Stuck With Me. Complete
Stuck With Me. Complete
🐾Introduction🐾
'We kissed when the whole world stopped time... through the petals of
the sunflower on her desk.'
But that proud nickname was shattered when I lost a case to the cold-faced
prosecutor named Man Mek. She appeared calm but concealed many
mysteries. Beautiful yet emotionless, the mere thought of her irritated me.
Then one day, she reappeared in the office as an assistant, the new lawyer I
was forced to work with, accompanied by sunflowers that seemed to hold
precious memories for her.
At some point, I had to admit that I was interested in this girl. She
approached me neither too much nor too little, cared for me, was nice to
me, and didn't judge me, even though others thought I was a bad, selfish
person.
Until...
A phone call came from my sister, who has the ability to see the future. She
said someone was tricking me into using my ability for bad things, which
would eventually shorten my lifespan. It sounded really scary.
It is a Maan Mek.
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The woman....
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🐾01.The Destroyer
🐾 of Nicknames
Two minutes to midnight. We were about to part ways at the crosswalk, but
after taking just a few steps, I stopped.
Now, I'm forcing myself not to turn back and kissing her.
But… Not me, who dares to call myself the favorite daughter of heaven.
Why?
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I grew up in a family with my mommy and mama. They were two women
who fell in love with each other, and because they wanted to have children,
my mama, a businesswoman, chose to invest in a country to meet the
requirements for citizenship there, where same-sex marriage was legal.
Then, my mommy, who was a prosecutor, flew over to register with her
before they accessed a sperm bank to take turns getting pregnant.
My mommy gave birth to my sister, Karan, using her own eggs. Nearly a
year later, they switched, and my mama became pregnant and gave birth to
me.
Now, Mama and Mommy live abroad. Occasionally, they visit Thailand, or
we fly to see them. As for Karan, who is a cardiothoracic surgeon, and I, are
both reside in Thailand. Sometimes, we drop by to visit Aunt Vee—
Some might think our family is strange. When I was a child, some teachers
treated me with pity because I only had two mothers and no father. They
assumed I had an inferiority complex, even though my sister and I were
happy and never thought there was anything wrong with having two
mothers.
As for the second blessing... this one might seem a bit fantastical. But in
reality—
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Hello, I'd like to introduce myself in more detail. I am Maitree, or Miss
Song Mina Naravatthanwet, a young woman with dual citizenship,
standing at 159 centimeters tall. I hate talking about my age, am currently
trying to quit coffee, and work as a stock lawyer at a renowned law firm.
Ah, it's probably not hard to guess by now. Yes, my ability to stop time
gives me an advantage over anyone else in the world.
Just think about it; no matter how skilled or experienced the opposing party
is, I can stop time. It can be used in many ways, as you can imagine.
But that proud nickname was destroyed two years ago... even though I was
confident I could never lose a case like that.
Oh, never mind. I won’t think about that prosecutor now. If possible, I don't
want to mention that person again.
So, to sum it all up, I'm a lawyer who doesn’t care about anything. I use my
cheating skills to fight cases for my clients. I have two blessings from
heaven, and I’m happy with this fulfilling life.
In the morning, everything seemed normal. I had to attend the court verdict
for a case that had been a hot topic on social media a few months ago.
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A young woman from a wealthy family had a fight with her parents and ran
away from home, selling her branded items to make money. She rented a
mid-priced apartment without contacting her family or friends from
university. She wanted to be sarcastic.
In the first month, nothing happened. She still had some money saved from
selling things. There were a few problems, but she would sometimes argue
with people in the dorm because of her rather selfish and quick-witted
nature.
The man claimed that he had previously had several arguments with the
defendant over issues such as loud music, trash left outside her room, and
an incident where she threw a cigarette into a flower pot on his balcony.
One day, when he was extremely angry, he raised his voice and used foul
language. The defendant seemed flustered and retreated into her room.
He didn’t think much of it and walked over to open it, only to be stabbed in
the stomach with a knife, sustaining an injury.
[Please, help me plead not guilty in this case so that my daughter can be
acquitted.]
The first time I met the young woman who was the defendant in the case,
the first thing I said to her was.
“I don’t want to know if you really did it, and I won’t ask that question.
Because I can’t say you’re innocent if you admit to doing everything
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alleged. But if I don’t know about it… I’m just a lawyer defending my
client. I’m not completely in the wrong.”
As I expected, the court's verdict was announced today: the case was
dismissed.
However, the footage was of such low quality that it couldn’t be determined
whether what was in her coat was indeed a knife.
There was also the witness who claimed he saw the defendant rushing down
the elevator with a look of alarm, but that same witness had previously had
a quarrel with the defendant in the first month and had even gossiped about
her on social media.
Most importantly, the weapon used in the incident still hadn’t been found.
Reporters were waiting to interview him after the verdict was announced
because the case had attracted significant attention on social media,
especially since my client was notorious for having a bad reputation as a
celebrity.
At one point, I briefed my client, "Just stick to the court's verdict and
confirm that you’re innocent."
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Despite my reputation for winning cases, which frequently went against
public opinion, my name was always in the headlines. This time, I could
already predict how they would frame it.
“As expected, Lawyer Maitree took on a celebrity client with deep pockets
and no sense of guilt.”
Later that day, the client's mother invited me to dinner to discuss matters.
Her daughter, who had been acquitted, sat nearby, chatting on her phone
with friends, appearing quite relaxed. The mother, her face now bright after
months of worry, smiled as she said, "About the knife…"
However, she was still filled with relief at the court’s dismissal.
“I have to thank you very much. If it weren’t for you, things would have
turned out quite badly.”
“Yes,” she replied, taking out a piece of paper from her Hermes bag and
holding it out to me.
“This is a check I’d like to give you, in addition to the legal fees. It’s a
token of appreciation for your hard work over the past few months.”
I took the check, glanced at it, and then handed it back to her. She looked
surprised. I gave her a brief smile before saying,
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"I need another zero."
Honestly, for the amount of work I’d put in, that check had too few zeros.
Eventually, the lady relented and wrote a new check with the appropriate
amount. Our dinner concluded a little earlier than expected.
Bad Lawyer.
Greedy.
Gold Digger.
I couldn’t believe it. My brand-new car, which hadn’t even received its
white license plate yet, had been defaced with graffiti.
I had no idea who could have done this. But I knew I wasn’t at fault.
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3:08 PM
Already irritated from the incident earlier, which left my beloved Mustang
needing a complete repaint, her greeting only added to my frustration.
Natcha, the PR girl who usually sat at the reception desk, would often
follow me around gossiping whenever the lawyers returned to the office.
“Thank you so much for caring about how I get to work,” I replied
sarcastically.
“I’m sorry,”
She said, repeating it so often that it became a habit. When I turned around
and walked back to the office, she followed me and started a new topic, as
if she were lonely and wanted someone to chat with.
“Actually, today there will be a new assistant lawyer joining the team. Phi
Prach personally welcomed that person, and seemed very happy to be
joining us. I am curious to see how interesting someone without a lawyer’s
license, but has been invited to join the team, can be, Kiew.”
“Someone like Phi Prach, the owner of this place, saw potential in him and
invited him to work even without a license?”
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“No, I heard that person used to work in other legal fields before.”
No, it was Phi Prach, the man who owned this law firm and was ten years
older than me. I pressed the answer button, turned on the speaker, and
leaned back on the sofa.
“What is it?”
[No, no, you’ll find out soon. But first, I have to hang up.]
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With all the work I had been doing, I rolled my eyes and wanted to say that
if he was going to call me and make it a mystery, he might as well not say
anything at all. But he hung up, leaving me wondering why he was sending
someone.
Maybe I can have Riker deliver some chocolate. Adults can get through
their day with sweet treats, too.
Knock knock.
“Ms. Maitree?”
“Come in.”
The door opened. Natcha, who always wore an excited expression, looked
unusually awkward as she led a tall, slender figure into the room. I followed
her gaze and examined the young woman, who wore black loafers, cropped
work slacks, a Dior belt, a loose light-colored shirt, and stood with a
straight, elegant posture. As for her face...
Believe me, my polite smile earlier turned awkward when I made eye
contact with her.
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“Hello, I will be your new assistant lawyer. From now on, I would like to
introduce myself. Also, please…,” she said.
The owner of that beautiful face had used her emotions while standing on
the other side of the courtroom two years ago.
“My esteemed court, I object once again. The assumptions raised by the
lawyers are not applicable in this case. They are merely imaginations
attempting to undermine the credibility of the witnesses, material that has
already undergone the examination process. The questioning of the expert
witness is clearly aimed at destroying the weight of the evidence.”
Maan Mek
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🐾02. We Can'tRoomWork
🐾 in The Same
The second blessing is very special and valuable, but it comes with
conditions so I don't have too much of an advantage over others.
First, I can stop time for ten minutes a day, with everything resetting at
midnight. In other words, if I use the ability fully, I won’t be able to use it
again until the next day.
Second, if a wound occurs and there’s bleeding, this power cannot be used.
Third, if I stop time to interfere with someone's destiny, I have to pay with
my own lifespan.
If I cause someone to die or help someone live, I will lose ten years of
my life.
When I stopped a bullet to save Phi Karan's wife a few years ago, I knew I
would die at eighty-three, but now I know I will die at seventy-three.
Those conditions weren’t an obstacle for me. When I was a child and first
realized I could stop time, I cried because I thought I was stuck in a
mysterious dimension. I concluded it was just a bad dream. When I told Phi
Karan about it, she took me to see my mama and mommy.
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That's when I found out it was an inherited ability from my mommy's side.
As a kid barely old enough to understand, my jaw dropped.
Mama was shocked too, because this ability is usually passed down
genetically. I was conceived using her egg, but it was still a surprise.
In addition, Phi Karan, who also has the power of time, but in a different
form, helped me understand something important whenever I stopped time,
I was the only one still moving, free from all rules. However, if I touched
someone, even just with my fingertips, that person would share the same
time period with me, as long as we stayed connected.
What else?
Yes, Maan Mek, the rival who humiliated me two years ago, is standing in
my office, claiming with a straight face.
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"From now on, I'll be assisting you."
As soon as the call connected, I filled him in. The large mirror in the office
bathroom reflected my serious expression as I spoke.
Phi Prach was probably at a social event. It was rude of me to call out of
nowhere, but forcing my rival to be my assistant without my consent was
even ruder.
"No, if I let it go today, you’ll find a way to trick me into accepting it. So,
let's settle this now."
Natcha had left, leaving just the two of us. How should I deal with her?
Two years ago, after losing to her, I did a thorough background check. Ms.
Maan Mek Satakoon, a first-class honors law graduate from a renowned
university, had passed the bar exam on her first try. She had experience as a
legal officer and was a second-level prosecutor on the verge of promotion—
if she hadn’t resigned. She was also four years younger than me.
But I didn’t have to be fond of her just because she was younger in the legal
profession. I found her calmness irritating. Even though she stood at the
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right spot without sitting on the sofa or work chair since I hadn’t invited her
to, my prejudice blinded me.
Aside from my sister, I disliked women who kept a straight face because
they were hard to read.
There was a moment when I clenched my fists tightly, annoyed at the lack
of defiance in her composed gaze.
For a second, I wondered whether I should invite her to sit on the opposite
sofa or test the limits of my power by stopping time and exploring things in
a rather rude manner.
Before I realized it, I had been acting improperly for a long time.
Otherwise, I would have used my special abilities to do everything possible
to win the case.
If I just stopped time and looked at her closely, maybe even smelled her
perfume, it wouldn’t be wrong, right?
But then I wondered why I would bother doing that to a woman I don’t
even like. It’s such a waste of my abilities.
I picked up the coffee that had been sitting on the low table for a while and
took a sip to refresh myself. Then, I spoke without much concern for the
listener's feelings.
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Maan Mek bowed her head slightly.
“Then I apologize.”
“You’re clearly asking for a favor. What are you apologizing for?”
Whenever I get annoyed, the other party should back down, but not her. She
don’t even flinch. Instead, she reply in a way that leaves me unsure how to
respond. I can’t seem to shake my prejudice against her, but now I can’t
think of any words to start an argument.
It feels like winning, but it also feels like losing, and I don’t like this
feeling.
Maan Mek deliberately averted her gaze, but I caught the faint smile at the
corner of her mouth. I pressed my tongue against the inside of my cheek in
annoyance.
Phi Prach had tried to convince me to accept her as an assistant, saying that
the person who once ruined my reputation was now going to work under
me. After two years, having her as an assistant would be a close victory, at
least in the eyes of others.
“Thank you.”
“If I say anything else in this situation, won’t it just irritate you more?”
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This was the second time this girl had responded in a way that left me
speechless with that cold, indifferent expression. I bit my lower lip as I
stared at her sitting across from me, taking a deep breath to suppress my
emotions and keep my temper in check.
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🐾03.Sunflower Punishment🐾
After only one day of working together, Maan Mek and I were already
having problems.
I shot a glare at Natcha, the brown-haired girl who acted like the office
megaphone, but she quickly ran off. I then turned to face the middle-aged
woman standing before me. She had red hair, a pale complexion, and a deep
gaze. Her floral dress was of an outdated style, and she carried a shabby
gray bag.
I probably hadn't prepared myself for such a quick rejection. The woman's
face fell, a mix of shock and heartbreak rendering her speechless. I tried to
be polite by opening the door and smiling as I gestured for her to leave. But
just then, my assistant spoke up.
This was exactly why someone like me shouldn't have an assistant. I took a
deep breath and turned to look at Maan Mek, who was dealing with the pile
of paperwork I'd intentionally dumped on her from day one.
"I've been swamped with work this month. I've had to work overtime
almost every night."
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"...."
I turned back to the woman, smiling. The elderly woman looked as if she
was about to say something, perhaps to plead her case, but I didn't give her
the chance. I ushered her out quickly, and I waved goodbye, closing the
door behind her.
The office fell into an uncomfortable silence again. Perhaps I was simply
too used to being alone. Now, with Maan Mek quiet as she was it still felt
like an intrusion. I sat down at my desk and resumed my work.
Each lawyer has their own area of expertise, and claiming to be an expert in
all types of cases would be an exaggeration. Even with my ability to pause
time as a special advantage, I couldn't accept every case without careful
consideration.
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Minor case refers to a civil dispute involving assets not exceeding 300,000
baht or eviction cases where the monthly rent is no more than 30,000 baht.
But the story I want to share is from my first year of practice. My BMW, a
birthday gift from my mama, got a flat tire right in front of the office.
Someone had plastered vulgar signs all over the car, apparently a
disgruntled husband from a recent case where I represented the wife.
Embarrassed and angry, I pulled off the signs, my cheeks flushed. I had
always been the little girl everyone doted on, even my strict mama. So who
had the audacity to humiliate me like this?
Rest assured, I later requested the CCTV footage and sued the culprit for
substantial damages.
Ah, yes. There was also the recent incident involving my brand-new
Mustang, the first car I bought with my own money. Someone had spray-
painted it turns out it was the plaintiff from the latest case, whose verdict I
had just heard the day before. This time, they wore a helmet to conceal their
face and borrowed a motorcycle with the license plate removed.
He thought he was clever, but he wasn't. The shop's CCTV might not have
captured his face, but the police had the authority to check nearby cameras
and trace the culprit. He hadn't considered that his borrowed vehicle would
lead the police to the owner, who could serve as a witness.
And to top it off, he had discarded the bag containing the spray cans in a
nearby trash can. If his fingerprints matched, I wouldn't have to do much
more.
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After receiving updates from the nearby CCTV footage, I hung up the
phone feeling much better. I couldn't help but hum a tune.
The tall figure in the work area stood up, grabbing only a communication
device and a Louis Vuitton bag that I remembered cost nearly fifty thousand
baht.
But in this world, there's something called a credit card. Maybe she relies
on that system. I tried to pull myself away from her attention, thinking it
was none of my business, and turned back to the open laptop screen,
drafting the lawsuit.
I pretended not to care but secretly watched every move, considering this to
be my office.
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Sunlight streamed through the window as clouds cast shadows, while she
arranged the sunflowers in a vase on her desk, as if to symbolize something.
In the background, a Roman numeral clock hung on the wall, its hands
moving in time.
In that moment, I forgot my prejudice against this woman and stared at her
for a while, involuntarily. It was evident that someone who already looked
good could appear even more striking when surrounded by blooming
flowers.
I couldn't find any logic to excuse myself... when I chose to stop time just to
admire the clouds in this picture a little longer.
The clock's hands in the background blurred, reminding me that I was using
my time-stopping ability. And then, ten minutes passed because of
something so trivial just looking at a woman and her sunflowers.
For a moment, I pursed my lips, and my hand twisted the corner of the
paper beneath it.
Time, which had been stopped, resumed its normal flow. The faint hum of
the air conditioner signaled that everything was back to motion, but I was
still staring at the side of the face of the person I resented.
What snapped me out of my reverie was when she suddenly turned around,
as if she realized she was being watched.
Our eyes met. The clouds outside remained calm and unpredictable as
usual, but...
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I seemed to be in trouble. It was like getting caught peeking at someone.
But someone like Maitree always has a way out. I leaned back in my chair,
crossed my arms over my chest, and cleared my throat slightly before
saying,
"Please go get me some coffee. A medium-sized iced mocha, not too sweet.
In ten minutes."
Although no words escaped her thin lips, her eyes seemed to reflect slight
annoyance. Her eyebrows arched as if asking why I hadn't asked her to get
it when she leave.
With the blinds open to the view of the building outside, only I and my
thoughts remained.
When she was there, it looked more like a masterpiece. By the way... what
am I rambling about?
No, I have to ask, what the hell is wrong with me? I could have used my
time-stopping ability to make this day go away effortlessly.
Although I didn't want to justify it, I could find an excuse that observing an
enemy who had become a colleague wasn't that strange.
I squinted my eyes, determined to keep an eye on the new desk. If there was
any mess, I would use it as an excuse to talk to Phi Prach about making a
separate room out of sight.
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I felt disgusted with Phi Maan Mek to the limit, like this.
Believe me, I was more fascinated by the beauty of the flowers than by the
person.
Really.
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🐾04.The Assistant
Home🐾
Attorney's Way
It had been exactly a week since I got an assistant, and overall, it had been
much more convenient.
Maan Mek was the one who typed up drafts of lawsuits, contracts, and
various documents. She also contacted agencies, which something I was
usually fussy about doing. She even arranged to get petitions, handling
them accurately without needing to repeat herself, as she wrote everything
down fluently in her personal notebook. She also bought the right coffee,
and performed her duties flawlessly, to the point where I thought she might
be a young AI.
That’s why I’m still trying to find fault with her. I’ll find it soon.
At ten o’clock on a hot, sunny day, I was sitting in Prach’s office, the largest
room in the workplace. I didn’t really have any important business there,
but he suddenly called me over to eat chocolate cake because he knew I
liked it. Hearing that, I immediately knew what his real intention was.
A middle-aged man, Prach still looked youthful due to the care he took of
himself. He regularly attended beauty courses with his wife. His face was
now lit up with a smile as if he were holding a seventeen-carat diamond in
his hand.
I took a bite of cake before glaring at him from across the room.
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He didn’t like being called Brother or Phi so everyone in the office either
called him by his name or just You informally.
Prach laughed heartily, leaning back against the sofa with a relaxed,
contented look.
“Cough, cough!”
"Did I say something wrong? You yourself said you like women who are
like your older sister. I met her once at a public health event tall, quiet,
polite, and, most importantly, excellent at her job."
“If she’s not the same, she’s not the same. There’s no need to get so angry.”
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“Stop! I don’t want to talk to you anymore.”
Usually, when I returned to my office, I would let off steam since no one
would see me. But as I opened the door, I was struck by an uncomfortable
truth: the main character of my thoughts was standing in the corner, printing
documents. The calm-faced woman turned to look at me and spoke up.
“Your cheeks…”
“....”
The woman in the white outfit said, rolling up her sleeves as she turned
back to her work.
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The thought was both embarrassing and infuriating.
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PART : NARRATOR
Today was Thursday, marking the first full week at her new job. Everything
proceeded as usual, except her lawyer seemed busier than ever. Maanmek
left the office around 5 PM, stopped by a Japanese restaurant for dinner, and
took the BTS to a station close to her residence.
Just then, her phone vibrated. The screen displayed the caller’s name—
someone she couldn’t ignore. She pressed the answer button, and before she
could speak, a deep voice on the other end commanded her to meet him
tonight.
A young woman, standing over 176 centimeters tall, got out of the white
Jaguar she had driven for hours. A man hurried over to collect the keys and
drive the car into the back garage, but the assistant lawyer, with an
indifferent expression and inscrutable eyes, spoke as she continued walking.
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“Im not staying overnight."
The pitch-black leather loafers echoed loudly with every step on the floor,
from the mansion's entrance to the dining room.
As she entered, she found a middle-aged man sitting at the head of a long
table, slicing a pork chop with a displeased expression. He had the air of a
businessman, but his neat suit had been abandoned for a gray shirt, its hem
untucked from his trousers. His tie hung loosely around his neck, and the
scent of alcohol filled the air as she approached.
In the corner of the room stood two subordinates, their gazes averted yet
fully aware of the situation.
Maan Mek raised her hands in a respectful gesture to the man who was like
a benefactor to her, but before she could say a word, there was a loud crash.
Creek!
Thanin had swept the plate of food off the table with indifference. His
anger, which had been simmering since noon after learning about his
niece’s job transfer, had boiled over. He had been furious at the office, but
as the chairman who had to meet with partners, he had managed to restrain
himself until now.
“Did you resign from the prosecutor's office just to defy me?”
It sounded like a question, but his face was contorted in rage, and his voice
was harsh. The two men standing guard glanced over, accustomed to his
temper and his tendency to destroy things when angry. Maan Mek was no
stranger to this either. Her uncle was often like this, to the point where she
had grown numb to it. Her expression remained calm and composed.
His brow arched, his face flushed whether from anger or alcohol, it was
hard to tell.
“What reasons?”
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His niece closed her eyes briefly, trying to calm the swirl of emotions inside
her. From the beginning, Thanin had intended for her to graduate in law to
work within the legal system and... assist the organization that operated
in the murky depths of his affairs.
However, Maan Mek had never agreed with him all along; she just hadn't
said anything.
Last month, when he sent her a message saying that she should take the
major exam next year to pursue a career as a judge, she decided not to
follow that plan.
Thanin paused at her response, then stood up and stared at his niece, gritting
his teeth as he spoke.
"I didn’t send you to study law to make you believe in it, really."
Smack!
She knew those words would provoke his anger, and she did not regret
saying them. Maan Mek's face turned from the impact of his heavy hand, a
red mark forming on her cheek. Thanin’s voice grew harsher, now a shout.
"Are you crazy? I have a son who’s desperate to take over, but if I had to
choose, I'd choose you instead! What you just said was so stupid!"
"In any case, I had already resigned to become a lawyer. There’s nothing
you can do to change that."
It was Thanin who had to restrain himself from slapping his niece again. He
clenched his jaw, his face flushed with rage, and turned to kick the chair he
had been sitting on, sending it skidding across the room. He pointed at her,
his voice still filled with anger.
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"The rare condition you have makes you a precious asset to this family. If
you're grateful for how I raised you, then don’t make any foolish decisions."
Thanin had raised Manmek since she was a child. He had discovered her
extraordinary abilities and had meticulously planned her life. Naturally, he
knew her personality well.
A few minutes later, enough time for Thanin to vent his frustrations at Maan
Mek, a battered man was dragged in and forced to kneel before them. His
lips and forehead were bleeding, and he swayed as though he was about to
lose consciousness.
Maan Mek was not shocked; it was a common occurrence in this family. On
the surface, Thanin appeared to be a businessman with a kind heart who
engaged in charitable work, but underneath, his world was nearly pitch-
black.
She looked down at the man kneeling in front of her, guessing he was a
recently caught traitor.
Thanin pulled out his favorite silver revolver, a weapon he had used to kill
many. This wasn’t a game of Russian Roulette; he loaded the gun with
bullets, spun the cylinder, and shoved it into Maan Mek’s hand.
The young woman had held a gun before, ever since she was a teenager
practicing with targets behind the mansion. Whether it was this or any other
gun, she gripped it firmly and correctly.
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throughout the room.
"Shoot him in the head, or I’ll trade your right arm for him."
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🐾05.Who Would🐾Be Soft Hearted?
PART: MAI TREE
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I'm too good to ignore her, even if I don't like her.
She was sitting quietly with a cast on her right arm, which was slung over
her shoulder. Sh looked up at me for a moment before returning to her
laptop, using her left hand to open it. Her voice was calm, as usual, as if the
situation was no big deal.
I felt confused and restless. She hadn't explained how the accident
happened. Was it on the train? Did a motorcycle hit her? Or did a pot fall on
her?
What kind of accident was it? It was a mystery I wanted to solve as her
boss, but I didn't want to lose face by asking. The best option was to wait
and ask Natcha, who had probably seen something and investigated.
Around noon, as I was about to go out for lunch and a chat with a client, I
asked the public relations girl about it. She didn't know either. She said Man
Mek had only mentioned having an accident on her way back to the condo,
which wasn't much different from what I'd already heard.
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I rolled my eyes and drove my Mustang, which I had just splurged on for a
full paint job, out of the office's second-floor parking lot. The global playlist
I had plugged into the streaming app played Post Malone & Swae
Lee's Sunflower.
For some reason, I thought of the sunflower on her desk, which she had
been holding with her still-functional left hand since the morning. It was
probably bought from a flower shop about five hundred meters from the
office building.
No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn't find a reason, other than
that Manmek just liked them a lot or had some special memory associated
with them.
It was a little annoying. She's my assistant, yet she act all mysterious,
hiding her feelings behind that calm, emotionless face.
Normally, I would have asked to talk about it seriously, but since she had a
lot of money and asked to meet at a restaurant, I just went along with it,
smiling as much as I could while my brain processed and understood the
story.
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famous on social media thanks to a celebrity with a large teenage fan base,
but she had four problems that troubled her.
First, her boyfriend was the same male celebrity endorsing her brand. The
relationship had to be kept secret because the company prohibited him from
having a girlfriend during the first two years of his contract. But rules were
meant to be broken, and after working together once, the two fell in love
and spent the night together.
Second, the secret leaked. They were spotted together, and rumors
circulated that she had seduced him with money or coerced him as a brand
owner. Rather than denying the rumors, Ms. Prao kept her in the
relationship to preserve his image and career.
Third, his true nature emerged after a few months. He had a temper and
often resorted to physical violence when they quarreled. As his popularity
declined, he took his frustrations out on her.
The disadvantage? There were two witnesses: a parking lot security guard
who heard the shouting before the incident, and a man who saw everything,
even capturing a short clip.
I paused, considering whether to take the case. She was a woman with the
means to pay, and a victim of violence who had acted recklessly under
pressure.
"That's right, miIf you don't want to believe you did it, just think you didn't.
I'll support that belief."
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"Was the scene at his condo or yours?"
"His."
"Alright, then let's play with his reputation and discredit the witnesses."
At 2:30 PM, I returned to the office with a cup of coffee. I smoothly asked
Natcha if there was any more news about Manmek's accident. Even
someone as gossipy as her seemed frustrated with the lack of information.
