seria `maradiuli cxovrebis xelovneba~
gacnobiereba
satia sai babas
gamonaTqvamebis krebuli
Tbilisi
2016
am wignSi Tavmoyrilia gamonaTqvamebi satia sai babas
saubrebidan, romlebic miZRvnilia TviTSemecnebisa da RmerTis
Secnobis xelovnebas. adamianTa umravlesobas, romelic Tavisi
bediTa da cxovrebiT ukmayofiloa, unari ar aqvs raime Secvalos.
aseT adamianebs SemoqmedebiTi energia ar yofniT.
TviTSemecneba gasaRebs warmoadgens SemoqmedebiTi energiis
ganviTarebisTvis. amitom uwodeben TviTSemecnebas Sinagan
alqimias. igi qmnis ukvdav me-s, RvTaebriobis kristals.
TviTSemecneba umaRlesi sulis asaxvaa maradisobis sarkeebSi.
TviTSemecnebis wyalobiT adamiani iZens Zalas WeSmaritebis
usasrulo sivrceebSi. igi xdeba Tavisi cxovrebis reJisori,
TanaSemqmneli, TamaSis ostati, yvelafrSi siaxlis, sixarulis,
dResaswaulisa da aRmafrenis Semtani.
vin aris satia sai baba
satia sai baba daibada 1926 wlis 23 noembers indoeTis
samxreTSi mdebare patara sofelSi saxelad putaparti. misi
bavSvobis amxanagebi hyvebian, rogor avlenda satia sai jer kidev
bavSvobaSi uCveulo unars – Tavisuflad flobda levitacias,
nebismieri xilisa da tkbileulis materializacias axdenda Tavisi
TanatolebisTvis, wyaldidobebs aCerebda, avadmyofebs kurnavda.
roca satia sai xuTi wlis iyo, mas ukve uwodebdnen RvTaebrivi
sibrZnis ganxorcielebas, radgan igi Rrma sulier codnas,
yovlismcodneobasa da gamWriaxobas avlenda. mas ar
sWirdeboda am Tvisebebis ganviTareba raime xerxebiT, radgan
am Tvisebebs dabadebidan flobda.
1940 wlis maisSi man gamoacxada Tavisi misiis Sesaxeb,
dedamiwaze aRedgina RvTaebrivi kanoni - marTlqmedebisa da
siyvarulis kanoni. im dRidan naxevar saukuneze met xans satia
sai yoveldRiurad axorcielebs am misias, Tavisi magaliTiT aTasobiT
sulier maZiebels mTeli msofliodan STaagonebs kacobriobisTvis
uangaro msaxurebisTvis, RmerTis SecnobisTvis da
TviTsrulyofisTvis. am drois ganmavlobaSi patara dasaxleba
umsxviles sulier centrad iqca Tavisi universitetiT, skolebiT,
saavadmyofoebiT, saerTaSoriso aeroportiT, udidesi sastumro
kompleqsiT, romelSiac asiaTasobiT stumars SeuZlia dasaxldes.
amJamad satia sais hyavs ramdenime aTeuli milioni mimdevari,
romlebic axorcieleben msaxurebis, swavlebis (saerTo sakacobrio
Rirebulebebis safuZvelze) da sulieri ganviTarebis programebs.
SeuZlebelia moicva satia sais moRvaweobis mTeli sfero. igi aris
wmindani, saswaulmoqmedi, poeti, filosofosi, musikosi,
maswavlebeli, winaswarmetyveli. igi atarebs sulier saubrebsa da
leqciebs, romlebic Tavs uyris aTasobiT students, mecniersa da
saxelmwifo moRvawes, wers wignebs, akontrolebs
universitetebisa da kolejebis muSaobas, sadac swavleba tardeba
zogadsakacobrio RirebulebaTa safuZvlze. igi xelmZRvanelobs
uTanamedrovesi hospitalisa (putapartSi) da sxva saavdmyofoebis
muSaobas, romlebic ufaso samedicino daxmarebas uweven
yvelas, visac es sWirdeba. igi srulad uzrunvelyofs indoeTis
gvalviani Statebis wyliT momaragebis, sawylebisa da
avadmyofebis daxmarebis programebis ganxorcielebas. igi
aSenebs taZrebs, saavadmyofoebs, skolebs, samecniero
centrebs, biblioTekebs.
putapartSi taZarTan arsebul patara oTaxSi igi iRebs
saxelmwifoebis prezidentebs, gavlenian politikosebs, cnobil
mecnierebsa da artistebs, samefo dinastiebis wevrebsa da
sxvadasxva religiur ierarqebs. igi yoveldRe xvdeba sulier
maZieblebs, romlebic yvela kontinentidan Camodian da
sxvadasxva sarwmunoebas miekuTvnebian. amJamad simSvidis
savane putapartSi iTvleba momlocvelobis umxviles adgilad, sadac
yoveldRiurad ikribeba aTiaTasobiT adamiani, xolo didi
dResaswaulebis dros ki – daaxloebiT milioni. Sexvedrebze sai
baba iZleva sulier darigebebs, winaswarmetyvelur rCevebs,
romlebic mis yovlismcodneobas mowmobs, saswauli saxiT arCens
uimedo avadmyofebs, materializacias ukeTebs wminda nacars,
damcvel da mkurnav Tilismebs. da rac mTavaria, igi mudmivad
asxivebs siyvaruls, rogorc mze brwyinvalebas. am siyvarulSi aris
mamobrivi mzrunveloba, dedobrivi yovlsmiteveba, TiToeulis
rogorc udidesi saswaulis miReba, RvTaebrivi TanagrZnoba da
ganmaaxlebeli Zala.
masTan Sexvedris dros SegrZneba giCndeba, rom masSi
ganxorcielda yvela im adamianis siyvaruli, visac vuyvardiT da
vuyvarvarT, oRond mravaljer gamravlebuli. siyvarulis nakadi
imdenad intensiuria, rom iwyeba gancda satia sais sxeulis rogorc
kondensirebuli siyvarulisa, TanagrZnobis energiis Sesqelebisa.
aseT gancdas moaqvs sapasuxo okeanuri siyvaruli, damSvieba da
uRrmesi kaTarsisi.
satia sais sityvebi aseve aRvsilia madlieri siyvaruliT, romelic
gardaqmnas iZleva da Tavdapirveli sityvis pirvelsaxes xsis,
romelic mravalricxovan formasa da simboloSia gamJRavnebuli.
misi saubrebi gamsWvalulia wminda sixaruliT, aRmafreniT da
maradisobis musikiT. da es wigni, romelic satia sais
gamonaTqvamebis krebuls warmoadgens, aris kari bednierebis,
gabrwyinebisa da erTianobis samyaroSi. am karis meSveobiT
SegviZlia SevideT axal zecaSi da daviwyoT usasrulo mogzauroba
zeSTagonebis qveyanaSi, sadac RmerTi xdeba Cveni cxovrebis
nakadi, TviTSemecneba – yovlisgamnaTebeli sinaTle,
WeSmariteba ki – yofierebis sunTqva.
...gavaRoT kari...
s.m. neapolitanski
Tqveni sxeuli RmerTis sxeulia; yovel
sxeulSi RmerTi xorcieldeba, imisgan
damoukideblad, icis Tu ara amis Sesaxeb
am sxeulis mflobelma. swored RmerTi
STagagonebT keTil saqmeebs da gafrTxilebT
cudi qmedebebis Sedegebis Sesaxeb. maS
usmineT am xmas! daemorCileT mas, da
veraferi gavnebT! RmerTi mudam
TqvenTanaa; igi Tqveni Sinagani mkvidria,
iciT amis Sesaxeb Tu ara!
satia sai baba
yovelive uangarod SemoTavazebuli sixaruliT miiReba
RvTis mier. xolo Tu siamayiTa da TviTkmayofilebiT xarT aRvsili,
maSin RvTis terfebTan dawyobili yvelaze ufro surnelovani
yvavilebic ki ukugdebuli iqneba mis mier rogorc autanlad myrali.
usmineT yovelive imas, rasac amboben RvTis didebaze,
romelic TqvenSi imyofeba iseve, rogorc yvela sxvaSi.
iswavleT yvela xerxi, romelTa daxmarebiTac SeZlebT
gaacnobieroT RmerTi da miuaxlovdeT mas. es iqneba Cemi rCeva
TqvenTvis.
moicileT dabali survilebi amqveyniur warmaval
keTildReobaTa qonisa: miwis, bankSi angariSis, saxlebis,
manqanebisa da `warmatebuli cxovrebis~ sxva atributebisa da
amas amjobineT survili, romelic WeSmarit bednierebas mogitanT
- iseT bednierebas, romelic SeuZlebelia mogyirWdeT, Rrma,
mtkice, Zalis momcems – bednierebas RmerTis realizaciisa,
RvTaebriobis Secnobisa. gaxseniT TqvenSi sakuTari siwminde,
Tqveni RvTaebrioba, Tqveni WeSmariteba.
adamiani RvTaebrivis, demonurisa da adamianuris
narevia. demonis boroteba da sisastike daZlieT sikeTiT,
gulmowyalebiTa da guliTadobiT. siamaye, romelsac Tavi RmerTad
warmoudgenia, moaTviniereT TviTkontroliT, aramibmulobiT da
gandgomiT. adamianis egoizmis daZleva SeiZleba, Tu
marTlqmedebis magaliTebs mivyvebiT, romlebic miukerZoebulma
brZenebma gviCvenes, romlebmac TavianTi Tavi RvawliT
gawmindes da TavianTi instiqtebi nayofier velze mimavali
mdinaris kalapotSi mimarTes. maSin es sami Semadgeneli
transformirdeba da adamiani RvTaebrivi xdeba. yovelma
adamianma unda gaacnobieros ganwmendis es procesi da
Secdomebis gadalaxvis Semdeg warmatebis gzas daadges.
Zalian mniSvnelovania mosmena RmerTis Cumi xmisa,
mosmena RmerTze, mis Tvisebebze da TamaSebze, es aris
procesi, romelic pirovnebas gardaqmnis. RmerTze
mosmenas mivyavarT mis mudmiv xsenebisken da obieqturi
samyaros borkilebisgan xsnisken.
RmerTis wyaloba gadmodindeba umaRlesi sulis
Tavgamodebul maZiebelze, romelic yuradRebiT ismens
Txrobebs am wyalobis Sesaxeb. siyvaruliT da rwmeniT
warmoTqmul RmerTis saxels aseTive Zala aqvs.
RmerTis saxeli warmoudgenlad qmediTia. saxelis
ganmeorebis daxmarebiT advilia RmerTisa da misi Tvisebebis
gansazRvra. aucilebelia saxelis ganmeorebiT vakurTxoT ena. dae
Tqveni sityva rbili gaxdes, maSin Tqveni dakmayofileba da
bedniereba ufro sruli iqneba. Zalian yuradRebiT iyaviT Tqveni
sityvis mimarT. cxovelebs aqvT rqebi, brWyalebi da eSvebi,
mwerebs – nestari. adamians ki yvelaze mTavari iaraRi sawyenad
– ena. eniT miyenebuli Wriloba waruSlel naiarevs tovebs, didi xniT
rCeba gulistkivili. enas ufro meti zianis miyenebisa da ngrevis
unari aqvs, vidre atomur bombs.
ilaparakeT imdenad rbilad da keTilmosurned,
ramdenadac Tqveni grZnobebi gaZleven saSualebas. dae
Tqveni sityvebi mudam marTali da sasiamovno yofiliyos. ar
ilaparakoT cru da pirmoTne sityvebi imisaTvis, rom sxvebs
asiamovnoT an raime sargebeli miiRoT. cinizms moaqvs is, rom
adamianebi ironiiT laparakoben, rom vinmes dascinon, magram
es iseve cudia, rogorc pirferoba, romelic gaiZulebT vinmes
Rirseba gaazviadoT da WeSmaritebis zRvars gascdeT.
RmerTi TqvenSi imyofeba rogorc netareba, ai ratom
eZebT mudam netarebas yovel obieqtSi Tqven garSemo, da
zogjer amas verc ki acnobierebT. netarebiT rom aRivsoT, iseve
rogorc Sri radha, rogorc ramakriSna an vivekananda, Tqveni ego
unda gaswiroT da ganimsWvaloT cnobierebiT, rom ufali TviT
Tqveni arsia.
netarebis sxvebisTvis Cuqeba mxolod im SemTxvevaSi
SeiZleba, Tu igi TviTon moipoveT. lampa, romelic xuTi xvrelis
mqone safarvlis SigniT anTia, - ai simbolo adamianisa, romelic
WeSmaritad aris sibrZnis cecxli, xuTi grZnobis gamWol rom
brwyinavs. daafareT lampas mkvrivi qsovili, da araviTari sinaTle
ar iqneba. qsovili ucodinarobisa da umecrebis safarvelia, aswieT
igi, da cecxli sustad ganaTdeba grZnobebis gamWol, rac vnebis
simbolos warmoadgens. moacileT TviTon safarveli, sxva sityvebiT,
mospeT sxeulTan Tqveni gaigiveba, da maSin RvTaebrivi Suqi
Zlierad da naTlad gabrwyindeba. sinaTle, anu netareba, mudam
iq aris, oRond sinaTles qsovilis safarveli uSlis xels. netareba
Tqveni Tavdapirveli buneba, Tqveni namdvili saxe, Tqveni
WeSmariti realobaa.
netarebisa da ukvdavebis wyaroebs rom SeexoT,
sakmarisia gaacnobieroT Tqveni erTianoba mTel
arsebulTan.
avadmyofma TviTon unda miiRos wamali. aravis SeuZlia
mis magier mkurnalobis kursi gaiaros. balzami im adgils
unda daadoT, sadac gtkivaT. avadmyofobisa da ubedurebis
mizezi Tqvens mentalur xedvaSia, imitom rom xedavT mravals iq,
sadac mxolod erTia. Tqven ambobT: `Cemi RmerTi~, `maTi
RmerTi~, `Seni baba~, TiTqos mravali RmerTi arsebobdes,
romlebic erTmaneTTan Cxubsa da WidilSi dagexmarebodaT.
RmerTs sTxoveT is, rom amqveyniuri mRelvarebisagan gixsnaT,
da ar SecdebiT. es gacilebiT ukeTesia, vidre sxvebs raimes
sTxovdeT da Tqveni Tavis pativiscemas kargavdeT. asec xdeba,
rom adamianebi yvelas fexebSi uvardebian, rom TavisTvis
sasargeblo gdawyvetilebas miaRwon, magram ufals fexebSi
CavardniT gacilebiT ufro meti sakiTxi gadaiWreboda maT
sasargeblod.
Tqven SeiZleba eWvi geparebodeT, ra aris
marTlqmedeba, ra aris WeSmariteba, ra aris siyvaruli... me
amas vuSveb, magram Tqveni Tavis mimarT eWvi ar unda
gqondeT, xom asea? amitom, gaarkvieT, vin xarT, da gamyardiT
am WeSmaritebaSi. es sakmarisia Tqveni xsnisaTvs da maradiuli
netarebis SeZenisaTvis. ai ras aswavlian vedebi da sxva
WeSmariti swavlebebi, ai ra Seimecnes brZenebma
gamocdilebaSi. gaxsovdeT, rom RmerTi imaSi imyofeba, vinc
Tqvenzea damokidebuli da imaSic, viszec Tqven xarT
damokidebuli, RmerTi mTel usazRvro samyaroSi, yovel atomSi,
yovel varskvlavSia. am yovlismomcveli da yvelgan msufevi
RmerTis romelime saxeli an gamosaxuleba airCieT da Tqveni
gonebis TvalTaxedvaSi gyvdeT mudam. es aris swored is, rasac
hqvia meditacia da RmerTis saxelis gameoreba.
sanam TqvenSi egos kvalia darCenili, RmerTis naTlad,
daumaxinjeblad danaxvas ver SeZlebT. es aris is safarveli,
romlisganac aucileblad unda gaTavisufldes goneba. egoizmis
damarcxeba SeiZleba, Tuki mudam SeaxsenebT Tavs: `es me ki
ara, RmerTia Zalisa da energiis wyaro, me ki iaraRi var~. mudam
imeoreT misi saxeli, ifiqreT mis didebaze, roca raime mSveniers
da grandiozuls dainaxavT; yovelSi gaacnobiereT RmerTi, romelic
am gamosaxelebaSi binadrobs. nu ilaparakebT cudad sxvebze,
ecadeT maTSi mxolod kargi dainaxoT. yoveli SesaZlebloba
gamoiyeneT sxva adamianebs daexmaroT, STaagonoT da mxari
dauWiroT sulier gzaze. iyaviT Tvinierni, nu iamayebT Tqveni
simdidriT, mdgomareobiT, ZalauflebiT, swavlulobiT an
warmoSobiT! Tqveni sxeulis, gonebisa da inteleqtis mTeli
SesaZlebloba miuZRveniT RmerTis msaxurebas da mis
mravalferovan gamomJRavnebas.
amqveyniur keTildReobaTa wyurvilis mokvla
SeuZlebelia, wyurvilis dakmayofilebis mcdeloba mas mxolod
amZafrebs. SeuZlebelia mlaSe wyliT wyurvilis mokvla; mlaSe
wyali obieqtebis samyaros gansaxierebaa. adamianis codna
usazRvroa, usasruloa. igi aiZulebs adamians miraJebs gamoekidos
udabnoSi, aiZulebs ocnebis koSkebi aagos, igi javrsa da
sasowarkveTilebas badebs, Tuki erTxelac mas ayeviT.
ganaviTareT RmerTis wyurvili – da maSin Tqven SigniT
aRmoaCenT netarebis gril wyaros. RmerTis saxeli Zliersa da
medegs gagxdiT, es saxeli tkbili da masazrdoebelia.
gauranga aseTi mwyurvalis diadi magaliTia, mas ase
uwodebdnen, imitom rom misi guli imdenad sufTa iyo, rom
codvis natamalic ki ar iyo iq. mas uwodebdnen kriSna-
Caitanias (kriSnas cnobierebas), vinaidan, rogorc ki kriSnas saxels
gaigonebda, Tavis cnobierebaSi kriSna xdeboda, igi kargavda
Tavis cnobierebas, anu garSemo samyaros gacnobierebas
wyvetda!
am kali-iugaSi siyvarulis kanoni aSkarad ar Cans. igi
CaxSobilia SuriT, eSmakobiT, siZulviliT, sicruiTa da
sixarbiT. es aris dro ganxeTqilebis, romelic aRiniSneba mtrobiT
dedasa da Svils Soris, mamasa da Svils Soris, moswavlesa da
masawavlebels, gurusa da gurus, Zmebs Soris. kriSnas saxelis
gameoreba xmamaRla saukeTeso xerxia gonebis gawmendisa
yvela cudi miswrafebisgan.
rodesac ambobT, rom kriSna gokulaSi daibada, rom igi
vrindavanSi gaizarda, rom igi maThuras marTavda,
mogvianebiT ki dvarakaSi mefobda, ras niSnavs es
mtkicebebi? goneba aris gokula, sadac is daibada; guli
vrindavania, sadac igi izrdeba, sadac mis mimarT siyvaruli
viTardeba; cnobiereba maThuraa, romelsac is marTavda;
cnobierebis sruli kontroli ki aris dvaraka, sadac igi gamyarda
rogorc monarqi. aiZuleT RmerTis wyurvili, kriSnas wyurvili es
stadiebi gaiaros, - da Tqven ixsniT Tavs!
erTgulebiT gamsWvaleT goneba! dae Tqveni inteleqti
samyaroebrivi sibrZnis didebulebad iqces, sxeuli ki momzadebuli
da moqmedi iaraRi gaxdes marTlqmedebis praqtikisTvis da
umaRlesi kanonis dacvisTvis. aseTi cxovreba WeSmaritad
adamianuri didebulebis gvirgvinia. sxvagvarad gatarebuli
cxovreba wabilwuli, SezRuduli, galiaSi gamomwyvdeuli
cxovrebaa!
