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"Well, we went there the middle of June, and we have been there
ever since. Three weeks ago, as I said, your sister came up—or your
sister-in-law, isn't she?"
"Yes, but all the sister I have, so I claim her."
"I should think you would. She is lovely. She and Blitzen have
been the bright spots in my summer."
"Oh, of course, Blitzen. I had forgotten him."
"He is delightful. So sympathetic! Our temperaments are just
alike."
Page listened with interest. He could imagine the small dog and
this young woman in a romp. He could picture her, and he liked to, in
a light cambric gown, going at evening with Blitzen up into the
pasture to get the cow.
"Aunt Love has given him to me," continued the girl
complacently.
Her companion smiled reminiscently.
"What does Blitzen say to the transfer?" he asked.
"I sometimes suspect he doesn't know it," she returned seriously.
"I mention it to him every day, though. Mr. Van Tassel laughs at me,
and says that I needn't expect to take the dog,—that Blitzen thinks
I'm a humbug."
Page was not listening. "Mr. Van Tassel?" he repeated in blank
surprise.
"Yes. Didn't I say? Excuse me. He is my sister's husband—and
your uncle. I forgot that. The dearest man that ever lived."
Page felt staggered, and confusedly afraid that he should show
the shock he felt. His eyes fell. This was one of that obscure family
who had "roped Uncle Richard in." Like lightning there flashed across
his mind the consideration that beauty had made his uncle weak.
"Yes—ahem"—he stammered, for he feared it might have been
long that he had sat there dazed. "I'm sorry to hear that my uncle is
ailing. Jack—his son knows nothing of it."
"No; it is Mr. Van Tassel's wish that his son should not be
informed of his indisposition." The girl's reply sounded curiously stilted
in contrast to her previous ease of manner. Page blamed himself for
the new coldness.
"Just like his unselfishness, isn't it?" he returned cordially. "I can't
help thinking how surprised Hilda will be to see me appear with you.
She does not know when to expect me."
Mrs. Page was indeed surprised when the train stopped at R——,
and she stood on the platform and beheld her brother and her guest
leave the car together. She was a vivacious little woman with a trim
figure, and keen blue eyes that looked out beneath her sailor hat, full
of lively interest in everything and everybody. She pounced upon the
pair, and kissed them both with enthusiasm.
"How perfectly delightful!" she exclaimed. "I couldn't help
worrying a little about you, Miss Bryant." ("Oh yes, Bryant was the
name," thought Page.) "I knew you were not familiar with Boston,
and although I had given you such detailed directions, I should have
been frantic if you hadn't come out of the car just when you did.
Gorham, how did you happen to find her? Did you go out to Pearfield?
How is Uncle Richard, Miss Bryant? There, Gorham, don't let that
stage go without us. Not the white one, the yellow. Is there room for
three?"
When they were in the stage that was to take them to the hotel,
these queries and many more were answered before the long extent
of surf came in sight, vividly blue beyond the firm white shore on
which a foamy lacework melted.
Mrs. Page ensconced her guest in a pleasant room near her own,
and then returned to her own quarters with an impatient hope that
her brother would seek her there. She had not long to wait, and she
welcomed him eagerly.
"What do you think of my new acquisition?" she asked, as she
gave him a seat that commanded the ocean, and took one near by.
"I was greatly surprised."
"I thought you would be," said Hilda triumphantly; "but what do
you think of her? Isn't she handsome?"
"Very," answered Page, looking dreamily out upon the water.
"Haven't you fallen in love with her, you wooden man?"
"Hardly, yet. I suppose I shall, though," he added resignedly.
Mrs. Page laughed so gleefully that he smiled. "It is all the
queerest thing," she said with sudden serious zest. "I was belated in
every sort of way about getting down here this year, and when I was
finally ready it suddenly came over me that Uncle Richard was with
Aunt Love in the character of a semi-invalid, and that it would be civil
in me to call on him once, as he had come to see me on his way
through the city."
"It is odd that Jack hasn't mentioned his father's being at
Pearfield, or his not being well. To be sure, I haven't seen Jack since
last March, still he would naturally have mentioned it in the few letters
I've had from him."
Mrs. Page lifted her finger impressively. "Jack doesn't know one
word about his father's illness. Be sure you don't mention it to him."
"Call it fatigue. It isn't illness, is it?"
"Why, Gorham Page, he had a stroke early this spring."