I left the reception desk and headed straight to the office where a young
woman was seated. As expected, she was sitting upright, working diligently
despite the cast on her right hand, typing with her left as if it were no
obstacle.
'I felt sorry for you today, so I couldn’t assign you any tasks.'
“Thank you.”
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We had only been working together for a week, and I could almost count
the sentences she spoke each day. Her expression was so consistently calm
that I sometimes thought she was a statue. If I hadn’t seen her blink, I might
have believed she was a robot.
Even her walk resembled that of a model tall, slender, with perfect posture.
She maintained an air of elegance, even while jotting down notes during my
instructions. During breaks, she crossed her legs with the poise of someone
accustomed to attention. The scent of her perfume, Dior Addict Eau de
Parfum, lingered subtly in the air.
Yet, when she wore a barrister's robe to plead guilty in court as a prosecutor,
she hadn’t looked as good as I did.
The presence of this woman in the office was draining my mental energy.
Her every movement seemed designed to irritate me, as though she was
deliberately flaunting her resilience despite her injury.
It was ten minutes before the end of the workday when I finally broke the
silence.
“Huh?”
I shrugged.
“You don’t have a car, right? You take the train back. That’s a lot of people
during rush hour. I just got my car back from the shop, and I’m not in a
hurry tonight. We finish work at the same time, and since I'm your boss, if
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you switched from walking to the station to walking to the parking lot, it
would be quicker.”
“Thank you very much, but that’s quite unnecessary. I can manage on my
own.”
Out of the corner of my ear, I caught the faintest sound, like suppressed
laughter. I quickly turned back to Manmek, but her face was as neutral as
ever. I frowned.
I was at a loss for words, bewildered by her ability to question and answer
herself so coolly. This woman didn’t seem to be trying to provoke me, yet
somehow, she was.
Unbelievable.
Just moments ago, I was nearly ready to drive her home. How had she
gotten under my skin so easily?
“Fine, then. I’ll assign you some tasks for tomorrow, just in case I don’t
make it to the office in the morning.”
“Yes,”
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She said, setting down her work and reaching for her notebook. She opened
it to a blank page, pen poised, her left hand ready to write.
“Send an email to Mr. Tapas, the novelist, pointing out that the company’s
contract doesn’t specify the copyright’s expiration or the scope of special
episodes. Then, print out the 26 images from the drive they’re screenshots
of chats and comments. Look for any messages that might be considered
defamatory against Mr. Non, the YouTuber. The details, like the channel
name and drama origins, are in the drive. If he’s worried about suing
netizens, assure him that all he needs to do is wait for an apology or
payment. Oh, and bring me the same mocha at eleven.”
"Understood"
I waited for her to ask me to repeat the instructions, but she calmly
replied Understood. That caught me off guard.
How did she keep up with me? I was speaking as quickly as if I were in a
rap competition.
And she was writing with her left hand? Even for an ambidextrous person,
that level of proficiency was impressive.
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Time seemed to stop as I wrestled with my curiosity. I couldn’t just ask her
outright I didn’t want to lose face. Instead, I used my ability to control time
to my advantage. With time frozen, I approached her desk and checked her
notebook.
It was blank.
Completely blank.
No notes, only meaningless scribbles and drawings. Yet, she had recited my
instructions word-for-word.
I turned to face her, puzzled. She sat there, composed, with that same
neutral expression.
This woman, with her sunflowers... there were too many mysteries
surrounding her.
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🐾06. Subtle🐾
I should have suspected it two years ago, despite having prepared so well
for that case a man who had accidentally hurt a teenager in the
neighborhood due to long-standing resentment. I built an argument linking
the incident to self-defense, believing it to be entirely reasonable.
I was so busy holding a grudge against that cold-faced girl that I failed to
notice the important detail maybe she had something special, like my
second blessing.
And there’s no question that someone like Mai Tree would overlook
something so obvious.
The next day at noon, after noticing the suspicious look in the assistant
lawyer’s notebook, I confirmed that Man Mek had finished all her business
as expected, with no shortcomings. There was no fault to find here, even if I
tried.
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“Where’s the soft chocolate I ordered?”
Time for the best actor award Mai Tree, thank you very much.
I expected Man Mek to argue or ask to confirm what she had written down,
but it seemed like a shallow plan against someone like her. The young
woman was silent for a moment, making it nearly impossible to guess what
she was thinking beneath that indifferent expression.
“I’m sorry, I must have missed something. I’ll go down and get it right
away.”
“.....”
“Never mind. Let’s skip the chocolate for today. I just remembered I had
dessert this morning.”
Man Mek was accommodating, which was satisfying to me. She gave a
short answer and resumed working on the mountain of tasks on her
computer with her left hand.
12:45 PM
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I searched the Internet.
At noon, the room was empty since everyone else preferred eating out
rather than being too lazy to order through an app, like me.
My assistant went out to eat with a group of friends. Natcha was there too,
and everyone seemed to pay special attention to the person in her company.
I suppose I was the only one still making Man Mek seem cruel and
heartless.
Who would care about someone who had been their arch-nemesis two years
ago, after all?
The reason I was reading threads about getting close to my coworker was
purely to pry into Man Mek's suspicious secrets.
As her boss, shouldn’t I know about that part of her? Haha... It seemed most
suggestions recommended bonding over meals.
“Phi Tree!”
My first reaction was to lock my phone screen, fearing someone might see.
I turned around to see a familiar young man walking in and making himself
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comfortable on the single sofa opposite me, holding a half-drunk glass of
milk tea.
I made a face.
Oops! Now, that was real good news. I felt like a useless weight had been
lifted off me. I grinned widely.
Before I could continue, Ken nodded enthusiastically with a grin and said,
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“I’m in love with your new assistant instead.”
“...”
“Phi Tree, you have to help me. Making Man Mek to like me, please.”
This bastard. Shouldn’t he focus on studying for the bar exam and passing it
first?
I didn’t know why I was so angry, but suddenly, I felt my blood boil. I stood
up and slammed into Ken, who looked at me with a suddenly cold
expression.
I said, turning away and walking off with the unfinished sandwich in my
hand. No matter how much Ken shouted after me or said anything, I wasn’t
going to stop. He was too annoying.
Until...
“At least, please invite Man Mek to my birthday party next Friday at xxx
Bar."
I took a big bite of the sandwich, finishing it off, then tossed the paper bag
into the trash can as I passed by. I pushed open the door and left.
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In the hallway, I noticed a group of men and women who had just returned
from lunch. Among them is a tall woman with a cast on her right arm.
Man Mek was the one who caught my eye long enough to make me want to
look further.
Ken’s voice echoed in my mind. He wanted to invite her to a bar for his
birthday at the end of the month. An idea suddenly popped into my head.
The afternoon came, and after sending off an elderly client who was about
to sue his ex-wife for land, Manmek and I were alone until evening.
'Write down everything that’s said when you talk to the client, then type it
up and send it to me.'
She agreed, and she sat there, writing with her left hand during my entire
conversation with the client.
But when I tried to stop time and check her notebook, I found that, as usual,
she was just drawing lines as if she were doodling completely different
from the serious, focused expression on her face.
Huh!
The printed file she sent me was a transcript of the conversation, just as I
thought. She must have listened to it and transcribed it from a tape
recording. I sighed, frustrated that the mystery was so close yet still out of
reach. I couldn’t figure out or be certain of what it was.
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Wouldn’t it look strange if I asked her to go out for a drink? Wouldn’t it be
embarrassing?
But maybe, to solve the doubt, I could get to know both myself and my
enemy in a subtle way.
“Let’s have a drink together tonight. I want to get closer to you since we’ll
be working together for a long time,”
Oh my god!
Why did she leave me hanging for a minute, making my heart race?
I hated this woman so much that I didn’t know what to do. I could only grip
the corner of the paper to suppress my anger. I wanted to stop time and
pinch her cheek or left arm, but if I did that, she might discover my special
secret.
Now that it had come this far, I’d have to rely on the alcohol to get to know
her true self.
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🐾07.I'm not seeing the Things🐾
At nine o'clock in the evening, a beautiful Mustang pulled up at a bar where
the owner was a former client of mine. He had given me a special 50%
discount because of the favorable verdict in his case.
If you ask what my beautiful mustang and I do from dusk till dusk, the short
answer is that there's traffic, we go eat, and then there's traffic.
I assumed it was because someone was listening to music with us... I guess.
That's right.
When I walked in, I was warmly welcomed. I chose a spot far from the
small stage with the live band so I could easily talk to Man Mek if she
started to get drunk. Or if, during her talking, the water started running and
the electricity went out, I would then invite her to sit in the outdoor area
instead.
But there's a small mistake here. Now that she's full, it'll be harder for her to
get drunk. But if I brought her here without stopping at a restaurant first, Im
sure that she would catch on-that my intention was to get drunk.
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Man Mek didn't seem bothered by the situation at all. She looked around
the bar-she must have never been to a place like this before. And so, the
mission to get the straight-faced girl drunk and pry her mouth open began at
9:26 PM.
I was surprised when my temples began to ache, and the images around me
started to speed up strangely. I couldn't keep up. Manmek was still in her
work clothes, though she had rolled up her sleeves and unbuttoned her top
button.
Maybe it was my vision, but it seemed like she smiled a little. The assistant
lawyer sat back normally. However, what lingered in my mind was the
scent of her perfume. It seemed to slow down my thoughts.
She asked when she saw me still pouring alcohol into her glass, though my
hand was unsteady.
I set the bottle down with a little too much force, then said irritably to
someone four years younger,
"Of course. Are you in a rush to get back? This is the first time I've asked
someone out."
"Nothing."
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Still, nothing had been revealed.
"Really?"
According to her profile, Man Mek is still single. Her Facebook page-
which she hasn't posted on or updated, says so. But who knows if she's
talking to or dating anyone, man or woman? Before I realized it, I was
asking, half-laughing as if testing the waters.
"No."
After I finished speaking, I turned around and raised the glass of the
intoxicating drink to my lips. Sot Prasat heard a chuckle from the good girl
sitting with him. When I glanced over, I saw the corners of her red lips lift
slightly as she murmured something, as if amused by a child.
I didn't catch much because a new song started playing. In the end, I just let
it go. I'd squeeze the truth out once she was drunk enough.
.
12:19 AM.
Okay.
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So here I was, throwing up in the bathroom while my assistant rubbed my
back. She didn't say anything but used wet tissues to wipe my face and
found a cloth to tie my hair up before helping me out to sit at a table outside
the bar for some fresh air.
"What is there to lose to? I beat my assistant in everything except for that
two years ago!"
Man Mek didn't answer. Her slender hands took a packet out of her trouser
pocket. She lit it with a lighter, inhaling the nicotine into her lungs. The way
she sat caused the smoke to drift away from me.
Her legs, clad in black trousers, shifted to a cross-legged position. Her eyes,
still unreadable, looked at me. Then, unexpectedly, she smiled, making her
eyes sparkle as if they reflected a deep emotion for the first time.
"I noticed you changed your tone. You don't call me 'you' anymore?"
"I want to call you by your title more than anything, but I still think."
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"...."
"True."
I grinned mischievously.
"I'm so evil."
Hearing me join in the laughter, she let out a wild laugh, her shoulders
shaking. Her narrow eyes shone brightly, curved into crescent moons.
Huh?
"Then how are we going to get back? Will you drive me? That's not right.
You only have one arm to support me."
"It's no problem,"
She said, then put out the cigarette she had just smoked, extinguishing it in
the ashtray on the table. She picked up her phone and pressed the screen,
probably looking for a car on an app.
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When she was done, she set her phone down next to me, sat back, and
rested her chin on her hand.
I remember rambling on about myself for a bit longer. After that, everything
gradually faded into darkness.
The scent of her perfume became more distinct, as if she had moved closer
to take care of me. I let out an umm sound in my throat, and my mind and
body drifted off into sleep.
7:45 AM
But when I sat up and adjusted my vision to full alertness, I was utterly
confused.
The bed was unfamiliar. The arrangement of the furniture was strange. The
color tone of the room was different from what I was used to.
And the faint scent of perfume in the air belonged to the silent lawyer's
assistant...
Last night, I intended to get Man Mek drunk to find out her secret, but I
ended up drinking so much that I became completely intoxicated. No one
could drive. I was unconscious. The other person's right arm was injured. It
was vaguely like she was about to call a Grab.
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This means that...
I was so drunk that I blacked out and woke up in the morning on a bed of
Man Mek!
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🐾08.Rumors🐾
I checked that my body was still wearing the same clothes as last night, then
I turned to look at the spacious bedroom empty and without a trace of
anyone. Maybe the owner of this place was outside. With that thought, I
turned to grab my phone and bag that were placed at the head of the bed
and walked out of the bedroom barefoot.
Oh my God.
The first thing I wanted to ask the assistant lawyer, after sliding the door
open, was,
What the heck? I intended to make my voice sound sharp and abrupt, but it
turned out stuck and strangely hot. In the end, I left the sentence unfinished,
until Cloud responded with a straight face, as if fully understanding the
meaning.
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"I'm sleeping in another room."
"How can I be sure that there won't be any... excessive physical contact
while I'm unconscious?"
"You don't have any evidence of that kind. I only have the confirmation that
I didn't do anything wrong to you."
".... "
"Sit down first. Would you like some coffee? I'll make some for you."
"We left your car. We took a taxi last night. I didn't know your address, so I
had no choice but to bring you here."
The important thing now is my image. It's too embarrassing to admit this to
my assistant. I've disliked since two years ago. So, before I go back, let me
make things clear.
"Actually, I wasn't drunk last night, just a little dizzy. I've been having
migraines a lot lately."
I turned around to find my shoes and leave the condo. However, the voice
of the calm-faced woman stopped me with words that were hard to believe.
"Phi Maitree."
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"Last night, you said that from now on, I can call you that."
"Yes, you did. Don't you remember? But you weren't drunk last night."
Huh!
She seem calm and quiet, but in reality, she's actually quite annoying and
vicious. She deliberately found a way to make me admit how drunk I was
last night.
"Liar."
"Yes, I lied."
Facing her deadpan expression, I realized this kind of person is much harder
to deal with than I had ever estimated.
"You better show up on time for work today. Otherwise, it will be your first
mistake."
"!!!"
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Oh my God!!
"Interesting,"
Said the man, whose name I still don't know to this day.
"But you'll have to pay cash upfront, the full amount... and if the
information is satisfactory, there's an additional fee."
The clients I forced to pay extra must have felt just as annoyed as I did.
I rolled my eyes and accepted his request. The man smiled broadly, took the
brown envelope containing six figures in cash, put it inside his light blue
jacket, and ended the deal with a simple nod before leaving.
It's just that if you hire someone as an assistant, you should know their
background in detail.
.
Monday
Come Visit
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Something unexpected happened this morning, and I learned it from our
office's public relations girl, Natcha, who was using a megaphone. She said
that people are now spreading rumors that Mek and I are dating.
The first factor is that I have never wanted to go home with anyone before
since I started working, and they saw us driving away together on Friday
evening.
Second factor, Ken went around telling the gossip group on Line that I
didn't seem happy when he was trying to flirt with Man Mek. He was very
sure that I felt jealous. But then, someone in the group exposed him, calling
him a narcissist.
"Can't you see that Maitree is jealous of her assistant, and they went out
together like that?"
Seriously, stop thinking that lesbians will fall in love with every woman
around them.
I'm a lesbian who likes the quiet, hard-working type of woman. My ex-
girlfriend was a successful businesswoman. My ex-boyfriend was a serious
statistician and I've only dated older men in the past.
And because of this, many people are confident that this is a dead-end
situation.
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I'm sure the news has reached her ears already. Especially since she likes to
eat with others at noon. She must have a group of friends.
Unlike me, who loves solitude and doesn't make friends with other people.
The best thing to do is pretend not to hear those crazy rumors and just focus
on work with her.
We met at nine o'clock. I focused on having to call the writer because she
had a few more questions.
Sometimes I secretly glanced at the calm-faced person and saw that she had
sunflowers arranged in a white vase on her desk as usual.
And when I hung up half an hour later, the room fell back into silence, just
the two of us. I unintentionally cleared my throat several times, and she still
had no expression on her face.
Keep calm and keep cool. Even though she saw me drunk, took me to a
condo, and heard those rumors, her life is driven by work.
"The case of Ms. Prao, who allegedly hit a male celebrity named Grace, she
should already know the details from what I sent her. So, please investigate
the social media posts of both witnesses to see if there are any posts or
shares related to Grace. I want posts that seem fond of or supportive of
Grace."
I shrugged.
"Well, she lives in that condo. The security guard and the tenants will have
to side with each other. Plus, there are no security cameras in that area. It
sounds reasonable."
Man Mek tilted her head slightly, deep in thought, and then asked,
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"On the other hand, if the incident happened at the defendant's condo, what
do you plan to claim?"
"I will find evidence to claim that the security guard and witnesses are
biased against the defendant."
The assistant gave a short response, picked up the case file, and opened it.
She bent down and carefully read through the documents. After a few
minutes of silence, she closed the file and asked a question.
"Luckily?"
"Yes."
Okay, now that we're here, Man Mek should have a clear understanding of
what's going on.
I won't judge what the truth of the incident is. Perhaps Ms. Prao really did
hit him because she was resentful of being a victim all along. But since I've
decided to believe her claim I still can't believe I would do that as a lawyer,
I have to follow her statement.
And she came to me for help with an unlimited budget... Lawyer Maitree,
the one they say can turn black into white for money.
"I wouldn't say that. There are times when I don't like your decisions. But
when it comes to handling cases, I see a great lawyer who does everything
for her clients."
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That's... not what I expected to hear after she understands all the details.
Maybe it's just another lie like Saturday morning... I guess. Never mind.
She's just an assistant who can't directly tell her boss.
And the stories about us that people are coming up with are just rumors and
baseless claims that are unlikely to be true.
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🐾09.Sudden Situation🐾
On a weekday morning, I was putting on makeup before going to work
when suddenly I got a call from my sister.
I answered and turned on the speaker, greeting her with a cheerful voice
while still holding the makeup. But the strange thing was that the person on
the other end of the line had a worried and coaxing tone in her voice.
The opening question was so strange that I frowned, thought for a moment,
and then answered my elder sister.
"No, it's probably just me who wants to take advantage of other people.
Why?"
[I'm not sure if it was a dream or a vision, but I saw you in a bad situation.]
"How is it?"
[ ....]
"If you call and make me curious but don't tell me, I'll be mad."
She seemed embarrassed to talk about it, and I could hear a soft sigh.
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".... "
The first part didn't seem too bad, but the second part-me, crying? And who
is that woman? Why would I do so much for her? A client?
[Blood.]
I stopped everything.
[You looked dirty all over, but you cried while wiping the blood away.]
No, it's really big. I've never done anything like that at a crime scene, and I
don't think I ever will. Just as I was thinking about all sorts of things, my
sister's unique hoarse voice brought me back to my senses.
[I really can't sum it up. It just popped into my head when I was about to
wake up. So I hesitated, but I was worried, so I thought it would be best to
tell you...]
"Oh, if you see anything else, call me. It might not be anything, right?"
[Tree...]
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"Yes?"
[Until you're sure that it's just my dream or a future event, don't trust
anyone easily, no matter how good they are to you.]
I forced a laugh.
Then, Phi Karan reminded me of a few more things, like a sister who cares
about her younger sibling. She made plans to have dinner with our aunt
someday so we could talk more about this. Then, she had to hang up
because she had her own duties as well.
It's probably just a nightmare for Phi Karan. It might not mean anything.
.
The case of a young woman, owner of a cosmetics brand, who crashed her
car into her boyfriend, a famous actor, kept replaying in my mind.
But if you let them, one of them will be destroyed by the power of money.
It's not tiring for a lawyer like me.
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However, there were two witnesses who claimed to have seen the events at
the scene.
One was a security guard who was about to leave his shift that day. He
heard them arguing. Mr. Grace shouted "No!" and other exclamations
before being hit.
The second was a resident of the condo who happened to come down to the
parking lot. He was about to go to work. This person said that he saw the
whole thing from the beginning. There's even a clip. To be honest, this
makes the case more complicated for her.
On the day of the court hearing and witness testimonies, Man Mek and I
went to the office to get the documents and then headed out together. She
acted as a good assistant by preparing a hot mocha as if she knew that if I
went to court, I would need it first thing in the morning.
Her right arm was better after a month from the accident. There was still a
soft cast wrapped around her arm, but it wasn't wrapped around her neck
anymore. She was starting to pick things up more easily.
I wasn't sure if asking would make me seem weak, so I casually said while
waiting at a red light,
"Your arm is better now. That's good. You'll be able to use it to its full
potential."
"Thank you."
What does that response mean? Did she misunderstand that I was
concerned? My face warmed up. I just didn't have time to argue with her, so
I ignored her.
When will the hypothetical gunman collect detailed information about this
woman to find some weaknesses to attack her?
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.
.
Man Mek had just resigned from being a prosecutor. She didn't have a
lawyer's license yet, so she couldn't be a lawyer with me. The tall and
slender figure chose to sit in the front zone of the courtroom.
Even though she had been dealing with the matter and handling documents
all along, including digging up evidence, at this moment, all she could do is
being a listener.
The person on the opposite side this time was a prosecutor in his thirties,
the same age as me. I heard that he has a very low record of acquittals-you
can count them on your fingers. It was good that he had come across me.
To be honest, in this case of Ms. Prao, I didn't even need to use my time-
stopping ability, as everything was going according to plan.
Hmm, it's probably because there are two witnesses, and the CCTV in the
corridor has a clip of her and him arguing before getting on the elevator.
Her expression showed anger, and the prosecutor will surely elaborate on
that.
The first witness, an older security guard, claimed that while he was about
to finish his shift, he heard the voice of Mr. Grace, whose real name is
Kotpol, and quickly ran over. He found the young man injured after being
hit by a car and immediately called for an ambulance.
The prosecutor knew how to ask questions that benefited his side. He
understood that simply hearing the voice wasn't enough, so he focused on
what the witness did after running to the scene and the circumstances he
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witnessed. He said that he saw Ms. Prao get out of the car, her hands
shaking as if she was afraid of being charged.
When it was my turn to cross-examine, I fired two questions that made the
witness, who had never been to court, hesitate.
"You said the defendant acted as if she was afraid of being charged. You can
analyze that much? Are you an expert?"
"...."
"And I want to clarify-what exactly did you hear before running to the
scene? Can you repeat it in her own words?"
"Please say it again, so everyone in the room can hear it more clearly."
"The statement you gave to the police and what you just said here are
completely different."
This was my trump card for dealing with this first witness. My teacher-like
tone and misdirection made him look even more flustered, at a loss for
words. The forty-year-old, who had never been in such a tense situation
before, just turned to the prosecutor for help. I spoke calmly to get him to
focus.
"Mr. Phupha, the person questioning you is standing right here. Please don't
look to anyone else."
"Y...yes."
"But if it was really a short sentence like that, there's no way you would
remember it incorrectly or give conflicting accounts, right?"
"Uh..."
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I turned to the judge on the bench.
As I mentioned before, this witness was just to play with the idea of hearing
a voice and creating panic. Letting the prosecutor investigate helped assess
what kind of person he was and how to handle him. I found that Man Mek
did a detailed enough job that it made it easier for me to plan my defense.
However, the real challenge lies with another young man who claims to
have seen the entire event from the beginning.
From what Manmek dug up on social media and his personality, Mr. Patit is
quite a character. He's very temperamental, often lashing out and cursing on
the internet. Even though he deleted much of it before coming to court, my
assistant captured every single post.
The prosecutor began to question the witness first. As usual, he only asked
questions that would benefit him. It also seemed to give the witness an
advantage since he didn't appear afraid to testify in court. His testimony was
clear. One of the key pieces of evidence was a video clip taken after the
fight. He was the one who recorded it.
I wanted to roll my eyes. The technician showed up at just the right time.
When it was my turn, I got up and walked to the stand. Mr. Patit, the
witness, sat there calmly.
With the previous witness, I had maintained a stern expression to make the
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other side tense. But with this one, I intentionally smiled mischievously
every time he spoke, putting on the face of an irritating lawyer.
"The incident occurred at 5:02 a.m. You work as a graphic designer for a
company and usually start work at 8:30 a.m. Why did you come down to
the parking lot so early in the morning?"
"The company I work for produces TV shows and series. That day, there
was an event at 8:30 a.m. I had to go help set up by 6 a.m. And the condo I
live in is quite far from the event location."
"When you saw what happened, you said you quickly picked up your phone
to record a clip. Even though it only shows when the car braked, I still
wonder-was there any hidden motive behind this action?"
He frowned.
"Do you dare to say, as a witness, that you didn't receive any money to sit
here today?"
"I dare. In the midst of all the chaos, the defendant tried to offer me money
multiple times in exchange for staying quiet about this and deleting the clip,
but I refused."
"..."
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Oh my gosh... Ms. Prao, why didn't you tell me about this from the start? I
just found out in court that she intended to bribe a witness. This is going to
be a mess. I glanced at the young woman sitting on the defendant's side.
She looked downcast, lowering her head. I rolled my eyes and turned back
to Mr. Patit.
I had planned to suggest that Mr. Patit's reason for filming the clip wasn't
pure, that he might have wanted to extort money from Ms. Prao. But now I
had to change my strategy. I bit my lower lip, sighed, and then smiled
mischievously again.
"That's enough. I didn't ask for any more details. I just wanted to know if
there was any evidence. So, in conclusion, there isn't any, right?"
"Yes."
"Let's return to this. Earlier, you mentioned your workplace, a TV show and
series production company. Would you consider this part of the
entertainment industry?"
"No, I told you I'm in the graphics department and occasionally help out
with other projects."
"So, when you help out with projects, you might sometimes meet actors or
celebrities?"
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"Yes, I have. We live in the same condo, but we're not close."
"So, you've met both through work and in your personal life?"
"Wait! I've never worked with him. I've never met him in a professional
capacity."
"Then why didn't you clarify earlier when I asked if you had met Mr.
Kotpol outside of work? You didn't deny it, so it's considered an acceptance.
Don't you know that?"
"If you tell the truth, no one can confuse you-unless there's something
you're hiding or twisting."
The prosecutor pressed forward despite knowing that his objection would
likely be sustained.
The judge, who exuded seniority and calm, closed his eyes briefly before
speaking.
"The court sustains the objection. The defendant's lawyer is also asked to
cancel the previous question."
"I apologize. I'll retract the previous question and move on."
"On your Instagram, you follow Mr. Kotpol. On Facebook, you frequently
share posts about him. My question is, do you like his acting, or do you like
him personally, Kai?"
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"Please answer the question directly. I'm only giving you two choices: do
you like him or not?"
"Next question. There have been rumors in the industry for a while that you,
Kotpol, and Prao were dating. In the past few months, there have also been
rumors that Prao was frequently physically abused by him. Two days before
the incident, you commented commented on a news post accusing her of
saying she was pretending to be attacked. Your comment blamed the victim.
In this case, how would you explain that you're not prejudiced against the
defendant?"
"I understand. You often make decisions based on your own opinions and
don't care about the facts."
This time I turned to bow to the judge on the bench, ignoring the prosecutor
-the man of the same age on the other side of the case.
"My respected court, there is no clear CCTV evidence showing that she hit
him with her car. On the other hand, it's possible that he blocked the car she
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was trying to escape with, and this assumption should not be ignored. The
clip used as evidence shows the moment the plaintiff was hit. Two
witnesses claimed to have been there, but one only heard the sound and
gave a vague statement.