SeiZleba ikiTxoT: `Tu aseTi sasiamovno dros tarebiT
viqnebiT dakavebuli, maS lukma-puri rogorRa unda
viSovoT?~ SemiZlia dagarwmunoT, rom Tu Tqvens Tavs
ganwmendT da RmerTis rwmenas ganimtkicebT, maSin igi
uzrunvelgyofT ara marto sakvebiT, aramed ukvdavebis neqtriTac.
TqvenSi dafarulia ulevi SesaZleblobebi sakuTar TavSi RmerTi
aRmoaCinoT da ise gaakeToT, rom man es neqtari giboZoT.
usargebloa eqims rCevas sTxovdeT saxlis mSeneblobis
Sesaxeb, romlis aSenebac gadawyviteT; iseve rogorc azri ara
aqvs inJiners sTxovdeT balzami dagimzadoT, rom tkivili gaiyuCoT.
wadiT Rirseul maswavlebelTan da iswavleT misgan cxovrebis
sami kanoni mainc:
1. valdebuleba, kanoni, movaleobebi - dharma. ra aris
dharma, ratom aris aucilebeli rom mas mihyvebodeT, ra
rekomendacias iZleva igi, ras gafrTxilebT – es yvelaferi garkveviT
unda icodeT. bhagavad gita saukeTeso saxelmZRvaneloa
dharmisa: masSi pirveli sityvaa dharma, ukanaskneli ki – mamma
(Cemi). dharma gvaswavlis, rom sinamdvileSi yoveli adamiani
valdebulia Tavis movaleobas misdevdes. yoveli adamiani
valdebulia gaxsnas sakuTari dharma, romelic dafuZnebulia
rwmenaze, rom umaRlesi suli misi WeSmariti realobaa.
2. erTguleba – bhaqTi, mefes hgavs, romelsac ori adiutanti
hyavs saxelad codna da gandgoma. am ori mcvelis gareSe
erTguleba usafrTxod verasodes iqneba. erTgulebis mSenebloba
codnis safuZvelze unda xdebodes; da ayvavebas iwyebs
wuTisofelze aramibmulobaSi. brZenia is, vinc ar emorCileba
grZnobebisa da emociebis zemoqmedebas, uryevia bedis
dartymebis dros – kargis an cudis; gandgomilia is adamiani, vinc
gaTavisuflda bunebis sami Tvisebis Zalisgan, xolo erTgulia is, vinc
mTlianad siyvarulisgan Sedgeba. erTguleba, codna da gandgoma
sami pikia, romlebic himalaebisas uswordeba. siyvaruli qmnis
gulmowyalebas da TanagrZnobas, gandgoma badebs
TviTkontrols, codna ki marTlqmedebis gzaze gatarebT.
3. sulieri praqtika – sadhana. rodesac saxli iwvis,
sasowarkveTili mirbixarT Casaqrobad, magram gaigeT, rom Tqven
SigniT danTebuli cecxli gacilebiT ufro damangrevelia. valdebuleba
unda aiRoT cecxlis Caqrobisa, am saqmes mTeli seriozulobiT
moekidoT da arasodes SeCerdeT, sanam cecxli ar Caqreba.
axlave daiwyeT cecxlTan brZola. daiwyeT mSoblebis,
maswavleblebis, moxucebis, sawylebis, avadmyofebis,
ubedurebis msaxurebiT. xels nu SeuwyobT ganxeTqilebebsa da
uTanxmoebebs. gverdSi daudeqiT siyvaruls, Tanxmobas,
urTierTqmedebas, Zmobas. nu ganixilavT adamianebs rogorc
sazogadoebis ama Tu im fenis kuTvnilebas, isini gansxvavdebian
grZnobebze, obieqtur samyaroze mibmulobis xarisxiT. eZebeT
umaRlesi sulis uryev maZieblebTan keTili urTierTobebi, da male
Sinagani simSvidisa da gare harmoniis stadias miaRwevT.
marTlqmedeba fexebia, gaTavisufleba ki – adamianTa
sazogadoebis Tavi, xolo adamianis cxovrebis ori sxva mizani –
keTildReobis ganviTareba da survilebi - tani da sxeulis sxva
nawilebia. amJamad Tavs da fexebs ignorireben, sxva danarCeni
ki sasicocxlod mniSvnelovnad iTvleba. amaSia Cveni drois
tragedia. amis Sesaxeb indoeTis uZvelesi teqstebi mraval
gafrTxilebas Seicavs. kauravebi xSirad mohyavT rogorc magaliTi
ubedurebebisa, romlebic (ubedurebebi) imaT molodinSia, vinc
simdidrisa da survilTa aRsrulebis idealebs mihyveba
marTlqmedebisa da gaTavisuflebis mmarTvli zegavlenis gareSe.
boroti kauravebi ZalauflebiTa da simdidriT tkbebodnen, sixarbesa
da siamayes iyvnen damorCilebulni, gaumaZRari survilebi
tanjavda maT, amis gamo yovelTvis mRelvarebaSi da tanjvaSi
iyvnen, da, bolos da bolos, ganadgurebul iqnen.
survilebi samTaviani urCxulia; rodesac sasurvels aRwevT,
TqvenSi Cndeba siZunwe da sixarbe, simdidris dagrovebisken
swrafva. roca sasurveli xelidan gisxltebaT, TqvenSi wyena da
guliswyroma viTardeba, da SeiZleba Tqvenma Rvawlmac ki ar
imoqmedos xasiaTze, romelsac aseTi Tvisebebi aqvs. survilebi,
sixarbe da guliswyroma, es yvelaferi, vnebis, aqtiuri
moRvaweobis Tvisebebis formebia, da es moRvaweoba miznis
gulisaTvis ignorirebas ukeTebs saSualebebs. vneba mizans
misdevs, magram ver erkveva saSualebebSi, romlebsac am
miznisken mihyavs igi.
aris moTxroba maimunebze, romlebic mangos xeebs
rgavdnen. maT darges nergebi, ramdenime dRes rwyavdnen,
Semdeg ki miwidan amoglijes, rom enaxaT, Rrmad gaidga Tu ara
fesvebi! maT surdaT swrafad gamoezardaT nergebi da mosavali
aeRoT, magram ar icodnen im xangrZlivi procesis Sesaxeb, romlis
wyalobiTac maTTvis sasurveli nayofis miReba iqneboda
SesaZlebeli. sworad moiqeciT, da amis Semdeg moiTxoveT
nayofi! mzrunvelobiT mouareT nazards da aiReT mosavali!
ra aris kargi Tqveni Tavis survilebiT datvirTvaSi, Tu maTi
asrulebisTvis sakmarisi momzadeba ar gaqvT? erTma
moswavlem ramakriSnas sTxova aesrulebina misi sanukvari
survili – damtkbariyo imiT, rasac uwodeben absolutTan
erTianobas, ris Sesaxebac mas smenia. miuxedavad imisa, rom
ramakriSna afrTxilebda, rom moswavle amisaTvis mzad ar iyo, is
mainc iTxovda amas. bolos maswavlebeli daTanxmda da
samadhiSi Seiyvana, romelic sam dRes grZeldeboda. rodesac
moswavle gamofxizlda, moinania da ixveweboda eqsperimenti
Sewyvetiliyo. es tvirTi metismetad mZime aRmoCnda misi susti
mxrebisTvis.
bunebis samma Tvisebam unda transformacia ganicados
erTimeoreSi: umecrebis Tviseba gadadis vnebaSi, vneba –
sikeTeSi, romelic bolos da bolos, aseve saboloo transformacias
ganicdis – iqceva `imad, rasac Tvisebebi ar gaaCnia~. bunebis
Tvisebebi adamians boWavs da masze Tavis anabeWdebs tovebs.
umecreba Wiebs hgavs, romlebic narCenebSi bobRaven; vneba
buzs hgavs, romelic jdeba rogorc WuWyianze, aseve sufTaze;
sikeTe hgavs futkars, romelic mxolod surnelovan yvavilze jdeba.
Tumca yvela sami Tviseba obieqtebzea mimarTuli, maSin roca
aucilebelia mibmulobebis kvalic ki ar darCes TqvenSi. Tu gulSi
Wiebi da buzebi fuTfuTeben, maSin aucilebelia RvTis saxelTa
gameoreba gamoiyenoT, es am adgilis dezinfeqciisTvisaa
aucilebeli.
ZvelisZveli religia adamianuri cxovrebis saukeTeso
gamoyenebis gagebas iZleva, magram swavlebis, axsnisa da
magaliTebis ukmarisobis gamo mas, samwuxarod, ugulebelyofen.
am wesebis arad miCneva Tavis TavisTvis zianis miyenebis
tolfasia, vinaidan es wesebi xom realur bednierebas da simSvides
iZleva. ugunurebaa mezoblebis narCenebi WamoT, roca sakuTar
saxlSi sanovage blomad gaqvT.
Tqven unda acnobierebdeT adamianur sxeulSi yofnis
maRal daniSnulebas da adamianisTvis boZebul unikalur
SesaZleblobas.
SeakeTeT sxeuli, gadaawyeT goneba, daaregulireT
Tqveni cxovreba, da maSin qveyanac Zlieri da ayvavebuli
gaxdeba. nu ibuzRunebT, rom qoTani WuWyiania, Tu masSi
neqtaria, es gacilebiT ukeTesia, vidre SxamiT savse oqros qoTani.
qveyana SeiZleba iyos mdidari, cxovreba ki – ubadruki, da es
samwuxaroa. ar aris mniSvnelovani, rom cxovrebis done dabalia,
mTavaria cxovrebiseuli gza iyos sufTa da maRali, siyvaruliT
aRvsili, kacTmoyvaruli, iyos codvis SiSi da ufrosTa pativiscema.
Tqven win SeiZleba saucxoo saWmeli idos, magram Tu
ar gSiaT, ar mogindebaT misi SeWma. nebismieri saqmisTvis
Sesabamisi ganwyobaa saWiro: iqneba es Wama Tu marxva,
saSinao meurneoba Tu beruli cxovreba.
gurus imis unari unda Seswevdes, rom gamoaRviZos,
moswavles ki gamoRviZeba surdes. es damokidebuleba ar
unda hgavdes gvels, romelsac pirSi bayayi uzis: bayayi
metismetad sustia imisaTvis, rom gaTavisufldes, gveli
metismetad gamaZRaria imisaTvis, rom gadaylapos. gurus unda
imis unari hqondes, rom ixsnas, moswavle ki xsnisTvis iyos mzad.
yvela problema uflisTvis SeTavazebiT gadawyviteT.
nurasodes gadauxvevT aqedan.
airCieT RmerTis erTi saxeli da erTi xati gameorebisTvis
da fiqrisTvis, magram cuds nu ityviT sxva xatebze da
saxelebze. ise moiqeciT, rogorc qali iqceva megobrul ojaxSi: igi
pativs scems da emsaxureba ufrosebs – mamamTils, mis Zmebs,
qmris Zmebs, magram misi guli qmars ekuTvnis, romelic
gansakuTrebulad uyvars da romelsac Tayvans scems. Tu sxvebis
sarwmunoebas akritikebT, maSin Tqveni erTguleba yalbia. Tu
TviTon xarT gulwrfeli, maSin sxvebSi daiwyebT gulwrfelobis
Zebnas. sxvebis Secdomebs poulobT imitom, rom Tqven TviTon
gaqvT isini, es WeSmaritebaa!
dae Tqvens kulturaSi iyos rwmena, romelic
TviTkontrolisa da disciplinis gzas gaaZlierebs. Tavs nebas
nu miscemT ucxo kulturebis zizil-pipilebiT iyoT gatacebuli. induri
adaT-wesebi dasavleTSi inergeba, magaliTad saris tareba, indoeli
qalebi ki dasavleTis tansacmels atareben! indoeli qalebi Tmas
iWrian da kumkumis wertilze uars amboben, rom modurad
gamoiyurebodnen, magram yovel indur adaT-wess Rrma
mniSvneloba gaaCnia, romelic mibaZvis mozRvavebaSi
ignorirdeba. qoTanSi moTavsebuli aromatuli sasmeli SeiZleba
navTis erTma wveTma gaafuWos. sxa kulturebisgan miiReT kargi,
is, rac dagexmarebaT grZnobebisa da gonebis axireba akontroloT
da ufro naTeli amocnoba iswavloT.
adamiani aris momlocveli, romelic valis velze
marTlqmedebisa da simSvidis adgils eZebs, magram gzad
mas gverdiT gzebsa da bilikebze grZnobiTi siamovnebebis
obieqtebi itacebs, romelTa monac is xdeba. adamiani cdilobs
gaigos yovelnairi meorexarisxovani sagani, magaliTad sxva
cxovrebisa da sxva adgilebis wvrilmanebi, magram ar surs gaigos
Tavisive Tavis Sesaxeb da im adgilis Sesaxeb, saidanac is movida
am planetaze. adamiani umecrebaSia Cafluli da araferi icis
sakuTari Tavis Sesaxeb, Tavisi wyarosa da arsis, Tavisi miznisa da
bedis Sesaxeb. igi Tavis Tavs erTi saxeliT da saxiT, erTi pirovnebiT
zRudavs; is, usazRvro simdidrisa da bednierebis memkvidre, Tavs
sawylad grZnobs. moicileT egos es sazRvrebi, mxolod amis
Semdeg gaacnobierebT Tqvenive Tavis usazRvroebas.
siamayes yovelTvis SeuZlia Tavi wamoyos, sulieri
ganviTarebis romel stadiazec ar unda iyveT, ra
sazogadoebrivi mdgomareobac ar unda gekavoT. balaxis
msgavsad, romelic mTel miwas faravs imis gamo, rom wvimis
wyali im adgilebSic ki aRwevs, romlebic mTlad gamomSrali Cans,
aseve siamayec yovel xelsayrel SemTxvevas iyenebs, rom srulad
ayvavdes.
Tqven iseTive erTguleba unda ganaviTaroT, rogoric
hqondaT gopebs, radhas, udhavas, hanumans. ramakriSna
Rrma sadhanas asrulebda da hanumanis saxes iZenda, da, roca
amas akeTebda, misi fizikuri nakvTebic ki icvleboda. am dros mas
patara kudic ki uCndeboda – aseTia gonebis udidesi Zalaufleba
sxeulze. bevri qmari da mamamTili cdilobda gopebi kriSnas
daecilebina yovelgvari skandaliT, magram gana vinmes SeuZlia
erTmaneTisgan calcalke eWiros suli, jiva, da samyaros meufe,
jagadiSvara? viasa, udidesi swavluli, ambobs, rom sityvebs ar
SeuZlia gadmosces mTeli siRrme am erTgulebisa – gopebis
RmerTis erTgulebisa. maT egoizmis natamalic ki ar darCaT, da
swored amitom gaxdnen RmerTis udidesi erTgulebi.
RmerTis rwmena unda ganmtkicdes RvTis saxelis gameorebis,
RmerTis didebis xsovnis, misi wyalobisa da siZlieris daxmarebiT.
bolosdabolos, mTavaria qceva da sulieri Zalisxmeva.
gansakuTrebiT es exeba marTlqmedebas da sulier praqtikas.
Tqven adamianis gansjas axdenT misi qcevisa da xasiaTis
mixedviT, romlebic moqmedebaSi mJRavndeba. araviTari sxva
mowmoba da mtkicebuleba ar aris saWiro.
`matare wyvdiadidan sinaTlisken~ - ai Tqveni locva.
egoizmi umecrebaa; RmerTis sruli erTguleba sinaTlea. aris ioli gza
– Sida cnobierebisa da gare qcevis RmerTis SuqiT ganaTeba.
moaTavseT RvTis saxelis lampari enaze! ai zRurbli, romelsac unda
gadaabijoT, ai sinaTle, romelic wyvdiads gafantavs rogorc SigniT,
aseve gareT. dae man, sufTam da naTelma, mudam aSuqos. male
SesaniSnav simaRleebs miaRwevT da bednierebiT datkbebiT,
romlis msgavssac ver daeuflebiT, Tu grZnobebs miewebebiT.
yovelTvis, roca mRelvareba da qaosi moicavs msoflios,
ufali adamianis saxiT gansxeuldeba, rom umaRlesi simSvidis
miRwevis xerxi daamkvidros da sazogadoeba mSvidobian
wyobaze gadaiyvanos. amJamad ganxeTqilebebi da
uTanxmoebebi ojaxSi, skolaSi, sazogadoebaSi, sofelsa da qalaqSi,
qveyanaSi mSvidobas da Tanxmobas spobs. mRelvarebam da
SiSma mowamla sakvebic ki, romelsac adamiani Wams. ratom
xdeba es? mibmulobis, siZulvilis da brma gatacebebis gamo. isini
warmoSobilia umecrebis mier, romelic iluziis mizezs
warmoadgens. sibneleSi sagnebi cudad Cans, xdeba, rom
SecdomiT maT sxva ramed miiReben. Toki gvelad eCvenebaT,
Zirkvi – qurdad. SeiZleba SuSis natexs uyuroT da warmoidginoT,
rom briliantia. amitom aucilebelia gafantoT es mcdari
warmodgena, es dabinduli sinaTle. misi gafantva ki mxolod maSin
SeiZleba, roca WeSmaritebis gaxsnis xerxebia Seswavlili. gare
obieqtebisaken mimarTuli grZnobebi saWiroa SigniTken
mimarToT. impulsebis, instiqtebis, Cveulebebis, crurwmenebis,
Tvalsazrisebis Sinagani sfero, sanam masSi RmerTi aisaxeba,
unda gaiwmindos, gaprialdes. rogor SeiZleba amas miaRwioT?
pasuxis povna vedebSi SeiZleba.
