I hit P'Pha's shoulder because he looks like he's eating me and not
stopping to do that. I feel
like I'm so melted.

"What's up?"
Sounds familiar "P'Forth?"

P'Pha stops right away. I don't know that I

should be confused because of the call from
P'Pha or because he stops kissing me.

"Yes, it's me. How's the frist day at school?"

"It's..." Somebody is try to stop me from making the conversation by locking my
lips. This time he uses his
tongue into my mouth, and, of course, I cannot speak anything anymore. I hit him
hard this time, but he's
still not stoping.

"Hello... Hello... What are you doing?"

After P'Pha is being satisfied, he stops, gives me one eyebrows, and lets me make a
conversation. He's
not really stop, because he's still playing with my nose, cheeks, and everywhere.
I cannot do anything here.
"Err...r.. I'm going to bed.d.. krubb.b.b."
I'm trying to answer.
"Oh. Wrong timing then. Sorry na krub."

Yes. So Wrong. Hang up, Asshole. P'Pha moves his lips speaking silently.

"I'm really sorry krub. P'Forth. Gotta go krub." I hang up real fast. "Why were you
doing that? I couldn't
answer him."
"Telling him that we are making out might hurt his feeling, so I should show him
what we are doing."
P'Pha shrugs his shoulder. Fuck! I hate that Jerk pose.
"Satisfied?" I ask.
"of what?"
"of..." what you did to me.
"ah... never." He rubs my nose. "I planed to leave actually, but somebody has been
to hot anf famous, so I
have to restate my status. Because that hot guy might forget who we are."
P'Pha is coming closer again, but this time I grab him.
"Restate? Enough already. I cannot breath."

"Tell me who's your boyfriend?"

"What?" What is he doing?
"Tell me now. Who's your boyfriend? Saying it or I'll keep playing with you all
night."

I know that he's doing as he say, if I play a game with him. Just answer him, then.
I'm such an underdog
right now.
"Tell me now."
"Why do you have to ask?"
"I just want to hear it."

I sigh then smile "I'm P'Pha's boyfriend krubbbbbbbb... Happy now?"

"Good" He messes my hair before standing up.

Wait a minute… I can see something poking his pants. He has a boner!!!
It's clearly hard and not small at all.
"Sheets? Where are my sheets?" P'Pha seems hurry.
"P'Pha."
"Hrr?"
“Err…r..r… That..” I'm staring at IT and Right! I've never seen it before. It's not
going down and poking
through his pants too obvious.
"Hey... Stop staring." P'Pha uses another pillow to close my face. "I'm going back
to my room now. Good
night krub. My love. Love you na."

Yeph... He's so embarrassed. I can hear him accidentally kicking and banging things
before he leaves.
Then I take the pillow out and smile to myself.
I look down and yeah. I have it too.
But clearly different size. I don't want to imagine how tough it's going to be, if
someday we do it.

It's about the future. I shouldn't think about it now. Shouldn’t. Really.

Something makes me stop thinking about this. I try to shake this out of my head.
Because I can see
P'Pha's phone on my desk.
He forgets his phone again. I'm about to run to his room and return it, but I can
see so many notifications
on the lock screen.
I don't want to pry, but they are explicitly showing and it makes me want to know
more.
Those messages are very interesting. And seems like P'Pha hasn't known that he left
his phone here yet.
Come on. Just a peak. He doesn't know.
I decided to swipe to open his phone. But... Right... Password.
I start with his Birth day... Birth year... Last 4 digit of his phone... All
wrong... What should it be? My
birthday, then.

It works!!!!!!

Now I can play around until he knows. In the messenger, 500 unread messages.
All girls... He's unbelievable.
I swipes up and down. Seems like they are complaining to him. Is it ok to read some
of them?

And I do. I tab on it.

PHANA: I'm sorry. I’m dating someone.
PLOYYII: Are you serious?

PHANA: I'm sorry. I already have someone.

Mackie: What? Why don't I know about this news?
Mackie: You are joking, right?

PHANA: I already have someone. Please stop calling me.

NOEY XOXO: T____________T

PHANA: Please stop bothering me. I'm taken. Really.

CHF'CAKE: Really? Is this for real? I don't believe you.

And on and on. He answer them all with the same message. "I already have someone."
I can see that he
starts sending that message on the day that we decide to be boyfriends.
Gosh! I'm so happy and impressed.
Later that night, P'Pha remembers that he forgot his phone at my room.
So, he opens my room and get it. He arranges the blanket for me before kissing me
on the forehead.
"Sleep yet?"
I'm not sleeping yet, but I don't answer anything. Just worried that he's gonna
tease me again. It's very
late and we both have classes tomorrow.
"My baby." He talks to himself, pats on my head, and leaves the room.
I hope that he can see the new wallpaper on his phone. I made it special for his
phone. It's his picture with
a message on him.

WAYO’S

That means...
He's mine... He's WAYO'S.

Fuck! What have I done. Ha Ha Ha.

TBC*
"2 Moons" - Chapter 28

"You do not have any class in the afternoon, right?"

"Nope."
"Ok. I'll see you."

Hey... He doesn't even listen to my answer. Good. So he's gonna be the delicious
meal for my Fairy
Angels friends. Because we are going to have a meeting planing on our lab,
equipments, and books. He
cannot wait outside, so he moves in and sit here in the lab right next to me now.
And that's it. The feed
has begun.
I'm nothing for them. Except the number 1 that loves to touch my crotch when I was
unaware.
"Ming... Do you think who's much more beautiful? Me or him?" E-Mon points to E-
Fatty Number 1. Yeah
they are going to fight over Ai Ming again. They becomes the joke for everyone in
the room.
"Errr.r..r."
"You can say it. I don't mind. You can say that I'm beautiful. If you satisfy me, I
have the reward for you."
Number 1 is trying his best.
"Reward? Can I pass?" Ai Ming is trying to say, but no one listen.
"Why does he lie? E-Fatty. I'm so much more beautiful than you. Even though my
boobs are smaller than
you. Wait for a couple years na Ming. I'm saving some money. I'll get a boob job
for you."
"Shut up, E-Mon. E-Small boobs"
"You shut up E-Flat Nose."
"Do you really want to fight with me? Bitch"
"I'm waiting, Bitch!"
Yeah... This is nothing. They never get into a real fight. Just the tough talking.
I smily look at them, but someone doesn't think it's funny. I know that Ai Ming has
something in his mind
and that's why he needs me.

It's about P'Kit.

He hardly shows his sadness in public. He usually be such

a player. In High School, he dates some girl just to show
off. For some girls the rumor said he's dating, but in fact he
didn't. And much more for rumors. But trust me, he's never
been this upset or this heartbroken before.
He keeps saying to me that "It's not true. It's not possible. Noway that P'Beam and
P'Kit will become
boyfriends."
It's not my job to comment. Friend listen and always be there for friend. What he
is right now is exactly I
was when we were in High School. I use to be messing up things and rumors about
P'Pha in my head.
And at that time, Ai Ming was there for me. He did exactly what I'm doing right
now. I can feel my friend's
pain. I can feel that he doesn't have any way out or solution for this problem.
"When will you done?" Ming asks.
"Where are you taking me?"
"Med Building."
My eyes are widely opened. "What? You know that they have classes all day."
"I don't know. I don't have any class today."
"And why do I have to go with you?"
"What if... I don't know... What if P'Beam and P'Kit are truly in the relationship
together, how can I say that
I go there to see P'Kit? But I can say that I give you a ride to see P'Pha."
What? I'm used.
"You do understand me, right? That I don't believe any of this."
"And how will you prove it? Asking them directly?"
"Any better idea? Ai P'Pha's wife."
Prick! Stop calling me that. "The one that you should talk to is P'Kit. True or
not, he will be the best person
you'll get the answer. So, just talk to him." I give him an advice. "But are you
sure this is a good idea?
Seeing him while he's in the class?"
"I don't know too." He bites his nails again. I'm so worried about my friend. He's
so stress about this.
"What should I do?"

While he's babbling the lab books are arrived. We spread out the book and pay for
it. Then we leave.
Those angels are about to get into another fight over Ai Ming again. The students
from the lab next door
are also done and walking out from the lab. They are looking right at Ai Ming being
curious what the
Engineering Moon doing in the Science Building.
"Trying to date Yo?"
Another whispering gossips about us again.
"I don't think so. They both seem like straight boys."
I like this guy's idea.
"Ming is possible, but Yo is surely not. I bet he like guys."
Fuck no. I only love one guy. I don't like other guys.
I'm walking while looking right at Ai Ming. Kind of being worried
about him, and suddenly my head is hitting to something. Ai
Ming pulls me out before I'll fall down. And that makes me see
what I'm hitting.
It's the guy that asked for my phone number. The guy that I met
in the bathroom at the mall days ago.
Too many coincident and I don't like his eye contacts at all.
I'm still thinking if he was asking my phone number for his friend or for himself.
"There he is." His friends is saying out loud from the behind. Those guys are from
Physics, so is he.
"Changing your date?" He smiles showing his perfect teeth. He's a good looking guy,
but when he's smile
it's really creeping me out. I don't know why. "Dating a guy many days ago. Today
dating another one.
Good jobs dating only the Moons. Specially Campus Moons."
"Who is this?" Ai Ming doesn't like the way he talks and he's already moody.
"I don't know."

"Let me officially introducing myself to you then. My name is Park. I'm in

Physics."

"Um... gotta go bye." I pull Ai Ming's hand to walk away because now he's look
right at Park's eyes and
ready to fight. I don't want to have any trouble right now. We are in front of the
elevators. Everyone can
see this.

Ai Park and Ai Mink are both good looking and center of attentions now.
"Yo"
Ai Park yells out from behind. I close my eyes and hope that he won't cause any
trouble to me.
"I have your phone number."
Ming look at me and curious.
"Take my call when I do. Please"
I pull Ming's arm and walk away as fas as I can. He's creepy. I know that this is
unfair to judge someone
this fast. I clearly said to him that I didn't like him and didn't want to date
him. But he kept on pushing. I
don't feel good about this.
"Prick!" Ai Ming swears "What the fuck is that? Yo"
"I don't know."
"Do you want me and my friends to clear up with him for you?"
"Shut up." I stop his idea. "I don't want to cause a fight between two schools.
Science and Engineering.
Don't even think about it. There is nothing to be worried about."
"Hope that you are right. I'm not P'Pha, but I can feel something weird. I'm kind
of possessive."
"Awww... That's so sweet. Are you purposing to me?"
"Fuck you. You are not my KitKat. Shut up."
"Right. I'm sorry." I truly am. "So... What's your next move?"
"I..."

Before he says something, the phone starts to ring.

"Krub. Right. I forgot. I'm so sorry. Krub Krub. I'm going there now. What? What's
his name? Moo Wan."
More trouble. That's his ex-girlfriend, isn't it? I remember her. She's the one
that cause Ai Ming talked like
an idiot for months.

"At the school? Krub Krub. I'm leaving now. Just wait for me there." Ai Ming hangs
up and looks at me.
"I'm so fucked up."
"What's wrong?"
"Moo Wan comes to see me."
"What?"
"She's at my school now. Waiting for me there now."
"Have you guys planned to meet today?"
"Not at all."
"Hurry up then. To see what's going on. Should make the lady waiting." I push Ai
Ming to leave.
"Actually I have a photo shoot for School PR today. P'Forth just called to remind
me. Fuck. So fucked up
today. So many things to do." He's scratching his head a little annoyed and grabs
my shoulders. "Ai Yo. I
love you."

Of course, same words, but so different feeling with P'Pha.

And yes he doesn't say it for nothing.
"Please go to my school with me. I beg you."

I don't know why I'm here. But for sure when I step out of Ming's car. I can see
the lady waving from afar.
Wow!!! Moo Wan is so much prettier when she's a college girl. From a Catholic
school girl with two
ponytails to a hot any sexy girl with a perfect fit uniform. A little bit too fit
and shows her sexy body like...
Damn! Look at that super short skirt.
Of course she makes Engineering boys drooling.
But that's not working for Ai Ming. He can see her as "Trouble", while Moo Wan is
really happy to see Ai
Ming. Certainly she's still having a feeling for my buddy here. But Ai Ming seems
so upset seeing her.

"Why don't you tell me earlier that you are coming?"

"I told Waww that I'll sleep at Waww's room tonight."
"Oh... You remember Yo, right?" Ai Ming reintroduce me to her.
"Wow... Yo... Of course. But you look a lot handsomer now." She looks at me from
head to toe and
surprised.
I give her a dried smile.
"Staying here with Yo na. I have to work. There is a photo shooting for the School
PR." Ai Ming seems
uncomfortable, but I know now why he bring me along.

You owe me a a big bowl of Shabu-Shabu.

"Can I go with you?" Moo Wan gives Ming a sweet begging. "I skip the classes to see
you today na."
"It's... Err...r.r." He has no choice. "Ok you can tag along, but I don't know when
it is going to finish na."
"Sweetie, take me to a dinner after this, please..."
"Ok... I guess."
"Ok... Deal!" Moo Wan takes Ai Ming's arm and starts walking. Enginering students
are looking enviously
to them. Why the fuck he bring me here? Moo Wan's here because of you. Not me. I'm
scratching my
head and looking at my best friend that suddenly the ex-girlfriend appears right at
school. How about my
boyfriend, then? Has he done with the classes?
I call him two or three times, but he doesn't picking up. Must be working in the
lab now.

"I never thought that you are also coming." P'Forth's greeting. "Wow. Who is this
beautiful lady?" He ask
after seeing Moo Wan sitting right next to me, which she's only looking right at Ai
Ming without caring
anyone around.
"Ai Ming's friend krub." I answer him while looking at Ai Ming's photo shooting in
a very amazing studio
here. "Ex-Girlfriend." I whisper at P'Forth's ear.
"Oh Wow. Ex-Girlfriend is this pretty. How's the current date gonna look like?"
P'Forth sits right next to me
on the other side.
If P'Kit has said yes then I would say "Totally different."
"What's going on last night? Bad phone signal?"
Last night... Right. P'Forth called while P'Pha was making out with me, but I
cannot really tell him the
truth.
"Something like that P'"
"Your voice sounded strange."

This is madness. How can I tell him that I was speaking while I was kissed. I
don't know how to tell P'Forth about this. He laugh a little before saying...
"It's totally my fault to call and bother you."
"P'Forth..."
"I know that I shouldn't but I cannot help myself." P'Forth shrugs his shoulder.
I can see the sadness in his eyes. I'm really sorry for him, but I cannot do
anything. "If I were him, I would do the same thing with him to you."
"Do what? What to do? What are you talking about."
"Eating you up."

I swear that all of my hair are standing right up. Goosebumps all over my
body.

"Look at you. Small, skinny, light and soft skin, and that body... Wow... Sexy"

"I'm the only one can speak like that to Yo. Ai fuck Forth."
I almost jump up to hear that voice. P'Pha seems so crazily mad and ready to
throw a punch anytime.

"P'Pha. How come you are here?" I ask

"Why do you have be surprised? Got a date with Ai Forth?" P'Pha stare at P'Forth
angrily.
"Of course, I'm surprised. How do you know that I'm here? We haven't talked
yet."
P'Pha makes a strange face. "I talked to Yo's friends. Do you only have Fairy
Angel friends?"
"Did you go to see me at school?"
"Right. I forgot my phone in this morning, so I went right there to see you after
the
class, but you were not there and sitting here talking to Ai Forth."
"Hey Hey Hey." P'Forth try to calm P'Pha down. "I want that to be true so bad, but
the truth is that it is not. So stop saying something not true."
"Calling me a liar?" P'Pha is trying to throw a punch, but I grab his arm tightly.
Who did boil his temper before coming here?
"Calm down" I say.
"I trust you, but, as I said, please don't stop me from being possessive. That is
not possible."
"Jealous?" P'Forth seems to be ready to fight too.
"Prick!" P'Pha is about to charging P'Forth.
"Stop!" P'Kit has just arrived and try to separate these two. "Normally you guys
are friends, but look at you
two now. Fighting over a girl... Err...rr I mean over a boy?"
"He's a jerk." P'Pha is still staring at P'Forth.
"He blame Yo for no reason." P'Forth is also boiled now.
"Enough, You two. Enough of this craziness." P'Kit stops both of them. "Calm down.
Ai Pha. I know that
you are possessing. But Ai Forth is a nice guy and he will never stab you on the
back. Ai Forth, you have
to stop this. Nong Yo is being with Ai Pha already. He's not for you anymore."
After the last word of P'Kit. Everyone in the room are quiet.
I'm standing there feeling like I'm shrinking as big as an ant. Seeing two good
friends fighting because of
me is the worst thing I never wish to see. P'Kit is right and they both should do
exactly as he suggests.
Ai Ming has just done taken pictures and walks into the room. He's completely
shocked seeing P'Kit
standing there among people.
Someone he wants to see the most is standing right here.
The only one that doesn't even care about the fighting is Moo Wan.
"Honey, How are you doing? Are you tried? Here. Drinking some water here, baby."
Moo Wan feeds him
with that cup of water.
And, yes, P'Kit see them all.
I can see Ai Ming's gesture clearly says "FUCKED!!!"
P'Pha pulls my hand out of the room, while I try to bless him luck by speaking
silently to Ai Ming. I can see
that my friend is totally in trouble now.

