Christmas Without You

He walked in. Caught my attention. It's the way he walked. The way he talked.
Make me fall in love right away. It's in his smile. It's in his eyes. I can't wait to get to
know him. Suddenly, he sat beside me. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I was stunned and
then he said "hello" to me. It was the first time we have ever met.

After that, he asked me out for a date. It was a very simple date. We went to a
garden. We sat there and ate 1 slice of cake. I still remember that, clearly. At night, we
went to eat ice cream. Strawberry flavor, it’s his favorite. Then he walked me home. We
talked all the way to my house. In front of my house, he looked at me deeply. Once again,
I felt butterflies and I was blushing. He stroked my cheek gently. I said goodbye to him
and went inside my house. That was the best day I have ever had.

I can’t sleep, I kept thinking about him. He looked handsome that night. I was
blushing all night. I can’t stop thinking about him. He really looks like an angel.

Fast forward, 2 months have passed. It was December. His favorite month. We
walked around the city that time. We were looking for some cute decorations for
christmas. Suddenly, a lot of snowflakes started falling around us. We looked at each
other and smiled happily. We started playing in the snow. We ran around the city until we
got tired.

Then, he asked me to watch a movie together. But I said that I have seen that
movie before. We decided to go to a nearby cafe. We talked for a while. And again, he
walked me home. I wanted to give him something. I asked him to wait for a while in front
of my house. But when I wanted to give him the present, he had already gone.

I texted him. He said that he had something to do. Suddenly, someone knocked at
my window. It was him. He gave me some chocolates and a rose. I also gave the present
to him. He apologized because he only gave some simple gifts. He promised to give me a
beautiful Christmas present next year.

But this year, I’m waiting for you. I am waiting for your present. But where are
you? It’s December, it’s Christmas, and it's snowing already. I’ve been walking around
the city, waiting for you. I have decorated my house so that we can celebrate Christmas
together. I have bought a lot of cute clothes so we can take pictures together. I have
bought 2 cups of strawberry ice cream too so we can eat together.

Oh, I remember. You have already celebrated Christmas in heaven. You must be
happy there. Christmas is your favorite right? And also snow? But not for me. Not this
year. I am crying all the time after your car accident. That day was the worst day I have
ever had. That day I asked all of your friends and family. But they didn’t know either. My
heart is broken. Broken into pieces. Why? Why do you have to do this to me? You leave
me all alone. You are my everything. I can’t live without you.

I can’t handle this tear anymore. I really want to meet you. I miss you. Really
really miss you. But how? Is there a way? Give me a solution. Or should I go to heaven
with you? Yes, I think that’s the best way.

I dedicate this letter to my family, friends, and everyone. I just want to say thank
you. Thank you for everything. I will always remember the wonderful memories with
you all. Don’t be sad. I’m tired of sadness. Don’t forget to always be happy.

Please save this letter. Thank you mom, thank you dad, and thank you world.
Thank you for everything. Goodbye.