`vedebi~ niSnavs `codnas~, vedebi imaze mogiTxroben,
risi gagebac sxva wyaroebSi SeuZlebelia, am codnis miReba
SeuZlebelia grZnobebis an inteleqtis daxmarebiT, intuiciis
daxmarebiTac ki. araorobiToba aris is, rac gagebisTvis
xelmiuwvdomelia am orobiT samyaroSi. igi gonebis gagebis
zRvrebs miRmaa. faqtiurad, TiToeulma adamianma unda
gadaabijos gonebisa da inteleqtis sazRvrebs manamde, sanam
am erTianobis didebulebis daWeras ar SeZlebs. Tu orobiTobis
SeTvisebaa saWiro, ra saWiroa vedebma daisaxon es amocana?
orobiToba aris winaswarmWvreti da is, rasac is xedavs;
Semqmneli da is, rac Seqmnil iqna; sikeTe da boroteba; swori da
mcdari – amaSia yoveli adamianis yoveldRiuri gamocdileba.
buneba aSkarad dualisturi qmnilebaa. vedebi cdiloben adamians
Tvalebi auxilon dualisturi gamocdilebis aranamdvilobaze, mxolod
erTis realobaze. isini amas xmamaRla da damajereblad
acxadeben.
erTgulebis ganmtkiceba mxolod moqmedebis (karmis)
meSveobiT SeiZleba. igi gonebas wmends da codnisTvis
gamosadegs xdis. mosmena moqmedebaa umecrebis gunaSi,
mosmenilze fiqri moqmedebaa vnebis gunaSi, maSin roca CaZirva
– sikeTis gunaSi. roca ubralod usmenT, mxolod iRebT da ar
exmianebiT – Tqven mxolod Tojinebi xarT; rodesac amas
gonebaSi atrialebT da cdilobT SeiTvisoT, maSin Tqven
moqmedebT; da roca meditaciis SegrZnebis sitkboebaSi iZirebiT,
sufTa sitkboebas da aRtacebas ganicdiT. CaZirva erTgulebis
nayofia.
aucileblobas ar warmoadgens brZolobdeT mTavari iluziis
winaaRmdeg, iluziisa sakuTari Tavis sxeulTan gaigivebisa,
Tavisi gadaulaxavi ZaladobiTa da uTanxmoebebiT! iluzia
gaqreba, Tuki adamiani erTi wuTiT mSvidad dajdeba da analizs
gaukeTebs samyaros da samyaros sakuTar SegrZnebas.
gaTavisuflebas adamiani maSin aRwevs, roca suli
sakuTar didebulebaSi brwyinavs; es ar aris dasaxleba da arc
qalaqis gareubani, sadac aristokratebma samoTxisebri adgilebiT
uzrunvelyves Tavi. am mdgomareobaSi individualuri suli iluzias
kargavs.
rodesac iluzia qreba, ubedurebebi imsxvreba, myardeba
bedniereba. goneba yaCaRia, ai gonebis sxva dasaxeleba
survilebis gamo, romlebiTac igia Sepyrobili; gonebis qsovilis
safuZveli – rogorc sigrZivi, aseve ganivi Zafebi –mxolod
survilebisgan Sedgeba, maT garda araferia. rodesac survilebi
midis, goneba qreba. Tu tansacmlidan yvela Zafs amoaZrobT,
tansacmeli aRar geqnebaT. amitom amoaZreT yvela survili
gonebidan, igi gaqreba – da Tqven Tavisufali xarT. ubedureba da
bedniereba erTi da igive SegrZnebis wina da ukana piria.
bedniereba da ubedureba modis da midis; ubedureba maSin
modis, roca bedniereba Tavdeba.
amJamindeli socialuri daZabuloba aris Sedegi
materialuri keTildReobis swrafi zrdisa xasiaTis,
zneobriobisa da samarTlianobis Seabamisi amaRlebis
gareSe. `materiis samyaro~ mxolod kverTxia, romelic adamians
mogzaurobis dros exmareba; magram raSi sWirdeba kverTxi
imas, vinc siaruli ar icis? Tu fexebi umoqmedodaa, maSin kverTxi
tvirTi xdeba mxolod. kverTxi Tqveni materialuri komfortia.
mTavaria gqondeT Zala fexebSi da siarulis unari – anu xasiaTi da
zneobrioba. am `kidurebis Zalis~ ganviTarebisTvis aucilebelia
sulieri daisciplina – nebismieri misi forma, romelic adamianis
`gemovnebasa~ da unars miudgeba. adamianebi efemerulisa da
ararealobisTvis ibrZvian; magram nebismieri Zalisxmevis eSiniaT
maradiulisa da realuris misaRwevad! ai raSia tragedia.
uaryofisa da dacinvis cinikuri suliskveTeba am saukunis
dawyevlaa; da mainc ubiwoTaTvis ar arsebobs mizezi
sasowarkveTisTvis. winaswarmetyvelebam samyaros dasasrulis
Sesaxeb SeiZleba adamianebi SeaSinos, da isini xsnisTvis locvas
daiwyeben. kargi saqcielis Cadenas daiwyeben RvTis wyalobis
mosapoveblad, da TiTqosda ase SeZleben gardauvali gadalaxon.
amgvarad, winaswarmetyveleba, bolos da bolos, SeiZleba
araswori gamodges. darwmunebulni iyaviT, rom ufali movida am
samyaros ubedurebisagan xsnisaTvis. Tqveni valia darCeT mSvidi
da ilocoT yvelas bednierebisa da keTildReobisaTvis. nu loculobT
sakuTari keTildReobisTvis, ase nu ifiqrebT: `Cem garda Tund
mTeli msoflioc daqceula~! ver iqnebiT bednieri, roca irgvliv yvela
ubeduria. Tqven adamianTa sazogadoebis ganuyofeli nawili xarT.
gauziareT sxvebs rac gagaCniaT; ecadeT adamianTa tanjvebi
SeamciroT. amaSia Tqveni vali.
yoveli qveyana RmerTis sxeulis erT-erTi nawilia. igi
SeigrZnobs da acnobierebs umcires cvlilebas samyaros
ukiduresad Sor kuTxeebSic ki, radgan yvela es kuTxe misi sxeulia.
samyaroebis mbrZanebelia, dafaruli zambaraa yvela
moqmedebisa. gjerodeT es da ganaviTareT yovlismomcveli
siyvaruli yovelive arsebulis mimarT! iyaviT fxizlad; nu gadaxvalT
siyvarulis gzidan da nu gadauxvevT marTlqmedebidan!
daimsaxureT ayvaveba Tqveni erTgulebiT umaRlesi kanonisadmi,
dae Tqveni erTaderTi survili gaxdes gaTavisufleba. aseTia gza,
rom cxovrebis oTxi miznis realizacia moxdes. dae marTlqmedeba
batonobdes simdidreze, gaTavisufleba ki – grZnobiT survilebze;
mxolod maSin daagvirgvinebs Tqvens cxovrebas warmateba.
namdvilad, axal moralur safuZvlebze kacobriobis
aRorZineba aris ara mxolod indoeTis amocana, aramed
mTeli msoflios mwvave problemac. yvela qveyanaSi aqcenti
axla keTdeba cxovrebis doneze, da ara TviT yofierebis saxeze.
adgebiT ra am warmavali xrwnadi samyaros bednierebis
gamokidebis bilikze, sul ufro met ukmayofilebas, metoqeobas,
siamayes da Surs awydebiT. erTi wamiT SeCerdiT, da gamoikvlieT
sakuTari gamocdileba: ufro metad bednieri xarT, roca ufro
mdidari xdebiT, da izrdeba ki Tqveni daokeba, roca yvela
saWiroeba dakmayofilebulia? maSin Tqven TviTon darwmundebiT,
rom cxovrebis maRali done jer kidev ar aris bednierebis garantia.
aseve ganaTlebac, informaciis daxvewili gamoyeneba an
sxvadasxva saxis xelobis daufleba gonebis wonasworobis
garantias ar gaZlevT. arsebiTad, piriqiT: cnobilia, rom ganaTlebuli
adamiani ufro metad ukmayofiloa Tavisi cxovrebiT da ufro
pativmoyvarea, vidre ganaTlebis armqone adamiani. ase rom
marTlqmedebis aRdgena imdenadve arsebiTia msoflios yvela
sxva kuTxeSi, rogorc Cvens qveyanaSi.
dRes msoflios informaciis gadametnajereba Wirs;
zneobrioba da marTlqmedeba bevrad ufro nela izrdeba!
amaSia adamianTa sazogadoebis ubedurebaTa ZiriTadi mizezi.
yvela ubedurebis fesvi aulagmavi, mcdarad mimarTuli
gonebaa. igi mTis mdinaresaviT gamalebiT mieqaneba
wyaldidobis dros, niadags recxavs da mewyers qmnis, napirebze
uzarmazar sivrces anadgurebs. garCeva da aramibmuloba – ai
misi ori jebiri, romelic nakadis gacofebul energias anelebs da
mZvinvare wyals okeanisken mimarTavs – saiTkenac, arsebiTad,
TviTonac iswrafis.
nu cdilobT gaeqceT valdebulebas, romelic Tqvens
mdgomareobasTan an TanamdebobasTan aris
dakavSirebuli. gaxsovdeT: igi unda SeasruloT rogorc
Tayvaniscema, mTeli Tqveni ostatoba da inteleqti, unari, gulis
wadili da codna uflis terfebTan daalagoT, madlierebiT am
SesaZleblobisTvis, egoizmis an Tqveni Sromis Sedegebze
mibmulobis gareSe. aucilebeli moqmedebebi, gardauvali karma,
bolomde unda iyos amowuruli – saTuTad da gulmodgined, sadac
ar unda imyofebodeT. da garCeviTa da gandgomiT dasauqrdebiT.
ra Tqma unda, adamianTa umetesoba garCevisa da
gandgomis warmaval anarekls xedavs; magram sul male isini
iviwyeben maTs Zaxils da kvlav gadaWarbebesa da Tavis
gamarTlebas eZlevian. nabiji win, nabiji ukan... ase Sors ver
waxvalT! Tu aseTi adamiani sulieri praqtikis gzaze dgeba, maSin
Seupovroba da gulmodgineba kvlav ar daemorCileba mas. susti
xelidan dasxletli Zafis gorgaliviT, yvelaferi uvardeba mas xelidan.
mxolod Sepovroba migiyvanT warmatebasTan – mocemul
SemTxvevaSic da sxva SemTxvevebSic. SeuZlebelia swrafi
warmatebis imedi gqondes gonebis alagmvaSi. Zalian Znlia misi
usaqcielobebi aRkveTo, radgan is mravalsaxovani da jiutia.
bunebasac ki ver CaswvdebiT, romelic RmerTis mxolod
anarekli da landia. maS ra imedi unda gqondeT imisi, rom
TviTon igi gaacnobieroT? o ara! mxold Seupovroba da simtkice
dagexmarebaT sakuTari gonebis alagmvaSi; da, mxolod
moTvinierebuli goneba mogcemT saSualebas RvTaebrivis
gamocdileba miiRoT.
is erTi mokrZalebuli RmerTis Tayvaniscema, romelsac
Tqven akeTebT, akeTeT erTgulebiT. es sakmarisi iqneba.
magram Tqven amasac ar akeTebT. gulgrilad da maSinalurad
asrulebT amas! rodesac locvis dros xelisgulebs erTmaneTs
awyobT, igrZeniT, rom RmerTis terfebTan awyobT Tqveni
moqmedebis xuTi organos da aRqmis xuTi organos mTel
Sesrulebul saqmes, romlebic xelis aT TiTTanaa dakavSirebuli. nu
gaviwydebaT, rom Tavis dakvris mizania daixaroT mis terfebTan,
miiRoT TviT uflis Sexeba. uaryofiTi polusi – iluziis energia, da
dadebiTi polusi – umaRlesi RvTaebrivi energia, unda erTmaneTs
Sexvdnen, rom Seqmnan sulieri deni, romelic TqvenSi dindeba!
gaxdiT Tqvenive Tavis moZRvari; sakuTar Tavs aswavleT
saTanado saxiT gamoiyenos TqvenSi moTavsebuli sibrZnis
naperwkali. da Tu Zalisxmevas ar daiSurebT, maSin RvTis
wyaloba dagexmarebaT am gzaze. Tqveni sulieri praqtikis pirveli
nabijia metyvelebis gawmenda. adamianebs elaparakeT
moferebiT, gauRizianeblad. nu iyoyoCebT swavlulobiT da
miRwevebiT! iyaviT Tvinierni da mzad msaxurebisTvis; fuW
laparaks SeeSviT. SeiyvareT mdumareba. es agacilebTCxubs,
cariel azrebsa da ganxeTqilebis suliskveTebas, romlebic kalis
epoqis ganuyofeli Tanamgzavrebia.
tbaSi yvela lotosi ar Slis furclebs gamTeniisas. Slis
mxolod is, romelic momwifda. danarCeni Tavis dros elodeba.
asevea adamianTa mimarT! gansxvavebaTa mizezi maTi
momwifebis xarisxia, Tumca rodisme yvela nayofi momwifdeba
da Camovardeba. momavalSi yvela miaRwevs Tavis mizans, ra
nelac ar unda miabijebdes, da ra daklaknilic ar unda iyos misi
gza!
male rom mixvideT am miznamde, Secdomebis, didi xnis
xetialisa da gzispira sastumroebSi gaCerbebis gareSe, gadaxvalT
ra dabadebidan dabadebaSi – miiReT sulieri praqtika! da
gansakuTrebiT, uadvilesi da sasiamovno maT Soris aris RvTis
saxelis gameoreba!
da kidev: iswavleT gixarodeT sxvebis bedniereba da
sevdianobdeT maTi mwuxarebiT. dae Tqveni guli sxvebis
mimarT simpaTiam Seavsos! da mainc, Tqveni sixaruli da Tqveni
mwuxareba unda iqces msaxurebad, da ar unda darCes
emociebad. moduri tansacmlis tarebiT (`rogorc yvela~) ar unda
gamoxatoT sayovelTao Tanasworobis idea – es metismetad advili
iqneboda! es garegnuli erTferovnebaa. maS raSi gamoixateba
adamianTa Tanasworoba? imaSi, rom yovel maTganSi RvTaebrivi
cnobiereba binadrobs.
ratom unda sayvedurobdeT Tqvens bavSvebs, rom isini
ufrosebis mimarT mokrZalebulni ar arian, mSoblebs ar
ujereben, RmerTi ar swamT da ar gaaCniaT maRali
principebi da xasiaTi? ufrosebi xom maT xasiaTis sasargeblo da
aucilebeli Tvisebebis magaliTs ar aZleven! maTTvis ucnobia
bednierebis saidumlo; aviwydebaT CiraRdnis anTeba da cdiloben
bavSvebi waiyolion sibneleSi.
maswavleblebi da guruebi, axalgazrdebis liderebi erTnair
saZnelo mdgomareobaSi arian. ra cotani arian maT Soris iseTebi,
visac myari rwmena aqvs saRvTo werilebisa, vinc Seupovaria valis
Sesrulebis dros da medegia cdunebis mimarT! siyvarulis
ganviTareba ar aris ioli saqme, magram umaRlesad Rirseulia.
damSvideba – ai ra xdis Tqvens cxovrebas Rirseuls!
adamianis cxovrebis oTxTvala or Tvalze moZraobs
Tqveni grZnobaTa organoebis wyalobiT, romlebic
inteleqtiT imarTeba. misi sadaveebia garCeva da gandgoma,
ori Tvali ki – dro da moqmedebebi. am Tvlebis manebi –
marTlqmedebis wesebi, romlebic siyvarulis fersoTia SeerTebuli.
adamianis umaRlesi `me~ oTxTvalas patronia, da veraferi
gadaiyvans mas kursidan, Tu Tvlebi WeSmaritebiTaa dazeTili,
mgzavrobis mizani ki damSvidebaa.
albaT araerTxel giyurebiaT gaCerebuli matareblidan
gverdiT mimavali matarebeli rogor qmnis moZraobis
iluzias. magram roca yuradRebas Tqvens vagonze
gadaitanT, gaigebT, raSia WeSmariteba. zustad aseve,
rodesac yuradrebas mimarTavT `sxvaze~, `gareSeze~, iluziis
tyveobaSi xvdebiT! da mxolod maSin, roca yuradrebas Tqven
SigniT mimarTavT, WeSmaritebas gaxsniT: mTeli samyaroc Tu
moZraobs garSemo, Tqven TviTon simSvideSi xarT.
nu gagitacebT materialuri sagnebis samyaro: isini
Tqvens xelebSi moxvedramde dneba. eZebeT maradiuli da
ucvleli! eZebeT cnobierebis mdgomareoba, romelic ar emorCileba
vnebaTa Semotevebs – sufTa, egoizmisgan da momxveWelobis
suliskveTebisgan Tavisufali. mxold am SemTxvevaSi gagexsnebaT
sinaTle, da SegeZlebaT gza gaunaToT sxvebs. eZebeT netareba –
nayofi siyvarulisa, romelic yovel mibmulobaze maRla dgas. iyaviT
futkrebiviT, RvTis didebis yvavilis garSemo rom dafrinaven, da
misi wyalobis tkbil neqtars rom svamen mdumare aRtacebiT!
Tqven yvelam unda Tanaxmierad da Zmuri siyvaruliT
icxovroT, erTmaneTs daexmaroT. adamianis ZiriTadi miswrafeba
uZveles locvaSia gamoxatuli: `araWeSmaritebidan
WeSmaritebisken matare, da wyvdiadidan sinaTlisken matare, da
sikvdilidan ukvdavebisken matare~. adamians WeSmariteba
swyuria, da mainc yvelgan siyalbes xedavs; sinaTle unda, mas ki
wyvdiadi STanTqavs; sikvdils gaurbis, magram iZulebulia kvlav da
kvlav daibados da mokvdes. es locva yoveli adamianis bageTgan
gadmodis, miuxedavad erovnebisa. es swrafva araviTar kavSirSia
rogorc im adgilTan sadac Tqven daibadeT, enasTan, razec
laparakobT, aseve im RvTaebriv formasTan, romelsac Tayvans
scemT. es aris kacobriobis yvela drois vedreba.
gaxsovdeT, rom TqvenTvis mozomili cxovreba yovel
wams mokldeba! WeSmaritad, igi samsxverplo zeTia, romelic
drois cecxlad gadmodindeba. mzis amosvlebs da Casvlebs Tqveni
cxovrebis wamebi miaqvs umowyalod da ganuwyvetliv. maS
gamoiyeneT TqvenTvis darCenili dro rac SeiZleba ukeTesad! ufali
ganxorcielebuli droa, nu gaviwydebaT amis Sesaxeb! sul erTi
bewo drois tyuil-ubralod gadagdeba Ralatia RmerTis mimarT. dae
Tqveni cxovrebis yoveli wuTi wminda gaxdes! asruleT kagi
saqmeebi, gulis xsovnaSi gqondeT Senaxuli uflis saxeli da misi
forma!
sakvebi Tqvens sxeuls janmrTelobas aZlevs; amis
wyalobiT izrdeba ostatoba, rac uzrunvelyofs gamaxvilebas
inteleqtisa – iaraRisa sibrZnisTvis da amocnobis unarisTvis. da
maSin sakvebi sasurvel urTierTobebSi da movlenebSi viTardeba;
aseTi midrekileba movlenebisa da grZnobebis Segnebuli
mowyobis mimarT, aramibmulobis mdgomareobas izidavs
Tqvenken.
maS ase, iswrafeT wminda urTierTobisken! ganaviTareT
kargi moqmedebebi da miiReT maTgan sixaruli. ai ra minda
SemogTavazoT dRes.
arasdros igrZnoT Tavi damcirebulad da daCagrulad Tqveni
moCvenebiTi sisawylisa da cxovrebis dabali donis gamo.
dae TviT Tqvenma cxovrebam dagidasturoT, rom sulieri disciplina
bednierebas da gambedaobas gaZlevT cxovrebiseul brZolebSi!
ganmartoebisa da damSvidebis Zebna uazroa, Tu Tqven
SigniT qariSxali mZvinvarebs! Tqven iq xarT, sadac Tqveni
gonebaa, da ara iq, sadac Tqveni sxeulia simSvideSi.
egoizmi mxolod siyvarulis aryofnis dros imarjvebs! am
dros kamaTi imis Sesaxeb, vin aris ufrosi, da vin – xelqveiTi,
adamianTa fiqrebs avsebs. nu gaaCerebT gulSi mrisxanebas da
siZulvils. rogorc mdinare miedineba zRvisken dauokeblad, aseve
individualuri sulic unda iswrafodes RmerTisken, visganac igia
ganSorebuli. ganga Tavis gzaze yvela winaaRmdegobas walekavs.
