7th Time Loop The Villainess Enjoys A Carefree Life Married To Her
7th Time Loop The Villainess Enjoys A Carefree Life Married To Her
Color Inserts
Title Page
Copyrights and Credits
Table of Contents Page
Dramatis Personae
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Epilogue
Bonus Story: A Hands-on Examination Is the Only Way
Afterword
Newsletter
Chapter 1
***
Emperor Arnold Hein had five retainers who answered directly to him on
the battlefield. Whenever Arnold wasn’t there, they carried out his orders and
delivered him whatever victories he requested in the war. It was thanks to the
support of these five knights that Arnold was able to conquer the world in such a
short time. One of them was Rudolf Gert Gutheil, who had introduced himself to
Rishe and Arnold as their guard for the evening.
I never imagined I’d meet him here…
Rishe sat in the royal box seat on the fourth floor of the theater and cast
her gaze down. The red velour seating was fluffy, with cushions here and there
throughout the box. It was couch seating, not individual seats, so she sat beside
Arnold. There was plenty of room in the box, but she found herself easing into a
spot where she would be shoulder to shoulder with him.
She flipped through the program, pretending to read it. None of Prince
Arnold’s future retainers currently serve him. I thought I still had time before I
needed to keep an eye on them.
Rishe lowered the program and said, “May I ask how Sir Gutheil came to
be our security for this evening, Prince Arnold? I noticed there were many who
are not of your Imperial Guard among the forces stationed in the hall.”
Arnold stared at her in surprise.
“Your Highness?”
“There are some fifty knights in my Imperial Guard. There must be ones
you haven’t spoken to yet. You don’t mean to say you’ve memorized all their
faces, do you?”
“Hmm? Of course I did. The Imperial Guard are the retainers you’ve
personally acknowledged, are they not?”
The Imperial Guard were knights Arnold had chosen to report to him.
Rishe knew that, despite appearances, Arnold cared a great deal for his
subordinates. As his future empress, she would never forget their names or faces,
even if she’d only met them once before.
His expression tender, Arnold replied, “My Imperial Guard are somewhat
short-staffed now that I’ve sent a number of them to Coyolles. As such, I
decided it was time to expand their scale.”
“You’re choosing new Imperial Guards, then…”
She was getting a bad feeling about this. Arnold’s Imperial Guard
currently numbered fifty, but even in a small nation like Hermity, it was normal
for a force of a hundred or more to protect the crown prince.
Fifty Imperial Guards are simply too few for a huge country like Galkhein,
much less one with such a military focus. I understand that, but I have no way of
knowing whether that’s the only reason behind this. In all my past lives, Prince
Arnold killed his own father two years from now and became the emperor… I’m
sure the forces he used to achieve it were his Imperial Guards.
Ergo, Arnold’s “expanding the scale” of his Imperial Guards might have
been a necessary step toward his future war.
I’ll have to gather more information while preparing for the wedding.
Now was not the time to be thinking about this, however. Arnold was sure
to be suspicious if she appeared too fixated on the matter, so she schooled her
expression and traced over the names on the program.
“I didn’t know Sylvia was the star of tonight’s show. It’s been so long
since I’ve heard her sing! I’m really looking forward to this.”
“You’ve seen the leading lady perform before?”
“Yes. It was, um…” She paused for a moment to make sure she wasn’t
getting any of her past-life memories confused. “…with my previous fiancé,
Prince Dietrich!”
Arnold fell silent.
“It should be a different show tonight, but she was the prima donna in that
production as well. Her voice was so clear and powerful, it really moved me.”
Still the prince said nothing.
“Even Prince Dietrich enjoyed it. He would always get bored in the
middle of any other shows.”
Once she finished speaking, Arnold’s gaze dropped.
Will he enjoy the opera? Rishe wondered as she flipped back to the
previous page in the program. He doesn’t seem very interested, but he said this
was his first time attending an opera. I think he should at least experience it
before he makes a decision, rather than writing it off without trying it.
Something occurred to Rishe then. “Do you have any questions about
opera, Your Highness? If I’m able to answer, I—”
A heavy weight settled on her, and she gasped. Huh?!
As she blinked in surprise, Arnold laid his head on her shoulder. He had
reclined against the backrest and was looking down at his own program
languidly, snuggled against Rishe. His elbow rested on a cushion between them,
and he had put most of his weight on it, so he wasn’t terribly heavy. But she
could definitely feel a weight—his weight—on her shoulder.
Heat suffused Rishe’s cheeks. Somehow, it wasn’t just their bodies that
were close but their hearts as well. “Um, Your Highness…?” she whispered.
They were in the theater, after all. They couldn’t make too much noise.
“What is it?” Arnold’s tone was the same as ever. He spoke as if he’d
always sat this way, like it was the most natural thing in the world. Yet there was
also a certain listlessness to his voice.
Her heart pounding, Rishe gazed down at Arnold and asked him, “Are…
are you sleepy?”
Arnold’s eyes flicked toward her. Rishe normally had to crane her neck to
look at him; it was her first time seeing him from this angle. Her heart throbbed
as she stared down into his beautiful, sea-blue eyes.
“That’s not it.”
Then what is it?
Paying no mind to Rishe’s bewilderment, Arnold said to her, “You’ll
answer my questions, won’t you?”
Of course, but why in this position?! she thought, but she didn’t have the
courage to ask out loud. She was certain that Arnold had noticed both her
surprise and her flushed cheeks. In fact, he looked like the cat that got the cream
as he observed her from his current position. Still, he made no move except to
study his program again.
“What is an opera, anyway?”
“Erm…”
Arnold’s breath tickled her ear. Did his voice sound deeper than usual
because of the theater’s acoustics? Her pulse quickened at the sound. As she’d
been asked a question, however, she intended to answer it in good faith.
“In theater, the story is only told through acting. In opera, the performers
also sing.”
“Huh,” Arnold grunted. He shifted, and Rishe heard the rustling of his
hair. She could feel his body heat on her shoulder, which just reminded her of
their closeness.
Arnold peeled off one of his black gloves. The movement was slow and
somehow picturesque. Rishe gulped, watching him. His large, bare hand slunk to
Rishe’s lap and flipped the pages of the program resting there.
“Do you like this particular show?”
“W-well…this troupe doesn’t publicize the contents of the show
beforehand. Not knowing the story until it begins is part of the appeal.” Rishe
remembered Dietrich complaining about that. The memory rose to mind at the
exact same time Arnold’s eyes slid toward hers again.
“What kind of stories have you seen before?”
He must have wanted to guess tonight’s show. Rishe met his gaze and took
a deep breath to calm herself.
“One was about a wedding in a world with magic. A princess had a
political marriage, and the story told of a vow they would share in the form of a
kiss…”
She trailed off, staring into Arnold’s blue eyes. The candlelight from their
box seat danced on his long lashes, casting shadows over his pale cheeks. Even
in the dim lighting, his eyes called to mind gemstones.
Unable to tear her gaze away from his, Rishe thought, Wait. Marriage
rites?
In less than a month, Rishe would be married to Arnold. She knew that, of
course, and she was busy getting ready for the event each day. The details of the
ceremony were quite similar to those in Rishe’s homeland. Thus, she’d only
briefly scanned the itinerary and instead prioritized preventing Arnold’s war.
At that moment, however, Rishe became newly aware of one fact.
Exchanging a kiss in a wedding ceremony… Won’t we be doing that as
well?
“…Rishe?” She had frozen in place, and Arnold’s gaze turned dubious.
In Galkhein’s wedding ceremony, the bride and groom say their vows in
front of the goddess and become husband and wife… In the palace chapel, they
exchange vows, and then…
They kissed.
Rishe blinked, registering the fact anew. A vow in the form of a kiss?
Between Prince Arnold and me? In front of all the guests attending our
wedding?
“Hey. What’s wrong?” Arnold sat up and studied her face.
She’d been freed from the weight on her shoulder, but they were still
close. And because their faces were but a hair’s breadth apart, she was vividly
reminded of an incident two months ago: Theodore had called Rishe to the
chapel, and she and Arnold had spoken there. After that, he had taken her chin in
his hand and kissed her.
“Hngh…”
Her already hot face burned even hotter. Rishe shoved the moment to the
back of her mind. She knew there must have been some reason Arnold did it. But
puzzling it out overwhelmed her, so she’d avoided it altogether.
“What? Don’t tell me you have a fever.”
“Y-Your Highness, I…!”
Arnold reached out to touch her forehead. Rishe grabbed his hand and
brought it down to her lap. She squeezed it between her own hands. It didn’t
change the fact that they were touching now, but initiating it herself was much
better for her heart than letting Arnold touch her at will.
“I’m fine… Nothing’s wrong…”
Arnold was frowning, a complex expression on his face. He was a
swordsman, so he probably hated having his hands bound. Rishe was sorry to
make him uncomfortable, but she really didn’t want him to touch her any further.
She was sure she would cry if she thought about that kiss again when they were
this close.
A bell rang, signaling the start of the performance. Rishe did her best to
act like nothing happened and put on a brave face. “I-It’s starting!”
“…”
The theater staff extinguished the lamps here and there among the seats.
As the venue dimmed, the buzz of the crowd rose in anticipation. A moment
later, silence fell as if on cue. But while this silence normally excited Rishe, right
now it was just another inconvenience.
Prince Arnold will be able to hear my heart pounding!
Although the opera was about to begin, she couldn’t even concentrate on
the stage. She wanted to see Arnold’s expression, but she didn’t have the courage
to meet his gaze. As her thoughts spun, the thick red curtain went up.
A lone woman stood on the stage, illuminated by a chandelier. Rishe and
Arnold were up on the fourth floor, so they couldn’t see her face without opera
glasses. Still, the woman resembled a blooming flower. Her bewitching beauty
was obvious even at this distance. Her long, glossy hair was almost crimson, her
dress a vibrant red. She sauntered forward, slowly extending an arm.
At that moment, Rishe noticed something strange. Arnold seemed to have
sensed the same thing. Rishe shook off her confusion and focused on the diva.
Something’s wrong…
Just when Rishe picked up some opera glasses to get a closer look…
“Ah!”
Sylvia collapsed.
Rishe leapt to her feet and spun around. Arnold seemed to know exactly
what she wished to ask without her saying anything. “You’re free to act as you
wish.”
“Thank you, Your Highness!” Grateful to Arnold from the bottom of her
heart, Rishe rushed out of the royal box. She pushed through the first of the
double doors, then the second, emerging in the hall. An unfamiliar knight
guarding the room let out a cry of surprise. Apologizing to him, Rishe looked
down the hall.
I only sense knights on this floor and the lower one… There’s no time to
run down the stairs!
Heading for the spiral staircase, she kicked off her shoes and jumped up
onto the handrail, her dress fluttering behind her.
“Wha—?! Lady Rishe?!”
She ignored the knight’s voice as she sailed down the railing. In less than a
minute, she arrived on the first floor, where her usual guards were stationed.
Though they were surprised to see her, they were also accustomed to her
behavior. They quickly got over their shock. “An emergency, Lady Rishe?! I will
take your shoes. This way.”
“Thank you, Kamil! You as well, Dennis!” She pressed her shoes into the
guard’s waiting hands and ran off, calling to them as she passed, “Please
summon a doctor! Contact the theater staff and the opera troupe! Prince Arnold
will have his own instructions, so someone please join him on the fourth floor!”
“Yes, ma’am!”
Arnold’s Imperial Guards acted immediately. Parting with them, Rishe
headed straight for the greenroom. Due to her habit of confirming the emergency
exits in every new place, she’d already studied the theater’s floor plan from a
map posted on one of the walls. Arnold had the same habit; their security detail
had been startled when they both met in front of the stairs.
She arrived at the greenroom door, finding it deserted where she expected
to see theater security posted.
“Sylvia! Sylvia, pull yourself together!”
“Pardon me!” Rishe said, and the pale faces of the opera troupe all turned
to her. “I have some training as an apothecary. Please allow me to perform first
aid until a doctor arrives!”
“Agh… Yes, please!” A panicked man quickly moved aside for Rishe.
Sylvia lay on the greenroom floor, her face white as a sheet even under the
vibrant theatrical makeup.
“Miss Sylvia, please respond in some way if you can hear my voice.”
Sylvia’s face was creased with pain, but she managed a small nod.
She’s conscious and not bleeding, but her pulse is rapid. More than
anything, her breathing was shallow.
As gently as she could so as not to distress the songstress further, Rishe
asked, “Does your head hurt, Miss Sylvia? I’m going to touch your shoulders.
Did you feel that on both sides?”
“Yes…I just…can’t breathe…”
“Got it. One moment.” Rishe grabbed a nearby shawl—supposedly a prop
—and draped it over Sylvia. She reached behind Sylvia’s dress and loosened her
corset, lifting her into a sitting position with the shawl covering her for modesty.
A member of the opera troupe stammered, “Sh-shouldn’t she lie down?”
“It’s easier to breathe in a sitting position than lying down. Well,
depending on external wounds, of course. Does Miss Sylvia have any chronic
conditions?”
“I don’t think so, but she hadn’t seemed well these last few days…”
Sylvia was breathing easier with Rishe supporting her upright.
“You’re all right. You’ll be all right. Breathe slowly, and just focus on
staying comfortable as much as you can.” Rishe rubbed Sylvia’s shoulders. She
seemed to have brought the songstress some relief; her quick, shallow breaths
were gradually slowing.
Her life doesn’t seem to be in danger, and whatever this is, I don’t think it
will cause lasting harm… That said, she’ll need to be treated someplace she can
relax.
They weren’t far from the audience seats, so the murmuring of the crowd
drifted into the room. Rishe couldn’t pick out individual voices, but surprise,
confusion, and discontent were apparent at the curtain’s abrupt lowering. Those
voices would only serve to worsen Sylvia’s condition.
It would take too long to bring her somewhere she can rest while we wait
for the doctor to arrive, but I have no medicine or tools here to treat her with.
The door to the greenroom opened, and Rishe raised her head. “Prince
Arnold.”
“Th-the prince?!” A commotion rose up around them.
Arnold’s eyes swept over the greenroom before settling on Rishe. “Entrust
the patient to the knights. They’ll carry her to our carriage.”
“But what about the doctor?”
“You’ve examined her, haven’t you? If you’ve taken care of her
preliminary treatment, it’ll be faster to bring her to a doctor than wait for one.”
Rishe nodded, sensing the trust in his voice. “We’ll have to ask the
audience to remain in their seats. If even a tenth of them leave, we won’t be able
to transport Miss Sylvia.”
“I’ve already asked my knights to instruct the audience to remain seated.
They’ve also been ordered to restrict traffic on the street from here to the clinic.”
It was just like Arnold to make such quick judgments and act on them just
as fast. He’d handled everything Rishe herself hadn’t had time to get to.
“Do we need to construct something to get her to the carriage?”
“No, that would take too long. It would be better to have someone carry
her instead.”
“Understood.” Arnold turned to the hallway and ordered one of the
knights there, “Move the patient to the carriage.”
“Yes, sir.”
Rishe balked at the knight who’d responded: It was Gutheil, Arnold’s
future retainer, who strode into the room.
But why?
He shouldn’t have even been one of Arnold’s Imperial Guards at the
moment. Who exactly was responsible for getting him so close to Arnold so
quickly, and why?
Was it Prince Arnold who brought Sir Gutheil here? Does he already plan
to make Sir Gutheil one of his Imperial Guard?
That meant Arnold was one step closer to killing his father and starting the
war that would ravage the world.
As Rishe silently regarded the man, Gutheil crouched before Sylvia.
“Pardon me, my lady… I hope you’ll forgive a boorish man like myself laying
his hands on you.”
With that preface, Gutheil cradled Sylvia in his arms like she might break
with the slightest jolt. He had her in a very stable hold that didn’t cause any
undue suffering.
For now, Rishe left her to him and stood. “Take her to the carriage. My
knights know where we’re going.”
“Understood. I’ll head there now.”
Rishe caught her breath and watched Gutheil leave. Part of her wanted to
board the carriage as well, but she knew more people riding in it would only
slow it down. Sylvia’s condition didn’t seem to require constant attention, and
Rishe was sure that any doctor Arnold had arranged for would have reliable
skills.
I should leave the rest to the knights.
Left behind in the room, Rishe felt the eyes of everyone present shifting to
her and Arnold. A well-dressed, middle-aged man stepped up to Arnold and
bowed to him, his expression stiff.
“Y-Your Highness…thank you so much for visiting our theater today. As
the director of the venue, I must express my sincerest appreciation and
apologies. I planned to visit you after the show, but for something like this to
happen when you were here personally, I…”
“…”
“Er, please pardon the impertinent question, but this lovely maiden who
was so kind as to attend to Sylvia? Might she be…?”
Grimacing, Arnold responded, “My wife,” without sparing so much as a
glance at Rishe.
I’m not your wife yet! Rishe spluttered internally while the color drained
from the director’s face.
“P-p-please forgive my rudeness!”
Everyone in the room hung their heads so fast, Rishe almost felt a gust of
wind. She rushed to assuage their worries. “Please, think nothing of it! In fact, I
appreciate you allowing me to perform first aid after bursting into the room
completely unannounced.”
It was a crisis involving a popular diva, and a complete stranger barged
onto the scene. It wouldn’t have been odd if they’d found her suspicious and
thrown her out instead of letting her do first aid.
This exchange was of no interest to Arnold, who told the director,
“Henceforth, you should have staff in place should anyone in the theater
suddenly fall ill. Let’s go, Rishe. I can’t imagine they’ll put on the show without
their star.”
“Yes, Your Highness.”
Rishe acquiesced, though she couldn’t get Gutheil out of her mind. It
would be unnatural for me to ask after him for no particular reason. She padded
to Arnold’s side before remembering that she wasn’t wearing any shoes.
Arnold noticed at the same moment. “Kamil.”
“Yes, sir. Lady Rishe, I have your footwear here.”
“Sorry about that. Thank you, Kami—”
Rishe reached out for the shoes, but Arnold snatched them first. In one
fluid motion, he sat Rishe down in a nearby chair and knelt in front of her before
she could even recover from her surprise.
“Y-Your Highness, please!”
No sooner than she yelped had Arnold slipped the first shoe onto her foot.
He’d done it like it was completely natural, but this was an absurd turn of events.
Arnold was kneeling on the floor, helping a woman into her shoes!
“Um, you don’t need to do that! I-I can put them on myself!”
“It’s fine. Stay still.”
“Ugh…”
The director, the performers, and all the knights in the hallway gaped at
Arnold, but the crown prince paid them no mind.
“There,” he said when he was finished, standing and holding his hand out
to Rishe.
“Thank you…” Rishe was dizzy with embarrassment and awkwardness,
but she took his hand to stand, grateful all the same.
He’s always been rather lenient with me, but he seems almost sweet
lately…or maybe coddling’s the word?
She curtsied to the opera troupe, who scrambled to return the gesture
instead of just gawking at her. They headed into the hallway followed by four
Imperial Guards. As Arnold escorted her, Rishe looked up at his profile. Why
was Arnold so kind to her?
“Er, Your Highness—”
But before she could ask him, a disgruntled shout cut through the hallway:
“Argh! I’m telling you to let me through!”
Down the hall, someone was arguing with Arnold’s knights.
“Again, there’s been an emergency! If you would please just understand
—”
“It is precisely because it is an emergency that I must act! How could you
not understand that?!”
Is someone from the audience trying to get outside? Their voice, though…
Rishe felt a strange sensation coming over her.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, I just…feel like that voice sounds very familiar…”
Rishe peered down the hall, and Arnold followed her gaze. The hallway
curved to match the round shape of the stage, so they couldn’t see all the way to
its end. But as they drew closer to the source of the voice, Rishe heard it loud
and clear.
The color drained from her face. “It couldn’t be…”
Arnold eyed her with curiosity as she stopped in her tracks. She needed
time to process this information. Time that she didn’t have, as a familiar head of
lustrous blond hair was already coming into view.
“Damn it, how dare you stand in my way?! I didn’t want to resort to this,
but if you would obstruct justice itself, then I must put my illustrious skill with a
sword to—hmm?”
Aaaaah, our eyes met!
Rishe nearly jolted the moment those emerald eyes ensnared her.
Simultaneously, the temperature around Arnold dropped several degrees. The
Imperial Guards went rigid with fright, but the one arguing with them didn’t
even seem to notice.
There’s no mistaking it. Even if I wish there were!
“Huh?! What are you doing here?! Aha, I know! The very goddess herself
has proven to be my ally, hasn’t she?! Would you let me go, you blasted
knights?! Who the hell do you think I am?!”
I see he still has plenty of unearned confidence…
“Rishe! Don’t just stand there! Do something about these men! Don’t you
hear me?!”
“I’m the one who wants to know what you’re doing here.” Rishe sighed,
holding her forehead. “Prince Dietrich…”
“Hah!” The man puffing his chest out, even as the knights around him
pushed him back, was Rishe’s former fiancé. “Why, because it’s me, of course!”
Chapter 2
R ISHE HEARD THAT the matter of her engagement had been decided about
a month after her birth—that is, immediately following the birth of Hermity’s
Prince Dietrich. Rishe had lived her entire life as the sole daughter of a duke and
as a future crown princess. As for Dietrich, the crown prince, he had always
been her fiancé as well as a childhood friend of sorts.
“Rishe! I heard you did better than me on that test! You got a perfect
score!”
When they were young, Dietrich often flew into a rage whenever he saw
Rishe.
“Well, we received a very clear textbook in preparation for the exam, Your
Highness. Our tutor even offered to explain anything we didn’t understand.”
“Urk!”
“We have another test tomorrow with the same questions on it, don’t we?”
Rishe’s education as the future crown princess included things like
supporting and encouraging her husband. But even without those lessons, she
would surely have told Dietrich the same thing, as she believed it from the
bottom of her heart.
“I’m sure that if you read the textbook carefully, you’ll be able to get a
perfect score as well, Your Highness!”
“I…”
“So why don’t we study together today, Prince Dietrich?”
“Argh! Shut up, shut up, shut up!” Dietrich smacked Rishe’s proffered
hand aside and glowered at her. He was bright red up to his ears, brow scrunched
up in frustration. “I’m a genius, you know! I got thirty-five whole points without
studying one bit! That’s why I’m way more impressive than you! You only got a
hundred points after studying really hard! Th-that’s right…have confidence,
Dietrich!” After muttering that last bit to himself, Dietrich jabbed a finger at
Rishe. “Don’t take me lightly, Rishe! One of these days! You’re gonna bow
before my true greatness! You hear me?!”
“Oh… There he goes…”
Rishe could still remember the sight of Dietrich running off down the
palace halls. Of course, a knight had spotted him almost immediately and
brought him right back.
These exchanges weren’t limited to matters of studying, however. As the
two of them grew, Dietrich laid a constant stream of complaints at Rishe’s feet.
“This won’t do! It won’t do at all! A woman riding a horse herself?!
People will think it’s because I’m a lousy rider!”
“You want to sneak into the city? Imagine what would happen if you were
caught! People would doubt my own dignity as your fiancé!”
“Instead of poking your nose into many different fields, don’t you think it
would be best to focus on your duties as crown princess? If you keep this up,
you’ll just end up with half-baked knowledge in a handful of fields!”
The one thing Dietrich and her parents hadn’t objected to was her learning
swordplay for self-defense.
“You want to learn how to wield a sword? Come to think of it, there is
precedent for a queen saving her king from an assassination using her own self-
defense skills, isn’t there? Very well. I think I’ll join you! It’s fun to swing a
sword around!”
It lasted for only a moment. When they had their first bout a year or so
later, Rishe was far and away the victor. Infuriated, he forbade her from studying
swordplay any further.
“It’s as I thought! A sword-wielding queen is outrageous! Such a violent
woman is not fit to be queen of this country!”
And upon arriving home, Rishe found that all of her practice equipment
had been disposed of.
“If His Highness doesn’t like it, then of course you have no right to
continue.”
