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Chapter 1 Reunion.
Chapter 6 A girl bad for the heart, a girl good for the heart.
Chapter 9 Encounter
Afterword
Yen Newsletter
PROLOGUE
Reunion
Regular classes resumed after the Autumn Heights Festival and the
extra day off school that made up for it. However, many students
were clearly far too distracted to concentrate on their lessons,
fidgeting in their eagerness to talk to their friends and classmates.
Some were even caught sneaking glances at their phones to text,
unable to control themselves. It seemed, however, that the main
topic of conversation was a particular event that had unfolded during
the assembly in the gym that morning: a public apology.
“I am truly sorry for my actions and the pain that I have
caused.”
With a dramatic bow onstage, Yuushou Kiryuuin, one of the top
three most popular boys in the school, apologized profusely to the
entire student body. Born into a wealthy family, he was known not
only as the Prince of Piano for his extraordinary musical talent and
good looks, but for his pride as well. Which was why his unexpected
act of humility left the entire student body stunned, especially the
female students, who gasped in disbelief. However, what was most
surprising was the fact that his scalp was shining radiantly as he
bowed.
His usually flawless, silky hair, which was adored by countless
fans, had become a memory of yore. And to make matters worse,
whoever shaved his head must have done a terrible job, because
there were bandages all over his head. Although a rather painful
sight, it was honestly hilarious, and his strikingly beautiful face only
made it funnier—to the point that it was genuinely hard for anyone
to even pay attention to Touya’s explanation.
Nevertheless, as understanding of the situation gradually spread,
anger began to simmer, particularly among the students who had
been directly affected by the incident. Before things could escalate,
Sumire—who was onstage by Yuushou’s side—suddenly took out a
pair of scissors and claimed that she shared responsibility for what
had happened. Then she grabbed one of her beloved spiral curls as
if she were going to snip it off. Chaos ensued as numerous girls from
the kendo club rushed onto the stage to stop her, creating a scene
reminiscent of their recent swordplay drama. However, Chisaki’s
stern shout brought a quick end to the madness, turning the
situation into what could only be described as a comedy sketch.
While the student body was in a state of confusion, not knowing
whether to laugh or to be angry, the principal announced a one-
month suspension for Yuushou, bringing the assembly to a close.
The incident quickly became the talk of the school, so naturally,
Masachika became the focus of everyone’s attention, since he was
rumored to be the one who thwarted Yuushou’s plan.
“Yo, Kuze! Did that little display this morning have something to
do with your piano battle at the school festival?”
“Did you seriously beat the Prince in a piano-off?!”
“How did you know that he was behind those incidents at the
school festival?”
The moment first period ended, Masachika’s classmates crowded
around him, making him grimace. But he decided to answer their
questions as best as he could, since he was well aware that he had
to clear up any misunderstandings before weird rumors started
spreading.
“Well, I assumed it was probably someone trying to ruin the
reputation of the current student council, so I figured it was highly
likely someone running to become the next student council president
would have been behind the incidents. Of course, it could have just
been someone with a grudge against the previous student council
president and vice president…but either way, I had a good feeling
that they would try to make contact with the First Light Committee,
so I staked out the room they were staying in until he showed.”
“Nice! How’d you convince him to ‘debate’ you, though?”
“That’s…a secret.”
“Oh, come on! The curiosity is killing me!”
“For real! That’s what I really wanted to know!”
Although his classmates pressed him for more details, there
were just some things that Masachika couldn’t tell them, let alone
even wanted to, so he simply offered a forced smile and an evasive
response.
“Give me a break. You guys know how some things can’t be
discussed when they involve the First Light Committee, right?”
The classmates, who had been leaning forward with anticipation,
all let out a collective “Gah” and scowled at his response.
“Oh, so that’s why…”
“Yeah, good point…”
There was a simple reason why their expressions soured all at
once: A gag order had been put in place immediately following the
Autumn Heights Festival incident, thanks to the members of the First
Light Committee, who had been present at the festival.
However, despite the attempts to silence them, a few festival
guests managed to post videos and pictures of the incident on social
media—all of which were deleted within a minute, along with the
accounts themselves. The media’s coverage was equally brief and
misleading, being nothing more than a sanitized version of the
event, stating only that “An intruder sneaked inside the Autumn
Heights Festival but was apprehended by security.” This vague news
report, which made it seem as though the intruder had been caught
right away, failed to capture the public’s attention and was soon
forgotten. And that was why even the Seirei Academy students, who
knew about the First Light Committee and how they operated,
couldn’t help but find the situation unsettling, to say the least.
Incidentally, the police were never called to the scene, and the
intruders, who were taken to the disciplinary committee room,
vanished without a trace. Regardless, it was probably best not to
know where they went or what had happened to them.
“You know those conspiracies about how there are secret
organizations controlling entire countries from the shadows? Well,
I’m starting to wonder if the First Light Committee is one of them.”
“Except they’re not even trying to hide it. It’s really obvious now
how many powerful people are part of that group.”
“I’m just surprised Kiryuuin got away with only a month
suspension.”
“Well, he was doing it for the election…so I guess he’s basically
getting a pardon from the committee?”
Masachika’s classmates huddled together, their voices low and
filled with a mix of fear and wonder. Masachika gave his peers a wry
smile, then his eyes darted toward the back of the room…where
another cluster of students had gathered.
“The show was incredible! Hey, did you guys record yourselves?
Like demo tapes or something? A few guys in another class want
copies.”
“D-demo tapes? Oh, I didn’t even think about making any…”
“We have some recordings of our practice sessions…but we
didn’t professionally record in a studio or anything.”
“““Nooo!”””
Both Takeshi and Hikaru seemed somewhat troubled yet proud
after hearing their peers’ disgruntled complaints.
“Alisa, I know it’s a little late…but I wanted to thank you for
warning us during the whole firecracker incident. I was kind of
panicking, so you have no idea how reassuring it was to hear your
voice.”
“Really…? I’m glad I could help.”
“I wish I could see you cosplaying as an elf again…”
“Th-that was a one-time thing…”
“Awww… Come on.”
“The outfit you wore onstage was so cool, too! I was really far in
the back, so I didn’t get a good look at it, though… Where’d you get
it?”
“Nonoa was the one who picked out all our outfits, so I’m not
sure…”
A blend of admiration and affection shone in their eyes as they
fixed their gaze on Alisa, who was awkwardly smiling. Meanwhile,
Masachika watched the scene unfold until the second period teacher
walked through the door, prompting the students to return to their
seats, albeit reluctantly. Alisa followed suit and went back to her
desk as well.
“Look at you now,” Masachika whispered.
When Masachika gave Alisa a tired smile, she looked away
nervously and nodded.
“…You too,” she mumbled, before sitting down and facing
straight ahead. Her reaction made Masachika grin.
Yeah… She’s still thinking about what happened the night of the
festival, isn’t she? All the excitement…led to that, after all.
His mind had begun to wander as he reminisced, so he furiously
shook his head to clear it. After dispelling these impure thoughts, he
tried to focus on the lesson…but he couldn’t ignore the feeling of his
classmates’ gazes, which made him too uncomfortable to
concentrate.
Hmm… I’m glad we really got our names out there during the
festival…but this is more exhausting than I thought.
The current situation was ideal for their election campaign,
though. After all, the main reason he had pushed Alisa to join the
band was to improve her image and social skills, and it obviously
worked. The school festival had completely changed how people saw
her. Once a solitary figure admired from afar, she was now
surrounded by people eager to get to know her, at least more so
than before. And Alisa, though a little taken aback, seemed to be
embracing this change as well.
If I’m only looking at results, then this was a huge success…
What I hadn’t expected was that people would start paying more
attention to me as well, though. Obviously, a huge miscalculation on
my part.
If anything, he kind of felt like he was stealing most of the
attention, but that was definitely not a bad thing, since it would still
help their chances during the election. Regardless, it was definitely
making it hard for him to pay attention in class.
Then again, this is probably only temporary, and people are only
still talking about it because of what happened this morning.
Everyone’ll stop talking about it once word gets around as to why
and how I did it…
It was a foolish wish, though. No more than a pipe dream.
“Hey, did you seriously jump kick a firecracker that got thrown at
Alisa?”
“I had no idea you were that good at piano. Where did you
learn?”
“Any idea what happened to the people who tried to ruin the
school festival?”
“Can I ask you about something that happened during the trivia
game?!”
One person after another…over and over and over again
approached him in between classes, expressing their envy and
praise, giving him absolutely no time to rest. So by the time lunch
came around…
“Ahhhhhh!!” …Masachika was alone in the student council room
—dying. “Ngh!!”
He was lying facedown on the couch, writhing around and
making strange, muffled noises. He was acting like a crazy guy on
the subway, and his behavior would have given anyone who saw him
incurable secondhand embarrassment. However, with nobody around
to judge him, he decided to indulge in a wild fit of interpretive
dance, only stopping abruptly to mumble:
“…This is getting ridiculous.”
His words were tainted with regret and embarrassment.
Everyone around school was talking like he was some sort of hero to
the point that he already kind of wanted to forget it all. If “Don’t
look at me! Don’t talk about me! Please leave me alone!” were a
mood, then that was what he was feeling right now.
Kicking a firecracker back at someone onstage, punching some
punk right in the face, and…
He couldn’t help but think about his numerous interactions with
Yuushou, especially how he’d let Yuushou’s theatrical performance
provoke him to the point that he tried to act like a badass…
“Gaaahhh!”
Masachika exploded with mortification, making him jump in his
seat and then shrivel in agony.
Guhhh!! I’m going to die. I’m seriously going to die…
Fortunately, there weren’t many people who had seen what he
did when he wasn’t onstage in the schoolyard or auditorium. There
weren’t any witnesses to how he acted around Yuushou, so nobody
saw the embarrassing wrestling move he tried on him, either.
Fortunately, Yuushou was definitely not going to tell anyone about it,
so the most embarrassing exchange he had during the festival would
likely die along with the gossip—as if it had never happened at all.
While there were a few people who had watched as Masachika
knocked out that thug, Nonoa’s special “friends” put on quite a
show, startling all those who saw, which was probably why nobody
was talking about Masachika throwing a punch. The main rumors
about him were how he jump kicked a firecracker and had a piano
duel against Yuushou. Neither of these were particularly
embarrassing, but whenever someone brought up either, he couldn’t
help but remember how he acted like some sort of wannabe badass
using pro wrestling moves on Yuushou.
No, I get it. Nobody’s laughing at me or even knows that it
happened. I get it, but—ahhhhhh!!
Whenever something good and bad happened around the same
time, Masachika’s mind always overwrote the good with the bad.
Even his wonderful memories of Mah were tainted by his depressing
memory of their good-bye, so it was safe to say that this wasn’t
going to be any different.
Guh… I’m starting to feel ashamed about what I did to Nao and
my little surprise for Alya.
He slowly found himself spiraling, unable to break free.
Memories of Nao’s tear-streaked face, Alisa’s devilish smile and
captivating cleavage…
“Bfft!”
A very indecent memory resurfaced, causing him to jolt upright
once more. Despite his attempts to suppress it, the vivid image that
had been deeply etched into his mind began to play on repeat: the
soft feel of Alisa’s body in his arms, her mesmerizing smile that could
steal anyone’s heart, paired with the tantalizing sight of her plump,
jiggly—
“Hnnng!”
He slammed his forehead on the couch, hoping to erase the
memory, yet the sensory details of that experience remained
stubbornly engraved in his mind.
Come on! Alya was so beautiful, and she smelled really good,
and her boobs were pressed up against me! My reactions seemed to
have put her in a good mood, but I can’t stand how obvious I was
being. Yeah, her boobs were incredible, and she kept snuggling up
to me, and I bet Alya didn’t even notice, but when she tugged on
her outfit—ahhhhhh!!
Masachika squirmed and twisted his body once more, but for
different reasons than before.
Sigh… I really deserve a pat on the back for being able to
control myself after all that…
“Want me to give you a pat on the back?”
Go away, you stupid little demon.
A small, devilish Yuki popped her head out in his mind, and he
wasted no time smacking her to the ground, reducing her to dust.
The ash, however, immediately reassembled, resurrecting the
demon.
“Demons can’t die. ♪”
Tsk. You sure know how to be annoying.
He let out a deep sigh, feeling utterly defeated and rightfully
annoyed as the devilish figure pranced away with a mocking laugh.
Though the shocking memory had momentarily pulled him out of his
tailspin, his situation hadn’t changed at all. The most likely scenario
was this: The moment Masachika stepped out of this room, he
would be bombarded once more with the curious gazes of passing
students, and that thought alone filled him with dread.
Sigh… This has made me once again realize just how much I
hate being the center of attention.
Although he had a faint suspicion this was the case, the
fundamental reason he’d acted as a behind-the-scenes vice
president in middle school probably had to do with that. Because he
was convinced that he was worthless—that he was a terrible person
—he had always been afraid of being in the limelight, worried that
people would discover the real him, so he had always gone out of
his way to avoid attention, preferring to lurk in the background…
But I have to start getting used to it, because I promised I
would be there for Alya—right by her side…
Masachika had already made up his mind that he was going to
make himself visible during the campaign. Because unlike Yuki, who
was fully qualified to be the student council president, Alisa needed
someone to be there for her.
—Did she really, though?
Doubt suddenly infiltrated his thoughts. His mind replayed the
many instances that proved Alisa’s recent growth: how she
courageously performed solo during the trivia show, how she was
recognized as the band’s leader by her peers, how she displayed
leadership during the firecracker incident as she calmed the crowd,
and most recently, how she responded to her classmates with a
smile, albeit awkwardly, as they crowded around her. Thinking back
to these moments fed the premonition within him. It was the same
thing his gut had been telling him during the school festival. Put
simply…
The day that Alya doesn’t need me anymore is going to be here
sooner than I thought…
At the very least, he probably didn’t have to hover as much
anymore. Alisa was growing far more rapidly than Masachika could
have ever predicted. If anything, he was starting to worry that his
overprotectiveness might be stifling her social life.
“I’m just making excuses so I don’t have to help her anymore.
What kind of human garbage am I?”
He spoke those words aloud, as if to convince himself, then sat
up, resettling himself on the couch while looking up at the clock. He
realized that half of his lunch break had already slipped away.
“Haaah…”
With no lunch packed that day, Masachika was stuck between
going to the cafeteria or the co-op for a meal, but the thought of
being surrounded by his peers again made him hesitate.
…I’m not that hungry, so maybe I’ll just skip lunch. Besides, I’d
barely have any time to eat if I left now to buy something.
Although lost in thought, he was hardly surprised when the door
to the student council room abruptly burst open. His indifferent gaze
wandered toward the entrance, where his eyes met Maria’s, bringing
a radiant smile to her face.
Whoa. What a lovely smile.
As he squinted, Maria approached him, then placed the papers
she’d been holding on to the table. She looked down at him on the
couch, her gaze brimming with compassion.
“Is this where the lost lamb, Sah, has wandered?” Maria asked,
as if she were some sort of holy nun.
“Sister Masha, is that you?” he retorted, deadpan.
She sat down next to him and spread her arms wide. In that
instant, a vivid memory flashed through his mind: the recollection of
her overbearing maternal instincts.
“…I’m not going over there, even if you hold your arms out like
that, and I’m not going to let you come here, either.”
Masachika raised his arms protectively in front of his chest to
keep Maria in check, and his obvious wariness made her eyebrows
droop with disappointment.
“…Does it really bother you that much when I kiss you on the
cheek?”
“Huh? O-oh, a kiss on the cheek…?”
Maria’s sorrowful expression filled him with shame and
embarrassment for misreading the situation. He lowered his hands,
unable to make eye contact due to the overbearing guilt, but right as
he averted his gaze, she moved.
“Huh?”
Before he even realized it, a pair of arms had slipped around his
neck, and with a sudden tug, he was pulled forward, only
centimeters away from Maria’s school uniform ribbon.
“…?!”
“There, there. What happened?”
Her gentle tone rained down from above, but Masachika was no
longer in any position to reply.
What happened to the kiss on the cheek?! A kiss on the cheek!
You liar!
His mind screamed in protest, but he couldn’t voice his
objections, because everywhere from his nose to his mouth was
completely buried in something soft. He couldn’t even say a word,
let alone breathe. That wasn’t, however, because he was physically
incapable of breathing. It was an issue of the mind.
After all, if he breathed in through his nose, it would look like he
was sniffing her like some sort of creep. And when he exhaled, it’d
look like he was breathing heavily onto her like a pig. Even breathing
through his mouth would make it look like he was trying to suck on
her…like a creep. In other words…
How am I supposed to breathe like this? Through my skin? Is
that how I’m supposed to survive?
He tried to tap Maria’s shoulder to convey the urgency of the
situation, but she showed no signs of letting go, and as the seconds
continued to tick by, he could slowly feel his brain beginning to
starve for oxygen…
Does she not even notice that I’m tapping her? Then again, I
guess it makes sense… Masha’s massive bust is just—ah, so this is
what it means to be sandwiched in happiness…
His consciousness slowly started to fade—
“Ready for the spring roll? Say ‘ah.’”
“Ahhh. Mmm.”
“Do you like it?”
“…! It’s really good.”
Before Masachika knew what was happening, he was being fed
from Maria’s lunch box.
“Why…?”
“Huh?”
“Huh? Uh…? How did this happen?”
“‘How’? You looked hungry, so I told you I was going to share
my lunch with you, and I only have one pair of chopsticks, so I told
you I’d feed you.”
“…And I agreed to that?”
“You even nodded.”
“Seriously…?”
While hard to believe, there was no denying that he had been
passively allowing Maria to feed him. In fact, on closer inspection,
her lunch box was already half-empty.
What is going on…? Why can’t I remember anything? Don’t tell
me that I regressed into an infantile state because of Masha’s
motherly love?! Nooo!!
But even as his thoughts became an inaudible shriek—
“Here comes the airplane.”
His mouth automatically opened for the chopsticks hovering
before his lips. Chomp, chomp.
“Is it good?”
“So good.”
He had been perfectly trained and conditioned.
“Wait! No!”
“Eek! What’s wrong?”
“I don’t even know what’s wrong…”
Masachika’s head drooped low, and Maria appeared confused,
until she eventually nodded, as if she understood what he meant.
“Well, that’s very thought-provoking.”
“I just feel lost.”
“You’re in the student council room.”
“No, not like that. This is mind-bending.”
“…Nothing about this seems unusual to me?”
“Yeah…”
“Here comes the airplane. Ahhhn.”
“Are you trying to change the subject?” Masachika interjected
scornfully as the chopsticks hovered in front of his mouth. Munch,
munch.
“Is it good?”
“It’s really good…but, uh… I think I’ve had enough.”
“What? Why? You’re a growing boy. You need to eat.”
“If I keep eating, you’re not going to have any lunch left for
yourself.”
“Hmm? Don’t worry about me. I’m already satisfied. The
happiness that this gives me just fills me right up.”
Masachika instinctively averted his gaze from her innocent,
cheerful smile.
I—I don’t see how she can say something so embarrassing with
a straight face.
A prickling sensation crept over his entire body, making him
hunch forward and scratch his arm…but a pair of chopsticks hovered
in front of him once more.
“Open wide.”
“No, really. I’m fine… I’m already full…of something.”
“What? Really? Are you sure you’re not just trying to be nice?”
“I’m positive. Thanks a lot, though. It was really good. The rest
is all yours.”
As he firmly refused and held up his hand to stop the advancing
chopsticks, Maria pouted slightly and pulled the food away…and
suddenly, her eyes widened as if she’d had an epiphany. She grinned
and held out her entire lunch box toward him.
“Then could you feed me next?”
“What?”
“I want you to return the favor by feeding me just like I fed
you.”
After placing the lunch box in Masachika’s lap, Maria leaned
toward him, closed her eyes, and parted her lips.
“Ahhhn.”
“Huh? S-seriously?”
“Ahhh.”
Maria continued to wait in that position, paying no heed to
Masachika’s concern.
Uh… Feeding each other like this makes us seem like some sort
of stupid couple… Wait! Wouldn’t this be an indirect kiss?!
He swallowed hard as he gazed at Maria. Her eyes were closed,
emphasizing her long eyelashes and her soft, plump cheeks. Her
delicate beauty was a blend of youthful innocence and mature allure.
“Hmm?”
“…!”
Her eyes snapped open, making Masachika flinch a bit as they
made eye contact. Her irises, which had always appeared light
brown from a distance, were actually a complex blend of shimmering
greens and blues up close. The intensity of her stare made his heart
flutter.
“…!”
He quickly looked away, and the first thing he saw as he avoided
her gaze was a cherry tomato. He picked it up with his chopsticks,
then offered it to her while cupping his left hand underneath, in case
he accidentally dropped it.
“Uh, a-ahhh.”
“Ahhh.”
But right as Maria tried to bite down on the cherry tomato he
was awkwardly holding to her lips…
“Ah!”
…the cherry tomato slipped from the chopsticks between Maria’s
lips and landed on his left palm. Right as it was about to roll off and
onto the couch, he curled his fingers, trapping it. Maria immediately
placed her hand under his, then lifted it up and brought it to her lips.
“Eep?!”
She scooped up the tomato from his hand with her mouth, her
lips brushing against his palm. It was over in the blink of an eye, and
the sensation could have easily been dismissed as his imagination,
but a shiver still ran down his spine. She chewed on the tomato and
smiled bashfully, perhaps oblivious to his reaction.
“Tee-hee. I guess that wasn’t good manners,” she remarked
after swallowing. Masachika then shoved both the chopsticks and
the lunch box back into her hands.
“Um… You should eat the rest by yourself.”
“What? Why?”
“Come on. Give me a break already.”
Watching Masachika shake his head, Maria took back her
belongings, as if she had realized something. Although he tried not
to make it obvious, he was undeniably overcome with relief as she
resettled in her spot and faced forward, taking her eyes off him.
“So, uh…”
“Yes?”
“…Is it just me, or are you sitting a little close?”
It was a rhetorical question because she was undoubtedly sitting
closer to him, made clear by the fact that their arms and legs were
touching.
“You look really depressed, so I thought you could use a little
physical affection to help you relax and feel better.”
“I don’t think I’m going to be able to relax at all like this…”
If anything, he couldn’t stop thinking about it. On the other
hand, it didn’t give him any time to be depressed, either.
“…Are you nervous?”
“Er… Uh… I guess…”
Why is she only sharp during times like this? wondered
Masachika, while averting his gaze. She’d smiled after asking her
probing question.
“Is that so? I’m glad. Because my heart is racing, too.”
“O-oh? Really?” Masachika asked skeptically, making Maria pout.
“Really… Want to see for yourself?”
“…?!”
How would people usually check…to see if someone’s heart was
racing?
“H-how?”
Before he even realized it, he was saying those words aloud, and
a wave of hope and regret washed over him. He wanted to bury his
head in his hands, but what was said couldn’t be unspoken. Maria,
however, turned her back to him.
“…?”
“Go ahead.”
“…?”
“Listen to how quickly my heart is beating.”
“……Ohhh.”
He remained frozen for a few seconds before eventually realizing
what she meant.
Right, this is Masha we’re talking about. Obviously, it would be
easier to listen to her heartbeat from behind than from the front…
Ha-ha-ha…
In his mind, he chuckled mirthlessly, then he plopped sideways
onto the couch, curling up into a ball while using the armrest as a
pillow.
I want to die…
What exactly was he expecting? Regardless, Masachika just
wanted to die, disgusted by his own desires.
“Kuze? Huh? What’s wrong? You shouldn’t lie down right after
eating. If you do…uh, what’s that saying…an animal? Yeah, you’ll
turn into an animal, you know?”
“An animal…?”
“H-ha-ha… Which would you prefer to be? A pig or a cow?”
“…Generally, you’d go with cow.”
“Really? Then you’re a cow! You’re my cow now.”
“What kind of dominatrix role-play is this? Should I start calling
you Queen Masha? Hold up… Wouldn’t it be better if I were a pig,
then?”
“…? If I’m a queen, wouldn’t it be better if you were a cat?”
“I feel like we’re thinking about different kinds of queens.”
Nevertheless, he wouldn’t know how to even respond if she
were to ask him why a queen would prefer a pig to a cat, so he
dropped the topic completely. He then sat up, lay heavily back on
the couch, and started to daydream once more. They continued to
sit in silence until Maria eventually finished her lunch and asked:
“So? What are you so depressed about?”
“…!”
The abrupt question was straight to the point, making Masachika
briefly freeze in astonishment…but he relaxed almost right away,
then replied with a sense of resignation.
“I was just thinking about…how I’m the villain.” He paused after
the nonchalant comment, then began to add a few details, since he
realized that he was being too vague. “Some villains are just born
with talent, and they mock the hero’s hard work. These villains put
no effort into anything. They don’t even have any passion for what
they do. They simply produce results, and everyone hates them.”
“…Are you talking about the piano debate?”
“Well, that’s part of it.”
“But you did work hard. I can still remember how you used to
tell me all about it when we were little.”
“…!”
Memories of Mah instantly erased all expression from
Masachika’s face…but it wasn’t long before he smirked cynically.
“Well, I did work hard to get my parents to like me.”
“…”
“To me, piano, karate, my studies—they were a means to an
end. I didn’t particularly like doing any of it, and I wasn’t putting my
heart and soul into any of it, either.” All he did was diligently practice
just like his teachers told him to. “I never felt troubled or distressed.
I just used the talent I had to produce results…and I was praised by
people who knew nothing about me. How is that supposed to make
me happy?”
He immediately regretted his venomous words. He knew
perfectly well that the people around him had no ill intentions. The
fact that he couldn’t accept that was his own problem, and his words
were nothing more than a way to vent his frustration.
“Do you have to suffer for it to be considered hard work?”
Maria’s gentle question tickled Masachika’s ear. Frowning slightly
and racked with guilt, he replied cautiously.