The other-I was questioning him when the prosecutor objected without
allowing me to finish."
"...."
Everyone fell silent, but the sparsely populated audience area filled with
whispers. I didn't care. I just kept looking at the judge and emphasizing my
point.
"We learned about the incident from the victim and two other witnesses.
Therefore, the witnesses' attitudes are crucial. Are they neutral enough?
Especially the two witnesses who know the plaintiff well and may harbor
prejudices against the defendant. Do you think I'm prejudiced as well?"
The person being questioned closed his eyes for a moment, thinking hard.
My reasoning clearly showed which side we would take in this case, and it
was undeniable that it was a possibility.
"Understood."
I smiled like someone who was closing in on their goal, then turned around,
scanning the surroundings.
Ms. Prao, sitting on the defendant's chair, looked more serious, as though
confident she had chosen the right person to defend her. She didn't smile,
but she raised her head slightly, like someone full of confidence.
The prosecutor of the same age seemed to have figured out my strategy but
was still thinking of a way out.
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As for Man Mek, the tension hanging over us...
Sometimes I wished I had the power to read minds, to understand what was
beneath that indifferent face.
Turning back to the man named Patit, sitting with his head steaming in the
witness box, I gave him a sly smile.
I knew he wasn't someone money could buy, nor someone who lied, nor
someone with a particular liking or hatred for any celebrity.
But he was the kind of person who always blamed the victim first and had a
terrible temper.
Just a little more, and this witness would become unreliable today.
"After witnessing the incident, you and Mr. Phupha, a security guard,
immediately went to assist Mr. Kotpol first. In a situation where it wasn't
yet clear what had happened, you chose to focus on deciding who was the
victim and who was the perpetrator, just as you judge people on the
Internet. So, I ask-do you still claim to have removed all bias and personal
emotion in coming here today?"
"The truth, when tainted by bias, can be distorted. Are you certain of your
own objectivity?"
"Of course-yes,"
"Then, let me ask you to confirm your integrity. You said you refused a
bribe from the defendant to keep quiet. Is it possible that Mr. Kotpol might
have been compensating you in some way for being a witness?"
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"What on earth are you implying?!"
"You didn't answer the question but chose to swear. How should we
interpret that?"
"I'm not that kind of person. What are you suggesting? This is an
accusation!"
"If that's not the case, you can simply deny it. Getting angry only serves to
cover things up."
From the start, I had intentionally acted sarcastically with my gestures and
questions to provoke this guy into losing his temper and discredit himself as
a reliable witness.
At first, I only expected him to scream, freak out, maybe grab my shirt, or
even strangle me... not raise his arms, preparing to punch me in the face.
For a second, I froze the time in panic but managed to maintain control.
Everything in the courtroom seemed to stop. But unexpectedly, his fist
wasn't aimed at me, but at the person next to me.
The assistant lawyer with the sunflowers... Even though I'd never done
anything kind for her.
So why?
Why did she run out from the gallery to take the blow instead of someone
like me?
In that moment, everything stood still, except me, the chaos around me was
frozen, three-dimensional painting I could study from every angle.
I could easily dodge and let time continue. The problem was, the assistant
was about to take the hit instead. If I pushed her away, she would know the
secret of this ability I have to manipulate time.
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I didn't understand Mek's thoughts at all. Normally, she had a calm,
unreadable expression. But now, she was willing to shield me.
Ah... The most I could do was push her aside and let time flow again.
SMACK!!
I glanced at the young woman, clutching the defendant's table. One of her
hands rose to cover her cheek, which was turning bright red. The courtroom
descended into chaos. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw two men escorting
Mr. Patit out, still cursing at me. The noise was deafening. The judge asked
for calm.
And yet, I kept staring at the assistant lawyer. My hand that had pushed her
earlier was still warm from the touch of her body.
The truth that day left me feeling unsettled. Phi Mek was willing to take the
punch for me.
My heart pounded faster than ever before in my life. But I couldn't tell if it
was from the fear of the sudden attack.
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🐾10.Thank you from Maitree🐾
8:57 PM
It had been a long time since I had seen anyone off at such a late hour. The
sky outside was pitch black, with only a few stars scattered about, and the
bright lights of the capital city still aglow, even though much of it was
asleep.
A slender, fragrant young woman was sitting in the passenger seat. Her
right arm was still in a soft cast, while her other hand held a cold compress
to her cheek from the incident earlier that morning. That guy had punched
her with full force. Even though I tried to push him away and got hit only
slightly, she was still injured.
The courtroom had been in chaos.
He was being led away. The court decided to recess and resume in the
afternoon, but I raised my hand, claiming that the target of his case was
terrified of being attacked, and I asked for a postponement.
The atmosphere throughout the day had shifted. Something had made me,
even though I still used the pronouns you and I no longer end with abrupt
tones. And I had even offered to drive her back to her accommodation.
The car came to a full stop. She hadn’t opened the door yet or gotten out.
Perhaps she realized that my silence throughout the drive meant I had
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something important to say.
I swallowed hard and decided to ask her what had been bothering me all
day.
Some things are so difficult to understand. Just like some people are so hard
to understand.
Her answer seemed too broad. I turned to the person next to me. It was at
that moment that she turned to me as well.
The silence in the car was palpable since no music had been playing from
the beginning, and the light shining into the car was dim enough.
I was certain that, at this moment, I wasn’t using any abilities, but I didn’t
understand why time seemed to have stopped.
The air was cool, the fragrance was fragrant, the lights were neither too dim
nor too bright, and the sparkle in the eyes of the owner of that beautiful
calm face made me feel tense up, as though I was seeing intricate patterns
in snowflakes.
This woman, who I had used in all sorts of ways, speaking bluntly to,
teasing, and always looking for trouble, was now sitting beside me. Yet,
when I was drunk and unconscious, she had taken me to sleep with her as if
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there was nothing to it. She hadn’t secretly hurt me, she had never
badmouthed me.
She had made excuses to other people, saying it was just a meal and then
we went our separate ways. And now, she had come back and taken the
punch instead.
Man Mek lowered her eyes land glanced at my lips for a moment before
looking back into my eyes.
The invisible attraction was real, pulling our faces closer together. The scent
of her was becoming clearer in my nose.
But then I came to my senses and realized that the person in front of me is
my assistant, who had once been my enemy. I didn’t like her, and we
shouldn’t be doing something like this, so I quickly turned my face away,
my heart pounding so hard that it was about to explode.
"...I'm going to go get some tacos. You can get out of the car now."
I couldn’t remember when I had felt the urge to eat tacos. I just knew I
wasn’t ready to face this moment.
The owner of the calm face was silent for a moment. She turned to pick up
her bag, slinging it over her shoulder, and said before getting out of the car:
"I'm sorry."
Our hectic day seemed to have ended just like that after the tall figure
walked into her condo.
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But it wasn’t over at all, because the attraction from earlier replayed in my
mind without ceasing. I couldn’t shake it off, even after I took a shower and
washed my hair. Reading a book before bed didn’t help either. Even when I
turned off the lights until the room was completely dark and closed my
eyes, the event kept playing as if it was still happening.
Oh my God...
Even though nothing happened between us, the fact that it was Man Mek
someone I shouldn’t have feelings for, someone I should despise most in the
office bothered me deeply.
If I had the power to go back in time like Phi Karan, I would’ve gone back
and chased her out of the car before we got swept up in that crazy
atmosphere.
I thought about this all night until it was almost dawn before I finally fell
asleep.
Some things can linger in your mind for a long time, like the matter of Man
Mek that still bother me.
The people in the office had already heard the big news from the courtroom
that day. They were talking about it in many ways. Some said I had
provoked the witness. Others said that Man Mek had stepped in to protect
me. And, of course, there were the rumors that I had dropped her off at her
condo.
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Normally, people like me don’t have much compassion for others. If there’s
no benefit to me, it’s hard to imagine offering someone a ride. And in the
case of Man Mek, who went in a completely different direction from me,
it’s even stranger. Natcha kept spreading rumors that there was something
going on between us, especially considering the old rumors.
Totally ridiculous!
But when I thought about it again, I sat down and tried to figure out why I
had agreed to drop her off.
I came to a reasonable answer. I wanted to thank her for taking that punch
in my place.
What more could there be? Even though I have a bad attitude, I know how
to be grateful.
This thought had been circling in my mind and heart for three whole days.
What annoyed me even more was that Man Mek acted completely
indifferent about the whole thing. She didn’t bring up that night again, and
she didn’t seem affected by the rumors. She behaved as if nothing had
happened.
While working, I still used the same pronouns without the ending sound.
During my break, I debated whether to invite her to lunch. But when I saw
that her LINE group popped up with plans to go out, I kept quiet and went
out to eat alone, as usual.
In the evening, nearing the end of work, I thought about asking her if she
wanted to hitch a ride, but I was tired of the rumors.
So instead, I asked...
“Does the wound that caused you trouble, even though it wasn’t your duty,
still hurt?”
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Man Mek looked up at me without much expression, though I sensed a hint
of confusion, like she was thinking, What kind of question is this? After a
moment, she answered.
“Okay.”
“Thanks.”
I smirked slightly.
Then she responded, her head still down, working as if it was no big deal,
“I meant to thank you for offering to drop me off. But I can manage on my
own. I wouldn’t want to bother you.”
"!!!"
Does this girl have some kind of magical power to read minds or
something?
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For a brief second, I thought I saw her smile, though it was so fleeting I
could hardly be sure. But I knew it wasn’t just my imagination.
The reason why the stove wasn’t working was probably because of that
smile. I don’t know if it was satisfaction, mockery, amusement, or
something else.
I realized that giving her a ride as a thank-you wasn’t enough. If I was being
honest with myself, it was more about that night in the car... the moment we
almost kissed.
That image I had tried to shake off each night kept coming back the
moment our lips almost touched.
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And then the thought crossed my mind if I just kissed her, maybe that
would solve the problem. Maybe then I wouldn’t have to keep thinking
about it.
I glanced over at Man Mek, who was tooseriously focused on her taskst
hrown at her, the fussy ones to do.
A young woman in a loose shirt, her sleeves rolled up to her elbows, looked
agile. Dark-colored, straight-legged pants emphasized her small waist,
paired with a belt from her favorite brand.
The attraction came back, even though we were sitting far apart.
But how could I recreate the same rhythm or atmosphere as that night? Or,
if I were to suddenly walk up and say, 'Let’s continue from the car.' it
wouldn’t feel like me at all. It would also be strangely embarrassing.
And finally…
I decided to do it.
Something we both want, but it’s too hard for me to know if she's yearning
for it too.
For the third time, time seemed to stop because of Man Mek. However, this
time, I wasn’t just standing still and watching her like before. I got up,
walked through the frozen air, and stood in front of her desk, my eyes
locked on her soft pink lips.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the sunflowers neatly arranged in a vase.
Before, they were just decorations, but now, I thought I could put them to
good use.
I took the liberty of picking one petal and leaned down to the seated
woman, using the petal of the beautiful yellow flower to separate our lips.
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That way… it would be as if we didn’t touch each other while time stood
still.
Long enough to smell her scent, my heart began to beat faster and faster.
That evening.
We kissed when the whole world stopped in time… through the sunflower
petal on her desk.
Continuing what almost happened in the car, with all the feelings between
us.
This is just…
A form of gratitude.
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🐾11.The Undefeated🐾
Last week, Phi Mek's hand healed completely...
Until now, I still don't know what kind of accident she had.
But the point is that recently, those eyes have been looking at me strangely.
It's in a way that, even though she keeps her face straight, it's like she's
observing something. Sometimes she seems to have something she wants to
say before deciding to lower her head and continue working, leaving me
with a growing sense of doubt, a lump forming in my throat.
Even though I'm sure there's no way that an ordinary person could sense
that time has stopped, and I'm using her flower, I still feel no different from
a cow with its back against the wall. I even turned to face Man Mek and
asked in a threatening tone,
I thought the pretty girl would refuse and turn back to her work, but this
time she raised her right eyebrow and turned back.
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A small war of nerves broke out in the office. As usual, it was her who left
first. As my assistant, she must have known that I wouldn't give up easily.
After that, things between us went back to normal... I guess.
DING!
Sammat:
I have the history of your assistant.
M.T.:
Sent by email.
Sammat:
It's not safe for me. Come to the usual shop at 7pm today. You can pay me
in cash with the tea.
M.T.:
Youre always late. I'm busy.
Sammat:
Have I ever been late?
M.T.:
You were 1 minute late last January.
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Sammat:
I were slow too. At that time, you didn't care about the information you
asked me.
M.T.:
Oh, here we go. Didn't you say you didn't care?
.
People with equal egos argue endlessly. The important thing is, no matter
what, I never give in. A selfish, cunning person like me.
M.T.:
As a customer, I don't think I did anything too bad. But as a merchant, you
seem more serious. That's it. Stop arguing about this. I won. If you
continue, it will affect your tip. See you at 7:00.
Sammat:
Fine.
The café where I had agreed to meet Sammat was our usual place. It was
open twenty-four hours, with instrumental music playing in the background,
so it wasn't too intrusive. I pushed open the door and found a familiar
young man sitting there, drinking bubble tea, looking like an office worker
who had just finished work.
After I sat down on the opposite side and ordered hot tea, Sammat
continued to chat, asking about my well-being. When my drink arrived, we
were alone at a corner table in the café. He pulled out a brown envelope,
placing it on the table and sliding it towards me. I grabbed the thick stack of
information and opened it.
The first page of the document contained a full-face photo, similar to the
one used in the job application, along with a brief biography of Phi Mek.
Sammat explained,
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“These are complete records, detailing her abilities. As a boss and a
colleague, you probably already know most of it. But I’m good enough to
put this info on the first page.”
"Thanks."
“You’re welcome. But the point that took me longer to investigate is... this
woman, your assistant, is connected to someone.”
A private investigator disappeared for a month and came back with this my
cold-faced assistant connected to this man?
“I spent quite some time trying to figure out their relationship, and from
what I can gather, they seem to be related.”
“Relatives?”
I stared at the photo for a while. A younger Thanin holding the hand of a
cute but calm girl with braids. It looked like the photo had been taken by
accident, maybe published in a school journal.
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“What I’m worried about is, how can we be sure he wasn’t raising her for
something... bad?”
“At first, I had the same suspicions. But after investigating, it seems Thanin
had some connection to your assistant’s mother, even though they had
different surnames. So I’m convinced it’s a family thing.”
I frowned.
“Give me a reason.”
“It’s a theory, but... Thirty-two years ago, there was a family photo of
relatives connected to the Sannarathip family. At the time, Thanin had just
become vice president. In the photo, there was a young woman standing
almost out of the frame.”
He turned to the next page, showing me the photo. The young woman’s
smile was hard to describe.
“I can’t find out more about her because after this, she seems to have
vanished. But I believe she is Mira Sarathakun, your assistant’s mother.”
“Wait, if you know Phi Mek’s mother’s last name, why can’t you find
more?”
“This family is really good at hiding and erasing their history. From school
to university, it seems like all photos of Mira were intentionally wiped.”
"Ah, right."
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"Then you're saying that the man named Thanin is Man Mek's real uncle?"
"Yes."
“If you don’t believe me, that’s your business. But let me tell you,
according to my own statistics, I’ve only ever been wrong once in my entire
life as a private investigator.”
I shrugged.
“Heh!”
“Okay, let’s get serious. What’s the second point you’re interested in?”
He chuckled, clearly enjoying how he had gotten under my skin, but then
his grin faded into something more serious.
“Imagine a shelf with two hundred books. If it collapses and you have to
rearrange them, without photos, it would be hard to remember the exact
order, right? But not for your assistant. Even if she saw something for just a
second, she'd never forget it.”
"...."
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“You only saw it for a few seconds, but you won’t forget it for the rest of
your life…”
"..."
That explained why her notebook looked like random scribbles instead of
detailed notes she didn’t need them.
“It should answer why she always got top honors and had exceptional
results. Her academic performance was always extraordinary. And those
awards and promotions, they came quickly for a reason.”
I’d never been this engrossed in someone else’s business, even when it
didn’t involve money. I leafed through the thick document, furrowing my
brow as connections began forming. The idea that Man Mek might be
Thanin's niece was becoming increasingly plausible.
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Then, there was the memory condition Hyperthymesia which I still found
hard to believe existed in real life.
I must’ve been lost in thought about my assistant for a bit too long, as the
voice of the young man sitting across from me snapped me back to reality.
“Alright, I’ll let you sit and be amazed with your hot tea. I’m heading out,”
The private investigator smiled, waving his hands slightly before wiggling
his fingers in the air.
I rolled my eyes but still pulled out the envelope with cash. Inside were five
one-hundred-thousand-baht bills that I had withdrawn from the bank earlier
that evening. The amount was absurd, but it was the minimum tip he’d be
happy with, ensuring future services.
Sammat waved goodbye and left with the large sum, which I regretted for
only a moment. I quickly turned my attention back to the documents,
skimming through them once more. I was particularly focused on the
description of Man Mek’s condition.
The hot tea in front of me had long lost its warmth, the faint wisp of steam
now gone. I leaned back in the soft armchair, crossing my legs, with the
document that told her story resting on my lap.
The ability to remember everything and never forget must be tied to the
story of the sunflower. Perhaps that’s why Man Mek seem to love and
protect it.
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What did she think of me?
Is she's the woman who i help that Phi Karan suspects of tampering with
evidence for the future?
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🐾12.Naive Person🐾
We're her at Bar/Restaurant in this early evening. This time it's Wednesday,
and I'm not going to get drunk again.
"Do you want to thank me for getting punched that day, so you want to treat
me to a meal?"
The young woman, who was wearing a loose dark short-sleeved shirt today,
asked as if she didn't quite understand the situation. It must have seemed
strange because it had been a while since that day's incident. Suddenly, I
just invited her to a thank-you party now.
Be gentle and don't let her know that I intentionally brought her here to talk
and open up. Trick and ask... again.
"Yes, you can order as much as you want. I happen to have a black card. It's
a good opportunity to treat my assistant."
Man Mek stared at me, blinking. That expressionless face was really hard to
guess.
However, I can't show too much suspicion. I pretend that today is a special
opportunity for the two of us to open up, or whatever. Even though
While waiting for the food, the wine was served first. The waiter brought
two glasses, but Man Mek raised her hand and politely declined the wine.
That made me raise an eyebrow.
"At that time, I already guessed that we would both have to go back by
taxi."
Oh, I mean that time, with one of her arms in a cast and me being drunk, the
result was probably she had to call a car. As for today, even though I'm
drunk, my hand is still working normally. I can be the driver instead.
Thinking about it makes me instantly feel annoyed with the girl in front of
me.
"Heh! I don't want to be a weakling like that night. I can drive myself."
"But the one you ordered has 13.5% alcohol content, and from what I know,
I can guess that you will order more."
Don't be so smart.
Well... It's hard to argue with her like this. Having to talk back to a woman
with a straight face takes up a lot of energy, you know?
"Did you drink turmeric instead of rice soup while you were studying?
That's why you're so law-abiding."
"This has nothing to do with it. Besides, I'm not telling you not to drink. I'm
just telling you not to drive tonight."
"Alright."
I picked up the bag, placed it on my lap, then searched for the keys to my
beloved car and placed them on the table before handing it to my assistant.
"I'll leave it with you, but if you drive and there's even a little scratch on it,
I'll claim damages."
"I understand."
Phi Sommot the pseudonym, even mentioned ten of the big assets that Man
Mek has I don't know how he dig that information.
It is said that she has one Jaguar, one Tesla, two condos in different areas,
two vacation homes, with a combined value of over two hundred million.
At this level, she still has a lot of money left in her bank account.
I don't know. I don't want to think about her anymore. For the past few
days, I've been reading that damn document like I'm studying for a crazy
exam, until I'm almost dizzy. So today, I'll just let my heart be happy. The
story will come out of her mouth if we just relax enough.
I picked up the wine glass that the waiter had poured for me earlier, swirled
it around, then lifted it and drank, my eyes staring at her beautiful face
without looking away.
At that moment, the good assistant stared back and seemed to almost smile
a little. However, the corner of her eye seemed to catch sight of something,
so she turned her head to look at it with full attention.
"That auntie."
"Why?"
"Do you remember the person who came to see you, but was rejected?"
"Yes, with a mole on the right temple and a scar on the right ear."
Not only her memory is excellent, but her eyesight is also excellent.
I turned my attention back to the old lady. She didn't seem to be enjoying
the moment too much. Of course, the hard work involved cleaning the
entire shop, dealing with the frustration of a customer whose child had
thrown the cup at her. Harsh words would be the least of her problems
(judging from the details of the sign for additional cleaning staff posted in
front of the shop).
After she finished cleaning the floor, she walked to the women's restroom at
the corner of the shop. Out of sight, Manmek and I turned back to look at
each other again.
"It seems like she really doesn't have enough money to pay me."
"Yes."
"Because her life looked pitiful, her eyes looked depressed, but that day I
still wanted to kick her out without listening to anything."
I was curious to see how she would react if I exposed my worst side to her.
And trust me, this woman always surprises me.
"Yes."
"Why?"
"......"
Man Mek must have seen that the situation was getting too serious. As
someone who didn't talk much, she changed the subject. The young woman
asked how the wine tasted. I temporarily put the topic of my aunt out of my
head and replied that the wine I was drinking was quite good.
Okay, let's have a tinkering session that at least gives us something from the
assistant.
I took a few seconds to lead the conversation toward her. At first, I casually
asked,
Even though I already knew from her file, and followed with something
vague about remembering that she smoked. Either way, I was quite
confident in my conversational skills. While we were eating together, I
gradually shifted the topic toward her parents.
The assistant paused for a moment, but she answered without seeming
suspicious. She said she had never met her father, and her mother had died
in an accident when she was in elementary school. This was just what I
wanted to hear, so I casually asked who had taken care of her after that.
Man Mek replied, "My uncle," in a way that didn't seem to matter.
Man Mek drank some water to keep me company. She crossed her legs, her
shorts showing her ankles, which looked indescribably sexy. And right now,
it was the season of relaxation. If she had been wearing a tie, she would
have undone it.
But since she was wearing a short-sleeved shirt, she had unbuttoned two
buttons at first. I don't know if the weather outside had gotten hotter or
what, but she finally unbuttoned the third button, revealing her smooth,
beautiful skin and cleavage.
!!!!!
Until I fully regained my senses and realized that I must not be shy or
embarrassed, no matter what I encountered.
I raised both hands and slapped my cheeks repeatedly, shook my head a few
times, and then returned to normal eye contact with Manmek.
And I must blame that 13.5% alcohol for suddenly blurting out my
innermost feelings without any precautions.
"Phi Mek?"
"Yes?"
My initial intention of never getting drunk again was crushed in the second
that I said that.
It was almost eleven o'clock when we left the restaurant. Manmek was the
one sitting behind the wheel of the car and took me to a famous bar that was
bustling by now. I went into this second bar just because I liked the logo
design, listened to live music, and finished a glass of soju.
I couldn't walk very straight when Man Mek helped me out of the bar. She
tried to stop me, saying that it was almost 1 a.m. and that it was a workday
tomorrow. But I was more stubborn and insisted on going to another next
bar.
Lawyer Mai Tree, who is often criticized and attacked on social media, has
only had one drink outside her home in her life. She believes that being
But it's strange, when I'm with this assistant, it's like I've lowered my guard.
I feel like if I can trust anyone in this late-night, blurry moment, probably
her.
Because I was drunk, I couldn't remember much of what happened. But one
thing I do know is that the look in her eyes when Man Mek looked at me
was like someone who was taking care of a child. Huh! If I wasn't sober, I
would have scolded her. After all, she was several years older than me.
Every time I staggered, there was someone to catch me this someone was
the young woman with the scent of perfume I liked.
Ah! This drowsiness is really taking over me. I slept for only three hours
last night.
At 2:25 AM the faint beat of the music could still be heard as we walked on
the sidewalk toward the parking lot while I was riding on the back of
Man Mek.
It's so warm up here. I pressed my cheek against the shoulder of this slim
but surprisingly strong woman. Not only was she carrying me, but she also
held my bag with one arm and my high heels with the other. Believe me, up
until now, she hasn't complained a single word. It's me who keeps rambling
on and on.
Telling stories from when I was a kid and threw eggs at my neighbor,
stories about how I felt when I got on a plane for the first time with Phi
Karan, stories about when a teacher discriminated against me because of
my gender and how I hit back at my classmates until they were all shocked
just as many things as I could recall.
I said it out loud and hugged the fragrant person tightly with my arms.
I heard her chuckle softly. I couldn't guess what kind of humor Man Mek
had in mind. I only knew that she muttered a response, coming just at the
moment when I was half-asleep.
I saw the corners of her lips lift into a smile, her soft voice carrying a
mixture of disdain and resignation.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
This time, she wasn't in the room as usual. Everything felt like déjà vu. I
walked out and saw her on the balcony, but this time, instead of sitting and
drinking something, she was setting the table with freshly made food.
I just noticed that her slender figure was wearing a dark grey apron too.
"You seem to prefer eating on the balcony rather than in your dinning area."
Man Mek didn’t flinch. She turned to look at me for a moment, then went
back to setting the table.
"Good morning, Ms. Tree. I like looking at the sky and the view that
stretches far away."
"And that table, did you make it yourself, or did you order it?"
"Oh..."
Actually, I don’t like chicken breast much because it’s blander than other
parts. But after trying the stir-fried basil Man Mek had made herself, I felt
like eating healthy food made by her more often.
This might be the second-best stir-fried basil I’ve ever had after the ones
made by my Mama Four, aunt, and older sister, Phi Karan. Sorry, but
Mommy Jattawa isn’t really suited for cooking.
"It’s delicious,"
“So... um... did I say anything weird last night when I was drunk?”
"Quite a lot."
Oh, shit.
I’m definitely going to lose face again. But asking what nonsense I said
would be like digging my own grave. It’s better to act indifferent and not
care. People like Mai Tree don’t get too caught up in personal matters.
I scooped a bowl of hot rice and stir-fried chicken breast with basil into my
mouth. I felt a little thud and my head twitched slightly, the same feeling I
always get when I eat food made by my family. Then it hit me this wasn’t
my Mama, my aunt, or Phi Karan.
It was Man Mek, the assistant I had been prejudiced against for two years!
"Yes, because your normal expression is as calm as a robot’s. What did that
smile mean just now?"
But the mysterious woman smiled even wider, not bothered at all.
“Phi Mek, there was nothing to smile about just now. How would I know
what you’re really thinking? There are many kinds of smiles: business
smiles, pity smiles, evil smiles, sneering smiles, cheerful smiles, forced
smiles, sweet smiles, mocking smiles..."
That one sentence made me forget what I was going to say, what I was
going to tease, what I was trying to find out.
Strangely enough, while I was stunned, the Man Mek tilted her head
slightly and didn’t hide her smile at all. Her eyes sparkled brightly. She
laughed softly and ended our simple conversation about smiles.
"......."
I shouldn’t have sat down to eat with her and made my face burn with
embarrassment like this. It’s so pointless. Last night was a waste. In the end,
I didn’t make any real progress. The information I got from her was
something I already knew from having a private investigator dig into.