“M-Mother, please…”
“I know your father and I commanded you to be excellent, but that was
only so that you may become the perfect queen. If your skills only displease His
Highness…” Rishe’s mother had been stern and cold, as if Rishe were nothing
more than a disobedient child. “Then there is no worth in those skills.”
Rishe was thirteen back then. At the time, she’d been convinced that her
only value was as the future crown princess, so she swallowed her objections
and did her very best to support Dietrich. She had helped him study and took on
the role of correcting his bad behavior. It was her fate to be his queen, so all of
this was only natural.
She graduated from the royal academy, and when she was poised to begin
her real training as the future queen, at a ball on the first day of the fifth month
that year…
“Rishe Irmgard Weitzner! You are a vile woman! A truly malicious
creature unworthy of the crown prince!” Dietrich thrust his finger at her and
shouted as he’d always done throughout their childhood. “As of this instant, our
engagement is off!”
In that moment, Rishe was finally free.
***
In my first life, I was so confused during that moment that I couldn’t
exactly think of myself as being free.
Surfacing from her reverie, Rishe sighed. She had moved to a room loaned
to them by the theater staff. It was one of several rooms where the royalty and
nobility could meet and chat before or after a performance. There was no table,
just several chairs facing one another. Rishe sat on a couch, across from Dietrich,
and stared at him glumly.
“Heh. I haven’t seen your face in a few months, but you seem to be doing
a lot better than I expected! You must be thrilled at our reunion!”
In all my lives, I’ve never once seen Prince Dietrich after we broke off our
engagement—not until now.
“Did you hear me, Rishe? Are you listening? Rishe!”
There are all sorts of things I’d like to work out at the moment, but first
things first…
Rishe let go of her forehead and peeked over at Arnold. He was seated
next to her on the couch, his brow slightly furrowed. That much was fine. What
concerned Rishe was the placement of his right hand.
Why is Prince Arnold’s hand around my waist?!
And he was holding her snugly against him as well. Meanwhile, his other
elbow lay on the armrest, his hand pillowed his cheek, and his legs were crossed
as he looked idly at Dietrich.
We had no choice but to borrow a room since we can’t exactly ignore him,
but still.
Rishe recalled the fit Dietrich had thrown a few minutes earlier. Upon
recognizing Dietrich, Arnold acted first—he’d grasped Rishe’s hand and
immediately tried to exit the theater. But Dietrich, like an insistent toddler, had
demanded that they acknowledge his presence; thus, Rishe relented and kept
Arnold from leaving. They borrowed the room because it would have imposed
on everyone else if they continued quarreling in the hallway.
I’m going to go out on a limb and say that Prince Arnold is not fond of
people like Prince Dietrich.
From Rishe’s observations at balls and other social gatherings, Arnold’s
patience for loud people was as thin as fraying thread.
But that doesn’t explain why he’s holding me so close!
They were even closer than they’d been in the royal box. It wasn’t like
they were dancing or anything. Being joined at the hip with Arnold in front of
others made Rishe restless.
“P-Prince Arnold, I can ask what Prince Dietrich’s business here is on my
own.” Rishe watched him, uncomfortable to her core, and murmured, “If you
would rather not be present for this, you could wait in another room…”
“Hey, Rishe! You’re talking about me, aren’t you? I can tell!”
Arnold ignored Dietrich, eyes falling on Rishe. “I’m not leaving.”
“Huh?”
“I’m staying here with you,” he said firmly.
Agh! Those almost sounded like the words of a faithful lover. Rishe’s heart
banged against her rib cage. She lowered her gaze, deeply embarrassed. That
was when Dietrich finally noticed how they were positioned.
“What’s with the way you’re sitting?! You’re not even married yet, and
you’re holding her waist?!” Dietrich turned a brilliant shade of scarlet as he
gaped at Arnold. “It’s…it’s obscene!”
“What?”
“Whoa!”
The force of Arnold’s short response catapulted Dietrich off his chair.
There was an ice-cold bloodlust in Arnold’s voice that chilled even Rishe’s
spine. And even after shutting Dietrich up, the malice did not recede from his
eyes.
“Um, I feel like I have to apologize for this,” Rishe said to Arnold,
nothing short of mesmerized as Dietrich shrank beneath his heavy stare.
“Why should you have to apologize?” The only thing soft and sweet about
Arnold in that moment were the words he uttered to Rishe. Giving Dietrich
another icy glare, Arnold unhurriedly opened his mouth and said, “So?”
“Ugh…” Dietrich recoiled from the short question. “I-I’m talking to Rishe
right now, not you!”
“I’ve only allowed you to be here because Rishe desires to speak with
you. Don’t forget that you’re not in a position to casually meet with the crown
princess of this country.”
“Rishe isn’t your princess yet! It’s too early to treat her like she belongs to
you!”
Arnold looked down at Dietrich with open scorn. “It seems you have a
fundamental misunderstanding of the role of a husband.”
“What?!”
“Rishe will be my wife, but she will not be my property. The only person
whom she belongs to is herself.”
“Augh!”
“I do not intend to restrict Rishe’s actions in any way so long as they do
not endanger her. The person I am not allowing to act freely here is you. Do you
understand that?”
He really has always supported whatever I wanted to do. That’s the only
reason we’re here.
With a voice so low it was like fog curling against the ground, Arnold
said, “You will answer Rishe’s first question. What do you think you’re doing in
this country?”
He’s really angry now…
He may have been crown prince of one of the most powerful countries in
the world, but even Arnold usually spoke with more tact. At the very least, he
wouldn’t have bossed royalty of another country around. Speaking with Dietrich
really must have put a strain on his mental health.
Rishe got to the point to move things along. “I’ve actually been
exchanging letters with Lady Mary, Prince Dietrich.”
“What? You have?!”
“She informed me that she has been devoting herself to your education
since my departure from Hermity.”
Dietrich flinched in alarm.
Almost immediately after Rishe’s arrival in Galkhein, she had received a
thorough apology from Mary in the mail. It contained pages and pages of regrets
for the way she’d treated Rishe and the things she planned to do to make up for
her transgressions. Chief among these was the matter of Dietrich’s future.
“Lady Mary told me that she would stay at your side and make sure you
became a respectable person even if she did not become the crown princess.”
A strangled groan escaped Dietrich’s throat.
“I always had my doubts. I couldn’t imagine you’d withstand such an
education even if it was coming from your beloved Lady Mary.” Rishe pinned
Dietrich with her narrowed eyes. “Tell me, Prince Dietrich. You fled from
Hermity, didn’t you?”
“O-o-of course not!” he spluttered.
“Keep your distance. Sit down.”
“Eek!”
Dietrich had sprung up with the force of his shout, but Arnold’s cold
intimidation forced him back down to his seat. At the same time, Arnold pulled
Rishe even closer—and Rishe’s heart almost leapt out of her chest.
“To even suggest that I would flee! Why, it’s outrageous!”
Forget that. Why does it feel like Prince Arnold is trying to protect me?!
Back on the couch, Dietrich frantically searched for the right words.
“Mary is a very delicate girl! The way I broke off my engagement with you
weighed too heavily on her! Suddenly, she started saying things like, ‘What we
did to Lady Rishe was absolutely unconscionable! We must change to honor her
magnanimous spirit!’”
Despite the distracting pounding of her heart due to her closeness to
Arnold, Rishe said calmly, “Erm, please do not trouble yourself on my account. I
do appreciate Lady Mary’s feelings, though.”
“You don’t know what she’s like now! Ever since then, Mary’s always got
a textbook in her right hand and a thick cane in her left! And she smiles and
says, ‘Let’s study hard again today, Prince Dietrich,’ while bending the cane!”
I kind of want to see that, to be honest…
In any case, it sounded like Rishe was right. “His Majesty the King and
everyone else are giving Lady Mary their full support, aren’t they?”
“Gaaah!”
“I suppose you couldn’t handle the schooling, etiquette lessons, repeated
attempts to teach you how to rule… Feeling as if there was nowhere else to go in
Hermity, you came to Galkhein. Am I correct?”
The room fell silent. Arnold said nothing, but at this point he was eyeing
Dietrich as though the man were trash lying by the roadside.
Rishe sighed. “Prince Dietrich. Neither Lady Mary nor His Majesty do the
things they do out of cruelty. That was never my intention either. Any counsel I
gave you was out of nothing more than a desire to support you. And you’ve—”
“Wh-who do you think I am?!” Dietrich shouted, interrupting her. “I’m
not so far gone that I need people ganging up to teach me! I’ve always been told
that I was very gifted! That I could do it if I tried!”
“But you never once did try, did you?”
“Ghk!” Dietrich clutched at his chest like something had struck him in the
heart.
“‘You can do it if you try,’ is just another way of saying, ‘You can’t do it
because you’re not trying.’ Tools that you never take out of storage may as well
not exist.”
“Uuugh…!”
“Being in a situation where you’re able to try whenever you wish is a
privilege.” She was more diplomatic when they were engaged, but right now,
Rishe wanted to get this over with for the sake of Arnold’s mental health. “No
matter how much they may have wished to learn, all the maids who work for me
had to spend their youths caring for younger siblings. Have you ever imagined
being in a situation where you were not even afforded the luxury to make an
effort to learn something?”
“Guh!”
“Lady Mary was the same, was she not? She sought a marriage with an
affluent partner for the sake of her family and thus made every effort to obtain
acceptance into the academy. After all she has accomplished, have you even
given any thought to how she devotes herself to you so completely ‘even if she
does not become the crown princess’?”
“I-I—” Dietrich’s expression changed when Rishe brought Mary into the
conversation. Nevertheless, he clenched his fists and squeezed out the words,
“Wh-what do you know?! Even I tried for a few days after I was born!”
“Infants are not capable of that level of resolve.”
“That’s not the point! You’d never understand how I feel!” Dietrich
shouted, red-faced. “Being born as the crown prince when I didn’t want to be,
and always having you around!”
Rishe blinked at the unexpected revelation.
“You always, always stood in my way, Rishe! You scored better on tests,
learned faster, and always had the adults’ attention!”
“What…?”
“They were my tutors, but you were the one who spoke with them like you
were equals! When I brought you to the riding grounds, you won the horses over
before I did! You could always run faster than me, and you destroyed me when
we had sword matches!”
Rishe pressed her lips together, unsure of what to say.
“No matter how I tried, there was no way I could ever compare to you!
Even I have things that I excel at. If only I hadn’t been born the crown prince, I
would have been lauded for my abilities, I just know it… But since I was born
the crown prince, why couldn’t I possess the skills you do?! Those feelings have
always plagued me…”
Dietrich hung his head once more before the shell-shocked Rishe. She was
further surprised when he began sniffling. She floundered, thoroughly uncertain
of what to say to him, until Dietrich spoke again with a shaky voice.
“The truth is…I always wanted to be like you!”
H-he’s crying! Rishe was speechless. They’d grown up together for almost
fifteen years, but she’d never once seen Dietrich cry. Maybe I went too far…
Panicked, she glanced over at Arnold. Of late, she’d been relying on him
whenever she wasn’t sure what to do. She regretted this behavior, all too aware
that she was taking advantage of his kindness.
I’m sure he’s just as thrown by this situation as I am. Rishe chastised
herself for seeking his help, but he simply regarded her with a look that said he
had no choice but to act.
“Very well. Leave this to me.”
“Huh?!”
Apparently, he’d picked up on just how stumped Rishe was. Is Prince
Arnold really going to comfort Prince Dietrich? I suppose it’s possible he’s
really a very kind person at heart.
Arnold turned to Dietrich and began, “No matter your reasons or
circumstances…”
Hmm? That didn’t sound like the start of a comforting sentence.
“…it does not excuse annulling your engagement with Rishe and trying to
banish her from her homeland when she was at no fault whatsoever,” he
finished.
“Hrk!”
P-Prince Arnooold!
Dietrich crumpled into a sobbing mess. “Gah! I…I…!”
Yet Arnold struck mercilessly, peering down his nose at the crying
Dietrich. “Do you even understand that stripping a noblewoman of her support
system and banishing her to a place where she has no connections may as well
be a death sentence?”
“A death sentence?!”
“To claim that you intended otherwise goes beyond mere foolishness.
Moreover, to feign blindness to your own incompetence and heap the blame on
Rishe’s shoulders is complete nonsense.”
“Ack! P-Prince Arnold!” Rishe stopped him, whispering into his ear,
“Wh-why are you rubbing salt in his wounds?!”
“What? You mean you weren’t implying you didn’t mind if I struck the
final blow?”
“Of course I wasn’t! You knew exactly what I was trying to say, didn’t
you, Your Highness?!”
Arnold matched her volume, whispering back to her, “I have no reason to
show this man sympathy.”
It’s exactly as you say! Rishe’s hand once again found her forehead.
“In fact, you’re far too lenient with him. This is the man who broke off his
engagement to you, you know.”
“Well, my engagement to Prince Dietrich held no value to me. Why would
I be upset about someone divesting me of something I didn’t want?”
“…Are you sure you’re not twisting the knife more than I am?”
Rishe and Arnold continued their whispered conversation, completely
ignoring Dietrich at this point. Eventually, he started muttering to himself as
well.
“I-If only I were born in a different situation, I would have been able to
shine my brightest, I know it. I wasn’t born the crown prince because I wanted to
be…”
Arnold rounded on him. “And do you think Rishe was practically born
your fiancée because she wanted to be?”
“I-I…!”
Arnold recrossed his legs, observing Dietrich with pure disgust. “I have no
choice but to ask—do you think the woman you envy so much has expended no
effort in her life up until now?”
Dietrich averted his eyes.
Resting his chin in his hand, Arnold told him, “It’s been a mere two
months since Rishe came to Galkhein. Yet if I bring her to a party, she knows the
faces of every person in attendance and can even remember their preferred
conversation topics.”
Rishe’s eyes widened in surprise.
“W-well, of course. Rishe has always had a good memory.”
“This is not a matter of simply having a good memory. No matter how
insipid the conversation is, Rishe listens with complete sincerity. Moreover, she
does her own research into the subject before the next time she converses with
that person, even though this does not benefit her in any way.”
“Oh, Prince Arnold…”
“A rotten noble once asked her a question about an obscure piece of
Galkhein history. She was only able to give him a well-thought-out answer
because she sacrifices sleep to study this country despite the fact that no one
expects her to.” Arnold’s blue-eyed gaze fell on Rishe. “She regularly supplies
the barracks with fortifying food and drink. Even if it does not benefit her, if it
will benefit me, she watches out for my Imperial Guards—many of whom she
only has a passing familiarity with.”
I didn’t know he was watching me so closely… Rishe felt her cheeks
heating up from the warmth of Arnold’s gaze.
“I can give countless examples of such behavior. I’m sure there are
infinitely more that take place outside of my notice.”
“Y-you give me far too much credit, Your Highness. I’ve done nothing
deserving of such high praise.”
“You should take more pride in the things you’ve built for yourself.”
Arnold’s large hand cupped her face, his thumb stroking her cheek. “Make him
understand all the effort you’ve put in to serve as crown princess.”
“Ngh…”
It was true. Arnold’s examples were things Rishe did not do merely as part
of her plan to avoid the war. Since she was appearing at parties as Arnold’s
fiancée, she avoided any behavior that would sully his reputation. She’d learned
about Arnold’s Imperial Guards because she wanted to know what sort of vassals
he chose and how he treated them.
I’m doing these things simply because I want to, so it should feel strange
for him to praise me for it, but…
Warmth blossomed in her chest all the same.
Arnold’s hand slowly drew away from her cheek. Rishe covered her face,
hiding the flush spreading across it. She considered Arnold’s words even as her
embarrassment tormented her. Dietrich’s reaction, meanwhile, was to double
over and start groaning.
“Auuugh!”
Oh! That’s right! Prince Dietrich! This was no time to be going all weak
in the knees. Rishe needed to get Arnold away from Dietrich immediately.
“Was I wrong…?”
She pulled herself together, considering her options. If things go the same
way as in all my previous lives, then not even a year from now, Prince Dietrich
will attempt a coup against his father and fail.
When she’d heard the rumors in her past lives, her chief response had
been exasperation. It was far too pathetic an attempt to even be called a coup
d’état. Dietrich had let his vassals incite him to action, but his traitorous plot
against his father was discovered almost immediately. He had had no time to
gather weaponry or leak state secrets. His coup ended without him striking a
single blow against his father and without the king’s knights even getting
involved. The way Rishe heard it, his treachery had been discovered so early,
Dietrich had no time to even execute the plan—early enough that his only crime
was plotting insurrection against the king.
Still, even scheming such a thing was a serious crime. Dietrich had been
stripped of his authority as crown prince and placed under house arrest. The
mantle of crown prince of Hermity had passed to Dietrich’s much younger
brother.
He’s the exact opposite of Prince Arnold.
Arnold, who had seized the throne from his father in every one of Rishe’s
past lives, met her eyes with curiosity.
In the fifteen years I was Dietrich’s fiancée, it was ingrained in me not to
interfere with him. Even if I don’t stop him, the only thing he stands to lose in his
coup is his status as crown prince.
Rishe groaned, deep in thought.
Today, Prince Dietrich is taking to heart remonstrations that would
normally go in one ear and out the other… Is it due to Lady Mary’s efforts? Or
Prince Arnold’s intensity? The way things are going, I might be able to help him.
That was when Dietrich’s head whipped up. “No—I’m…I’m not wrong!
Hold your head up high, Dietrich!”
“Huh?”
“Now is the time to tell you the true reason I came to Galkhein before
your sixteenth birthday!”
Rishe stared at him in a daze. He was being nonsensical, to say nothing of
the fact that he sounded like he was crying. “My birthday?”
She was indeed going to turn sixteen nine days from today, on the thirtieth
day of the seventh month. But what did that have to do with anything?
“Like Hermity, Galkhein forbids anyone under sixteen to marry. While
you remain fifteen, you cannot officially be considered Galkhein’s crown
princess-to-be!”
Dietrich’s passionate declaration only further confused Rishe.
“What, you don’t understand? I’m telling you I’m here to save you before
you can be legally wed.”
“Save me? From what, exactly?”
“Why,” he cried, pointing dramatically at her, “from the engagement that
you obviously do not desire!”
Rishe was struck speechless yet again.
“Really, I can’t believe my father! Offering up my precious childhood
friend to a man known for his cruelty and brutality… It’s just too awful!”
Though he was still sniffling, Dietrich seemed to have regained his confidence.
“But I will not yield, not even before a nation as great as Galkhein! I’m here to
save you while there’s still time!”
“…”
“No sooner than I arrived in the capital did I see Sylvia’s name, leading
me to stop by the theater on a whim! And look at that—we ran into each other
shortly after! Hmm, the more I think about it, the more I’m sure the goddess is
on my side!”
“…”
“Rejoice, Rishe! We’ll celebrate your birthday back in Hermity!”
Dietrich then turned a teary glare on Arnold. “Prince Arnold Hein! I do
not fear you! Well, in truth, I fear you a little, or a little more than a little… But
this, too, is a trial I must overcome! For I am the future king, and I am full of
kingly qualities!”
He was being awfully rude to Arnold, but the man in question seemed as if
he could not care less. In his mind, Dietrich was probably not even worth
humoring with a response. Without a reaction to Dietrich’s declaration, Arnold
turned instead to Rishe. “You must be satisfied by now.”
“…”
“We’re leaving. Knights, hand him over to whoever’s responsible for
him.”
“Wha—?! Y-you’re throwing me out?!”
Rishe took a deep breath, lowered her head, and slowly began, “Prince
Dietrich…”
Dietrich perked up.
“I have nothing to say to you in regard to our engagement or my
banishment. However…” Rishe looked Dietrich squarely in the eye. “I cannot
overlook your speaking ill of Prince Arnold.”
“Rishe, you…”
Although she had scolded Dietrich countless times over the last fifteen
years, her tone had never been as harsh as it was now. Dietrich was frozen in
surprise before her, unable to form a coherent reply.
“Prince Arnold is the kindest anyone’s ever been to me. He permits me to
go out into town, provides horses for me to ride, and even trains me in
swordsmanship from time to time. All things I was not allowed to do when I was
your fiancée.”
Arnold had never been angry with Rishe for sneaking into town. He’d
allowed her to fix up the detached palace for her own purposes, grow medicinal
herbs in her garden, and select and educate her own maids. If Rishe asked him
for a bout, he would make time in his busy schedule to spar with her. He always
respected her choices. To a noblewoman—to Rishe—nothing could be more
important.
“He is always concerned for me and my health and makes sure I can live
freely. Prince Arnold only scolds me when I do something dangerous. Yet you
spout this nonsense about ‘saving me’…”
A moment later, Rishe felt herself clinging to Arnold out of sheer
momentum. The two men both turned wide eyes on her.
“…”
“Wh-wh-wha—?!”
Arnold appeared thin for a swordsman, yet when she wrapped her arms
around him, she was acutely aware of his robust physique and firm muscles.
Shoving that thought to the back of her mind, Rishe glared sharply at Dietrich.
“I’ll prove just how wonderful a husband Prince Arnold can be!”
“H-h-h-h-h-have it your way!”
“…”
Of course, she could only maintain the position for a few seconds. Rishe
would end up apologizing to Arnold in the carriage ride home later, her face
bright red.
***
***
Word of Rishe’s visitor traveled from the maids to Oliver to Arnold, and
she was permitted to enter the palace and taken to a reception room.
Rishe parted with Theodore, hurriedly changed into a dress more
appropriate for receiving guests, and headed for the reception room with two of
her guards. She opened the door to find a red-haired woman resembling a flower
in full bloom.
“I apologize for keeping you. I am Rishe Irmgard Weitzner.”
“Please, no apologies necessary! I’m honored to make your acquaintance.”
The woman stood and curtsied gracefully. “My name is Sylvia Hollingworth.
Thank you so much for your help last night.”
“Please rise, Miss Sylvia. How are you feeling? You didn’t aggravate your
condition coming all the way here, did you?”
Her complexion did seem to be better, but such an effect could be
achieved with makeup, so Rishe wasn’t comfortable going off of that detail
alone. Despite her worry for the songstress, Sylvia shook her head elegantly.
“I received some medicine from the doctor you sent me and rested well
last night. I was already feeling better by the time I went to bed, and by morning,
I was completely recovered.”
“I’m glad to hear it,” Rishe said, though she was still worried Sylvia was
secretly pushing herself. Last night, it seemed like Sylvia had fainted and then
regained only partial consciousness. If she had suffered an attack from an illness
of some sort, it was very rare to recover completely a day after such severe
symptoms. Still, she did appear healthy to Rishe’s careful eye.
“It’s all thanks to you, Lady Rishe. I wish I could treat you to the
performance you were supposed to see last night right away, but the show has
been postponed a whole week…” Sylvia wilted, truly disappointed.
Rishe smiled. “I’d also love to see you perform as soon as possible, but I
must insist that you take the time to recover.”
“It’s just…you never know which day might be your last, you know?”
Sylvia said with a smile of her own. Rishe started, and Sylvia looked her in the
eye as she added, “The performer or the audience. No one knows when they will
take their last breath.”
She pressed a graceful hand to her chest in a refined, captivating gesture.
Her eyes, framed by long lashes, were powerfully magnetic. “I was born to sing,
you see. That’s why I itch to stand on the stage as many times as I possibly can.”
She laughed bashfully. “Or so I’d like to say, but I can hardly claim such a thing
after canceling a performance due to poor health.”
Rishe chuckled. “I’ll admit, I do want to hear you sing, but I also wish you
wouldn’t push yourself, Miss Sylvia.”
Sylvia’s shy smile returned. “Lady Rishe, please just call me Sylvia.
There’s no need for you to treat me with such formality.”
“Only if you do the same for me. Please, call me Rishe.”
“I couldn’t! I would normally never even be able to meet with the future
crown princess!”
“Oh? In that sense, am I not just a fan of the opera who would normally
never be able to meet the diva herself?”