"No! Why, that is too bad. Surely it is wrong to keep it from
Jack," said Page with a strong mental uprising of resentment against
unknown scheming Bryants. Of course that innocent, inexperienced
young creature of the train would have no word in the matter.
"Well, I don't know," returned his sister dubiously. "It was only a
warning, the doctors said, and I suppose Uncle Richard thinks he is all
right now with care; and there's a wheel within a wheel there,
Gorham. Didn't you notice to-day," lowering her voice dramatically,
"that I didn't say a word about Jack? Jack is a sore subject." She
nodded her head several times by way of emphasis.
"I dare say," returned the other. "The Bryants must have known
that he was very much cut up by his father's marriage."
"Oh, they did; or the girls did. The mother never was allowed to
know. I became very well acquainted with this child Mildred in the few
days I stayed at Pearfield, but she told me nothing. Aunt Love told me
the whole story, for Mrs. Van Tassel had confided in her. Aunt Love is
perfectly devoted to Uncle Richard's wife."
"Humph!"
"They have been through a great deal in a year. I suppose you
heard through Jack, though I knew nothing about it, that Mrs. Van
Tassel's little brother and sister took scarlet fever and died in the
same week."
"Yes, I knew that. Jack felt it deeply. I am sure he must have
written home very kindly about it. It occurred only about a month
after the wedding."
"Very likely he did. I don't know. Then Mrs. Bryant grew weaker
and weaker through the winter. They took her South, and surrounded
her with every luxury, but in April she died."
"No. I didn't know that."
"Yes, she died very peacefully and happily; but she had not been
gone a fortnight when Uncle Richard had that stroke."
"What a procession of calamities!"
"I should think so. Well, Aunt Love says the worst part of it is,
that Mrs. Van Tassel seems to connect all this misfortune with Jack's
anger at her. Something on the old idea of a curse, I suppose."
Page's lip curled slightly under his mustache.
"I saw very little of Mrs. Van Tassel myself," continued his voluble
sister. "Uncle Richard's head was very easily tired. He had to keep
very quiet, and she was with him constantly. You never saw such
devotion."
"No doubt," said Page ambiguously. "I can easily believe that she
will not allow him out of her sight. It looks to me as if it were our duty
to inform Jack of his father's condition."
"No, no. I saw enough of Uncle Richard to discover his wishes
about that. He does not want to have Jack hurried. He does not
consider his condition in the least alarming."
Page's face indicated his disapproval. "So Mrs. Van Tassel is to
succeed in keeping Jack at a distance," he remarked.
"I don't think it is her doing."
"Of course it is," said Page without heat. "Uncle Richard must
know the circumstances."
"He may suspect something, of course," replied Hilda, "but Aunt
Love tells me they do not avoid the subject of Jack at all. Mrs. Van
Tassel speaks of him with perfect naturalness, whenever necessity
demands, and she has never told Uncle Richard of the angry parting
that worried her so. He never asked her about it."
"Wise Uncle Richard! He knew better." Page shook his head. "It is
a bad business."
His sister demurred. "I do not know that it is such a bad business
for Uncle Richard to have gained such a devoted nurse. He needs it
now. As for Miss Bryant, I pitied the girl, cooped up there in that
lonely, monotonous village, and begged Mrs. Van Tassel to allow her
to stay with me a week or two. She consented very willingly, even
gladly. I wanted to give people a chance to look at her. I'm a
philanthropist. The sight of her will do a weakly person as much good
as the sea air; and she was"—
A knock at the door interrupted. Mrs. Page gave her brother a
knowing little nod, and when she answered the call, it was her guest
who entered. The girl had exchanged her black dress for one all
white.
"You told me to come as soon as I was ready," she said, looking
from one to the other.
"Yes, I was in haste to have you see my view. Isn't it a fine one?"
Mildred moved to the window, followed by Page's unconscious,
openly admiring gaze. He had risen at once upon her entrance and
stood, his hands resting on a chair-back, forgiving Mrs. Van Tassel's
arts for the moment, in entire approval of her sister's appearance.
Hilda, to whom her brother-in-law's potential love affairs were a
constant entertainment, kept his ingenuous face in view, even while
her tongue rattled on.
"For a conscientious, well-intentioned man," she had once said to
her husband, "Gorham Page can be the most dangerous creature. Any
girl receiving such a look as his would believe him deeply smitten.