“…Well, I think if you’re really working hard, you’re going to run
into trouble, right? You have to fight against your own weaknesses
and incapabilities while continuing to bravely push forward. That’s
far more beautiful than the alternative, right?”
“Oh… You truly believe that.” Maria nodded before cheerfully
adding, “Then I guess that means you’re working extremely hard.”
“…What?”
While the unexpected comment made him rudely wonder if she
was being an airhead on purpose, Maria met his skeptical gaze
head-on.
“I mean, look how distressed you are right now,” she argued.
“…!”
“You worry a lot, you suffer, and yet…you continue to push
forward, right? And you’re doing it all to help Alya. Isn’t that
‘working hard’ by your definition?”
Masachika tried to deny it, but he couldn’t find the right words.
He simply froze, his mouth slightly agape as Maria wrapped her arms
around him.
“It’s okay. You’re working hard… You’re putting your heart and
soul into this.” She had once told him something similar before. “You
have nothing to worry about. You will find a way to love yourself one
day.”
Her words, as gentle and considerate as ever, slipped effortlessly
into his heart, making him feel miraculously lighter. He even found
himself thinking that maybe she was right, with an optimism he
hadn’t felt in a long time.
“…Yeah,” he whispered. Maria then gently pulled away, offering
him a smile. As if drawn to her smile, he returned it with a faint grin
of his own, though it was tinged with a bitterness hers lacked. “Hey,
I’m sorry for always bugging you like this.”
“You’re not bothering me at all. I told you. I’m doing this
because I want to. I want you to depend on me.”
Maria smiled in a carefree manner, as if it were nothing at all. It
was a pure, innocent smile, like that of a girl who had never known
hardship. Yet in his eyes, it was the strongest, most reassuring smile
he had ever seen.
“So you don’t need to hide your pain from me. You can come to
me whenever you’re hurt.” Her words carried the weight of truth,
and her girlish smile took on a more mature air. “If Alya is going to
lead you by the hand, then I want to be the one who gives you a
push from behind when you need it.”
Suddenly, Maria’s smile merged with the memory of that girl’s,
something that he couldn’t have even fathomed up until this point.
Immediately, he felt a sharp pang in his chest, his heart racing wildly
as he looked into her eyes.
Wh-what the…? What is this? Don’t tell me that… Huh? This
can’t be happening.
Despite his desperate attempts to deny it in his head, both his
heart and body were telling him the truth. This was the same thing
that he had felt a few months back with Alisa…and the same thing
that he had felt with that girl all those years ago.
Wait, wait, wait. Come on. Have some standards, Masachika.
Then again, I guess I’m still being faithful, since Masha is technically
Mah…
It dawned on him at that moment that he had unconsciously
accepted that Maria = Mah, which took him by surprise. Masachika
didn’t know why, but he felt as if he were finally being reunited with
her for the first time, and although the woman in front of him was
vastly different from the girl in his memories, he couldn’t shake the
feeling that they were one and the same.
Er… Seriously?
A deep, unfamiliar emotion was welling up within Masachika,
filling him with a sense of dread. He had thought he had finally
moved on from his feelings for her—for Mah—so he had assumed
she was a shadow of the past and that the feelings he once had for
her would never resurface…but he was wrong. It was as if the
ending of one chapter had led to the beginning of a new one. It was
because he faced his feelings and came to terms with them that he
could now recall his brilliant memories of her. Emotions he had
thought were lost were now so vivid that he couldn’t understand
how he had ever forgotten them…
Yep, I apologize. My first love seems to have hit me harder than
I expected.
A mischievous glint appeared in Maria’s smiling eyes as she
watched him wrestle with his own feelings.
“But…if it really bothers you, then there is a way you could
thank me… How about a kiss on the cheek?”
“Huh?”
“You’ve never kissed me on the cheek before, right? So…?”
Maria spread her arms as if she were waiting for something, her
eyes glittering with expectation while Masachika grimaced.
N-now of all times? I feel like if I kiss her now…I’m going to
explode!
The situation was spiraling out of control. Not the least bit good.
If Masachika allowed himself to get carried away by these intense
emotions before unpacking them, then he was either going to
scream or cry while being consumed by whatever was burning inside
him. And he was going to do something he might regret.
But that doesn’t mean I can just run away… There has to be a
way to get out of this without causing any damage…
Amid the tempestuous storm of emotions raging within him, he
desperately clung to his thoughts until he suddenly recalled
something from but a moment ago.
…! That’s it!
Masachika was hit with the perfect idea of how he was going to
make his escape.
“All right. A little kiss on the cheek, right?” he asked with a
straight face.
“Yep.”
“Okay, then.” He nodded with the most serious of expressions
while lifting himself slightly off the couch. He then wrapped his arms
around Maria and held her tightly, her face pressing against his
chest.
Oh, gosh. This is actually… Wow.
He wanted to scream, “I missed you so much, Mah!” at the top
of his lungs. Nevertheless, he somehow managed to calm himself as
he embraced her for five whole seconds before letting her go.
“Did you think I was going to kiss you? Ha-ha! This is payback
for what you just did to me a second ago…”
With a smug grin, he looked down at Maria but froze when he
noticed her face was completely red. The expectant smile she’d had
only a moment ago was nowhere to be found, replaced by a blank
expression. Her big brown eyes were wide, staring down at the floor
and blinking rapidly. It looked like steam was about to shoot
cartoonishly out of her ears.
“Uh…”
“…!”
Her unexpected reaction made Masachika freeze, his smirk stuck
in place.
“Oh, um… So…,” mumbled Maria, hastily packing up her lunch
box and throwing it into her tote bag before hopping off the couch.
“I-I’m going to head to class.”
“Oh. Okay.”
“Yep. See you around.”
Avoiding meeting his eyes, Maria repeated her good-bye before
rushing over to the door leading to the hallway. And then, for some
unknown reason, she tried to push the door open without even
attempting to turn the doorknob, only to be met with resistance—to
no one’s surprise but her own.
“Ah!”
Maria yelped as she bumped into the door with a thud, but
without missing a beat, she opened it properly as if nothing had
happened, then hurried out of the student council room. Once the
door shut behind her, Masachika buried his face into the couch’s
armrest once more and shouted as loudly as he could.
“Why did she react like that?!”
“I know it’s a little late, but let’s get this celebration started! Cheers!”
“““Cheers!”””
Following Alisa’s lead, the six of them, divided by gender on
opposite sides of the table, clinked their glasses together. It was
after school, and the members of Fortitude, including Masachika,
were celebrating at a karaoke spot. In seating order from the back
of the room sat Masachika, Takeshi, and Hikaru on the guys’ side,
then Alisa, Sayaka, and Nonoa on the girls’ side.
Although Alisa subtly averted her gaze as she and Masachika
awkwardly clinked their glasses together, the other four began
chatting as if they hadn’t noticed.
“A lot went down, but I’m really glad it all worked out in the
end!”
“You can say that again… I was worried for a second there.”
“Hikaru, how does your stomach feel?”
“I’m fine now. Thanks, Alya.”
Hikaru smiled in a troubled manner while he rubbed his stomach
where the delinquent had punched him.
“I still can’t believe that actually happened. Getting beat up by
delinquents was something I thought only happened in comic
books.”
“You simply can’t reason with some people. I am a bit surprised
that someone, especially nowadays, would suddenly punch someone
from another school like that, though.”
“I know, right? I totally thought Japan was safer than that…but I
guess it just depends on where you are.”
Says the girl who tried to gouge a stranger’s eyes out…
Masachika looked away, inwardly scoffing at Nonoa’s comment.
It wasn’t like he could criticize her, though, having knocked some
thug’s front teeth out to save her. Plus, he hadn’t told Alisa about
what had happened, and he didn’t really want others to know about
it, either, so he decided not to bring it up.
“If anything, I’m surprised there are students who are willing to
start trouble at other schools just for a few bucks.”
“I don’t know, man. Like, you’ve heard of sugar daddies, right?
There are even students who do illegal work on the side for cash,
too. I mean, it looks like there are people willing to do anything for
money.”
“…Yeah, I guess it all depends on the environment you grow up
in.”
Masachika decided to change the subject, glaring at Takeshi for
even bringing up “sugar daddies” out of the blue like that.
“Anyway, did you guys make up with Nao and the others?”
Takeshi and Hikaru seemed caught off guard by Masachika’s
question, and they exchanged glances and somewhat bitter
expressions.
“Yeah… For the most part.”
“Of course, that doesn’t mean things are going back to how they
used to be, but, well, we promised to hang out again soon.”
“Really? I’m glad to hear that,” said Masachika with a nod,
deciding to leave it at that.
He had no intention of delving deeper into their relationship or
revealing his role in mending their friendship. After the school
festival, he made time to apologize directly to Nao for being a little
harsh, but even then, he didn’t inquire about what had happened to
Luminous.
I should probably keep out of their business. I’ve already done
too much… Besides, it looks like Takeshi and Hikaru are feeling a bit
better, so that’s all that matters.
Masachika thought that while grabbing one of the countless
french fries from the pile. Nonoa, however, surprisingly expressed
interest in the subject.
“So? Like…? Is Luminous gonna get back together or what?”
“Oh, uh… I guess?”
“We still need to search for a new singer, since ours transferred
to a different school, though.”
“Word,” replied Nonoa, making it hard to tell if she actually was
interested. Takeshi’s gaze then shifted toward Alisa before he
hesitatingly asked:
“By the way…would you be interested in continuing to sing in
our band…? Maybe…?”
“Huh?! I…”
Alisa looked away, but Masachika knew exactly how she felt.
Fortitude was a band formed solely for the Autumn Heights Festival,
and Alisa wasn’t an actual member of Luminous, either. She was
essentially a stand-in. Therefore, they couldn’t expect her to simply
drop her current life to become a singer. The situation was even
more complicated, given that the original members of Luminous
were in the process of making up, too.
“…She’s going to be too busy with student council work, since
we don’t really have that many members this year. Of course,
someone with unlimited stamina like Chisaki can tackle two clubs at
once…but I think that’d be a little too much for Alya, since she has a
lot on her plate.”
Noticing Alisa was in trouble, Masachika stepped in to assist.
Right away, Takeshi grinned sheepishly.
“Yeah, I figured. Sorry, Alya. I just had to ask, since your singing
was incredible.”
“O-oh, no. It’s okay. I’m just sorry I can’t help.”
Alisa also looked a little apologetic, but just when the
atmosphere had gotten a bit heavy, a cheerfully out-of-place voice
cut through the silence.
“Then can I do it? I legit want to try singing.”
““What?!””
Nonoa’s hand was in the air, catching both Takeshi and Hikaru by
surprise. Their eyes went wide.
“Nonoa… Are you sure?”
“Hmm? I’m not in the student council or disciplinary committee
like Alisa and Saya, so why not? Like, I don’t see a problem?”
“No, of course not. It’s just… Takeshi’s asking if you’re going to
be comfortable joining a new band. We already know each other, but
they’re basically strangers to you…”
“What? I don’t care,” Nonoa replied nonchalantly. After Hikaru
and Takeshi exchanged glances, Takeshi timidly spoke up.
“If you’re fine with it…then we’d love to have you. Of course, we
have to ask the other two first, though…”
“A’ight. Just let me know when you figure it out, okay? Oh, hey.
I guess I should, like, show you guys what I can do, since we’re
here, right?” Nonoa picked up the tablet and selected a song that
happened to be one of the cover songs that Luminous was familiar
with. “Check, check.”
She adjusted the microphone’s volume as she stood, followed by
Sayaka, who swiftly grabbed the tambourine on the couch and got
into stance.
Hmm? The tambourine?
Just as Masachika turned to face them…an extremely powerful,
impressive performance began. Gone was Nonoa’s usual languid
demeanor as she belted out a powerful rock song with a raw,
energetic voice. Meanwhile, Sayaka kept an unusually straight face
as she played the tambourine with incredible skill and speed. Four
pairs of eyes darted back and forth between Nonoa and Sayaka, but
when the song came to an end, the room erupted with applause.
“Wh-whoa, that was badass.”
“Yeah… She doesn’t sing like Alya at all, but she’s really good in
her own way.”
“Thanks.”
But amid Takeshi’s and Hikaru’s genuine praise, Masachika
couldn’t help but comment.
“Wait, wait, wait. Yeah, that was great, but…where did that
come from? Not only was the singing incredible, but what was up
with the tambourine? Why the hell are you two showing off your
secret skills now? Feels like I’m staring at two people who already
defeated the last boss and have the best equipment.”
Sayaka pushed up her glasses and replied in a matter-of-fact
tone, “Well…there aren’t many songs I can sing, so I learned to do
this to keep things from getting awkward when we go do karaoke
together.”
“Oh, right. Sorry.”
Masachika, being the perceptive person that he was, correctly
understood that Sayaka wasn’t actually limited in the number of
songs that she could sing; rather, her preferred songs were heavily
skewed toward the otaku genre.
“I just didn’t, like, see the point of telling anyone?”
“Yeah, that tracks for you.”
Masachika, being the perceptive person that he was, correctly
understood the unspoken sentiment behind the words “I just didn’t
feel like telling anyone.”
“Anyway, did I pass?” asked Nonoa as she lowered the
microphone.
“Yeah, you did!”
“Yes, that was perfect.”
Takeshi and Hikaru immediately nodded.
“Hooray.”
Nonoa sluggishly raised a fist, her cheering monotone and her
eyes heavy-lidded like always. At a glance, it was questionable
whether she was genuinely happy, but Masachika somehow knew
that Nonoa was thrilled.
“…I’m just surprised you got addicted to playing in a band like
this.”
“Hmm? Really?”
Once Masachika voiced his honest opinion, Sayaka promptly
joined in, agreeing with him.
“Yes, I was genuinely surprised as well. I wasn’t expecting her to
get that into the performance. I heard she advertised the show at
her maid café while waiting on customers as well.”
“Wait. Really?”
“Whaaat? I wasn’t advertising? I would never mix my personal
life with business, especially since my class was after the so-called
special award.” Nonoa dismissively waved her hand at Sayaka’s
claim, but her eyes darted away. “Like, people were just asking me
when I was gonna be working at the café, so I was telling them that
I wasn’t going to be there much longer because I was going to be
performing in the schoolyard.”
“…Oh.”
“Ha-ha… Yeah, I guess that wouldn’t really count as advertising.”
“Uh… Sounds kind of like stealth marketing to me.”
“I don’t think it counts as stealth marketing…”
Nonoa’s straightforward explanation elicited subtle smirks from
everyone other than Sayaka, who simply let out a small sigh of
resignation.
“But haven’t you been mixing your personal life with ‘business’
from the start? I heard you made a fuss so that you could do the
maid café with Sayaka,” Masachika said.
“I sooo wasn’t making a fuss. I was just, like, ‘I wanna do
whatever our class ends up doing with Saya’ when asked about our
class attraction for the festival, and then everyone just made it
happen.”
“Class D’s world really does revolve around you, huh?”
Speaking of blurring the lines between personal life and work,
there was a certain maid who’d helped with her mistress’s class
attraction as well, so Masachika decided to drop the subject out of
fairness.
I didn’t really think much about it because she really blended in
at the time, but Ayano’s in Class C…
It hit him out of the blue yesterday, but when he asked Yuki
about it, she told him that Ayano was apparently treated as her
stand-in while she was out. It was a seamless swap that seemingly
went unnoticed by most.
“Takeshi, Hikaru, what about you two? Did you have time to go
check out their maid café?”
“Y-yeah, we stopped by for a second after our performance.”
“Nonoa wasn’t there, though.”
“Oh, seriously…? Did you two enter the raffle?” Masachika
grinned while thinking back to the countless guys salivating over the
chance to get their picture taken with their favorite maid. But
Takeshi didn’t seem to want to make eye contact with him, so
Masachika blinked repeatedly in utter astonishment.
“Wait… Did you really?”
“They actually bought three raffle tickets,” Sayaka revealed.
“Seriously?!”
Masachika’s eyes were as wide as saucers, and he was trembling
in shock.
“Well, uh, I mean…,” stammered Takeshi, but before he could
finish his unclear sentence, Sayaka continued with a sigh:
“On his third draw, Takeshi managed to pull a winning ticket,
too… And out of anyone he could have chosen, he chose me. I was
surprised, to say the least.”
“Y-yeah, you know? I just wanted to take a commemorative
photo. It’s not every day we get to see you dressed like that, after
all,” Takeshi blabbered, channeling his inner auctioneer…but there
was something about him that seemed a bit off to Masachika.
Hmm? What’s he so worked up about…?
Though Masachika was bewildered, Alisa nodded in agreement,
as if she didn’t notice anything wrong with their friend’s behavior at
all.
“It really was a fresh look… Masachika seemed to prefer Nonoa,
though.”
“No, Sayaka basically forced me to do that.”
“Hmm? Did you take a picture with Nonoa or something?”
“Yeah… Now that I think about it… Sayaka, how did you rig it so
I’d pull the winning raffle ticket?”
Masachika quickly changed the subject, only to be met by
Sayaka’s feigned innocent gaze.
“Good question. I completely forgot.”
“Come on.”
“…? What happened?”
“I just magically happened to draw the winning raffle ticket, so I
was curious. That’s all.”
“Wait. Were the odds of pulling a winning ticket that low?
Takeshi got a winning ticket on his third try, right?” Hikaru
confirmed.
“I saw around four people who drew over seven raffle tickets
and didn’t even win once,” Masachika said.
“Wow…”
The three guys in the group all shifted their gazes toward
Sayaka, who simply shrugged back.
“We didn’t receive any complaints from the school festival
committee.”
“That’s exactly what someone guilty would say.”
As Masachika glared at her reproachfully, Alisa suddenly spoke
up, as if she had remembered something.
“Now that I think about it, did nobody get hurt during the
incident at the festival? I heard that a group of thugs went to Class
D to start some trouble…”
“Nothing major happened. They creeped the girls out, but the
vice president of the disciplinary committee apparently handled
things.”
“The vice president…? Oh, Kiryuuin…? Violet Kiryuuin?”
Alisa uncomfortably calling Sumire by her supposed real name
brought a sharp, smug grin to Masachika’s lips.
“No, Alya. You have to call her Madam Violet. She loves it when
you call her that. It feels more friendly to her.”
“It sounds to me like you’re kind of mocking her, Masachika.”
“Yeah, man. You must not value your life.”
Masachika was spouting nonsense with a completely serious
expression, earning him dumbfounded looks from his two best
friends. In reality, Sumire’s reputation within the school was more
than deserving of the title “Unattainable Beauty,” since she was out
of everyone’s league.
Possessing a good family background, stunning looks, and a
great personality, she would have been hailed as one of the school’s
three most beautiful girls, had she not humbly declared, “It would be
presumptuous of me to even consider myself in the same league as
my lady!” Therefore, it was no wonder that Takeshi and Hikaru were
dumbfounded by Masachika’s audacity to essentially mock such a
respected and envied goddess. Masachika himself, however,
remained completely unfazed.
“It’s a testament to her character. That’s all.”
“I guess you could say that,” said Hikaru, sighing with
exasperation before suddenly turning to face Sayaka, as if he had
recalled something.
“By the way, is Sumire going to be the president of the
disciplinary committee now? Taiki Kaji ended up resigning after
taking responsibility for the lapse in security, right?”
Masachika’s eyebrow twitched. Taiki Kaji had been the student
council president in middle school and was an upperclassman with
whom Masachika got along especially well. Taiki had been coerced
by Yuushou into helping some outsiders break into the school during
the festival, but the incident was never made public. Instead, as far
as the student body was concerned, Taiki had merely resigned,
claiming he wanted to take responsibility for failing to prevent the
disaster.
Although there was no concrete evidence proving Taiki had been
involved in the intrusion, Yuki’s wishes had determined his fate. After
all, Taiki had wanted to confess his crime and atone for it, but Yuki
stopped him. At any rate, she had personally called Masachika after
the school festival to explain the situation.
“I mean, to be honest, I have nothing to gain if he—if Taiki—
ruins his reputation at school, so I told him that if he wanted to do
me a favor, then he should keep his mouth shut about his role in the
security lapse and help me with my election campaign.”
Although it wasn’t really something to normally discuss with a
rival, Masachika ultimately decided to keep the matter to himself,
respecting Yuki’s wishes. Of course, if he had wanted to, he could
have probably used the “debate” and what they’d wagered as
leverage to force Yuushou to testify about his accomplice. If
Masachika had been solely focused on winning the election, he
should have dragged Taiki down with Yuushou as well. However, he
chose not to because Taiki was someone whom Masachika deeply
respected.
I’m not innocent, either. I grew distant from Taiki, since I didn’t
know how to act around him after he lost the election. He must have
been devastated by the outcome, since he was so positive that he
was going to win, too. He was torn away from his beloved fiancée
and abandoned by those who used to support him…so it’s no
surprise he went off the deep end.
And throughout all this, he had someone who was telling him
that he was a friend and that the election results were nonsense, so
what was he supposed to do when the only person who seemed to
care about him suddenly told him that there was a way he could fix
everything?
Yuushou is seriously a wizard when it comes to manipulating
people’s negative emotions…
Masachika grimaced bitterly as he thought about his schoolmate,
whose scheming nature went far beyond some sort of charming
label like “the black-hearted prince.” However, Sayaka shrugged
nonchalantly, ignoring Masachika’s reaction as she replied to Hikaru’s
question.
“Naturally, Sumire Kiryuuin would be next in line to take over…
but she doesn’t seem to be too enthusiastic about the idea, since
Yuushou is her cousin and all… There aren’t any strong candidates
right now, either, so the committee is going to put the decision on
hold for the time being.”
“Oh… But, yes… There aren’t really that many people who would
be better than her for the job, so it makes sense. Plus, Taiki was the
student council president in middle school while she was just a
regular member, so their relationship in the disciplinary committee
must have felt natural to them.” Hikaru nodded as if it made sense
to him.
“Then how about you be the president, Saya?” Nonoa blurted
out suddenly.
“No way.”
“What? Why?”
“Almost everyone worships Sumire, so they’d simply end up
resenting me, even for suggesting I could take over as the president
of the disciplinary committee,” Sayaka explained with a matter-of-
fact tone. That was when Alisa suddenly spoke up.
“But you beat her in a debate in middle school, right? So if
anyone is better than her for the job, it would be you.”
“I…”
Surprised by Alisa’s unexpected opinion, Sayaka quickly averted
her gaze. Although Alisa was baffled by her unusually uneasy
reaction, Masachika understood exactly why she reacted that way.
Because it was actually Nonoa who took down Sumire at the
debate, not Sayaka… Plus, if you knew what really happened, you’d
probably agree that it was a really horrifying battle that felt like a
showdown between a villain and pure evil itself…
It was the debate that had revealed Nonoa’s true nature to
Masachika and Yuki. Although they had suspected she was more
than just a lazy, disinterested, flashy girl, after the debate, they were
certain that there was something wrong with her. She was a
dangerous opponent, which was why they had a gut feeling that
Sayaka and Nonoa would be their main rivals in the election until the
very end…
And yet we’re now hanging out like friends… Life’s full of
surprises, huh?
While Masachika was lost in his old man–like thoughts, Sayaka,
who seemed to have collected herself, cleared her throat softly.
“…That was three years ago. Besides, they wouldn’t allow a first-
year student to be the president of the disciplinary committee
anyway.”
“Really?”
“Really. Plus…”
A mischievous grin suddenly appeared on Sayaka’s lips.
“The most important trait for a member of the disciplinary
committee to have…is apparently combat power.”
“…Really?”
“Don’t take what she’s saying seriously, Alya. It’s not. The only
reason why the disciplinary committee’s like it is right now is
because of Violet and Chisaki. I guarantee it.”
“…? I get Violet, but why Chisaki?”
“Oh, she was actually a member of the disciplinary committee all
throughout middle school and her first year of high school.”
“O-oh, I do vaguely remember hearing about that…”
“Also, it was Chisaki who turned Violet into the kind of person
she is today. In other words, she’s the root of it all.”
“I wonder what happened to her to make her change the
disciplinary committee into essentially a martial arts faction?”
“Well, uh…”
Masachika hemmed and hawed in response to Alisa’s question.
If he were to answer honestly, he would have to say something like,
“The bullies were forced to join the disciplinary committee after
Chisaki gave them a good beating and were then mentally and
physically toughened up, almost as if they had been sent to a reform
school. That was how it ended up like this.” But Masachika hesitated,
unsure whether he should tell her…when all of a sudden, Takeshi
spoke up, sensing Masachika was uncomfortable.
“Speaking of Chisaki, did you hear what she did to those thugs
that sneaked into our school? I heard it was chaos.”
“What do you mean ‘chaos’?” joked Masachika, despite having a
good idea of what happened. Although he didn’t know in detail what
kind of rampage Chisaki had gone on, when he’d curiously decided
to check on the intruders in the disciplinary committee room after
the debate…a single male student came running out of the room,
pale as a sheet, muttering, “Human…human bodies weren’t made to
bend like that…”
Those words, in addition to the student heaving, prompted
Masachika to turn around, sending him back to where he’d come
from.
“I’m sure Sayaka has an idea of what happened.”
Masachika shifted his gaze toward Sayaka, who simply shrugged
while looking away.
“Eh, it doesn’t matter. Let’s talk about something more positive.
Hikaru, are you not going to show Masachika?”
“Huh? Oh, right.”
Hikaru took out his phone and went through it for a few seconds
before showing Masachika the screen.
“Check it out. I was planning on sending this to everyone later,
but…”
“…? Hmm?”
Masachika tilted his head, listening to the commotion coming
from the phone’s speaker being handed to him, but the moment he
saw the screen, his eyes opened wide. There, over the heads of the
crowd, was Alisa in her band outfit, but suddenly, the roars of the
audience were pierced by a powerful overture as Alisa’s voice filled
the air.
“I asked my friend to take a video of us playing. I know it’s a
little far away, and everyone’s heads and arms are kind of in the
way, but it’s better than nothing…”
Admittedly, the live footage really wasn’t of the highest quality.
