Dedicated to my sister, Pamelasx!"Do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- his good, pleasing and perfect will." ~Romans 12:2 You are going through alot and | want you to remain yourself, don't change. There is alot that you are going through, and | know sometimes you feel like the whole world is against you but please don't let that change you. You don't deserve what is happening to you and in your life. If | was asked to be in your shoes for a day | wouldn't survive because I'm not strong as you are sister. | have seen you when you were young and innocent, | have seen you at your highest and happiest, | have also seen you at your lowest and saddest. But | love it more when you are at your highest and happiest. My soul and heart is alwaysat peace when | know you are happy. It breaks my heart to see you going through this stuff at this young age. | sometimes wish | could just carry the baggage for you. Please in whatever you do, don't let this curse thing change and ruin you but | want you to remain yourself and come out of this stronger then ever sister. | will always be here for you. Whenever you fall I'll be there to reach out and give you a hand until you get back on your feet. I'll never leave you not now, not ever. | don't consider you as a friend but you are my sister from another mother. | have known you for 9 years and that's a very long time. Nobody knows you like me and nobody knows me like you do. We are one now, we are no longer friends but you are my sister and more. | care about you soo much and | worry about you like crazy, to be honest you are my better half."So do not fear, for !am with you; do not be dismayed, for !am your God. | will strengthen you and help you; | will uphold you with my righteous right hand" ~Isaiah 41:10 Pamela, | know ukuthi uwuShembe but | want you to live by this verse or words sis. | feel like English doesn't emphasize this enough. Leli verse lithi Ungasabi ngoba mina nginawe, noma ngingazi ukuthi u- dismayed uqonde ukuthi kodwa ngiyacabanga ukuthi ugonde ukuthi; ungalahleki or ungalahli ukholo lwakho kuyena ngoba uNkulunkulu. Uzokuqinisa akuphe amandla aphinde akusize. Mase kufike isikhathi uzokugelisa akuqakamise akukhiphe osizini and make you the biggest star the world has ever known. Let what is happening to you be a good testimony in your future success babygirl."Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self- seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails" ~1 Corinthians 13:4-8 With this verse sisi wami I'm saying; | Love you and my love for you is not based on what | can gain in this friendship. It is not based on conditions but my love for is patient, my love for you is kind. My love for you delights only in your joy and it never gives up but it always perseveres. My love for you never fails. You are the best gift God ever give me and | will always love you no matter what. Yes, sometimes we don't talk but you are always in my heart andprayers. | love you to the point where sometimes | don't even wanna talk to you because my love doesn't delight in your sorrows and also because | just get angry ukuthi why is this happening to you. | even sometimes ask God to give your problems and baggage to me, and let you lead and adapt to a normal life like a normal teenager. | guess my prayers go unheard but one thing | know for sure is that God sends his Strongest warriors at war so they can come out stronger then ever, so be strong my love. God will never forsake you. Everything will be okay one day sister. | will be there with you when you are the biggest star as | am with you right now. | can't even begin to explain or emphasize how | love you. You are an amazing and a loving person when I'm with you | feel free and at home. You play a huge role in my life and hold a special place in my heartY.Ungakhathazeki dadewami, zisazokukhanyela izinto. Into ekumele uyenze ukubekezela, uhlale ethembeni. Don't be stubborn, do what the ancestors say you must do. (Whispering) You are stronger than you think sis+ 'D ~sincerely: your sister, sthabiso m.