I’m so sick of waking up and seeing Man Mek first thing in the morning.
Can’t decide.
Even though last Wednesday night was a drunken mess, I still clearly
remember the incident at the restaurant earlier in the evening that had been
bothering me, the story of the cleaning lady, and Man Mek’s answer that if
it were her, she would’ve helped.
It’s not that I think my decision was wrong. I just keep thinking about what
she said.
Maybe I should listen to the details first. As for the money... that old lady
probably can’t pay it all at once. But if she wins the case, there’s a way to
handle it. The key is, I should know the details first.
I waited until she had arranged a new batch of sunflowers in a vase, then I
cleared my throat and spoke.
“The restaurant we went to the other day call them, and ask for the contact
details of the lady who’s the cleaner.”
The assistant had been showing her emotions more often lately. This time,
she looked surprised.
“I understand. I’ll contact the aunt and forward the details to you by this
afternoon.”
RINGGG!!
Normally, Phi Karan's voice is hoarse, charming, and calm, but today, her
reply seemed more serious than any other time I'd heard her.
[Tree, I saw a vision. This time I'm certain because it flashed into my mind
while I was working.]
"......."
I glanced at the assistant, who seemed to be searching for the phone number
of the restaurant from the other day.
"Just a sec."
Even though we were talking on the phone without using the speaker, I
thought that the conversation between me and Phi Karan shouldn't be
known to outsiders. I walked out of the office and headed straight to the fire
escape, which was empty at that time.
When your busy doctor sister calls you like this, it must be a big deal.
"Sunflowers, guns, blood, the sea, trains, and the lifespan of a third person."
A lot of what my sister said was quite suggestive of my assistant. Man Mek
and I were enemy before but not until we become colleagues.
[I wouldn’t be able to bear seeing you sacrifice your own age again. The
last time was more than enough.]
"But you once went back in time to save your future wife's life, even though
you knew your lifespan would decrease."
[...]
Once, Phi Karan traveled back in time to save her girlfriend's life.
And I once stopped time and held a bullet in my hand until it burned, to
protect my elder sister's girlfriend, who was being held hostage.
Our abilities are different, but there are rules that must be followed, as
we've always known.
"Don’t worry. You know that. I had a good personality. Who would
someone like me use her abilities to help? Just the thought of playing the
role of a good person is sickening."
[You don’t have to work. Just get yourself out of this messy conflict. We
can take care of the little rascal in the house.]
I guess this means our family has enough money to spare, huh? But...
"No way. You also know that I'm a kind of person who loves winning. I
enjoy seeing other people upset because of me. So, I enjoy arguing and
being legally challenged in the courtroom. Besides, sometimes visions
themselves can change based on our decisions."
"Yes, I understand your concern, but I promise to be careful and only trust
those I trust. I also an adult now and wants to choose my own life."
[Then consider my vision a warning for you to be careful about the cases
you take on or the people you associate with. Even though you're 33, you're
still the youngest in our family. Our abilities are a double-edged sword. If
possible, don’t use them for anything risky. Do you understand?]
"Yes, I understand."
[And if something bad happens, I’ll go back in time to help you, even if it
means shortening my own lifespan.]
Phi Karan reminded me two or three more times, knowing how stubborn I
was since I was a child. Before hanging up, she rushed off to work after
hearing the nurse call for her.
I stood staring at the phone screen for a moment after the call ended.
It feels like I’m standing at a crossroads, distancing myself from people I...
find interesting. I don’t know if I can resist the pull they have on me.
And the ambiguity that Phi Karan mentioned about the vision of me
destroying evidence for someone else.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
But even so, I am trying to avoid the Man Mek now... even though it is very
difficult because she is my assistant. We see each other every day, we're in
the same room every day, and on days when we have to go to court, we
have to go together.
The most likely way to get rid of her is to find fault and then tell Prach that
she made a mistake. But believe me, she never had any loopholes like that...
Actually, Aunt's case is not complicated at all. It is a civil case. She lives
with her high school son in a small house surrounded by other people's
houses with no access to the road itself, or the only exit is by a river in
some cases it is a pond or something. It is called a blind lot.
In the past, the old lady made a living selling sweets. Every day, she would
push her cart out in the evening and come back at night. The owner of the
house in front allowed her to pass through, out of sympathy for her work.
The new owner did leave a small gate for Auntie and her grandson, but they
refused to allow carts to pass through because they were worried about
damaging the tiles they had installed for their big motorcycle parking area.
Because of this, Auntie could no longer sell her goods, and she had to find
another job, eventually becoming a cleaner.
I had encountered a similar case when I was still Prach's assistant, but that
one involved a larger piece of land and a wealthier client.
What we plan to do for her is to file for an easement under Civil and
Commercial Code Section 1349. But honestly, I think we should first try
talking to the new house owner as her lawyer before taking it to court.
When I agreed to be her lawyer and consultant, the Aunt, who usually
looked sad, broke into tears and grabbed my arm in gratitude. It was as if
she saw light at the end of the tunnel. She kept thanking me repeatedly, her
voice trembling.
I haven't charged her any consultation or lawyer fees yet, telling her that
we’d discuss payment once everything was settled.
This is the first time I’ve ever played the role of a good lawyer to this
extent. I’m not sure if Aunt will be able to afford it in the end, but I’ve
already taken the case.
When the office was left with just me and my assistant, Man Mek, who
usually maintained a neutral expression, suddenly gave me a small smile. It
was at that moment that Phi Karan's warning came to mind... I should
distance myself from this woman.
I came back to the office in the afternoon. The problem is, whenever it’s
later in the day, the parking lot is usually full, so I ended up parking in the
outside lot at the back of the building instead.
When I got off work, I looked out the glass wall and saw the city drenched
in rain. I sighed in annoyance while packing up. A person like me doesn’t
like showing vulnerability. Borrowing an umbrella or anything from
someone else is annoying. It’s frustrating when your clothes get wet.
I hesitated, considering running through the rain to my car. Phra Pirun was
clearly putting in work today. My time-stopping powers seemed to run out
during the courtroom clash. Today, I was up against the opposing lawyers.
Every time they called a witness, it was as though they were reading from a
script. So I took my precious ten minutes to misplace those papers.
I prepared myself to run through the rain, planning to sit in the cold car on
my way back. Just thinking about it made me frown.
Suddenly, I heard a loud whoosh from behind and saw the tall woman I had
separated from ten minutes ago...
What... is this?
With such a cold tone, why did she reply like that? This odd feeling is rising
in my chest again.
Even so... I have to manage these emotions. I lowered my head and took a
step back to increase the distance between us. My voice was shaky, hesitant,
for reasons I couldn’t understand.
"Why?"
“The thing that’s… not white, what you are, what surrounds you.”
Then silence fell between us. Only the sound of the rain and wind reminded
me that time was still moving forward. I couldn’t look up at her, knowing
that her eyes were on me.
A minute passed.
She said, stepping back and closing the grey umbrella, leaving it against a
pillar.
“It was my fault. I really shouldn’t have gotten involved with anyone. I’m
sorry for what happened before.”
I looked at the umbrella she left behind, then glanced at her fading figure,
feeling strangely empty.
I told her to step back, and she did. I should feel glad that she understood so
easily, right?
🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿
.
Sunflowers are the flowers in my precious memories.
When I was five years old, my mom discovered that I had a memory
disorder. Everything that happened in my life would never be forgotten. It
should have been a happy thing, but after the doctor revealed the truth, my
mom hugged me and started crying.
She said she felt deeply sorry for me, sorry that I had to remember all the
emotions along with the memories.
Happy or sad?
Together or apart?
At the time, I didn't fully understand, but I still remember her trembling
voice and the words clearly.
Surprisingly, my mother went to the school and asked the teachers in the
discipline room to take down the announcement.
Even more strangely, after that incident, she never allowed me to compete
in any contests again, no matter how much my teachers begged her.
She continued to care for our sunflower garden in front of the house.
Sometimes she'd place them in a vase indoors. I loved sitting, snacking, and
watching her arrange the flowers. She looked so gentle, peaceful, and
beautiful in those moments, so different from when she stared off into the
distance with sadness in her eyes. That's why I preferred it when she
seemed to be enjoying her hobby.
I never asked what my mother did for a living or why we always had
enough money. Likewise, I never asked about my father, because I never
felt the need. My mother's embrace was the warmest, and her sunflowers
were the most beautiful. That was enough to make my life feel complete.
But one day, after the exams, I took my usual bus back home. When I
arrived, I stood there, dumbfounded. There were several men inside the
house. One of them, who seemed to be in charge, was sitting on a chair,
smoking, and the smell filled the living room. The atmosphere was heavy.
At eight years old, I looked around the house for my mother, but I couldn't
find her.
He looked at me, calmly finishing his cigarette. No one said a word. Even
the men standing guard, silent and stern, didn't speak.
I was scared so scared that my legs felt weak. But I gripped the hem of my
red skirt tightly, stared into the eyes of the powerful man, and asked him
where my mother was, suspicion heavy in my voice.
He told me that my mother had run away, and that from now on, he would
be the one to take care of me.
But I didn't listen. I didn't believe him. I ran through the house calling for
my mother-in the bedroom, the bathroom, the backyard, outside the house,
on the streets nearby. I couldn't believe she would leave me. She loved me
more than anything. I could feel it.
But no matter how much I called, I couldn't find her. In the end, it was one
of Thanin's men who dragged me away.
After that, everything changed. At the age of eight, I was taken from the
house with the beautiful sunflowers.
We headed to the city, and I vomited several times in the luxury car,
overwhelmed by the smell of alcohol from the man who called himself my
uncle, sitting next to me.
A new school, far larger, with many more students than before.
And a new life that I'm not sure when I'll get used to.
I knew why. First, he wanted me to study law and eventually work for him,
helping to prop up his failing organization. Second, he wanted me to be a
potential successor.
Because of this, even though I called him "uncle" to his face, deep down, I
referred to him without an ounce of respect.
Tharas is Thanin's only child. He despises me, and we often fight, despite
me being younger than him.
One of his worst pranks was cutting my back with a knife, leaving a scar of
jagged lines. Though it's faded, if you look closely, it's still there.
Only the sunflowers help me find some calm. I asked someone to plant
them in the garden where I could see them from my bedroom.
At 18, I was busy with my first year of university. While most law students
clung to their textbooks, I only had to read them once, remembering every
word. But I had to pretend otherwise, deliberately missing a few questions
on tests so as not to raise suspicions.
I once tried to refuse. Thanin became so angry that he hit me across the face
with the handle of his favorite gun. He then assigned guards to be stationed
at my house 24/7, even while I slept. Even though the guards included a
woman, I still felt my privacy was being violated.
To make matters worse, that week I was forced to get a tattoo of the
organization's emblem something I did not agree to at all.
So, I bowed my head and entered the legal profession, starting as a legal
officer to gain experience.
By that time, I had grown and craved privacy. I tried to convince Thanin to
let me live outside the mansion, explaining that because my identity was a
secret, I couldn't afford to accidentally be seen coming and going from his
estate.
"That kid is going to leave. Do you think he knows the truth about his
mother and will betray us?"
When I heard this, my entire body froze. My eyes widened. I had to stay
completely still and silent, not letting them know I was eavesdropping.
The truth I learned that day shattered me: Thanin had killed my mother the
day he took me in.
Now I understood why my mother looked so sad when she found out I was
different from other children. I also understood why she tried to hide me.
In the past, I hated violence, but now I wanted to take a gun and end
Thanin's life or worse, make him suffer for what he'd done.
Thanin, I... will find a way to make sure you meet a horrible end.
She has a divine ability something almost like stopping time. At first, it
seemed impossible, but I proved it to be true. It sent my mind spinning with
possibilities.
A tri-tone mark...
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
The first time I met Maitree was when I was a lawyer, attending a trial to
gain experience. At that time, Lawyer Maitree's reputation was beginning to
rise, and she was criticized for taking on cases for wealthy clients, turning
gray areas into white.
I heard she had never lost a case. She was so intriguing that I became
curious and wanted to observe her legal style.
When I saw her in person, from the perspective of a listener, she was agile
and beautiful, with a face that was both striking and cute. Her eyes and nose
had a stubborn quality. I had intended to focus on her words, but somehow
that became secondary. I began to notice her mannerisms and personality.
When she raised her hand to tuck her hair behind her ear, I found myself
smiling, though I didn’t quite know why.
At the time, I didn't think much of it. But later, I realized the woman who
made me smile was more dangerous than I’d thought. It would be wise not
to get involved with her again. She probably wasn’t that special just a good
lawyer.
Before the trial began, I noticed my bag seemed to have been searched.
The bag had been with me the entire time. There was no way anyone could
have tampered with it.
With the trial starting in half an hour, I couldn't let this go. I decided to visit
the police station and review the CCTV footage. I'd claim that something
was missing and that I needed to find the person who took it. At least I’d get
something from the footage.
“I don’t know. I'm really not okay with you going back in time to help
others without thinking about what will happen to you.”
Stop time?
But after noticing that my bag had been searched, despite being with me the
whole time, and hearing these words from this woman’s mouth, my mind
started connecting the dots. If she... if she really could stop time, as she
seemed to suggest in her conversation, it would explain everything why she
was such a flawless and successful lawyer.
“I’m about to go to work. But we have to meet anyway. Let’s talk about this
woman named Kluen! Let’s do it this week. You need to make time for me."
Taking back what I heard, at the first hearing, I had to split my mind into
two parts.
One part was focused on the case I had ordered to be prosecuted, while the
other secretly observed every gesture of the defendant's lawyer.
I decided I’d have to take one of the items from my bag and have it
fingerprinted. I would choose something I was certain no one else had ever
touched.
The second time we met in court, I purposely set a trap. I pretended to read
something, put on a serious face, and placed a large bookmark on the front
page as if it marked something important.
If she stopped time and touched it, there would be fingerprints to examine.
Sure enough, the same thing happened again. The items in my bag weren’t
as neatly organized as they had been. In the blink of an eye, everything had
shifted. Though this time, it wasn’t as messy as before.
I was truly shocked when I compared the fingerprint results with the ones
I’d previously obtained. They all matched it was clearly the same person.
But it seemed that even if she was using her power, it didn’t align with the
times I was tracking her.
So, I had to create a situation something that would force her to use her
power to protect herself.
That Sunday, the young woman visited a gallery-like café. I followed her as
usual, secretly observing her, and then called over a waiter. I handed him a
large sum of money, enough to buy a house, in exchange for him going to
the second floor and splashing water down just as Mai Tree walked by.
Because when the warning shout came, the small woman dressed in an
adorable outfit looked up with wide eyes. If she were a normal person, she
would have been drenched, unable to dodge in time.
But the woman standing there wasn’t just anyone she was someone who
could stop time. And there was no way a person with that power would let
herself get soaked, especially when dressed so impeccably.
In the blink of an eye, Mai Tree had evaded the splash and stood at a
distance, looking suspicious. Only a small amount of water had splashed on
her. While others might not have noticed anything unusual, I, who had been
watching every detail, knew she had probably used her power to protect her
clothes and hair.
If I had the ability to stop time, the first thing I would do is harm Thanin,
without reason. It would start with something minor, escalating until he’d
have to be hospitalized. Even if he ordered his son and sister to investigate,
they’d never be able to catch me.
Eventually, his short time in bed would turn into a long, bedridden state
suffering in a way that wouldn’t lead to immediate death, but enough to
haunt him physically and mentally.
I could even imagine a scene where he’d beg for his life.
I don’t want to see the man who killed my mother die so easily.
If you could control time, it would be like having the whole world in your
grasp. So many other plans popped into my head. Approaching him would
be effortless, and I’d undoubtedly have the upper hand.
However, first and foremost, I had to think about getting close to Maitree.
Phi Prach knew I was waiting to take the bar exam, so he offered to let me
assist in the meantime. His initial suggestion was for me to assist a middle-
aged man who was skilled in civil cases. I asked if there were any other
options, letting him know that I had the final say. If the offer wasn’t
appealing, he’d lose out.
By cutting the conversation short like that, he must have realized that I
really wanted to work with her.
He reluctantly hung up for two days, then called again and invited me to
join the team. This time, he told me I would join as Maitree's assistant. He
would persuade her and sort things out.
I know that two years ago, her 100 percent reputation was damaged,
making me a kind of enemy in her mind.
But believe me, every time I see her reactions that try to show disdain but
also interest, I feel amused.
It’s a loving look. She’s mature but also childish, and that’s something I
didn’t expect from a seemingly detached lawyer.
For example, when she saw me come to work one day with a broken arm,
she looked shocked. She was worried but didn’t say it outright. She didn’t
push me as hard as before. Sometimes she would ask others to bring her
water. How could I not notice?
But then one day, in the middle of a heavy rain, I went to hold an umbrella
for her, trying to score some points. Maitree then spoke with a serious
expression.
I asked, though it wasn’t hard to guess. She had likely learned that I was
part of the Sannarathip family, known for its poor reputation.
“The thing that is... not white, what surrounds you, what you are.”
I let the silence hang between us. I knew it would make her overthink. The
rain continued to pour down, splashing a little on us. I watched her smaller
form, her expression conflicted. After a moment, I spoke.
“I understand.”
I took a step back, closed my grey umbrella, and leaned it against the pillar,
indicating that I was leaving it for her.
“It was my fault. I shouldn’t have gotten involved with anyone. I apologize
for what happened before.”
I knew that leaving her there, even leaving my umbrella behind, would
surely make her nervous.
Strangely enough, I felt uneasy too, and couldn’t even read the book I had
just bought that night.
I got up, poured myself a glass of wine, but still didn’t feel better. I cut
some sunflowers from the balcony and put them in a vase in the room.
Eventually, around midnight, I went to the living room and tried to read the
same book, still thinking about Maitree. I kept checking my phone to see if
she had sent a message or posted anything.
The words on the page entered my mind, recorded in my memory, but it felt
like I hadn’t received anything meaningful. I kept wondering,
No.
Not now.
If I stay silent, it’ll make her nervous. In the end, we’ll be drawn to each
other again, just like before.
It’s like how she likes to stop time and stare at me.
If she falls in love with me more, her ability to stop time will be for me.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
Normally, we don't talk much, but after that day when she left the umbrella
for me, everything seemed even gloomier.
We had a half-day court meet in the morning, but I was on the phone, so I
handed the keys to my Mustang to my assistant. She was as impeccable as
ever buying me mocha, getting all the paperwork ready, and just being
surprisingly quiet. Other than work, there was no further conversation. It
was an uncomfortable distance that I thought was... too much.
She tried not to bother me, without her usual sarcastic words or slight
smiles that she often gave before. Those had made me wonder if there was
something wrong with my words on that rainy day.
Honestly, this is the first time I think I might have said something wrong.
I just don't like it when I see Ken making advances toward her.
Ken, who used to pester me, is now trying to score points with Manmek. At
first, he offered to chat with her, helping with things here and there. Then,
as usual, he bought her food. This afternoon, I had coffee from my favorite
shop... and I saw that them both holding a notebook. The two of them talked
a little bit in the hallway.
I read that sentence while time stopped. My face went numb, and my heart
felt like it stopped beating for a moment. It was a bad feeling. Even after I
let time resume its normal course, I still felt dissatisfied with the situation.
Phi Karan had warned me not to mess with her... I thought it would be easy,
but it turned out to be the complete opposite.
There were other people taking care of their mouths, but that afternoon, I
couldn't stop myself from speaking out loud.
"That's great. You bought me coffee, but someone else bought you coffee."
Maimek paused for a moment, then instead of picking up her cup of coffee
to take a sip, she just went back to typing.
"I accepted it and told him not to bother buying it for me next time."
I raised my eyebrows.
"Why?"
Hmm.
Oh, I feel sorry for Mr. Ken. He doesn't seem to realize that she's not
interested in him. Maybe he'd be better off looking outside the office.
Actually, this was the first time in several days that I'd had a non-work-
related conversation with Manmek after we'd been tense with each other.
That tension was all my fault.
Hmm, maybe now is the time to finally reveal the thoughts that have been
keeping me awake these past few nights?
I stared at the young woman, who was busy with her work. I could tell she's
not paying as much attention to me as before.
I was nervous, worried, and confused. I wanted to slap myself, but I thought
that if I didn't say something, it would really eat me up inside.
I realized as I spoke that my voice had softened, especially toward the end
of the sentence, so I lowered my eyes.
Is this what it feels like to give in to someone? I'm not sure, because even
with my sister, my mommy, or mama, I'm always the one who's right in the
end. I hadn't felt guilty until now...
"You know I come from a dark family, but still, are you going to ignore it?"
Manmek is very good at leaving time for others to suffer. She just stayed
silent, her slender fingers continuing to type, then stopping briefly, giving
space for her heart to beat wildly before returning to the conversation.
"Why?"
"It's just that these past few days, I've... had some selfish questions."
"Selfish question?"
She looked up, tilting her head slightly, although her expression remained
calm.
"How?"
"My type?"
I wanted to freeze time and scream or bang my head against the wall, but
unfortunately, I'd already used up my ten minutes of ability today. This
morning, I had used it in court for eight minutes, and this afternoon, I
secretly read some notes for two minutes.
Her expressionless face gradually shifted into a faint smile, as if she was
fond of me and was about to say something, but I widened my eyes and
raised my hand to stop her.
"Never mind!"
"Never mind. Please forget about it. I was just talking. I'm going back now.
Please shut down my computer."
I ran out half an hour before the end of work, leaving everything for her to
finish. Then I sat down in my Mustang with my head resting on the steering
wheel... which still had the faint scent of Mek's perfume lingering on the
driver's seat.
Rrr!
Mek: ...?
The screen showed a message from the person who was currently causing
me trouble. Don't type anything back yet, Maitree. Ignore her for a while.
Come on.
Go back to your condp on it. Tonight, I'll reply to her chats with something
that has been carefully filtered through my mind.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
[Tree]
[That's good. I hope I don't see any more depressing visions like the one
before.]
[That kind of thing-if you hadn't messed with her, it wouldn't have
happened.]
We don't really talk for long over the phone. We both don't have the time,
which is understandable. After hanging up, I was alone. At first, I thought
about turning on the news, but then I remembered I had been ignoring
someone's chat since the evening.
Mek:
What did Ms. Tree just say?
Mek:
...?
I pursed my lower lip. The world has legal advisors, but no advisors for
feelings?
What the hell is this assistant doing now? Is she resting in the condo I
stayed at twice? Or is she surrounded by her family's drama?
It was all chaos, like when I first fell in love in high school-that blonde
cheerleader who smiled back at me but talked badly behind my back. If I
hadn't stopped by to secretly bring her a present and overheard her
conversation with the club members, I might have continued to be an idiot.
And this time, the other party didn't say whether they liked me or not. Their
expression was unreadable.
If it were a normal person, they wouldn't care about any messages that
didn't affect their work. They'd read it but not reply, or simply choose not to
open it. However, tonight, I found myself staring at the blinking cursor on
my keyboard, waiting for it to start typing.
M.T.:
I also like things that are dangerous.
At this point, I could only pace around nervously, waiting for the sunflower
to respond. If she thought it was a joke or a mistake, she'd laugh it off. But
that wasn't likely. Otherwise, why was I so restless?
Rrr!
Mek:
I won't put you in danger.
It's already hard enough to guess what she's thinking when she's in front of
me, but reading it makes it ten times harder.
M.T.:
I'm going to bed.
Why did I say that? I don't even sleep before midnight. There's just no
better way to end a conversation.
M.T.:
What I dream about is my business!
No more reply.
FRIDAY
Today's schedule:
This morning, I had an appointment to discuss the case of the son of an heir
to a large conglomerate, who was in the news for drunk driving. Come to
think of it, I've had nothing but cases like this for a year now. The image of
a lawyer handling cases for rich people with bad manners hasn't faded and
won't disappear from the media.
At 3:30 p.m., I returned to the office... and remembered that at 8 p.m., I was
invited to a celebrity charity party. Not my style at all, but I couldn't refuse
since Mr. Thamrong, the owner of a famous hotel, had personally handed
me the invitation last week.
The problem was, the event required a fancy dance scene, and I'd forgotten
how to dance.
Mek's voice broke through, and I turned to see she'd noticed my worry all
along.
"Your memory is so good. You even keep track of the time so well."
"You're right. The last time I danced was in college. If I don't show up
tonight, it'll look bad. But if I go and embarrass myself dancing, where will
I hide? These days, netizens are always looking for flaws."
"I can teach you now, Ms. Tree, if you don't mind."
"Now?"
"We can do it right now. I've finished all the work you assigned me."
Glancing at the clock on the wall-oh my god, she'd already completed all
nine tasks I'd given her. No wonder she was always being fought over by
different firms. She worked so efficiently.
The slender figure smiled, stood up, and walked over, extending her hand as
if waiting for me to grab it and start. She must have noticed that the cake on
the plate was gone, or maybe she sensed my anxiety and wanted to smooth
things over.
So... I placed my hand on hers and stood up to follow the young assistant
into the middle of this large office. The afternoon light at three o'clock
made her face look almost surreal.
I heard her speak, guiding me with her words, instructing me through the
rhythm of the dance. But my focus wasn't clear. The scent of her perfume
was intoxicating, and the warmth of her body as we moved together filled
my senses.
We looked up at the same time and our eyes met. My mama used to say that
someone's eyes could hold a universe within. Phi Karan and I had always
believed that was a way to describe love. It felt strange because, at this
moment, I was thinking that there was a universe inside her eyes, the eyes
of Mek.
My heart is racing.
Even though I didn't use my time-stopping ability, the world around us felt
quiet, as if everything had frozen.
"Ms. Tree."
"Hm?"
Damn it, I turned my face away immediately. That's what I wanted to say!
Why did she have to compliment me first? And those were sweet words I
didn't expect. To say the sunflower, which she seemed to admire, was less
beautiful than my eyes... it made my heart pound twice as hard.
"Then you won't die, because when I say your eyes are beautiful... I'm
not lying."
Besides having a good memory, this woman must also be good at flirting.
At that time, I had sat still, contemplating my thoughts for a while. Then, I
picked up my phone again to text my sister, who was driving back to her
condo to see her wife.
M.T.:
I understand that some things are dangerous and shouldn't be interfered
with. But, Phi,
M.T.:
When I fell in love, it felt like my heart was beating so hard that I might die,
but I still wanted to get a little closer. I didn't care about the outcome.
M.T.: I think your vision is telling you that this woman is a danger that will
affect my life.
M.T.:
But the third party also...
Also... what?
At that moment, I put down my phone and leaned back on the sofa.
Maybe, before sending her a long message like that, I should've answered
my own question:
What is the feeling of wanting to stop time and kiss that woman? What is it
called...?
But now, as we practiced dancing and made eye contact, standing so close
that I could clearly smell her perfume, I knew exactly what I felt inside my
chest.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
It was a party where you didn’t need to bring your assistant lawyer, but she
was already standing next to you.
I wore a deep red, backless evening dress adorned with sparkles. The person
who rushed to rent this dress at the last minute was Manmek. I had
forgotten about it and hadn’t prepared anything. It might have been a good
thing that Pracha sent my assistant here.
She arranged everything: drove me to the hair salon, helped me pick out the
most striking outfit, gave me a quick cash injection, and brought me here.
She even found a cream blazer to wear over it, just for the sake of looking
elegant.