But because it was raw footage taken from an extremely hyped
audience, the heat of the moment was incredibly palpable. The
audience swayed and jumped in time with the music, and you could
see Alisa, who initially seemed a bit stiff, gradually getting into the
groove.
Whoa… This is incredible…
Masachika smiled as he watched Alisa move around the stage,
soaking up the cheers of the crowd. The sight of her exchanging
glances and working together with her friends to pump up the
audience was a far cry from the title “solitary princess.”
She’s so radiant…
Although he was so proud of and happy for Alisa as he watched
her on the screen, he couldn’t wash away the tinge of loneliness that
it made him feel.
It’s nothing like the audience’s reaction when I played in the
auditorium.
Masachika inwardly let out a bitter laugh while comparing their
completely different performances in his mind. After the video
eventually came to an end, he handed the phone back to Hikaru.
“That was incredible. The audience went crazy. I can see why
nobody can leave you guys alone during class,” teased Masachika,
hiding the dark emotions swelling in his heart. However, Hikaru,
exchanging an uneasy glance with Alisa and Takeshi, smiled back
warily.
“Yes, we are getting a lot of attention…”
“It’s kind of exhausting, though…”
“Hard agree,” said Takeshi, Hikaru, and Alisa, making Masachika
tilt his head curiously.
“Seriously…? You too, Takeshi? I thought you’d at least be, like,
‘I’m finally popular!’ and be thrilled that you’re finally getting
attention from the opposite sex.”
After Takeshi’s eyes widened in surprise at Masachika’s remark,
he glanced at Sayaka for some reason before shaking his head
vigorously. However, it wasn’t only Masachika who found this
overreaction bizarre. Hikaru seemed curious as well.
“…Now that you mention it, Takeshi has been acting really calm,
despite being surrounded by countless girls.”
“What? Come on, guys… It’s not like I want to be popular with
just anyone. I only want to be popular with one girl…”
““…??””
Masachika and Hikaru exchanged puzzled glances as Takeshi
mumbled something that sounded unconvincingly pure. Then, as if
he was unable to bear their scrutiny, he took a big gulp of his drink
and looked the other way.
“Besides, we have midterms coming up, now that the school
festival is over! Things are going to get rough! And then we have
field day after that…,” Takeshi said with a crack in his voice.
The blatant attempt to change the subject made Masachika
suspicious, but he still played along.
“Oh, right. We have too many things to do this time of year.”
“I bet the student council’s really busy, huh? You have to work
during field day, too, right?”
“No, field day isn’t going to be that busy… The field day
committee’s going to handle most of what happens then, so the
student council just has to help with a few small things. The main
thing we need to do is decide on the events we’re participating in on
field day,” replied Masachika.
“We’re in high school, so, like, obviously you’re doing the Run,
right?” Nonoa interjected.
“Oh, right… Uh… We would need a little time to prepare for that,
though…”
“The ‘Run’?”
Thanks to her puzzled expression, Masachika could easily
imagine a question mark appearing over Alisa’s head. This made him
realize that he had completely forgotten to tell her about it.
“It’s a little form of entertainment we do during the lunch break
on field day. It’s essentially a game of ‘chicken fight,’ or a cavalry-
style among people running for student council president, hence the
name the ‘Run.’ By the way, we really only do it for fun, so it doesn’t
matter if you lose, and it doesn’t mean you’re out of the presidential
race, either.”
“You’re totally better off winning it, though,” suggested Nonoa,
making a somewhat tone-deaf remark. Masachika seemed troubled
but eventually replied:
“Yeah, I guess winning would be ideal. Plus, we have a bit of
momentum going right now, to be honest. The student council
speeches we did before the semester, the trivia show during the
school festival, the time we removed the disturbance at the festival
and kept everyone calm—people are talking about us way more than
about Yuki and Ayano, and I want to keep this momentum going and
keep our names on everyone’s lips.”
“I agree. The momentum is shifting in your favor more than I
thought it would,” Sayaka commented suddenly. Masachika’s and
Alisa’s expressions became serious, making Sayaka frown. “…What?”
“I just wasn’t expecting to hear you say something like that…”
“I’m simply stating facts,” insisted Sayaka, while she faced
forward. Meanwhile, Nonoa, sitting next to her, leaned into her with
a laugh as she slipped her arm around Sayaka’s and rested her head
on her shoulder, gazing up at her through her lashes.
“…What, Nonoa?”
“Oh, nothing.”
Sayaka sighed softly, having roughly figured out what Nonoa
was trying to say and knowing that prying would only make things
worse.
Like something straight out of a yuri comic…
With a complex mix of emotions as he watched the scene
unfold, Masachika faced Alisa once more.
“Anyway, Sayaka’s right. We rose up from a huge disadvantage,
and now it’s time to push back. I know it’s supposed to be just for
fun, but let’s do the Run, and let’s win so that we can keep this
momentum up.”
Alisa nodded with a serious gaze, only to be interrupted by
Takeshi, who seemed to be having a little trouble reading the room.
“I mean, you probably don’t even have to try. You have the
height advantage to win easily.”
“Yeah, if this were any ordinary Run, then I guess.”
Masachika chuckled bitterly at the overly candid remark that so
abruptly ruined the mood, but he had a point. After all, there was
nearly a half-meter difference in total height between Team Alisa-
Masachika and Team Yuki-Ayano, and obviously, a taller knight had a
significant advantage in mounted combat. Plus, there was a
considerable difference when it came to the arm length of the riders
as well. Therefore, Alisa had an overwhelming advantage in
mounted combat if he were to consider only their physical attributes.
“But you need more than two people for cavalry battles, right?”
“Hmm? Oh, yeah, you need three horses per rider, so we need
two more people.
“You guys said we’d have a height advantage, but wouldn’t two
helpers completely change everything?”
“Hmm… Not necessarily. After all, the candidate for president is
always the rider, while the candidate for vice president is always the
head of the horse… Actually, there are cases when it’s the other way
around. If the candidate for president’s a guy, and the candidate for
vice president is a girl, then the candidate for vice president gets to
be the rider. For obvious reasons.”
“Yeah, that totally happened with our current president and vice
president and apparently with the two before them as well.”
“Yeah, although I kind of doubt that Chisaki needed Touya to
switch with her… I heard it was a terrifying sight to see, though.”
“Yeah, I, like, saw the video? And it was awful. It was like
watching a dump truck run over tricycles.”
“Or like watching the legendary warrior Lü Bu ride his steed Red
Hare against low-level soldiers on ponies.”
“…The others didn’t stand a chance, huh?”
Masachika smirked at Alisa’s indescribable expression and
added, “It was apparently a really memorable debut match for
Touya, since he didn’t have a partner for a while. Anyway, we got a
little off track, but the physical abilities of the two candidates
running are far more important than their two helpers.”
“Oh…”
“Which is why people focus more on name recognition over
physical capabilities when it comes to picking their helpers.”
“…? Why?”
Masachika thought for a moment before replying.
“Well… Think of it this way: Who do you think the audience is
going to cheer for? A candidate who brings the two strongest kids in
their class with them or the candidate who brings the current
student council president and vice president with them to help?”
“Oh, that makes sense.”
“Just to be clear, though: There’s an unwritten rule that both the
student council president and vice president don’t get involved with
upcoming elections, since it’d look like an endorsement, even though
the Run is only for fun. But that’s exactly why you should always
pick popular, influential people to be your helpers, regardless of
whether they’re going to be good enough to help you win.”
“Which means…”
After hearing Masachika explain the situation, Alisa immediately
turned to face Sayaka and Nonoa, then glanced at Masachika once
more to see how he was reacting.
Yeah, those two would definitely work…
He subtly nodded back to let Alisa know it was okay, so she
faced Sayaka’s frigid glare head-on and went for it.
“Sayaka, Nonoa, would you two be our helpers?”
Despite the straightforward and unadorned nature of her
request, Masachika was touched by Alisa’s willingness to openly ask
for help from others. However…
“What’s in it for me?”
Sayaka’s response was rather curt.
“I told you before. I have no intention of endorsing you. I only
agreed to be in the band because it sounded fun, but this is a
completely different story,” Sayaka explained with an indifferent tone
and chilling gaze. She then stared straight into Alisa’s eyes and
firmly declared, “You would be gravely mistaken if you believe I’m
your friend in this election.”
Sayaka’s declaration, which ruthlessly pushed Alisa away, filled
the room with tension. Takeshi and Hikaru watched with bated
breath. Masachika, who had anticipated this development, also
observed the two with a stern expression. As for Nonoa? Well, she
was still clinging to Sayaka as always. Nonoa really was Nonoa.
“…So? What are you offering me in return for being one of your
helpers?”
Perhaps this was a challenge directed at Alisa from a girl once
considered the most likely candidate for president.
What did it mean to motivate others? To have others work
toward one’s cause? What kind of negotiation skills did someone
need to motivate those who didn’t take action based on emotion but
on merit? Maybe this was what Sayaka was testing Alisa on. At least,
that was what Masachika thought while he watched from the
sidelines.
I would have used some kind of nerdy otaku merchandise to
bribe her…but that probably wouldn’t have worked on her this time.
After all, this was vastly different from simply forming a band
together for the school festival. Because agreeing to support
someone in a student council election was essentially an
endorsement for that candidate in front of the entire student body.
Furthermore, becoming Alisa’s “horse” would have been humiliating
for Sayaka, since some might argue that her participation
represented her raising the white flag after losing the debate. Plus,
given that she had never bowed down to anyone at school before, it
was hard to imagine her accepting such a proposal so easily.
Even I feel like I’d have a hard time trying to negotiate with
Sayaka right now… What are you going to do, Alya?
Masachika considered coming up with a backup plan just in case
Alisa’s persuasion failed, but eventually, he decided to simply trust
his rapidly improving partner for now and waited for her answer.
Under everyone’s watchful gazes, Alisa seemed to succumb to
the pressure of Sayaka’s stare as she looked away. Sayaka’s eyes
narrowed with evident disappointment.
But as the tension grew, Alisa fiddled with her hair while she
shyly argued, “We might not be friends in this election…but we’re
friends in real life. Plus, I don’t know anyone else I could ask…so it
would make me really happy…if you agreed to help.”
With a slight blush to her cheeks, Alisa glanced up at Sayaka.
There was an unguarded vulnerability and cuteness that could
undoubtedly have any guy swooning. But…
Alya… I mean, I know she’s being genuine, but Sayaka’s asking
how this would benefit her, and all Alya’s doing is essentially trying
to appeal to her emotions. Sayaka isn’t the kind of person who is
swayed by emotions…
Masachika furrowed his brow, perplexed by Alisa’s words, which
hardly seemed like a negotiation at all.
As if confirming Masachika’s thoughts, Sayaka let out a soft sigh
and looked away from Alisa. Then she pushed up the bridge of her
glasses with her middle finger and replied, “Well…I guess I have no
choice but to help you, then. We are friends, after all.”
It worked?!
Masachika’s eyes went wide, and he was taken aback by how
much higher her voice sounded, while she restlessly adjusted her
glasses.
Is that all it’s going to take?! What happened to the debate
queen?!
He stared at Sayaka, unable to hide his shock at her unusually
uncharacteristic reaction. Gone was the cold, detached demeanor
she had been exuding just moments ago, and although she
maintained a slight pout, she seemed to be in surprisingly good
spirits.
“Sayaka, are you sure?”
“…Well, I don’t see why not, seeing that you are coming to me
for help as a friend.”
“Thank you, Sayaka. So… Nonoa…”
“I’m in if Saya’s in.”
Nonoa nodded readily, sticking close to her childhood friend,
who frowned at Nonoa’s grinning face, only millimeters from her
own.
“Will you get off me already?” grumbled Sayaka, peeling her
childhood friend off her arm before grabbing her cup and standing.
“I’m going to go get a refill,” she stated, before swiftly
withdrawing from the room, but the instant she was gone, Nonoa
grinned.
“Saya’s so shy.”
“…I definitely wasn’t expecting that.”
“Hmm? Oh, like, Saya doesn’t have that many friends? So she
was probably really happy.”
“Oh…”
Masachika was left dumbfounded as Alisa had effortlessly sealed
the deal—something he’d thought difficult to resolve—in a way that
even he wasn’t expecting.
I’m honestly kind of shocked… Alya just made the ice queen all
giddy and nervous without even trying. She’s clearly the main
character here.
Masachika felt a bit disgusted by how calculating his strategizing
was, casting a faint shadow over his spirits. Meanwhile, Nonoa, while
casually reaching for some honey toast with her fork, remarked
nonchalantly:
“So, Takeshi? You in love with Saya?”
“““…?!”””
The abrupt, out-of-the-blue question left the other four visibly
startled, and three of them immediately looked to Takeshi. Although
he seemed shocked, his cheeks gradually turned red, leaving his
three peers stunned speechless.
“Wh-what? No. Wait, wait, wait. Seriously?” asked Masachika,
stuttering like a fool, as he was sent reeling by yet another startling
surprise. Takeshi’s eyes darted around the room while he mumbled
unintelligibly, but his reaction alone was more than enough.
“What? Seriously. What?”
“Come on, is it really that big of a deal?”
“It’s just…really surprising…”
“…I agree with Masachika. Takeshi, the girls you’ve liked have
always been more…nice? I guess you could say.”
“Sayaka is nice, though,” Takeshi replied somewhat bashfully,
earning intense stares from his two best friends as a heavy silence
fell over them for the next few moments.
Takeshi, who was caught off guard, didn’t know what to say, and
Masachika and Hikaru were both reeling from the completely
unexpected revelation about their close friend’s crush. Meanwhile,
Alisa seemed to be frozen solid, as if she too was caught off guard,
since she had never heard three boys discuss relationships like this
before. However, the instigator, Nonoa, simply continued to enjoy
her honey toast.
The silence, unfitting for a karaoke box, was only broken when
the door abruptly opened.
“…? Did something happen?”
Sayaka entered the room, a glass of ginger ale in hand, while
frowning at her peers, but Masachika simply ignored her while he
downed the rest of his cola in one go.
“All right, my turn to go get a refill.”
“Let me join you.”
As if they had planned it, Masachika and Hikaru placed their
arms around Takeshi’s shoulders from each side in a tight embrace.
“You’re thirsty, too, right, Takeshi?”
“Uh…?”
“Yeah, let’s go to the drink station and make some crazy soda
combinations.”
The boys left the room, practically forcing Takeshi to come as
well, without even listening to what he had to say. They even left his
cup in the karaoke room, but that was far from the biggest issue
right now.
“…So do you really like Sayaka?” Masachika asked the instant
they arrived at the drink station. But after seeing Takeshi avoid eye
contact without even trying to deny it, he looked up at the ceiling
and said, “…Wow.”
While it was clear that Takeshi was serious, it was honestly
difficult to cheer him on, for multiple reasons. First and foremost,
their families stood at opposite ends of the pecking order. Sayaka
was the daughter of the CEO of one of Japan’s largest corporations,
and while Takeshi was technically the son of a company CEO as well,
his family owned what would be considered a small, local factory.
There was essentially a three-digit difference when it came to the
number of employees and annual revenue between the two
companies.
That alone already put her out of his league, and then there was
Sayaka’s personality. She didn’t seem to have any interest in dating,
to put it lightly. In fact, she seemed like someone who was more
likely to strategically marry for the family business, if she got
married at all.
Plus, I bet Takeshi has no idea that she’s actually a huge nerd…
And then there’s Nonoa…
Masachika’s expression was troubled as he considered the
various circumstances until Takeshi suddenly spoke up with a hint of
discontent in his voice.
“Come on. Is it seriously that weird?”
“I wouldn’t say it’s weird…but didn’t you tell me there was a girl
you liked before summer break? When you came over to my place to
study for exams, you said you were going to be more alpha and
direct with her.”
“Oh, right. I remember him saying that, too. What happened
with that?”
“Oh… Uh…”
“…Don’t tell me she turned you down.”
“Not exactly…” Takeshi spoke hesitantly, pausing for a few
seconds, as if deep in thought, then, as if resigned to his fate, he
continued, “…The girl I liked—I’m not going to say her name, but
she’s the manager of the soccer club…”
“Oh?”
“The manager of the soccer club? How’d you…?”
“She actually helped the baseball club practice for a little while,
and she was so nice…which got me interested. Know what I mean?”
“…Hmm?”
Masachika’s eyebrow twitched when he heard Takeshi’s reason…
because it felt like he had a strong feeling that he had heard this
story somewhere before. The manager for the soccer team was
helping the baseball team practice…? Uh…? Who was the one that
suggested that again?
“So I mustered up the courage to ask her out…but she told me
that she was actually dating the captain of our club…”
Uh…? Dating the captain? The captain had a secret girlfriend?
Why did that sound vaguely familiar? Although unintentional, who
was it that recklessly motivated Takeshi to be more straightforward?
“Anyway, I was heartbroken…but when Sayaka helped us with
the band and protected Kanau at the school festival for me, I
suddenly caught feelings for her. Know what I mean?”
Who was it again that asked Sayaka to join their band?
“…All right, then.”
It was at that moment that Masachika realized who was the root
cause of all this. It was him. Even though he hadn’t intended for any
of it to happen…he felt an overwhelming sense of guilt.
“…I’m rooting for you,” he said hoarsely. It wasn’t like there was
anything else he could have said to fix this.
CHAPTER 3
Wait, am I stupid?
Two weeks of grueling exams had finally passed for all middle and
high school students. So on the Saturday following the second
semester midterms, Masachika and his friends were taken to an
amusement park in the suburbs in the Taniyama family’s spacious,
imported four-wheel-drive vehicle (with a personal driver, no less).
The group consisted of the six bandmates…plus one extra bonus
guest…
“Hikaru. ♪ Are you okay with roller coasters?”
“Mmm… I’m okay with the average roller coaster, I guess… But
I’m not really a fan of being left hanging upside down or spun
backward or anything…”
“Really?! I’m a really big scaredy-cat, so I really look up to
people who don’t get scared.”
“Oh. Ha-ha…”
As soon as they arrived at their destination, Hikaru was
immediately smothered by Lea Miyamae, Nonoa’s younger sister,
who seemed to be eager to get to know him better after he saved
her at the Autumn Heights Festival. Therefore, Nonoa decided to let
her tag along.
Officially, this outing was to celebrate that midterms were over
and to celebrate (again) that their performance at the festival was a
success. Nevertheless, there was also a hidden motive behind why
Lea, an outsider, was invited as well. Unbeknownst to her and
Sayaka, the real goal was to assist Takeshi in romantically pursuing
his crush.
After they explained to Sayaka that Lea had a crush on Hikaru,
they asked her to help by simply giving them some space and
allowing Nonoa to be her sister’s wingwoman. Put simply, with
Nonoa helping Lea and Hikaru, they would inevitably form a group,
leaving Masachika and Alisa to pair up as well. This would naturally
lead to Takeshi and Sayaka being paired together. Or at least, that
was the plan…
However, the instant they stepped inside the amusement park,
Masachika and the others realized that their carefully laid-out
scheme had already gone awry.
“Do you often go to amusement parks, Alisa?”
“No, actually, this is only my second time…”
“Really?”
“What about you, Sayaka?”
“I actually enjoy them a lot, so I go four to five times a year.”
“Really? I’m kind of surprised.”
“I get that a lot.”
Masachika couldn’t help but scream on the inside while he
watched Sayaka and Alisa chat.
Sayaka won’t even leave Alya alone for a second!
The group divided into two smaller groups of three and four,
which was fine…but nobody expected that Sayaka would be so
aggressive taking the initiative to engage in conversation with Alisa.
As it turned out, the group formed into a rather unfortunate
configuration. First, leading the way was a trio of exceptionally
attractive individuals. Next, following closely behind were two stylish
and beautiful girls as well. And last and also definitely least, bringing
up the rear were two rather lackluster boys, walking along
dejectedly. It was a sad sight, to say the least.
“Psst! Takeshi, you and me are going to end up sitting next to
each other on all the rides, at this rate,” Masachika whispered the
issue while glancing at Takeshi out of the corner of his eye.
Takeshi, who also remained facing forward, replied in a whisper,
“But Sayaka looks like she’s having fun, so I don’t really wanna
bother her… If she’s enjoying herself, then that’s all that matters.”
“Stop talking like she already dumped you!” Masachika
whispered intensely. He then promptly pointed at Hikaru, who was at
the head of the group, smiling stiffly as he made small talk with Lea.
“You see that? Even Hikaru is working hard and suffering for your
sake. Are you going to let his sacrifice go to waste?”
“Is being sandwiched between two beautiful sisters really
suffering?”
“I know what you want to say, but don’t. Being hit on by girls is
torture for him.”
“…Think you could start talking to Alya first for me?”
“Seriously?”
Masachika sighed in exasperation at Takeshi’s unbelievable
shyness. Of course, fulfilling this request wouldn’t be difficult, since
Alisa, who was in on the plan to bring Takeshi and Sayaka closer
together, would undoubtedly cooperate if Masachika asked. However,
he couldn’t help but doubt that Takeshi would ever be able to
converse smoothly with Sayaka even with their assistance.
But I guess I should give him a little help in the beginning.
He decided to strike up a conversation with Alisa, when—
“Oh, hey! Guys! Let’s check out that ride!” Lea suggested
suddenly, walking ahead and ruining their chance. When Masachika
looked in the direction she was pointing in, he saw spinning teacups,
accompanied by cheerful music.
“The teacups here are apparently famous for how fast they spin!
What do you guys think?”
“Oh…”
“I probably haven’t been on the teacup ride since I was a kid…”
Nobody in the group objected to getting on the teacup ride,
especially with how excited Lea seemed, so they decided to give it a
whirl. Since each cup could fit a maximum of four people, they
naturally divided into two groups: the Miyamae sisters and Hikaru in
one teacup and the remaining four in another. Sayaka sat on one
side of Alisa, while Masachika sat on the other side, leaving Takeshi
to sit in between him and Sayaka. The teacup was nearly full to the
point that their legs almost touched, but Takeshi was actively making
sure that never happened, quickly moving his legs away before they
grazed Sayaka’s.
I’d give him an A-plus for sitting posture if we were on the train.
A snort escaped Masachika as he observed Takeshi, who was
sitting up straight with his legs tightly together. But before another
second even went by, a soft whirring sound filled the air as the
teacup slowly began to rotate.
“So… Should I just start turning the handle in the middle here?”
He gently turned the handle, causing the teacup to rotate
slightly faster.
“Whoa! That’s already kind of fast. Should I spin it even faster?”
“I don’t mind.”
“Sure.”
“Yeah.”
“All right, then. Here we go!”
Right as he tightened his grip on the handle…
“Eek!”
Lea’s high-pitched voice instantly caught Masachika’s attention,
prompting him to glance in her direction…and shudder.
“Oh my gosh! This is going sooo fast!”
The teacup was spinning so rapidly that Lea had no choice but
to cling to Hikaru for dear life…or at least, that was the excuse she
was going with so she could have a chance to throw herself all over
him.
Obviously, they were experiencing a significant amount of g-
force, but it was clear from how the other two were leaning that Lea
was exaggerating. Furthermore, it was likely that, despite her
protests, she had actually asked Nonoa to spin the cup even faster. A
shiver ran down Masachika’s spine as he sat terrified of her
calculating, manipulative nature.
What a scheming little—! She’s the epitome of a femme fatale!
That was when it hit him: He could re-create the exact situation
in this cup if he spun the handle as hard as he could.
Hold on. Is it really okay if I do this?
Masachika wondered if this would be the gentlemanly thing to
do, knowing that he was about to create a “lucky pervert” scenario,
albeit a small one. Then again, it would be weird if he didn’t spin the
teacup at all, since he’d already asked if he could. Plus, he was on a
mission to get Takeshi and Sayaka together, regardless.
Yeah, what’s wrong with a little surprise? Amusement parks are
supposed to be amusing, after all.
Within two seconds, Masachika had made up his mind, then
sharply tugged the handle, and he continued to turn it like a maniac,
making the teacup spin faster and faster. As the centrifugal force
pressed them into their seats, a powerful lateral g-force pulled at
their bodies, and those who weren’t holding on to the handle
obviously felt the full brunt of it.
“Eek!”
A startled cry escaped Alisa’s lips as she grabbed Masachika’s
thigh, making him jump.
Whoa?! What the…?!
The sensation of a girl touching his thigh, something he
definitely wasn’t used to, sent a strange tingle down his spine.
“Ah! Sorry—!”
She quickly withdrew her hand and apologized, but then her
entire body was thrown against him. A sweet fragrance tickled
Masachika’s nose as their arms touched, making him immediately
look up, where he noticed that Sayaka, sitting directly in front of
him, was also leaning on Alisa’s shoulder. In summary, Alisa was
leaning on Masachika’s shoulder, Sayaka was leaning on Alisa’s, and
Takeshi was sitting perfectly upright, like an upstanding citizen on
the train.
Hey?!
Masachika couldn’t help but mentally face-palm as he watched
Takeshi desperately grip the edge of the teacup, trying his hardest
not to topple over onto Sayaka.
I mean, you’re doing the honorable thing! You’re a gentleman!
But you’re making me look like the bad guy!
It almost seemed as if…Masachika was the only one who wanted
this situation. As that thought crossed his mind, the spinning teacup
gradually slowed, allowing Alisa and Sayaka to settle back into their
original positions.
“<…Pervert.>”
But while Alisa was settling back in her seat, she whispered into
his ear, causing him to let out a pathetic squeak.
I’m not…
After enjoying a few more rides, they took a break for lunch, but
when they all went to the restroom to wash their hands, Masachika
and Hikaru decided to seize this opportunity to corner Takeshi.
“Do you even want to do this?”
“…I do.”
“Speak up, punk.”
Masachika sighed as he looked at Takeshi, who was slumped
over with a gloomy expression, a far cry from his usual cheerful self.
