What do u think of "life without love or been loved"
At first it was just me, but getting to the point I found out that many think like me. How do i explain
things to you? How do i make you understand that its easier said than done. Infact, at some point I get
to ask my self a rhetorical question which i can live all my life without an answer "What did u take me
for??" A fool or someone you can toil with his feelings ; well maybe a fool at a stage or case where I
neglect things and let my mind detect what I want without using my brain; a fool where I kept my self
away from everybody thinking that mingling with them would hurt you; a fool who couldn't understand
what it is to be dumped even after served a "hot breakfast".
Am I that bad at love? Am I so prone to loneliness? Woooh!! well I don't have anyone to answer me so
am better off myself.
You know listing won't do me any favour but keeping it in mind that I may be announced a"fool at
love".
At first, it's was a "curmudgeon" i mean he nags a lot, complained about almost everything I did but I
kept on trying to fix things and still making mistakes in the process. Still backing his silly attitude, how do
i say this?? Is stupendous at first having and coping with him at the same time but he was the sweetest,
the amazing, the "odogu" of my heart, my myocardia, my backbone, well he's just that. Words are not
enough to express how important he is in my life, but, come to think of it, am I been honest with him??
Am I having a fair thought on this??
He always encourage me when am down,finding all possible ways to make sure am fit and fine.....Finally
we had a break and met someone along the line........
Maybe I was anxious but it isn't the right thing to do. He was a "narcissistic" kind of person well
mischievously thought of knowing everything, words are not enough to describe what I have in mind but
let's move on, since the journey was short so the description.
I might be a little bit sluggish but am trying to be active for my own attitude or composure.
Along the way , met a different person who had to test my love and also my character which prove to
him am that person he want, unknown to him I figure out his move and keep pretending all along just to
see his reaction which I got correctly. It was a long loving, memorable, understand, patience, bonding
journey which expose the kind of partners we are and our commitment.