The assistant’s demeanor didn’t seem socially awkward at all. Maybe she
was used to it or was good at hiding her feelings. She blended in and sipped
a mocktail in the corner of the event. I glanced at the pretty girl trying to
make herself less noticeable.
Before I could respond, I turned around and saw Mr. Thamrong, the middle-
aged man who had brought me the invitation. He was wearing a neatly
tailored suit, looking quite cheerful. I gave him a warm smile.
I squinted at him.
He didn’t usually care about anyone unless they benefited him. That short
question seemed harmless, but I could tell he knew more about her than he
let on. Now I wondered if the reason why he sent guards to my office was
because he knew Manmek was my assistant.
Ah… the business world is so deep. I really can’t take that path. My Mama
Four tried to get me to join it, but I declined and studied law instead.
“She’s not that interesting. Never mind. By the way, what’s the name of the
wine we’re drinking? I really like it.”
His sharp eyes glanced towards Man Mek with a hint of regret, unable to
pry further. Then he smiled and turned his attention back to me, discussing
the name of the wine he owned. After a while, he left to mingle with other
guests.
The party had only been going for half an hour, and no one was dancing yet.
While I was talking to the ladies, making connections, my eyes caught sight
of the tall, slender figure of my assistant. She calmly walked away, heading
towards the eastern balcony.
I chatted for a bit longer before following her, still holding my wine glass.
Outside, the third-floor view of the hall was dimly lit, with the music from
the party faintly in the background. Man Mek was on the phone, her
“Isn't my answer clear enough? Since that night when I chose not to shoot,”
She said, taking a deep drag from the cigarette and exhaling slowly. Her
voice lowered, sounding more frustrated.
There was a brief silence, but her previously angry expression softened
instantly.
She said before taking another drag from her cigarette and putting it out on
the burner.
The scent of her perfume mixed with the smoke, creating a semi-tense
atmosphere. It made her seem both beautiful and dangerous. She tucked her
phone into her pocket and gestured for us to head back inside, but I leaned
on the railing of the balcony, gently swinging my wine glass.
I took a sip of wine, letting the tip of my tongue savor the taste, trying to
forget that this party was just another work obligation. I let my mind drift
with the wind that gently blew across my skin, making my hair flutter.
I laughed briefly, not at anyone in particular, but at my own life over the
past few years.
“You know, I became a lawyer because I liked the ability to show off my
skills. I enjoyed the opportunity to argue with others, and I loved the feeling
of superiority when I won. But sometimes… I think I’m reaching my
saturation point.”
“It’s exhausting. I start dreaming about waking up, having a nice breakfast,
working in a job that’s not too stressful, and spending time with someone
who makes me feel comfortable. Someone who makes any view more
beautiful when I’m with them.”
I could tell from the way she asked that she was trying to figure me out.
Man Mek had her expectations, but she wasn’t overly confident. Honestly, I
liked that about her.
The problem was, I couldn’t give her a straight answer right now, at this
moment.
“That’s okay,”
Sometimes, you just want to be next to someone, sit or stand in silence, and
let your thoughts flow. No conversation needed, yet the space between you
still feels warm.
Man Mek and I left the chaos of the party behind. We could hear the MC
announcing the dance floor opening, but we continued gazing at the city,
saying nothing.
My glass was nearly empty. I had taken quite a few sips while walking and
talking earlier, and now I felt slightly tipsy not enough to lose control, but
enough to feel bold.
“Mek?”
“Yes?”
We turned to look at each other after staring out for what felt like ten
minutes.
I shrugged slightly.
“The wine at the party was fine, but the wine in my cabinet is much better.
Do you believe me?”
“Hmm…?”
In truth, wine was just an excuse, even though there was a favorite bottle
stored in the cabinet.
I knew that Man Mek understood exactly what I meant, which was why her
faint smile turned into one with a knowing edge.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
The clock on the wall in the living room told the time.
The dim light from a single lamp revealed a tattoo of the sun and rose
thorns wrapped around it on Manmek’s back, looking fearsome and
unapproachable.
Looks like she's quite skilled. Her history says she's never had a girlfriend,
but with this kind of attitude, she must have been with other women before.
“Ah!”
I accidentally let out a loud sound as the last barrier on my chest fell to the
floor. Man Mek deliberately slid her mouth down, teasing my upper lip and
the top of my breasts, pushing her soft, flexible tongue to ignite a fire
within me.
We ended up on the couch. It was insanely hot, even though the air
conditioner was on. My breath became labored, and my body instinctively
arched into her touch, the feeling both tingly and intense.
"Mek..."
Those words made my face and ears flush red. I could see the admiration in
her eyes as she complimented me.
She gently spread my legs wider. One hand continued to caress my breasts,
kneading them with tender care, while the other hand slipped down to my
clitoris, teasing it until I let out an embarrassed moan.
My hands gripped the couch, unsure of what would come next, but the
sensations were dizzying. I’d been with many women before, some exes,
some casual encounters, but nothing compared to this moment with Man
Mek.
After she had teased my clitoris until my love canal was soaked with sweet
juices, Manmek slipped her middle finger inside me. I tensed for a moment
but quickly relaxed as she maintained a gentle rhythm.
“Mmm,”
I should have been out of breath, and she should have been, too, but Man
Mek lifted me effortlessly, as if she were used to exercise and had a strong
build.
She carried me, naked, into the bedroom, and we began our second round of
lovemaking.
This time, I had a little more energy to join in. Manmek cleaned the sticky
mess between my legs, licking me until I was clean. It was both ticklish and
incredibly arousing. I nibbled her beautiful orange-hued nipples, relishing
the soft moans of pleasure I elicited from her. Her responses made me want
to explore even more.
I slipped two fingers inside her, while she did the same to me. Her body
was hot and tight, squeezing around my fingers.
Our lips barely parted as our tongues danced together in a passionate kiss. It
was filled with so much desire, I couldn’t believe how intensely I needed
her at that moment.
I remember the time was around 1:00 a.m. We teased each other, bringing
each other to the edge, then retreating, only to come back for more. Our
fingers continued to explore each other’s bodies, and we reached new
heights of pleasure.
I promised to continue our lovemaking, over and over again, throughout the
night.
.
02:26 AM
We lay together, taking a break after our earlier exertions. The scent of my
favorite perfume lingered on the sheets, embracing me. What could be
better? The woman who wore the perfume was now holding me from
behind.
Her hoarse voice broke the silence. I thought about it for a long time. The
answer was complex, but if I had to explain the main reason I believed
Manmek was the person I had fallen in love with, it would be...
“Before, it was only my family who didn’t judge me, but now there’s you
too.”
The younger woman moved closer, kissed my temple, and whispered softly
but sweetly,
“Thank you.”
She then tightened her arms around me, resting her head back on the soft
pillow.
Sometimes, it feels like the greatest thing like she's the most beautiful
person I’ve ever met. She take my pain, no matter how many times I’ve
been cruel to her. She never judge or belittle me, regardless of the situation.
And other times, it’s the little thing she choose to sit where the cigarette
smoke won’t reach me. She remember my favorite coffee and pastries even
though it’s because of my medical condition. She may appear cold, but she's
always polite and respectful in every way.
And most importantly right now, she give the warmest hugs.
Manmek, can also mean the type of person I love her outward appearance,
her inner qualities, her nature, character, heart, or even the atmosphere she
create, which always makes me feel at ease.
By now, I had already gone far beyond the boundaries of a lawyer and an
assistant. Phi Karan’s warning, who foresaw the future, couldn’t stop me.
Perhaps it was because her vision came too late, but even if it had come
earlier, human emotions are complex and often defy reason.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
She must have noticed there was nothing in my fridge to cook with, so she
used an app to order shrimp congee and went downstairs to pick it up, still
wearing the same clothes we had tossed aside in the living room last night.
I couldn't take my eyes off the woman sitting across from me at the dining
table. She didn't seem too indifferent, but I could tell there was something
that made those beautiful eyes so lively. Still, we should probably talk about
last night, right?
No, I can't. Speaking directly would ruin the mood. I quickly swallowed the
words and came up with something else.
Oh, great. Last night, we didn't even get around to that wine, it's still place
in the cabinet, unopened.
The young woman sprinkled some pepper into her congee and smiled.
I wanted her to bring it up, but now that she did, I felt embarrassed.
"We're talking about the wine. Or what did you think I was talking about,
Ms. Tree?"
I pouted and gave her a playful glare. But it didn't take long for her to
change the subject.
"Oh... yeah. I've been meaning to go for months now, but I haven't had the
time. It's up there to remind me to relax."
.
The Mustang I thought I'd always protect, never letting anyone else behind
the wheel. Turns out, I am still protective of it, just not from her. So, on a
day like this, it's her turn to be the driver.
Our destination?
It might've been the first time we'd seen each other in casual clothes. I wore
a loose, long-sleeved pink t-shirt and shorts, while Man Mek, after
showering back at her condo, emerged in a white tank top, an unbuttoned
Hawaiian shirt, and matching shorts.
My face flushed when I noticed all the bite marks. They covered the nape of
her neck, her chest, even her legs.
Man Mek drove through the holiday traffic, heading out of the city toward
the coast. I'd never taken a long trip with a girlfriend before, and when I
did, I was always the one driving, protective of my car and wary of others.
So, this was the first time I got to relax and watch the scenery, noting the
names of souvenir shops to visit on the way back.
"Grilled shrimp. Maybe just half a kilo? One kilo might be too much, we've
ordered a lot."
"No way, there are only two of us. We might have to order more."
I thought she might scold me, but instead, she just asked,
Oh, this girl knows me too well. Even when I'm full, there's always room
for dessert.
I ordered honey toast and watched her finish the food. She doesn't eat fast,
but she can eat a lot. She's an experienced driver, never losing her cool in
traffic. She's not big on sweets but will have them occasionally. She peels
It's funny, we've had sex once, and now I'm paying so much more attention
to her.
I still don't know how this will end or what lies ahead, but as for the
beginning...
I couldn't help but imagine what our life together might look like.
The thought made my heart race. I'm gray, and she's dark, much darker
gray. So many of her secrets, her feelings...
I shook the thoughts away. The ocean view calmed me, the breeze and
horizon giving me a sense of peace.
Focus on the present, Maitree. Life has given you a second chance.
Don't waste it.
"......"
I suddenly remembered she has a condition where she can never forget
anything, no matter how big or small.
"The first time you met me... It must have been unpleasant, right?"
Back when we were on opposite sides of that case, I treated her pretty
harshly my words, my gestures, even my looks.
Man Mek picked up her blue notebook, the one she never wrote in flipped it
open to a blank page, and started drawing lines with her black pen. She
smiled, a small but knowing smile.
"Eh!?"
"Which case?"
The pretty woman replied, still focusing on her writing without looking up.
Her beautiful lips spoke,
"The case of the daughter of a famous music label owner smashing her ex-
boyfriend's car. You were the defendant's lawyer."
I had taken it until the court dismissed the case because I made it
impossible to prove it was really her. Thinking about it, I could only accept
it. I shrugged.
"No, because I think I fell in love with you for the first time then."
The young woman handed me the notebook with the page she had just
sketched. I was instantly stunned to find that Man Mek had drawn a sketch
of me in a barrister's robe, one hand tucking my hair behind my ear, and the
other holding a document.
I don't know when I did that, but from the details in the sketch, I guessed it
was after court when I was packing up my things.
"......."
What should I be more shocked by? The fact that the sketch, though rough,
looks like a photograph in detail, or the fact that she fell in love with me at
that moment, despite tens of thousands of people cursing me until it trended
on Twitter for days?
I turned back to meet the eyes of the person across from me.
She continued,
"At first, I intended to attend the trial to gain knowledge. But when I saw
you walk in... when you opened the case, spoke, moved your hands, looked
confident, and just tucked your hair behind your ear, I couldn't pay attention
to anything else but you."
"......"
The young woman smiled wider, though her eyes looked pained as she
spoke with raw honesty.
If she resigned and wanted to become a lawyer, she'd have to take the bar
exam.
But... did she really come just to work with me? She could be an assistant to
any other lawyer, right?
I bit my lower lip and lowered my gaze. The sweetness of the Chupa Chups
lingered on the tip of my tongue. My voice softened.
"You're a very dedicated and reasonable lawyer. After working with you, I
understand your style better. That's why my opinion of you hasn't changed
since the first time I met you."
Just hearing those words, combined with the memory of the bite marks
from last night, sent shivers down my spine. She had said she fell in love at
first sight, and now she's repeating it so openly I didn't even have time to
prepare.
With one hand still holding the Chupa Chups stick, the other... slowly
inched closer until her pinky finger touched mine. Someone like me, who
never asks for anything, had to gather my courage before quietly speaking.
"Say that again... but use the same pronouns you used last night."
Oh my god!
I stammered, the words coming out in a jumbled rush. The gist of it was,
Once again, I heard her laughter, light and teasing. Man Mek didn't push
further or elaborate. She simply responded,
Before giving back her notebook and pen so she could continue sketching
my sketch.
It took several minutes for my heart to stop racing. I had to thank the beach
breeze and the peaceful scenery in front of me for keeping me from losing
my mind.
The way Man Mek said those words just now... it really tugged at my heart.
Her artistic skill was remarkable perhaps due to her photographic memory
transferring every little detail.
"The sea is beautiful... I think this is what falling in love feels like."
Man Mek looked up, following my gaze toward the sea, then smiled gently
before lowering her head to continue drawing.
I've always been known as a bad-mannered person. Everyone says so. In the
past, I didn't agree with that statement, but now... I secretly feel irritated
with myself. Even though Man Mek dared to say falling in love out loud, I
couldn't admit my feelings directly.
🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿
Because I was so engrossed in the atmosphere and the clouds that I forgot
everything, I barely touched my phone. My sister sent me a message ten
times, but I didn’t open it. As is the style of someone who cares about their
younger sibling, she called me. It was around 7 p.m. at that time. We were
about to go home.
Her first question was filled with worry, making me feel concerned.
I sat down on a bench in front of a convenience store. Man Mek went inside
to buy some water and snacks. I didn’t have the right words for my sister.
So I could only answer honestly about my feelings right now.
"I think there are some things that just can’t be stopped, right?"
[Even if I told you I saw a vision where that woman pointed a gun at you?]
"Huh!?"
[I don’t want it to be like that either. Seeing the future for just a moment has
the disadvantage of not knowing the whole story. But we have to consider
the worst-case scenario first.]
[That’s why I'm still insisting you to stop seeing with that woman. It’s too
dangerous.]
At that moment, a tall figure carrying a cloth bag walked out of the sliding
door of the convenience store. The owner of the beautiful face didn’t think
to walk over. She came not closer, as if seeing that I was talking on the
phone and wanted to give me some personal space. The more I imagined it,
the more I wondered if she could really do something terrible.
However, Man Mek has a shady background. She grew up in obscurity and
probably picked up a gun more often than I would have expected.
Anything is possible, including the assumption that one day, she might have
the muzzle of a gun pointed at me by her.
Was the smile you gave me throughout our time together an illusion?
I hung up the phone from my sister and put it back in my pocket. Seeing
that, the tall figure who had been waiting walked over and handed me the
bottle of mineral water I had been asking for. I took it and stood up.
Someone as observant and attentive as her how could she not see the
expression on my face?
Help? Because you are the cause of this anxiety. Maybe you’re the only one
who can unlock these feelings.
The stupidest idea is to ask the person directly when you suspect them. It
might catch the bad guy off guard. But I stared deep into her eyes, bright
and sincere.
Before I asked like a fool, like someone who trusted this woman so much
that nothing could stop me.
"Okay."
It was no wonder that Manmek was silent for a moment before replying:
"Then what’s so charming about a bad-mannered person like me? Can you
tell me ten things about me right now things that have nothing to do with
looks or external appearances?"
I rested my head against the car window, my stomach full from stopping at
a roadside restaurant earlier, but my mind was not at peace at all.
On the way there, I could sneak glances at her side profile without worry.
But now...my feelings and emotions inside were a mess, contradicting
everything.
She was silent for a moment without looking away. My heart felt like it was
going to explode at any moment while waiting for her answer. Part of me
thought that Mek wouldn’t be able to say the full ten. A person like me,
doesn’t have many good qualities.
'First, Ms. Tree is someone who has very good concentration. When
working, you don’t get distracted easily, except when family members or
people close to you are waiting.'
I closed my eyes and thought about the next answer that came a few
seconds later.
'Second, you are a book lover. You take care of them well, whether you like
them or not.'
There are some things I don’t even notice about myself to that extent.
'Third, you name the playlists you play in the car really well.'
Oh... I guess she knows because we’ve been to restaurants together many
times already.
'Fifth, even if you ask me to buy coffee, the monthly coffee money you
transfer is several thousand more than the actual cost. You only meant to
give me some walking-around money, but you didn’t say it directly.'
'Sixth, no matter what gossip you hear, you don’t continue the conversation
and you don’t spread it.'
I just don’t want to get involved and cause a headache. I’m not a good
person.
'Seventh, you have confidence in yourself and believe in what you are
doing, that it is the best thing.'
'Eighth, you peel shrimp so quickly and beautifully that I’m amazed. I
hadn’t even finished peeling the first one yet, and you had already peeled
four.'
It’s just this little thing, and she still cares about it?
'Ninth, you’re very particular about your clothes, whether it’s choosing the
right colors, the smell of fabric softener, or ironing them to make them
perfectly smooth.'
Man Mek...
'Tenth, it might seem like I’m stuck, but actually, I just want to say that it’s
because I like you, Tree. This reason makes everything you do seem
charming.'
"What? Why don’t we stop by your condo first? I can drive myself back."
"It’s okay. I’ll take a taxi back to my place. You go up and rest."
Man Mek turned off the engine after parking the Mustang in my usual spot
and handed me the keys after we both got out. On her right shoulder was a
cream-colored backpack filled with clothes we had packed but didn’t use.
In less than a minute, we reached a crosswalk near the condo. If you walk
across to the sidewalk on that side, walk less than a hundred meters, and
turn left, you’ll reach the main road where taxis are likely to pass by.
"I have nothing to say. I'm really worried, but there are still cars driving by
in the alley and people walking on the side of the road."
"...."
If we meet again at work, how will we react? Will she act like nothing
happened? And will I still keep this crazy face and not mention the
ambiguity between us?
Two minutes to midnight. We were about to part ways at the crosswalk, but
after taking just a few steps, I stopped.
And now, I was forcing myself not to turn back and kiss her. It was really
hard today, having secretly glanced at Man Mek’s lips throughout the day.
Everything was still, including the girl behind me, but my heart was beating
like it was going to explode.
Man Mek... are you the gentle sunflower, or are you the one who will
come and take my breath away?
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
The little one was asleep, breathing evenly and occasionally moving and
fidgeting, as if crawling into the warmth.
I'm not even close to feeling sleepy yet, hugging her while my eyes are
dazed in the dim room, thinking back to what brought us both here. It's not
just the excuse of wine; it's everything that came before.
Sex... it was something I could guess would happen, and I didn't think much
of it. I've had sex with many women, some out of affection, some just
wanting a one-night stand.
Just touching her bare skin, without any clothes covering it, made me want
to cherish it. Her voice is so sweet and beautiful that it makes me smile
when I'm the one doing it. Aside from alcohol or cigarettes, she's the thing
that intoxicates me.
And the touch she gave me back was wonderful. I loved the way her fingers
moved inside me, searching for the right spot, making me squirm. We were
like pictures glued together, the incomprehensible sounds, moaning
together, it was pleasant to the ears.
Kissing and taking care of each other afterward was something I thought I
should do first, to make the little one more infatuated.
I held on even tighter, hoping she’d have a good night’s sleep under the
warmth tonight.
'Are you really going to use this woman as a tool to free yourself from
Thanin, Mek?'
I splashed water on my face to regain my senses, then sat on the edge of the
tub and looked at myself in the mirror.
After analyzing carefully, I realized my eyes were not the same as before I
became Maitree's assistant.
But I’ve never fallen in love with anyone. Ever since I uncovered the truth
behind my mother’s disappearance, my life has been dedicated to finding a
way to destroy Thanin without getting my own hands dirty. I’ve hoped to
walk out of that dark life without anything holding me back. When I found
The guilt grew more and more, until I realized that I had lied to her. My
chest tightened.
Why am I so disgusting?
Walking back into her bedroom, I felt so disgusted with myself that I
couldn’t bring myself to hug the little person right away. I sat on the chair
next to the wall and stared at her face as she slept soundly. She frowned a
little, as if she was lost in a chaotic dream. She mumbled some sleep-talk
before returning to normal, as if the situation in her dream had resolved.
The more I stared at her peaceful face in the dimness, the clearer everything
became.
Someday soon, I’ll have to find the right moment to confess the pitiful truth
of my own thoughts to her. When that time comes, she will have the right to
decide whether to push someone like me out of her life or to forgive me.
I opened my eyes again, looking at her through a new lens, and quietly got
up. I went to sit beside the bed, then leaned down and kissed the temple of
the woman I had now admitted to being in love with.
This time, it was a kiss that completely shed all selfishness and deception.
The only plan now is to find a way to solve my own problem: how to get rid
of San Narathip without involving this woman’s abilities and to keep her
out of danger as much as possible.
A high-stakes gamble...
I shouldn’t have thought of dragging you into this in the first place. I’m
truly sorry.
I will try not to involve her ability to control time. If her decision, after
knowing everything, is to forgive me, I will move forward and let this
relationship progress as it should...
liking each other without any benefits involved.
That’s why I decided to tell her the truth by the sea, telling her how and
when I fell in love with her... even though I haven’t yet told her everything.
I give a moment to prepare myself, in case she hear it and want to slap me
in the face and walk away.
My body kissed her back, but my heart was heavy with guilt.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
.
It was because I abandoned all logic and after kissing Manmek, I suddenly
realized that this would cause her to find out my secret!
When you touch someone while time is stopped, it brings that person into
the world where time is also frozen. That's why the tall figure opened her
eyes wide in shock. In the blink of an eye, she saw me walk away, but in
that same second, she saw my lips kissing her.
Despite looking puzzled and surprised, Man Mek turned back and met my
gaze without saying a word.
I took a deep breath and raised my hand to grab the assistant’s shoulder,
looking deep into her eyes, which seemed to be waiting for an explanation.
“Don’t panic.”
“......"
I thought the other person would either be startled or laugh at that sentence.
It sounded too fantastical, like the plot of a novel. But I was wrong. The
woman remained far too calm.
12:18 AM
We went up to my condo...
Manmek sat on the sofa opposite me, she looks like someone who
interrogated me about my time-stopping ability.
“As you know, I have a problem with my memory being too good.”
“How does that relate to knowing I could stop time long ago?”
She paused for a moment, locking eyes with me, then said,
“Sometimes a piece of paper in your hand looks smooth, but in the blink of
an eye, the corner suddenly curls up for no reason.”
Maitree, there’s no way you’ll get caught for something like that. I won’t
believe it.
I was about to protest with all my might, but the other person lowered her
head and spoke first.
"!!!"
Man Mek recounted everything. She said that due to her precise memory,
she knew that day when I had definitely searched the bag. My face paled
while listening. Because the person who wanted to know her weakness had
stopped time. I really did that. I did it every time until the case was decided.
Who would have known Man Mek was so suspicious that she set a trap to
check the fingerprints to see if they matched?
She even accidentally overheard the conversation I had on the phone with
Phi Karan. At that time, I had just found out my sister had lost ten years of
her lifespan to protect her girlfriend. And I also remembered how I had
chosen a spot where no one would’ve overheard it…
Oh my god, it seems like there’s no way to defeat this woman, even with
heavenly abilities.
I raised my hands to my head, feeling like a proud fool all along. And then
it was revealed that my good assistant had known my secret from the very
Because once, even Phi Karan was targeted when someone found out she
could rewind time.
“Yes, I don’t need to tell anyone about this special thing. You can rest
assured, Ms. Tree”
"......"
Thinking about it carefully, she had known about this all along, for two
years, and she hadn’t told anyone. When she answered me so calmly, I felt a
sense of relief in my heart. However, I still looked at the person sitting
opposite me with a slightly stern gaze.
“Mek, are you really asking this even though we just had sex yesterday?”
“Even though we’ve had sex, it doesn’t mean that I have to stop respecting
you.”
I was stunned for a moment. Maybe it was because, even though I hadn’t
encountered bad bed partners or love, I had never met someone this
respectful. I lowered my head, and both hands unintentionally grabbed the
hem of my shorts. It had become a habit to find something to squeeze
whenever I felt nervous, whether it was in a bad way or a good way.
Deciding whether to stay or go back to her condo shouldn't have taken long,
but Man Mek was silent, her face showing deep contemplation. Her heavy
gaze made it hard for me to guess what exactly she was thinking.
But I won’t rush her. It’s complicated between us, and it takes time to
understand many things.
She finally spoke. It seemed the most important decision had been made.
“About what?”
This time, she lowered her head in shame, her normally calm voice now
trembling.
“In the past, I have lied to you many times, and you have the right not to
forgive a bad person like me.
I could guess easily what the young woman in front of me was trying to
achieve, but after Phi Karan told me about her vision, and after thinking
about this assistant every night, I realized something was wrong.
She seemed to be very open-minded and did everything for me. When I
tried talking to Prach... he told me a secret. Actually, Man Mek specifically
chose this place because she wanted to be my assistant.
A young woman with ties to a dark organization clearly stated that she
wanted to work closely with me. She approached me smoothly, often
leaving gaps in conversation to make me nervous.
Would I really be so stupid as to not see that this person had hidden
intentions?
Because now, even her lies are so sweet enough for me to believe.
"No."
The young woman looked anxious and confused, her voice cracking.
“Do you know, Mek? I fell in love with you so much that I even fell in
love with your lies.”
"......."
“The thing you heard before is the truth. The condition of my ability, if I
stop time to save a life or kill someone, my lifespan would be reduce by ten
years.”
“!!!”
Man Mek’s face was filled with shock, as if she had never thought I’d have
to pay such a huge price.
“I feel it again! It’s really bad that once… once! I had those kinds of
thoughts about you.”
"......"
I lightly tapped her shoulder, trying to reassure her, but it only made her cry
harder.
I knew that because she thought I would be angry anyway, the fact that I
had known all along and even forgiven her stimulated her conscience.
Originally, Man Mek wasn’t a bad person, and that’s why she sat on the
floor, tears streaming down her face, hugging my legs in gratitude while
feeling hatred for herself.
Let her vent all that pent-up energy. It took a long time. The clock was
almost one o’clock, and she still couldn’t raise her face.
So, I decided to take her slender hands and sit down on the floor beside her.
I smiled at Man Mek, who was no longer the calm, collected woman. She
looked at me with a sensitive, pained gaze. I grabbed the remote control,
turned on the TV, and changed the channel to a light-hearted show.
I’ve been a bad person many times, and she choose not to judge me based
on what others say.
She's a liar, and I choose to forgive her and believe that everything else
is true.
We’ll get through this night and be open to each other’s good and bad sides.
I’m not sure what love is like for others... but my love is like this.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
When she found out that stopping time and interfering with someone's
destiny might make them live or die, that would reduce my lifespan by ten
years, she became angry at herself again for thinking of taking advantage of
it.
All I could do was stroke her tear-stained cheeks and give her a weak smile,
telling her it was okay until she stopped crying.