After all, Takeshi hadn’t been able to have a decent conversation
with Sayaka that morning, despite others going out of their way to
create numerous opportunities for them to interact, including making
sure they were paired up for a few activities like the haunted house.
Unfortunately, however, Takeshi was the biggest scaredy-cat out of
the entire group, which only made Sayaka worry about him. The
roller coaster was no better, either, since he had screamed so loudly
that he had weirded Sayaka out. Basically, all he had done so far
was make her worry.
“I know it might be strange to hear me say this…but maybe you
should be more aggressive, like Lea?”
“Come on, I’m a guy. I can’t get away with what she’s doing.”
“Yeah, I suppose.”
Lea was so aggressive in her pursuit of Hikaru that it was almost
impressive. Both at the haunted house and on the roller coaster, she
would look up at him with pleading eyes and say, “I’m scared. Can
you hold my hand?” as she touched him, pretending to be a
defenseless, weak little girl… However, this kind of approach likely
worked only because it was a common tactic girls used on guys.
Whether it was effective on Hikaru was a completely different story.
Generally speaking, when it came to guys trying to impress and
get closer to girls, their only options were to show that they could be
depended on or to show that they were fun to be around—neither of
which Takeshi was doing right now.
“I get that it’s a little late to be saying this, but you don’t look
like you even like amusement parks,” Masachika calmly pointed out,
since Takeshi didn’t seem to be enjoying the rides very much at all.
“…!” Takeshi swiftly averted his gaze and mumbled, “But, like…
Everyone looked like they were really looking forward to this…and I
wanted to have fun with everyone, too…”
“…In other words, you knew you hated roller coasters and scary
rides, but you still came anyway.”
“Of course, Takeshi, this is something that we both really
appreciate about you, but…”
Masachika and Hikaru exchanged indescribable glances as they
realized that, beneath Takeshi’s goofy exterior, he was actually really
thoughtful when it came to his friends.
We just need him to hang in there a little longer… This is one of
those situations where you push through the pain until you can’t
take it anymore, and when you finally throw in the towel, everyone’s
like, “Seriously?! You don’t even like roller coasters?! You did this for
us?!” and they end up liking you even more.
But there was no way he was ever going to make a good
impression when he couldn’t even handle any of the rides. After all,
it was to the point that he was just making Sayaka really concerned.
Takeshi himself seemed pretty bummed out about how pathetic he
was being. In other words, he wasn’t really showing off his best
qualities right now.
“…I’ve got it! Let’s stop focusing on doing things you’re not good
at and focus more on something you are good at!”
After reconsidering his approach, Masachika came up with a new
plan, and when lunch eventually came to an end, they headed to the
“strikeout” game area, where there was a board with panels
numbered one to nine and a soccer ball ready to be kicked.
“I’m afraid someone’s going to lose their lunch if we hop back on
the roller coasters already, so how about we have a little friendly
match in the meantime? We’ll pair up and compete to see who can
hit all the targets with the fewest shots.”
Masachika’s suggestion was met with nods from those who had
been briefed beforehand, and Sayaka and Lea agreed to it as well.
Just as he planned, they had Takeshi and Sayaka in one pair, with
Hikaru and Lea in another. However…
“Oh, and the losing pair has to ride the drop tower! What do you
think?”
Out of nowhere, Lea suggested they spice things up a little to
make the game more interesting.
Well, I guess a little pressure would help Takeshi work harder.
Completely unconcerned as a free man, Masachika started to
leave the strikeout area, leaving Alisa and Nonoa behind, but just as
he was about to step over the fence, Alisa called out to him with a
skeptical note in her voice.
“Masachika? Where are you going?”
“Huh? Oh. Balls hate me, so I’m going to sit this one out,” he
replied, as if it were only natural, especially since he hadn’t included
himself in the plan from the beginning.
“What kind of excuse is that?”
But Lea interjected with a disappointed groan:
“Come on, you can’t sit out now just because you’re afraid to
lose.”
“What? No, I’m not—”
“Right? A’ight, Kuze’ll be on our team.”
“Guh…”
Nonoa grabbed Masachika by the shoulder and pulled him back,
forcing him to stay at the strikeout corner. Although wearing a sullen
expression, he watched Alisa stand in front of the number board
until she eventually ran up and gave the soccer ball a good kick.
“Ooo!”
Masachika’s eyes widened at the beautiful shot. The ball soared
through the air in a perfect arc, heading straight for the center
target, number five…then hit the frame with such incredible force
that it bounced off the ceiling…and struck Masachika right in the
face.
“Gah!”
A searing pain shot through his sinuses, forcing him to double
over.
“That sucks.”
“Ah! I-I’m so sorry! Are you okay?!”
As Alisa called out in concern, Masachika stood up, masking his
pain and holding back his tears. Then, while putting on a brave face
for Alisa and Nonoa, he groaned:
“Told ya.”
Blood trickled from his nose, making both Alisa and Nonoa
simultaneously avert their gazes.
“I’m so sorry…”
“It’s not your fault. Balls just have it out for me. That’s all…”
Having been injured and forced to leave the game after the first
kick, Masachika sat on a bench a bit away from the strikeout corner
with Alisa while he kept his head tilted back, pressing a tissue to his
nose.
“But still… I-I’m sorry I laughed…”
“…Eh. Don’t worry about it. I’d laugh, too, if I saw blood
squirting out of both nostrils.”
If anything, Masachika was impressed that she managed to hold
her laughter back at all. However, Alisa, being the one who
accidentally injured him, seemed to be almost on edge, and after a
moment of silence went by, she suddenly began to poke Masachika
on the arm.
“Hmm?”
When he turned his gaze toward Alisa without moving his head,
she began to pat her lap and instructed, “Come here… We need to
ice your nose.”
“What?”
“I bought a cold drink a second ago, so while it’s not exactly ice,
it should help.”
After pulling a plastic bottle of barley tea from her bag, Alisa
patted her lap once more, making Masachika freeze as he finally
understood what she was getting at.
“Uh… Is this one of those fabled ‘lap pillows’ I’ve heard of?”
“…Are you trying to make this weird?”
“No, it’s just— I’m kind of embarrassed, since we’re in a public
place.”
“This is a medical procedure.”
“Well, that’s a very liberal use of that term.”
“J-just hurry up and lie down.”
“O-ohhh?”
He was caught off guard by a sudden, forceful pull, and he
collapsed onto Alisa’s lap. The soft, warm sensation of her thighs
against his cheek forced his brain to shut down for a moment as he
felt the familiar sensation of blood starting to trickle out of his nose
again.
Oh, gosh. If blood starts gushing out of my nose now, I’m going
to look like a creep… I’d get Alya’s clothes dirty, too.
Feeling a sense of urgency on multiple levels, Masachika turned
so that he was facing up with the back of his head on her legs. Only
now his left ear was pressed against her lower stomach, so a rather
imposing “mountain range” was blocking the left half of his vision.
…Guh.
Masachika seemed to be experiencing a rapid drop in his IQ as
he stared at the rather shocking scenery before him…when he
suddenly heard Alisa’s voice, a mixture of confusion and
embarrassment, echoing down from the other side of the mountain
range.
“Um… Do you think you could slide down a little toward my
knees?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Following orders, he slid out from behind the mountains’
shadows, where Alisa pressed a towel-wrapped bottle of tea against
his face. The cool sensation was surprisingly pleasant, causing him
to narrow his eyes, because apparently the spot where the ball had
hit him was throbbing with heat, much to his surprise.
“…Feeling better?”
“Oh, yeah… Feels really good,” he unconsciously blurted out,
only to suddenly realize how that could sound out of context.
I mean, like… Of course, her lap feels great, but that’s not what
I meant…
A list of excuses raced through his mind, but he knew saying
them aloud would only make things worse. Instead, he focused on
swallowing the blood that was creeping up his throat while trying to
ignore the sensation of Alisa’s thigh against the back of his head. But
just when he thought he had found a moment of peace, she
suddenly began to shift her legs.
“…Hey, if you’re feeling embarrassed—”
“No…! I’m fine…”
Though Masachika’s view was blocked by the tea, Alisa could
clearly see that strangers were staring, which must have been at
least a little embarrassing. Nevertheless, when he tried to ask her
about it, she denied it, and when he tried to sit up, she pushed his
shoulders down to stop him, leaving Masachika with no choice but to
surrender.
“…By the way, how are you feeling now? Healthwise.”
After a pause, her question registered, but Masachika was still
bewildered.
“What are you talking about?”
“You know…? You seemed like you weren’t feeling that well
before exam week.”
“Oh…”
As soon as Masachika replied, he realized his mistake, because
his reply was more or less a confession, even though he was
planning on keeping that all to himself.
“So you really were feeling a bit under the weather. I knew it.”
“Yeah… A little, I guess.”
Masachika decided to come clean, realizing there was no point in
denying it any longer. Truth be told, he actually had been feeling a
bit under the weather before the test.
But…that was because he had been so busy taking care of Yuki
after the bathtub incident that he ended up allowing his body to get
too cold after the hot bath. Nevertheless, there was no way he could
tell Alisa any of that. Besides, it wasn’t anything serious like a cold.
He simply got a slight headache, so he had no problem going to
school. In fact, it was such a nonissue that he thought he was acting
perfectly normal at school, to boot.
“I just had a bit of a headache… I’m impressed you noticed,
though.”
“Of course I noticed,” Alisa replied, as if it were the most
obvious thing in the world, then added with a mutter:
“<Because I always have my eyes on you.>”
Gah!
It had been so long since this exhibitionist had verbally exposed
herself to Masachika this close-up that blood nearly squirted out of
his nose. After frantically sucking life’s liquid back into his body and
swallowing it, he claimed in a serious tone:
“I was just a little careless. That’s all. Anyway, I’m feeling better
now, so you don’t have to worry.”
“Okay.”
“But, uh… I know this is just an excuse, but I’m not sure I’m
going to be in the top thirty…”
“It’s fine,” retorted Alisa as she gently rubbed his head.
“You’re always working so hard as my partner, so don’t worry
about your exam grades. It’s not a big deal.”
“Really…?”
Perhaps it was because they weren’t facing each other, but
Alisa’s words seemed kinder and more honest than usual, so
although Masachika was a little taken aback, he genuinely felt at
ease.
“Thank you, Alya.”
“…”
After expressing his sincere gratitude, a peaceful silence
descended upon them…
“Hey… Masachika, I—”
But just as Alisa seemed ready to say something important,
Nonoa suddenly interrupted them.
“Yikes. Kuze, what happened?”
““!””
Startled by her voice, both Masachika and Alisa jumped.
Masachika then lifted the bottle of tea off his face and sat up. Nonoa
was staring down at him with heavy-lidded eyes—plus there were a
few looks from people passing by, glancing in their direction.
“She was just icing my nose to help stop the bleeding! Right?”
he frantically explained while he turned to Alisa for help, making her
jump once more before nodding back hesitantly.
“E-exactly… Hey, uh… I’m going to go buy another drink, since
this one isn’t cold anymore…”
“Huh? No, hey. I’m fine now.”
But Alisa hastily hopped up and hurried away, ignoring his pleas.
While Masachika watched her swift escape with an indescribable
expression, Nonoa curiously faced him and asked, “Did I interrupt
something?”
“No, you’re good… By the way, did you already finish your turn?”
After he casually changed the subject, Nonoa waved her hands,
flashing peace signs, though her expression remained as bored as
ever.
“After you and Alisa left, I hit the remaining panels in thirteen
shots.”
“Seriously?! That’s basically a seventy percent hit rate. That’s
insane.”
“Yeah, I’m pretty good at sports,” she stated matter-of-factly
before taking a seat where Alisa had been sitting.
“…? You’re not going to watch the others shoot?”
“Oh, like, it’s Hikaru’s and Lea’s turn? And if I stayed, then Saya
and I would talk a lot, and I totally didn’t want to get in Takeshi’s
way.”
Masachika’s brow furrowed in surprise at Nonoa’s casual remark.
However, after checking his surroundings, he decided to ask
something that had been on his mind.
“Are you fine with this?”
“Fine with what?”
“Let’s say that Sayaka and Takeshi hit it off…and they start
dating.”
Nonoa didn’t even blink at the premise, but even then,
Masachika continued to stare her in the eye, carefully choosing his
next words.
“To tell the truth, you don’t seem like you’d be too thrilled if
Sayaka got a boyfriend.”
“Just be straight with me. Are you, like, worried that I’m going
to try to ruin things between them?”
“…Kind of.”
Instead of denying it, Masachika simply continued to stare back
at Nonoa, who simply shrugged, her expression unsurprisingly blank.
“I have absolutely no intention of getting in their way. Like, why
would I? I just want Saya to be happy.”
“Really?”
“Really. If Saya’s happy, then I think that’d make me happy, too.”
Masachika was speechless by how selfless she was being. While
still wearing a completely blank expression, Nonoa glanced sideways
at him, then smirked.
“Could you make how you feel any more obvious?”
“…Sorry. I’m just surprised to hear you say something so
selfless.”
“Ha-ha. You totally just say what’s on your mind, huh?”
“I apologize if I offended you.”
“Come on. You’re only saying all that ’cause you legit knew it
wouldn’t offend me.”
With a deliberately dissatisfied tone in her voice, Nonoa gazed
up toward the heavens as she stared off into space. A few moments
of silence followed until she eventually made an abrupt, unrelated
remark.
“Glass harps? Like, I think that’s what they’re called? You put
water in glasses and then play them like a harp?”
“…? And?”
“If you fill identical glasses with the same amount of water, they
resonate with each other when you play them.”
“…What are you talking about?”
Although Masachika tilted his head, completely lost as to where
the conversation was going, Nonoa continued indifferently, without
even looking in his direction:
“My glass? I bet my glass is ridiculously thick and weirdly
shaped.”
“…!”
His eyes widened as he finally realized what Nonoa was trying to
say.
“No matter how musical the glasses are around me, mine still
doesn’t move. But I legit tried out so many different things, you
know? None of it worked, though. Didn’t matter how many times I
had tried to hit my glass to make a sound. All I ended up doing was
breaking the other glasses nearby without creating a ripple in my
water. Until the day Saya slapped me, that is.” Nonoa smirked,
seemingly lost in thought about the past. Then, in a surprisingly
gentle voice, she revealed, “Saya’s the one who created a ripple in
my water. Saya’s glass was the only one to resonate with my
bizarrely shaped glass. And that’s why…if she’s happy, then I’m sure
I’ll be happy, too.”
In a way, it was almost like a confession of love. Masachika was
taken aback by Nonoa’s words, which seemed almost too sacred to
even be spoken.
But even then…Masachika decided to go a step further so that
one of his best friends could finally find love.
“Even if that means she finds someone even more important to
her than you? Even if it means you’ll get to spend less time with
her?”
“Well…”
Nonoa glanced around while deep in thought as she considered
Masachika’s rather abrupt, brazen question, but after a moment of
silence, she smirked.
“I guess when that happens…I’ll finally be able to see what it
feels like to be lonely.”
Her expression seemed almost joyful, and her side profile gave
Masachika some insight into the struggles of a girl who had never
experienced happiness or sorrow like a normal person.
Perhaps it was merely an illusion. Maybe it was just Masachika’s
hope that this girl was like any ordinary person who made him see
her this way. But even then…
“…” He shifted his gaze to the ground and scratched his head,
but after a moment of hesitation, Masachika stated, without even
looking in her direction, “…I’m always here to listen if you want to
talk.”
He waited a few seconds for a reply, but there was none. When
he glanced sideways, however, he met Nonoa’s surprised gaze and
quickly looked away.
“After all, I’ve got to keep an eye on you and make sure you
won’t do anything that traumatizes Takeshi.”
Even he knew he was doing a poor job hiding his
embarrassment by looking away…when suddenly, he felt her
presence right next to him. But before he could react, he found his
right arm was intertwined with hers. He promptly shifted his gaze to
find Nonoa, much to his surprise, gazing up at him so closely that he
could feel her breathing. Her playful expression startled him. He
instinctively leaned back, but it was essentially pointless, with her
arm clamped tightly around his.
Before him was the extremely stunning face of a young woman,
a rarity even in the entertainment world, her soft chest pressing
against his upper arm as she clung tightly to him. Yet instead of the
thrill a young man might feel, Masachika’s heart raced with a primal
instinct—he sensed danger.
Wh-what the…? Oh, gosh. Is she going to eat me?!
Despite being embraced by an exceptionally beautiful girl, he felt
like a peasant who had been tackled by a wild animal. Not only was
the excitement not making him feel hot, but he was growing cold as
his back was becoming slowly drenched in sweat.
“This could work… This could definitely work.” Nonoa licked her
lips, her eyes glowing brightly as she watched Masachika tremble. It
was like watching a savage beast licking its chops, intensifying the
sense that he was in danger. She slowly drew her lips even closer to
his face and whispered into his ear in a sultry voice, “Hey, Kuze. How
about you try hitting me, too? You might make a ripple.”
“Why would I do that?!” shrieked Masachika, taken aback by the
sudden, abnormal request, but the moment he actually processed
what she was saying, he began to tremble with fear. “Give me a
break, will ya? I’m probably too vanilla for you anyway.”
“Are you sure? Because if you don’t hit me, I’m totally gonna
kiss you.”
“Wh-what the…?! No, stop!”
He instinctively raised his left hand to cover his mouth, but
Nonoa’s questionable smile only twisted even more as a profound
sense of danger pierced Masachika’s heart, when—
“What are you doing?”
His rapidly pounding heart skipped a beat when he heard Alisa’s
voice, and when he shifted his gaze to her direction, he saw her
standing there with a completely stunned expression, holding a drink
that she got from the vending machine. Masachika was at a loss for
words as well, since there was no way that he could come up with
an excuse for whatever was going on. Nonoa, however, nonchalantly
replied:
“Hmm? Oh, I was trying to seduce Kuze.”
“Y-you were what?!”
“Like, is that a problem? Kuze’s not dating anyone, right?”
“……!”
Alisa looked like she’d swallowed her words right as she was
going to say something. However, seeing her face harden as she
struggled to speak helped Masachika calm down enough to think
straight.
Yeah… I froze there for a second, but all I have to do is turn her
down, right?
His mind raced, recalling countless romantic comedy scenes he
had seen where the protagonist would fumble for words and end up
upsetting both girls, creating hell on earth.
Exactly… The reason things usually go south in situations like
this is because the man is being indecisive. So just being
straightforward and turning Nonoa down should clear things up
immediately.
After sighing softly, Masachika faced Nonoa once more.
“Nonoa.”
“Hmm?”
“I’m sorry, but there’s no way I’m ever going to be interested in
you romantically. To be blunt, there is absolutely nothing about you
as a member of the opposite sex that I find attractive.”
“Word. But that’s still no reason for me to stop trying to seduce
you.”
“Oh. Uh…”
It hadn’t fixed anything.
She’s good… Too good…
He was seriously having a difficult time trying to come up with a
good enough reason to stop Nonoa, so he just started to say
whatever came to mind.
“Let’s all calm down for a second. We came here today to help
Takeshi and Lea, right? We’d be stealing the spotlight if we created a
scene here, so let’s just focus on making Sayaka and Lea happy,
okay?”
It was a desperate attempt to put an end to this by simply
mentioning Sayaka’s name, and to his surprise, Nonoa actually
stopped. After slowly blinking a few times, she began to look around
vacantly.
“Yeah… You’re right… I made a promise,” she mumbled to
herself while she gently released Masachika’s arm. He capitalized on
this moment of freedom, got up, and approached Alisa.
“I really appreciate you going out of your way to buy another
drink for me, but my nose stopped bleeding already…”
“Oh, okay…”
“Thanks, though. I mean it. How much do I owe you?”
“Don’t worry about the money…”
“No, I want to pay you back. These things are important.”
“It’s my fault for hitting you in the face with the ball…”
“You already paid me back for that by letting me lie in your lap,”
he promptly replied, making Alisa pout in annoyance. Her expression
alone was enough for him to realize that he hadn’t chosen his words
wisely, making him fall silent.
“Unbelievable!” With a disdainful snort, she thrust the drink at
him, then turned on her heel. “…Come on. Everyone’s waiting for
us.”
“O-oh, right.”
“A’ight.”
Urged on by Alisa, they made their way to the strikeout cage
while the awkwardness remained heavy in the air.
“Hikaruuu, you’re so cool. ♪ I had no idea you were this good at
soccer. ♪”
“Ha-ha-ha. Thanks…”
“My bad, Sayaka. Today’s just not my day, I guess…”
“You don’t need to apologize. I didn’t even hit a single panel.”
There, they found Lea clinging to Hikaru’s arm while Takeshi was
apologizing to Sayaka with his head bowed. All Masachika could do
was shout silently in his heart.
What are you doing losing?!
And just like that, the losers, Takeshi and Sayaka, were sent
down the drop tower…where Takeshi tragically died. RIP.
“Haaah… If you knew this was going to happen, then you could
have just said ‘no.’ I get that we made a bet, but still…”
Sayaka looked down at Takeshi, who was slumped on the bench,
and let out an exasperated sigh. While the others were on the
nearby Ferris wheel, waiting for Takeshi to recover his soul after his
terrifying free-fall drop, Sayaka had stayed behind to look after him
and decided to finally say what had been on her mind.
“In fact…you could have just told us you didn’t like thrill rides,
because we didn’t have to hang out at the amusement park. There
were plenty of other places we could have gone.”
Takeshi lifted his head and offered her a weak smile, making
Sayaka sigh yet again.
“Haaah… You always put others’ needs before your own. You’re
allowed to be more selfish from time to time.”
“…You’re no different, though.” After Sayaka scowled, taken
aback by his completely unexpected reply, Takeshi slowly sat up
straight and looked her directly in the eye. “You always prioritize
keeping everyone together and never put yourself first, Sayaka.”
As her eyes widened in astonishment, she averted her gaze and
pushed up her glasses.
“…Only because that’s the easiest way to keep everyone
together. People don’t trust those who try to manipulate others for
their own personal gain.”
For Sayaka, the driving forces behind human actions were
reason and benefit—rationality and profit. By prioritizing these, she
had consistently demonstrated leadership within her groups. She
saw no need for emotions, which she considered contrary to reason,
and while she would take emotions into account, they were never
her primary focus. Furthermore, no matter what anyone said about
her coldness, Sayaka had no intention of changing this about herself,
either.
Then again, look where that got me. I lost to Alisa, who speaks
to the heart and inspires people by opening up to them
emotionally… I’m nothing more than a heel in her story.
Sayaka inwardly chuckled to herself with a hint of self-
deprecation…when she heard something she wasn’t expecting to
hear.
“You’re incredible…” Sayaka’s brow furrowed as she turned in the
direction of the seemingly impressed voice, forcing Takeshi to
hurriedly stammer out an explanation. “Oh, uh…! It’s not often you
see someone who can suppress their feelings and desires to
prioritize keeping everyone else happy… So, like…I think it’s
incredible. I think you’re a really good person…”
“…” Her eyes widened as Takeshi bashfully complimented her,
scratching his cheek. She fixed her gaze on him, forcing him to shyly
avert his gaze and face forward, so she faced forward as well,
ruminating on his words before muttering, “…Nobody has ever told
me that before.”
As she thought back, the feedback she had received from others
about her personality was almost always negative: “cold,” “boring,”
and the like. While her abilities were often praised, she had rarely, if
ever, been complimented on her character, and that was exactly why
Takeshi’s words were so refreshing and shocking to Sayaka.
Hesitantly, he continued:
“Even during the school festival, you did the maid café, and you
worked hard without even a single complaint, even though it’s
obviously something you wouldn’t be interested in…and I thought
that was really cool of you.”
“…”
Sayaka pushed up her glasses in silence…because deep down,
she was completely on board with the maid café idea. Truth be told,
she actually enjoyed being the head maid as well. And why wouldn’t
she? She was a nerd, after all. Nevertheless, Takeshi took in another
deep breath, unaware of Sayaka’s inner thoughts, and continued:
“But we— We’re friends…so maybe you could be more yourself
around me? Like, be more assertive? When we all hang out like
this…”
“Be more myself…?”
“Y-yeah, like do what ya wanna do? Maybe you could be more
straightforward with that? Like, I’m the only one here right now, so if
there’s something ya wanna do, you can tell me, and we’ll do it.”
Although unusual for her, Sayaka smirked at Takeshi’s rapid-fire,
friendly suggestion. She then stood up off the bench, still smiling.
“All right, there actually is something I want to do while we’re
here.”
“O-oh? Okay! Let’s do it!”
Takeshi froze for a moment with his gaze fixed on her smile but
eventually stood up as well. The two of them then began walking
side by side, their atmosphere noticeably more relaxed than usual.
“Hold up… Check out those two people walking… Is that Takeshi and
Sayaka?” wondered Masachika while gazing down from the Ferris
wheel window. Alisa, sitting across from him, followed his gaze,
where she also saw two individuals, who appeared to be Takeshi and
Sayaka, walking away together.
“Wow… I was kind of worried…but it looks like things are
actually going smoothly,” he added with a mix of faint surprise and
relief.
“…”
Alisa stared intently at him, images flashing through her mind of
Lea hitting on Hikaru and of Nonoa clinging to Masachika’s arm from
just moments ago.
Is being in love really that amazing?
It wasn’t mockery or disdain but genuine curiosity.
It wasn’t as if she had never seen people around her in love
before. Touya and Chisaki were obvious examples of people in love.
Around the time of the Autumn Heights Festival, the whole school
was practically buzzing with romantic energy, to the point that even
Alisa could tell. Furthermore, even her older sister seemed to still be
madly in love with the boy she broke up with years ago.
Though Alisa had never been interested in romance, seeing her
friends caught up in love like this…somehow made her feel like she
was being left behind.
What has gotten into me? Why am I comparing myself to
others? Falling in love and dating aren’t things you should rush into.