Tqvenc mis msgavsad dauokeblad iswrafeT miznisken, iolad da
mxiarulad gadalaxeT meCeCebi da kldeebi! vinaidan yoveli
arseba erTxelac dadgeba pirdapir gzaze da RvTis wyalobas
Seerwymeba.
RvTaebriobis mTeli Zala Tqven SigniTaa; igi garedan ar
modis! Tqven mxolod sayrdeni da niadagi unda moamzadoT,
rom man Tavi gamoavlinos.
amoglijeT egoizmis sarevelas fesvebi Tqveni gulis velze
– es sakmarisi iqneba! magram es sulac ar aris advili:
sakmarisia wvimis ramdenime wveTi – da isini kvlav ayvavdeba.
magaliTad, Tu yvela garemoeba xelsayrelia, maSin egoizmi kvlav
nazards gamoiyris da ufro metad gamyardeba, vidre manamde
iyo. maS amoZirkveT misi yvela fesvi! Tqven dagexmarebaT
daJinebuli mtkiceba: `me ara, ufali~.
umaRlesi sulis sferoSi aucilebelia gulwrfelni iyoT. Tavs
nu ikatunebT da nu atyuebT Tqvens Tavs da sxvebs!
nu gamoiyenebT saRvTo werilebis Seswavlas egoizmis
ganviTarebisTvis; dae maT gagxadon Tvinieri da, - amave dros
ufro medegi cdunebebis mimarT. Tqveni buneba RvTaebrivia; da
mainc, iluziam moaxerxa WuWyis feniT daefara igi. mrecxavi
tansacmels ar aqcevs TeTrad – igi amis gareSec TeTria; magram
is saSualebas aZlevs tansacmels siTeTre gamoavlinos, mTel
WuWys Camorecxs da pirvandel mdgomareobas ubrunebs.
amisaTvis mrecxavs ori ram sWirdeba: wyali da saponi. orive
kargi xarisxis unda iyos, da orive erTnairad saWiroa. Tu gonebas
WuWys acliT, maSin saponi xdeba principi, wyali ki –
ganxorcieleba.
mxolod umecari kamaTobs xmamaRla da gaSmagebiT da
cinikurad msjelobs. brZeni SeCerdeba, sanam Tavis azrs
ityodes; igi problemas xedavs yoveli mxridan, ufardebs mas
sakuTar gamocdilebas da ar Cqarobs miiRos an ukuagdos igi.
amjobinebs naklebi moisminos, magram meti gamoscados.
Tu simSvenieris grZnoba da harmoniis SegrZneba
mamakacebis, qalebis da bavSvebis yoveldRiur cxovrebas
ar amSvenebs, maSin maTi cxovreba carieli qani, tvirTi da
qaosia.
adamiani sulieri praqtikiT unda ascdes cxovelur dones.
arsebobs adamianTa sami tipi: cxoveluri tipi, adamianuri da
RvTaebrivi. adamianma evolucia ganicada qvidan, gaiara
mcenaris da xis, Wiis da mweris, frinvelis da ZuZumwovris
mdgomareoba; da mainc zogierTebi wina stadiebSi Caeflnen,
Tumca adamianuri garegnoba aqvT. gadalaxeT Tqveni
SezRudvebi da dabrkolebebi, romlebic ukan gadagisvrian, qvis
mdgomareobaSi gamyofeben, da gaxdiT RmerTis erTguli da
umaRlesi donis asketi, ufro metic – gaTavisuflebuli suli!
msoflio iqca uzarmazar saavadmyofod, kacobrioba ki –
mwoliar avadmyofad. erTni Suris gamo wamebisagan
ikrunCxebian, meoreni siamayiT arian gafxorilebi; viRaca siZulvilis
gamo uZilobiT itanjeba an siZunwis gamo dabrmavda; zogi
sakuTarma egoizmma gaanadgura... yovel adamians raRaca
avadmyofoba aqvs. kargi iqneboda, Tu bolos da bolos
gadawyvetdiT, rom TqvenTvis miwerili samkurnalo kursi da reJimi
dagecvaT! sakmarisi ar aris zepirad swavlobdeT mTel recepts an
dReSi samjer kiTxulobdeT warweras etiketze, anda yoveldRe
midiodeT saavadmyofos zRurblamde. Tu Tqvens eqims aqebT an
Tayvans scemT, SesaZloa man SegicodoT kidec; magram
avadmyofobis mocileba SeiZleba mxolod wamlebis miRebiT da
dietis mkacri dacviT rogorc saWmelSi, aseve CveulebebSi.
viRac bankSi Tavisi mdgomareobiT yoyoCobs – magram
nu miscemT imaze met ndobis kredits, rac TviTon
gamoimuSava! fuWad nu xarjavT TqvenTvis mozomil dros;
SesTavazeT igi RmerTs – drois mbrZanebels, icodeT, rom Zilidan
gamoRviZeba mxolod da mxolod dabadebaa, daZineba ki –
sikvdili. gaRviZebisas iloceT da madloba uTxariT Tqveni cxovrebis
yoveli dilisTvis: `ufalo, me kvlav davibade Zilis muclidan! mtkiced
maqvs gadawyvetili am dRis tvirTi vataro, rom Sens ferxTiT
davawyo, rogorc ZRveni; Sida mzera maqvs Senken mudam
mopyrobili. Cemi sityvebi, azrebi da saqmeebi sufTa da wminda
gaxade! dae aravisi tanjvis mizezi ar gavxde, da mec aravin
mavnos! mimmarTe da matare mTel am dRes!~ da, yovel RamiT,
Zilis savaneSi Sesvlisas, iloceT: `ufalo, am dRis siZneleni,
romlebic am diliT Sen mogeci, ukan darCa. Sen mexmarebodi,
roca davdiodi da vlaparakobdi, vazrovnebdi da vmoqmedebdi;
amitom Sens terfebTan vawyob mTel Cems sityvebs, saqmeebs
da qcevebs. Sevasrule Cemi amocana. mimiRe, SenTan
vbrundebi!~. dae es ori locva yoveldRiuri gaxdes! yvelaze kargi,
ris gakeTebac SegiZliaT, iqneba is, Tu Tqvens umaRles `me~-s
miiRebT rogorc sinaTlis wyaros da rogorc Tqvens maswavlebels.
Tqveni Sinagani inteleqti, Sinagani maswavlebeli, WeSmaritebas
gagixsniT. locviTi damokidebuleba imdenad `aRzrdis~ Tqvens
impulsebs, rom Sinagani inteleqti srulad gaxsnas SeZlebs.
siyvarulis gamozrdiT daiwyeT. erTgulebis mdgomareobaze
rom avewyoT, cxra safexuri gveZleva. maT Soris yvelaze ufro
advili da mosaxerxebelia saxelis xseneba, uflis mudmivi xsenebiT
gatarebuli cxovreba.
Tu uflis wyalobas SeiZenT, maSin bedis
winaswardasaxuloba SeiZleba gadalaxoT. wamlis flakonebze
zogjer aRniSnulia miRebis bolo TariRi. ra Tqma unda, TviTon
wamali amis Semdegac rCeba am flakonSi, magram qmediTobas
kargavs. aseve RvTis wyalobasac SeuZlia bedis karnaxis
zemoqmedeba gaabaTilos.
adamians uqeifobis ori saxis mimarT aqvs midrekileba:
fizikuris, sami `temperamentis~ - sificxis, gaRizianebisa da
flegmaturobis - disbalansis mizeziT, aseve sulieris mimarT,
bunebis sami Tvisebis (siwmindis, vnebis, inerciis)
uwonasworobis gamo. sibrZne cxovrebis gonier organizaciaSia,
am SemTxvevaSi ar aris eqimebis saWiroeba. avadmyofoba
Sedegia janmrTelobis cotaodeni ubralo wesebis ugulebelyofisa –
ra unda vWamoT da ra unda vsvaT. avadmyofoba Cndeba rogorc
Sedegi im darRvevebisa, romlebic gamowveulia cudi
CveulebebiTa da fuWi midrekilebebiT. adamiani Tavis Tavs
anadgurebs sixarbiT da JiniT, mRelvarebiT da guliswyromiT; igi ioli
nadavli xdeba sasiamovno da maZRari cxovrebis gaumaZRari
wyurvilisa. man ar icis Tavis TavSi dafaruli yvela saxis bednierebis
wyaro da zambara. sjera, rom SeuZlia mas miaRwios siuxveSi da
axla, gamokidebulia modisa da sakuTari axirebis, fuWi aRtacebisa
da garTobis fantomebs. fiqrobs, rom, micuravs ra am samyaros
boboqar dinebaSi, SeuZlia es aCrdili daiWiros, magram mas
mxolod uazro garjiloba da wriali elodeba.
rac Seexeba fizikur daavadebebs, unda aRvniSno mkacri
zomierebis aucilebloba WamaSi, smaSi, ZilSi da
muSaobaSi. kargi xarisxis sakvebi, mcire raodenobisa, drois
Tanabar SualedebSi – aseTia Cemi miTiTeba TqvenTvis.
sasiamovno sakvebi xels uwyobs TviTkontrols da inteleqtis
ganviTarebas ufro metad, vidre sakvebi, romelic savsea JiniT an
umecrebiT. ase rom imaTTvis, vinc sulieri ganviTarebisken
iswrafis, sikeTis momtani sakvebi Seucvlelia. aseve Zilic
ramdenadme unda SezRudoT. isic iseve mniSvnelovania, rogorc
muSaoba an Wama. aseve gaxsovdeT, rom Tqveni tansacmlis
daniSnulebaa umTavresad sicxisagan da sicivisagan dacva, da
ara baqiaoba, arc Tu iSviaTad Tqvenive janmrTelobis fasad!
maRalzneobrivi qceva simSvidis sawindaria azrebSi, es ki
gonebisa da sxeulis mravali daavadebisagan gixsniT. rodesac
SezRudvebs ugulebelyofT, ganviTarebas uSvebT xelidan.
sixaruli subieqturi grZnobaa; igi obieqturi samyarosTvis
ar aris damaxasiaTebeli. Tqven mowme xarT, scenaze ar
imyofebiT; is, vinc uyurebs, da ara is, visac uyureben. ekrani
WeSmaritia, xolo masze warmoqmnili saxeebi – iluzoruli. rodesac
films uyurebT, Tqven gaviwydebaT ekrani, rogorc aseTi, fiqrobT,
rom arsebobs mxolod suraTebi, maT qveS ki araferi ar aris.
magram ekrani arsad midis, igi aq aris, da saSualebas gaZlevT
filmiT datkbeT. RmerTi aris ekrani, obieqturi samyaro ki – TviTon
filmi. rodesac filmi midis, ekrani safuZvelia, buneba ki – iluzia.
ekrani WeSmaritebaa, siuJeti – amqveyniuri cxovreba.
upirveles yovlisa, Tqveni yoveli moqmedeba gaxadeT
ZRveni RmerTisTvis, magram imis gareSe, rom amayobdeT
warmatebiT anda damcirebuli iyoT marcxiT. es wonasworobas da
simSvides mogcemT, rac cxovrebis okeaneSi curvisTvisaa
aucilebeli.
swored gonebaa mSenebeli sxeulisa, Zlierisa da
mbrwyinavisa; magram mas aseve SeuZlia igi `Zvalad da
tyavad~ aqcios. adamiani Zlieri rom gaxdes, goneba unda iyos
Zlieri. iyaviT mudam msaxuri RvTisa, romelic Tqven SigniT
binadrobs, da maSin ar dahyvebiT codvas, borotebas da
cdunebas. Cveulebad gaixadeT mudam RmerTis sinaTleSi iyoT! es
Cveuleba yvela dacemuls aRadgens. SeinarCuneT yvelafris
mimarT RvTis terfebTan TavSesafris Zebnis damokidebuleba.
rodesac Tqvens saqmeebs RmerTis mzrunvelobas miandobT,
dainaxavT, rom iluzoruli energia uferuldeba da qreba! mas ar surs
RvTaebriv energias daemorCilos. rodesac RmerTisTvis srulad
mindobis mdgomareobas miaRwevT, iqnebiT mudam kmayofili
bediT, ucvlelad mtkice janmrTelobiT da bednieri.
nu RelavT sulierad avadmyofis msgavsad raime msubuqi
uqeifobis gamo! gambedaoba yvelaferze ukeTesad
gagamxnevebT! nu danebdebiT, sanam aSkara damarcxebas ar
dainaxavT. sulac ar miiReba angariSSi sicocxlis xangrZlivoba; Tu
uzomod didxans cocxlobT, maSin rodisme SeevedrebiT RmerTs,
rom wagiyvanos, gixsnas tanjva-wamebisgan. SeiZleba
usayveduroT kidec, rom daaviwydiT da sxva bednierT ugzavnis
sikvdilis wyalobas! Tqveni erTaderTi wuxili unda iyos zrunva
imaze, SeZlebT Tu ara Tqveni cxovrebis realuri mizani
ganaxorcieloT. da maSin wlebis aucilebeli raodenoba
mogecemaT, rom es survili SeasruloT. iswrafeT, iswrafeT...
Seupovrad iswrafeT – da gaimarjvebT.
ufali siyvarulis ganxorcielebaa, merwmuneT! amqveyniur
ded-mamas vuyvarvarT, sanam maT vemorCilebiT; rogorc ki ar
gaugonebT, maSinve gagagdebT! RmerTi ki zurgs arasodes
SegaqcevT, igi Tqveni gulgulia, Tqveni namdvili yofierebaa.
misgan iRebT nayofs Sromisa – Tqveni yvela meditaciis, RvTis
saxelis xsenebis da ritualuri msaxurebisa, Tqveni rwmena
msxverplad Sewirva xdeba; igrZnobT, rom misi iaraRi gaxdiT da
wagerTvaT individualoba, garda imisa, rac misgan modis.
ra Tqma unda, sanam gonebas eWvebisken aqvs
midrekileba, iZulebuli xarT qcevis simkacriTa da sulieri
discipliniT wmindoT igi. mxolod am SemTxvevaSi SeZlebs
WeSmariteba masSi aisaxos – iseve naTlad da mkveTrad, rogori
sufTacaa TviTon goneba. amqveyniuri survilebi unda
blagvdebodes, mkrTaldebodes da Sordebodes, rogorc damWknobi
yvavilis furclebi. isini droze adre ar unda moaSoroT da gadayaroT!
bazris xmauri TandaTan sakurTxevlis mdumarebiT Seicvleba;
mxolod am SemTxvevaSi Seismineba cnobierebis saidumlo
CurCuli, da SeZlebT SeisminoT saRvTo werilebis gafrTxilebebi.
aqvs ki dasasruli sias materialuri sagnebisa, Tqven
rom gwadiaT? erT rames rom iyidiT, maSinve meorisken
iswrafiT. rodesac sasurvels ver iRebT, RmerTTan Tqveni kavSiri
sustdeba. rodesac raime sagani xelidan gisxltebaT, Cems
rwmenas kargavT. magram me aq imisaTvis ar var, rom Tqvens
ganZeuls da Tqvens `Rirebulebebs~ vudarajo. me movedi, rom
davicva Tqveni erTianoba da siwminde, da rom miznisken
migmarToT.
rama, kriSna, ieso an sai baba – isini gansxvavebulebi
geCvenebaT `tansacmlis~ gamo, romliTac yoveli maTgania
Semosili; magram es erTiani arsia, merwmuneT! nebas nu
miscemT cdomilebebs da kargvebs wargitacon!
nu momiaxlovdebiT yovelgvari xaraxuriT savse xelebiT,
radgan rogor unda Sevavso isini wyalobiT, Tuki ukve
Sevsilia? modiT carieli xelebiT da waiReT Cemi ganZi – Cemi
siyvaruli!
ganaviTareT TqvenSi siyvaruli yvelas mimarT, mudam
da yvelgan! amaSia Cemi misia, Cemi simtkice, Cemi neba da
aRTqma: siyvarulis ganviTareba yoveli adamianis gulSi!
gaxsovdeT: ar arsebobs amocana, romlis Sesrulebasac
me ver SevZlebdi, da ar arsebobs simZime, romelic
CemTvis umZimesi iqneboda! Tqven gwamT rama da kriSna
maT aRsrulebaTa sul mciredi nawilis wignebSi aRweris wyalobiT,
da im wminda moRvaweTa gamocdilebis wyalobiT, romlebmac
TqvenTvis maTi diadi misteria gaxsnes. Tqven xom ar iTxovT
ramas da kriSnas RvTaebriobis pirdapir mtkicebulebebs, xom
asea? gwamdeT, da maSin mowmobebi Warbad geqnebaT.
miiReT RvTis saxelis gandidebis sulieri disciplina!
ra saWiroa mokla sakuTari cxovreba sakvebis
moxmarebaSi, da dedamiwisTvis zedmet tvirTad aqcio
Tavi? sixaruliT ganvleT igi, magram aqcieT karg saqmeebad,
Rirseul azrebad da rbil dawynarebul sityvebad! imoZraveT da guls
nu atkenT sxvebs, nu gazrdiT maTs wuxils! nu gakicxavT Tqvens
Tavs sisustis, codvebis, TviTmomwoneobis, sibilwis, ukanonobisa
da siZunwis gamo. rodesac Tqvens Tavs kicxavT, gaxsovdeT, rom
me mcxebT Cirqs, me ki Tqveni faruli `me~ var. icxovreT ise, rom
yoveli nabijis Semdeg sul ufro da ufro axlos iyoT CemTan!
tanjvis gadalaxva SesaZlebelia uflisken swrafvis gziT.
aucilebelia kvlav gwyurodeT Tavisufleba – da Tavidan moiciloT
SeboWiloba, siRatakis rkinis borkilebi an simdidris oqros borkilebi.
dae wyurvilma Cvili bavSviviT umweo gagxadoT, romelic yviriliT
eZaxis dedas; iseTive umweo, rogoric xboa, romelic Zroxas
ubRavis, da iseTive sacodavi, rogoricaa gamofituli Ratakis
gminva, romelic purs iTxovs. dae es qviTini aRmogqxdeT gulis
siRrmidan, romelsac aRar SeuZlia mibmulobis borkilebis atana.
ufals ar sWirdeba xmauriani pompezuroba da carieli speqtakli. igi
elodeba naTesaobis Zaxils – xmas sulisa, romelic umaRles suls
evedreba.
adamiani mxolod maSin aRwevs RvTaebriobis
mwvervals, roca Tavis sakuTar gonebas moereva da
aiZulebs, rom masze gavlena ar moaxdinos. gonebis buneba
sisufTavea; grZnobiTi aRqmebi aferadebs da alaqavebs mas keTili
Tu arakeTili ganwyobiT. cxovelis goneba Tavisufalia mravali
mibmulobisa da gatacebisgan, zizRisa da arakeTili
ganwyobisagan, adamianis gonebas rom wamlavs da Tan sdevs.
es dafaruli miswrafebebi da impulsebi zed edeba gonebas, ukve
damaxinjebuls da bedis dartymebis qveS myofs, dabadebidan
dabadebamde. ar aris saWiro yvelaferi gonebas daabraloT!