I'm also in trouble here. We are now in a balcony a little far away from Ai Ming's
studio. I'm standing right
in front of P'Pha alone. It's not like we are fighting, but more like we are
talking.
"Why do we have to talk over this trouble after we just started our relationship
like only a few days ago?"
P'Pha puts his palm on his forehead. "Are you too attractive or am I too
possessive?"
"I don't know." I speak. "P'Pha. P'Forth is right, you know? I never had a feeling
for him."
"Right... I'm too possessive."
"..."
"Look at you. So many people are trying to approach you. How can I am not being
possessive?" P'Pha
messes my hair. "The glasses are coming back on starting tomorrow."
"NO!!! It's ugly." I protest.
"I look at you since you were wearing those glasses, remember?"

He's right.

"You are cute for me that's enough. No need to be good looking for anyone. Deal?"

I haven't say anything yet. There are the voices of a couple of people walking down
from the studio.
That's my friend and P'Kit. I pull P'Pha's hand to hide behind the old cabinet.
"What are you doing?" P'Pha doesn't get this.
"Spying on them. Shhhhh..."
"Never known that you are nosey."
What? I'm not. "Do you want to know too?
"Of course, Kit is my friend."
See? We are the same.

Kissed

I'm kissed on the cheek. Trying to hit him, but he doesn't care. "I cannot help it.
You smell so good."
Is this time to tease?

"I don't have anything to talk to you." P'Kit is extremely mad. I've never seen him
this mad before. He
used to be such an easy going guy, mature, and always have reasons for everything.
This is quite
unexpected.
"But I want to talk to you." Yes, Ai Ming cares about P'Kit so much. "P'Kit..." He
tries to grab P'Kit's arms,
but P'Kit shakes them out so hard.
I'm hiding and watching everything. My jaw drops. I never thought it would be this
intense. But P'Pha
looks at me and teases by pulling down my lower lips. (Hey!!!)

"Let go of me." P'Kit says.

"Where are you going?"
"I'm hurry."
"To see P'Beam?"
P'Kit is silent. So is P'Pha. He stops teasing me and looks right at them.
"Ummm.."

After that answer, Ai Ming's face look terrible.

Fuck! Buddy. Chin up!
"So... It's true then. That P'Beam and you are now boyfriends."
I cannot see P'Kit face clearly, but I can see my friend's face clearly. P'Kit is
standing on the other side, so
I don't know how he feels.

"Umm...."

I know that answer is loud like a thunder

hitting straight to his body.

"Now you know it. Then leave me alone."

Fuck! I wish I can help him. P'Kit is walking away from Ai Ming and leave my tall
and handsome friend
standing there, but almost like falling down on the floor.

"Go to see your sweet pork girl."

P'Pha sighs and grab my arms like he knows what I am about to do. I look at Ai Ming
and worried so
much. If we walked out from hiding now, is he gonna feel bad?
Is this punishing him hard enough from the bad things he did before?
I'm so sorry for my friend.

"I cannot do that. I cannot leave you. I really can't"

TBC*
"2 Moons" Special Chapter 28A (New Year Eve)
The novel by Chiffon Cake

When I was in Grade 12.

On that new year eve, after coming back home from having dinner with family, I have
nothing to do except
rolling on the bed. We went for Suki Yaki. It was pretty good. Ai Ming went out to
countdown with friends.
Actually, I could have join him, but I had a plan. The plan that needed all of my
bravery as much as I could
ever had...
... to send P'Pha a message.
I hadn't seen him for a long time. All I did was only looking at his Facebook
without being "friends" with
him. He seemed popular in that University. There were so many photos of him tagged.
I had no idea what
he had done. Why was he so famous like this? There were so many pictures on the
stage too. I didn't use
Facebook that often. Why? No reason. I just didn't like it. So, this means it's not
too often that I saw the
movement on his life, perhaps because he setup the privacy on his account. I didn't
know.
I bit my nails. Freaking nervous. Still couldn't send one yet. And while I was
hesitating, there was a
message popped up on my Facebook. This person wasn't my "friend" on the Facebook.
"Hello on New Year Eve?"
Kidding me? We were not friends. Completely strangers. And you don't even want to
introduce yourself
first? I read instantly because I was online, but I didn't reply right away.
Until...
"If you are reading this, please reply me."
There! I hated talking to a stranger. Specially online.
"What should I type?"
"Something like Hello on New Year Eve too?"
Weirdo! No display photo and trying to request this and that.
"Hello on New Year Eve."
All right. I'd play along. So he'd stop or not.
"What are you doing? Why don't you go out to countdown?"
Nope, he/she didn't stop.
"At home, but what do you want from me? Who are you?"
"You might know me or maybe not. I don't know."
"If you have nothing to do, why don't you go to the temple and do some meditation
over night?"
"Actually, I really want to go out to countdown."
"Ok. Have fun."
"Wanna go with me? Still have time."
Who the fuck were you? Why did I want to go with you? I made a mean face to that
person, probably a
guy, and clicked to see if P'Pha had updated something. But still. Nothing changed.
Same old profile
picture from High School.
"Are you busy with something? You read but not reply."
"None of your business."
"Spying on someone's Facebook?"
What the fuck did he want? But wait a minute, how did he know what I'd been doing?
"Stop being nosey. What do you want from me?"
"I'm lonely. All of my friends left me here alone."
"And I can help you?"
"Very helpful ^^"
Wait a second. I looked carefully on this person. His name, profile picture and
finally I clicked to his
profile. There was no post. Only less than 30 friends and we had no mutual friends.
Psycho?
"Hey, I'm not a psycho. I know you."
How? How could he know what I was thinking?
"You are a talk, skinny, and peal guy. A very very little bit of humpbacked. You
have a tall handsome
friend, right?"
"Ummm... Yes... So?"
"See? I know you."
"You know me, but we are making a conversation with me, while we are not friends on
the Facebook?"
"Well... I'm a coward."
What was he talking about? I was a little paused here. Because I used that word
too. I was a coward. I
didn't dare to send P'Pha a message. I was a completely coward, but he wasn't. This
guy had a gut to say
hi to me.
"I don't mean to bother you. I just want to say hi and bless you a Happy New Year."
"Ok."
"Have a good year and may you be this cute forever."
I didn't reply anything, but finally I decided to type...
"Happy New Year to you too."
"^^"
"I'll try to be brave too. Just like you."

When I was a freshman in the Med School.

That New Year Eve was so different from any other New Year Eve I had had. I used to
go back home and
stayed with my family. But that year, I had only a few days break and a new Campus
Moon like me
couldn't go anywhere, because of the Campus events lining up. I had to be the face
of University to take
the pictures with many people. Parents, Alumni Association, Sponsors, Celebrities
and much more
visitors. It was such the happiest moment in my life. (Of course I'm being
sarcastic here.)
I sighed heavily right after those activities were done. It's the early at the
night of December 31. Instead of
being with my family (or at least with Ai Beam and Ai Kit), I had to lay down on my
bed alone. Fucking
lonely here. Right, I'm gonna be single and alone across the year. Hey... Not a bad
idea for a status post.
Talking about Facebook, I hadn't been online since forever. Well... I'm being
exaggerating here. The last
time since I'd been the Campus Moon was a few months ago? Getting tons of messages
and attacked by
Photo Tagged including those Ads and invitations, they scared me off. Until that
night, I felt like I wanted
to be online again. I wanted to see what was going on there.
Of course, this is the last activity I could come up with and could do it now.
After I was online...
My status bar was all "red". New friends requests, new unread messages, gigantic
numbers of
notifications. These made me "Whoaaaaaa!!!" out loud.
I decided to skip those and went to Ai Beam's and Ai Kit's walls to spy and like
their posted during that
break.
Ai Beam was in Hong Kong.
Ai Kit went to Austria.
Good friends. Leaving me here. Working my ass off while they were traveling.
And that's it for the Facebook. Of course. They are only two friends I care. But
wait. I remembered that I
had someone else that I cared too.
I had never had a gut to add him since like years (or forever).
Thanks goodness that he allowed others to see him on the wall, but he was kind of a
guy that hardly
posted a thing.
But come on, that night was the New Year Eve. He must had post something.
I should have sent him a message.
I wasn't sure if he liked me or not... So I decided to sign out and sign in on
another account of mine.
I used that account to say hello to him for the first time and seemed like that was
gonna be the last time
too, because he seemed to be so annoyed by a stranger like me. Ha Ha Ha.
But at least I was talking to him. I yawned and felt so sleepy, so I signed out
from the Facebook. And that
was probably gonna be the last time for this year that I would be online.
Actually, right after that for a few minutes, I should wait.
Because I'd got a surprise from Nong Yo. He said hi to me on Phana's Facebook
account. Not a freaking
anonymous guy.

"Happy New Year krub, P’Pha.”

"2 Moons" - Chapter 29 (Part of MINGKIT)
The novel by Chiffon Cake

KIT
I'm still mad at Ai Beam. Not even talked to him at all after that
bullshit announcement. Not only that, I'm also mad at myself
for many bullshit matter I did.
You fucking said that you were done with it!
"Fuck!" I shout and make A'Pha, who is still in my room right now, jump up.
"What the fuck?"
"I'm fucking mad."
"Okay. Clearly, but what's it this time?"
"Never mind."
FUCK! I just want to punch everything I see. I hate my own feeling right now. I
cannot control it. Why?
Why? Why? Why do I have to be like this?
"Ai Pha."
"What's up?" He looks up from digging into the piles of sheets.
"Have you talked to Ai Beam at all? What the fuck is matter with him? He's not home
and not picking up
my call."
"Are you being frustrated because of Ai Beam?" He turns to the sheets again "I
don't know too. Flying
back home, maybe? If he's gonna be disappeared for this long period of time."
"Hey..."
"I don't knowwww. Just guessing."
SHIT! This is driving me nuts. I need to get some drinks.
"Let's go get some drinks tonight. My treat." I grab his arm.
"Are you kidding. We have a quiz in two days for Professor Auntie's class. I didn't
listen to her at all."
"I'll review them for you." I'm just talking here. I missed some of her lectures
too. "Come on. My treat."
Free stuff always works. He seems like he can get some drinks too.
"Which one are we going? I need to call Yo."
"Ummm... The same bar next to the campus."
I'll drink this feeling out. I've been lost on both of my best friend and the
friend of my friend's boyfriend.
Fuck! He shouldn't have anything to do with my life. What's the fuck is going on
with me now?

At that bar 9PM

This is so weird sitting here for only two of us. Normally we have three. But
today... Fuck it! I did try to call
him. I want to talk and be reasonable, but that Prick didn't pick up my call. What
can I do? I order the
drinks as soon as we arrive. When the drinks are here, I decide to go "on the
rock". I want to be drunk. Ai
Pha is probably shocked and tries to stop me from this madness.
"Fuck Kit! Do you want me to carry you back to the room this early?" Ai Pha
complains "Calm down. Take
it easy, would you?"
"Shut up. I need to drink it out."
"This is crazy." Ai Pha gives up and let me do it. "You drink like you are heart
broken."
"What did you say?" Instead of making me feel better, Ai Pha is pushing me down to
the hill. "No, I'm not.
Cut that crap out. Stop saying that."
"Bully." Ai Pha shakes his head. "You are the one who controls somebody's heart,
but look at you now."
I don't care about him anymore. I just want to drink and drink. Ai Pha doesn't go
heavy like me, because
he has to drive. I'm so ready to get really drunk.
Good. This is not actually solving my problem, but if I get drunk, maybe I can
forget things for a while.
"Do you know?" I'm a talkative drunk. "I've never thought that my best friend is
falling in love with me. He
always fucks girls. He is a boob addicted. How do I know?"
I'm not sure if Ai Pha is listening to me, but for sure that it's very quiet there
tonight, only some songs are
playing. I love this pub, not too noisy. They wants to be more like a pub for
friends to meet and talk.
"And right after he told me that he has a feeling for me. He disappears." I
continue to complain. "Ai Fuck
Ming too. That Prick!"
"Casanova, are you?"
"Casanova my ass"
"You were just talking about a guy, then switching to the other one. Pick one,
would you?"
"I'm upset. Don't you understand?" Well... Thanks to the drinks. I'm brave enough
to speak it out loud "I'm
so fucking confused. Don't you get confused too? About Ai Beam. And that Fucking
shit Ming too."
"I'm not confused. Why is it strange? I told you that Ai Beam is weird sometimes.
He's just never showed
it out to you."
"I'm not convinced about that."
"What about his disappearing right after telling you that he likes you? How are you
gonna explain that?
Isn't it because he cannot see you? We've been friends for years and now he said he
likes you. Do you
think he can be calm and happy around you?"

Silent... I don't know what to say. I do a very long sigh. As I said before, I
don't think Ai Beam can think of
me like that. Ai Pha might say yes, but on that day, when he said that we are
boyfriends in front of Ai
Ming, I don't think it is what Ai Pha think. Something is not right.
FUCK! Why is my life so fucked up now?
"But I think the one that is bothering you the most is not Ai Beam, but Nong Yo's
friend. Am I right?"

Ai Pha is tricking me to answer that question. Normally, friends come first. But
now somebody becomes
more important than friends.
I never want him to get into my head. Really.

"FUCK!" I do another bottom up for another pure whisky on the rock,

while the third member of our gang appears. He sits right next to Ai
Pha. I don't even want to see his face right now. Beside he looks pretty
angry with something.
"Do you have anything to talk to me? Ai Beam"
MING
Why the fuck is this happening? Difficult things are getting tougher and tougher.
"Are you at Waww's room now. Can we talk? I'll pick you up at 9:30PM. Ok? See you."
I hang up after talking to her. Now I'm laying down on Ai Yo's bed. My best friend
who understands me the
most. He's sitting at his desk, not studying, but looking right at me.

"How are you holding up?" Yo is really concern about me.

"I feel like ... dying." I tell him that. "I've already told P'Kit everything. I
told him that there is nothing
between me and Moo Wan. But do you understand me? I cannot leave that girl alone in
my school. I'm
worried about her. We use to date. She's a girl. Do you understand me?"
"Enough. I understand. Your school is almost like a pure guy school."
"I don't know how much that he make up the story by himself right now."
"Are you being worried at the right point here? He admits that he's P'Beam's
boyfriend."
Why the fuck are you doing this to me? Ai Yo. "I knowwwwww...."
"You are heart broken."
"Shut up. Ai Yo." I yell at him. I know that he teases me and tries to make a joke,
but this is not the right
time.

I still don't believe it. No way.

I'm not giving up. I'm so ready to let P'Beam kill me, if it's true.

"Going to see Moo Wan tonight in order to clear things up

with her, right?"
"Right"
"What if she doesn't want to end?"
"Actually, I've already talked to her about this."
"Adding more level of seriousness. Might help."
"It's my fault really. Never thought that she would suddenly
show up."
"Listen." Yo turns to me and conscientiously speak. "You have to be very straight-
forward. Moo Wan is a
pretty girl. She knows that eventually she's having someone new in no time."
"Umm.... I'm intentionally talking to her like that too."

I'm rolling around until almost 9:30PM then I leave to pick up Moo Wan. Right after
she knows that I'm
picking her up at night, she dresses up prettier than normal.
"What's the matter? You look serious."
"Coming up or do you want to talk here?"
Moo Wan's face is kind of worried a little. I sigh and try to push everything out
straight-forwardly.
"I told you right? That I do not have any feeling for you. Not at all."
Just like that. She starts to make her face like ready to cry in any minutes.
"I remember. But what can I do? I miss you and want to see you. I still hope that
we can get back
together." She cries out loud.
"I'm sorry. But... No... There is no chance that we can return. Not at all. We can
only be friends."
No more sweet talk between us.
"Don't make thing harder than it already is. I'm really sorry. I truly am."
Moo wan pushes me so hard and my back hits the car door.
"Jerk" She cries and blame me. "Doesn't matter how long it take. You never change."
"Actually I do change. I just changed. I understand how do you feel and think. I
do."
Of course I know how does this hurt. Being rejected.
"I'm so sorry na. Please take care of yourself."

I cut the conversation short selfishly and get into the car then drive away. I
don't have any soft-feeling for
her anymore. Not after she brought me big trouble to me at school. And that trouble
still cause me until
now.
I want to sigh like forever. Why do I have to get into this mess? Why do I have to
feel like my chest is
going to explored?

Why do I have to reject Moo Wan? For someone that has already been taken? Someone
that already has
a boyfriend?

FUCK! I need a drink. I'll skip school tomorrow.