After all, the audience was not typically afforded the opportunity to speak
with the performers.
Sylvia wore naked surprise on her face before bursting into laughter. “Ah
ha ha! Very well. Rishe, then.”
“It’s a pleasure, Sylvia.”
Rishe’s guards watched over the exchange with sunny smiles. Rishe shook
Sylvia’s hand and recalled what she could about the songstress.
Sylvia Hollingworth belonged to a traveling opera troupe and had made a
name for herself in many different countries. Her singing voice and beauty were
obvious draws, but she also had a talent for acting that enchanted the audience,
captivating all those who watched her perform. She was active in the future as
well, her songs giving courage to many people in the tough times after the war
began.
“I saw you perform a year ago in my homeland of Hermity.”
“Really? I’m thrilled to hear it! A year ago in Hermity… Was it ‘The
Fairy’s Wedding,’ then?”
“It was so wonderful! Especially at the end, when the princess exchanged
her vows with a kiss—” Rishe gasped, cutting herself off.
“What is it, Rishe?”
“I’m sorry, Sylvia. This is a bit of a strange question to ask when we’ve
only just become friends, but…” Rishe squeezed Sylvia’s gloved hands and said
with complete sincerity, “I’d like to know more about that kiss.”
***
They moved to one of the visitors’ gardens, where Rishe gave Sylvia a
quick once-over. Then Rishe called for her maids and had a tea set prepared at a
light-blue table. Along with their tea came a variety of small cakes of every
color.
Gold fork in hand, Sylvia asked Rishe what she had meant earlier. “Is your
wedding kiss troubling you, Rishe?”
“Mrgh… I wouldn’t say it’s troubling me. I’m just…embarrassed.”
Simply putting it into words left Rishe feeling rather besieged. She’d dismissed
the thought of asking Theodore about this, but even having the conversation with
another woman made her nervous. “You have to kiss in your shows sometimes,
right, Sylvia? Is there anything you do to prepare yourself, or to put the thought
of who might be watching out of your mind?”
“Unfortunately, I don’t think I’ll be much help to you,” Sylvia said simply.
“When I sing, I become the character I’m playing. I just feel that it’s only natural
to kiss the person I love in that moment, so the thought doesn’t bother me in the
slightest.”
“The person you love…in that role?”
“Yes. During a performance, I truly love the person playing my partner.
Just on the stage, of course.” Sylvia put her elbows on the table and set her chin
atop her laced fingers, grinning at Rishe. “After a truly incredible performance,
however, the feeling can linger after the curtain falls, and we end up staying
together even after the show is over.”
“Wow…” Rishe breathed a sigh of awe. This was a world completely
unknown to her.
Sylvia giggled. Cutting up a raspberry mousse cake, she said, “I’ve loved
enough to fill an ocean.”
“Then, the rumors about your love life…”
“Oh, you’ve heard them? Yes, they were all fantastic.” The diva spoke so
lightly, she might as well have been singing.
Sylvia had a reputation as a prodigy of the theater, but there was one more
thing she was known for—and that was having many lovers. Rishe had never
paid that rumor much attention, but now she was hearing from the woman
herself that it was all true.
“I feel that my singing becomes richer each time I experience love,”
Sylvia told Rishe, her chest puffing up with pride. “My heart pounds and aches,
nourishing my voice! That’s why I love love. And when my voice gets all the
nourishment it needs, we can both part with a smile.”
“Nourishment for your voice, you say…”
“Yes. You receive something different from each person you love, after
all.” She glanced down. “Just kidding. I’m sure people just see me as a fickle
woman.”
“No, I think you’re amazing, Sylvia!” Rishe exclaimed, prompting Sylvia
to look taken aback. “I feel like I understand a part of what makes your singing
so incredible now. You pour everything you’ve experienced in your life into your
singing, don’t you?”
Sylvia’s lips parted in surprise.
“It’s amazing that you can use your experiences to sustain you like that.
That’s exactly how I want to live too!” Rishe told her.
Sylvia blinked several times before beaming like a flower unfurling its
petals. “Hee hee! Oh, Rishe! It’s the first time in my life anyone’s understood
what I meant when I talk about love!”
The lady had a maturity to her, but she was absolutely adorable when she
smiled. Her happiness was infectious, and Rishe found her own smile mirroring
Sylvia’s. Yet the songstress’s next words cracked her calm.
“Are you not in love, Rishe?”
“Wha—?!” Rishe almost dropped her teacup in surprise. “Wh-what?
Why?!”
“Well, if you’re worrying about the kiss at your wedding…”
“When did I say anything about love?!”
“Hmm.” Sylvia leaned in till the tip of her nose was mere inches from
Rishe’s. Rishe got a whiff of a high-quality, sweet-scented perfume. Sylvia
stared at Rishe with alluring eyes framed by those doll-like lashes. “If you just
close your eyes, won’t it be over before you know it?”
“Huh?! Is that how it works?!”
“For you to be placing such importance on it…I was thinking maybe you
entered into a political marriage but then wound up falling in love despite
yourself.”
Rishe felt like her heart was going to leap right out of her chest. “I-I am
still yet a humble disciple. N-nothing of the sort has occurred!”
“A disciple of what?! Let me ask then, Rishe.” Sylvia’s painted lips curled
up in a smile once more. “Does every little thing your husband-to-be does
interest you? Do you wish you knew what goes on in his head?”
Well, of course. Rishe’s thoughts naturally turned to Arnold. I wish I knew
when he plans to initiate his revolution against his father, and why he proposed
to me…
“Do you wonder who he’s with when he’s not with you?”
He might be with Sir Gutheil right now! What if he’s not merely expanding
his Imperial Guard but actively planning future invasions?!
“Do you find yourself thinking about your future with him before you can
help it?!”
I only hope to avoid the war and live in peace!
“If so, then it’s love.”
Rishe whipped her head back and forth in denial. “No! I really think it’s
something different!”
“Are you sure? Doesn’t your heart get all fluttery when you think about
him?”
It’s certainly harrowing to consider what might happen if I can’t stop him!
Rishe took a sip of her tea to disguise the anxiety she was feeling. Sylvia,
on the other hand, was visibly disappointed.
“Well, that’s too bad. I wanted to talk about love with a girlfriend over
tea… But if you’re so upset by the thought of kissing him when you’re not in
love, is the crown prince so loathsome to you?”
“Not at all! Prince Arnold is wasted on someone like me!” Arnold was not
at fault in the least. The problem in this situation lay entirely with Rishe. Her
cake sat forgotten as Rishe fervently defended her fiancé. “He’s kind, deeply
knowledgeable, strong, and incredibly skilled in matters of politics! He’s always
considerate of me and of his retainers as well. I honestly can’t even find the
words to describe how much I respect him.”
For some reason, Rishe couldn’t stop trying to convince people of how
wonderful Arnold was. Sylvia listened patiently before taking Rishe’s hand and
giving her a smile that belonged on the face of the goddess herself.
“You have my support, even if your feelings are one-sided.”
“Gah! That’s not… That’s not what I—”
Sylvia giggled and smiled fondly. “How wonderful… I’d like to fall in
love again soon too…”
“You would ‘too’…? Are you not in love with anyone right now?” Rishe
asked.
“In my dreams, perhaps.” When Rishe tilted her head curiously, Sylvia
shrugged. “I remember you helping me when I collapsed last night, but then it
gets hazy again… I feel like I can remember a man holding me, though.”
“Huh?!” Rishe blurted.
“I know you were the one watching over me and that I was a bit out of it,”
Sylvia said hastily. “But the man I dreamed about was such a gentleman, even
though the way he spoke was a little rough… My first thought on waking was
how I wished I’d be able to see him again.” She laughed. “How silly of me,
wanting to meet a man I dreamed up.”
Rishe blinked. “Sylvia.”
“Today was a good day anyway, though. After all, I met you, and you’re
so wonderful.”
“A knight carried you to the carriage from the greenroom last night.”
“Huh?”
He’d knelt down next to Sylvia and picked her up almost reverently.
“His name is Sir Gutheil. A tall gentleman…”
Sylvia’s eyes opened wide. “Wh-why, Rishe!” She grabbed Rishe’s hands
once more, and Rishe gave her a firm nod.
Thus, Rishe obtained just the pretext she needed to meet Gutheil the
knight.
***
During the war in the future, Rudolf Gert Gutheil served as Arnold’s aide
in his invasion of the western continent. Rishe heard that he earned this lofty
position not just for his competence as a commander but also for his astute use
of intelligence. Of course, she had heard this during the war, and it wasn’t as if
she could simply believe whatever she heard about Galkhein at the time. It was
perfectly possible that the information itself was intentionally leaked in the
service of some strategy.
Prince Arnold manipulates his own reputation, after all. Despite his
brilliant political moves, he never publicizes his own involvement and instead
maintains his “cruel and brutal prince” image.
Rishe learned from Arnold and Harriet not to believe every rumor she
heard. That made it even more vital that she get the measure of Gutheil herself.
“Hmm. So the songstress Sylvia is interested in our knight Gutheil, eh?”
Theodore had just arrived in the garden and was propping up his chin with
one hand. His eyes rested on a man and woman walking through the riot of
flowers. Poking at a cake that Rishe had set in front of him, he said, “Well,
Gutheil’s a pretty attractive man. Not as much as my brother, of course, but he’s
got manly features and sharp brows. He’s tall and well built too.”
“Sylvia didn’t seem to remember his appearance all that well. She just said
she felt very safe in his arms.”
“You were moved to help the lovestruck songstress out, were you, Sister?”
Rishe glanced at the pair on the other side of the garden. “It’s a good thing
you just happened to be passing by, Prince Theodore!”
“Mm. I was quite worried about what I might be getting roped into when
you suddenly asked me if I knew him.”
On the other side of the garden, Sylvia was smiling at a nervous Gutheil.
“I’m sorry. Sylvia wanted to thank him, and I wouldn’t have been able to
arrange for their meeting myself.” Rishe had no power to ask anything of
Arnold’s knights, as she was just his fiancée at this point. She would have had to
go through Arnold, but she’d heard that he would be busy with work in his office
all morning. “I’m glad Sir Gutheil was kind enough to agree to meet with her as
well…”
“Yeah. The way I see it, he doesn’t look completely uninterested.”
“You can tell?”
From where Rishe and Theodore were sitting, they couldn’t hear the pair’s
conversation. But the soft smile on Sylvia’s face was plain for anyone to see. To
Rishe, Gutheil was simply nervous the whole time, so she wondered how
Theodore could tell whether he was interested. She cocked her head to one side,
and Theodore grinned sunnily at her.
“You really are naive in the ways of love, sister dearest! Apart from Elsie,
you’re probably the only one who hasn’t noticed the huge crush Kamil has on
her!”
“Wh-what?!”
Kamil was one of Rishe’s guards. Both he and Elsie originally hailed from
the slums, and they had known each other since they were small. Rishe was
completely unaware of the “huge crush” Kamil had on his childhood friend.
“I’ve not yet studied the ways of love…”
“Huh? Studied?!”
Rishe lowered her head. Besides, I hardly have time for that now. I can’t
even consider it until I’ve fulfilled my vow.
The thought was almost unconscious, and it was gone from her mind by
the time she raised her head once more.
“What sort of man would you say Sir Gutheil is, Prince Theodore?” Rishe
steered the conversation back on topic by asking what she really wanted to
know. Part of it was simple information-gathering, but she also wanted to know
as much as she could get away with knowing for the sake of her new friend,
Sylvia.
“He’s the serious type, I think. The man’s twenty-three and tall, even
among the knights. He’s got skills with a sword and took his studies seriously
too. Seems like he’s a little high-strung, like he’s the sort of guy to get hung up
on stuff, but you could just say that means he’s diligent. Just…” Chin still in his
hand, Theodore gave Rishe a pointed look. “Listen. If you asked me about
Gutheil, it means you know why I know him, right? That means you’ve heard he
may become one of my brother’s Imperial Guards.”
“…I haven’t heard anything about Sir Gutheil specifically, but Prince
Arnold did tell me he was thinking about expanding his Imperial Guard, yes.”
“A question for you, then. What do the retainers my brother chooses all
have in common?”
“Other than the fact that they’re all highly skilled, you mean?”
Theodore had issued her a challenge, but Rishe raised the white flag right
away.
“I could never hope to compare to you when it comes to knowledge of
your beloved brother, Prince Theodore.”
“Heh heh heh. Well, I’ll just have to tell you, then.” Theodore’s eyes, a
slightly deeper blue than Arnold’s, narrowed with pride. The next moment,
however, the expression had been wiped from his face as he murmured, “They’re
all talented but oppressed in some way—so that talent has never been
acknowledged, you see.”
Rishe realized he was spot-on.
“Take Oliver, for example. He was a knight with a bright future. The
firstborn son of a marquess appointed by the emperor himself, with impressive
swordsmanship and a talent for command as well. Not that I want to admit it.”
“I heard he injured himself training when he was young and was never
able to pursue knighthood again after that.”
“Exactly. His father, Lord Friedheim, instructed him with a rigor that
bordered on violence. As a result, he ended up unable to even grip a sword. The
marquess deemed him worthless, and my brother made him his attendant after he
was disowned by his family.”
It was a much more tragic tale than the version Rishe had heard.
“Kamil is the same, as a talented man from the slums who was never
given a fair chance. Galkhein’s claim as a meritocracy gives people all the more
reason to compete fiercely with one another. The people who work most closely
for my brother were all denied opportunities due to their origins or whatever
else.”
“That’s what Prince Arnold—”
“He’s very thorough about it too. Even his warhorse, Hildebrand, is a good
horse, but one treated terribly by his previous owner. He was on the verge of
death when my brother took him in.”
Rishe had ridden that very horse just a few days ago. He was a fantastic
mount who responded perfectly to every one of Arnold’s instructions. Horses
were clever animals and very sensitive to a person’s feelings. He likely
understood that Arnold had saved his life.
“That being the case, he still only takes on people with exceptional
abilities. If they’re not talented, then he won’t so much as bat an eye no matter
how wretched their environment may be.” Theodore turned his pretty eyes on
Rishe. “Do you understand what I’m getting at, my dear sister?”
“You mean to say there’s a reason Sir Gutheil is even a candidate for
Imperial Guard of the crown prince?”
“Correct. Gutheil, you see…” Theodore lowered his voice and whispered
the rest to Rishe.
“…Is that true?”
“Who can say? That’s all I’ve managed to dig up on him, anyway.”
Theodore cocked his head while Rishe mentally organized the information he’d
given her. “Will any of that help you support your friend in her romance,
though?”
“Yes, I believe it will,” Rishe said with a smile. It wasn’t the whole truth,
but it wasn’t a lie either. “I must express my admiration for your information
network once more, Prince Theodore. I would expect nothing less from Prince
Arnold’s brother himself.”
“Heh heh heh. Go ahead, compliment my connection to my brother even
more. I’m competing with Oliver right now, you know. He thinks he knows my
brother better than me. That’s the whole reason I investigated the candidates for
his Imperial Guard.”
I can’t imagine Oliver expressing interest in such a contest. Rishe kept that
thought to herself.
It was then that Sylvia and Gutheil completed their circuit of the garden.
“Might you meet with me again sometime, Sir Gutheil?”
“Sure, erm…if you wouldn’t mind…”
They’ve even made plans for another date! Things were moving much
faster than Rishe expected.
As Rishe gawked at them, Gutheil hesitantly began, “But, Lady Sylvia…
are you truly well? You were so light when I held you yesterday. That was
worrying enough on its own.”
Sylvia beamed at him. Even Rishe found the expression positively angelic.
“Just hearing of your concern for me is a delight. I assure you, I feel fine now.”
“You’re sure you’re not pushing yourself? I only just realized I should’ve
had you refrain from walking around the garden. Please forgive my utter lack of
consideration.”
“Nonsense. I could tell you were walking slowly for my sake.”
“Well, if the fresh air was good for you, then I’m happy to have helped.”
Rishe could sense just how concerned Gutheil was for Sylvia by the way
he sighed when he heard she was okay. Sylvia gave her a little wave and
mouthed “thank you,” and Rishe returned the smile.
If only they could spend a little more time together.
Theodore piped up, “The songstress is heading home, then? But just
imagine the rumors that would spread about the palace’s lack of manners if we
let such a famous performer return all on her own.”
“My, Prince Theodore…!”
“Gutheil, I command you to see the lady home safely.”
Though Gutheil was caught off guard, he quickly met Sylvia’s eyes and
bowed his head deeply. “Understood, Your Highness. I will protect her with my
very life.”
Rishe could not help feeling touched by Theodore’s consideration when
she saw how Sylvia’s eyes sparkled. She bid the diva goodbye, promising to
speak with her again in the near future, before seeing her off. As Sylvia left with
Gutheil, her blossoming smile returned to her lips.
“Cleverly done, Prince Theodore. There won’t be any problems with Sir
Gutheil’s schedule?”
“I’ll give the knights some excuse. He doesn’t have any duties that can’t
be delegated anyway.”
“Despite his outstanding capabilities, you mean?” Maybe it had something
to do with the secret Theodore had shared with her. “Now that we’ve come this
far, I have another small favor I’d like to ask of you.”
“Oh, I just knew you were going to get me wrapped up in something
weird!” Theodore protested. Yet not only did he hear Rishe out, but he even said
in response, “Well, that’s not any different from what I’ve done before. It’s a bit
frightening how accustomed I’m growing to this, isn’t it?”
Ultimately, he readily agreed to her request.
***
***
Well, that should do it. Raul stretched as he watched Rishe make her
escape from the training grounds. The trick to lying is to mix in some truth…and
to stack two lies, one on top of the other. If someone with good instincts sees
through you, you can say you’ll tell them the truth and only reveal the first lie.
It was just like wearing a second disguise underneath your first. When
your cover was blown, you merely showed them your second disguise. Of
course, there weren’t many people Raul had to use this double lie technique on.
Still, I can’t believe I was instructed to give her a double lie under the
assumption that she’d see through the first. Brimming with mirth but not letting
it show, Raul closed his eyes. It’s not like I really lied to her, I just didn’t tell her
the whole truth. What a cruel husband you are, Prince Arnold.
Raul had no choice but to obey his commands. He felt no guilt over lying
to Rishe. Living this way was his role as the head of his band of hunters. It is
true that I want to help, though, Princess Rishe.
Not that she was officially crown princess yet. Raul stretched again, then
headed off to make his report.
***
That night, Rishe let out a quiet cry in the kitchen of the detached palace,
attempting a particular endeavor on her own.
“Whoa!”
This kitchen was mostly used for boiling water or reheating food, so it was
typically deserted. Late at night, there were no maids present, so there should
have been no one to discover her doings. Yet only a few moments later, Rishe
heard footsteps, and her panic spiked.
“What’s wrong?”
“Oh, Prince Arnold!” Rishe whirled around to find a rare sight: Arnold
staring wide-eyed at the mess she’d made of the kitchen.
“This is…”
“I-I’m sorry!”
Something white and fluffy had spilled from a large pot, blanketing the
floor all around Rishe. And it wasn’t just the floor—the table the pot sat on, the
chair next to that table, and even Rishe’s dress and hair were covered in the stuff.
Arnold pinched a bit of the substance floating in the air between his
fingers and squinted at it. “White petals… No, snow?”
“Um, I made it hoping it might look like both, really.” She tried to cover
the top of the pot with her arms, but it was futile; the substance continued to leak
through the gaps.
Arnold stared at Rishe—who was now covered in the fluffy substance—
before saying, “If it’s edible, I’ll do what I can to help.”
“No! Th-this wasn’t me messing up at cooking!”
Rishe flushed red at Arnold’s staid suggestion. Cooking was not among
her many skills, and Arnold was the only person who ever finished any meals
she made, so she leapt to defend herself. Or maybe Arnold was only saying that
because he knew she didn’t like to waste even pepper-spiked wine.
“It’s not food. It’s a theater prop I was thinking I might be able to create
with alchemy.”
“A prop?”
Slightly embarrassed, Rishe nodded and explained herself to Arnold.
She’d discussed all sorts of things with Sylvia when the songstress visited the
palace the day before. It had taken Rishe some time to bring up the matter of the
kiss after they’d moved to the gardens. One topic Sylvia had raised was this:
“The opera you saw had a scene where there was a shower of petals at the
end, right? Yes, the confetti! It’s a beautiful sight, but the effect takes a lot of
work.”
“It does seem like an incredible amount of labor to make all that scrap
paper. How do you do it?”
“Hee hee hee. Simple elbow grease, that’s all! One time, they even had us
performers hold scissors and cut them up while we practiced our lines. It’s a lot
of work to clean up too. It’s not like they melt over time. Sometimes they’ll get
stuck on the ceiling and fall down at the worst moment during a performance the
next day!”
Upon hearing that, Rishe told Sylvia, “I could make something like that, I
think. Something that’s pretty, that you can make a lot of at once, and that will
vanish over time like snow.”
“You could?!”
She had everything she needed in stock already, in fact. She’d ordered it
from the Aria Trading Company for something else.
“So, you see, if you mix elements extracted from several medicinal plants,
you can dry the mixture into a powder that expands into this snow-like substance
when you add water to it.” From across the table, Rishe showed Arnold a small
dish with a semi-translucent powder in it. Arnold studied the mixture carefully.
“Then if you take this snow-like substance and put pressure on it…” Rishe
scooped up some of the fluff and balled it up like she was making a snowball.
When she opened her hands, she was holding something resembling a handful of
confetti. “It breaks up into scraps like this. See? They’re like petals.”
“I see.” Arnold pinched the “petal” Rishe held out to him. He held it up to
a wall-mounted lamp and let the light shine through it. “This is another
application of alchemy, then.”
“Yes! Mysterious, isn’t it? Just by mixing elements found in the natural
world, you can create something brand-new.”
“And this is the result of trying to mass-produce the substance in this
kitchen.”
“Look, I’m really sorry about that…” She hadn’t thought she’d produce so
much.
I didn’t expect this result! I did this experiment in the castle in Coyolles in
a past life using the same quantities of plant matter and water, so why did it
expand so much? The amount of water? The composition of the water? The
temperature, the humidity…? Ugh, there are too many possible factors!
In her third life, she’d studied frantically under the genius Michel Hévin,
forgoing sleep to experiment on the forefront of alchemical research. She felt all
too keenly now that even that hadn’t been enough to sate her thirst for
knowledge—but while it was frustrating, it was also exciting to still have so
much to learn.
I’ll have to write another letter to Professor Michel. Oh, I know! I’ll
enclose a sample…
“…”
“Oh!”
Sensing Arnold’s gaze, Rishe snapped out of her thoughts.
“Please don’t worry. All this fluff will melt in time!”
“It’ll melt? So it’ll leave behind water?”
“Yes. But there’s really only a small amount of water in it, so the rest will
evaporate. The components that make it up are transparent and nontoxic, so
there’s very little work needed to clean it up.”
All they really had to worry about was making sure they brushed the
substance off any expensive costumes. Sylvia’s troupe should have no trouble
adopting and adapting.
The original plan was to develop something with water in it that could be
buried in desert regions to help plants grow. This prototype was eventually
discarded, since it melts over time…but if it can be used for something like this,
then maybe all that experimentation wasn’t a complete waste.
She smiled, fondly remembering those days. Arnold reached over and
touched her coral-colored hair. Rishe jumped, but he was merely plucking a
flake of artificial snow from her locks. She did her best to stay still so he could
remove it.
“You were already growing the plants used in this substance?”
She jumped again at the question. “Er…there was just something I wanted
to try for my own curiosity…”
“Oh?”
As he pulled his fingers away from Rishe’s hair, Arnold gazed kindly at
her. Rishe interpreted it to mean she would have to elaborate. She knew she had
a lot of secrets, so she wanted to be upfront about the things she didn’t have to
hide. If only she didn’t have to feel so embarrassed about it.
