So, I don't know what I'm going to come up in my mind, so I'm just going to open

this
and record myself talking, just to see, guess what's inside of my thoughts as of
today.
And maybe practice some of my English structures of how do I say things and just
extract
my ideas towards the deliver message, practicing how can I match be more clear so
that the
person who I'm talking to can understand what I'm trying to say.
And yeah, it's just verbal, so I might just want to be more loud here, but I cannot
be that
so loud because it's already almost 12 a.m. 12 midnight, so yeah, we need to limit
our
voice for now because people are sleeping and I'm just like a few steps from my
neighbors
room, so we need to be more cautious and just respect others, other people are
sleeping.
So today I actually finished the entire cycle pass series, but I wasn't able to
finish
because I missed the tree, there's still a mist, still tree missing movies that I
didn't
able to see, because I didn't know they were there, I shouldn't ask chat GPT4 the
entire
anime cycle series, and so next time whether I found a new anime to watch, I guess
I'm going
to ask chat GPT all the episodes, all the TV series and movies that is released on
that
anime and just ask him about the release date of every single released anime video,
and so I
would not make the same mistake again, because I was, I jumped a gap, it should
have been a great
experience if I hadn't, so but at least the anime is so good, the anime is so good,
it's well
structured, the stories are just well structured, well formulated, and the deep
meaning is impactful to me,
it really is a recommendable anime, it helps people to understand the true
situation of our current
generation, especially with A.I. is now vastly known to people, A.I. is slowly
getting common, the message
is really relative to what we are now, that then it was really doesn't get focused,
but now I think
that's no excuse, because the anime itself is slowly and getting slowly, getting
real, and I think 100
years from now that anime will come to life, 100 years from now, yeah I think it
will come to life,
even if not 100 years maybe 200 years from now, I'm certain, that will come to life
if the world still lives in that year,
even if the world still moves, still survive, there's so many aspects that
conspiracy theories that may or may not
the world will continue or maybe destroyed by asteroid meteors or humanities, dark
secrets,
doing just like the covid incident back in year 2020, so really understanding the
concept of society
and the concept of humanity, individuality and the ideology of
the dystopian world, those geniuses philosophers really have something in mind,
and their beliefs really lived among still now, and I think I understand many of
them,
I have this feeling that their philosophies are calling me to know the wisdom that
I want to uncover,
it's like a magnet keeping me attracted to them,
even if I neglect it, my body just won't forget it,
I think I'm slowly able to see the bigger picture of the world now,
the pursuit of truth and happiness is what,
mostly the big philosophers, mankind, asking the same question, what is truth,
what is the purpose, what is the meaning of life,
what is love, why will it, why is this world,
being able to question those questions, each and every single year give us a new
insight,
new perspective of the question itself, whether or not that kind,
but the thing is, reality is just perceived different from people,
sometimes it's mostly the same,
just like a cube, a tree-dimensional cube, it will always be a cube,
but in a different angle, you can see it in a different face, but it's still the
cube,
it's just in a different perspective, that's how I think the truth is,
it's mostly just a series of perspectives that is formed by many people,
but it's hard to believe that it can be, just be related to every single opinions
and perspective
of the answers of past geniuses and philosophers, but in that sense we begin to
question
the answer, is it also the answer,
or is it the wrong question that we always ask in ourselves,
being deep like this, I think I want more of this, seeking the truth,
release the alternate goal of humanity, or seeking the meaning of purpose,
well, the answer is already within us, the answer is already,
in the surface, we can't seem to see it, we can't find it even though it's already
in front of us,
just like what Elon Musk said, if the universe is the answer, what is the question,
I think we need to start asking the correct question instead of answering,
vague questions, correct answers, justifying answers,
just what makes us different from animals, that question really hits me when,
back in the day, sir Neil, ask us what is our difference between the animals,
it's the ultimate question that we all just been stuck and can't get it right, even
though
one far top classmate couldn't even solve the question, even we use chat,
deeply at that time where it was starting to get popular, you just cannot get the
answer,
and I was surprised by the answer, since then I just cannot be,
to forget, sir, Neil's answer, I respect him as a man of wisdom,
and the answer to the question, what is the difference between a human and an
animal,
is that we are able, and that is because of our morality,
knowing what is bad or evil, good or evil,
that is a difference between human and an animal, we have morality,
knowing what is good or evil,
Shogomakashima, the antagonist in the season one of the anime psychopath,
he is the ideology, and the symbol of what Luke Bellmar stands for and believed,
I think Shogomakashima is where,
almost, Luke Bellmar is referencing himself,
frighteningly a bit,
society is taking over us,
I mean, what is really what we want,
am I just doing this because is it,
what I want it, or what I need,
is it something that,
what I was told to, is right, or what I know to be right, or is justified,
by right itself, or am I being perceived the wrong right,
I don't know, bro, dang, being able to question will make you question itself,
take, that's where my stress level is going up, my psychopath is going up,
take it,
I'm so stuck with the anime that I don't think I'm able to forget that anime wrong,
I think I'm going to be embodied, not all people know this anime,
maybe if I'm going to endorse this, people will slowly start to see,
will idolize that anime,
and I don't think many people could understand that also, you know,
not all people are built, they're the same,
people are now brainwashed, organized, and I don't think they can understand it,
because it's too dark, and so they can think, thinking has also been removed,
by many people, due to comfort, technology makers,
made things easier, but also makes us lazier,
there will be a time when everything will be so easy to do that,
it's very hard work,
I don't know what would happen, bro, online is getting easier, and easier,
and just a year ago,
there's no much for good AI, but now,
10 times more than 10 times stronger, better,
how come 5 years, 10 years from now, 20 years, bro,
oh my god, I can clearly see how the world will entirely change and adapt this AI
revolution,
Cering Lisa said that our new generation is now AI,
first that was, the first evolution,
the evolution of technologies started,
it was just web 1, web 2,
and drag the web tree,
the technology, the industrialized, now AI,
I wonder if I have a place in this vast opportunities,
I guess there will be always a place where some people like me,
it was different,
I just said to my father,
a while ago, that I'm final, I'm not going to college, bro,
it's final,
though I sit there,
ball me, question everything, just for a moment,
you know, I said that I'm not going to college,
but the reality is, in my heart tells me,
no, my mind tells me, I don't want to come to college, never,
it's just rotten, the only reason that I want to go to college,
is just for my love, love life, I guess,
just to see some prospect, prospect of a girlfriend,
because school is where you can't find many people, the same age as you,
now in workplace, you can't find them, but it's just so rare to find people that
have
the same age as you, or at least close to your age, school is really the perfect
place to find,
your prospect of girlfriend or lover, if you don't have one,
also Facebook has this feature of finding love,
and I find it, it's like a dating feature, I guess I can use that someday,
but online is just, I don't know, they can just fabricate their profile, I don't
really trust
online things, but it's a good start, it's a good start, but I prefer human
interaction,
people crave for human nowadays, guess AI slowly,
devouring the world of online space,
and that contents, feedback are just AI,
I made it easier, but it also makes it blank, no emotions, it has structured, it
has no emotions,
no feelings, it's how,
I guess that's for now, yeah, I think I need to, I want to watch,
cycle pass again, I should I not, I think I should practice my English on my
interview job,
so yeah, let's go,