KIT
"What?"
"You heard me."
"You mother fucker!" I'm so mad and about to jump and punch Ai Beam
on his face. "This is not funny. I'm not laughing."
"Ha Ha Ha Ha Ai Pha. Do you see his face?" Ai Beam laughs like crazy.
"Hey... I invest so much on this lie. I even skip the class to pretend like
I'm upset."
"I'll kill you." I'm trying to kick Ai Beam, but Ai Pha locks me up and try to
calm me down. "Why the fuck did you do that? I was shocked and
confused. Why did you do that? Ai Beam"
"I cannot help it. Somebody is trying to win my best friend's heart. I have
to test him."
"You took his side before."
"I didn't know that he's a Prick."
"Fuck you!" I'm still mad at my friend.
"Oh Come one! Kit. I'm sorry. I won't do this to you anymore. I promise. Cross my
heart." He wai me and
begs me in the same time. "I don't like you. I love you. You are my best friend.
Happy now?"
"Pha... Do you also know about this plan too?" I turn to Ai Pha.
"What? No! I don't know anything. I'm talking to my boyfriend, right now." He shows
me his phone.
"Piece of shit. Stop changing the topic."
"How do I know? Your love triangle was kind of messy. So I decide to step back and
not getting involved."
Pha speaks like it's nothing. "You both are my best friends for a long time. What
type of shit happening to
you both. I'm still taking your side."
"If your two best friends are in love, it would be ok to you too, right?" Ai Beam
still think it's funny.
I use a spoon to hit him on the head. "Fuck you! Shut up. Shut up. Enough and
that's not funny."
"Hey, but you have to continue playing this game in front of Ai Ming. Specially
right now, he's already
believed that we are boyfriends."
Of course, he has to think like that because I'm the one who confirm that to him.
"If you want to fool someone else, you have to be able to fool people around you
first. How's my plan?
Cool, isn't it? I spent like what? Five minutes to come up with this idea at that
Starbucks."
"Asshole. You think that funny? Huh?" I'm still mad at him.
"How is he doing?" Bean turns to ask Pha.
"Yo said heavy because he doesn't put things down."
"Ai Pha. Enough with you idiot joke. It's not funny."
"Oh... Ok. Sorry." Ai Pha shrugs his shoulders. "Pretty critical. Like he lost his
aura. No more Campus
Moon aura around him right after that bomb you dropped on him. You saw his face
there, right?"

I sigh heavily. All of our actions have consequences. Whatever that is happening
from now on. I have to
accept it. I cannot really foreseen it now.

"FUCK!" Ai Beam cries out of the blue.

"What?" I ask.
"He's here." I look at the door and see him walking into the bar with the saddest
face I have ever seen. I
don't know where to hide, but he just walked pass our table without seeing us.
Seems like he has so
many things in his mind now.
He walks right to the bar and orders Vodka and Martini one of each. He drinks up in
one time on both
glasses and orders another set of them.

"He's not gonna stop, is he?" Ai Beam babbling. "Maybe I trick him hard this time."
"Maybe that's not about me." I drink up my Whisky on the rock too.
"But I think it's all about you." Pha suggests.
"No"
"Wanna know?"
"Hey... What are you doing?"
"Seems like you want to know too." Beam is about to stand up, but I pull him to sit
down.
"Leave him alone."
"Tsk Tsk" Beam smiles "I'm leaving then. No more fooling game. Not fun anymore. I
should go back to
study now. I have to catch up today lecture that I missed."
"Ok Good luck."
"Seeya"
Ai Beam waves and walks out from the bar. I cannot believe that he can fool me and
mess up with my
head. I look at that guy on the bar and sigh too. He's still drinking hard and
doesn't seems to stop really
soon.

"What's next?" Ai Pha asks. He's kind of reading my game.

"What do you mean? What's next?"
"Leaving now or taking him back with us?"
"Take my ass."
"I have to give you a ride, so I have to know what you do really want."
"Just sit a little bit longer."

I pretend to drink for more. Okay Okay. I admit. I'm worried about him. He's
drinking so hard right now. He
can be down in any minutes. And there might be some girls taking him home. I'm
looking right at him
like... all the time. And Ai Pha can see me too.
Ai Ming hit the bar real hard repeatedly, ceaselessly and heavily. He is so drunk
right now.
"Ai Kit"
I grab my glass so tight, when I see him sitting up uncontrollably.
"Fuck. Ai Kit"
Just like that. He's falling out of the chair.

There is a lady helping him to sit up and I spill out some whisky on the table too.
Without asking or waiting for anything. I walk to the bar and take him from that
lady.
"Really sorry krub. He's my brother." I tell her that. She seems disappointed
because before that she's
trying to take advantage of him. Ai Pha comes to help me holding him up. He's a big
guy and not easy to
take him to the car while I'm also drunk.
"I already paid for both of you and Ai Ming." Pha informs me. "Where should we put
him? Do you know
his apartment?"
I shake my head. I only know that it's on the other side of campus.
"What's next? We cannot drop him at Yo. Yo already went to bed."
Ai Pha blinks and looks at me. Fuck you! No need to do that obvious gesture. He
wants me to take this
idiot giant to my room. No way...
"Ming!!! Wake up... Where is your apartment?"
"Mmmm.m..mmmm...mm....m"
Fuck! Totally unconscious.
I sigh looking at Ai Pha's face and giving up.
"Ok... My room."

Ai Pha smiles, before we put him into the car.

Taking this giant into my bed is not easy at all. Exercising like that is like
almost burning the level of
alcohol in my blood system. I sweat a lot and wave to Ai Pha telling him that I can
take care of this idiot by
myself before he leaves. I look at the idiot Campus Moon sleeping on my bed
spreading his arms and
legs like this is his bed.
Where should I sleep tonight then? Damn! I have a class tomorrow. This is bad.
"Fuck! Make space, would you?" I don't feel like taking a shower or brushing my
teeth anymore. I sit on
the bed and try to push him to the other side of the bed. So I can sleep on the
other side. No way that I'll
sleep on the floor. Ai Ming moves a little. Only a little. This shit causes me
another trouble. (Sigh)
"Ummmm..m....mm.... My sweet KitKat." He take my arm and bite a little.
"Fuck! That's my arm. Not your wafer." I hit him hard without hesitating. "If you
pretend that you are drunk.
I'll kick you out of my building right now."
He sucks his mouth instead of answering. I sigh again before laying down next to
him and trying to use
my arms and legs to push him away. This time he moves easily.
I close my eyes. Laying down on my side to see Ai Ming's back. And that realizes me
that I cannot sleep
at all.
It's the same time that the other guy on the bed turns around to face me, but he's
asleep. His face is right
next to my face and I have to try not to breath.
No! No! You are not doing a Korean Drama Scene here!

The light from the balcony is the only light source that helps me see his face
clearly. He's so handsome,
but different from Ai Pha. He's more like darker. More like a Thai style. Sharp
good looking. Thick
eyebrow. Perfect nose shape. Honey skin tone. Thick eyelashes on those naughty eyes
that always
sparkling when they look right at me.
I don't know what trouble him today. But the cause of my trouble today is laying
down in front of me.

I look at him and forget how close we are.

I try to turn away, but those big hands grab my body and hug me close to him and
then...

He opens his eyes.

"Hey..."

"Shhhhhh..."

"You are not drunk!"

"Shhhhhh..."

"Fuck! Let me go!!"

"Shhhhhh..."

I try to get away from his arms. Shit! How many times that I've been fooled today?

"Let me go or I'll punch you right now."

He doesn't loose his arms at all, but looks straight into my eyes in the dark. My
fist is shaky. I don't know if
it is because I'm angry or because I don't know what to do.

"I'm sorry. Please forgive me."

And then he kisses me. Fuck! I push him away and punch him on the face. But it's
not hard at all. I don't
know why? I can really punch him harder.

"P'Kit is the most yummy KitKat in the world. Do you know that?"

He's not drunk at all. I can still feel his lips on mine.

"I have the power to fight now."

TBC*
"2 Moons" - Chapter 30
Novel by Chiffon_cake

Almost forgot how hot P'Pha is.

We are at the same old rice porridge restaurant again in this
morning. It's packed with girls from every where and every
departments on campus. I'm looking at some of these girls
staring at me and P'Pha back and forwards, some of them
making a satisfied face after looking at P'Pha, some of them
making a questioning face why I'm here with P'Pha, and
someone seems... too happy.

"What's the matter?" P'Pha asks me while I'm digging up that

rice soup and trying to blow and cool it a little before eating.

More than a week already after the school started. Our

relationship is still known only among close friends (Not even
my best friends like Fairy Angels. They are still asking me about
my secret boyfriend, whether he is Ai Ming or P'Pha. They also
tell me that they were super excited when P'Pha came to ask for
me and they'd already lost their heart right after that.
Overacting.) My life is still moving normally. There is no progress
between Ai Ming and P'Kit yet, but Ai Ming has been so much
better now. No idea what happened to him.
"What are you thinking?" P'Pha asks while eating that rice soup and while I was
looking at him and let my
thought running wild.
What if he's not my boyfriend? What if I'm not his boyfriend? What if we are not
boyfriends? What will he
be doing now?
I'll probably wake up a little late and run the the class like crazy because of
that oversleeping. Or a little bit
late to stalk P'Pha walking down from the room to school. Something like that.
Only those thoughts are sweet enough to make me smile. Yeah. It has to be one of
those thought.
What about P'Pha? Of course, if he's still single, there will be so many girls
waiting to pick him up to
school or watching him eating rice porridge like today. Seems like everyone are
here because of him, and
he doesn't even realize that. He doesn't care any of those girls at all.
"Hey!" P'Pha snaps his fingers to wake me up from those thoughts. "Are you all
right?"
"Ah? Nah. I'm ok."
"Strange. Is it because the auntie forgot your egg?"
"Silly."
Cannot imagine if the news about our relationship spread around the campus. What
will happen and what
will I miss?
"Hey..."
"Hmm?"
"Have you told anyone about our relationship?"
I try to ask him about this. And he looks up right at me. "Why are
you asking about this?"
"I just wanna know."
"Only said that I'm in a relationship. Most of them didn't ask any
more questions." P'Pha says to me calmly. "What's troubling your
mind now?"
"Nooooooooo.... I'm just asking." I stir my rice soup for a couple
times. "Embarrassed?"
"Embarrassed?"
"Right. Are you embarrassed to have me as your boyfriend?"
Now P'Pha put down his spoon and concentratedly look right at me.
"So. There is something troubling you now."
I try to swallow those thoughts because P'Pha right now looks pretty scary.
"Which one you want me to explain first?" P'Pha starts talking. "Let's start with
having you as my
boyfriend. No. Never. I'm not embarrassed at all to have you as my boyfriend.
Instead, I'm so happy to
have you and proud of us finally being together."
There! I cannot look at his face right now. I feel strangely shy.
"Not because that you are famous or you are the Science Moon, but because you are
you, Yo. I told you
before that I've been having a feeling for you for a long time and I'm finally
dating you. Of course, I'm so
proud right now. Why are you so worried about this?"
"Ahem" Damn! That's sweet and I feel like I'm flying so high right now. But why is
this happening in the
rice porridge restaurant like this?
"About telling everyone that we are boyfriends" P'Pha look at his rice soup bowl.
", at first I thought it was
just only our business, but then you ask me that makes me think about it."
"Thinking about what?"
"Are you embarrassed having me as your boyfriend?"
Is he kidding me? He's such a perfect guy. Only that he has the same feeling with
me, I've already been
happy like crazy. Embarrassing? Never! This is such a dream comes true for me. Not
kidding. I'm super
happy right now!
But there is no way that I'll let him know that. He's so fucking adorable and
handsome. I don't want to
spoil him.
"It's ok." There... No spoil.
"Just ok?"
"Yep"
"Hey!" He's a bit mad. "Not even a bit? I'm very handsome, don't you think?"

See? Told you. I didn't even spoil this Narcissus a bit, but he's already been
overconfident.
"Nah." I shake my head. It's fun to tease him.
"Hey! I'm a straight A student too."
"So?"
"My family is rich too."
"Ok. So?"
He keeps pushing out his overconfidence to win me, which even more fun for me to
tease him more. He
seems so serious about this and tries to think so hard about his other strong
personalities of properties,
but finally he gives up.

"Hey... Do you have a god from heaven as your boyfriend or what? I'm a rare item,
here."

I laugh so hard when he's crazily mad. Doesn't he know that I'm tricking him here.
The more I laugh, the
more he gets really mad. He cannot do anything anymore so he stops and keep
drinking that Thai Ice tea
with that charming moody face.
"I don't care. It's too late. You are my boyfriend now. You have no choice, but to
suck it up." He uses his
hand to mess my hair nonstop.
"Hey... It took me forever to set up my hair in this morning."
"Is that the best you can get?"
"What did you just say?"
"No krub. I didn't say anything."
P'Pha shakes his head and asks me if I'm done. He walks to pay to Auntie and we
leave.
I don't have any class in this morning, so I'm still not in my uniform yet, but he
is. P'Pha has the classes
all day today. On the way back to the parking lot of our apartment, he pauses.
"What's the matter?" I ask.
"I don't want to go to school today."
"Hey... Are you kidding me? No way. Go to school." I push his back to the white
Audi. He's acting like a
small kid now.
"But I want to be with you."
"We are seeing each other on the evening anyway."
"Lucky you. There is no morning class today."
"Stop complain and go to school already." I push him to the car again. He resists
and acts like a baby.
And that makes me smile, while P'Pha sighs. He seriously doesn't want to go.
"Who's gonna give you a ride to school today ah?"
"Montree and the Gang..." I smile "Wanna wait for them?"
"No No No... I'm leaving now."
P'Pha is really scared of them. I smile to him until his car's gone.
"E Yo"
"Zup?"
"Zup my ass. Speak! Who are you dating?"
I thought they forgot about this. The Fairy Angel Gang are all around me while we
are studying for the lab
quiz today. This is not a serious quiz. It's more like a free score for
participation.
"You better focus on this quiz."
"A friend of mine went to have a rice porridge in this morning around your
apartment." E Mon starts to
review the secret. "She saw you there with P'Pha."
"Is it true? E Yo Bitch! Is he the one?" Fatty Angle Number 1 shakes my body
heavily.
I'm too shy to admit that he's my boyfriend in front of my friends "Study first,
shall we?"
"Give me the answer, so I'll move on to the other Moon."
"Seriously?"
"You have no idea. I have to kiss him every day on my computer for both P'Pha and
Mingkwan." E Mon
overacts like he's the leading actress in a TV Drama Series. "Our Campus Moons are
so yummy. P'Pha is
beautiful like a greek god. And Mingkwan is so handsome like a Thai angel. Oh my
god! I want them
both!!!"
Yep... On and on about guys... Instead of quiz.
"Bathroom. Be right back." I decide to run away from them for a moment.
"You are not going anywhere. Bitch! Give me the answer!"
"Ok... Yes Yes... He is." I reply and walk away.
"Greeeeddddddd Which one? Name. I need the name. More detail on his physical
appearances too. How
big is he?"
Shoot me... Somebody shoot me now...
"So... It's P'Pha... Am I right? When did that happen? How is this start!?!?"
Yep... On and on about my secret with P'Pha. Instead of study for the quiz, now
they are ganging up to
share and analyze all of the evidences they have on me and P'Pha. Trying to
understand how my
relationship starts.
"How can the Biology Major can be this loud before the lab quiz starts?" I almost
jump up while I'm
walking to the bathroom because somebody comes out to walk right next to me.
It's Ai Park. I forgot that he's also taking Biology Lab and his classroom is right
next to mine.
"Read but not reply. What does it mean?"
I understand what he is talking about. He texted me for several times after he has
my phone number. I
read, but never replied. I'm thinking about blocking his number.
"Oh come on. I'm not a bad guy." Ai Park starts to explain. "Don't you want to have
a friend from other
major?"
I walk into the bathroom, while feeling like I need Ai Ming to be around right now.
Because he can help
me get this guy away from me right now.
"Why are you scared of me?"
"No, I'm not." I have to say something. "But you are kind of strange."
"How?"
"Well... I told you that I'm not interested, but you still keep pushing and
pushing. Isn't this strange?"
He smirks... While I sigh.
"So, now you know that I'm the one that asked for your phone number. Not my
friend."
Of course, I'm not an idiot.
"Just a friend from other major."
I nod. I'm done with my personal business in the bathroom and about to go to the
class. So, I give him a
look saying good bye. Even thought he said that but I still want to speak to him
directly to leave me alone,
but I don't know why I cannot say that to him. What on earth is he doing with some
one that's not single
like me?