“There are flowers all over Galkhein’s capital, aren’t there? The day I
arrived here, petals were falling from windowsills on every house, and it was so
beautiful…”
“…”
“So, I was talking with a few people, like Oliver, about how it would be
wonderful if we could have petals fluttering in the air…”
“Fluttering where?”
“Hrk!” Feeling her cheeks heat up, Rishe blurted, “At our wedding!”
Arnold inhaled, surprised, and then simply said, “Oh.”
“Yeah…” Rishe clutched at her dress. The kitchen was silent, and the
foam swayed around them.
Is he going to call me frivolous? After all, to Arnold, this was nothing
more than a marriage of convenience. He might have incredibly serious reasons
for it that Rishe couldn’t even begin to imagine. She’d also heard that she was
little more than a hostage for Galkhein’s political leadership.
She couldn’t bear not knowing what he thought anymore and peeked up at
him, her head still lowered. Arnold met her eye, his face expressionless as
always but somehow soft as well.
“Do you not dread the wedding?”
Rishe was shocked by the question. “Why do you say that?”
“It’s a stifling event that you have to spend many long hours preparing for.
Not only are there countless arrangements to be made, but you must also
entertain each and every one of the guests. It’s a great burden for you, isn’t it?”
“Well, yes, there’s a lot to prepare, but…” Those preparations were
convenient for Rishe’s purposes. The guests she had to entertain were important
figures who would have a significant effect on the future—like King Zahad, who
would oppose Arnold’s war. It behooved her to be ready to meet with them for
more than just the wedding ceremony.
But even without all that… With full confidence, she told Arnold, “I’m
eagerly looking forward to the wedding.”
“Really now?”
“Yes! After all, I’ve never experienced my own wedding before.”
Arnold quietly returned her gaze. The “in any of my six past lives” was
implied, but the prince could only assume she meant in the fifteen years since
she’d been born.
“Doing anything for the first time is exciting, and I can’t wait to wear my
wedding dress. It must feel different to experience a wedding as a bride than just
as a guest too!”
“…”
“I’m so looking forward to your outfit as well, Prince Arnold! And your
jewelry and hairstyle… Oh, and the Crusade psalms that will be read during the
ceremony!”
Just enumerating the things she anticipated got her heart racing. She held
up a finger with each one and ran out almost immediately.
“My artificial snow and flower petal experiment went well. I didn’t plan to
fill up the kitchen, but that just means I can make more than I expected with a
small amount of materials—which is even better!”
While Rishe rambled on with sparkles in her eyes, Arnold propped his
elbows on the table and watched her with deep affection.
“Oh! And then there’s—”
Ack! The kiss!
Arnold narrowed his eyes. “What is it?”
“N-no! Nothing!” Rishe clapped her hands over her mouth, suddenly
feeling very awkward. Arnold must have found it strange that her face was
reddening. She glanced at him and found him chuckling to himself.
“Well, if you have enough to look forward to that it lessens the dread
somewhat, that’s good.”
“Mm…” Rishe pursed her lips. “It doesn’t lessen anything, Your
Highness.”
“It doesn’t?”
“Why would it? There’s nothing I dread about the ceremony.”
Arnold frowned, and Rishe cocked her head. Before she could probe
further, however, he changed the subject.
“Anyway, just don’t push yourself. You act like it’s easy, but there’s a lot
to do. You might think it’s not that much work because you’ve been training to
be a crown princess from a young age.”
“M-maybe so…” Rishe hedged. Her hesitance was due to knowing there
was something to what Arnold was saying. “But aren’t you the one pushing
yourself when you’re already busy, Prince Arnold? Oliver tells me that even
when you finish your work early, you simply fill the time you’ve gained with
other work.”
“He really runs his mouth…”
“You’re even babysitting Prince Dietrich.” She felt particularly bad about
that.
“I told you, there’s no reason for you to feel responsible for him.”
“I-I know that! I know that, but…” Rishe hung her head and muttered,
“Just as you and Prince Dietrich were raised to be crown prince, I was raised to
become crown princess.”
“Hm. I figured.”
“I was freed from that burden when Prince Dietrich broke off our
engagement. I live a carefree life as your fiancée now, Prince Arnold. Or at least,
that’s my intent. That’s why, when I see Prince Dietrich, I feel like I need to do
something about him, I guess.” The emotions inside her were beginning to take
shape. “Maybe it’s guilt… As if I’ve abandoned my homeland.”
“…”
That feeling wasn’t limited to this life either. In her past lives, Rishe had
never once returned to her homeland. Not even after Dietrich’s failed coup and
the rescinding of her exile.
Maybe I was avoiding it unconsciously, but this is my own problem. Her
emotions stemmed from the feeling that she’d abandoned her duty. Or maybe it
was the same reason she didn’t like thinking about her own birthday: her
memories of childhood, when she’d wanted to cry each and every day.
While she considered this, Arnold told her, “You haven’t abandoned
anything.”
“…Pardon?”
His tone was matter-of-fact but firm. “From the day you were born to the
day you left your country, you made every effort you possibly could, right? That
much is obvious just from watching you now.”
“…”
“In the end, Hermity even exiled you—and you still care for it. Whatever
your feelings for it may be, the one thing you can’t say is that you abandoned it.”
Arnold’s words enveloped her in a comforting warmth. He spoke as
bluntly as always, but that almost made what he was saying feel even warmer.
Glowering, he continued, “And even if you had abandoned that country, I
personally wouldn’t fault you for it.”
After a second, Rishe laughed. His expression was just so sour, she
couldn’t help herself.
“Even if you never return there again, simply leaving your country is in no
way abandoning it. As long as you’re not selling your nation’s secrets, I don’t
think you have anything to feel guilty for.”
“…Right. Thank you.” Rishe appreciated his consideration. Belatedly, she
realized something else. “Prince Arnold, it’s not necessarily to show my
gratitude, but I think there’s something I may be able to help you with. Let me
clean up here for just a moment. Do you have a little more time after that?”
“Sure. Are we going somewhere?”
Having recovered some of her energy thanks to Arnold, Rishe gave him an
impish smile. “I thought you might like to play a little game with me.”
“A game?”
“Yes.” Rishe put a finger to her lips, still wearing her devilish grin. “A spy
game.”
***
After cleaning up the kitchen, Rishe left the detached palace with Arnold,
and they walked alongside the palace ramparts. They had since strayed from the
paths and were strolling through the trees, the grass rustling at their feet. It was a
half-moon that night, its light not quite reliable enough for their purposes, so
Rishe and Arnold each held up a lantern.
“Someone once told me that if you want to make sure your defenses are
secure, you have to take on the perspective of an intruder.” That someone had
been Raul, her troop leader in her fifth life. “The palace is constructed to hold
back an invading army, right?”
“That’s right. Palaces are also fortresses, after all.” Arnold was holding his
lantern not to illuminate his own footing but Rishe’s. His casual, gentlemanly
behavior had once again flustered her.
He’s also walking at a much slower pace than usual.
Rishe did her best to remain unruffled under all his consideration.
“Ahem… On the one hand, the palace’s construction obviously prioritizes
keeping out more heavily armed enemy combatants. Intelligence operatives, on
the other hand, will be lightly equipped for infiltrating whatever gaps they can
find. I noticed you were concerned about the route that kitten used to sneak into
the palace yesterday.”
Leaving Arnold to illuminate her path, Rishe held her own lantern up. To
their left were the palace’s sturdy walls. When she shifted her lantern, the
shadows of the trees around them stretched with the movement.
“I thought we could go around the walls with an eye for what a spy might
look for. I went around earlier in the day myself.”
“You did?”
“I read a guide to castle fortification once, you see,” Rishe lied with a
smile. She’d gained that knowledge as a hunter, but Arnold didn’t press her for
details.
Instead, he gave her an amused smile and told her, “You’re always so full
of trivia.”
Prince Arnold’s finally getting used to me!
Or maybe he was just leaving her alone to see what she would do. Either
way, he was probably aware by now that Rishe wouldn’t divulge the source of
her information.
“I’m sure my surface-level knowledge doesn’t mean much, so I would
advise confirming anything we notice with Raul later.”
“Right. You ran into him, I take it?”
Rishe pursed her lips. “Yes. He snuck up behind me and gave me quite a
fright.”
Arnold gazed down at her, a smile playing at the corners of his lips. “If he
can sneak up on even you, then I guess the guy’s pretty good.”
“Y-you have an awfully inflated opinion of me, Your Highness…” It was
Raul who’d taught her how to sense presences and hide her own in the first
place. Rishe kept that to herself, telling Arnold, “From what I’ve seen, the
imperial palace seems well protected against incursions from spies. When I
snuck out into town, I used a part of the wall that lay lower than everywhere
else. But that was only because I was sneaking out from inside and was able to
leave a route for myself to get back in.”
At the time, Rishe had left a rope tied to a branch close to the ramparts.
She’d then used the same rope to get back inside. Even with the skills from her
fifth life, it would have been difficult to sneak in from outside otherwise.
“Castle walls are made from earth and stone. The more solid the walls are,
the easier it is to climb them with the help of metal tools. These walls have rat
guards on the outside, however.”
“Yeah. The walls should have a double structure also. Thick stone to guard
against strong blows and then covered in brittle clay.”
“Mm-hmm. It’s the worst kind of construction for a spy…” Rishe’s
expression had hardened at some point as she seriously considered how to break
into this palace. In her fifth life, Raul had chosen not to even attempt it himself.
“But if you pull your attention away from the walls, the palace has more weak
points than you might expect.”
Rishe smiled mischievously, and Arnold agreed with her. “You would
know, with how you dart around all over the place day after day.”
“Hrk! Y-you’re absolutely right. Take the barracks, for instance. You can
shimmy up the drainpipe all the way to the top floor of the palace there.” Rishe
illuminated the building to their right as they walked. “Look at that, Your
Highness. If you climb to the top of the storage shed in the third training ground,
you can lower yourself onto the walls around the grounds. If you walk along
those walls…”
“I see. You could make it to the commander’s office on the second floor of
the barracks with a little effort.”
“Exactly right! I knew you’d notice that!” Rishe looked at Arnold, her
eyes sparkling with admiration. He’d likely never thought of things the way a
thief would in his entire life, but he caught on after only a small suggestion from
Rishe.
“The palace grounds are always very clean, but the fallen leaves could be
doing more work for you. Their crunching is a natural alarm, so just allowing
more of them to remain on the ground is a good way to catch intruders.”
“From an intruder’s perspective, then, what would you do if there were
leaves on the ground?”
“You’d pick a day when the leaves were wet from recent rain or use the
rainfall itself to mask your noise. Morning dew will achieve the same effect.”
Rishe walked next to Arnold as they talked. It was a peaceful night, with
insects chirping and a pleasant breeze. The cool air was much more comfortable
than the earlier oppressive heat.
“As for the supposedly sturdy palace walls…”
Arnold scowled at the area they’d finally arrived at. “This is…”
“The trees seem to receive a little less care here compared to everywhere
else.”
This was the northernmost point of the palace. From the imperial
residence in the northwest area, there were walkways on the highest level of the
building, stretching out in all four cardinal directions. One of them led to this
northern tower.
Rishe pointed to a tree behind it. “The branches of that tree are fairly long,
aren’t they? The trees outside of the palace are the same way.”
“So they are.” Arnold sighed when he saw what she was pointing out.
“They’re too thin for a human to use, but a cat could easily leap between them.”
“Yes. I imagine the kitten we saw yesterday got in this way.”
Judging from the type of tree, branches of that size might support less than
a single kilogram of weight. Even a human child would be too heavy, but the
kitten was light enough to traverse them.
“This was the only intrusion point I came up with. But there are spots on
the walls around here where the clay is starting to come off—”
“Rishe.” Arnold cut her off, grimacing. “We shouldn’t be here.”
She blinked, wide-eyed. Arnold didn’t usually say things like that. It was a
warning, but an atypically vague one for him.
That’s odd. The peculiarity of it only convinced Rishe faster. “Very well.
We should take our leave quickly, then?”
“No, we’ll leave slowly, naturally. We don’t want to seem suspicious.”
“Suspicious? Suspicious to…?”
Arnold hesitated, then eventually opened his mouth to name someone. At
that very moment, a dreadful chill shot down Rishe’s spine. It was a horribly
contradictory feeling, like she was frozen solid but wanted to escape as quickly
as she could at the same time. Her fingertips were like ice, but all the blood in
her body felt like it was boiling. The presence she sensed was on the walkway
between the imperial residence and the tower.
Is someone there?
Arnold clicked his tongue. “Damn it… Of all places, why here?”
No! The feeling overwhelming Rishe was a very specific fear. Prince
Arnold’s going to be killed! She reflexively reached out toward him.
“Rishe!”
She’d been reaching for his sword, but Arnold took her hand in his and
pressed it to the tree behind her.
Rishe gasped, sensing Arnold’s anxiety as he pinned her wrist to the tree.
Oh no! I never should have done that! It was pure reflex, but I tried to draw a
sword against him…
She pressed her lips into a thin line. Her conditioning from her lives as a
hunter and a knight had backfired. Much as she wanted to apologize to Arnold,
she couldn’t make any moves without his lead right now.
What incredible malice… He’s just watching us from somewhere far away,
yet his intensity is palpable…
The half-moon was just behind the figure where he stood on the walkway,
but Rishe’s instincts were screaming at her not to look up at him.
It’s him… That’s Prince Arnold’s father!
Indeed, it was Galkhein’s current emperor, the man Arnold hated more
than anyone in the world. His distinct presence was familiar to Rishe. It was
exactly what she’d felt in her life as a knight when she’d faced off against the
future Emperor Arnold Hein.
“Breathe, Rishe.”
“Ngh…”
Arnold’s words made Rishe realize she’d been holding her breath. Still
pushing Rishe up against the tree, Arnold whispered to her, his back to his father.
The flames from the lanterns they’d both dropped swayed around their feet.
“I’m sorry for putting you in this position, but I don’t want him suspecting
anything.”
This is all because I tried to draw Prince Arnold’s sword…
If she’d actually done it, it could very well have been taken as a hostile
action against the emperor. More than enough reason to have her executed,
crown princess or not—especially now, while her position was merely that of a
fiancée. Arnold was protecting her from that possibility.
“I’m going to act like we’re only here because we wanted to avoid prying
eyes. Is that all right with you?”
“Y-yes…” Rishe’s voice trembled, which brought a pained look to
Arnold’s face.
“Forgive me… I’m going to touch you in a way you won’t want.”
He released Rishe’s wrist and entwined his fingers in hers, cradling her
hand like it was the most precious thing in the world. His other hand stroked
Rishe’s hair. Then he bent and kissed her forehead.
Rishe let out a strange yelp. It originated from her nerves and the ticklish
sensation of his lips against her bangs. Arnold stroked her hair soothingly,
kissing her forehead again and again.
“Prince Arnold, I-I…”
His lips smacked gently against her hair. Arnold’s touch was soft,
indulgent.
Rishe was overheating. She knew that this was not the time, but her
embarrassment was starting to win over her fear. She returned Arnold’s grip on
her hand as if clinging to a lifeline. With her other hand, she clutched Arnold’s
lapel.
Arnold pulled her head against him like he was trying to calm a fearful
child. He kissed the top of her head this time.
“Are you afraid?” he asked softly, arms around her. “Don’t be. It’s all
right,” he murmured into her hair.
He’s shielding me…
Arnold was wrapped protectively around Rishe, but she couldn’t just let
him baby her. No matter how frightened she was, no matter how much the
pressure of that man’s gaze knocked the wind out of her, Rishe wanted to do
something for Arnold even now.
So, she reached for him, arms circling the back he’d turned at his father.
Then she squeezed, looking every bit the lady hankering for affection from her
dear sweetheart. She felt Arnold’s surprise as she buried her face in his chest.
Uuugh… Rishe’s heart threatened to leap out of her chest. Her face went
red up to her ears. She wasn’t getting in his way hugging him like this, was she?
Even if she was, she had to admit it felt reassuring to cling to his frame, which
she always had to remind herself was larger than it appeared.
“…Rishe.”
“Eep!”
Arnold brought his lips to her ear. He didn’t actually touch it, but his
presence there still made her jump. He embraced her once more and, shockingly,
turned to face his father. Rishe couldn’t see, but she imagined Arnold was
examining him in silence.
She tensed, holding her breath again as the air prickled around her. She
pressed her lips together as cold sweat dripped down her nape.
The look lasted less than a second, but it felt like an eternity. The
pounding of her own heart was unbearably loud to her. Somehow, the first one to
drop his malice was Arnold’s father.
It’s gone…
The curtain fell on their little act all too abruptly. The intense pressure
from Arnold’s father vanished, as though he’d had enough entertainment for one
night. Rishe sensed that the emperor had left the walkway, yet she found herself
unable to move.
“Rishe, are you all right?”
She sucked in a breath when Arnold called her name. Her forehead still
pressed to his chest, Rishe slowly told him, “I’m…so sorry, Prince Arnold…”
Her voice was terribly hoarse. “I reached for your sword on reflex…”
If she hadn’t done that, then Arnold wouldn’t have had to take those
unwanted measures. Rishe’s heart was pounding loudly even now; it was
ridiculous. She inhaled deeply, then apologized once more.
“I caused you trouble with my thoughtlessness.”
“You’ve caused me no trouble. It was just a matter of poor timing. I
should apologize for not explaining things earlier.”
Rishe shook her head, still quivering as she held tight to Arnold. When he
stroked her hair to soothe her, she really did feel like a child in his arms. She was
gradually regaining control of her frozen limbs, though.
Arnold looked down at her and asked, “What were you going to do after
drawing my sword?”
She met his eyes, confused by the question.
“You weren’t moving like you were just going to hold it up. That’s why I
was a moment late stopping you.”
A moment late, he says… From where I’m standing, he not only stopped
me in a split second, but he prevented me from touching the sword at all.
Arnold’s fingers combed through Rishe’s bangs.
“I…”
“Mm.” Arnold prompted her to continue. His voice was gentler than usual
—to calm her down, she was sure. And it worked. His caressing her hair and
speaking to her so tenderly allowed Rishe to breathe properly again.
He asked what I was going to do when I reached for his sword.
This time, she felt a different kind of anxiety growing in her. Frowning,
Rishe forced the words out from her place in Arnold’s arms.
“I wanted to…protect you, Prince Arnold.”
Arnold’s eyes widened.
“I know, the disrespect to even think I could… Especially not when you’re
so much stronger than me, Your Highness.”
“…Rishe.”
“I should know that, I just…lost control, I suppose.” Rishe pressed her
forehead to Arnold’s chest again. She tightened her grip on him and murmured,
“Thank goodness nothing happened to you…”
All the strength left her. She was about to fall to the ground, but Arnold
held her up, his arms tighter around her than before.
“I’m sorry. My actions only caused you trouble instead.”
“I said it doesn’t matter.” Bent down, Arnold spoke directly into Rishe’s
ear. “I could search the whole world and not find anyone other than you who
would try to protect me from him.”
“Your Highness…”
“But.” Arnold’s voice was hardly more than a breath. “I’m begging you.
Please don’t put yourself in danger for my sake ever again.”
It was unheard of for Arnold to plead with anyone. If she could, Rishe
wanted to grant his wishes, but this was one promise she didn’t think she could
keep. She pressed her lips together, sure he had noticed that she wasn’t agreeing.
As proof, he sighed heavily.
After a pause, he said, “You can’t walk, can you? I’ll carry you.”
“Huh? Whoa!”
Arnold picked Rishe up, so casually that it proved he was growing used to
having to do this every now and then. Rishe frantically clung to him as her body
left the ground.
H-he’s carrying me like a bride again!
It was embarrassing for her to be held this way—especially since it
involved a lot of contact between them.
Rishe peered up at Arnold’s beautiful face, so close to her own. “Prince
Arnold, please!”
“I’ll put you down right away, so just bear with it. There’s a small gazebo
this way.”
They cut around the tower to a garden behind it. Rishe was surprised by
their sojourn here, and by the aforementioned gazebo. In the center was a finely
crafted table and some chairs. Arnold strolled toward them and set Rishe down
on a bench.
“We’ll kill some time here for now.”
“O-okay… You don’t think we should leave right away?”
“It would be better to stay since he saw us.” Arnold observed Rishe with
his piercing blue eyes. “After all, we’re supposed to be out here on a tryst.”
Everything that had just happened came crashing back into Rishe’s mind.
She recalled all the times Arnold kissed her hair, and the sound it made, and she
reddened like a tomato.
St-stop it, Rishe! Prince Arnold only kissed your hair to protect you! He
had no ulterior motives, so you mustn’t dwell on it!
“Um…Prince Arnold?”
Arnold sat down beside her without a word.
Rishe took a deep breath and asked, “This tower… Does it have
something to do with Her Majesty?”
Arnold narrowed his eyes in response—an alternative to a nod. “His legal
wife and all his concubines used to live in this tower.”
The way he said it implied that this was no longer the case. Galkhein’s
current emperor had demanded brides from various countries to use as hostages,
but according to Theodore, every single one of those numerous women were
dead now—with the exception of the current empress.
Arnold leaned back against the bench and folded his arms, muttering, “I
didn’t think he still visited this tower.”
He probably hadn’t even intended to say the words aloud. This was as rare
as it was for him to plead.
“Where does the current empress reside?”
“In the imperial residence. No one lives in this tower right now. It’s been
practically forgotten.”
“So that’s why the trees aren’t as well tended in this area…”
The emperor should have had no reason to visit a deserted tower, so what
was he doing up on that walkway? Rishe nearly locked up again at the
recollection of his fearsome presence, but she had to stay strong.
I don’t have time to fear the emperor. Prince Arnold doesn’t let the man’s
malice keep him from functioning normally.
Arnold was silent now, lost in thought with his eyes downcast. Rishe had
recently noticed that he got like this whenever he was thinking.
Even at a time like this, Prince Arnold is thinking… I must endeavor to do
the same. If I don’t, I’ll never be able to face the emperor or stop Prince Arnold.
She steadied her breath and gripped Arnold’s sleeve.
“What is it?”
His voice is always so soft when he speaks to me…
Rishe was certain there was a plot to kill his father lurking somewhere in
Arnold’s heart. She had to hide the fact that she knew the future and Arnold’s
goals. While doing so, she also had to figure out exactly what Arnold was
thinking.
“I’m sure you have to be up early tomorrow. I’m sorry for keeping you
here.”
“None of this is your fault, so just smile like you always do, won’t you?”
The words lanced Rishe’s heart. Arnold really was kind, just like she
thought. He should have been capable of finding paths to his goals that didn’t
involve killing people.
“You’ll be bringing Prince Dietrich along for your work tomorrow, right?”
“There’s no need for you to feel responsible for him.”
“I know. I just can’t help worrying.” Rishe chose her next words carefully.
“I sensed something strange right before I left Hermity—before Prince Dietrich
broke off his engagement with me. Maybe that’s why I still worry about him.”
“What’s that?”
She’d never intended to reveal this to Arnold. But I need to do this. And if
she was going to do it, she had to make full use of her knowledge of the future.
How will Prince Arnold react? she thought as she steeled herself to speak.
“Prince Dietrich may be plotting a rebellion against his father.”
“…”
Dietrich’s coup took place much later in the future. There was no way
Rishe could have known about it at this point. But there had been signs.
Knowing Arnold had the same goal, Rishe looked straight into his blue
eyes and continued, “That party was strange even before he broke off his
engagement with me.”
She thought back to the first day of the fifth month, just over two months
ago. Rishe had turned that night over and over again in her mind, finding it
strange even in her first life, when she’d heard about Dietrich’s coup.
That party should have been a typical event for mingling between nobles.
Rishe and Dietrich had graduated from the academy at the end of the third
month. Afterward, Rishe had begun training more seriously for her role as crown
princess, and she hadn’t so much as seen Dietrich until the night of that party.
Dietrich had come to her out of nowhere and told her he was throwing a
party, so she’d had to prepare for it rather hastily. She was used to attending
events without his escort, but due to the last-minute nature of the party, she
hadn’t realized that she’d never been informed when she usually always was.