We cuddled together on the living room sofa and woke up around noon.
Luckily, its Sunday.
The assistant's eyes were very swollen, probably because she had cried
heavily for hours the night before. When I saw her, I felt both amused and
sorry for her, making me want to hug her even though she was bigger.
It's indication that this person has really been through a lot.
I decided to stand on tiptoe and kiss her eyelids one by one, telling her that
it would get better soon.
The young woman smiled, a smile that was openly obvious, yet she still felt
guilty in her heart.
"I..."
"?"
The other person tilted her head. At this moment, she looked even more
adorable than usual.
But this time, the situation was different because I wasn't walking through
the stopped time alone. I am holding the hand of the tall slender woman and
running, acting like a child in an adult's body.
At first, Man Mek didn't seem to understand much until I brought her down
to the lobby. The world hadn’t stopped spinning yet. I pointed out to her a
well-dressed woman sitting on a sofa, looking down at something in her
famous brand bag, as if she was waiting for someone.
“I just met her. She’s a resident here too. She has tens of thousands of
followers on Twitter. She likes to quote news about me like she wants to stir
up people to come and curse at me.”
"No, I'll think about it again when I run out of patience. But right now, I just
want to tease her."
I revealed a sly smile and held her warm hand even tighter.
Then I stopped time and led her closer to the brown-haired woman who was
busy looking for something.
I used my free hand to reach into her bag for something. After a minute or
so, I managed to grab her lipstick and hold it up for Man Mek to open the
cap and turn it. She still looked puzzled but cooperated.
I bent down and put on some special make-up for the news reporter. I
giggled and smeared a wide circle around her mouth, making it look like
she was wearing fancy make-up. I didn’t forget to draw circles on both
sides of her cheeks. I used to do this kind of thing to prank people when I
was a kid.
Judging from her attire, she’s going on some important business. I thought
we were going to see something fun soon.
After I finished putting on makeup for her, I put the lipstick back in her bag,
pulled Man Mek back to the same position as before I stopped time, and let
the world move on.
This time, the assistant stared at the woman without blinking, curious about
what was going to happen. At that moment, heaven was on our side, and we
didn’t have to wait long for the fun. A man wearing a round-necked shirt
with a dark suit walked straight in with a frown on his face. He looked at
"What the hell are you wearing! Do you think meeting my grandfather is a
joke!?"
She stopped searching for the item, looked up in confusion, and retorted.
“I didn’t think you could look down on my grandfather like that, Cream.”
“What the hell are you talking about? I dressed beautifully, and you’re
accusing me of looking down on your grandfather?”
The boyfriend growled angrily and took out his phone, showing her the
front camera.
“Ouch!”
A loud voice came from beside me. I turned to see Manmek covering her
mouth, trying to suppress her laughter. Our eyes met, and I saw that the
usually serious woman was having fun.
I smiled and invited her to the second target, leaving the arguing couple
behind.
The next place, we stood holding hands in front of a bakery not far from the
condo. The shop’s color scheme was dark green alternating with cream.
There was a constant stream of customers, and they also offered delivery.
This place was famous for its deliciousness. I loved their brownies when I
first moved here.
“I just want to tease the shop a bit, to make up for how he discriminated
against a customer just because the manager didn't get what he wanted.”
I started telling Manmek my plan. This time, even though the plan sounded
like something a really bad girl would do, the younger one didn't object.
"I'll pick a hair from him. The customer will attack the right person."
"Okay."
The important condition was that I couldn't touch anyone, or they would
enter this time period as well. Getting a hair from that crazy manager was
quite difficult, so I had to take off the green-and-cream-colored bandana,
which was part of the shop's uniform.
If someone dyes their hair, they often have the problem of a lot of hair
falling out. And I was right, because in the bandana used to prevent hair
from getting in the way or falling out during work, there were several
strands of his golden hair stuck.
Manmek reached out to grab a tissue from the counter, while I took out the
seven strands of hair I counted and placed them on it. He had slightly long
hair, so it was obvious.
After that, we helped tie the headscarves back together and walked to the
area where the customers were sitting and eating. We argued a bit about
who we should choose to be the key variable in this plan: a middle-aged
man who was busy looking at stock charts on his screen or a young woman
who was wearing a filter for her Instagram photo.
But in the end, Manmek’s reasoning sounded more interesting. She cheered
for the latter because she vaguely remembered that the woman was
probably an internet celebrity. It was a good way to turn it into big news.
After we agreed, we went straight to it and placed the hair on the coconut
cake in front of her. We wanted it to be visible just by looking at it so that
she wouldn’t have time to eat it.
The result was not to stand and wait until the end, but when I came out and
stood in the same place, looking in through the clear glass, I saw the
woman’s eyes widen. She quickly took a picture and then carried the cake
plate to complain in front of the counter.
I walked along the sidewalk, swinging my hand, which was holding another
person’s, in a cheerful mood.
Manmek asked.
"No, I'm just telling you that, let's take care of them together."
When I invited her, I was secretly afraid that we would argue for a long
time.
“You didn’t use your ability to bully people. Those people did bad things to
you before. I think this is too little.”
That was the Sunday I felt most fulfilled. It seems like I've found someone I
want to spend my life with comfortably.
I turned back to look at the path, looked up, and thought of someone who
wanted to settle the score, and then burst out laughing.
“The people I want to take revenge on… there are a lot of them. Will ten
minutes be enough?”
“If we still can’t finish it today, we can do it again next holiday. I’ll help
plan and prepare the equipment myself.”
I really have to give credit to Cupid for sending this assistant to me... even
though it was actually a plan by the evil girl to try to get close to me for her
own benefits.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
First, Phi Karan had another vision. She arranged a meeting with me and
gave me several items: a pocket knife disguised as cosmetics and… a gun.
The last item was registered. She wanted me to carry it because, according
to her vision, several men are armed.
But I really don't want to carry the gun. Even though I got it from my sister,
I don’t know how to use it, and I keep it locked in my office drawer at my
condo. Just seeing it scares me, and it brings back memories I’d rather
forget.
The faint scar on my palm reminds me of the time I had to use a weapon to
protect my sister’s wife. The memory lingers and there were no visible
traces.
Although I had forgotten what happened before when my sister’s wife was
abducted, glimpses of the memory kept resurfacing. Slowly, I pieced them
together, and now I remember it clearly.
Second, the bakery made big news due to its cleanliness issues, and after a
rude argument with a customer, the story escalated further. The manager
was fired to protect the reputation of other branches. I feel a sense of
satisfaction from this. Part of me wants to twist the story more.
Third, Man Mek and I have grown closer both emotionally and physically.
It’s a little embarrassing to admit, but we’ve been having sex every other
day. Sometimes at her place, sometimes at mine. Now, rumors of us leaving
However, our relationship status is still unclear. No one has said what we
are to each other. I’m embarrassed and shy. And some nights, she seems
stressed about something. When I ask if it’s about Thanin, she changes the
subject.
I want to help, but why does she act like she doesn’t want me involved? It
makes me feel a little sad.
As I reached the office, I had just come from court. I went alone this time
because Manmek were helping clear up some work at the office. Around
noon, I had a work meeting with a potential client. From what I’d heard
about the case, I assumed I’d accept the job.
As I walked past the PR girl, Natcha, she kept giving me a knowing look, as
if she knew what was going on. I often roll my eyes at her to show I’m
annoyed. How could she know what’s happening when even I don’t fully
know what’s on my assistant’s mind?
Thankfully, I have a separate phone for work, and my assistant handles it,
or I’d have a constant headache. Manmek negotiated politely, explaining
that Tree, his lawyer for this case, was highly skilled. I sat down on the
sofa, watching her as she used her rhetoric to persuade the client.
I would never have been so lenient, but with her, I didn’t mind. In fact, it
felt right.
We’d probably go home together later... maybe we should use the time in
the car to discuss our relationship? Is it too soon?
After finishing the call, she got up and went to the small refrigerator, taking
out a chocolate cake and placing it on the table in front of me.
I took a bite of the cake and began talking about a case she needed to know
about as my assistant.
“Have you seen the news about the male college student who killed a
female employee at the nightclub last week? It was all over the news.”
“Well, the suspect’s mother came to me, asking for legal help. She doesn’t
have much money but is willing to find a way to pay whatever it takes.
She’s convinced her son is innocent, and honestly, I think he might have
been framed. From the CCTV footage, it seems highly unlikely he could
have committed the crime. He went outside to smoke, and it doesn’t seem
possible that he had enough time to kill someone and hide the body. Even
the male employee witness is suspicious. I’m thinking of taking the case,
even if I have to lower my usual fees. Sometimes you have to fight for
justice, right?”
I felt more frustrated. She had never opposed my decisions this strongly
before.
“And I’ve heard of the suspect. He’s someone who wanted to work for
Thanin.”
“No, I think you’ll win. And that’s exactly why it’s dangerous,”
“People have called me every name in the book, but what you just said…”
But I couldn’t say that aloud. I turned away, avoiding her gaze, and
muttered,
“Never mind.”
I grabbed my bag and left the office, tears streaming down my face—tears I
hadn’t shed in a long time.
I cried because of the words spoken by the one I care for most.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
The first witness's testimony was inconsistent each time he was questioned.
I used his anxiety about being a witness to my advantage, as he kept
changing his answers. He even got the color of the victim’s shirt wrong.
This gave me the opportunity to argue that his testimony was suspicious and
unreliable.
The second witness had a hot temper and even tried to assault my assistant.
I have already taken legal action against him and discredited him,
suggesting that the recorded video may have been used for extortion.
After the case ended, she approached me for advice on filing a lawsuit
against her ex-boyfriend for physical abuse.
Even though I know that seeing future events can change based on
decisions, I didn’t want to risk a case getting stalled if I might face
unforeseen problems. So, I advised Ms. Prao to speak with another lawyer
As for my other clients whose cases are still in my hands... I need to clear
things up quickly before something unexpected happens, something I can't
foresee.
As for my relationship with Marnmek, it’s now worse than when we first
started working together.
The coffee she bought me place untouched, and I went downstairs to buy
the same type of coffee to drink in front of her.
After work, it was even worse. We would go our separate ways, no longer
commuting together or staying over at each other’s condos.
This went on for almost a week. I didn’t receive any messages or calls from
Marnmek, and she kept the same expressionless face the entire time.
People in the office started gossiping that we were fighting. Natcha wished
every day for us to make up, and I would glare at the overly imaginative PR
officer who always made assumptions.
If this was just a lovers' quarrel, things would be easier. But the truth was,
we were just two people who were becoming nothing more than colleagues,
and that... left me uneasy.
But as days passed with her remaining silent, I started feeling hurt. It was a
foolish, self-centered thought, I know.
“Ms. Tree."
When she called, it could have meant anything. My heart skipped a beat,
unsure if it was an apology or something worse. But being the stubborn
person I am, I lifted my head, pretending to be indifferent.
I grabbed my bag and turned to face her, trying to act like I didn’t care,
though I cared deeply.
“...."
I ended up walking away, even though all I wanted was to go back and
embrace her.
.
Not ready to head back to my empty condo, I went to a restaurant where we
had once dined together. Sitting at the same table where we had shared
happy moments felt torturous, but I couldn’t help but want to relive that
time.
The remaining six minutes were spent sneaking a look at the evidence in a
case where a male college student seemed to be a scapegoat for the murder
of a female employee at a famous club.
Ah, yes, the case Manmek had warned me not to get involved with, which
led to our fight.
Upon reviewing the evidence, everything pointed to him as the culprit. But
looking from another angle, it seemed like a setup. Even with my special
abilities, this case was incredibly difficult.
As night fell and I was stuck at a red light in the midst of this chaotic city,
the song To The Bone by Pamungkas played softly in the car.
When the chorus, Take me home, I’m fallin’, came on, my heart felt as if
it were being squeezed. I bit my lip, trying to hold back the urge to cry over
my own self-pity and stubbornness.
Earlier, after work, I had the perfect chance to talk to her and make amends,
but I let my pride get in the way. I turned and walked away, even though I
wasn’t in the right.
In this situation, I was the one at fault—stubborn and full of pride. What I
needed to do was apologize to her.
.
DING!
Ms. Brilliant Lawyer, it’s clear now that you’re being followed.
The message made it clear that someone was watching me closely, and this
could only mean one thing—the case I was currently handling.
Back then, Manmek had warned me that the club was connected to Thanin.
This defendant was just one of the pawns—a scapegoat. Proving the truth
would undoubtedly affect him, one way or another.
But what should I do? I’ve already used my ability to stop time for the day.
I took a deep breath, gripping the steering wheel tightly, and tried to focus. I
needed to figure out if I was really being followed or not. Despite the busy
streets, my heart raced erratically. After circling around twice, the car
behind me was still tailing me, blatantly showing no fear of being noticed.
RINGG!!
[Ms. Tree, I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that. I’m really sorry… I’ll
be more mindful of my words and consider your feelings next time.]
"Manmek..."
Just calling her name was enough for her to sense that something wasn’t
right on my end. Maybe it was because of the fear in my trembling voice.
Her tone immediately shifted to one of concern.
“I’ve been followed for a while now. I don’t know if they mean harm or
not. I don’t know anything, Manmek.”
Her voice was calm but firm, guiding me to control my breathing, which
helped keep me from panicking while steering.
Still, the anxiety of being targeted at night made me unable to stop the
shaky tremble in my voice.
"I'm scared..."
[It’s okay. Are they getting closer? Can you see their license plate?]
That single detail seemed to reveal everything to Manmek. Her voice grew
tenser.
“I will, I will…”
[Of course.]
As we spoke, I could hear various sounds from her end: footsteps, the
opening of drawers, the clicking of something. I wasn’t sure what she was
doing, but her voice remained calm, asking casual questions or checking
where I was, as though nothing serious was happening.
It was obvious she didn’t want me to panic any more than I already was.
CLICK!
The sound at the end of her statement sent a shiver through me. Why did I
suddenly picture her preparing to do something drastic?
I was close to Manmek's condo. During the last stretch of the drive, she
didn’t make much conversation, but I could hear her walking, likely down
the stairs. Even though I was trying not to focus on the black sedan tailing
me, glancing at the rearview mirror revealed its constant presence.
[I’m here.]
[I'll explain everything once you’re here. Let’s just say Thanin usually
sends cars with this number for a reason.]
I pulled the Mustang around to the dimly lit area behind the building, with
only one working light pole. As soon as I parked, the black sedan that had
been following me also came to a stop.
My heart pounded so hard it felt like it might burst out of my chest. Even
though I had locked the doors, the sight of two men in black stepping out of
the car sent me into full panic. Sweat beaded down my forehead, and I felt
trapped, helpless.
No one was around. If they got to me, who would find me?
Maybe I should call my sister... but no, I didn’t want Karan to use her time-
reversing ability to save me again. Her lifespan had already shortened by
ten years the last time she used it to protect her wife.
But just as I reached the height of my panic, with the two men approaching
closer with ill intent, something even more shocking happened.
.
.
In an instant, two gunshots rang out in quick succession, and the two men
collapsed to the ground, their heads struck with deadly precision. They lay
there, lifeless, as blood began pooling around them.
She meant this. This was the way she dealt with it.
It was the first time I had ever witnessed someone die in front of me.
Everything had happened so fast.
And the one who had done it... was the woman I had fallen in love with.
Karan’s vision, the one where she saw Manmek pointing a gun at me…
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
Man Mek walked toward me, stepping over the bodies of two men without
a second thought. She knocked on the car window with her knuckles, but
instead of lowering it, I opened the door and immediately hugged the taller
woman, hoping to calm myself down, even if just a little. I let my tears fall
freely, no longer able to hold them back.
"I'm scared..."
Man Mek hugged me back, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of my head and
softly patting my back as she spoke in a soothing voice.
I loosened my grip on her but didn't pull away completely. Looking up with
tear-streaked eyes, I asked,
The younger woman seemed pained to see me sobbing. Though her voice
held a trace of anger toward those responsible, her eyes remained gentle as
she looked at me.
"It's a rule that Thanin set for everyone in the organization. If the license
plate ends with a nine, the car is to capture people alive. If it's a seven, the
car is only meant to intimidate. But if it's a six..."
RINGGGGG!
Her brows furrowed as she reached for her phone with one hand, glancing
at the name on the screen. The caller was Thanin. Fear gripped me, and I
instinctively pressed closer to Man Mek.
She stared at the phone for a long moment, as if weighing her options,
before finally deciding to answer and bringing the phone to her ear.
Since we were sitting close and the surroundings were eerily quiet, I could
hear the voice from the other end. It was a low, raspy tone, starting with a
sinister laugh before turning into an angry growl.
She glanced at the black sedan now abandoned nearby, then raised the
silenced gun in her hand once more.
CLICK!
She fired at the front camera of the car, likely because it had been streaming
our every move online to Thanin. I wasn't sure, but even with the silencer,
the shot was audible enough to hear, and the recoil from her arm was
visible.
12:02 AM
I sat with my head down, lips pressed together, in the passenger seat while
Man Mek took the driver's seat. The white Jaguar sped down the highway,
going over 140 km/h as we left the city behind. No matter how many
relaxing songs she put on, I couldn't get the image of bullets and blood out
of my mind.
I didn't have the energy to ask where we were going. I trusted this woman
enough to not be afraid as long as we were together.
The car's speed gradually decreased as Man Mek signaled to merge into the
far-left lane, no longer in a hurry as she was earlier.
I was about to ask if we were stopping somewhere, but she spoke first,
"I'm sorry... if I hadn't gotten involved with you, you wouldn't have been
dragged into this."
"It's my fault. I insisted on taking this case, even when you warned me."
There was no point in trying to comfort her by telling her to forget it. Man
Mek never forgot anything that had entered her memory.
"Listen, even if we hadn't met, they would've come after me anyway. You
told me before that Thanin has been handling things violently lately, and I'm
in the middle of his mess with this case."
Hearing that, Man Mek seemed to blame herself less, though her eyes still
reflected guilt. I gently patted her shoulder and suggested we stop
somewhere for something cold and sweet. She agreed.
"Switch cars?"
"Yes."
I didn't question her for long. A few kilometers later, she turned off the
highway, taking several winding roads. After a while, we found ourselves
on a dark dirt road with no streetlights in sight. We arrived at an old wooden
warehouse surrounded by overgrown grass, far from any houses.
She parked inside, and we both got out of the car after hours of driving.
She pulled off the tarp, uncovering a gray sedan that hadn't been used in a
while.
"I see..."
I replied softly, folding my arms and rubbing them as I sat on a nearby chair
in the same room.
There was nothing more I could do than watch her slender figure as she
worked on the car, making it ready for the road. She filled the gas tank and
replaced a flat tire with swift precision, her face calm and composed. Yet,
every time she glanced my way, she offered a gentle smile, soothing my
anxiety.
I felt useless, a little cold, but not sleepy even though it was past 1 a.m. I
wanted some noise to break the silence in the space.
"Mek?"
She continued to work on the tire, but there was a playful smile on her lips
as she tilted her head and asked,
"Just Tree."
Not long after, Man Mek finished changing the tire. As the last task, she
took a license plate from a shelf and attached it to the car. I guessed it
wasn't a real plate, just something to avoid leaving a trail.
I realized she wasn't just avoiding Thanin's eyes, but any form of
identification. If that wasn't the case, we would've stopped at a gas station
with her Jaguar a long time ago.
At first, I thought we would just leave her luxury car at the warehouse, but
that wasn't it. After driving about fifty meters away, Manmek told me to
wait in the car. She opened the door and ran back to where we had been.
I wasn't sure what she was doing. My heart raced with anxiety, but I trusted
her and chose not to resist in a situation spiraling so far out of control.
After about ten minutes, her slender figure returned, slightly breathless as if
she'd done something physical.
I looked back at the small warehouse, my eyes widening for the umpteenth
time that day.
The building was on fire, flames slowly consuming it. She was destroying
any evidence that we had ever been here, or that we had traveled in the
Jaguar.
Man Mek drove back onto the main road in a car that could never be traced
to us, stopping at a gas station to get something cold, just as she had
promised.
Chocolate cake and iced milk, along with her presence, helped calm my
nerves a little. It had only been a few hours since I witnessed those men die
in front of me, so it was impossible to feel completely relaxed. Still, I
wasn't panicking anymore like when we were being chased.
Man Mek only had an energy drink, trying to stay awake for the long night
ahead. Once I finished my drink and dessert, we hit the road again. The
clock read 3 AM, and it made me realize something about my time-stopping
ability.
I decided not to push the subject. She still blamed herself for dragging me
into danger, for originally approaching me with ulterior motives.
Everything that had entered her memory stayed with her in vivid detail, and
it wasn't surprising that she couldn't shake off her guilt.
All I could do was gently rub her arm and then turn to face the dark road
ahead of us.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
She told me that Thanin had no idea this place existed. It was a backup plan
she had considered since renting or staying in hotels would make it too easy
for them to track us down.
Thankfully, electricity and water were accessible, but everything else- food,
water, supplies-had to be brought in from the town, which was dozens of
kilometers away. It was the most inconvenient experience I'd ever
encountered in my life. Though I never voiced it, Maan Mek could probably
sense it, as she would constantly apologize to me before bed.
We'd been here for three days now. Maan Mek had turned off her phone,
avoiding all contact, and busied herself with fixing up the garden, cleaning
the house, and cooking meals.
One evening, as we sat down for dinner, Maan Mek asked me if I wanted to
continue living in this country or if I'd prefer to leave everything behind and
start anew elsewhere.
It was a difficult question to answer. After all, Aunt Vee and my sister Karan
were still here (although the latter had plans to move abroad soon). And
then there was my job.
So, I told her I needed time to think, and she smiled, not pressing me any
further.
She mustn't know that everything she had seen in her visions was coming
true. The only thing left was... crying while destroying evidence, though I
still didn't know the extent of her premonition.
As for work, it was hard to let go of it entirely. There were ongoing cases I
needed to wrap up, so I secretly called Prach, asking him to transfer my
cases to another lawyer. Prach seemed frantic about my sudden
disappearance, torn between concern for me and the workload that was
piling up. I knew him well.
He kept asking where I was, speculating whether I had gone abroad, to the
mountains, or to visit my mother and aunt. I rolled my eyes and replied
simply,
By the fifth day in this secluded vacation home, I had picked up a new
hobby. Maan Mek had taken me into town to buy groceries, and I'd picked
up a sunflower puzzle along the way, starting to assemble it whenever I had
free time. I chose it because sunflowers were her favorite.
I got so immersed in it, feeling like a child discovering a fun new activity.
Even after dinner, I'd come back to it, continuing the assembly. Maan Mek
didn't seem to mind, even though the living room was a complete mess. She
excused herself to take a shower and soon returned, sitting across from me
in a gray tank top and shorts, a towel draped around her neck as she dried
her damp hair.
"Yeah,"
"You love them, so I thought it'd be nice to have this picture framed in the
house."
She paused for a moment after hearing my explanation, then smiled slowly.
I shrugged.
I sighed.
Looking back, I was probably the reason Thanin had it out for Maan Mek to
begin with.
"Why is what?"
"Besides being able to stop time, you seem to have the power to steal hearts
too."
The warning bells from the nearby train tracks echoed faintly through the
quiet evening. The silence was almost eerie, though it was only early dusk.
The hum of the train engine, the soft crash of the waves, the wind, and even
the occasional bird call were all clearly audible.
I snapped another puzzle piece into place and spoke without looking at her.
"My sister gave me a gun once, but I don't even want to use it."
I said, clenching the hand I'd used to stop time years ago to save Karan's
wife. There was still a faint scar there.
After that night when she clung to my leg, sobbing, we'd opened up to each
other completely. She told me the story behind the scar on her back, and I
told her about the one on my palm.
So, I didn't need to say much more for her to understand the trauma that
came with the event. Maan Mek didn't ask any more questions. Instead, she
moved to sit beside me, gently taking my hand and pressing a soft kiss to
the faded scar as a gesture of comfort.
The conversation naturally shifted to what I'd long wanted to hear: the
troubles Maan Mek had been facing with the people around her.
Maan Mek explained that Tharat, Thanin's 32-year-old son, was cruel and
reckless, constantly embroiled in scandals that required his father's right-
hand men to cover up. As a child, he had been a bully, and as an adult, he
refused to work, despite holding a position in his father's company. Three
years ago, he'd hit someone while driving drunk, and last year, he had
beaten his girlfriend, which had turned into a major public scandal before
they eventually broke up.
That is, if he ever decided to step into the family business. However, he
didn't seem to care much about taking any of it seriously.
"There are now several factions within the organization. Some insist on
supporting him because of bloodline succession. Others back his father's
right-hand man, given his superior track record. And then, there are a
few...who want me to take over, because of my abilities and the fact that I'm
part of the secondary bloodline of the Sannarat family."
"In the last three years, there have been frequent infiltrations. He uncovers
traitors almost every month. Thanin started purging those he no longer
trusted, leaving hardly anyone standing. Before, he'd only need to snap his
fingers to get things done. But after his left-hand man betrayed him, he has
kept a close eye on every mission. Sometimes, he even goes out himself,
just to be sure."
Maan Mek fell silent for a moment. I wasn't sure if she planned to stop the
story there-maybe out of concern. But I wanted to hear more, so I turned to
her and asked,
"Besides his son, is there anything else that weakened the organization?"
"Thanin...he's sick."
"Sick?"
"A serious heart condition. He's been undergoing treatment constantly, but
his condition hasn't improved. The only reason others know about it is
through rumors."
But it wouldn't make sense for him to leave her alive. After all, she had shot
one of his men without hesitation to protect me. That kind of action means
she could betray him at any time.
At this point, continuing to stay in this remote beach house and hide away
from the world was becoming increasingly difficult for me.
"I hate losing. I hate living in fear. If we run away to another country, or
hide away somewhere, we'll be living in constant fear for the rest of our
lives."
"Mai..."
"That's why I've decided we're going back. We'll return to our normal lives.
If they want to come after us, let them. From now on, I'll use my time-
stopping ability specifically to deal with them."
"You're the one who said the price of using your power is losing ten years
of your lifespan for every person you intervene with. How many years will
you have left after this?"
I wasn't angry or upset-it was more the frustration that had been boiling
inside me for so long. I couldn't stand being in a weaker position. I hated it
more than anything. I wasn't going to run anymore, no matter how much of
a target I became.
Maan Mek lowered her gaze, thinking deeply. I knew my decision weighed
heavily on her.
After a few moments, she stood up and faced me, sighing as her eyes met
mine.
"In that case...I'm going to need some time to think about whether or not we
should return."
Maan Mek began walking toward the bedroom. Just before she turned the
handle, she paused and looked back at me, her eyes serious.
"But no matter what, using your ability will be our last resort."
With that, she disappeared into the bedroom, likely to wrestle with her
thoughts, while I continued piecing together the jigsaw puzzle on the living
room floor to clear my mind.
Maybe the heavens had granted me this ability for exactly this purpose.
The only thing that mattered to me now was living a peaceful life with
Maan Mek. I wasn't going to be a victim or a hunted animal, and I would
make sure Maan Mek stayed safe, away from the weight of her past and the
looming threats.
I spread out my hand and stared at the scar across my left palm.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
Perhaps no one slept last night. We lay in the same bed, and I kept tossing
and turning, thoughts swirling in my head. Meanwhile, she lay still, her
gaze fixed on the ceiling in the dim light.