STaagoneT mas, rom misi patroni da mkvebavi ufalia, da igi
daemorCileba ara mxolod patrons, aramed mis yvela megobarsa
da amxanags. miuerTdiT maRalsulier adamianebs, da vnaxoT,
iseTive urCi darCeba Tu ara Tqveni goneba. TqvenTvis is veRar
SeZlebs argagonebas! es saTanado swavlebis sakiTxia: Tu goneba
Seityobs, rom batons ar icnobT, maSin ar gagigonebT da Tavis
saeWvo Tavgadasavals miecema. xolo Tu ufali Tqvens mxarezea,
maSin gonebac Tqveni erTguli xdeba. da maSin ufleba gaqvT TviT
RmerTs SesCivloT, rom misi msaxuri daumorCilebeli gaxda da
keTilmowyaleba SesTxovoT, rom man msaxuri dagibrunoT Tavis
adgilas.
sruli simzadiT elodeT RvTaebriv wyalobas. es niSnavs – nu
gagitacebT is yvelaferi, rasac grZnobiTi siamovnebebi moaqvs
TqvenTvis da nu gaebmebiT mimzidvelisa da sasiamovnos
xafangSi.
rogorc Tqveni sunTqva gaxsenebT Tavdapirvel bgera
om-s, aseve yoveli Tqveni moqmedeba erTguli msaxurebis
aqtia, ar dagaviwydeT! wuTieri azri, mSvidi CurCuli, - yvelaferi
mimarTuli unda iyos gonebis kaprizebis alagmvisa da imisken,
rom RmerTisken iyoT mimarTuli. asi cali xurda fuli mTlian rupias
Seadgens! Tqveni cxovrebis yovel wams gaagrZeleT RvTaebrivi
Tvisebebis `aqrola~. Tqveni yoveli wami RmerTze fiqriT SeavseT!
ramdenad gamogdiT sxvebisTvis Cuqeba siyvarulisa,
romelsac TviT Cems arss uwodebT ? saxelis xseneba, rogorc
araerTxel miTqvams TqvenTvis, saukeTesi xerxia siyvarulis
mimarTvisTvis RmerTisken da yovelive amaRlebulisken! magram
misdevT ki Cems darigebas? iqca Tu ara igi TqvenTvis sunTqvaze
Zvirfasi?
gaxsovdeT, sai binadrobs ara qviT an aguriTa da
cementiT aSenebul SenobebSi! igi cxovrobs saTuT gulebSi,
romlebic simpaTiiT aris gamTbari da kosmosuri siyvarulis surneli
asdiT. taZrebi da gamosaxulebebis Tayvaniscema fasobs
adamianis umaRlesi impulsebis gamoRviZebisTvis, rom misi
instiqtebi saerTo sikeTis kalapotSi iyos mimarTuli.
nu miscemT RmerTs Tanamedroveobis Tvisebebs Tqveni
axirebis gamo! igi arc Zvelia da arc Tanamedrove; misi saxe
ucvlelia iseve, rogorc misi dideba. Tu ase gindaT, warmoidgineT
igi axalmodur maneraSi da amJamindel stilSi, rom Tqven mier iyos
gagebuli dRes. Tu bavSvs abis miReba ar unda, bananSi CadeT da
mieciT; miiRos wamali am nayofTan erTad. magram nu SecvliT
abis Semadgenlobas bavSvis survilis mixedviT, ase verasodes
gankurnavT mas!
vinc Tavis erTgulebs aiZulebs mis terfebs scen Tayvani,
da vinc aseT pativiscemas udides sikeTed Tvlis, maT ar
gaaCniaT saRi azri. gurus terfebisTvis ritualuri Tayvaniscema
yovelTvis dasanaxad keTdeba – es ician rogorc gurum, aseve
misma mowafeebma. garda amisa, ra saWiroa pativiscemis
gamoxatva sxeulisTvis, romelic swrafad mimdinare drois yovel
wams CaCanakdeba? aseve sruliad arasworia sTavazobdeT fuls,
oqros da sxva nivTebs – iqneba es Warbi Tu mZime SromiT
gamomuSavebuli. bolos da bolos es yvelaferi JRarunebia,
romlebsac Rirebuleba ar gaaCnia. daemorCileT gurus, misdieT
mis darigebebs, win iareT sulieri gziT – ai es aris gurus terfebis
msaxurebis saukeTeso gza! rodesac amaSi raime warmatebas
aRwevT, ritualuri msaxurebisken miswrafeba Tavis Tavad qreba;
Cvens droSi am msaxurebas isini asruleben, visac WeSmariti
Tayvaniscemis aseTi Secvla urCevnia! SesTavazeT mas Tqveni
guli, sufTa da wminda, sulieri praqtikiT iseTi gafarToebuli, rom igi
yvela arsebas gulSi ixutebdes! es yvelaferi SesTavazeT gurus –
oRond iseT gurus, visTvisac ucxoa Tavisi Tavis gandideba da
metoqeebze Tavdasxma.
pativiscemis gamoxatva ubralod Tqveni emociebis
gamozrdis xerxia. adamianis impulsebi da emociebi unda
saTuTad marToT da akontroloT. rogorc mdinare godavaris
mRelvare talRebi saWiroebs kaSxals, jebirebs, arxebis sistemas,
rom wyali mSvidad da wyaldidobis gareSe aRwevdes okeanes,
aseve saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi dagrovili instiqtebi unda
gamozardoT da gardaqmnaT umaRles ZalebTan da idealebTan
maTi kontaqtiT.
momwifebis Semdeg nayofi totidan sakuTari nebiT
vardeba. aseve aramibmulobac, gamokvebavs ra Tqvens guls,
gaiZulebT wuTisofelTan kontaqti gawyvitoT da Casaxuteblad uflis
mkerdze daeceT.
sami gza arsebobs, rom RmerTs miaRwioT. erT-erTi
maTgania gza arwivisa, romelic samiznes elviseburad da
gatacebiT gangmiravs, da gulgrilia Tavisi axirebis obieqtis bedis
mimarT; meore aris gza maimunisa, romelic erTi nayofidan
meorisken xtis da irCevs, romeli ufro gemrielia; da gza
WianWvelasi, romelic nela, magram darwmunebiT aRwevs
mizans. WianWvela nayofs Zirs ar agdebs da ar iswrafis yvelaferi
gasinjos Tavis gzaze; igi iRebs mxolod imas, rac misTvis
aucilebelia da risi gadamuSavebac SeuZlia. nu kargavT TqvenTvis
mozomil dros fuW ganzraxvebze da sisusteTa waqezebaze – isini
saWiro karSi Sesvlis saSualebas ar mogcemen! bolos da bolos,
rodisRa unda SexvideT `Sinagani me-s~ siTboSi da simSvideSi?
dae ganmartoebam da siCumem migiRoT dReidan da
samudamod; mxolod maTSi xapeT Tqveni sixaruli!
Tu SeuZlebelia aRelvebuli mdinare curviT gadalaxoT,
maSin tivs kravT. Tu ar SegiZliaT uformo aspeqts daeufloT,
maSin mimarTeT formas atributebiT da dasaxmareblad mouxmeT
Tayvaniscemas da mzeras! magram aucilebelze metxans nu
darCebiT moryeul tivze! erTxelac iZulebulni iqnebiT Cveuli
Tayvaniscema SewyvitoT da win waxvideT. foToli, yvavili, nayofi,
wyali – es yvelaferi saxelmZRvaneloebia skolaSi bavSvebis
swavlebisaTvis. gawmindeT goneba yvela cxoveluri da primitiuli
impulsisagan, romlebic mas dabadebidan dabadebamde
ayalibebdnen. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi, rogorc karaqis
momzadebisTvis sacavSi Casxmuli rZe swrafad aiWreba, aseve
WeSmaritebis, silamazisa da didebis aRqmis yvela saucxoo
gamocdileba saSinlad dalaqavdeba.
nu uaryofT Tqvens Sinagan vals – gansakuTrebiT, roca
SesaZlebloba gaqvT me SemexoT! ver vxedav, rom imas
mTavazobdeT, rasac me veZeb; mogaqvT mxolod umniSvnelo da
dasvrili. ukiduresad giTanagrZnobT, rodesac vxedav, rogori
aRelvebuli da zrunviT Sewuxebuli xarT, maSin roca Tqveni yvela
ubedurebis wamali xelT gaqvT.
SeamcireT wadili da survilebi! Tqveni materialuri JRarunebi
efemerulia! rodesac sikvdili winaaRmdegobis gawevis Zalas
wagarTmevT, naTesavebma oqros beWdis dauflebis surviliT
siCqaris gamo SeiZleba TiTic ki mogaWran! survilTa dagrovebiT
SeuZlebels xdiT wuTisoflidan sixaruliT waxvideT, roca
dagiZaxeben. maS muxli moiyareT umaRlesi Zalis winaSe da
gamdidrdiT zneobriobiTa da msaxurebis suliskveTebiT! ai ra aris
sasurveli CemTvis da mxsneli TqvenTvis.
Tu vityviT, rom RmerTi yvelafris pirvelmizezia, es
ramdenadme sworia; da mainc, nu gamoketavT mas rkinis
galiaSi Sesasvlisa da gamosasvlelis gareSe! man
amocnobisa da aramibmulobis unariT aRgWurvaT, da isini unda
gamoiyenoT, rom mokrZalebuli TrTolvisa da gancvifrebis grZnobiT
RmerTs miaRwioT. magram, gaxlarTulnic ki, umweoni ar xarT.
boZze mibmuli Zroxa mainc wiwknis balaxs – ramdenadac Toki
aZlevs amis saSualebas. rodesac mTel balaxs moZovs, patrons
sxva adgilas gadahyavs is. ase rom `ZoveT~ wynarad,
ramdenadac Toki saSualebas gaZlevT, magram nu ecdebiT boZi
amoglijoT an Toki gawyvitoT, rom sakuTari kiseri ar daizianoT!
Tqvens kuTvnil miwaze neba gaqvT an TavTavi
moiyvanoT, an is daumuSavebeli datovoT da usaqmod
ijdeT. TviTon xarT mizezi sakuTari amaRlebis an dacemisa. yvela
iaraRi Tqvens xelSia; yvela xelobas SegiZliaT daeufloT. SegiZliaT
aRviri gawyvitoT da gaiqceT; magram Tu monobaSi da
damcirebaSi xoxavT, maSin vin gixsniT? nu daswyevliT beds
Tqveni bedukuRmarTobis gamo! bedis es Canaweri Tqven
miervea gakeTebuli. Tqvens warmatebebzea damokidebuli
abarebT Tu ver abarebT gamocdebs, da gadahyavxarT Semdeg
klasSi Tu gtoveben, xom asea? zustad aseve, Tqveni statusi
amJamindel cxovrebaSi ganisazRvreba Tqveni moqmedebebiT
warsulSi. rodesac skolis direqtori daxasiaTebas gimzadebT
samuSaoze mowyobisaTvis, igi iTvaliswinebs Tqvens yofa-qcevas
skolaSi swavlebis periodSi. Tqven TviTon xarT pasuxismgebeli mis
Sinaarsze: Tu kargad iqceodiT, Sefasebac kargi iqneba, da Rirseul
samsaxurs miiRebT; Tu cudad iqceodiT, maSin pretenzia ver
geqnebaT karg adgilze. Tqven TviTon werT da SliT Canawers
Tqvens Tavze – Tqvens `beds~.
maS ase, rodesac adamiani RmerTisTvis cxovrobs da
mxolod masze fiqrobs, igi gadabadebaTa Caketil wreSi
`trials~ wyvets. RmerTis diadi saxelisa da bedis MmZime
borkilis Tanaarseboba SeuZlebelia! RvTaebrivi saxelis xmebis
dros dneba da nisliviT qreba wina cxovrebaTa karma.
erTi wuTiT dafiqrdiT: rogor daiviwya adamianma Tavisi
RvTaebriobis Sesaxeb? rogor vardeba igi Tavisi umniSvnelobis
iluziaSi? da Tqven mixvdebiT, rom es SeiZleba moxdes mxolod
efemerul sixarulisken misi ltolvis Sedegad. ra aris amis wamali?
erTaderTi sityviT gipasuxebT: `Tayvaniscema~. yvela
moqmedeba msaxurebis suliskveTebiT asruleT. `Tqven xdebiT is,
rasac grZnobT~. mxolod maSin miaRwevT RvTaebriobis
SegrZnebas, roca RvTaebrivi siyvarulis gemos SeigrZnobT. ai
ratom modis dedamiwaze RmerTis gansxeuleba – rom yvelas
misces saSualeba es gemo gasinjos da rom uflisken miswrafebis
Teslma nazardi mogceT Tqvens gulSi. adamianma iswavla
informaciis grovas gaarTvas Tavi, maSin roca misi sibrZne ukan
moxoxavs! mas kidev mouwevs ganaviTaros gamokvlevis unari
da ganviTardes samyarosa da absoluturis sferoebSi.
indoeTi sul mcire SesaZleblobebsac ki ar uSvebs
xelidan, rom adamiani RvTaebrivisken mimarTos!
xelovnebis yvela saxe am mizans emsaxureba. mTvralic ki
butbutebs naxevraddaviwyebuli sagaloblebis motivebs, xotbas
asxams rogorc RmerTis didebas, aseve TviTSemecnebis sixaruls.
am qveyanaSi nebismier adamians, sulieri zrdis ra safexurzec ar
unda imyofebodes igi, Seagulianeben da rbilad hkraven xels
winsvlisTvis. es indoeTs kacobriobis sulier akademiad xdis. Tqven
pativi gxvdaT wilad es cxovreba gaataroT deda-indoeTis xelebSi,
ufro zustad rom vTqvaT, TviT vedantis xelebSi!@gaxsovdeT am
memkvidreobis Sesaxeb da iyaviT misi Rirsni! nu gSurT im
qveynebis, romlebic cdiloben mTvares an marss miaRwion da
gare kosmosis simdidre aiTvison. rad gindaT sivrce, roca Tqven
borotebisa da SiSis nebismieri aRtyinebis monebi xarT? ris
gulisaTvis unda iswrafodeT saaTSi aTiaTasi milis siCqariT, roca
goneba midrekilia Savbneli warsulis impulsebisken? SexedeT
mRelvarebis talRebs, riTac walekilia yvelaze mowinave dasavleTis
sazogadoebebic ki, da dainaxavT momxveWelobisa da siamayis,
codvisa da mankierebis velur wvrilnars. maTTvis ucnobia RmerTis
SiSi, ufrosebis mimarT pativiscema da codvis SiSi. isini afaseben
mxolod gareSe niSnebs simdidrisa da Zalauflebisa – sacavs,
SigTavss ki ugulebelyofen!
ar momwons is adamianebi, romlebic Tavisi mokle
cxovrebebis fasdaudebel wamebs usaqmo laparaksa da
uazro facifucSi xarjaven. da kidev ar miyvars mfrTxali
dayovneba. imoqmedeT! imoqmedeT sxeulisa da gonebis mTeli
ZaliT – mTeli ostatobiT, gambedaobiTa da darwmunebulobiT,
romlebiTac Warbad xarT aRWurvilni! da RmerTi daglocavT. albaT
gagigoniaT ufal ramas erTgulis ambavi, romelic gzis piras ijda
Tavis gadabrunebul oTxTvalasTan da beds uCioda. igi ramas
uxmobda da emudareboda sazidari amoebrunebina. rodesac
rama ar gamocxadda, rom aewia igi da Tvali SeekeTebina, Tavis
sarwmunoebas lanZRva dauwyo. man eWvi Seitana brZenTa
gamocdilebaSic, romlebic xotbas asxamdnen ramas, rogorc
gulmowyalebis okeanes. maSin TviTon rama gamoecxada,
magram mxolod imisTvis, rom eTqva: `ugunuri xar Sen! me
goneba da fizikuri Zala giboZe, Sen ki maT ar iyeneb! isini am
amocanis SesrulebisTvis gamogadgeba. rodesac yvela
SesaZleblobas gamoiyeneb da naxav, rom es cotaa, mxolod
maSin damiZaxe dasaxmareblad! moxaruli viqnebi Cemi wyalobiT
Segimsubuqo tvirTi~.
sai siyvarulis gapirovnebaa! `sa~- niSnavs `sarvaSaqTis~
(yovlisSemZles), sarvasaqSis (yvelafris mowmes); `ai~ niSnavs
dedas, `baba~ ki – mamas. sais siyvaruli aris is siyvaruli, romelic
mamisTvis da dedisTvisaa damaxasiaTebeli ara miwieris, aramed
imaTTvis, vinc TiToeuli arsebis yovel azrs, sityvasa da saqmes
uTvalTvalebs. pativi eciT Tqvens miwier ded-mamas, da maSin
am pativiscemas gadascemT zeciur mSoblebs, anu Tqvens
mfarvels – RmerTs. iswavleT pativi sceT uxilav RmerTs Tqvens
gulebSi, roca taZarSi xilul gamosaxulebas scemT Tayvans.
uxeSidan faqizze gadadiT!
sxvadasxva jiSis yovel yvavils Tavisi gansakuTrebuli
aromati aqvs – magram adamianebi izrdebian erTiani
fesvidan – uzenaesidan. keTilsurneleba modis maTi RvTaebrivi
arsidan – maTi yofierebis namdvili mizezidan, radgan yovelma
maTganma unda Seicnos es arsi da amiT daasrulos sikvdilTa da
dabadebaTa usasrulo wrebrunva. rogorc diplomis miRebis
Semdeg studenti tovebs kolejs, aseve WeSmaritebas Cawvdomilic
iRebs ganTavisuflebas. axla igi Tavisufalia swavlebisagan,
kolejisagan da yovelgvari gawamawiisagan! magram jer
samecniero xarisxi unda miiRoT! zurgs ratom aqcevT mudam
Zalisxmevas, romelic gamocdebis warmatebiT CabarebisTvisaa
aucilebeli? ara – Tqven xan erT, xan meore maswavlebelTan
garbixarT! zecamde agyavT igi da mis moswavleebad TvliT Tavs.
magram ras gaZlevT misi gamarjveba? diax, man warmatebas
miaRwia, Tqvengan gansxvavebiT. misi damsaxurebebi ukve mis
angariSzea bankSi; mas SeuZlia Ceki gamoweros Tavis depozitze.