“I was never told who would be attending the event.”
Arnold narrowed his eyes. “Isn’t that just because that man planned to
break things off with you there? As much as it disgusts me to even discuss it…”
“It’s still strange. The king of Hermity was always kind to me. No matter
Prince Dietrich’s intentions, if His Majesty was sponsoring the event, then it
makes no sense for me to be left in the dark.”
That vague unease had only made sense to Rishe when she heard about
Dietrich’s coup in her first life.
“I believe Prince Dietrich held that party on his own, without informing
His Majesty. And maybe it was so he could break off his engagement with me,
but…” Something didn’t add up. “It would have been unusual for him to
denounce me for my supposed crimes without his father present.”
The whole basis for Dietrich’s annulment of their engagement lay in
Rishe’s supposed villainy. He could condemn her for her “crimes” all he wanted,
but it was his father who had the actual power to judge her for them.
Arnold’s brow was still furrowed in displeasure. “But they were all false
accusations, right? The idiot’s plan was to denounce you in a public place before
his father could pursue any sort of investigation of your crimes and hope
momentum would finish things for him.”
“It wasn’t just His Majesty, though. My parents weren’t in attendance that
night either. That’s why I thought it was nothing more than a gathering of the
sons and daughters of the nobility. Yet several key vassals and retainers to the
throne were present.”
“…”
“My parents should also have attended if he was planning to break things
off with me officially. Yet His and Her Majesty, as well as my own parents,
weren’t there while every other influential figure in the country was.”
As she spoke, the misgivings she’d had in her first life began to waver. I
must allude to Prince Dietrich’s coup to suss out Prince Arnold’s intentions. But
the more she thought back to the event, the more wrong it all seemed. It’s natural
to find it odd, isn’t it? After all, Prince Dietrich’s coup fails. Obviously, his
preparation for the event should be full of holes as well, so…
So why did none of it sit right with her?
“What if Prince Dietrich’s true aim was to gather the country’s most
influential nobles, excluding our fathers?” Up to here, these were things she’d
puzzled out in her first life.
“I can’t imagine the man’s that cunning, personally.”
“D-diplomatically speaking! Prince Dietrich certainly isn’t one to scheme
and plot… If he was planning something nefarious, I can only imagine those
around him put him up to it.”
In truth, it had been a few of Dietrich’s vassals who had instigated the
coup.
It’s all still so odd, though… Rishe’s misgivings were only becoming more
pronounced. Arnold smiled as if seeing right through her.
“Is there any reason for someone to risk so much for your homeland’s
throne?”
It’s exactly as Prince Arnold says… Hermity had mostly escaped great
conflicts in the past. Even in the war a few years ago, they had emerged
unscathed simply by virtue of being a minor power not worth invading. What
reason could there be to usurp the throne in a peaceful, postwar era? Not only
that, but to head the plan with someone as unsuited to it as Prince Dietrich, and
then for the whole plan to fail…
Rishe frowned at herself for never digging deeper into things than this
solely because she knew the plan would fail in the future. In reality, there was an
attempted coup. Just as Arnold said, Dietrich made a hasty play for the throne
for reasons that were completely unknown to her. Yet he had made the attempt.
If Rishe thought of things from that angle, where did her thoughts lead her?
“The one who incited Prince Dietrich to action…”
Finally, she arrived at a conclusion that had nothing to do with the future
she knew of.
“…wasn’t someone who wanted to obtain something or improve Hermity.
It was an outside party who wanted to throw Hermity into chaos…?”
The first thing that came to mind was Fabrannia and their counterfeiting
scheme. They had counterfeited Galkhein’s currency and tried to make use of
Siguel’s Princess Harriet to distribute the false currency in Galkhein. But Arnold
and Rishe had theorized that it was an outsider’s plot to weaken Galkhein rather
than a ploy originating in Fabrannia.
Why did I never see it before? Rishe gulped. The strangest person in
attendance at that party… She felt her whole body tensing again. The most
important individual there, whose presence I hadn’t been informed of…
She turned toward him. “Prince Arnold…”
The crown prince of the major power Galkhein, who had no reason to
appear at a party hosted by a minor nation, laughed darkly.
“Were you only there in the first place to investigate that matter?”
Arnold’s eyes crinkled in amusement. “Who knows?”
“Come now, Your Highness!”
“It’s true that I let myself be provoked. An invitation to a random party
from a country we don’t even have a diplomatic relationship with is practically a
threat.”
Why had Rishe never found it strange before? There was no way Arnold
would ever attend such a minor event. And even if he deigned to, Rishe had
observed her fiancé enough to see a pattern in his actions.
When we went to buy my ring, it was to get eyes on Prince Kyle. He
accompanied me to the church for work and to give them a warning. Our little
trip to Vinrhys wasn’t to greet Prince Curtis and Princess Harriet; it was to
investigate Galkhein’s currency minting…
Arnold’s actions always had multiple purposes.
He wasn’t at that party simply for diplomatic relations. Ever since, he’s
been on the trail of foreign entities looking to influence Galkhein…
Whatever was behind Dietrich’s planned revolution linked up here with
something unexpected.
Whoever is behind his actions in Hermity is almost certainly connected to
the entity scheming against Galkhein. And Prince Arnold has known that since
before he met me, when he received the invitation to that party…
Arnold was the only foreign entity attending the party. Needless to say,
they’d never even sent an invitation to Galkhein before that. Arnold had been
invited to an event Dietrich held without asking his father, with every other key
figure in the nation also in attendance. Rishe was becoming convinced that
whoever was planning the future coup had to have been involved.
Rishe narrowed her eyes and blew out a breath. “I feel like I’ll never catch
up to you, Prince Arnold…”
“Really?” Arnold reached out and caressed Rishe’s hair. “No one else is
able to figure out what I’m thinking like you are, you know.”
He was as expressionless as ever, but his eyes were somehow soft. His
hands were equally gentle as he combed through her hair.
Rishe sulked a bit as she asked, “You’re coddling me, aren’t you?”
He chuckled. “See? You figured it out right away.”
“Honestly…” Rishe protested, though there was a part of her that felt a
thrill over the exchange. After all, when they’d run into the emperor, and now as
well, Arnold showed her great care. Still, she couldn’t bask in his affections
forever.
Rishe locked gazes with Arnold as he once again brushed his fingers
through her coral-colored locks. “Supposing the individual manipulating
Fabrannia also made contact with my homeland of Hermity…”
Hermity was a small country. One also had to pass through undeveloped
forest and mountains to get there from Galkhein, so there wasn’t much travel
between the two nations. The roads were narrow and unsuited to marching
armies, which was one of the reasons Galkhein hadn’t bothered to invade
Hermity in the war. But the two nations weren’t separated by much physical
distance. As long as you ignored the fact that moving a sizable army between
them was difficult, Hermity was very much a sitting duck if Galkhein ever
instigated conflict.
“Would that person have encouraged Prince Dietrich to break off his
engagement with me to better manipulate him without His Majesty noticing?
That would be a reason for Prince Dietrich to keep it a secret from his father,
because if His Majesty was aware of what he planned to do, he would certainly
reprimand His Highness…”
“The whole thing was strange from the start.” Arnold’s brow creased, the
way it always did when Dietrich came up in conversation. “A one-sided
dissolution of an engagement in a public venue isn’t something that should
happen in the first place.”
“I’m sure everyone present accepted it, if only because it seemed like
something Prince Dietrich was liable to do…”
While Rishe had been surprised by the dissolution of their engagement,
she hadn’t found it strange in the least that Dietrich would choose to declare
such a thing in the middle of a soirée. That was another reason she’d simply
dismissed the strangeness of the occurrence.
Maybe a foreign visitor like Prince Arnold was the only person who
noticed how strange Prince Dietrich’s behavior was… Rishe thought with some
chagrin. If the “mastermind” was behind that party, then they’re also behind the
coup d’état that occurs a year later.
She sighed. “Were you not in the party hall that night because you were
hunting for the mastermind, Your Highness?”
“If they were trying to start something with me, I figured I’d be able to
smoke them out better if I was alone.”
He’s once again putting himself on the front line like it’s nothing!
Normally, one who was threatened wasn’t supposed to go after the culprit
themselves in these situations. Arnold was stronger than anyone else, but Rishe
still worried about him.
“Did you achieve anything that night?” she asked him.
His eyes went wide. Rishe was curious about what had surprised him, but
his expression softened and he quirked his lips in a smirk. “Yeah. I found
something very valuable.”
“You did?! What was it?”
Rishe looked up at him, full of expectation, and Arnold returned her gaze,
his blue eyes uncharacteristically warm. “I found you.”
Now Rishe’s eyes were bulging. “Ack! Er, that’s not what I—”
“Only a few moments later, though, you jumped out a window and fled
from me.”
“Would you please forget about that already?!”
Rishe had assumed she’d never see Arnold again, so she’d hardly been
concerned about appearances. She could never have guessed that he would
propose to her soon after and that she’d be by his side ever since.
Arnold chuckled. He must have found the sight of Rishe’s face flushing
red amusing. Scowling, Rishe focused on her musings.
I’ve already experienced so many things in this life. I’ve discovered the
truth about incidents I only heard rumors about in previous lives…
Arnold wasn’t the cruel man everyone made him out to be, and she’d
never known about Coyolles’s mines drying up either. The previous royal
priestess hadn’t passed away when it was publicly announced that she had, and
there was a mastermind behind the execution of the supposed villain Harriet. As
with all those events, there might be some truth Rishe was unaware of lurking
behind Dietrich’s coup attempt.
“Could it be that the reason you’re taking Prince Dietrich along on your
work is to investigate the mastermind, Your Highness?”
Arnold flat-out scowled. “Obviously. Do you think I would ever associate
with that man without a political reason to do so?”
“Well, you’re kind, Prince Arnold, and you’re surprisingly nurturing,
so…” Rishe was being completely genuine, yet Arnold’s scowl only deepened.
The two princes must have been thoroughly incompatible if Arnold disliked
Dietrich that much.
“In any case, you don’t need to worry about any coups that man is
plotting. No matter what sort of mastermind may be behind him, he won’t
succeed.”
Yes. It’s exactly as you predict, Prince Arnold… It would end in such a
spectacular failure that even Arnold, who didn’t know the future like Rishe did,
could predict it. As such, a successful coup was likely not the mastermind’s
actual goal.
“Still, I don’t want Hermity suffering any confusion due to a failed revolt.
Even if Prince Dietrich disagrees with how his father does things, a coup d’état
shouldn’t have been his first plan. I’d like to think even Prince Dietrich would
have considered other solutions first…”
“Rishe.” She raised her head when Arnold called her name. “You’re
looking at it all wrong.”
Rishe gasped. Arnold’s tone had been absolutely frigid. There was an eerie
glow to his blue eyes, like the moon reflected on the surface of a midwinter sea.
“The king is the ultimate authority in a nation.” His eyes contained none
of the gentle warmth they’d shown her earlier. “His citizens may scream so loud
their throats split, and his vassals may give up their lives to give him counsel,
but the king can make decisions without taking any of it into account.”
When he said that, there was one person who came to mind. It wasn’t the
emperor standing above them in the light of the half-moon. Her thoughts
automatically went to Emperor Arnold Hein, whom she’d faced off against in the
future she knew.
“If the king stands in your way, you have no recourse other than killing
him.”
A shiver went down Rishe’s spine. “Prince Arnold…” Rishe spoke
carefully to keep her voice from trembling. “You mustn’t say such things inside
palace grounds.”
“Why not? We’re discussing the crown prince of Hermity right now. Of
course, I suppose some people would chide me for such irreverence.” Arnold
narrowed his eyes, smiling darkly. “After all, regicide is the gravest sin there is.”
His self-deriding smile was enchanting—hauntingly beautiful, yet so
fragile she found it hard to look at. At the same time, it had an irresistible quality
that could draw anyone in. That same magnetism was present in every facet of
Arnold’s unfathomable nature. If Rishe hadn’t been so tense, she might have
been bewitched.
Arnold cast his gaze to the floor, doubtless unaware of his effect on Rishe.
“I’ll keep my eye on your former fiancé for a little longer. But you don’t need to
concern yourself with the trifling matter of his activities.”
“I can’t simply ignore this.” Rishe took a breath and said, “May I
accompany you on your next outing for work as well? I’ll be sure not to cause
you any trouble.”
Arnold furrowed his brow for the umpteenth time that evening and said,
“Fine. I did promise to grant as many of your requests as I could.”
“Thank you!”
Rishe gave him a brilliant smile, and Arnold sighed. He broke eye contact
when rain began beating down on the roof of the gazebo.
“It’s just a passing shower,” Rishe said. “I believe it will end quickly.”
“It probably will if you say so.”
“Do you need to get back? We’ll have to stay here for a little longer…”
Rishe studied the ceiling. That was when she noticed the four pillars
holding up the roof. They were decorated with images of a girl announcing each
season. It was a familiar motif to most of the people living in this world.
There are Crusade decorations on the pillars and handrails of this gazebo.
Most countries in the world followed the faith of the Crusade religion.
Many royals and nobles were especially devout. But for there to be a resting
place with Crusade decorations in this palace must have a particular significance.
Could this have been…?
Arnold must have noticed Rishe’s musings. He surveyed the same pillars
and said with disinterest, “I thought structures fell apart right away when there
weren’t any people looking after them anymore.” His voice was flat. “They do
surprisingly well without anyone maintaining them.”
“Oh, Prince Arnold…”
“Though I don’t believe this gazebo was ever used even once.”
Arnold had surely been inside the tower when he was young. He must
have known about this gazebo too. Rishe’s heart ached at the thought.
The Crusade text on these pillars celebrates the birth of a beloved child.
The gazebo had most likely been built for Arnold and his mother, the royal
priestess of the Crusade faith. Yet Arnold said it had never been used. Maybe
that meant it was a traditional construction that had nothing to do with his
mother’s feelings.
Prince Arnold didn’t even know that birthdays are supposed to be
celebrated with the people you love. When she thought about the young Arnold,
Rishe was overcome with the urge to cry.
When Prince Arnold stared up at his father earlier, he was suppressing a
desire to kill him. The emperor had been far enough away that he must not have
sensed it, but it had come across to Rishe loud and clear. That wasn’t the issue,
however. The emperor wasn’t even trying to hide his own malice. Part of it was
flippant, like he was just trying to provoke Prince Arnold and wasn’t serious,
but… Rishe wrapped her arms around herself as she thought back to that
moment. It was directed not at me but at Prince Arnold—his own son.
Arnold’s father regarded him with murderous eyes, and Arnold was
perfectly aware. Despite that, he’d focused only on protecting Rishe and not
himself.
“I hope the twelfth month comes soon,” Rishe murmured, resisting the sob
that threatened to escape. Doubt crossed Arnold’s face. “I’ll make sure your
birthday celebration is a grand event. You’ll be turning twenty, so we’ll have to
throw a big enough party to make up for two decades of missed celebrations!”
Arnold thought for a moment before saying, “The wedding will be before
that.”
“O-of course we’ll have the wedding first!”
“As long as you haven’t forgotten.”
She couldn’t possibly forget. Arnold only said so because he had no idea
she’d been constantly tormenting herself about the inevitable wedding kiss.
“And your birthday is before that.”
“We can worry about that later.” For now, she wanted to consider Arnold’s
birthday. She clutched at his sleeve and made her fervent appeal: “It’s a
celebration of your birth, Prince Arnold. I hope you’re ready!”
Arnold’s eyes went half-lidded, and he murmured, “Is there really a need
to celebrate the birth of a person who only lives because of the sacrifice of
countless others?”
The rain nearly drowned out those words, but Rishe was sure they were
genuine. Seldom did Arnold’s voice ring so empty. Even when he spoke softly,
Rishe could usually hear every word he said.
“I…” She reached out for him, taking his face in her hands and turning
him toward her—close enough to kiss him. “I am glad I met you. Even if some
sort of fate causes you to kill me.” Arnold swallowed hard. His blue eyes
wavered as she told him, “I want to give thanks for your birth into this world and
celebrate it.”
Arnold slowly lowered his gaze. He brought his own hands up to cover
Rishe’s, removing her right hand from his face. He nuzzled his cheek against her
left hand indulgently. The innocent gesture made Rishe’s heart pound in her
chest.
“Rishe.”
“Y-yes?”
“Even if it’s just a hypothetical, don’t ever say that I’d kill you.” His tone
was almost petulant, and her heart squeezed. She had to acknowledge that it was
an awful thing to say. Just as he’d pointed out to her in the past, Rishe might
have treated her own life a bit too lightly.
“I-I’m sorry…”
“It’s all right. I understand what you were trying to tell me.”
He likely only meant the words she’d said, however. Rishe couldn’t
imagine she’d actually changed his mind about himself.
Arnold touched her even more delicately than before, his fingers sliding
through her bangs. “I did something terrible to you earlier, didn’t I?”
“Did you?” She couldn’t imagine what he meant, prompting him to give
her an exasperated look.
“It may have only been your hair, but you detested being kissed, didn’t
you?”
“Bwagh?!” Rishe’s spine went stick-straight at the memory. It was true
that she’d thought her heart might stop for various reasons during his kisses.
After all, he’d pulled her close, stroked her hair, and kissed her over and over
again. She found the smacking of his lips cute, but it made her so mortified she
feared she might die. Arnold had even showered her with soothing gestures and
soft touches. Just recalling it made her face so hot, she was worried it would
burn.
But still, I…! She felt like she had to tell him this, so even as she covered
her mouth with both hands, she mumbled the words, “I didn’t…detest it…”
Arnold froze, his eyes widening for a second.
“W-well, I know you only did it to protect me!” Rishe hung her head and
hastily added, “And you were so gentle too. It was embarrassing, and it tickled,
but I wasn’t scared! So no, I didn’t detest it at all.”
After a short silence, Arnold said, somewhat awkwardly, “I see…”
“Y-you don’t believe me, do you?! I really didn’t!”
“It’s not that I don’t believe you…”
Then why was he sighing?
“Anyway, you can read Crusade as if you were born to be a priestess,
huh?”
Urgh… He’s changing the subject! She stared fiercely at him, but she was
never going to win against Arnold. She had no choice but to answer his question.
“I only studied it a tiny bit, so I’m not very confident in it. I’m sure I’m
nowhere near your level, Your Highness.”
Could she ask him about his past? From his reactions to her thus far, she
was hesitant, but he seemed to be confiding in her more lately.
“Who did you learn from, Prince Arnold?”
Arnold watched the rain dripping from the gazebo roof for a moment
before responding. “No one. I just studied it from books I found lying around.”
“You taught yourself such a complex language?!” Rishe’s eyes went wide.
Even bishops of the Church had to learn Crusade from expert linguists, and it
was a painful process.
“Learning wasn’t exactly an unusual thing for me from a young age.”
This goes beyond that, though!
Since his mother was the royal priestess, Arnold was of the goddess’s
bloodline. Even if that information was top secret, there were probably countless
Crusade holy texts around him and his mother.
“It’s surprising. I didn’t think you’d be interested in learning that sort of
thing, Your Highness.”
“Even if there’s knowledge you may never use, there’s no knowledge
you’re better off not knowing.”
“Hee hee hee. I couldn’t have said it better myself!” Rishe grinned, happy
they shared an opinion for once. Even so, it was almost unbelievable that Arnold
had taught himself the language as a child.
Maybe young Prince Arnold had some sort of ambition? A whole
language wasn’t something you learned under the assumption that you would
never use it. With Arnold’s brains, he might not have struggled as much with it
as the average person, but Rishe still thought it was unusual for him to have
spent the time on it.
“Come to think of it…” Arnold said, having recalled something. Rishe’s
head tilted to the side. “Just once, my mother annotated something I’d written in
Crusade.”
Rishe tensed, a little nervous. Until now, she would have never expected
him to bring up his mother of his own volition.
“What did she write?” Rishe asked him timidly.
With a half smile, Arnold said, “Who knows.” Sounding truly indifferent,
he added, “It was so long ago, I don’t remember.”
Rishe felt like her heart was being wrung out; it must have shown on her
face.
Arnold smiled down at her. “Why the long face?”
“Well, because you…”
“It doesn’t matter. Besides, I’ve remembered a lot while examining the
things you’ve been trying to show me.”
The things I’ve been trying to show him…?
Rishe wanted to show Arnold the world’s beauty, its delights, its
wonders… It was her own wish to do so, not something Arnold desired of her.
She almost felt like she’d been forcing it on him, but for him to say something so
sweet made her want to continue taking advantage of his kindness.
Arnold was starting to turn his eyes toward beautiful things now, little by
little.
“Your Highness, I—”
Just then, Arnold pressed a finger to Rishe’s lips. His signal to be quiet
came at the same moment Rishe sensed someone approaching the gazebo.
She tensed up a little, recalling the sight of the emperor earlier that night,
but the figure who approached them like a traveler seeking shelter was wearing a
knight’s uniform.
“Sir Gutheil.”
When Rishe called his name, Gutheil noticed her with surprise before
snapping into a bow, even as the rain pelted him. He bowed smartly, the
movements as graceful as an actor’s.
“I sincerely apologize for interrupting you both.”
I-Interrupting?! Rishe realized that they were sitting awfully close
together on this bench. She flushed with embarrassment again, but there was no
point in pulling apart from each other now.
“Please forgive my rudeness. I shall take my leave.” Lantern in hand,
Gutheil made to head back into the rain.
“Ah, wait!” Rishe leaped to her feet and called out to stop him. “Please,
won’t you take shelter here? It will stop quickly, I assure you. It’s all right with
you, isn’t it, Your Highness?”
“I-It will stop quickly, you say?”
I forgot! That’s the normal response!
It was much more unusual for someone to take Rishe at her word, as
Arnold did. Rishe turned back to the prince. Though he was wearing an annoyed
expression, he languidly raised a hand to grant Gutheil his permission. “Stay.
Were you patrolling?”
“Yes, sir. While I was out, I spotted the flames from two lanterns burning
near the tower, so I thought I should investigate.”
He means our lanterns…
The pair had carried them to the tower, but when Arnold had abruptly
protected her from the emperor’s gaze, they’d both dropped the lanterns and left
them there.
Gutheil pressed his large frame to one side of the gazebo, awkwardly
brushing back his wet bangs.
“Rishe. Come here.”
“Y-yes…”
She was still standing, so Arnold called her back to the seat next to him.
An awkward silence stretched between them, the falling rain the only sound.
Arnold alone was unbothered by it.
No one normally comes near this tower, right? That’s why the wall is in
disrepair and the trees aren’t trimmed. Even though they’d dropped their
lanterns, the light shouldn’t have reached very far. That would mean Gutheil was
already close enough to the tower to notice the lanterns’ tiny flames.
Prince Arnold is worried there’s an intelligence operative inside the
palace, isn’t he? Sir Gutheil’s behavior at a time like this is just too suspicious…
There was no way Arnold hadn’t arrived at the same conclusions as Rishe.
Visibly uncomfortable, Gutheil faced Arnold and said, “Your Highness, I
realize it’s rude of me to bring this up now, but…”
What’s this about?
“Have you given any thought to my petition for—”
Arnold’s frown deepened into a glare. “Is this really the time?”
He knew what Gutheil wanted to bring up, then.
The knight spun toward Rishe and dipped his head. “Please forgive my
unseemly behavior, Lady Rishe. I cannot apologize enough.”
“Oh, don’t mind me. I can leave if—eep!” Rishe jumped when Arnold
wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her closer.
“You don’t need to trouble yourself.”
“B-but…”
“He’s the one who brought it up, knowing you were here. So?”
Gutheil knelt at Arnold’s feet with no hesitation. “My resolve has only
strengthened since the last time I made this request.”
Is he about to…?
His voice was clear even with his head lowered. “If you would name me
one of your Imperial Guard, I would give my life for this country and serve you
until death.”
Rishe frowned. I knew it. Just like in my previous lives, Sir Gutheil will
become one of Prince Arnold’s direct retainers and support him in the war.