Then he will go on, getting acquainted with her in his way, inquiring
into her thoughts and opinions, even probing her hidden feelings,
getting at the real woman, as he calls it, and having exchanged
theories with her for a while, his mind will go mooning off, perhaps in
the test of some new thought she has suggested, while the girl,
gradually neglected, is soon as entirely forgotten as last year's
fashions. It amounts to unprincipled flirting, and yet he doesn't
suspect it in the least. He is too modest, really. A queer paradox."
Hilda suddenly finished the description of a distant lighthouse,
and turning, walked straight up to her brother, who was still lost in
critical approval of the noble lines and curves of her guest's tall figure.
"But come," she said, smiling with significant sauciness into his
face. "We cannot live entirely on the beautiful things we can take in
through our eyes. I fancy there is some dinner downstairs
somewhere."
"Yes," agreed Page, stirring. He had finished his soup before he
realized that there had been any personal intention in her speech.
CHAPTER VIII.
THE TELEGRAM.
GORHAM PAGE.
Mr. Van Tassel died suddenly at nine last night. Can you come to us?
MILDRED BRYANT.
"Poor Jack!" thought Page; and the wheels seemed to repeat the
words like a refrain. He disliked his own task, but it did not seem
strange to him that he had been summoned. Mr. Van Tassel had no
near relatives in Chicago. Page had had charge of his legal affairs in
Boston. Doubtless his address had been among the dead man's
papers, and Mrs. Van Tassel's advisers had suggested that he be
sent for.
Page shrank repugnantly from encountering this woman, whom
disaster followed so relentlessly. He tried not to think of her. Perhaps
it would not be necessary that they should meet at all; yet try as he
might, he could not prevent his imagination from picturing the siren,
who had succeeded in capturing the honest, cordial, fine-natured
man, whose death it was difficult to realize. How would Jack bear it?
How would his highly strung affectionate nature stand the strain?
This woman who had brazenly told him that she did not love his
father had been the one to stand near the latter's deathbed; while
the loving heart of the son had been kept at a distance by her
machinations.
For Page was now fully convinced that Jack had been
deliberately deceived as to his father's condition, and he blamed
himself hotly for obeying his sister and refraining from
intermeddling.
He said to himself that he ought to have talked with Miss Bryant
about the matter at R——. The thought of Mildred gave him no
pleasure. She was sister to the woman who had robbed Jack, and
broken his heart. He felt a sudden conviction of Mrs. Van Tassel's
appearance. She was an Amazon; tall, commanding, bold-faced,
loud-voiced, with a coarser repetition of her sister's beauty; and
involuntarily he shuddered with anticipatory disgust, and wished the
next few days well over.
But this was being extraordinarily imaginative for Page, and he
realized it all at once, and opened the paper which he had bought,
with the newsboy shuffling along beside him as he hastened through
the depot in Boston. But his thoughts would not concentrate upon
the printed page; rather they flew to Jack's brilliant face,—the face
which always said that life was good,—and saw it suddenly stamped
with white despair, alone in a strange land.
The next day, arrived in Chicago, Page left the train at Hyde
Park and went to a hotel. Half an hour afterward, he emerged and
walked toward the lake. It was a dreary day, such as seldom comes
in Chicago's October. The lake was gray from recent rain, and an
east wind was whipping dead leaves from the elms, across the green
lawn around the Van Tassel house.
Page looked at the drawn curtains, walked up the steps to the
crape-hung door, and an unexpected lump rose in his throat, for he
thought of Jack. In that moment, there came to him a new loyal
satisfaction in the fact that he had come; that some one beside
aliens would stand near Uncle Richard. It was with a strange mixture
of grief and resentment that he met the servant, and asked for Miss
Bryant.
He looked around the well-remembered parlor, where the maid
left him, and noted that it was newly and fashionably furnished; but
scarcely five minutes had passed before Mildred entered the room,
and walked straight up to him with outstretched hand.
He returned the greeting with cold formality, and even in the
shaded room he could see that the girl's eyes were swelled from
weeping.
"I am so glad you could come," she said tremulously. "Was it
very inconvenient? We thought you would probably wish to attend
the funeral any way. Mr. Van Tassel had so few"—she could go no
further, but broke down and wept into her handkerchief.
"Crocodile tears!" thought Page. "It is more than likely that they
have everything between them.—Certainly, I should have wished to
come," he said aloud.