If we were in the city, we might’ve gone out to buy a large frame and hung
it on the wall. But since we couldn’t do that here, I placed the puzzle
against the living room wall, somewhere it would be clearly visible.
It may not compare to real sunflowers, but at least it's something Maan Mek
likes.
I stepped back and admired my work, smiling. It’s a calming and enjoyable
hobby—I’ve only just discovered that.
"Thank you."
I turned around at the unexpected voice behind me. Maan Mek had been
standing there for who knows how long, a soft smile gracing her lips as she
looked at the completed puzzle.
The thanks were probably for choosing this image and for finishing it.
"I thought about what you said all night," she said.
"..... "
"I've realized how much of a coward I’ve been, hiding in the shadows all
this time."
I didn’t have any harsh words to offer. After learning what shaped her, I
understood more than ever how difficult it must have been. Even the
smallest events still haunted her, and knowing that, I admired how strong
she was just to live a normal life.
I moved to sit beside her, the scent of her soft, natural fragrance mixed
faintly with cigarette smoke lingering between us. I cupped her cheek
gently, saying nothing but conveying that she had done her best all along.
The younger woman turned to meet my gaze. Her small smile and the life
returning to her eyes gave me hope. She leaned in, her warm lips pressing
against mine, and I realized how much a kiss could communicate.
Maan Mek had her own sources. She’d heard that Thanin was in a frenzy.
Apparently, after I took on that case, he wanted me eliminated. And seeing
that Maan Mek was willing to help me, even to the point of being ready to
kill despite never having done so, Thanin had shifted his focus. He no
longer wanted her to take over his position; he wanted her gone.
Like I said before, he doesn’t keep people he suspects might betray him. He
had even killed his own sister, so what chance did his niece stand?
She hadn’t worked out all the details yet. Tomorrow, she said, we’d go visit
a man who once faked his death to escape Thanin’s organization. He lived
about seventy kilometers away, and we planned to leave early in the
morning, hopefully arriving by noon.
That night, we went to bed early. Maan Mek sat on the bed, packing her bag
for the trip. Her scent was the same soap I used, yet I still buried my nose
into her skin, seeking her warmth.
Looking up at her, I saw her smile softly as she caught my gaze. These
days, she seemed to blame herself less and smiled more. It was a good
change.
"Tired? How?"
"I haven’t used any skincare products. Given the urgency of our situation, I
couldn’t exactly bring them along."
"You're beautiful all the time. There's no way you could look haggard."
"What are you talking about? I’ve been trying to hold back every night,
Mai. Do you know that?"
Every night, Maan Mek kissed me before bed. And given the tense situation
we were in, we spent more time talking and strategizing than doing... other
things. Even though sometimes the way she looked at me in the shower
held a kind of desire. Or even though I had dreamed about more intimate
moments with her several nights in a row.
"If you don’t agree, I’ll just say goodnight like I always do."
She raised an eyebrow playfully, and I made a mock pout, quickly pressing
my lips to hers with a brief, soft kiss.
Maan Mek smiled at me like I was a child, even though I am four years
older than her—a grown woman of thirty-three.
Though I’ve always had a bit of an ego, this kind of attention was
overwhelming. Lately, I’ve been feeling embarrassed far too often.
Her kiss was deeper now than it had been that afternoon. Her soft, warm
tongue moved inside my mouth, stealing my breath.
Though the sound of a train echoed faintly in the distance, it felt like
nothing more than background noise. I moaned into her passionate kiss,
heat spreading through me.
Her warm hand grasped my waist while the other cupped my cheek. When
we broke apart, both our faces were flushed, but I barely had time to notice
before she was quickly removing my pajamas. Her mouth found my breast,
teasing and sucking until I squirmed beneath her.
Before I knew it, the tension built up inside me and I climaxed, my body
shaking with pleasure just minutes after we’d begun. I blinked rapidly as
she lifted her head to look at me.
"...Sorry."
"It’s okay,"
No one could smile both mischievously and beautifully like she could.
"Of course."
The song of emotions begins again as Maan Mek slowly removes her pants,
followed by her underwear, exposing a delicate rosebud beneath. My face
flushes with heat, and before I can react, I find myself pulled back into her
lap, with her body pressed against mine from behind.
Maan Mek’s right hand moves to firmly cup my chest, while her other hand
trails down, teasing herself. Our moans begin to sync, rising together in
unison. I’ve always been sensitive to touch, especially at the tips of my
breasts, and knowing that she’s pleasuring herself only intensifies the
feeling.
“Mek... ahh,”
I gasp, tilting my head back to call her name, my voice trembling as our
movements harmonize. I wish we could stay like this forever.
But it seems she isn’t satisfied just yet. Her face moves closer to my ear,
warm breath tickling my skin before she gently bites my earlobe, sending
shivers through my body. I can’t help but giggle, even as my chest
continues to tingle with pleasure.
By now, the air is thick with heat, beads of sweat forming on my back and
at my temples.
She smirks mischievously, her gaze playful. Maybe she wants me to watch
her as she pleasures herself. This kind of sight excites me more than I care
to admit.
Maan Mek is beautiful in every way. I’ve even found myself admiring her
ankles before, so seeing her now, fully absorbed in her own pleasure, makes
my breath catch.
Without thinking, I wrap my arms around her neck, rubbing myself against
her warm thigh. My chest burns with a heat that threatens to explode. In this
moment, I don’t care about the embarrassment anymore. Nothing matters
but this.
In the end, Maan Mek finishes first. Her fingers, slick with her own juices,
pull out, glistening invitingly. I can’t resist—I grab her hand, bringing her
fingers to my lips to clean them, savoring the taste of her with affection.
“Ah...”
“You’ve worn me out, and I’m all sweaty. You have to take responsibility
and help me shower again.”
And so, we showered together for the second time that night. It was a post-
sex ritual that warmed my heart. She washed my back, touched my cheeks
Glancing at the clock on the nightstand, it read 11:40 PM. Back in the city, I
wouldn’t even be tired yet, but the quiet peace of this place had lulled me
into a sense of sleepiness.
If we ever had a peaceful life, I’d love to plant that flower in our garden.
I reached over to turn off the bedside lamp, the room now bathed in
darkness. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust, but a faint light from
outside peeked through the window. Just as I was about to wish her a good
night, Maan Mek suddenly sat up, startling me.
“What’s wrong?”
She was silent, as if listening to something. Then she spoke, her voice low
but firm.
“Someone’s here.”
Several black cars had pulled up—four, no, five—and their lights were
dimmed as if they didn’t want to be noticed. Maan Mek must have heard
them before I did.
“All the cars... they have the number six on their plates.”
Panic surged through me. They knew we were here. There would be no
mercy.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
Maan Mek turned to me. The faint light filtering through the curtain
illuminated her serious and worried expression.
"...I called Prach... uh... talked to him about work... and I accidentally
mentioned I was at the beach... still in the country."
Upon hearing this, Maan Mek raised a hand to her forehead, as if realizing
the gravity of the situation.
Now, I truly understood how badly I had messed up. Upon careful
consideration, Prach might have mentioned it to someone at the office
without thinking. How would we know if Thanin had used this information,
gathered from a colleague, to track us down?
Even though I only said we were at a beach in the country, there's the
possibility they could have traced the call or used other means, like
checking financial transactions or reviewing Maan Mek's past visits here.
I couldn’t guess what they might have done. All I knew was that I had
caused this mess, and I couldn’t stop apologizing.
"I said it before; no matter what, we’ll use your ability as a last resort."
Maan Mek quickly finished loading the gun and looked at me.
In that moment, a thought flashed in my mind, but I chose not to say it out
loud. I knew she would stop me and we wouldn’t agree. Still, I felt my plan
might be the best option... even if it came with pain.
Before she could finish asking, I stood on tiptoe and kissed her. In the
dimness of the room, I heard footsteps approaching from outside near the
door, so I quickly pulled away and said:
"Mek, for me, you are the gift that heaven sent. I’ll do whatever it takes
to make sure we live together."
11:43 PM
"If you get everything sorted out, don’t go anywhere. Stay here in the
house. I’ll come back to you."
After saying that, I took a step back, then stopped time for everything
around me. At this point, if we were to sneak out and regroup, it would be
better if we stayed here... and I knew that was the best option.
And really, this had been on my mind since the beginning. When I saw the
sunflower patch that Mek loved, I knew I would do anything to plant
sunflowers in our garden one day.
Not wanting to waste any more time, I hurried outside to the front yard.
Three men in dark clothing were about to enter. One was about to shoot the
door, while the other two were preparing to sneak in as if they were in a
movie.
It made me furious.
I rushed over, taking the weapon from one of them, and noticed they were
all carrying another on their backs. The next problem was I had nowhere to
store them, so I quickly went back inside to grab a cloth bag and stuffed the
weapons inside.
The two minutes of stopped time had passed... and I was already running
toward the cars parked nearby. Most of them were still inside, but about
four had gotten out and were standing guard around one of the cars. If I
wasn’t mistaken, the man sitting in the back seat must have been the one in
charge.
Alright, Mai Tree, I had to disarm everyone. If they managed to break into
the house, I wanted to make sure they were at a disadvantage, so Mek
For the people standing guard, as well as those in the cars, I spent more
time than I should have disarming them, stuffing their weapons into the bag
slung over my shoulder. Sweat poured down my face from the running,
even though the beach air was cold.
I stood beside one of the cars, catching my breath and trying to focus. I had
to keep going. I pulled open the driver’s side door to see if anyone was
inside.
Ah...
Lucky me.
The man sitting there had a scar on his neck. I recognized him from a file
that my investigator had gathered. He was Thanin's right-hand man, more
feared than his own son. This man was the driver for Maan Mek’s uncle
tonight, and now Thanin was sitting in the back seat of the car.
His face didn’t look good—he seemed to be in some kind of sudden pain,
one hand pressed to his chest as though suffering from something internal.
That might explain why his important subordinate was in the same car,
along with a few others nearby.
Now I understood what the prophecy from Phi Karan meant about my
lifespan being shortened...
Because the only way I could take control of this organization was to
eliminate its key people.
I don’t like guns, but the ones I picked up earlier were hard to ignore. I
chose to take the knives instead—each one from the heavy cloth bag. I
11:53 PM
.
The time-stop ability was fully used.
I sat behind the wheel, my hands covered in blood, and my loose T-shirt
stained with red marks, a sight so grotesque. The rearview mirror reflected
my face, which was calmer than ever before. I didn’t focus on myself for
long before turning my attention to the middle-aged man in the back seat,
who was moving and wearing an expression of shock.
Thanin shouted, one hand still pressing on his chest, not understanding the
situation. It was pathetic.
Even though his health was deteriorating, he still had the nerve to witness
someone’s death firsthand. I chuckled derisively in my throat.
Only after I spoke did he notice his left hand was locked to the handle with
handcuffs. Ah, this tool of restraint, I got it from the bag of his close
subordinate, who is now lifeless.
This meant that even if the car door was fully opened, Thanin couldn’t
escape because his left hand was locked in place.
It looked like he had regained his wits, as his expression shifted to one of
fear. He tried to pull his hand free, but it was futile. His chest seemed to
Before he could stop and change tactics, he shouted the name of someone.
“...Ek!”
I said, referring to Ek, to his neck, while time had been stopped. That’s why
there was so much blood splattered round.
I gripped the steering wheel tightly, trying to suppress the fear of what I had
just done a few minutes ago. Then I spoke the words to make the middle-
aged man stop looking so foolish.
Yes, after I took their weapons and eliminated Ek and his people, I took the
wheel and drove, all while time was stopped. I intentionally parked the car
on the tracks, a short distance away, and without any surveillance cameras
in sight.
He yelled, still not understanding how, in the blink of an eye, we went from
being surrounded by guards on the beach to being in this situation—parked
on the railroad tracks. I wasn’t going to answer any of his questions, and I
certainly didn’t have time for further conversation.
Thanin opened the door, but his hand was still locked, preventing him from
escaping, no matter how hard he tried. The train was getting closer, its
lights now visible.
“How much do you want!? What do you want? Tell me, and I’ll spare your
life. I’ll give you everything. Take me with you... please!”
He pressed his hand to his chest, where his condition had worsened.
"......."
I watched the heartless man, who was now trembling in fear for his life. At
one point, he even dropped to his knees, begging me for mercy. The train
was getting closer with incredible speed.
He had taken Maan Mek’s mother’s life, tormented her body and soul, and
killed countless innocent people. He came here to kill both Maan Mek and
me, but not everything goes as planned, no matter how much power you
have.
Because I am someone who exists outside the rules of time, and I used it to
make sure I am not the prey.
Thanin’s desperate cries were drowned out by the sound of the approaching
train. I turned my back on the scene and walked down the concrete road.
The loud crash of metal on metal reverberated through my ears as the train
collided with the car, and I knew someone’s life was lost along with it.
As I pieced together the final pieces of the sunflower puzzle, I knew that I
had to eliminate the source of everything holding Maan Mek back.
I ran with all my might, replaying everything I had done just before
midnight. The new day was dawning, and a multitude of colors clouded my
thoughts. In that moment, the number of years left in my life flashed before
me, glowing golden, slowly ticking down.
73...
63...
It had decreased by 20 years from before, because I had interfered with the
fate of two people.
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The beach was now quiet, with only the sound of the waves crashing, but
the atmosphere felt unsettling. Several cars were parked, empty, with no
one around. The right-hand man, the important one, lay in a pool of blood,
his life taken. I glanced at the house, where the door had been pried open,
and I suspected that they must have broken in to find Maan Mek.
My heart tightened. Even though the weapons had been cleared and left
behind in the back of the car, which was now being taken away by the train,
the fact remained that I was worried about Maan Mek.
Despite the pain in my feet and the sweat soaking my body, I ran once
again, determined to reach the house.
I admit that my mind was scattered, especially since I had just realized that
my ability had reset and I could use it again. I decided to stop time, just in
case she was in danger, so I could help her in time.
THUD!
As I stepped inside the house, I tripped over something on the floor. The
pain in my arm from breaking the fall was sharp, and I felt something wet
and strange.
I gritted my teeth and forced myself up, feeling along the wall to switch on
the light, illuminating the dark interior.
I had to cover my mouth to stifle a gasp. The men who had been preparing
to attack us were now lying dead in the living room, sprawled in disarray.
Some had been shot, others had suffered broken limbs or stab wounds.
But what was certain, as I surveyed the room, was that everyone was
lifeless.
"Maan Mek!"
I called out, my voice full of concern as I ran toward our bedroom. The
door was open, and the dim light from the other room streamed inside. I
saw her, sitting with her face buried in her hands, her clothes speckled with
blood.
I wanted to embrace her, tell her everything that had happened before
midnight, and also share that I had scraped myself several times on the way
back. But I stopped myself. The problem now was that there was too much
evidence showing that she had killed someone, even if it was in self-
defense.
I had to erase the causes that would implicate us. This needed to be done
while time was frozen and she couldn't object, because if I told Maan Mek I
was going to use my ability to help her, she would never agree.
I raked my hair back in frustration, pacing back and forth, unable to stand
still, my mind racing. I thought I should hurry and do something before
Maan Mek... Is this just like the vision I had with Karan?
My mind began to come back together, as the images, smells, and pain of
the situation flooded me. The sight of lifeless bodies and the blood on my
own hands made me sick. The choices I had made felt unbearable.
"Again..."
There was a time Karan had said that love made me go back to the
beginning, to give up everything—my career, my stability—just to reunite
with my lover during university and get to know them all over again.
And just as my mommy had once said, love made people willing to
sacrifice everything, to search for the moon and the stars, to believe in
every word, and even give up things they should have had, just to live a life
with their beloved.
I cried harder as I struggled to clean the blood off the knife, which belonged
to Maan Mek. I then looked toward the living room, where the lights were
still on, my mind in turmoil. Could I really erase all the evidence? At that
moment, a sudden thought flashed in my mind.
So, if we burn this house too, everything will be destroyed—no one will
ever know about this terrible event. Everything will burn and leave no trace
to investigate.
I remembered Maan Mek had bought gasoline to burn and kept it in the
back of the car. I opened the drawer, grabbed the key, and ran to fetch the
large gasoline canister, determined to use the remaining six minutes to
spread it all around the house, including inside.
I pulled her along, hurrying her out of the house. Once we reached the front
door, which had been destroyed during the break-in, I stopped for a moment
to light a match with the lighter in my hand. It was the same lighter Maan
Mek had used to light her cigarette earlier.
I tossed the match toward the gasoline, watching it catch fire just as I had
hoped. Grabbing Maan Mek’s arm again, we ran away from the house as
fast as we could. She turned back to look at the fire, as it started to consume
everything behind us. She stopped abruptly, causing me to turn back and
look at her.
"Why not?!"
"We don’t need to go back. We have the rest of our lives together. I’ll make
sure to give you all the images you want."
Hearing this, Maan Mek seemed to come to her senses. She stopped caring
about the house that was now burning and looked at me in silence. Perhaps
she had just noticed the tear stains on my face, and the fact that I was crying
again. Her eyes widened with concern.
I tried to smile, even though I knew my expression was filled with sorrow.
Everything was clear in my voice.
"I killed Thanin and his right-hand man, then burned the house to destroy
all the evidence that we were ever there."
Maan Mek just fell to the ground and hugged my legs when she heard the
reason.
"Shh.. you don’t need to apologize, or hug my legs, but can you hug me
instead?"
Without saying a word, Maan Mek wrapped her arms around me tightly, her
warmth and familiar scent enveloping me, making me feel safe.
We held each other for a long time, absorbing the love and warmth in the
quiet night. It was the heaviest night of my life, but I didn’t regret it, even if
my life expectancy had shortened or my hands were stained with blood.
But it wasn’t over yet... I knew we still had someone in the organization to
deal with. I didn’t know how, and I didn’t want to think about it now.
For now, I just wanted to close my eyes, let the sound of the waves
surround us, and stay in her embrace.
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The car we drove in, parked behind the house, burned with it. We were left
without transportation, carrying less than a thousand in cash. We agreed to
take the train back to her condo.
As I took my seat, I trembled a little. The sound of BANG!!! from the night
before echoed in my mind-the chaos I had created.
Thankfully, the warm figure beside me reached out, clasping my hand. She
peeled a boiled egg purchased from a street vendor and gently fed it to me.
It was only today that I realized how delicious a simple boiled egg with a
pinch of salt could be.
During the ride, we sat across from an elderly couple. Luckily, I had
memorized Karan's number, so I borrowed their phone to ask her to pick us
up at the final station.
She sounded anxious, asking what had happened, but I could only tell her
I'd explain everything once the situation was resolved. For now, I just asked
if she could quietly come to pick us up.
Maan Mek didn't bring it up, likely to protect my feelings. But for me,
unless everything was fully resolved, I wouldn't be able to rest easily.
After the elderly couple left the train at their stop, leaving only the two of
us, I lowered my head and finally broached the topic.
The power of Sannanathip revolves around three key figures: Thanin, the
mastermind; Ekachai, the right-hand man supported by many; and Tharat,
the hot-headed only son. The first two met tragic ends, so...
The woman squeezed my hand gently, her voice laced with pain.
"You don't need to anymore, Mai. You've been through enough. I'll handle
the rest."
"And you expect me to sit back and do nothing? When I'm partly
responsible for making them want to kill you? No way."
"We just need to plan carefully enough to avoid more loss of life, that's all,
Mek."
This was a well-thought-out decision. I had been mulling it over since the
beach house, and it became even clearer when I rested on her shoulder,
feeling warmth throughout my heart.
Tears streamed down her face, and seeing that made my heart ache.
"Mai, your hands are stained with blood, and your lifespan... it's been cut by
twenty years because of me."
This woman, who always appeared strong on the outside, was someone I
deeply understood. Inside, she was in pain.
I wanted to comfort her, the one still hiding the five-year-old version of
herself deep inside. I kissed her on the temple and whispered that
everything was going to be alright.
The condition that made her incapable of forgetting anything may have
seemed like a blessing, but perhaps... it was really a curse.
POV : NARRATOR
The incident was a major story broadcasted on every channel. The public
was captivated by the news of Thanin Sannanathip, the chairman of a major
corporation, found dead by the railway tracks in a remote area.
His death was bizarre and quickly became the subject of rumors. His hands
were handcuffed to his car, and the vehicle was struck by a train in the dead
of night.
To add to the mystery, a nearby vacation home, registered under the name
of someone who had been dead for over a decade, was burnt to the ground
with several bodies inside.
None of the victims could be identified, and though there were several
abandoned cars, all registered under fake names, a bloody trail leading to
the scene hinted at someone deliberately covering their tracks. Yet, no
evidence pointed to who that might have been.
The location was isolated from any community, which may explain why no
one had noticed anything sooner.
The media quickly picked up on the story, making it the hottest topic of the
moment.
Earlier, his father had been furious, smashing a bottle of expensive whiskey
against the wall, outraged that his niece had betrayed him. Maan Mek had
always been capable-her aim with a gun was precise, and her combat skills
were exceptional.
With his habit of using killing as a way to solve problems, Thanin, though
hesitant because she was his niece and possessed a unique issue, spent two
days mulling over his decision. Eventually, he prepared to end her life with
his favorite gun... if not for his heart condition, which forced him to stay in
the car due to a sudden attack.
His son, Tharat, had no idea what had truly transpired. After all, everyone
who had gone out was now dead.
In truth, he didn't feel any sadness at all. In fact, after the cremation of his
father, Tharat spent the same evening celebrating at his private club,
drinking heavily until dawn. His laughter echoed throughout the VIP
section as he held one woman on his lap and another by his side.
Suddenly, just as he was reveling in the moment, he felt a firm grip on his
shoulder, and a familiar voice echoed out from behind.
At that very moment, a cold, sharp pain pressed against his waist.
His intoxicated haze disappeared instantly. The man furrowed his brows
and quickly turned, ready to fight, but when he reached for his holstered
gun, it was gone. Worse still, as he turned, he found a large knife buried
deep in his side, held by none other than Maan Mek.
The slender woman, dressed in a black t-shirt and matching cap, stood
alongside her small-framed lawyer, Mai Tree, who was gripping Maan
Mek's arm tightly. Her eyes were a mix of fear and determination, ready for
whatever might come. Meanwhile, Maan Mek's hand clenched Tharat's
shoulder like she had no intention of letting go.
What infuriated him the most, however, was that despite the situation-
being held at knifepoint-his two bodyguards remained completely still.
They didn't even glance his way, which made Tharat shout angrily, his voice
booming across the parking lot.
For the first time, Mai Tree, who had been quiet, raised a familiar-looking
black object into view. It was his gun.
In a desperate burst of energy, Tharat lunged for the weapon, ignoring the
possibility of the knife driving deeper. But strangely, in the blink of an eye,
both women vanished as if they had never been there.
His two bodyguards began to move again, time seeming to flow normally.
They immediately noticed the growing pool of blood around him, their eyes
widening in alarm as they prepared for danger. But their guns, too, were
missing, and no one could explain when they had been taken.
Tharat, clutching his wound in pain, was now sure of one thing-he wasn't
imagining things. Grabbing one of his bodyguards by the collar, he shouted
through gritted teeth.
That was the first moment Tharat felt like he was losing his mind.
Two days later, his wound had started to heal, though every movement still
brought sharp pain, a constant reminder of what had happened that night.
Had it been a hallucination? A trick of his drunken mind? Maan Mek and
Mai Tree had disappeared without a trace, leaving no signs behind. Even
their weapons had vanished as if confiscated by some unseen hand.
Still, he continued the search for Maan Mek and Mai Tree. But there had
been no progress. He had even sent people to stake out her law office, only
to find out that Mai Tree had suddenly taken a vacation, while Maan Mek
had disappeared without a trace.
It was nearing eleven, and he was drifting off into a half-asleep state when
he suddenly felt a tight grip on his shoulder again.
His eyes shot open in the dim room to find Maan Mek's face inches from
his own... and once again, Mai Tree was there, touching Maan Mek from
behind. Tharak jolted in fear, but any movement would only make things
worse, as Maan Mek pressed the blade deeper into his flesh.
"Or you might hit a major artery. You know, Tharat, we were the ones who
killed Thanin, Aek, and all their foolish lackeys. You probably saw it in the
news."
Mai Tree only laughed, a soft and almost childlike sound, but her words
were chilling.
"It was a similar method. They couldn't fight back. They begged for
their lives, but it was useless."
Tharat felt fear gripping him, knowing full well that his father, knowng for
being a sharpshooter never missed a shot. As for Aek, whom Tharat disliked
but begrudgingly respected for his formidable combat skills, he was now
lying dead. It made Tharat's fear grow. His mind raced, imagining the
orders given that night and wondering what had happened.
Maan Mek's eyes flashed, her grip tightening further until liquid oozed out
from his neck. For a moment, Tharat thought she was surely going to kill
him. But suddenly, once again, the image before him vanished as if it had
all been a lie.
He shouted for his men outside the room. They rushed in, swearing they
had been keeping watch the whole time. Tharat didn't trust anyone. He
ordered them to check every security camera around the house while
someone treated the wound on his neck.
The cut wasn't deep enough to hit a major artery, but the pain and the scar it
left were very real.
He spent nearly the whole night reviewing footage from every camera, but
none showed any signs of intrusion or anything unusual. He was tormented
by the thought that there was something beyond his understanding
happening to him.
Five days later, Tharat was admitted to the hospital-not because of the
strange marks on his neck or the bizarre occurrences he still couldn't
explain, but because he was enraged. His men had failed to bring him any
news, and things had escalated.
Tharat's fury grew with each passing day, driving him to drink. Convinced
of his own invincibility, he drove off in a drunken rage, determined to reach
the infamous house. He hadn't even made it out of the capital before he
crashed into a barrier. The accident left him severely injured, requiring a
hospital stay.
His scandal spread quickly, hitting front-page news and trending on Twitter.
Tharat's reputation had never been good, but since becoming the head of the
family business, things had only worsened.
Reading the comments online infuriated him. In a rage, he threw his phone
against the wall, wincing as his injuries flared up. His subordinates rushed
in to check on him as the pain from his broken bones and healing wounds
became unbearable.
Late at night, with one of his men posted inside his private hospital room,
Tharat was exhausted and in pain. He wasn't exactly comforted, but he was
too weak to stay awake any longer. He was drifting toward sleep when a
sudden, firm grip around his neck jerked him awake.
It was them, both of them. Mai Tree sat casually at the foot of his bed, her
hands entwined with Maan Mek's, while the other woman squeezed his
neck over his barely healed wound. She loosened her grip just enough for
him to breathe, but didn't let go.
This was another impossible event, another eerie moment where everything
seemed surreal.
Tharat's voice broke, his words choking on fear. His leg was in a cast, his
arm bandaged, and the wounds around his waist and neck still hadn't
healed. He was in no state to defend himself.
Maan Mek tilted her head slightly, a cold smile on her lips.
"You've been trying to find me, haven't you? Well, now we've met. Isn't that
what you wanted?"
Her words weren't a threat, but they made him tremble with fear. His father
had once spoken about Maan Mek, claiming her memory was exceptional.
Now, seeing her like this, Tharat was convinced she was something
otherworldly.
Seeing his terror, tears welling in his eyes, Maan Mek laughed mockingly.