Arnold’s next words, however, took her completely aback: “You must be
joking.”
Huh?! Rishe’s head shot up in disbelief as Arnold rested his elbow on the
back of the bench.
“I’ve told you once already that I don’t intend to make you one of my
Imperial Guard.”
No way…
Gutheil didn’t budge. He likely expected Arnold’s answer and dared to ask
anyway.
Prince Arnold doesn’t intend to make Sir Gutheil his retainer? That didn’t
match the future Rishe knew. Is the future already changing?
Rishe was desperately trying to avoid the war in the future. Little by little,
she’d noticed her actions having an effect on things, but could that really extend
to this?
No, I don’t know! There’s a possibility they had this exact same exchange
in all six of my other lives as well! Rishe had no way of knowing the truth. She
almost gripped her dress, but she stopped herself before Arnold noticed. I don’t
know if this is a change or a repetition. Or if it is a change, whether it’s a good
or bad one.
Without raising his head, Gutheil said, “May I ask why?” His voice was
trembling. “Is it my father? My father, who betrayed this country and the royal
family?!”
The knights are a bed of thorns for Sir Gutheil right now. No matter how
diligently he works, people are still mistrustful of him. And it’s because of
something his father did, not his own sin. Rishe had seen it for herself when
she’d been among the knights in her disguise. Prince Arnold’s Imperial Guard
would be the only place where his abilities were evaluated without prejudice, the
only place where he could really belong. But…
Arnold’s eyes were coldly rejecting. “The problem is more fundamental
than that.”
“More fundamental, sir…?”
Rishe’s shoulders twitched at the tension in the air.
“Give your life for this country? I don’t need anyone who sees such a
thing as a virtue.”
Prince Arnold…
“No matter how skilled they may be, do you really think I can trust men
who go into battle under the assumption that they’ll die with my strategies? Men
like you, who expect death before the fight even begins, and not because they’ve
determined it to be the best strategy?”
“I…”
The philosophy behind Arnold’s Imperial Guard was that they fought to
survive no matter what it took.
With a grunt, Gutheil clenched his fists and raised his head to gaze at
Rishe and Arnold once more. “I apologize for behaving so wretchedly. Please
excuse me.” With one last bow, he disappeared into the rain.
“Sir Gutheil, wait!”
Rishe would have stood, but Arnold held her back. “You don’t need to go
after him.”
“But I…” She faltered, knowing full well that Arnold wouldn’t change his
mind.
“If your arm is torn off, keep swinging your sword. If your leg is smashed,
keep moving forward. If you lose both eyes, find a way to cut into your enemy for
as long as you have left. That’s what all this is for,” Arnold had said to her once
when they’d sparred. “Training in these circumstances helps us stay alive out
there.”
Prince Arnold doesn’t want soldiers who will sacrifice themselves for their
country.
Still, something nagged at Rishe. Her thoughts turned first to something
that had happened in her fifth life. Rishe—a hunter then—had been scrutinizing
Arnold through a monocular. He’d spotted her and indicated his heart with his
thumb, as if to say, Aim here.
And what about the Arnold she’d exchanged blows with in the final
moments of her sixth life? His Highness was all alone in that castle the whole
time. He had powerful knights serving him, yet he was there cutting through the
front lines all on his own, not coordinating with his allies one bit. Sure, Arnold
was strong enough not to need help from his other knights, but that wasn’t the
reason he acted the way he did.
The Prince Arnold in the future… Rishe peered up at him through her
bangs, almost wanting to cry. He displays none of that will to stay alive himself.
The thought horrified Rishe. She felt herself reaching out and tugging
Arnold’s sleeve. “You are so…”
Maybe he could sense the pain in her chest.
“What is it?” He knit his brows and anxiously touched her cheek. He
likely had no idea that Rishe’s heart was bursting with concern for him.
I can’t put it into words. Still clutching Arnold’s sleeve, Rishe shook her
head. She dropped her gaze and said, “Prince Arnold, I beg you to reconsider Sir
Gutheil’s words. Do you not believe it to be a loss for this country for a knight
with such abilities and sincerity to be treated coldly by his fellows for a sin that
is not his own?”
Arnold took a quiet breath and said soothingly, “I want to fix the
fundamental problem. Even if I extricated Gutheil from his circumstances, it
would not prevent others from going through the same thing he has.”
“What?!” Rishe’s head snapped up. She was not expecting to hear that.
“I will prioritize creating an environment where people are evaluated
fairly based on their efforts. And not just in my Imperial Guard—the knight
order as a whole should change to reflect this.”
Rishe’s heart warmed at the thought.
Arnold smiled down at her wryly. “It’s the sort of thing you would come
up with, usually.”
“Th-that’s not—I mean, yes, I agree that the whole evaluation system
should be restructured, but still!”
Rishe had indeed been thinking the same thing, but she’d assumed it
would be something she’d have to convince Arnold of, like she had in the past.
Does that mean the things I’ve said to him are slowly starting to change
the way he thinks? Is Sir Gutheil being refused a place in Prince Arnold’s
Imperial Guard really a change from my past lives? Rishe felt equal parts
happiness and apprehension at the thought.
Next to her, Arnold muttered in irritation, “That said, the knight order is
under the emperor’s dominion. The only unit I can directly affect is my Imperial
Guard.”
“Your father.”
“It won’t happen right away, but just wait.” Arnold studied Rishe with a
smile. The expression was dark, enchanting, and terrifying. “I’ll make it
happen.”
His bloodlust sent a chill crawling up Rishe’s spine. It was almost the
same as the indescribable terror she’d felt when his father had spotted them.
“The rain’s stopped just as you said it would.”
“Prince Arnold…”
“Let’s get back. If we’re out too late, you won’t get any sleep, will you?”
Arnold stood and offered his hand to Rishe. She hesitated for a second
before taking it, hoping he hadn’t noticed.
The fundamental course of events hasn’t changed. Prince Arnold still
plans to go through with it. Rishe drew this devastating conclusion, careful not
to show her emotions on her face. He plans to kill his father and usurp the
throne.
***
Just after sunset that day, a young man walked through Galkhein’s capital.
He wore a robe with a low hood that covered his face, yet he couldn’t help the
way his eyes darted about, wary of anyone who might recognize him.
I can’t believe I’m being forced to sneak around like this, the young man
thought, descending a staircase into an underground bar. What else can I do,
though? I can’t have my plans found out.
His footsteps reverberated against the stone. Arriving at a door, he pulled
the hood even lower to hide any trace of his blond hair.
The young man, Dietrich, slowly pushed the door open.
Chapter 5
“T HANK YOU, RISHE! If we use this, it will take so much less time to
clean up after a show! Preparing will be a lot easier too.”
Sylvia’s eyes shimmered as she stood on the theater stage. With no
audience, her voice boomed through the big, empty space. Meanwhile, her
troupe was hard at work preparing for the performances that had been delayed
by her sudden illness. The entire group was present as they rehearsed and
considered how they could improve the delayed show even more. Rishe, who
had been invited to the theater, stood atop the stage—where the troupe was
having their strategy meeting—and unveiled her concoction to everyone there.
The diva scooped up the alchemically created petals in both hands. When
Rishe had explained that they could also be used to represent snow and that the
substance would disappear naturally over time, the opera troupe had been
thrilled.
“L-Lady Rishe, um, may I ask a question?”
“Go right ahead!”
“Th-thank you. Then, uh, is it possible to color these petals?”
“Yes! The colorant will change the chemical makeup of the substance,
however, so you’d need to experiment to get the quantities right. The more
pressing issue is that the colorant won’t evaporate with the rest of the substance,
so—”
“Lady Rishe, how would you make a lot of this at once?”
“It becomes heavy when you’re mixing it, so you’d want to make sure it
isn’t uneven in places. It requires more strength than you’d think!”
Everyone had questions and suggestions, and Rishe answered each one. It
was an enjoyable, stimulating conversation for Rishe; the troupe brought up a
number of things that she wouldn’t have considered from her perspective as an
alchemist.
The members of the troupe, however, were having a difficult time
interacting with her.
“L-Lady Rishe. Er, may I ask another question?”
Though they were interested in the artificial petals, they were having a
hard time asking their questions. But it wasn’t due to Rishe…
It is a bit hard to ignore, isn’t it? Rishe scanned the front-row seats, eyes
lingering on the man in the middle. He sat there in a relaxed pose, chin resting in
his hand. Even just glancing down at him from the stage, Rishe found him
breathtakingly beautiful. So much so that just about anyone would believe that
he was one of the theater’s star actors.
Of course, he wasn’t an actor. Why is the crown prince sitting in on a
production meeting for an opera, anyway?! Arnold was watching Rishe’s
discussion with the opera troupe without the slightest bit of interest in it. I didn’t
think he’d really come with me.
They’d discussed this arrangement after leaving the gazebo the day before,
on their way back to the detached palace after retrieving their fallen lanterns.
“Prince Arnold, I’d like to present Sylvia and her opera troupe with those
artificial petals I was developing earlier.”
“…Right.”
“They’ll be restarting their performances soon, and it would be difficult to
summon Sylvia alone to the castle and have her pass along all the information
herself. But we can’t very well invite the whole troupe here, what with—”
What Rishe hesitated to say was related to Arnold’s father. Since they’d
just run into him, it was possible that he was paying close attention to them now.
And if Arnold was concerned about a spy infiltrating the palace, his father surely
suspected the same thing. It wouldn’t surprise her if they both drew the same
conclusions from the information available to them. As such, Rishe felt it was
better for her not to invite too many people to the palace.
Arnold picked up on what she left unsaid right away. “You want to go to
the theater yourself.”
“If you wouldn’t mind, Your Highness. I’d like to visit in an unofficial
capacity.”
“I told you I would grant as many of your requests as I’m able.”
Rishe had smiled warmly and thanked him.
“Sooner would be better than later, right? I’ll set it up for tomorrow
morning. Be ready.”
“Hmm?”
What does he mean by “set it up”? she’d wondered.
“Er, I’ll be fine. I’ll just slip out and come back right away, so there’s no
need to arrange for any sort of guard…”
“I won’t be sending guards with you. You’d stand out with a group of
people.”
“R-right. Then when you say ‘set it up’…?”
“I mean I’ll be accompanying you.”
Rishe had balked in response.
“We can just take your former fiancé out with us on my afternoon work.
Your business won’t take longer than one day, right? It’s fine.”
“W-wait a second! I can’t allow you to accompany me when you’re so
incredibly busy, Your Highness!”
“What are you talking about?” Arnold had held both of their extinguished
lanterns in one hand and extended the other to escort Rishe. Without looking at
her, he’d said, “I told you I’d come with you whenever you went into town, didn’t
I?”
You certainly did, but still!
She’d never thought Arnold would go so far as to rearrange his work
schedule just to accompany her on some business that he had no interest in
whatsoever. Yet Arnold had donned his incognito garments and accompanied
Rishe, who was similarly disguised, to the theater the next day. To the opera
troupe’s utter shock, of course.
It’s only natural they’d be nervous. Rishe snuck a glance at the troupe.
There was actually one more reason she wanted to come to this theater aside
from the petal concoction. Even so, she wasn’t sure she would be able to
investigate that matter anymore at this point. Rishe sighed.
“Prince Arnold.” Having finished her explanation of her alchemical
creation for the time being, Rishe hopped down from the stage. At this height,
she could land soundlessly, but ordinary noblewomen didn’t have that skill, so
she made sure there was a noise upon impact. “I apologize for taking up your
time. I’d like to give them a practical demonstration, so if you could wait just a
bit longer.”
“It’s fine. You don’t need to hurry, so just do whatever will satisfy you.”
Right then, Oliver arrived. He’d come along so that Arnold could
transition immediately to his afternoon work once they left the theater. “I’ve
finished adjusting your schedule, Your Highness. We can rendezvous here.”
“Understood.”
Rendezvous? Does he mean with Prince Dietrich?
“I have one other matter to discuss with you, if you don’t mind. Could we
move somewhere more private for a moment?”
Arnold stood, very obviously annoyed.
“See you, Prince Arnold.”
When Rishe waved at him, Arnold stared at her for a few seconds before
wrapping an arm around her back for some reason. He brought his lips up to her
ear like he was about to kiss it and whispered, “Rishe…”
“Bwagh!” Rishe made a strange noise at the ticklish sensation, prompting
a low chuckle from Arnold.
Wh-wh-wh-wh-what?!
The words he whispered into her ear were yet another shock: “I’m
summoning Gutheil. He’ll be accompanying us in the afternoon, just so you’re
aware.”
“Huh?”
Had Arnold not rejected Gutheil? Rishe gulped as Arnold pulled away,
smiling fondly at her.
“I’ll be right back.”
“Yes… See you…” Rishe watched Arnold leave the audience seating,
feeling discombobulated.
Why? Does Prince Arnold intend to make Sir Gutheil his retainer like in
all my past lives? She had no idea why he would have such a sudden change of
heart.
An impact to her back interrupted her musings. “I can’t believe you,
Rishe!”
“Ack! Th-that scared me!”
Sylvia had completely taken Rishe by surprise with a hug from behind.
“Oh my gosh, what was that?! Did the crown prince just kiss your ear?!
Do you two kiss to say goodbye to each other?!”
“Wha—?! O-of course not! That is not what he was doing!”
Suddenly, Rishe became very aware of the fact that not just Oliver and
Sylvia but the entire troupe onstage may well have seen the exchange with
Arnold.
No, it was because we’re in public that he played it off like it was a lovers’
exchange, since he didn’t want anyone else to hear, right?! Th-that’s it, I’m sure
of it!
“Hee hee hee. You are adorable, you know that? Your face is red as a
beet! I can’t believe you were so nervous about the kiss at your wedding when
you’re smooching His Highness like that every day!”
“I-I am not! Really, I’m…!” Rishe tried to protest as Sylvia poked her
bright-red cheeks. The embarrassment was becoming so intense, she was afraid
her jellied legs would fail her.
The rest of the opera troupe watched with amusement as Sylvia toyed with
Rishe. Sylvia kept her voice quiet so they wouldn’t hear as she studied Rishe
with her bewitching purple eyes.
“You’re not kissing him? Really?”
“I-I’m not…”
“You haven’t kissed once?”
Rishe started, the scene in the chapel flashing through her mind, and
Sylvia’s sharp eyes didn’t miss her agitation. Rishe hung her head as the diva
poked her cheeks once more. “J-just once…”
“I knew it!”
Sylvia embraced her jubilantly, and Rishe covered her face with her hands,
completely overwhelmed. Her thoughts were spinning as she hid her reddening
cheeks.
I-It was just once, right?! Prince Arnold gave me an antidote mouth-to-
mouth once, so that’s two… No, it’s not! That was saving my life! The more she
thought, the more possibilities ran through her mind. When he gave me the ring,
he kissed the back of my hand. Does that count? I’ve kissed the back of his hand
too… And last night, he kissed my hair and ear so many times!
“Oho?” Sylvia grinned as Rishe’s face heated up even more. She raised
her hand high in the air. “Chief! Mind if I take a break? Seems like Rishe needs
one too!”
“Of course! I apologize for being so inconsiderate, Lady Rishe.”
“Don’t be silly!”
Rishe and Sylvia sat in the last row of the audience, far from the stage.
“Ah ha ha! Sorry, sorry! You were so cute. I teased you too much, didn’t
I?”
“L-Let’s not talk about me!” Though she was eager to change the subject,
she was also genuinely curious, so she said, “I want to hear about you, Sylvia.
Like with Sir Gutheil.” Rishe recalled the conversation she’d been privy to the
night before. “Have you made any progress since we last spoke?”
“Hee hee, me? I sure have, thanks to you.”
“You have?!”
It had only been a few days since then, so what sort of progress was she
making?
Sylvia put her arms on the seat in front of her and rested her head there.
She peered at Rishe from beneath her lashes. “Not in that way… Oh, but I
should report on that as well, shouldn’t I? On our date the day before yesterday, I
tried to kiss him.”
On their first date?! The day before yesterday would have been the day
Sylvia visited the palace. In other words, the day Sylvia reunited with Gutheil
and the knight escorted her home thanks to Theodore’s meddling. Sylvia didn’t
appear to deem this real progress, but it was miles away from what Rishe
considered typical.
The diva laughed softly as Rishe gawked at her. “He really is the sincere
type. He told me we couldn’t yet.”
“Huh? Then…”
“Hee hee hee. The progress is on my singing. After all, that’s what love is
for—for me, anyway.” Sylvia closed her eyes. “I was born to sing. If the goddess
hadn’t given me my singing voice, I don’t think I would have survived this
long… The reason I love so much is to put it all into my singing.”
“Your love for Sir Gutheil is for your singing too?”
“Yup! That’s why it’s going well. Sir Gutheil’s sincerity is new to me. I
think this love will nourish my singing more than any love I’ve experienced
before.”
Rishe noticed something then. It sounds like she’s trying to convince
herself of that.
Sylvia’s singing voice was beautiful. It was soft, but clear and powerful.
No matter where you sat in the audience, you could make out the lyrics clearly.
But she didn’t speak like that now. Her voice was delicate, ephemeral, like the
artificial snow that would melt away. Rishe felt she would miss what Sylvia said
if she didn’t listen closely.
“Sylvia.” Rishe leaned forward to rest on the seat before her, just as Sylvia
had. She lay her head down and faced the diva, who blinked her wide, purple
eyes in surprise. “What kind of love nourishes your singing?”
“Well…”
“Tell me? I want to know.”
Sylvia hesitated for a moment, then began, “It’s not just about your heart
pounding and feeling happy. It’s the kind of love where, when you think of the
person, your chest aches and you want to cry…”
Rishe smiled and nodded, urging her to continue.
“You don’t want the conversation to end, so you start saying all sorts of
stupid stuff just to keep it going. It makes you happy just to be able to talk to
them, but it’s also scary. Weird, isn’t it?”
Rishe shook her head. “It’s not weird at all, Sylvia.”
“Thanks.” Sylvia smiled, the expression both relieved and pained. “I was
surprised when he stopped me from kissing him since that’s never happened
before. I mean, even if he didn’t want to go out with me, what’s the harm in a
little kiss?”
“Hmm… I think that sort of thing varies from person to person…”
“Discovering things like that is another reason why love’s so fun. You
experience so many firsts.” The soft smile faded from Sylvia’s face. “Have you
ever had someone pick you up and tell you you’ll be okay when you were
feeling low?”
Rishe blinked at the question.
“I’ve been alone for as long as I can remember, singing like my life
depended on it for various opera troupes. Every time I was too sick or hurt to get
back up as a kid, I would pray, ‘Please don’t leave me behind here.’”
“Oh, Sylvia…”
“Sir Gutheil picked me up and carried me the other day, right? That
marked a real first for me.” Sylvia closed her eyes once more, like she was
savoring a precious memory. “Sir Gutheil spoke to me the whole time until we
arrived at the doctor. He encouraged me, telling me I’d be fine, that he was there
with me…” She pressed her forehead to her arms. “It was the first time in my
life I ever truly felt like I wasn’t alone.”
The songstress hid her face, and Rishe slowly sat up.
“I’m a performer, and I’m famous for having countless lovers, right?
People assume I’d be with anyone, so they’re quick to whisper words of love to
me. And I’ve always been fine with that. But Sir Gutheil… When you arranged
for the two of us to reunite, the very first thing he did was inquire about my
health.”
“That really made you happy, didn’t it?”
Sylvia thought for a moment before nodding. “It did.”
Her voice shook as she buried her face against the chair in front of her.
“He held his hand out in concern for my condition, not in an eagerness to touch
me, and it was so warm… I laughed and told him I was used to being out alone
at night, but he wouldn’t budge on taking me all the way to my door.”
She spoke reverently, like each and every memory was a precious treasure
she was storing safely in a box.
“What do I do, Rishe?” When she raised her head, tears like gemstones
spilled from her eyes. “It hurts so much, but the feeling is so important. I’ve
never felt a love like this before…”
“Sylvia, you…”
“No. That’s not it at all.” As though she was only talking to herself, she
muttered, “This is the first time I’ve ever loved someone in my life…”
After she said that, her face crumpled under the weight of her emotions.
Rishe wrapped her arms around the songstress as she broke down crying.
“H-he said we couldn’t be together! It’s not that he doesn’t like me, but we
can’t…”
Rishe could say nothing in response.
“I understand that better than anyone. I’m not the sort of person who could
be with a knight, so it’s only natural that we can’t be together.”
“That’s not true and you know it.” Rishe spoke soothingly to her, stroking
her back. “Sir Gutheil isn’t the sort of person who would reject someone for a
reason like that.”
“Of course he isn’t. I’m the one who can’t accept being at his side! I was
born to sing. All this time I thought I only lived for that, but my heart hurts so
much now that I don’t even know if I can do it anymore!” Sylvia trembled like a
small child. “Is being in love supposed to be this painful?”
Rishe pressed her lips into a thin line. Why…?
She almost felt like she could understand the pain that Sylvia described. It
came with the pounding of her heart and a sadness that nearly brought her to
tears.
***
***
That night, an individual was summoned to a room in the detached palace.
In the room, five chairs were placed in a circle. At the head of the arrangement
sat Arnold, with Rishe beside him. They glanced at the individual seated in front
of them.
“I’m aware how disrespectful it may seem to question royalty, but I simply
must ask…” Their guest appeared extremely uncomfortable as he asked them,
“Why exactly have you invited someone like me to your detached palace, Your
Highnesses?”
Arnold sat, chin in hand, ignoring the knight’s question. Instead, he
signaled Rishe with his sidelong glance. She nodded and spoke in his place.
“I apologize for the abrupt invitation, Sir Gutheil. We have something
very important to discuss with you, so we thought we’d do it here due to the late
hour.”
“Yes, I understand you wish to avoid prying eyes. But is there truly some
way I can be of assistance to you?”
He must have been confused, but his chivalrous spirit still amply infused
his words. Rishe went on, appreciative of Gutheil’s consideration.
“What I’m about to tell you may cause you pain, Sir Gutheil.”
“What is it? No, no matter what it may be, I wish only to serve you.”
Rishe held Gutheil’s gaze and told him, “There’s a possibility a spy has
infiltrated Galkhein.”
Gutheil gasped and clenched his fists.
“Prince Arnold realized this sooner than anyone else, so he’s been
gathering information for some time now. His conclusion is—”
“Do you suspect me of being a spy, Your Highness?” Gutheil’s voice was
steady, but his face had gone deathly pale. Confusion, panic, and resignation
were all plain on his face. “I am aware that I have done nothing to earn your
trust, but I swear it on my pride… Even if no one believes it to be so, I have not
betrayed my country!”
“Prince Arnold knows you’re innocent,” Rishe told him after a pause.
What she could not say, however, was for him to be at ease. “The person we
suspect is—”
A knock came at the door. Raul, who was disguised as the knight standing
guard outside, had been informed that there was no need to wait for a response.
He opened the door, and their other guest stepped inside.
Gutheil gasped when he saw who it was. She met his gaze and smiled
somewhat sadly. Then she met Arnold and Rishe’s gazes with clear eyes and
named herself.
“Sylvia Hollingworth. I’m delighted that you invited me here tonight.”
Chapter 6
***
After their strategy meeting, Gutheil escorted Sylvia back to her lodgings.
Arnold’s Imperial Guard continued to covertly watch over her as well. Even
Raul’s hunters were on the job, so her defenses were impeccable.
Feeling relieved, Rishe walked through the halls of the palace with
Arnold.
“You know…” As the summer insects chirped around them and Rishe’s
dress flapped in the breeze, she said, “Sir Gutheil’s mindset has really changed a
lot.”
“His current mindset is only obvious. I would never trust a knight with
lofty ideals and no desires,” Arnold said flatly. “People with strong desires are
the most likely to survive in battle and thus make the best soldiers.”
If strong fighters have strong desires, then… Rishe studied him and
wondered, Where are yours, since you say you don’t desire anything?