After all, Alisa had never really considered pursuing a romantic
relationship. She could neither imagine herself falling for someone,
nor did she ever feel the need for a romantic partner.
But…
Despite always believing that she would be fine on her own,
Alisa was undoubtedly having fun with her friends and genuinely
enjoying their company. In other words…maybe love was something
far better than she could have ever imagined.
Would I even be able to know—to understand—what love is?
If possible, she wanted to know what it was like. If it was truly
that wonderful, then she needed to know. She couldn’t stop thinking
about it, especially after witnessing Nonoa flirting with Masachika.
If Takeshi and Sayaka, Hikaru and Lea, and Masachika and
Nonoa all ended up together, then Alisa would end up all alone, and
that was why she couldn’t help but feel a sense of urgency.
Masachika flat-out turned down Nonoa, but…
But that was because…Masachika already had someone he was
deeply in love with. That much became evident to Alisa the moment
she heard him play the piano at the Autumn Heights Festival.
Ah…
While staring at his profile, Alisa suddenly imagined the look on
his face that day. His expression was so gentle and sorrowful that it
tugged at her heartstrings, prompting her to lean forward—
“Whoa?!”
“…!”
The gondola suddenly rocked, snapping Alisa back to reality as
she leaned back into her seat.
“Come on, don’t rock the cabin like that. You almost gave me a
heart attack.”
After seeing Masachika’s troubled expression, Alisa paused for a
moment before returning his gaze with her usual mischievous grin.
“…Oh? Did I scare you? What about this?!”
“Whoa?!”
She leaned back, rocking the gondola again, prompting
Masachika to stretch out his arms and legs for balance. However,
Alisa found his reaction so funny that she couldn’t resist rocking the
gondola even more.
“S-stop! That’s dangerous!”
“Pfft! Ha-ha-ha!”
And so her playful antics continued, reminiscent of a child’s—
somehow both cheerful and a bit forced—until the gondola returned
to the ground.
“…Are you sure you’re okay with this?” Alisa asked hesitantly after
they returned to their desks from discussing things with Elena in the
hallway.
“Hmm? Oh. Well, she did get on all fours and bow, and they only
need my help starting after field day until their performance in
December…so if that’s all it’s going to take to get Elena to help us,
then that sounds like a good deal in my book.”
Masachika shrugged back at Alisa with a wry smirk.
Ultimately, Elena had agreed to participate in the Run, but only
on one condition. Nevertheless, the condition itself was actually
proposed by Masachika, so Elena had essentially agreed to
everything they wanted. In return, Masachika had agreed to help the
brass band, just as Elena had originally requested.
“Anyway, I can’t believe she wants to start practicing together
right after field day is over… I guess deep down, she really is a
serious person… She can be rational. Plus, I bet she came to ask me
today to help instead of right after the school festival, because she
was waiting for exams to be over.”
Masachika chuckled inwardly at his older schoolmate’s thoughtful
nature, which was far different from her outwardly wild persona.
However, Alisa asked once more.
“Are you sure you’re okay with this?”
“…?”
“You know… Helping out on piano…” Alisa was worried about
Masachika going to play the piano, and although still questioning
herself after seeing the look on his face, she steeled herself and
voiced her hypothesis. “Because…I got the impression that you
didn’t really like piano all that much.”
It was a gut feeling that she’d had after hearing Masachika play
the piano at the Autumn Heights Festival. When she first heard him
play, Alisa had felt a surge of resentment. Why had he hidden the
fact that he could play the piano so well? Why didn’t he want to be
in the band with her? And why was he showing off his skills here, of
all places?
However, as she listened to him play, her childish resentment
gradually subsided until she finally realized the answer to her own
question: Masachika probably didn’t enjoy playing the piano. In fact,
perhaps he even despised it. At any rate, Masachika’s eyes widened
in astonishment at Alisa’s almost instinctive guess.
I knew it.
His reaction alone convinced her that she was right.
“If you’re forcing yourself to do something that you don’t want
to, then let’s go tell her no. It still isn’t too late. We can find
someone else to help us in the Run.”
Masachika looked away, a thoughtful expression on his face after
Alisa spoke. But after a few seconds of silence, he slowly replied:
“…I don’t exactly hate the piano, and I’m not forcing myself to
do something that I don’t want to, either.”
After a long pause, Alisa instinctively felt that his words came
from the heart…but at the same time, she couldn’t shake the feeling
that he was hiding something.
He’s doing it again.
He’d done it before. Once again, Masachika had evaded the
question, sidestepping the issue as if to prevent Alisa from digging
deeper. And it worked, too.
Why can’t I just ask him? “What do you not like about it, then?”
“Why didn’t you play in the band with us, then?”
But despite her feeling that way, Alisa’s throat tightened, unable
to get out the words. She feared that being so blunt would push
Masachika somewhere far, far away, so she simply froze.
“I just don’t really have any passion for it…which kind of worries
me.”
“Why does that worry you?”
“Well, think of it this way: In a chorus or orchestra, it’s vital that
everyone’s in sync. It doesn’t matter how good you are if you’re all
not on the same page or if someone isn’t putting their heart into the
music. It won’t sound good,” he replied in his usual playful manner.
“That’s why putting someone like me in a brass band, who isn’t
even interested in performing, is a recipe for disaster. At the very
least, it could be disappointing. I purposely didn’t say all that to
Elena, though,” claimed Masachika, smirking cynically…when it finally
hit Alisa.
So that’s why…
Masachika’s lack of passion for music, she realized, was the real
reason for him not wanting to do the band with her, since he
believed that his own lack of enthusiasm would hold the others back.
Realizing this reminded Alisa of a similar feeling that she had
experienced not long ago.
It’s like how I don’t understand love…
Unable to feel the same passion as those around her, Alisa felt a
profound sense of loneliness and isolation, as if she were the only
cold, cruel person in the world.
Is this how you feel?
The instant that thought crossed her mind, Alisa replied, “I
disagree.” Masachika stared at her, taken aback by the intensity of
her words. Meeting his gaze directly, she noted, “Maybe you don’t
feel passionate about music. But…”
Although she didn’t know what had happened to Masachika in
the past, Alisa had been around him long enough to know one thing.
“You have a passion for supporting those with passion. You
showed us that when you worked so hard to help Fortitude…and you
showed me that when you decided to run for student council
president and vice president together.”
Leaning forward in her chair, she took Masachika’s hand and
gazed intently into his eyes, hoping her feelings would reach him.
“That’s why…it’s going to be okay. You’ll be able to make Elena’s
dream come true…so please don’t let this tear you up inside.”
She didn’t know why she said what she did at the end there.
The words had just spilled out while she gazed into his eyes…and
when Alisa saw his eyes waver, she instantly realized that she was
right. Beneath his playful, carefree exterior, Masachika was suffering
and probably had been for a long time…
“…!”
The moment she came to this realization, Alisa couldn’t bear it
anymore. Her chest tightened painfully, and before she knew it…she
was pulling Masachika into a tight embrace. She leaned in, drawing
her lips closely to his ear and, with a strained voice from the depths
of her throat, whispered:
“Do you think that one day…” Her voice weakened until the
words got stuck in her throat. There was a fear lurking deep within
her—the fear of going any further, and it was trying to silence her.
Nevertheless, Alisa desperately fought back, her voice barely a
whisper as she continued, “…you could share this pain of yours with
me?”
Alisa had mustered all her courage to ask that question, but
Masachika didn’t immediately respond. A long, agonizing silence
followed, each second feeling like an eternity…until Masachika finally
nodded ever so slightly.
Alisa’s heart swelled with relief and joy as she tightened her
arms around him…when a certain thought suddenly crossed her
mind: Maybe this would be the perfect time to tell him?
What is this feeling…? I feel like I can tell him now.
It was something that she had been wanting to tell him for so
long, so she mustered up the courage to tell him…then changed her
mind at the very last second.
No. If I’m going to tell him, I should wait until after the Run.
If she was going to tell him, it would be after winning. She
wanted to stand proud before him and tell him, and to do that…
I have to win, no matter what.
With renewed determination, she looked ahead…where her gaze
suddenly met Elena’s at the classroom door.
““…!””
Their gazes locked, and they both flinched. Although they
remained completely still for a few moments…Elena’s brain ended up
rebooting before Alisa’s.
“Oh! Uh… I just realized that we still hadn’t talked specifics y-
yet,” stammered Elena, her eyes darting around wildly while her
cheeks gradually turned red.
“A-anyway, I—I didn’t see anything! I won’t tell anyone! I
promise!!” she said, screaming, as if she had just witnessed a
murder, while bolting off like a frightened hare.
“Stop spreading nonsense while running away!” screamed Alisa
the instant her brain rebooted.
CHAPTER 6
After school that day, Masachika and Alisa, having finished their
student council duties, changed into their gym clothes and headed
to the back of the schoolhouse. Shortly after they arrived, Maria
appeared as well, followed by Elena a few minutes later.
“Heeey, what’s up? Whew. It’s a little chilly out, huh?” Elena
pointed out, rubbing her bare arms in her short-sleeved shirt while
Masachika frowned.
“You okay? We aren’t going to train hard today, so you can put
on a jacket if you want…”
“Eh. I’ll warm up after I start moving around a little.”
“Are you sure? Alya, Masha, same goes for you two as well. Feel
free to wear a jacket if you’re cold.”
“I’m fine.”
“Me too. ♪”
“…Please don’t catch a cold, okay?”
While Masachika felt a pang of guilt for not being more
considerate of the girls, Elena, who was standing beside him, looked
at Alisa and Maria.
“Anyway… Those are your gym clothes, huh? Niiice,” she
commented.
Masachika silently glared at her, as if he was disgusted by how
passionate she sounded, but she simply grinned back at him, her
eyes crinkling at the corners, like some sort of creep.
“Mm-hmm. I’m starting to drool already. Like, this is really
turning me o—”
“Elena, can I take you out?”
“What? Are you asking me on a date—?”
As Elena squirmed dramatically, Masachika swiftly feigned a
karate chop right in front of her eyes.
“…”
“Whoops. My bad. I won’t miss next time.”
“Wait. Ohhh! You want to take me out,” said Elena, realizing his
meaning with a straight face as Masachika swiftly lifted his hand
back up. She then covered her mouth and looked up at him with
wide, pleading eyes.
“It’s my first time, so be gentle, okay?”
Masachika delivered a playful smack to her head, granting her
wish.
“Mmm… You’re so cruel, Kuze. I can’t believe you would hit a
woman. What are you gonna do if I start to like being hit?”
“Then you’d be a masochist, thanks to me.”
“Oof! What kind of monster are you?! What are you gonna do
once you turn me into a masochist?!”
“Ignore you.”
“You’re just gonna pump and dump me like that?!”
After Elena casually dropped another crude remark, Masachika
once again playfully smacked the back of her head. Of course, it was
more of a feigned slap, with a flick of the wrist for dramatic effect,
and in actuality, he was barely tapping her with his fingertips.
Nevertheless, Elena dramatically clutched her head and feigned
agony, which perhaps wasn’t too surprising for an actress like her.
“Mmm… I think I just lost a few lewd brain cells…”
“Just hurry up and get into position. We need to form the
horse.”
He decided to ignore his older schoolmate, whose mind was
completely clouded with worldly desires, and turned his attention to
Alisa and Maria…who were already staring at them with
indescribable expressions.
“…What?”
Maria tilted her head slightly, her finger pressed to her lips as
she watched Masachika recoil.
“You two really get along. ♪”
“What? Does it really look like that to you?”
“This is the first time I’ve ever seen you speak so casually with a
girl before…”
“No, I—”
I always act like this around Yuki, thought Masachika, when he
suddenly realized that he only spoke this casually with her in private
when she was in little-sister mode.
In other words, he didn’t speak this casually with any other girl
at school, much less joke around with any of them like this.
“Mn…! Come on, what’s the big deal? More importantly, I, uh… I
can see your stomach, Masha,” pointed out Masachika, looking away
after catching a glimpse of Maria’s belly button peeking out from
under her gym clothes.
“Huh? Oh…”
After Maria managed to fix her outfit, he turned his back to her.
“All right, we’re going to start off by practicing getting into
position. Masha, Elena, I want you two to hold my hands while
placing your free hands on my shoulders… Yeah, just like that.”
Still facing forward, Masachika linked arms with Maria and Elena
from behind…but that was when it hit him.
Hold up… We’re all holding hands like we’re dating…
But right as he realized that, two other people made the exact
same comment behind and to the left of him.
“Hold on. Oh my gosh… We’re holding hands like a couple. I’m
so embarrassed.”
“Oh my. You’re right. ♪”
Elena’s fingers fidgeted nervously between Masachika’s, while
Maria purposefully tightened her grip on his right hand…all while
Alisa’s chilling gaze pierced his cheek.
“…Alya, we’re ready for you to hop on.”
“…”
Pretending not to notice any of this, Masachika crouched in
place with Maria and Elena, in preparation for their rider, Alisa, who
swung her legs over the female members before slowly lowering
herself onto them.
“Ooo! Alisa’s soft butt is touching my arm?!”
“You on? All right, now place your feet on our hands—”
“Wait! What kind of wrestling move is this?!” said Elena, yelping,
as if her fingers were being crushed, so Masachika promptly
loosened his hold, albeit with a small sigh, allowing her to breathe a
sigh of relief.
“Ouch, ouch, ouch… Masachika’s fingering skills almost brought
me to my knees. I wasn’t expecting it to be that hard, either.”
“You really don’t get tired of that, huh?”
“Heh. That’s what makes me me.”
“…May I?”
“Oh, sure.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
With a cold, exasperated voice, Alisa lightly tapped Masachika’s
and Elena’s arms with her foot, prompting them to spread out their
joined hands. Alisa then gently placed her feet, free of shoes and
socks, onto their outstretched palms.
Touching Alya’s bare feet like this is—
“Ooo! Alisa’s holy feet?!”
Elena’s stupid voice managed to dispel Masachika’s worldly
desires, allowing him to calmly adjust his hand position. They say
that having someone more flustered nearby actually helps people
stay calm, but having someone nearby being a total perv seemed to
help keep Masachika coolheaded, too.
“All right, ready to stand, everyone? On three. One, two, three!”
The three of them simultaneously stood up. After Maria and
Elena placed their hands on Masachika’s shoulders, Alisa added her
own hands on top of theirs as her weight pressed down on him.
Mn! This is kind of…
“Ah, this is a little…”
“Oof! I wasn’t expecting you to be this heavy…! I don’t mean
that in a rude way, though!”
Everyone managed to stand but was having a hard time keeping
their balance.
“Uh… Okay, guys. Let’s try to move around a little like this.”
Once they were all set up, they tried moving in all the basic
directions—forward, backward, and sideways—while maintaining
their postures, and although they struggled to move in sync at first,
they gradually began to get the hang of it, thanks to Masachika’s
instructions.
“All right, that should do it for that. Next, Alya, I want you to see
if you can stand.”
“What? …Are you sure?”
“Yeah, you don’t really need to stand while we’re moving, but
you’re going to need to stand to steal our opponents’ headbands.”
“Okay… I’ll give it a try,” replied Alisa, raising her hips up until
she could stand straight up…when Elena suddenly screamed.
“W-wait! Stop! This is getting really painful! M-my hand’s gonna
slip!!”
Alisa quickly lowered herself before the others carefully placed
her down.
“Phew… That was more painful than I imagined. I wasn’t
expecting it to be that much harder when she stood up.”
“That’s because Alya’s entire weight is being balanced on our
hands.”
“Yeah… But I think it’s half your fault, Kuze.”
“…Or maybe it’s the girl who won’t stop making lewd
comments.”
Masachika quickly averted his gaze from Elena, who was
resentfully shaking her hands, where he caught yet another glimpse
of Maria’s stomach, forcing him to look away once more.
“…Masha, I can see your stomach again.”
“Ah! Mmm…”
Elena nodded smugly as Maria busily straightened her clothes.
“Makes sense your shirt would keep riding up so much, since
your boobs are so big.”
“Cough! Hack!”
Masachika was so taken aback that he choked on his spit,
unable to even comment on the blunt remark, and with no one to
stop her, Elena immediately turned her attention to Alisa.
“Same goes for you, though, Alisa. I mean, mine are big, but I’m
starting to feel a little insecure after seeing those honkers.”
“Excuse me! Could you please not talk about that when there’s a
boy standing right there?!” cried Alisa while facing the opposite
direction, as if she couldn’t take it anymore. Nevertheless, the
reaction made Elena smile joyfully as she shifted her gaze to
Masachika.
“Hmm? What’s the big deal? We always talk like this in the brass
band club.”
“Sounds like a wonderful workplace, where sexual harassment is
rampant.”
“It is a wonderful place, where everyone always has a smile on
their face! And I have a harem, too!” Elena said, pouting as
Masachika pierced her with his resentful glare. He then muttered
spitefully:
“Hmph… A harem, huh?”
“Yes? Is that a problem?”
“I heard a rumor that at band camp, you kept pestering all your
female bandmates to take a bath with you, but then you ended up
taking a bath all by yourself in your room.”
“Stop!”
“I also heard that you said something like, ‘I’m gonna make sure
you’re not getting any sleep tonight,’ then you dozed off before
midnight.”
“Quit it! You’re ruining my rep!”
Elena waved her arms around wildly, making excuses that she
only went to bed early because she didn’t want to tire everyone out,
since they had work to do the following day. At any rate, the three of
them ignored her numerous excuses while Maria softly asked
Masachika:
“Wait. Is that what Elena’s really like?”
“She’s actually really shy and innocent. She talks a big game,
but she doesn’t even hug or touch others. She’s a serious person
deep down.”
“Hey! I can hear you!”
“Because I want you to.”
“You’re so dirty. ☆”
“Not trying to be.”
“Anyway! Stop spreading baseless rumors about me!”
“Don’t worry. I’m pretty sure everyone’s already realized that
you’re actually a very serious person.”
That’s why you were elected to be president of your club,
thought Masachika, but he bit his tongue and instead joined Alisa
and Maria, watching Elena with a somewhat warm gaze that made
her blush until she began to tremble. Then, out of nowhere, she
buried her face in her arm, spun on her heel, and dashed off.
“Waaah! I’m gonna sue you all for defamation!”
“I don’t think that’s going to hold up in court, since you didn’t
record us talking!”
But Elena continued to run away until she turned the corner of
the school building and completely disappeared from sight, ignoring
Masachika’s calm retort.
“Uh…? We were still in the middle of practicing…”
After watching Elena vanish with a bewildered stare, Alisa turned
to Masachika with a puzzled look on her face, but he simply
shrugged, as if it weren’t a big deal.
“Don’t worry. She’s not the kind of person who just leaves when
there’s work to be done.”
Only a few seconds went by, when…
“Oh, she’s coming back…”
“See? I told you she was a serious person.”
“You’ve come a long way to make it here, brave warrior.”
“You could just say ‘Welcome home,’ like a normal person, you
know?”
After finishing their secret after-school practice, Masachika
returned home to find Yuki leisurely sitting in the living room, so he
shot her a piercing, reproachful glare. He then looked around to
make sure that the maid, who was usually blending into the
background, was nowhere to be seen.
“…Just you today?”
“Oh? Am I not enough for you?”
“I’ve already had my fill of bull for the day.”
“So you want Ayano for dessert?!”
“No clue how you came to that conclusion.”
Yuki cackled and said, “By the way, where’d you get your fill?
Did you hang out with someone exhausting today? Like Elena?”
“…!”
Masachika’s cheek twitched the instant she dropped that name,
making him realize where he’d slipped up. They had been
purposefully practicing secretly behind the school building after class
so that nobody would see who was going to be their helpers during
the Run…and yet Yuki was audaciously smirking, as if she had seen
right through their plan.
“Did your practice for the Run go well, my dear brother?”
“…If that was you baiting me into telling you what you wanted
to know, then I’m impressed, my dear sister.”
“What? I didn’t bait you into doing anything. I was just making
sure, since I couldn’t imagine any other reason why you would be
getting home this late,” she said, grinning mischievously. Masachika
smirked back, realizing that he had been completely played.
“So? Come to spy on your enemy today?”
“Hmm? That’s just something I figured I’d ask while I was here.
Besides, it doesn’t matter who you bring. I don’t even really want to
know, either. I’m going to win, regardless.”
“…Wow, pretty confident. You really think you can handle an
opponent you’re not even expecting?”
“Don’t underestimate me. I can tell what someone’s capable of
with just a single glance. Just like how I can tell just how dirty a
comic is going to be simply by reading the first chapter!”
“Pfft. I can do that, too. Easily. In fact, all I need to see is the
first few pages that are in color.”
“Obviously, because the skin-to-clothes ratio on the first few
pages is always proof of how lewd a comic is going to be!” Yuki
exclaimed with a trembling voice, as if she was some sort of expert
on the subject, only to elicit an unenthusiastic response from her
brother.
“So? What are you doing here?”
“Excuse me? Isn’t it obvious?” Yuki slowly stood and slammed
her hands on the table. She glared up at her brother and barked,
“We promised to marathon all that anime together after exams were
over!”
“…Oh.”
“Don’t tell me you forgot?! You better have not forgotten!”
“No, my brain was just lagging a little.”
“Do you have enough RAM? We should get you some more. Let’s
get you an external hard drive while we’re at it, too.”
“I’m using USB one point zero, so it’d take a while to read
anyway.”
“Upgrade already.”
“Are you telling me to go through reincarnation?”
“I’ll do it with you.”
“Oh boy…”
“The heroine of the new world was actually your sister in your
previous life.”
“I’d be surprised if that wasn’t already an anime.”
“And your little sister in the new world was actually the heroine
in your previous life.”
“Things suddenly got complicated.”
“By the way, this isn’t a new world. You’re being reborn in the
past.”
“…Hmm?”
“And right now, the little sister in the current world is yelling at
the heroine, ‘Give me back my body!’ while trying to grab her.”
“Why did this turn into horror out of nowhere?! I just got chills.”
“The title is ‘My Little Sister Might Not Be My Little Sister.’”
“That’s going to really piss off all the readers who were looking
forward to a rom-com with a stepsister.”
“The real meaning to the title of the series isn’t explained until
later, though. I personally like this story.”
“I like it, too, but it’s different from what I was hoping for.”
“Anyway, watching anime together is only one of the reasons
why I’m here.”
“There’s still another reason?”
“I got you sick before exams, and I wanted to make it up to you.
Duh.”
Masachika was rendered speechless for a few moments until he
eventually smiled wryly at her serious expression.
Well, I guess if Alya noticed, then there’s no way you wouldn’t.
After his little moment of reflection, Yuki boldly approached him
until their faces were only millimeters away.
“Are you feeling okay now?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. What about your right leg? Does it still hurt?”
“It’s all better.”
“Really? I’m glad.”
“Sounds like we can fight fair and square during the Run, then.”
“No need to hold back, huh?”
After exchanging fearless grins, Yuki changed her smile into a
more playful one as she spread her arms out wide.
“Anyway, I’m going to make it up to you by letting you cherish
me and love me for the rest of the night.”
“…How’s that any different than usual?”
“It’s a mindset. Oh, hey. And while we’re at it, how about you
pick me up like a princess again?”
“And now you’re even asking me to do stuff for you… You know
the adrenaline rush was what gave me that strength, right?”
“Oh? So you’re saying you can’t do it? You had no problem lifting
Alya earlier today, but you can’t lift me?”
“All right, all right. Ready? Mmmph!”
After pumping himself up, he slid his arms around Yuki’s
shoulders and the back of her knees, lifting her up in one swift
motion.
“Whoaaa! This is amazing! I’m so high up! Ha-ha-ha!”
“Hey?! Stop swinging your arms and legs around like that!”
“Okay! Now keep holding me like this until we finish watching
anime!”
“My arms would literally fall off!”
“I’m going to put an end to those arms before the Run. After
that, I’ll win the election…”
“What happened to fighting fair and square?!”
It was just like any other day for the two of them. Amid their
casual, everyday conversation, they cleared up any lingering
concerns they’d had about each other and reaffirmed their
commitment to a fair and honorable fight.
And before long, the day of their showdown arrived.
CHAPTER 7
“I feel abused…”
After helping set up the ball-tossing game, Masachika was roped
into assisting with the actual competition. And as expected, it was a
disaster. His job was to hold the pole for the basket and count the
balls afterward. This meant standing directly underneath the
pseudo-basketball hoop…which meant that he might take countless
balls to the face. Of course, he could lower his head to protect his
beautiful mug, but that only meant that the balls would be whacking
him on the back of the head. Therefore, he decided to be brave,
with his chin held high…when a ball suddenly smacked him right in
the cheek, of all places. At first, he figured someone must have
accidentally kicked a ball, but numerous balls continued to come
flying over from the side… There were so many balls that it better
have been an accident, he thought.
“Well, at least the basket didn’t break over my head! That’s a
plus!”
At least, that was what he told himself to feel better…as pitiful as
that was. At any rate, it wasn’t long before the announcer presented
the next event.
“Next up is the costume race.”
The moment the event was announced, the audience erupted
with even more excitement than ever before. It was time for the
costume race—a glorified cosplay competition where one boy and
one girl from each class participated, and, as usual for events like
these, the most attractive students were always chosen. When
Masachika looked over at the waiting area before the starting line,
he was surprised to see so many familiar faces. In fact, most of the
first-year girls were involved with the election in one way or another.
But, well, this is hardly even a competition, so it doesn’t matter
who wins… I’m sure Alya’s going to go for first place because she
wants to beat Yuki, though. All I ask is that she doesn’t get hurt.
Masachika wished Alisa the best from afar while he waited at the
finish line for sports-festival-committee-related work. Before long,
the first-year girls were lined up at the starting line, then they
suddenly dashed off the instant the starting pistol was fired.
“Whoa! That’s Alya for ya. Look at her go.”
Alisa was in the lead, followed closely by Yuki. The rest were
neck and neck until they arrived at the designated spot with several
black plastic bags placed on the ground.