After lab, while I'm walking from the building surrounded with my fairy angels
(with the devil souls) They
are still shooting me with their questions. Like...
"What does P'Pha see in you? How can you get him, but I don't?"
"P'Pha's so dreamily handsome. E Yo is also handsome, but you still shouldn't be
able to get him. Do you
know what I mean?"
What the fuck are you talking about E Mon?
"If P'Pha is gay, he should get a pretty ladyboy like me. Not a skinny tall with
the light and smooth skin
handsome guy like you. It's not right."
Not right my ass... E Mon.
"Anyway, at least, you leave MingKwan for me to claim. Yo kha! I'm just kidding
kha... Why are you
making those fists kha?... I'm kidding."
"Oh... Am I?" Opsss... Did I make a fist?
"Ok Ok... I won't touch your man. But you rather watch out for those girls out
there. The possessiveness
will kill you. E Strawberry Yogurt."
"Strawberry Yogurt my ass. That's way to sissy." I push his head gently.
"So... How is he? Is he a good lover? How's the sex?"
Another angel approaches and askes.
"How do I know?"
"What? Are you still a virgin?"
"Fuck you guys."
"Last night, I zoom P'Pha's photo. Big bulge on that crotch. He must be very good
at this. But why haven't
you had sex with him yet?"
"What's wrong with you guys? Why are you guys being so obsessive with him this
much?"
"Bitch. He's the husband of our friend. Don't you know how to share? It's only the
picture online after all."
"Enough please... Let's talk about something else."
"No! He's famous. And digging your dirt up is fun."
"No way... You guys are assholes!!!!"
"Today, you cannot leave us. You have to go with us. No matter who's coming to pick
you up." Mon comes
to push those angels away and whispers "You have to go with us."

Ai Ming is my driver today... Because P'Pha has to teach his friends after the
classes. Yep... It's going to
be your worst day... Ai Ming.

"Greeeeddddd... Bingo! It's my Mingkwan." E Fatty sees Ai Ming waiting under the
building next to the
parking lot. "Good. Better be him than P'Pha. He's way to scary and I don't dare to
joke with him."
I decide to walk and talk with my friend before letting these angels eat him alive.
"Hey... How long have you been waiting?" I ask. He seems in a good mood today
because he just gave
me an eyebrow.
I'm really curious. What's the reason that make him being this happy.
"What's up?... Oh... No... No..." His face turns into scared face right after
seeing all of those angels flying
toward him.
"Mingkwan... I miss you..." E Mon rubs his face on Ai Ming's shoulder. When do you
become close to Ai
Ming? E Mon.
"Stop. Bitch" Number three starts to fight for Ai Ming by pushing E Mon away. "You
cannot have him. You
need to share."
"He's mine too."
"E Elephant. He's mine too."
Wow! My buddy becomes a sweet piece of fresh meat for these angels to fight for. I
become a useless
prey to put aside. All I can do is looking at him being eaten alive. This is
hilarious.

"Fuck Yo! Help me!" Ai Ming speaking quietly by moving his mouth without sound.

"We are going to have Honey Toasts next to the campus. Let's join us." E Mon still
rubs his face on Ai
Ming's shoulder. "E Yo is coming with us. I've already forced him."

I haven't heard any "Honey Toasts" word out of your mouth yet. Liar!

"Err..rrr...r It's up to him."

"Of course he's coming with us." Right... Jerk Angels...
"Ok"
"See? Join us... please... Join us... Let's go have a date with all of your four
wives na kha... P'Ming."
Ai Ming got pulls out of the campus by those fairy angels and I'm walking behind
them. It's so funny and I
cannot stop laughing. I don't forget to send P'Pha a message telling him about our
Honey Toasts date
with Ai Ming and his four wives. Even thought he's so damn busy, but not letting
him know about my
schedule is worst.
In a small coffee shop next to our campus, it's quite busy during this time of the
day. It's the late afternoon
right after all classes are done. Ai Ming and I are looking for an available table
while my fairy angels are
flying around the counter ordering the menu they want. Poor server, who is taking
their order because
they are speaking simultaneously.

Suddenly Ai Ming sees someone sitting at a corder of the coffee shop and studying.

P'Kit... He's wearing the big pair of glasses and really focus on his reading.

"Hey!" His first word after get himself back from being shocked. He decide to hides
behind my back right
away, but you are a lot bigger than me, Asshole. "How is this happening?"
"P'Pha told me that there is going to be a test at the end of this week."
Ai Ming try to look at him while standing behind me. Lucky him that P'Kit doesn't
look up from those
sheets and books.
"Let's sit here."
I know that he wants to hide away from P'Kit, but finally he chooses the table that
is only two tables away
from P'Kit. He acts so funny and like an idiot.
After the angels are done with ordering, they fly around Ai Ming again. They wants
to be loud, but they
cannot do it here. Because there are so many people studying in this coffee shop,
so they can only
whisper to Ai Ming.
"Do you know that guy? You look at him a lot since we are here." E Elephant starts
asking.
"Knowing him? No... I'm trying to date him." Ai Ming smiles.

Those angels are extremely shocked and stunted... Ha Ha Ha ... How is he? Your
handsome god. Ha Ha
Ha ...

"Trying? I don't see you do anything."

"Go Go Go... Talk to him. How are you gonna get a date sitting right here with us?"

What? Those angels turn me upside down. I have to stop laughing (silently). I
thought they wanted Ai
Ming for real, but turn out to be just a funny conversation they did to get the
laughter from everyone
around them.
"He's studying." Because of P'Kit, Ai Ming starts to chat with my fairy angels.
"Talking to him right now, I'm
gonna be chased away."
"Awwww..w....w... My poor gentleman... You are so kind and thoughtful..." E Mon
becomes adoring Ai
Ming even more. "Let's do this then." He pulls Ai Ming to come close to him and
whispers. Then Ai Ming
nods and agrees with E Mon's plan.
"Hey... Thanks."
Ai Ming leaves the table for a moment. And I look at my
fairy angel friends wondering what they did suggest my
friend to do. But I don't pay attention to that as much
because my dish is already served. It looks so yummy.
Honey Toast with Vanilla Ice Cream.
"What did you do?" I ask.
"Let me be hidden for a moment. When the waiter brings
that to P'Kit, you tell me how he reacts, Ok? I need to pee."
Ai Ming pats my shoulder and runs to the bathroom. Leave
me being confused and curious among these fair angles, who are laughing quietly.
He orders some dish for P'Kit. I see the waiter serves several dishes of desserts
and drinks. They look
amazing and make my Honey Toast feel like nothing.
P'Kit looks very confused and refuses those dishes and drinks until he sees
something on the dish.

I swear his face turns super red and look to the left and the right like looking
for something or someone.

What did you do? Ai Ming. What's it on that dish?

P'Kit stops being shocked right now and goes back to his studying, while digging up
those desserts and
puts into his mouth. He looks less tense than earlier and so relax right now.
Ai Ming comes back and sits right next to me. P'Kit doesn't look up, but focuses on
his studying.

"How was he?" Ming asks.

"Shocked and wanted to know who ordered them. He'd kill that person's dad. He
looked so mad."
"What?"
"I'm kidding." I speak normally.
"His face was super red."
"True. I saw that too. Looks so happy."
"So are you trying to date him or trying to get him into your bed?"
Ai Ming coughs "Dating... Dating..."

"What did you write? Spill it. I wanna know so bad now."
I ask while eating.
"Nothing. Just write on his Pancake with the chocolate. I
did that myself." Ah. I see. That's why he left for so long
to do this.
"What did you write?"
"Su Su na From Ming"
Note: Su Su means “Fighting Fighting”.
"That's it?"
"That's it."
"Damn. I thought you were hiding the wedding ring or something." E Mon seems so
disappointed. "But
yeah. That's cute and lovely."
Together we all look at P'Kit and in the same time P'Kit is looking up to see us. I
wai him real fast
(Sawadee krub...) while my fairy angel friends waves and blows the kisses. Ai Ming?
Sitting and shrinking
himself quietly like he doesn't exist.
Idiot...
"Go now... Say hi..."
"Really?"
"Stop being coward now. Go Go Go"
"Is P'Beam around here?" He looks left and right concerning.
"Nope He's here alone. I checked. Just go."
Ai Ming seems to be not so confident but he goes anyway. I can only look and cheer
him up from afar.
While these angels pretend like they are loosing another precious gift again.

At P'Kit's table...
Ming: Hey you...
Kit: Hey my ass...
Ming: Why are you still mad at me? I paid like hundreds for these dishes na…
Kit: ...
Ming: What's the matter krub, P’Kit? Why are you still mad at me?
Kit: You… You didn't reply my message.
Ming: What? Really? You texted me? When? When did you send it?
Kit: Last night.
Ming: Hey... Really? One moment… Let me check...
Kit: Hey... Why do you have to sit this close to me? Get away from me… Sit over
there… And since when
that you become the center of love of those fairy angels?
Ming: No, I'm not. We are just friends.. Oh wow... You did text me. Yes!!! Yes!!!
I’m so happy right now.
Kit: ...
Ming: I'm truly sorry na krub that I didn’t reply. I was already sleeping na… And
look at your message. Ha
Ha Ha “Where the fuck are you?” Ha Ha Ha… Ah-hah. You did miss me!!!
Kit: Shut up!
Ming: I'm glad you texted me first. Do you have any idea how hard that I have to
getting myself together
to face you right after I kissed you that night. It was torturing me inside not be
able to talk to you.
Kit: Shhhh... Why the fuck do you have to speak loudly?
Ming: Shhh… Sorry krub.
Kit: … By the way… why do you have to order this many?
Ming: I see these big stacks of books and those sheets. It's my job to support you
as much as I can.
Kit: Here.
Ming: What krub?
Kit: Help me finish them. I cannot eat these all by myself.
Ming: Can I? Really?

Kit: Yes.

TBC*
"2 Moons" - Chapter 31
Novel by Chiffon_cake

"Yo"
"Hm?"
"Who are you being with?"
"Angels"
"Angels?"
"Fairy..." About to explain and P'Pha cuts it short.
"Right" He sounds hurry.
"Why?"
"Nothing."
"P'Pha. What's going on?"

"I have classes all day. I cannot go to see you and take
care of you today."

I'm paused while walking after the Fairy Angels to the cafeteria. P'Pha is in the
lunch break too, so he has
time to call me. Truthfully, when he said that, I feel a little bit sad. I'm not
being drama, but since we are
boyfriends, I never thought in a second that he is an irresponsible guy. He's
always taking a good care of
me, he is such a perfect boyfriend, and I don't want him to think like he said.
During the day time, we both have classes to attend, how can we meet during the
day? Specially the Med
School, which some times the class ended pretty late at night. I totally understand
his situation. Also he's
a very thoughtful and sensitive. He always take a good care of me and never reply
my message longer
than 10 minutes (Except when he's in the Anatomy Laboratory) And he's always
letting me know where or
what he is doing with details.
He's such an excellent boyfriend that anyone have ever dreamed of, but why does he
has to think like he
is not?
"Don't overthink. I'm right here and ok."
"I don't know, Yo. It will be tougher in the future. And busier too."
"Leave it there in the future. No need to think about it now." I'm comforting him
as much as I can. "Why
are you worried about this in sudden?" I ask. His low key voice sounds oddly
concerned.
"One of my classmate has just broken up with his girlfriend. Because he doesn't
have time for her."
I can only listen and be quiet.
"He's hurt so bad. I don't wanna get hurt like that."
"..."
"Yo..."
"..."
"...Do not break up with me na..."
"..."
"Even thought I don't have enough time for you, but you have my whole heart na."
I smile... I've just arrived to the cafeteria and everyone that walks on the
different direction with me all get
free smile from me. My heart is so warm by this conversation.
"Truly?" I joke.
"Definitely, Absolutely, Seriously. I'm not kidding na." He yells at me on the
phone. E Mon and the gang
starts to give me the envious face after we get a table in the cafeteria. I talked
on the phone since we
walked out from the lab until here. That's why they gave me those faces. Specially,
when they know that
I'm talking with P'Pha, they are also pouring their foods on my head.
"Prove it" I joke again.
"Anything. Just say it."
"10 Billion Baht for the dowry"
"..."
"Ha Ha Ha P'Pha I'm kidding."
"Oh Okay. Because I'm about to go to the car and drive to the
bank right now."
Yep, that's my boyfriend. I forgot that he's the master of Jerk
and Smart-Ass genius.
"Too bad. Dad's almost got your money."
"Too bad. You said you were kidding."
"Ke Ke Ke P'Pha I have to have lunch now."
"Where?"
"Science Cafeteria na"
"Krub. Enjoy your lunch na."
"P'Pha doesn't have to worry la" I comfort him again. "Yo loves you for a many
years. Been away from
you for a year too. So you don't have to worry about anything."
He's quiet. But I can guess that he's smiling.
"You cannot be joking about this."
I smile before hanging up. Suddenly the sarcastic statements from E Elephant start
flying into my ears.
Following by E Craw (Number 2 has a very dark skin, so this nick is perfect for
him.) and E Chicken (No
idea why people call him this, but Number 3 now has a nickname.)
"E Bitch Yo... Envy much... I wish that there will be a handsome Moon coming to
love me in the next life."
E Elephant starts praying.
"But I love you na." I tease.
"Stop being strawberry. If I decide to sleep with you, we will end up just
sleeping. Nothing's hot. Beside
I'm not a lesbian. God will be punishing us from being morally wrong. NO-K!”
Note: It's a Thai slang for 2016 - 2107.
Strawberry(adj) means lying, faked, insincere, two-faced, etc.
"Lesbian? Fuck you."
"You are the bottom and P'Pha is the top, right?" E Chicken asks.
"No. We do not know yet." Here they are. Under the belt story again. After seeing
his big thing under his
pants that night, I do not dare to think about this again.

Scared...

Scared of what? Hurt?

"Naughty Slut!!! Thinking dirty, are you? Bitch. Look at his red face now." E Craw
makes a teasing face to
me. "I'm really so sorry for your female fan club. What are they gonna say if they
know that you are such
a whore of P'Pha like this?"

Right. Look at their vocabularies flying around. Bitch, Slut, Whore... OMG!
"Slutty talking on the phone. Big smile, small smile, walking around, twisting
things... Bitch! She's just like
me when I was in the 10th Grade." E Elephant supports E Craw.
Enough... Shall we? "I'll buy my lunch. Be right back." I have to leave the table
right now.
Being around them, all I can hear is teasing or complaining (and a crotch touching
from E Elephant) If I
compare this to the laughter and friendship I receive from them, this freaking
habit of him is nothing to
me. But one thing that I cannot handle right now is the Under The Belt story
between me and P'Pha
because my face turns red super fast on this topic.
While I'm waiting for my Chicken Rice and playing with my phone, I cannot get any
reply from P'Pha. I'm
imagining that three of them are having lunch and studying in the same time.
Because the exam is
coming up soon. They have way so many test, quiz, and exam and that's why P'Pha is
so concerned
about our relationship, although we meet in the morning and evening. Some night we
are together until
very late too.
But this is longer than 10 minutes now. What is he doing not replying my message?
"Hey Hey Look... P'Pha!"
"Where is he? Where is he?"
"There coming with his friends... Oh my gosh!"
I look up because of those girls are talking about my boyfriend and see three of
them standing in the
cafeteria and look confused. Right now, everyone is looking at these three Med
Students standing in
Science Cafeteria.
What the...?
I leave the line of Chicken Rice immediately and walk to P'Pha and that even makes
it worst. Because
right now we become the center of attention of the whole cafeteria.
"What are you doing here?"
"My dear..." P'Pha tries to do the sweet talk to me with that low key voice and
cold face of him. "I wanna
see you. And also change the place to have lunch. My cafeteria is boring."
"Are you kidding me? How long is your lunch break?"
"Faculty meeting and the class will start 30 minutes late." P'Pha shrugs his
shoulder before grabbing me
to walk to get some drinks. P'Beam and P'Kit greet me before going to find a table
to sit. And, of course,
my angels have already given them a wave calling them to join our table (Watch out
for those devils... I
mean angels na, P'Kit and P'Beam)
A person who doesn't care about anyone in public like P'Pha is considering the
drinks in front of him,
while I'm still trying to get myself together after his appearing. Because we've
just chatted on the phone
and now he's right here having his arm around my neck.
Actually, I'm so happy to see him here.
"One Pink Milk and One Thai Ice Tea krub." I order our drinks before
turning to ask P'Pha. "When is your exam?"
"The day after tomorrow. Hrr.r...r Don't mention about it yet, please."
P'Pha looks at me. "I'm trying to get away from the stressfulness to
see my happiness sunshine na. Give me a smile please."
"Flirting like you are trying to date me. It doesn't necessary, don't you
think?"
"This calls 'refreshing' our love."
I can see that the ladies at the drink store are a little bit shaky selling
us the drink. Normally P'Pha's statements sounds like sentences from
a Playboy. But with his gorgeous cold face and that dull low key voice.
The level of flirtatious comes down about 10 levels. But still make me
shy and blushed.
"What do P'P' want to drink krub?" I take those two glasses of drink and ask P'Pha.
"That's ok. Let them get for their own." P'Pha still has his arm around my
shoulders loosely. "So many
science students here, but you are still outstanding among them. I saw you standing
in front of that
Chicken Rice shop since I came. Too outstanding." One of his big hand moves to
gently pinch on my
cheek and that makes my two hands shaking a little.
Both feeling so shy of him and people around here.
We arrive at the table and those angels make crying face to us. They are not crying
because of the
sadness, but more like happiness. Three handsome Med Students are sitting at the
same lunch table with
them. Up close and personal.
"Err.r.r... Ladies" P'Pha waves to greet them.

They reply by moaning to P'Pha at the highest level of their satisfaction.