She kept the question to herself, however.
“Ah, right. Allow me to thank you again, Prince Arnold.”
“For what?”
“For believing that Sylvia wanted to quit her spying.”
Arnold’s expression was as cold as ever. “I believe nothing. I just put
together the information available and determined it was a likely possibility.”
“All the same.”
If Sylvia had been an enemy of Galkhein, Arnold would’ve had to
eliminate her, yet he was going along with Rishe’s selfish desire to save her
instead. Rishe’s plan wasn’t without its dangers, though.
“I was only able to create such a plan because of your help, Prince Arnold.
I plan to fight as well, but I know that you’ll never lose to anyone with your
skills,” she said, her eyes positively sparkling.
Arnold loosed a quiet breath. “Are you sure you don’t put too much trust
in me?”
“Hmm? What reason would I possibly have to doubt your skill?”
The prince only frowned in response.
“But you have faith in me as well, don’t you, Your Highness?” The
thought brought a grin to Rishe’s face.
Arnold likely hadn’t anticipated Rishe and Sylvia growing close. In the
two months or so that Rishe had been in Galkhein, she’d come to know many of
the country’s secrets—even a few that would spell the end of Galkhein if leaked
to another country. Regardless, when Sylvia collapsed at the theater, Arnold had
allowed Rishe to go to her aid immediately. He’d also said nothing to her about
her striking up a friendship with the songstress.
He may have even kept his suspicions about Sylvia from Rishe to avoid
hurting her. In addition to considering her feelings, he’d trusted her not to reveal
any national secrets to Sylvia. Arnold had merely watched over the two of them
without interfering. The thought warmed Rishe’s heart.
“Oh, but…” Rishe stopped, remembering something. “I’m sorry, Prince
Arnold. I did open up about one secret to Sylvia.”
“You did?” Arnold stopped as well, turning back to cast a disbelieving
glance at Rishe. “What did you tell her?”
“Ugh… Well, er…” A lamp affixed to a pillar in the hall illuminated
Rishe’s hot cheeks. “I told her that you and I…”
“Yes?”
Her face was flushed with embarrassment, but she had to apologize for
betraying his confidence. Even as the shame overwhelmed her, Rishe confessed
her crime. “That we kissed…just once…”
She could only assume that Arnold was staring at her in exasperation. She
didn’t know for sure because her eyes were squeezed shut, not brave enough to
meet his gaze. After several seconds of silence, when her shame became nearly
unbearable, Arnold finally spoke up.
“I…” However, as soon as he started, he immediately fell silent. He didn’t
seem to be angry. Was the awkward air between them just in Rishe’s
imagination?
Does he feel bad about it?
Rishe raised her head and blinked. Their kiss in the chapel had taken her
completely by surprise. She’d been shocked and confused, having no idea why
Arnold would do such a thing. She had also felt that he seemed oddly practiced
at the act, which had weighed on her mind afterward as well.
Had there been some deeper meaning behind even that event?
“Hee hee hee.”
“What’s so funny?” Arnold asked awkwardly when Rishe covered her
mouth to stifle the giggle. It was rare for him to be bothered by something like
this.
“I just found your expression kind of cute, Prince Arnold,” Rishe said with
a grin.
Arnold simply scowled, as though she were utterly incomprehensible. It
probably bothered him, but Rishe smiled all the same.
“…Come on. Let’s go.”
“Ah! Wait, Prince Arnold!”
Arnold strode off, and Rishe hurried to return to her place at his side. They
were headed from the detached palace to a room in the main palace that was
reserved for important guests.
“Was it all right to leave this to Oliver?”
“This is the sort of thing he’s good at. And the time it’s taking is
expected.”
There had been five chairs in the room they’d used for their strategy
meeting. The people present were Arnold, Rishe, Gutheil, Sylvia, and Raul. But
the final chair hadn’t been for the disguised Raul to use.
I feel bad for requesting this when Prince Arnold is already so exhausted,
Rishe thought as they arrived at the main palace. Some Imperial Guards stood by
the door to the room they’d be entering.
“Greetings, Your Highness. Lady Rishe.”
“What’s the situation inside?”
“No one has left. I imagine they’re still talking.”
The prince huffed in annoyance. Rishe smiled wryly, tugging on Arnold’s
sleeve. “Shall we?”
Arnold gave a nod to one of the knights, who opened the door. At which
point…
“That is precisely why! If now is not the time for justice’s loyal servant—
Hermity’s crown prince—to act, then when is?!”
An overenthusiastic voice boomed into the hallway. On the receiving end
was Arnold’s attendant, Oliver.
“Ha ha ha. You have just as much energy as always even at this late hour,
Prince Dietrich.”
Rishe narrowed her eyes at her childhood friend and former fiancé.
“Please do not tell me you’re causing trouble for Oliver, Prince Dietrich.”
“Rishe?! What are you doing here?! Lord Arnold as well…” Dietrich
stood from his plush chair. His hand shot to his forehead, and he shook his head
in exasperation. “I see. You wish to borrow my strength as well.”
“Oliver, we can get the story from you. Get rid of this man already.”
“Wait, wait, wait! You can’t just do this without me!” Dietrich frantically
appealed to Arnold, who did not spare him so much as a glance.
Instead, he asked his attendant, “So?”
“Yes, my lord.” Oliver gathered up several documents and tapped their
edges on the table with a smile. “As you suspected, Prince Dietrich is also here
regarding the espionage organization.”
“Ugh!” Dietrich covered his face with his hands, sobbing dramatically.
Rishe found the sight downright bizarre. She gently asked Dietrich, “What
happened with Oliver?”
“Nothing happened! This man simply started paying me compliments with
a bright smile on his face, and I thought, ‘Why, he certainly has just the
discerning eye I would expect from the attendant of Galkhein’s crown prince!’—
and then all of a sudden I was confessing everything! Just what exactly
happened?!”
As Dietrich sobbed and wailed, Arnold peered down his nose at the man
like he truly couldn’t care less.
“Urgh, this wasn’t supposed to happen! I was planning to reveal the
weighty secret in a cooler way…”
“Oh, that’s quite unnecessary. Please don’t worry about such a thing.”
“I had my suspicions from the start. Pompous act or no, we were
obviously going to question you.”
Dietrich deflated, sniffling, after Rishe and Arnold’s one-two punch. With
a sardonic grin, Oliver comforted the foreign prince.
“Now, now, you two. We just had a very fruitful conversation. After all,
the prince’s actual circumstances did differ a bit from our external suppositions.”
“O-Oliver! You really are a good guy!”
“Hey. Keep your hands off my attendant,” Arnold barked.
Rishe sighed as she watched Dietrich cling to Oliver.
At the guard station today, Dietrich had been about to reveal something to
Rishe. He had likely wanted to discuss this but had rethought the moment to get
the “cooler reveal” he desired.
Prince Arnold always suspected he might be involved.
It wasn’t just the party where Dietrich had called off his and Rishe’s
engagement. Before summoning Sylvia to the detached palace, Rishe and Arnold
had had a conversation about Dietrich as well.
“The spy organization is obviously involved in your ex-fiancé’s trip here
as well,” Arnold had said up on the ramparts that evening. “He made it seem
like he was here out of concern for your engagement to me, but it’s no
coincidence that he was at the theater that night.”
“It does seem likely, doesn’t it?”
Dietrich’s illogical actions were an everyday occurrence for Rishe, who
had witnessed a whole childhood’s worth of them. To Arnold, however, his
presence at the theater was just the cherry on top of the suspicions he already
held since the party in Hermity—which meant Dietrich was another matter
requiring investigation.
It was impossible for Arnold to think Dietrich might only be there to see
the opera.
“But, Prince Arnold…”
After that exchange, they’d opted to leave Dietrich’s interrogation to
Oliver. After all, just as Arnold said, it was something he excelled at.
“Why the delay in schedule, Oliver?” Rishe asked him.
“Ah. Well, you see, it was the intelligence organization I wished to ask
about, but I thought I might get the prince to confide in me with a bit of
reminiscing on the past first. He had much more to say than I expected.”
“Goodness… You certainly went above and beyond, then…”
This, too, Arnold had anticipated. It was possible that he’d had Oliver
engage in such interrogations in the past as well.
“In listening to his reminiscences, however, I got a good idea of the
prince’s thought processes. Also, I must say, I imagine Prince Dietrich’s coup
will fail.”
“Ah! Hold on a second, Oliver! I told you that was a secret, didn’t I?!”
“Prince Dietrich, we’re all aware of your planned coup, so could you hush
for a moment?”
“What?!”
Dietrich was shocked by Rishe’s words, but she didn’t feel like going into
the details for him. And Arnold was focused entirely on his conversation with
Oliver.
“I don’t care about the details. You got what we need from him, yes?”
“An operative from the organization contacted Prince Dietrich a little over
a year ago, in the third month last year. Does that ring any bells, Lady Rishe?”
“A month later, Lady Mary entered the academy as a scholarship student.”
“That would be Prince Dietrich’s current fiancée.”
Dietrich’s face went white at the mention of Mary’s name. “Wait! Mary
has nothing to do with those villains!”
“We’re aware of that. Lady Mary was likely only used for this one
incident. Considering her family’s financial troubles, it’s hard to imagine she’s
been employed as a spy for a long time. If she were a member of the
organization, she would be adequately compensated for her work, at the very
least.”
Rishe highly doubted she was after information from Dietrich. It was
obvious even to foreign powers that Dietrich was not heavily involved in his
country’s political affairs.
Oliver nodded. “I agree with Lady Rishe’s assessment. It’s likely that the
organization was after Prince Arnold from the start, not any intelligence from
Prince Dietrich.”
“It’s possible they facilitated Lady Mary’s enrollment into the academy
and encouraged her to seek a marriage with a royal or noble she would meet
there. Of course, all the sons of prominent families would already have been
engaged. The organization didn’t have to specify an individual—and there was
only one option likely to act so boldly as to break an engagement.”
All eyes in the room landed on Dietrich, who was pleased as punch by the
attention.
“I assume Lady Mary approached Prince Dietrich and then used the
methods suggested by the organization to falsify my ‘crimes’ against her,” Rishe
said. “Prince Dietrich fell for it and resolved himself to condemn me. He is a
rather straightforward thinker, so it’s likely the organization would have foreseen
all of this.”
“…”
“Please don’t make such a face, Prince Arnold! Despite it all, he really is a
very upright person. His one-track mind and tendency to get the wrong idea
about things are flaws, though.”
Again, Dietrich appeared rather pleased with himself. Arnold clicked his
tongue, deciding to simply allow the conversation to progress.
“Assuming the organization’s goal was not intelligence from Prince
Dietrich, or his breaking off our engagement, but Prince Arnold’s traveling to
Hermity…”
It was a rather roundabout plan. Still, with organizations like this, plans
that took several years to come to fruition were a regular occurrence. Since this
one only took a little over a year, it could even be said to be a faster-moving plot.
“Augh… Damn that organization! Making use of me is bad enough, but
Lady Mary too?! She has an even purer heart than I! But we will not give in to
their machinations! Yes, at first, Mary may have had such an objective. But the
love we foster between us now is true—”
“A suspicious entity attended a party in the third month last year calling
himself an official from Halil Rasha.”
“Hey, Oliver! Weren’t you going to listen to what I had to say?!”
Prince Dietrich seems oddly attached to Oliver…
Rishe saw why Arnold had been so confident in his attendant’s abilities.
Oliver briskly continued, “The individual approached Prince Dietrich and
suggested holding a coup d’état sometime in the near future to him. Isn’t that
right, Your Highness?”
Dietrich nodded reluctantly.
The desert nation of Halil Rasha… King Zahad’s country. If the spy named
himself an official of Halil Rasha, however, the country is likely uninvolved.
No self-respecting schemer would reveal their true allegiance so readily.
Halil Rasha was a great nation. It was currently friendly with Galkhein, but in
the future, it would become one of the few countries able to fight back in
Arnold’s war. If the organization’s goal was to weaken Galkhein, they may have
told this lie to cause the relationship between Galkhein and Halil Rasha to
deteriorate, should their plot come to light.
“For them to go so far to bring Prince Arnold to Hermity…”
Rishe recalled the bandit attack on their way back to Galkhein. Their
carriage had been attacked and Arnold’s knights wounded, the attackers’
weapons coated in a numbing poison. At the time, Rishe had concocted an
antidote to the drug.
The reason he had his knights withdraw and fought with the assailants
himself was because he already suspected something more behind that attack.
Arnold had a tendency toward self-sacrifice. That bad habit was probably
the main reason why he had fought the attackers off himself. But he was likely
also concerned that the bandits were really intelligence operatives who had
undergone special training. Even that bandit attack was a possibility Arnold had
already foreseen.
“To move between Hermity and Galkhein, you have to travel down a
small, rarely used road. As a result, you’re forced to travel with a small party,
and His Highness’s Imperial Guard is already a limited force within Galkhein.”
That small road was one of the reasons Hermity hadn’t been invaded by
Galkhein in the war, since it made moving an army difficult. Despite being
Galkhein’s neighbor, Hermity had been able to escape invasion for that reason—
that and the fact that Galkhein stood to gain little from conquering the small
nation.
Perhaps that was why the mastermind had called Arnold to Hermity. They
wanted to use the favorable circumstances that forest road afforded them to
attack Arnold and harm him and Galkhein.
“Those bandits had a paralysis agent coated on their weapons. No matter
how strong Prince Arnold may be, against poisons and drugs…” Rishe
shuddered at the idea.
Arnold, however, didn’t seem the slightest bit concerned. “It makes no
difference. What is poison going to do on a weapon that can’t even graze me?”
“I’m aware that a mere bandit could never get the better of you, Your
Highness, but even so…!” Rishe still wished he would rely on those around him
more. The anxiety she felt seemed like a contradiction, since she did have faith
in Arnold’s skills.
Oliver then asked, “It was also this so-called Halil Rasha official who
advised you to break off your engagement with Lady Rishe, was it not, Prince
Dietrich?”
“Um… N-no, I wasn’t compelled to the decision! I did what I did out of a
sense of justice and for the sake of my beloved Mary!”
“Shut up. Stop talking.”
“Eep!”
Arnold spat the words out before accepting a document from Oliver and
skimming its contents. Rishe tiptoed to try to see it as well and, noticing this,
Arnold lowered his hand. She thanked him, and they read through the document
together.
Dietrich started pacing around them restlessly.
“Say, Lord Arnold—”
“Shut up. Don’t talk to me.”
“Hrk! R-Rishe, then!”
When Dietrich went to Rishe for help, Arnold looked at him like there was
nothing that could possibly annoy him more.
“If you’re going to bother Rishe instead, then I’ll listen.”
“Oh! You will?!” Dietrich’s face lit up, after which he hung his head
before saying hesitantly, “I-I heard from Oliver, you see. You’re planning to use
the songstress Sylvia as bait to capture the evil organization that bamboozled me,
are you not?”
They had agreed beforehand not to tell Dietrich of Sylvia’s involvement
with the spy organization. What Oliver had told him was likely along the lines of
“Sylvia is a willing collaborator in our plan to apprehend the spies.”
“I-It’s just, you know… A crown prince must be daring and cool, right?!
He must stand in the spotlight and shine more than a normal civilian! He’s a
crown prince, after all!”
“What are you trying to say?”
“In other words, um…” After a great show of hesitation, Dietrich finally
said, “Rather than a frail songstress, it should be a mighty figure such as myself
who fills the dangerous role of the bait in your plan!”
Oliver gaped at Dietrich. Arnold eyed him, expressionless as ever.
Regret flashed across Dietrich’s face, but he continued, “It’s a frightening
task to be the bait, is it not? It’s cruel to ask such a thing of a mere songstress.
Me, on the other hand—well, I’m always steeled for such a thing! I am a proud
crown prince!”
“…”
“You know, I did think it was a bit strange! I was supposed to meet with
someone yesterday, but they never arrived at the rendezvous spot. I was even
waiting with a cloak on, looking rather cool and mysterious if I may say so
myself! Ever since, I’ve gotten the faint sense that maybe I was being
deceived… N-no, I mean, I foresaw all this from the very beginning! Yes, I
always suspected a mysterious entity might have their sights set on Galkhein,
which is why I came all the way here to warn you! A-all this to say…if you have
need of me, I would gladly take on the role of the bait myself…”
Dietrich was very obviously trembling with fear, yet he made this
declaration all the same.
“Wow, Prince Dietrich,” Rishe said, shocked by his courage.
“Unfortunately, you have no value as bait.”
“Wha—?!”
His legs almost gave out from under him at Rishe’s unflinching
assessment.
“It was likely no more than a grunt of the organization who contacted you,
Your Highness. You have no information the organization would kill you to
protect.”
“That’s all my life is worth?!” Dietrich seemed to be taking it rather
poorly, but if anything, this was good news for him.
The same can’t be said for Sylvia, though. As someone who’s worked for
the organization since childhood, even if she’s a low-ranking member, she simply
knows too much…
That was why they were after her life. And as her friend, Rishe wanted to
protect her no matter what.
“Not to worry,” Oliver interjected. “As a matter of fact, your life is
absolutely in danger as well.”
“Huh?!”
“Oliver…?”
“That’s right. The organization’s instructions for Prince Dietrich went
something like this: ‘The evil empire of Galkhein must be stopped as soon as
possible. As the prince of the crown princess’s homeland, we would like you to
contact Galkhein’s royal family.’ The meeting place on the prince’s first day in
the country was specified as the theater.”
“Y-you’ve got it all wrong! I doubted their words, of course I did! I
thought, ‘Is Galkhein truly as bad as they say?’ Thus I, the crown prince, came
all the way here to see it for myself!”
As Dietrich flailed, Rishe shot him a glare full of reproach. She hadn’t
forgotten the disparaging words Dietrich had flung at Arnold that night. Dietrich
only flailed harder under her piercing glare.
“Regardless of what your true intentions may have been, just as the
organization planned, you not only met with us but also accompanied Prince
Arnold on his work for several days afterward.”
“Huh…? Wait, wait? Do you mean to say you didn’t allow me to come
observe your work out of the kindness of your heart?”
“In the organization’s eyes, it may have seemed like you were making
good progress communicating with Prince Arnold. However, just a short time
ago, a carriage of Prince Arnold’s Imperial Guard headed for the hotel where
you were staying. Isn’t that right?”
Dietrich’s jaw dropped. “What do you mean?”
“In other words, I imagine the organization concluded you attempted to do
some spying on Prince Arnold and failed magnificently, only for the Imperial
Guard to cart you off for your apparent crimes.”
“Whaaat?!”
“Will you be quiet? Quit making so much noise,” Arnold snapped. No
matter how much Dietrich despaired, the situation was unlikely to change at this
point.
“The organization will assume you’ve confessed everything, Prince
Dietrich. They must operate as though their existence is known to Galkhein.”
While Rishe hadn’t given the shocked Dietrich the full story, his situation should
have been clear enough to him by now.
Sylvia’s spied on important figures all around the world, but Prince
Dietrich and Lady Mary were only involved in the organization’s schemes
against Galkhein and Prince Arnold.
Even if Sylvia were captured by Galkhein, she would only confess to the
same sort of spying she’d done on other nations. The information Dietrich had
was different.
Prince Dietrich’s confession might lead to the discovery of the mastermind
behind the organization… Of course, Prince Arnold already suspected such a
mastermind quite some time ago.
Arnold was always a step ahead.
Now that Prince Dietrich has been “apprehended,” they’ll want to avoid
Galkhein questioning Sylvia at all costs. If they don’t silence her, they’ll lose the
trust they’ve earned with the mastermind, and their own lives will be in danger.
The organization no longer had any choice but to silence Sylvia.
I’m sure they’ll use every pawn available to them to try to kill Sylvia…
with the one chance they’ll get when she’s performing on stage.
It really was a plan that would put her in considerable danger. Hence
Rishe’s other little scheme.
They’ve probably realized that Sylvia has said something to Galkhein at
this point, but they should still feel like they have to kill her as soon as they
possibly can. After all, it’s the only sure way to prevent her from saying more.
When Rishe fell into thought, Dietrich went on babbling. “B-but if the
organization considers me a traitor, then that’s all the more reason why I should
serve as the bait in your trap, isn’t it?! S-s-s-s-so! So you should… That is to
say…” Dietrich was quavering, clearly trying to scrounge up all of his courage.
That was obvious enough to Rishe, who giggled and tugged on Arnold’s sleeve.
“Say, Prince Arnold.”
Arnold frowned at her.
“Despite how he seems, Prince Dietrich really does care about doing the
right thing.”
“Despite what?! Talk like that and I’ll take it back! I’m good at finding
reasons not to do things, you know!”
Rishe smiled awkwardly at Dietrich’s bold assertion. “So you say, but I
get the feeling that you weren’t lying when you said part of the reason you were
here was because you were worried about me.”
He hadn’t come just because someone had compelled him to.
“What does that matter?” Arnold asked, giving Dietrich his signature
disinterested gaze. “No matter his intentions, it doesn’t change the fact that this
man is the fool who exiled you from your own country without a single thought
to the consequences. He can say nothing to defend himself, nor will he be given
the opportunity.”
“Gah!”
“Additionally, his will has no bearing on what he does here. Since he’s
come to this country and shown his face before us, it’s our right to make use of
him to whatever extent we wish.”
“M-make use of me?” Dietrich blinked.
“You will play a part in our plan,” Arnold told him. “You’ll be the pretext
for my Imperial Guard being present at the theater.”
“Huh?!”
Dietrich gawked at Rishe in confusion. In response, she smiled cheerily at
him.
Chapter 7
***
That night at seven, Galkhein’s premier theater had a full house. A rumor
had spread through the audience that security was tighter than usual because
Hermity’s crown prince was attending the show as part of a diplomatic visit.
Still, everyone was relieved they’d been able to get in without a significant delay
since the inspection at the door was cursory.
“I wonder what the show will be like tonight.”
“I can’t wait to hear Sylvia sing! I was surprised when she collapsed the
other day. I’m so glad she’s feeling better now.”
“That’s the bell for the start of the show! The curtain’s rising…”
The lights in the theater dimmed, and the audience chatter faded with
them. In the silence, the deep-red curtains slowly lifted.
On the stage stood a great number of female performers wearing pink
dresses. Their outlines were faint in the low light. When the musicians began to
play, the women all started dancing at once. Their many-layered chiffon dresses
fluttered about as they moved. The audience was captivated by the otherworldly
music and the way the dancers glided weightlessly around the stage.
The beauty of the dance was further enhanced by a rain of petals that fell
from above. The white petals resembled snow as well. Under the faint lighting,
they almost seemed to glow.
When the petals fell to the stage, the dancing women kicked them back
into the air, and they swirled around as yet another part of the dance. The
audience watched the mesmerizing performance with bated breath, entranced by
the delicate beauty brought out by the petals.
Eventually, the music faded and the dancers slowed to a stop. They exited
the stage, the petals drifting upward one last time with their departure.
The only figure on the stage now was the songstress, who had been hidden
among the dancers. She knelt in the center of the stage, a transparent veil
covering her head. She wore a crimson dress and black gloves, her hands clasped
as if in prayer.
The audience gulped, waiting to hear the beautiful song that was sure to
start any moment now. A large flame was ignited in the device lighting the stage.
And the moment the light hit the songstress, she reached for the sword at her hip.
The crowd’s eyes went wide at the unexpected combination of an opera singer
and a sword.
The next moment, there was a great whoosh from one corner of the
audience. An arrow flew toward the stage. The audience didn’t even have time to
register that someone had shot at her. The songstress swiftly drew her sword and
sliced it diagonally downward in one fluid movement.
“Wha…?”
There was a short clang. The songstress lowered her head calmly after
batting the arrow out of the air. Her slash had caused the flower petals to dance
up into the air once more.
“What…was that?!” a member of the audience cried, unable to contain his
confusion. The other spectators nearby glared at him, and he hastily shut his
mouth.