“The contestants have arrived at the costume station, where
their choice will determine their fate!”
Of course, the costumes varied widely in terms of how long they
took to put on and how easy they were to run in. In fact, it could be
said that this was the most important part of the race, but all
Masachika could do was pray that Alisa would get a costume that
she could run in comfortably. Before long, Alisa and the others each
took a plastic bag and disappeared into a large, dark tent set up
along the course.
“The contestants have all entered the changing zone! Who will
be the first to emerge in costume?!”
Fortunately, there were several members of the handicraft club
waiting inside the tent to help anyone who needed assistance
changing into their costumes. Apparently, they wanted to ensure
that no one would be left behind due to a complicated costume.
While Masachika wanted to question the wisdom of creating such
intricate outfits, he appreciated the effort to keep the changing
times relatively even for everyone. At any rate, a few minutes went
by when a figure eventually emerged from the tent.
“Oh?! The first to emerge is—”
Her silver locks danced in the breeze, kissed by the sunlight.
“Kujou!”
“Yes!!”
As the crowd erupted in cheers, Masachika pumped his fist in
the air, and—
“Hmm?”
He frowned as he took another look at Alisa’s costume. She was
wearing the classic white sailor uniform, the epitome of youth, with
a blue schoolbag slung over her shoulder. And in her mouth…was a
slice of bread.
“I can’t believe my eyes! A sailor uniform?! No! This is cosplay of
your good ol’-fashioned comic book heroine, loved by girls all over
the country!”
The announcer’s commentary was met with laughter from the
audience. Meanwhile, Alisa, clearly oblivious to the commotion,
began to dash off with the slice of bread still in her mouth.
Her silver hair danced in the wind, her skirt bouncing with each
step while the bread bobbed up and down. As she rounded the
corner, revealing a bit of her midriff from her too-short sailor
uniform, a certain portion of the audience exploded in excitement,
for some strange reason.
“She’s turning the corner! She’s going around a freakin’ corner!”
“Who do you think she’s going to bump into?!”
With all eyes on her, filled with a bizarre sense of anticipation,
Alisa sped around the track while nothing out of the ordinary
happened until, eventually, the second runner burst out of the tent.
“The next contestant is coming out of the tent! It’s—huh?”
The commentator’s voice, which had initially risen with
excitement, faltered. And it was no wonder why, either, for what
emerged was…not exactly an ordinary costume but a full-on mascot
costume.
A rather silly, endearing dinosaur-like figure, which was
seemingly constructed from paper and plastic, had emerged with
Ayano’s expressionless face peering out from its neck.
“This is…Kimishima? Is she dressed as a T-Rex? Or something?
It definitely looks like she drew the short straw when it comes to
costumes!”
The commentator, clearly unsure of how to react, tried to muster
up some enthusiasm, when suddenly—
“…! Mn…!”
Ayano-saurus, with her tiny legs, began to sprint forward as
hard as she could. Her head, made of paper, bobbed wildly from side
to side while her tail wagged furiously. Though she was hardly
running—despite her best efforts—the sight of her waddling along
brought laughter and squeals from the female spectators.
“Ayano is sooo cute!”
“I want to take her home!”
“Look this way!”
She had, without a doubt, become their mascot. At any rate, no
more than a few seconds had gone by before a pink figure came
bursting out from the tent as well.
“Oof! That’s bad.”
Masachika let out a gasp, a mix of shock and pity, the moment
he witnessed the next competitor. Because the pink figure that had
emerged was…truly pink from head to toe, wearing a pink bodysuit
and a helmet that had what appeared to be a horn sprouting from it.
“Ooo?! Is that—? Is that the pink ranger?! I have no idea what
that is! I don’t even know who’s inside that suit!”
The commentator and the audience burst into laughter with a
mix of amusement and surprise. But when the pink superhero
(superheroine?) started chasing after Ayano-saurus, the comical
pursuit sent the crowd into fits of laughter, with tears in their eyes.
“Look at the superhero go!”
“Run, dino-girl! Run!”
But amid the cheers and applause, Masachika muttered,
“Seriously, who is that, though? It doesn’t seem to be Yuki… Don’t
tell me that’s Nonoa—”
But his concern was quickly dismissed.
“Someone else is emerging from the tent…! Oooh?!”
After a string of comedic costumes, a more serious cosplay outfit
appeared, causing the commentator’s excitement to soar.
“Is that…a police officer in a miniskirt?!”
The audience erupted into cheers at the sight of the blond
beauty, looking like some sort of crooked cop in a comic book who
would chew gum and blow bubbles.
“It’s me! I did it! Arrest me!”
“I’m a criminal, Ms. Officer!”
Amid the crude cheers of the dirty-minded gentlemen, Nonoa,
armed with handcuffs, ran with her beautiful legs wrapped in fishnet
stockings.
A miniskirt-clad police officer was chasing a superhero, who was
chasing a dinosaur. It was an incredibly surreal sight, to say the
least. And before long…
“Aaand Kujou just crossed the finish line! Not only was she lucky
enough to pick an outfit that was perfect for running and easy to
change into, but she also ran incredibly well!”
Masachika rushed over to greet Alisa at the finish line.
“Good job, Alya. Congratulations on getting first.”
“Thanks.”
“Supposedly, you change out of your costume in the building
over there…but I think your gym clothes are still in the tent.”
Masachika glanced toward the changing area, where he
coincidentally saw Yuki emerging from behind the curtain.
“Oh, that’s…”
“She looks incredible…”
They both let out audible gasps of admiration at Yuki’s attire.
She was wearing a pure white and red dress, exuding a sense of
purity. Her long black hair was tied back, adorned with an intricate
golden crown, and in her hand was one of those sacred bells used in
traditional shrine maiden dances.
“Oh! It’s Suou, dressed as a shrine maiden! And a kagura shrine
maiden, at that!”
Her outfit, which undeniably conveyed a sense of holiness and
elegance to Japanese people, perfectly suited Yuki, who was
classically beautiful…as long as she kept her mouth shut. However…
“That looks really hard to walk in, huh?”
Yuki was rather short, so the hakama skirt was dragging on the
ground. She was also wearing tabi socks and straw sandals, which
only made running more difficult. But despite Masachika’s
expectations, Yuki managed to jog at a surprisingly fast pace, all
while making sure not to dirty her outfit.
“Man, I’m impressed she can run like that.”
“But…she looks like she’s going to get last place, at this rate.
She might be able to pass Ayano, though…”
“Yeah, the second-year girls are already getting lined up at the
starting line. They might even pass Ayano if she doesn’t pick up the
pace.”
Despite being the second one to have finished changing, Ayano
was still only halfway through the course, and although she was
waddling as rapidly as she could, she was gradually being overtaken
one by one. Alisa and Masachika watched with furrowed brows. Even
the audience, which had initially watched with amused smiles,
seemed almost worried, as if they were concerned that Ayano was
going to collapse at any moment. When Yuki eventually caught up
with Ayano with about a quarter of the course remaining, she
seemed to have said something to her, took her dinosaur hand, and
then started walking alongside her at a slower pace.
“Interesting. She really thought this through…”
The pair, hand in hand, was met with warm applause and cheers
from the audience as they worked together toward the finish line.
Although they had already secured last place, their confident strides,
accompanied by cheerful waves to the crowd, somehow felt like a
victory lap.
Hmm… I guess you could say that she didn’t win the match, but
she won the battle? Looks like Yuki came out on top this time.
Although he didn’t say it aloud to Alisa, Masachika could tell that
she felt the same way as she watched Yuki with a hint of frustration
in her eyes.
“Alya, your face.”
“Ah.”
Once he pointed out that Alisa had been glaring at Yuki, she
frowned uncomfortably, as if she suddenly recognized what she was
doing, too. Therefore, Masachika decided to change the subject to
lighten the mood.
“By the way, there’s one thing that’s been bothering me. How in
the world did Ayano’s costume fit into that plastic bag?”
“Oh… The costume was actually inside the tent. The plastic bag
just had a piece of paper inside it that said ‘dinosaur,’ and there was
some cushioning? Or something inside to make the plastic bag look
like it had an actual costume in it.”
“Ohhh. That makes sense.”
“I have a question, too. What did the commentator mean by
‘good ol’-fashioned comic book heroine’? The audience got really
excited.”
“Uh… I actually didn’t get the specific reference, either, but
there’s a common trope in comics where a girl has a slice of bread in
her mouth while she’s running to school saying, ‘I’m going to be
late!’ She usually bumps into a boy when she turns the corner, and
that boy ends up being the one she’s destined to marry or
something…”
“Oh? So that’s what the slice of bread was for…”
Masachika smiled wryly as he watched Alisa stare at the tooth-
marked bread with a troubled expression.
“I guess you got yourself a free lunch, huh? Hey, check it out.”
The crowd erupted in applause as Yuki and Ayano crossed the
finish line hand in hand while Masachika, as a member of the
organizing committee, went over to greet them.
“Good job, you two—especially you, Ayano. I mean it.”
“Thank…you…”
Masachika offered his heartfelt sympathy to Ayano, who looked
exhausted despite her expressionless face.
“What do you want to do? The changing room’s over there, but I
can help you if you want. I could even get a cart and push you all
the way over there.”
“No… I’m fine. I realized that I can keep my balance as long as I
walk slowly.”
“Are you sure? Don’t overdo it, okay?”
Suddenly, there was a burst of cheers, drawing Masachika’s gaze
to find the fourth girl from the second-year student lineup emerging
from behind the curtains… And it was none other than Maria,
dressed as a nurse, with a toy syringe and a binder.
“Whoa! Would you look at Kujou! Hellooo, nurse! Now, that’s
some traditional cosplay, if you ask me! And check out how good she
looks!”
The announcer may have been going wild, but the crowd was
even more hyped, enveloped in an unusual and intense atmosphere
of enthusiasm, despite the outfit not being all that revealing.
“Argh! My stomach! It hurts! Nurse!”
“My heart hurts… Is this lovesickness?!”
…Some students even started feigning illnesses. The enthusiasm
for Maria was so overwhelming that you couldn’t help but feel sorry
for the other three participants currently running on the track.
“L-look how thick she is in all the right places!”
The instant Yuki whispered her honest, blunt opinion, Masachika
reflexively reached out to smack her…but then remembered she was
still in costume and stopped himself. Regardless, one runner after
another gradually emerged from the tent in costume…until there
was only one left, and it was definitely one to remember, to say the
least.
“Whoaaa?! It’s Kiryuuin! And what a dress! What an incredible
dress!”
The ever-popular Sumire made her grand entrance, dressed in a
voluminous gown reminiscent of a medieval noblewoman, complete
with a wide-brimmed hat, a flamboyant fan, and her signature
cascading curls.
““She looks too good in that.””
The brother and sister unintentionally uttered the very same
words, but that was simply a testament to how good Sumire
looked… She was incredibly fast, to boot.
“Look at the trails of fire following Kiryuuin! How do you even
run so fast in that dress?!”
Sumire ran at an incredible speed, one hand holding her skirt as
she used her fan to cover her mouth. She quickly overtook the other
runners and made her way toward the front of the pack.
“How is she running so fast in that skirt?”
“Um… I really hope that I am seeing things, but is she wearing
heels?”
The siblings watched in stunned silence as Sumire surged ahead
right through the finish line, crossing it first. She then haughtily
threw back her head and let out a triumphant laugh.
“Oh-ho-ho-ho! Victory is mine!”
“…She appears to really understand the role.”
With a newfound respect for his schoolmate’s dedication to fan
service, Masachika turned his attention to guiding the second-year
girls who had just finished the race.
“The changing room is on the first floor in the school building!
Please go change after you are given your gym clothes!”
Maria crossed the finish line in fourth place in the middle of his
announcement.
“Oh, hey. Good job, Masha.”
“Thank you, Kuze. Ah, I was so close to getting third place…”
“Having to hold that syringe and binder while you were running
definitely didn’t help, either, I bet,” added Masachika while he
approached her.
What the…? I don’t know if I’d call her thick…as much as I’d say
she’s bursting at the seams.
After getting a good look of her up close, he noticed how
stretched her pink nurse uniform was in some places, straining at
the seams while making it hard for him to find a place to look.
“Whoa?!”
Something slammed into Masachika from behind, causing him to
stumble, but when he turned around in a fluster, he found Alisa
staring at him, with her shoulder forward and that piece of bread still
in her mouth.
“Alya? What’s wrong? Wait. You still haven’t changed out of
that?”
“…”
Although Alisa didn’t even reply to Masachika’s concern, the look
in her eyes made it seem as if she knew that he was having impure
thoughts about Maria, prompting him to break out in a cold sweat.
“Haaah… Come on, Masha.”
“Huh? But they still haven’t brought me my gym clothes yet…
Oh, hey! Kuze! Do you have your phone with you?”
“What? Yeah…?”
“Then could you take a picture? Come on, Alya. You too.”
“…?!”
Just as Masachika reached into his gym uniform pocket for his
smartphone, Maria grabbed his arm and pulled him toward her, then
pulled Alisa as well, sandwiching herself in the middle.
“Ready. Go ahead, Kuze.”
“Uh… Are you sure?”
“About what? Oh, is the sun too bright where I’m standing?”
“No, that’s not what I meant,” he replied with a straight face,
then shrugged before holding out his smartphone.
“Come closer, Alya. You’re too far.”
“But…”
“Come on, smile. Say cheese.”
“All right, you guys ready? Three, two…one.”
Masachika switched his phone to selfie mode and took a few
photos, just as he was asked to. He also took a few shots of just
Alisa and Maria as well.
“Thanks, Kuze. Do you think you could send those to me later?”
“Yeah, sure.”
Masachika nodded, feeling a mix of excitement and guilt at
having inadvertently obtained photos of the two of them doing
cosplay, when…
“Masachika, do you think you could take pictures of us, too?”
“Oh! Me too!”
“Would it be too much to ask to have my picture taken as well?”
Yuki, Nonoa, Sumire, and many others started to raise their
hands one after another, suddenly creating what could only be
described as a cosplay photo shoot (with only one photographer).
Once Masachika finished taking pictures of everyone who
wanted one, a voice called out to the students from the side.
“Second-year students! I have your gym clothes here! Please
make sure your name is written on the name tag before you take
your clothes!”
Meanwhile, Masachika raised an eyebrow as he watched one of
the members of the handicraft club approach them, carrying a black
plastic bag.
“Professor Side Slit?”
“Hey, Kuze. What’s up? Doing a photo shoot?”
“Yeah, everyone kept asking me to take their picture…”
“Really? Nice,” said Professor Side Slit, nodding with pure joy
until she stopped in front of Masachika, and her expression became
gravely serious.
“Give me the pictures.”
“No.”
“Why?!”
“Because I have image rights!”
“My girls have rights, too!”
“Are you talking about your costumes?”
“Yes!”
“Listen, Pro-Slit.”
“That’s not my name, but go on.”
“Clothes…don’t have rights.”
“Maybe legally.”
“What kind of argument is that?”
“Kuze, in my club, humans are accessories for clothes.”
“What the…?! Sounds like a horror movie. I don’t even know
what you’re talking about anymore.”
“Put simply, even when taking pictures, the clothes are the real
stars while whoever’s wearing them just happens to be there.”
“Sorry. I feel listening any longer is only going to twist how I see
the world, so I’m going to head back to work.”
Although Masachika’s job was to guide those who had finished
the race and assist them if needed, he didn’t have much to do
during the race itself. So after making an excuse to leave, he
returned to the finish line, only to find that Professor Side Slit was
following him.
“Stop following me. You have work to do, too.”
“Don’t worry.”
“About what?”
The moment those words escaped his lips, the third-year girls
started emerging from the tent one after another.
“Ooo! Check out Narahashi wearing a traditional Chinese gown!”
Elena, the second runner, waved to the crowd as she sprinted
down the track, her long legs on full display, thanks to the deep—
very deep—slits in her skirt.
That was when Masachika was tapped on the shoulder and
turned around, only to be met by Professor Side Slit’s smug grin
while she silently pointed to herself with her thumb.
“…”
“Yeah, I know. It’s obvious you made that. Stop trying to show
off like you don’t even need words to show how great you are,” he
ranted, almost wanting to roll his eyes at the fact that she’d come all
the way over to do that. He then shifted his gaze back toward Elena.
“Anyway, those slits are way too high. Elena’s tall, so she can get
away with it, but if anyone else wore that, you’d easily be able to
see their butt.”
“That’s why it has strings. You’d only need to make a few
adjustments, and you wouldn’t be able to see a thing.”
“Uh-huh… I’m just surprised that Elena seems to be confident
wearing that… Oh, wait. She’s starting to look a little embarrassed.”
“She’s surprisingly so innocent, isn’t she?”
Elena beautifully crossed the finish line in first place, a hint of
shyness flushing her cheeks.
“Yay!”
“Congratulations, Elena… Your gym clothes are over there.”
“What? Why does it seem like you’re trying to get rid of me? I
heard you were doing a photo shoot for all the girls after the race.”
“You heard wrong.”
“I saw you taking pictures. Come on, take my picture.”
“Fine…”
“Yay! Check it out.”
The moment Masachika raised his smartphone, Elena grabbed
the back of her Chinese gown with a mischievous grin and made it
flutter in the air.
“Weee!”
“Yeah, so sexy. Wow.”
“Hey?! Could you at least make it sound like you mean it?!
Besides, isn’t there something else you want to tell me?”
“You’re blushing. Stop embarrassing yourself.”
“What?! My face is red because I just got done running!”
“I hear that Chinese medicine is good for palpitations and
shortness of breath.”
“Stop treating me like an old lady! I’m only eighteen years old!
Check out this tight body!”
“A real eighteen-year-old girl wouldn’t be bragging like that.”
“Come on, Kuze. Why are you so mean to me?”
“This is how I always act around girls I’m close to. Right?”
“Yep,” Professor Side Slit said in agreement, inspiring Elena to
theatrically cover her mouth in shock, as if she were trying to hold
back her tears.
“I can’t believe you! I thought I was special!”
“…Well, I definitely have no filter around you…so I guess that
makes you special in a way.”
“See? See! I am special! Oh, Kuze. You’re such a playboy.”
“A ‘playboy’? Who says that anymore?”
“Are you calling me an old hag?!”
“I didn’t say that. Anyway, hurry up and let me take your
picture,” grumbled Masachika as he looked down at his phone.
“Get out of the picture. Nobody asked for the designer to join,”
he added, with a reproachful glare toward Professor Side Slit, who
decided it was only natural that she would stand next to Elena.
CHAPTER 8
“…”
He closed his eyes and leaned his head back for a second, then
looked down at the paper in his hand again.
“Someone else’s girlfriend.”
And in the corner, in tiny writing, was a footnote: “*women who
are already in relationships (excluding married women).”
You’ve gotta be kidding me!!
Only after reading it a second time did Masachika finally grasp
the reality of the situation and let out an inner scream.
What? Am I supposed to be like, “Excuse me! Does anyone have
a girlfriend I can borrow?!” Obviously, I can’t borrow someone I
don’t even know, and trying to borrow someone I do know would be
way too awkward!
And to make matters worse, the footnote specifically said
“excluding married women,” which meant that he couldn’t even grab
someone from the audience like his mom or his friend’s mom, either.
I guess they expected the hunter to go ask their sister in the
audience for—wait. What kind of sister even comes to watch their
sibling play on field day? Which means they wanted the hunter to
choose one of the students…
Masachika gnashed his teeth in frustration when the
commentator, Yuki, suddenly stated, “Whatever could have
happened? Masachika Kuze on the red team seems to be having
trouble, despite being the first to arrive at the table! Perhaps he
drew a difficult object for the scavenger hunt? Whatever the case,
he is going to be left behind, at this rate!”
She was right, too. The other students who came after him
didn’t hesitate at all before scattering, and before he knew it,
Masachika was the only one left standing in front of the long table.
I’m going to get in the next group’s way if I don’t move soon…
What should I do?! I know a few people with girlfriends, but
borrowing them would be so awkward… Wait! Hold on.
In that instant, a memory from around half an hour ago flashed
through his mind.
“Next, starting for the blue team is Ms. Tabata of Class 1-C, who
supposedly just got a new, younger boyfriend!”
…! That’s it!
No sooner had the idea occurred to him than Masachika dashed
toward the tent where the teachers were gathered, and he
immediately yelled to the teachers, who were looking at him in
surprise.
“Excuse me! Is Ms. Tabata of Class 1-C here?!”
While waiting for a reply, he decided to search for Ms. Tabata
himself…when one of the teachers in the front suddenly mentioned:
“Somebody’s already borrowing her.”
“You’ve gotta be kidding me!!”
The teachers burst out laughing at his sudden exclamation.
Feeling a little embarrassed, he turned around, and, sure enough,
there was Ms. Tabata, holding hands with a large male student as
they waited at the finish line.
Seriously? What now? Should I wait for her? No, I can’t. The
checker still has to make sure they got the right “item,” which is
going to take a while. Then I’d have to return to the course before
running back to the finish line. It would take way too long. There
has to be someone else—
Masachika was suddenly struck with another idea. He
remembered someone who was known to have a boyfriend and who
wouldn’t mind him borrowing her.
After hesitating for only three seconds, he ran back to the tent
where he had been, mustered up all the courage he could, then
extended his hand to the one person he was looking for, who was
sitting in a folding chair.
“Masha! Can I borrow you?”
“Huh? Oh, sure.”
After blinking in bewilderment for a few seconds, Maria took his
hand and stood up. Grasping her hand tightly, Masachika then
dashed back out onto the field.
Huh… I’m starting to feel a bit of déjà vu.
Though he knew he was in the middle of a race, Masachika
couldn’t help but smirk as memories of playing with Mah in the park
popped into his head like a flashback.
Adjusting his pace to match Maria’s, he glanced around the
track.
There’s only one person ahead… All right, I can do this!
Although one student with a parasol was walking ahead, the
other students were still nowhere to be seen. Perhaps Masachika
managed to get one of the easier tasks, since he almost immediately
found someone. Maybe he hit the jackpot, even, he thought, only to
shake the notion out of his head.
No. What am I thinking? I didn’t hit the jackpot… Then again, it
could have been worse. It might have been hard actually finding
someone with your objective, depending on what it was, and if you
ended up not being able to find anyone with it, you might have had
to go all the way back to the school building to get it. So I guess my
“item” was pretty manageable in comparison, seeing as how I still
have a chance of placing.
He reached the long table with the objective slips on it while lost
in thought, then took off down the track in pursuit of the finish line
once more, when—
“Uh-oh! Calling Masachika Kuze on the red team. You must carry
your ‘item’ you borrowed all the way to the finish line.”
Masachika stopped dead in his tracks when he heard the
commentator’s voice, and when he turned his head sharply toward
the commentary booth, he saw Yuki with the most amused of
smiles.
“Technically, your item must not touch the ground even once
during your lap around the track, either,” she claimed.
The crowd exploded with cheers and jeers.
“You’ve got this, man!”
“Pick her up like a princess!”
“Prove to us you’re a man, Kuze!”
Masachika’s cheeks twitched involuntarily as the crowd provoked
him.
Pick her up like a princess? That’s definitely not happening.
There’s no way I could carry her in my arms while running all the
way to the finish line. I might be able to carry Yuki, but Masha would
snap my arms. Besides, what kind of scumbag would borrow
someone else’s girlfriend, then carry her in his arms like it’s their
wedding day?!
Of course, the students who were teasing him didn’t know what
his actual objective was. They probably thought it was just
something a little embarrassing like “find the most beautiful girl at
school” or “find someone you admire.” This was further proved,
when—
“L-like a princess? Oh, come on. ♪ Stop. ♪”
Maria cupped her face with both hands while swaying from side
to side with a somewhat troubled smile. But the fact that she was
basically grinning from ear to ear made Masachika wonder if she
really was troubled at all. Her constant, hopeful glances weren’t
helping, either.
Is it just my imagination, or is Masha kind of hoping that I’m
going to pick her up in my arms…? It’s definitely not my imagination.
Masachika twitched his lips, as if he could hear the voices in her
head saying, “I’m embarrassed, but I’ll do it if you want to, Kuze.”
“<Crossing the finish line in his arms? Makes it sound like……
squeal. ♡>”
Masachika took back what he’d just thought, because she was
imagining something far more extreme. She was definitely
fantasizing about life’s finish line, and that realization even made
Masachika start to blush, making him briefly forget about the race
altogether.
“The other students are gradually making their way back, but
Masachika Kuze remains still! Is this the end for him?!”
Yuki’s commentary suddenly snapped Masachika back into
reality, and when he turned around, he saw a student with a DSLR
camera running his way. And behind that student, for some reason,
was another student carrying an ornament of a bear.
“Where in the world did you get a bear?!” Masachika jokingly
remarked at the student carrying the wooden bear. He then began to
grind his teeth as he became even more aware of the reality he was
facing.
This isn’t good… I might not even get third place at this rate.
Ugh! It is what it is, I guess!
Instantly making up his mind, Masachika stuffed the prompt into
his pocket, turned his back on Maria, and crouched down. Then,
ignoring the teasing from those around him and Maria’s expectant
gaze, he called out to the person behind him:
“I’ll carry you on my back. Hop on, Masha.”
“H-huh? But I’m kind of sweaty…”
“I don’t care! Hurry!” he strongly urged, while inwardly giving
himself a pep talk.
Listen, the person on your back is Mah. You’re going to give this
sweet, innocent angel a piggyback ride while you run. Got it? So
there’s nothing to be embarrassed about! And you’re not going to
have any lewd thoughts, either!
Right after he managed to form a mental image of himself as
Sah carrying Mah…Masachika felt something warm and soft squish
against his back.
Noooooo! Mah, you’ve grown so much.
The overwhelming softness fully shattered the delicate image of
Mah that he had conjured up. It not only brutally destroyed how he
viewed her but also left him completely paralyzed as well.
“A-are you okay? Am I too heavy?”
