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The document is a personal reflection from an individual named Bryan, who shares his struggles with depression and the transformative love he feels for his girlfriend. He expresses the joy and lightness she brings to his life, while also grappling with feelings of sadness and fear of losing her. In the second entry, he discusses a conflict with her, revealing his difficulty in expressing emotions and his deep desire to communicate his love and apologies effectively.

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For You

The document is a personal reflection from an individual named Bryan, who shares his struggles with depression and the transformative love he feels for his girlfriend. He expresses the joy and lightness she brings to his life, while also grappling with feelings of sadness and fear of losing her. In the second entry, he discusses a conflict with her, revealing his difficulty in expressing emotions and his deep desire to communicate his love and apologies effectively.

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My life

Day1
Dear Bryan, I’m a survivor of depression it’s been so hard for me these past
months but suddenly I fell in love with this girl or should I say an angel without
no wings lol she makes everything feel so light when with her I didn’t know anyone
could do that. I’ve never felt so loved before actually felt hated by people dunno
maybe I guess I’m just overthinking again I’m also trying my best to control it but
it’s not easy as you think sometimes I feel happy and sad at same time which is
very rear I’m happy that I’m alive and also have a loving girlfriend by my side I’m
sad that my fears might come to pass cause of the way I am, sometimes I feel so
different i feel I’m the only good person on earth I feel many things I try not to
show it thou sometimes I just wish I could wake up knowing that money isn’t a
problem I also wish I could really give her the best life right now she’s the best
thing that’s happened in my life which I’m not planning on losing I could write a
thousand words about her knowing I did it’s just so easy talking to her my chest
goes light the worries just stops then finally the voices in my head goes quiet. If
I should spend my last moments on earth I rather spend it with her not because I
love her but because I love her so so much ♾️
she’s my infinity . I’m this quiet
type I’m not the best in sharing my feelings that’s why I wrote this down and for
the record it’s helping, I wonder many things like what if I just disappear no
phone calls no sign of me maybe people will know what they actually lost 😞………🚶🏻.

Day2.
Dear Bryan, my girlfriend is upset with me and right now it’s the worst thing
that can ever happen to me. I wish she could really understand how I felt at that
moment the thing is I can’t express how I feel and I’m also trying to work on that
I wish I told her earlier how I felt at that moment, we would have spend the whole
night talking, today’s not the best actually been at home all day sleeping, waking
up, eating, thinking about my life, watching movies, really wish I could call her
but anytime I do the words just doesn’t pop in my head she might be feeling I don’t
love her anymore but that’s not it at all I’ve never loved any human the way I love
her she brings a spark in my day, just seeing her makes my day good I actually wish
I could tell her this things without thinking of what to say. I wish she could see
how sorry I am for reacting that way yesterday I should have just sit there
pretending everything’s okay, I should have just controlled myself I never meant to
hurt her, I should have given her a kiss on her head instead. She says I apologize
everytime but the truth is I don’t wanna loose her either my fault or not I take
the responsibility and blame but the truth is the word sorry means a lot to me when
I say I’m sorry I truly mean it and will look for a way to avoid such I really wish
she could see it that way but if she ever gets to see this she’ll know she’s really
😪
loved ……🚶🏻

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