"Ladies? P'Pha looks at us as ladies?" E Mon points to himself. "Then... Can you
make us pregnant?
Please I beg you."
"Shut up." I literally mean that and E Mon moves his lips trying to say something
like "Bitch!"
"I don't think I can krub. Only trying to get Yo pregnant has already taken all of
my energy. Trying so many
times, but he doesn't seems to be pregnant yet." P'Pha jokes and smiles. That makes
my face all red and
hot and sends these angels back to heaven. Not sure if they are happily gone to
heaven because of
P'Pha's smile or the story he's just told.
I poke my elbow to P'Pha's tummy right after that. Since when that you did that to
me?
"Ouch."
"Gotta get the lunch."
"No. Just sit here. These two will get the lunch for us." P'Pha points to P'Kit and
P'Beam, which are going
to buy us the lunch for real.
"Hey... Why's that?... No No I don't want to bother them." I stop P'Kit and P'Beam
from getting up to buy
us lunch.
"That's ok, Nong Yo... Because..." P'Beam makes a bit moody face to P'Pha. "... Ai
Pha challenge us to
answer the questions while we were reviewing the lectures today. And we got them
wrong. So we have to
be his servants today."
"That's true. It's ok krub. Yo" P'Kit has a moody face to Ai P'Pha too. Then they
both walk to buy the food.

After they both left, P'Pha becomes the only fresh meat left on the table for my
lovely Angel friends to eat.
I have to block them away from my boyfriend.

"P'Pha's face is so nice and smooth. Which facial products are you using kha?"
"Are you studying hard kha? P'Pha. We are taking Fundamental of Biology in this
semester. Can you
revise them for us please?"
"Too bad na kha that you are falling for E Yo. She doesn't deserve you at all. Flat
bottom and no boobs."

Fuck you... E Elephant.

On the contrary, he looks so happy and cheerful than

usual.
"Good things about Yo?..."
He's considering...
"... none ..."
Hey Hey Hey... Wait a minute.
"... But I love him unconditionally."
His answer makes those fairy angels wanting to kill me right there on the table.
What do I react? I give
them a teasing face. P'Pha seems like teasing them, so why don't I do that too?
"Hrrr.rr.r... I want to cry." E Craw pretends to wipe his tears. "How about your
two friends kha? P'Pha."
"How do we know? I answer that question. "I think we should hurry up and finish our
lunch. And.."
The Pink Milk glass with the straw moves right to my mouth by P'Pha.
"You are the first one to start eating or drinking. See? The ice is almost melted."
I drink up and move the Thai Ice tea glass to P'Pha too. I can hear several hits on
the other side of the
table. I can feel the envy and jealous feelings.
"Those seems heavy. I'll help them. Be right back." P'Pha rubs gently on my head
before walking to P'Kit
and P'Beam. Of course, people are looking at P'Pha movements in every single steps
he goes.

Campus Moon is still the Campus Moon. Always Bright and Shine on the Sky.

"This is killing me. E Yo brings me hope and takes it away from me. The jealousy is
burning me up alive."
E Elephant waves the paper fan to his face.
"E Bitch Yo. P'Pha is so crazy in love with you." E Mon convinces me. "Driving
straight from the Med
School to have lunch with you here. Not only that, he also shows everyone that he's
your special guy. Not
just a senior from Campus Moon Camp. This is so real."
"What did you to him?" E Chicken pokes a fork on my cheek gently.
How many times that I have to be blushed in front of people today?
"I didn't do anything..." Then start drinking up my Pink Milk but too fast until I
got the brain freeze.
"...really."
"If that's so, then you should start doing something." E Mon adds.
"Show him that you love him as much as he loves you." E Chicken adds too.
"How?"
"Go to see him sometime." E Elephant speaks while chewing the fish balls "at the
Med school. Just show
up there. Do it today right after the class."
"P'Pha always come to pick you up, but today you should just go to see him
instead." E Craw doesn't
want to be left behind, so he also speaks.
"I'll give you a ride." Montree acts like a queen on the throne. (No idea what that
drama overacting was
for.)
"Trust me. From simply in love, he will become crazy in love with you. A guy like
P'Pha, if you have to use
the black magic or doing something crazy to hold him tight with you then you do it.
I will be 100%
supporting you. Don't you ever let him go." E Elephant goes on and on about P'Pha.

I look at those three handsome guys waiting for the food. I don't know if my fairy
angels are right, but he
clearly shows his true feeling to me in public. When I'm looking at him and he sees
me. He waves to me
twice and takes his hand down. Seems like he is kind of shy because people are
looking right at him.

E Bitch Yo. P'Pha is so crazy in love with you...

Montree's voice's repeatedly played in my head.

I'm also crazy in love with him too.

.. Showing it to him is a lot better, right?

At the Med School
I'm standing right here alone. Montree gave me a ride and left with
friends to the Karaoke place. I sigh and try to look for P'Pha to come
down from the building. There are not too many students here unlike
my school.
Surprise... I should give him a surprise today because he did for me at
lunch.
But how? He might be in the different lecture room from the last time I
came to see him with Ai Ming, but which one is it then?
I'm so blind here. All I can do is standing right here looking at people
waling pass me. But... Hey... That's Ai Suthee... The Med Moon!

"Oh Hey Yo... What are you doing around here?" He greets me right
away. "Coming to see P'Pha?" Damn. He has a very good sense. I
smile and nod. "In the library over there. Forth floor in the private study
room section. Do you know where is it?"
"No wa. Can you walk me there?"
"Sure."

He's such a precious gift from heaven for me now. He's so handsome and super nice
guy. I believe that
he's gonna be a very good and kind doctor in the future. We chat about everything.
Some fundamental
classes we both take. (Specially the Biology101. Fuck! We are gonna be beaten by
these Med Students.
Because they grade this subject together for the whole campus.) Until we arrive at
the forth floor of the
library at the private study section zone. I say thank you to him and then he
leave.

This private section has so many rooms. Some are big and some are small with the
white board. These
rooms are filled with many groups of Med Students and that makes me feel awkward
being here. I don't
know anybody here until I see that pointy hair style of P'Pha at a corner of a
room.
I smile happily and walk toward that room, but...

His pointy hair is almost touching the other brown curly pretty long hair of
another girl...
I'm paused and trying to walk slowly to see what's going on.
Their head a so close to each others. No, I should say that their head are touching
to each others in that
small private study room.
There is several of laughter coming from the other big room and I see P'Kit,
P'Beam, and 3 - 4 friends of
them studying and chatting in that next room.
I'm not trying to think about what I saw, but I cannot stop it.
I decide to step back but stoped by P'Kit. I crash onto his chest.
"Ouch" P'Kit rubs his chest. "Fast driver. What are you doing here krub? Nong Yo."
I have the mixed feeling right now. I don't know how to answer P'Kit.
"Coming to see Ai Pha? One second." P'Kit is walking to his room, but I stop him.
"That's ok krub. I rather leave him studying."
"Hey... It's ok..."
I decide to walk away real fast and try to calm my emotion down as much as I can.
And also stop my
thought that's running faster than me.

... No ... Stop being so possessive. Wayo. That's nothing. P'Pha loves you. You
have to trust him...
Wayo...

... Of course... It's nothing there. Just only revising and studying together. In
the small private room... Only
two of them... Without other friends... Close to each other...

Okay. I give up. I'm so fucking possessive. Damn it!

I'm so understanding when P'Pha was being possessive toward me. It's clearly
nothing, but I cannot stop
overthinking. How can I feel like this?

I walk down to the third floor and then I cannot stop myself from calling him.

The phone rings twice and my call is cut by him.

Now, I'm extremely mad. I have to talk to him no matter what's happening.
(Extremely mad mode of
Wayo) I walk up to the forth floor again to see him with my eyes.

He's still being with that lady. Same position, same activities, and nothing moves.

Did he really cut my line?

"Nong Yo" P'Beam approaches me. "Your face are all

red from being mad now. Hrr..." He sighs and knocks on
the window. "Boss... Your wife's here."

P'Pha looks up to P'Beam and then me. He's shocked

and surprised seeing me there before leaving
everything there and walking out from that room to see
me.

I don't know what to do... Just walking away...

"Yo... How can you get here? I miss you so bad..."

It cools me down a little but not enough. I walk down quickly while P'Pha runs
after me being so confused.

"What's the matter? Why are you running away from me?"

P'Pha tries to stop by my grabbing my hand.

"Yo..."

"..."

"Yo krub" He's completely grab me. "Talk to me. What's going on?"

Silent is my answer. And P'Pha gets the idea.

"Possessive?"

That drives me mad even more.

"Ha Ha Ha Possessive and mad." P'Pha pulls my both cheeks and swing my head left
and right. "First
time seeing you being like this. Oh my gosh."

"Not funny." I take his hands of my face.

"You are so adorable krub being mad like this. Do you know that?"

Ai P'Pha... This is not the time to throw me your sweet talk.

"P' didn't want to give her that revising. But I have no choice. She didn't want to
join the big studying
group. Only asked me those questions. She kept bugging me and I couldn't stop that
annoying habit, so I
decided to give her a fast revising on the lecture. And that's it."

I don't know why her name sounds so annoying to me right now.

"But don't you worry. We are done and moving to the big room now."
"Why did you cut my call?" I ask him because that hurts my feeling the most now. He
doesn't need to do
that. Just because he's being with that girl. I feel like I'm not the first
priority for him. Not important for him.

I'm not overthinking, right?

"Cutting your call?"

"Right. A minute ago."

P'Pha tries to find his phone (Again... He always leave his phone everywhere.) "I
don't have my phone
with me... It should be..." Now I know where is his phone.

Jae Pring…
Note: Jae is a Chinese word (in Teochew dialag)
and very famously used in Thailand. It means older sister.

I sigh heavily. Now my emotion comes down to the normal level.

"Why is it too hard not to be possessive? I totally understand you now." I pat on
P'Pha's shoulder "Go
back to your study. I just want to see you before going back home."

"No way. Wait for me. We'll go back home together." P'Pha grabs my hand tightly "my
'guardian spirit' is
right here to support me. I'm super happy right now." He's clearly and truly happy.

"But you are giving them the revising, ain't you? No No No I don't want to
interrupt."

"Do you want to get Pring back?"

He give me an eyebrow. I look at him hesitantly, think for a few seconds, and nod.
I must have been absorbing these naughty and bad habits and thoughts from all of my
fairy angels.
P'Pha didn't tell me how to get back to her. He just took me back to the big
private study room, which
everyone's already studying there. And introducing me as his...

"Boyfriend!"

Everyone cheer out loud and tease us. But Jae Pring is not in that room.
Now I'm the center of attention in that room.
"Umm... Never count the days that our relationship starts. It's like I'm not happy,
so I have to count it
down. I don't like that idea."
"Ai Pha. I just broke up with my girlfriend, then you bring your boyfriend here on
the same day. Thank you
and Fuck you, my dear friend." A tease comes from a corner of that room.
"I'm sorry, Dude." P'Pha tries to apologize. "Let's continue. Shall we?"

I want to sneak away from those eye contacts and the whispering by going to the
bathroom, but that big
hand of P'Pha pulls me to sit on his lap.

"You are not going anywhere." He shows off again in front of his friends.
"Ai P'Pha... You Jerk. Let me go." I feel so embarrassed right now. A skinny tall
guy like me sitting on
P'Pha's lap.
"I don't want to feel like missing you."
He's not really giving me a sweet voice or eyes or something. He's just being
himself. Being P'Pha. Cool
face and low key voice as usual. But still has the deep impact on my feeling.

"Just bathroom." It's not that far.

"Really?"
"Yep"
"Without you, I don't have a soul to teach them anything."

Everyone is yelling at his cheesy line while somebody is sliding the

glass door open.

Jae Pring. She's so shocked seeing me sitting on P'Pha's lap and he hugs me
tightly.

Now. I understand how we are getting back on her.

We are really getting her... Hard time...

"P'Pha. Just going to the bathroom." I'm trying to think like E Mon and E Elephant
right now. Mixing with
the sweet act of E Craw. And acting like E Chicken by putting my arms around
P'Pha's neck. (Which I'm
still feeling regret on every single day)

"Only a few minutes, Sweetie… I'll be right beck."

P'Pha is shocked. Of course I didn't plan to do it. And he's totally stunted. He's
never seen me in this
Bitchy mode. (Have I told you that I totally regret about it.) While P'Pha is being
shocked and surprised,
so I can stand up and try to walk away to the bathroom. Of course, I cannot even
look at anyone right
now.

P'Pha grabs my hand...

"Hurry up na krub... Honey."

Totally without planning... But he can read my game so fast... And acting so smooth
squeezing my hand a
little bit too. I didn't mean to be this crazy, but this is totally over the line.

Just getting her back. It's ok.

Really.

I'm not thinking about E Elephant's words at all...

Really... No... I'm not thinking about those at all...

A guy like P'Pha, if you have to .. do something crazy … then you do it...

TBC*
"2 Moons" - Chapter 32 (Part of KIT)
Novel by Chiffon_cake

He's been gone from my life for how many days now?!

No, actually, I shouldn't have to miss him... nope to think of him. A playboy like
him shouldn't have
anything to do with me. He should be someone that I forget. I shouldn't care where
he is or what he is
doing. And why doesn't he text me at all?

Wait a minute. I'm not trying to think about him, but why am I always thinking
about him now? Stop it, Kit!!!

It's totally his fault. Stealing my kiss and disappearing like this.

Even thought he bought me some desserts, still doesn't mean that he can be quiet
after that. This is not
right.

I will punch him on the face when I see him again because he stole that kiss. Damn!
Why am I being this
frustrated? I can still feel that feeling on my lips, on whatever I do or wherever
I am. Lunch, dinner,
brushing my teeth or even applying those anti-dehydrated lip balms. I can still
feel it. That kiss is still here.
"Hrrrrr...r..r.r..r.r..rrrr...."

I sigh heavily to this big pile of sheets. Two friends of mine... Nope... Just
one... looking at me concerning.
Why one, after I have two close friend?
Because the other one is mingling with his wife on the bed over there.

Errr....r.r.. We did not want to be rude interrupting them by

studying in Nong Yo's room, but, here is the story.
Normally a night before the exam, we always come to stay
in Ai Pha's room (He's the god. No need to study anymore.
Genius asshole friend. Sometimes he just played the VDO
game while we were studying.) So in case that we have
question, we can ask him right away. But after he has a
boyfriend, he doesn't play the VDO game any more. He
decide to play the silly teasing game with his boyfriend on
the bed. So we have to be extremely rude coming here to
study around him. No matter where he is. He's a pure
genius. We can ask him anything and he can give us a
very clear answer. He's truly and totally know what he's
doing on these lectures. That's why we need him.
"What the fuck is going on with you? Envy Ai Pha?" Beam's still reading those
sheets but he knows
what'm thinking.
"Envy my ass." I yell back at him.
Of course, they are envied. As the matter of fact, Nong Yo is just simply reading
the Manga lying face
down on his bed quietly because he doesn't want to interrupt us from studying (It's
our fault actually... We
are really sorry krub. Nong Yo...), but the one that starts the teasing game is
him, Ai Pha.
If we are not here, I believe that he will be lying on top of him for sure. But we
are here, so he cannot do
that obvious naughty action in front of us, so all he can do is just sitting there
on the bed and teasing,
poking, touching him everywhere. While Nong Yo is kind of annoyed chasing him away
to study with us.
Of course, he's not leaving Yo alone.

Ai Pha seems to be truly crazy in love with this boy.

I remember the days that he cannot remember him. I cannot imagine how his life will
be today, if he's still
being that idiot and not recognizing him.
Ok... Now I should remember this material for tomorrow exam too. Shall we?

"Hey you..."
"P'Pha. Cut it out. Go back to study already."
"Nope... I wanna be with you... Give me that sweet talk again. I love it."

Actually, I can study while they are speaking. But sometimes I feel like I wanna be
nosey listening to their
conversation too. Because I've never seen Ai Pha being silly to any one before in
my life.

"What are you talking about? I never give you any sweet talk."
"More witness that I can call. Do you want me to call everyone from that room?"
"..."
"Na Na Na... Please... One more time... It's so cute... I
love it..."

Of course that's fucking cute. After seeing Nong Yo did

that to Ai Pha on that day, I also wanted him to sit on my
lap and did that to me too. (But I'm not sure if I can
handle him, because he's bigger than me. Ha Ha Ha...
Poor small Kit)
Only a beg for going to the bathroom was sweet enough
to drive Ai Pha crazy like this. I bet that he can beg for a
car or a yacht from Ai Pha, and Ai Pha will go to buy one
for him right away.

"Nope. I did not. You can still keep asking and I'll say I
didn't do it." He's almost whispering, but the voice
sounds like he wants to yell at Ai Pha. Maybe because we both are sitting right
there, right next to them.
But yeah. He's so adorable.
No wonder why Ai Pha is so crazy in love with this boy.
"Do it... Do it now..."
"No."
"Only one time, I promise, and then I'll go back to study with those two snoops
over there."