magram Tqven xom ar SegiZliaT misi angariSidan fuli aiRoT.
dResac ki himalaebSi cxovroben diadi brZenebi – mTeli arsebulis
mowmeebi; maTi siyvaruli mTel adamianTa modgmas moicavs!
magram Tqven es ver dagexmarebaT; TviTon unda gaikvlioT gza,
da mxolod sakuTari Tavis imedi gqondeT. maswavleblebi mxolod
gzis maCvenebel rukas da gamxnevebas mogcemen. aucileblad
unda dabrundeT iq, saidanac mogzauroba daiwyeT dabadebaTa
da sikvdilTa gavliT – RmerTTan!
rogorc ar unda gamoavlinos Tavi Tqvenma
RvTismosaobam, ra formebsa da saxelebsac ar unda
scemdeT Tayvans, mniSvnelovania mxolod TviT Tqveni
rwmena! mxolod rwmena aZlevs Tqvens cxovrebas energias
aRsrulebisTvis.
ufali siyvarulia, siyvaruli umaRlesi sulia. rodesac Tqveni
guli siyvaruliTaa aRvsili, masSi ar Seva Suri da siZulvili, sixarbe da
egoizmi. siyvaruliT aRvsili gulisTvis aRar dadgeba ganadgureba.
dadgeba Tu ar dadgeba samyaros dasasruli, Tqveni saqmea
ilocoT msoflios keTildReobisTvis, akeToT amisaTvis yvelaferi, rac
ki SegiZliaT.
maS iloceT yvelas umaRlesi simSvidisaTvis; asruleT
Tqveni vali da nu amatebT mRelvarebas, romelmac isedac moicva
msoflio. yoveli adamiani, anu Tqven, Tavisi arsiT RmerTia! igi
yvela mcxovrebis Sinagani gulis wadilia. es codna indoelebis gulis
siRrmeSia damaluli; igi dedis rZesTan erTad aqvT miRebuli. es
codna moqmedebasTan erTad, romelic am codnas Seesabameba,
indoelis ganmasxvavebeli niSania. es indoeTis WeSmarit Svils
uSiSars xdis, radgan umaRles suls, rasac is sinamdvileSi
warmoadgens, ar eSinia arc tkivilis, arc sikvdilis; igi ucvlelia
sixarulSic da am cxovrebis ukuRmarTobebSic.
gaxdiT Rirsni im RvTaebis mzerisa, romelsac taZrebSi
eZebT! iyaviT Tvinierni; dae Tqveni gulis siyvaruli mTel
qmnilebaze iyos mimarTuli! miiReT gulis yvavili, romelic siyvarulis
keTilsurnelebiTaa savse, gonebis nayofi, romelic sixarbisa da
egoizmis parazitebiT ar aris mowamluli! gaxdiT keTilni
adamianebis mimarT Tqvens sityvebsa da qcevebSi, Tavi
miuZRveniT RvTiuri gegmis msaxurebas!
Tqven ver moicilebT usiamovnebebs, xifaTs da sikvdils;
isini adamianis cxovrebis gardauvali Tanamgzavrebia. maS
iswavleT ar geSinodeT maTi! es SesaZlebelia mxolod
ganuwyveteli locvis wyalobiT, da ara SiSiT gamowveuli
RvTismosaobis SetevebiT. gawmindeT Tqveni gulebi, azrebi,
emociebi, grZnobebi da metyveleba; ganamtkiceT Tqveni
umaRlesi midrekilebebi - da veraviTari SiSi ver SegexebaT; da
veraferi daarRvevs Tqvens simSvides, Sinagan simSvides.
ufali Seismens Tqvens locvebs da gipasuxebT. igi ar
ganasxvavebs dids patarisagan, maRals damcirebulisagan.
Tqven mekiTxebodiT: `ris gamoa, rom wlebis
ganmavlobaSi sulier praqtikas veweviT da uTvalavjer
vimeorebT RvTis saxelebs, warmatebas ki ver mivaRwieT?
ratom ver mivaRwieT mizans?~ minda, rom yovelma
Tqvenganma pasuxi Tavis TavSi ipovos. TvalCaciebulebma
ganixileT Tqveni Zalisxmevebi da miRwevebi, da Cemi
daxmarebis gareSe gansajeT sakuTari sulieri Zalisxmevebi. gana
gwyurodaT ufalTan Sexvedra, iqancebodiT masTan ganSorebis
gamo? RvridiT monaniebisa da zeimis cremlebs, imeorebdiT
sitkboebiTa da silamaziT aRsavse mis saxelebs, warmoidgendiT ra
didebiTa da momxibvlelobiT aRsavse mis formas? diax, SeiZleba
qviTinebdiT, magram ra aris im cremlebis mizezi? ra impulsma
CagagdoT aseT sevdaSi? iyo es SiSis, Suris da siamayis cremlebi
Tu imis gamo tirodiT, rom ufals axlos ver xedavdiT? gamoikvlieT
sakuTari Tavi – iyo Tu ara Tqveni praqtika mizanmimarTuli da
patiosani, gulwrfeli da Rirseuli?
visac aqvs enTuziazmi, Seupovroba, gabeduloba, rom
umaRles mizans miaRwios, ueWvelad miaRwevs
warmatebas. ganaviTareT rwmena warmatebisa, romelic Tqven
gelodebaT, nu dayvebiT gulgatexilobas da nu daeWvdebiT! aseTia
Cemi rCeva TqvenTvis. warmateba Tqvenia samarTlianad, da
miaRwevT mas, adre Tu gvian!
`vin aris es baba?~ ai ras ganixilavT usasrulod! vinc ar
unda viyo, ra mniSvneloba aqvs TqvenTvis? Tqveni mizani, Tqveni
idealebi, Tqveni gamocdileba da Tqveni Zalisxmeva – ai Tqveni
zrunvis sagani, ase ar aris? maS ra saWiroa RelavdeT Cems
warmomavlobaze, bunebaze, saidumloebaze da saswaulebze?
maTSi mTavaria xeli, WurWlis SigTavsi ki meoradia. is, rac
sayrdens saWiroebs, ara imdenad mniSvnelovania, rogorc TviT
sayrdeni, safuZveli – sufTa yofiereba da realobis safuZveli. Tu
Tqveni realobis safuZvlis miRwevis unari ar gaqvT, maSin ra
saWiroa dros xarjavdeT RvTaebis arsis gamokvlevaze? simarTle
imaSia, rom mxolod maSin SegiZliaT gamigoT, roca im
WeSmaritebas CaswvdebiT, romelic Tqvens safuZvelSi devs!
miyureT, mismineT, SemiswavleT, miTvalTvaleT,
SemiTviseT da – mxolod maSin SeZlebT SemicnoT. da Tqven
gaigebT, rom me ganxorcielebuli siyvaruli var, rom mxolod
netarebas gCuqniT am siyvarulis wyalobiT. Cemi amocanaa
mogceT nugeSi, simtkice da damSvideba. diax, Cemi Tvisebebi
TqvenTvis cnobilia droTa dasawyisidan – da mxolod Cemi formaa
axali! Cemi survili – Tu mas am sityvebSi Cavtev – imaSia, rom sul
ufro meti da meti adamiani modiodes CemTan. es survili
ganxorcielebadia, magram amisaTvis unda es forma mimeRo da
Tqven Soris mecxovra.
enas gansakuTrebuli roli aqvs adamianTa cxovrebaSi;
misi daniSnulebaa sxvadasxva grZnoba gamoiwvios maTSi,
sisusteebi dafaros, azrTa gamoxatvaSi daexmaros da mravali
sxva. magram sinamdvileSi, ena CemTan urTierTobas xels uSlis
kidec: me sulis enaze vlaparakob da mxolod mas vusmen.
adamianebis bageebidan wamosuli sityvebi aSinebs da abnevs,
dajgufebebisa da seqtebisken mihyavs; isini kedlebs aSenebs –
sulis sityvebi ki siyvarulsa da Tanxmobas afrqvevs!
SeudeqiT sulier praqtikas, oRond jer kargi xasiaTi
SeiZineT – ai ra aris ukiduresad mniSvnelovani! sibilwesa da
usufTaobas Soris mTeli Zalisxmeva unayofo iqneba. es hgavs
kobras ganZs mis TavSi – Sxamisa da guliswyromis SuagulSi.
arian iseTebi, vinc aq simSvidisa da sixarulis saZebnelad movida,
magram ramdenime wlis erTgulad msaxurebis Semdeg maT Tavi
Seswires sakuTar Tavnebobas da winandel WaobSi Casrialdnen.
isini imdenad dabla daecnen, rom ukuagdes mTeli gamocdileba,
romelic TviTve daagroves, da cdiloben sakuTari cnobiereba
moatyuon! Sors var im mcdelobisagan, rom vaiZulo isini
pativiscemiT momepyran – ara! mxolod vTxov, rom WeSmariteba
ar Seuracxyon – imisgan damoukideblad, ra kampaniaSi moxvdiT.
gqondeT gambedaoba Tqvens mrwamss ar uRalatoT – es
dagexmarebaT sZlioT cdunebas Cirqi moscxoT da uari uTxraT
imas, rac TqvenTvis Zvirfasia.
uxeSis gagebas mxolod uxeSi SeZlebs; misi codnis
kategoria amis iqiT ar vrceldeba. sulieri maZieblebi sulierebis
pirvel safexurebze saWiroeben simboloebs, xatebs da ritualebs.
ar SeiZleba saxelisa da formis mospoba, sanam Tqven TviTon ar
gardaiqmnebiT uformod da usaxelod. es imis msgavsia, Tevzs
rom ar SeuZlia isunTqos atmosferoSi, sanam cxoveli ar gaxdeba
da Tavis winandel bunebaze ar ityvis uars. amaSia imis mizezi,
rom uformom da usaxelom xSirad unda miiRos formebi da
saxelebi, rom kacobriobas warudges SezRudvaTa CarCoebSi,
romlebsac sakuTari nebiT awesebs, da rom Tqveni pativiscema da
siyvaruli moipovos. amas igi imisaTvis akeTebs, rom pativs
scemdeT da mis sityvebs misdevdeT; mxolod ase SeuZlia
kacobriobas mizans miaRwios.
Tu kidevac pativs scemT materialur bunebas, amaSi
araferi saziano ar aris, Tuki acnobierebT, rom RmerTi
dasabamidan imyofeba masSi. mxolod is aZlevs materialur
bunebas saxels, formas da Rirebulebas. gaxsovdeT: es tansacmeli
mxolod narTia, es sacavi mxolod da mxolod Tixaa, Zvirfaseuloba
ki – mxolod oqro.
Tu ubralod pativs scemT mSoblebs, am SemTxvevaSic ki
SegiZliaT RmerTs miaRwioT. isini Tqveni Semqnelebi, gzis
maCveneblebi, maswavleblebi da damcvelebi arian; rodesac maT
ganadidebT, RvTiur WeSmaritebas, Tqvens Tavdapirvel mamas
eziarebiT. Tu Semqmnelis idea miudgomelic kia TqvenTvis,
siyvaruli xom ganicadeT, xom asea? Tqven wilad gxvdaT
gangecadaT mSoblebis siyvaruli, megobris, da-Zmis siyvaruli – da,
SesaZloa, Tqveni Svilebis mimarT siyvaruli! es siyvaruli
TavisTavad aris RvTis naperwkali, naperwkali imisa, vinc siyvaruls
ganasaxierebs – yvela samyaroSi da yvela droebaSi. maS
mouxmeT dedas, Tu Tqveni deda cocxalic ki ar aris – da TqvenTan
dasaxmareblad mova TviT deda – zeciuri an miwieri! ai am
sityvebis damadasturebeli mSvenieri ambavi: erTxel RamiT Siva
da parvati caSi mogzaurobdnen da dainaxes xis totze mjdari
adamiani. igi imdenad daiRala, rom ukve TiTqmis vardeboda.
parvati Sivas emudareboda gadaerCina igi, magram man TviTon
parvatis SesTavaza amis gakeTeba. bolos, RmerTebma
gadawyvites, rom Tu Camovardnis procesSi igi iyvirebs `ama!~-s,
maSin parvati xels stacebs; da Tu iyvirebs `apa!~-s, maSin Siva
uSvelis. magram roca is vardeboda, iyvira ara `deda~, ara
`mama~, aramed `ai!~, ase rom igi sakuTar beds waredgina!
daJinebuli swrafva – ai ra aris mTavari! es aris amocana,
romelsac veravin gaeqceva. isinic ki, vinc RmerTs ar aRiarebs,
rodesme piligrimis gzas daadgebian, da maTi gulebi locvaTa
mZime Sromis cremlebad daicleba. ufali asmagad ajildoebs
Tqvens sul mcire Zalisxmevas, rom gaTavisuflebas miaRwioT.
Tqveni guli unda gaxsnili da SemTvisebeli iyos im
yvelafris mimarT, rasac gaswavlian. da Tu Tqveni guli raRac
sxvazea awyobili, maSin es codna ver CaibeWdeba masSi naTlad
da garkveviT; igi damaxinjebuli iqneba.
sixaruliT SexvdiT gamocdebas! RmerTis erT gulwrfel
erTguls hqonda udidesi sulieri gamocdileba da
swavluloba, poeturi niWi da erTguleba. Tumca, rac ar unda
ekeTebina, risTvisac ar unda exlo xeli, yvelaferi warumateblad
mTavrdeboda, da mainc arc erT wams ar usayveduria uflisTvis.
piriqiT, ufro da ufro mWidro kavSirSi Sedioda uzenaesTan.
araviTar ubedurebas ar SeeZlo misi rwmenis gatexa; igi uryevi
iyo, rogorc klde aRelvebul zRvaSi. man gonebas aswavla
aumRvreveli darCeniliyo sixarulSic da mwuxarebaSic.
WeSmaritebis Secnoba – ai ra aris adamianis unikaluri
misia! adamiani iluzorulisa da RvTaebrivis narevia. iluzia nisls
moazRvavebs, romelic RmerTs faravs. magram swori
impulsebidan gamomdinare moqmedebebi, romlebic mis wina
cxovrebebSi namoqmedaridan aris memkvidreobiT gadmocemuli,
an am sxeulSi Sesrulebuli ganmwmendi askeza, an RvTis wyaloba
aiZulebs iluzias gaqres, radgan es ukanaskneli mxolod da mxolod
nislia, romelic mzis qveS orTqldeba. maSin adamiani iqceva
RmerTad, es samyaro ki, tanjvebis savane, - damSvidebis
savaned.
garCevis ucabedi ganaTeba im sibneles gafantavs,
romelic adamianis RvTaebriv arss faravs. Cvens droSi
adamians imedi aqvs igi maxviliT, TofiT an bombiT gafantos,
maSin roca aucilebelia mxolod lampa. rogor unda gafantos
wyvdiadma sibnele? nuTu SeuZlia borotebas ufro meti siZulvili
waSalos, ucodinarobam ki – ufro naklebi codna? gamarjvebis
wyurvili mxolod xels uwyobs wyvdiads. miatoveT yvela fiqri
dapyrobaze! iswrafeT WeSmaritebisken, da, rodesac igi
gagexsnebaT, yvela mcdari monagoni, romlebsac
TviTkmayofilebiT ebRauWebodiT, TavisTavad moixsneba.
dainaxeT mSvenieri qandakeba, romelic qvis lodSia
moTavsebuli! gaaTavisufleT igi am tyveobidan; moacileT
zedmeti fena, romelic gamosaxulebas faravs – ai amocana,
romelic Tqvens Rirsebas Seefereba! yuradRebas nu aqcevT
iluzias; yuradReba mokribeT RmerTze, da warmatebas miaRwevT.
godavaris napirze xe ar gaxmeba, misi krona ki marad mwvane
iqneba, radgan fesvebi miwisqveSa wyals svamen. Tqvenc am
xisaviT iyaviT! dae RvTaebrivi madlis maradiuli nakadebi
kvebavdes Tqvens fesvebs, da maSin gvalva verafers dagaklebT.
dae RmerTi Tqveni mfarveli da gzis maCvenebeli
gamxdariyos, nu gadaixrebiT marTlqmedebisgan! iluzia,
rom mSvidoba da bedniereba mxolod sakuTari SegrZnebebis
monobaSia SesaZlebeli, obivatelebis xvedria. vinc es samyaro
Seicno, sadac sicrue simarTlesTan aris Sereuli warmoudgenel
Tavsatexad, isini RvTis siyvarulis idumal sixarulze mokreben
yuradRebas da cdunebas gaeqcevian. Tu iciT, rom gamocda
warmatebiT CaabareT, maSin simSvides miiRebT; Tu ver
CaabareT, esac droebiT wyvets problemas, da SegiZliaT ar
iRelvoT. magram Tu niSnebi jer ar aris cnobili, maSin Tqveni
mRelvareba duRs, xom asea? aseve mTeli es samyaroc arc
WeSmaritebaa da arc ararealoba, igi iluziaa, romelic gonebaSi
mRelvarebas Tesavs.
gmocdebi aucilebelia imisaTvis, rom Tqveni zrda da
mzadyofna gaizomos. ase rom Tavs nu aaridebT momaval
mwuxarebebs! ufali wyalobas gigzavniT, surs gamogcadoT. igi
aRtacebulia Tqveni warmatebiT da surs Tavisi beWdiT
daamowmos igi. iyaviT misi gamocdebis Rirsni; ai raSi
gamoixateba RmerTis gulis mogebis gza!
sruli TviTgandgomis grZnoba – ai yvelaferze metad ra
gexmarebaT cxovrebaSi! dae misi neba Sesrulebul iqnas! igi
yvelaferia. RmerTs sruli mindoba balaxis msgavsia miwaze –
qariSxali misTvis saSiSi ar aris. egoizmi ki palmaa, romelsac
daxrils SeuZlia qars winaaRmdegoba gauwios, magram ufro Zlieri
qaris dros tydeba. miukvlevelnia RvTis gzebi; Tqveni valia miiRoT
misi neba morCilad, sixaruliT da madlierebiT!
rac ar unda moxdes, iyaviT erTgulni Zalis wyarosi da
erTobliobisa – uflisa; da SesaZlebloba mogecemaT misgan
xapoT mTeli is Zala, romelic gWirdebaT. swored am
Tavdadebulebas hqvia erTguleba.
okeanis Tavze mfrinav frinvels dasajdomi adgili ar aqvs,
rom daisvenos, garda anZisa gemze. aseve ufali erTaderTi
TavSesafaria sulisTvis, romelic cxovrebis boboqar talRebze
curavs. ra didi manZilic ar unda dafaros, frinvelma icis, rom
yovelTvis ipovis dasasvenebel adgils, da es simtkices matebs
mas. gemis gamosaxuleba da misi anZa samudamod CaibeWda
mis tvinSi; gemis forma samudamod aris Senaxuli frinvelis
mexsierebaSi. uflis saxeli gemis anZaa TqvenTvis; nu
dagaviwydebaT igi! SeaerTeT saxeli da forma erTmaneTs, da
samudamod STaibeWdeT isini Tqveni azrobrivi xedviT. dae igi
lampadad qceuliyos Tqveni gulis samalavisTvis! es saxeli mudam
yofiliyos Tqvens bageze – igi gafantavs Tqvens wyvdiads,
Sinagans da gares. simSvide SigniT, Zmuri siyvaruli, romelic
garSemo gadmoCqefs – ai im adamianis niSani, romelic RmerTis
saxelis gameorebiTaa gatacebuli.