"Then—then," began Mildred, making an effort, "my sister
wanted your advice—she thought you would know best—Mr. Van
Tassel trusted you—Forgive me, but we have had such a shock"—
she tried vainly to go on, once, twice, then with a gesture turned
and left the room.
The visitor moved to a window, and looked out through a crack
of the blind.
"I'm sorry they think it necessary to go through this sort of
thing," he thought cynically. "Now I suppose she will send the other
one; and if that was a preface!" A sound behind him caused him to
set his teeth, and turn about with the coldest, blankest expression
he could assume. His eyes had grown accustomed to the dim light
now, and he saw a straight slight girl in black, standing and
regarding him with the saddest, loveliest countenance he had ever
looked upon. Her large eyes had shed all their tears, and her
delicate lips had never smiled. Her rippled brown hair framed a
colorless face, and her effect was less pathetic than awe-inspiring in
its pure unconscious dignity.
"This is Mr. Page?" she said, advancing and offering a hand
which the young man took mechanically. "It was kind of you to come
promptly. I felt that I must see you and you only, about—about Mr.
Van Tassel's son."
She spoke in an even, emotionless voice, but Page noted a faint
trembling of her lips at the mention of Jack.
"You are the nearest relative, and you can best decide what
should be done."
Page was in all the confusion incident upon intense revulsion of
feeling. He felt that he had not yet full command of his ideas; but
the spontaneous desire to help this exquisite young creature, to let
neither himself nor any one else wound her further, constituted his
ruling passion for the moment.
"You have sent no word to Jack as yet?"
"No. As soon as your telegram came I decided to wait for you."
She had been waiting for him and he had filled the moments of
his coming with brutal contempt and criticism of her.
The tearless sadness of her voice went on: "It is better for the
word to go from you than from me." Her eyelids fell. "It will hurt
Jack less. I would"—she lifted her eyes again and gave Page a look
that his heart received as a pang. "I would gladly give my life if it
could procure Jack one hour with his father, alive."
"I believe it sincerely," he answered.
The respect and sympathy of Page's tone seemed to impel her
to further explanation. "It was terribly sudden and unexpected," she
said. "No one—the doctor himself did not believe in the possibility of
such a catastrophe. He was feeling so well for him. He was in the act
of speaking of it when he sank back. His last word was 'happy.'"
She stood a moment, her eyelids dropped, in statuesque
silence. Page watched her steady her tottering self-control.
"I had thought," she went on finally, "of a succession of
cablegrams. Could it be broken to your cousin a little more gently,
so?"
"Yes, that will be best."
"And may I ask you to send them, without regard to cost?"
"Certainly. What else can I do? I beg you to let me be useful to
you in all ways that I can for Uncle Richard's sake."
"Thank you. I will give you the address of a neighbor, an old
and dear friend of Mr. Van Tassel, who has been most kind. Perhaps
he would be glad to consult with you."
Page soon took his leave, and until the day after the funeral did
not again have opportunity to speak with the young widow. Then
she sent for him and he went upstairs to the gay and delicate
boudoir which Richard Van Tassel had furnished for his young wife,
whose black gown to-day made the one dark spot amid its luxury.
She looked precisely the same as on the occasion of their first
meeting except that now, by daylight, Page could see more distinctly
her patient, marble beauty.
"I could not let you go East without thanking you," she said,
greeting him gravely. "You have been very kind, and a great help to
us."
The young man bowed, and murmured a polite platitude. He
could think of nothing to say to her.
"Do you—I suppose you do expect your cousin to return home
immediately."
"Yes. I think he will come."
"One thing which I wanted to say to you this morning is that my
sister and I are going immediately to California to spend the winter.
You will meet your cousin, very likely, upon his arrival?"
Page bowed.
"Will you kindly tell him that the house here is ready for him,
that we shall not return to it"—Mrs. Van Tassel's even, formal
utterance broke, and she suddenly averted her head. "Poor Jack!"
she exclaimed. "It will make him suffer afresh to come back here,
and who can comfort him? It is the best I can do, though," she
added suddenly, turning again toward Page. "You know there is not
one person save Mildred to whom I can speak of all this, and it is
wrong to dwell upon sad and humiliating subjects with a bright
young girl."
She looked scarcely older than Mildred herself, Page thought,
but he eagerly offered himself as a confidant.