Right we both did, so when Ai Pha says that we have to stop listening and pretend
like we are discussing
about the lecture. And go back to observe what Nong Yo is gonna do.

"What do you want me to say?" Oh come on! You are too soft to that bastard giant
krub, Nong Yo.
"Tell me to go back to study."
"Go back to study."

This is so hilarious. That's not sweet at all. More like a strong order.

"Wanna do that for you, dear, but it's not the agreement."

That bastard is right. I'll put the hashtag #TeamPhana for this one. I wanna see
his sweet talk again too.
It's adorable enough that Ai Pha will not allow anyone to see.
If I were him, I'll do that too.
"Why are you so picky?" Yo scratches his head
acting like being annoyed. While Ai Pha's just
staring at him. "Stop staring."
"Then hurry up. Those snoops are waiting to see."

Ai Pha. You're such a Prick and a big jerk.

Seems like Nong Yo want to bite his head off. Poor

Wayo. He has to handle this dictator boyfriend like
Ai Pha.
But still Nong Yo seems happy.

Yo's secret is not about the tone of voice, but the acting. He sits up and puts his
two arms around Pha's
neck like he did in the library. (Shoot me... Somebody shoot me... Overload of
cuteness.) Ai Pha is being
dead there. He's staring at Nong Wayo like he's dying nervously from that act.
"P'Pha..."
That's enough to kill him alive. He's dying I'm sure with that tone of voice.
Sweetest voice ever. Damn it.
I should change the hashtag to be #TeamWayo. Because he totally gets that giant
prick.
"Go back to study na krub... For the future of both of us..."
That's it. Nong Yo didn't say that in front of us, but it has enough power to make
us melted here. No
wonder how Ai Pha is right now.
He looks at Nong Yo like he wants to do something to him right here right now, but
he cannot because
two of us sitting right here. "Ahem..." We both have to interrupt that moment
before Ai Pha will chase us
away and do something to Nong Yo. And then we go back to your study. (But where
were we?) We hear
the laughter coming from the bed and we see Nong Yo is blushing and hitting Ai Pha,
while he's laughing
and smiling.

What did just happen? (Yep... Two snoops did miss something.)

Obviously that Ai Pha kisses Nong Yo behind that pillow that he put up, but not
sure that's on the cheek or
on the lips, because Nong Yo's face is super red now.
Right we both want to be disappeared so bad.

"Hey... You two. Concentrating on the reading, would you?" Ai Pha switches the mode
from being silly
with his boyfriend to sitting at the studying table with us. "We are using Nong
Yo's room, so we better
study heard to deserve his generosity."
Speaking for yourself. Asshole. We are here for one hour and 30 minutes, but you
spent one hour and 15
minutes with Nong Yo on that bed.
But yeah. I'm so happy to see him being so happy like this. Even if my story is
still vague or ambiguous.
Ai Pha starts his revising now. While Nong Yo keeps on reading his Manga and naps
finally. (Ai Pha get
up to put the blanket on him and tells us to be ready to leave because we are
almost done here.)
We study for a short while and then we hear a phone ringing. It's Nong Yo's phone.
He wakes up to pick
the call.
"Hmmm...m... Oh... Ai Ming. Zup? Dude."
I almost drop my pen while I'm writing some note. But luckily no
one can see.
Concentrate. Kit. Concentrate. It's just a name of a guy.
The one who stole your kiss and never contact you.

"Tomorrow? Sure. What time?"

I'm not trying to liten, but why can I hear every single word from
Nong Yo's conversation?

"Fuck you. If you are too available, why don't you go play football, basketball, or
whatever you do always
do?"

The pen on my hand is a little shaky. Yo said Ai Ming is available... Available...

Available...
Then why don't you call me or text me?

"Movie? Sure. Which one? Oh that one... Good. The angels wants to see that too.
Wanna join?"

Okay. I admit. I'm listening on every single word.

"No? What the fuck? You are also a good friend of them. Why? Wanna get something to
eat after that? I
don't know. I have to ask P'Pha first. Um. Um. Ok. Err...r." Yo turns to us and see
me looking right at him. I
almost jump up and pretend like I'm studying. "... How can he be in that apartment?
Because they are
here in my room. Come over here."
I cannot even here a word that Ai Pha is revising to Ai Beam is like a sound of bug
buzzing on my ear.
While every single word of Nong Yo on that conversation becomes loud and clear.
"No? Hrr... Asshole. Um. Ok. Don't wanna join us. Got it. I'm so sorry, buddy. Um.
Get some sleep. Stop
thinking over."
Yo hangs up... But my mind is sill not coming back.
Finally Ai Pha finishes the revising and chases us to go back home. Yo walks us
down to the car. (Ai Pha
wants to take a shower because it's pretty late. Already midnight. Before going to
sleep with Nong Yo
tonight.) Ai Beam and I took our own car tonight. So Ai Beam leave before me
because he's so sleepy
and wants to go get some sleep. Now, there are only me and Nong Yo talking.
"P'Kit" Yo calls me before I walk to my car.
"What's up?"
"Er..r...r Ai Ming." Yo pauses right after seeing my face. "... Err...r He's kind
of
super upset, sad, and crazy these days."
"Crazy?" I'm confused.
"Krub. He never be this serious to anyone since we've known each other. Right after
he falls for you, he
loses his confidence. His life and thought become uncertain about anything.
Specially right now. He told
me that he did something bad to you. So he's so scared to walk further. So... The
whole idea is driving
him nuts now. I'm concerned about him very much krub."
I can feel that I grab my bag belt very tight.
"May I ask you for something?"
"What is it?"
"Could you please say hi to him first? He's so scared, worried and clueless about
you. He's so idiot when
it comes to anything about you."
I pause before answering to Yo "It's not my business. Right? He can be scared but
it's none of my
business."
"Err.r Right! You are right. I'm so sorry krub P'Kit. Drive safely na krub."
"We are sorry too. Shouldn't interrupt your time with Ai Pha."
"You both are always welcome krub. I'm so lucky to have you both here today.
Otherwise, he will do more
than what he did today." Yo scratches his head again. Such an adorable boy. He
waves to me before I
leave.
I drive back to my apartment, while I cannot stop thinking about Ai Ming.

Fuck! Scared? So keep on being scared... Forever...

I'm the one who be stolen for that kiss. How can I say something to him first? If I
do that, that means I'm
ok with that kiss then.
The previous Campus Moon is nothing to me because he's my friend, but this Campus
Moon is so
bothering my feeling right now.

(Breaking the car out loud)

While I was thinking about him, I almost crash my car to someone on the street in
front of my apartment.
That's shocked me badly.
But that is... Ai Mingkwan!!! Having a 7-eleven Ice Cream
walking across the street which I almost crash him.
I don't know what to do. Until he knocks on the window. At first
I don't want to open it, but he knocks again, so I have to open
it.
I look at his face and do not speak anything. Haven't seen his
face for many days. Nothing's changed. But why do I have a
strange feeling look at him?
It's like my heartbeat is raising up.
He's having a Magnum Ice cream on his hand. He looks at me
with those sleepy eyes.
"Coming back so late." He speaks.
"What did you say?"
"You come home late today. You came back home earlier yesterday."
"Ai Pha helps us revising some lectures at Yo's room. But... Wait a minute... How
do you know that I came
back home earlier yesterday?"
"I was..." Ai Ming changes his mind "... It was not important. Anyway. Good that
you are home now. Hurry
up. Go get some sleep. You have an exam tomorrow, haven't you?"

You are the only reason that I cannot sleep...

I drive into my apartment and park my car on the parking lot in front of my
apartment. Walking out from
my car and still seeing Ai Ming sitting on the foot path from afar.
If I don't speak to him tonight, I will not be able to sleep for sure.
So I decide to walk to him and standing in front of him. There are very few people
around there because
it's after midnight. Only some students coming in and out from the apartment buying
some food. Everyone
looks at Ai Ming curiously what the Campus Moon is doing on that foot path.

Sitting on a sidewalk and eating some 7-eleven Ice Cream right in front of my
apartment.

"Why don't you go back home?" I ask and sit right next to him. Ai
Ming seems shocked with those widely open eyes seeing me sitting
right next to him on the sidewalk.
"...You... You haven't got into your apartment yet."
"You said that it's late. But you are still be around here."
"I'm ok. It's safe around here."
"So I'm ok too. Because it's safe here."
"But you are too small. Somebody can hurt you."
"What did you say?" I don't like what've just heard.
"This Ice Cream is yummy." He changes the subject.
"You..." I'm not sure what to say. Only looking at him from this side.
He seems to fucus on eating that Ice Cream. What should I do?
Should I speak to him directly?
I should... Because I have to know...
"Where were you?"
"What?" Ai Ming turns to me.
"Where have you been? Being quiet like that. So not you." I pretend to slap on some
mosquito.(Totally
pretending) I can hear Ai Ming sighs heavily.
"I...Err... I was scared... I guess."
"Scared?"
"I don't know!!! I'm so scared. You can call me coward and I still don't care.
Because my feeling for you is
too much for me. I'm being so serious about you. And I..." He looks at my lips. And
that makes me
blushed badly. "... I did something wrong to you. If I dare to speak to you, you
might be annoyed. Even
thought I did say that I'm going to fight with everything for you. No turning back.
But still... I don't know... I
feel like I have step back a little to stand strong first before walking forward.
I..."
What did I just ask him? I didn't exactly want to hear all these, but...
"Anyway. I come to far away from the beginning..." He decides to continue without
being worried about
that Ice Cream.
I look up and see so many people whispering and looking at Ai Ming. But Ai Ming
seems to ignore those
people. His face looks upset and sad. But not that many.
"I should get some sleep." I stand up and so do Ming. "I have an exam tomorrow
morning."
"Good luck krub. I know you can do it." Ming gives me a thumb up.
"I'm going into my apartment now. You can leave now."
"No. I have to see you walk into that door first."
"Isn't that too much?"
"It's my logic. Now go." Ai Ming pushes me to walk away. I try to resist a little
but finally walk away.

Why do I feel like something that has been stuck in my head is finally been
released. I don't understand
myself too.
... I don't know. I did my best. If he's still being that coward, then I don't know
what to do anymore...

"Don't step back for too long. Ok?"

I speak to him and run into my apartment real fast. I don't know how Ai Ming reacts
to it. Not even sure if
he can hear it clearly.
What did I just do? What make you do this? Kit.

My brain or my heart?

Forget it!

My phone vibrates There is a text from Ai Ming. First message in days. If I don't
speak to you, then I won't
get any message, right? Only the Pancakes and Honey Toast and that's it?
MOONGMING: Good night na krub.
I smile before putting my phone back into my pocket and it vibrates again.
MOONGMING: Can you take me to see the movie after the exam
tomorrow?

KITKAT: Let me think about it.

That's the only message I have for him.
All of my morning in that exam room stress me up so bad. That exam burns out all of
my energy and soul.
We were sitting and lying down in front of that exam room.
"Beam... Fuck Beam! Here you are." Ai Pha walks comfortably to grab Ai Beam's neck
"Professor wants
to speak something to us. Go with me." He grabs Ai Beam with him and not even
asking me.
Asshole friends. Leave me here alone.
After Ai Pha left. I look around and see someone is standing in front of the
building.

Mingkwan in his casual dress, black t-shirt, jeans and SUPER

glasses. He looks really good.
He becomes a very good reward for many ladies at the Med School
after that exam. Many of them shows out obviously how satisfied they
are.
I'm stunted a little because no way that I can pull those style off.
Normally I've never been shaken by any handsome guy before.
Because I think I'm not bad myself. (Ha Ha Ha I'm kidding.) But this
guy is different. He makes me feel strange inside.

It's not the envy, but shyness.

Completely shy.

What the fuck did you do to me? Ai Ming.

Suddenly he appears right in front of me.

"How was it?" He smiles and takes his glasses off showing his small smily eyes.
"Can you do it?"
"Err..r..r It's... It's ok." I answer "What are you doing here?"

"Pick you up. Going to see the movie."

"I didn't say that I'm going with you."

"A lunch then." Ai Ming concludes "Let's go."

"Hey!!!" I yell after he grabs my shoulders to walk "Wait a minute."

"What's up krub?"
"Friends. My friends."
"Do you mean P'Beam?" He sounds a bit sad. Right! He doesn't know the truth yet!
"Err..r."
"Let's go before he comes back." Ai Ming grabs my hand and walks to the parking lot
real fast.
"Hey!!!"

"Stealing someone's heart. Is it wrong?"

"Ai Ming... Fuck Ming!"

"But I'm stealing my own heart. It’s not wrong.”

"Isn't this too fast? Did you say that you need to stand strong first?"

"I've been standing still for too long now. I won't waste any more minute without
you."

"Ai Ming..."

"How can the face of someone who's just finished the exam be this cute krub?" He
speak while pulling me
to his car.

I don't know what to do now. Just let him have my hand and pull me like this.

I shouldn't speak to him like that last night.

I like the movie. It's fun and free. And of course free lunch too.

TBC*
2 Moons the Novel

Chapter 33: Forth and Beam (Forth’s POV)

By Chiffon_cake (Thai)
Translated by Delightful @pinkmilk (English)
*DO NOT POST OUTSIDE OF PINKMILK!*

"Hey, have you heard about this story? They're saying that our
university has campus
Moons courting each other."
"What? Is it a new Thai series?"
"No, that's 'Star courting the Moon' this is Moon courting
another Moon!"
"Is it some faculty's stage play?"
"It's a true story! It's real life! The Moon courting another
Moon! Girls don't even have
a chance, these premium items are going after each other..."
"Who is it? Is it the second year student, N’Forth from
our faculty?"
"Girl! Don't be too loud, he's sitting right there... the gossip
is that it's the very
handsome N'Pha and a Iirst year Moon from some faculty."
"N'Mingkwan?"
"What the heck are you using to think? How can it be N'Pha
and N'Ming? They both
Top, it'll destroy their titles."
"So, who are they?"
"I think it's the Science department... N'Wayo. The one with
the adorable face similar
those cute Japanese stars. I saw them eating together in
front of the university."

Just keep on reminding me! Just keeping on doing it... Keep on

reminding me that I'm
interested in someone that already has an owner...
Okay, I'm at fault for coming into his life too late. Yo and
Pha have been in love for a
long time without knowing how the other person felt, from what
I have heard. It
made the things I wanted to do to Yo slowly
decrease and now it's at the point where
I don't have any rights to do them.
I know Ai'Pha has a good attitude, he's a good guy. I
can't steal Yo from him because I
don't have anything good enough to compare with him. Just Yo's
feelings for him
alone, I've already lost. And I also don't like to steal other
people's belongings. Even
if it was hard at Dirst, but now I'm not bothered with
seeing Yo with him.
Even if I'm just hearing these two names, but not seeing
Yo's adorable face is helping
me forget him. I've only met Yo not too long ago, so him
being with someone else,
why wouldn't I be able to move on? Especially when Yo's owner
is a nice guy and he's
also someone that the heavens carefully crafted, it's good that
Yo got with someone
like him.
But if he ever makes Yo sad... I'm still sticking to my
original idea of not letting him
get away with it. [He threatened Phana a few times about making
Yo sad.]
"We’re drinking this evening, don't forget," my friend
reminded me after we've been
sitting for a long time, to the point of hearing the
seniors gossiping. "At shitty Lam's
place, 6pm."
I wouldn’t miss it. I didn’t have anyone to Dlirt with,
that’s a single guy’s life. I’m
always free.
“Hey guys, an angel…” my friend changed the subject when
he saw a girl walking into
the building.
I see all my friends looking after her with hungry eyes,
because she was hot. Her
uniform top wrapped around her tightly, and her short skirt.
My friends didn’t just
look but they were also drooling.
I just watched her pass by, these types have come and gone in
my life. If I can say it,
I’ve been through a lot, I’ve even been with men. And many times
with women, let
me say it here, I’ve never been a bottom for anyone
before.
After deciding to court Yo, (and got rejected) I haven’t been
with anyone. I haven’t
courted anyone else, haven’t done any Dlirting. It’s been quiet,
all I have are alcohol
and friends these days.
I know that someone that can have these types of girls aren’t
your typical guys, he
has to be rich and good looking. He has to have a fancy
ride so that she can sit in it
without feeling embarrassed (even if my fancy ride is a
motorcycle). So, I am waiting
to see who it is that she’s with, because I see that she’s
waiting for someone.
He’s walking over… oh… a sparkling white top, black slacks and
a blue watch. It
matched his light skin, typical of a Chinese kid… his hair
was black and a little long
which was on top of a face that was oddly familiar to me.
We drink with each other often… Doctor Beam.
He is someone worthy of being her partner, he is
 handsome, has a rich dad, and quite
popular, even though he couldn’t compare to that handsome
friend of his.
I waved to greet him as he pushed that woman to walk in
front of him. They
probably had just been to 7\] heaven.
Once he sent her off, one of the illegal-doctor gang members
walked over towards
me. He greeted everyone at the table as all my friends
expressed their jealousy.
“How was it...? Doing it during the day?” I gave him a
smile.
“I just got done with my Dinals,” he shrugged.
He’s going through some issues I drink often so I see him
at the bars. I don’t know
what his issues are, but I don’t want to be nosy so I
haven’t asked.
“We’re going to drink at shitty Lam’s place this evening, invite
your illegal-doctor
gang members, too.” My friend brought up.
“One of them is attached to his wife so he’s not free and
the other… “ Beam went
silent before Dinally answering. “… He’s probably attached
to some kid.”
“Wow, your life is sad. Your friends dumped you, come on over,
we’ll make you feel
better.”
“Should I?” Beam gave a smile, “Fine, at Lam’s place?
I’ll be there.”
“At 6pm.”
Beam waved to everyone including me as he walked back to
the ride that he came in.
The seniors that were gossiping about the Moon courting another
Moon turned to
look at Beam. They started to whisper ‘N’Pha’s friend’…
It seems like it’s a normal drinking party… it seems
everything is normal.
But after that day… my life wasn’t the same anymore… I never
knew beforehand that
my life would turn out this way.
I’m thankful that he went to see that woman… and brought
her to this faculty and
also for accepting the drinking invitation from my friends.
I want to really thank him…

At Lam’s house: my friend from the same faculty.