“You’re fine. Hold on tight…”
Although he was troubled for reasons other than her weight,
Masachika mustered all his reason to avoid showing any signs of
uneasiness. Nevertheless, Maria then delicately draped her arms
around his neck, surrendering her entire being to him, and the pull
of gravity drew her so closely against his back that their embrace
couldn’t have been any more intimate.
Gaaaaaah! Something is smushing against my back! I’m not
going to say what it is, but my shoulder blades are being smothered
by something huge!
A sensation he had never experienced before caused Masachika
to let out an involuntary cry, somewhere between a scream and a
cheer, as he started to stand erect—meaning that he was going to
stand tall, of course. After all, he was crouching so that Maria could
get on his back for a piggyback ride, but he needed to stand to start
running. There was no hidden or second meaning behind it. This
was about his legs.
Ugh! Pull yourself together, you filthy scoundrel! The girl on my
back is Mah! Stop having filthy thoughts about her, or I’ll kill ya!
He was once again desperately trying to persuade himself of
that while doing anything he could to ignore the sensation touching
his back. He then reached around to wrap his arms under her legs—
squish.
“…”
In an instant, his thoughts were blown away by the raw
sensation of her bare skin, which was far more intense than what he
was feeling on his back through her gym clothes. To make matters
worse, Maria began to bashfully squirm while he held her as well.
“Mn! Ahn. This is kind of embarrassing…because my legs are so
fat…”
“They’re not,” he reflexively replied, but his focus was on his
own hands and arms, which were gripping Maria’s hamstrings and
thighs. Her skin was oh-so-smooth, and her legs were soft. The door
to the world of foot fetishes, which Alisa had already cracked open,
was now flung wide open so hard that the hinges broke right off.
It all makes sense now… No wonder thighs are so popular.
And it didn’t just end there. He was on the verge of some
strange enlightenment…only to be snapped back into reality when
the student with the camera passed by him.
“…! Ready to go?!”
“R-ready!”
Determined to at least get third place, Masachika took off
running with Maria on his back.
“Look at Masachika Kuze go! It is hard to believe that he can
carry someone while still running this fast!”
The audience, who had been talking smack, seemed to mirror
Yuki’s sentiment as well and were now cheering and roaring with
surprise. Nevertheless, running so quickly would obviously come at a
price.
“…!”
With every step, a heavy thud reverberated through his legs and
arms. In addition, the sensation of Maria’s soft, squishy body
pressing against him became more prominent.
Gaaaaaah! The girl I’m carrying on my back is Mah! The angel
Mah!
Masachika gritted his teeth while he ran, as if his once rational
mind had turned into mush. He ran with everything he had. He ran
to forget.
At any rate, he continued to run until he saw Alisa standing right
at the finish line beyond the student ahead.
Oh, crap.
That was the first thought that instinctively came to mind when
he saw her. After all, Alisa’s eyes were actually burning with an azure
flame, as if to prove his intuition correct. She stared at Maria, who
was being carried by him, then her eyes shifted toward Maria’s arms
wrapped around his body, before stopping one last time on her legs
in Masachika’s hands. Finally, her gaze returned to Masachika’s face,
where it lingered. It lingered and lingered.
Eeek!
A shiver ran down his spine, accompanied by a strange sense of
guilt as he was once again overcome with this bizarre feeling that he
was cheating on her.
“Hwoo!”
“Eep?!” Masachika squealed bizarrely, feeling someone suddenly
blow into his right ear, followed by the giggles of a young maiden.
“Tee-hee. You’re so cute,” exclaimed Maria in an almost a
devilish whisper, sending a chill down his neck.
“Masha? Y-you know we’re in a public place, right?”
“Don’t worry. I made sure nobody would see,” she whispered
into his ear, while tightening her arms around him.
“I don’t want to give you up.”
The whisper was so soft that it was almost inaudible.
Unable to see the look on her face, Masachika reached the finish
line before he could even ask her what she meant.
“Masachika Kuze has crossed the finish line for third place!”
“It’s over. You can put Masha down now.”
“O-oh, right.”
“Go talk to the checker over there,” Alisa demanded coldly in a
stiff voice, before turning her head away from him. However, the
instant Maria hopped off his back and gently wrapped her hand
around his, Alisa swiftly turned back around.
“…? Alya?”
Alisa narrowed her eyes at her clearly bewildered sister and
mentioned:
“Masha, I’m pretty sure you don’t need to hold his hand.”
“Huh? But I’m his scavenger hunt item…”
“Y-yeah, but…!”
“Hey! Can I check your borrowed item over here, please?!”
A committee member called out to Masachika, and though he
was still worried about Alisa, he honestly felt a little relieved as he
headed over to the checker. All the while, he could feel Alisa’s gaze
piercing his back, making him feel even more guilty than he already
did.
It’s not like I did anything wrong, but…
Was it simply a man’s natural inclination to feel guilty, or was
there a deeper, more shameful reason?
And why did Masha…?
Masachika felt that there was something off about Maria
purposefully holding his hand in front of Alisa, and he glanced at her
profile.
“…?”
A gentle smile played on Maria’s lips as she tilted her head at his
gaze. Her expression seemed innocent enough, and yet…
“I don’t want to give you up”?
“May I see your scavenger hunt objective?”
“Oh, right.”
He took out the piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to
the checker.
“Heh-heh. What was your objective anyway?” wondered Maria,
seemingly even more cheerful than usual. And yet—
“Hmph.”
A minute later, Maria was inside the student council’s tent with a
pout, which was a very rare sight.
“Masha? Are you mad about something?” Masachika asked
hesitantly.
“Yes, I’m mad,” she immediately replied, making him recoil. To
make matters worse, everyone else was gone, meaning he had to
face Maria’s anger directly and alone.
“Kuze.”
“Y-yes?”
He jumped as Maria, who took a seat by his side, called his
name. She remained facing forward, only glancing at Masachika out
of the corner of her eye, and revealed:
“I’ve never dated anyone other than Sah, you know?”
“Oh… Yeah.”
He felt a rush of embarrassment by Maria’s unexpected
confession, when all of a sudden, she pivoted her entire body toward
him, leaning in with an intensity that once again caught him off
guard.
“I like you and have only ever liked you, Kuze.”
“Th-thank you?”
“And you parading me around the entire school…as if I were
someone else’s girlfriend. Do you know how that feels?”
“Ah—”
Masachika was overcome with intense regret as he gazed into
her eyes, a mix of anger and sadness.
“…I’m sorry. I should have been more considerate of your
feelings.”
“I don’t forgive you.”
She coldly rejected his apology, which was muffled by the weight
of his guilt, as he bowed.
“The only way I’m going to forgive you is if you go on a date
with me!”
“A what now?”
Masachika unconsciously raised his head, completely taken
aback by her unexpected proposal.
“A date. I want you to take me out on an extremely romantic
date for an entire day, or I’m never going to forgive you.”
“‘An extremely romantic date’…?”
“One that will make my heart skip a beat.”
It was quite a challenging proposition. After all, Masachika had
very little dating experience. And besides, was it really right for him
to go on a date with Maria when he knew about Alisa’s feelings for
him…?
“Got it?”
“Y-yeah, got it,” Masachika agreed in spite of his doubt, for the
pressure Maria was putting on him was far too much.
“Good.”
She then turned back around, seeming a little more cheerful, but
the sudden realization that they were going on a date made
Masachika’s heart pound. Nevertheless, his bewilderment went even
beyond that. He skeptically stared at Maria’s profile in silence until
she noticed his gaze, tilting her head to the side in wonder.
“What’s wrong?”
“Oh, uh…”
Masachika hesitated for a few agonizing seconds, wondering if
he should even ask. But after going back and forth in his head a few
times…he eventually made up his mind and timidly muttered:
“Uh… I don’t even know if I should be asking this, but…”
“Yes?”
“Didn’t you tell me…that you wanted me to understand and
accept how Alya felt for me?”
It was her request to him two months ago at the park, and
Masachika believed, without a doubt, that this was what Maria really
wanted. That was why all of this felt so out of place: Maria holding
his hand in front of Alisa and suddenly inviting him on a date—
“I did say that,” readily admitted Maria, much to his surprise. It
was so effortless that he was actually taken aback. “I want you to
accept how Alya feels for you. I mean it,” she added with sincerity…
when one of the committee members suddenly called out to Maria
from outside the tent.
“Masha! Sorry to bother you, but could you lend me a hand?”
“Oh, okay! Be right there!”
Maria stood out of her chair and took a few steps forward.
“But…”
She then turned around, her cheeks slightly red as she bashfully
admitted:
“<I still want you to choose me in the end.>”
CHAPTER 9
Encounter
“…Alya? Don’t you think it’s about time that we get everyone for the
Run together?”
“We still have plenty of time.”
“I don’t know… It’s a lot of people…”
Although she knew in her mind that Masachika was correct, Alisa
pressed her lips together and responded with silence, but before
even another second went by, a committee member called out to
them.
“Sorry to bother you! But do you think you could lend us a
hand?”
“Be right there.”
“What? Alya…”
Masachika tried to stop Alisa, who eagerly accepted the request,
but she cut him off in a harsh tone.
“I’ll be right back.”
“…Okay. I’ll get everyone ready for the Run in the meantime.”
“…Thanks.”
As Masachika didn’t even attempt to argue, a tinge of guilt crept
over Alisa while she hurried off to help.
Sigh… What am I doing?
She inwardly scoffed at her own irrational behavior, but she
couldn’t bear the thought of seeing Maria right now.
She couldn’t stop thinking about how they looked together
during the scavenger hunt—how they held hands—how closely their
bodies touched while they raced toward the finish line. Every time
she thought about it, a strange mix of anger and disgust churned
within her.
Hmph.
She understood that Masachika had no choice but to carry
Maria, because it was a scavenger hunt, and those were the rules.
Neither Masachika nor Maria did anything wrong. She knew that, but
she still couldn’t shake this frustration. When she saw Masachika
running while leading Maria by the hand, she just wanted to shout,
“Let go of him!”
Alisa thought back to how Masachika took her hand while they
danced at the school festival last year and how he took her hand as
they ran through the night of the summer festival, but it was as if
Maria had tainted those memories. A feeling of irrational, dark rage
burned within her like never before, and she hated herself for ever
feeling this way toward her own sister.
I know I’m being irrational—that it’s all in my head. Masha didn’t
do anything wrong.
Maria didn’t do anything wrong. She didn’t…?
She didn’t do anything wrong…! But still! Come on! What was
that look on Masha’s face?! She was all over him, too! Th-the
indecency!
Alisa’s intense sense of chastity sounded an alarm while she
thought back to the smile on Maria’s face as she clung to Masachika.
Girls shouldn’t just let boys touch them like that! You’re only
supposed to let boys who you really trust and care about do that… I
can’t believe she would let him do that, even though she already has
someone she likes… And Yuki! I can’t believe her!
The more she thought about it, the angrier she got until it
eventually spilled over onto Yuki for being the one to force
Masachika to carry her sister in the first place.
She knows that Masha has a boyfriend already, so why would
she do that? I know they’re the rules, but still…! And now that I
think about it, Yuki always has her hands all over Masachika, too!
Come on, Masachika! Do you not know that it’s okay to tell people
“no”?!
Unable to quell the growing fire within her, Alisa furiously shoved
the large rope into the gym storage room, as if to extinguish her
burning anger.
“Thanks, Alisa. I really appreciate this.”
“…It’s fine. I’m a member of the student council, after all.”
“Oh, right… Anyway, good luck during the Run! I’ll be cheering
you on!”
Although taken aback by the unexpected encouragement from
an older sports day committee member, Alisa managed to thank her
with a smile. However, as she turned to leave the gym storage room
and head back to the schoolyard, her legs began to strangely feel
like lead. While taking out her anger on inanimate objects had
temporarily cooled her down, she was now slowly being consumed
by a growing sense of self-loathing.
Sigh… I should go wash my hands.
Glancing down at her somewhat dirty hands, Alisa decided to
use them as an excuse to stall and head to the nearby restroom.
After finishing up her business, she reluctantly began to make her
way back to the schoolyard…when she suddenly spotted an elderly
woman wandering alone far away from the parents’ seating area.
…? What is she doing all the way out here?
After tilting her head slightly and confirming that there was no
one else around, Alisa decided to approach the elderly woman.
“Excuse me? Are you looking for something?” she hesitantly
asked, but when the old woman swiftly turned around, her eyes
widened. She looked to be in her sixties, dressed in a brightly
colored blouse and a loose-fitting floral long jacket, which was a bit
flashy but still fashionable. Combined with her gentle and kind
demeanor, she gave the impression that she was some sort of
refined gentlewoman.
Is she married to some big shot CEO around here or
something…?
It was a reasonable assumption, given the school they were at.
“Oh my. You’re…,” muttered the old woman, as if she were a bit
surprised.
“…?”
“Ah, my apologies. I was looking for a vending machine.”
“Oh, there’s one right over there. Follow me.”
“Are you sure? Thank you so much.”
Alisa felt a pang of guilt as she realized the elderly woman had
taken her suggestion as a genuine act of kindness, even though the
truth was that she simply wasn’t ready to face Masachika yet.
Therefore, she began to head over to a nearby vending machine
with a heavy heart.
“Today ended up being so hot, so I was really wanting
something cold to drink.”
“Yes, it really is hot for autumn.”
“Right? I suppose climate change is making summers longer.”
The elderly woman continued to speak with a gentle smile, as if
she simply loved chatting, seemingly unconcerned that Alisa couldn’t
think of anything thoughtful to say in return.
“One of my grandchildren has been telling me how students
have to keep going back and forth between the new and the old
summer uniforms lately.”
“Yes, my class is the same. We have two different types of
summer uniforms, so there are still a lot of people who change,
depending on the weather.”
“But you have to switch to your winter uniform in November,
right? I really hope it gets a little colder by then.”
“Me too.”
Perhaps due to the lady’s gentle demeanor, Alisa found her
relatively easy to talk to, as they walked all the way to the vending
machine.
“Thank you so much. Let me buy you something for helping
me.”
“No, thank you. I’m fine.”
“Don’t be shy. Come, now. Pick whatever you’d like.”
“Really, I’m fine.”
After a few rounds of back-and-forth, Alisa gave in and pointed
at the cheapest bottled water in the machine.
“I guess I’ll go with this, then…”
“Oh my. Are you sure? Why not go with juice or something?”
“I can’t. I have a match coming up.”
“Ah, that makes sense. But then shouldn’t you get a sports drink
instead?”
“They leave a sweet aftertaste in my mouth and make my throat
feel sticky, so I’d prefer water.”
“I see. Well, I don’t want to be pushy, so if that’s what you
want, that’s what you get,” replied the elderly woman as she
inserted money into the machine and began to select some drinks.
“Hmm… Grandpa wanted a cola…”
“Here, let me help.”
“Why, thank you, dear.”
Although a bit puzzled by this so-called grandpa’s choice, Alisa
pressed one of the buttons on the top for cola. She then grabbed
her bottled water as well and began to fidget with it in her hands.
Uh… Should I drink this here…?
But without even reaching a conclusion, Alisa ended up walking
back the way she came with the old woman, missing whatever
chance she had to say good-bye and return to Masachika.
“Thank you so much for your kindness.”
“Don’t mention it… It’s my duty…as a member of the
committee…”
“You’re so sweet…and beautiful, to boot. I would be thrilled if
my grandson had a nice, young lady like you in his future.”
“Ha-ha…”
“Oh my. ♪ I apologize for my teasing.”
“It’s fine…”
“Besides, I’m sure a lady as wonderful as you has plenty of
suitors already. Do you have anyone you like?”
“I don’t really think about stuff like that…”
“Oh… Well, it’s nothing you have to rush into.”
Alisa felt a sense of relief when she heard the old woman’s
casual remark. The loneliness and alienation she had felt at the
amusement park and that gnawing anxiety of being left behind
seemed to dissipate, as if a cool breeze had blown past her.
Maybe she would have an answer to what’s been bothering me.
Following her intuition, Alisa almost unconsciously found herself
confiding her troubles to this elderly woman, whose name she didn’t
even know.
“I don’t understand…what love is. How is it any different from
affection…?”
The elderly woman analyzed Alisa’s expression while she
hesitantly uttered those words. Then, as if she had seen something
in Alisa’s profile, she faced forward and cheerfully replied, “That’s a
difficult question. Heck, I’m old, and I still don’t even completely
understand how to explain it.”
“What? Really…?”
Even though she was married and already had grandchildren?
Alisa’s gaze was filled with disbelief while the elderly woman smiled
as she continued to face forward.
“Of course, I know love. But I don’t know how to define it. After
all, everyone views love differently.”
“…”
In the end, it seemed all Alisa was going to get was this vague
answer, but just as her heart began to fill with disappointment, the
elderly lady casually remarked:
“In fact, I don’t even think ‘love’ refers to simply one feeling.”
“…? Isn’t ‘love’ just love?”
“But love makes you feel so much, doesn’t it?”
“…?”
As Alisa raised a questioning eyebrow, the old woman calmly
continued.
“You can feel admiration, respect, friendship, and of course, you
can feel affectionate, like you mentioned a moment ago. Some
people even experience obsession and resentment. And to be crude
for a moment, it is nothing more than sexual desire for many.”
“S-sexual desire…?”
“But no matter what you feel, it’s still love, right? At least, that’s
what I believe.”
“…”
It honestly wasn’t an idea that Alisa could easily nod to and
agree with. To her, friendship and respect were completely different
from love, and she couldn’t help but tilt her head in confusion at the
idea that obsession and hatred could also be a type of love.
Isn’t love more…pure? Something magical and beautiful?
A vague counterargument arose in her mind…but the elderly
lady’s interpretation was surprisingly refreshing to Alisa, who was
still searching to uncover the true nature of love. She knew of
attachments like friendship and respect, so if love was born from the
accumulation and heightening of such attachments, then perhaps,
someday…she would be able to understand it.
“…I learned a lot today.”
“Ha-ha. Really? I’m glad. But, well, this is merely my opinion, so
don’t think too hard about it, okay?” said the elderly woman,
smirking and making Alisa smile as well. They continued their
exchange, and before long, they had made their way to the parents’
seating area.
“Anyway, I should get—”
But before Alisa could tell the woman good-bye—
“Oh, Asae! What are you doing with Alisa Kujou?!”
Hearing a familiar voice calling her name from somewhere
behind and to the side, Alisa jerked her head around in surprise…
where she found a thin old man standing on a plastic picnic blanket
while looking straight at her, making her scowl.
“Huh? W-wait… Y-you’re Masachika’s…?”
“Oh, you remember me! I apologize for not formally introducing
myself last time we met. I’m Masachika’s grandpa, Tomohisa Kuze.”
“I-it’s a pleasure to see you… Hmm?”
Which meant…?
Alisa looked back to see the elderly woman covering her mouth
while she laughed.
“My apologies. I should have introduced myself. My name is
Asae Kuze.”
“Y-you’re…?”
It was only then that Alisa realized what had just happened,
instantly filling her mind with despair.
Masachika’s g-grandmother?! What?! Hold on. Did I just
seriously ask his grandmother for advice about love?!
On the verge of having a mental breakdown, her brain
desperately tried to escape this reality, making her notice something
completely unrelated.
Hold up! Are they dressed in matching outfits?! This elderly
couple put on matching outfits before going out?!
Alisa screamed inwardly the instant it dawned on her that
Tomohisa was also wearing a brightly colored shirt and a flashy floral
jacket. Of course, it wasn’t a bad thing. She even found it stylish and
enjoyed seeing how close they were. Nevertheless, there was no
way she would ever go outside with her own grandparents if they
were dressed like that.
Then, while looking at the elderly woman—or rather, at Asae—
she was shockingly struck with yet another realization.
Wait. When she first saw me…
She finally understood why this older woman looked at her with
such surprise earlier. At the time, she didn’t put much thought into
it, since she figured that the lady was simply surprised to see a girl
with silver hair and blue eyes, but…
She realized who I was the moment we met?!
She stared hard at Asae, who simply gave her a slightly
apologetic smile, and that alone told Alisa everything she needed to
know. She was overwhelmed by a fit of misplaced anger, followed by
an even greater sense of shame.
“…!!!”
A voiceless cry escaped her lips as she trembled uncontrollably…
when she suddenly spotted the woman seated beside Tomohisa.
Hold on! Don’t tell me that’s Masachika’s mom?!
The passing hunch made her jump, before she was struck with a
sense of unease, as if something were off.
But his parents…?
Although Alisa had visited Masachika’s apartment numerous
times, he was the only one there. She suddenly thought back to the
story she’d heard when Masachika was sick, and her brow
furrowed…when her eyes met the woman’s.
“…?”
Alisa felt a sense of déjà vu when she looked at the woman’s
face.
“Hmm? Oh, this is—”
Noticing Alisa’s gaze, Tomohisa turned to the woman beside him
to say something, but before he could even get a word out, the
woman promptly stood and bowed slightly.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you. I’m Yuki Suou’s mother, Yumi.”
“Oh, you’re Yuki’s… Nice to meet you. I’m Alisa Mikhailovna
Kujou. I’m in the student council with Yuki.”
“Yes, I’ve heard all about you…,” Yumi timidly replied while
averting her gaze. That was when Alisa realized why this woman
seemed so familiar.
Now it makes sense… She looks so much like Yuki.
Unlike Yuki, her mother’s expression was somehow lacking in
vitality—or perhaps confidence…but they did share a lot of features.
Nevertheless, this realization only led to yet another question.
But why are Masachika’s grandparents hanging out with Yuki’s
mom…?
Tomohisa suddenly cackled.
“I found Yumi all by herself earlier, so I invited her to join us.”
“Oh…,” replied Alisa, still unable to shake the feeling that
something wasn’t quite right.
I get that they’re childhood friends…but why are his
grandparents this close with her mother? Is that normal?
Confused, Alisa was at a loss for words as Yumi fell silent, until a
familiar voice called out to her.
“Alya! We should probably get going.”
When she looked up, she saw Masachika walking toward her,
waving hesitantly. He must have spotted her silver hair and rushed
over, but when he got closer, he suddenly noticed the two people
standing near Alisa and frowned.
“Ack! Grandma? Grandpa? What is going on?”
His gaze then shifted to the woman standing next to them…and
the air suddenly grew cold.
“M-Masachika?”
His eyes widened and his expression twisted, startling Alisa. She
began following his gaze until she saw Yumi looking back at
Masachika with a similar shocked expression.
Huh? What? What’s going on?
Alisa glanced back and forth between the two of them,
completely bewildered, but the tense standoff eventually ended
when Masachika looked away. Although it had only lasted for about
five seconds, the bizarre atmosphere made it feel like an eternity.
“…Come on. Everyone’s waiting for us over there.”
“Huh…? Oh, right… Um… Bye.”
“Have fun.”
“I hope we get to see you again soon… Ah! Masachika! Let’s all
have lunch together later, okay?!”
“I’m good. I’m going to have lunch with my friends,” bluntly
replied Masachika as he walked away without even looking back at
Tomohisa. Alisa immediately followed him, alarmed by his unusual
behavior.
“Masachika, why—?”
But Alisa swallowed those words the instant she caught up and
saw the look on his face. It was a storm of intense emotions: A mix
of rage, resentment, and sorrow hid beneath the surface of his skin,
and it was a far cry from the usual nonchalant Masachika who never
showed his true emotions, leaving her speechless.
“…”
He didn’t even have it in him to try to hide his emotions, not
even before Alisa’s gaze. Even this was so unlike him, and that left
her speechless.
What can I…? But I can’t…
Words swirled around in her head and throat, but nothing came
out. She knew she had to say something, but what? Nothing came
to mind. And that was why—
“…!”
Without even saying a word, Alisa pressed the bottled water she
was holding against Masachika’s cheek.
“Ack! That’s cold!”
He flinched, stopped in his tracks, and pulled away from the
newly purchased bottle of water. But when he looked at her with
furrowed brows, Alisa blurted out the first thing that came to mind.
“I don’t think…you should talk to your grandfather like that.”
After stumbling over her words, she felt embarrassed by what
she had said. A few seconds of awkward silence then passed
between them…when Masachika let out a small, amused chuckle.
“Yeah, you’re right. I guess I should have lunch with him from
time to time,” replied Masachika in his usual humorous tone as his
expression softened. Although she was relieved…a sense of unease
still lingered in Alisa’s heart, since she still had so many unanswered
questions.
Why did he react that way when he saw Yuki’s mother? What
had happened between them? She wanted to know. She wanted to
know and say something to make him feel better…but she decided to
wait.
Because he promised that he’d tell me one day…
And that was why she was going to wait until the day Masachika
would tell her everything. Until then, she had to focus on becoming
a more reliable partner—someone he could trust enough to share his
pain with.
And that’s why I can’t lose.
And…there was something else that Alisa had to tell him as well.
That was why she had to win the Run. She—
“Check it out. Alisa’s here.”
“What took you so long?”
“Hey, Alya.”
“Yo.”
Her allies were waiting for her: Nonoa, Sayaka, Hikaru, and
Takeshi.
“I’m sorry I’m late. ♪”
“What? We’re so on time.”
Maria and Elena arrived next. And then…
“Oh, it appears we’re last to arrive.”
Sumire appeared, serene and confident, her chest held high,
with her signature spiral curls bouncing with each step. As Alisa
greeted her with a smile, she returned the gesture both elegantly
and powerfully.
“Glad you could make it, Violet.”
“It’s Sumire!” she hissed with a sharp glare.
It all started two weeks prior in the classroom after school, when
they were discussing who to ask for help.
“…Do you think we could ask Sumire Kiryuuin for help?”
wondered Alisa.
“I think…she’d help. She seems to have really taken a liking to
you, too,” said Masachika.
“What? Since when?”
“Remember when she came to apologize after the school
festival?”