"I am glad Jack has you," she continued. "I wish, oh, so deeply,
that I might do or say anything to alleviate his sorrow; but you see,"
appealingly, "the only thing I can do is to keep away. Jack and I
were good friends once, but that is all over."
As Page a little later came downstairs to leave the house,
Mildred Bryant rose from a seat near the fireplace in the hall. Her
face looked a little paler than was its wont, and faint shadows about
her eyes told of grief; but she was once more the self-possessed girl
he had first seen on the train.
"You are returning at once to Boston?" she asked.
"Yes. I leave to-night."
"I saw by your face as you came downstairs that you think my
sister looks badly; but of course you do. Well, I believe there is
nothing more, there are no more shocks that she can suffer—unless
she should lose me, and I fancy I am long for this world;" a shade of
the girl's pretty ironical smile flitted over her lips; "but I could lose
her," the hazel eyes suddenly became bright with unshed tears;
"and," with vehemence, "I will not. I am going, we are going away
to search for Clover's girlhood. It must come back. She has been
cheated out of it too soon."
"Mrs. Van Tassel told me that you intend going West. Southern
California will surely do her good."
"I hope so. I am glad you have been here these last days. It has
been a comfort to my sister."
"Do you really think so?" eagerly.
"Without doubt. I observed that she seemed less anxious about
—everything, from the moment of your coming."
"The matter of telling Jack had preyed upon her," said Page
sympathetically.
He saw an indefinable change come over Mildred's face. "I
suppose Jack must bear his troubles like the rest of the world," she
answered with a tinge of hardness. "We thank you very much for
everything, Mr. Page," she added, holding out her hand, and the
other clasped it warmly.
"I would not have failed to be here for any consideration, Miss
Bryant. I hope," looking into the girl's eyes earnestly, "that the time
may not be far distant when I shall meet you and Mrs. Van Tassel
again."
"Thank you," returned Mildred courteously, and the young man
left the house with a distinct sensation of disappointment because
she had not echoed his wish. He could not avoid the suspicion that
these young women would now expect and wish to walk in a
separate way from that of all connections of his dear lost uncle. He
himself would henceforth be classed with Jack, and, strange new
disloyalty, the prospect was unsatisfactory.
He turned his steps toward the office where he was going to
await a cablegram, and on his way undertook to analyze his own
unreasonable feelings. "They are nothing to me, those girls," he
thought, while memory presented in fresh hues that averted head
leaning upon a white hand in Clover's spasm of impotent pity for
Jack, and all of a sudden, instead of theorizing, Page found himself
dwelling with eager pride, as if it were the climax of achievement in
his life, on the fact that he had been of assistance, of use, of
comfort, to that fair, pale creature, set in a sacred niche apart from
all the other women in the world.
He recalled himself with cold surprise from this Scylla, only to
fall into the Charybdis of a reverie in which Miss Bryant's face and
bearing were regal, as she declared that Jack must bear his trials
like the rest of the world.
Page threw back his head in self-impatience. "She is a fine,
bright girl, and I should like to know her better," he thought; "but
there is this comfort—in a couple of months I shall have forgotten all
about her. I couldn't remember her if I tried."
Before evening he received the expected message from his
cousin. Jack sailed from Bremen at once.
CHAPTER IX.
A CHRISTMAS VISITOR.
DEAR AUNT LOVE,—Jack Van Tassel has come back and is with me
for the present. Of course he is very much shaken; and when I met
him at the dock I felt a good deal disturbed about him; but you
know his excitable, gay disposition. He will doubtless soon recover
from the shock, and react from his present low state. Naturally he
wants to blame somebody for his suffering, and I fear he is inclined
to accuse Mrs. Van Tassel of inconsiderateness in not sending for
him last summer. I never met her excepting on the occasion of the
funeral, so my defense has little weight; but I recall that my sister
said you esteemed her highly, and it occurred to me to ask you to do
what you can toward exonerating her when you see Jack, which I
dare say may be soon, as he has spoken of visiting you in order to
learn something of the last weeks of his father's life. Use your own
discretion about this. Jack will stay with me for a time, and read law
in my office for the sake of occupation. His father's affairs were left
in perfect shape. His will divided the fortune into three parts: one
third is left to charities and certain relatives; one third goes to Jack,
and the other to Mrs. Van Tassel, with the exception of an amount
sufficient to make her sister independent, which he has left to Miss
Bryant.
Please say nothing of this letter, and believe me, with best
wishes always,
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