We had said 6pm, but Beam arrived early. Once my friends
and I arrived Beam was
already drinking and his face was already red. It seems he’s
going thru some major
issues. Once I arrived I sat down next to him and took
his glass into my hand.
“Jerk, why didn’t you wait for me?” I asked him.
“Give it to me.” His speech was slurred as he tried to
take the glass back from me. He
is really going thru some major issues.
“Jerk,” I scolded him. “If you can’t handle it go to
sleep.”
“No! I’m going to drink until I’m dead,” he retrieved the glass
and drank the
remaining liquid from the glass.
Instead of getting to drink happily, I had to take care
of Doctor Beam. His condition
was bad, the more he drank the worse he got.
He started causing problems with this and that person,
becoming trouble for
everyone in the drinking circle. I had to hold his legs
and arms down because I was
the closest to the illegal-doctor gang. That made me stick
closely to him, I didn’t have
a fun time drinking that day.
“You think… I like him?”
The issue was starting to come to light… I was listening
to my friends complain, but
turned an ear to listen to Beam’s whisper, his head
was on my shoulder. I’m a little
taller than him, about 5cm, if you were to take a quick glance
you wouldn’t know the
difference.
“Like? Like who?” I am asking because I’m being nosy.
“That asshole, Kit.”
I was startled, this was hot news! I've never heard of this or
knew of this before!
“Huh?”
“Do I like him?” Beam whined.
“How would I know?” I answered without any idea.
“I fucking… I just want my friend to meet someone that’s
good, that’s all.”
“Yeah?”
“I used to be worried about him when he goes with other people
other than Ai’Pha. I
don’t know why I get worried about him.”
“You like him.”
“I’m confused, actually at that time… egh…” he gave a loud burp,
not beDitting of his
face. “… when I said I liked him, I didn’t know. I just
recently started wondering if I
liked him or not.”
So it was this confusion that caused him to go out
drinking all those times when I
saw him at the bars. I let out a sigh, reached over and
patted his shoulder as if
pulling him close.
“So, do I like him?”
“Probably,” I answered.
“Really...? I think… that’s not it… or do I?”
I think it’s time for him to go to bed… he keeps on making
me nosy in this
confusion… I want it to be sure… he needs to be a man
and accept it.
But in his state right now, it seems he can’t easily accept
it, he’s still very confused.
He’s even more confused in this drunken state.
“I think… your friend isn’t going to hold up much longer…
you can take him up to
sleep in my room. We’ll still be here for a long time.” Lam
told me.
I turned to look at the person resting on my
shoulder, his head has fallen far down to
the point where it’s about to reach my little Forth. I took
a deep breath, I understood
how miserable he was. As I took him up to the room, we
walked passed the bodies of
the drunks lying on the living room Dloor of Ai’Lam’s house.
I came to this house
often. We often get drunk having drinking parties here…
Ai’Beam, who looks tall and
big wasn’t heavy at all, he was actually light as a
feather. Not long after, I brought him
into Ai’Lam’s bedroom. Normally, Ai’Lam won’t let anyone come
sleep in his room,
no matter how drunk they are. Ai’Beam was probably a VIP
friend.
“Sleep well,” I pulled the blanket on top of him.
I was about to go drink more since I
was starting to feel only a bit tipsy. Then I wanted
to sing to my heart’s content, but…
Ai’Beam, the troublemaker pulled on my arm.
“Where are you going?”
“I’m going downstairs.”
“Stay here with me.”
“Yeah, Dine.”
Confused… He’s about to fall asleep or not, why does he need
me to stay with him?
But I guess it’s because he’s feeling miserable right now, I
can stay with him, no
problem. But why isn’t he letting my arm go?
“Let go of my arm, I won’t go anywhere,” I told him.
Holding me like this is also
making my hair stand, too. A dark room and the softness
of the orange tinted light
bulb from the porch, it was fucking romantic.
“Really?”
“Yeah…”
Even then he still wouldn’t let me go, “Really?”
“Yeah… What’s the matter with you?” I tried to free myself
with my other hand. And
it was at that time that he decided to take my hand to
go scratch a spot on his body.
That caused me to be pulled closer onto him.
It was a questionable position that would make one think of
many things. My face
and his face were only inches away, his soft breath hit my
face. And another thing
that was beyond my expectation was…
… My heart was beating fast.
“What the hell?” I tried to pull off of him, we’re drunk right
now so anything can
happen. Especially, me when I’m Dine with either women or men,
it wouldn’t be a
problem for me, or does that create more problems?
He wouldn’t let me go, he tossed and turned and
fussed, “See? You’re going to leave
me! You’re not going to stay with me!”
“Jerk! Let me go,” the more he pulled on my arm the
more my body was rubbing up
against his body. My body is starting to feel... you jerk!
“I said don’t leave me!” He kept whining, it looks like his
parents always let him have
his way when he was a little kid.
“I won’t leave! I’m here!” I shouted. He Dinally
stopped tossing and turning, and let
my arm go. I Dinally got myself stabilized and took a
deep breath in, but he only let
go… of one arm. He still had a hold of my other arm. “Let
me go…” Is he really drunk?
Why is he so strong?
“Today, I did it once.”
“Huh!?” I shouted in shock as Ai’Beam let out his words.
“You’re about to say…?”
"I did it with Milk... one time."
Asshole... why are you telling me?
"No need to tell me... and let me go."
"Bitch didn't satisfy me, weird..."
"..."
"Usually I like big tits, but it wasn't it this time."
"Because you have someone else in your heart," I spoke.
"You have someone in your
heart and you were thinking of that person when you did it...
right?"
Ai'Beam went quiet... then he spoke.
"I don't have anyone in my heart."
"What was that?"
"I have no one."
"Earlier you were just talking about him," how retarded am I
to be arguing with a
drunk person?
"That's my friend."
"Yeah... I don't believe you."
"Asshole."
"I don't freaking believe you!"
If I wasn't drunk I could probably reason with him a
little better than this. His hand
that was holding my arm was getting tighter, I could feel
it.
"I can do it with anyone... because I don't have anyone
in my heart."
"Yeah... you're the one that said you weren't satisDied."
"Want me to prove it?"
I didn't even realize when it was that I got pulled
down, and I didn't know that this
drunken version of Ai'Beam hated to be challenged. I didn't
even realize that I was
completely hovering closely over him, or that my face was about
to touch his face.
"Hey!..." I was going to get up. I'm drunk, anything can
happen right now! "... Asshole!
This isn't funny!"
"Do me..."
Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
"HEY!!!!!!"
"Do me... I can do it with anyone... I don't have anyone
in my heart."
We're deDinitely going to get struck by lightning... I
swallowed hard as the staring
from the person below challenged me. It was as if everything
was all set up, the
romantic atmosphere and our pent-up emotions.
Everything was calling my inner raw animal instincts to
surface... and the most
effective was the person below me. He keeps on challenging me,
he keeps on
talking... and he keeps on trying to pull himself up
towards me.
"Do it..."
I bit on my own lip, Ai'Beam's face wasn't far from mine,
if we moved a little more
our lips would make contact.
"Beam... I think..."
"... hurry."
"You're drunk and I'm also..."
"Do it..."
"Beam."
"It's not anything bad."
That's not it... but as I was about to speak Ai'Beam pushed
his lips up to touch my
lips... and because of the alcohol in me I was easily
swept away. In turn I started to
kiss him because I was on top.
He's a better kisser than I thought he was, even if
he made the Dirst move I was the
one that took control in the end. What I meant by him being
a good kisser is that his
return was hot and passionate, something I never imagined
before.
Not long after, both our consciousness completely disappeared as
our sexual desires
took over. I quickly stripped him of his clothing, as if
someone was lighting a Dire on
the both of us. We were over boiling, that was what we both
felt. It was hot all over.
My breathing was just as hard as his moans that escaped his
mouth.
Everything disappeared from my mind... except one thing, how
was I going to
completely satisfy the person below me...
I'm drunk, he's also drunk... he's burning hot so I have
to return it to him with just as
much.
Beam's muscles were less than mine, but he did have them. He's
whiter and
smoother than I thought he was, I gave in and touched
him many times. I softly
caressed him with my hands, and also with my mouth. And
as I continued, I couldn't
hold off any longer, my hand didn't just stay on his soft
skin, but after that....
"Beam..."
"Yeah...?"
"You... trust me, right?"
"I... trust you."
"I trust you, too... then I'll..."
"Ah! Shit!!!!!!! It hurts!!!!!!!"
... That part of him... was the tightest that I've ever
encountered... he trusts me... he's
the Dirst person that I didn't use a condom with.
I completely lost myself for a few moments. I forgot
what the truth was, I forgot what
type of relationship we had. It was as if I was
bewitched by the body that was under
me. The cries that he made, his face displayed what emotional level
he was on.
Everything about him made me crazy. I want him. There was no
end to my hunger
for his body.
I never thought... that it would turn out like this.
I didn't think of the consequences that would follow after
doing what I wanted to
do...
After I had done it... I saw Beam in a different light,
something that's never happened
before.
It was my fault...

Dawn... I woke up Dirst... I was aware of what I had

done last night and with whom. So
I got up and sat naked at the foot of the bed with the
blanket covering just my
private part. The bed was completely messed up, our clothes
were everywhere, and
Ai'Beam was still passed out. There were red marks all over his
body, it told of the
passionate night that we had.
After this, what is going to happen between us...?
I admit that I felt good... Beam gave me an experience that
I'll never forget for the
rest of my life... it was just that, it shouldn't have
happened. It wasn't right, even if it
happened because we were drunk and even though we were both
men, but... it still
shouldn't have happened.
I grabbed a pack of cigarette from Ai'Lam's bedside
drawer. I smoked as I waited for
Beam to wake up. I was on my sixth one when Beam Dinally
started to move.
I'm prepared for whatever it is that will happen.
When he saw the condition of the room and me, who was still
naked, he slowly
pulled himself up to sit. He let out a painful moan
every time he moved. He bent
down and picked up his clothing and started to dress
himself.
"Beam..."
"Yeah."
"Aren't you going to say anything?" I asked carefully, his
current condition was easily
hurting my heart. Last night, I wasn't gentle with
him at all... I am a horrible person.
"What can I say?"
I didn't know what to say. It was obvious that between
us, we weren't drinking
buddies anymore. It suddenly became very odd...
"You can yell at me. You can do anything to me, just don't
stay quiet like this," ever
since I've known him, I've never used this tone of voice with him.
"Put out the cigarette..." he said with a stiff voice.
"Huh?"
"I don't like cigarettes."
I had forgotten what he was studying to become... I put
the cigarette out in its proper
place. Then I turned to look at Ai'Beam who was now
purposely facing the other
way.
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay," his voice was normal.
"Does it hurt...?" I asked stupidly.
"Of course it hurts, you asshole! You wouldn't stop
pounding into me, were you
starving it that much?"
Why is it that once he started yelling at me, it felt
a little better...?
"I'm really sorry," that was all I could say.
"Forget it, I was the one that was rushing you to do
me," he spoke as he got dressed. I
stood up and was trying to help him, he pulled his arm
away a couple of times, but I
wouldn't stop.
Why do I feel like I'm trying to apologize to my wife?
"If we're going to blame anyone, we were both wrong..."
Beam was Dinally dressed in his outDit from yesterday. He
started to walk with
difDiculty and I got really worried. I watched nervously
and with worry.
"Just forget about it."
He said so easily... before walking slowly to go open
the door. He left, leaving me in a
room that seemed to have just gone through a war.
Just forget about it...
Forget it...
Forget...
It should be that way in Beam's mind, it was just two
guys having fun during the
night. Once we wake up, we just go our own separate ways.
We will act as if nothing
happened. There wasn't anything wrong.
But how come I can't see it that way? And I don't want him
to see it that way, either.
I don't want him to think it was just that.
I quickly got dressed and went after him. A few of my
friends that had just woken up
pointed towards the door to indicate that Beam had already
left. One of them asked
what I was doing with Beam all night long in Ai'Lam's room...
I didn't waste my time answering... I was in a hurry.
I couldn't catch up to his car, so I called him. He
wouldn't answer my calls. So I ended
up calling Ai'Pha, who sounded annoyed and Dinally ended
the call, (he was being
obnoxiously over protective even if I called him and not N'Yo)
so I called him again
and he said Beam didn't come to class. So that meant...
he was at his dorm.
I remember them saying that Beam lives in the same dorm as
Ai'Kit, that wasn't far
from Ai'Pha's dorm. I remember Ai'Pha's dorm because he lives
in the same dorm as
N'Yo. (Yeah, you two were obviously created for each other!)
But I didn't know
where Beam and Kit's dorm was...
What should I do...? I drove around to almost all
of the dorm's parking lots to look
for Beam's car. (That was really all I could think of!) He
won't take my calls! I called
Ai'Kit and his phone was also turned off! So all I could
do was drive around looking
for him. It was a good thing that Beam's car was different,
but I had bad luck because
I still couldn't Dind it. Then I Dinally met someone I
knew at a Seven-Eleven, in front
of a dorm.
Ai'Ming...
"Hey!" I called to my junior from the same faculty.
"What are you doing around
here?"
"I'm trying to court someone."
Yeah... he answered that pretty straight forwardly, but I'll
ask him another time
about who it is.
"Do you know which dorm Ai'Beam and Ai'Kit lives in? I don't
know which one it is."
Ai'Ming stood still and gave an expressionless face before
pointing straight ahead,
"That one."
I turned so quick that my neck was about to snap off, then
I Dinally spotted the car. It
was parked all the way in the back. That was why I didn't
spot it at Dirst. I waved
goodbye to Ai'Ming then went to park in front of the dorm.
I stood and collected my bravery, took a deep breath in
before running over to the
housekeeper. I told her that Ai'Beam was ill and she easily
opened the door for me to
enter plus told me which room belonged to Ai'Beam.
Once I got there I knocked on his door a couple of
times...
"Kit? Just hang it on the door, I'll eat it later."
I saw the white plastic bag which contained rice porridge that
was hanging on the
door knob. From the warmth of the bag it was obvious that
it had just gotten hung
recently. I decided to knock again, and the person I
had been searching for Dinally
opened the door for me.
And once he saw my face... he was going to shut the door
on me. I was quick and
blocked it by sticking my foot in... I pulled myself
into his room without an invitation
from him. Judging from his outDit and his face, he had gone
straight to bed once he
got home.
The guilt was felt deep in my heart...
"I have something to discuss with you," I started to talk.
"I don't."
"Beam..."
"Stupid Forth! Can't you just let it go? Can't you just act
like it never happened? I
can't even look you in the face anymore!" Beam grimaced. This was
the most serious
expression I've ever seen on him.
I let out a sigh before answering stubbornly, "I can't let
this go."
"Jerk!" he scolded, "The other people that you've fucked,
why don't you go and
bother them like this?!"
"You're... my friend, right?" my voice became softer.
That reason alone wasn't enough for me. I had other
feelings that were greater than
that.
"Friends? It's because we're friends, we're still just friends! Don't
worry about it!
Don't think too much into it! Just stop and go home," he tried
to end the
conversation.
"I can't."
"Shit!"
"You're damaged because of me."
"I'm not a woman!" he snapped...
"I really feel that way."
"Can you stop making me feel worse than I already am?" his
face showed that he was
feeling guilty in what he had done. This is probably what
they meant by; think before
you do something.
Let's just say, we weren't in our best conditions. I had
destroyed Beam's body
physically to the point where he looked drained. At the same
time I was feeling guilty
and worried for the person in front of me, I couldn't
do anything for him to feel even
a little better.
"Beam..."
"Get out, don't make it worse than it already is."
"I... I..."
"Get out! I want to be alone. I did something bad. Don't
make it any worse than it
already is."
What have we done...?
Everything that was normal was now completely destroyed... just
because of one
quick decision...
It was uncomfortable. The uncomfortable feeling of being
concerned and worrying
about him, I can't leave him like this. This was what was in my
heart...
Before I opened the door to leave... I turned to
look at his face, his face that showed
he had done something horribly wrong.
The things I did to him... it wasn't like it was
completely all bad.
I've never been this worried about anyone. I've never been this
concerned. I've never
hungered for someone and wanted to see their face this much
before. Fine, it may
have just been a one-night stand that was really short lived.
But it had completely
changed my way of thinking. It had completely erased how
I used to view him.
I now only know of this view that I have on him now...
it wasn't the same anymore.
"You think there's nothing wrong with what I did, but I see
it as something a man
needs to take responsibility for."
I spoke up again... Ai'Beam turned to look at me in
confusion...
"The truth from my heart, Beam... from today and every day
after... I will court you."
"2 Moons" - Special Chapter
The (ir)regular day of Insane Doctor Gang (Part of Phana)
Novel by Chiffon_cake

"So, we are going to walk around the Open Market

to ask for the donation this time. Okay? You guys
have to be really devote for this task because we
do not have much time and specially..." The group
project leader, the genius lady with the highest
grade from your school, turns her face to us. "Kit
Beam and You, Pha! You three have to join us this
time. Because you guys skipped last time. I don't
know what the heck you were doing. But this time,
you need to attack on our target group hard. You
know? All the ladies in that market. Got it?"
I roll up my eyes. "Boring" I think it out loud in my
head. Normally, I should work as one of the
organizers, not a staff like this time. Damn! I plan to
take Yo to the hot pot place, but now I cannot do it.
I don't know what the hell is going on with my friends. Ai Kit is playing with his
phone all day and all night.
Someone send him the messages non-stop. He makes the face like being annoyed but
replying back on
every single message. Until finally they are chatting.
Yeah... The name on his phone is MOONGMING. So, he's done. Practically been taken
by this Engineering
boy.
And another one seems like to be mad and moody for no reason. All day and all night
too. He's been
heated up to the level that Kit and I do not dare to ask. He tosses his phone to Ai
Kit and tells him to take
it away. I see that there are so many missed calls on showing up on that screen.