RvTis saxels udidesi Zala aqvs. amis Sesaxeb erT
SemTxvevas giambobT. erTxel codnis RvTaeba da saxelis
RvTaeba tyis bilikze midiodnen. orives autaneli wyurvili klavda.
maT Wa ipoves, magram ar iyo arc Toki, arc raime WurWeli. es
iyo Zalian Rrma Wa safexurebis gareSe, da wyali Zalian Rrmad
iyo. codnis RvTaebam, romelmac umaRlesi arsis codnas miaRwia,
Tavisi Tavi frinvelad gaaigiva; igi dabla Cafrinda da wyurvili
moikla. saxelis RvTaebam RmerTis saxels mimarTa da ufalma
upasuxa: wyalma maRla amoweva iwyo, amoiwia im donemde,
sanam man muWiT ar amoiRo da wyurvili mTlianad ar moikla.
Tqven samyaros TvliT raRac axloblad, garemomcvelad
da mudam Tqven winaSe myofad. magram Tu gkiTxaven, RmerTi
sad aris, miuTiTebT Soreul wertilze – sadRac maRla da Sors!
cdebiT. is, rac TqvenTanaa axlos, RmerTia, da ara samyaro.
Tqven amjobinebT gjerodeT, rom es ase ar aris, imitom rom
WeSmaritebis geSiniaT da Tavs ityuebT.
ufali aris safuZveli, sayrdeni; samyaro ki – dayrdnobili,
Semcveli, dadebuli. sayrdeni TviT adamianis SigniTaa; igi
adamianis bunebaa, uaxloesi mokavSire da megobaria, cxovrebis
TviT sunTqvaa! ratom unda miuTiTebdeT Sors RmerTze SekiTxvis
dros? misi saxeli, saxeli, romelic mogiwodebT, Tqveni grZnobis
idumali siRrmeebidan modis, da ufali miT ufro axlos imyofeba, rac
ufro metad xarT misiT dainteresebuli.
uRmerToba WeSmariti codnis mzis Casvlaa horizontze;
RmerTis rwmena am mzis amosvlaa. inertuloba umecrebaa,
moRvaweoba ki – sulieri sibrZne. Tu gonebas ugulebelyofen,
maSin male `sevda da cdomileba~ Seipyrobs mas (gonebas).
viRac girCevT, rom gonebis yovel nabijs uTvalTvaloT, da misi
yvela kadnieri saqcieli da boroti ganzraxva aRniSnoT. es mankieri
praqtikaa. yuradrebas nu aqcevT mis saZagel qcevebs; imisken
unda iswrafodeT, rac sasurvelia, da ara imisken, risgan Tavis
daRwevac gindaT! Secdomebis damTvleli mudam gaimeorebs
maT. miiReT gadawyvetileba pirdapiri gziT iaroT, da fexi ar
dagicurdebaT da ar waiqceviT.
maS momendeT da neba momeciT gmarToT! Cems Tavze
viReb mTel am pasuxismgeblobas. magram is gamaspinZleba
unda miiRoT, rasac me mogcemT rogorc Cems wyalobas!
mwuxareba terfebia, sixaruli ki – Tavi; magram erTic da meorec
erTiani sxeulis nawilebia. sixarulis mudmivi Tanamgzavri sevdaa.
ar arsebobs erTi meoris gareSe, rogorc qaRaldis furclis ori mxare.
diax, aseTia gardauvaloba. brilianti winaT ubralod kenWi, myari
natexi iyo. magram igi daxvewilma xelosanma daamuSava, da
cecxlis mravawaxnaga natexad iqca! neba momeciT odnav
dagawaxnagoT, da mTeli simkrTale gaqreba, da Tqven Cinebul
briliantad iqceviT.
am wyurvils unda ganicdideT, rogorc qva, romelic ocnebobs
brilianti gaxdes. zurgs nu SeaqcevT dedis daxmarebis xels, da
usafrTxod iqnebiT mis gverdiT! CasWideT mas xeli da nu
gauSvebT! RvTis wyaloba mxolod gulwrfeli tanjviT da mgznebare
swrafviT SeiZleba moipovoT.
WeSmariti erTguleba nebismier dabrkolebas
gadalaxavs; misi Zala napirebidan gadmosul mdinares hgavs,
yvela dabrkolebas rom walekavs. siZneleebi `wyurvilis~
gaZlierebas da kidev imas emsaxureba, rom erTgulma yovelive
sxvas Tavi aaridos. RmerTis mudmivi xsenebis alqimia qvasac ki
rbil Tixad aqcevs! qva xom ver Serbildeba, Tu ubralod mas
taZarSi atarebT imdenjer, ramdensac gibrZaneben!
CemTan siaxlove mravali dabadebis erToblivi sikeTis
Sedegia. Tu uceb am kontaqts daarRvevT da ganmSordebiT,
rodisme tirili mogiwevT daxurul kars miRma, da mudaras
daiwyebT, rom erTxel kidev SemogiSvaT aq! gaTavisufldiT suleluri
iluziebisagan da eWvebisagan; iyaviT Tavisufalni yvela fuWi
survilisagan – da SemogiSvebT CemTan!
adamiani, Tuki xedavs da esmis kidec, itanjeba da Zirs
ecema, mainc bolomde ar aris darwmunebuli, rom codva
Zalian saxifaTo eqsperimentia, romelsac cremlebisa da
tanjvebis mdidari mosavali moaqvs. arcodna da sicrue
WeSmaritebas Tavis safarvels afarebs, malavs Rrma ormos, sadac
kvlav da kvlav vardeba codvili. ra Rqma unda, rodesac
mwuxareba mosvenebas ar gaZlevT da tkivili marwuxebs giWerT,
ufali yovelTvis ar gisaxelebT codvas, romelmac TqvenTvis sasjeli
gamoiwvia. mogiwevT TviTon mixvdeT, ganzogadebis gziT, rom
yoveli gamocdileba Seicavs gakveTils, nebismieri kargva ki –
monapovars.
aseve mogiwevT SeignoT, rom TviTon boWavT sakuTar
Tavs da TviTon wyvetT borkilebs. Tqvens Tavs bunebis sami
TvisebiT xlarTavT da, cdilobT ra maTgan Tavis daRwevas, ufro
mWidrod SemoiWerT samyaros saburvels. Tqven Soris yvelaze
naklebad ganaTlebulebsac ki amocnobis niWi gaaCniaT; Tqven
gaqvT sindisi, romelic marTlqmediTi cxovrebis kanonebs
giCurCulebT. ase rom gadawyviteT da airCieT.
Tqven sakuTar sxeuls kvebavT da zrunavT masze; nu
gaviwydebaT kargi da noyieri sakvebiT kveboT goneba,
cnobiereba da inteleqti! Tu diliT yavas ar dalevT, Tavis tkivils
grZnobT; ras ganicdiT wminda saxelis dilis porciis gareSe? Tu es
jer kidev ar iqca Tqvens Cveulebad? gonebis dasveneba
RvTaebrivi didebis xeze daRlil frinvels saSualebas miscems odnav
Seisvenos axali gafrenis win da kvlav gaeSuros sakvebisa da
bednierebis saZebnelad. RvTismosav adamianebTan urTierTobac
aseve dagexmarebaT amaSi. pirvel xanebSi es miTiTebebi
SeiZleba Znelad da arasasiamovnodac ki mogeCvenoT, magram
ecadeT maT SeeguoT! araZlieri goneba, iseve rogorc sxeuli,
uZluria erTguli da mtkice iyos didi xniT.
nu gaaCerebT mSier an naxevrad mSier mdgomareobaSi
gonebas, inteleqts da cnobierebas, Torem isini mZoris
saZebnelad xetials daiwyeben! mieciT Sesaferi sakvebi, da isini
saTanadod imoqmedeben. maTi valia Tqven SigniT myofi
umaRlesi sulis gaSuqeba, rom dagexmaroT gaigoT, rom umaRlesi
suli yvelaferia da yvelganaa. am sasixarulo momentis
dadgomamde yvelaferi saSinel uwesrigobaSi iqneba, magram nu
RelavT! rodesac saqorwilo samzadisi midis, saxlSi uwesrigoba,
xmauri, WuWyi da areul-dareulobaa. magram qorwilis dawyebis
Semdeg irgvliv wesrigia, yvelaferi sufTa da lamazia.
uflis wyaloba nebismier dabrkolebas gadalaxavs, sulieri
Zalisxmevis nayofi Tqvenze iqneba gardmovlenili. rodesac
am wyalobas miiRebT, yoveli Tqveni survilis ganxorcielebas
SeZlebT; qsovilis mflobels xom SeuZlia nebismieri tansacmeli
SeukveTos – Sarvali, labada an palto. swored RvTis madli aZlevs
cxovrebas azrs, saRvTo werilebs – utyuarobas, Semsmenels –
sulier Zalauflebas. sufTa qaRaldis naWers gansakuTrebuli
Rirebuleba ara aqvs, magram roca zarafxanaSi masze fulis
kupiuras dabeWdaven, misi Rirebuleba sagrZnoblad izrdeba,
Tumca masze sufTa adgili aRar iqneba. mieciT RvTis niSans
aseTive saxiT gazardos Tqveni Rirebuleba! atareT RvTis beWedi –
igi Zalauflebas da mniSvnelovnobas moganiWebT. magram
manamde saWiroa SeiZinoT sisufTave, gamZleoba da simtkice.
moicileT WuWyi!
ufro Zlierad unda ilocoT, roca safrTxeSi xarT. amaSi
araferi saZraxisi ar aris! es ukeTesia, vidre ama Tu im
ukiduresobaSi vardebodeT. RmerTis saxelis mudmivi xseneba
saukeTeso wamalia! magram bolomde ar xarT darwmunebuli
imaSi, rom amas SeuZlia gadagarCinoT da gangkurnoT – ai es aris
tragedia! adamianebs swamT mxolod Zviri, lamazad SefuTuli da
reklamirebuli wamlebi; Tqven gverdiT arsebuli sul ubralo
saSualeba usargeblod geCvenebaT!
SeuZlia Tu ara adamians marTlqmedebas mihyvebodes,
es damokidebulia bunebis im Tvisebebze, romelSiac is
imyofeba.
RmerTma adamians misca asi weli da uamravi samuSao,
romelic am xanSi unda Seasrulos. magram Tqven usargeblo
TamaSebSi kargavT dros, rodesac ojaxis keTildReobaze zrunavT!
gamoiRviZeT da gaacnobiereT is faqti, rom roca sikvdili karze
gikakunebT, sikvdilisTvis mzadeba ukve gvianaa! da maSin
xarbad iwyebT locvas vadis gadadebisTvis, rom is amocana
SeasruloT, ris gulisTvisac aq gardmogavlines.
dro ar gyofniT RmerTis xotbis SesxmisTvis da
meditaciisTvis mis formaze, Tumca es yvelaferi Tqven
SigniTaa! sakmarisi dro gaqvT klubebSi sasiarulod, azartuli
TamaSebisTvis, kinoTeatrebisTvis an tyuilubralo laybobisTvis –
yoveli banalobisTvis, romelic Tqvens cxovrebas avsebs. magram
dros ver poulobT imisaTvis, rom cota xniT siCumeSi iyoT an iseTi
ubralo ramisTvis, rogoricaa RmerTis Tayvaniscema! magram
amas gamarTleba ar aqvs. ara! mimarTeT WeSmaritebas da
misken iareT! WeSmariteba TviTon mimarTavs Tqvens nabijebs –
TqvenTvis SeumCnevlad, auCqareblad, magram mtkiced.
nu kicxavT viSnus an Sivas, alahs an iesos mxolod imis
gamo, rom Tqveni erTguleba raRac sxva saxelsa da
formazea mimarTuli, romlis Tayvaniscemac gsurT. cudad nu
SeafasebT adamiansac ki, radgan Tqven RmerTs scemT Cirqs, is
xom am adamianSic aris. pativi eciT RmerTis nawilaks, romelic
masSia dafaruli; pativi eciT mas, romelic agreTve TqvenSic
imyofeba, da nu SeasrulebT iseT moqmedebebs, romlebic
yofierebis safuZvels Seuracxyofs.
rodesac gasaWirSi vardebiT, vidre raime nabijs
gadadgamdeT, iloceT! adamianebi Tavisi gonierebis farglebSi
gaZleven rCevebs. mxolod ufali aqcevs Tqvens umecrebas
gonierebad da Cixidan gamogiyvanT. iTxoveT uflisgan da is
gipasuxebT.
namdvili kultura Senobaa oTx sayrdenze:
WeSmaritebaze, marTlqmedebaze, simSvideze da
siyvarulze. es yoveli TqvenganisTvis unda iyos cnobili! Tu es
iciT, maSin veRar Segacdenen sxva kulturebi, romlebic ufro
naklebi simtkicis fundamentzea dafuZnebuli. kultura, romelic
bombis daxmarebiT unda daicva, saeWvoa rom siyvarulis
fundamentze iyos damyarebuli. indoeTi is qveyanaa, sadac
adamianebi aTaswleulebis manZilze muSaobdnen da locvebs
aRavlendnen mTeli kacobriobis mSvidobisa da bednierebisTvis.
maT arasodes ulociaT sxva xalxis ganadgurebisTvis!
rodesac Tqveni gulis taZarSi WeSmariteba
daisadgurebs, es xalxTa Soris Zmobis damyarebas
daexmareba!
Tavis avadmyofobebSi adamianebi RmerTs sdeben
brals, maSin roca isini gamowveulia maTi
gauwonasworeblobiTa da arcodniT. amaSi brali mxolod
sakuTar Tavs unda dasdoT! tanjva Tqveni sakuTari umecrebis
nayofia! modiT gavarCioT sxeulis tanjvis mizezebi. umravles
SemTxvevaSi igi Warbi kvebis an Wamis araswori Cveulebebis
Sedegia. zomieri kveba adamians udides simsubuqes aZlevs
yvelaferSi!
sakvebi unda iyos sufTa da qorfa, da aucileblad
patiosani gziT mopovebuli. misgan miRebuli Zala keTil
saqmeebze unda iyos mimarTuli. da maSin mixvdebiT, rom
cxovreba mSvenieria!
magram nu dagaviwydebaT faqiz zemoqmedebebze, romlebic
sakvebze gadadis im pirebidan, vinc mas amzadebs da gascems.
es denebi moqmedeben imaTze, vinc agemovnebs.
sakvebi adamianis xasiaTis safuZvelia. gonebis
mdgomareoba ganpirobebulia sxeulis mdgomareobiT.
Tqven SemedavebiT, rom es mkacri wesebi mxolod
sulieri maZieblebisTvis varga, magram Cven Soris vin aris
sulis aramaZiebeli? Cven yvela momlocvelebi varT am bilikze;
erTni Cqara midian, meoreni – ufro nela, amaSia mTeli
gansxvaveba! mizani yvelasTvis erTia, Tumca mravali gza midis
misken.
uflis wyalobis damsaxureba iseTive iolia, rogoric karaqis
gadnobaa; ai ratom amboben, rom RmerTis guli karaqiviTaa.
cotaodeni siTbo, da es sakmarisia; cotaodeni siTbo da
TanagrZnoba axloblis mimarT; cotaodeni siTbo uflis saxelis
xsenebisas, roca Tqven, SeiZleba iTqvas, am saxels gemos
usinjavT. saxeli mTeli umaRlesi cnobierebis wyaroa, romelsac
SegiZliaT miaRwioT saxelis gameorebiT; es aris macocxlebeli
neqtari, es aris Tavdapirveli energiis Sadrevani.
maS adideT uflis saxeli - da RmerTi gamoecxadeba
Tqvens Tvalebs! warmoidgineT misi gamosaxuleba, da misi
saxeli maSinve Tqvens bageze iqneba.
mxolod iqonieT moTmineba da iloceT. locva saswaulebs
axdens. adideT ufali da gulis siRrmeSi imeoreT misi saxeli. ai ra
migiyvanT warmatebasTan!
mravali Tqvenganis cxovreba imdenad mZimea, rom
imedi dakargeT da imdenad xarT daCagruli, rom sakuTar
dabadebas dastiriT da sikvdili gsurT. nu akeTebT amas! Sua
gzaze nu miatovebT Tqvenze dakisrebul amocanas. es sisustisa
da Ralatis niSania. dafiqrdiT: arian ki bednierebi mdidrebi? arian
ki bednierebi Zlierebi, anda ganaTlebuli da Wkviani adamianebi?
dainaxavT, rom maT Soris aravin miaRwia mudmiv bednierebas!
gabednierebisTvis ori gza arsebobs: an Tqveni yvela survili unda
Sesruldes, an survilebi ar unda gqondeT. ra Tqma unda,
survilebze uaris Tqma yvelaze ufro ioli gzaa.
miiReT Tqveni yvela ubedureba rogorc gansacdeli da
rogorc imis SesaZlebloba, rom aramibmulobis gakveTili
SeiTvisoT. sicxe gaiZulebT kondicioneri eZeboT; aseve
mwuxarebas RmerTTan mihyavxarT! da Tu bavSvic ki gikvdebaT,
Tavs hkiTxeT: `gana Cemi gulisTvis daibada?~ mas Tavisi bedi
aqvs, da man is unda gaiaros; Tavisi sakuTari istoriaa, da is unda
waikiTxos.
miiReT yvelaferi ise, rogorc aris, da maSin, roca es
xdeba! nu cdilobT momavalSi SeRwevas astrologebisa da
mkiTxavebis daxmarebiT. umravles SemTxvevaSi isini cdebian,
Tqven mier wardgenili sawyisi monacemebi ki arasruli da
arasarwmunoa.
roca sicrue adamianis xasiaTs ipyrobs, igi
ukvdavebasTan Sexebas kargavs. cru da simarTlis moSiSari
brmaa ukvdavebis sakuTari sxivmosili memkvidreobis mimarT; igi
mravali sikvdiliT kvdeba. WeSmariteba maradisobaa. sicrue –
Sxami, simarTle ki – neqtari. mxolod WeSmariteba gvaZlevs
Cinebulebas.