She glanced at Mai Tree, who joined in with a derisive chuckle.
And then, in a blink, they were gone. Everything returned to normal, the
world resumed its motion. This time, though, they left behind more than
fear. Blood seeped from his neck wound, and a note had been placed beside
him.
Tharat's heart pounded with terror. It wasn't just paranoia anymore. Maan
Mek and Mai Tree weren't merely haunting his waking hours-they had
begun to invade his nightmares too.
The note they had left was torn to pieces, but he still couldn't sleep. His
body was worn out from the lack of rest, but his mind refused to relax.
The familiar voice that had become his worst fear echoed in the room,
jerking him out of his drowsiness. Tharat's eyes flew open in terror. His
right leg felt as if it were being grabbed. There they were again-Maan Mek
and Mai Tree, both sitting at the foot of his bed.
"Aaahh!"
He screamed, the sound filling a world where everything had frozen once
more. His bodyguards stood still, as useless as statues. Even the clock had
stopped ticking.
Desperately, he reached for the gun hidden under his pillow, only to find
nothing. It was in Maan Mek's hand instead. Fear gripped him so tightly he
could barely speak. His voice trembled with a pitiful plea, the most pathetic
sound he had ever made.
"Strange, isn't it? That's exactly what I begged you for once. But you didn't
stop the hand that slashed my back."
She asked in a sharp tone. The unknown was frightening, just as Tharat
didn't know how these two had managed to break in, or why no one else
could move but him.
His voice rose too, high-pitched and cracking with fear. His hands came
together in a prayer-like gesture, rising automatically.
"Please, Maan Mek, spare my life! Whatever you want, I'll give it to you.
Just name it."
"Oh? And what's that? Let's hear what you have to offer."
"I-I..."
His mind went blank in the first moment, stammering with fear, before
blurting out everything his brain could muster.
"Hah! Ridiculous. Honestly, I'm only here to give you a warning. As long as
you keep interfering with me and the people I love, I'll keep coming back.
And I'll bring a knife with me to greet you every time."
Her eyes turned icy, just like when she was about to kill someone, her lips
showing no hint of a smile. Her voice was cold and serious.
"You're as stupid as ever, Tharat. I could kill you right here and now."
"But considering you've hurt me less than Thanin. Mai Tree and I are still
debating... whether to let you live or not. But honestly, it's so irritating that
you're still meddling with us."
He was about to offer more, promising her everything he had, but she and
the smaller figure beside her had vanished once again.
His men, who had been sitting on the sofa watching, were alarmed when
they saw their boss's panicked expression. They rushed over to ask what
was wrong, but before anyone could speak, Tharat grabbed one of them by
the collar, pulling him close.
The man was confused but kept his voice professional and calm.
"Stop all investigations into Maan Mek! And her... her lover too! No one is
to touch them. Pretend they don't even exist,"
"They're monsters!"
The man froze for a moment, staring at Tharak's usually fearsome face,
now filled with terror. He had his doubts but replied,
He carried out the orders, though no one knew the reason behind them.
It wasn't long before rumors about their new boss spread among the men.
After that night, Maan Mek and Mai Tree never returned. There was only a
mysterious letter sent to him, asking,
She had driven him mad... until, in everyone else's eyes, he seemed
completely insane.
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The events that unfolded have taken me farther than I ever imagined in my
life.
At least, this method plays with people's minds without having to kill them.
Maan Mek is very cautious about this. She uses a knife to remind Tharat of
the revenge for the things he had done to her, but it’s important not to take
his life, as it would shorten my remaining time.
By now, Tharat had ordered his men to stop spying us. It seemed he was
really losing his sanity. It looked like he was on the verge of breaking down,
so the situation on our side seemed to be improving.
After we were sure everything was safe and no one was spying on us, Maan
Mek took me back to the condo we had abandoned for a while. The first
But me? I know that one day all the fear and anxiety will fade away.
It’s different for her, though. She'll probably remember every detail that
happened and carry the pain in her heart for the rest of her life.
I know this because I’ve seen her sit and cry often, during battles or
sometimes when things weren’t going well. Her guilt must be unbearable.
She blames herself entirely for my remaining 20 years of life, but the truth
is, I’m also partly responsible for making things escalate. I was willing to
make things worse, and no one forced me to do it.
So, I always respond by gently holding her cheek, comforting her through
body language.
When her mind calms down, we talk about what we should do next in life.
After a while, I close my eyes and speak out my only wish.
"I don’t care about anything else anymore. I just want to live with you, and
have a little farm, a garden... That’s enough."
"What about your career as a lawyer? You loved it and had fun with it,
right?"
I replied.
"I’ve passed on most of the work to another lawyer. As for the case with
that scapegoat, I’ll still help
with advice, even though I’m not in the office anymore."
I’ve already spoken to Prach about quitting. I just need to submit the official
resignation and clear out my desk.
"And you? What will you do now? About your work, your life?"
Her warm hand moved closer, letting our pinky fingers touch.
"And I want to see you every day. Just those two things, that’s enough."
It’s funny, one of our dreams matched perfectly. I turned to lie on my side,
facing her. She did the same, turning toward me.
It was daytime, and sunlight filtered through the curtain, making the view
even more beautiful. I looked at her face, captivated by the beauty of the
moment.
Without a word, we were drawn toward each other, our lips meeting in a
soft kiss. The distance between us vanished, and I tasted the sweetness on
her lips. I closed my eyes, feeling the warmth of her breath. It had been so
long since we had time like this. We spent minutes savoring the kiss, then
lay back down, gazing into each other's eyes.
I wish I could stop time for longer than ten minutes, just to stay with this
woman forever.
The sound of my phone ringing broke the silence. I didn’t need to look at
the name to know who it was. There was only one person I had arranged to
meet today: Karan. I had everything prepared and was ready to face
everything, leaving no secrets behind. I sat up, grabbed the phone, and
answered.
"That’s exactly why I should go. Besides, you and I are going to be together
now."
I was caught off guard and blinked, unsure how to respond. Then, I finally
said,
"Alright."
She seemed to know just how to make me react. Was she being too clever?
With a chuckle, I watched her leave, knowing it would take longer than I
expected to meet Karan.
The time passed, and I couldn't help but think that something had occurred,
something had changed.
Was it because of the loud noise or something else? My love for her had to
admit the truth, but I trusted that the truth would be heard. No matter how
worried I was, or how much I cared for her, she was the one who had to
speak up and face the consequences.
The wait inside my own heart was unbearable. It was difficult not to be
restless, as time stretched on, until twenty-five minutes later, both of them
appeared, their faces calm, as usual. The only difference was that the left
"You think I don't have the right to be angry because my sister was
deceived?"
"But when she found out why I approached you in the first place, I
understood it. You can't blame them, considering the situation."
I was at a loss for words. I looked at the woman beside me, and her
expression was not angry or upset at all. Instead, she smiled, as if to tell me
it was okay. She seemed to imply that she was willing to accept the assault
because it was tied to the truth of the matter.
Alright, I would accept her decision, even though I secretly thought that the
weight of that slap would have been considerable.
I alternated my gaze between the woman and my lover. I saw two women
who resembled each other in many ways. I couldn't help but cover my
mouth, feeling an unexplainable satisfaction.
Once, Prach had told me that I liked women who reminded them of my
sister.
"The things that came up while we were talking... I learned a lot too."
"The first thing was the reason why she approached you, and then a bit
about what happened afterward, all leading to my most feared point."
Phi Karan's voice was initially sharp, but by the end, it seemed to soften.
I still believed, in some strange way, that this was my own home. A place
where we could be honest with each other. But I also knew that there were
things beyond our control, things that would affect us.
The atmosphere was heavy. It felt like Phi Karan and me had cleared things
up, but the calmness only made the sadness more overwhelming. I was on
the verge of speaking, asking my sister to sit down on the couch, but then
the question from her stopped me in my tracks.
I lowered my gaze. The voice of my sister, filled with concern and pain,
pierced deep into my heart. We had grown up together, knowing each
other's strengths and weaknesses. To think that one of us wouldn’t have
much time left it was a sorrowful thought.
I said, trying to smile, as if it wasn't a big deal. But the moment the words
left my mouth, my sister’s voice grew quieter, as if her heart had shattered.
She hugged me tightly, just like when she tried to protect me from dangers
in our childhood.
In the end, I cried too. I let out my tears, like a small child in her arms, safe
again. She hugged me tighter, wiping away my tears with the sleeve of her
shirt.
Maan Mek had quietly stepped away, not wanting to intrude on the family
time, and had gone to the kitchen.
My sister held me for a long time. She knew how much I loved her
embrace. It took a while before she let go, but I could see that she still had
tears in her eyes, her face red from crying.
"It’s alright, Phi. It’s something I’ve chosen, and I accept my decision,"
I said.
She looked at me for a while, her gaze full of tenderness. It was like she
was telling herself to accept that I was old enough to make my own choices,
even though it hurt her.
Soon, I’d have to tell her everything in detail. After that, she’d probably ask
me to call our Mommy Jattawa and Mama Four to explain this huge matter
to them. I’d have to tell everyone in our family about the time manipulation
abilities I possessed, and the life expectancy that came with it.
But I believed that, even though it would be a shock to them, they would
eventually understand the choices I made.
It was unexpected that someone like me, who had always been selfish,
could love another person this much.
Even with everything that had happened, I still thought that all of this
whether it was the entire plan, using my powers to take someone’s life, or
ending up with only twenty years left perhaps it was all done for myself
after all.
But I was holding on to the second blessing, using it to protect the third.
Because ever since I realized I had fallen in love with Maan Mek, she had
become like a new blessing to me a precious person, someone I believed
heaven had sent to me.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
.
Three years later
A warm winter, I never really understood that phrase until now, waking up
on the first day of a new season, the air crisp and cold. Yet, here I am, with
a small figure nestled into my arms, bringing a smile to my face the
moment I open my eyes.
"Baby..." I whisper.
"Mmm..."
The sound of her sleepy murmur reaches me, her eyes still closed.
I shift onto my elbow, watching her peaceful face as she dreams, my arm
still wrapped around her. I’d love to stay like this and gaze at her until she
wakes, but that’s not an option because...
Money was never an issue. Between Mai Tree's background as the daughter
of a businessman and her earnings as a lawyer her cases often brought in six
or seven figures and my own family's wealth, we had enough to live
comfortably for life. But Mai was the one who convinced me to not ignore
my family's money after my mother passed away. She said,
"Not touching it won’t erase the pain or the memories. Better to live without
hardship."
So, I transferred the funds to another account and used it to buy a big three-
story house in this peaceful town, complete with stunning mountain views. I
also bought two cars, one for travel and another for grocery shopping.
Our house and the bakery aren’t far from each other. A short bike ride
brings us to the shop, located next to the town's most popular café. Oddly
enough, we only open the bakery on weekends for a few hours, and that’s
enough for us.
And it's true. I opened it because I wanted to connect with people, to chat
and fulfill my little dream. Working two half-days a week makes me happy,
and the rest of the week? I spend it with my wife.
Oh, and one important thing: in this country, same-sex marriage is legal, so
we’re officially married now.
No matter the season rain, sun, or snow it always feels just right when
we’re close.
I glance at the clock on the nightstand and smile. I still have a few minutes
to savor this moment, watching my little wife sleep. But it seems she’s
starting to wake up, her eyes fluttering open, still not fully awake.
She mumbles, her voice small and endearing. I smile fondly, even though
she’s technically older than me.
I reply, chuckling.
"Alright,"
.
Three years have passed since we moved here, but I still keep tabs on
Sannarathip. Tharat died in a car accident last year, which I suspect was
staged by his own men. The organization is falling apart, now just scattered
groups with little power.
Even though they seem harmless now, I keep watch just in case.
On this early Saturday morning, before the sun even rises, I pedal my white
bicycle with Mai Tree sitting on the back, holding on tight. We wear
matching coats and scarves hers handmade, a new hobby she’s taken up
along with jigsaw puzzles.
The air is cold, and she snuggles into my jacket pocket, warming her hands.
When we first moved here, I disliked the cold, but now I love how it brings
us closer together.
Mai Tree isn’t one for cooking or baking. She’s made it clear that she
prefers to eat rather than make food. But whenever she comes to the shop,
she helps out in any way she can. And I find it adorable whether she’s
delivering ingredients or helping me bake bread.
We don't sell much, which is why I said I didn’t think much of what people
say about selling to make a name in society.
I baked just enough, and once I opened the shop, customers rushed in to
buy. Some days, all the goods were gone within an hour, never more than
two. The rest of the time was spent cleaning up, finding something to eat,
and sneaking off to our little love nest.
Oh, and sometimes the little one wanted ice cream on the way home. When
I saw her signaling like that, I turned my bike towards Lily's place and
ordered a chocolate cone Mai Tree’s favorite.
I glanced at her as she waited for her ice cream, hiding half her face behind
her scarf, her cheeks flushed. Maybe it was the cold, or maybe she was
embarrassed Mai Tree always reacts like this when I proudly tell others
about her.
“You’re so adorable,”
I parked the bike in the garage, beside the five-door Honda we use for
stocking up on groceries or camping trips. Next to it was a gray Porsche,
which Mai Tree chose and paid for herself. She said driving a Porsche felt
like when her mom and mommy would take the family on trips. Her Mama
Four loved Porsches, and it rubbed off on her. Mai Tree always said she'd
get one when she retired, and now she had fulfilled that dream.
Even though our retirement came sooner than expected, both of us are still
in our thirties.
Thinking about it makes me hate myself. I brought the chaos that took 20
years off her life.
As we dismounted the bike, the little one still holding her chocolate ice
cream, she headed straight for the backyard. I smiled, knowing exactly
where she was going. After closing the garage door with the remote, I
followed her to our sunflower garden.
Our favorite flowers looked stunning under the near-noon winter sunlight.
She sat on the white bench, enjoying her ice cream, surrounded by a ring of
sunflowers.
After appreciating the sight in my memory, I walked over and sat beside
her.
She looked up, thinking aloud, her voice drawing out a bit before she
smiled in the most adorable way possible.
“Hey, wait, Love! You should stop me. We just get back from Costa Rica
last week. And it’s winter now beach trips aren’t exactly ideal.”
“If you say you want to go, even if we just came back from the moon, we’d
still go tomorrow.”
Even though we’ve been together for three years, and I’m always sweet-
talking her, Mai Tree still can’t hide her shyness. She stammered slightly,
turning her face away, pretending to admire the beauty of the sunflowers.
But I know her too well by now.
In that moment, I noticed a sunflower had somehow found its way onto my
lap. Examining it, I picked it up and smiled at her.
She said, trying to deny it, her face glowing with a soft blush. Looks like
someone paused time again for a secret kiss a classic of ours, which I love
more than anything.
Two days later, both Mai Tree and I were stepping off a plane onto foreign
soil. Here, December wasn’t winter but summer, so it was perfect for the
beach. We had a place booked to watch the sunset.
And just like that, two sunflowers stood proudly in a vase on the living
room table of our beachside retreat.
In the afternoon, after resting, I searched online for the best-reviewed pizza
places in the area. There were two top contenders, so I let the little one
choose. She had a hard time deciding, using the classic eeny-meeny-miny-
mo. We ended up with one that had a “K” in the name.
When it comes to desserts, Mai Tree doesn’t trust reviews. She believes that
what some people dislike might be something she finds delicious, so she
Both arrived at the same time as I uncorked a bottle of our favorite wine.
The evening light was stunning. I was grateful for moments like these when
one wish, no matter how small, led us to the perfect sunset by the beach. All
thanks to the person sitting right beside me.
The small one busied herself with transferring the pizza onto a large plate,
while I had already prepared other things like plates, knives, forks, glasses,
and water outside at the table. It was the best spot to enjoy dinner while
watching the sunset over the beach.
It reminded me of the beginning of the year when Mai Tree had too much of
this wine and kissed me nearly all night long. That taste is forever
embedded in my memory sweet and lingering.
The pizza from this restaurant was quite good, blending perfectly with the
wine. I'm not particularly fond of pizza, but I ate to accompany Mai Tree,
who lit up with joy at the extra cheese she had ordered. She was absolutely
adorable, munching happily and swaying her head like a little doll.
The orange sunlight painted a beautiful scene, but it was even more
breathtaking because the person sitting across from me was Mai Tree.
I sipped my wine, admiring her quietly, taking a bite of pizza every now
and then. After the savory course, we moved on to dessert.
She chatted with me about many things like how her sister, Karan, had
called last week to tell her that their Mama and Mommy were planning to
visit her aunt over New Year’s, hoping for a full family reunion. She also
mentioned a new hobby she'd picked up—collecting cat-shaped bookmarks.
I smiled and nodded. Once she was out of sight, and the sound of running
water echoed faintly from the bathroom, I quickly cleared the table. That
way, when Mai Tree came back, she wouldn’t have to lift a finger.
Though I knew she'd probably scold me a little for doing everything for her
again.
Once everything was tidied up, I sat in one of the two chairs facing the
beach, where the sun was now setting, and lit a familiar brand of cigarettes.
Just as I expected, when she emerged from the house in a loose outfit, her
wet hair still damp from the shower, and saw the clean table, she frowned.
“If you keep doing this, I’ll get spoiled for sure.”
“Yeah, yeah,”
She muttered, as she continued to dry her hair with a small towel, sitting
down next to me. I started to put out my cigarette in the ashtray on the
table, but her small hand reached out to stop me.
I nodded and continued to smoke, making sure to sit on the side where the
wind wouldn’t blow the smoke toward her.
For a while, I noticed a serious look in her eyes, as if she was deep in
thought and wanted to say something. I stayed silent, giving her time to
speak.
I asked, turning to meet her gaze with a sweet smile, though her expression
remained neutral.
I remained silent for a long moment, and so Mai Tree spoke again.
“I only have 17 years left to enjoy the beauty of the world. But I want you
to keep enjoying it for me. Is that… too much to ask?”
The beautiful, sweet woman lowered her gaze to the cigarette smoke, using
it as a brief distraction.
“You don’t have to answer. Or even do it. It’s entirely your decision,”
She added before stretching slightly and abruptly changing the subject.
“Anyway, I’m going to grab a soda from the fridge. Do you want a Sprite?”
In that moment, I turned to face the sunset, watching the sky turn brilliant
shades of orange. I brought the cigarette to my lips once more, taking in a
deep breath before stubbing it out in the ashtray, even though it wasn’t even
halfway finished.
Starting from today, you told me that you’ll live to witness the beauty of this
world for another 17 years. And me… I, who cannot forget a single
moment, a single touch from you, the love of my life…
I, who am utterly in love with your voice, your smile, your scent, and every
perfect imperfection of yours.
On that day, after I wake up and enjoy something delicious just as you
asked, I will run to you, following the path lined with blooming sunflowers.
I will bring the most beautiful sunflower to give to you.
And I’ll hold your hand, as we walk side by side, to wherever the next land
may lead us.
— THE END —
The digital clock on the desk read 12:03 AM. I was sitting there, playing a
mall management game on my iPad, furrowing my brows as I wondered
why my mall had been losing money for three consecutive months. It had to
be because the game started with too little money.
Maan Mek was standing on the balcony, talking on the phone about
something serious, probably about investigating the scattered group of
former high-ranking criminals. She had hired a trusted detective to feed her
updates, even though they probably wouldn’t cause us much trouble. Still,
Maan Mek was always on guard.
“Hey, can you tell me where to find an Eevee that evolves into a fire type?”
Maan Mek climbed onto the bed, leaning her back against the headboard.
She rested her chin on my shoulder and peered at the screen as I pulled up
the map for her to guide me.
Earlier today, we went shopping to stock up for the house. Maan Mek
drove, and we got quite a lot of stuff. But about twenty minutes before we
got home, I suddenly remembered something important from my mental
shopping list—my favorite brand of chocolate with the new collectible
packaging.
When I told her, Maan Mek immediately turned the car around to head back
into town. I widened my eyes and said,
“It’s fine. If we don’t get it now, you’ll regret it later. We won’t be back in
town for another two weeks, you know,”
On the way back, I held the limited-edition chocolate, shaped like a thick
book with a space-themed cover, on my lap. I felt so happy there were only
a few left on the shelf when we returned. Even the cashier mentioned it was
a limited series, and I was lucky to grab one.
I said, smiling. If it weren’t for her decision, I’d probably be crying on the
couch tonight.
“If you want anything in return, I’ll do it! Even if it’s giving you a back
massage for an hour, Love!”
“Well, we’ve been married for four years now. I know you too well,”
The younger woman let out a soft, nervous chuckle, making me laugh at the
memory. That was earlier this afternoon.
So, I knew why she still had that glint in her eyes despite it being so late.
The gaming was just to stall and tease her. I loved it when she became all
sweet and sultry.
"Baby..."
Probably because she noticed I’d stopped playing but was still scrolling
through the sale section in the store.
“I can’t recall.”
“The one where I said I wanted to have a sweet night with you!”
"Oh... yes."
I laughed out loud at Maan Mek's reaction. Sometimes, she was just too fun
to tease.
At first, she tried to keep a straight face, but after a few seconds, she
couldn’t help it. She broke into a smile, both embarrassed and eager about
her unspoken desires.
“Come here,”
She leaned down, pressing her lips to my skin, and began gently sucking at
my sensitive spots. My hands instinctively found their way to her soft hair,
holding on tightly.
“Love…”
My voice started as a low moan, growing louder with each kiss and touch.
She seemed desperate, her lips busy at the top while her hand slid down, her
fingers finding their way to my sensitive spot, rubbing gently.
It felt so good, as if a fire was igniting inside me. But suddenly, an idea
popped into my head.
Without hesitation, I took a deep breath, then grabbed a fistful of her hair,
pulling her up to meet my gaze.
Maan Mek's gaze held a question, but I didn’t give her long to wonder. I
swiftly pressed my lips to hers, using the moment she softened to flip her
slender body onto the bed beneath me.
I quickly stripped off my shorts, tossing them onto the floor. My tiny lace
underwear followed, but instead of throwing it aside, I stuffed it into her
mouth, laughing at how it seemed to excite her even more.
By now, Maan Mek must have realized that it would be hard for her to get
back on top. I flashed her a wicked smile, slowly peeling off her clothes
until she lay bare beneath me. Her breasts, already hardened, begged to be
teased. I couldn't resist pinching them between my fingers, causing her to
tremble.
Her muffled moans, stifled by the lace in her mouth, only fueled my
excitement. I bent down and nibbled at her neck, sending a mixture of pain
and pleasure coursing through her.
Her muffled cries echoed around our spacious bedroom as I played with
every inch of her body. I teased, sucked, and bit, leaving red marks
scattered across her skin. Sitting up to admire my work, I felt an odd sense
of satisfaction.
Maan Mek’s flat stomach rose and fell rapidly from the intensity of our
heated activity. Her cheeks flushed, her body temperature rising, drawing a
smug smile from me. Still sitting on her lower abdomen, I shifted my gaze
It tempted me.
One hand reached down to touch myself, rubbing in slow circles, while the
other slid two fingers into Maan Mek's inviting warmth. I was determined
to bring her to climax, all while pleasuring myself on top of her.
1:24 AM
I had certainly burned a lot of calories from our earlier escapades, reveling
in being the one in control, listening to her muffled cries with that lace still
in her mouth.
Now that I think about it, I can’t help but feel a little shy. How did I dare go
that far?
Maan Mek is like that always taking care of me like I’m a princess.
The slender woman walked into the room, carrying a small wooden tray
with two steaming cups on it likely the tea she promised.
I pulled myself out from under the blanket, sitting against the headboard
with a neutral expression. Maan Mek placed the cups on the table beside the
lamp and sat on the edge of our soft, wide bed.
Her smile and the gleam in her eyes were playful, mischievous like a wolf
ready to hunt.
“I just think the tea might still be too hot,” she purred.
She’s insatiable. Even with all the marks I’ve left on her, she’s asking if I’m
tired. I’ll never forget that one time we went at it until the sun came up.
She’s relentless when it comes to these things, but... I can’t say I don’t
enjoy it. In fact, I feel a mischievous urge to bite her neck again.
“Well, I guess I don’t have much choice, do I? I’ve got plenty of energy left
too.”
I teased her back, undoing the buttons of my nightgown and letting the satin
fabric slip down onto the bed, baring my upper body again, fully aware of
how much the sight would drive her wild.
Earlier, I had teased her nearly to the point of climax three times before
finally letting her finish on the fourth, but Maan Mek got me back by
making me cum over and over again.
Tomorrow...
Tomorrow, I’ll stop time and find a way to prank her as payback!
🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂
I once lay beside Maan Mek, she hold me tightly, and said,
"For me, I don’t know what another world would be like. It could be empty
or full. But I believe that along the way, it would be surrounded by the
things we love most."
I asked her,
"Really?"
In the time I spent loving her, from someone like Mai Tree who wasn’t
particularly fond of any specific flower, I came to adore the beauty of the
sunflower. We planted it carefully in our yard. There are even framed
pictures of the sunflowers we photographed during our travels abroad.
By now, I can confidently say that if there’s something I love most, it’s the
same thing Maan Mek loves: those beautiful flowers that glow under the
sunlight.
And sometimes...
I used to tell myself that the time we had was long enough. But in truth, it
feels like it went by a little too fast...
.
One day, I can’t be sure when or where, the air was slightly cold, though the
sky was clear. I wore a red beret, a cream knit coat over my dress, and a
dark scarf one Maan Mek had tried to knit as a birthday gift, even though
she wasn’t skilled at crafts.
Though I started to wonder, what is the person who hasn’t yet walked this
path with me doing right now? How are they feeling?
I prayed that the owner of my heart would get through her pain and
find happiness, enough to make her beautiful lips smile.
That’s all I could wish for as I walked in the shoes she’d surprised me with
on our anniversary.
Sadness weighed in my chest, rising until it choked me. But there was no
way to avoid it.
Maan Mek...
My sunflower.
“Mai Tree!”
I turned around in disbelief, eyes wide with surprise. It was her, running
toward me the woman who had been in my thoughts.
“Mek?"
She was dressed in a black turtleneck, layered with a long coat. Around her
neck hung the necklace I’d given her for our tenth anniversary.
Maan Mek’s face looked just like it did when we first met as lawyer and
assistant, back when she was 20 years old.
As she came to a stop in front of me, her shining eyes reflected my own
face—the way I looked at 33, back on that day.
She smiled after catching up to me, holding a single sunflower in her hand.
Her breathing shifted from slightly labored to steady.
“Because I missed you, Tree. Just one day without you is enough to hurt.”
". ...."
It felt like something was lodged in my throat as I reached out to take the
sunflower from her. I heard my own voice, soft and trembling, whisper.
“Thank you…”
All I knew was that when I looked into the eyes of the woman I’d fallen for,
unchanged by time, all thoughts seemed to fade away. Seeing her smile
gently, with kindness in her eyes, I realized that this moment, right here,
was my favorite view.
“Yes,”
But it seemed like Maan Mek had planned this all along.
I glanced at the sunflower I held. This time, with every step I took, its sweet
fragrance surrounded me. We walked together, side by side, along the path
of sunflowers. The chilly air that had greeted me earlier began to soften,
gradually giving way to the warm comfort of a clear sky.
I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I had tried for so long, but in the end, you
made me cry.
You, my sunflower.
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁
Sunyan's Note:
Please DO NOT SELL this book...