What the fuck is going on? What did I miss? Why haven you both been flirted and
chased this hard?

"Hey... Beam... Are you all right?" I grab my buddy's arm after he walks strangely
like he's going to be
fainted. "What the fuck is going on with you? Workouts gone wrong? Injured during
the exercise or
something?"
"Something like that." He's still being moody.
"I heard that you went out for a drink with Ai Forth and friends. Should have call
me too." Kit complains.
And that's probably the last couple threads almost causing the explosion of Ai
Beam. Ai Kit and I are
looking at each others confusing. We all carry the project display boards "Donate
your Love to Kids" to
the under the building of our school and I see the blue Engineering jacket from
afar.

He walks toward us as soon as he sees us. I make a cautious face to him. Ai Forth
never comes around
here. What does he want?
"Hey Forth... Hi..." Kit is greeting to the Sophomore Engineering Moon, but he
doesn't care about that
greeting. Instead he walks real fast to another best friend of mine.
Ai Beam ...
"Why don't you pick up my call?"
"I was in the class." Beam is trying to walk away.
"But, at least you can text me or something."
"Get lost. I don't have to reply you anything."
"You have to. I'm worried about you."

WHAT

THE

FUCK!!!

Somebody needs to explain this to me. I look at Ai Kit and know that we are having
to same question
here.

Really... WHAT THE FUCK is going on between these two shits?

"What are you two doing? Hurry up. The project leader is fucking rushing us there."
Beam walks away
from us and Ai Forth is running after him. We, two idiots, are turning our stupid
faces to each others,
looking extremely confused, and walking right after them.

"I'll help you." Forth tries to take the stuffs from Beam's hands.
"Hey... Give me back."
"That's ok. I can handle them. How are you doing?"
"I'm not going to be ok because of you. Give them back to me."
"No!" Forth turns the donation box away from Beam.
"God damn it! You are so fucking..."
"Do you want me to hold you while you are walking? Can you walk?"
"Leave me alone."
"Are you sure? Have to taken any pills since last night?"
"I'm not fucking taking any thing."
"But you are Med Student. Why don't you take care of yourself? How can you be
recovered then?"
"And who are the cause of all these shits?"

Now they both are in their own world now. Having me and Ai Kit being in our
confusing world back here.
No one dares to ask anything. But one thing for sure, they are SUPER close to each
other. How the fuck
is this happening? Is it because they went to have a drink together? Normally me
and Ai Forth are closet
than Ai Kit and Ai Beam. But right after WaYo incident, we are kind of being away
from each other.

Anyhow, They shouldn't have been this close. And it happens over night.
"Hey... Do we have ask Ai Beam about this?" Ai Kit break out the silent from our
confusing world.
"Not necessary. Better wait for him to start talking."
"But... Do you think he will talk?"
"How the fuck do I know? But, for sure, Ai Forth is not letting him go easily."

No matter where we go. Walking or taking the University Bus. Ai Forth is following
Ai Beam like a shadow.
He doesn't care how Beam acts or yells at him. He just keeps asking and asking. So
fucking annoyed. No
wonder why Ai Beam wants to kick him away this much. Me and Ai Kit do not even have
a chance to
speak to any one of them.

Finally we are here at the Open Market. And Ai Forth let Ai Beam to have that
donation box back. He
steps back to stand by next to our group.
I'm so ready to shoot Ai Beam a question, but I have to wait because we have to
listen a tutorial about
"how to get the donation" from the project leader.
"Why is Ai Forth here following you like this?" Ai Kit starts. I'm standing in the
middle between both of
them now.
Ai Beam sighs so loud before saying "You two have to help me. Get rid of him from
me."
"Why?"
"He's..." Ai Beam pauses a little before speaking it out moodily. "...annoyed."
"But normally you are such a fan of him." Ai Kit shoots one of his conclusion from
his observation. "You
always admire him saying that he's nice, handsome, smart, and perfect to the Campus
Moon than Ai
Pha."
"Hey... I was pretending to annoy Ai Pha." He argues.
"I don't think so." I add "You were serious. I remember."
"Shut the fuck up." Ai Beam complains more. "If you think that we are best friends.
Get rid of him for me."
"We need to know the reason." Kit and I are serious about this.

"He hurts me."

Hurt? Ai Kit and I are looking at each other faces.

And we haven't had a chance to discuss about the
meaning of that 'reason' yet, the project leader starts
walking toward us to check whether we are ready to
work or not. She wants us to be handsome as much
as we can, so we can get a lot of donation today.

It doesn't take that long to fill up the donation box for

me. Both baht bills and coins are filling up real fast
here. I bow and say thank you repeatedly. As same
as Ai Kit's and Ai Beam's boxes. But there is
something weird... Do you know what it is?
If there is a small cute guy (like Wayo and more "moe" 萌え) walking toward Ai
Beam, which I know that
he always love this style, Ai Beam will smile and flirt to him (Right... Buddy...
So it doesn't matter if he's a
dude, right?). That tall dude in the blue Engineering jacket will walk toward them
real fast and cut the line
by putting some money before that cute little guy. Ai Beam and I are counting and
it's repeatedly
happened for 4-5 times already.

This is so not normal. This is not the way Jerk does. Because he doesn't care how
much Beam being
mad, but instead he keeps that cold staring at him.

Fuck! We are seriously need to talk between three of us.

"Pha. Why don't you help me blocking him away?" Beam complains.
"Blocking my ass. He's donating, so you have to keep it. He puts like 1,000 baht on
every single time."
Yep, 1,000 baht is the biggest bank note we have in Thailand. The project leader is
so happy to see those
gray bank notes in the boxes.
Note: You can buy 5 lunch sets in the restaurant with that 1,000 baht.
"You, Prick"
"All right... All right... I'll block him away. But you have to promise me to tell
me everything about what has
been going between you two."

Ai Beam's stunted and blushed a little. Ai Kit and I are looking at him and
trying to gather as much as evidences here. But we cannot do that for long
because the donations are still running here non-stop.
Not for too long, I see someone approaching Ai Forth. Seems like those
two guys are just greeting Ai Beam normally, but the abnormal part is that
one of those is ...

Wayo, my boyfriend.

"Fuck." I swear out loud, almost give my donation box to my friend and run to him,
but Yo turns to me first
and smile. He waves to me.
Possessive? Of course, but with that smile, I'll take it as a deposit. He has to
pay the rest tonight with
kisses.

Yo is not walking toward me for sure. He wants me to work. He's just standing there
eating the fish balls
and trying to share it with Ai Forth, but he shakes his face. Of course, the other
side of Yo is Ai Ming. He
doesn't eat anything, but standing tall acting like Yo's bodyguard.
Now I know why there is something's moving on my back. Because Ai Ming's here, so
Ai Kit uses me to
hide.
"What the fuck are you doing?" I complain "Why are you hiding?"
"I don't know why he's staring at me."
"That's such a normal look. Not a stare."
"I don't know. I want to hide. Hey... Ai Fuck Pha. Don't look at him."
"What the fuck is going in here?"

Seems like I'm the only normal one here. And not for too long, the new Campus Moon
walks toward us
and open his wallet before taking one 1,000 bank note out.
"What?" I tease Ai Ming.
"P'Pha... Where is P'Kit?" He tease us back.
"Holding tight on my back like a Parasite there."
I think he should show his face to Ai Ming instead of doing this. It's more
embarrassing than seeing him.

"Can you please tell him to show up? I want to donate."

"You can put into my box here." I love my friend, so of
course I'm possessive them too. And I block Ai Ming for
him, so he can buy me a drink later.
"But..."
"Take out another one and Ai Kit will show up."

Ai Ming looks at me stunted. I give him an eyebrow. This

is fun. We can get more donation and tease someone
who's trying to date my best friend.
Ai Ming smirks. He knows what's going on, so he takes
out another 1,000.
Wow! These Engineering boys are rich.
I use one of my elbow to poke Ai Kit to show up and get
the donation. But Ai Kit seems to refuse by moving and
not coming out.
"No."
"Come on up here."
"I said no."
"What did you do? Why cannot you see him?"
"I... I send a wrong sticker."

I leave Ai Ming waiting and turn my face back to my little buddy standing behind
me.

"What did you send?"

"..."
"What?"
"Love you..."
"Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha..."
"Shut up."
"Then you tell him that you sent the wrong one."
"I was going to tell him, but he floods all of the hearts and sends me back the
'Love you...' too."
"So that's it? So you feel shy?"
"Uh-huh."
"Fuck... It's just a sticker."
"I don't know. I cannot. It's so fucking sissy."

I can see that my buddy's face is all red now. Yeah... I become the most masculine
in the gang now. I
have to take care of them and block every guys who come to date them. Right?
I grab his arm to show up front and receive the donation. Ai Ming's also shy and
smiles to my little buddy.
He's such a teaser and Ai Kit is almost dead there.
"Why the fuck are you doing staring at me? Donate your money and get the fuck off."
Ai Kit yells at Ai
Ming.
"When will be you be done krub? Go back home with me na." Ai Ming speaks to Ai Kit.
"No. He has to go back home with me." I act like the best friend protecting my
buddy. Ai Kit looks at me
like I'm his hero, while Ai Ming looks at me curiously.
"I thought you were taking Ai Yo back home. He said to me earlier today that he
wants to have a Hot Pot,
but he's waiting to have some with you."
"Oh... Really?" I look at Yo standing right next to Ai Forth. Does he still want to
have a Hot Pot? He's
already eating the fish balls right now. "So... Ai Kit... You go back home with Ai
Ming."

Ai Kit shocked and his jaw drops.

"Don't worry krub. Thanks krub P'Pha. We'll wait for you guys over there na krub."

After Ai Ming walks away, I give Ai Kit a forcing smile feeling sorry for what I
did. I cannot be real "mean"
and beside Ai Ming is a good guy. Get over it and date him, buddy.

I can hear Ai Beam breath heavily right next to me.

"How are you doing?"
"I'm ok. Just tired."
"Your face are pale and look like you are going to be fainted." Kit says.

He must be really sick. I try to get Ai Beam to stop and rest, but he said that he
wants to fill up the
donation box first. It doesn't take that long. That giant in the blue jacket shows
up again. This time he
approaches him from behind.
"Give me that. I'll help." Ai Forth tries to take that box but Ai Beam doesn't let
it go.
"No... You are fucking nosey."
"Here... Water." He hands Beam a bottle of drinking water with a straw. "Drink it."
"No..."
"I saw you lick the lips for several times. You must be thirsty."
"Go away."
"Drink it."
"No."
"Or do you want me to feed you the water with my mouth?"

HOLY

FUCK...

FUCK...

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK

Am I listening it wrong? My jaw drops looking at both of them and being shocked
here. Yes... So does Kit.
Fucking shit... What the fuck is going on with you two?
I interrupting cough... before pulling Ai Beam to my back and face up to Ai Forth
(Once again, I'm playing
the role of Friend Protector.)

"He said no."

"If you know what's wrong with him, I'm sure you'll let me take care of him. But,
the truth is you don't
know.
"Why don't I know?" I yell back. But inside my head I yell it differently like
Yeah... I don't know a shit. Why
don't you both tell me what the fuck is going on here?

"If you know, then you have to let me take my responsibility."

I think I know what's going on between these two, but if I speak it out, I might
get a punch from Ai Beam
here.

I look at my best friend considering... He keeps staring at me... So... I have to

be the one to block every
guys trying to approach both of you, right?

"If you do more than just take your responsibility, then I'll let you do it."

I give Ai Forth a serious look and strongly hope that he'll understand what I mean.
We have been friend
for year. So I can read what I mean.

Doing more than just take your responsibility... means giving your heart to my best
friend and take a very
good care of him.
Ai Forth is not an idiot. He smiles and replies to me.

"You can see me now. You know this is different. With Yo I've never been like
this."

So, he's not into Yo anymore, right? I look at him into his eyes trying to get the
answer. And yes, he can
answer me from his eyes.

"Then..." I shrug my shoulder "he will never drink that. Give it to me."

I take that drinking water bottle from Ai Forth and give it to Ai Beam. At first,
he wouldn't drink it, but he
has no choice. Although it's a very late afternoon, but it's still hot as hell. He
must be really thirsty.

"Water?"

Ai Ming shows up and hands a drinking water to Ai Kit.

Opened with a straw. Just like Ai Forth did. He almost
make Ai kit jumps when he first shows up.

"I..." Just like Ai Beam. Thirsty, but playing hard to get

game.

"P'Phaaaaaa"

There he is... My sweet Wayo. He picks up one fish ball with that bamboo stick.
"Open your mouth...
ahhhhh..."

Ke Ke Ke We are the winners here. The boss is still the boss. Sweetest couple in
the world is right here. I
smile to Nong Yo, open my mouth and eat that fish ball. He looks so happy to do
that to me.

"The angels will pick me up to do the lab report na. I'll see you at the apartment
tonight na."

I'm stunted. "What? I thought you wanted to eat the Hot Pot. I planned to take you
there after this."

"P'Pha is the one who wants to eat it. I never said that I want to eat it na."

I turn to Ai Ming, which is making a face like he didn't say anything.

Forget about Ai Kit. You... Son of the bitch!
"Kit... Come here." I take my friend back to stand right next to me. Ai Ming looks
at Kit sadly. "Go back
home with me."
"Sure!" Ai Kit looks so happy.
"Me too." Ai Beam joins.

I'm mad and become a childish big bully here.

"Good. Ai Beam and Ai Kit are going back home with me. You both can go."
I'm still the winner here. It's fun to win over those Engineering boys. Today is
supposed to be our regular
day, but not anymore because of you both.
"Hey..." Yo punches my tummy gently.
"What was that for?" My voice change from being mean to being "cute"
"Bully"
"No, I'm not."
"You are mean to my friend and P'Forth."
"Why? I love my friends too."
"You are overreacting."
"No, I'm not."
"..."
"Mad at me?"
"..."
"Are you mad at me? Come on... Yo..."
"Why do you have to yell at me?"
"What?"
"You were yelling at me."
"What? When? No! I was explaining to you."
"See? You do it again."
"What?"
"Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha"

Suddenly he's just laughing out loud and I know that he got me. After talking to my
boyfriend, I feel like
I've lost all of my friends now.
On the left, Ai Kit is pulled by Ai Ming going into
the Market.

On the right, Ai Beam is pushed by Ai Forth to get

out of this Market.

It's too late to get them both back because they

went to different direction and I cannot go into two
directions in the same time. Good luck, buddies.

I smile to Yo and pretend to complain to him... "You, Little Rascal.” 💕

"P'Kit... I know that you are hungry... Anything you want to eat na.
You can choose whatever you want."
"You are so stubborn."
"I don't want you to think that I do it differently from what I said to
you in the sticker."
"..."
"Like is Like... Love is Love... Do you understand?"

"How are you doing? Do you want me to hold you up?"

"Fuck you... Let me walk by myself. I'm not pregnant."
"I should hold you up."
"No!"
"Good... Yelling out loud... Woo Hoo... I like that..."
"FUCK YOU!!!"

TBC*