Cvens droSic arian adamianebi, romlebsac adamianuri
garegnoba aqvT, Tavisi dafaruli impulsebis mixedviT ki
araadamianebs warmoadgenen. visac SigniT gulmowyaleba ar
gaaCnia, mas demoni hqvia. araadamianebi da demonebi
Seerivnen, da adamianuri garegnobis ukan imalebian; magram
amJamad araadamianebma xelSi aiRes Zalaufleba. ase dakarga
adamianma Tavisi dideba, Zliereba da sidiade; da mainc dadga
dro davibrunoT isini sulieri praqtikis gziT. maS ase, dae yvelaferi
gawmindos Tqvenma dauRalavma miswrafebam!
irwmuneT odindeli religiis arsi da yovelive arsebulis
Tavdapirveli RvTaebrivi safuZveli. darwmundiT, rom
wuTisofels SeuZlia mxolod warmavali sixaruli mogceT, romlis
ukana piricaa mwuxareba, da gaxdiT mizandasaxulebi pirdapir
axlave, swored am momentSi, rdgan adidebul mdinaresaviT
miqris dro!
gamozardeT TqvenSi srulyofili sixaruli, savse da saukunod
naTeli. iyaviT Tqveni Tavis erTgulni! iyaviT gambedavebi da iyaviT
gulwrfelebi. erTaderTi realobaa ori frinveli-da cxovrebis xeze: suli,
romelic nayofs sinjavs da itanjeba, da umaRlesi suli mowme,
romelic uZravad zis da mas uTvalTvalebs.
rwmenis gamozrda mxolod fxizeli dakvirvebiT SeiZleba.
eWvi WeSmaritad araadamianTa bunebaSia; igi erTgulebis TviT
sxeuls Wams. igi sixarulis frTebs boWavs, aRtacebas aqrobs,
imeds Crdilavs. daeWvebuli adamianebi ver miaRweven mizans
aTasi dabadebis Semdegac ki! amitom, rodesac eWvebi gipyrobT,
gixarodeT yoveli SesaZleblobis gamo, rom dainaxoT, ganicadoT
da gamoarkvioT maTi mizezi! da mainc, nu uRalatebT im
Tavdapirvel WeSmaritebas, romelSiac rodisRac iyaviT
darwmunebuli, magram SemdgomSi kvlav siZulvilisa da situtucis
xma SeismineT.
modiT CemTan swavlis da ganviTarebis wyurviliT,
wyurviliT dainaxoT Tqveni umaRlesi me CemSi, da maSin
sixaruliT SegxvdebiT da gzas giCvenebT. WeSmaritad
kurTxeulni iqnebiT! saRmrTo werilebi, xelnawerebi, gita aris rZe
upaniSadebis wminda Zroxebisa. isini imisaTvis Seiqmna, rom
TqvenSi es wyurvili gamoewvia. dae es miswrafeba TqvenTvis
gamxdariyos igive, rac xis tani surosTvis, magniti rkinisTvis,
futkari yvavilisTvis, wyali CanCqerisTvis da mdinare zRvisTvis!
dae gancalkevebis tkivili tanjavdes Tqvens guls, Tqvens arsebas
ki SeerTeba moswyurdes! dros nu gawelavT da nu kargavT
survilebisa da formebis rCevaSi. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi
mxolod wvrilmanebSi daxarjavT Tqvens dros da energias. uflis
ganuwyveteli mzera – ai ra mogcemT uwyvet sitkboebas neqtris
gemosi.
Cveni droisTvis damaxasiaTebeli grZnobiTi survilebis
waqezeba Semcirdeba saRvTo wignebTan da RvTismosav
adamianebTan urTierTobis wyalobiT. iciT, rom Tqveni Zilis
samyaro fantastikuri samyaroa, romelic zRaprebs badebs,
ormocdaaTi weli ki xuTi wuTis zomamde ikumSeba. ucnauri
movlenebi da sagnebi realurad arsebuli geCvenebaT da Tqven
mier seriozulad xdeba maTi gancda. nu gaviwydebaT zomierebis
grZnobis Sesaxeb, ufro sworad swori zomierebis masStabis
Sesaxeb; SeafaseT yoveli adamiani da yoveli sagani Rirsebis
mixedviT, arc meti, arc naklebi!
xuT safarvelSia damaluli suli, romelic Tavis
brwyinvalebas malavs. maS gaxadeT es safarvlebi sufTa
da elvare! fizikuri garsi iwmindeba qorfa, kargi da sufTa
sakvebiT; energetikuli garsi – mSvidi da Tanabari sunTqviT da
uSfoTveli xasiaTiT; mentaluri garsi – wminda azrebiTa da
emociebiT, romlebic Tavisufalia mibmulobebisgan grZnobaTa
organoebze, sixarulze da mwuxarebaze; sibrZnis garsi – realobis
mzeriT, netarebis garsi ki – RmerTis cnobierebis eqstazSi CaZirviT.
rodesac Tqveni xma sulier galobebs uerTdeba, xom xarT
valdebulni yvelasTan TanaxmianobiT imReroT, xom asea?
winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi Tqveni xma disonanss Seitans da
gamaRizianebeli iqneba. zustad aseve, rodesac Tqveni cxovreba
RvTaebriv gegmasTan araTanaxmiania, igi gunds ver erwymis,
yurs cudad xvdeba da raRac ucxod SeigrZnoba. maS mihyeviT
RvTiur gegmas! ase getyviT: erTi xeli geWiroT umaRlesi realobis
gzaze, meore ki – marTlqmedebis gzaze. es sikvdilTa da
dabadebaTa boboqri okeanis gadalaxvaSi dagexmarebaT.
Tqveni WeSmariti buneba netarebaa, Tu verc ki
amCnevT mas. bharatam (indoeTma) samudamod ganamtkica
es WeSmariteba; vedebi acxadeben mas; saRmrTo werilebi mas
sul mcire detalebSi ganixilaven, bhagavad gita da sxva wminda
teqstebi ki ganmartaven, rogor unda ganicado is. ganaviTareT
RmerTis da saRmrTo werilebis rwmena: isini or Tvals hgavs,
romlebic WeSmaritebis danaxvaSi gexmarebaT! ai ra aris
tragikuli: rodesac kargi sityvebi ismis, TqvenTvis ase advili ar aris
yuradrebis mokreba; xolo roca dabals da cariels usmenT,
yuradrebas amaxvilebT... ismineT siwynareSi da simSvide
SeinarCuneT!
gonebis damSvidebisa da Sinagani sixarulis am sulier
sferoSi, TviTon adamiania pasuxismgebeli Tavis
warmatebebze Tu warumateblobebze. ufleba ar gaqvT igi
sxvebze gadaitanoT! cecxli Caqreba, rogorc ki sawvavi
gaTavdeba; SewyviteT gareSe sawvaviT Tqveni cecxlis
SenarCuneba! nu asxamT mas grZnobaTa organoebisa da
SegrZnebebis cecxlze. gaaTavisufleT goneba warmavlisgan; dae
igi maradiulisken iyos mimarTuli!
adamiani Tavisi qcevis baton-patroni unda iyos. marTebs
iyos araimpulsuri, niadag acnobierebdes, ra aris misTvis kargi. igi
Tavis yoveldRiur amocanebs ise unda asrulebdes, rom sxvebs da
Tavis Tavs ar avnos. amaSia misi cxovrebis gonierebis niSani.
nu ahyvebiT mZvinvarebis, mwuxarebis,
sasowarkveTilebis aRtyinebas! areuloba warmoiqmneba
Tqveni Tvisebebis - umecrebisa da vnebis – gamo. iyaviT sikeTis
TvisebaSi – wynari, uSfoTveli da mokrebili! rac ufro met sikeTes
moutanT yvela arsebas, rac ufro Rrmad moinaniebT sakuTar
arasrulyofilebas da rac ufro Zlieri iqneba Tqveni SiSi uRirsi
saqcielisadmi da SiSi RmerTis winaSe, miT ufro Zlieri iqneba
Tqveni simSvide.
RmerTi da Jini ar SeiZleba iyos gonebaSi erTdroulad.
ganaviTareT gulmodgineba RvTis saxelis gandidebis dros da am
saxelis Rirebulebis Segnebisas! da maSin, mTeli msoflioc ki Tu
gibrZanebT: `boroteba CaidineT!~ - Tqven ar daemorCilebiT; TviT
Tqveni arsi SeewinaaRmdegeba am brZanebebs. da mTeli
msoflioc ki Tu SegexvewebaT, rom xeli aiRoT am saqmidan, kvlav
sworad da Rirseulad imoqmedebT. iZulebuli iqnebiT ganaviTaroT
oTxjeradi Zala: sxeulis, gonebis, garCevisa da moqmedebis
saxisa. da maSin Tqven uryevi xarT; ukve sulieri gamarjvebis
gzaze xarT!
siyvaruli sami saxis arsebobs: Tavis Tavisaken centrirebuli
siyvaruli, igi eleqtrul naTuras hgavs, romelic patara oTaxs
anaTebs; urTierTsiyvaruli, hgavs mTvaris Suqs, romelic
ramdenadme Sors vrceldeba, magram ufro naTlad ara; da
sxvebze mimarTuli siyvaruli, mzis Suqis msgavsi – yovlismomcveli
da naTeli. ganaviTareT mxolod mesame saxis siyvaruli – igi
Tqveni mxsneli gaxdeba! radgan sxvebis msaxureba, romelic am
siyvarulis mier aris marTuli, arsebiTad aris Tavisi Tavis
msaxureba. Tqven sxvebs ar exmarebiT, nu cdebiT!
dasaxmareblad Tqvenive TavTan midixarT.
vinc Cems darigebebs ismenda an kiTxulobda, vinc aseTi
saxiT miiRo uflis Sexedva da mzera, miRebuli erTi keTili
rCeva mainc gamoiyenos. asanTis erTi Reric ki sakmarisia
cecxlis dasanTeblad, ar aris saWiro mTeli kolofis dawva. gjerodeT,
rom gamarjvebas miaRwevT, miznis misaRwevad iyaviT mtkiceni.
om tat sat
SeniSvnebi
`amJamad ar aris aucilebeli saRvTo werilebis mitana
umravlesobisTvis ucnob enaze. isini SeiZleba ganmartebul
iqnas sxva, iolad gasageb enaze. es ar Seexeba saRvTo
werilebis safuZvlebs. am SemTxvevaSi SesaZlebeli iqneba
maTi praqtikaSi gatareba, gageba, gancda da maTgan
sitkboebis amoxapva~.
satia sai baba
sikeTe – bunebis (prakritis) 7 Tvisebidan an atributidan
(gunadan) erT-erTi. es aris siwmindis, sicxadis, simSvidisa da
harmoniis Tviseba. mas codnasTan mivyavarT. adamians
mouwodeben vnebis (rajasis) ZaliT gadalaxos arcodna (tamasi),
vneba ki – sikeTiT, rom, bolos da bolos, TviT sikeTes gadaaWarbos
da gaTavisufleba (mokSa) miiRos
netareba – ananda; RvTaebrivi sixarulis mdgomareoba,
romlis axsna sityvebiT SeuZlebelia
maradiuli (maradiswina, Tavdapirveli) religia – sanatana
dharma; samyaros Tavdapirveli kanoni. yvela gamovlenili religiis
arsi dedamiwaze, umaRlesi religia, romlis safuZvelSic
yovlismomcveli siyvarulia
wminda saxelebisTvis xotbis Sesxma – bhajanebi;
himnebi, locvebi, romlebic RmerTs adideben
umaRlesi damSvideba – praSanti; umaRlesi damSvidebis
mdgomareoba, romelic araviTar garemoebebSi ar icvleba, da
umaRlesi netarebiTaa Sevsili
yvela arsebis umaRlesi suli – paramatma, brahmani,
absoluti, umaRlesi realoba
Rrma meditacia – dhiana; rvasafexuriani aStanga, anu raja-
iogas erT-erTi bolo safexuri
umaRlesi suli – atmani; umaRlesi buneba adamianSi
sulieri praqtika – sadhana; sxvadasxva praqtikis, meTodisa
da disciplinis gamoyeneba, romlebic mimarTulia RmerTis
Segnebisken
codna, sibrZne – jnana; umaRlesi codna, romelic mTel
amqveyniur sibrZnes aRemateba
iluzia – maia; brahmanis misteriuli, SemoqmedebiTi da iluziuri
Zala, romlis saSualebiTac RmerTi samyaros xilul saxes
agegmilebs. maia materialuri mizezia, brahmani ki – samyaros
moqmedi mizezi. brahmani da maia ganuyrelad arian
erTmaneTTan dakavSirebuli, rogorc cecxli mis siTbosTan. maiam
jivebs egoizmis iluzia moaxvia Tavs, aiZula TavianTi WeSmariti
sulieri buneba daeviwyebinaT
individualuri suli – jiva; mdgomareoba, rodesac brahmanTan
Tavis identurobas ver xvdeba. igi Tavisive Tavs atyuebs, umaRles
suls xels uSlis Tavisi WeSmariti buneba gaacnobieros. midrekileba
aqvs tkivilisa da siamovnebis SegrZnebisadmi, dabadebisa da
sikvdilisadmi da a.S.
maZiebeli – sadhaka; adamiani, romelmac Tavisi cxovreba
umaRlesi sulis Secnobas miuZRvna; vinc sulier praqtikas gadis
WeSmariteba – satia; miswrafeba misdio umaRles kanons
damaxinjebebisa da xrikebis gareSe
WeSmariti `me~ - atmani; umaRlesi suli
WeSmariti `me~ SezRudvebis gareSe – brahmani;
umaRlesi realoba; umaRlesi arseba; absoluturi realoba; upirovno
RmerTi formisa da Tvisebebis gareSe. samyaros umizezo mizezi,
absoluturi maradisoba-codna-netareba (sat-Cit-ananda); maradi
ucvleli realoba, romelic SezRuduli ar aris arc sivrciT, arc droiT, arc
mizezobriobiT.
ioga – niSnavs RmerTTan erTianobas an kavSirs, agreTve gzas,
romliTac miiRweva sulis aseTi erTianoba RmerTTan. iogas oTxi
saxe Semdegia: codna, moRvaweoba, meditacia da erTguleba
(jnana, karma, dhiana da bhaqTi)
Tviseba (bunebisa) – guna, Tviseba; maxasiaTebeli, bunebis
sami mdgenelidan (satva, rajasi da tamasi) erT-erTi. isini suls
sxeulze abamen. adamianis cxovrebis umaRlesi mizania
gadalaxos gunebi da dabadebisa da sikvdilis wrebrunvisagan
gaTavisufldes
siyvaruli – prema; WeSmariti, arafrisgan ganpirobebuli sufTa
siyvaruli RmerTisa da, rogorc Sedegi, RmerTis mTeli qmnilebisa
meditacia – dhiana; azris uwyveti nakadi koncentraciis
obieqtis mimarTulebiT. igi gonebas ganamtkicebs da amSvidebs,
TandaTan realizaciisTvis gamosadegad xdis mas
amqveyniuri cxovreba – sulis cxovreba ganmeorebul
dabadebaTa da sikvdilTa wreSi – samsara. gaTavisufleba
(mokSa) niSnavs am wridan gamosvlas
brZeni – jnani, jnanas (sulieri codnisa da erTianobis gancdis)
mflobeli
umecreba – tamasi; bunebis erT-erTi Tviseba an atributi. es
aris gonebaClungobis, inertulobis, sibnelis, borotebisadmi
midrekilebis Tviseba
aramavnebloba – ahimsa; cocxali arsebebisTvis zianis
armiyeneba
aramibmuloba, gandgoma – vairagia; survili da unari uari
Tqva yvela warmaval sitkboebaze
ganmeoreba wminda saxelisa an wminda mantrasi (xSirad
krialosanze) – japa
saxelis (RmerTisa) xseneba – namasmarana; erT-erTi
mniSvnelovani nabiji sulier disciplinaSi (sadhanaSi), romelic
saSualebas iZleva RmerTis wyaloba miviRoT da progresi
ganvaxorcieloT sulierebaSi
marTlqmedeba – dharma; religia; Rirsebis kodeqsi; vali,
kanoni; arsebebisa da sagnebis ZiriTadi buneba. igi mTel
samyaros icavs. materialuri da sulieri keTildReobis misaRwevad
adamianma dharma unda daicvas. vedebi dharmis safuZvlebs,
fesvebs Seicavs. RmerTi bunebrivi saxiTaa dainteresebuli dharmis
batonobaSi
erTguli – bhaqTa; adamiani, romelmac RmerTs mTlianad
miabara Tavi da yvela azri, sityva da saqme mas miuZRvna
RmerTis erTguleba – bhaqTi; RmerTis upirobo sufTa
siyvaruli
buneba – prakriti; Camoyalibebis RvTaebrivi Zala; aseve
cnobilia rogorc maia, avidia da SaqTi; materiisa da gonebis
samyaro umaRles sulTan dapirispirebaSi. prakritis aqvs sami
Tviseba an guna (satva, rajasi da tamasi), romlebic sxvadasxva
proporciiT aris Cawnuli samyaroSi yvela cocxali da aracocxali
arsebis gamJRavnebaSi, da qmnis samzer ulev formaTa, naerTTa
da qcevaTa mravalferovnebas
SezRuduli me – jiva; individualuri suli
gaTavisufleba – mokSa/mukTi; gaTavisufleba yovelgvari
borkilebisagan, gansakuTrebiT dabadebisa da sikvdilis
wrebrunvisagan. es aris absoluturi Tavisuflebis, simSvidisa da
netarebis mdgomareoba, romelic miiRweva WeSmariti me-s
realizaciis meSveobiT. amaSia yvela adamianuri wamowyebis
umaRlesi mizani, danarCeni sami aris marTlqmedeba (dharma),
Zala da simdidre (arTha), grZnobiTi siamovnebebi (kama)
gandgoma – vairagia; am samyaros iluziurobis gacnobiereba
saRvTo werilebi – Sastrebi. isini gvaswavlian rogor
vicxovroT samarTlianad da brZnulad
wminda codna – jnana; umaRlesi sulis Secnoba, romliskenac
iswrafian rogorc sakuTari WeSmariti me-s realizaciis
saSualebisaken. uSualo gancda RmerTisa rogorc yvela sulis
sulisa. jnana adamians yovlismcodnes, Tavisufals, uSiSars da
ukvdavs xdis
dafaruli midrekilebebi da survilebi – sanskarebi;
STabeWdilebebi, romlebic adamianis Semdgom cxovrebas
gansazRvravs, faqizi miswrafebebi, impulsebi
vneba – rajasi; bunebis Tviseba, romelic xasiaTdeba
vnebianobiT, energiulobiT, mRelvarebiT, mibmulobiT da gare
samyarosken mibrunebiT. igi tanjvebs iwvevs
damSvideba – Santi; simSvide, siwynare, siCume,
mdumareba, simSvidis mdgomareoba, romelic dafuZnebulia
umaRlesis gacnobierebaze
miswrafebuli, maZiebeli – sadhaka; iyenebs sulier
disciplinas, rom realizaciis mizans miaRwios
maswavlebeli – guru; sulieri moZRvari, romelmac brahmani
Seicno, mas survilebi ar gaaCnia, igi damSvidebulia, mowyalea,
mudam mzad aris daexmaros da mimarTos sulierad
miswrafebulebi, romlebmac mas mimarTes.
(garekanze ukan)
adamianis arsebobis azri RvTaebriobis realizaciaa. adamianma
unda Seicnos RmerTi, igrZnos RmerTis Tandaswreba, igi unda
xedavdes RmerTs, elaparakos RmerTs – ai ra aris realizacia.
swored es aris religia. da araviTari azri ar aqvs imas, rom
adamianma yvelaferi icis amqveynad, magram ar icis RmerTi ras
warmoadgens.
satia sai baba