As the countless petals continued to rain around her, the diva gave a rapid
swing of her sword. At that moment, the veil covering her head flew up, and
those in the front row caught a glimpse of what was beneath it.
“Coral hair?!”
It was not Sylvia on the stage, but none of the audience members realized
that. They merely gaped as the “songstress” swatted her veil aside with one
hand.
“What is this?”
The girl hiding her coral-colored hair pointed her sword straight at the
crowd. Her movements were graceful yet bold, and another audience member
murmured, “That’s no songstress… That’s a goddess of war!”
Of course, the “songstress” had no idea what the audience member had
said. The coral-haired girl in her place—Rishe—was focused intently on her
declaration of war to the enemy and nothing else.
***
I won’t let Sylvia get hurt. Playing her part as the fake songstress, Rishe
honed her focus to a sharp point.
Everything’s gone according to plan so far. The moment the enemy thought
Sylvia was alone onstage, they aimed straight for me.
Her costume was heavy, but some of the design features made it easier to
move in. The frilly skirt had several slits in it so that it didn’t catch on her legs.
Her face was covered by the veil, but it didn’t hinder her vision at all. But it was
just as difficult as she thought it would be to scan the dark audience from the
bright stage. Instead, she focused her hearing and concentrated on the bloodlust
of her attackers. Even with the packed audience, she picked up on the distinct
fwish of an arrow cutting through the air and someone’s intent to kill.
To the right!
Rishe swung her sword as she made the judgment. She missed the
arrowhead but struck the shaft. The arrow slid across the stage, scattering
artificial petals as it went.
It’s just like Prince Arnold taught me. “Use the whole blade as a surface
to hit the shaft, knocking the arrow out of the air.”
Rishe was reaping the fruits of the special training Arnold had been giving
her over the last several days. She took a deep breath and kept her entire body
taut, ready to move at any moment. If she let her guard down for even a second,
a spy’s arrow was sure to find her heart. Rishe, who had been a spy herself—
though she’d merely called herself a hunter at the time—could tell exactly how
skilled her adversaries were.
I’m glad I was able to switch with Sylvia. If I’d really let her be the bait,
she would definitely have been hurt.
No matter how tight their security was, it would be difficult to protect her
completely. Rishe was acutely aware of that fact, which was why she’d made her
proposal to Arnold and Raul.
***
O N THE ROOF of the royal theater was a small garden. The secret spot
wasn’t visible from the ground, and only the royalty and the nobility could make
use of it.
Under the light of the moon, which would be full tomorrow night, it was
more than bright enough without any lamps. Rishe rested alone in the garden on
a wooden bench, the summer breeze ruffling her coral hair. It was nice and
comfortable, considering the strenuous exercise she’d just undergone.
She only escaped dozing off because someone else had just arrived in the
garden.
“Hello, Prince Arnold.”
“It’s done.”
Arnold walked toward her from the door to the roof. He caressed Rishe’s
cheek, seeing how sleepy she looked. “You’re really not hurt?”
“Really, Your Highness…” Rishe said with a bit of a pout. “You asked me
every time you ran into me during the cleanup, didn’t you?”
He’d touched her cheeks, inspected her hands, and checked her for injuries
already.
Arnold took a quiet breath. “Want to rest here some more?”
“Mm.”
The cleanup had been just as hard as they’d figured it would be. It had
taken time to get the audience to leave, round up all the intelligence agents, and
arrange for their transport. Rishe had been helping out as well, so she hadn’t
been able to sit down for a breather. She had eventually run out of things to do
and was tasked only with waiting for Arnold to finish, but she didn’t even have a
place to change out of the dress she’d borrowed. As a result, she was still
wearing the costume as she gazed up at the stars.
“Won’t you sit too?” she asked him.
Looking like he had no choice but to comply, Arnold sat down beside her.
She beamed cheerfully at him, and he sighed. “I heard that man made quite a
fuss at you over something or another.”
“You mean Prince Dietrich?” Rishe cocked her head and thought back to
the exchange from earlier.
During the cleanup, Rishe headed for the royal box and thanked Dietrich
for assisting with their plan and for warning them about the dual arrows.
“You’re darn right! Why, my heroism is worth a commendation at least, I
would think! You two would have been in great peril were it not for my swift
and noble action! I put my very life on the line to save you! That’s me, the
courageous crown prince! Ha ha ha ha!”
At first he was his typical self, but eventually Dietrich cleared his throat
and adopted a more serious tone.
“As for proving Lord Arnold’s superiority as a husband, well…I have
come to realize that the man seems to respect and value you. More or less.”
“Why, Prince Dietrich…”
“However! If he really valued you, then he wouldn’t put you in so much
danger! Isn’t that a more normal way to see things?! You really should rethink
this marriage, Rishe.”
“No,” Rishe said with a smile. “I’m very happy that Prince Arnold
respects my wishes. I can always feel him protecting me from danger. It makes
me feel like I need to get stronger in return.”
Dietrich seemed to chew on his words for a moment. “Very well.”
“Huh?”
“It seems to me as though Lord Arnold Hein has abandoned the very idea
of human happiness, but he at least has the guts to try to make you happy!
Rejoice, Rishe, for that is the judgment I have rendered unto him myself!”
I can’t believe Prince Dietrich is taking back something he said before and
acknowledging another person…
Rishe would never have been able to imagine something like that before
he broke off their engagement. Had coming to Galkhein and seeing another man
in a position like his changed his attitude? Or maybe this was the result of
Mary’s hard work?
At this rate, maybe he won’t even attempt his coup in this life, she thought
with a chuckle. Either way, the individual who had instigated the coup had come
to light now. The entity who had set his sights on Galkhein and Arnold wasn’t
likely to make use of Hermity anymore. This would be Rishe’s first life where
Dietrich didn’t try to start a revolution. In the past, Rishe had always felt some
guilt for abandoning her homeland, but that weight had finally been lifted from
her shoulders.
“Thank you.”
Dietrich had no way of knowing what Rishe was thanking him for, but that
was fine with her.
“Of course, there’s absolutely no need for me to have permission from a
complete stranger like you to marry whom I wish to marry.”
“Agh! That tongue of yours really has gotten sharper lately, hasn’t it?!”
Rishe giggled, and Dietrich made a complicated expression.
“The day I broke off our engagement, you told me I was an unnecessary
element in your life.”
She had said that, but Rishe thought she would take this opportunity to
revise that statement. “Don’t worry, I’m just as unnecessary to your life, Prince
Dietrich.”
“What?”
“Do you remember what adults were always saying to us when we were
young? That I had to be responsible so I could support you?”
Dietrich lowered his head. Evidently, the phrase was familiar.
“That’s not true, is it? After all, you really can do it if you try, Prince
Dietrich… You’ll be perfectly fine without me.”
His eyes bugged out at that.
Rishe was finally starting to feel like she’d put her last six lives behind her
and could be free from them now.
Not just my life as a merchant, or an apothecary, an alchemist, a maid, a
hunter, or a knight… The life I lived as a duke’s daughter in my homeland is just
as irreplaceable to me as all the other lives I’ve lived.
She was at last starting to feel like she’d let go of some of the regrets
she’d been hanging on to ever since that original life as a duke’s daughter.
And while Rishe was feeling perfectly refreshed, Dietrich’s face crumpled,
and he sobbed, “Th-that’s not what I wanted to hear!”
“Um, are you crying?”
“I’m the crown prince, you know! Someone so important would never cry
before others! Anyway…” He sniffled hard, then pointed at Rishe and
demanded, “Is Lord Arnold Hein a necessary element in your life?!”
Rishe blinked. “Prince Dietrich. It’s rude to point.”
“Gaaah! That’s not important right now!”
Rishe laughed at the recollection, and Arnold regarded her dubiously.
“It’s nothing. Prince Dietrich and I just gave each other a little
encouragement for our respective lives from now on.”
Rishe smiled and looked up at Arnold.
“…Oh.”
In the distance, the church bell rang out just once. That church also
functioned as a clock tower, so the bell rang at set intervals to announce the time.
And the hour it had just rung out was twelve o’clock—midnight.
“It’s your birthday,” Arnold said, and Rishe nodded.
The date had changed. Today, the thirtieth day of the seventh month, was
the day Rishe had been born. It was her sixteenth birthday. Rishe had
experienced this occasion seven times now.
Arnold, who couldn’t possibly know that, said, “I’ve never celebrated
someone’s birthday before.”
“Your Highness…”
“Tell me what you want of me.” Arnold’s fingers playfully traced the
earring Rishe wore. “Did you decide what you wish to do?”
Rishe nodded once more. Arnold’s curiosity was piqued.
“I…” Rishe gazed into Arnold’s brilliant blue eyes and said, “There’s
something I’ve always wanted, ever since I was small.”
Rishe spoke slower than usual, and Arnold waited for her to finish.
Appreciative of his patience, she took her time voicing the feelings in her heart.
“I’ve always wanted to live a free life. Not as a duke’s daughter or a
crown princess, but just as a human being, valuing myself rather than what’s
expected of me…and you respect that desire of mine above all else, Prince
Arnold.”
Rishe felt that way from the bottom of her heart.
“You’re not trying to control me or lock me away. You’ve worried about
me and shown concern so many times, but you always trust me in the end. You
allow me to be free to pursue my own desires, and you lend a hand when I’m not
able to do everything I want by myself…”
Arnold had promised to grant her any request that he could, but it wasn’t
out of a simple desire to be sincere to the oath he’d sworn when he’d proposed to
her. Moreover, he didn’t just give superficially to Rishe. He considered her
feelings and always thought of how best to grant her requests.
“I’m very happy right now that I can be your bride.”
Arnold’s eyes widened.
“As your bride, I want our wedding to be perfect. I don’t want to shame
you, and I want to hold my head up high as the crown princess.”
“No matter what anyone says, you’re my bride. There’s no changing that
fact.”
“Still, I want it to be perfect.” Rishe needed courage to finish telling
Arnold what it was she wanted. “So, Prince Arnold…” She grasped the hand
fiddling with her earring and squeezed it. “Can we please practice the kiss we’ll
exchange at the ceremony?”
“…What?”
Rishe thought her voice might tremble from nervousness. “As your
birthday gift to me…” Her embarrassment blended with genuine desire. Rishe
gazed up at Arnold and pleaded, “Would you kiss me?”
She thought this might have been the first time she’d ever seen Arnold so
genuinely surprised.
“…Rishe.”
Before he could say more, she frantically blurted, “I know, it’s a terribly
improper request, I’m so sorry!” She grabbed the sleeve of his jacket and
squeezed it tight. “I’m just not confident at all that I’ll be able to do it well. I
realize it’s an imposition, but…please.”
“That’s not…what I…” Arnold’s frown deepened as he choked out the
words. He touched Rishe’s shoulders with a pitying look and said, “What are
you asking for? You’re trembling so much.”
Rishe was hyperaware that her body had frozen due to a bad case of
nerves, but that was no reason for Arnold to feel so concerned. “This isn’t
because I’m dreading or afraid of the idea,” she told him, thinking it a bit strange
herself.
When their engagement was fresh, she’d made him swear not to lay even a
finger on her since she was so nervous about him. Eventually, she started letting
him touch her through gloves. At some point, she’d almost forgotten the promise
altogether.
Of course, having Arnold touch her so intimately made her nerves go from
bad to worse. Her face was burning—but she’d never hated that feeling. She
hadn’t felt any disgust or fear during their first kiss in the chapel either.
All she experienced was a pesky ache in the center of her chest.
“I’m sorry!” Rishe hung her head, reflecting on her actions. “I should have
known you wouldn’t want to do that. I-I’m always so selfish!”
Arnold must have had some reason for what he’d done that day. Still, she
couldn’t just ask him for a kiss. Rishe shot up from the bench, coming back to
her senses—and Arnold grabbed her hand.
With a heavy sigh, he said, “I said it wasn’t a bother.”
“Huh?”
Rishe raised her head and found Arnold standing in front of her with his
eyes closed in irritation. He opened them and then brushed Rishe’s hair, his
fingers tucking a lock behind her ear.
Oh my… Rishe was suddenly nervous, knowing what was about to come
next. She didn’t want Arnold seeing her face so red, but she had no choice when
he lifted her chin.
His face is like the most beautiful piece of art in the world.
The prince’s blue eyes and long lashes captivated anyone who saw them.
They had such dangerous power, yet he always looked straight at Rishe. She
didn’t know what to do about it. To make matters worse, his thumb was tracing
her lip now, as though measuring precisely where his lips would go.
Rishe let a little puff of air out, tickled by his touch.
“Close your eyes.”
“B-but…” Her heart threatened to somersault out of her chest every time
she so much as opened her mouth. “I can’t look?”
Arnold’s eyes shone in the light of the nearly full moon. Rishe could see
herself in their azure, oceanic depths. He half closed them and coaxed her, “You
want to practice for the wedding, right?”
“Ugh…”
He spoke like he was trying to coax a stubborn child. It was true that they
would close their eyes for the ceremony. Even these small aspects of the kiss had
a tradition to be followed. But since they had the opportunity to practice, she
kind of wanted to know everything she could. Arnold must have guessed what
she was thinking.
“Come on. Close them.”
He pressed little kisses against Rishe’s eyelids, which snapped closed
when his lips brushed against her lashes. She let out a cute grunt in response.
“Good.”
Arnold really did spoil Rishe more than anyone in the world, praising her
just for closing her eyes. Regardless, she wasn’t sure if he really would go along
with all her selfish requests.
What’ll I do if he says the kiss on the eyelids is it? she thought, timidly
opening her eyes again. She was met with a devastatingly earnest gaze.
Prince Arnold really will grant my request… He will!
Now certain of it, Rishe began to feel lightheaded. She grasped at
Arnold’s shirt, close to the collar. She had requested this, yet she was already
almost down for the count.
“You don’t have to force yourself, ” he told her.
Her eyelids flew wide, and she shook her head. “Don’t stop.”
She wanted Arnold to kiss her no matter what. Peering at him through her
lashes, she begged, “Please, Your Highness…”
“…”
Arnold tilted her neck back a bit more. This time, her eyelids fell closed
on their own. He wrapped his other arm around her waist, and his face neared
hers.
Their lips met.
His touch was tender and, as always, full of concern for her. The moment
she registered it, there was that familiar pang in her chest again. Not only that,
but her pulse quickened as a fierce warmth spread through her, threatening to
bring her to tears.
The kiss lasted only a few seconds. When they pulled away, their eyes
locked. Arnold looked to be in pain somehow.
“Are you satisfied?”
“Not yet…”
Rishe’s head was a little fuzzy, and she felt a bit weak in the knees. Even
the feeling from when their lips met felt like it might fade away if she didn’t
hang on to it.
“I couldn’t remember it all after just one kiss.”
“…”
She didn’t want to forget it. If this was her only opportunity to learn, then
she wanted to know more. She tugged gently on Arnold’s shirt, and his brow
furrowed.
“If it’s not too much to ask, could we—mgh!”
This time, the kiss was a little more forceful, almost a bite—which felt
familiar. It took her by surprise; Rishe thought she was probably remembering
the poison wound she’d received on her neck. Arnold had sucked on it to remove
the toxin.
“Mmn…”
A kiss was a meeting of the lips and nothing more. Yet the arm around her
waist flexed, pulling her closer. Her heart beat faster and louder, making even
more of a racket than when she’d fought onstage. She squirmed, flustered by the
idea of Arnold hearing it—but Arnold kept her firmly in place as they kissed,
with no intention of setting her free.
“Hnng…!”
It was just their lips meeting, but Rishe had somehow lost the ability to
breathe. She scrunched her face up, and Arnold finally pulled away from her.
Then he pressed his forehead to hers and said, his voice husky, “Sorry.”
Somehow managing to breathe again, Rishe shook her head. Their bangs
tangled together as she gripped Arnold’s shirt.
“More,” she begged, and Arnold huffed in response.
Their next kiss was soft, as if in apology for the previous one’s hastiness.
This one was modest, little more than a peck. Their lips separated with a tiny
smack. The sound was adorable on its own, but it contributed to Rishe’s
embarrassment and restlessness. She wanted to learn more, but it had ended so
fast that her lips tingled at the loss.
Were there really this many ways to kiss? They were all so different, she
didn’t feel like she was getting good practice in at all. Only vague feelings
compelling her now, she implored him once more, tears in her eyes.
“One more time…”
Arnold’s brows came together and he tugged Rishe even closer to him,
until she was snug in his arms. He patted her on the back soothingly.
“I’ll kiss you as many times as you like later, so just breathe for now.”
“O-okay…”
Rishe buried her face in Arnold’s chest, hiding her scarlet cheeks and
focusing on breathing. She took shallow breaths, one after the other, but she
didn’t feel herself growing calmer at all. If she sat down right now, she worried
she’d never be able to stand again.
She realized it had been a good idea to practice. If she acted like this at the
wedding, she’d disgrace herself as crown princess. Even as Rishe thought this,
Arnold held her with great care. He kissed her forehead through her bangs.
Rishe’s heart thrummed, and she felt tears welling in her eyes again. At the same
time, the gentle touch gave her a strange sense of calm at last.
I feel like my brain is melting…
She was starting to feel like she wanted Arnold to hold her forever. But if
they did that, she wouldn’t be able to get more practice.
Suddenly, she remembered the words Dietrich had said to her earlier that
day.
“Is Lord Arnold Hein a necessary element in your life?!”
Rishe had scolded Dietrich for his bad manners, then smiled and replied,
“Yes, he is.” She then told the shocked prince the full truth: “After all, I wish to
spend the rest of my life at his side.”
Rishe had become aware of that feeling for the first time, and it was only
growing stronger the more time she spent in his arms.
“Rishe.” Arnold’s voice was soft but hoarse as well. Rishe’s shoulders
twitched, so he asked her worriedly, “Are you afraid?”
It was the same thing he’d asked her when she’d run into his father the
other day.
Rishe shook her head. “Your voice…”
“My voice?”
“I really…like it.” She had fistfuls of Arnold’s shirt in her hands as she
pressed her forehead to him. With her face hidden, she confessed, “It feels
almost painful when you say my name, so it’s a bit of a problem…”
Rishe meant it. Yet Arnold brushed the hair away from her ear and pressed
his lips to it, murmuring breathily, “Rishe.”
“Ack!”
Now this was just mean. Evidence of his guilt escaped from his nose in a
small puff of air.
“Heh.”
He laughed!
She could tell he was only mildly teasing her, but she still wanted to
protest. The next time he called her name, it was with reverence, like she was the
most precious thing in the world to him.
“Rishe…”
Tears threatened to spill from Rishe’s eyes at the sound.
“Eep!”
Her eyelids flew wide open as his lips brushed her ear again. He’d just
told her to breathe, so what was he doing raining kisses down on her? Arnold
kissed her bangs, then captured her left hand. He’d probably picked up on the
way she was clinging a little too tightly to his shirt. He wove his fingers through
hers as if to scold her for it.
Then he kissed the base of her ring finger, just below the ring he’d gifted
her.
He’s kissing me all over the place… I feel like I’ve become some sort of
confectionery…
Maybe he was trying to calm her down, but she couldn’t possibly catch
her breath with all this happening.
He tilted her head back again, and Rishe hastened to wipe her wet
eyelashes. “I-I’m sorry. I can’t believe I’m doing this when I was the one who
asked…”
Arnold took hold of her hand before she could rub her eyes. With both her
hands seized firmly in his, he looked her in the eye and whispered, “It’s cute.
You don’t need to hide it.”
Rishe was astonished. The unexpected words made her ears burn—but
Arnold was, of course, unflappable as ever.
“Then again…” His eyes and voice, however, were kinder than usual. “I
can’t think of a single time you ever weren’t cute.”
“Hnnngh!”
She had no idea how to respond. She really wanted to hide her face now,
but with neither hand free, all she could do was bury her face in Arnold’s neck.
Arnold let go of Rishe’s right hand and stroked her hair instead. “Rishe.”
“Ugh! Stop teasing me!”
“You can’t blame me, can you?”
She had just told him it was a problem for her when he called her name,
yet he showed absolutely no remorse for his behavior. If anything, he was just
rubbing salt in her wounds, saying things like, “I want to see your face.”
“Eep!”
She had to give up when he said that right in her ear. If he was making a
request of her, she had to fulfill it. She relaxed and pulled away from Arnold,
who tilted her head back up at him. Concerned fingers brushed her flaming
cheeks.
“Is this painful?”
It’s painful, but not because of the kissing, she wanted to tell him, but she
couldn’t, instead letting out only a breath. Why does it make me want to cry when
he says my name? Heat pricked the corners of her eyes. I want him to say it even
more…
She had heard about wavering feelings like this from Sylvia. When the
diva met Gutheil, she’d felt a slew of contradictory emotions. It was the first
time she’d ever felt like that in her life.
Rishe inhaled a shaky breath. Arnold rubbed her back, regarding her with
soft eyes. Rishe’s lashes were still wet, so he gently wiped her tears away.
“All I do is make you cry.”
Her heart ached at the words. She could only think of one such instance
herself, however.
“I’m not crying right now,” she said petulantly.
Exasperation crossed Arnold’s face. “Liar.”
“Ngh…”
Arnold’s thumb brushed Rishe’s lips as if to chide her for trying to put up
a brave front. He pressed down right in the middle. He was teasing her again!
“Rishe.”
“Ugh…”
At his featherlight touch, pain sprouted in her heart once more.
“If it frightens you, we don’t have to kiss at the wedding. I’ll change
whatever part of the ceremony needs changing, no matter who objects.”
She really did feel like a frightened little kid the way he was talking about
her.
“I don’t want any part of my vows as your wife missing.” She beseeched
him once more, “Please kiss me…my husband…”
Arnold frowned and cupped Rishe’s cheek. With the other hand, he
entwined their fingers. “Okay.”
Her chest still hurt, but she also felt an urge to get even closer to him
welling up inside her.
I feel like I’m going to cry when he says my name, but I want him to say it
more. It’s painful being with him, but I don’t want to leave.
Celebrating a birthday meant celebrating the fact that you’d been born.
Rishe had died again and again, her life scattering in the wind, but she felt like a
new beat was pulsing in her heart now.
I’m…
Putting a name to the sensation she was feeling for the first time in her
life, Rishe closed her wet eyes.
I’m in love with Prince Arnold…
At that instant, they shared another soft kiss.
To be continued …
Bonus Story:
A Hands-on Examination Is the Only Way
T OUKO AMEKAWA HERE. It was a long wait, but I’m so happy I could
finally bring you 7th Time Loop Volume 5!
This time, it’s a story about people from another one of Rishe’s important
lives: her life as a duke’s daughter. And Rishe finally has a big moment of
growth this time too!
Arnold, meanwhile, reaches a five out of ten on his “open affection for
Rishe” scale in the epilogue of this volume. He’s in the last stretch of the first
lap, but I believe he’ll keep gaining. I hope you’ll watch over him as he
continues the race!
Thank you so much for the illustrations, Wan☆Hachipisu-sensei. The
color and monochromatic images are both gorgeous, and the last illustration in
particular shot me right through the heart. I still haven’t recovered. I’ll treasure it
for the rest of my life!
To my editor, thank you for taking me by the reins. You’ve brought out the
best in my work.
And everyone who read this volume! Thanks to your support, this series is
becoming an anime! Can you believe it?! I’m so happy, and it still doesn’t feel
real at all, but it’s thanks to all of you! I really can’t thank you enough! Rishe
and friends will move freely on-screen and talk! It’s an incredibly wonderful
anime, so I can’t wait until you’re all able to see it.
Please wait for the next piece of good news!
I hope we’ll be able to meet again in Volume 6 of 7th Time Loop! Thank
you so much.
Thank you for reading!
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Table of Contents
Table of Contents
Color Inserts
Title Page
Copyrights and Credits
Table of Contents Page
Dramatis Personae
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Epilogue
Bonus Story: A Hands-on Examination Is the Only Way
Afterword
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