Near the end of the Autumn Heights Festival, Sumire visited the
school festival committee’s headquarters with Yuushou. There, she
explained the situation to the student council president, vice
president, and student council before ending the apology with a
bow. She also took the opportunity to apologize individually to Alisa
as well, but…
“You didn’t do anything you need to apologize for. You had
nothing to do with what happened, and it didn’t ruin our
performance, either. In fact, our show was a huge success. If
anything, I should be thanking you for helping us stop the incident
from getting any worse,” argued Alisa while she bowed in return.
Sumire smiled contently at the sight and even ended up telling her:
“If you ever need any help, please do not hesitate to ask.”
“…Well, she did say to just ask if I ever needed any help, and I
genuinely planned on asking her for help if I ever needed it…but
that doesn’t necessarily mean that she likes me.”
“I think that’s exactly what it means. Violet stands by everything
she says, so she wouldn’t ever say something if she didn’t mean it.”
“Really…?”
Alisa tilted her head, her expression a mix of joy and doubt
while Masachika stroked his chin, wearing a faint smile.
“Anyway, if we get Violet’s complete support, then we might get
all the Sisters of the Four Seasons.”
“The what?”
“Oh, the disciplinary committee’s—the girls’ kendo club’s famous
sisters. They’re not really sisters, but they’re the four top members,
excluding the captain, Chisaki. In other words, the vice-captain, the
senpou, jihou, and chuuken.”
“Uh…?”
“Violet is the vice-captain and essentially their older sister.
Anyway, they might help us, and getting all four of them means they
can form an entire team by themselves. Both their reputation and
their fighting skills are top-notch as well. Oh, now that I think about
it, you’ve seen them before. You know, the group that apprehended
that guy during the firecracker incident.”
And so…Alisa gathered the best members she could find. Three
female students appeared after Sumire, lining up on each side of
her…while posing. Sumire angled her body the same way, then
snapped her fingers, cueing a lively girl with pigtails on the right to
boldly puff out her chest and state:
“Ayame Shinbashi!”
Following her, the tomboyish girl on the far right covered one
eye and exclaimed:
“Kikyou Oomori.”
Furthermore, the girl with glasses on the opposite side pushed
up her glasses and roared:
“Hiiragi Kurasawa.”
Finally, Sumire fluffed up her ringlets and announced:
“Sumire Kiryuuin.”
And in closing, they all cried in unison:
“““We are the Sisters of the Four Seasons!”””
All that was missing from their grand entrance was an explosion
in the background. Meanwhile, Sayaka nodded slowly in admiration
and even began to applaud, prompting Takeshi to join her, even
though he wasn’t actually sure why they were clapping.
“Yooo, Nonoa! Still got that nice ass on you, huh? Can I touch
it?”
“Fifty thousand yen.”
“That’s highway robbery…! How long do I get?”
“Two seconds.”
“‘Seconds’…?! Do you take credit cards?”
“Are you seriously going to pay?” interjected Hikaru as Elena
continued to harass Nonoa.
“Hey, uh… Masha? I can see your stomach.”
“Ah! Unbelievable.”
Masha adjusted her clothes while Masachika awkwardly looked
away. Then, after taking one last look at her allies gathered around
her…Alisa muttered:
“<I think I may have made a mistake.>”
CHAPTER 10
The Run
So this is…
Once the Run was over, Alisa found herself in the empty classroom
for 1-B. She had escaped here after parting ways with her friends
and making a flimsy excuse to decline Maria’s invitation to eat with
the family. Obviously…she had absolutely no appetite for lunch.
Settling into her seat, she gazed vacantly around the room while
listening to the chatter and noise coming from the schoolyard in the
background. “I’m sorry,” she told her friends with a bow, but nobody
blamed her for what happened. The kindness of her friends,
however, only made her feel worse.
“…”
She had no idea what it meant to carry the weight of her friends’
expectations—no idea how painful failing to live up to them would
be—because she had always been all alone up until now. Whenever
she failed, the only one she disappointed was herself. But now…
“…!”
They were her friends who believed in her and helped her. They
were students not even in her grade who wanted to support her.
Even her sister was there for her with a smile on her face… And
yet…
“…!!!”
The image of her face flashed in Alisa’s mind, and she buried her
face in her desk. Grinding her teeth, she weakly slammed her
clenched fists onto her desk.
She had gotten carried away. She had become arrogant. She
had made so many friends, and they had acknowledged her as their
leader. She had gotten so caught up in playing that role—so
intoxicated by her sense of omnipotence—that she had thought she
could do anything…and it had clouded her judgment.
Alisa would have realized it if she had actually put some thought
into it. She was no match for Yuki when it came to strategy and
mind games, so she should have simply asked Masachika for help.
Perhaps they wouldn’t have fallen right into her trap if she had done
that. Instead, Alisa was eager for victory and overconfident in her
own abilities. She’d challenged Yuki unprepared and was utterly
defeated. And if that wasn’t bad enough, the only reason why she
was so eager to win was due to personal reasons.
“I hate myself…”
The self-deprecating words that escaped her lips were
accompanied by moisture. Everyone would have rolled their eyes if
they knew. They may have even gotten angry. The reason Alisa had
tried to win the Run all on her own…was simply because she wanted
to proudly invite her friends to her birthday party.
November 7—her birthday—was coming up in two weeks. It was
stupid. She could have just invited them without involving the Run.
She was so preoccupied with such trivial thoughts that she had
suffered this humiliating defeat, and she had nobody to blame but
herself. Of course she lost. It was the only logical outcome. But…
even then…!
“<I wanted to win…and invite everyone!>”
Alisa wanted to win the Run on her own and show her friends
and parents in the audience how far she had come. She wanted to
proudly invite her friends to her birthday party. Every year until now,
she had celebrated her birthday with her family, and even though
her parents never said anything, she was sure that they were
worried about her.
That was why she wanted to introduce the friends she made in
high school to them this year with her head held high. She wanted
to show them that she was no longer alone and tell them about how
wonderful her friends were. Surely, that would bring a smile to their
faces.
“<I wanted to spend my birthday with everyone…!>”
If only she could have celebrated her birthday surrounded by
her smiling parents and friends, how wonderful it would have been.
Alisa could hardly even imagine how happy she would have been
and how much fun they would have had…but it was too late now…
I… I’m a loser who let everyone down. How dare I even think of
asking them to celebrate my birthday now?
“Mn…!”
It was all because of something that she personally wanted to
do. Everything was her fault and her fault alone. No one else was to
blame. Alisa had brought her personal feelings into the Run, foolishly
dreamed of some happy future, and lost because she had gotten
carried away.
She wished that her birthday would never come. Even a birthday
party among family would feel fake and only make her more
miserable. And if that was how it was going to be, then—
“Hey! Good game.”
Alisa jumped at the sound of the voice. Why was he here? She
had come here after telling him good-bye, and there was no way he
would have known she was here, since she was supposed to be with
Maria.
But in spite of Alisa’s bewilderment, the owner of the voice
pulled out his chair with a loud scrape and took a seat in his usual
spot. Then he faced Alisa, who was still slumped over her desk, and
began in his usual voice:
“She got us this time. I definitely wasn’t expecting them to
throw their rider like that. They must have practiced a lot.” He
reflected on the match as if he didn’t even notice how upset Alisa
was. “I guess they’re going to have to change the rules next year,
though. I mean, if riders are allowed to dismount, then technically
you’d only need one person to give the rider a piggyback ride while
the other two just wreak havoc. It only worked this time, since
nobody ever thought of making a rule to prevent stuff like that.
Anyway, it’s hard not to get distracted when your opponent pulls a
crazy stunt like that, huh?”
He was acting infuriatingly normal…and right now, it was
seriously getting under her skin.
“…Hey.”
“Hmm?”
“Could you please just leave me alone?”
They were words of rejection, trembling with barely contained
anger, and yet…
“What? No.”
…her words were casually dismissed. Although fueled by even
more anger, Alisa kept her head lowered, and in a voice forcibly
suppressing her emotions, she replied, “As you can see, I’m really
depressed right now…so leave me alone.”
“Not like you to be depressed. Remember what Sayaka told you?
‘Anyone can mope around and be depressed.’ We lost, so after
lunch, we should start discussing how we’re going to beat Yuki
again.”
“…! But…!”
Finally unable to take it any longer, Alisa slammed her fist on the
desk, raised her head slightly, and with a downcast gaze, she cried
in agony:
“We lost because of me! Everyone worked so hard to fulfill their
role! And yet I made a mistake and ruined everything! All their
efforts went to waste because of me!”
Glaring at her desk, she struggled to hold back her tears, when
a chilling voice suddenly pierced her side:
“Don’t be so full of yourself, Alya.” The out-of-character words
naturally got Alisa’s attention, but she was taken aback by his
piercing stare. Masachika was staring at her straight in the eye and
matter-of-factly stated, “I—we—didn’t help you because we thought
you’d win. We helped you because we wanted you to win.”
His words pierced Alisa’s heart like a dagger.
“That loss is your loss, but it’s also our loss, and everyone
understands that, which is why nobody blamed you for what
happened. So stop trying to take this loss all by yourself, because
what you’re doing is arrogant and disrespectful to us.”
Masachika’s words, spoken calmly and slowly, resonated deeply
with her, painfully so, and before she knew it, the tears that she had
been desperately trying to hold back were rolling down her cheeks.
As her vision blurred, she saw Masachika stand, wrapping his
arms around her head until she could see no more.
“I know… It’s frustrating.”
“…!”
“Me…and everyone else—we’re all in this together.”
“…!”
Masachika’s gym clothes were stained with tears, but as she
cried in his arms, it felt as if the pain in her heart was finally washing
away.
Yeah… He’s right.
Alisa had realized something as she silently wept. Of course, it
still hurt that she wasn’t able to live up to her friends’ expectations,
but she didn’t have to suffer alone. She could share that pain with
them…because that was what friends did. Both the cause and
consequences were things that should be shared among friends.
But bringing her personal feelings into the Run was Alisa’s crime,
so she alone would bear that punishment. That was how it should
be.
“…I’m okay now,” she muttered, so Masachika quietly let her go,
revealing his tearstained T-shirt, suddenly overwhelming Alisa with
shame.
“…! I…”
With a downcast gaze, Alisa tried to find something to wipe
away her tears with once more, when she was suddenly handed a
bottle of water wrapped in a handkerchief.
“Here. Consider this payback for what you did for me at the
amusement park. Don’t worry. The handkerchief’s clean.”
Alisa understood exactly what he was doing and smiled faintly,
accepting the bottle of water, which she pressed against her eyes. As
the newly purchased cold drink gradually absorbed the heat from
her eyes, she could sense that Masachika was sitting back down in
his chair.
“By the way, I know this has nothing to do with what we were
talking about, but…”
“…?”
She stiffened at the somewhat dissatisfied tone in his voice, and
she raised a questioning eyebrow, although hidden behind the bottle
of water.
“When are you going to invite me to your birthday party?” he
asked offhandedly.
“…Huh?”
“Don’t act confused. You’re the one who told me that it’s the
custom in Russia for the birthday person to plan their own birthday
parties. Takeshi and Hikaru usually have nothing to do, so you don’t
have to worry about them, but you should probably invite Sayaka,
Nonoa, Yuki, and the others as soon as you can.”
He was speaking so nonchalantly about it that Alisa glanced up,
meeting Masachika’s gaze before lowering her head once more.
“But I—”
“And if I remember correctly, I’m pretty sure that not inviting
someone to your birthday in Russia is the equivalent of saying that
you’re done being friends with them, right? Oh, and I’m pretty sure I
already mentioned that to Yuki, Takeshi, and the others a while back
while dropping some random trivia on them, so I think it’s going to
hurt your friendships with them if you don’t invite them.”
That was something that she had told him months ago in
desperation and out of sheer agony, and it was something that even
she had completely forgotten about until now.
You still remember that…?
Before Alisa realized it, she was smiling, not even knowing
whether it was out of joy or because of how ridiculous the whole
thing was. But somehow, the sorrow and self-loathing that had filled
her heart had vanished. It was hard to believe, but this wizard could
effortlessly erase the pain and punishment that Alisa was feeling as
if her self-centered determination meant nothing to him.
“…So? Are you going to invite us or not? I could go invite the
others for you if you want.”
“…I’ll invite them myself.”
“Okay,” he briefly replied, before making noises as he stood up.
Nevertheless, Alisa still didn’t glance in his direction.
“Anyway, don’t forget to eat lunch after you head back, okay?
We still have a lot of hard work to do after the lunch break is over.
Besides, aren’t you the one who told me that I better eat lunch with
my grandparents? So you better go eat with your family, too.”
Masachika’s footsteps seemed to be heading toward the door, so
Alisa placed the bottle of water down, rushed after him, and
embraced him tightly from behind, burying her face in his shoulder
blades.
“Will you…come to my birthday?”
“…Sure.”
“Will you celebrate my birthday with me?”
“Of course I will,” he replied, as if it were the most obvious thing
in the world, but it filled Alisa’s heart with pure joy. The corners of
her eyes began to burn again, so she shut them tightly.
“…Thank you.”
Barely managing to utter those words, Alisa pulled away. She
then lowered her gaze and bit her lip, desperately trying to hold
back her tears, but Masachika didn’t look back.
“Yep.”
With a brief wave over his shoulder, Masachika left the
classroom… Alisa couldn’t help but let out a bittersweet laugh
through her tears at his unwaveringly familiar yet infuriatingly
compassionate attitude.
“I can’t believe you… You really are…”
He acted so nonchalant, and yet he was always one step ahead.
Although it was infuriating and frustrating…he had a magical way of
melting away Alisa’s sadness and pain. Masachika was truly
someone…she could count on…?
Hold on…?
Her heart pounded against her chest. A tingling heat began to
spread throughout her entire body, not just around her eyes. He
really was someone she could count on. That much was undeniable.
She could trust him more than anyone. He was someone she could
respect…but there was also a part of him that was so aggravating.
And that was why—
I…
Alisa’s heart ached. Her body was on fire as conversations with
Maria and Asae suddenly echoed in her mind.
“It would make you blush and want to scream, but not because
you don’t like it. It fills you with happiness and…”
“You can feel admiration, respect, friendship, and of course, you
can feel affectionate, like you mentioned a moment ago. Some
people even experience obsession and resentment.”
All these feelings and everything she had been taught was finally
coming together to form a single answer…
No.
Alisa instantly rejected what her mind was telling her, but she
couldn’t change what she felt in her heart.
She had to deny it. This was wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong. This
wasn’t how she really felt. It was some kind of mistake. Because—
So this is…
SIDE STORY (BECAUSE SOMEONE COULDN’T WRITE A LONG ENOUGH AFTERWORD.)
“And end with a bang! Good! Let’s try the dance again from the top!”
The dance instructor’s crisp instructions filled the air of the Suou
residence hall as Masachika and Ayano joined hands.
Originally, these dance lessons were intended for Masachika, the
heir to the Suou family, but Ayano had also started joining as his
partner, receiving instruction alongside him. Natsu let out a breath of
admiration while she watched the two of them dance in perfect
harmony.
In fact, the only thing stopping her from clapping and cheering
for them was the fact that she didn’t want to bother them.
Ah, what beauty. Master Masachika is the very definition of a
prodigy…
Despite having started only recently, Masachika could already
waltz with a certain level of ease. Even the dance instructor, known
for her rigorous teaching even within the industry, nodded in evident
satisfaction as she watched him.
“Very good, Masachika! When you turn, your lower body seems
to move slightly ahead of your upper body, so be careful, okay?”
Masachika responded instantly to the instructor’s direction. He
was like a sponge with how quickly he managed to grasp new
things, and because he was a genius, being his partner was no easy
feat.
“Ayano, don’t look down! You’re hunching! Always face forward,
even if you make a mistake!”
Ayano carelessly stepped on Masachika’s foot, prompting her to
swiftly look down to check. Following the instructor’s direction, she
lifted her head back up, but now knew that her footwork was all
wrong. One mistake led to another, leading her into a vicious cycle
of foot stomping.
“Okay, good! Take ten!”
In the end, Ayano accidentally stepped on Masachika’s foot six
times before their first session was over, and it made her so upset
that she slumped down in her chair.
“I’m really sorry, Chika… I’m such a bad dancer… I stepped on
your feet a lot.”
“It’s okay. Besides, I stepped on your foot, too… Sorry about
that. Did it hurt?”
“You only stepped on my foot because I messed up… I’m sorry.”
Just as Natsu was about to say something comforting to her
dejected granddaughter, Ayano murmured softly:
“Yuki wouldn’t have messed up like this… I’m so bad…”
It was an expression born from the inferiority complex Ayano
had been harboring toward the siblings who she had known since
childhood. Natsu was left speechless by the unexpectedly serious
tone of those muttered words…when all of a sudden Masachika,
looking puzzled, argued, “You’re not bad. Because you’re really nice.”
“…I’m nice?”
“Yeah. You help me practice dancing, and you play with Yuki,
who can’t even leave her bed. I’m always really thankful for you.”
Ayano looked up with her eyes opened wide to discover
Masachika smiling at her.
“I like your dancing. We make a good team, and it feels good…
and it’s fun. That’s why…”
Masachika hopped off his chair and held out his hand to Ayano.
“Will you continue to be my partner from now on, too?”
Ayano blinked in wonder at his innocent smile until her lips
curled mirthfully as well. She then got up from her chair and took
Masachika’s hand.
“Okay!”
“Thanks.”
Natsu held a handkerchief to her eyes while she watched her
granddaughter and Masachika holding hands, full of smiles.
Master Masachika… How noble of you! You possess such great
talent without arrogance, and you never fail to consider others’
feelings… The Suou family will be in good hands with you at its
head.
She was overwhelmed with emotion.
But Master Masachika, that was a proposal!
Natsu couldn’t help but jest, despite knowing that Masachika
absolutely didn’t mean it that way.
Of course, I would be thrilled to have you as Ayano’s husband…
but the difference in status and wealth is just… Then again, that
would make for a beautiful love story! I’m sure Madam Yumi and
Master Kyoutarou wouldn’t mind, either, and the current master and
madam of the household—
Natsu, despite her age, couldn’t help but fantasize about her
granddaughter’s future, like an innocent little girl. Meanwhile, her
granddaughter…
Chika’s the best! I’m going to have to work twice as hard now!
Perhaps it shouldn’t be a surprise, because she was still so
young, but Ayano didn’t notice any proposal-like undertones in
Masachika’s words. She simply felt a deep admiration for him.
Nevertheless, being a girl in her tender years, there was no denying
that certain feelings had begun to stir within her.
When Chika stepped on me earlier…I felt weird… I felt
something inside me…
…It simply happened to be something far different from what
her grandmother was imagining.
It would still be some time before the girl would make a decision
that would change her life and give her purpose, but that was a
story for another day…
Afterword
At any rate, after getting a taste for it, I just had to throw in
another short story this time to pad the word count. It’s hard even
to imagine filling the afterword with random thoughts after you
realize how easy the short stories are. After all, you can use up more
lines with short dialogue in a short story, and you can freely add line
breaks to the narrative. Of course, I got carried away last time and
ended up having to cram lines together and delete text because I
didn’t have enough pages… I just had so much fun writing about
Professor Side Slit…
Speaking of Professor Side Slit, we still haven’t seen any
illustrations of her in the light novels (and there are no plans
currently to have any illustrations of her, either), but she has already
made an appearance in the manga. When I was working on Volume
6 of the light novel, the manga adaptation was covering a flashback
of the middle school festival arc from Volume 1, and when I saw one
of the handicraft club members in the rough draft, I thought, “She’s
perfect.” So I went to the manga’s artist, Saho Tenamachi, and was
like, “How about we make this Professor Side Slit?” She was really
enthusiastic about the idea, so I proposed it to those in power when
I turned in my rough draft for Volume 6 of the light novel. And that
was how Professor Side Slit came to be.
Interestingly, when the chapter featuring Professor Side Slit was
updated on Magapoke, Volume 6 of the light novel story hadn’t even
been released yet. In other words, she actually appeared in the
manga adaptation before the original novel…which created a bit of a
trap where readers who followed every update of the manga
adaptation might have ignored her or not even noticed her
existence. But to be fair, the second volume of the manga, which
includes that story, was released after Volume 6 of the original
novel, and the manga artist, Saho Tenamachi, touched on Professor
Side Slit in her afterword in the second volume…so readers who
follow every update would have probably bought Volume 2 when it
came out and noticed what was going on. Right?!
Ahem! Anyway, what I’m trying to say to you all is buy the
manga volumes, too! If you do, you can read my ridiculously
detailed afterwords. I’m the kind of author who, when asked to write
a one-page afterword, would reply, “Oh, so as long as it fits on one
page, right?” And then I’d not do what I’m told. But it’s not my fault.
I-it’s their fault for not specifying how many words I can write. If
something isn’t against the rules, then that makes it okay, right? You
can’t tell me that I should be using “common sense” after I’m done,
either. Because there are plenty of people in the world like me who
do things that don’t make sense to most people.
You’re probably thinking I’m being cocky, even though I’m aware
that I’m being unreasonable and lacking in common sense. But it’s
actually quite the contrary. I’m cocky because I know I’m being
unreasonable and lacking in common sense. People who feel guilty
about something tend to act overly arrogant to intimidate others to
avoid being called out. If you ever see someone like that, look at
them with pity and think to yourself, “Awww.What a pitiful creature
who can’t live without pretending to be a tough guy.” You know
what’s even sadder, though? There’s also a certain number of people
who are completely unaware of their own unreasonableness and still
act superior. So if you ever see someone like that, look at them with
pity and think to yourself, “Oh, what a sad monster created by the
unfortunate environment they were born into.” Look at them with
pity and then give them a German suplex. Wait, no. Don’t actually
do that. Just do it in your head. Huh? What are you looking at me
like that for? Oh, by the way, you can also read the short story I
wrote if you buy the manga volumes. So get on it! All right, I’m done
pushing my stuff!
Anyway, now that I’m done promoting the manga, what should I
talk about now? The anime adaptation? Actually, I don’t really have
much to say about that. I’m not even sure how much I can reveal.
But the project is progressing steadily. The reason why it took five
months for this novel to release is because we’ve been working on
the manga adaptation in addition to the anime adaptation. This is
the most I can handle as a part-time author.
Then again, it’s a bit up in the air, but I sort of feel like maybe I
might have been able to possibly keep up with that one-novel-per-
four-months pace if, perhaps, I had panicked more and pushed
myself harder to finish the manuscript at the last minute, kind of like
a high school student cramming to finish their paper during summer
vacation, though who’s to say, really…? Yeah, I know. Even I’m kind
of confused now.
Anyway, if I can’t talk about the anime…then maybe I can talk
about creative theory instead? Surely the literature nerds would like
that. I won’t, though. I hate talk about creative theory. It feels so
self-important. I don’t mind when other people do it, but when it
comes to me, a little devil on my shoulder always starts snickering,
“Hey, only one of your series has ever been picked up by a publisher,
and you’re already spouting off about creative theory?” Plus, who’s
going to take writing advice from some weirdo who writes chapters
one, three, six, and eight almost simultaneously? Yes, you heard that
right. I actually don’t write Alya Sometimes Hides Her Feelings in
Russian in order and don’t even start with the prologue. I usually
write multiple chapters simultaneously, and at my worst, I write the
entire novel out of order, going back and forth between stories.
Just like how everyone has their own way of writing novels,
creative theory is so subjective that it’s best not to take it too
seriously, so don’t put too much thought into it. Maybe just use half
your brain to listen. No, a third at most. Even when I hear
professional writers talk about creative theory, I often think, “Really?
I don’t know about that.” In fact, I rarely agree with them. So
instead of studying how to write novels, I think it’s better to deeply
immerse yourself in the works you love and the ones you think are
good and practice the principle of “learn by watching,” or in this
case, “learn by reading.” Make these techniques yours. Of course,
I’m not telling you to plagiarize.
But if you still want to hear others’ opinions and use them in
your writing, I suggest joining a group of fellow writers, preferably
one with a diverse range of writers. Of course, you’ll get all sorts of
different opinions there, but if there’s something that you actually
need to improve on, then multiple people will likely give you the
same feedback. And I think if you apply their feedback, you’ll
gradually be able to write better than the average person. Then
again, I suppose this is also a form of creative theory in a broad
sense, so you don’t have to take it too seriously. Just use a third of
your brain to listen and take what I say with a grain of salt, because
who takes advice from someone who rambles like this? In fact, only
use a third of a third of your brain for this stuff. That’s one-ninth for
you science people, so… (The following has been omitted for
brevity.)
Anyway, it seems like I’ve been talking about numbers quite a
bit, and we’re almost out of pages, so let’s move on to the
acknowledgments.
I would like to express my sincere gratitude to Miyakawa, my
editor, who has been very patient with my slow progress. I’m so
sorry for always submitting my work right at the deadline……okay,
after the deadline. I do feel bad. Or maybe I just say that I do.
Thank you for your understanding and for always providing me with
your honest feedback. I’m truly grateful for your support.
Next, I’d like to thank Momoco for drawing the wonderful
illustrations once again. Despite your busy schedule, you’ve
consistently provided us with an incredible number of high-quality
illustrations. Especially this time, in addition to designing new
characters, you’ve drawn numerous illustrations featuring multiple
characters. Thank you so much.
Also, I must thank Tenamachi, who has drawn Alya, Masha, and
now Yuki in her cute “younger-sister mode” for the manga
adaptation. I made sure to promote the manga on Twitter as you
requested as well. I’m pretty sure it was a joke, but you picked the
wrong person to joke with. Heh. Then again, whether or not that
counts as promotion is up for debate, I guess!
And last but not least, I would like to express my immeasurable
gratitude to Suzuki, who has recently joined us as the editor for the
manga adaptation, and to all the staff involved in the production of
Feelings in Russian, as well as to all the readers. Thank you very
much! Let’s meet again in the next volume! Actually, let’s meet again
in the afterword of the manga for Volume 3! See you there!
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